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A Poor Man Reads Vol 2
A Poor Man Reads Vol 2
First Canto
Chapters 3-4
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CO NTENTS
Preface
C h a p te r T h r e e , co n tin u ed
K rsna Is the Source o f A ll In carn ation s 1
C h a p te r F o u r
T h e A p p earan ce o f Sri N ara d a 123
G lossary 348
A ckn ow ledgm en ts 360
Lord Siva recommends that, “O f all methods of worship, Visnu
worship is the best, and better than Visnu worship is to worship
His devotee or things in relation with Him.” Tadiyamm, that is
bhagavata. Here it is also said, tadiyamm, bhagavata-sevaya. This
book bhagavata , spoken by the devotee bhagavata— this should
be taken very seriously daily. Otherwise . . . we do not under
stand what is Bhagavan. Therefore it is recommended here:
nityam, daily, or constantly, twenty-four hours. We have to mold
our life in such a way that twenty-four hours, not a single
moment leaving aside, we should be engaged in bhagavata-
sevaya, in the service of Lord’s relations. The Srim ad -
Bhagavatam, Bhagavad-gita, the spiritual master, Tulasi-devi, the
temple, the preaching, the books— these are all bhagavata. So
nityam bhagavata-sevaya. Nasta-prayesu. If we engage ourselves
in this bhagavata-sevaya . . . Just like we are doing daily, trying to
read one verse of Srimad-Bhagavatam , discussing amongst our
selves. This is bhagavata-sevaya. Nityam, daily, regularly.
— Lecture on Bhag. 1.2.18, August 21, 1972, Los Angeles
11
CHAPTER THREE
(continued)
Text 28
Comment
T h is verse is the mahdvakya, the m ost con clusive statem ent,
o f the entire Srimad-Bhdgavatam. W hile Srila Prabhupada has
said th at each and every word o f the Bhagavatam is im portant,
the mahdvakya is the em peror verse th at rules all kings. In this
verse, K rsna is distinguished from the oth er in carn ation s; H e is
the origin al Suprem e Personality o f G o d h ead.
A t the sam e tim e that H e is different from other in carn a
tions, K rsna is one o f the avataras because like the others He
appears on schedule. T h u s we have found H im listed as num ber
20 on this particular list of principal in carn ation s, and He is said
to be scheduled to appear at the end o f D vapara-yuga. A s with
2 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
Text 29
Comment
S rila Prabhupada refers to Bhagavad'gitd verse 4.9, janm a
karma ca me divyam, w hich is sim ilar to this Srimad-Bhagavatam
verse. If you know o f the in carn ation s, why T h ey appear and the
nature o f T h e ir activities, you becom e free o f duhkha-gramat,
m aterial m iseries. Bhagavad-gita 4-9 n ot only speaks o f m iseries in
this life, but relief from h avin g to return to the m aterial world o f
birth an d death.
T h is proves th at the avataras are n ot ordinary. O therw ise,
how could hearin g about T h em h ave such potency? A s stated
10 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
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Manual Typewriter
T h is is a m anual typewriter, so d o n ’t exp ect m uch. T h e keys
will probably get stuck if I try to go too fast, and it m akes a ter
rible grinding soun d w hen I return the carriage. W ho cares? Ju st
plug away.
T h e in carn ation s: hear with faith. Put yourself in the position
where you h ave to hear, then trust th at good will com e o f it. (A t
least the ribbon prints dark, better th an th at G odrej m onster at
the last place.)
K rsna is original. W h at I said in my little gloss is m uch more
valuable th an w hat I am saying now, yet w ithout this, I’d have
Krsna Is the Source of All Incarnations 15
Text 30
Comment
T h e universal form was n ot m en tion ed in the list o f prin ci
pal in carn ation s. It was described in text 3 o f this ch apter as an
“opposite co n cep tion o f the A b so lu te,” necessary for beginners
to learn to co n cen trate their m inds on the Suprem e Lord’s
energy. Prabhupada said it was con ceived especially for the
16 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
Truthfulness
I was invited to speak at IS K C O N Chow patty, where the sch ed
uled Bhagavatam verse is in the seven teen th ch apter o f the First
C a n to . T h ere, Prabhupada discusses the four principles o f reli
gion. T h erefore, I took the opportunity to speak on truthfulness.
Prabhupada defines truthfulness in two basic ways. O n e is the
practice o f sacrifice or yajiia. In every religion there is som e form
o f sacrifice, and in Kali-yuga, the sacrifice is sankirtana. T h e re
fore, truthfulness m eans to execute this yajiia and n ot to n eglect
it. H e also defin es truthfulness as n ot being h ypocritical. I dwelt
on this defin ition in the Bhagavatam class I gave and hinted at
how we could practice it. We c a n ’t be personally truthful by
alw ays goin g along with w hat everyone else does. Truthfulness
is in dividual and requires introspection and an alert conscience.
It m ay involve confession, so th at’s why it’s good to have a co n
fiden tial relation sh ip w ith at least one trusted devotee and with
the spiritual master. W e should be com pletely h on est in those
relationships.
Truthfulness, personal honesty, is an integral part o f A Poor
M an Reads the Bhagavatam. I con stan tly explore this them e, how
after we give the “perfect parampara" lecture, we h ave to co n
tinue to be h on est. S om etim es I seem to say th at we are more
h on est w hen we are on our own, th in kin g and expressing our
selves w ithout the restraint o f being V yasadeva’s perfect repre
sen tative. I w ant to ask m yself in a private hour, w ithout c e n
sors, social fear, or in stitution al pressure, “H ow do I actually
feel? W h at is my truth? D o I really love Srimad-Bhagavatam and
K rsna? If n ot, why not? W hat do I w ant to do? W ho am I?” S u ch
n aked exp loration o f personal truth can n ot be always practiced
w hen we are busy repeating w hat the parampara has said. A t
least n ot if we h av en ’t fully realized their words.
O n the oth er hand, it could be argued th at w hen we give lec
tures, we’re m ore truthful th an afterwards. W h en we stick to the
sastra, th en certainly our words will be true. If we seek truth ou t
Krsna Is the Source of All Incarnations 19
Text 31
Comment
W e can n o t see the individual spirit soul w ithin the body. We
can only assum e the soul is there by its sym ptom s. We use infer
ence rather th an sensory proof. If the body is active, we take it
for granted, on the basis o f scripture, th at the soul is present.
Sim ilarly, we can n o t see G o d , whose form is all-spiritual. We
h ave to be highly qualified to see the L o rd ’s spiritual form.
Foolish persons m istake the physical form o f the individual
soul to be origin al form. T herefore, they m isidentify a person
with his outer covering. T h is is n ot com pletely wrong; the outer
covering in dicates the presence o f an inner person. Prabhupada
gives the exam ple th at w hen we see the President’s lim ousine we
exclaim , “H ere com es the P residen t!” W e’ve seen only the car,
but we are likely to be correct th at the President is indeed inside.
T h o se w ho w ant to see G o d im m ediately despite their d is
q u alification are encouraged to m editate on the “outer form ” of
G o d in this m aterial universe, the universal form. By under
stan d in g the size and power o f the gigan tic cosm os, they can
begin to understand the breadth o f G o d . S till, th at form is im ag
inary— one could alm ost say m istaken. T h e m istake is described
in this verse: w hen you see dust or clouds in the air you say, “T h e
sky is cloudy, the air is dirty.” In fact, the air is separate from the
dust. It is sim ply carrying the dust. It has n ot itself becom e dust.
O ur inability to see living spirit is described in the Vedic
verse, atah sri-krsna'ndmddi na bhaved grahyam indriyaih. W ith our
present blunt m aterial senses, we can n ot appreciate K rsna’s pres
ence in H is holy nam e. W hen we render d evotion al service,
however, especially starting w ith the tongue by tasting prasadam
and ch an tin g H are K rsna, then gradually the spiritual senses
becom e uncovered and we learn to see spiritual reality. C h an tin g
H are K rsna clean s the dust from the m ind and enables us to see
th at K rsna and H is nam e are nondifferent. T h o se w ho dem and
to see spirit at on ce, although they’re unw illing to practice the
process o f purification, are arrogant and foolish. It certainly
22 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
Writing by Hand
R ock B ottom coun ts his change. S its and cools it. H e has a
good idea: W h atever I was going to say-pray to Srila Prabhupada
26 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
L et me im prove w ho I am.
You, if You like, even on hearing
this con d ition al statem en t or
dem and, may send a thunderbolt
or rem ain indifferent.
I accep t You in any case.
I’m ju st tellin g you how I feel on
this February 17 in 1996.
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Text 32
atah param yad avyaktam
avyudha-guna-brmhitam
adrstasruta-vastutvat
sa jivo yat punar-bhavah
Comment
T h is verse refers to the subtle body o f the living being beyond
the gross form. Srimad-Bhagavatam has been discussing the co s
m os o f planets, outer space, etc., and life w ithin the planets,
w hatever is perceivable to the gross senses. T h e m editator has
been encouraged to con ceive o f it all as the universal form o f
G o d . Sim ilarly, we h ave been guided as beginners to understand
th at the coverin g o f the body is also a way to know the self.
W hen we see the President’s car, we say, “H ere com es the Presi
d e n t!” T h e se co n cep tion s are n ot quite true— the car and the
person w ithin the car are n ot synonym ous— yet the car is a use
ful in dicator o f the person within.
N ow the subtle is m entioned an d we are taught how we can
infer th at the soul is inside the em bodied being. In the seven th
ch apter o f Bhagavad'gitd, we learn th at the subtle body is co m
posed o f in telligen ce, m ind, and false ego. A lth o u gh we can n ot
see, sm ell, or touch the m ind, everyone knows o f its presence by
its sym ptom s. We know th at our waking, conscious self exists,
and we m ay also becom e aware from tim e to tim e o f the u n co n
scious self. T herefore, we can perceive the subtle body. A l
though the m ind, consciousness, and uncon sciousn ess are not
m easurable by hard scien ce, psychology— the study o f the subtle
body— is a respected scien ce w hich benefits hum ankind.
However, the spirit soul is n ot only beyond gross m easure
m ent but beyond psychic perception also. Psychology can n ot
know the spirit self. A gain , the presence o f the soul can be
inferred by its sym ptom s, even if it can n ot be directly known.
T h is is true even o f a beginner in spiritual life. W hen som eone
dies, the relatives lam ent the loss o f the person. A lth o u gh all o f
them can perceive his m aterial body, the subtle functions have
ceased. T h ey can see th at som ething is “m issing.”
A step beyond th e realization o f o n e ’s ow n self as spirit is
the realization o f the Suprem e Sp irit. G o d is n o t a produ ct o f
the m aterial energy. S rila Prabh upada writes, “T h e co n clu sion
Krsna Is the Source of All Incarnations 29
Beyond the gross and subtle. Beyond doubt. A fter the lecture
and before. T h e doubter put to rest. A re you con vin ced? We
co u n t heads. T h o se who are devotees, raise their hands. A n yon e
w ith doubts? Is it always so clear?
S h o u ld I be hum ble? If an organizer says, “A ll V aisnavas raise
their right h an d ,” how should I respond? Is it clever o f me not
to raise my h an d because I prefer to think o f m yself as a servant
o f the V aisnavas? A servant o f the V aisn avas is factually a Vais-
n ava, so I should raise my hand.
A t the sam e tim e, I doubt som etim es. O r not doubt so m uch
as . . . W h at I w ant to say is slipping out o f my grip.
Text 33
yatreme sad-asad-rupe
pratisiddhe sva-samvida
avidyayatmani krte
iti tad brahma-darsanam
Krsna Is the Source of All Incarnations 35
Comment
Self-realization occurs w hen we realize th at the m aterial c o v
erings o f gross and subtle body are tem porary illusions. We
accep t these coverin gs out o f ignorance. A godly life enables us
to give little im portance to the se lf’s coverings but to becom e
serious about the activities o f the soul. O n e who fully engages in
K rsna con scious activities is called jivan'm ukta, one liberated
even w hile living in the m aterial body.
We gain self-realization n ot only w hen we engage in activities
but w hen we take shelter o f the Lord. If we wrongly desire to
enjoy m aterial life, then K rsna will arrange for us to forget our
eternal position. If we pray to revive our rem em brance, however,
then K rsna will rem ove the curtain th at now covers our eyes.
S rila Prabh upada’s purport m ay be read as an exercise. T h a t
is, we m ight th ink it has little relevance to our con dition .
Prabh upada’s books are n ot intended as academ ic exercises,
however. T h e y are m eant to be taken personally. O ur predica
m ent in the m aterial world, the m eans o f deliverance by bhakti-
yoga, the goal, love o f K rsna— all can be understood and applied
sim ply by reading Prabhupada’s purports. A cad em ic reading is
o b jective; a spiritual aspirant reads subjectively. H e takes the
instructions in and practices them faithfully. T herefore, it is said
th at we can gain self-realization sim ply by reading.
T h is verse an d purport speak o f self-realization w ithout e x
p licitly m e n tio n in g G o d c o n scio u sn e ss, yet the brahm a-
darsanam , the process o f seeing the A bsolute, m eans seeing the
Lord. T herefore, Prabhupada translates it in th at way. S elf-real
ization and G o d consciousness are interdependent. W h at does
self-realization m ean if it d oesn ’t include the understanding o f
our etern al co n stitu tio n al p osition ? T h e sdstras assure us th at we
36 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
From the purport it seem s that the m ain activity in the prac^
tice o f self-realization is prayer. It’s only by H is mercy that we
can attain atma-tattva. T h is is because K rsna is the source of
know ledge, rem em brance, and forgetfulness (sarvasya cdham hrdi
sannivisto). How should we pray? W e can adopt the prayers o f
the great devotees recorded in the Bhagai'atam , or we can pray
as directly from the heart as we are able. We m ight recite the"
prayers m ade by the living entity in the womb, who before his
birth cries out to Krsna, “ My dear Lord, let this birth be my last
one in the m aterial world. I prom ise now to serve You eternally
w ith no oth er m otive.” If we can som ehow m ean these words,
K rsna will hear us. Prayer is not an intellectual exercise. Let
prayer com e as a true cry, even if the language is broken.
T h ere is a difference betw een praying to be freed of illusion
and praying for devotion al service, however, and we should c o n
cen trate our petition s to K rsna according to Prabh upada’s direc
tion. T h e prayer for liberation from our suffering is m aterially
m otivated, but the prayer to becom e K rsn a’s servant is at the
highest standard. Prabhupada guided us beyond the desire for
liberation from his first purport. H e taught us to beg Krsna for
H is causeless d evotion al service, birth after birth.
to serve you and it seem s good to me. Your long-tim e Bom bay
disciple, A d ity a dasi, show ed me her plan for a way to preach by
teach in g m usic lessons at H are K rish na Land. It’s a good idea too,
and it can induce m usically inclined people to learn about kir~
tana. A n d th ere’s D evakin an d an a Prabhu, who also has m any
plan s and activities for you. H e cares for the life m em bers and
co llects m oney for H are K rishna Land. N ow he w ants to set up
D eity w orship in factories around Bom bay. I told him you had
w ritten about this in Message of Godhead even before you cam e to
A m erica. W e all h ave plans how to preach— w riting, teaching,
life m em bership, w hatever— all to glorify you.
For me, w riting keeps me busy in a way that n othin g else will.
It also keeps me satisfied. A n d I h av en ’t always been satisfied
over the years, even in work th at has my G o d bro th ers’ san ction.
Som eh ow those oth er services did n ot engage my proclivities. In
th at sense, I think the sym ptom s are good w hen I write. T here
are certain people who com e to K rsna con sciousness w ho seem to
take w hat I say as beneficial for their spiritual lives. T h a t is the
L ord’s mercy on me. W e each seem to have a certain capacity to
approach different types o f people in society. D evakin andana
Prabhu is good at approach in g rich m en and industrialists, the
40 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
Godrej Pounding
Ban g away on G o d rej and tell us your truth. I type thirty
words a m inute an d spell fifteen o f them wrong. T h e typewriter
d oesn ’t say m uch. It protests by jam m in g the keys and ringing
the bell on the return carriage.
M y two sannyasl G odbroth ers will arrive som etim e today, but
I doubt we will h ave tim e to m eet as I h ave only one more day
here. It occurred to me th at the m ain th in g for m e to do when
I visit tem ples is to truly wish devotees well. Be loving. K rsna is
the Lord o f the devotees especially, an d I can only pray th at they
too will be pleased with me. I know it’s n ot always possible to
please everyone. W e all do w hat we feel we must. It’s all worthy
service if it’s offered to Prabhupada.
Krsna Is the Source of All Incarnations 41
does K rsna consciousness feel like w hen you wake in the m iddle
o f the nigh t and c a n ’t get back to sleep? Poem language can help
to d iscover that.
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Text 34
Comment
S rila Prabhupada describes adhya-jnana, know ledge o f the
A bsolu te Suprem e Person. Lord K rsn a’s nam es, forms, and ener
gies all are iden tical with H im . G o d ’s one energy can act as the
intern al energy or the extern al energy, ju st as electricity gen er
ated by the pow erhouse can be used for h eatin g or cooling. It is
only how H e uses H is energy that determ ines w hether it is in ter
nal or extern al.
W h en a con d ition ed soul no longer desires to dom inate or
enjoy the m aterial energy, then th at sam e energy begins to act
in his favor. H e sees it “ in term s o f repen tan ce and pen an ce.” H e
regrets h avin g com e under m ay as influence, and he wishes to
clear h im self o f illusion. T h u s he gives up his depen dence on
m atter and becom es depen den t on K rsna. A s Lord K rsna states
in Bhagavad'gita, “T h is divine energy o f M ine, consistin g o f the
three m odes o f m aterial nature, is difficult to overcom e. But
those w ho h ave surrendered un to M e can easily cross beyond
it.” (Bg. 7 .1 4 ) In his purport to th at verse, Srila Prabhupada
writes, “K rsna, being the Lord o f the illusory energy, can order
this insurm ountable energy to release the con dition ed sou l.”
In Bg. 9 .1 3 , Lord K rsna describes the mahatma. Prabhupada
com m ents, “ B ein g m arginal potency, as soon as the living entity
is freed from the control o f m aterial nature, he is put under the
guidance o f the spiritual nature. T h e guidance o f the spiritual
nature is called daivi prakrti . . . ”
44 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
the nature o f this world. Ju st as we reach the top, cruel fate slaps
us with d eath or betrayal or sim ply deep dissatisfaction. W hat
then does anyone gain by being m aterially successful? Life is so
tem porary and fortunes are fickle. Successful in this life, we may
find ourselves in a hellish con dition in the next.
T h erefore, this w isdom should drive us to tolerate the pains
d ealt out by the m aterial energy and to respond with penance,
repen tan ce, and the w illingness to glorify G od .
I Remember
1 suffered w hen I was in the U .S . Navy. It left me with a
strong distaste for being part o f the Establishm ent.
I rem em ber Dr. A lex an d er telling me it was good that I was
an enlisted m an and n ot a N av al officer. Sh e was a M arxist. She
th ought it w ould benefit me to know the plight o f the ordinary
sailor. A n d it’s true, I saw that suffering up close. I learned from
th at th at I d id n ’t w ant to becom e an accom plice to the system ,
but n eith er was I an ordinary Joe.
I rem em ber reading C e lin e in my bunk with the curtain
draw n. M y college buddies read him too. We thought he was
great. I also read The G ay Science, by N ietszche, and trash.
