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vkidk caVh

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 tUei=kh % caVh dh
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vpkud gh ih- dk i+$ksu vk;k–^^rqels dqN cgqr t+:jh ckr djuh
gS] tSls Hkh gks vkt 'kke dks gh feyks] ckadqjk esaA** eSa ml t+:jh ckr
ls dqN ifjfpr Hkh Fkh vkSj fpafrr HkhA jsL=kk¡ dh Hkhuh jks'kuh esa est+ ij
vkeus&lkeus cSBdj] ijs'kku vkSj cngokl ih- us dgk–^^leL;k caVh dh
gSA rqEgsa 'kk;n ekywe gks fd caVh dh ek¡ ¼ih- dh igyh iRuh½ us 'kknh
dj yhA eSa fcydqy ugha pkgrk fd vc og ogk¡ ,d vokaNuh; rÙo cudj
jgs] blfy, r; fd;k gS fd caVh dks eSa vius ikl ys vkšxkA vc ls
og ;gha jgsxkA** vkSj fQj os nsj rd ;g crkrs jgs fd caVh ls mUgsa fdruk
yxko gS] vkSj bl ubZ O;oLFkk esa ogk¡ jgus ls mldh fLFkfr D;k gks tk,xhA
eSaus mudh Hkkouk] fpark mf}Xurk dks le>rs gq, viuh igyh izfrfØ;k
O;Dr dh–^^vki ,slk ugha lksprs fd ;g x+yr gksxk\ eq>s yxrk gS fd
mls viuh ek¡ ds ikl gh jguk pkfg, D;ksafd lky esa nks&,d ckj feyus
ds vykok mlds lkFk vkids vklax ugha gSaA tcfd ek¡ ds lkFk og 'kq:
ls jg jgk gS] ,dN=k gksdj jgk gSA bl ukt+qd mez esa ogk¡ ls og m[kM+
tk,xk vkSj laHkor% ;gk¡ te ugha ik,xkA** yach ckrphr ds ckn r;
gqvk fd caVh vHkh dqN fnuksa ds fy, ogha jgsA ysfdu ml fnu ykSVrs gq,
lpeqp caVh dgha esjs lkFk pyk vk;kA vkdj Mk;jh esa eSua s caVh dh igyh
tUei=kh cukbZA ml jkr caVh dh fofHkUu fLFkfr;ksa ds u tkus fdrus
dYiuk&fp=k curs&fcxM+rs jgsA eq>s yxk] caVh viuh ubZ ek¡ ds ?kj vk
x;k gSA
ubZ ek¡ vkSj firk ds chp ,d ckfydkA yxHkx N% eghus ckn dh
?kVuk gSA Mªkbax :e esa vusd cPps èkek&pkSdM+h epk, gSa–mUeqDr vkSj
fu¯'prA ckjh&ckjh ls lc lksi+$s ij p<+dj uhps Nyk¡x yxk jgs gSaA ml
cPph dk uacj vkrk gSA lksi+$s ij p<+us ls igys og viuh ubZ ek¡ dh
vksj ns[krh gSA ek¡ 'kk;n mldh vksj ns[k Hkh ugha jgh Fkh] ij mu vuns[kh
ut+jksa esa Hkh tkus ,slk D;k Fkk fd lksi+$s ij p<+us ds fy, cPph dk Åij
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mBk gqvk iSj okil uhps vk tkrk gSA cPph lgedj ihNs gV tkrh gSA
vuk;kl gh esjs Hkhrj N% eghus igys dk caVh ml okrkoj.k esa O;kIr ,d
lgesiu ds :i esa tkx mBrk gSA [ksy mlh rjg py fudyk gS] ysfdu
vxj dksbZ bl lkjs izokg ls vyx gVdj lgek gqvk dksus esa [kM+k gS]
rks og gS caVhA jkr esa lksbZ rks yxk N% eghus igys ftl caVh dks vius
lkFk ykbZ Fkh] og fli+$Z ,d n;uh; eqj>k;kiu cudj jg x;k gSA
,d vkSj fp=k–flQZ iqjkuh ek¡ vkSj caVhA
eSa dejs esa izos'k djrh gw¡ rks pkSadkusokyk n`'; lkeus vkrk gSA VwVh
gqbZ IysV]as fcLdqV vkSj VksLV fc[kjs iM+s gSa vkSj caVh ek¡ ds 'kjhj ij yxkrkj
eqDds ekj jgk gS] ^^---rqe dgk¡ xbZ Fkha---fdlds lkFk xbZ Fkha---D;ksa xbZ
Fkha---\** esjh mifLFkfr ds ckotwn ;g n`'; FkksM+h nsj rd pyrk jgkA ek¡
fryfeykgV] xqLls vkSj nq[k dks nckdj esjs lkeus lgt gksus dh cgqr
dksf'k'k djrh gS] ysfdu ml okrkoj.k ds ne?kksVw ruko esa ogk¡ fQj dqN
Hkh lgt ugha gks ikrkA
?kj ykSVdj eSaus ik;k fd caVh ,d vkdkj xzg.k djus yxk gSA
eq>s yxk fd caVh fdUgha nks&,d ?kjksa esa ugha] vkt ds vusd ifjokjksa
esa lk¡l ys jgk gS–vyx&vyx lanHkks± esa] vyx&vyx fLFkfr;ksa esaA ysfdu
,d ckr eq>s bu cPpksa esa leku yxh vkSj og ;g fd ;s lHkh i+$kyrw]
x+Sj&t+:jh vkSj viuh tM+ksa ls dVs gq, gSaA fdlh ,d O;fDr ds lkFk ?kVh
?kVuk n;k] d#.kk vkSj Hkkoqdrk iSnk dj ldrh gS] ysfdu tc vusd
ft+anfx;k¡ ,d tSls lk¡ps esa gh lkeus vkus yxrh gSa rks n;k vkSj Hkkoqdrk
ds LFkku ij eu esa èkhjs&èkhjs ,d vkrad mHkjus yxrk gSA esjs lkFk Hkh
;gh gqvkA caVh ds bu vyx&vyx VqdM+kas us ml le; eq>s d#.kk&foxfyr
vkSj mPN~oflr gh fd;k Fkk] ysfdu tc lc feykdj caVh esjs lkeus [kM+k
gqvk rks eSaus vius&vkidks vkrafdr gh vfèkd ik;k] lekt dh fnuksa&fnu
c<+rh gqbZ ,d ,slh leL;k ds :i ls] ftldk dgha dksbZ gy ugha fn[kkbZ
nsrkA ;gh dkj.k gS fd caVh eq>s rwi+$kuh leqnz&;k=kk esa fdlh }hi ij NwVs
gq, vdsys vkSj vlgk; cPps dh rjg ugha oju~ viuh ;k=kk ds dkj.kksa
ds lkFk vkSj lekukarj thrs gq, fn[kkbZ fn;kA blds ckn gh fLFkfr;ksa dks
ns[kus dk lkjk èkjkry cny x;kA Hkkouk ds Lrj ij m}sfyr vkSj foxfyr
djusokyk caVh tc esjs lkeus ,d Hk;kog lkekftd leL;k ds :i esa
vk;k rks esjh n`f"V vuk;kl gh mls tUe nsus] cukus ;k fcxkM+usokys lkjs
lw=kksa] òksrksa vkSj lanHkks± dh [kkst vkSj fo'ys"k.k dh vksj nkSM+ iM+hA lanHkks±
ls dkVdj fd;k gqvk caVh dk vè;;u 'kjr~panzh; Hkkoqdrk Hkys gh txk
ns] mls ,d oSpkfjd èkjkry ugha ns ldrkA
caVh ds rRdky lanHkZ vt; vkSj 'kdqu gSaA nwljs 'kCnksa esa os lanHkZ
vt; vkSj 'kdqu ds oSokfgd lacaèkksa dk vè;;u vkSj mldh ifj.kfr ds
:i esa gh esjs lkeus vk,A ;gk¡ eq>s Hkkjrth dh ckr lgh yxh fd tSunas t z h
us L=kh&iq#"k ds lacaèkksa dks ftl ,dkafrd n`f"V ls ns[kk gS] mldk ,d
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vfuok;Z vk;ke caVh Hkh gS D;ksafd 'kdqu&vt; ds lacaèkksa dh VdjkgV
esa lcls vf/kd filrk caVh gh gSA 'kdqu vkSj vt; rks vkilh ruko
dh vlguh;rk ls eqDr gksus ds fy, ,d&nwljs ls eqDr gks tkrs gSa] ysfdu
caVh D;k djs\ og rks leku :i ls nksuksa ls tqM+k gS] ;kuh [kafMr&fu"Bk
mldh fu;fr gSA pw¡fd og 'kdqu ds lkFk jgrk gS blfy, caVh dks mldh
lewph fLFkfr ds lkFk le>us ds fy, ek¡&csVs ds vkilh lacèa kksa ds fo'ys"k.k
ds lkFk gh dqN xfjeke;h feF;k èkkj.kk,¡ vkSj lfn;ksa iqjkuh ^feFk* VwVus
yxhaA 'kdqu pDdh ihl&ihldj csVs dk thou cukus esa vius&vkidks Lokgk
dj nsuos kyh ek¡ ugha Fkh( cfYd Lora=k O;fDrRo] vkdka{kk,¡ vkSj vkthfodk
ds lkèkuksa ls n`Ir ek¡ FkhA bl ukjh vkSj ek¡ ds vkilh }a} dk vè;;u
gh 'kdqu dks mldk orZeku :i nsrk gSA vkt rks yxrk gS fd dgkuh
esa fc[kjh yksd&dFkk,¡ vuk;kl gh ugha vk xbZ gSa] os 'kdqu ds thou dh
nks furkar fojksèkh fLFkfr;ks]a feFk vkSj okLrfodrk ds varfoZjksèk dks mtkxj
djrh gSaA vxj ek¡ dh eerk ds ekjs ml jktdqekj dh dgkuh gS] tks
lkr&leqnz ikj djds viuh fu"Bk izekf.kr djrk gS rks lksuy jkuh dh
Hkh dgkuh gS] tks Hkw[k yxus ij :i cnydj vius gh csVs dks [kk tkrh
gSA 'kdqu caVh dks ekè;e cukdj vt; ls izfr'kksèk ysrh gks ;k caVh esa
rUe; gksdj viuh lkFkZdrk ryk'k djrh gks] mls dHkh gfFk;kj ds :i
esa bLrseky djrh gks ;k dHkh vius ,dkdh thou ds vkèkkj ds :i esa---
eq>s rks lHkh dqN dks fugk;r rVLFk gksdj ,d ekuoh; èkjkry ij
ns[kuk&le>uk FkkA ft+anxh dks pykus vkSj fuèkkZfjr djusokyh dksbZ Hkh
fLFkfr dHkh bdgjh ugha gksrh] mlds ihNs ,d lkFk vusd vkSj dHkh&dHkh
cM+h fojksèkh izjs .kk,¡ fujarj lfØ; jgrh gSAa 'kdqu vkSj caVh–nksuksa ds pfj=kksa
dh okLrfodrk bUgha varfoZjksèkksa esa thus dh okLrfodrk gSA ijks{k :i
esa vt; ds thou dh okLrfodrk Hkh ;gh gSA
'kk;n ;gh dkj.k gS fd eSa bl f=kdks.k dh fdlh ,d Hkqtk dks u
vLohdkj dj ldh] u gh x+yr fl) dj ldhA ik=k viuh&viuh n`f"V]
laosnuk dh lhekvksa esa ,d&nwljs dks x+yr&lgh dgrs jg ldrs gSa] ysfdu
ns[kuk ;g t+:jh gksrk gS fd ys[kdh; le> fdlh ds izfr i{kikr rks ugha
dj jgh\ x+yr vkSj lgh vxj dksbZ gks ldrs gSa rks os vt;] 'kdqu vkSj
caVh ds vkilh lacaèkA bl iwjh fLFkfr dh lcls cM+h foMacuk gh ;g gS
fd bu lacaèkksa ds fy, lcls de ft+Eesnkj vkSj lc vksj ls csxqukg caVh
gh bl VªStMh ds =kkl dks lcls vfèkd Hkksxrk gSA 'kdqu&vt; ds lacaèkksa
dk ruko vkSj pV[k caVh dh ul&ul esa gh izfrèofur gksrh gSA fLFkfr
dh bl foMacuk us gh esjs eu esa ,d vkrad txk;k FkkA 'kdqu&vt; ds
vkilh lacaèkksa esa caVh pkgs fdruk gh i+$kyrw vkSj vokaNuh; gks x;k gks]
ijarq esjh n`f"V dks lcls vfèkd mlh us vkdf"kZr fd;kA oLrqr% miU;kldkj
ds fy, vizfrjksèk pqukSrh] lgkuqHkwfr vkSj ekuoh; d#.kk ds dsanz fli+$Z
os gh yksx gks ikrs gSa] tks dgha u dgha i+$kyrw gks x, gSaA
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 cgjgky] caVh dh ;g ;k=kk pkgs ifjokj dh laf'y"V bdkbZ ls VwVdj
Øe'k% vdsys] tM+ghu] i+$kyrw vkSj vupkgs gksrs tkus dh jgh gks( ysfdu
esjs fy, ;g ;k=kk Hkkoqdrk] d#.kk ls xqt+jdj ekufld ;a=k.kk vkSj
lkekftd iz'ukdqyrk dh jgh gSA thrs&tkxrs caVh dk fry&fry djds
lekt dh ,d csuke bdkbZ&Hkj curs pys tkuk ;fn ikBd dks fli+$Z
vJqfoxfyr gh djrk gS rks eSa le>wx¡ h fd ;g i=k lgh irksa ij ugha igqp¡ k
gSA
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e eh Mªsflax Vscqy ds lkeus cSBh rS;kj gks jgh gSaA caVh ihNs [kM+k pqipki ns[k jgk gSA
eeh tc Hkh dkWyst tkus ds fy, rS;kj gksrh gSa] caVh cM+s dkSrwgy ls ns[krk gSA tku
rks og vkt rd ugha ik;k] ij mls ges'kk yxrk gS fd Mªfs lax Vscy q dh bu jax&fcjaxh 'khf'k;ksa
esa] NksVh&cM+h fMfc;ksa esa t+:j dksbZ tknw gS fd eeh bu lcdks yxkus ds ckn ,dne cny
tkrh gSaA de ls de caVh dks ,slk gh yxrk gS fd mldh eeh vc mldh ugha jgha] dksbZ
vkSj gh gks xb±A
iwjh rjg rS;kj gksdj] gkFk esa ilZ ysdj eeh us dgk ^^ns[kks csVs] èkwi esa ckgj ugha
fudyuk] gk¡·A** fQj QwQh dks vkns'k fn;kA ^^caVh tks [kk, ogh cukuk] ,dne caVh dh
et+hZ dk [kkuk] le>haA**
pyus ls igys eeh us mldk xky FkiFkik;kA ckyksa esa m¡xfy;k¡ Q¡lkdj cM+s I;kj ls
cky f>a>ksM+ fn,A ij caVh tSls cqr cuk [kM+k jgkA ck¡g idM+dj >wyk ugha] fdlh pht+
dh Qjekb'k ugha dhA eeh us [khapdj mls vius ikl lVk fy;kA ij ,dne fpiddj
Hkh caVh dks yxk tSls eeh mlls cgqr nwj gSaA vkSj fQj os lpeqp gh nwj gks xb±A mudh
pIiy dh [kV[kV tc cjkens dh lhf<+;ksa ij igq¡ph rks caVh dejs ds njokts+ ij vkdj
[kM+k gks x;kA vkSj eeh tc QkVd [kksydj] lM+d ikj djds] ?kj ds Bhd lkeus cus dkWyt s
esa ?kqlha rks caVh nkSM+dj vius ?kj ds QkVd ij [kM+k gks x;kA fli+$Z nwj tkrh gqbZ eeh dks
ns[kus ds fy,A og tkurk gS] eeh vc ihNs eqM+dj ugha ns[ksaxhA uis&rqys o+$ne j[krh gqbZ
lhèkh pyrh pyh tk,¡xhA tSls gh vius dejs ds lkeus igqp ¡ xas h pijklh lyke Bksda rk gqvk
nkSM+sxk vkSj fpd mBk,xkA eeh vanj ?kqlsaxh vkSj ,d cM+h&lh est+ ds ihNs j[kh dqlhZ ij
cSB tk,¡xhA est+ ij <sj lkjh fpfV~B;k¡ gksaxhA Qkbysa gksaxhA ml le; rd eeh ,dne
cny pqdh gksaxhA de ls de caVh dks ml dqlhZ ij cSBh eeh dHkh vPNh ugha yxhaA
igys tc dHkh mldh NqV~Vh gksrh vkSj eeh dh ugha gksrh] eeh mls Hkh vius lkFk
dkWyst ys tk;k djrh FkhaA pijklh mls ns[krs gh xksn esa mBkus yxrk rks og gkFk >Vd
nsrkA eeh ds dejs ds ,d dksus esa gh mlds fy, ,d NksVh&lh est+&dqlhZ yxok nh tkrh]
ftl ij cSBdj og Mªkbax cuk;k djrkA dejs esa dksbZ Hkh ?kqlrk rks ,d ckj g¡lh yisVdj]
vk¡[kksa gh vk¡[kksa esa t+:j mls nqyjk nsrkA rc og eeh dh vksj ns[krkA ij ml dqlhZ ij
cSBdj eeh dk psgjk vthc rjg ls l[+r gks tk;k djrk gSA yxrk gS] ekuks vius vlyh
psgjs ij dksbZ nwljk psgjk yxk fy;k gksA eeh ds ikl t+:j ,d vkSj psgjk gSA psgjk gh
ugha] vkokt+ Hkh dSlh l[+r gks tkrh gS! cksyrh gSa rks yxrk gS tSls Mk¡V jgh gksaA caVh dks
eeh cgqr gh de Mk¡Vrh gSAa cl] I;kj djrh gSa blhfy, ;ksa l[+r psgjk fy, Mk¡VrhA fizfa liy
vkidk caVh / 9
dh dqlhZ ij cSBh eeh mls dHkh vPNh ugha yxrhaA
ogk¡ mlds vkSj eeh ds chp esa cgqr lkjh pht+sa vk tkrh gSaA eeh dk uo+$yh psgjk]
dkWyst] dkWyst dh cM+h&lh fc¯YMx] dkWyst dh <sj lkjh yM+fd;k¡] dkWyst ds <sj lkjs dke!
FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj esa ctusokys ?kaVs] ?kaVk ctus ij gksusokyh gypy---bu lcds ,d fljs ij
og jgrk gS pqipki] lgek&lk vkSj nwljs ij eeh jgrh gSa–fdlh dks vkns'k nsrh gqb±] fdlh
ds lkFk lykg&e'kojk djrh gqb±] fdlh dks Mk¡Vrh gqb±A vkSj blhfy, mlus dkWyst tkuk
NksM+ fn;kA ?kj esa pkgs og vdsyk jg ys] ij ogk¡ ugha tkrkA ogk¡ fdlds ikl tk,\ eeh
rks ogk¡ jgrh ughaA jgrh gSa cl ,d fizafliy] ftuds pkjksa vksj cgqr lkjs dke] cgqr lkjs
yksx jgrs gSaA ugha jgrk gS rks dsoy caVhA
FkksM+h nsj rd caVh xsV ij [kM+s&[kM+s vkus&tkusokyksa dks ;ksa gh ns[krk jgkA fQj yksgs
ds QkVd ij >wyus yxkA lkeus ls nks yM+ds lkbfdy ij ckrsa djrs gq, xqt+j x, rks mlus
lkspk] FkksM+k vkSj cM+k gks tk,xk rks og Hkh nks ifg, dh lkbfdy [kjhnsxkA og tkurk
gS] eeh mls dHkh ckgj fudydj lkbfdy ugha pykus nsaxhA tkus D;ksa] mUgsa ges'kk ;gh
Mj yxk jgrk gS fd og ckgj fudyk vkSj ,DlhMsaV gqvkA gq¡g! og t+:j ckgj pyk,xkA
iqfy;k ij tc fcuk iSfMy ekjs gh QjkZVs ls lkbfdy mrjrh gS rks dSlk et+k vkrk gksxk\
mlds ckn vk¡[kksa ds lkeus os cM+s&cM+s eSnku rSj x, tks Ldwy tkrs le; cl esa ls
nwj&nwj fn[kkbZ nsrs gSaA eSnku ds nwljs fljs ij cuh gqb± igkfM+;k¡] ftuds ihNs ls lwjt fudy&
Mwcdj fnu vkSj jkr djrk gSA dkSu tkus mu igkfM+;ksa dh rygVh esa dksbZ lkèkw cSBk gks]
ftlds ikl tknw dh [kM+kš gksa] tknw dk deaMy gksA ,d ckj tkdj t+:j ns[kuk pkfg,]
ij tk, dSls\ lkbfdy feyus ls tk;k tk ldrk gSA cl] fdlh dks crk, ugha vkSj pyrk
tk,] pyrk pyk tk, rks igq¡p gh ldrk gSA ij eeh dks ekywe iM+ tk, rks---cki js---
eeh mls cgqr T+;knk ?kj ls ckgj ugha tkus nsrh gSaA ij eeh dks irk gh ugha py
ikrk gS fd iyax ij mudh cxy esa ysVs&ysVs og mu lkèkqvksa dh ryk'k esa dgk¡&dgk¡ ?kwerk
gS\ vuns[ks&vutkus igkM+ksa esa] taxyksa esa---?kkfV;ksa esa---
vc NqV~Vh ds fnu le> gh ugha vkrk] og D;k djs\ ,d ckj ;ksa gh cxhps dk pDdj
yxk;kA eksxjs [kwc egds gq, FksA ,d&,d ikSèks dks mlus [kwc I;kj ls NqvkA fQj fxudj
ns[kk] fdruh ubZ dfy;k¡ f[kyh gSaA gj ,d ikSèks dh Qwy&ifÙk;ksa dk fglkc&fdrkc mlds
ikl gSA ,d&nks ikSèks dh ifÙk;k¡ xanh yxha rks tYnh ls ikbi ysdj mudks èkks;kA dqN bl
<ax ls tSls eeh losjs&losjs mldk eq¡g èkqykrh gSaA
^^cl] gks x, lki+$A pyks] vc gok esa >wyksA**
Hkhrj vk;k rks dejs esa ?kqlrs gh ut+j Mªsflax&Vscqy ij xbZA ogh jax&fcjaxh 'khf'k;k¡!
vkSj eeh dk ogh l[+r psgjk ;kn vk x;k---:[kk&:[kk vkSj ,dne cnyk gqvkA dSls cny
tkrk gS psgjk\ vkSj rc u tkus fdruh ckrsa ,d lkFk fnekx+ esa ?kqeM+us yxhaA
^^rqe ;gk¡ [kM+s&[kM+s D;k dj jgs gks caVh Hk¸;k\ pydj ugk dkgs ugha ysrs\** gkFk
esa >kM+Ã fy,&fy, QwQh ?kqlh rks caVh us >kM+Ã Nhu fy;k vkSj mlds gkFk ij >wyrk gqvk
cksyk] ^^QwQh] og dgkuh lqukvks rks lksuy jkuh dh] tks lpeqp esa Mk;u Fkh vkSj jkuh
cudj jgrh FkhA**
^^,Yyks] vkSj lquks! ;g dgkuh dgus&lquus dk c[kr gS! dke lkjk iM+k gS] vkSj rqEgsa
dgkuh lw> jgh gSA dgkuh jkr esa lquh tkrh gS] fnu esa ughaA**
10 / vkidk caVh
 ^^ugha eSa vHkh lqux¡w kA dksbZ dke&oke ughaA** fQj vk¡[kksa esa tkus fdruk dkSrgw y Hkjdj
iwNk] ^^vPNk QwQh] og Mk;u ls jkuh dSls cu tkrh Fkh\ mlds ikl tknw Fkk\**
^^vkSj D;k rks\ Mk;u Fkh] lkjs tknw cl esa dj j[ks FksA cl] tks pkgrh cu tkrhA
eu gksrk oSlk Hksl èkj ysrhA**
^^D;ksa QwQh] vkneh Hkh pkgs rks ,slk dj ldrk gS\**
^^dbls dj ysxk vkneh\ vkneh ds cl esa D;k tknw gksrk gS\**
^^rqeus Mk;u ns[kh gS QwQh\ dSlh gksrh gksxh\ tc vkneh ds Hks"k esa gksrh gksxh rc
rks dksbZ igpku Hkh ugha ldrk gksxkA** caVh dh vk¡[kksa esa tkus dSls&dSls fp=k rSjus yxsA
^^vjs] geus ugha ns[kh dksbZ Mk;u&ok;u] rqe pydj ugk yksA**
^^ugha] vHkh ugha ugkrkA** vkSj caVh ihNs ds vk¡xu esa vk;k rks >e&>e djrh lksuy
jkuh Hkh lkFk vk xbZA lreaft+ys egy esa jgusokyh] lkr lkS nkl&nkfl;ksa ls f?kjh lksuy
jkuhA ,slk :i fd u yksxksa us ns[kk] u lqukA jktk rks tSls izk.k nsrsA dksbZ Hkyk ns[krk
Hkh dSls\ og :i D;k dksbZ vkneh dk Fkk\ og rks Mk;u dk tknw FkkA
fQj èkhjs&èkhjs dgkuh dh ,d iwjh dh iwjh nqfu;k [kqyrh pyh tkrhA HksM+ cukdj j[ks
gq, jktdqekj---eSuk cukdj j[kh gqbZ jktdqekjh---,slk dqN gksrk t+:j gS] ftlls vkneh
Hks"k cny ysrk gSA
caVh fQj Hkhrj x;kA pqipki Mªfs lax Vscy q ds ikl tkdj 'khf'k;ksa dks mBk&mBkdj ns[kus
yxkA ,d ckj eu gqvk vius eq¡g ij Hkh yxk ns[ksA D;k mldk psgjk Hkh eeh dh rjg
cny tk,xk\
^^;g D;k\ fQj rqe Mªsflax&Vscqy ij igq¡p x,\** QwQh [kM+h g¡l jgh FkhA caVh ,dne
ldidk x;kA
^^ge dgrs gSa] ;gh lkS[k jgs rqEgkjs rks cM+s gksdj rqe t+:j yM+dh cu tkvksxsA**
^^ek:¡xk eSa] fQj ogh xanh ckr dgh rks!** caVh gkFk mBkdj viuh >sai xqLls esa fNikus
yxkA
QwQh Hkh vtc gS! eeh dHkh I;kj djrs gq, mls xksn esa fcBk ysaxh ;k vius lkFk
fyVkdj dgkuh lquk,¡xh---rks ges'kk mls ,sls gh fp<+k,¡xh---
^^rqe vHkh rd ek¡ dh xksn esa fpiddj cSBrs gks\ fN%&fN%] rqe rks ,dne yM+dh
gks caVh Hk¸;k!**
^^ns[k yks eeh] ;g QwQh---**
ij eeh gS fd QwQh dks dqN ugha dgrhaA cl] g¡lrh jgrh gSa] D;ksafd ml le; ?kj
esa tks jgrh gSa eeh! og Hkh ,dne eeh cuh gqbZA dkWyst esa gks rks irk yxs bl QwQh dksA
,slh ?kqM+dh feys fd lkjk fp<+kuk Hkwy tk,A
^^esjk rks csVk Hkh ;gh gS vkSj csVh Hkh ;gh gSA** g¡lrh gqbZ eeh mls vius ls vkSj
T+;knk lVk ysrh gSaA
ml le; QwQh ds lkeus ek¡ dh ck¡gksa ls NwVdj Hkkxus ds fy, og t+:j dlelkrk
jgrk gS] ij ;ksa mls eeh dh xksn esa cSBuk] muds lkFk lVdj lksuk vPNk yxrk gSA lksus
ls igys eeh mls jkst+ dgkuh lqukrh gSa---jktk&jkuh dh] ifj;ksa dhA ,sls&,sls jktdqekjksa dh]
tks viuh ek¡ dks cgqr I;kj djrs Fks vkSj viuh ek¡ ds fy, cM+&s cM+s leqnz rSj x, Fks] Å¡p&s Å¡ps
igkM+ ikj dj x, FksA
vkidk caVh / 11
 fQj eeh mlds xky lgykrs gq, iwNrha] ^^vPNk] crk rw esjs fy, bruk lc djsxk
cM+k gksdj ;k fd fudky ckgj djsxk---gVkvks cqf<+;k dks] cksj djrh gSA**
^^èkr~] eeh dks dHkh ugha NksM+áxkA**
rc eeh fugky gksdj mls ck¡gksa esa Hkj ysrha vkSj mlds xkyksa ij <sj lkjs fdLlw nsrhaA
fQj irk ugha Nr esa D;k ns[kus yxrhaA cl] fQj ns[krh gh jg tkrha vkSj mls yxrk tSls
mlds vkSj eeh ds chp esa fQj dgha dksbZ vk x;k gSA ij dkSu\ ;g og u le> ikrkA
eeh ds psgjs ij xgjkrh gqbZ mnklh dh ijrsa mls dgha gyds&ls cspSu dj nsrhaA mldk eu
djrk fd eeh dks iDdh rjg le>k ns fd og mUgsa dCHkh&dCHkh ugha NksM+sxkA ij dSls\
vkSj tc dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vkrk rks og eeh ds xys esa gkFk Mkydj fyiV tkrkA
rHkh QwQh dh ckr ;kn vk tkrh gSA gq¡g! QwQh cdokl djrh gSA dgha eeh dks I;kj
djus ls ;k fd eeh ds lkFk lksus ls dksbZ yM+dk yM+dh cu tkrk gksxk Hkyk!
^^rqe ugk yks caVh Hk¸;k! dgks rks ge ugyk nsa\**
^^ugha] vius&vki ugkšxkA cM+h vkbZ ugykusokyh!*
^^rks tkvks vius vki ugkvksA ge diM+k&oiM+k fudkydj j[k nsrs gSaA*
^^vHkh ugha ugkrk] tc et+hZ vk,xh ugkšxkA** QwQh dks ysdj vHkh Hkh xqLlk Hkjk
gqvk gSA
caVh us viuh vyekjh [kksyhA eeh ds [kjhns gq, vkSj ikik ds Hksts gq, f[kykSuksa ls
vyekjh Hkjh gqbZ gSA mlus ubZ okyh canwd fudkyh] [kwc cM+h&lhA vkSj ,dne vk¡xu esa
>kMÃ+ yxkrh gqbZ QwQh dh ihB esa uyh yxk nhA cksyk] ^^vc dgsxh dHkh yM+dh] dj nw¡
'kwV\ xksyh ls mM+k nw¡xk] gk¡] ;kn j[kuk!**
caVh tc cgqr ykM+ esa gksrk gS ;k cgqr ukjkt+ rks QwQh dks rw gh dgrk gSA
^^vkSj D;k] vc rqe canwd gh rks ekjksxs---blh fnu ds fy, rks iky&iksldj cM+k fd;k
gSA**
rc irk ugha D;ksa eeh dh dksbZ ckr ;kn vk xbZ vkSj caVh dk gkFk vius&vki gV
x;kA
[k+;ky vk;k] mlus viuh canwd VhVw dks rks fn[kkbZ gh ughaA mlds eqdkcys esa VhVw
ds ikl cgqr de f[kykSus gSa] fQj Hkh ,slh 'kku yxkrk gS tSls ykV lkgc gksA ml fnu
dSje&cksMZ fn[kk&fn[kkdj fdruk brjk jgk FkkA og eeh ls dgdj vius fy, Hkh dSje&cksMZ
[kjhnsxkA vkSj ugha rks bl ckj ikik vk,¡xs rks muls ysxkA
fiNyh ckj ikik ftl fnu vk, Fks] mlh fnu mldk fjt+YV fudyk FkkA fdrus [kq'k
gq, Fks ikik mldk fjt+YV ns[kdj! [kwc I;kj fd;k Fkk] 'kkck'kh nh Fkh vkSj <sj lkjh pht+sa
fnyokbZ FkhaA
bl ckj dc vk,¡xs ikik\
^^;g fdèkj pys\** mls fiNys njokt+s ls ckgj tkrs ns[k QwQh fpYykbZA
^^eSa VhVw ds ;gk¡ tk jgk gw¡] vHkh vk tkÅ¡xkA**
^^ogha er [ksyus cSB tkuk] eeh xqLlk gksaxh ugha rksA ugk;k&èkks;k dqN ugha gSA**
caVh nwj fudy vk;kA QwQh dh rks vknr gS] dqN u dqN cdrs jgus dhA
VhVw ds ?kj ds njokt+s ij vkdj ,d feuV dks f>>dkA dgha lcls igys VhVw dh
vEek gh u fey tk,A dSls cksyrh gSa os HkhA ,d fnu blh rjg NqV~Vh ds fnu losjs&losjs
12 / vkidk caVh
vk x;k Fkk rks cksyha] ^^vk x, caVhA NqV~Vh ds fnu rks rqEgkjk lwjt Hkh blh ?kj esa mxrk
gS vkSj blh ?kj esa Mwcrk gSA** rks eu gqvk Fkk fd myVs iSjksa ykSV tk,A
eeh rks VhVw dks dHkh ,sls ugha dgrha] pkgs og lkjs fnu jg ysA mldk cl pys rks
og dHkh VhVw ds ?kj ugha tk,A oSls Hkh mls vius gh ?kj esa [ksyuk vPNk yxrk gSA QwQh
dgrh gS–?kj esa dkgs ugha vPNk yxsxk\ ,slh ykV lkgch djus dks vkSj dgk¡ feyrh gS
cPpksa dks!
VhVw ls fdruk dgk fd rw gh vk tk;k dj NqV~Vh ds fnu] ij 'kke ds igys og dHkh
vkrk gh ughaA ?kj esa gh [ksyrk jgrk gS---fcUnk gS] 'kUuks gS---gq¡gA dgus nks dgrh gSa rksA
canwd fn[kkdj vHkh ykSV Hkh tkÅ¡xkA eSa ogk¡ #dw¡xk gh ughaA vkSj lwjt rks vc dHkh dk
mx x;kA
cjkens esa gh VhVw dh vEek cSBh rjdkjh dkV jgh gSaA {k.kHkj dks ik¡o fBBd x,A
u Hkhrj dks tkrs cuk] u ykSVrsA
^^dkSu] caVh! vkvksA vjs cM+h t+ksjnkj canwd ys j[kh gSA bÙkh cM+h fdlus fnyokbZ\**
^^ikik usA**
^^,sa! vk, Fks D;k ikik\**
^^ugha] fdlh ds lkFk fHktokbZ FkhA** ,dk,d Loj dh [kq'kh tSls cq> xbZA eu gqvk
vEek ds lhus esa gh nkx ns canwdA tc ns[kks rc ogh ckrA
caVh Hkhrj nkSM+ x;kA
VhVw 'kUuks ds lkFk cSBk&cSBk dSje [ksy jgk FkkA caVh us pqipki mldh ihB ij canwd
dh uyh yxkbZ vkSj t+ksj ls fpYyk;k] ^^gSaM~l vi!** VhVw ,dne Mj x;k rks caVh f[kyf[kyk
iM+k---^^dSlk Mjk;k!**
^^vjs] bruh cM+h canwd] ns[kw¡ t+jkA** VhVw bruh cM+h canwd ns[kdj ,dk,d mRlkg esa
vk x;kA
^^py] ckgj pydj fu'kkuk yxk,¡xsA** vkt og Hkh vklkuh ls canwd ugha nsxkA ml
fnu dSje dks ysdj dSlk brjk jgk Fkk---gVks] gVks] rqEgsa [ksyuk ugha vkrkA
^^,s VhVw! igys [ksy iwjk djds tkvksA gkj jgk gS rks dSlk Hkkxus yxkA** thrrh gqbZ
'kUuks us dqjrk idM+dj mls [khapkA
^^ys [ksy] vkSj [ksyA** VhVw us nksuksa gFksfy;ksa ls lkjh xksVksa dks bèkj&mèkj fNrjk fn;k
vkSj caVh dks ysdj ckgj Hkkx x;kA
^^gk:&gk:---** f[kfl;kbZ&lh 'kUuks ph[krh jghA
eqXèk Hkko ls canwd ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, VhVw us dgk] ^^fn[kk rks ;kj] t+jk!**
^^[kkyh ns[kus ls dke ugha pysxkA le>uk iM+rk gSA ;g dksbZ vkB vkusokyk reapk
ugha gS] tks gj dksbZ pyk ysA** caVh vius dks egÙoiw.kZ eglwl djus yxkA
^^vHkh [k+jhnh gS\** cM+h yypkbZ&lh ut+jksa ls ns[krs gq, VhVw us iwNkA
^^ugha] ikik us fHktokbZ gSA** cM+s jkSc ls caVh us tokc fn;k vkSj mlh jkSc ds lkFk
og mlesa dkjrwl Hkjus yxkA
^^py] rsjs ikik lkFk ugha jgrs rc Hkh rsjs fy, pht+sa rks [kwc Hkstrs jgrs gSaA**
^^vkSj D;k\ bl ckj vk,¡xs rks esjs fy, cM+kokyk eSdsuks yk,¡xsA eSa rks eeh ls tks
ek¡xrk gw¡] eeh Hkh >V fnyok nsrh gSaA**
vkidk caVh / 13
 canwd gkFk esa fey tkrh rc rks VhVw fQj Hkh caVh ds bl jkSc dks tSls&rSls >sy tkrkA
ij [kkyh ckrksa dk jkSc---
^^D;ksa js caVh] rsjk eu ugha gksrk fd ikik rsjs lkFk jgsa\** caVh dk det+ksj fgLlk og
tkurk gSA
caVh pqiA cl] canwd ds ?kksM+s dks Åij&uhps djrk jgkA
^^tc ;gk¡ vkrs gSa rks rw dgrk D;ksa ugha\---ij vc 'kk;n jg ugha ldrs!**
caVh us cM+s iz'uokpd Hkko ls VhVw dh vksj ns[kkA
^^rsjs eeh&ikik esa rykd tks gks x;k gSA**
u pkgrs gq, Hkh caVh iwN cSBk] ^^rykd\ rykd D;k gksrk gS\**
^^rw ugha tkurk\ cq)w dgha dkA eeh&ikik dh tks yM+kbZ gksrh gS u] mls rykd dgrs
gSaA**
^^rq>s dSls ekywe\**
^^esjh vEek crk jgh Fkha] ikik crk jgs FksA**
caVh rc Hkhrj gh Hkhrj dgha viekfur gks vk;kA
Bk¡;! Bk¡;! og gok esa canwd nkxus yxkA vkSj VhVw dks viuh canwd ls iwjh rjg pfdr
djds] fcuk ,d ckj Hkh mls pykus dk volj fn, okil ykSV vk;kA
eu esa tkus dSlk x”qLlk mQu jgk FkkA mlds eeh&ikik dh ckr mls ugha ekywe vkSj
VhVw dks ekywe! ikik lkFk ugha jgrs rks D;k gqvk] os rks 'kq: ls gh lkFk ugha jgrsA og
rks ges'kk ls gh eeh ds ikl jgrk gSA mldh eeh dksbZ ,slh&oSlh gSa\ dkWyst dh fizafliy
gSa] vkrs&tkrs yksx dSls lyke Bksadrs gSaA djsxk dksbZ ,sls lyke budh vEek dks\
vkSj ikik ikl ugha jgrs rks D;k gqvk\ mls I;kj rks [+kwc djrs gSaA VhVw ds ikik rks
tc ns[kks rc Mk¡Vrs gh jgrs gSaA ml fnu mlds lkeus gh dSlk dku mesBk Fkk fd isa cksy
xbZA lkjk psgjk lq[k+Z gks vk;kA vPNk gS] ikik ds lkFk jgks] Mk¡V [kkvks] fiVks vkSj dku
f[kapokvksA
ij eeh dks rks ,slk ugha djuk pkfg, u\ eeh mls ikik dh ckr crkrh D;ksa ugha
gSa\ fdruh gh ckj mlus eeh ls ;g ckr djuh pkgh] ij tc Hkh og ,slh ckr djrk gS]
eeh dk psgjk tkus dSlk&dSlk gks tkrk gSA mls Mj&lk yxus yxrk gSA fQj mlls dqN
Hkh ugha iwNk tkrkA
bl ckj ikik vk,¡xs rks og ikik ls iwNsxk fd os nksuksa nksLrh D;ksa ugha dj ysrs\ ikik
rks mldh ckr cgqr ekurs gSa( tgk¡ dgrk gS] ogha ?kqekus ys tkrs gSaA tks ek¡xrk gS] ogh
fnyk nsrs gSaA ;g ckr ugha ekusaxs! vc rks og cM+k gks x;k gS] ikik dks le>k ldrk gSA
ij eeh&ikik dh yM+kbZ D;ksa gqbZ\ eeh dHkh ikik dh ckr ugha djrhaA ikik vkrs gSa
rks ljfdV gkml esa Bgjrs gSaA eeh dks cqykrs Hkh ugha] eeh dh ckr Hkh ugha djrsA D;k
brus cM+s&cM+s yksx Hkh yM+rs gSa\ ,slh yM+kbZ] ftlesa dHkh nksLrh gh u gksA D;k eeh dks
ikik dh ;kn ugha vkrh gksxh\

