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Lily (INGLES)
Lily (INGLES)
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FAMILY TREE
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My laughter dies off once the girls finish teasing the guys about the
mishap with Landon and Charlotte this morning.
All of them look ready to take him on, and I’m sure my uncle Max
reached for the step ladder more than once. Why it was there, I don’t know.
Dad normally keeps it in the cupboard under the stairs.
We’re waiting for the others to arrive before exchanging gifts. Only
Maddox, Amelia and the kids are yet to show up.
Charlotte didn’t end up being late. She ended up epically late, only just
now arriving. Everyone understands why Maddox couldn’t be here earlier.
He has a family now.
Charlotte pulls off her pea green coat, hanging it over the door to dry
out, and sticks her tongue out at Hayden. “How did it go for you then?”
“Really?” Max groans, falling off the chair as he scrambles to get up.
Hayden glances away, but Clayton, catching on, begins to laugh.
“Don’t you dare,” she warns him.
He ignores her and answers Charlotte. “I’ve seen three-year-olds wrap
better.”
Charlotte’s lips twist. “You didn’t bow it before and slide it on, then
just tighten it?”
Hayden glares at her cousin. “No. And I was kind of in a rush since we
slept in.”
“What happened?”
Hayden frowns as she sits back on the sofa. “Clay isn’t wrong. Except
it looked like a baby T-Rex wrapped me. I didn’t realise bows were so
hard to make.”
Jaxon leans down. “My present is way better,” he whispers.
I blush, squeezing his hand. Only Mum, Hayden and Charlotte know
about those photos, and I want it to stay that way. “Shh, you’ll set Max off
again.”
“I don’t think I need to.”
I turn in time to see Max fighting to get to Clayton. “Let me at the
pretty boy. I don’t need ladders to get to that fucker.”
“Dad, pipe down and have a—”
The front door bursts open. “I’m telling you, Amelia, she tripped me.”
“Maddox, drop it already.”
“Aww, did Humpty Dumpty have a great fall?” Jasmine teases, then
comes racing into the living room, giggling. She jumps right into Malik’s
arms, and used to her flying at him, he catches her easily, setting her on his
lap.
“What’s going on?” Mum asks, helping Amelia with her coat.
“This one,” Amelia states, jabbing her thumb in Maddox’s direction,
“slipped. And blamed an old lady for it.”
Maddox throws his hands up. “She did. I’m telling you now, that
woman is out to destroy Christmas. My Christmas. You heard her. She had
to get back to cook her dinner.”
“Because she did,” Amelia argues, though she’s unable to hide her
amusement.
“Yeah, then looked right at me and said, oh dearie, I hope you are okay
to walk home.”
“She was being nice.”
“No, that old bat was being condescending and trying to ruin my
Christmas. I lost my food because of her.”
Amelia rolls her eyes as she takes a seat in the only empty chair left.
Dad’s place is big, but our family is bigger.
“No. You slipped, and instead of picking yourself, and your dignity, up
off the floor, you blamed the sweet old lady who just wanted a walk in the
snow.”
“Yeah, only because it might be her last,” he snorts, then chokes when
Amelia pokes him in the stomach.
“Don’t be mean,” Harlow scolds, also clipping her son around the ear.
“Whatever,” he retorts, sulking as he sits down, Asher in his arms.
Feeling a gaze on me, I turn, smiling at Jaxon. He arches an eyebrow,
his lips twitching.
“Magical?” he asks, his tone full of doubt.
I laugh, unable to hold it in. “I swear, it gets better.”
“Yeah,” he replies doubtfully, just as his phone begins to ring. He pulls
it out of his pocket, and I catch Reid’s name. He grimaces. “I need to get
this.”
I nod, watching him go. He stands in the hallway, still in my view, as
everyone around me continues with their conversation.
I tense when his expression tightens, and sit forward in my seat, ready
to get up. Something has happened, something bad.
My stomach rolls, tightening to the point it takes my breath away.
“You okay?” Mum asks, and I feel her drop down into the empty
space
beside me.
I can’t look away from him. His fingers pull at the ends of his hair,
and he sighs, dropping his head forward, like he’s come to terms with
whatever has been said on the other side of the phone.
“Jaxon,” I murmur, and as if he heard my plea, he meets my gaze. A
shudder runs through me at his expression. Whatever is going on, I’m not
sure I want to know. He says something else, sadness creeping into his eyes
as he glances away. “Mum, help me up, please.”