Krsna Is the Source of All Incarnations 47
Text 35
Comment
T h e verse is beautiful. All Bhagavatam verses are beautiful,
alb p erfect, eternal, and true. A lth o u gh som e verses seem merely
inform ative to us, each verse is filled with bhakti. U nfortunately,
we m ay n ot always be able to penetrate each verse and see the
50 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
Diary Catch-up
S in ce I wrote here last, I have traveled from M um bai to
L o n d on to N ew York C ity to Stroudsburg, Pennsylvania. Big
deal. It’s 11:30 P.M. an d I’m typing, but the m achine is loud. I do
it anyway at the risk o f w aking the devotees in this house.
Let me tell you about w hat happened w hen I left the Bom bay
tem ple. We arrived at the airport, and D evakin an dan a went to
the front o f the line, gave the policem en som e sweets, and asked
them to please allow M adhu and I to go first. O n e policem an
said th at the line was being held up because o f a bom b scare, but
after a few m inutes, he w aved us forward. I knew the oth er p eo
ple in line would resent us, but it was a relief not to h ave to face
the long wait. T h e n we exchan ged sm iles with D evakin an dan a
and his wife, w aved good-bye, and overlooked the sea o f angry
faces behind us. Sorry folks, this one slipped ahead o f you
because o f the potency o f krsna-prasadam and the Lord’s d e v o
tees in India. T h e n o ff we w ent, into the world o f the British
A irw ays flight and the rest is my own little history. N ow I’m
here, trying to adjust my body to a new tim e zone, and trying to
get back into reading the Bhagavatam.
I felt a special blessing for this project while I was in India. I
felt protected there, unlikely to be distracted by anything else.
India has both a ch aste and ch asten ing nature. T h is quality
is inextricably m ixed with the in con ven ience and m aterial
52 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
Automatic Writ
I’m tired. I wrote a little and
w ant to say it’s enough. L et me
ch an t on my beads. But I have
more to say. Learned m en speak
o f G o d . T h o se who are blessed,
listen. We are spirit. W h at can
th at m ean? It m eans th at w hen
the body dies, we d o n ’t. We go on
into an oth er em bodied life. But
w hat about all the things we
have fought for in this world? We leave them behind, or maybe
not, but if we are intelligent, we will con tin u e to fix ourselves in
K rsna consciousness.
Krsna Is the Source of All Incarnations 53
I drew a picture o f a m an
reading book, playing alto sax,
dream ing, but n ot always rem em bering
w hat he dream t. You see,
they say th at dream s are there to help you,
to aw aken you to som eth in g im portant in your life. I w ish I
dream t o f Bhagavatam pastim es, o f love for K rsna, O supplier
o f dream s.
I’m back in A m erica and I feel it. It m ust be the A m erican
vitam in s an d warm shoes and the songs in the air. It c a n ’t be he
w ho is w riting this to the world w ho never wrote him.
C a n you p ractice love o f G o d in the W est? W hy n ot? I write
to release the diversions, to entertain , to bedevil, to stuff a p ep
per, an d to rid m yself o f fear an d pain an d the desire to escape.
O jazz m en o f my soul,
give joy, your best
an d talk o f K rsna,
O kavayah. M usic is for that.
54 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
Text 36
Comment
Lord K rsna is described here in an oth er classic statem en t o f
V aisn av a theology. Verses like these flow con stantly from Vyasa-
deva in th e Bhagavatam , and each m ay be savored to enrich our
sraddha an d know ledge o f G o d . I sense th at it does my w hole
bein g good ju st to pass these con cep ts through my system . We
h ave h eard how m ilk creates fine brain tissue so th at we can
understand tran scen d en tal know ledge. W h at then to speak o f
the good effect the Bhagavatam has upon the m ind and heart?
A s we com preh en d the verses, we should w orship them an d beg
th em to stay fixed in our m em ories. W e m ay n ot h ave the
capacity to m em orize each verse, or even fragm ents o f verses,
but we should pray to keep the essence, the m essage.
K rsn a’s activities are spotless (amoghaAilah). H e is the m aster
o f the six senses ( sat'guna~isah) and the six opulences (sat-
vargikam). H e creates the cosm os, th en m ain tain s it, and later
an n ih ilates it— “w ithout being in the least affected."
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It is n ot always so easy to
regain our form er in tim acy
sin ce we h ave n eglected it for
so long. A gain , we need guru
and sadhana. Prabhupada’s in
struction s are clear: give up
sense gratification and engage
your body, m ind, and words in
H is serv ice. T o love K rsn a
m eans to please H im , and th at
m eans sacrificing lust.
often wonder why my faith has had its ups and downs, why it gets
injured or suddenly seems to deteriorate. I can only say that it
com es from exposing m yself to the m aterial energy. A fter all, the
m ind is a mirror and it will reflect whatever is put before it. If I put
Krsna before it constantly and consistently, it will reflect Krsna.
W r it
R elease words an d em otion. I was exposed to the w orld’s co n
tam in ation ju st like anyone else. M y fath er knew it and tried to
protect me. H e even once tried to m ake sure I knew to stay clear
o f a barber w ho was a pervert and who would invite kids to
Yankee Stad ium . M y fath er w anted m e to be a winner, n ot a
loser, an officer, n ot a com m on sailor.
S ee ? I d id n ’t w ant to write all that, but som etim es it builds a
bridge to hurt an d truth. Whew.
(H ead , please cooperate and let me w rite.) D ad, you were a
w hite m an. I liked the “nigger’s” (your word) m usic. I was b egin
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Text 37
Comment
T h e A b solu te Truth is beyond sensual perception or m ental
specu lation . A cce p tin g this truth, som e philosophers say th at
the A b solu te Truth can n ot be described as a person with a c tiv
ities or nam es. A n y attem p t to describe the A bsolute Truth will
fail because our words and thoughts are m aterial. T h e A bsolute,
they say, m ust be form less, inconceivable. R eal Spirit has no
quality, say the M ayavadis, and the Buddhists agree in their d o c
trine o f “ n o-th in g” (it does n ot exist, yet you can n ot say it
does n ot exist. T h e Buddhists m ain tain a system o f tantalizing
word jugglery in their rh etoric). T h e Taoists say, “T h e way that
can be expressed is n ot the True Way.” However, the V aisnavas
teach th at we can know the A bsolute Truth in H is spiritual,
positive existen ce w hen we becom e purified and use our tran
scen den tal senses and words. T h is is w hat gives us release from
both m iserable m atter and the dry sp ecu lation o f the negative
approach to spirit.
S o m e persons describe K rsna’s activities w ithout scriptural
authority. In this way, audiences are m isled. T herefore, for m ost
people, K rsn a’s activities rem ain m ysterious and unknow n.
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Text 38
Comment
It seem s I have heard this verse before. Is it etched in stone
som ewhere on an archway over a tem ple entrance? Is it etched in
my heart, covered with dust? In my book o f favorite quotations?
It asserts the need for exclusive devotion: only those who
render uninterrupted, un m otivated devotion al service to the
Lord accordin g to H is pleasure can understand H im .
O f course, this is sim ilar to R upa G o sv a m i’s fam ous verse in
Sri Bhakti-rasamrta'sindhu, anydbhildsita-sunyam. B oth verses d e
scribe the high est culture o f bhakti. Pure bhakti is n ot m ixed with
karm a or jnana. O n ly favorable, unalloyed d evotion al service is
considered pure bhakti. N o sense gratification, no false self-
abn egation , no interruption.
S rila Prabh upada states th at all living beings serve Lord
K rsna, even those who do so under the force o f m aterial nature.
T h ere are tw o sim ilar words in San skrit, sastra and sastra. Sastra
m eans scripture or directions for religious life. T h o se who are
pious an d in telligen t follow the Lord by obeying sastra. T h e
word sastra m ean s w eapon. T h o se foolish rascals who refuse to
obey the scriptures will be forced to obey K rsna’s “w eapon s.” In
both ways, we are govern ed by sastra.
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G ra n d C a n y o n Suite
A v an cross-country.
En ter an IS K C O N tem ple, go
through all form alities— sit an d lecture
on Bhagavatam and h it the essence, but are
you on em pty?
You say about Bhagavatam
th at we should all read.
W e h ave heard th at before!
B ut K rsna grabbed the wheel.
K rsna loved H is devotee. W h at about that?!
K rsna, K rsna, K rsna, the children
draw from in n ocen t hearts and
S rila Prabhupada lectures best. Surrender
there. Surrender, you errant fellow.
day I rem em ber to give m yself perm ission to write open prose. I
h ave to give perm ission because to im provise m eans to lose your
way. I rem em ber fire engines, firehouses, hoses— you could go
on forever rem em bering because m em ory com es from Krsna. I
hope I rem em ber at last to preach and at death to ch an t the
holy nam e.
F ebruary 2 3 , 1996
T h ere are so m any books in this world. W e need alm ost none
o f them . C e lin e keeps popping up for me, but I know if I look at
h im , I will h ave no real in clin ation to turn to him and invest
my h eart. B etter to invest my h eart in the sensitive act o f p en
etratin g my ow n barriers to reach my master. H is accen t, his
h eavin ess, the fact th at he repeats the sam e basic philosophy,
the hype surrounding him , I S K C O N ’s enem ies, my fading m em
ories, the fact th at ph otos o f him or even his voice d oesn ’t carry
the w eight o f the full S rila Prabhupada, w hom I remember. T h e
m ind, th e finding o f fault, the p lain fact th at I’m already h alf
dead an d still struggling— all o f th at m akes it harder to approach
him . But w hat can I do but type this an d speak from the heart
at the b o ttom o f the barrel? I am a barrel caster, a new scaster, a
shy, ornery h orn et o f a m an grown old.
o f co n cen trate and you w ould kn ead the two together by hand.
A s you kneaded, the color and flavor w ould spread throughout
the fat, turning it yellow. M aybe the Bhagavatam verse and pur
port can be like th at in my life. It’s the bright colored essence,
the essen tial stuff, and as I knead my life, as I write and draw and
live, the “color” o f the Bhagavatam can spread throughout.
Text 39
atheha dhanya bhagavanta ittham
yad vasudeve ’khila'loka-ndthe
kurvanti sarvatmakam atma'bhdvam
na yatra bhuyah parivarta ugrah
Comment
S u ta G osvam I praises the sages’ inquires. T h is is one o f those
inspiring verses to give us strength to hear krsna-kathd. I like to
quote such verses to devotees to rem ind us all to read and chant.
T h e K rsna con sciousn ess m ovem ent is active in response to
Srila Prabh upada’s order th at we preach, but he probably gave
even more instruction on hearing. H e w anted both. H e said of
him self, “ B ecause I was good at sravanam , therefore I am good
at kirtanam.”
S u ta praises the sages because their questions were transcen
dental. T hey didn’t ask, “W here is the bathroom ?” Everybody asks
m undane questions, but only a devotee can ask the kind o f ques
tions that free him from the dreadful repetition o f birth and death.
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tem ple, atten d ed it regularly, and his wife divorced him anyway.
H e becam e d isappoin ted in B h agavan . W e sh ouldn ’t be like that.
K rsna con sciousn ess is n ot to be approach ed as an an tidote to suf
fering, alth ough ultim ately, it relieves the greatest pain.
O n ce a d evotee approach ed Prabhupada in tears and asked,
“ W hy does K rsna m ake us suffer?” R ath er th an respond gently,
Prabh upada becam e stern. “You should n ot com e to K rsna to
reduce your suffering. C o m e to K rsna to surrender and to serve.”
T h is will be our last time suffering in this place of suffering.
W hen we go back to G odh ead there will be no more misery. Rather,
we will enjoy eternal, transcendental pleasure serving Krsna.
A s for those great devotees who suffered, they w eren’t suffer
ing in an ordinary way. T h ey were always in co n tact w ith Krsna
and rem ained in internal bliss.
W e should be grateful to the sadhus from w hom we can inquire
con fiden tially and with trust about K rsna. T h ese inquiries are the
only way in w hich we can invoke love o f G o d h ead . T herefore,
th e a sso c ia tio n o f learn ed V a isn av as is the g rea te st gift.
Prabhupada said we sh ouldn ’t dare to th ink we are V aisnavas, but
th at we are the servan ts o f the V aisnavas. T h e servan t inquires,
“H ow m ay I serve K rsna?”
W h at is a cen t percen t devotee? It m eans som eone who has
attain ed perfection. S om etim es a studen t excels on a test and
receives a perfect score. T h ere is a sim ilar rank in spiritual life. A
pure d evotee m akes n o m istakes, and the teach er blesses the stu
d en t w ith recogn ition o f his ach ievem en t. In d evotion al terms, it
m eans n o karm a or jnana. R eady to go back to G o dh ead.
T h e expert spiritual m aster stim ulates us to ask questions. In
the beginning, out o f ignorance, our questions m ay not be focused
on the A bsolute Truth. We m ay w ant to know w hat we will get
ou t o f serving Krsna. W ill we be free o f pain ? How does the un i
verse function, anyway? If the questions are directed toward
Krsna, the guru will lead us forward into the heart o f bhakti.
A cco rd in g to this verse, it’s n ot good to be silent. A lth o u gh in
oth er places the silen t worker is praised, now here does the sastra
78 A Poor Man Reads The Bhagavatam
M adhu and his assistant, Yam una-jlvana dasa, have the van
jacked up on blocks. M adhu says progress is slow, but I know h e’s
got it all scoped out. H e’ll do as m uch as he can this week, then
either do more personally later or arrange to get it done. H e’s smart
about these things. Otherwise, how could he could have dared to
undertake such an am bitious program as to buy a van in A m erica
while he was in Europe, and plan to outfit and then export it to
Ireland? H e has plans how to avoid the import taxes too.
A s I write these words, it’s starting to rain and m oisten my
eyeglasses, so I’ll start back to the com fortable house and the cat
and m ouse gam e w ith the tw inge beh in d my eye. W h at I’d really
like to do is work out on the IBM S electric, th at beautiful w rit
ing m achin e, but I d o n ’t th ink I h ave the strength.
D rea m
L ast n igh t I put this request to my dream self: “ Please direct
m e in successful free-w riting after the com m en t I m ake on the
Bhagavatam verse. Tell me how to do it properly. Please reveal to
m e this inform ation in its full p o ten tial.”
H ere’s how my dream self responded:
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ire fs u iq c m K
H
T h a t was it. My disciples w anted to lull m e to sleep. T h ey said
I needed more rest because I am w eak and prone to headaches.
But w hat was the daring assignm ent?
To fleece sheep in S p ain
to release foxes in England
to gain citizenship in Ireland and then write forty books on a
good typewriter.
W e p icnicked on the grass in A ssisi w hile an old couple
dan ced to an accord ion in th at sweet, stately, European way.
I was to go ou t at night! But to do what?
I d o n ’t know, but I do take this dream as an inner m essage in
answ er to my question on how I can write better. Is the m essage
th at I should go alone? A n d dress warm. Push out into the
unknow n “ n igh t” even if it’s dark. Dare to ch allen ge w h at’s
out there.
O kay, B aladeva, I did my dream work. If you com e an d see
my bunk empty, you’ll know where I am — gone on a daring w rit
ing assign m en t, protected by K rsna. Pal, we will m ake it
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through. W ill you com e w ith m e into the nigh t? I know you
would. You are true blue.
E n ligh ten me
an d
tell m e where to go.
Text 40
Comment
T h e verse begins with the S an skrit idam bhagavatam nam a,
puranam brahma-sammitam, w hich Prabhupada translates as,
“T h is book co n tain in g the n arration o f the Personality o f
G o d h ea d an d H is pure d evotees.” T h e phrase “literary in carn a
tio n ” is Prabh upada’s expression. W e h ave heard such phrases as
“ th e im portan ce o f literature,” “ inspired authors,” “genius w rit
ers,” “d ivin e bo ok s,” but w ho h as ever called a book a literary
in carn atio n o f G o d ? It captures my im agin ation. I im agine
M atsya an d K urm a, the fish and tortoise in carn ation s, R am a-
can dra, the great king, Buddha, or V am an adeva stretch in g H is
foot high, an d th en a book above all books, a literary in carn a
tion. A n d a book authored by B h agav an V yasadeva H im self.
L o rd C a ita n y a ca lle d th e Bh agavata P uran a ( Srim ad-
Bhagavatam ) th e A m ala Purana, or the spotless Purana. It’s a
good phrase to rem em ber: A m ala Purana. S om etim es devotees
w onder why the Bhagavatam is called spotless w hen it appears to
discourse o n m any subjects oth er th an pure devotion al service.
T h e truth is th at it d oesn ’t. Everything in the Bhagavatam d is
cusses or describes pure devotional service, and th at is why Lord
C a ita n y a recom m ended th at we study it.
T h a t the Bhagavatam is the literary in carn ation o f K rsna is
proven by Lord C a ita n y a ’s statem ents. Lord C aitan y a is Krsna,
the source o f all in carn ation s. H is accep tan ce o f the Bhagavatam
as A m ala Purana therefore m ust be ac^ 'pted as conclusive e v i
dence. W h en Lord C a ita n y a was praised as B h agavan , H e said,
“W h y are you p raisin g m e? You sh ould p raise S rim ad '
Bhagavatam .” Lord C aitan y a then w ent on to glorify the Bhdg-
avatam an d say th at it should never be thought o f as ju st an oth er
book o f ph ilosop h ical questions an d answers. W e can find Lord
C a ita n y a ’s praises o f the Bhagavatam throughout the C aitanya-
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caritam rta, especially in the discussions betw een the Lord and
Sarv ab h au m a B h attacarya, P rakasan an da S arasv ati, an d R upa
and S a n a ta n a G osvam is.
A lso , m any great V aisn ava acaryas h ave com m en ted on the
Srim ad-Bhagavatam . Jlv a G o sv am i proves in his Tattva San -
darbha th at o f all the Vedas an d Puranas, the Srimad-Bhagavatam
is the scripture par excellen ce. T h o se w ho th ink th at it’s sim ply
a book w ritten by an ordinary person h ave n ot studied it deeply.
S rila Prabhupada sum m arizes the Bhagavatam as “selected
h istories o f great devotees w ho are in direct co n tact w ith the
Personality o f G o d h e a d .” T h u s in the Bhagavatam , we’ll read
about d evotees an d how they ach ieved K rsn a’s darsana. W e’ll
also h ear o f their prayers, their m ethods o f w orship, how they
were saved by K rsna, an d the details o f their affection ate rela
tion ships w ith the Lord.
W h atever we w ould exp ect to gain by associatin g w ith K rsna
directly ca n be ach ieved in the pages o f the Bhagavatam. Srimad-
Bhagavatam should be w orshiped as Krsna. By p atien t study o f
the book, we will receive the blessings o f the Suprem e Lord.
B ecause o f the B hagavatam ’s nature, however, we m ust read it
under guidan ce, or as Prabhupada writes, “ through the m edium
o f th e transparent spiritual m aster.” Som etim es scholars and
poets w ould go to see Lord C a itan y a and present their w ritings
based on the Bhagavatam. W h en Svaru p a D am odara heard the
discrepan cies in their presen tation , however, he would recom
m end th at they study under som eone more realized in the Bhag-
avatam . T h ere is no oth er way to understand B h agavan th an
through the m edium o f the person bhagavata. By subm itting our
selves at the feet o f the devotees, we com e to understand K rsn a’s
nature an d the nature o f bhakti, an d th en we are truly blessed.