'kke dks eeh ykWu esa iyax Mkydj ysVh gSaA ekSle esa gydh&lh BaMd gS] ij fQj Hkh ckgj
[kwc vPNk yx jgk gSA eeh dh Nkrh ij ,d [kqyh gqbZ fdrkc myVh j[kh gSA vkleku
esa tkus D;k ns[k jgh gSa eeh! caVh nkSM+&nkSM+dj D;kfj;ksa esa ikuh Mky jgk gS! VhVw ikbi
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ysdj ikSèks èkks jgk gSA èkqydj ifÙk;k¡ dSlh pVdhyh gks mBrh gSAa jkrjkuh dh egd èkhjs&èkhjs
pkjksa vksj QSyus yxh gSA gj ikSèks] gj Qwy vkSj gj xaèk ds lkFk caVh dk tSls cM+k xgjk
lacaèk gSA
ikuh ns pqdus ds ckn caVh us ,d cM+k&lk eksxjs dk Qwy rksM+kA bl cxhps esa ls Qwy
rksM+us dk vfèkdkj dsoy caVh dk gS D;ksafd ;g cxhpk dsoy mlh dk gSA fcuk mlls iwNs
rks eeh Hkh ugha rksM+ ldrhaA
Qwy ysdj og pqipki x;k vkSj ysVh gqbZ eeh ds ckyksa esa [kksla fn;kA eeh cM+k ehBk&lk
eqldjkb± vkSj idM+dj mls vius ikl [khap fy;kA
^^ykM+ dj jgk gS eeh dk\** vkSj cSBdj Qwy dks Bhd ls ihNs dh vksj yxk fy;kA
bl le; eeh fdruh vPNh yx jgh gSaA oSls rks 'kke ds le; eeh fcydqy mldh
viuh gks tkrh gSaA ckyksa dh [kwc <hyh&<kyh pksVh vkSj psgjk Hkh ,dne eqyk;e&lkA dksbZ
ruko ugha] dksbZ l[+rh ughaA ges'kk gh bl le; caVh dks eeh cgqr vPNh yxrh gSaA cgqr
lqanj HkhA dHkh&dHkh og eeh dh ut+j cpkdj ,dVd eeh dks ns[krk jgrk gSA eeh dh
BksM+h dk fry mls cgqr vPNk yxrk gSA jkr esa ikl ysVrk gS rks vdlj ml ij èkhjs&èkhjs
m¡xyh fQjkrk jgrk gSA
mls vkt Hkh ;kn gSA igyh ckj tc mlus ,slk fd;k Fkk rks eeh tSls pkSad xbZ FkhaA
,dne mldk gkFk gVk fn;k Fkk vkSj cM+h nsj rd mlds psgjs ij tkus D;k ns[krh jgh
FkhaA vthc&vthc ut+jksa lsA fQj ,d xgjh lk¡l NksM+dj os Nr dh vksj ns[kus yxh FkhaA
mudk psgjk u tkus D;ksa cM+k mnkl vkSj cstku gks vk;k FkkA og tSls Hkhrj gh Hkhrj lge
x;k FkkA mldh le> esa gh ugha vk;k fd vkf[k+j mlus ,slk D;k dj fn;k] tks eeh bruh
mnkl gks xb± vkSj mlus r; dj fy;k fd vc og dHkh fry ij gkFk ugha j[ksxkA
ij rhu&pkj fnu ckn eeh us [”kqn gh mldh m¡xyh ysdj fry ij j[k nh] ^^fQjk]
eq>s vPNk yxrk gSA** vkSj g¡lus yxhaA
eeh Hkh lpeqp vthc gSa] bUgsa dHkh&dHkh dqN gks tkrk gSA
vkt jkr esa fry ij m¡xyh Qsj&Qsjdj gh ckr djsxk] ikikokyh ckrA vc og lc
le>rk gSA fgLVªh esa jkek;.k&egkHkkjr dh yM+kbZ dh ckr le> yh] eeh&ikik dh yM+kbZ
dh ckr ugha le> ldrk\ eeh crk,¡ rks! VhVw ds vEek&ikik mls lc crk ldrs gSa vkSj
eeh mls ugha crk ldrha\
losjs dh dpksV tSls fQj rkt+h gks xb±A VhVw dks fn[kkrs gq, caVh eeh ds xys ls >we
x;kA yks] ns[k yks] eeh dSlk nqykj djrh gSa esjkA rqe >weks rks t+jk viuh vEek ds xys
esaA u >Vddj vyx dj nsa rksA u jgsa ikik mlds ikl] mlls D;k\ eeh vdsyh ftruk
I;kj djrh gSa mls] rqEgkjs vEek&ikik feydj Hkh mruk I;kj ugha dj ldrsA
vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus [kfV;k ij uaxs&cnu cSBs] dHkh [kk¡lrs rks dHkh isV ij
gkFk Qsjrs VhVw ds ikik vkSj gYnh ds nkxksa ls Hkjh lkM+h igus vEek ?kwe xb±A
rc eu ,d xoZ;qDr r`fIr ls Hkj x;kA gqyldj mlus dgk] ^^eeh] vkt cgqr&cgqr
yachokyh dgkuh lqukvksA**

dgkuh py jgh gS] lkr HkkbZ pEik dhA lkSrsyh ek¡ us dSls lkrksa yM+dksa dks ejokdj xM+ok
fn;kA tgk¡&tgk¡ cPps xkM+s x, ogk¡&ogk¡ pEik dk ,d&,d isM+ mx vk;kA
vkidk caVh / 15
 ^^lkSrsyh ek¡ cgqr cqjh gksrh gS eeh\**
^^gk¡ vkSj ugha rks D;k\ ekjdj xM+ok nsrh gSA**
^^cPpksa ds ikik us D;ksa ugha dqN dgk\**
^^lkSrsyh ek¡ us mUgsa irk gh ugha yxus fn;kA**
^^gq¡g! ,slk Hkh dHkh gks ldrk gS\ >wB! lkr cPps xk;c gks tk,¡ vkSj ikik dks irk
gh ugha yxs!**
^^gk¡ gksrk gS ,slkA ikik dksbZ ,slk&oSlk vkneh Fkk\ jktk FkkA mlds ikl jkT; ds
cgqr lkjs dke Fks---cPpksa dk [k+;ky gh ugha jgkA ikik yksx ,sls gh gksrs gSaA mUgsa cPpksa
dk [k+;ky dHkh jgrk gh ughaA ;g rks ek¡ gh gksrh gS] tks---**
vkSj eeh ,dk,d pqi gks xb±A mlus eeh dh vksj ns[kkA eeh oSls gh vkleku dh
vksj ns[k jgh gSaA D;k ns[krh jgrh gSa eeh vk¡[ksa xM+kdj–dHkh vkleku esa] dHkh Nr esa\
mls rks ogk¡ dHkh dqN ugha fn[kkbZ nsrkA ,dk,d [k+;ky vk;k] ikik dh ckr iwN ysA
^^eeh!**
^^gw¡!**
caVh ilksis'k esaA dSls iwNs\ eeh us dgha Mk¡V fn;k ;k fd eeh cgqr mnkl gks xb± rks\
'kke vkSj jkr esa gh rks og eeh ds cgqr&cgqr ikl gks tkrk gSA losjs rks bUgha eeh esa ls
,d vkSj eeh fudy vkrh gSaA
mlus ,d ckj fQj eeh dh vksj ns[kkA vk¡[ksa vkleku ij fVdh gqb±A yVsa psgjs ij
fc[kjh gqb±A lpeqp eeh lqanj gSaA og csdkj gh D;ksa Mjus yxrk gS eeh ls! mlus fgEer
tqVkdj dgk] ^^eeh] eeh!**
bl ckj eeh ,sls pkSd a dj cksyha tSls dgha vkSj pyh xb± Fkha] ^^py] rw cgqr cgl djrk
gS] eSa ugha lqukrh rq>s dgkuhA**
^^eeh] ikik ge yksxksa ds lkFk D;ksa ugha jgrs\**
eeh pqi!
^^vkt VhVw dg jgk Fkk---**
^^D;k dg jgk Fkk VhVw\** eeh ,dne caVh ij >qd vkb±A vkokt+ dh l[+rh ls caVh
tSls ,d {k.k dks lge x;kA
^^crk D;k dg jgk Fkk VhVw\---**
^^VhVw dg jgk Fkk fd rsjs eeh&ikik dk rykd gks x;k gSA vc ikik dHkh gekjs lkFk
ugha jg ldrsA** caVh us tSls&rSls dg fn;kA
^^D;ksa js] rw vkSj VhVw ;s gh lc ckrsa djrs jgrs gks\** eeh dh vkokt+ esa x”qLlk Fkk
;k nq[k] irk ugha pykA
^^eSa ugha djrk eeh] VhVw gh dg jgk FkkA eq>s rks rykd dk eryc Hkh ugha ekyweA
mlh us crk;k fd eeh&ikik dh yM+kbZ dks rykd dgrs gSaA tc ns[kks] muds ?kjokys ikik
dh ckr t+:j djrs gSaA**
caVh #vk¡lk gks vk;kA
eeh ,dk,d <hyh gks vkb±A BaMh lk¡l [khapdj cksyha] ^^djus nksA bu yksxksa ds ikl
;s ckrsa u gksa rks ;s ft,¡ dSls cspkjs\** fQj caVh dks vius ikl [khaprh gqb± cksyha] ^^ikik
ugha jgrs rks D;k] eSa rks gw¡ rsjs iklA**
16 / vkidk caVh
 vkSj mlds ckn caVh ls dqN Hkh ugha iwNk x;k] dqN Hkh ugha dgk x;kA eeh mls fdruk
gh I;kj djsa fQj Hkh og eeh ls dgha Mjrk t+:j gSA fdruh ckrsa lksph Fkha mlus vkt
dgus ds fy,A fnu esa dbZ ckj nksgjk&nksgjkdj Hkh ns[k fy;k FkkA ij ges'kk dh rjg ckr
chp esa gh VwV xbZA

eeh pqi&pqi mlds ckyksa vkSj xkyksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkus yxhaA nksuksa pqi gks x, rks nwj ysVh
QwQh dh vkokt+ gh gok esa fFkjdrh jghA m[kM+k&fc[kjk Loj] ^^esjs rks fxjèkj xksiky] nwljk
u dksbZ---**
^^gok esa BaMd c<+ xbZ] py] Hkhrj py!** vkSj caVh eeh ds ihNs&ihNs vanj pyk x;kA
ckgj Fkk rks tSls eu ds lkjs iz'u pkjksa vksj QSys gq, FksA dejs esa vkrs gh lc fleVdj
eu esa lek x, vkSj caVh dks ,d vthc&lh cspSuh gksus yxhA
dSls iwNs og\ D;ksa ugha crkrha eeh mls dqN\
vPNk] eeh dks D;k dHkh Hkh ikik dh ;kn ugha vkrh\ og rks VhVw ;k dqUuh ls vxj
yM+kbZ dj ysrk gS rks nks&rhu fnu rks fcuk cksys jg ysrk gSA vdsyk&vdsyk [ksyrk jgrk
gS] ij mlds ckn rks ,slk th ?kcjkus yxrk gS fd cksys fcuk jgk gh ugha tkrkA dqN u
dqN cgkuk fudkydj fQj nksLrh dj ysrk gSA vdsyk&vdsyk [ksys Hkh fdrus fnu rd vkf[k+j\
ij eeh rks ges'kk ls gh vdsyh jg jgh gSAa rykd esa fQj D;k nksLrh gks gh ugha ldrh\
fdlls iwNs\
dy VhVw ls gh iwNsxkA VhVw vxj rykd dh ckr tkurk gS rks rykd dh nksLrh dh
ckr Hkh t+:j tkurk gksxkA

2
'kfuokj dks eeh yap ds ckn dkWyst ugha tkrhaA
[kkuk [kkdj eeh mBha vkSj lksus ds dejs ds lkjs ijns [khap fn,A dejs esa gydk&lk
v¡èksjk gks x;kA vHkh rks mruh xjeh ugha gS] ojuk eeh jks'kunkuksa esa Hkh dkys ;k Hkwjs dkx+t+
fpidok nsrh gSaA xjeh esa mUgsa jks'kuh fcydqy vPNh ugha yxrhA vkSj caVh gS fd mldk
v¡èksjs esa tSls th ?kcjkrk gSA
v¡èksjk ;kuh fd lksvksA jkr&Hkj v¡èksjk jgrk gS vkSj jkr&Hkj og lksrk Hkh gSA vc
fnu esa Hkh v¡èksjk dj nksxs rks dksbZ jkr FkksM+s gh gks tk,xhA vkSj jkr ugha rks lks, dSls\
ij eeh lqurh gSa dksbZ ckr\
^^caVh] pyks lksvks!** vkSj idM+dj iyax ij Mky nsrh gSaA
caVh tkurk gS fd dqN Hkh dguk&lquuk csdkj gS] blfy, tSls gh eeh us ijns [khaps]
pqipki vkdj iyax ij ysV x;kA tc rd vk¡[ksa [kqyh gSa] ut+j dejs dh nhokjksa esa dSn
gS] ij vk¡[k can djrs gh tSls lkjh lhek,¡ VwV tkrh gSa vkSj u tkus dgk¡&dgk¡ ds taxy]
igkM+ vkSj leqnz rSj vkrs gSa vk¡[kksa ds lkeusA ijhyksd dh ifj;k¡ vkSj ikrkyyksd dh
ukx&dU;k,¡ rSjrh gqb± mlds lkeus ls fudy tkrh gSaA
vPNk] vxj dksbZ mls tknw ds ia[k ;k mM+usokyk ?kksM+k ns ns rks og D;k djs\ ,dne
vkidk caVh / 17
ikik ds ikl pyk tk, vkSj mUgsa pkSadk nsA vpkud mls vk;k ns[k ikik fdrus [kq'k gks
tk,¡xAs bèkj eeh <w<¡ &+ <w<¡ d
+ j ijs'kkuA ckgj ns[ksxa h] VhVw ds ?kj esa tk,¡xh] dqUuh ds ?kj tk,¡xh]
QwQh lkjs esa nkSM+rh fQjsxh vkSj og tknw dh Vksih igus lcdqN ns[krk jgsxk---ijs'kku gksrh
eeh dks] bèkj&mèkj nkSM+rh gqbZ ckS[kykbZ&lh QwQh dksA vkSj tc eeh jks iM+saxh rks >V ls
Vksih mrkjdj muds xys esa fyiV tk,xkA
ij ;s lc pht+sa feyrh dgk¡ gSa\ lkjh dgkfu;ksa esa budh ckrsa gSa] ij fdlh us Hkh ;g
ugha fy[kk fd ;s feyrh dgk¡ gSaA dksbZ lkèkw fey tk, rks crk ldrk gS ;k mlds ikl
Hkh ,slh pht+sa gks ldrh gSaA
eeh lks xb±A ,d {k.k caVh eeh dks ns[krk jgk---dgha iydsa fgy rks ugha jghaA rHkh
[k+;ky vk;k] lksrh gqbZ eeh fdruh vPNh yxrh gSaA vPNk] eeh rjg&rjg dh dSls gks
tk;k djrh gSa\ VhVw dh vEek dks rks dHkh Hkh tkdj ns[k yks] ges'kk ,d&lh jgrh gSa] QwQh
HkhA
caVh ncs ik¡o iyax ls mrjkA èkhjs ls dejs ds ckgj fudyk vkSj nkSM+dj djksans dh
>kfM+;ksa ds ikl igq¡p x;kA dqUuh us dgk Fkk fd caVh vxj mls [kwc lkjs djksans rksM+dj
nsxk rks og caVh dks djksans dh ekyk cukdj nsxh] [kwc lqanj&lhA
VhVw Hkh vk tkrk rks nksuksa feydj rksM+r]s ij og cqykus rks ugha gh tk,xkA ogk¡ mldh
vEek fey xb± rks cl] dckM+kA dksbZ ckr ugha] og vdsyk gh rksM+sxkA
vpkud yksgs dk QkVd ctk rks caVh ?kwe iM+k] ^^vjs] odhy pkpk!** ilhus esa ljkcksj
odhy pkpk ,d rjg ls gk¡Qrs gq, viuh iryh&lh NM+h fgykrs gq, pys vk jgs FksA
fpifpikrs gkFkksa dks deht+ ls gh iksaNrk gqvk caVh nkSM+k vkSj odhy pkpk dh ck¡g
ls >wy x;kA
^^vki dc vk, pkpk\**
^^D;ksa js] rw ,slh Hkjh èkwi esa ;gk¡ djksans rksM+ jgk gS\**
^^èkwi! dgk¡] eq>s rks ugha yx jghA** caVh nq"Vrk ls g¡l jgk gSA
^^gk¡] èkwi dgk¡] ;g rks pk¡nuh gS u\ 'kSrku dgha dk! 'kdqu ?kj esa gS ;k dkWyst\**
^^'kfuokj dks rks ,d cts gh NqV~Vh gks tkrh gS dkWyst dhA Hkhrj lks jgh gSaA** vkSj
fQj ^eeh–vks eeh] odhy pkpk vk, gSa* ds fcxqy ukn ds lkFk gh caVh pkpk dks ysdj
Hkhrj ?kqlkA
Hkjh uhan esa ls eeh mBha vkSj odhy pkpk dks lkeus ns[kdj tSls ,dne flVfiVk
xb±A lkM+h Bhd djds mBrh gqbZ cksyha] ^^vjs vki dc vk,\**
^^;g caVh ogk¡ djksans rksM+ jgk Fkk ,slh èkwi esaA**
^^eeh iwN jgh gSa] vki dc vk,\ igys mudh ckr dk rks tokc nhft,A**
^^rw cM+k rst+ gks x;k gSA** odhy pkpk us viuh Vksih mrkjdj est+ ij j[kh vkSj
Bhd ia[ks ds uhps cSBs x,A vHkh rks t+jk Hkh xjeh ugha gS vkSj pkpk ds bruk ilhuk! ^^rqEgkjs
;gk¡ vkt vk;k gw¡ rks le> yks 'kgj esa vkt gh vk;k gw¡A**
^^D;ksa js] rw mBdj fQj djksans rksM+us pyk x;kA rq>s uhan ugha vkrh rks fQj i<+rk
D;ksa ugha\ bfErgku ugha ikl vk jgs! vk¡[k yxh ugha fd xk;c!**
eeh lpeqp gh x”qLlk gksus yxhaA ij caVh gS fd vHkh Hkh g¡l jgk gSA pkpk bl le;
dop dh rjg mlds lkeus cSBs gSaA eeh dk x”qLlk csdkjA
18 / vkidk caVh
 ^^pkpk] vkidks ftruh xjeh yx jgh gS] mlls rks yxrk gS fd vki BaMk gh fi,¡xs]
cksfy, D;k ykš\**
pkpk dh vk¡[kksa esa ,dk,d ykM+ meM+ vk;k] ^^cM+h [k+kfrj djuk lh[k x;kA rw rks
,dne gh cM+k vkSj le>nkj gks x;k yxrk gSA**
^^eSa vHkh vkbZA** dgdj eeh vanj pyh xb±A 'kk;n eq¡g èkksus ;k pkpk ds fy, dqN
ykus!