“Of course,” she replies, and helps me up. Dad, seeing, rushes over to
help too.
“Bathroom break?” he teases.
“Jaxon,” I repeat, and let go of their hands, walking over to him.
“Yeah, whatever,” he tells them, and ends the call, pocketing his
phone. “What’s going on?” I ask.
He flinches, meeting my gaze. “Lily,” he breathes out, defeated.
“What’s going on?” Dad asks, stepping up beside me, Mum at my
other
side.
He looks to both of them, and then to me, and whatever he needs to
say, he can’t. Or won’t.
“Please, what’s going on? Did something happen at your work? Did
that guy do something? Has—”
“No, nothing like that,” he assures me, but I’m unable to relax, still
feeling that strain in my lower stomach. “You remember I told you Reid got
drunk and had to crash at a bed and breakfast?”
“Yes.”
“He was on his way back, and whatever he ate, whatever he drank, has
made him sick. He can’t drive any further. He said the snow is worse and
he nearly swerved twice trying to vomit in the bag.”
“Okay,” I comment, nodding. None of that explains why my stomach is
still rolling.
“Lily,” he murmurs, stepping closer, and as he does, Mum steps away,
giving him room.
“I’m right here,” I tell him.
“Fuck, you need to go get him, don’t you?” Dad declares.
Jaxon closes his eyes like Dad’s words have pained him. And now I
understand his dilemma. It’s sad that Reid is sick, and I hope he’s okay, but
that isn’t what is troubling him. It’s me. He doesn’t want to leave me.
“I’m so sorry, Lily. I would have left him there to sit it out, but it’s
Christmas. Mum is already going nuts, and everyone but Wyatt has already
started drinking. We can’t call out for road assistance because there’s
nothing wrong with the van. Just fucking Reid.”
“Jaxon, go; he needs you,” I tell him, understanding now. I reach for
him, gripping his biceps. “It’s okay.”
“No, it’s not. This is our first Christmas together.”
I smile at that. “It’s not going to be our last, and you’ll be back before
long.”
He groans, dropping his head back. “I can’t leave you.”
“Jax, son, go. We’ve got her until you return. She’s with family.”
Jaxon jerks his chin at my dad, but addresses me. “I’m so fucking
sorry.”
I lean up, pressing my lips to his. “Go, get your brother, then come
back. It’s really okay, Jaxon. I promise.”
“How did I get so fucking lucky to have you,” Jaxon murmurs, pulling
me against his chest.
“Beats fucking me,” Dad mutters, earning a slap to the gut from Mum.
“Go. If the roads are getting worse, you need to hurry.”
“Yeah. And I need to get Wyatt since someone will need to drive the
van back.”
“Hurry back,” I softly demand, kissing him once more. “And tell Reid I
said I hope he feels better soon.”
“Love you. I’ll call you when I’m on my way back.”
“Love you too,” I reply.
He leaves, and as soon as the door closes behind him, I lean into Dad
and take Mum’s hand.
“He’ll be back, sweetie,” Mum assures me.
“I know. I just wanted to show him the magic.”
“What’s that about?” Dad asks, glancing down at me.
I grin up at him. “You guys. Christmas. The magic.”
Dad chuckles. “Princess, I don’t think it’s hit you yet, but it’s you who
brought magic to Christmas, even long after you found out Santa isn’t real.”
My heart melts at his words, and I curl an arm around him. This is why
he’s the best. He always knows the right things to say.
“Santa isn’t real?” Maddox asks, sticking his head through the door.
“Shut up,” Dad tells him, rolling his eyes.
“Where’s Jaxon?” he asks.
“He had to go get Reid. He’s stuck somewhere throwing up and needs
to get back.”
Maddox snorts as he turns, heading back into the living room. “I’d
have left him there.”
“Left who where?” Max asks.
Jabbing his thumb towards the door, Maddox replies. “Jaxon has had to
go and get Reid. He’s got an upset stomach and can’t get back.”
“Maddox,” I sigh, then turn to Max. “He’s really sick and he’s worried
he’ll crash the van if he keeps going.”
“And Jaxon just left?”
“Reid is his brother,” I remind him.
“And? I’d have left him to freeze,” Max states. “He shouldn’t be
leaving you this close to your due date. I’m telling you, he should be glued
to your side, prepared for anything. Just like we all were for our wives.”