D evo tees som etim es w onder w hether or n ot they should per
form piija to the book. Sik h s do th at in th eir w orship o f
G ran th a. S om etim es V aisn avas offer flowers and perform a
sm all ritual to the book before speaking from it, but the real
w orship is in th e subm issive hearing.
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W ell, instead I’ll tell you about my little life. Today we have
to sort out our belongings and decide w hat we will carry to
S aran ag ati. W e travel tomorrow. I would like to take my colored
pencils, but we h ave so little room in rhe luggage. G la ss votive
can dle holders? D o I really w ant to lug them all the way there?
A m on th ’s supply o f earplugs? Yes. T ooth paste, o f course. How
m uch can M adhu and I bear on our skinny backs?
So m eo n e ju st presented us with new carry-on luggage— with
w heels. T h a t should ease the burden som ew hat, but often the
airlines stop us from carrying them on. We depend so m uch for
our com fort on how the world functions. We trust the gov ern
m en t to keep the thieves and oth er cheaters enough at bay so
th at we can travel from here to there w ithout incidents o f that
sort, an d we trust th at the border guards are sufficiently cultured
to allow two H are K rsnas to enter wearing “skirts.” W e’ll have
our papers in order, d on ’t worry.
C lim b the w alls with your little fingers, then m ove along in
your lim ited tim e. T h is is my last day here. T h e n the narrative
will be broken w hile we travel thousands o f m iles across the
C a n a d ia n border. W e’ll go to V ancouver first, but our goal is to
get to Saran agati.
I read the phrase, “poverty stricken .” Lord C aitan y a said H e
was poverty stricken, and I definitely say th at about myself. T h e
Bhagavatam is rich, but I am poor. I told one disciple n ot to be
so attach ed to h earing about the gopis: “A re you sure you are
qualified to read Ujjvala'nilam ani?” H e says he ca n ’t repress it.
H e reads with others w ho share his interests. I told him th at if
he was reading Prabh upada’s books, he w ould find everything in
the correct m easure, but his friends w orship R adh a-K rsn a
D eities an d m editate on direct service. W hat do I know, m e who
dream s o f false teeth? S till, I will read my m aster’s books. I am
livin g in a broken-dow n container, but I keep going, seeking
open spaces in w hich to write and learn to serve K rsna with my
w hole heart.
D ear Diary, I’m at Sam lk a R si’s on this last day, writing this
testim ony an d thinking o f how Prabhupada pronounced “liter
ary in carn atio n .” It’s a tired phrase and hard to say w hen you
h ave no teeth. People respect the sadhu and give him h onor and
privilege, but he does n ot possess love o f G o d , so he writes about
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Text 41
Comment
T h is is an im portant purport for answ ering the doubts we
h ave heard in college classroom s or textbooks on H induism .
S rila Prabhupada counters the doubts deftly, briefly, and we are
satisfied. “ M en with a poor fund o f know ledge” date the begin
ning o f h um an history at about 6 0 0 B .C . T h ey say the Vedas
co u ld n ’t be as old as we m ake them out to be because people
were still N eo lith ic in those days. D o n ’t believe them .
“ B u t,” the voice o f doubt con tin u es, “such incredible things
are reported in the Puranas. W ho could believe them all?
D em igods w ith several heads? People who can fly? A life span o f
a hundred thousand years?”
It’s true th at we h ave n ot w itnessed such things, so how
w ould you respond? Prabhupada says th at the Puranas are h isto
ries, but they draw descriptions from different plan ets where
such extraordinary things are routine. T h a t m ight n ot satisfy too
m any people. A s a m atter o f fact, it m ay feed their doubts.
O th er plan ets? T h a t’s all right. T h is is Prabh upada’s reply. We
m ay adm it th at we d o n ’t understand it fully, th at we h ave no
experien ce o f w hat he says, but we put aside doubt because
Prabhupada h as said it. Is th at blind follow ing? N o t really. It’s a
recogn ition th at the fram ew ork from w hich we understand
things is pretty lim ited. W e are n ot a m ovem ent o f em piricists.
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F ree-w rite
Every sen ten ce I h ave w ritten here has been difficult. I tried
to be open, but it was hard, and I h ave no diary oth er th an this
one; everything is going into this one book. T h a t puts a kind o f
pressure on me.
N ow I w ant my sen ten ces to becom e unhinged. I w ant to put
th em all into the pipeline and send them as far as they will go.
S o m e will see the light o f day and som e will not. T h e y will each
h ave the strength to determ ine their ultim ate fate on their own.
For exam ple, I ju st said th at V yasadeva extracted the cream
from the Vedas and taught it to his son, S u k ad ev a (saram saram ).
I also said th at the spiritual m aster teach es us n ot to reject the
Puranas ju st because we d on ’t understand them from our W es
tern p o in t o f view. We think th at w hen the Vedas were being
w ritten, people were prehistoric cavem en. N o one knew how to
write then! W ell, it a in ’t so. It’s the old tussle— w hat we say
again st w hat they say— th at old fight betw een words an d proofs
an d ph ilosoph ies. Prabhupada said, “W hen they say, we say, we
say, we say.” A n d th en we repeat it.
W e say w hat Prabhupada said. T h e newspapers say that m an
went to the m oon; Prabhupada says he didn’t. It’s one authority
over another. We h aven ’t gone to the m oon, not personally, so how
can we prove it one way or another? It’s all based on authority.
Saram , essence. Selected histories, different planets, a variety
o f kalpas represented. They are still w ondering if th ere’s even life
on oth er planets.
You can ju st h ear the doubters in the background:
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March 1, 1996
British C olu m b ia. Stayin g two days at R u p a-R agh u n ath a’s
apartm en t. I’m sore from traveling, but feel I should turn to the
Bhagavatam verse for the lecture today. Preparing for the lecture
may n ot leave me m uch tim e to write in this book. Srila
Prabhupada usually worked at both his writing and his lecturing
even w hile traveling, but I d on ’t th ink he prepared for tem ple
lectures the way I do. H e was always com pletely prepared to
speak, living the life o f the Bhagavatam preacher so fully th at the
n ectar sim ply flowed from his m outh.
In Vancouver, they’re reading the Fourth C a n to about the
K um aras speaking to Prthu M aharaja. R eadin g the purports
m akes m e w ant to get through the First C a n to in my w riting and
get on to these verses.
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Text 42
sa tu sarhsravayam asa
maharajam pariksitam
prayopavistarh gangayam
paritam paramarsibhih
Krsna Is the Source of All Incarnations 105
Comment
T ran scen den tal m essages are bon a fide only w hen received in
param para: sampradaya-vihina. ye, mantras te nisphala matah. In
this verse, two persons are m en tion ed as authorized to pass on
the Bhagavatam. W e h ave already learned th at V yasadeva was
the literary in carn atio n o f G o d . (L ater in the First C a n to , we
will hear how V yasadeva was instructed by his spiritual master,
N arad a M uni.)
V yasadeva taugh t S u k ad eva and S u k ad ev a delivered the
Bhagavatam to M ah araja Pariksit. S u ta G o sv am i was present at
th at recitation , and he later instructed the Bhagavatam to the
sages at N aim isaran ya.
A lth o u g h m any qualified persons gathered to be with M ah a
raja Pariksit in his last days, young Su k ad eva was selected to
speak. T h is is because he was the forem ost proponen t o f Krsna
con sciousn ess, h av in g received his in struction s from Srila
V yasadeva. H e was also advan ced in self-realization. M ah araja
Pariksit ch ose Su k ad eva because the king was inclined to hear
about pure bhakti, n ot a lesser system o f karm a or jnana.
M ah araja Pariksit taught th at it is crucial to rem em ber Krsna
at the tim e . death. W hatever we do during our lives will be
tested at the end. T h e goal o f life is ante narayana sm rti, to som e
how or oth er rem em ber Lord N aray an a w hile leaving the body.
K rsna also teach es this principle in the eighth ch apter o f the
Bhagavad'gita: “ W h atever one thinks o f at the tim e o f death,
th at state he will attain w ithout fail.” It is im portant, therefore,
to w holeheartedly cu ltivate K rsna conscious practices, especi
ally h earing, chan tin g, and rem em bering the Lord.
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D eath . It could com e at any tim e and in any way. You could
suddenly rupture som eth in g from carrying som eth in g too heavy.
If your h eart isn’t strong, it m ight attack you. People could m is
take you for a p otato or a rabbit on the street and kill you. O r
they m ight m ake you an ob ject o f terrorism and rub you out. A ll
these th in gs are possible. You’d be elim inated. But if you think
o f K rsna at the end, your life will be successful regardless of how
death captured you. U rukram a dasa died here a few years ago,
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Text 43
krsne sva-dhamopagate
dharma-jnanadibhih saha
kalau nasta'drsam esa
puranarko ’dhunoditah
Comment
Lord K rsna com es to this world w ith H is spiritual abode. H e
an d H is abode are all m an ifestation s o f atm a-m aya, H is own
in tern al energy. E ven though H e com es into the earthly regions,
H e is un touch ed by its influence. W hy does H e com e here since
H e h as H is ow n superior abode? H is m ission is to reclaim the
fallen souls an d to teach real religion.
People in Kali-yuga are blind to the real purpose o f religion.
K now ledge o f our relation sh ip with G o d (sam bandha), perform '
ing activities as H is servan t (abhidheya), and going back to
G o d h ea d (prayojana) are the substance and m ean in g behind
h um an life. W e are n ot m ean t to becom e “royal edition s o f the
an im als,” as Prabhupada puts it. “T h ey can risk their lives to
becom e a dog or h og ju st after leaving the present body, for they
have com pletely lost sight o f the ultim ate aim o f life.”
Lord K rsna appeared at the end o f D vapara-yuga, stayed 125
years, an d dem on strated everything we need to know to revive
our pure K rsna consciousness. U p o n leaving the earth planet,
He a lso em pow ered V y asad ev a to co m p ile the Srim ad-
Bhagavatam. T h e Bhagavata Purana and the Bhagavad-gita are
the torches by w hich those w ho are blind can see. Ju st by
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0 Ligh t
from this Purana,
1 am p oor and seek
you. You are the fire o f K rsna’s
glow. My belly fire is a tiny
reflection o f your power,
and light seam in g through cracks
in the black. We are n ot lost
in this bad age.
Text 44
Comment
S u ta is speaking in the first person, “ah am ." T h e “I” is n ot
forbidden in V edic culture, as long as it is a hum ble one. We
only forbid the “ I” w hen it claim s more th an it has a right to—
“ I” (m ean in g m e) was there before the creation, “ I” am the sole
sustainer o f the un iverse.” T h a t “ I” w hich identifies us with the
Personality o f G o d h ead as if we were H im is wrong.
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associatin g w ith the book and with the devotees and by doing
everything in his pow er to ach ieve his goal o f bhagavata-darsana.
It’s true th at we w on’t get it before we’re qualified, but go for it
anyway. Som eh ow or other, get in there and beg for it. It ca n ’t
be stolen, but we can borrow it, or beg for it, or at least show our
greed to attain it.
If we’re told th at we are disqualified from rapt hearing, d o n ’t
accep t it. G o anyway to the guru’s door and beg. If he still says
you’re disqualified, th en ask w hat you m ust do to becom e qual-
ified. Perhaps you need to learn the hum ility o f a beggar. But
som ehow or oth er . . .
Prabhupada taugh t us th at K rsna (and the Bhagavatam) gives
m ercy even beyond justice. T h a t is K rsna’s nature as the friend
o f H is d evotees. T h is was also the m ood Prabhupada personally
exem plified in his own life. H e h im self broke the rules o f V ais
n av a society to exten d the Bhagavatam's mercy to the hippie
m en an d w om en o f the 1960s. T herefore, for us, Prabhupada
h im self is the “som ehow or oth er” factor. We d id n ’t deserve the
mercy, but he insisted th at we take it. A s he said, he created our
pious credits. T h is is also p roof th at the pure devotee h as been
given the license by K rsna to dispense H is mercy.
T h e re ’s a nice exam ple o f the d evotee’s mercy in the C ai-
tanya-caritamrta. S arv ab h au m a B h attacarya once asked Lord
C a ita n y a why Isvara Puri kept a servan t from a sudra family. T h e
Lord replied, “ B oth the Suprem e Personality o f G o d h ead and
M y spiritual master, Isvara Puri, are com pletely independent.
T h erefore n eith er the mercy o f the Suprem e Personality o f
G o d h ead nor th at o f Isvara Puri is subject to any V edic rules or
regu lation s.” (C c . M adhya 10.137)
Text 1
vyasa uvaca
iti bruvanam samstuya
muninam dirgha-satrinam
vrddhah kula-patih sutam
bahvrcah saunako 'bravit
Comment
Few o f us know in these m odern days the fine poin ts o f e ti
q uette w hen hearin g and recitin g the Bhagavatam. H ere we see
th at the m ost elderly and senior d evotee in the audience stands
to con gratu late the speaker. H earin g Srimad-Bhagavatam is a
spiritual scien ce; one o f the key elem en ts in the speaker’s ab il
ity to speak is the au d ien ce’s ability to appreciate. T herefore, it
is ben eficial for both audience and speaker if the appreciation is
expressed to the speaker.
A t the end o f the previous chapter, S u ta G o sv am i had e x
pressed his desire to present Srimad-Bhagavatam ju st as he had
heard it from Su k ad ev a G o sv am i and as he had realized it h im
self. Prabh upada defines “personal realization.” T o speak with
our ow n realization does n ot m ean th at out o f vanity, we
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Snow fell during the night and drifted up against the window
panes. It brings light into the room even thought it’s dark outside.
How deep it is I’ll find out only when I go outside to the outhouse.
T h e Bhagavatam subjects are weighty. We each h ave to find
our h eart’s honesty if we are to understand how to apply them .
D ear readers, can we help each other find our own expression of
K rsna con sciousn ess? C a n we help each other define the scope
o f bon a fide realizations as Prabhupada has defined them ? O ur
sincere in ten t is w hat counts.
Text 2
saunaka uvaca
suta suta mahd'bhaga
vada no vadatam vara
katham bhagavatlm punyam
yad aha bhagavan chukah
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Comment
Suta suta mahd'bhaga— twice addressed out o f joy. I am look
ing for th at kind o f spon tan eous expression in my reading o f the
Bhagavatam . T h e S an skrit rhythm is like a tom -tom , or the one-
headed bon go played by Sw am iji.
Please S u ta, O fortunate one, tell us o f Srim ad'Bhagavatam . If
I am eager, this project too will prosper. Utsaha is the foundation
o f hearing, especially for us W esterners w ho lack so m any other
q ualification s. Enthusiasm can carry us. A n d patience.
Be eager to hear the text,
N aray an a’s breathing
com in g all the way from eternity,
as it is. O S u ta! O Su ta!
R ep eated tw ice for joy.
been stan din g there ch an tin g and w aiting to eat, but what would
h ave been the point in that? W here is our actual interest?
D uring the kirtana, som eone was cuttin g potatoes and car
rots. S o m eo n e said casually, “You w ant to lecture?” N o . T h e n we
passed the C c . around and m ade a few com m ents. N o t m uch
focus unless we find it ourselves.
W h at is G aura-P urn im a about? Lord C aitan y a is our wor-
shipable Deity. H e taught the world by H is exam ple how to
ch an t the H are K rsna maha-mantra and revealed the different
layers o f feeling th at would be generated by the pure application
o f the process.
A fte r an hour, one devotee began to tell a story from the
Caitanya-bhagavata about how Lord C aitan y a was a great scholar
even before he was a full-fledged V aisnava. I started feeling
h ead ach e pain an d w hispered to M adhu, “L e t’s get ready to
leav e.” We put on our boots, sw eaters, an d coats and walked
through the snow, m aking tracks up the hill to the cabin. I
n oticed th at my wristw atch had stopped working. W here is my
joy, my spon tan eous joy like S au n ak a ’s “Suta suta"'!
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Text 3
kasmin yuge pravrtteyam
sthane va kena hetuna
kutah sancoditah krsnah
krtavan samhitam munih
Comment
Sau n ak a is asking about the origins o f the Bhagavatam. W hy was
it w ritten and from where did Vyasa get the inspiration? T h ese are
intriguing questions, and we will be interested to hear the answers
to them . Krsna-katha is the heart o f the Bhagavatam, but inquiries
into the book’s creation are also nectarean and absolute.
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W h at I w ant to say is
I reach out to Srimad-Bhagavatam n ot
realized but desperate.
T h e oth er p oets are, as S rila Prabhupada
says, n ot able to offer w hat we need.
I’ve ad op ted the language and the dress
an d the way an d the food.
N o th in g else satisfies.
I’m w ith the devotees.
T h is day is escaping. A
poet said, “ I will be dam ned
before I d ie ,” an d we im agine
the rape, the violen ce even
o f th e p oets w ho dem and
som eth in g from their lives—
sex or peace or to overthrow
the govern m en t. W hy ca n ’t
they understand K rsna con-
sciousness? T h e y th ink it’s a
cult, an oth er th in g th at h ap
pened in A m erica in the ’60s
an d ’70s an d th en died out or
w ent to H in d u con gregation s, and the original m en and w om en
grew old and hard. L ast they heard, we d o n ’t ch an t o n the
streets anym ore, an d a new gen eration has replaced them . K rsna
con sciousn ess is n ot relevant to A m eric a’s needs. I im agine th at
th a t’s w hat they think, but o f course I d o n ’t really know. T h ere
are n o Burroughs or G in sbergs on this m ou ntain to ask.
Text 4
ekanta-matir unnidro
gudho mudha iveyate
Comment
T h e d evotee is described here as alert. A rju n a is som etim es
called G u dakesa, “one who never sleeps,” by Krsna. A devotee
iS v igilan t an d he avoids m aya’s traps. Prabhupada alludes to the
Bhagavad'gita verse, “W hat is nigh t for all beings is the tim e o f
aw akening for the self-controlled; and the tim e o f aw akening for
all beings is n igh t for the introspective sage.” (B g. 2.69)
W hether d evotee or nondevotee, we need intelligence to pur
sue our goals. T h o se who choose to practice spiritual life also
need introspection, w hereas those who desire sense gratification
do better w ithout it. W hen the opportunity arises to ch an t Hare
K rsna or to hear from a self-realized soul, the m aterialistic person
prefers to sleep. H e needs his rest so th at he will be able to enjoy
in the cinem as and brothels o f the world. W hen such places
open, the spiritualist becom es indifferent. “H e goes on with his
self-realization activities undisturbed by m aterial reactions.”
It can be true, however, th at a devotee m ay rem ain “u n ex
p osed ” an d be hard to discern from the m aterialist. S u kadeva
G o sv a m i was like that. H e did n ot reveal his tran scen dental
ad van cem en t to others. T herefore, som e people th ought he was
ordinary. E ven though a d evotee m ay choose to rem ain “u n ex
posed ,” however, he is never the sam e as a m aterialist, and an y
on e w ho looks below the present surface will see that.
I find it intriguing to th ink th at a person ’s K rsna co n sciou s
ness m ight be so private that no one would detect it. Ju st th ink
o f Ja d a Bharata. H e pretended to be retarded just to protect
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selves from bad sm ells or words m ean t to hurt us, alert to find
the peace an d tim e to w rite in K rsna con sciousness.
