My Imaginary Girlfriend

Many of you guys would have had a girlfriend in your teens

when you were going through puberty, cause that is the
only time your hormones were at peak and you were more
concerned about your looks. Well in my case it was
biologically same but psychologically different. As
hormones were peaking in my case, same as others, i also
started to have emotional imbalance. I was also craving for
love. Sometimes I would get courage boosts and would go
infront of the girl I liked but suddenly I would get anxiety
and much concerned about my looks. I would, pretty much
every time think of her with me as a couple.

But the crush on her didnt last for too long, as one tall
and handsome boy started talking to her. At first I was sure
that she wouldnt let a guy full of attitude, take her. But as
time ran out, they two started talking and getting more and
more close. One day, the boy asked her to go to the central
park, with her. As she prepared to answer his question, I
jumped directly in between them and tried to escalate the
situation by asking her to give me some notes. It was the
first time I talked to her. I was happy and hopeful about
myself. It was a great day for me. It fealt like I won a war
and was returning back to home.

One day I noticed a bit difference in her behaviour. She

was smiling the whole day and every girls and boys of our
class gathered around the boy and the girl. They were
gossiping about the two as if the boy proposed her. As of
my introvert nature I was not very friend to the class. So
they ignored me even when I asked what happened. That
day was different. I always returned to home, thinking of
her, the whole time. But that day I returned with a doubt in
my mind. Whether should I confess her about my feelings,