“Max, he already feels bad enough that he had to leave,” I tell him as
Dad helps me back in my seat. “Don’t make him feel worse when he comes
back, please.”
He opens his mouth to reply but catches on to the women’s glares
aimed his way and decides to rethink whatever he’s going to say. He
throws his hands up. “I’m not wrong. Am I wrong, guys?” he calls,
glancing to his brothers.
“I hate that these words are coming out of my mouth, but he ain’t
wrong,” Mason replies.
Max grins. “Not the first time you’ve told me that.”
“Shut up,” Mason snaps.
Denny, flicking her long blonde hair over her shoulder, laughs.
“You have no room to talk, Mace. Remember the night I went into
labour with Ashton?”
Mason blushes. “That’s different.”
“Is it?” she asks, arching an eyebrow. “Because you were only next
door and look what happened that night. And Ashton isn’t even our
first child. You’d think you would have learned by then.”
“Denny,” he groans.
“What did he do?” Hope asks, grinning in her dad’s direction.
Denny leans forward, amusement written all over her.
“Well…”
CHAPTER TEN
DENNY
Blue.
The tranquil and calm colour is everywhere. Blue bunting lines the
room, blue balloons with a few silver mixed in, and blue treats, which
include blue chocolate covered strawberries, sweets, a cake, and other bits
they somehow managed to get made blue. There are blue tablecloths, blue
napkins, blue baby bottle drinking glasses and blue paper straws to match
the decor. It looks fabulous.
A boy.
After two girls, and a lot of pink, I’ll finally be adding a little boy to
our family, one who I hope looks like his father, will be protective of his
older sisters, and has a true heart of a Carter.
Coming back to the present, I take in a breath, glance at the camera,
smile, then pull away from Harlow to take another look at the photo booth
they had made. The balloons make an arch around a silver ring, and in the
middle, it says, ‘It’s a boy’. It’s gorgeous, especially the blue floral
backdrop.
My eyes close as a stabbing sensation runs from my lower stomach to
my ribcage. I suck in my lips and bite down, not uttering a sound. Once it
passes, I glance back to Harlow.
The smile she’s aiming at me is filled with mischief. “When are you
going to tell Mason you’re in labour?”
I make sure no one else is listening before leaning in and replying, “I
was in labour with Ciara for four excruciating days. I’ve got plenty of time.
The contractions are far apart so there’s no need to worry just yet. And you
know how Mason gets.”
Her expression drops and she leans in closer. “Are you sure? We can
finish this party another day. No one will mind.”
I smile and pull my best friend in for a hug. “No. This baby shower is
everything. I don’t want it to end,” I tell her, pulling back to glance around
the room. “Thank you for all the hard work you’ve put in to make it
perfect.”
My two girls are in bed at Malik and Harlow’s with a few of the kids,
whilst the rest of the kids stayed over at their nan and granddad’s. Joan
and
Mark love them, and it’s the kids’ favourite place to be. I’m gutted Joan or
my nan couldn’t be here for what is essentially my last baby shower, but
they both wanted to help look after the kids, not trusting the men to do it. It
wouldn’t be the first time one of the kids got one up on their dads.
Mason is over at Malik’s with the rest of his brothers, probably up to
no good. So, this evening is just for us girls.
She places her hand on my arm. “You’re more than welcome. It’s been
an amazing day. I’m glad we got to do this for you.”
“Me too, especially since this will be my last one.”
Mason and I decided the day we found out we were having a little boy
that this pregnancy is going to be our last one. It had come as a surprise as I
hadn’t long given birth to Ciara, our beautiful baby girl. Three is enough
for us, enough for our family, and for our home. And once this little guy is
born, we are going to spend the rest of our lives making sure all three are
nothing but loved and cared for.
She links her arm through mine as we both stare off into the living
room, watching the others laugh and eat their snacks.
I glance to Ciara’s baby toys in the corner, then to the school bag in
the corner near Hope’s reading nook. All of it really hits me. Everything I
have lived through, everything I survived, and everything I’ve ever gained
stares back at me in this house. All of it. And it makes me realise just how
lucky I am to be where I am, to have who I have.
Harlow rests her head on my shoulder. “Yeah, I bet.”
My mind is still on the room, the house, my family. Staring at all that I
have, all of who I have, and what I’ve been blessed with, has got me
thinking.
I squeeze her side. “You changed my life,” I declare, needing her to
know as emotion clogs my throat.
“What?”