S o m e o n e like Ja d a B h arata no longer cared. H e d id n ’t even
clean h im self. H e d id n ’t work to p rotect a self-im age. H e let
th em sp it at h im an d m ake jo k es at h is exp en se. “U n e x p o se d ,”
deep. H e d id n ’t w aste any energy on e xtern al things. H e was
th a t determ in ed n ot to again m iss the goal o f life. A lth o u g h
Ja d a B h a rata ap p eared to be senseless, he w as so extrem ely se n
sitiv e to h is spiritual life th at he set aside everyth in g else. I am
cau g h t in th e co n ce rn s o f false ego an d th e body an d d o n ’t p o s
sess th a t in n er stren gth . C a n I live m ore u n ex p o sed ? L iv e only
for K rsn a ’s pleasu re. C a n a writer d o this?
it were His own. Such hope is the sign that the choice of soli
tude is G o d ’s choice. T h at the desire for solitude is possibly a
divine vocation. T h at it implies the grace to please G od by
making our own decisions in the hum iliating uncertainty of
everlasting silence that never approves or disapproves a single
choice we make.
— Thoughts on Solitude
persons n ot striving for K rsna con sciousn ess and n ot con n ected
to a bon a fide spiritual master. L et us tell them w hat is real life.
It d oesn ’t h ave to be th at only a perfected devotee writes. In
Kali-yuga, a castor tree m ay be the biggest on e around. W e need
to sound the can n o n — and the h an d revolver— o f K rsna c o n
sciousness into the disorder.
D iary M o o d
W ake an d load logs into the iron stove— alert as a sage should
be. Anyway, the self never sleeps. T h e voice inside keeps talking
even as the m outh feels the dregs
at the bottom o f a cider bottle. I heard
a little bird crying outside in
w inter’s cold— an
electron ic beep-beep sound, a
nature cry.
A s I passed by my secretary
in the dark last night, he said, “You
hardly m eet w ith anyone. Is
it all right?”
H e d id n ’t m ean it was wrong, but that
life is precious an d th at I sh ouldn ’t
do an yth in g w rong or cut m yself
o ff ou t o f resen tm en t or frustration.
Yes, it’s right. I ch oose aloneness. M erton
says the C h ristian solitary d oesn ’t go alone
because it’s ad van tageous for con tem p lation , but
to m ake a gift o f his w hole life to G od .
T aste the m ilk, the figs, the triphala,
the pills, the
Bhagavatam —
an d live. A n d , oh, if only I could taste
the holy nam e.
(Is it up to m e?)
It all seem s so im possible,
but K rsna, You can give th at taste
an d vision ,
for th ose w ho hear.
Text 5
Comment
T h ere is an illustration o f this verse in an early B B T edition
o f the First C a n to . S u k ad eva is tall and slim w ith a bluish hue
like K rsn a’s. H e is w alking along the river bank naked, but he
d o e sn ’t look at the w om en bath in g in the river. T h e girls sense
his purity an d are not con cern ed by his approach. Behind
S u k ad ev a, som e o f the girls see V yasadeva sw athed in his
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T h e ladies knew.
T h e y could see it.
But for his father,
dressed as a grhastha,
they dressed, asham ed.
H e was n ot a lesser man,
he was the literary incarnation.
It’s a lesson in life.
W h en S u k a d e v a left
^ C0 hom e, h is father ran after
^V h im , c a llin g ou t, “My
s o n !” O n ly th e trees
Text 6
Comment
In a previous verse, Sukadeva G o sv am i is described as “tran
scen den tal to m undane activities, but being unexposed, he
appeared like an ignorant person.” N ow S au n ak a R si asks for
more inform ation about Sukadeva. H e n ot only wishes to hear
the subjects o f the Bhagavatam and about V yasadeva’s inspiration
to write it, but about the Bhagavatam’s first speaker, Sukadeva
G o sv am i. T h u s we becom e aware o f Su k ad eva’s im portance and
we are drawn in to hear more about his life and character.
S au n ak a already knew th at S u kad eva had left his paternal
hom e an d was w andering like a m adm an. S rila Prabhupada
states th at a sage is n ot recognized by sight, but by hearing.
Prabhupada som etim es recalled th at his ow n spiritual master,
S rila B h aktisid dh an ta Sarasvati G o sv am i, used to say the sam e
thing: a sadhu is heard, n ot seen.
T h a t d o e sn ’t m ean, however, th at physical presence is n ot at
all im portant. S ee in g a sadhu is also purifying, and his presence
in a place is never inconsequential. Especially as the com m u ni
catio n s becom e increasingly tech n ological, there seem s to be no
need for people to m ake a physical appearance in order to
express som eth in g. Everything can be done by phone, video, or
e-m ail. S till, the personal touch will never be out o f vogue. Srila
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the answ ers, either. W e d o n ’t always know how they fit into our
ow n lives in a p ractical way.
T h e n I thought,
“ W hy n ot pray?”
But I d o n ’t know how.
Sh o u ld I ask som eon e? M adhu?
Brother Francis?
Jay ad v aita Sw am i?
So m eo n e else?
Prayer is n ot m ean t to be
a list o f petitions.
Pray only for causeless d evotion al service
in Lord C a ita n y a ’s m ood.
as you w rite you can pray. H e also spoke again st rushing into
print, alth ough now alm ost every word he wrote is being
printed. “W rite slowly,” said the cardboard advice on calligra
phy p en set. “ Practice slowly until you gain control. Q uality is
w hat co u n ts.” N o t speed but quiet rhythm.
I ju st w ant to fill up the m orning, th at’s all, so I can tell my
(in n er) boss
th at I wrote
free-wrote
on 1.4.6,
on avadhuta
an d a n aked young m an.
I’m dressed in a gray and w hite S can d in av ian snow flake
sweater, saffron sw eat pants, and fat booties. T h ere is n o end to
the d issim ilarities betw een m yself an d Su k ad eva G osvam i.
W h ite m an,
n ot tran scen d en talist
I am . . .
S o u n d s in the cabin:
A w inter fly buzzing.
W ater in pot on stove steam ing.
Log kn ocking in stove.
M y breath.
S o ft slash-hiss o f snow
outdoors.
O therw ise, it is silence— although I hear the blood in my ears.
Text 7
katharh va pandaveyasya
rajarser munina saha
samvadah samabhut tdta
yatrcusa satvati srutih
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How did it so happen that King Pariksit met this great sage,
making it possible for this great transcendental essence of the
Vedas [Bhagavatam] to be sung to him?
Comment
Srim ad'Bhagavatam is satvati srutih, the essence o f the Vedas.
“ It is n ot an im aginary story,” Srila Prabhupada assures us. It is
also som etim es called sukah samhita, the hym ns spoken by
S u k a d e v a G o sv am i, the great, liberated sage.
I d o n ’t need to hear long logical argum ents why the Srimad-
Bhagavatam is n ot an im aginary story. T h e argum ents in the
Tattva Sandarbha start with the assum ption th at the V edic liter
ature is true, but in his discussion on logic, Jiv a G o sv am i asserts
the superiority o f apauruseya'sabda, h earing from perfect author
ities. W hile it’s good to h ave argum ents th at can satisfy agn os
tics, our accep tan ce o f the philosophy is based on our acce p
tan ce o f the purity o f our authorities. T herefore, I like these
short an d frequent assurances by Prabhupada and his refutation
o f atheism .
I also like Prabh upada’s sim ple exp lan ation th at we h ave
som eth in g better th an atheism . W e h ave this beautiful book,
the Srim ad'Bhagavatam . It has been accep ted by the past acaryas
as well as contem porary sages. Lord C aitan y a considered the
Bhagavatam spotless. A s we learn to live it, it will becom e more
tangible to us.
T an gible m eans the kind o f reality we can touch. T h e prob
lem is th at our sense perceptions seem so real. I am perceiving
this snow fall, and I certainly feel the cold draft on the floor and
the h eat rising from the stove. W hat could be m ore real than
the feelin g o f pain th at com es w hen you burn your h an d on an
iron stove? W h at could be more tangible th an a full stom ach ?
Yet our sense perception s are tem porary and illusory because
they d o n ot ap proach the life o f the real self th at lies w ithin. We
are n o t even aware th at it is that self w hom we are trying to
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Text 8
sa go'dohana-mdtram hi
grhesu grha-medhinam
aveksate maha-bhagas
tirthi'kurvams tad asram am
Comment
S au n ak a R si asked how it happened that M ah araja Pariksit
m et Su k ad ev a G o sv am i, and he now acknow ledges th at it was
unlikely for the two to m eet since the renounced sage S u kadeva
was n ot accustom ed to m eet worldly kings or fam ily men.
A vo id in g m aterialists is a principle o f renunciation, an d Lord
C a itan y a also exem plified this principle in H is reluctance to
m eet M ah araja Prataparudra. D espite hearing that the king was
a great d evotee, Lord C aitan y a covered H is ears with H is hands
w hen a m eeting was suggested. “W hy are you requesting such an
The Appearance of Sri Narada 167
ate properly. In his childh ood, Prabhupada saw his fath er invite
sadhus to his hom e. A lth o u gh his father was n ot wealthy, he
w ould invite at least four guests daily for m eals. U n less the
householder feeds others, he is n ot living in the grhastha'dsrama
and is con sidered a m aterialist.
A s a sannyasi w ants to stay free o f sense gratification, so does
the grhastha. A grhastha’s austerity is to follow the rules and reg
ulation s o f his asram a and to always preserve the sanctity o f his
sadhana. A lth o u g h he m ay h ave to work for his incom e in a
m aterialistic w orkplace an d tend to fam ily m atters, he is always
con scien tiou s about his w orship o f the D eity and his daily
ch an tin g an d reading. H e also uses the fruits o f his occupation
in K rsn a’s service. H e does n ot n eglect the opportunity to serve
the V aisn avas and especially to inquire from them about spiri
tual life. W h en such exch an ges betw een asram as are pure and
regulated, all d evotees, regardless o f their asram as, feel the h a p
piness o f belon gin g to a spiritual family. By each o f us follow ing
the rules set ou t for our ow n asram a, and by properly associatin g
betw een the asram as, we will find ourselves becom in g free o f
envy, arrogance, and the desire to exp loit others.
It appears from these verses that the sages, headed by S a u
naka, were already know ledgeable about the topics upon w hich
they asked S u ta G o sv am i to speak. Sau n ak a him self gives infor
m ation about S u kad eva G o sv a m i’s life. H e seem s to know him
intim ately, and V yasadeva too, and o f their activities. Still, he
an d the sages h ave hum bly inquired with a sincere and eager
desire to hear. T h is is the ideal K rsna conscious attitude. We
w ant to always be churning the nectar o f krsM 'katha. T h e fact
th at we h ave read Bhagavad-gita or Srimad'Bhagavatam will m ake
us more likely to inquire further. H earing itself creates the desire
to hear, and one who studies the Bhagavatam will find him self
w anting to clear doubts, understand better, and simply hear
again the sw eetness o f the pastim es o f the Lord and H is devotees.
T herefore he looks for an opportunity to place his inquiries
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Oh.
M any o f us h ave split personalities. O n e person summarizes
the scripture an d the oth er says, “W h at’s for lunch?” W hy not
one seam less person doin g everything?
A ctually, our lives (th ose o f us w ith split personalities) are
filled w ith serious talk n o m atter w hich m outh is doin g the talk
ing. A grhastha asked m e how he could con cen trate since his life
is so full o f dem ands. T h e sadhu in m e responded. T h e n the
sadhu turned to h im self and asked, “H ow can I avoid abusing the
privileges o f my asram a?”
0 Lord, O energy o f the Lord, the one service we all h ave in
co m m o n is ch an tin g the holy nam e.
C h a n t in the m orning and pay atten tion .
Text 9
Comment
N ow we are introduced to M ah araja Pariksit, who is on e o f
the key persons in the telling o f the Bhagavatam. H e is a maha-
bhagavata, and his activities are mahd-ascaryam, exception ally
wonderful. H is birth is especially wonderful, an d h is life a ctiv i
ties, an d now his death.
T h e word “w onderful” is barely adequate. It is som eth ing
u n excelled , am azing, beyond the scope o f any living being
excep t a mahd'bhdgavata.
Later, we will h ear how M ah araja Pariksit was protected by
K rsna in the w om b. A lth o u gh A sv atth am a threw a brahmastra
to kill him , K rsna protected him by enterin g the w om b and
refreshing his w ithered body. A t th at tim e, baby Pariksit saw the
L o rd ’s beautiful features as H e circled about dispellin g the
w eapon ’s radiation.
P ariksit’s d eath is w onderful because he received a seven-day
n otice. H e th en ceased all outw ard activities, renounced his
kingdom , and “during all the days he h eard Bhagavatam , he did
n ot take food or drink, nor did he sleep a m om ent.”
Prabh upada poin ts ou t M ah araja Pariksit’s staun ch defense o f
the bull an d the cow who were bein g persecuted by Kali.
N ow adays, it w ould be am azing for a govern or to personally
draw his sword to stop a person w ho dared slaugh ter a cow.
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T h e stove here overh eats this room . T h e n as I let the fire die
dow n, it gets cold in here. T h a t’s w hat sim ple living is about. It
m eans recognizing austerity. For devotees, they h ave to be liv
ing th at austerity for a reason. People who are proponents o f
sim ple livin g say th at we should see ordinary chores as m edita
tion s on G o d . C h o p w ood w hen you chop w ood; be mindful.- If
a d evotee d oesn ’t engage in his sim ple life activities as K rsna
con scious m editation , he will feel like he is w asting his tim e
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and accom pan yin g free-writes. I h ave had to accept the new
pace. It’s probably the atm osphere up here in the m ountains. O r
m aybe it’s th at I h ave to spend so m uch tim e taking care o f the
w ood stove and carrying and h eatin g water. T h e re ’s no electric
ity here, an d no running water. M aybe it’s also my headaches.
O r m aybe it’s ju st the rhythm and spirit o f the work.
A t least I’m happy to express w hat I can in the tim e I have
available. To express Krsna consciousness from am id these
m ountain pines, in this cabin nestled like an anim al in its lair.
I’m hungry an d restless and wander around curious to look under
rocks and beh in d trees, and especially behind my own m ind and
heart. I am n ot a pure devotee yet. W hy not? K eep foraging.
So m etim es you c a n ’t tell the difference betw een m ist and
sky in these m ountains. It looks like the softness o f a C h in ese
pain tin g o f pines and m ountains and a w hite path leading
into now here.
Text 10
sa samrat kasya va hetoh
pandunarh m ana-vardhanah
prayopavisto gangayam
anadrtyadhirat'Sriyam
Comment
S au n ak a R si tells more details o f M ah araja Pariksit’s life up
to the p oin t where he renounced his kingdom . It’s no surprise
th at a learned person should know so m uch about the em peror
o f the world, especially the deeper m eanings— w h at’s behind
the news reports. N ew spaper reports never get to the root o f
anyth in g, even w hen they m ake a so-called in-depth analysis.
T h e Srimad-Bhagavatam may som etim es tell o f the sam e
even ts covered in oth er books on world history, but we know for
certain th at w hen we hear som ething from the Bhagavatam , we
are gettin g the substance and the tran scen dental connection .
W h atever S u kad eva says will be centered on Krsna; his version
will exp lain w hatever there is to be known.
O n ce, som e o f Prabhupada’s scien tist-devotees asked Prabhu
pada if there was a con trad iction betw een S u k ad ev a’s version
and the version o f the m aterial scien tists co n cern in g the struc
ture of the universe. Prabhupada replied that there m ight be
som e difference, but by listening to S u kadeva G o sv am i we
would becom e liberated and go back to G o d h ead , and th at is
the real p oin t o f knowledge.
T h e details of the Kuruksetra war were know n to all people
living at th at tim e, and perhaps they were even available to be
read in different w ritten accounts, but only those who heard
from K rsna in the Bhagavad-gita could understand H is in v olve
m en t in it and his identity as the Suprem e Personality o f G o d
head. Lord K rsna says that if som eone hears from H im , he will
learn everything noum enal and ph en om en al and there will be
n oth in g left to be known.
M ah araja Pariksit was not an ordinary person who m ight retire
from household life with no effect on society. A hint o f his ines
tim able greatness is given in this brief description by Sau n aka Rsi.
M ah araja Pariksit received the rule o f the whole world as an
inheritance from his grandfathers, M aharaja Yudhisthira and
A rjun a. Furthermore, he was doing well in the adm inistration of
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consciousn ess, like M erton or others, about prayer, I’m not sure I
w ant to follow w hat they say nor am I certain that they know
m ore th an I know myself. In fact, I know they’re often not in
touch with the source o f highest spirituality. A t best I m ay find
profound suggestions on how to approach spirituality from them ,
but no m en tion o f the summum bonum. T herefore, they are not
my gurus or even intim ate brothers.
T h is is in my life.
I remem ber the mice in Khargone, and even fondly the dirty rug.
S u n on snow
sri-rupa sanatana bhatta-raghunatha
the thread o f life tran scen den tal,
Prabhupada bhajanas.
Text 11
He was such a great emperor that all his enemies would come
and bow down at his feet and surrender all their wealth for
their own benefit. He was full of youth and strength, and he
possessed insuperable kingly opulences. Why did he want to
give up everything, including his life?
Comment
T h is verse repeats the question asked in the previous verse,
but it also provides m ore eviden ce o f M ah araja Pariksit’s good
fortune. T h e sages are em phasizing his power and opulence and
success so th at we can feel the shock o f his ch oice to renounce
it all to hear the Bhagavatam at the end o f his life.
I am rem inded, in a very different co n text, o f Srila Prabhu
pad a lecturing on how President Jo h n F. K ennedy had every
th in g— youth, w ealth, a m ost powerful position , a beautiful
wife— w hen suddenly it was taken away by death. Prabh upada’s
p o in t regarding JF K was th at m aterial opulence is illusion be
cause it is destroyed by death. M ah araja Pariksit’s case, o f
course, is different because his opulen ce com es from spiritual
cu ltivation . H e was not a plunderer who faced the reaction o f
“ live by the sword, die by the sword.” A lth o u gh the world was
shocked by K en n ed y’s death , how m uch m ore shocked we are to
h ear th at the king has been cursed to die. T h e sages imply that
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Telegram , U ncensored
T elegraph, telegram s. Stop .
M P— m ilitary police or M ah araja Pariksit? Life ought to
m ake sense an d we should honor sacred subjects.
It’s a sticky p oin t som etim es. M ake your m ind your friend.
You see, we all w ant to m ake friends— o f a boy who honors
the Bhagavatam , o f long-faced poets, haggard D am odara dasa,
gaun t from sickness, o f Jason R obards drifting on ice.
It’s a sham e. T h is is an uncensored telegram .
T h e re ’s a pot on the stove, but the fire is out. M . is away,
looking for a phone.
Listen,
do you hear a car
com in g up the hill?
S o m eo n e asked me to initiate his wife.
I stop before that thought is com plete and give way to the next:
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Text 12
Comment
For the third verse in a row, Sau n ak a R si asks why M ah araja
Pariksit gave up his life and duties to hear Srim ad'Bhagavatam .
T h is verse brings new depth to the inquiry.
Prabhupada describes M ah araja Pariksit as an ideal king and
householder. W e may therefore study his qualities and try to fob
low them according to our ow n lim ited capacity. A lth o u gh he
was free o f attach m en t to m aterial life, Pariksit M ah araja set an
exam p le for others to follow. H e engaged in welfare work for
others, but n ot in a m undane way. Everything he did for others
would ben efit them not only in this life but in the next. We
som etim es h ear th at it is pious to dig wells or plant trees and
th at by doin g such deeds, we accum ulate pious credits. E v en tu
ally those credits add up to the blessing o f m eeting a devotee.
But the works are still m undane. R eal welfare work m eans to
give people K rsna consciousness, spiritual culture.