caVh èkhjs&ls ljddj pkpk ds ikl vk;k vkSj mudh dqlhZ ds gRFks ij cSBrk gqvk cksyk]
^^pkpk] ikik dc vk,¡xs bl ckj\**
bl iz'u esa ikik ds ckjs esa tkuus dh bPNk Hkh Fkh] lkFk gh ;g mRlqdrk Hkh fd ikik
us dqN Hkstk gks pkpk ds lkFk rks pkpk fudkysaA
irk ugha D;ksa pkpk ,dVd mldk psgjk gh ns[kus yxsA ?kuh HkkSagksa ds uhps] dqN vanj
dks èk¡lh vk¡[ksa tkus dSlh xhyh&xhyh gks xb±A cM+s nqykj ls] ihB ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, cksys]
^^ikik dh ;kn vkrh gS csVs\**
>sairs gq, caVh us xjnu fgyk nhA
caVh dks yxk tSls pkpk dgha mnkl gks x, gSaA ihB lgykrk gqvk mudk gkFk mls
dk¡irk&lk yxkA ikik dh ckr dgdj mlus dgha x+yrh rks ugha dj nh\ irk ugha] tc
Hkh og ikik dh ckr djrk gS] lc dqN xM+cM+k tkrk gSA fdlls djs og ikik dh ckr\
fdlls iwNs muds ckjs esa\
^^ikik Hkh vk,¡xs csVk] eSa tkdj mUgsa Hkstw¡xkA** pkpk dk Loj bruk cq>k&cq>k D;ksa
gS\ os rks ges'kk brus t+ksj&t+ksj ls cksyrs gSa tSls Dykl esa i<+k jgs gksaA
^^eSa rks bl ckj feydj Hkh ugha vk ldk] ojuk t+:j rsjs fy, dqN HkstrsA**
vkSj pkpk cM+s I;kj ls mldh ihB lgykus yxsA ekuks dqN u ykus dh deh os I;kj
ls gh iwjh dj nsaxsA
pkpk dqN yk, Hkh ugha] bl lwpuk us caVh dks vkSj Hkh f[kUu dj fn;k] ojuk tc
Hkh pkpk vkrs gSa] ikik mlds fy, t+:j dqN u dqN Hkstrs gSa vkSj 'kk;n ;gh dkj.k gS
fd mls pkpk vPNs yxrs gSa] pkpk dk vkuk vPNk yxrk gSA
^^tks canwd rqEgkjs fy, Hksth Fkh] og rqEgsa ilan vkbZ\**
^^cgqr vPNh] cgqr gh vPNhA vkius ns[kh Fkh\** canwd ds uke ls gh tSls ejk gqvk
mRlkg ,d {k.k dks tkx mBkA
^^geus lkFk gh tkdj rks [k+jhnh FkhA**
fQj pkpk ;ksa gh dejs esa bèkj&mèkj ns[kus yxsA
^^;s fp=k rqeus cuk, gSa\**
nhokjksa ij eeh us mldh isafVaXl xÙks ij fpidk&fpidkdj yVdk j[kh gSaA rhu 'kh'ks
ds Ýse esa e<+ok j[kh gSaA
^^gk¡A** cM+s xoZ ls caVh us dgk] ^^Ldwy esa esjh vkSj Hkh vPNh&vPNh j[kh gSAa vkVZ&Dyc
dk phi+$ gw¡---**
^^vPNk!** pkpk us 'kkck'kh nsrs gq, mldh ihB FkiFkikbZ vkSj fQj tSls dgha ls mnkl
gks x,A ij ;g Hkh dksbZ mnkl gksus dh ckr gqbZ Hkyk!
vkidk caVh / 19
 brus esa eeh ?kqlhaA gkFk esa Vªs fy, gq,A yxk] og eq¡g Hkh èkksdj vkbZ gSaA ;ksa Hkh lksdj
mBrh gSa rks eeh dk psgjk cgqr rkt+k&rkt+k yxrk gSA pkpk dks fxykl idM+kdj eeh
lkeusokyh dqlhZ ij cSB xb±A
^^rqEgkjk csVk rks cM+k xquh gS 'kdquA dykdkj cusxkA ns[kks u] bl mez esa gh cM+h
vPNh isafVaXl cuk j[kh gSaA**
eeh us mls ns[kk D;k] tSls ykM+ esa ugyk fn;kA caVh lksp jgk Fkk] eeh mldh rkjhi+$
esa dqN vkSj dgsaxh] ij fQj lc pqi gks x,A
ges'kk cksyrs jgusokys pkpk Hkh pqi vkSj pkpk ds lkeus pqi jgusokyh eeh Hkh pqiA
v¡èksjk&v¡èksjk dejk vkSj Hkhrj cSBs yksx pqiA tSls ,d vthc&lh mnklh ogk¡ mrj vkbZ
gksA pkpk dHkh ,d ?kw¡V ihrs gSa] dHkh mldh vksj ns[krs gSa rks dHkh f[kM+dh dh vksjA ij
f[kM+dh rks can gS] ml ij ijnk iM+k gSA ogk¡ rks ns[kus dks dqN gS gh ughaA eeh ,dVd
t+ehu gh ns[ks tk jgh gSa vkSj og gS fd dHkh eeh dks ns[krk gS rks dHkh pkpk dksA
^^pkphth vPNh gSa] cPps\** vkf[k+j eeh us iwNkA
^^gw¡] Bhd gSa lcA** dqN bl Hkko ls dgk ekuks mUgsa bu lcesa dksbZ fnypLih gh u
gksA
^^rqe xfeZ;ksa dh NqfV~V;ksa esa dgha ckgj ugha tk jgha bl ckj\**
^^ugh] ,d rks igys ls gh dgha txg dk bart+ke ugha fd;k] ;ksa Hkh bl ckj ;gha jgus
dk bjknk gSA**
eeh ikik dh ckr D;ksa ugha iwN jgha\ yM+kbZ esa D;k ckr Hkh ugha iwNrs gSa\
^^dydÙks esa rks vHkh ls xjeh 'kq: gks xbZ gksxh\ ;gk¡ 'kke dks rks vHkh Hkh cgqr vPNk
jgrk gS vkSj jkr dks BaM jgrh gSA**
ckrsa dj jgs gSa] ij caVh rd dks yx jgk gS fd tSls dejs dk ekSu ugha VwV jgk gSA
mnklh ugha N¡V jgh gSA ;g pkpk dks D;k gks x;k gS\ oSls rks pkpk tc Hkh vkrs gSa] mUgsa
eeh ls cgqr&cgqr ckrsa djuh jgrh gSaA 'kke dks ;k nksigj dks vk,¡xs rks jkr ds igys dHkh
ugha tk,¡xs vkSj tc rd cSBsaxs yxkrkj dqN u dqN cksyrs gh tk,¡xsA vxj eeh FkksM+h nsj
dks mBdj pyh Hkh tk,¡ rks pkpk mlls ckrsa djus yxsaxsA vkSj dqN ugha rks mldk VsLV
gh ys MkysaxsA Vscy iwNsaxs] Lisfyax iwNsaxsA pqi rks pkpk jg gh ugha ldrsA mUgsa bl rjg
yxkrkj cksyrs ns[kdj caVh dks [k+;ky vkrk] vxj bUgsa dHkh Dykl esa cSBuk iM+s rks\
cki&js&cki! lkjk fnu lt+k [kkrs gh chrsA eq¡g ij m¡xyh j[ks [kM+s gSa ;k fd eq¡g ij MLVj
ck¡èks cSBs gSaA
mlus fiNyh ckj ;g ckr eeh dks crkbZ rks g¡lrs gq, mldk dku [khapdj dgk Fkk]
^^;gh lc lksprk jgrk gS cM+ksa ds ckjs esa\---vkSj fQj nsj rd g¡lrh jgh FkhaA eq¡g ij MLVj
c¡èks pkpk dh dYiuk esa og [”kqn g¡l&g¡ldj nksgjk gksrk jgk FkkA
ogh pkpk vkt pqi gSaA pqi gh ugha] mnkl Hkh gSaA
^^vki fdrus fnu gSa ;gk¡ ij\**
^^ijlksa dh rkjh[k+ gSA cl mlh fnu 'kke dks pyk tkšxkA** fQj ,d {k.k Bgjdj
cksys] ^^rqels dqN ckrsa djuh Fkha] rks lkspk fd ,d fnu gkFk esa gksxk rks Bhd jgsxkA**
eeh dh vk¡[ksa pkpk ds psgjs ij fVd xb±A gt+kjksa loky mu vk¡[kksa esa >yd vk,A
psgjs ij ,d vthc&lk ruko vkus yxkA caVh ds eu esa tkus dSlk&dSlk Mj&lk lekus yxkA
20 / vkidk caVh
 igys og dqN Hkh tkurk&le>rk ugha FkkA tkuus&le>us dh dksbZ bPNk Hkh ugha FkhA
ij vc tkuus yxk gSA vkSj ftruk tkurk gS] mlls cgqr T+;knk tkuus dh bPNk gS] cfYd
lc dqN tku ysus dh bPNk gSA mls ekywe gS fd pkpk ikik ds ikl ls vkrs gSa] vkSj vkus
ij ikik dh gh ckrsa djrs gSaA D;k ckrsa djrs jgs gSa] mls ugha ekyweA mlus dHkh lquus
dh dksf'k'k gh ugha dhA ij bl ckj t+:j lqusxkA
gk¡] bruk mls t+:j ekywe gS fd pkpk ,d&nks fnu ds fy, vkdj eeh dks nl&ckjg
fnuksa ds fy, cny tkrs gSaA dHkh&dHkh rks eeh bruh mnkl gks tk;k djrh Fkha fd muls
ckr djuk Hkh can dj nsrh FkhaA lkFk lqykdj Hkh u mls I;kj ls lgykrha] u dgkuh lqukrhaA
ij fiNyh ckj eeh cgqr [kq'k gqbZ Fkha] bruh [kq'k fd fcuk ckr gh mls ck¡gksa esa Hkj&Hkjdj
I;kj djrh jgh FkhaA
rc caVh dks 'kd gqvk Fkk fd pkpk dh NM+h esa rks dksbZ tknw ugha gS! eeh ij Qsjdj
pys x, vkSj eeh cny xb±A rc mlus pqipki NM+h dks vius Åij fQjkdj ns[kk Fkk] QwQh
ij Hkh fQjkdj ns[kk Fkk] ij mudks rks dqN ugha gqvkA ugha] NM+h esa ugha] pkpk dh ckr
esa gh dqN gksrk gSA
vkt irk ugha dSlh ckr djsaxs\ mlds ckn eeh [kq'k gksaxh ;k mnkl\ bl ckj og
lkjh ckr è;ku ls lqusxkA
mlus ,d mM+rh&lh ut+j eeh ij MkyhA eeh dh vk¡[ksa oSls gh pkpk ij fVdh gqbZ
gSaA vk¡[kksa esa oSls gh loky >wy jgs gSaA ij pkpk gSa fd pqiA cksyrs D;ksa ugha\ ckr djuh
gS rks djsa ckrA ogk¡ f[kM+dh esa D;k ns[ks tk jgs gSa\ ckr ogk¡ rks fy[kh gqbZ ugha gSA
^^'kdqu!** pkpk cksys ugha] tSls 'kCnksa dks fdlh rjg BsykA dSlh ejh&ejh vkokt+ fudy
jgh gS vkt mudhA
VdVdh yxk,&yxk, eeh dh vk¡[ksa tSls iFkjk xbZ gSaA cl ewfrZ dh rjg os cSBh gSa]
ekuks lk¡l Hkh ugha ys jgh gksaA
^^og pkgrk gS fd vc bl lkjh ckr dh dkuwuh dk;Zokgh Hkh dj gh Mkyh tk,A**
pkpk dk Loj dSlk fc[kj&fc[kj jgk gSA
;gh ckr dguh Fkh pkpk dks\ ij bldk eryc\ ^og* rks ikik gSa] ckr Hkh ikik dh
gh gS] ij D;k gS] dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vk;kA
^^rks D;k blhfy, vkidks ;gk¡ Hkstk gS\** eeh dk psgjk gh ugha] mudh vkokt+ Hkh
l[+r gks xbZ gS] ogh fizafliyokyk psgjkA
^^ugha&ugha] eSa rks vius dke ls vk;k FkkA ij tc vkus yxk rks mlus eq>s rqels bl
fo"k; esa ckr djus dks dgk FkkA eSa ugha vkrk rks og [”kqn 'kk;n rqEgsa fy[krkA
bldk eryc pkpk feydj vk, gSa ikik ls vkSj vHkh&vHkh mlls dgk Fkk fd vkus
ls igys feyk ughaA pkpk brus cM+s gksdj Hkh >wB cksyrs gSaA mls cM+ksa dh ckr ds chp esa
ugha cksyuk pkfg,] ojuk og vHkh iwNrkA
pkpk us 'kjhj <hyk NksM+dj ihB dqlhZ ij fVdk nh vkSj vk¡[ksa ew¡n yha] tSls cgqr&cgqr
Fkd x, gksaA
cl] gks xbZ ckr] bruh&lh ckr djus vk, Fks\ gq¡g! ;g Hkh dksbZ ckr gqbZ Hkyk!
^^vki dqN nsj vkjke dj yhft,A jkr ds li+$j dh Fkdku Hkh gksxhA ckdh ckrsa
'kke dks gks tk,¡xhA ,slh dkSu&lh ubZ ckr djuh gSA** okD; dk vafre fgLlk eeh us tSls
vkidk caVh / 21
vius&vkils dgk vkSj fcuk pkpk dk mÙkj ik, gh vyekjh [kksydj ,d pknj fudkyh
vkSj Mªkbax&:e ds nhoku ij fcNk nhA
^^pfy,] tkdj ysV tkb,A** eeh us ,sls dgk tSls caVh dks dg jgh gksaA vkSj pkpk
Hkh fcydqy pqipki mBdj pys x,A irk ugha os lpeqp gh Fkds gq, Fks ;k irk ugha os
tSls ckr Vkyuk pkg jgs FksA
^^vkSj rw lksrk D;ksa ugha gS\ ;gk¡ cSBdj xqVj&xqVj ckrsa lqu jgk gSA Hkjh nksigj esa
Hkh rq>s uhan ugha vkrhA**
caVh mNydj iyax esa nqcd x;kA ij uhan dk dksbZ iz'u gh ughaA eeh dh vksj ns[kdj
iwNk] ^^pkpk D;k dgrs Fks eeh\**
eeh us ,slh pqHkrh ut+jksa ls mls ns[kk fd og Hkhrj rd lge x;k vkSj [kV ls mlus
vk¡[ksa can dj yhaA ij can vk¡[kksa ls Hkh og ml pqHku dks eglwl djrk jgkA fQj can vk¡[kksa
ls gh mlus tkuk fd eeh Hkh mldh cx+y esa vkdj ysV xbZ gSaA vc lcdks lqykdj eeh
tkxrh jgsaxhA
pkpk dh dgh gqbZ ckr D;k cgqr cqjh Fkh\ vuk;kl gh eeh dh m¡xfy;k¡ mlds ckyksa
dks lgykus yxha] dk¡irh&fFkjdrh m¡xfy;k¡A mu m¡xfy;ksa ds iksjksa esa ls >j&>jdj tkus dSlk
Lusg caVh dh ulksa esa nkSM+us yxk fd eu esa FkksM+h nsj igys tks Hk; lek;k Fkk] og vius&vki
gh èkhjs&èkhjs cg x;kA Li'kZ ls gh og tku x;k fd vc rd eeh ds psgjs dh og l[+rh
Hkh t+:j fi?ky xbZ gksxhA
mlus èkhjs&ls vk¡[ksa [kksyhaA eeh ges'kk dh rjg Nr dh vksj ns[k jgh FkhaA vk¡[k ls
'kk;n vHkh&vHkh >jk vk¡lw duiVh dks fHkxksrk gqvk ckyksa dh yV esa yVdk FkkA eeh dk
vk¡lwA eeh dks mlus mnkl gksrs ns[kk gS] x”qLlk gksrs vkSj Mk¡Vrs gq, Hkh ns[kk gS] ij jksrs
gq, dHkh ugha ns[kkA
pkpk us 'kk;n dksbZ cgqr gh [kjkc ckr dg nh gSA pkpk dks ysdj mlds eu esa ,d
vthc rjg dk vkØks'k ?kqyus yxkA ,d rks dqN yk, ugha] fQj >wB cksyk vkSj vc dksbZ
xanh&lh ckr dgdj eeh dks---
eeh 'kk;n cgqr nq[kh gSaA tSls Hkh gksxk og eeh ds nq[k dks nwj djsxkA ;s yksx lkjh
ckr crk,¡xs rks Bhd gS] ugha rks [”kqn irk yxk,xkA ek¡ dk nq[k nwj djusokys jktdqekj
rks dSls dfBu&dfBu dke djrs FksA
og ljddj eeh ls vkSj lV x;kA fQj viuh NksVh&lh ck¡g eeh ds xys esa Mkydj
cksyk] cgqr vkxzg ds lkFk] cgqr euqgkj ds lkFk] ^^eq>s crkvks u eeh] pkpk us D;k dgk\**
^^rw lks,xk ugha caVh!** mnklh esa Hkh eeh us ,sls dM+ddj dgk fd caVh us pqipki
vk¡[ksa ew¡n yhaA
<sj&<sj iz'uksa dk] <sj&<sj dkSrwgy dk lkxj mlds pkjksa vksj meM+us yxk] ftlesa og
Mwcrk gh pyk x;k] xgjs vkSj xgjsA vkSj fQj irk ugha mls dc uhan vk xbZA

èkwi <y xbZ rks eeh vkSj pkpk ykWu esa vk cSBsA og tc ls txk gS bu yksxksa ds vklikl
gh eaMjk jgk gSA vkt tSls Hkh gks mls lkjh ckr tkuuh gS] ij pkpk ml rjg dh dksbZ
ckr gh ugha dj jgsA mldh i<+kbZ dh ckr] eeh ds dkWyst dh ckr vkSj nqfu;k&Hkj dh
ckrsa dj jgs gSa] ij tks ckr djus vk, gSa] cl ogh ugha dj jgsA 'kk;n og cSBk gS] blfy,]
22 / vkidk caVh
ij og tk,xk Hkh ugha] cSBs jgsa jkr rdA jkr dks og vk¡[k ew¡ndj lksus dk cgkuk djds
iM+k jgsxk vkSj lkjh ckrsa lqu ysxkA
^^caVh csVs] rqe 'kke dks [ksyrs&osyrs ugha gks\ vPNk t+jk crkvks rks] dkSu&dkSu ls
[ksy vkrs gSa rqEgsa\**
[ksy&osy! lhèks ls D;ksa ugha dgrs fd ;gk¡ ls pyrs cuksA Bhd gS] eSa pyk gh tkrk
gw¡A esjk D;k gS] er crkvks eq>sA eeh Hkh ,sls ns[k jgh gSa] ekuks esjs tkus dk bart+kj dj
jgh gksaA
caVh fcuk ,d 'kCn Hkh cksys Hkhrj vk x;kA ij eu mldk tSls ogha vVdk jg x;kA
ugha] og t+:j lqusxkA
esganh dh esM+ ds fdukjs&fdukjs ?kqVuksa ds cy pydj og fQj ogha vk x;kA pkpk
dh dqlhZ ds ihNs eksjia[kh dk tks ikSèkk gS] mlds ihNs nqcddj cSB tk, rks de ls de
pkpk dh ckr rks lqu gh ldsxkA ckr rks mUgsa gh djuh gSA dgha eeh ;k pkpk us ns[k
fy;k rks\ cki js! bl ckr ls gh eu Hkhrj rd dk¡i x;kA rHkh Hkhrj ls eu us fèkDdkjk–
cl] blh cwrs ij dqN djuk pkgrs gksA jktdqekj rks jk{klksa ds egyksa rd esa ?kql x,] cM+h&cM+h
eqlhcrsa mBk yha vkSj rqe dqlhZ ds ihNs rd ugha tk ldrsA vkf[k+j fgEer djds] fcuk
t+jk Hkh vkokt+ fd,] igys eksjia[kh ds ?kus&?kus ikSèkksa ds ihNs vk;k vkSj fQj ljddj pkpk
dh dqlhZ ds ihNsA dqN cM+k dke dj Mkyus dk larks"k Hkh eu esa Fkk vkSj dqN cqjk dke
djus dk Mj Hkh ij ugha] eeh dk nq[k nwj djus ds fy, 'kk;n lHkh dks lHkh rjg ds dke
djus iM+rs gSaA ;g eeh dk dke gS] vPNk dke!
eeh dqN cksy jgh gSa 'kk;n! fdruk èkhjs cksyrh gSa eeh! dqN Hkh rks lqukbZ ugha ns
jgkA ugha] 'kk;n dksbZ dqN cksy gh ugha jgkA vthc ckr gS!
^'kdqu!* Bhd gS] [kwc lki+$ lqukbZ ns jgk gSA ij pkpk #d D;ksa x,\ fQj lc pqi!
^^'kdqu ft+anxh pkgus dk uke ugha---** yks vc vkokt+ bruh èkhjs dj nh fd Bhd
ls dqN lqukbZ ugha ns jgkA ckj&ckj ft+anxh&ft+anxh dj jgs gSa] ikik dh ckr gh ugha dj
jgsA
caVh FkksM+k vkSj ikl ljdkA vc 'kk;n eeh cksy jgh gSaA [kwc èkhjs cksy jgh gS fQj
Hkh lqukbZ ns jgk gSA viuh eeh dh rks èkhjs ls èkhjs dgh gqbZ ckr Hkh og lqu ldrk gS]
le> ldrk gSA ^^mEehn dk rks iz'u gh ugha mBrk odhy pkpkA mEehn rks u igys Fkh]
u vc gSA**
^^ugha! ,slh ckr ugha gSA 'kq: ds rhu&pkj lky rd rks eq>s cgqr mEehn Fkh] [k+kldj
caVh ds izfr mldk #[k+ ns[kdjA cPps---**
irk ugha chp&chp esa D;k cksyrs tk jgs gSaA esjs ckjs esa cksyrs&cksyrs lheasV dh ckr
djus yxsA ,dk,d [k+;ky vk;k VhVw dks ys vkrk] og 'kk;n lkjh ckr le> ysrkA ij
ugha] vius ?kj dh ckr lcdks ugha crkuh pkfg,A
^^ehjk ds lkFk rks mldk [kwc vPNk gSA ;w uks 'kh bt+---**
vc chp esa irk ugha ;g fdldh ckr ?kqlk nhA pkpk dks dHkh bfErgku nsuk gks rks
,dne vaMkA fy[kuk gS dqN vkSj vki bèkj&mèkj dk fy[k jgs gSaA
eeh rks 'kk;n dqN cksy gh ugha jghaA ;s cksyus gh ugha nsaxsA nksigj esa rks xjeh vkSj
Fkdku ds ekjs 'kk;n cksyrh can gks jgh Fkh---vc rks fQj igys dh rjg pkyw gks x,A Hkys
vkidk caVh / 23
gh cksysa] ij ,slh ckr rks cksysa] tks le> esa vk,A
rHkh eeh dh vkokt+ lqukbZ nhA ckr rks dqN le> esa ugha vk jgh] cl] ;g irk
yx jgk gS fd vkokt+ [kwc l[+r gS! psgjk Hkh t+:j l[+r gks x;k gksxkA eu gqvk ,d
ckj ns[k gh ysA ihNs cSBrs le; tks Mj yx jgk Fkk og èkhjs&èkhjs nwj gks x;k Fkk vkSj vc
tSls gkSalyk c<+ jgk FkkA og dqlhZ ls ,dne lV x;kA
^^eSa D;k tkurk ugha] blhfy, rks dg Hkh fn;kA dksbZ vkSj gksrk rks dHkh chp esa ugha
iM+rkA vt; us nLr[k+r djds QkeZ ns fn;k gSA dy rqe Hkh ml ij nLr[k+r dj nsukA
eSa dpgjh esa tek djds tYnh gh dksbZ rkjh[k+ nsus ds---**
èkÙksjs dh! ;s odhy pkpk Hkh ,d gh ?kupDdj gSaA ikik&eeh dh ckr ds chp esa Hkh
viuh dpgjh&rkjh[k+ t+:j yxk,¡xsA odhy dh nqe!
yks] vc dksbZ dqN cksy gh ugha jgkA nksuksa xqelqe gksdj cSB x,A caVh dk eu gqvk]
ogk¡ ls ljd ysA ,sls rks dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vk,xk] tks dqN iwNuk gS eeh ls iwNsxkA
^^D;k crk,¡ dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vkrkA yxrk gS] tc ,d ckj èkqjh xM+cM+k tkrh
gS rks fQj ft+anxh yM+[kM+k gh tkrh gS---fQj dqN ugha gksrk---dqN Hkh ugha---** vkSj tkus dSls
vpkud pkpk dk yack&lk gkFk ihNs dks yVdk vkSj caVh ds flj ls Vdjk x;kA caVh ,dne
ldidk x;kA ;s pkpk Hkh vthc gSaA ckr djuh gS] lhèkh rjg ls djksA bruk gkFk&iSj
upkus dh D;k t+:jr gS\
^^vjs ;g D;k] caVh! rqe ;gk¡ D;k dj jgs Fks\**
caVh ds dkVks rks [kwu ughaA
^^fNidj ckrsa lqu jgs Fks\** pkpk eeh dh vksj bl rjg ns[k jgs gSa tSls caVh ugha]
eeh pksjh djrs gq, idM+ yh xbZ gksaA
caVh us ut+jsa >qdk yhaA t+:j eeh Hkh oSlh l[+r ut+jksa ls mls ns[k jgh gksaxhA mldh
fgEer ugha gks jgh gS fd vk¡[k mBkdj ,d ckj ns[k Hkh ysA mldh vk¡[ksa gh ugha] mldk
lkjk 'kjhj Hkh tSls tgk¡ dk rgk¡ te x;kA Hkhrj ls cl ,d fèkDdkj mB jgh gS] irk
ugha vius fy,] irk ugha pkpk ds fy,A
^^vPNk gS pkpk] eSa rks [”kqn pkgrh gw¡ fd ;g vc lc dqN tku ysA vkf[k+j dc rd
blls fNikdj j[kk tk ldrk gS! vc blds eu esa ;g ckr cgqr ?kqeM+us yxh gS vktdy!**
caVh tSls mcj vk;kA eu gqvk nkSM+dj eeh ds xys ls fyiV tk,] dg ns pkpk dks
fd eeh rks mls lc dqN crk,¡xh] D;k dj ysaxs vkiA
^^gk¡&gk¡] crkus&tkuus dks dkSu euk djrk gS] ij Bhd ls tkusA esjk eryc Fkk] ;g
fNidj lquus dh vknr Bhd ugha gSA** fQj vkokt+ dks cgqr eqyk;e cukdj cksys] ^^caVh
csVs] tkvks [ksyks] vPNs cPps gj le; cM+ksa ds chp esa ugha cSBrs vkSj caVh rks cgqr vPNk---
Dykl esa brus vPNs uacjksa ls ikl gksrk gS] bruh cf<+;k Mªkbax djrk gS!**
caVh us fQj eeh dh vksj ns[kkA 'kk;n os mls vius ikl cSBus dks gh dg nsaA
^^VhVw ds lkFk [ksyus ugha tk,xk caVh\** eeh us cgqr èkhes ls iwNkA eeh dk psgjk
gh ugha] eeh dh vkokt+ Hkh cgqr mnkl gks xbZ yxrh gSA
^^eSa rks vius ikSèkksa dk ikuh ns jgk Fkk] eeh!** #vk¡lh&lh vkokt+ esa caVh us ,d ckj
tSls vius ;gk¡ jgus dh li+$kbZ nhA
^^vPNk] ikuh nsrs gks vius ikSèkksa dks\ cgqr vPNs cPps gks] 'kkck'k! vc [ksyus tkvks]
24 / vkidk caVh
vius VhVh&ohVh ds lkFk [ksyksA**
caVh us eu gh eu thHk fp<+k;k pkpk dksA gq¡g! uke rd rks ysuk vkrk ughaA VhVh
gks x;kA
vkSj fQj ogk¡ ls rhj dh rjg Hkkx x;k] dqN bl Hkko vkSj QqrhZ ds lkFk ekuks mls
ogk¡ cSBus dh ;k fd mu nksuksa ds chp dh ckrphr lquus&tkuus dh dksbZ bPNk ugha gS] og
rks cl ;ksa gh cSB x;k FkkA j[ksa] viuh ckr vius iklA
nkSM+rs gq, gh pkpk ds vafre okD; dks ;kn fd;k] ^^tc èkqjh xM+cM+k tkrh gS rks ft+na xh
yM+[kM+k tkrh gSA** t+:j bl èkqjh esa gh dksbZ ckr gS] rHkh rks mls Hkxk fn;kA èkqjh dk eryc
D;k gksrk gS\ fdlls iwNs\ VhVw ls gh iwNsxkA VhVw lpeqp cgqr lkjh ,slh ckrsa tkurk gS]
tks og ugha tkurkA mlds vEek&ikik mlds lkeus gh rks lkjh ,slh ckrsa djrs gSa] blfy,
lc tkurk Hkh gSA èkqjh Hkh t+:j tkurk gksxkA
VhVw xqysy esa dadM+ yxkdj isM+ ij cus ?kksalys dk fu'kkuk lkèk jgk FkkA
^^D;k dj jgk gS\**
^^ikik us dgk gS] eq>s Hkh rsjs tSlh canwd fnyok nsaxsA cl] igys eSa fu'kkuk yxkuk
lh[k tkšA fu'kkuk rks xqysy ls Hkh lh[kk tk ldrk gSA**
^^eSa rq>s viuh canwd gh ns nw¡xk] lh[k ysukA** bl le; dqN vfrfjDr :i ls mnkj
gks jgk gS] caVh dk euA
^^ns nsxk\ py rks ys vk,¡A** VhVw us xqysy esa Q¡ls dadM+ dks ykijokgh ds lkFk rM+kd
ls t+ehu ij gh mNky fn;kA
^^vHkh ughaA odhy pkpk vk, gSaA eeh vkSj muesa dksbZ ckr gks jgh gS] t+:jhokyhA
vHkh cPpksa dks mèkj ugha tkuk pkfg,A** cM+s cqtqxhZ vankt+ esa caVh us dgkA
^^,s VhVw] ,d ckr crk,xk\**
^^D;k\**
^^èkqjh dk D;k eryc gksrk gS js\ rw tkurk gS\**
^^èkqjh\** VhVw lkspus yxkA fQj iwNk] ^^ij D;ksa\**
^^,d ckr gSA ij rw igys eryc crkA dksbZ cgqr xM+cM+ eryc gksuk pkfg,A** vkSj
caVh dh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus eeh dk mnkl psgjk ?kwe x;kA yxk tSls tks dqN xM+cM+ gS] og
;gha gS vkSj tSls Hkh gks bldk eryc tkuuk gh gSA
^^'kCn&vFkZ dh dkih ykš] 'kk;n mlesa dgha fy[kk gksA** fQj ,dk,d cksyk] ^^crkš]
;kn vk x;kA** caVh dh vk¡[ksa [kq'kh ls ped mBhaA
^^og ,d ykbu gS u ;kj–lc èku èkwfj lekuA**
^^dkSu&lh ykbu] eq>s rks ugha ekywe!**
^^rq>s dSls ekywe gksxkA rw tc pkSFkh esa vk,xk] rc rks i<+sxk!**
^^rks eryc D;k gqvk\** caVh tSls dgha ls f[kUu gks vk;kA
^^èkwfj ;kuh èkwy–feV~Vh le>kA ,d ckj i<+h gqbZ ckr eSa dHkh ugha Hkwyrk gw¡A**
ij VhVw ds bl vkRelarks"k ls caVh dk eu gydk ugha gqvkA eu gh eu nqgjk;k] tc
,d ckj èkwy xM+cM+k tkrh gS rks---èkr~! ;g ugha] dqN vkSj gksuk pkfg,A
^^ckr D;k gS] rw crk u\**
caVh us ,d ckj bèkj&mèkj ns[kkA fQj t+jk ikl ljddj cksyk] ^^tc ,d ckj èkqjh
vkidk caVh / 25
xM+cM+k tkrh gS rks ft+anxh gh yM+[kM+k tkrh gSA** vkSj fQj dqN bl Hkko ls ns[kus yxk
ekuks dg jgk gks le> yks] bruh cM+h ckr gSA crk ldrs gks bldk vFkZ\
^^;g D;k gqvk! èkr~ ikxy gS rw rksA**
^^ugha] ikxy ugha gw¡A cgqr cM+h ckr gksrh gS ;gA bruh cM+h fd eSa vkSj rw rks le>
gh ugha ldrsA eeh&ikik yksxksa dh ckr gksrh gSA 'kk;n mudh yM+kbZ dh ckrA**
vkSj jkr esa tc lks;k rks ckj&ckj eu gks jgk Fkk fd eeh ls bl ckr dk vFkZ iwNsA
pkpk D;k ckr dj x, gSa] lc iwNsA eeh us rks [”kqn crkus dks dgk FkkA ij dqlhZ ds ihNs
fNi djds cSBus dh gjdr ls og dgha Hkhrj gh Hkhrj bruk lgek gqvk Fkk fd iwNus dk
lkgl gh ugha gqvkA lc dqN tkuus dk ;g dkSrgw y mlds vijkèk dks vkSj iq[rk gh djsxkA
ugha] mls dqN Hkh ugha tkuukA
ij fcuk dqN iwNs vkSj tkus Hkh mls cjkcj yx jgk gS fd dksbZ ,d cgqr cM+h xM+cM+h
gS] tks mlds pkjksa vksj gS] tks eeh ds pkjksa vksj gS] ml xM+cM+h dh ckr crkus ds fy,
gh pkpk dydÙks ls ;gk¡ vk, gSa] eeh bruh mnkl gSa] ij vc fdlls iwNs!
mlds ikl Hkh tknw dk ySai gksrk rks f?kldj ftUu dks cqykrk vkSj lc iwN ysrkA
dSls fey ldrk gS tknw dk ySai!
vkSj fQj èkhjs&èkhjs dgkfu;ksa dk tknqbZ ekgkSy mldh iydksa ij mrjus yxk vkSj og
lks x;kA

