The poet feels old despite being young, with their skin feeling slack like it has endured too many cold, dry winters. As the poet hears their wife yelling at the stove in the kitchen, they wonder about everyday things like birds migrating south and cars breaking down in the desert. The poet longs for the comfort of home and their wife's voice in the kitchen, and ponders why people crowd into each other intimately like strange, blind creatures until they can no longer move, perhaps because by dissolving into the sheets it feels like crowding into the familiar places of home.
The poet feels old despite being young, with their skin feeling slack like it has endured too many cold, dry winters. As the poet hears their wife yelling at the stove in the kitchen, they wonder about everyday things like birds migrating south and cars breaking down in the desert. The poet longs for the comfort of home and their wife's voice in the kitchen, and ponders why people crowd into each other intimately like strange, blind creatures until they can no longer move, perhaps because by dissolving into the sheets it feels like crowding into the familiar places of home.
The poet feels old despite being young, with their skin feeling slack like it has endured too many cold, dry winters. As the poet hears their wife yelling at the stove in the kitchen, they wonder about everyday things like birds migrating south and cars breaking down in the desert. The poet longs for the comfort of home and their wife's voice in the kitchen, and ponders why people crowd into each other intimately like strange, blind creatures until they can no longer move, perhaps because by dissolving into the sheets it feels like crowding into the familiar places of home.
nothing to drink in the refrigerator but juice from the pickles come back long dead, or thin catsup. i feel i am old
now, though surely i
am young enough? i feel that i have had winters, too many heaped cold
and dry as reptiles into my slack skin.
i am not the kind to win and win. no i am not that kind, i can hear
my wife yelling, “goddamnit, quit
running over,” talking to the stove, yelling, “i mean it, just stop,” and i am old and
i wonder about everything: birds
clamber south, your car kaputs in a blazing, dusty nowhere, things happen, and constantly you
wish for your slight home, for
your wife’s rusted voice slamming around the kitchen. so few of us wonder why we crowded, as strange, monstrous bodies, blindly into one another till the bed
choked, and our range
of impossible maneuvers was gone, but isn’t it because by dissolving like so much dust into the sheets we are crowding