Part o f spiritual culture is to hold con gregation al ch an tin g in
the hom e and to distribute prasadam. T h is was Lord C a ita n y a ’s
program , and S rila Prabhupada also establish ed it as part o f the
IS K C O N m ission. H e even said th at it was not necessary to
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open centers all over the world; householders could open tem
ples in their ow n hom es by w orshiping the Deity, h oldin g kir-
tana in the evenings, and offering prasadam to guests.
M ah araja Pariksit’s adm in istration was special, however, be
cause not only did it transcend m undane welfare work and co n
centrate on spiritual culture, but it also transcended the bodily
co n cep t o f life an d exten d ed iself to all creatures w hether
hum an, anim al, or plant. T h is proves his quality o f selflessness.
Prabhupada w rites in the purport, “Selfish n ess is either self-
cen tered or self-extended. H e was neither. H is interest was to
please the Suprem e Truth, Personality o f G o d h e a d .” Freedom
from selfishness is one o f the ch aracteristics o f a pure devotee.
Karmis are usually selfish because they w ant to satisfy the
body an d the exten sion s o f the body (family, nation , etc.).
Bodily con sciousn ess m akes it alm ost im possible to broaden the
scope o f co n cern to the bodies o f those we d o n ’t know. T h a t is
because we succeed in fulfilling our sense desires at oth ers’
expen se. Jnanis tend to be more broad-m inded in their interests
and to try to h elp others beyond the bodily designation. Usually,
however, they are w eighted dow n by the selfish interest of
attain in g their ow n salvation , w hich usually translates into
w anting to becom e one with G o d . Yogis m ay be a little above
jnanis by the strength o f their austerities, but they too can fall
into desiring m ystic siddhis or im personal liberation. T h e bhakta,
however, w ants only to please K rsna and to freely distribute
K rsna con sciousn ess to w hoever will take it.
A n ideal king is G o d conscious (isavasya, G od-centered). He
is interested in guiding his subjects back to G odh ead. A s an
adm inistrator, he protects the various interests o f the different liv
ing beings from too m uch conflict and coordinates one with an
other so that they help each other m ake spiritual progress. O ne
m ain principle o f that type o f adm inistration is nonviolence. A s
the anim als are protected from being slaughtered for food, the
people, w ho are culturing com passion and nonviolence, can hear
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I’ll draw th e curtain s over the door w indow s and rest my arm
on the desk.
D o I w rite by hand?
Yes, I said.
W h o know s my world?
I’m w atch in g the mud path for an yon e’s advan ce and e x p e ct
ing a h ead ach e any m om ent. I’m far away and I d o n ’t h ave to
m ake sense.
(T h ree verses in a row they asked why he quit. A sk me why
I quit an d I’ll tell you. I got out o f m an agem en t and ou t o f m ate
rial life an d it’s been good for m e.)
Ldd, our dear typist, was in a car accid en t. S h e says the car
w ent ou t o f con trol. T h e m en w ho later arrived at the scen e o f
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Ldd for h er d ed ication and hope I can follow her exam ple: get
out o f the car wreck an d get back to w riting in a sim ple and
brave way— even if I h ave to rub at my arm and chest.
Text 13
Comment
S au n ak a R si praises S u ta G o sv am i as a parivrajakacdrya, or a
learn ed preacher. Srila Prabhupada explain s the difference
betw een brahmanas w ho know the Vedas and adm in ister their
rituals, an d preachers who know the Puranas and distribute
their know ledge.
E a ch o f these tran scen den talists h as his ow n function. W hen
S au n ak a says th at S u ta is n ot expert in certain portions o f the
Vedas, this refers to his n ot being expert in ritualistic perfor
m ances. T h is does n ot m ake him inferior or disqualified in any
way. T h e V edic m antras m ust be recited with exact m etrical
pron u nciation . S u ta G o sv am i, follow ing S u k ad e v a G o sv a n I,
w as fully absorbed in the Srimad-Bhagavatam. T herefore, he did
n ot take tim e to m aster all the pron u nciations o f the V edic
fruitive rites.
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W as Su k ad ev a G o sv am i or S u ta G o sv am i distracted by prob
lem s in the course o f their Bhagavatam recitation? M aybe the
field was m uddy because it rained, or dacoits surrounded the
cam p. T h e re ’s no m ention o f it. A ll we hear is w hat they spoke.
O ccasio n ally the Bhagavatam rem inds us o f the setting: M ah a
raja Pariksit, S u k ad ev a G o sv am i, the assem bled sages, the kin g’s
fasting, his lack o f fear in the face o f death. O ccasio n ally S u k a
deva praises him for his enthusiasm . O ccasion ally we hear that
som e persons present d id n ’t appreciate everything th at was
bein g said, especially w hen S u k ad ev a began to describe the
T en th C a n to pastim es w ith the gopis. Little glim pses o f a life
beyond the actu al hearing, but n ot m uch. I’d like to follow that
exam p le— tell w hat is already w ritten in Prabhupada’s purports
an d exp an d on it a little.
But I get d istracted and h ave to acknow ledge that. Yesterday
a d isciple wrote me an angry letter. H e w ants me to initiate his
wife. I said I w ould consider it but thought there were things
th at should be discussed first. S h e needs proper recom m en da
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H ead for the hills. Take cover in the Vedas. I accept service
from others and then they criticize me for doing so or for not giv
ing them w hat they want. D o they w ant m e to be a certain kind
o f sadhu, the kind who only says things they like to hear? O f
course, they would prefer I didn ’t cause trouble. W ell, I’m not
everyone’s guru, n ot everyone’s author, n ot even everyone’s friend
som etim es. But I am always the disciple o f H is D ivine G race.
He goes on to say:
The writer who wants to communicate with his fellow man, and
thereby establish communion with him, has only to speak with
sincerity and directness. He has not to think about literary stan
dards— he will make them as he goes along— he has not to
think about trends, vogues, markets, acceptable ideas or unac
ceptable ideas: he has only to deliver himself, naked and vul
nerable. A ll that constricts and restricts him, to use the lan
guage of not-ness, his fellow reader, even though he may not be
an artist, feels with equal despair and bewilderment. The world
presses down on all alike. Men are not suffering from the lack of
good literature, good art, good theater, good music, but from
that which has made it impossible for these to become manifest.
In short, they are suffering from the silent, shameful conspiracy
(the more shameful since it is unacknowledged) which has
bound them together as enemies of art and artists. They are suf
fering from the fact that art is not the primary moving force in their
lives [emphasis added]. They are suffering from the act, repeated
daily, of keeping up the pretense that they can go their way, lead
their lives, without art. They never dreamed— or they behave as
if they never realized— that the reason why they feel sterile frus
trated and joyless is because art (and with it the artist) has been
ruled out of their lives. For every artist who has been assassi
nated thus (unwittingly?) thousands of ordinary citizens, who
might have known a normal joyous life, are condemned to lead
a purgatorial existence of neurotics, psychotics, and schizo
phrenics. N o, the man who’s about to blow his top does not
have to fix his eye on The Iliad, The Divine Comedy, or any other
great model; he has only to give us, in his own language, the
saga of his woes and tribulations, the saga of his nonexistential
ism. In this mirror of not-ness everyone will recognize himself
for what he is as well as what he is not. He will no longer be able
to hold his head up either before his children or before his
neighbors; he will have to admit that he— not the other
fellow— is that terrible person who is contributing, wittingly or
unwittingly, to the speedy downfall and disintegration of his
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own people. . . . who will print such books? Who will publish
and disseminate them?
N o one!
You will have to do it yourself, dear man, or do as Homer did:
travel the highways and byways with a white cane, singing your
song as you go.
into a sh eet over a poth ole and th ere’s n oth in g un dern eath
th em but air? W hen you step on them , they break like ch in a
plates. I usually try to let them be.
I h ad a plan to
invite everyone to tea,
M ad H atter an d A lice
and W orm Badger M ouse,
K en n eth G rah am , H an s A ndersen,
S K , H enry M iller and
even M ickey M ouse.
(M ickey M an tle, rest in peace.)
S h e e ts o f w ater freeze
this page receives strokes
o f ink. I use the sam e right arm
to carry logs, hug them in
my left arm too
w hile the w ater p ot boils and
overflow s, pff! Pff!
steam in g o n to the h ot iron stove.
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C rash ! B oot
on ice-air sheet.
T h e verse: the sages praising S u ta although he d id n ’t know
everything. Im agine that, co n gratu lating him for not know ing
everything because he had spent his tim e cu ltivatin g Bhag-
avatam study. G o o d for him.
O h , th at I w on’t waste my tim e. I’m in the final stages o f life.
Life is in evitably dow nhill from here on. It’s only a question o f
how fast and how rocky the slope is as the toboggan crashes to
the finish line. W ill I get up after the crash, raise my hands in
the air to signal th at I’m okay, an d then m ove on?
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I R em em b er
I rem em ber I w anted to be a d evotee an d I wrote a poem
about separation . A girl in the welfare office liked it. I rem em
ber th at too. W e rem em ber ourselves in so m any ways, our lives.
D o you rem em ber th at feeling o f returning to your gross body
w hen you decided to get m arried? Sw am iji decided it. B etter if
it h ad n ot h appen ed, but no, everything was m ean t to be.
I heard a tape today where S rila Prabhupada said, “Krsna,
Ju ly 1 9 6 9 ” an d I rem em bered th at it was A u g u st, after
Jan m astam I, th at the thugs attack ed the tem ple in A llsto n . I
th ought. “O h , I could be back there in Ju ly o f ’69 an d h ave to
live through th at attack again .”
I rem em ber w hen I w asn’t a devotee.
B etter n ot to rem em ber it. R em em ber good things. I rem em
ber the Bhagavatam. Tom orrow we’ll discuss the overlapping
m illennium s.
Sw am iji cam e to the storefront. I rem em ber him looking
cross in V rn d avan a the year the K rish n a-B alaram tem ple
opened. H e said, “W hy aren ’t my books bein g published? You
are sev en teen volum es beh in d .” It was the m ost im portant
thing. H is kurta bu tton s were brass or gold studs an d he w asn’t
w earing them , his shirt open. I was afraid o f his anger. I said,
“W hy d o n ’t you go to H aw aii? You can write th ere.” But I had
m isunderstood. B rah m an an d a corrected me, “T h a t’s n ot the
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Text 14
suta uvaca
dvapare samanuprapte
trtiye yuga-paryaye
jatah parasarad yogi
vasavyam kalaya hareh
Comment
S tartin g w ith text 2 o f this chapter, S au n ak a R si h as been
askin g q uestion s about how and w hen V yasadeva began the
Bhagavatam , and how was he inspired to com pile it. H e has also
asked m ore about S u k ad eva G o sv am i and his adventures. How
did he m eet M ah araja Pariksit? H ow did M ah araja Pariksit
com e to give up everything and go to hear the Srim ad'
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pranata-dehinam papa-karsanam
trna-caranugam sn-niketanam
phani-phanarpitarh te padambujam
kmu kucesu nah krndhi hrc-chayam
Your lotus feet destroy the past sins of all embodied souls who
surrender to them. Those feet follow after the cows in the pas
tures and are the eternal abode of the goddess of fortune. Since
You once put those feet on the hoods of the great serpent
Kaliya, please place them upon our breasts and tear away the
lust in our hearts.
— Bhdg. 10.31.7
O r this one:
But words are things too. W e have to use them in K rsn a’s ser
vice or use them in the service o f m aya. W ords can free us or
entangle us further. M aya has illusioned alm ost all world writers.
T h ey are captured by words, languages, structures, poeticism s.
T h e y becom e v ain creatures w ho love the sound o f their own
voices. O r they becom e bew ildered by their ow n creativity,
claim in g ow nership over it. W e have to be careful.
W ords— long useless talks about n othing. Prajalpa. Egoistic
talks. A m an tries to attract a w om an or to win votes w ith his
words. H e speculates, fantasizes, talks endlessly to n o accoun t. I
wish to be free from those traps.
I do believe in evokin g K rsna con sciousn ess through words.
W ords can evoke m ental and em otion al states, and n ot only in
the egotistical sense. T h ey can describe experience and thereby
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I fly
but th en ground m yself
in K rsn a’s dom ain.
I’m n ot a m adm an an
actor
a statesm an
a clow n.
I am full o f m etaphors, blood
and h ave h an ds with bony veins.
T h is mystery m an
d escen d an t o f Vyasa
in disciplic succession, a
pip-squeak sage
w riting with brahmana thread
looped over his torso. A m
I now here?
N o , I’m here, in the light o f a battery-run lam p, in a cabin,
in the snow, a piping h ot jiva full o f glee,
a flute player in the pit.
Text 15
sa kadacit sarasvatya
upasprsya jalam sucih
vivikta eka aslna
udite ravi-inandale
Comment
S u ta G o sv a m i sets the scene. It’s sunrise at Badarikasram a.
V yasadeva h as ju st bathed in the S arasv ati R iver and is now sit
ting alo n e “ to co n cen trate.” Prabhupada states th at Vyasa still
lives at S am yap rasa in the H im alayas. Further eviden ce to prove
this is th at M ad h vacarya w ent to B adarikasram a in the 12th
century an d received direct instruction on Bhagavad-gita and
Srim ad'Bhagavatam from Srila V yasadeva. T h u s in the disciplic
succession we see V yasadeva listed as M adh vacarya’s guru.
For those who still doubt the truth o f Prabhupada’s statem ent,
S ad ap u ta Prabhu explain s that there are m any dim ensions
w ithin this world, not all o f them visible to our eyes. In other
words, V yasadeva can exist on the earth plane but n ot exactly
w ithin the co n text o f ordinary tim e and space. O ur senses can
perceive only one or two dim ensions. V rn davan a is the entire
spiritual world m anifest, but how m uch o f it can we see?
Pilgrim s still go to Badarikasram a during the warmer seasons.
In w inter it is inaccessible due to snow and ice. T h ere they take
darsana o f S rila V yasadeva in his miirti form accordin g to their
faith an d realization. If the n on devotee or research sch olar a p
proach es the asram a, however, he will see only m ountains and
his ow n em pty h eart and flickering m ind.
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O Ekadasi day—
life as usual.
W h at about the gentle
and aspiring and som e
tim es troubled souls who
try to live as devotees?
W h at about the extrao r
dinary and in som e ways
to o-q u ick d e v e lo p m e n t
of ISK C O N in R ussia?
W h at about the beets in a friend’s garden and the fact th at the
tendrils are strain in g to reach the sunlight but there’s never
enough o f it?
Eka— one. O n e-m in ded. O n ce upon a time. T h e spiritual
dim en sion is open.
M ore on the car accident. O ur typist did not :.ill asleep at the
w heel, she says, but was driving too fast dow nhill on fresh gravel.
S h e suddenly lost control and hit the side or the m ountain.
T h a t’s how it happens. A ll of a sudden, hang! Sh e suffered
shock an d lost consciousness. A tape recorder in the car
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Text 16
paravarcL'jnah sa rsih
kdlendvyakta-rarhhasa
yuga-dharm a-vyatikaram
praptam bhuvi yuge yuge
Comment
In the previous verse we learned th at V yasadeva sat alone to
con cen trate. We now learn th at it was n ot selfish “navel-
gazing.” V yasadeva m editated at the beginning o f Kali-yuga and
saw yu ga'd h arm a'v y atik aram , “an om alies in the duties o f the
m illen n ium .” A s stated elsewhere in the Bhagavatam , dharm am
tu sak sad bhagavat-pranitam . D harm a, or religion, is the law
w hich is e n acted by G o d H im self. W hen the prescribed dharm a
is n ot follow ed, this creates d h a rm asig lan i , discrepancies in reli
gious life.
T h a t V yasadeva could see the future is an oth er evidence o f
his specialn ess. H e is know n as tri'k ala'jn a, the seer o f past, pre
sent, an d future. Tim e con dition s all souls bound by bodies.
U n d e r its influence, we tend to forget the past and be blind
toward the future.
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T h ere are other sages who can see into the future, but only
V yasadeva “accordingly . . . m ade arrangem ents for the people
. . . ” H e did som ething about w hat he saw. A lthough there are
others who can perceive failure and success, they are not in a posi
tion to change the future. T hey are able only to sound the alarm.
Vyasadeva revealed his divine nature by effecting a change.
T h e basic anom aly V yasadeva saw was th at people would be
m aterialistic and ignorant o f spiritual life. T h e word “an om aly”
m eans “d eviation from the com m on rule or type; irregularity” .
A regular h um an life, as prescribed by G o d an d scripture, is reli
gious. In Kali-yuga, people do n ot follow the codes o f religion.
“ B ecause o f ignorance they are unable to evalu ate the assets o f
life an d be enligh ten ed in spiritual know ledge.”
W hy the an om alies? Prabhupada says they are “due to unseen
forces in the course o f tim e.” T h is sounds as if it is n ot the fault
o f those born in this age, th at the an om alies are a result o f the
tim e factor. W ell, K rsna is the tim e factor. D oes th at m ean it is
H e w ho creates the an om alies? A n d why w ould H e do that?
T h e Vedas co n tain eviden ce that hum ans are helplessly co n
trolled by h igher forces. T h e Bhagavatam states, “Every m an is
certainly con trolled by destiny, w hich determ ines the results o f
o n e ’s fruitive activities. In other words, one has a son or daugh
ter because o f unseen destiny, and w hen che son or daugh ter is
n o lon ger present, this also is due to unseen destiny. D estiny is
the ultim ate co n troller o f everyone. O n e w ho knows this is
n ever bew ildered.” (Bhdg. 10.5.30)
W e are acted upon by powerful, unseen forces. A t the sam e
tim e, each living entity has a m inute am oun t o f free will. T h a t
free will is enough to m ake us responsible for our situation,
w hether we are liberated or m aterially bound. Lord K rsna states,
“N o r does the Suprem e Lord assum e an yon e’s sinful or pious
activities. Em bodied beings, however, are bew ildered because o f
the ignorance w hich covers their real know ledge.” (B g. 5.15) In
his purport to this verse, Srila Prabhupada describes the rela
tion sh ip o f the Suprem e Lord to the jiv a’s bondage:
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[The Lord] does not create a particular situation for any living
entity, but the living entity, bewildered by ignorance, desires to
be put into certain conditions of life, and thereby his chain of
action and reaction begins. A living entity is, by superior
nature, full of knowledge. Nevertheless, he is prone to be influ
enced by ignorance due to his limited power. The Lord is om
nipotent, but the living entity is not. The Lord is vibhu, or
omniscient, but the living entity is anu, or atomic. Because he
is a living soul, he has the capacity to desire by his free will.
Such desire is fulfilled only by the omnipotent Lord. And so,
when the living entity is bewildered in his desires, the Lord
allows him to fulfill those desires, but the Lord is never respon
sible for the actions and reactions of the particular situation
which may be desired.
— Bg. 5.15, purport
“Yeah, m an,” the Trinidadian says. W ords spill out. H e gets out
at the airport wearing his dhoti and people greet him with a garland
(the karmis punch him in the face in order to take his m oney).
G la d there’s law and order in the world. I can ’t figure it out. We
need police and governm ents, but they need to be reformed.
H ere I am in a peaceful place. G o d ’s mercy on me. I’m grate
ful an d also accep tin g o f the fact th at w hatever suffering I am
exp erien cin g is my ow n responsibility.
1 h ave to speak tomorrow. I’ll choose som eth in g straight and
sim ple from the scripture. W e all w ant to inspire each other.