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'kdqu ds fy, le; tSls ,d yacs vjls ls Bgj x;k FkkA ;ksa ?kM+h dh lqbZ rks cjkcj gh
pyrh FkhA jkst+ losjs ihNs ls vk¡xu ls ?kqldj èkwi lkjs ?kj dks pedkrh&nedkrh nksigj
dks ykWu esa QSy&iljdj cSB tkrh vkSj 'kke dks cM+h vylk;h&lh èkhjs&èkhjs ljdrh gqbZ
ihNs dh igkfM+;ksa esa fNi tkrhA ,d&nwljs dks Bsyrs gq, ekSle Hkh vkrs gh jgsA fQj Hkh
'kdqu dks yxrk Fkk fd le; tSls Bgjdj te x;k gS vkSj tes gq, le; dh ;g pV~Vku
u dgha ls fi?kyrh Fkh] u VwVrh FkhA cl] VwVrh jgh gS rks 'kdqu–èkhjs&èkhjs] fry&fryA ;ksa
rks fiNys nks&rhu lkyksa ls gh Bgjko dk ;g ,glkl cjkcj gh gksrk jgk gS] ij bèkj ,d
lky ls rks ;g ,glkl rh[kk gksrs&gksrs tSls vlg~;&lk gks x;k FkkA
lkeus [kM+h yach NqfV~V;k¡ vkSj xjeh ds csgn yacs vyl vkSj mnkl fnu! dkWyst D;k
can gks tk,¡xs tSls le; xqt+kjus dk ,d vPNk&[k+klk cgkuk [k+re gks tk,xkA ojuk mlds
furkar ?kVukghu thou esa ek=k dkWyt s tkuk Hkh ,d ?kVuk dh gh vgfe;r j[krk gSA dkWyt s ]
vkSj dkWyst ds lkFk tqM+h vusd leL;kvksa dh vkM+ esa og de ls de fdlh esa O;Lr jgus
dk larks"k rks ik ysrh gSA ojuk mldh viuh ft+anxh esa dqN Hkh rks ,slk ugha gS] tks {k.k&Hkj
dks Hkh mÙkstuk iSnk dj ldsA caVh ;fn flj ds cy [kM+k gks x;k] rks mlh dks ysdj og
mÙksftr&lk eglwl djrh jgrh gSA ;fn mlus Bhd ls [kkuk ugha [kk;k ;k fd og fdlh
ckr ij ft+n djds jks fn;k ;k fd mlus dksbZ ,slh ckr iwN yh] tks bl mez ds cPps dks
ugha iwNuh pkfg, rks og mÙksftr gksus dh fLFkfr rd ijs'kku gks tk;k djrh gSA gkyk¡fd
Hkhrj gh Hkhrj og Hkh dgha tkurh gS fd buesa ls dksbZ Hkh ckr mls lgh vFkks± esa mÙksftr
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djds ugha Fkdkrh] oju~ lgh vFkks± esa mÙksftr gksus ds iz;Ru esa gh og Fkd tkrh gSA dsoy
Fkd gh ugha tkrh] ,d izdkj ls VwV tkrh gSA
ij dy dhy pkpk us mlds lkeus tks izLrko j[kk vkSj vkt ftlds fy, os fQj
vkusokys gSa] mlus mls Hkhrj ls tSls iwjh rjg >d>ksj fn;kA gkyk¡fd og le> ugha ik
jgh gS fd vkf[k+j dy dh ckr esa ,slk u;k D;k Fkk] ftls ysdj og bruh ijs'kku ;k fopfyr
gks jgh gSA ,d cgqr&cgqr iqjkuh] lekIrizk;&lh dgkuh dh iqujko`fÙk gh rks gS! fQj\ fQj
Hkh dqN gS fd lkjh ckr dks og cgqr lgt <ax ls ugha ys ik jgh gSA yx jgk gS tSls mls
iwjh rjg eFk fn;k x;k gSA
odhy pkpk tc Hkh vkrs gSa] ,d ckj og iwjh rjg eFk tkrh gSA ckgj ls rks rc
Hkh dqN ?kfVr ugha gksrk] ,d iÙkk rd ugha fgyrk] ij eu ds Hkhrj gh Hkhrj mls tkus
fdrus vk¡èkh&rwi+$kuksa dks >syuk iM+rk gSA mlus >sys gSaA
vt; ds fdlh ds lkFk lacaèk c<+us dh lwpuk vkSj fQj mlds lkFk lSVy gks tkus
dh lwpuk us mls fdruk fryfeyk fn;k FkkA vdsys jgus ds ckotwn rc ,d ckj fQj u,
fljs ls vdsysiu dk Hkko tkxk Fkk] cgqr rh[kk vkSj dVq gksdjA vieku dh Hkkouk us
ml na'k dks cgqr T+;knk c<+k fn;k FkkA
vkSj dksbZ ,d lky ls Åij gqvk] pkpk us gh vkdj dgk Fkk] ^^D;k crk,¡] dqN le>
esa ugha vkrkA caVh dks ysdj mlds eu esa ,d dpksV gS vkSj ;gh dpksV dHkh&dHkh---**
rks og Åij ls uhps rd Øwj larks"k ls Hkj xbZ FkhA u pkgrs gq, Hkh vk'kk dh ,d gydh&lh
fdj.k eu esa dkSaèkh FkhA dkSu tkus caVh gh---
pkpk us caVh ds fy, f[kykSus fn, rks tkus D;ksa yxk Fkk fd ;s ek=k caVh ds fy, gh
ugha gSAa caVh dks ekè;e cukdj ml rd Hkh dqN Hkstk x;k gSA mlds ckn vt; Lo;a vk;k
FkkA ges'kk dh rjg vyx gh Bgjk] vyx gh jgk vkSj dsoy caVh dks cqyok;kA mlls rks
eqykdkr rd ugha dh] fQj Hkh 'kdqu dks yxrk jgk Fkk fd u feydj Hkh vt; tSls dgha
fQj ls mlls tqM+ x;k gSA ml fnu vt; ds ikl ls ykSVus ij og cM+h nsj rd caVh dks
nqykjrh&iqpdkjrh jgh Fkh] ekuks caVh ogk¡ ls vdsyk ugha ykSVk gks] vius lkFk vt; dks
Hkh ys vk;k gksA
ij èkhjs&èkhjs og dpksV Hkh 'kk;n lekIr gks xbZ] de ls de ;g rks Li"V gks x;k
fd mls ysdj dqN Hkh vk'kk djuk ,dne O;FkZ gSA vkSj mlds ckn ls cjkcj ;g yxrk
jgk gS fd vc lcdqN lekIr gks x;k gS] vafre vkSj fu.kZ;kRed :i lsA vkSj rc ls le;
mlds fy, te x;k Fkk] f'kyk dh rjgA
pkpk us dy ckr 'kq: djus ls igys dgk Fkk] ^^vc rks dksbZ mEehn ugha gSA** rks
mls ;gh yxk Fkk fd mEehn rks mls u vc gS] u igys dHkh FkhA fQj fdl ckr dh mEehn\
fQj ls lkFk jgus dh dksbZ pkguk mlds eu esa ugha FkhA mlus dbZ ckj vius vkSj vt;
ds lacaèkksa ds js'ks&js'ks mèksM+s gSa–lkjh fLFkfr esa cgqr fyIr gksdj Hkh vkSj lkjh fLFkfr ls cgqr
rVLFk gksdj Hkh] ij fu"d"kZ ges'kk ,d gh fudyk gS fd nksuksa us ,d&nwljs dks dHkh I;kj
fd;k gh ughaA
'kq: ds fnuksa esa gh ,d x+yr fu.kZ; ys Mkyus dk ,glkl nksuksa ds eu esa cgqr lki+$
gksdj mHkj vk;k Fkk] ftl ij gj fnu vkSj gj ?kVuk us dsoy lku gh p<+kbZ FkhA le>kSrs
dk iz;Ru Hkh nksuksa esa ,d vaMjLVSafMax iSnk djus dh bPNk ls ugha gksrk Fkk] oju~ ,d&nwljs
vkidk caVh / 27
dks ijkftr djds vius vuqdwy cuk ysus dh vkdka{kk lsA rdks± vkSj cglksa esa fnu chrrs
Fks vkSj BaMh yk'kksa dh rjg ysV&s ysVs nwljs dks nq[kh] cspuS vkSj NViVkrs gq, ns[kus dh vkdka{kk
esa jkrsaA Hkhrj gh Hkhrj pyusokyh ,d vthc gh yM+kbZ Fkh og Hkh] ftlesa ne lkèkdj
nksuksa us gj fnu izrh{kk dh Fkh fd dc lkeusokys dh lk¡l m[kM+ tkrh gS vkSj og ?kqVus
Vsd nsrk gS] ftlls fd fQj og cM+h mnkjrk vkSj {kek'khyrk ds lkFk mlds lkjs xqukg
ekQ djds mls Lohdkj dj ys] mlds laiw.kZ O;fDrRo dks fujs ,d 'kwU; esa cnydjA vkSj
bl fLFkfr dks ykus ds fy, lHkh rjg ds nk¡o&ispa [ksys x, Fks–dHkh dkseyrk ds] dHkh dBksjrk
dsA dHkh lcdqN yqVk nsusokyh mnkjrk ds] rks dHkh lcdqN lesV ysusokyh Ñi.krk dsA
izse ds ukVd Hkh gq, Fks vkSj ru&eu dks Mqcks nsusokys foHkksj {k.kksa ds vfHku; HkhA irk
ugha] mu {k.kksa esa dHkh Hkkoqdrk] vkos'k ;k mÙkstuk jgh Hkh gks] ij 'kk;n mu nksuksa ds gh
n;kyq euksa us dHkh mUgsa ml :i esa xzg.k gh ugha fd;kA nksuksa gh ,d&nwljs dh gj ckr]
gj O;ogkj vkSj gj vnk dks ,d u;k nk¡o le>us dks etcwj Fks vkSj bl etcwjh us nksuksa
ds chp dh nwjh dks bruk c<+k;k] bruk c<+k;k fd fQj caVh Hkh ml [kkbZ dks ikVus ds fy,
lsrq ugha cu ldk] ugha cukA
lkFk jgus dh ;a=k.kk Hkh cM+h fodV Fkh vkSj vyxko dk =kkl HkhA vyx jgdj Hkh
og BaMk ;q) dqN le; rd tkjh gh ugha jgk] cfYd vutkus gh viuh thr dk laHkkoukvksa
dks ,d u;k lacy fey x;k Fkk fd vyx jgdj gh 'kk;n lgh rjhds ls eglwl gksxk fd
lkeusokys dks [kksdj D;k dqN vewY; [kks fn;k gSA vkSj odhy pkpk dh gj [k+cj] gj ckr
bu laHkkoukvksa dks cukrh&fcxkM+rh jgh FkhA
lkeusokys dks ijkftr djus ds fy, tSlk lk;kl vkSj lUu) thou mls thuk iM+k
mlus mls [kqn gh ijkftr dj fn;kA lkeusokyk O;fDr rks irk ugha dc ifjn`'; ls gV
Hkh x;k vkSj og vkt rd mlh eqnkz es]a mlh fLFkfr esa [kM+h gS–lk¡l jksd]s ne lkèks] ?kqVh&?kqVh
vkSj Ñf=ke!
lkr o"kks± esa foHkkxkè;{k ls fizfa liy gks tkus ds ihNs Hkh dgha vius dks c<+kus ls T+;knk
vt; dks fxjkus dh vkdka{kk gh FkhA og Lo;a dHkh viuk y{; jgh gh ughaA ,d vn`';
vutku&lh pqukSrh Fkh] ftls mlus gj le; vius lkeus gok esa yVdrk gqvk eglwl fd;k
Fkk vkSj tSls mldk eqdkcyk djrs&djrs] mlls tw>rs&tw>rs gh og vkxs c<+rh pyh xbZ
FkhA
ij brus ij Hkh tc lkeusokyk ugha VwVk rks mldh lkjh izxfr mlds vius fy, gh
tSls fujFkZd gks mBh FkhA
dy igyh ckj eu esa vk;k fd ;fn og viuh n`f"V vt; dh txg vius gh Åij
j[krh rks 'kk;n bruh ekufld ;kruk rks ugha HkksxrhA rc mldk gj c<+rk gqvk dne]
mldh gj miyfCèk mls dqN ikus dk ,glkl rks djkrhA ij vc ugha vc vkSj ughaA
chp esa est+ ij nLr[k+r fd, gq, dkx+t+ ,d fxykl ds uhps ncs gq, QM+QM+k jgs gSaA
est+ ds bl vksj 'kdqu cSBh gS vkSj nwljh vksj odhy pkpkA
fdrus fnuksa ds ckn mlus vt; ds gLrk{kj ns[ks Fks vkSj ns[kdj ,d vthc&lh vuqHkwfr
gqbZ Fkh] ij pkgdj Hkh og mls uke ugha ns ikbZA
,d vè;k; Fkk] ftls lekIr gksuk Fkk vkSj og gks x;kA nl o"kZ dk ;g fookfgr
thou–,d v¡èksjh lqjax esa pyrs pys tkus dh vuqHkwfr ls fHkUu u FkkA vkt tSls ,dk,d
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og mlds vafre Nksj ij vk xbZ gSA ij vk igq¡pus dk larks"k Hkh rks ugha gS] <dsy fn,
tkus dh foo'k dpksV&Hkj gSA ij dSlk gS ;g Nksj\ u izdk'k] u og [kqykiuA u eqfDr
dk ,glklA yxrk gS tSls bl lqjax us mls ,d nwljh lqjax ds eqgkus ij NksM+ fn;k gS–
fQj ,d vkSj ;k=kk–oSlk gh vaèkdkj] oSlk gh vdsykiuA
mlds vius gh eu esa tkus fdrus&fdrus iz'u rSj jgs gSAa D;k [”knq mls vt; dk lacèa k
Hkkjh ugha iM+us yxk Fkk\ D;k og [”kqn Hkh mlls eqDr gksuk ugha pkgrh Fkh\ rks fQj\ dSlk
gS ;g na'k\ D;k og vkt rd vt; ls dqN vis{kk j[krh vkbZ gS\
ugha] vt; ls dqN u ik ldus dk na'k ;g ugha gS] cfYd na'k 'kk;n bl ckr dk
gS fd fdlh vkSj us vt; ls og lc dqN D;ksa ik;k] tks mldk izkI; FkkA ;k fd bl ckr
dk Fkk fd og lc dqN rksM+&rkM+dj fudyrh vkSj vt; mlds fy, nq[kh gksrk] NViVkrkA
lkFk ugha jg ldrs Fks] blfy, lkFk ugha jg jgs gSa] fLFkfr rc Hkh oSlh gh jgrh] ij fQj
Hkh fdruk dqN cny x;k gksrk! ;fn vt; ds lkFk ehjk u gksrh cfYd mlds vius lkFk
dksbZ gksrk---lp iwNk tk, rks vt; ds lkFk u jg ikus dk na'k ugha gS ;g] oju~ vt;
dks gjk u ikus dh pqHku gS ;g] tks mls mBrs&cSBrs lkyrh jgrh gSA
bu QjQjkrs iUuksa us mlds vkSj odhy pkpk ds chp vutkus gh 'kk;n cgqr cM+h
[kkbZ [kksn nh gS] rHkh rks pkpk vLokHkkfod :i ls pqi gks vk, gSaA ojuk bruh nsj rd
pqi jguk pkpk ds fy, laHko ughaA
nksuksa ds chp tcjnLrh f?kj vk, bl ekSu us lkjh fLFkfr dks tSls dgha vkSj vfèkd
tfVy cuk fn;kA 'kdqu us dkx+t+kas dks mBk;k vkSj rg djds pkpk dh vksj c<+krs gq, cksyh]
^^bUgsa j[k yhft,A vki brus pqipki D;ksa gks x,\**
vius Loj dh lgtrk ls og Lo;a pkSadhA dgha ;g Hkko Hkh tkxk fd ,slh fLFkfr
esa Hkh cgqr lgt&LokHkkfod cus jgus dh {kerk mlesa gS\
pkpk us bruh xgjh lk¡l yh ekuks cgqr nsj ls os lk¡l jksds gq, gh cSBs FksA
^^vkf[k+j ;g dke Hkh esjs gh gkFkksa gksuk FkkA yksx tksM+rs gSa] eSa rksM+usokyk cukA irk
ughaA rqe Hkh D;k lksp jgh gksxhA**
Loj dh O;Fkk 'kdqu dks Åij ls uhps rd lgyk xbZA dksbZ cgqr gh ehBh&lh ckr
dgdj pkpk dks vk'oLr djus dk eu gqvkA
^^vk;k rks Fkk fd vkt rqels cgqr ckrsa d:¡xk] rqEgsa le>kÅ¡xk] ij D;k crkÅ¡ 'kdqu]
dqN dgrs gh ugha cu jgk gSA** mudk Loj ,dne HkjkZ;k gqvk FkkA
lhèks&lPps eu ls fudyh gqbZ pkpk dh bu ckrksa esa mls dgha Hkh cukoVhiu ;k Ñf=kerk
dh cw ugha vk jghA
^^vki D;ksa bruk fxYVh i+$hy dj jgs gSa---\ blesa u;k rks dqN ugha gqvk\ tks Fkk mls
gh rks dkuwuh :i fn;k tk jgk gSA** vkSj dgus ds lkFk gh mls yxk] dk'k! og vius eu
dks Hkh ,sls gh le>k ikrhA
nksuksa ds chp fQj ekSu f?kj vk;kA os nksuksa vkSj vkl&ikl dk lkjk ekgkSy dqN vthc
rjg ls LrCèk FkkA dsoy ikl esa iyax ij lks;k caVh jg&jgdj gkFk&iSj pykrk ;k djoV
ys ysrkA
vkSj fQj ,dk,d pkpk us ckr 'kq: dj nh] fcuk fdlh Hkwfedk dsA 'kk;n 'kdqu
dh ckr us] mlds Loj us mUgsa vk'oLr dj fn;k Fkk ;k fd ml ladksp dks rksM+ fn;k ftlds
vkidk caVh / 29
uhps ncs&ncs os dqN cksy ugha ik jgs FksA
^^gks ldrk gS rqEgsa esjh dy dh ckr dk cqjk yxk gksA jkr esa Hkh eSa blh ckr ij
lksprk jgk FkkA ij caVh dks rqEgsa gksLVy Hkst gh nsuk pkfg,A**
pkpk fQj vius i+$kWeZ esa vk x, Fks] ij 'kdqu dk eu l'kafdr gks vk;kA 'kdqu tkurh
gS fd gksLVy dk vkxzg pkpk ds vius eu dh mit ugha] os mls dydÙks ls <ksdj yk,
gSaA ;g ,d vkns'k gS tks lq>ko ds [kksy esa yisVdj mlds ikl Hkstk x;k vkSj blhfy,
og cgqr dVq gks vkbZA
^^lkr lky ls eSa vdsyh gh rks caVh dks iky jgh gw¡A mldk fgr&vfgr eSa nwljksa ls
T+;knk tkurh gw¡A**
^^rqe eq>s nwljksa esa fxuus yxh gks\ dc ls\ ;g lgh gS fd eSa vt; dk fe=k gw]¡ dydÙks
jgrk gw]¡ ij rqEgkjs fy, Hkh esjs eu esa de Lusg ughaA i{kikr dh f'kdk;r Hkh djuk pkgksxh
rks ,d ckr rd rqEgsa <w¡<+s ugha feysxhA**
'kdqu ,d {k.k dks Hkhrj gh Hkhrj dgha yfTtr gks vkbZA
^^ugha] esjk ;g eryc ugha] vki x+yr le> x,A eSa rks---**
^^[k+Sj NksM+ks!** 'kdqu dks vc lquuk gS] cksyus os ugha nsaxsA
^^rqe ;g er lkspks fd dsoy vt; gh ,slk pkgrk gS] eq>s [”kqn ,slk yxrk gS fd
caVh dks rqEgsa ,dne gksLVy Hkst nsuk pkfg,A bV bt+ , eLV!** 'kdqu pqiA
^^rqe Hkh tkurh gks] eSa cgqr lki+$ vkSj nks Vwd ckr dgusokyk vkneh gw¡A t+jk lkspks]
Ldwy ds vykok caVh lkjs fnu rqEgkjs lkFk jgrk gS ;k rqEgkjh ml QwQh ds lkFkA rqEgkjs
;gk¡ vfèkdrj efgyk,¡ gh vkrh gksaxhA ;kuh bldh D;k daiuh gS\ cgqr gqvk iM+ksl ds
,d&nks cPpksa ds lkFk [ksy fy;kA ij ,d vkB&ukS lky ds xzksbax cPps ds fy, ;g rks dksbZ
ckr ugha gqbZ uA gh 'kqM xzks ykbd , ckW;] ykbd , eSuA**
'kdqu pqipki pkpk dk eq¡g rkdrh jgh vkSj tkuus dh dksf'k'k djrh jgh fd blesa
ls fdruh ckrsa pkpk dh viuh gSa vkSj fdruh dks os dsoy ml rd igq¡pk jgs gSaA
ij ,dk,d vt; caVh dks gksLVy Hkstus dks brus mRlqd D;ksa gks x,\ mls lkjh ckr
esa ,d vthc&lh xaèk vkus yxhA igys vt; us vius dks dkVk] vc D;k caVh dks Hkh
'kdqu ls dkVuk pkgrs gSaA tkus dSlh dM+okgV&lh mlds ru&cnu esa ?kqyus yxhA
^^cksyks] eSa x+yr dg jgk gw¡\ dy eSa ns[k jgk Fkk fd fdl dnj og vHkh Hkh rqels
fpidk&fpidk jgrk gSA ;g lc cgqr ukeZy ugha gSA viuh mez ds cPpksa dk lkFk mlds
fy, cgqr t+:jh gSA vkSj og rks mls bl ?kj esa fey ugha ldrkA**
FkksM+h nsj igys pkpk ds psgjs ij tks mnklh Fkh] fxYV dk tks cks> Fkk] og lc irk
ugha dc cg x;kA ij 'kdqu ds eu dh VwVu---jkse&jkse dks lkyrk og na'k rks vHkh Hkh
tSls dk rSlk cuk gqvk gSA Åij ls os lkjh ckrsa\ odhy pkpk dks D;k ,d ckj Hkh bl
ckr dk [k+;ky ugha vk jgk fd fdruk lg ldrh gS vkf[k+j 'kdqu\
^^vPNk crkvks] caVh ftl rjg iy jgk gS rqe mlls larq"V gks\** vkSj tSls igyh
ckj mldk mÙkj lquus ds fy, os pqi gq,A
^^eSa ftruk Hkh laHko gks ldrk gS] mlds fy, djrh gw¡A dkWyst ds ckn dk lkjk le;
,d rjg ls mlh ij nsrh gw¡] vkSj dj gh D;k ldrh gw¡\**
^^vks¶Qksg! ckr rqEgkjs djus dh rks ugha gSA blls fdldks badkj gS fd rqe cgqr djrh
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gks] cfYd ftruk ugha djuk pkfg, mruk djrh gksA ij mls rqe gemez cPpksa dh daiuh
rks ugha ns ldrh gks u\**
vkSj mUgksaus ut+jsa 'kdqu ds psgjs ij xM+k nhaA ,d ckj 'kdqu dk eu gqvk fd og
,d 'kCn Hkh ugha cksys] <hB cudj lc lqurh pyh tk,–ns[ksa] dgk¡ rd cksyrs gSa\ D;ksa
lqus og vc bu yksxksa dh ckrsa\ D;ksa ekus bu yksxksa ds lq>ko\ vius vkSj caVh ds ckjs
esa og iwjh rjg Lora=k gS] dqN Hkh lkspus ds fy,] dqN Hkh djus ds fy,A
^^cksyks!**
^^caVh dks gksLVy Hkstus dh ckr rks vkius dg nh] ij dHkh ;g Hkh lkspk gS fd mls
gksLVy Hkstdj eSa fdruh vdsyh gks tkšxhA** vkSj mldk Loj tSls ,dk,d gh fc[kj x;kA
og dgha ls Hkh viuh nqcZyrk ugha fn[kkuk pkgrh Fkh] ij tkus dSls xyk fHkap&lk x;kA
pkpk dh ut+jksa dh pqHku vkSj Hkh rh[kh gks xbZA 'kdqu dks yxk tSls ckr dgus ds
igys ;k rks os viuh ckr dk ot+u rkSy jgs gSa ;k 'kdwu ds lgus dk lkeF;ZA og Hkhrj
gh Hkhrj dgha ls cspSu gksus yxhA lkFk gh eu esa ,d vkØks'k Hkh ?kqyus yxkA caVh mlds
vfèkdkj dh lhek gS] ftlesa og fdlh dks ugha vkus nsxhA vius psgjs ij ut+jsa fVdk,
pkpk mls cM+s ?kk?k yxsA ,d {k.k dks bPNk gqbZ] Åij ls vks<+h gqbZ bl ln~Hkkouk ds js'ks&js'ks
fc[ksj ns vkSj okRlY; esa fNih ml eDdkjh dks m?kkM+dj j[k nsA dkSu&lk nk¡o vc pysxa -s --og
vius dks iwjh rjg rS;kj djus yxhA
^^eq>s Mj gS 'kdqu] dgha rqe viuk vdsykiu [k+re djus ds pDdj esa caVh dk Hkfo";
gh u [k+re dj nks! rqEgkjk ;g vfrfjDr Lusg mls ckSuk gh u NksM+ nsA**
'kdqu Åij ls uhps rd fryfeyk xbZA ij fQj Hkh mlls ,d 'kCn rd ugha dgk
x;kA
pkpk èkhjs&èkhjs vkSj l¡Hky&l¡Hkydj cksy jgs FksA 'kk;n 'kdqu ds psgjs dh izfrfØ;k
Hkh mUgksaus le> yh Fkh vkSj fLFkfr dh uktqdrk HkhA
^^pht+kas dk lgh rjhds ls ysuk lh[kks] 'kdqu! eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqEgsa bl ckr esa rjg&rjg
dh xaèk vk jgh gksxhA ftl fLFkfr esa rqe gks] mlesa ;g cgqr LokHkkfod Hkh gSA tc vkneh
,d txg èkks[kk [kkrk gS rks mls yxrk gS] lc txg èkks[kk gh èkks[kk gSA ij ,slk gksrk
ugha gSA**
'kdqu pqipki iSj ds uk[kwu ls èkjrh dqjsnrh jghA mls dqN ugha dguk] cl og djsxh
ogh] tks mls Bhd yxsxkA
ckr caVh ds fgr dh gS vkSj lp iwNks rks caVh ls Hkh T+;knk rqEgkjs fgr dh gSA rqe
ekuksxh ugha vkSj dguk Hkh cM+k vthc yxrk gS] ij esjs lkeus bl le; rqEgkjh ckr gh
lcls izeq[k gSA**
'kdqu pkSadhA vc ;g dksbZ u;k nk¡o gS D;k\ v¡èksjs esa pkpk dk psgjk cgqr lki+$ ugha
fn[kkbZ ns jgk] ij Loj esa dgha Hkh fdlh rjg ds nk¡o&isap dh xaèk ugha FkhA D;k Hkjkslk]
odhy vkneh Bgjs!
^^t+jk vkt ls vkB&ukS lky ckn dh ckr lkspks tc caVh dh viuh ft+na xh gksxh] vius
Lora=k lacèa k gksxa ]s viuh bPNk,¡ vkSj viuh egÙokdka{kk,¡ gksxa h] rc rqEgkjk fdruk vfLrRo
gksxk mldh ft+anxh esa\**
pkpk ,d {k.k dks #dsA ekuks ckr dks èkhjs&èkhjs dgdj mlds ,d&,d igyw ds egÙo
vkidk caVh / 31
dks le>k nsuk pkgrs gksaA
^^vkSj bl fLFkfr dh nks gh ifj.kfr;k¡ gks ldrh gSa---gksaxhA ;k rks rqe mlds Lora=k
vfLrRo dks lekIr djds ml ij gkoh gksus dh dksf'k'k djksxh vkSj ;k fQj vius dks cgqr
gh misf{kr vkSj viekfur eglwl djksxhA ml le; rqEgsa ;gh yxsxk fd ftlds ihNs rqeus
viuh lkjh ft+anxh cjckn dh] og vc rqEgsa gh Hkwydj viuh fta+nxh thus dh ckr lksp
jgk gSA ml le; rqEgsa cqjk yxsxkA vkt vt; dks ysdj rqEgkjs eu esa tks dVqrk gS] gks
ldrk gS fd ogh fQj caVh dks ysdj gks---vkSj vkt ls nl xquk T+;knk gks---**
'kdqu dks yxk tSls dksbZ iwjs gks'k&gokl esa mls vkjh ls phjs tk jgk gSA ,d cgqr
gh dVq vkSj ohHkRl lPpkbZ gS] ftls mlds iwjs uaxsiu esa pkpk mlds lkeus j[kuk pkgrs
gSaA ij D;ksa---D;k og ;g lc ugha tkurh\ ;k fd mlus bl lc ij ugha lkspk gS\ fnuksa]
g¶rksa] eghuksa lkspk gSA jkr&jkr&Hkj tkxdj lkspk gS] ij ;g lkspuk mls dgha mckjrk ugha]
dsoy Mqcksrk gS] xgjs esa] vkSj xgjs esaA
,d {k.k dks dgha cgqr xgjs esa Mwch&Mwch&lh 'kdqu dks pkpk dh vkokt+ cM+h
vLokHkkfod&lh yxhA og ,dVd pkpk ds psgjs dks ns[kdj Hkh tSls dqN ugha ns[k jgh FkhA
^^tks gksuk Fkk lks rks gks gh x;k] vkSj pyks vPNk gh gqvkA lkjh ft+anxh ml ruko
esa dkVus dh vis{kk rks mlls eqDr gksuk yk[k xquk vPNk FkkA ;g o+$kuwuh dk;Zokgh gks
tk,xh lks Hkh vPNk gh jgsxkA ;g lacaèk gh ,slk gS fd yk[k yM+ fHkM+ yks] vyx jgus
yxs] ij dgha u dgha vk'kk dk ,d rarq tqM+k gh jg tkrk gSA og vk'kk pkgs ft+anxh&Hkj
iwjh u gks---gksrh Hkh ugha gS---fQj Hkh eu gS fd bèkj&mèkj ugha tkrk] cl mlh esa vVdk
jg tkrk gSA**
'kdqu dk eu gqvk fd lki+$ dg ns fd mlds eu esa vk'kk dk dksbZ Hkh rarq&oarq ugha
gS] ij bruk cM+k >wB mlls ugha cksyk x;k] lks Hkh odhy pkpk ds lkeusA mez vkSj vuqHkoksa
us lku p<+kdj ftudh ut+jksa dks cgqr iSuk cuk fn;k gSA ^^ij eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd vc rqe
vius ckjs esa lkspuk 'kq: djks] fcydqy u, <ax ls] ,dne O;kogkfjd Lrj ijA**
'kdqu dh vk¡[kksa esa ,d cM+k vlgk;&lk Hkko mrj vk;kA D;k j[kk gS lkspus ds fy,
vc mlds ikl\
^^rqe lksp jgh gksxh fd igys bu dkx+t+ksa ij nLr[k+r djok,] fQj caVh dks vyx
djus dh ckr 'kq: dj nh] fdruk Øq,y gw¡ eSa] D;ksa\ ;gh lksp jgh Fkh u\**
^^ugha rks---eSaus rks ,slk dqN ugha lkspkA** >wB cksyrs le; mudk viuk Loj 'kk;n
cgqr dk¡i&lk jgk Fkk] de ls de mls ,slk gh yxkA
^^lkspk Hkh gks rks eSa cqjk ugha ekuw¡xkA ij eSa rqEgsa rdyhi+$ nsus ds fy, caVh dks vyx
ugha djuk pkgrk] fcuk caVh dks vyx fd, Hkh rqe lksp ldks rks vPNk gSA ij bruk
t+:j dgw¡xk fd rqe dsoy caVh dh ek¡ gh ugha gks] blfy, dsoy caVh dh ek¡ dh rjg gh
er ft;ks] 'kdqu dh rjg Hkh ft;ksA**
pkpk dk vfHkizk; og le> Hkh jgh Fkh vkSj ugha Hkh le> jgh FkhA
^^Bhd gS] tks dqN Hkh gqvk] og cgqr lq[kn ugha gS] ij og vafre Hkh ugha gSA de
ls de rqe tSlh vkSjr ds fy, og vafre ugha gks ldrk] ugha gksuk pkfg,A**
vkSj ,dk,d gh 'kdqu dks og jkr ;kn vk xbZ] tc blh rjg vkeus&lkeus cSBdj
pkpk mls le>k jgs Fks–nks tus lkFk jgrs gSa rks ,sMtLV rks djuk gh iM+rk gS 'kdqu] vius
32 / vkidk caVh
dks dqN rks ekjuk gh iM+rk gSA vkSj tc muds lkjs gfFk;kj pqd x, Fks rks cM+s grk'k Loj
esa cksys Fks] ^^;fn ,slk gh gS rks fQj vPNk gS fd rqe yksx vyx gks tkvksA lacèa k dks fuHkkus
dh [k+kfrj vius dks [k+re dj nsus ls vPNk fd lacaèk dks [k+re dj nksA**
fookg ds ckn ls gh mlds thou ds gj egÙoiw.kZ eksM+ ds lkFk pkpk fdlh u fdlh
:i ls tqM+s gh gq, gSaA vc fQj fdl egÙoiw.kZ fn'kk dh vksj ladsr dj jgs gSa ;s\
^^vxj vt; viuh fta+nxh dh ubZ 'kq#vkr dj ldrk gS rks rqe D;ksa ugha dj ldrh\
D;ksa vius dks bruk ck¡èk&ck¡èkdj j[krh gks\ vkf[k+j fizfa liy gksus ds ukrs ;gk¡ ds Hknz lekt
esa rqEgkjk mBuk&cSBuk gksxk gh] bl n`f"V ls dHkh---** bl ckj 'kdqu ,dk,d tSls pkSadhA
D;k pkpk MkWDVj tks'kh dh vksj ladsr dj jgs gSa\ ij ugha] ftl ckr dks iwjh rjg mHkjus
ds igys [”kqn mlus eu gh eu esa nck fn;k] mls pkpk tku gh dSls ldrs gSa\ fQj Hkh og
gyds ls lkoèkku gks vkbZA
^^rqeesa D;k ugha gS\ cqf)eku gks] i<+h&fy[kh gks] fizafliy gks] lkjs 'kgj esa rqEgkjk
eku&lEeku gSA** fQj ,d {k.k dks Bgjdj gyds ls fouksn ds lkFk cksys] ^^ifjfLFkfr;ksa
us pkgs rqEgsa ftruk rksM+k gks le; dks rqeus vius Åij gkFk ugha j[kus fn;kA fj;yh ;w
lhe Vw ch ,t&izwQA**
vkSj bl okD; ds lkFk gh okrkoj.k tSls gydk gks vk;kA lkjh ckr dks vkSj vfèkd
lgt cukus ds fy, mUgksaus fQj dgk] ^^tks dqN gks x;k mls Hkwy tkvksA chrh ckrksa dks
dkrrs jguk cw<+ksa dk LoHkko gksrk gSA ij rqe rks---**
ikl lks;s caVh us djoV yh vkSj ,dne iyax dh ikVh ij vk x;kA 'kdqu >Vds
ls mBh vkSj mls fxjus ls cpk;kA
^^bruk yksVrk gS fd vxy&cxy esa #dkoV u gks rks jkr esa ik¡p&nl ckj rks uhps
gh fxjsA** fQj èkhjs ls chp esa djds mls cM+s Lusg ls Fkidus yxhA
pkpk us est+ ij ls Vksih mBkdj flj ij j[kh vkSj mBus dh eqnzk esa cksys] ^^vjs] vc
NksMk+ s ;s #dkoVsa yxkukA fxjrk gS rks fxjus nksA dqN ugha gksrk bl rjg fxjus lsA fxj&fxjdj
gh cPps cM+s gksrs gSa] curs gSaA** vkSj os mB [kM+s gq,A
^^bl flyflys esa eq>s ,d vejhdu dh ckr ;kn vkrh gSA og dqN eghuksa ;gk¡ jgk
Fkk vkSj ns[kus&lquus ds ckn cksyk Fkk fd fganqLrkuh yksx cPpksa ls izse ugha djrs] mUgsa cPpksa
ls eksg gksrk gS] vaèkk eksgA lp dgrk gw¡ rc eq>s cM+k rko vk x;k Fkk ml ij] ij ckn
esa lkspk] og Bhd gh dgrk FkkA ,d vke fganqLrkuh cPps dh lgh <ax ls ijofj'k djuk
tkurk gh ughaA I;kj vkSj ns[kHkky ds uke ij ek¡&cki gh vius dks bruk Fkksis jgrs gSa
cPps ij fd dHkh og iwjh rjg iui gh ugha ikrkA**
vkSj viuh NM+h mBkdj os ,dne [kM+s gks x,A muls nqxuq h mudh Nk;k ykWu esa ysV xbZA
^^;g D;k vki ,dne gh py fn,\**
^^vkSj ugha rks D;k\ lk<+s nl rks ct x,A oSls Hkh vkt losjs dk fudyk gqvk gw¡A**
^^dy rks pys tk,¡xs u\**
^^cl] dy dwp!**
^^vxyk pDdj dc yxsxk vc vkidk\** lkFk&lkFk pyrs gq, gh 'kdqu us iwNkA
^^viuk vkuk vius eqofDdyksa ds gkFk gS] tc Hkh fdlh dh rkjh[k+ iM+ tk,A**
vkxs c<+dj 'kdqu us QkVd [kksykA pkpk ?kwedj [kM+s gks x,A ^^ns[kks 'kdqu] esjh ckrksa
vkidk caVh / 33
ij t+jk xaHkhjrk ls lkspuk] tks dqN eSaus dgk] og egt rlYyh nsus ds fy, ugha] cfYd
vkbZ ehu bV!** vkSj mUgksaus cM+s Lusg ls 'kdqu dk daèkk FkiFkik;k rks 'kdqu Hkhrj rd
Hkhx vkbZA fQj ,d {k.k #ddj cksys] ^^ns[kks] vc tc Hkh rkjh[k+ iM+sxh vt; vk tk,xk]
cl ,d nl feuV ds fy, dksVZ tkuk gksxkA bl fdLls dks Hkh [k+re gh djksA vPNk!**
vkSj os ?kwe iM+sA v¡èksjs esa rst+&rst+ dneksa ls pyrk gqvk mudk vkdkj NksVs&ls&NksVk
gksrk pyk x;k vkSj fQj eksM+ ij tkdj vn`'; gks x;kA ij 'kdqu tgk¡ dh rgk¡ [kM+h jghA