I clear my throat and pull back. “You changed my life the day you
walked into that classroom. You sat down next to me and suddenly,
everything changed. My world changed,” I explain. “You saved me.
Without you, I’d never have the best friend I do.” I give her a pointed look.
“Without you, I’d never have gotten Mason’s attention. He would never
have looked twice at me. If you hadn’t come to town, I wouldn’t be here
right now, pregnant with my third baby, married, and blissfully happy. You
gave me the courage to stand up for what I believe in, and you’ve been
there for me every day since. Thank you.”
Harlow gives me a small smile as she tilts her head. “Denny, I can’t
believe that. I can’t believe there is a world without you and Mason
together. It might not have happened the way it did, but I truly do believe
you two were always going to end up together. I mean, who else would put
up with him?”
I splutter out a laugh, wiping under my eyes. “True.”
“I’m happy for you,” she crowed, before her gaze becomes unfocused
for a moment. “And there’s something I need to tell you.”
Before I can question her, Kim, a friend from work, speaks up. “Um,
why is a guy standing near the other house, staring at this house?”
I glance through the nettings and let out a breath. “Don’t worry. It’s
only Max.”
At the back door of Harlow and Malik’s, Max is standing there, arms
crossed, glaring holes in our direction. It’s started to drizzle, but he doesn’t
even blink.
“Are you not gonna go to him?” Kayla asks Lake, who looks dead on
her feet—which I’m not surprised about. Their triplets are only a few
months old and they’re already little hellions like their father.
“Fuck no. He made his bed; he can lie in it. I gave him one rule: Don’t
touch.”
“Wow, what did he do?” Kim asks, wide eyed.
All eyes turn to me, Kim’s being the last. I grimace, shrugging. “He
ate a tray of party sausages.”
She lets out a breath. “I thought you were going to tell me he cheated
on her or something.”
Lake snorts. “One, he loves me too much to cheat, and two, he likes his
dick where it is and not shoved up his arse.”
“Then I don’t understand. He looks so pitiful out there,” Kim murmurs,
glancing back out of the window. “I think he’s actually crying.”
Lake replies. “That’s what he wants you to think. Trust me, it’s best for
everyone if he’s left alone.”
“I don’t get it,” Kim murmurs, her gaze flicking from one person to the
next. “I feel like I’m missing something.”
Harlow takes pity on her. “He’s hoping someone takes pity on him and
gives him some food.”
Poor Kim still doesn’t get it. “Why don’t you invite him in for some?
It’s starting to rain.”
All eyes once again swing my way. “Because he ate my party
sausages.”
“Um, okay.”
“All of them,” I tell her.
“I’m still not following.”
“I was getting the sausage rolls out of the oven, and as I turned, I saw
him shove the last sausage in his mouth and I kind of, um, reacted.”
“Reacted?” Kim asks, glancing to Harlow for answers when I don’t
reply.
“She kind of swung the tray in his direction, and it slipped out of her
hand and hit him on the head.”
“Oh dear,” Kim mutters.
“It’s fine though. He’s used to it,” Harlow explains, waving it off.
“In all fairness, he should have learnt his lesson by now. He
knows
better than to go after a pregnant woman’s food,” Lake explains.
My stomach tightens, and to cover the pain, I turn away from the girls,
pretending to be interested in the goodies filling the table. I reach for a
sausage roll, shoving it in my mouth, as I nearly crumple to the floor with
pain.
As quickly as it started, it goes, and I take a moment to compose
myself before turning back to the room.
“Denny?”
I glance at Harlow, forcing a smile. “Yeah?”
“I said: how is Mason doing now?”
I actually flinch at the reminder. Mason tried to help me clear it up, but
he ended up knocking over a tray of spring rolls. I threw a hissy fit to end
all hissy fits. I overreacted. But in my defence, I had been in the middle of
a contraction. He didn’t know that though.
“I’ll make it up to him. I actually feel bad because he’s been up with
Ciara, taking on the extra workload, and with this pregnancy, he’s got a lot
on. He didn’t need me throwing a hissy fit.”
“He’ll be fine. They need shaking up once in a while,” Teagan tells us.
“True,” I force out, turning my back to the room once again.
Fuck!
This one hurts more than the last. And they’re closer together.
“I think you need to tell Mason now,” Harlow sings
quietly. I nod. “I will. Let us finish the party first.”
“Denny,” she disapproves, giving me the stink eye.
“Shit!” Lake bursts out, glancing up from her phone.