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ch ildren during the year th at K rsna had replaced the boys and
calves. S u k ad eva G o sv am i explain ed th at we all love ourselves,
but we th ink the body is the self. Foolishly we try to take care o f
the body even w hen it’s aged and rotten. W e keep trying to
bring h appin ess to the physical self, but our efforts are doom ed.
W e love ourselves so intensely because we love Krsna. Because
w e’ve forgotten th at real love, we becom e subject to Kali-yuga
vices and con cen trate only on m atter. A n om alies o f Kali. W hen
he m en tion ed fools who try to take care o f their old bodies I
th ought o f m yself (an d M adhu too) follow ing our h ealth regi
m ens. W e’re doom ed and we know it.
weird, restrictive, p aroch ial, cultish, and they sit on the bottom
o f the social ladder. M onkeys live in m illion-dollar hom es.
Bum s on the highway. Bum ps too. Days are short.
Improvisation
A lo n e, my w ailing h eart and feet w ant K rsna consciousness,
w ant to know
why I c a n ’t ch an t
better.
W ill I hear the drum s roll
on their way to the coda, the end?
It’s cold but
spring and a bird
sings
cries out
w ails its h appin ess
or loss
its words
th at rem ind m e I wish
I could be a better devotee
blues
do th at to you.
Try Again
I look dow n the road. Is som eone com ing? But D eath could
sneak up from beh in d in this warm room
w hile I’m sh avin g my head
today.
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C h a n t an d cry and let the salt o f the earth keep its flavor. We
are tired o f repeating ourselves— we h ave repeated ourselves
m illion s o f tim es— but please m ake it true, w hat we’ve said.
Texts 17-18
bhautikandm ca bhdvanarh
sakti'hrasam ca tat-krtam
asraddadhandn nihsattvan
durmedhan hrasitayusah
Comment
T h e deterioration o f life in K ali-yuga was also m en tion ed in
the first ch apter o f the Bhagavatam w hen the sages addressed
S u ta G o sv am i: “O learned one, in this iron age o f K ali m en
have but short lives. T h ey are quarrelsom e, lazy, m isguided,
unlucky and, above all, always disturbed.” (Bhdg. 1.1.10)
Frequent m en tion o f the an om alies o f Kali-yuga rem inds us that
the Srim ad'Bhagavatam is intim ately con nected with the K ali
age. A s ch an tin g o f the holy nam es is the yuga'dharma for Kali-
yuga, so Srim ad'Bhagavatam was prepared to rem edy the ills o f
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over his h ead. A ll he needs is the holy nam e o f Krsna to rem ain
o n his tongue. T h e holy nam e, being K rsna H im self, is never
d im in ish ed by the age in w hich it is chanted.
N eith er are the devotees “K ali-yuga” devotees. It m ay be that
in previous ages people in general had more personal potency—
they were stronger or could be more hum ble or had greater e n
durance and longer lives— but those o f us who h ave com e to
K rsna con sciousn ess now are not disadvantaged. O nly our own
shortcom in gs prevent us from seeing the good in others.
T herefore, Lord C aitan y a advises that we rem ain as hum ble as a
blade o f grass and m ore tolerant than a tree. We should never
see any quality o f the devotees as one o f the anom alies o f Kali.
S rila Prabhupada was one o f the greatest philanthropists in
line from V yasadeva and Srila B h aktisiddh an ta S arasv ati T h a
kura. C ertain ly he was able to uplift the people in this age. O ur
lives were im m ersed in K ali-yuga poison — we were drinking it
w illingly— and Srila Prabhupada rescued us with the nectar of
the H are K rsna m antra. H e is the great kaviraja to cure all ills.
T herefore, instead o f m easuring the quality o f others, we should
gratefully rem em ber our debt to Srila Prabhupada and work to
h elp him increase K rsna consciousness in the world. If we
d id n ’t h ave the holy nam e and the opportunity to distribute it,
we w ould be in a dangerous position. A s disciples we have to cry
out Lord C a ita n y a ’s words, “ayi nanda'tanuja kinkaram: “O son
o f M ah araja N an d a [Krsna], I am your eternal servitor, yet som e
how or oth er I h ave fallen into the ocean o f birth and death.
Please pick me up from this ocean o f death and place me as one
o f the atom s at Your lotus feet.”
K ali is the w orst of ages and the best o f ages, and I am here
for two more weeks to write about it. A lth o u gh I said we
sh ouldn ’t m easure the quality o f V aisn avas in this age but sim
ply appreciate them , I h ave to adm it th at it’s true— I’m an
exam ple o f dim in ish m en t in Kali-yuga. Tim e slips through my
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rice was still on the altar w hen he th ought like that. T herefore
he w ent alone to the deserted m arketplace and ch anted all
n igh t. S rila Prabhupada says he was a param aham sa, but he
ch an ted w ith desires as acute as any beginner. W e d o n ’t outgrow
jap a or kirtana; we only increase our utsaha to perform them .
T h a n k you, M adh aven dra Puri, for teach in g us that.
Automatic Writ
L e t the m ind give me words even if they’re disconnected.
C rack le o f w ood in stove. I call out harinama. If headach e
com es from too m uch devotion, I w on’t stop.
W ords are w orth keeping; m ove th at hand. Fingernails crum
pled an d w orn. I saw a new spaper I was crum pling to start the
fire, the Vancouver Sun. It predicted “Forrest G u m p ” would win
the A cad em y Aw ard for the best m otion picture o f the year. I
also saw a p h oto o f two C a n a d ia n s about to clim b M oun t
Everest for A ID S relief, and they will do it w ithout oxygen b o t
tles. T h e world, the world o f maya.
If som eth in g is temporary, it’s illusion. You think it will last,
but it w on ’t. You th ought (and th in k ) you’re S a ts who used to
be S te v e . You th in k your father died and th at you are entering
old age. Yesterday the cin n am on buns w eren’t baked as nicely as
before, and today is S t. Paddy’s Day— tim e is flow ing, or is it?
C a n I tap the experien ce o f tem porality? A t the end we discover
the illusion.
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Kali-yuga Notes
K ali-yuga sain t dream ing h e’s back in the N avy. H m m .
S cratch in g pen on the w ooden chest, our spiritual m aster in
N ew M exico— h ippies storm down from the m ountains as if on
cue to h ear an d see him and eat peanut butter laddus from his
hand. H igh clouds, blue sky, a high plateau. A ltitu de not good
for his heart?
In his heart
the H are K rsna m ovem ent as
in K rsn a’s m outh
all th e universes. His
m other, H is devotee, saw them .
I’m reading o f K aliya and o f fish-eating G aru d a, then
Pralam bhasura being sm ashed by Baladeva, who is at first sur
prised to see the boy on whose shoulders he is riding turn into a
big dem on.
W e ch eer B alad eva on, “C a tc h th at black sn a k e!”
Text 19
Comment
A lth o u gh the verse m entions th at Vyasa divided the one
Veda into four, Srila Prabhupada’s purport dwells on the fact
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th at the Puranas and M ahabharata are the fifth Veda. Even the
division o f one Veda into four does n ot provide sufficient acce s
sibility to V edic truth for people in Kali-yuga. W e are advised to
follow th e Vedas by follow ing the Puranas, especially the
Srim ad'Bhagavatam . T h e poin t is n ot to be a nom inal or te ch n i
cal “follow er o f the Vedas," but to reach the goal o f life. W e are
n ot exp ected to practice im possible rituals. T h e Bhagavad-gita
clearly defines the goal o f V edic study as vedais ca sarvair aham
eva vedyo, vedanta-krd veda-vid eva caham (Bg. 15.15): “ By all the
Vedas, I am to be known. Indeed, 1 am the com piler o f Vedanta,
and I am the know er o f the Vedas."
K rsna here refers n ot only to the Vedas but to Vedanta. A l
though Vedanta is a con cise sum m ary o f the original Vedas,
Vedanta is inaccessible because o f its extrem ely com pressed lan
guage, w hich requires exp lan ation . T h e natural com m entary on
Vedanta and the real im port o f the original Vedas, are given in
the Srim ad'Bhagavatam .
Srila Jlv a G o sv am i exp lain s in his Sri Tattva Sandarbha why
the Vedas are inaccessible and why we should study the Puranas.
A lth o u g h som e scholars try to distinguish betw een the Vedas
and Puranas in term s o f authorship or stature, Srila Jlv a G o
svam i n egates their false argum ents. N eith er the Vedas n or the
Puranas were com posed by hum ans, and both o f them present
the sam e o b ject o f know ledge. Still, it is more difficult to under
stan d th at o b ject by direct study o f the Rg, Yajur, Sam a, and
A tharva Vedas. For exam ple, m any o f the V edic texts h ave now
been lost. Less th an six percent o f the original V edic verses are
still extan t. A sid e from this, the Vedas are w ritten in difficult
V edic San skrit. Ju st to understand the language requires e x te n
sive study. Srim ad'Bhagavatam is w ritten in an easier, spoken
form o f San skrit. M ost people in Kali-yuga, with dim inished
m em ories an d abilities, can n ot pursue Vedic study by going
straight to the Vedas. T h e Puranas are presented in story form,
w hich also m akes them more interesting.
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Okay, pal, you said you’d tell all. W rite all into the Veda o f
your understanding and m isunderstanding. W ell, w hat is th at
all? You know the story about how the H im alayas were going to
give birth? People were astonished and gathered to see what
kind o f offspring would appear from the m ighty H im alayas. But
rats appeared. Yes, rats. T h e much advertised birth resulted in
n oth in g great despite the expectation. S rila Prabhupada co m
pared this to the A m erican universities, w hich were producing
only h ippies and confused people. (T h ere are no real hippies
now adays, ju st confused and perhaps more arrogant and spoiled
people, w ho are even less eligible to hear about K rsna c o n
sciousness.) R ats.
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the w ood w ould blend in with the forest and people could not
see it from a distance. T h a n k you. I d o n ’t w ant people to see me.
I w ould rather stay here alone and then send out the writing.
K rsna con sciousn ess is not a w him sical process. W e h ave to
pour our h eart into it and becom e atten tive students o f the p h i
losophy and Prabh upada’s m ood. W e also have to strike a b al
an ce. For exam ple, we should preach as long as we can, but we
sh ouldn ’t m ake ourselves sick or feverish because o f it. We
should feel ourselves actually practicin g Krsna consciousness
and m aking ad van cem en t— developing attractio n for serving
K rsna. S rila Prabhupada writes, “T h e best thing is, after all, to
get relief from all m aterial activities and engage on eself co m
pletely in h earing the transcendental pastim es o f the Lord. But
in case o f the absence o f such an opportunity, one should try to
engage in the service o f the Lord everything for w hich one has
specific attraction , and th at is the way o f peace and prosperity.”
(Bhag. 1.5.32, purport)
D oes this m ean we ought to expect to give up our non-
h earin g and n on -ch an tin g services som e tim e and just hear and
ch an t? I d o n ’t know. It depends. A n y lim b o f the nine processes
is as good as the n ext, so we m ay carry on our service until our
last breath. But th at d oesn ’t excuse us from the need to purify
ourselves. W e d o n ’t h ave to kill desires, but purify them . A n d
the deeper expression o f the service is not in the work itself, but
in w hat is going on in the heart. O therw ise, we may like our
work an d it m ay actually be som e form o f karma-kanda rather
th an bhakti. T h a t is, we are trying to receive a reward from its
perform ance. It may be that the work to w hich we are so
attach ed now will no longer be required o f us later. K rsna may
require som eth in g else. If we are attach ed to the work itself,
rather th an using the work as an expression o f devotion, we will
suffer w hen we lose it.
I claim I love my work and that I want to offer it to Krsna, so
although it remains to be seen what the future will hold, let me
offer what I’m doing now with my whole heart. Live in the present.
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Text 20
rg-yajuhsdmatharvdkhya
vedas catvara uddhrtah
itihdsa-purandrh ca
pancamo veda ucyate
Text 21
tatrarg'Veda'dharah pailah
samago jaim inih kavih
vaisampayana evaiko
nisnato yajusam uta
Text 22
atharvangirasam as it
sum antur ddruno munih
itihdsa-purdndndrn
pita me rom aharsanah
Comment
T o sta te th a t th e Puranas are th e fifth Veda giv es th em th e
sam e sta tu s an d a u th o rity a s th e o rig in a l four. A fte r V y asa d ev a
e x p a n d e d th e o n e Veda in to four a n d ad d ed a fifth , he assign ed
a le a rn e d sc h o la r or “ p rofesso r” to rep resen t e a c h o n e . W e can -
n o t e x p e c t th a t all th in g s w ill be a u to m a tic a lly p reserv ed in th is
w orld, n o t e v e n so m e th in g as im p o rta n t as th e V edas. O n ly
w h en so m e o n e a c c e p ts resp o n sib ility for a p ro je c t o r a sc h o o l o f
le a rn in g c a n we e x p e c t it to flou rish . If we h a v e an y th in g we
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Text 23
Comment
T h e Vedas were first divided, and then they spread out in
their various branches. Prabhupada indicates th at this m eans
th at all know ledge throughout history is derived from V edic
know ledge: “In oth er words, the V edic knowledge, broken into
different bran ch es by different disciplic successions, has been
distributed all over the world. N o one, therefore, can claim
in depen den t know ledge beyond the Vedas.”
N o te the word “ broken .” It m eans th at the branches have
n ot alw ays faithfully m ain tain ed w hat was given to them , but
th at som e ph ilosoph ers speculated on the m eanings and the
know ledge becam e altered in the spreading.
D o you th in k it is a tall claim th at the Vedas are the original
sources o f know ledge? C a n it be proven, or is it som eth in g we
are exp ected to accep t on faith?
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It is adm itted even in the higher circle that in fact the whole
root and background of Indian culture is wrapped in the S a n
skrit language. A nd we know that the foreign invaders of India
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W ell, grem lin, begone. It’s h ot in here, so I think I’ll open the
window. I h ave to sing my song before my heart stops beating.
Yes, professor an d student, artist and dancer, laym an and servant
o f the servan ts o f the acaryas— th at is, if Prabhupada will accept
m e and n ot kick m e away. I am trying to serve him , and I try to
evoke my d evotio n an d faith and m arshal my co n victio n
enough to present the basic facts with their K rsna conscious
con clu sion s as they are revealed in the verses and purports of
the Bhagavatam. Everything com es from the Vedas. I d o n ’t have
trouble accep tin g that.
Automatic Writ
It’s nice early in the m orning to approach a rough new sprint
page w ith a pen and sail and to glide, to tell w hat you know.
H ere’s w hat I know:
(1 ) K rsna is the G o d o f gods. H e has m illions o f nam es.
“W h en we say K rsna we m ean G o d .” H a ha prabhu nanda-suta.
(2 ) T h e stove produces w arm th, and cold air pours in from
the open window. W here is there com fort? N ow here. “O pen
w ide,” says the dentist.
(3 ) I d o n ’t need to be self-conscious or feel inferior, ju st say
w hat com es. Yesterday a long-lost disciple cam e to see me from
a great d istan ce, but I refused to see him . I wrote him a note,
“You are so out o f touch w ith me th at you didn ’t know I was on
a w riting retreat and that I d o n ’t h ave individual m eetings
because o f my weak h ealth .” I was sorry I couldn ’t m eet with
him , I said, an d then this im age popped into my head. S o m e
tim es in Zen stories a student is denied entrance at the m on as
tery gate. It’s a test o f his sincerity and his determ in ation . I
denied this disciple entrance, and I was sorry that he traveled so
far “for n o th in g,” but perhaps he will see K rsna there.
Is H e there? Is this even the subject o f a Bhagavatam co m
m entary? It probably has no place in a discussion about how the
V edic know ledge was spread and dissem inated to all cultures.
But it does. For exam ple, you d o n ’t like to hear me (an d I d o n ’t
like to say) th at I’m a spiritual m aster and such-and-such h ap
pened w ith my disciple. T h e words “spiritual m aster” and “d is
cip le” stick in my throat w hen I use them in th at con text. But
w hat else can I say? T h a t I’m a city bus driver or I didn ’t m eet
with a passenger?
O h , we know you’re sittin g around
in your long underw ear
scratch in g out odes, scratch in g your ear
stayin g alone
an d som etim es sorry about that.
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Tell us, sir, w hat did you discover in your solitude? C a n you
quote from M erton or T h oreau on this? W ell, as a m atter o f fact,
I read T h o reau for five m inutes yesterday and this is what he
said. H e said a saint needs to go outdoors in w inter as often as a
h unter or oth er outdoors m an. I have to adm it that he worked
the m etaphor until it becam e tired, about how a saint goes out to
search a prey more worthy th an a fox. H is point was that inter
n al life is easily pursued w hen we take long walks and observe
nature. T h is line was good: “ D o the Indian and hunter only need
snow shoes while the saint sits indoors in em broidered slippers?”
H e got me there— I wear booties. But it’s so m uddy and icy
and hilly here I keep d eciding to stay inside to write. A fter all,
I can see nature from my window. But you are right, T horeau-ji,
on e ou gh t to get out and inspect the snow storm and know o f the
com in g o f spring.
W h atever know ledge has com e from the Vedas is m ostly lost
in its original form. T herefore, we are left to know K rsna now
and n ot get lost in search ing for an cien t teachings. H e is eter
nally youthful.
Preaching. D o I say w hat I feel? W hen I co n tact n on devotees
I tend to think, “T h ey d on ’t know.” I d o n ’t exactly judge them ,
but I d o n ’t e xp ect them to know anything. T h ey h ave no final
w isdom . I d o n ’t consciously find fault with them or put them
dow n; they are like h an dicapped people. You ca n ’t fault them
for their ow n m isfortune in h avin g lost a limb, but neither can
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you expect them to walk. T h eir tongues have never tasted K rsna’s
sweetness. T h ey have cow dung and sawdust for brains. T h is
sounds insulting, I know, but I don ’t m ean it to be. Sukadeva
G o sv am i uses strong words for the nondevotees in the opening
chapter o f the Seco n d C a n to where he says th at hogs, dogs,
cam els, and asses praise those who d on ’t sing the Lord’s glories.
C a ts and dogs, h og civilization, an t civilization, deluded scholars.
T h e m ud is beginning
to soften. It m ay not be as
long as Jam b av an said b e
fore the bears com e out. I
am w aiting for the day
w hen I will see a snout
attach ed to an enorm ous
sh aggy face appear. O r
maybe cubs playing by the
cabin . C u b s are more frightening because you know the m other
is around and fiercely protective.
I w onder if Jaim in i was afraid o f bears. Were there large wild
anim als where A rigira and R om ah arsan a lived? A n d how did
they care for the Vedic branches entrusted to them ? D id they
h ave a sch ool? Favorite students?
D evo tees w onder w hat the practical ap p licatio n o f reclaim
ing know ledge for K rsna is. D o we teach K rsna conscious ver
sions o f each departm en t o f know ledge in the university? O r
perhaps we d o n ’t bother with those departm ents and ju st ch an t
H are K rsna, teach S an skrit and the m other tongue, and read
P rabh upada’s books. T h a t’s probably enough. It doesn ’t really
require m uch curriculum .
For myself, I also listen to the wind and w atch the pond
ice m elt. It w on’t be long before it’s clear now— probably
an oth er week.