pkpk dh mifLFkfr ds] Loj dh vkReh;rk ds vkSj yktokc rdks± ds tknw us mlds eu dh
lkjh 'kadkvksa vkSj lansg dks nwj dj fn;k FkkA ea=kfo)&lh mlus pkpk dh ,d&,d ckr
ij fo'okl dj fy;k Fkk vkSj mls pkpk dh lkjh ckrksa esa viuk fgr gh ut+j vk;k Fkk]
ij pkpk ds vafre okD; us tSls ,d >Vds&ls lkjk tknw rksM+ fn;kA
dqN ugha] os dsoy mlls gLrk{kj djokus vk, Fks---dgha og vM+ gh tkrh rks vt;
ds fy, ,d ladV iSnk gks ldrk FkkA ^ehjk bt+ ,DlisfDaVx* pkpk ds 'kCn mHkjsA rks blhfy,
;g lkjk tky jpk x;k FkkA ;g ckr rks vt; Hkh fy[k ldrk Fkk] ij 'kk;n blhfy,
pkpk dks Hkstk x;k fd dksbZ jkLrk ckdh u jg tk, 'kdqu ds cp fudyus ds fy,A rkjh[k+
Hkh tYnh gh Myokuh gS] cPpk gksus ls igys lkjk jkLrk lki+$ dj gh ysuk gSA
og fQj Nyh xbZ] og fQj csodwQ cukbZ xbZA mldk jkse&jkse tSls lqyxus yxkA
os caVh dks gksLVy Hkstuk pkgrs gSa] 'kk;n mls Hkh èkhjs&èkhjs dCts esa dj ysuk pkgrs
gSaA ij og caVh dks dHkh Hkh gksLVy ugha HkstsxhA og tkurh gS] vt; caVh dks cgqr I;kj
djrk gS] ij vc ls og caVh dks feyus Hkh ugha nsxhA caVh ls u fey ikus dh otg ls
vt; dks tks ;kruk gksxh mldh dYiuk ek=k ls mls ,d Øwj&lk larks"k feyus yxkA
ejs&ejs gkFkksa ls 'kdqu us xsV can fd;k vkSj fdlh rjg vius dks ?klhVrh gqbZ iyax
rd ykbZA caVh lks;k Fkk] cs[k+cj vkSj fu¯'prA t+:j fdlh jktk&jkuh vkSj ifj;ksa ds liuksa
esa [kks;k gksxkA jkst+ dgkuh lqurk gS] i<+rk gS vkSj fQj ,sls gh lius ns[krk gSA
mlus >qddj mls ,d ckj I;kj fd;kA mlds ekFks ij ckyksa dh tks yVsa fNrjk vkbZ
Fkha] mUgsa lesVdj ihNs fd;kA yxk] caVh dk 'kjhj ,dne BaMk gks vk;k gSA ckgj BaMd
cgqr T+;knk c<+ pqdh Fkh] vius esa gh Mwcs&Mwcs mls irk gh ugha yxkA mlus tYnh esa caVh
dks xksn esa mBkdj lkM+h dk iYyk mlds pkjksa vksj yisV fn;k vkSj mls Hkhrj ys vkbZA
cgqr gh èkhjss&ls l¡Hkkydj mlus mls iyax ij lqyk fn;k---tSls dqN cgqr gh vewY;]
cgqr gh o+$herh gksA
vkSj rc ,d vthc&lh Hkkouk eu esa vkbZ–caVh dsoy mldk csVk gh ugha gS] og
gfFk;kj Hkh gS] ftlls og vt; dks Vkjpj dj ldrh gS] djsxhA

vkSj tc og [”kqn iyax ij ysVh rks lcls igyk psgjk MkWDVj tks'kh dk gh mHkjk–og psgjk]
tks ,d le; ckj&ckj mHkjus yxk Fkk viuh vusd&vusd eqnzkvksa ds lkFkA ij ftldks
mlus cjcl gh vius ls ijs gVk fn;k FkkA bèkj pkj&ik¡p eghuksa ls dksbZ irk gh ughaA
,d rks 'kgj dk lcls cM+k MkWDVj] fQj 'kdqu dk fugk;r gh lnZ vkSj tM+ O;ogkjA
vkt vpkud fQj ls lc dqN ;kn gks vk;kA fiNyh lfnZ;ksa esa caVh chekj gks x;k Fkk
rks fdruh vkReh;rk vkSj ,gfr;kr ls l¡Hkkyk Fkk mlsA dsoy caVh dks gh ugha] cq[kkj ds
34 / vkidk caVh
c<+rs jgs ikbaV ds lkFk gkSalyk [kksrh vkSj ?kcjkrh 'kdqu dks Hkh l¡Hkkyk FkkA
chekjh ds dkj.k gh nksuksa dk ifjp; gqvk FkkA èkhjs&èkhjs dkj.k gV x;k] cl ifj.kke
ckdh jg x;kA og ifr ls vyx gksdj jgrh gS] ;g 'kk;n lkjk 'kgj tkurk gS] blfy,
,d ckj Hkh caVh ds ikik ds ckjs esa ugha iwNk FkkA gk¡] viuh iRuh dh e`R;q dk lekpkj
t+:j ns fn;k Fkk vkSj fQj fcuk dqN dgs gh cgqr&dqN dg fn;k FkkA
'kk;n ,slh ckrsa dHkh 'kCnksa dh eqgrkt ugha jgrhaA
tc&rc caVh ds lekpkj tkuus ;k fd ^,sls gh bèkj ls tk jgk Fkk* dk lgkjk ysdj
vkrs jgs FksA pk;&ikuh gksrk Fkk] ckrphr gksrh Fkh] ij 'kdqu mu lkjs ladsrksa ds izfr mlh
mRlkg ;k yyd ds lkFk fj,DV ugha ij ikrh FkhA
vkSj fQj 'kdqu dh mnklh ds dkj.k gh lc dqN lekIr gks x;kA 'kk;n 'kq: gksus
ls igys ghA fd'kksj mezokyh Hkkoqdrk rks Fkh ugha fd vkneh [kkuk&lksuk rd Hkwy tk,A
cM+s ukekywe&ls <ax ls lc 'kq: gqvk Fkk vkSj oSls gh [k+re Hkh gks x;kA cl ,d gydk&lk
vDl mlds eu ij dgha jg x;k Fkk] vkt vutkus gh odhy pkpk ml ij ls le; dh
èkwy iksaN x,A
psgjk mHkjus ds lkFk gh igyh ckr eu esa vkbZ–vt; ds eqdkcys esa tks'kh dSls gSa\
vkSj nwljh ckr vkbZ–ehjk ds eqdkcys esa dSls gSa\ ehjk dks mlus ugha ns[kkA cl lquk gS
mlds ckjs esaA vusd dkYifud psgjs Hkh mHkjs gSa eu esaA igys og mu dkYifud psgjksa
dh rqyuk vius ls fd;k djrh FkhA og rqyuk cgqr LokHkkfod Hkh FkhA ij tks'kh vkSj
ehjk ds eqdkcys dh D;k rqd Hkyk\ fQj Hkh eu gS fd ckj&ckj dqN rkSy&ij[k jgk gSA
mls ;kn gS] igys Hkh tc&tc mlus tks'kh ds ckjs esa dqN lkspk Fkk] vutkus vkSj vupkgs
gh ges'kk vt; vkdj mifLFkr gks x;k Fkk---dsoy vt; gh ugha] dgha ehjk Hkh vkdj
mifLFkr gks tkrh FkhA mls lki+$ yxrk Fkk fd tks'kh ;k fdlh dk Hkh pquko mls djuk
gS rks tSls vius fy, ugha djuk gS] vt; dks fn[kkus ds fy, djuk gS---ehjk dh rqyuk
esa djuk gSA ij tc&tc ;g Hkkouk mBh mlus Lo;a vius dks cgqr f/kDdkjk] viuh HkRlZuk
dhA D;ksa ugha og vius fy, thrh gS] vius dks y{; cukdj th ikrhA
ij vkt fQj vt; vkdj [kM+k gks x;k] vuns[kh ehjk vkdj [kM+h gks xbZA mlus
vHkh&vHkh gLrk{kj djds fn, gSa] de ls de vc rks og bu lcls eqDr gks tk,A mls
eqDr gksuk gh gS] ,d ubZ ft+anxh dh 'kq#vkr djuh gh gSA
ij fQj eu esa dgha rSj gh x;kA vt; dks mls fn[kk gh nsuk gS fd og vxj ,d
ubZ ft+anxh dh 'kq#vkr dj ldrk gS rks og Hkh dj ldrh gSA ugha] mls fdlh dks dqN
ugha fn[kkuk gSA tks dqN Hkh djuk gS] vius fy, djuk gSA vkSj rc mlus cjcl gh lc
psgjksa dks ijs èkdsy fn;k---
dsoy tks'kh dk psgjk cM+h nsj rd vk¡[kksa ds lkeus V¡xk jgkA

4
vkt ikik vkusokys gSaA
nl cts caVh dks ljfdV gkml igq¡p tkus dks fy[kk gSA eeh gSa fd irk ugha dSlk
vkidk caVh / 35
eq¡g fy, ?kwe jgh gSaA u g¡lrh gSa] u cksyrh gSaA cl xqelqeA bl ckj odhy pkpk ds tkus
ds ckn ls gh eeh ,slh gks xbZ gSaA odhy pkpk Hkh ,d gh gSa clA [”kqn rks cksy&cksydj
<sj dj nsaxs vkSj eeh cspkjh dh cksyrh can dj tk,¡xsA irk ugha D;k gks x;k gS eeh dks\
mls ns[kuk 'kq: djsaxh rks ns[krh gh jgsaxh] ,sls ekuks mlds Hkhrj dqN <w¡<+ jgh gksaA jkr dks
dgkuh Hkh ugha lqukrhaA T+;knk dgks rks dg nsrh gSa] ^lks tk] dy lqukšxhA* og rks lks
gh tkrk gS] ij eeh dks ,slk djuk pkfg,\
ml fnu jkr esa irk ugha dc caVh dh uhan [kqy xbZA ns[kk] nwj isM+ ds uhps dksbZ [kM+k
gSA Mj ds ekjs mlls rks ph[k+k rd ugha x;k Fkk] cl lk¡l tSls ?kqVdj jg xbZ FkhA vkSj
os eeh fudyhaA mlds ckn fdruh nsj rd eeh mls Fkidrh jgha] fnyklk nsrh jgha] ij
Hkhrj ng'kr tSls tedj cSB xbZ FkhA vkèkh jkr dks ,sls dgha ?kwek tkrk gksxk\ pkpk tks
dg x, Fks xM+cM+ gksus dh ckrA og fcydqy Bhd gSA t+:j dqN xM+cM+ gqvk gSA eeh igys
rks ,slh ugha FkhaA ij og D;k djs\ eeh tc pqi&pqi gks tkrh gSa rks mldk eu fcydqy
ugha yxrkA
ijlksa gh rks ikik dh fpV~Bh vkbZ FkhA fyi+$ki+$s ij eeh dk uke fy[kk FkkA fiNyh
ckj rks fyi+$kQs ij Hkh mldk uke FkkA vanj Hkh nks dkx+t+ fudys] ,d eeh [”kqn i<+us
yxha] nwljk mls idM+k fn;kA rks D;k eeh ds ikl Hkh ikik dh fpV~Bh vkbZ gS\ eeh&ikik
D;k nksLrh djusokys gSa\ mlus viuh fpV~Bh i<+ yh vkSj fQj eeh dh vksj è;ku ls ns[kus
yxkA eeh D;k [”kq'k ut+j vk jgh gSa\ dgha dqN ugha] cl oSls gh pqi cSBh gSa] ekuks ikik
dh dksbZ fpV~Bh gh ugha vkbZ gksA ,d ckj mldh fpV~Bh i<+us rd ds fy, ugha ek¡xhA fiNyh
ckj rks dsoy mlh ds ikl fpV~Bh vkbZ Fkh vkSj mls i<+dj gh eeh fdruh izlUu gqbZ FkhaA
ikik ds ikl Hkstus ls igys mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkjdj bruk I;kj fd;k Fkk] bruk I;kj
fd;k Fkk] ekuks og dgha Hkkxk tk jgk gksA vkSj tc og ykSVdj vk;k Fkk rks eeh mlls
loky ij loky iwNs tk jgh Fkha---^vkSj D;k dgk vkSj D;k dgk*---ds ekjs ijs'kku dj fn;k
FkkA
eeh ls fNidj mlus eehokyk i=k mBkdj ns[kk] ?klhVh gqbZ vaxzst+h dh pkj&Ng ykbusa
Fkha] og dqN Hkh le> ugha ldkA mldk i=k fganh esa Fkk vkSj cM+s&cM+s lki+$ v{kjksa esaA
ijlksa jkr dks tc og lks;k rks cjkcj mEehn dj jgk Fkk fd eeh t+:j igys dh
rjg I;kj djsxa h] dqN dgsxa hA ij mUgksua s dqN ugha dgk] fli+$Z iwNk] ^rw tk,xk ikik ds ikl\*
;g Hkh dksbZ iwNus dh ckr Fkh Hkyk! ikik vk jgs gSa vkSj og tk,xk ugha\ mlds ckn eeh
cksyh ughaA
bl le; eeh mnkl fcydqy ugha gSaA eeh dh mnklh og [kwc igpkurk gSA fcuk
vk¡lw ds Hkh vk¡[ksa dSlh Hkhxh&Hkhxh gks tkrh gSaA
vPNk gS] cSBh jgsa ,slh ghA og rc ikik ds ikl tkdj [kwc ?kwesxk] pht+sa [k+jhnsxk]
gk¡] ugha rksA
og tYnh&tYnh rS;kj gks jgk gS vkSj eu gh eu dgha mu pht+ksa dh fyLV rSj jgh gS
tks mls ek¡xuh gSA dSje&cksMZ t+:j ysxk] ,d O;w ekLVj HkhA
^^nwèk&nfy;k [kk yksA** QwQh vyx gh viuk eq¡g Qqyk, ?kwe jgh gSA fiNyh ckj Hkh
ikik vk, Fks rks ;g ,sls gh HkUuk jgh Fkh] tSls bldh Hkh ikik ls yM+kbZ gksA
^^eSa ugha [kkrk nwèk&nfy;kA cl jkst+ lM+k&lk nwèk&nfy;k cukdj j[k nsrh gSA**
36 / vkidk caVh
 ^^caVh] D;k ckr gS\** dSlh l[+r vkokt+ esa cksy jgh gSa eehA caVh Hkhrj gh Hkhrj
lge x;kA èkhjs&ls cksyk] ^^gesa vPNk ugha yxrk nwèk&nfy;kA**
^^D;ksa] nwèk&nfy;k rks rq>s [kwc ilan gSA ,d fnu Hkh u cus rks 'kksj epk nsrk gSA
vkt gh D;k ckr gks xbZ\**
^^ilan gS rks jkst+&jkst+ ogh [kkvks] ,d gh pht+ clA eSa ugha [kkrkA**
^^ns[k jgh gw¡ tSls&tSls rw cM+k gksrk tk jgk gS] oSls gh oSls ft+n~nh vkSj <hB gksrk tk
jgk gSA vPNk gS] Hkn~n mM+ok lcds chp esjhA**
dSls cksy jgh gSa eeh! blesa Hkn~n mM+okus dh D;k ckr gks xbZ! og ugha [kk,xk nwèk&nfy;k]
fcuk uk'rk fd, gh pyk tk,xkA
og est+ ls mB x;k rks eeh us ,d ckj Hkh ugha dgk fd dqN vkSj cuk nks! u dgsa]
mldk D;k tkrk gS\
ghjkyky dks dy gh dg fn;k Fkk fd Bhd ukS cts vk tkukA lk<+s ukS ct jgs gSa]
ij mldk irk ughaA caVh cspSuh ls bèkj&mèkj ?kwe jgk gSA FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj esa ?kM+h ns[k ysrk
gSA eeh fdrkc ysdj ,sls cSB xbZ gSa] tSls le; dk mUgsa dqN gks'k gh ugha gksA og crk,
fd lk<+s ukS ct x,A ij D;k i+$k;nk] dg nsaxh vHkh vkrk gksxkA

og lc le>rk gSA vc mruk cq)w ugha gSA eeh dks 'kk;n vPNk ugha yx jgk gS fd caVh
ikik dks ikl tk jgk gSA ij D;ksa ugha yx jgk gS\ mldh rks ikik ls yM+kbZ ugha gSA ij
,slk gksrk gS 'kk;n!
,d ckj Dykl esa foHkw ls mldh yM+kbZ gks xbZ Fkh rks mlus vius lc nksLrksa dh foHkw
ls dqV~Vh ugha djok nh Fkh\ 'kk;n eeh Hkh pkgrh gSa fd og Hkh ikik ls dqV~Vh dj ysA
rks eeh mls dgrhaA vPNk eku yks eeh mlls dgrha rks og dqV~Vh dj ysrk\ vkSj mlds
eu esa u tkus fdruh pht+sa rSj xb±–dSje&cksMZ] O;w&ekLVj---eSdsuks---Xyksc---
rHkh ghjkyky dh NksVh yM+dh vkbZ] ^^ckiw dks rki p<+k gS] os ugha vk ldsaxsA**
^^D;k gks x;k\** eeh dh vkokt+ esa t+jk Hkh ijs'kkuh ugha gSA gk¡] mudk D;k fcxM+rk
gSA os rks pkgrh gh gSa fd eSa ugha tkšA eSa t+:j tkšxk] pkgs dqN Hkh gks tk,A
^^Hkksr t+ksj dk rki p<+k gS] lhr nsdjA os rks xqnM+s vks<+dj iM+s gSa] eq>s bfrYyk nsus
dks Hkstk gSA** vkSj og pyh xbZA
^^vc\** caVh jksus&jksus dks gks vk;kA
eeh ,d {k.k pqi jghaA fQj QwQh dks cqykdj dgk rks QwQh vyx fet+kt fn[kkus
yxh] ^^cgwth] eSa ugha tkÅ¡xh ogk¡A**
^^D;ksa\ cl rqe gh eq>s NksM+dj vkvksxhA** caVh QwQh dk gkFk idM+dj >wy vk;k]
^^tYnh pyks] vHkh pyksA**
^^NksM+ vkvks QwQh] ojuk dkSu ys tk,xk\** dSlh BaMh&BaMh vkokt+ esa cksy jgh gSaA
tSls] dguk gS] blfy, dg jgh gSa clA ys tk,] u ys tk,] dksbZ i+$jd ugha iM+sxkA
QwQh ,dne fcQj iM+h] ^^dksbZ ugha gS ys tkusokyk rks ugha tk,xkA feyus dh ,slh
gh csdyh gS rks [”knq vkdj ys tk,¡xAs bl ?kj esa vk tkus ls rks dksbZ èkje ugha fcxM+ tk,xkA
vki tks pkgs lt+k ns yks cgwth] eSa ogk¡ ugha tkÅ¡xhA eq>ls rks] vki tkuks---**
vkSj cM+cM+krh gqbZ QwQh pyh xbZA eeh us dqN Hkh ugha dgkA eeh dk viuk dke
vkidk caVh / 37
gksrk rks dSls fcxM+rhaA vc QwQh dks dgks u fd fcxM+rh tk jgh gS] <hB gksrh tk jgh
gSA cl Mk¡Vus ds fy, eSa gh gwA¡ Bhd gS dksbZ er ys tkvks eq>As vkSj caVh ,dne ogha iljdj
jksus yxkA
^^jks D;ksa jgk gS\ ;g Hkh dksbZ jksus dh ckr gS Hkyk\ Bgj tk] dkWyst ds ekyh dh
cqyokrh gw¡A**

