Inner demons

Last night i was in my room

So tired that I couldnt move
I kept thinking what to do
Should I live, or should I lose?

My demons, having fun

They said "Death by a gun!"
My angels, they arent free
They say God wont have mercy

On someone like me

My minds playing tricks on me

I can see shadowless whisperers
My scars they set me free
Of all the pain, of this world

But I dont trust myself,

cuz I do things no one does
My anxiety, will get the best of me
If i just stop taking my pills

I just want it to end

Dont want to pretent
Im not alright
And its really not fine

I mess things up
Give people bad luck
My parents they hate
My feelings, The crush

I dont need no eyes

To see what I am
I dont know how
But i'll soar in the skies

I'll bask in the sun

I'll be where I belong

My demons they kill

My angels they cry
My God has mercy
For the seven skies

But will it be enough for me?

Should I just let them be
Or should I go try to be free
Get a grasp on reality?