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Automatic Writ
W e are who we are. T h e back of my n eck is stiff. I d o n ’t have
sex. D oes th at produce som e ten sion or laten t energy? Probably
not at my age. A n ex-disciple wrote me, “O n ly a rare person can
sublim ate sex desire.” If sh e’s right, then the proh ibition against
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illicit sex is unrealistic and she and her husband are right to
reject it. I replied, “You’re wrong. It’s not hard to sublim ate sex
desire if you engage in K rsna con sciousn ess.” I figured Srila
Prabhupada m ust be right, and n ot this w om an who has becom e
influenced recently by psychologists and her husband and is
rebelling again st the stricture o f K rsna consciousness. We each
have to ch oose who we will accept as authority. I follow my spir
itual m aster, avoid sex, and ch an t at least sixteen rounds a day.
T h is disciple has now ch osen an oth er way.
E ach p rof was in charge of
a Veda. W e m ajor in Bhagavatam
and Bhagavad'gita, The Nectar o f Devotion, and
our prof is Prabhupada
h an d in g us know ledge in
perfect param para.
I’m tired now. Lookin g w ithin for reserved energy and g en
uine K rsna con scious expression. I read that the D enuka dem on
was throw n up in a tree and K aliya’s hundred h oods were bro
ken and he vom ited blood. Krsna danced on his hoods for his
ow n good. T h ere is n othin g inauspicious.
K rsna conscious expression, com
ing out from me like stream s of
A rctic water, this spring season felt
and conveyed, and the hill looping
dow n by my cabin. M. is out looking
for a phone and no one is around but
the late M arch w ind sw ooshing
through the pine forest and the sun
shine is m elting the ice. A n d my
dream s. T h e y ’re here too. T h e last
one: devotees surrounded by a grim
destitute and a m uscular thug block
ing our way. I w ent out to m eet him
and said, “T h e look in your eye
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rem inds me o f my uncle. I love you and you love m e.” It diffused
the violen ce, and the dream veered off w ithout resolution,
always presenting new anxiety and the ability to cope, but n oth
ing concrete was solved.
Text 24
Comment
V yasadeva is described here as a great sage ( bhagavan ) and
very com passion ate (krpan a-vatsalah ), especially to ignorant per
sons. T h u s he was perfectly qualified to m ake the Vedas accessi
ble to the people o f Kali-yuga.
T h e Vedas are difficult to understand. A s stated in B rah m a-
sam hita, vedesu durlabham . A person has to at least be in the
m ode o f goodness, or be a brahm ana, in order to seriously study
the Vedas.
Two classes o f people wrongly interpret this stricture. O n e
class says th at you h ave to be a brahm ana by birth, and they try
to create a m onopoly on V edic study. T h e other class pushes
th em selves forward to accep t V edic teach in gs even though they
are n ot qualified by birth or character. Prabhupada states that
both classes are wrong. It is true that one has to be a brahm ana
to study the V edas, but w hat is a brah m an a ? B rahm inical q u ali
ties are n ot determ ined by birth. W e begin to attain brahm ini-
cal qualities w hen we recognize th at we are spirit souls and that
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our bodies are tem porary veh icles to house the soul in this
world. W h en we understand that, th en we can understand the
essen tial q u alification o f all living entities and then determ ine
our ow n need for purification. W e h ave to attain to the m ode of
goodness in order to understand spiritual know ledge.
A ctually, to understand V edic know ledge we h ave to attain
to the truest defin ition o f the brah m in ical nature and under
stan d th at the goal o f V edic study is to practice devotional ser
vice to K rsna. It is n ot possible to know K rsna deeply from the
m odes o f passion and ignorance.
In Satya-yuga, alm ost everyone was situated in the m ode of
goodness and was therefore eligible to study the Vedas. In Kali-
yuga, however, being situated in the m ode o f goodness is practi
cally unheard of. T h a t m eans that the Vedas are now alm ost out
o f reach in their original form; they can n ot actually help the
stunted people o f Kali-yuga. T herefore V yasadeva edited the
Vedas to m ake them accessible. H e presented the cream o f Vedic
understanding in the B hagavata P u ran a, and he presented the
M ahabhdrata, w hich con tain s the B hagavad'gitd. Editing the
Vedas took am azing intelligence; therefore he is called B h ag
avan. H is im petus to perform this great work was sim ply mercy,
w hich is characteristic o f the Lord and H is great devotees.
Srila Prabhupada said, however, th at we h ave to aspire to go
beyond the m ode o f goodness to the tran scenden tal suddha-
sattv a platform . T h a t is the m ean in g o f V aisn ava, w hich is what
he exp ected us to becom e. W ith that definition, we should not
be too quick to claim V aisn ava status for ourselves. T h e natural
ch aracteristic o f a V aisn ava is that he thinks he has no love for
Krsna. R ather, he always sees h im self as the servant o f the ser
v an t o f the servan t a hundred tim es rem oved. T h a t is his real
qualification . W hen the Srim ad 'B h agavatam describes the ign o
rance o f those born in Kali-yuga, we should actually identify
w ith those statem en ts. T h a t’s us. W h en we see ourselves in the
pages o f the B h agavatam , we will also understand th at it was for
us th at the Bhagavatam was w ritten.
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and ’60s. M y sarhskdras were my fath er’s work eth ics and A llen
Freed’s rock ’n ’ roll show. I was m olded like a piece o f clay by my
paren ts and environm ent. Pinched and wounded 1 grew like a
skinny plan t reaching for the sun. O ur experien ces in the hom e
and in the streets, in the sch ool and especially in the school
yard, w ith boys and with girls, m others and fathers and sisters
and brothers, with television, shape us into the people we will
becom e, our prejudices.
T h e n I m et Sw am iji and seriously accepted Krsna conscious-
ness. By then 1 was more my own person, and I was choosing to
som e degree the forces that would impress them selves upon me—
the Navy, college, Dr. A lexan der and English literature, the par
ticular authors I read, my desires and intellectualizations . . .
I cam e to K rsna consciousness relatively late in life; 1 was
tw enty-six. 1 was already form ed, or m is-form ed, in so m any
ways. Finally I was studying and p racticin g religion. L earned to
depen d on the spiritual master. W illing to accep t his im pression
on my already overly im pressed heart. H e was my V yasadeva—
powerful and kind— and he desired th at 1 becom e K rsna co n
scious m ore th an I could understand. H e never presented Krsna
con sciousn ess as a sectarian religion with us as converts. H e
knew th at K rsna was G o d and th at it was in everyone’s self-
interest to learn the scien ce o f love. T h a t’s how he taught.
A n d I m et V yasadeva through him . A lth o u gh you could say
th at w hatever I now know is from a secon dhan d im pression, 1
d o n ’t agree. H e literally handed me my red beads after ch an tin g
a round on them and I began to ch an t. I actually bought the
Bhagavatam from S rila Prabhupada and was touched to read that
V yasadeva was not satisfied even after he wrote all those books.
H e needed to write o f pure bhakti.
1 th ought I understood som eth ing o f V yasadcva’s dissatisfac
tion because 1 was a writer myself. Som eh ow that had com e out
o f m e. It was n ot one of the extern al things that had shaped
me. It was already inside o f me: I w anted to express m yself in
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the door! S h u t the d oor!” Mrs. C lau s shouted. T h e scene was busy
and noisy, happy with elves ham m ering. I thought it was actually
recorded at the N orth Pole, right in S a n ta ’s toy shop. W hy do I
m ention it now? Because I allow m em ories to surface here.
T h a t p ot is spittin g again, the w ater hissing as it h its the h ot
stove. Let it be.
H ow are you out there, folks? D o you believe in S an ta?
S h o u ld we close the door before the soldiers m arch out? O
R udolph , O m ortal fram e— all those years o f delusion. N ow my
fath er is dead. People write o f their paren ts’ death, but I w asn’t
even inform ed o f my own fath er’s passing away until alm ost ten
years later. I’m the alien ated cultist.
T h a t’s all right. N arad a had a sim ilar situation — an orphan
blessed w ith spiritual life. If you’ve got a nice relationship with
your parents, good; give them K rsna consciousness. I am grate
ful th at K rsna has protected me from attach m ent. He knows I
am soft clay. I need to be free to be a devotee, the son o f a true
father, and to be m olded by him .
T h a n k You, Lord, and
I write th is m issive
w hile boilin g water spits and hisses.
If I could sing
I’d say
“W atch out, world,
you’re h ead in g for disaster.”
O world, taste the mercy o f K rsna consciousness.
C h a n t the holy nam es.
D rop your pride
an d sim ply rem em ber th at you will die.
C a ll ou t G o d ’s nam e in love.
L e t m e accep t this advice for myself.
T h e w orst is yet to com e. A d evotee has hari-nama. I’m not
such a savior or warrior or scholar, but I h ave hari-nama. C h a n t
w hile you can.
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Text 25
s tri -sudra-dvijabandhunam
trayi na sruti-gocara
karma-sreyasi mudhandm
sreya evarh bhaved iha
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Comment
Srila Prabhupada quoted the first two lines o f this verse often.
In the purport he defines dvija-bandhu as one who has descended
from a brahm inical fam ily but who him self does n ot possess the
q ualification s o f a brahmana. T herefore he is called “son of a
brahm ana." T h is alone indicates that brahm inical status is not
awarded m erely by birth. If one is a son o f high court judge, he
can n o t claim th at he is also a high court judge w ithout having
obtained the education al credits and other qualifications.
T h e first qualification for becom ing a brahmana is th at o n e ’s
p aren ts perform the garbhadhdna-sam skara at c o n ce p tio n .
Garbhadhdna-sam skara confers blessings and san ctifies the c o u
ple, assuring good progeny. T h ere is a vital co n n ection betw een
the con sciousn ess o f a couple co n ceivin g a ch ild and the nature
o f the ch ild they will attract. T h e Bhagavatam also teach es this
in the story o f D iti and K asyapa. Because D iti approach ed Kas-
yapa at an inauspicious tim e, and because he responded not
w ith con trol but with lust, they con ceived twin dem on sons.
Garbhadhana-samskdra is rarely perform ed by any fam ilies in
this age. O n this accoun t alone, no one is born brahmana. A side
from th is sam skara, however, people in Kali-yuga lack other
brah m in ical qualification s. U ltim ately the scriptures state, kalau
sudra sambhavah, everyone in Kali-yuga is considered less in telli
gen t and low born. T h e stin g o f being called sudra is rem oved
w hen we realize V yasad eva’s mercy. H e produced a literature by
w hich we can raise ourselves to brah m inical status and beyond.
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sat-karma-nipuno vipro
mantra'tantra-visaradah
avaisnavo gurur na syad
vaisnavah sva-paco guruh
W hew, th at’s heavy. I’d have to think that one over some more.
B ack again.
W h at h appen ed?
I read th at you should always be K rsna conscious and th at
you sh ouldn ’t engage in m undane thoughts and occupations.
T h e n my inner critic started roughing me up. I w on’t repeat all
his argum ents here, but I’m sure you can guess w hat he h ad to
say. H e ’s finally let up on the pressure and I’m back to tell the
awful truth.
H are Krena. T h ere is no joy in M udville—
m ighty C asey h as struck out.
M in d exposed in flow
o f words
th at com e
from my black indoor
booties an d the
silver flash o f my S e ik o w atchband.
I ad m it I trem ble
flin ch
was co n tam in ated , and
let it flow through m e and out.
I laughed but you d id n ’t hear it.
W hile crum pling up new spapers for the fire, an ad for J a
pan ese m otorcycles caugh t my eye. It said, “You gotta believe it.
T h is m achine is so gorgeous you w on’t w ant to keep it in the
garage.” B ut the p h oto was o f w hat looked to m e to be an ordi
nary m otorcycle. T h e ad w riter told “ the big lie.” T h a t was no
extraordinarily beautiful m otorcycle. I w asn’t fooled.
T h e critic w ould h ave con dem n ed me for glan cin g at th at ad.
W ell, am I con dem n ed because I reflected on som e sm all c o n
tact I h ad with the world?
T h ree m atches, six quarts blood, and people die on the street.
I’ve arrived at the stage o f always w anting to talk o f K rsna and
dem an d in g n oth in g less.
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Text 26
Text 27
natiprasidad dhrdayah
sarasvatyas tate sucau
vitarkayan vwikta-stha
idam covaca dharma-vit
Comment
N ow the top ic o f V yasadeva’s dissatisfaction begins, ft will be
develo p ed thoroughly in the Srim ad'Bhdgam tam . We m ust re
m em ber th at V yasadeva is h im self the narrator, although here
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Texts 2 8-29
dhrtci'Vratena hi maya
chanddrhsi guravo ’gnayah
manita nirvyalikena
grhitam canusasanam
bharata-vyapadesena
hy amndyarthas ca pradarsitah
drsyate yatra dharmadi
stri'sudradibhir apy uta
Comment
V yasadeva is exam in in g him self to find the cause o f his dis
satisfaction . O n takin g inventory, he finds th at he has been
w ell-behaved. It’s n ot th at he has done som eth in g sinful w hich
w ould cause him to feel dissatisfied. H is co nscience is not
pricked by thorns. H e has follow ed his vows strictly and w or
shiped the Vedas w ithout pretense. If he had been m erely a
show bottle follower, his self-scrutiny would h ave exposed that.
N o , he is an h on est spiritualist. Furtherm ore, he has been c o n
cern ed for oth er’s welfare. C on sid erin g these points, Vyasa
rem ains bew ildered about his m ental disturbance. H e can n ot
find the clue.
We too m ay som etim es search w ithin ourselves and still re
m ain uncertain. W e w onder why we can n ot enter the m agical
circle o f love for K rsna despite our desire to do so. Even when
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w ith a tten tio n and w ithout offense? A n d w hat about our a tte n
tion to krsna'katha? D o we hear from sastra on a regular basis?
T h e re is no oth er way to prom ote love o f G o d . Prosecuting
these duties is like churning m ilk to produce butter or rubbing
w ood to produce fire. Love o f G o d is our inherent nature; by
“rubbing” our w ooden hearts w ith ch an tin g an d hearing, bhakti
will appear.
W e should never feel doubtful about this process no m atter
how long it takes. We can im agine som eone h earing about
V yasad eva’s dissatisfaction and disdaining the whole process.
“Your V yasadeva worked so hard to give people know ledge, but
h e ’s still n ot satisfied. I d o n ’t worry about h elping oth er people,
but at least I’m happy.” A m aterialist can n ot even touch the
depth o f V yasadeva’s realization, either o f his h appin ess or his
dissatisfaction . People who care n othin g for others may seem
satisfied w ith their selfish activities, but everything is tested by
tim e. A lth o u g h V yasadeva’s welfare activities were n ot suffi
cien t in th em selves to satisfy him , we would never criticize
them . H e is about to discover the greatest secret and his life’s
purpose, both o f w hich rise above all selfish concerns. R eal sa t
isfaction com es from an unfathom able depth w ithin the self.
Even a sage like V yasadeva was unable to know the depth and
nature o f satisfaction , w hat to speak o f a m aterialist w ho calls
tem porary relief from suffering happiness.
O n e last point: w hen we feel dissatisfied, we should n ot ask
K rsna to protect us from th at feeling. Rather, we should ask
K rsna to protect us from the superficial satisfaction w hich often
distracts us from the deeper levels o f self. Please, Krsna, a l
though I w ant to be happy, d o n ’t allow my m ind and heart to
rest until they h ave taken full shelter o f You. Please let m e serve
You in som e way.
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Text 30
tathapi bata me daihyo
hy atm a caivatmana. vibhuh
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Comment
V yasadeva is restatin g the problem . Is he doubting the K rsna
con scious process? A m ature d evotee would never doubt sa-
dhana. R ather, he would look to h im self for faulty execu tio n o f
sadhana. H e know s th at m ishaps on the bhakti p ath are due to
“p ilo t error,” n ot the m alfunction in g o f the perfect aircraft.
S till, a neophyte m ay ask, “ If V yasadeva is equipped with
everyth ing required by the Vedas an d is still n ot happy, then it
seem s logical to con clude th at the V edic process can n o t m ake
us happy. W hy, then, do we advertise, ‘C h a n t H are K rsna and
your life will be sublim e’ ? A n d why should we shut out all other
attem p ts to ach ieve happiness?”
N ara d a M un i will soon answ er this doubt. E ven before know
ing the answer, how ever, sincere devotees are patien t. Sin cere
m ean s they do n ot d ou bt the process even if they question how
to execu te it perfectly. In his short purport to this verse, S rila
Prabh upada only h in ts th at som eth ing else is required beyond
studying the Vedas an d follow ing their regulations. By follow ing
prescribed duties we can becom e purified from m aterial identity,
“bu t the ultim ate ach ievem en t is different.” In oth er words,
even if we becom e free o f sin, we will still feel the shortcom ing.
E ven if we neutralize all our past karm a an d are tech n ically e li
gible for liberation, our hearts m ay feel empty. By V yasadeva’s
pressing the p oin t, he intensifies our ow n desire to w ant to
know why we are n ot happy. A pious an d determ ined studen t
w ill h an g on for the answer. O n ly a fool or a ch eater will bolt
from the classroom at this poin t an d run for m aterial happiness
instead. V yasadeva is relating an incident in his life w hen he
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W h at is incom pleteness? It’s w hen you eat your fill but real
ize you aren ’t happy. It’s w hen you have a body but n ot all your
lim bs. It m eans you walk out w ithout gettin g dressed. It m eans
you stan d before the D eities and feel nothing. It m eans you hear
others praised and realize you d id n ’t do all you could. It’s that
drop in spirits. You c a n ’t put your finger on it, but you feel in
com plete. Perhaps you tried to squeeze sense gratification out o f
your service and now you h ave received your reward. T h e real
reward has escaped you. It’s em ptiness.
Tender.
V yasa is an old m an, m uscled
but
life is sad an d lonely and even slow som etim es. W e listen
w hile he scratch es his pen
an d the log in the fire
m oves like a
restless sleeper.
Vyasa,
I turn to you
to the problem you posed. I know n oth in g else but
the paper clip on the rug
w alks on snowy afternoons
the m usic o f the heart,
my ben t knee.
Text 31
T his may be because I did not specifically point out the devo
tional service of the Lord, which is dear both to perfect beings
and to the infallible Lord.
Comment
V yasa expresses in his ow n words why he is n ot satisfied. It is
a lack o f specific devotion al service to Lord Krsna. T h e tran sla
tion states th at this may be the problem . H e is aware o f the
defect, but perh aps n ot certain. T h is thought occurs to Vyasa-
d eva im m ediately before N arad a appears. N ara d a will com plete
the diagn osis an d prescribe the treatm ent, but he already hit
upon the m ain defect in him self.
S rila Prabh upada m entions th at devotional service is the
norm al co n d itio n o f the living being. T h is is sim ilar to physical
h ealth in w hich norm al life con stitutes h ealth , and disease is an
abnorm ality. D evo tion al service is n ot an extraordinary state
o f psyche an d heart, im plying th at few m ay attain it. It is the
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O kay, C lan cy, this show is alm ost over. W h at’s left? O h , I
w ant to tell you w hat I saw last night.
W ell, I looked out the bathroom window just before I went to
sleep and I fantasized that a huge num ber o f black bears were
com ing down the twisting hill road. It was a m igration o f bears
com ing out at the end o f winter. T h en , while looking at the space
where I im agined this would happen, I saw a large white rabbit. I
had never seen such a thing at Saranagati, and I m ade a m ental
note to tell Jaya G auracandra about it. H e hopped around for
awhile, w hite as snow, with that lam e lim ping kind o f hop they
have. He seem ed to have no real power to escape his enem ies and
I w ondered where he lived. A m on g the pines somewhere?