eeh ekyh dks le>k jgh gSa] ^^ns[kks] dg nsuk fd vkB cts rqe ysus vkvksxs blfy, tgk¡
dgha Hkh gksa] vkB cts rd ljfdV gkml igq¡p tk,¡A rw Hkh dg nsuk jsA vkB ls nsj ugha
djsa] le>s!** dSlh l[+r&l[+r vkokt+ esa cksy jgh gSa] ,dne fizafliy dh rjgA
jkLrs Hkh caVh lksprk x;k fd cgqr lkjh ckrsa gSa tks og ikik ls iwNsxkA eeh ls iwNh
ugha tkrhaA dHkh 'kq: Hkh djrk gS rks ;k rks eeh mnkl gks tkrh gSa ;k l[+rA mnkl eeh
caVh dks nq[kh djrh gSa vkSj l[+r eeh mls Mjkrh gSaA vkSj bèkj rks eeh dks irk ugha D;k
dqN gksrk tk jgk gSA ikl ysVh eeh Hkh mls cgqr nwj yxrh gSaA mlds vkSj eeh ds chp
esa t+:j dksbZ jgrk gSA 'kk;n odhy pkpk dh dgh gqbZ dksbZ ckr] 'kk;n dksbZ xM+cM+hA mls
dksbZ dqN ugha crkrk] og vius&vki le>s Hkh D;k\ eeh dh ckr rks ikik ls Hkh ugha
iwNh tk ldrh gSA
ij ,d ckr og t+:j iwNxs k fd D;k rykdokyh dqVV~ h esa dHkh vCck ugha rks ldrh\
vxj ikik Hkh lkFk jgus yxsa rks fdruk et+k vk,! ij ,slh ckr iwNus ij ikik us Mk¡V
fn;k rks\
ikik ckgj gh fey x,A caVh ns[krs gh nkSM+ x;k vkSj ikik us mBkdj Nkrh ls yxk
fy;k] ^^caVh cs!** vkSj nksuksa xkyksa ij <sj lkjs fdLlw ns fn,A
^^bruh nsj D;ksa dj nh] ge rks dc ls jkg ns[k jgs gSa rqEgkjhA**
^^ghjkyky chekj iM+ x;k] dksbZ ykusokyk gh ugha FkkA**
ekyh us vkB ctsokyh ckr dgh rks ikik cM+h ykijokgh ls cksys] ^^gk¡&gk¡] Bhd gS]
vk tkuk vkB cts!** vkSj caVh dks ysdj Hkhrj vk x,A
dqN fdrkcsa] ,d eSdsuks vkSj Vki+$h dk ,d fMCck caVh ds lkeus QSys iM+s gSaA
^^ilan gSa lc\**
^^eq>s dSje&cksMZ vkSj O;w&ekLVj pkfg,A** cM+s 'kjekrs gq, caVh us dgkA
^^vjs] rks rqe gedks fy[k HkstrsA rqe rks gesa dHkh fpV~Bh gh ugha fy[krsA vPNk dksbZ
ckr ugha] vxyh ckj fnyok,¡xsA**
caVh dk eu gqvk fd ;gha ls fnyokus dks dg nsaA ij dgk ugha x;kA eeh gksrha rks
ft+n djds ys ysrkA
^^rqe rks bl ckj cgqr cM+s gks x,A** ikik mls ,dVd ns[k jgs gSaA og >sai x;kA
ikik gSa fd ,d ds ckn ,d iz'u iwNs tk jgs gSaA
^^i<+kbZ dSlh py jgh gS\ vPNs uacj ykrs gks u\**
^^dy gekjs ;gk¡ bULisD'ku FkkA eSaus [kwc vPNs tokc fn, rks bULisDVj lkgc us eq>s
'kkck'kh nh vkSj lj us HkhA**
^^'kkck'k! yks geus Hkh 'kkck'kh ns nh!** vkSj ikik us mldh ihB FkiFkik nhA
^^vkSj [ksy dkSu&dkSu ls [ksyrs gks\**
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 ^^rk'k] ywMks] dSje---**
^^D;k dgk] rk'k ywMks] dSje–èkÙksjs dk! ;g Hkh dksbZ [ksy gq,] yM+fd;ksa dsA fØdsV
[ksyks] gkWdh [ksyks] dcM~Mh [ksyks] yM+dksaokys [ksy [ksyksA ?kj ls ckgj fudydj Hkkxus&
nkSM+usokys---
^^vPNk] isM+ ij p<+ ldrs gks\**
^^ugha] eeh Mk¡Vrh gSa] dgrh gSa] fxj tk,xk!**
^^rSjuk lh[kk\ rSjus dh dksbZ txg gS\**
^^irk ughaA**
^^lkbfdy pykuk vkrk gS NksVh] nks ifg,okyh\**
^^eeh dgrh gSa] tc nl lky dk gks tkÅ¡xk rc fnyok,¡xhA**
^^nksLr fdrus gSa\**
^^VhVw!**
^^dkSu gS VhVw\**
^^?kj ds ikl jgrk gSA gekjs Ldwy esa i<+rk gS] ij eq>ls ,d Dykl vkxs gSA vkSj
dqUuh gSA**
^^dqUuh dkSu\**
^^'kekZ lkgc dh yM+dh gS] esjh nksLrA mudk ?kj Hkh mèkj gh gSA gekjs ?kj ds ihNs
pfy,] fQj bèkj dks eqfM+,] fQj FkksM+k&lk pfy,] cl mudk ?kj vk tkrk gSA**
bruh vPNh rjg le>k;k fQj Hkh ikik g¡l jgs gSaA
^^vkSj dkSu nksLr gS\**
^^dksbZ ughaA**
^^cl] dqy nks nksLr!**
^^ugha] Ldwy esa rks cgqr lkjs gSaA ij muds ?kj rks nwj&nwj gSaA**
^^rqEgkjk eu dSls yxrk gS lkjs fnu\ cPpksa dks rks [kwc nksLrksa ds lkFk jguk pkfg,]
[kwc [ksyuk pkfg,A**
^^yx tkrk gSA eeh [kwc dgkfu;k¡ lqukrh gSa] [kwc! rk'k Hkh [ksyrh gSaA fQj eSa fdrkcsa
i<+rk gw¡A Mªkbax cukrk gw¡A [kwc lkjh isafVax cuk j[kh gSa eSausA vPNh&vPNh rks eeh us dejs
esa yxk nhaA**
^^vPNk] bl ckj gekjs fy, Hkh ,d cukukA ge Hkh vius dejs esa yxk,¡xsA**
rks ,d {k.k dks caVh ikik dk psgjk ns[krk jgkA dg ns fd ikik gekjs lkFk D;ksa ugha
jgrs\ bl ?kj esa rks esjh isafVax yxh gh gqbZ gSaA ikik blh ?kj dks viuk ?kj D;ksa ugha cuk
ysrs\ vyx ?kj esa D;ksa jgrs gSa\ bl ?kj esa esjk cxhpk Hkh rks gS–[kwc lqanj&lkA
^^bl ckj NqfV~V;ksa esa dydÙkk pyksxs gekjs lkFk\**
caVh us cM+h l'kafdr&lh ut+j ls ikik dh vksj ns[kkA mls lkFk pyus dks D;ksa dg
jgs gSa] igys rks dHkh ugha dgk\
^^cgqr et+k vk,xk] [kwc ?kwesaxsA cksyks\**
^^eeh pysaxh rks pyw¡xkA**
^^Nh&Nh] brus cM+s gksdj Hkh eeh ds fcuk ugha jg ldrsA ;g xanh ckr gS csVs! vc
rqEgsa eeh ds fcuk jgus dh vknr Mkyuh pkfg,A rqe D;k yM+dh gks tks eeh ls fpiVs&fpiVs
vkidk caVh / 39
fQjrs gks\**
caVh cgqr ladqfpr gks vk;kA Hkhrj gh Hkhrj dgha x”qLlk Hkh vkus yxkA QwQh ,slk
dgrh rks et+k p[kk nsrkA ikik ls D;k dgs\ ij ikik ,slh ckr dgrs gh D;ksa gSa\ [”kqn
rks eeh ds lkFk ugha jgrs] pkgrs gSa og Hkh ugha jgsA cgqr pkykd gSaA ,dk,d mlds eu
esa lkeus cSBs ikik ds fy, x”qLlk mQuus yxkA cgqr eu gqvk iwNs] vki eeh dks Hkh lkFk
ysdj D;ksa ugha pyrs\ mlus ,d mM+rh&lh ut+j MkyhA irk ugha ikik mldh ckr ls dgha
ukjkt+ gks tk,¡ rks\ og ikik dks tkurk gh fdruk gS\ eeh dh rks gj ckr dk mls irk
gS] ij ikik---
^^cksyks] bl ckj NqfV~V;ksa esa rqEgsa ogk¡ cqyokus dk bart+ke djs\a NqfV~V;k¡ [k+re gks tk,¡xh
rks okil fHktok nsaxsA ubZ&ubZ pht+sa ns[kksxs–foDVksfj;k eseksfj;y] cksVsfudy xkMs±l] ysDl]
tw---A**
vkSj ikik ,d&,d pht+ ds ckjs esa foLrkj ls crkus yxsA cM+k 'kgj] cM+s 'kgj dh
cM+h&cM+h bekjrsa] cM+h&cM+h ckrsaA vkSj FkksM+h nsj igys lek;k gqvk caVh ds eu dk ladksp
vkSj Hk; bu ckrksa ds chp ?kqyus yxkA ,d&,d txg dbZ&dbZ fp=k mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus
cuus&fcxM+us yxsA
eu esa ,d lkFk gh tkus fdruk mRlkg vkSj dkSrwgy tkx mBkA
^ogk¡ lc c¡xyk esa cksysaxs rks eSa D;k d:¡xk\*
^ogk¡ lc eNyh&Hkkr [kkrs gSa\ rc rks lkjs 'kgj esa eNyh dh cncw gh vkrh jgrh
gksxh!*
^rsjg&pkSng rYys dk edku fdruk Å¡pk gksxk\* vkSj og ut+j Å¡ph djds vankt+
yxkus yxkA
^gqxyh esa tgkt Hkh rks pyrs gSa\ ge ns[k ldrs gSa Hkhrj rd tkdj\*
^^ih-lh- ljdkj Hkh rks ogha jgrk gS\ vkius tknw ns[ks gSa muds\ deky\ lkr
ckSuksaokyh dgkuh ds tknwxj tSlk gS ih-lh- ljdkjA vPNk ikik] caxky dh tknwxjfu;k¡
ns[kh gSa vkius] tks vkneh dks HksM+ cukdj j[k ysrh gSa\ tknw ds t+ksj ls vkneh os'k cny
ldrk gS\**
vkSj gj mÙkj ds lkFk mlds lkeus dkSrwgy&Hkjh ,d ubZ nqfu;k [kqyrh tk jgh gSA
og eqXèk&lk lqu jgk gS vkSj dYiuk dh vk¡[kksa ls cgqr dqN ns[k Hkh jgk gSA
ij ^cksyks vkvksxs NqfV~V;ksa esa\* ds lkFk gh lkjk tknw ,d >Vds ds lkFk VwV x;kA
ugha fcuk eeh ds og ugha tk,xk] tk gh ugha ldrkA
[kkuk [kkdj ikik us dgk] ^^pyks] FkksM+h nsj lks ysrs gSaA 'kke dks fQj ?kweus pysaxsA
nksigj esa rks lksrs gks u\**
mlus ;ksa gh flj fgyk fn;kA ikik us mls iyax ij fyVk fn;k vkSj [kqn uhps ysV x,A
eeh gksrha rks lkFk gh lqyk ysrhaA ysVrs gh ikik dks uhan vk xbZA caVh D;k djs] mls uhan
gh ugha vkrhA ;gk¡ ls rks fudydj Hkh ugha tk ldrkA FkksM+h nsj rks og pqipki ysVk&ysVk
dydÙkk gh ns[krk jgk] fQj ,dk,d mls ?kj dh ;kn vkus yxhA eeh dh ;kn vkus yxhA
og 'kke dks vkrk rks rHkh Bhd FkkA
yks] ikik dh rks ukd Hkh ctus yxh–?kqjZ··· [kw¡] ?kqjZ··· [kw¡A
caVh dks g¡lh vkus yxhA og ,dVd ikik ds psgjs dh vksj ns[kus yxkA fcuk p'es
40 / vkidk caVh
ds dSlk yx jgk gS ikik dk psgjk\ mls [k+;ky vk;k mlus brus x+kSj ls rks ikik dk psgjk
dHkh ns[kk gh ughaA
eeh ds psgjs dh rks ,d&,d ykbu mldh tkuh&igpkuh gSA ikik ds gkFkksa esa cky
fdrus cM+s&cM+s gSaA vkSj rHkh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus eeh dh pwM+hokyh dykbZ mHkj vkbZA caVh
cgqr Åcus yxk rks ikik dh ykbZ gqbZ fdrkcksa esa ls ,d fdrkc 'kq: dj nhA

'kke dks rk¡xs esa fcBkdj ikik us mls ?kqek;kA vkblØhe f[kykbZ] pkV f[kykbZA xUus dk
jl fiyk;kA caVh lksp jgk Fkk fd ikik 'kk;n dqN pht+sa vkSj fnyok,¡xsA ysfdu mUgksaus
dqN ugha fnyok;k rks caVh dks FkksM+h&lh fujk'kk gqbZA ij fQj Hkh mlls ek¡xk ugha x;kA
[kk&ihdj] ?kwe&fQjdj 'kke dks os yksx okil vk x,A rk¡xs ls mrjdj caVh Hkhrj tkus
yxk fd ,dne ikik dh fpYykgV lqukbZ nhA eqM+dj ns[kkA ikik rk¡xsokys dks Mk¡V jgs FksA
irk ugha rk¡xsokys us D;k dgk fd ikik vkSj t+ksj ls fpYyk,] ^^>wB cksyrs gks\ ?kM+h ns[kdj
rk¡xk fd;k FkkA eSa ,d iSlk Hkh T+;knk ugha nw¡xkA**
caVh lgedj tgk¡ dk rgk¡ [kM+k gks x;kA
rk¡xsokys us dqN dgk vkSj dwndj rk¡xs ls uhps mrj vk;kA ikik ,dne ph[k iM+s]
^^;w 'kV vi! t+cku l¡Hkkydj ckr djksA ftruk jge [kkvks mruk gh flj ij p<+s tk
jgs gSa] twrs dh uksd ij gh Bhd jgrs gSa ;s yksx---** ikik dk psgjk ,dne lq[k+Z gks jgk Fkk
vkSj vk¡[kksa ls tSls vkx cjl jgh FkhA caVh dh lk¡l tgk¡ dh rgk¡ #d xbZA pijklh vkSj
njcku us chp&cpko djds rk¡xs dks jokuk fd;kA
ikik vHkh Hkh tSls gk¡Q jgs Fks vkSj caVh lgek gqvk FkkA mlus ikik dks dHkh x”qLlk
gksrs gq, rks ns[kk gh ughaA ,dk,d [k+;ky vk;k] dHkh bl rjg ml ij x”qLlk gksa rks\ og
Hkhrj rd dk¡i x;kA ,dk,d mls cM+h t+ksj ls eeh dh ;kn vkus yxhA vc og ,dne
eeh ds ikl tk,xkA ekyh vk;k ;k ugha\
rHkh pijklh us dgk] ^^ckck dks ysus ds fy, vkneh vk;k FkkA vkèkk ?kaVs rd cSBk
Hkh jgk] vHkh&vHkh x;k gS] cl vkids vkus ds ik¡p feuV igys ghA**
caVh dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw vk x,A fdlh rjg mUgsa vk¡[kksa esa gh ihrk gqvk og cM+h
vlgk;&lh ut+jksa ls ikik dh vksj ns[kus yxkA eu esa lek;k gqvk ,d vutku Mj tSls
QSyrk gh tk jgk FkkA
ikik us ,d ckj ?kM+h dh rji+$ ut+j Mkyh] ^^pijklh pyk x;k rks\ ;g Hkh vPNk
rek'kk gS] ?kM+h ns[kdj ?kj esa ?kqlksA tks le; mèkj ls fn;k x;k gS mlh esa ?kweks&fQjks vkSj
ykSV vkvksA ukWulsal!**
,dk,d gh caVh dh NyNykbZ vk¡[ksa cg xb±A irk ugha ekyh ds ykSV tkus dh ckr
lqudj ;k ikik dk x”qLlk ns[kdj ;k fd bl Hk; ls fd ikik dgha jkr esa ;gha jgus dks
u dg nsaA nks fnu ls ikik dks ysdj tks mRlkg eu esa lek;k gqvk Fkk] og ,dne cq>
x;k vkSj lkeus [kM+s ikik mls fugk;r vtuch vkSj vifjfpr&ls yxus yxsA
^^vjs rqe jks D;ksa jgs gks\ jksus dh ckr D;k gks xbZ\**
^^ekyh pyk x;k] vc eSa ?kj dSls tkšxk\** flldrs gq, caVh us dgkA
^^ikxy dgha dk! ;gk¡ D;k taxy esa cSBk gS\ eSa ugha gw¡ rsjs ikl\**
^^eeh ds ikl tkšxkA** jksrs&jksrs gh caVh us dgkA
vkidk caVh / 41
 ^^gk¡&gk¡] rks eSaus dc dgk fd eeh ds ikl ugha tkvksxsA**
^^ij ekyh rks pyk x;k\**
^^pyk x;k rks D;k\ eSa rqEgsa NksM+dj vkšxk] clA**
caVh us ,sls ns[kk tSls fo'okl ugha dj jgk gksA dgha mls cgdk rks ugha jgsA vHkh
pqi djus ds fy, dg nsa vkSj fQj dgus yxsa fd lks tkvksA
ikik us ikl vkdj mldk ekFkk lgyk;k] xky lgyk, rks VwVk fo'okl tSls fQj tqM+us
yxkA ikik fQj vius yxus yxsA
^^ikxy dgha dk! bruk cM+k gksdj jksrk gS eeh ds fy,A** rks v¡lqokbZ vk¡[kksa ls gh
caVh g¡l fn;kA Hkhrj gh Hkhrj cM+h 'kje eglwl gqbZ vius ÅijA lpeqp mls bruh tYnh
jksuk ugha pkfg,A cPps jks;k djrs gSa ckr&ckr ij rks] og rks vc cM+k gks x;k gSA vc
dHkh ugha jks,xk bl rjgA
caVh ikik ds lkFk rk¡xs esa cSBk rks eu ,dne gydk gksdj nwljh vkSj dks nkSM+ x;kA
ikik dks ns[kdj eeh dks dSlk yxsxk\ ,dne [”kq'k gks tk,¡xhA og [khapdj ikik dks vanj
ys tk,xk vkSj eeh dk gkFk] ikik dks gkFk feyk nsxk–pyks dqV~Vh [k+reA fQj eeh vkSj
og feydj ikik dks tkus gh ugha nsaxsA lksrs] ?kwers&fQjrs fdruh ckj eu gqvk Fkk fd eeh
dh ckr djsA ikik ls og lc iwNs] tks eeh ls ugha iwN ikrk gSA ij ikik dk psgjk ns[krk
vkSj ckr Hkhrj gh ?kqeM+dj jg tkrhA ij ikik dks lkFk ykdj vkSj nksLrh dh ckr
lksp&lkspdj mldk eu fFkjdus yxkA
tkus dSls&dSls fp=k vk¡[kksa ds lkeus mHkjus yxsA ikik] eeh vkSj og ?kweus tk jgs gSaA
og ikik ds lkFk feydj eeh dks fp<+k jgk gS ;k dHkh eeh ds lkFk feydj ikik dksA
vthc&lk mRlkg gS] tks eu esa ugha lek jgk gSA dgkfu;ksa ds u tkus fdrus jktdqekj
eu esa rSj x,] tks viuh&viuh ek¡ ds fy, leqnz rSj x, Fks ;k igkM+ yk¡?k x, FksA og
Hkh fdlh ls de ugha gSA ek¡ ds fy, ikik dks ys vk;kA vc nksLrh Hkh djok nsxkA ojuk
dksbZ yk ldrk Fkk ikik dks\ vc fp<+k, QwQh fd caVh yM+dh gSA vc eeh dHkh mnkl
ugha gksaxhA ysVs&ysVs Nr ;k vkleku ugha ns[ksaxhA VhVw dh vEek ;g ugha iwNsaxh] ^^vkrs
gSa rqEgkjs ikik ;gk¡\**
mlus cM+s fFkjdrs eu ls ikik dh vksj ns[kkA ikik ,dne pqi D;ksa gSa\ v¡èksjs esa psgjk
Bhd ls ugha fn[kkbZ ns jgk gSA og pkgrk gS] ikik dqN cksyrs pysa] dydÙkk pyus dh ckr
gh dgsa ;k fd mls yM+dsokys [ksy [ksyus dh ckr gh dgsa] ij dqN rks dgsaA cksyrs gq, ikik
mls vius cgqr ikl yxus yxrs gSaA pqi gks tkrs gSa rks yxrk gS tSls ikik dgha nwj pys
x,A tSls mlds vkSj ikik ds chp esa dksbZ vkSj vk x;kA
mlh fudVrk dks eglwl djus ds fy, mlus vuk;kl gh ikik dk gkFk idM+ fy;kA
ij ikik gSa fd fcydqy pqi! ikik dh pqIih ls caVh ds eu esa vthc rjg dh cspSuh
?kqyus yxhA dgha nksLrh dh ckr djrs gh ikik fpYykus yxsa vk¡[ksa yky&yky djds rks\
ikik dk ogh psgjk mHkj vk;kA ,sls fpYykrs gksaxs rHkh 'kk;n eeh us dqV~Vh dj yh gksxhA
caVh us fQj ,d ckj ikik dh vksj ns[kkA v¡èksjs esa ikik dk psgjk fn[kkbZ ugha ns jgkA
^^cl] cl ;gha ?kj gS] ckb± rji+$okykA** dkWyst ds ikl vkrs gh rk¡xk Fke x;k FkkA
caVh us dgk rks rk¡xsokys us ckb± rji+$ dks yxk fn;kA
caVh us gkFk vkSj dldj idM+ fy;kA gkFk idM+s&idM+s gh og rk¡xs ls uhps mrjk vkSj
42 / vkidk caVh
,d rjg ls ikik dks [khaprk gqvk xsV dh rji+$ pykA mls yx jgk Fkk fd ;fn mldh
idM+ t+jk Hkh <hyh gqbZ rks ikik NwVdj py nsaxsA
lM+d ij ls og fpYyk;k] ^^eeh] ikik vk, gSaA**
ykWu esa ls ,d Nk;kÑfr rst+&rst+ o+$neksa ls QkVd dh vksj vkbZA QkVd [kqyk vkSj
eeh lkeus vk [kM+h gqb±A eeh dks ns[krs gh caVh dk gkSalyk c<+ x;kA yxk] tSls og viuh
lqjf{kr lhek esa vk x;k gSA ikik ds gkFk dks iwjh rjg [khaprk gqvk cksyk] ^^Hkhrj pfy,
u ikik\ eSa viuk cxhpk fn[kkšxkA eksxjk [kwc Qwyk gSA**
ij eeh vkSj ikik tgk¡ ds rgk¡ [kM+s gq, gSa] pqi vkSj tM+ cus gq,A
^^eSaus vkneh Hkstk FkkA vkidks 'kk;n ykSVus esa nsj gks xbZA lks og jkg ns[kdj pyk
vk;kA vkidks rdyhi+$ djuh iM+hA**
^^dksbZ ckr ughaA** caVh us pkSaddj ikik dh vksj ns[kkA og ikik cksys Fks\
,dne cnyk gqvk LojA u I;kjokyk] u xqLlsokykA irk ugha ml Loj esa ,slk D;k
Fkk fd caVh dh idM+ <hyh gks xbZA fQj Hkh mlus dgk] ^^ikik] ,d ckj Hkhrj pfy, u!
eeh] rqe dgks u!** caVh #vk¡lk gks vk;kA
^^dqN nsj cSB yhft,A cPps dk eu jg tk,xkA** eeh dSls cksy jgh gSa\ fdlh dks
,sls dgk tkrk gksxk Bgjus ds fy,\
^^jkr gks xbZ gS] fQj ykSVus esa cgqr nsj gks tk,xhA**
^^blh rk¡xs dks jksd yhft,] vHkh dgk¡ nsj gqbZ gS] pfy, u!** gkFk ij >wyrs gq, caVh
us ikik dks Hkhrj [khap gh fy;kA
ikik Hkhrj vk,A ykWu esa gh eeh&ikik vkeus&lkeus dqlhZ ij cSB x,A caVh iqyfdrA
mls le> ugha jgh fd D;k djs vkSj dSls djsA
^^dy nl cts gh igqp¡ tkukA nwljk gh uacj gS] iangz &chl feuV esa uacj vk gh tk,xkA
vius&vki vk ldksxh u\**
^^gk¡] igq¡p tkÅ¡xhA**
v¡èksjs esa nksuksa ds psgjs ugha fn[kkbZ ns jgs] ij vkokt+sa dSlh cnyh gqbZ gSaA ikik us dgk¡
vkus dks dgk gS\ eu gqvk iwNs] ij fgEer ugha gqbZA eeh&ikik dh dksbZ ckr gS] mls chp
esa ugha cksyuk pkfg,A
rHkh ,dne nkSM+dj x;kA jkr esa ikSèks lksrs gSa] mUgsa Nwus ls Hkh iki yxrk gS vkSj vxj
Qwy&iÙkk rksM+ks rc rks cgqr cM+k] dkykokyk iki yxrk gS] ;g ckr vPNh rjg tkurs gq,
Hkh caVh vius dks jksd ugha ldkA pkj&ik¡p ifÙk;ksa ds chp esa rhu cM+s&cM+s eksxjs losjs gh
f[kys Fks] mUgsa gh yach MaMh ds lkFk rksM+ fy;kA
^^dgk¡ yxkÅ¡] cq''kVZ esa dgha Qwy yxsxk\** mldh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk] dSls [k+kfrj
djs og ikik dh!
^^ykvks] gkFk esa ns nksA** ikik mB [kM+s gq,A
^^;g esjk cks;k gqvk eksxjk gS] eSa gh bUgsa lhaprk gw¡ jkst+A fnu esa vkdj nsf[k,A**
caVh us fQj gkFk idM+ fy;kA og tSls ikik dks tkus ugha nsuk pkgrk gSA
eeh Hkh lkFk&lkFk pyhaA QkVd ij vkdj ikik us ,d ckj mlds xky FkiFkik,]
ihB ij gkFk Qsjk vkSj fQj èkhjs&ls gkFk NqM+kdj rk¡xs esa tk cSBsA rk¡xk py fn;kA
caVh lUu&lk jg x;kA eeh dk psgjk ugha fn[k jgk] ij mldh viuh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw
vkidk caVh / 43
vk x, vkSj vk¡lqvksa ds lkFk&lkFk FkksM+h nsj igys eeh&ikik ds lkFk jgus ds tks fp=k eu
esa cus Fks] lc cg x,A og vkSj eeh–igys dh rjg] fcydqy vdsys&vdsysA
mlus cM+h gh fujhg&cscl ut+jksa ls eeh dks ns[kkA eeh 'kk;n mèkj ns[k jgh Fkha] ftèkj
rk¡xk x;k FkkA fQj èkhjs&ls ?kwe xb±A
^^py] Hkhrj pydj diM+s cnyA** ejh&ejh&lh vkokt+ esa eeh us dgk vkSj mldh
ihB ij gkFk j[kdj mls lgkjk nsrh&lh Hkhrj ys pyhaA eeh dk gkFk mldh ihB ij j[kk
Fkk] fQj Hkh fdlh Li'kZ dk ,glkl mls ugha gks jgk Fkk] de ls de eeh ds Li'kZ dk ughaA
rks D;k eeh mlls ukjkt+ gSa\ losjs dh vueuh eeh mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ,d ckj
fQj ?kwe xb±A
mlus dqlhZ ij j[ks fMCcs vkSj fdrkcsa mBkb± vkSj eeh ds lkFk&lkFk Hkhrj vk;kA
dejs esa igq¡pdj tSls gh cÙkh tykbZ] caVh us ns[kk eeh dh vk¡[ksa yky gSaA rks eeh jksbZ gSa]
'kk;n] cgqr T+;knk jksbZ gSaA tkus D;ksa mldk viuk eu jksus&jksus dks gks vk;kA ,d
vthc&lh vijkèk Hkkouk eu esa ?kqyus yxhA tSls og dksbZ cgqr gh x+yr dke djds vk
jgk gksA og eeh dks NksM+dj D;ksa x;k\ lpeqp vc eeh dh rji+$ ns[kus dh fgEer Hkh
ugha gks jghA
eeh dqN cksy Hkh rks ugha jghaA cl] pqipki diM+s fudkydj ns fn, vkSj ,sls gh ckgj
ns[kus yxhaA 'kk;n ugha pkgrha fd caVh mudh vksj ns[ksA ,d ckj mldk eSdsuks rks ns[krhaA
fdÙkk cM+k gS!
^^cny fy, diM+s\ cLrk Hkh vHkh ls tekdj j[k ys] losjs fQj tYnh ugha mBk x;k
rks\**
^^dy NqV~Vh ugha gS] bULisD'ku dh!**
^^vksg! eSa Hkwy xbZ FkhA**
eeh us tYnh ls cÙkh cq>k nh vkSj mls ysdj ckgj vk xb±A caVh vkSj eeh ds iyax
ikl&ikl fcNs gq, gSAa ij caVh ges'kk igys eeh ds iyax ij gh lksrk gSA eeh dgkuh lqukrh
gSAa fQj nksuksa nqfu;k&Hkj dh ckrsa djrs gS]a mlds ckn caVh vius iyax ij tkrk gSA dHkh&dHkh
rks og dgkuh lqurs&lqurs eeh ds iyax ij gh lks tkrk gS] eeh ckn esa mls mlds iyax
ij fyVk nsrh gSaA
irk ugha D;ksa mls yx jgk gS fd vkt og tSls gh eeh ds iyax ij lks,xk eeh euk
dj nsaxhA dgsaxh] vius gh iyax ij lksvks] brus cM+s gks x,] vHkh rd eeh ds lkFk lksrs
gks] ;k ,sls gh dqN HkhA ,d {k.k og nqfoèkk esa [kM+k jgk] fQj èkhjs ls vius gh iyax ij
ysV x;k] bl vk'kk ds lkFk fd eeh mls vius ikl cqyk,¡xhA mlls dqN rks ckr djsaxhA
vkt lkjs fnu mlus D;k&D;k fd;k] dgk¡ ?kwek] D;k [kk;k!
ij eeh pqi!
eeh 'kk;n eq>ls ukjkt+ gSa rks Mk¡V D;ksa ugha ysrha\ eSa D;k euk djrk gw¡\ ij dqN
rks cksysaA
og rks ikik vkSj eeh dh nksLrh djkus dh ckr lksp jgk Fkk] vc rks eeh us Hkh mlls
dqV~Vh dj yhA mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw vk x,A ij eeh mlls ukjkt+ gSa\ D;ksa\ vkSj ml
^D;ksa* dk cks> fy,&fy, gh lkjs fnu ds Fkds&ek¡ns caVh dh vk¡[ksa >idus yxha–vkSj og
lks x;kA xky ij cg vk, vk¡lw Hkh èkhjs&èkhjs lw[k x,A
44 / vkidk caVh
 5
losjs fpfM+;ksa dh pgpgkgV ls gh caVh dh uhan mpVhA vk¡[ksa can fd,&fd, gh mlus djoV
cnyhA fcLrj ds vuNq, fgLls dh ueh Hkjh BaMd] lkjs 'kjhj esa ,d Qjgjh&lh nkSM+krh
gqbZ] mls Åij ls uhps rd rkt+xh ls Hkj xbZA uhan dh nqfu;k ls og vlyh nqfu;k esa vk;k
rks dy dk lkjk fnu ,d {k.k dks [kqekjh&Hkjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus dkSaèk x;k–ikik ds lkFk
fcrk;k gqvk fnuA vkSj lkFk gh [k+;ky vk;k eeh dk! eeh dh mnkl] lwth&lwth&lh vk¡[ksAa
fcuk ,d 'kCn Hkh cksys mls pqipki lqyk nsukA u ,d ckj Hkh vius iyax ij vkus dk
dgk] u I;kj fd;k] u lkjs fnu ds ckjs esa dqN iwNk] ij D;ksa\
vkSj dy dh ckr ds lkFk gh dy dk ^D;ksa* Hkh mlds lkeus vkdj [kM+k gks x;kA
mlus djoV cnyhA v¡èkeqanh vk¡[kksa ls gh eeh ds iyax dh vksj ns[kkA iyax [kkyh FkkA
rks eeh mBdj pyh xb±A ,d cks> tSls ml ij ls mrj x;kA ojuk eeh ds lkeus og
dSls vk¡[ksa [kksyrk\ dy okil ykSVus ds ckn ls cjkcj gh yx jgk Fkk] tSls mlls dqN
xqukg gks x;k] dqN x+yr gks x;kA ugha Hkstuk Fkk rks eeh euk dj nsrhaA bruk ukjkt+
gksus vkSj jksus dh D;k t+:jr Fkh\
vc og Hkhrj tk,xk rks vHkh Hkh eeh mlls ugha cksysaxh\ eeh ugha cksysaxh rks dSls
jgsxk\ og bfErgku Hkh rks 'kq: gksusokys gSa] dkSu i<+k,xk mls\ ,dk,d caVh dk eu jksus
dks gks vk;kA og mBkA ns[krk gw¡] dSls ugha cksysaxhA eSa D;k dj ldrk Fkk] ikik us tks
cqyk;k FkkA
dejs esa ?kqlrs gh ut+j ikik dh nh gqbZ pht+ksa ij iM+hA ,d ckj bPNk gqbZ eSdsuksa dks
[kksydj ns[ksA ij ugha] vHkh ugha] og ncs iSjksa x;k vkSj lc pht+sa mBkdj lksi+$s ds ihNs
j[k nhaA eeh dkWyst pyh tk,¡xh rc [kksysxk] mldh rks vkt NqV~Vh gSA
fQj nkSM+dj og ihNsokys vk¡xu esa vk;k] tSls lhèkk ckgj ls gh vk jgk gksA eeh
v[k+ckj i<+ jgh gSaA njokt+s dh vksj ihB gS] blfy, psgjk ugha fn[kkbZ ns jgkA vPNk gh
gSA ges'kk dh rjg caVh x;k vkSj ihB ij yndj xys esa >wy x;kA
^^mB x,\** eeh us mldks vyx djrs gq, iwNkA
ij caVh ihB ij ynk jgkA viuh rjQ ls og iwjh rjg lqyg dj ysuk pkgrk gSA
vc eeh dks ,d feuV ds fy, Hkh ukjkt+ ugha jgus nsxk] nq[kh Hkh ugha jgus nsxkA eeh
ugha pkgsaxh rks og dgha ugha tk,xk] dqN Hkh ugha djsxkA
^^tk] cz'k djds vk csVk! QwQh nwèk xje dj jgh gSA** yxk Loj ges'kk dh rjg eqyk;e
gh FkkA caVh gyds ls vk'oLr gqvk vkSj nkSM+rk gqvk ckFk:e dh vksj pyk x;kA
ykSVk rks est+ ij eeh dh pk; vkSj mldk nwèk j[kk gqvk FkkA eeh v[k+ckj i<+us ds
lkFk&lkFk pk; ih jgh FkhaA og vk;k rks mldk nwèk mlds lkeus j[k fn;k] mlds VksLV
ij eD[ku yxk fn;kA
^^eeh!** tSls Hkhrj ls fgEer tqVkdj caVh cksykA
^^gw¡\**---v[k+ckj ij ut+j xM+k,&xM+k, gh eeh us iwNkA caVh dks yxk tSls eeh mlls
ut+j ugha feyk jghaA vk¡[ksa 'kk;n vHkh lwth gqbZ gSaA eeh D;k cgqr rdyhi+$ esa gSa\ caVh
Hkhrj gh Hkhrj eeh ds nq[k ls dkrj gksus yxkA
^^eeh] rqe eq>ls x”qLlk gks\** mldh vkokt+ #vk¡lh&lh gks xbZA
vkidk caVh / 45
 eeh us v[k+ckj gVkdj Hkjiwj ut+jksa ls mldh vksj ns[kk vkSj ns[krh gh jghaA caVh
dks yxk–eeh dh vk¡[ksa] eeh dk psgjk tSls fi?kydj ,dne uje&uje gks x;kA
^^ikxy dgha dk! fdlus dgk eSa rq>ls ukjkt+ gw\¡ ** vkSj vk¡[kksa esa ogh I;kj meM+ vk;k–
ek¡okyk I;kjA
caVh dk eu gqvk nwèk&VksLV j[kdj eeh ds xys ls fyiV tk,] ij og fgyk ughaA cl]
eeh dh vk¡[kksa ds ml ykM+ dks jkse&jkse esa eglwl djrk cSBk jgkA yxk eu ij ,d cgqr
cM+k cks> Fkk] og mrj x;kA
eeh fQj v[k+ckj i<+us yxhaA èkhjs&èkhjs muds psgjs ij fQj ogh mnklh QSy xbZA
eeh mnkl gksrh gSa rks lkjk ?kj dSlk mnkl gks tkrk gS\ dejs] dejs dh gj pht+A
ges'kk cdj&cdj djusokyh QwQh Hkh tkus dSls&dSls gks tkrh gSA
caVh cksys rks fdlls cksys] djs rks D;k djs\ rHkh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus eSdsuks dk og fMCck
?kwe x;kA ugha] vHkh fcydqy ughaA