“Everything okay?” I ask, gripping Harlow’s hand as another
contraction hits.
“No. Max spilt the last three bottles of breast milk,” she explains,
getting to her feet. “I’m really sorry, Denny, I need to go feed them.”
“Don’t be. It’s completely fine. Pop round after with them.”
“But—” Harlow begins.
I squeeze her hand tighter, stopping her next words. “But if you can’t, I
understand. I’m just glad you came.”
Lake makes her way over to me, pulling me in for a hug.
“Congratulations again and I’ll try to come back, but you know the feeds
can take a while.”
My arms tense around her as my stomach tightens. Hearing her let out
a wheeze, I pull back, clearing my throat. “I know. It’s fine,” I assure her.
“Thank you for coming.”
Harlow walks with me as we make our way to the front door. Max
stands from the chair under the canopy, rocking Hayden in his arms.
“She’s starving,” he yells.
“Are you saying I’m starving my kids?” Lake snaps.
Max pales, glancing to Maverick, who has the sense to look away, not
getting involved. Max gulps. “No. My bad.”
Movement at the top room window of the house pulls my attention
away from Max. My contractions are long forgotten when I spot Maddox
and Madison fighting over the pizza box on the windowsill, the curtains
drawn behind them.
“Um, Harlow…” I call.
She glances over at me, her brows bunched together. “Do you want me
to call Mason now?”
“No. Um—”
“You need to be in the hospital where they can monitor you.”
“Yeah, I know, and I will be, but you need to know—”
“Stop being stubborn. I thought Max was the stubborn one, but you
may actually have him beat today.”
I laugh at her insult. “Harlow, if you would stop for five seconds, I’m
trying to tell you the twins are sitting on the windowsill fighting over
pizza.” I quickly glance up to the two culprits. “And I think Maddox won
because Madison is smacking him across the head with the doll.”
Her eyes widen as she watches Madison shove her brother against the
window, his face mushing against the glass.
“Shit!” she hisses. “Malik! Malik!”
Kayla steps up next to me, Teagan on the other side as we watch
the kids freeze for a second before jumping down off the windowsill,
where Maddox’s bed is located.
“Kids,” Teagan murmurs.
Another contraction hits and I stagger backwards until I reach the
living room door, gripping the doorframe.
“Are you okay?” Kayla asks, rushing over to me.
I clutch my stomach, and suddenly, there is a pop, like someone
cracking their knuckles, before a gush of water bursts between my legs.
“Oh fuck,” Teagan murmurs, skidding in the amniotic fluid. She
steadies herself, looks down, and grins. “I’ll call Mason.”
I wave her off, pulling my phone out of my back pocket. “I got it,” I
assure her, dialling his number.
“I’ll get everyone to leave,” Kayla assures me, and I nod, moving
through to the kitchen for privacy.
I breathe in, then out, crying out when the contraction hits, worse than
any of the others before. “Fuck!”
“Babe,” Mason answers.
Panting heavily, I reply. “My waters just broke, and I’ve been in labour
since yesterday afternoon.” No answer. “Mason, did you hear me?”
“Fuck, shit, yeah, I’m-I’m coming.”
I end the call, gripping the phone tightly as I bend over the counter,
breathing through my contraction.
Teagan walks in, rubbing my lower back. “Do you need anything?”
“Just my husband,” I cry out as I wiggle my hips side to side, trying to
ease the pain.
There’s a loud crash from outside, seconds before a thud. I glance to
Teagan, my eyes wide. “What the hell was that?”
“Let me check,” she murmurs, and goes to take a step towards the door,
but stops short when Mason comes barging in, falling into the doorframe.
He looks up, hair soaked, blood streaming from his nose and the corner of
his mouth.
“Mason, what on earth have you done?” I ask, seconds before another
contraction hits. “Argghhhh.”
“I’m going to get the bags. Yeah. The bags.” He spins around,
smacking into the door, and I don’t need to ask again what he did to get
injured.
“I should have listened to Harlow,” I cry out, wanting to curl up in a
ball.
“I’m here. I’m here. I told you to—”
“Harlow, not now,” I yell, before bursting into tears. “My God, I’m still
leaking.”
“I’ll go get you some joggers,” she mutters as she glances at the
wetness trickling down my legs, before rushing away. Moments later, we
hear her again. “Mason, her bag is bloody packed; it’s in the nursery. You
need to get her to the hospital. You know it’s not long until she delivers
now her waters have broken.”