T h ere you h ave it. How does that remind us o f Vyasa? Is that
rabbit a M arici disguised to bew ilder us? M aybe it’s K rsn a’s m es
senger. T h e w hite rabbit o f hope. T h e oddness you seek, the
vision s, G o d com e as a w hite rabbit, as w hat we w ant m ost,
com e to relieve the fantasy o f m arching savage bears.
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H enry let h im self into the cabin. H e burn t the new spaper
an d the kindling, th en the larger w ood until the room was
warm. H e looked around and paid atten tion to Vyasa. H e felt
good. T h e n he began to write. H e th ought o f th at oth er Henry,
T h o reau , skatin g in the darkness over a hundred and fifty years
ago. H e said he built a fire on such-and-such p on d using k in
dlin g at first an d th en logs, and the w ood began to crack like
rifles. A s he sailed hom e in the darkness on his skates he
sm elled the w ood fire on his person and was thrilled by it.
T h o reau was a sensual person, and he saw N atu re as G o d . He
often used the word “G o d ” an d referred to H im with a capital
“H ”, yet he d id n ’t h ave a personal sense o f G o d . H e was averse
to the church or a too biblical-G odn ess. A t least he sought the
essence and spirit in m atter rather th an trying to enjoy it, and
he d id n ’t like to be with people who occu
pied th em selves with ordinary business.
Friends, I got up early this m orning and
w rote m em os. I felt the thrill o f engaging
others in my th oughts and an ticip atin g
their exch an ges with me. I h ave an up
com in g m eeting with a friend. A n d I’ll
answ er the m ail.
Text 32
Comment
S rila Prabhupada states th at the void V yasadeva felt was not
due to lack o f know ledge. Prabh upada’s statem en t, “ Bhagavata-
dharma is purely devotion al service o f the Lord to w hich the
m on ist h as n o access,” alm ost h in ts th at V yasadeva was in a
p osition sim ilar to an im personalist. O f course, V yasadeva was
never an im personalist, but the fact th at he did not fully co n
cen trate on glorifying K rsna but stressed religiosity and jnana
in dicates th at his books so far were less th an bhagavatd'dharma.
It stan ds to reason th at if a work does n ot present pure bhaga~
vata'dharm a, it m ust co n tain to som e degree karm a and jhana.
A lth o u gh im personalism is a heavy charge, we may lean
toward im personalism n ot only by teach in g S an k ara ’s sp ecu la
tions, but sim ply by n ot openly acknow ledging K rsna’s tran
scen d en tal form and pastim es. A n yon e who claim s to speak
V edic know ledge but d oesn ’t refer to K rsna the person is o m it
ting som eth in g vital from his talks. We see with scholars w ho
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W ill we hear?
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Comment
C h ap ter 4 ends with the arrival o f Sri N arada, the spiritual
m aster o f S rila V yasadeva. Seein g him approaching, V yasadeva
rose and offered him veneration equal to that given to Lord
Brahm a, the original Vedic teacher (brahma adi-kavaye). Lord
Brahm a is the first living being in the universe and the secondary
creator. H e was born directly from G arbhodaksayl V isnu’s body
and is the head o f our disciplic succession. N arad a is am ong the
first gen eration o f B rah m a’s disciples, but here he is given the
sam e respect as his guru. Srila Prabhupada adds, “Sim ilarly all
other successive disciples in the ch ain are also equally respected
as representatives o f the original spiritual m aster.”
V yasadeva rose to receive his guru. I im agine V yasadeva sit
tin g in the lotus asan a as N arad a descends from the sky, find in
hand. In a spon tan eous and reverent way, V yasadeva stood and
perhaps folded his h ands in pranam a. Perhaps he then m ade
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(clAa^
A
Acamana— purification by water and mantra.
Acarya — a spiritual master who teaches by his personal behavior.
Adhoksaja— a nam e o f Lord Visnu, m eaning “H e who is beyond the
reach o f the material senses.”
Adhyatmic— anglicized derivative of the Sanskrit word adhyatmika,
“miseries caused by one’s own body and m ind.”
Aham brahmasmi— Sanskrit for “I am spirit.”
Anartha— unwanted things; m aterial desire.
Anartha-nivritti— the cleansing o f unwanted things from the heart.
Annakuta— the ceremony of offering grains; refers to the ceremony of
offering grains to G ovardhana Hill.
Antya-lila— the last eighteen years of Lord Caitanya’s manifest pastimes;
the portion of the Caitanya-caritdmrta recounting those pastimes.
Arjuna— one o f the five Pandavas. Krsna spoke the Bhagavad-gita to
him on the Battlefield of Kuruksetra.
Artha— econom ic development.
Asana— a yogic posture; a seat.
Asat— temporary; without factual existence.
Asrama— a spiritual order: brahmacari (celibate student), grhastha
(householder), vanaprastha (retired), sannyasi (renunciate); living
quarters for those engaged in spiritual practices.
Atma— the soul or living entity.
Atma-tattva— knowledge of the self.
Avadhuta— a spirtually advanced person whose activities are not re
stricted by social convention.
B
Baladeva— Krsna’s elder brother and His first plenary expansion.
Bhagavad-gita— lit., “song of G o d .” T he discourse between Lord Krsna
and His devotee Arjuna, expounding devotional service as both the
principal means and the ultimate end o f spiritual perfection.
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Bhagavan— lit. one who possesses all opulence.” The Supreme Lord,
who is the reservoir of all beauty, strength, fame, wealth, knowl
edge, and renunciation.
Bhagavata— anything related to Bhagavan, especially the Lord’s devo
tee and the scripture, Snmad-Bhagavatdm.
Bhajana— devotional activities.
Bhajana-kutir— a hermitage-like residence for the practice of devo
tional activities.
Bhajananandi— a devotee who is satisfied to cultivate devotional ser
vice for himself.
Bhakta— a devotee of Krsna.
Bhakti— devotional service to the Supreme Lord.
Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu— lit., “The Ocean of the Pure Nectar of
Devotional Service”; a treatise on the science of devotional service
(bhakti), written by Srila Rupa Gosvami.
Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvatl Thakura— the spiritual master of His
Divine Grace A . C . Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada; an acarya
in the Gaudiya Vaisnava sampradaya.
Bhaktivedanta Institute— an organization within ISKC O N which
conducts scientific research and education in accordance with the
Gaudiya Vaisnava philosophy.
Bhaktivinoda Thakura— an acarya in the Gaudiya Vaisnava disciplic
succession; the father of Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvatl Thakura.
Bhava— the stage of transcendental ecstacy experienced after tran
scendental affection.
Bhism a— the most powerful and oldest warrior in the Battle of
Kuruksetra and one of the chief authorities on devotional service
to the Lord.
Brahma— the first created living being and the secondary creator of
the material universe.
Brahmacari— a celibate student living under the care of a bona fide
spiritual master.
Brahman— the impersonal aspect of the Absolute Truth; spirit.
Brahmana thread— a loop of six to nine threads worn around the neck
and torso of a male brahmana, used in chanting mantras.
Brahma-sabda— transcendental sound, considered by Vedic philoso
phy to be self-evident proof of knowledge.
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Brahm a-sam hita— Lord Brahm a’s prayers glorifying the Supreme
Lord.
B rahm avadi— those who are absorbed in thought o f the impersonal
Brahman.
c
C ad ar— a shawl.
C aitan ya (M ahaprabhu)— lit. “ living force.” A n incarnation o f Krsna
who appeared in the form of a devotee to teach love of G od
through the sahkirtana movement.
C aitanya-caritam rta— the biography and philosophy of C aitanya
M ahaprabhu, written by Srila Krsnadasa Kaviraja Gosvam i.
C anakya P an d ita— a legendary advisor to the H indu king,
Candragupta, reknowned through history for his social and politi
cal wisdom.
C h u rn a— a generic term for any of a variety of Ayurvedic medicinal
herbal powders.
D
D an davats— lit., “ like a stick.” To offer prostrated obeisances, extend
ing on e’s limbs in a straight line.
D arsan a— vision; audience.
D ev ak i— Krsna’s m other in Mathura.
D h am a— abode; the Lord’s place o f residence.
D harm a— the duties prescribed by on e’s nature and social position;
ultimately, dharma means devotional service to the Supreme Lord.
D h oti— Vedic m en’s dress.
D h rtarastra— the uncle of the Pandavas. His attempt to usurp their
kingdom resulted in the Kuruksetra war.
D h ru v a (M ah araja)— a great devotee who at five years old, performed
severe austerities and realized the Supreme Personality of Godhead.
D u ry o d h an a— the eldest son of D hrtarastra and ch ief rival of
the Pandavas.
D v a p a ra-y u ga— the third in the cycle o f four ages, lasting
864,000 years.
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E
Ekadasi — a day on which Vaisnavas fast from grains and beans and
increase their remembrance of Krsna. It falls on the eleventh day of
both the waxing and waning moons.
G
G am ch a— a thin cotton towel, com monly used in India.
G aru d a— Lord Visnu’s eternal carrier, a great devotee in a bird-like form.
G au ra-k isora dasa B abaji— the spiritual m aster o f Srila Bhaktisid-
dhanta Sarasvati Thakura.
G au ra Purnim a— the appearance day o f Lord Caitanya.
G ay atri — a prayer chanted silently by brahmanas at sunrise, noon,
and sunset.
G o lo k a— Krsnaloka, the eternal abode of Lord Krsna.
G o p i— a cowherd girl; one of K rsna’s m ost confidential servitors.
G opi-m anjaris— Srim ati R adharani’s most confidential maidservants.
G opin ath a— a nam e of Krsna; refers here to the Deity at the temple in
Rem una.
G osth yan an di— a devotee who desires to preach the glories o f the
holy name.
G osvam i— one who controls his mind and senses; title o f one in the
renounced order of life. May refer specifically to the S ix Gosvam is
o f Vrndavana, who are direct followers of Lord C aitanya in disci-
plic succession, and who system atically presented His teachings.
G rh asth a— a m anied person living according to the Vedic social system.
G uh yam — confidential; hidden.
G u ru d eva— one of many titles which may be used in addressing one’s
own spiritual master.
G u ru k u la— a school headed by the spiritual master.
H
H a lava— a sweet dish made from roasted grains, butter, sugar, and
water or milk.
H ari — a nam e o f Krsna.
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I
I S K C O N — acronym of the International Society for Krishna C on
sciousness.
Ista-gosthi — discussions on the teachings of the spiritual master
among his disciples.
J
Jap a — individual chanting of the Hare Krsna mantra while counting
on beads.
Jiva— the individual eternal soul or living entity; part and parcel of
the Supreme Lord.
Jiv a G osvam i — one of the Six Gosvamis of Vrndavana.
Jn an a — the process of approaching the Supreme by the cultivation of
knowledge.
K
K aliya — a serpent-demon who was chastised by Krsna in His Vrnda
vana pastimes.
K ali-yuga — the present age, which is characterized by quarrel and
hypocrisy.
K alp a — a unit of cosmic time, equal to one day of Brahma, or
4,320,000,000 years.
K am a — sense gratification; lust.
K am sa — a demoniac king who tried to kill Krsna during His child
hood pastimes.
K aratalas — hand cymbals used during kirtana.
K arm a — The cycle of action and reaction which binds one to the
material universe.
K arm a-kan da — a portion of the Vedas detailing sacrifices for material
elevation.
Glossary 353
L
Laddu— a traditional Indian sweetball made with chickpea flour, but
ter, and sweetener.
L au lyam — greed; usually refers to intense desire to see Krsna.
L ila— pastimes.
M
M adhavendra P u ri— the spiritual master of Isvara Puri
M adhurya— lit., “sweetness.” Refers to the sweet conjugal pastim es of
Krsna and the gopis.
M adhya-lila— the pastim es Lord C aitanya performed during the m id
dle part o f H is m anifest presence, while H e was traveling through
out India; the portion of the Caitanya-caritamrta recounting those
pastimes.
M aha-bhagavata— a devotee in the highest stage of devotional life.
M ah ab h arata— the history of ancient India, com piled by S rila
Vyasadeva and including the Bhagavad-gita.
M ahajanas— refers to the twelve authorized agents o f the Lord whose
duty is to preach the path o f devotional service to the people in
general.
M aha-m antra— the great chant for deliverance: Hare Krsna Hare
Krsna, Krsna Krsna Hare Hare/ Hare Ram a Hare R am a, Ram a
R am a Hare Hare.
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N
N aim isaran ya— a sacred forest in central India, considered to be the
hub o f the universe.
N arad a-bh akti S u tra— instructions on the science of devotional ser
vice, written by N arada Muni.
N a rad a M uni— a great devotee of Lord Krsna who travels throughout
the spiritual and m aterial worlds singing the Lord’s glories and
preaching the path of devotional service.
N aray an a— the four-handed expansion of Lord Krsna.
T h e N ectar o f D evotion— Srila Prabhupada’s summary study of Srila
Rupa G o svam i’s Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu.
N iti S astra s— a collection o f social instructions by C anakya Pandita.
N ityan an d a— the incarnation of Lord Balarama, who is a principal
associate o f Lord Caitanya.
N rsim h a(d ev a)— the half-man, half-lion incarnation of Lord Krsna
who appeared to save Prahlada M aharaja from Hiranyakasipu.
Glossary 355
P
P aram aham sa— the highest stage of the sannyasa order; a person on
the highest platform of spiritual realization; a topm ost devotee of
the Lord.
Param para— the disciplic succession of bona fide spiritual masters.
P arasara M uni— a great sage and the father of Srila Vyasadeva.
Parikram a— a walking pilgrimage.
Pariksit Maharaja— the emperor of the world five thousand years ago
who heard Srimad-Bhagavatam from Sukadeva G osvam i and thus
attained perfection.
Prabhu-datta-desa— the geographical location assigned by the spiri
tual m aster to the disciple for service to his mission.
Prabhupada, A. C . Bhaktivedanta Swami— Founder-acar^a of
IS K C O N and foremost preacher of Krsna consciousness in the
W estern world.
Prajalpa— foolish, idle, or m undane speech. Talks unrelated to Krsna
consciousness.
Prakrta-sahajiya— a class o f pseudo-devotees who take the conjugal
pastim es o f Krsna and the gopis cheaply and do not follow the
proper regulations of vaidhi-bhakti.
Pralam bhasura— a dem on who disguised him self as a cowherd boy in
order to kill Balarama.
Prana— the life air o f the body; vital energy.
Prasadam— lit., “mercy.” Food which is spiritualized by being offered
to Krsna, and which helps purify the living entity; also referred to
as prasada.
P rataparud ra— the king of Orissa at the time of Lord Caitanya's m an
ifest presence and a great devotee o f the Lord.
P u ran a— Vedic histories of the universe in relation to the Supreme
Lord and His devotees. T he “spotless” Purana refers to the Srimad-
Bhagavatam.
P u ri— a deep-fried, puffed bread.
R
R ad h aran i (R ad h a)— the eternal consort and spiritual potency of
Lord Krsna.
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s
Sac-cid-ananda— the qualities of eternality (sat), perfect knowledge
(cit), and bliss (ananda), possesed in totality by the Supreme Lord
and in minute quantity by the living entity.
Sadhana— regulated spiritual activites meant to increase one’s attach
ment to Krsna.
Sadhu— saintly person.
S a d h u 'S a i i g a — the association of saintly persons.
Sakti— potency.
Saktyavesa— an incarnation empowered by the Lord for a specific
purpose.
Sampradaya— a chain of disciplic succession through which spiritual
knowledge is transmitted.
Samsara— cycle of repeated birth and death.
Samskaras— Vedic purificatory rites of passage.
Sanatana Gosvami— one of the Six Gosvamis of Vrndavana.
Sankaracarya— an incarnation of Lord Siva who, ordered by the
Supreme Lord, propagated the impersonal Mayavada philosophy,
which negates the distinction between God and the living entity.
Sahkirtana— the congregational chanting of the holy name, fame,
and pastimes of the Lord.
Sannyasi— one in the renounced order of life.
Sastra— revealed scripture.
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Satya-yuga— the first of the four ages in the cosmic cycle of time,
characterized by the absence of vice and the predominance of the
mode of goodness.
Seva— service.
Siddhi— a mystic yogic perfection.
Siva— the personality in charge of the mode of ignorance.
Sloka— a stanza of Sanskrit verse.
Smaranam— the devotional process of remembering the Lord.
Sraddha— firm faith and confidence.
Sravanam— hearing about Krsna.
Srimad-Bhagavatam— the Purana, written by Srila Vyasadeva, which
specifically points to the path of devotional love of God.
Sruti — the original Vedic literatures: the four Vedas and the
Upanisads; scripture received directly from God.
Sudra— a laborer; one of the four Vedic social orders.
Sukadeva Gosvami— the sage who originally spoke the Srimad-
Bhagavatam to King Pariksit just prior to the king’s death.
Suta Gosvami— the sage who recounted the discourses between
Maharaja Pariksit and Sukadeva Gosvami to the sages assembled at
Naimisaranya.
Svarupa Damodara— Lord Caitanya’s secretary and constant compan
ion who helped the Lord experience the attitude of Radharani.
Svarupa-siddhi— the perfection of one’s eternal relationship with
Lord Krsna.
T
Tapasya— austerity.
Tenth Canto— the part of the Srimad-Bhagavatam describing the most
confidential pastimes of Lord Krsna.
Tulasi— a great devotee in the form of a plant; her leaves are always
offered to the lotus feet of the Lord.
u
Uddhava— a confidential friend of Sri Krsna in Dvaraka.
Upanisads— 108 philosophical treatises that appear within the Vedas.
Utsaha— enthusiasm.
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V
V aikuntha— the spiritual world.
V airagya— renunciation.
V aisnava— one who is a devotee of Visnu or Krsna.
V ani— the instruction of the spiritual master.
V apuh— the presence of the physical body; generally refers to per
sonal, physical association with the spiritual master.
V arna— the four occupational divisions of society: intellectual (brah
m ana), adm inistrator (ksatriya), mercantile (vaisya), and laborer
(sudra).
V arnasram a— the Vedic social system o f four social and four spiritual
orders.
V asudeva— the father o f Lord Krsna.
V edas— the original revealed scriptures.
V idura— a V aisnava uncle o f the Pandavas; the incarnation of
Yam araja during Krsna’s manifest pastimes on Earth.
V in a— a stringed instrument.
V isn u — a fully empowered expansion of Krsna.
V isvan ath a C ak ra v arti T h a k u ra — a great V aisnava acarya and
scholar.
V raja— V rndavana.
V rndavana— Krsna’s personal abode, where He fully manifests His
personal qualities.
V yasadeva— the original com piler of the Vedas and author of the
Vedanta-sutra and Mahabhdrata, and the author of the Srimad-
Bhagavatam.
V yasasana— a special, elevated seat, reserved for the speaker of
Srimad-Bhagavatam.
Y
Y am araja— the superintendent of death and karmic justice.
Yoga-nidra— the mystic slumber of Lord Visnu.
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Yogi— one who practices sense control with the aim of spiritual real
ization.
Yuga— an “age.” There are four yugas, which cycle perpetually: Satya-
yuga, Treta-yuga, Dvapara-yuga, and Kali-yuga.
Y uga'dharm a— specific practice o f self-realization recom mended in
the Vedas for a particular yuga.
Y ukta-vairagya— real renunciation by utilizing everything in the ser
vice o f G od.
z
Zonal acarya— A now defunct title which conferred exclusive spiri
tual authority on designated gurus over defined geographic zones.
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