eeh us ghjkyky dks cqykdj dgk] ^^ghjkyky] vkt ge dkWyt s ugha vk ik,¡xAs felst+ dkSf'kd
ls dguk t+jk ns[k ysaxhA**
^^th] cgqr vPNk ljdkjA** ghjkyky us lyke Bksadk vkSj pyk x;kA
eeh dks rS;kj gksrk ns[k caVh us iwNk] ^^eeh] rqe dgk¡ tk jgh gks\** ,d {k.k dks fcanh
yxkrk gqvk eeh dk gkFk tgk¡ dk rgk¡ #d x;kA ekFks ij cy iM+s] psgjs ij ,d vthc&lh
my>u vkbZA fQj èkhjs&ls cksyha] ^^t+jk dke ls ckgj tkuk gSA**
ikik us nl cts eeh dks igq¡pus ds fy, dgk FkkA ij dgk¡\ eeh ikik ds ikl tk
jgh gSa rks mls D;ksa ugha ys tk jgha\ iwN ysA
^^rqe ikik ds ikl tk jgh gks] eeh\**
eeh fQj ,d {k.k dks #dhaA fQj FkksM+h l[+r vkokt+ esa dgk] ^^dgk u] dke ls tk
jgh gw¡A**
gw¡·! u ys tkuk pkgrh gSa rks u ys tk,¡] >wB D;ksa cksyrh gSa\ dy mlds lkeus gh
rks ikik us dgk Fkk fd nl cts igq¡p tkukA er crkvks] esjk D;k tkrk gSA
losjs eu esa tks ,d vijkèk&cksèk Fkk] Hk; Fkk] og èkhjs&èkhjs x”Lq ls esa cnyus yxkA vPNk
gS] dksbZ dqN er crkvksA esjk D;k tkrk gSA eSa Hkh viuh dksbZ ckr ugha crkšxkA bfErgku
gksxk rks ;g Hkh ugha crkÅ¡xk fd dSlk djds vk;k gw¡A rc irk yxsxkA
QwQh ls ckr djds eeh pyh xb±A caVh us eqM+dj ns[kk Hkh ughaA eeh ds ikl Hkh ugha
x;kA gkyk¡fd eu esa cjkcj mEehn Fkh fd tkrs&tkrs ,d ckj eeh t+:j cqyk,¡xh---dqN
dgsaxh ij eeh pyh xb±A nwj gksrh ?kksM+s ds ?kq¡?k#vksa dh vkokt+ ls gh caVh us tkuk fd eeh
dk rk¡xk pyk x;kA
QuQukrk gqvk og QwQh ds ikl x;k] ^^QwQh crkvks rks eeh dgk¡ xbZ gSa\**
^^xbZ gSa HkkM+ >ksadus!** caVh vokd~&lk mldk eq¡g ns[krk jg x;kA
^^D;k cd jgh gS\**
^^ge dgrs gSa] rqe ;gk¡ ls pys tkvks caVh Hk¸;kA gekjs ru&cnu esa vkx yxh gqbZ
gS bl c[k+rA cgw dks ys tkdj Fkkuk&dpgjh esa [kM+k djsaxsA enkZuxh fn[kk,¡xsA vjs gkFk
idM+dj fuHkkus dh enkZuxh ftuesa ugha gksrh] og ,sls gh enkZuxh fn[kkrs gSAa vucu fdlesa
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ugha gksrh] rks D;k C;kgh vkSjr dks ;ksa NksM+ fn;k tkrk gS\**
^^rc ls rqe cdj&cdj fd, tk jgh gksA crkrh D;ksa ugha fd eeh dgk¡ xbZ gSa\**
^^gesa ugha ekywe dgk¡ xbZ gSa\ iwN fy;k gksrk u vHkh! rqe gekjs lkeus ls pys D;ksa
ugha tkrs gks\ ugha] ge pkj ckr vHkh rqEgsa Hkh lquk nsaxs] le>s!**
^^gSa· lquk nsaxs! cM+h vkbZ gS lqukusokyh! dksbZ er crkvks eq>s fd D;k ckr gSA** x”qLls
ls HkUukrk gqvk caVh dejs esa vk;kA
C;kgh vkSjr NksM+us dh ckr dk vFkZ rks fQj Hkh mldh le> esa vk x;k Fkk] ij
Fkkuk&dpgjh dh D;k ckr gS\ ,dk,d pkpk dh dqN ckrsa eu esa mHkjhaA ;g lc pkpk
dk gh pyk;k gqvk pDdj gSA odhy gSa rks ;gh lc djsaxsA Fkkuk&dpgjh esa eeh dks iqfyl
us gh j[k fy;k rks\ ,d vthc&lh ng'kr mlds eu esa Hkjus yxhA
lc&dqN tku ysus dh vkrqjrk vkSj dqN Hkh u tku ik ldus dh foo'krk ls caVh
dks jksuk vk x;kA
eSa Hkh ikik ds f[kykSus ls [ksyw¡xk] t+:j [ksyw¡xkA ftldks x”qLlk gksuk gks] gks, x”qLlkA
caVh us lksi+$s ds ihNs ls lc pht+sa fudkyha vkSj eSdsuks dk fMCck [kksydj cSB x;kA vPNk
gS eeh vkdj ns[ksaA
^^pydj uk'rk dj yksA**
yks] vc ;s QwQh Hkh jksdj vkbZ gSA vPNk gS] lc jksvks] [kwc jksvksA ij mls dqN er
crkukA og gksrk gh dkSu gS fdlh dk\
est ij nwèk&nfy;k vkSj ,d lsc dVk gqvk j[kk FkkA ns[krs gh caVh fQj HkHkd mBk–
^^fQj ogh nwèk&nfy;kA eSa ugha [kkrk jkst+&jkst+ lM+k nfy;kA** vkSj x”qLls esa vkdj caVh us
nwèk&nfy;s dh dVksjh mNky nhA >Uu·· dh vkokt+ dejs esa xw¡trh gqbZ lkjs ?kj esa QSy
xbZA vthcksxjhc fo+$Le ds uD'ks cukrk gqvk nfy;k lkjs dejs esa ;gk¡ ls ogk¡ rd fc[kj
x;kA
iwjh rjg rS;kj gksus ds ckotwn] ,d {k.k dks caVh tSls vius fd, ij lge x;kA
^^Qsadks] [kwc Qsadks] lkjh pht+sa mBkdj Qsad nksA vkf[k+j rqe fdlh ls de gks\ ;g rks
,d cgwth gSa tks rqEgkjs ihNs tku gydku fd, jgrh gSaA ugha rks---**
^^pks·i dj!** caVh iwjh rkdr yxkdj ph[kkA
^^pqi djs og ftlds thHk ugha gSA vkus nks eeh dks] ;ksa dk ;ksa iM+k jgus nw¡xh ;g
lkjk nfy;kA ns[ksa rks rqEgkjs dkjukesA vHkh ls rqEgkjk ;g gky gS rks cM+s gksdj irk ugha
D;k lq[k nksxs viuh egrkjh dks!**
caVh us viuh canwd mBkbZ vkSj QwQh dks ;ksa gh cdrk NksM+dj cxhps esa vkdj nuknu
nkxus yxk---Bk¡·;] Bk¡·;---
isM+ksa ij cSBs dksos vkSj fpfM+;k mM+ x, vkSj pkjksa vksj dqN Hkh le> esa u vkusokyh
vkokt+ksa dk 'kksj QSy x;kA

dejs ds ,d dksus esa eeh [kM+h gSa] nwljh vksj QwQh vkSj caVhA chp esa nfy;k QSyk iM+k
gSA ,d vksj dks dVksjh yq<+dh iM+h gSA
^^caVh!**
caVh pqiA tehu esa vk¡[ksa xM+k,] iRFkj dh rjg [kM+k gSA
vkidk caVh / 47
 ^^caVh!** vkokt+ esa u l[+rh gS u ujehA tSls dksbZ cVu nck fn;k gks vkSj vkokt+
fudy xbZA
caVh Vl ls el ugha gqvkA tgk¡ dk rgk¡ iRFkj dk cuk [kM+k jgkA mlus ,d ckj
vk¡[k rd mBkdj ugha ns[kkA t+ehu ij ut+jsa fVdk,&fVdk, gh mlus tku fy;k fd eeh
pydj mlds ikl vk jgh gSaA "k.kka'k dks og ldidk x;kA dgha vkrs gh ,d pkaVk ugha
tM+ nsaA Bhd gS] [kk ysxk og pkaVk Hkh] ekjsa rks lghA vc ;gk¡ dqN Hkh gks ldrk gSA ges'kk
eeh ds x”qLls ls ;k Mk¡V ls cpkusokyh QwQh vxj cdj&cdj djds f'kdk;r dj ldrh
gS rks eeh Hkh ekj ldrh gSaA
^^caVh!**
caVh fQj Hkh pqiA
^^rw lqu ugha jgk csVk] eSa D;k dg jgh gw¡\** vkSj eeh dk gkFk caVh dh ihB lgykus
yxkA bl vizR;kf'kr Lusg ds fy, rks caVh fcydqy rS;kj ugha FkkA ij feyk rks tSls og
,dk,d fi?ky x;kA bruh nsj dk x”qLlk] [kh>] nq[k vkSj Hkh tkus D;k&D;k tek gqvk Fkk
eu esa] lc vk¡[kksa ds jkLrs cg fudyus dks vdqykus yxkA
^^jkst+&jkst+ nfy;k cukdj j[k nsrh gS] gels ugha [kk;k tkrkA losjs&ls xanh&xanh ckrsa
cd jgh gSA rqe bls dqN ugha dgrhaA iwNks rks blls D;k&D;k dg jgh Fkh---** vkSj caVh
dk xyk fHkap x;kA
eeh us tSls gh cM+s I;kj ls mls vius ls lVk;k fd caVh ,dne QwV iM+kA cl fQj
jksrk gh jgkA jksrs&jksrs tSls fgpfd;k¡ c¡èk xb±A
^^tc dy blus dg fn;k Fkk fd nfy;k vc bls vPNk ugha yxrkA rqeus vkt fQj
D;ksa nfy;k cuk;k QwQh\ rqe bldk bruk Hkh [k+;ky ugha j[k ldrha\**
^^er bruk flj p<+kvks cgwth] ge vHkh ls dgs nsrs gSa] ugha fQj vki gh nq[kh
gksaxhA**
^^rqe xbZ gks rc ls ,slh gh xanh&xanh ckrsa dj jgh gSA vkSj Hkh cgqr xanh&xanh ckrsaA**
eeh us mlds vk¡lw iksNa s rks vkus ds ckn igyh ckj mlus Hkjiwj ut+j ls eeh dks ns[kkA
vkSj mldh jksbZ&jksbZ vk¡[ksa eeh ds psgjs ij dSls fpid xb±\ rHkh [k+;ky vk;k eeh
Fkkuk&dpgjh ls ykSVh gSaA ogk¡ eeh ds lkFk D;k gqvk\ vkSj [kjkc dke djus ij Hkh I;kj
djusokyh eeh ds fy, mlds vius eu esa <sj lkjk I;kj Hkj x;kA
yxrk gS] eeh cgqr ijs'kku gSa] 'kk;n nq[kh HkhA
eeh ckFk:e esa xb± rks og dejs esa vk x;kA iyax ij QSyk gqvk eSdsuks mlus tYnh
ls lesVk vkSj lksi+$s ds ihNs fNik fn;kA vc og eeh dks fcydqy Hkh nq[kh ugha djsxkA
eeh 'kk;n flj esa Hkh ikuh Mkydj vkbZ gSaA mUgksaus twM+k [kksyk vkSj xhys ckyksa dh
,d <hyh&lh pksVh cuk yhA caVh fNih&fNih ut+jksa ls ns[k jgk gS] mudk psgjk] muds gko&Hkko]
mudk gj dke] vkSj vius fglkc ls lc dqN le>us dh dksf'k'k dj jgk gSA
^^ckgj xjeh cgqr rst+ Fkh] ekFks esa tSls xjeh p<+ xbZA** eeh us dgk vkSj iyax ij
lhèks ysVdj ck¡g vk¡[kksa ij j[k yhA eeh dk vkèks ls T+;knk psgjk <d x;kA
eeh 'kk;n ugha pkgrha fd caVh mudk psgjk ns[ksA dy ls gh rks fdruh mnkl gSa eeh!
vkSj eeh dh mnklh ls caVh [”kqn Hkhrj gh Hkhrj dgha cM+k mnkl vkSj nq[kh gks vk;k gSA
D;k djs eeh ds fy, og\ lkjs ?kj esa ,d pDdj yxk vk;kA ij dqN Hkh rks le> esa
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ugha vk;kA ykSVdj fQj dejs esa vk;kA eeh oSls gh ysVh gSaA ncs ik¡o mlus lksi+$s ds ihNs
ls ikik dk fn;k lkeku fudkyk vkSj èkhjs&ls vyekjh [kksydj mlesa can dj fn;kA
vc\
,dk,d [k+;ky vk;k eeh ds fy, f'kdath cukdj ys vk,A og nkSM+k&nkSM+k x;kA ugha]
QwQh ls og fcydqy ckr ugha djsxkA ml ij losjs ls Hkwr p<+k gqvk gSA vius gkFk ls
f'kdath cuk ysxkA tkus dSlh QqrhZ vk xbZ gS mlds gkFkksa esaA LVwy ij p<+dj phuh mrkjh]
uhacw dkVk] FkeZl esa ls cji+$ fudkyhA QwQh dSls ns[k jgh gS mldh rji+$! cksys rks lgh
vc dqNA
^^eeh!** lkjh feBkl ?kksydj mlus èkhjs&ls iqdkjkA
eeh pqiA D;k lks xbZ\ ugha 'kk;n jks jgh gSaA og x+kSj ls ns[kus yxk dgha ls cnu
fFkjd jgk gSA ij ugha] eeh ,dne fuLian ysVh FkhaA
^^eeh] ;g f'kdath yksA eSa cukdj yk;k gw¡A** vkSj mlus ,d gkFk ls [khapdj mudk
gkFk gVk fn;kA
can vk¡[ksa vkSj ,slk dkrj psgjk fd caVh Hkhrj rd fi?ky x;kA D;k gks x;k eeh
dksA
^^eeh] f'kdath fivks u!** cM+s vuqjksèk&Hkjs Loj esa mlus dgk] ij var rd vkrs&vkrs
mldk viuk Loj tSls fc[kj x;kA
eeh mBha mlds gkFk ls fxykl ysdj cksyha] ^^rw cukdj yk;k gS f'kdath] eeh ds fy,\
esjk jktk csVk!** vkSj caVh dks bl rjg ,dVd ns[kus yxha fd mudh vk¡[kksa esa ikuh NyNyk
vk;kA
mUgksua s ,d ?kwV¡ esa fxykl [kkyh djds uhps ljdk fn;k vkSj caVh dks vius ikl [khapdj
nksuksa xkyksa ij ,d&,d fdLlw fn;kA caVh tSsl fugky gks x;kA eu gqvk og Hkh eeh ds
xys esa ck¡gsa Mkydj [kwc I;kj djsA
vc eeh t+:j mls vius ikl fyVk,¡xh vkSj lkjh ckrsa crk,¡xhA tks cPpk ekFks esa
xjeh p<+ tkus ij vius gkFk ls f'kdath cukdj yk ldrk gS og eeh dh vkSj ckr ugha
le> ldrk\
ij eeh us bruk gh dgk] ^^tks Hkh rq>s ilan gks] QwQh ls dgdj cuok ys vkSj [kk
ys csVk] eSa FkksM+k lksšxhA**
eeh ysV xb± vkSj caVh ogha [kM+k jg x;k–viekfur&lk] misf{kr&lkA eeh mls crkrh
D;ksa ugha fd D;k gqvk gS\

nksigj esa ckfj'k gqbZ Fkh vkSj ugk;k&èkks;k ykWu cM+k rkt+k&rkt+k yx jgk FkkA vkt D;kfj;ksa
dks lhapus dh t+:jr ugha gSA caVh ekyh ds lkFk&lkFk ikSèkksa ds ikl mx vkbZ ?kkl dks
m[kkM+&m[kkM+dj Qsad jgk gSA ykWu ds ,d fljs ij cSBh eeh dks jg&jgdj ns[k ysrk gSA
tc ls eeh tkxh gSa] og mUgha ds bnZ&fxnZ ?kwe jgk gSA bl mEehn esa fd 'kk;n eeh dHkh
mls cqyk gh ysaA ;k fd 'kk;n mUgsa dHkh mldh t+:jr gh iM+ tk,A og vkt VhVw ds ;gk¡
Hkh ugha x;k] u VhVw dks gh ;gk¡ cqyk;kA gksxk VhVw le>nkj] ij D;k og ;g le> ldrk
gS fd vkt dk fnu gYyk&xqYyk djusokyk ugha gSA ;g rks dsoy caVh gh le>rk gS fd
mlds ?kj esa dqN cM+h ckr gSA eeh cgqr mnkl gSa] blfy, mls Hkh mnkl jguk pkfg,A
vkidk caVh / 49
vkt D;k [ksy&dwn gks ldrk gS ;gk¡\**
?kkl m[kkM+rs&m[kkM+rs os nksuksa eeh ds ikl vk igq¡psA mlh dksus esa caVh us dqN fnuksa
igys vke dh xqBfy;k¡ cksbZ Fkha] tks vc ,d&nks ckfj'k ds ckn NksVs ls ikSèks ds :i esa QwV
vkbZ FkhaA caVh jkst+ mUgsa ns[krk vkSj izlUu gksrkA vkt muesa vkSj nks&pkj ubZ ifÙk;k¡ QwVh
gqbZ FkhaA caVh us cM+s nqykj ls rkacbZ jax dh mu dksia yksa dk Nqvk–uje&uje] eqyk;e&eqyk;eA
fQj lkjh ifÙk;ksa dks fxukA
^^ekyh nknk] vPNk crkvks rks fdrus fnuksa esa og ikSèkk cu tk,xk cM+k isM+ ftlesa
vke yxus yxsa\**
ekyh us viuk >qfjZ;ksaokyk psgjk Åij dks mBk;k] fQj viuh fxtfxth&lh vk¡[kksa dks
fepfepkrs gq, cksyk] ^^gekjs caVh HkS;k cPps rks mudk ikSèkk Hkh cPpkA caVh HkS;k tc toku
gksaxs rks ikSèkk isM+ gks tk,xkA fQj caVh HkS;k dk C;kg gksxk] cgqfj;k vk,xh] cky&cPps gksaxs
rks isM+ esa Hkh ckSj QwVsxk] dks;y dwdsxh] vke yVdsaxsA caVh HkS;k ds C;kg esa blh vke dh
canuokj ck¡èkwxkA le>s!** fQj eeh dh vksj ns[kdj cksyk] ^^lqu jgh gSa cgwth] cgqr cM+h
c['kh'k yw¡xk caVh HkS;k ds C;kg esaA vk'khokZn nhft, fd vkidks ;g cw<+k ekyh ft+ank jg
tk, rc rdA**
^^èkr~] csdkj dh ckrsa djrs gksA** caVh >sai x;k] fQj mlus fNih ut+jksa ls eeh dh
vksj ns[kkA ,d cM+h Qhdh ij eksge&lh eqldku eeh ds psgjs ij fyiVh gqbZ FkhA rks D;k
ekyh dh ckr ls eeh [kq'k gqbZ\
^^crkvks u] dc gksxk ;g isM+\**
^^crk;k rks] vc rqe ugha ekurs rks cgwth ls iwN yksA**
vkf[k+j D;kjh lki+$ djds ekyh gkFk >kM+dj [kM+k gks x;k] ^^vki gh crkvks cgwth]
vke dk ikSèkk caVh HkS;k ds lkFk gh toku ugha gksxk\ eSa D;k >wB dgrk gw¡\**
^^rqe crkvks eeh!** vkSj og eeh dh dqlhZ ds gRFks ij tk cSBkA ;g ckr gh 'kk;n
eeh vkSj mlds chp lsrq cu tk,A og eeh ls cksyuk pkgrk gS] dqN Hkh] fdlh Hkh fo"k;
ij] eeh tks Hkh dgsa] og lqusxk] ij eeh dgsa rksA
^^vke ds isM+ dks cgqr lky yxrs gSa csVs] 'kk;n nl lkyA**
^^ck·i js] nl lky!** cgqr gh tYnh nwljh ckr ugha iwNsxk rks eeh pqi gks tk,¡xh
vkSj mls tSls dksbZ ckr gh le> esa ugha vk jgh gSA fcuk t+:jr ds rks lSadM+ksa ckr fnekx+
esa vk,¡xh vkSj bl le;---
^^vPNk eeh] dqN&dqN dgkfu;ksa esa ,sls isM+ gksrs gSa u] ftuesa pk¡nh dh ifÙk;k¡ gksrh
gS]a lksus ds Qy vkSj Qyksa ds vanj eksfr;ksa ds nkus fudyrs gSAa ,sls isM+ ge ugha mxk ldrs\**
^^ugha js] os lc rks dgkfu;ksa dh ckrsa gksrh gSaA**
^^ij vxj ,slk gksrk ugha gS rks dgkuh esa dSls vk tkrk gS\ dgkuh rks vkneh gh
cukrk gS] ftl pht+ dks vkneh us dHkh ns[kk gh ugha] og ckr mlds fnekx+ esa vkrh gh
dSls gS fQj\ t+:j dHkh ,slk jgk gksxk---**
irk ugha caVh us ,slk D;k dg fn;k fd eeh ,dVd mldk psgjk ns[kus yxha vkSj
NyNykbZ vk¡[kksa us muds psgjs dh mnklh dks vkSj xgjk fn;kA
^^,slk ugha gksrk] eSua s dqN x+yr dgk gS eeh\** caVh us bl rjg dgk tSls dksbZ vijkèk
gks x;k gks mllsA
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 ^^gksrk gksxk] eq>s ugha ekyweA** vkSj ckr dk lw=k fQj VwV x;kA ckr dks tksM+us ds
iz;Ru esa caVh dk viuk eu tSls dgha ls fc[kjrk tk jgk gSA
jkr dks gkFk&eq¡g èkksdj] ukbV&lwV igudj] fcuk ,d ckj Hkh ^ugha* fd, nqèk ihdj
,dne jktk csVk cuk gqvk og eeh ds ikl vk;kA ysfdu eeh us fQj Hkh mls vius ikl
lksus ds fy, ugha dgkA FkksM+h nsj og bl izrh{kk esa [kM+k jgk] fQj fcuk dgs gh og eeh
ds iyax ij cxy esa ysV x;kA eu gqvk eeh ds fry ij èkhjs&èkhjs m¡xyh Qsjs] muds xys
esa ck¡gas Mky ns] ij vkt tSls mlls dqN Hkh djrs ugha cu jgk FkkA cl] losjs ls og Vqdjq &Vqdjq
eeh dks ns[krk jgk gS vkSj izrh{kk djrk jgk gS fd vc dqN gks] vc dqN gksA gksuk D;k
Fkk] ;g 'kk;n mls Hkh ugha ekywe FkkA ij fQj Hkh tSls ^dqN gksus* dh mlus gj {k.k izrh{kk
t+:j dh gSA
^^–caVh!** ,dk,d eeh us mldh vksj djoV djds cgqr èkheh vkokt+ esa dgk vkSj
vuk;kl gh mudh m¡xfy;k¡ mlds ckyksa dks lgykus yxhaA
^^gk¡] ek¡!** cgqr ykM+ esa vkdj og eeh dks ek¡ gh dgrk gS] ,d ckj eeh us dgk
Hkh Fkk] rsjk ^ek¡* dguk eq>s cgqr I;kjk yxrk gSA
^^dy ikik ds lkFk D;k&D;k fd;k csVk\**
,d {k.k dks caVh le> ugha ik;k fd dy dh ckr esa ls dkSu&lh ckr crkuh pkfg,
vkSj dkSu&lh ughaA
^^dqN ugha] igys ikik ckrsa djrs jgs] fQj ?kqekus ys x,] f[kyk;k&fiyk;k] pht+as fnyokb±
vkSj clA** ckr ls Hkh T+;knk Loj vkSj ygts dks lgt cukdj caVh eeh dks ;g fo'okl
fnyk nsuk pkgrk gS fd dy dqN ,slk ugha gqvk ftlls eeh ukjkt+ gksa ;k nq[khA
^^tc ckgj ls ykSVdj okil vk, vkSj ns[kk fd pijklh okil pyk x;k gS rks eSaus
ikik ls dg fn;k fd eSa ;gk¡ fcydqy ugha jgw¡xk] ?kj gh tkÅ¡xk] eeh ds iklA jkr esa
eSa eeh ds fcuk jg ugha ldrkA** vkSj bruk dgdj caVh us ck¡g eeh ds xys esa Mky
nhA
^^D;k&D;k ckrsa djrs jgs rqels\**
^^cgqr lkjhA i<+kbZ dh] [ksy&dwn dh] nksLrksa dh] dydÙkk dhA** fQj ,dk,d tSls
dqN ;kn vk x;k gks] bl rjg cksyk] ^^irk gS eeh] ikik D;k dg jgs Fks\** vkSj og ,dne
dksgfu;ksa ds cy mB vk;kA
^^D;k\**
^^dg jgs Fks rqe bl ckj NqfV~V;ksa esa dydÙkk vkukA [kwc ?kqek,¡xs&fQjk,¡xs] NqfV~V;k¡
[k+re gksus ij fQj okil NksM+ tk,¡xsA**
bl okD; ls gh eeh dh tM+rk ,dk,d tSls VwV xbZA vius psgjs ij xM+h gqbZ ut+jksa
ds rh[ksiu dks caVh us Hkhrj rd eglwl fd;kA vc bl ckr ls og lpeqp eeh dks thr
ysxk] mudh lkjh ukjkt+xh nwj dj nsxk] eeh igys gh iwNrha rks og lc crk nsrkA fcuk
dqN tkus&iwNs csdkj gh losjs ls ukjkt+&ukjkt+ ?kwe jgh gSaA vc tkusa lkjh ckr vkSj ns[ksa
mldh le>nkjhA
^^fQj rwus D;k dgk\**
^^eSa D;k dgrk] euk dj fn;kA dg fn;k fd eSa rks eeh ds fcuk dgha tkrk gh ughaA**
caVh ,dk,d mRlkg esa vk x;kA vc rks eeh tku ysa fd ikik ds cqykus ls muds ikl
vkidk caVh / 51
gks vk;k rks D;k] og csVk rks eeh dk gh gSA
^^vPNk fd;kA** eeh dk Loj Hkhxk gqvk vkSj vkokt+ :¡èkh gqbZ&lh FkhA
^^eSa D;ksa tkšxk] vdsyk rks eSa dCHkh tk gh ugha ldrkA**
^^caVh csVk] rw esjs gh ikl jgukA** vkSj mlds cky lgykrh gqbZ eeh fQj tSls vius
esa gh [kks xb±A
rks eeh dks ;g Mj gS fd ikik mls vius lkFk ys tk,¡xsA blhfy, 'kk;n losjs ls
gh ukjkt+ FkhaA ij ikik mls D;ksa ys tk,¡xs Hkyk\ og rks 'kq: ls gh eeh ds ikl jgk gSA
dSlh yM+kbZ gS ;g] eeh&ikik dh\
rHkh eu esa ,d ckr VdjkbZA ;kn vk;k ,d ckj mldh vkSj VhVw dh yM+kbZ gks xbZ
Fkh] èkqvk¡èkkj] ?kw¡ls] eqDds] ekj&ihV] lHkh dqN gqvk FkkA QwQh us chp&cpko djds VhVw dks
mlds ?kj Hkst fn;k FkkA og jksrk gqvk pyk x;k Fkk vkSj FkksM+h nsj ckn gh 'kUuks vkbZ Fkh–
^caVh] VhVw dh lkjh pht+sa ns nks] og vc rqels dHkh ugha cksysxkA iDdh dqV~Vh dj yh gS
mlusA* dj yh gS rks dj ysA gekjh Hkh iDdh dqV~Vh gSA mlls dgk] igys gekjh pht+sa ns
tk,xk] fQj viuh ys tk,xkA gesa ugha pkfg,] lM+h&lM+h pht+saA gq¡·–?keaMh] dV[kuk dgha
dk---
vkSj fQj nksuksa us viuh&viuh pht+sa okil ys yh Fkha vkSj nwljs dh ykSVk nh FkhaA
?kaVs&Hkj ds Hkhrj&Hkhrj lkjs fglkc&fdrkc lki+$ dj fy, FksA yM+kbZ esa 'kk;n ,slk gh gksrk
gSA
ij og Hkh fdlh dh pht+ gS D;k\ gS rks fdldh\ eeh dh ;k ikik dh\ ugha] og
eeh dk gS] eeh ds gh rks ikl jgrk gSA ikik mls I;kj djrs gSa] og Hkh ikik dks I;kj
djrk gS] ikik mls vPNs Hkh yxrs gSa] ij ikik mls ysuk D;ksa pkgrs gSa\ ysfdu ikik yM+s
rks ugha] mlus euk fd;k fd eSa ogk¡ ugha jgw¡xk] ?kj tkÅ¡xk rks pqipki ;gk¡ NksM+ x,A ;gk¡
rks nksuksa fcydqy ugha yM+sA
eeh&ikik dh yM+kbZ 'kk;n ,slh gh gksrh gksxh] pqipkiokyhA dgha ,slk rks ugha gS fd
losjs ikik us eeh dks cqykdj dqN dgk gks] vkSj blhfy, eeh bruh mnkl gksaA mlus ,d
ckj eeh dks ns[kkA fQj fgEer djds iwNk] ^^eeh] vkt losjs rqe ikik ds ikl xbZ FkhaA
ogk¡ D;k gqvk\**
^^vc gksus dks ckdh gh D;k jg x;k Fkk\ cl] vc ls rw esjk csVk gS] dsoy esjkA
Hkwy tk fd rsjs ikik---** vkSj eeh dk Loj fHkap x;kA muls fQj dqN Hkh cksyk ugha x;kA
eeh ds #¡èks gq, Loj vkSj v¡lqokbZ vk¡[kksa us caVh dks Hkhrj rd ngyk fn;kA ij eeh
ds izfr lkjs ykM+&I;kj vkSj muds nq[k esa nq[kh gksus ds ckotwn ,d {k.k dks eu esa ;g ckr
t+:j vkbZ–ikik dks og dSls Hkwysxk\ ikik rks mls cgqr vPNs yxrs gSaA
fd ,dk,d eeh QwV&QwVdj jks iM+haA rfd, esa eq¡g xM+k fy;kA losjs ls ftl vkosx
dks jksds cSBh Fkhaa] vpkud gh og tSls lkjs ck¡èk rksM+dj cg fudykA caVh cqjh rjg ldidk
x;kA eeh dks mlus jksrs ns[kk gS] ij mlds lkeus dHkh jksrh ugha] bl rjg rks dHkh jksrh
gh ughaA
caVh dks dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vk;k fd og D;k djs] dSls eeh dks pqi djk,A vkSj
tc dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vk;k rks eeh ds xys ls fyiVdj [”kqn Hkh QQd&QQddj jks
iM+kA ^^er jksvks eeh–jksvks er–**
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eeh dk jksuk caVh dks ,dk,d cM+k cuk x;kA cM+k vkSj le>nkjA eeh dh ikik ls yM+kbZ
gks xbZ gS] iDdhokyh! nksLrh rks vc gks gh ugha ldrhA eeh us [”kqn mls crk;kA fcydqy
,sls] tSls cM+ksa dks crk;k tkrk gSA lkFk gh ;g Hkh fd vc eeh ds fy, tks Hkh gS] caVh
gh gSA
vkSj eeh ds ,dek=k lgkjs caVh ds Åij tSls gt+kj&gt+kj ft+Eesnkfj;k¡ vk xbZ gSa eeh
dks izlUu j[kus dhA gj dke esa eeh dh enn djus dhA dksbZ Hkh ,slk dke u djus dh]
ftlls eeh nq[kh vkSj ijs'kku gksaA og lc djsxk] djrk Hkh gSA ij cl] u pkgrs gq, Hkh
ikik dh ;kn mls vk tkrh gSA ysfdu ugha] vc og muds fn, gq, f[kykSuksa ls ugha [ksyrkA
dHkh mudh ckr Hkh ugha djrkA eeh dks 'kk;n vPNk u yxsA jSd ij j[kh gqbZ ikik dh
,dek=k rlohj dks Hkh mlus ,d fnu pqipki mBkdj f[kykSuksa dh vyekjh esa can dj fn;k–
eeh ls yM+kbZ dj yh rks vc cSBks ;gk¡] vkSj D;k\ lkjs fnu eeh dks mnkl j[kusokys] #ykusokys
ikik dh ;gh lt+k gS] cl! vkSj mls yxk tSls eeh dh vksj ls mlus ikik ds f[k+yki+$ ,d
cgqr cM+k o+$ne mBk;k gSA
eeh us [kkyh jSd ns[kk vkSj caVh dks ns[kus yxhaA ,dVdA og uhps ut+jsa >qdk, [kM+k
jgkA irk ugha dgha ukjkt+ gh u gks tk,¡A ij eeh us mls idM+dj vius ikl [khap fy;kA
fQj I;kj fd;kA cgqr gyds eqldjkb± Hkh] 'kk;n mldh le>nkjh ijA ij u tkus D;ksa
mudh vk¡[ksa ugha eqldjk ikb±] cfYd mnkl gks xb±A fcuk vk¡lw ds Hkh tSls jksbZ&jksbZ gks tk;k
djrh gSa] oSlh ghA rc og ,d {k.k dks le> gh ugha ik;k fd mlus Bhd fd;k gS ;k
x+yrA rlohj gVus ls eeh [”kq'k gSa ;k mnklA D;ksafd eeh ds gksaB rks eqldjk, ij vk¡[ksa
mnkl gks xb±A
dksbZ ckr ugha] èkhjs&èkhjs og bu ckrksa dks Hkh le> ysxkA ftruh le> vk xbZ gS]
ogh D;k de gS\
ckgj fudydj vke ds ikSèkksa dks ns[krk–cl dqy nks ubZ ifÙk;k¡] dqy pkj ifÙk;k¡]
vkSj yxrk] og rks mlds eqdkcys esa cgqr&cgqr cM+k gks x;k gSA
ekyh nknk dgrs Fks rqEgkjs lkFk&lkFk cM+k gksxkA dSls gksxk esjs lkFk&lkFk cM+k\ dksbZ
vklku gS bruh tYnh&tYnh cM+k gksuk] dksbZ gks ldrk gS\
ikik us bl ckj mls fpV~Bh fy[kus dks dgk FkkA ij mlus ugha fy[khA fy[kuk rks
[+kwc vPNh rjg tkurk gS] fy[k Hkh ldrk gSA ikik ls dgk Hkh Fkk fd vc og t+:j cjkcj
fpfV~B;k¡ fy[kk djsxkA ij rc og lkjh ckr le>rk dgk¡ Fkk\ rc rks mls ;g Hkh ugha
ekywe Fkk fd eeh&ikik dh iDdhokyh dqV~Vh gks xbZ gSA ij vc dSls fy[k ldrk gS Hkyk!
og iwjh rjg eeh dh rji+$ gS vkSj eeh ls mudh dqV~Vh gS rks fQj caVh ls Hkh gSA ,slk
gh rks gksrk gSA
fQj Hkh tc eeh bèkj&mèkj gksrh gSa rks og pqipki vyekjh [kksydj ml fdrkc dks
fudkydj ns[krk gS] ftlds ihNs ds doj ij ikik viuk irk fy[k x, FksA vc rks mls
eq¡gt+ckuh ;kn Hkh gks x;k gS–8,] ,yfxu jksMA irk i<+us ds lkFk gh mlds eu esa ikik
ds ?kj ds uD“'ks mHkjus yxrs gS]a [+kcw &[+kcw Å¡pk edkuA ,yfxu jksM ds uD“'ks mHkjrs gS]a dydÙks
ds uD'ks mHkjrs gSa–gkoM+k fczt] tw] ysDl] cksVsfudy xkMs±l] fcuk rus dk [kwc cM+k&lk cM+
vkidk caVh / 53
dk isM+A ih-lh- ljdkj dk tknw–vkSj fQj bu lcdks ncksprh gqbZ] dqpyrh gqbZ le>nkjh
mHkjrh gS fd ugha] mls bu lcds ckjs esa lkspuk Hkh ugha gSA ij bu lcdks dqpyus ds lkFk
mlds Hkhrj tkus D;k dqN dqpyrk jgrk gSA rc og vius&vkils izkWfel djrk fd dHkh
Hkh ikik dh ckr ugha lkspsxkA eu gh eu fd, gq, izkWfel ij tc iwjh rjg Hkjkslk ugha
gks ikrk rc t+ksj&t+ksj ls cksydj izkWfel djrk gSA viuh gh vkokt+ lqudj mlds Hkhrj
,d u;k vkRefo'okl tkxrkA
eeh vktdy igys dh rjg lkjs fnu mnkl ugha jgrhaA og cgqr vPNk cu x;k gS
'kk;n blhfy,A og cM+k gksdj vkSj Hkh vPNk cu tk,xk rks fQj cgqr [”kq'k jgus yxsaxhA
vktdy 'kke dks dHkh&dHkh ckgj Hkh tkrh gSAa og dHkh euk ugha djrkA iwjh rjg vk'oLr
dj nsrk gS] ^^eeh tkvks] eSa ihNs i<+w¡xkA QwQh ls [kkuk ysdj [kk yw¡xkA fcydqy Hkh rax
ugha d:¡xkA** fQj eeh mlls iwNrha] ^^vPNk crk rks caVh] dkSu&lh lkM+h iguw\¡ ** rc fcydqy
cM+kas dh rjg og lykg nsrkA fcuk lksp&s le>s ugha] lkjh lkfM+;k¡ ns[kdj] [+kcw lksp&le>djA
vkSj eeh tc ogh lkM+h igu ysrha rks fQj viuh gh ut+jksa esa og cgqr egÙoiw.kZ
gks mBrkA eu esa dgha eeh dh enn djus dk larks"k Hkj tkrkA
fQj tc eeh mldh vksj ns[krh gSa rks mudh vk¡[kksa ls dSlk I;kj >jrk jgrk gSA