“Shit, car seat,” he yells, seconds before we hear another thud. “Fuck!”
“It’s in the car,” Maverick yells from somewhere from close by.
“This is his third child, right?” Kayla asks.
“You’d think it’s his first,” I hiss out, clutching my stomach.
“Right. Car,” Mason calls back.
Harlow comes rushing in, and with Teagan and Kayla’s aid, they help
me into the pair of joggers Harlow brought down.
“I got you a top too,” she tells me, and begins to unzip my dress.
Maverick steps into the room, sees me half undressed, and then turns,
giving us his back. “He’s just getting some spare stuff.”
I breathe heavily, the pain unbearable as I grip the counter. God, why
do I always forget the pain. Why?
Although I know it will be bittersweet once I get my baby boy into my
arms, it doesn’t push aside the fact I’m in agony. It doesn’t help me
remember that this pain does go away. Even the fact that this will be my last
time ever going through this doesn’t help me. All I want to do is curl up in a
ball and plead for someone else to do this for me.
Turning my head, I see Mason barrel down the stairs, dropping my
case at the bottom. I take one look at his face and his T-shirt, and cringe.
“Mason, you can’t go to the hospital like that. It looks like you’ve been in a
scrap,” I screech, panting heavily. “Stop fucking around and get me to the
hospital where they have gas and air.”
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” he bellows, racing back out of the room.
Kayla steps forward. “I’ve called ahead and let them know you are on
your way in. They are expecting you.”
I breathe out a sigh of relief. I forgot about calling the hospital. “Thank
you, Kayla.”
“Can we do anything?”
“Unless you want to deliver this baby for me, no,” I tell her, keeping
my voice soft, low. “My God, this hurts so much.”
“You are doing amazing,” Harlow tells me, but the look on her face
says otherwise.
“What’s going on?”
“Um, your nan is helping with the kids and said she’s going to get up
to the hospital as soon as they’re asleep.”
“That could be hours.” I tilt my head, meeting her gaze. I reach out,
squeezing her hand in mine. “You have to come. I need you. I need
someone calm.”
She pushes my hair out of my face. “I won’t leave you. I promise. Best
friends, remember?”
I sag into her embrace as Mason steps through the door again. “I’ve
changed. Now let’s go.”
“You cannot be serious,” I tell him.
“Bro, you cannot wear that while she’s giving birth,” Maverick scolds.
He glances down at his T-shirt, and grimaces. It’s the one Max bought
him that says, ‘I’d rather be watching the Discovery channel.’
“Fuck. I’ll change.”
“Don’t bother, we need to go,” I tell him, having that sense I’ll need to
push soon.
Another contraction hits, and if it weren’t for Harlow and Teagan, I
would have collapsed to the floor. This one is more powerful, more intense.
“I think I need to push.”
“God, don’t push,” Mason yells.
“Stop yelling at me and get me to the damn hospital.”
“Right. Right.”
Taking pity on him, Harlow speaks up. “We’ll help her get to the car.”
“Right. Car. Car.”
“Bro, get it together,” Maverick orders.
Nodding, Mason wordlessly picks up the bag and leaves. We follow,
me at such a slower pace. Kayla holds up the umbrella, protecting me from
getting soaked in the rain.
Reaching the garden, the others stick their head out of the door, or out
of the window. “Good luck!”
“I’m never doing this again,” I wail. “It hurts so much.”
“That’s what you said the last time,” Max yells out of the top bedroom
window. “Lies!”
“F-you, Max,” I yell.
“Sheesh, only saying. You should mean it this time.”
I grit my teeth as we move down the side of the house, stopping when
another contraction hits.
“You’ve got this,” Harlow tells me.
“I don’t. I really don’t,” I declare, shaking my head in denial.
“Just a few more steps, then we are at the car,” she assures me.
The engine starts up and I look up to see Mason pull out, nearly hitting
the backend of the car in front. “What the actual fuck?” I whisper.
“Fucking men,” Harlow bites out.
Maverick rubs the back of his head. “I’ll go get my keys. He’s stressed.
He doesn’t like seeing you in pain.”
He leaves and Teagan glares after him. “Stressed,” she snorts. “He
should know. When I was in labour with Mark, he had the nerve to ask me,
whilst I was pushing, if it really hurt as bad as I made it sound. I swear, my
husband nearly never made it to see our son born.”
“He left me,” I wheeze.
