I WANTED TO LIVE FOREVER IN THE QUIET INSPIRATION OF YOUR EXISTENCE

hey there zoe, do you have an idea what is art? for i used that metaphor to describe you.

and i apologized for no words cannot fit as you's definition.

art¹

/ärt/

[noun]

— the guise of a living creative skill and imagination, producing masterpieces to be appreciated

unremittingly for their beauty and emotional power.

SIMILAR TO:

you

/yōō, yə/no

[pronoun]

— an art.

i found it hard scribbling and finding the right words to use while writing this as if i don’t know how to
write anymore. i looked above to see the stars and i still felt blank, but i played a recorded voice of yours
— and then i think of you while i write, the words just fall in line and it feel so right. i can write a
thousand times about you until i no longer remember the words i use, or maybe until it can be finally
enough to be the living proof to say i am proud and thank you for your existence. your voice and name
was scattered through the jars i craft... every once in a while, though it was written on a not-so-pretty
handwriting, would you still be grateful?

just like how i wonder about this; i may bleed to death by writing for you, (i'm not exaggerating) would
the sentiment of my words can be enough for you to remember me by any chance in this lifetime? i now
dive into the thesaurus and dictionary infront of me just so i can find the words that could perfectly utter
what's with these butterflies in my stomaach everytime i am hearing your voice. worlds are colored with
different hues, bright and dark. you can come to me with a different and an unfamiliar voice, i would still
know you, my love. i miss you even tho we're talking, do you think is it possible? i want you here..

i also think i'd miss you even if we'd never met for you miraculously penetrates my very soul

like i would miss

you even if we'd never met

 i. miss. you. right now.

while writing this.

you took all the space

in my thoughts and

you would never leave,

you are one of the reason,

why i cannot sleep at night...

damn girl, i congratulate you for making me want to squeeze your brain and see the flow of your mind :))
never felt this before.

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