{1}

honey sorry i took too much time, they called for the meeting to tell us about
rearrangement of our duty and how important we need to follow the protocol so as to
remain safe here, because thing are starting to get worse now. anyways that at
side i hope you are doing fine are you having any problems, you know i am here for
you we have to always be there for each other you worries and problems are my
worries and problem too
{2}
my darling i just heard that the list of us who applied for retirement will be
released today, i have said my prayers and my darling wife i want you to pray for
me too, i need your blessing always, i hope to come back with good news honey i
love you so much with all my heart and i can not wait to be with you soon so i can
fulfill all my promises to you.
{3}
Sorry for the late reply honey i have been very busy. Dear, we were just informed
that the mosque in the east of syria has exploded again, i just pray nothing
happens to our soldiers there dear, I am very worried very afraid, you have a
network over there, please contact me as soon as possible! i miss you.. I love
you and wish you peace, my darling!
[4}

I just pray my love, that I live to witness the world peace. Because I am sick and
tired of the incessant wars and chaos going on in this world. I see this world as a
big slaughterhouse where everyone lives only for the butcher's knife. Disorder is
now the order of the day, true love is lacking among humanity.
{5}

Honey i am tired of typing my love to you everyday, i want to show my love for you,
i want to prove my love for you, i want to go to bed with you at night, i want to
wake up in the morning with you by my side i want to spend the rest of my life
loving you. i want to start our family with you as soon as possible and start
making preparations for our marriage and future together. i am tired of all this
many words i want to hold you in my arms, i want to be able to kiss you when i
want, make love to you when i want, cook for you, take a evening walk with you and
hold your hands as we walk, i will make you the happiest woman i will do anything
for you i will travel the world and cross sea and ocean just to go get you your
favorite flower i want the whole to be jealous of my love for you. i belong to
you forever !!!
{6}
honey i am tired and frustrated of this place we were attacked this morning there
was
a little bomb blast on one of our vans and armor trucks and there was gun shot
everywhere,
honey i am so tired of this place i do not know what will happen next i did not
reply you since because we got attack in camp by the terrorist there was confusion
everywhere. i only had a little back injury, i thank God it was nothing more than
that, i have treated my self already.i am talking to you now because of the grace
of God i am fine i am just very tired and confused i have a serious headache now,it
is so trerrible looking at the sight of dead soldiers everyday we lost so many
people today, some of them i know

i was completely covered in blood i watch one of my close friend here die in my
arms arms i cried with all my heart i just can not take this any more i can not
wait to leave the God forsaken place, this is not life, this people act like
animals they kill their own people like flys. i am just lucky i am still here
talking to you. i really can not wait to be with you honey i just took my bath few
minutes ago. i just have to go to the treatment back now to many people to attend
to.. if i have the time to talk to you again i will write you honey. i snap
pictures with my camera, i doubt if you would even have the heart to look at it.
Every body in other countries is happy and living in peacful life but no body knows
what is going on here now i dont know what this world is turning into.
{7}
please delete the pictures after you view it, this is very confidential my dear i
just wanted you to see what is going on around the world both is other war areas
like iraq and Afghanistan so you can always thank God for puting you in a safe
country and keeping us alive. this people do not have the fear of God in there live
that is why they act like this their islamic religion have blinded there eyes
completely
{8}
Due to the recent activities that i have been seeing on the internet, i was afraid
because i do not want anything that would destroy our relationship, i was thinking
i could bear till i retire but i can't anymore, the situation here is too critical
that i have to tell you honey, i love you and this would work out if you really
trust and have confidence in me
{9}
i feel it will cost to much to apply for the retirement and complete the my process
of coming home to you!!! it might cost a lot honey that is my worry

I have few colleagues that has already left through their loved ones but i really
do not know the amount i have to pay for vacation/retirements

Honey, i can help you write then i wil give you the united nations office email

but i have been thinking, we should not be in a hurry, lets wait till tomorrow, i
have a strong faith and believe that my name will be on the list tomorrow, okay my
darling wife, i love you so much and i really can't wait to be with you!

Honey i am back, honey i have asked head of the UN medical department here in the
camp, if my wife can apply for immediate emergency retirement for me from china, he
said yes. All you have to do, dear, is add their WeChat UN Retirement Committee
information to their WeChat account: Gen-Nicholson

He said you can apply through united nations wechat, you will write a letter to the
united nations telling them you want your husband to retire and leave the camp as
soon as possible and be replace with another UN World health organizations doctor
but he said it is going to cost some money

Honey you know I am not officially due to to retire and leave the Camp. So there is
a Fee attached to the Emergency retirement Form. I do not know exactly how much it
will be, but you will be informed when they send the Form to you. But I am pretty
sure it will be affordable.

Honey the reason for the charge is because, I am not officially due for retirement,
for that reason, I will be replaced with another UN World health organizations
doctor and the doctor that will replace me must be paid Extra Duty Incentive (EDI).
I hope you understand.