“He’s just excited.”
“Harlow, he left me,” I bite out, gripping the gate as another
contraction hits. My scream echoes down the street, bouncing off the
houses.
“Got the keys,” Maverick calls just as a car comes to a screeching stop
outside.
“You left me,” I scream.
He races around the car, coming to a stop in front of me. “I’m sorry. So
fucking sorry.”
I grip his biceps and lean into him. “Get me to the hospital.”
“How about I drive?” Maverick offers.
Mason nods and helps me get into the car, pushing in after me while
Harlow gets in the front. “I really am sorry. I’m just… I know this is our
last child. I want to make sure it’s as memorable as it can be. And I’m
scared. Ciara’s birth was traumatic. You broke three of my fingers.”
I lean into him, placing my hand over his racing heart. “I love you,
Mason.”
“I love you too.”
With sweat running down my temples, my stomach contracting, and a
husband who nearly left me to give birth outside our house, this is still one
of the happiest moments of my life.
“Our family is about to be complete,” I exclaim, unable to hide the
happiness pouring from me.
He slides his hands over my jaw, cupping the side of my neck, below
my ear. “Yeah, babe, it is.”
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Jaxon
The car runs idly as I wait for it to heat up. The snow is heavier, the air
chillier, and instead of being inside with the love of my life, I’m freezing
my balls off to get my brother.
Reid has a lot to answer for. I know he doesn’t do this shit
intentionally, but he needs to start making better life choices and stop
fucking around. We’ve outgrown the days when we go out on benders
constantly. Most of us just want a quiet drink at the pub, then to go home
for food and sleep. And honestly, for myself, all I want to do when I finish
work is get back to Lily. I feel like more and more lately, I don’t get to
spend any quality time with her. It needs to change, and for that to happen,
the others need to get their act together and stop relying on me to clean up
their messes.
Mum is furious. She prides herself on spending time with family and
Christmas means a lot to her. It meant a lot to my dad that we were all
together, and she’s made sure every year that we are. It’s also good for the
twins, since they were so young when our dad died. It’s why she’s livid
right now. It’s the first year we’ve all been separated.
Reid really has a lot to fucking answer for.
My fingers tighten around the leather steering wheel as I grit my teeth.
The frost has finally gone down, and I can leave, but I can’t do it.
I can’t put the car into gear and drive away.
Even as I place my hand on the parking brake and grip it, I can’t
release it.
Because Lily’s inside, only a few metres away from the car.
Leaving her feels like a betrayal. I could see her worry and concern for
Reid when I explained the situation. I could hear her words came from
honesty because she has the purest of hearts. She cares about my family.
My brother. And she meant it when she told me to go.
Then why do I feel like this?
It still feels like a betrayal. A betrayal because I know how much this
day means to her, and I’ve left anyway.
I’m being pulled from two directions, and yet my heart, and head, are
telling me to stay with her, to tease her about the magic of Christmas and
how it’s a farce just so she can keep trying to prove me wrong. ‘Cause I’ll
do anything to see that light in her eyes while she does.
The only thing magical about Christmas is her, and one day, she’ll open
her eyes, look in a mirror and see that for herself.
“Fucking hell, Reid,” I growl to the empty car.
I can’t leave her. I can’t do it.
I switch off the engine just as my phone rings again. I sigh, answering
it. “Yeah?”
“Bro, I’ve managed to Facetime him. He really does look like shit. And
sounds it. He’s pale and sweaty and vomited whilst on the phone. Mum’s
threatening to drive out there, she’s that worried, and two minutes before
she was planning his murder.”
She can’t drive out in this. It’s too dangerous.
I pinch the bridge of my nose. “Tell her to sit tight. I’m on my way to
pick you up and then we can go get him. Hopefully we can get him in to see
a doctor.”
“See you in a few.”
I end the call, throwing the phone on the passenger seat.
“Fuck!” I rest my head back, closing my eyes. “Lily, please
forgive me.”
Sitting up, I turn the key, switching the engine on, and with careful
ease, pull out of the space and onto the slick roads, praying like hell I make
it there in one piece.
I’d also like to give a massive shout out to those who have helped
make this book complete. Stephanie, for once again editing. I don’t know
what I’d do without you. To Michelle, for beta reading and letting me run
over things with her. And to Cassy Roop, for the amazing cover. And
finally, to those who gave me the inspiration to write this.
You people are amazing, and I couldn’t do this without any of you.