og eeh dks tkus ds fy, dg rks nsrk gS ij eeh tc pyh tkrh gSa rks ?kj tSls vkSj Hkh
T+;knk [kkyh&[kkyh gks tkrk gSA lkjs fnu cksj gksrs caVh dh cksfj;r vkSj T+;knk c<+ tkrh
gSA Ldwy [kqyk gksrk rks le>nkj cudj jguk fdruk ljy gks tkrkA vkèkk fnu Ldwy
esa dV tkrk] vkèkk fnu le>nkj gksdj jg fy,A vc NqfV~V;ksa esa lkjs fnu D;k djs og\
vkf[k+j i<+s Hkh dc rd\ dHkh QwQh ls cfr;krk jgrk] dHkh VhVw ds ?kj pyk tkrkA ;k
fQj ?kj ds yksgs ds QkVd ij >wyrk ;k [kM+k&[kM+k lM+d gh ns[krk jgrkA ij lM+d Hkh
rks ,slh gS fd cgqr de yksx bèkj vkrs&tkrs gSaA 'kgj ls dVh&N¡Vh] fcydqy ,d rji+$
dks gS og txgA FkksM+h nwj vkSj vkxs rks cLrh fcydqy gh [k+Re gks tkrh gSA cl] lM+d
cuh gqbZ gS vkSj nksuksa vksj ds nwj&nwj rd QSys ÅcM+&[kkcM+ eSnkuA vkSj fQj mu eSnkuksa
dh ljgnsa cukrh gqbZ igkfM+;k¡A [kM+k og QkVd ij jgrk gS ij eu mldk nwj&nwj nkSM+rk
jgrk gSA bu igkfM+;ksa ds ikj D;k gksxk] fQj mlds vkxs D;k gksxk] fQj mlds Hkh vkxs\
eu esa rjg&rjg ds fp=k mHkjrs gSa] Mjkous Hkh vkSj jaxhu HkhA jk{klksa dh Mjkouh xqQk,¡]
ifj;ksa ds lksus&pk¡nh ds egyA
vkSj fQj bu lcds chp esa ls mHkj vkrk gS–dydÙkk fdl rji+$ gksxk\ fdruh nwj
gksxk ;gk¡ ls\
rc [kV ls m¡xfy;ksa dk Økl cu tkrkA izkWfel VwVus dk iki u yxs!

eeh dh cxy esa ysVk caVh vkleku ns[k jgk gSA f>yfey&f>yfey djrs rkjs fNVds gSa
vkleku esaA lIr_f"k eaMy gS] og vkdk'k&xaxk gS] og rst+&rst+ pedusokyk èkzqorkjk gSA
bl rkjs dks fn[kk&fn[kkdj gh rks eeh us mls ckyd èkzqo dh dgkuh lqukbZ FkhA
ik¡p lky ds cPps us riL;k dh FkhA bruh lkjh riL;k fd Hkxoku Hkh [”kq'k gks x,A
dSls djrs gksaxs riL;k\ mlus eeh ds ikl ljddj iwNk] ^^eeh] riL;k dSls djrs
gSa\**
54 / vkidk caVh
 ^^riL;k\ D;ksa\**
^^crkvks u eeh] eSa tks iwN jgk gw¡A**
^^vius eu dks ekj yks] cl ;gh lcls cM+h riL;k gSA** eeh us tSls Vkyus ds fy,
dg fn;kA
^^ckyd èkzqo us rks taxy esa tkdj riL;k dh Fkh] u\**
^^dh gksxh js!** vkSj eeh us rfd, esa bl rjg eq¡g xM+k fy;k tSls os vc vkSj ckr
ugha djuk pkgrh gksaA
eu dks ekjuk Hkh riL;k djuk gks ldrk gS D;k\ eu rks vktdy og Hkh fdruk
ekjrk gS viuk] rks D;k og Hkh riL;k dj jgk gS\ ,d vthc&lh iqyd mlds eu esa tkxhA
,d vthc&lk vkRefo'oklA dkSu [”kq'k gksxk mldh riL;k ls\ Hkxoku---ikik---
[kV ls m¡xfy;ksa dk Økl cu x;kA ij ugha] og ikik dks ;kn FkksM+s gh dj jgk gSA
og rks dsoy lksp jgk gS fd [”kq'k gksdj ikik fQj ls muds lkFk jgus yx tk,¡ rks\ ;g
rks eeh dh ckr gqbZ] eeh dh [”kq'kh dhA blls izkWfel FkksM+s gh VwVsxkA eu dks rlYyh gqbZA
eeh ls iwNs\ ij ugha] ,slh ckr Hkh eeh ls ugha iwNuh pkfg,A
gw·¡ A u gksa ikik [”k'q kA og eeh dks gh [”k'q k djsxkA [”k'q k ugha] lq[kh djsxkA mlds flok,
eeh dk gS gh dkSu\ mlus eeh dh vksj ns[kkA eeh us rfd, esa eq¡g xM+k j[kk gSA lpeqp
mldh eeh nq[kh gSaA
tc Hkh og eeh dks ysdj vkxs dh ckr lksprk] mls ges'kk yxrk tSls eeh ij nq[k
gh nq[k VwVs iM+ jgs gSa vkSj og vius uUgs&uUgs gkFkksa ls mUgsa nwj fd, tk jgk gSA dSls nq[k
gSa lks ugha tkurkA mUgsa dSls nwj dj jgk gS ;g Hkh ugha tkurkA cl] eeh nq[kh gSa og eeh
dk vdsyk csVk mUgsa nwj dj jgk gSA
dbZ ckj eu gksrk eeh dks ;g ckr crk,A ij dSls\ vPNk] D;k riL;k ls iDdh
dqV~Vh dks [k+Re ugha fd;k tk ldrk\
^^eeh\** mlus èkhjs ls iwNkA
^^gw¡A**
^^eeh] riL;k djds eeh&ikik dh dqV~Vh ugha [k+Re dh tk ldrh\**
eeh us flj mBk;k vkSj ,d {k.k mldk psgjk ns[krh jghaA fQj ck¡g esa Hkjdj mls
vius esa Hkhap fy;kA
ikik dh ckr djds x+yrh rks ugha dj nh mlus\
^^rw ikik ds lkFk jguk pkgrk gS\**
^^ugha eeh] eSa ikik ds lkFk ugha jguk pkgrkA eSa rks--**
caVh us bl rjg dgk tSls eeh dgha mls x+yr u le> ysaA
^^D;ksa csVk] rq>s ikik pkfg,\ eu djrk gS fd ikik gksaA**
caVh ,d {k.k vleatl esa jgkA gk¡ dgus ls dgha eeh ukjkt+ u gks tk,¡A ij >wB
cksyus ls riL;k tks fcxM+ tk,xhA mlus èkhjs ls ^gk¡* dg fn;kA
eeh mlds cky lgykrh jghaA irk ugha mlesa ^ikik fey tk,¡xs* dk vk'oklu Fkk
;k ^ikik rks ugha fey ldrs* dh etcwjhA

vkt eeh dk dkWyst [kqy x;kA eeh [”kq'k&[”kq'k dkWyst pyh xb±A mudh rks cksfj;r tSls
vkidk caVh / 55
[k+Re gqbZA xjeh dh NqfV~V;ksa ds ;s yacs&yacs fnu nksuksa us ,d&nwljs dks lgkjk ns&nsdj gh
dkVs gSaA lkjs fnu eeh ds lkFk gh jgrk FkkA
gk¡] dHkh&dHkh tc 'kke dks eeh ckgj tkrha rks og t+:j FkksM+h nsj vdsyk gks tk;k
djrk FkkA ij vkt rks tSls fnu Hkh mls vdsys gh dkVuk gSA mldk Ldwy [kqyus esa rks
vHkh pkj fnu ckdh gSaA
pyus ls igys eeh us QwQh dks le>k;k] ^^pkj cts ds djhc lc yksx pk; ihus ;gha
vk,¡xhA ngh&idkSMh+ vkSj vkyw dh fVfd;k rqe ?kj esa cuk ysukA fpoM+k vkSj feBkbZ eSa pijklh
ds gkFk fHktok nw¡xhA enn dh t+:jr gks rks mls jksd Hkh ysukA pkj cts rd lc dqN rS;kj
jgs gk¡·!**
^^eSa lc ns[k ywx¡ k eeh] rqe tkvksA pijklh D;k djsxk] eSa enn djok nwx¡ k QwQh dhA**
^^esjk jktk csVk!** eeh us I;kj ls xky FkiFkik;k vkSj pyh xb±A
^^crkvks QwQh] D;k djuk gS\**
^^,Yys] vHkh ls D;k djuk gS\ dqN ugha] tkvks [ksyks! ?kj rks lki+$ dj yw¡ igysA**
eeh dh VhplZ dh ikVhZ gSA ^vkt rks mls cgqr dke djuk gS* ds Hkko ls caVh li+$kbZ
esa tqV x;kA diM+k ysdj Vscy q &dqlhZ iksNa MkyhA viuh cqf) ds fglkc ls ftruh lkt&lTtk
dj ldrk Fkk] og Hkh dj nhA
^^vjs] rqe brus le>nkj dbls gks x,] caVh Hk¸;k! vktdy u ft+n djrs] u >xM+k
djrs] u jksrsA dgk¡ ls vk xbZ bruh vfDdy rqe esa\**
^^vk,xh D;ksa ugha\ vc D;k eSa cPpk gw¡\** viuh le>nkjh dk BIik iM+rs ns[k caVh
dgha Hkhrj gh Hkhrj iqyfdr gks vk;kA eu gqvk QwQh dks riL;kokyh ckr Hkh crk nsA
;ksa Hkh QwQh mlds vdsysiu dh lkFkh gSA og mlls yM+rk Hkh gS] mls rax Hkh djrk gS]
ml ij jkSc Hkh tekrk gSA t+ehu esa pkWd ;k dks;ys ls 'krjat cukdj paxk&vaVk&ikS Hkh
[ksyrk gSA rks dHkh mldh xksn esa flj j[kdj dgkfu;k¡ lqurk gSA fQj ,d dgkuh ds lkFk
gt+kj iz'uA
rc QwQh fcxM+ iM+rh] ^^rqe bruh cgl dkgs djrs gks\ dgkuh gS lks gSA fcuk cksys
lquksxs rks lquk,¡xs] gk¡·! [kkyh gq¡dkjk nks] cl!**
^^vPNk QwQh] ckyd èkzqo us tks riL;k dh Fkh---**
^^Yyks] fQj rqEgkjk dgkuh&fdLlk 'kq: gqvkA ge ,d ckr Hkh ugha djsaxs bl c[k+rA**
QwQh pyh xbZA cq)w dgha dhA lksp jgh gS] eSa èkzqo dh dgkuh lquw¡xk] tSls eq>s vkrh
gh ugha gSA
caVh viuh NksVh&NksVh gFksfy;ksa esa mcys gq, vkyw dh xksy&xksy fVfd;k cukrk tk
jgk gSA tSlh QwQh us crkbZ Bhd oSlh ghA vkSj dgkuh py jgh gSA ogh lksuy jkuh okyhA
jkuh g¡ls rks Qwy >js vkSj jks, rks eksrh >jsA jktk jkuh ds ihNs izk.k nsA jkuh vius
gkFk ls lksus ds cjd esa yisVdj jktk dks NIiu elkyksaokyk] lqxaèk ls Hkjiwj iku f[kykrh
vkSj ean&ean eqldkrhA eqldku ,slh fd jktk ikxyA jktk ds chl jkfu;k¡ vkSj FkhaA chl
jkfu;ksa ds lkS cPpsA lksuy cPpksa ds ihNs izk.k nsrhA cPps [kk,¡ rks jkuh [kk,A cPps lks,¡
rks jkuh lks,A cPpksa dk flj nq[ks rks jkuh ihj ls NViVk,A cPpksa ds pksV yxs rks jkuh
ds Qwy tSls 'kjhj ls [kwu >jsA dksbZ ugha ifr;k;s rks vkdj ns[k ysA ek,¡ yksxkas us cgqr
ns[kha ij ,slh ek¡ rks ns[kh u lquhA vius vkSj lkSrsys cPpksa esa dksbZ Hksn gh ughaA ns[krs&lqurs
56 / vkidk caVh
Hkh dSls\ dksbZ lpeqp dh vkSjr rks Fkh ughaA Mk;u Fkh] lkjs tknw cl esa dj j[ks FksA tSlk
pkgrh oSlk Lok¡x èkj ysrhA
^^vkSj tc vekoL;k ds fnu jkr v¡èksjh ?kqIi gks tkrh rks og vius vlyh :i esa
vkrhA dkyh HkwrA v¡èksjs esa ,slh ?kqy&fey tkrh fd irk gh ugha yxrkA fQj lcdks tknw
ds cl esa fd;k vkSj ,d cPpk gM+iA**
caVh dh lk¡l tgk¡ dh rgk¡ #d tkrhA
losjs ejs cPps dh gfM~M;ksa ls fpiV&fpiVdj ,slk jksrh] ,slk jksrh fd psr gh ugha
jgrkA ukSdj&pkdj nkSM+ iM+rsA dksbZ xqykc&ty fNM+drk] dksbZ dsoM+k&tyA jktk [”kqn Qwyksa
ds ia[ks ls gkSys&gkSys c;kj djrs] csVs dk x+e Hkwy] jkuh dh fpark esa ijs'kku gks tkrsA jkuh
gks'k esa vkrh rks ph[k+rh] ^esjs cPps dks ykvks---ugha eSa izk.k ns nw¡xhA* bruk cM+k jkT;] bruk
cM+k jktk fQj Hkh dksbZ irk gh ugha---
^^og vius cPpksa dks Hkh [kk tkrh Fkh QwQh\** ml Mk;u ds vkrad ls iwjh rjg vkrafdr
caVh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ksa djds iwNrkA
^^vkSj D;k! Mk;u cuus ds ckn D;k mls gks'k jgrk fd fdldk cPpk gS\ cl Hkw[k
yxh] [kkvks!**
^^Hkw[k yxs rks cPps dks gh [kk tkvks!**---ml ejs cPps ds izfr eu dSlk Hkhx&Hkhx vkrk
caVh dkA
^^Hkw[k esa vkneh rd dks gks'k ugha jgrk–cl [kkus dks pkfg,] tks Hkh gks] tSls Hkh
gks] fQj og rks Mk;u Fkh! viuh Hkw[k dh fpark djrh ;k cPpksa dh\**
^^rks og vkSj fdlh dks [kk ysrh] ukSdj&pkdjksa ;k tkuojksa dks [kk ysrhA**
^^dkgs [kk ysrh\ cPpksa ds dksey ekal tSlk vkSj dgk¡ feyrk!**
^^rks dHkh nwljs cPpksa dks D;ksa ugha [kkrh] dsoy jktdqekjksa dks gh D;ksa [kkrh\**
^^[kk,xh D;ksa ugha\ NIiu Hkksx [kk, jktdqekjksa dh nsgh esa tSlk ekal] oSlk vkSj dgk¡
feyrk!**
^^rks èkhjs&èkhjs jktk ds lc cPps [kk xbZ\**
^^vkSj D;k] [kk xbZA lqanj dksey cPps gM~Mh dh BBfj;k¡ cu x,A cl mu BBfj;ksa
dks ns[k&ns[kdj jksus dk ukVd djrh jgrh---**
f?ku vkSj Mj ds feys&tqys Hkko ls caVh dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw vk tkrsA QwQh us ns[kk rks
I;kj ls f>M+drs gq, cksyh] ^^,sYyks] rqe vk¡lw Vidkus yxsA vjs ;s rks fo+$Llk&dgkuh gSA
dgha lp esa ,slk FkksM+s gh gksrk gSA lc >wB] eux<+ar! bu ckrksa ls dgha jks;k tkrk gS] lquks
vkSj Hkwy tkvksA ugha ge vkxs ls dHkh ugha lquk,¡xsA gk¡A**
vkSj mlus >V nwljh dgkuh 'kq: dj nh–pkj ew[kks± dhA rks FkksM+h nsj esa gh caVh
f[kyf[kykus yxkA
nkSM+&nkSM+dj caVh us est+ yxk nh vkSj [kM+k gksdj eeh dh jkg ns[kus yxkA viuh lkjh
VhplZ dks fy, eeh vk jgh gSa] g¡lrh gqb±] cfr;krh gqb±A nhik vkaVh rks lcds chp tSls
fNi gh xb±A
^^dgks caVh] dSls gks\**
^^gSyks caVh] dSls gks\** db;ksa us ,d lkFk iwNkA
^^igys ls yack gks x;kA** rks caVh us tSls eu gh eu mls lqèkkjk] ^^yack ugha] cM+k
vkidk caVh / 57
gks x;k gw¡A**
^^FkksM+s eksVs Hkh gksvks] ojuk lhafd;k igyoku yxksxsA**
^^caVh us ekSdk rkdk vkSj nhik vkaVh dh ck¡g ls >wy x;kA eeh dh lkjh VhplZ esa
,d ;gh rks ilan gS] ckdh rks lc csdkjA
vki NqfV~V;ksa esa ,d ckj Hkh ?kj D;ksa ugha vkb± vkaVh\
^^NqfV~V;ksa esa ge ;gk¡ Fks gh ugha] crkvks dSls vkrs\ gj lky caVh ckgj tkrk Fkk]
bl ckj ge ckgj pys x,A**
?klhVrk gqvk og nhik vkaVh dks ykWu dh rji+$ ys x;k vius ikSèks fn[kkus ds fy,A
^^dgk¡ xbZ Fkha vki\**
^^dydÙkkA**
dydÙkk\ caVh tSls ,d {k.k dks iqyd vk;kA ,d mM+rh&lh ut+j eeh dh vksj MkyhA
os lcdks fy, cjkens dh lhf<+;k¡ p<+ jgh FkhaA
^^vkius D;k&D;k ns[kk ogk¡\ dSlk gS dydÙkk] vkaVh\**
^^cgqr cM+k vkSj cgqr xankA**
^^,yfxu jksM ns[kh vkius\**
^^ugha rks!**
^^yhft,] ,yfxu jksM Hkh ugha ns[kh\**
^^eSa D;k ogk¡ lM+dsa ns[kus xbZ Fkh\ D;k gS ,yfxu jksM esa\**
^^dqN ugha] oSls gh iwN fy;k FkkA** caVh ikik dh ckr ugha crk,xkA fdlh dks crkuk
Hkh ugha pkfg, mlsA vc rks og lc le>rk gSA
nhik vkaVh vanj tkus yxha rks mlus tYnh&ls eksxjs ds nks&rhu Qwy rksM+s vkSj cksyk]
^^uhps >qfd,] eSa vkids twM+s esa yxkšxkA**
g¡lrh gqbZ nhik vkaVh >qd xb±] ^^yxkuk vkrk Hkh gS\**
^^vkSj ugha rks D;k] eeh ds ckyksa esa jkst+ eSa gh rks Qwy yxkrk gw¡A ;g lc ikSèks Hkh
rks eSaus gh yxk, gSaA** vius ikSèkksa dh ckr djrs le; caVh ds eu esa mRlkg vkSj xoZ tSls
Nydk iM+rk gSA
caVh yk&ykdj lcdks f[kyk jgk gSA euk djus ij euqgkj Hkh djrk gS---^^,d rks yhft,---
t+jk&lh vkSj---;g xjeokyh fVfd;k---** lc yksx [kkus vkSj cfr;kus esa leku :i ls tqVh
gqbZ gSaA
fdruk cksyrh gSa ;s lc yksx\ tc ls vkbZ gSa yxkrkj pdj&pdj fd, tk jgh gSaA
yM+fd;ksa dks dSls pqi j[krh gksxa h\ vPNk] muds Ldwy ds lj yksx Hkh tc vkil esa feydj
cSBrs gksaxs rks bl rjg ckrsa djrs gksaxs\ cPpksa dks rks lc yksx dSlk Mk¡Vrs gSa–pqi jgks–
'kksj er djksA D;k Dykl dks Hkkth&ekdsZV cuk j[kk gS\
mlus dHkh Hkkth&ekdsZV ns[kk ugha---'kk;n cgqr 'kksj dh txg gksrh gksxh! ftruk 'kksj
;gk¡ gks jgk gS] mlls Hkh T+;knk\
^^HkbZ caVh rks cgqr le>nkj gks x;k gSA**
^^,dne jktk csVk dh rjg dke dj jgk gSA**
^^gekjh fiadh rks yM+dh gSA ij ,d Hkh dke rks djok yks t+jkA ,d ckr dgks fd
nl tokc gkft+j gSaA**
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 ^^vjs felst+ c=kk dk csVk gS vkf[k+jA gksf'k;kj ugha gksxkA** eksVh felst+ lDlsuk cksyhaA
gw¡] eD[kuckt+ dgha dhA og tkurk gS] dksbZ mldh rkjhi+$ ugha dj jgha] lc eeh
dks eD[ku yxk jgh gSaA ,d ckj dkWyst x;k Fkk rks ;gh eksVh cM+s xky lgyk&lgykdj
dgrh jgha–^^gkÅ LohV] tkurh gks fdruk baVsfytsaV gS ;g\** vkSj tSls gh og ihNs eqM+k
èkhjs ls cksyha–vjs felst+ c=kk us fcxkM+dj èkwy dj j[kk gS] bruk ft+n~nh vkSj flj&p<+k
yM+dk gS fd clA fizafliy dk yM+dk gS lks dksbZ dqN dgrk ugha–eksVh pkiywl dgha dhA
ekFks ij fcanh bruh cM+h yxk,¡xh tSls iSlk gh fpidk fy;k gksA cl] ,d nhik vkaVh vPNh
gSa] tks u dHkh bl rjg dh rkjhi+$ djrh gSa u cqjkbZA ekSo+$k feys rks mlds lkFk [ksyrh
Hkh gSaA
pk; lekIr gqbZ rks lc yksx ckgj ds dejs esa vk xb±A og nhik vkaVh dh dqlhZ ij
gh cSB x;kA muls lVdj] ,d rjg ls mu ij yndjA eeh us ikl ds jSd ij ls i+$kby
mBkbZ] chp dh est+ viuh rjQ [khapha vkSj <sj lkjs dkx+t+ QSyk fy,A
^^nhik vkaVh] vki xkuk ugha lquk,¡xh\**
^^ns[kks cPpk] eeh vc ehfVax dj jgh gS]a le>s\** ykM+ esa os mls ges'kk cPpk gh dgrh
gSaA
^^eeh] ge nhik vkaVh dk xkuk lqusaxs] vkaVh dks xkuk lqukuk gh gksxkA** vkSj og iwjh
rjg nhik vkaVh dh xksn esa gh yn x;k] dqN bl fo'okl ds lkFk fd eeh mldh ckr
Vky gh ugha ldrh gSaA bruk dke mlus vkt fd;k gS] vc rks oSls Hkh mldk vfèkdkj
gks x;k gSA
^^caVh csVk] vc ge yksx t+jk dke dh ckr djsxa ]s dkWyt s dh( rqe ckgj tkdj [ksyks rks!**
eeh dh ckr caVh dks tSls dgha ls phj xbZA ,d {k.k og eeh dks bl rjg ns[krk
jgk tSls fo'okl ugha dj ik jgk gks fd eeh us mls gh ckgj tkus dks dgk gSA
fQj èkhjs ls mBk vkSj ckgj vk x;k] viekfur&lk] vkgr&lkA rks mldh bPNk ls
Hkh T+;knk t+:jh dke eeh ds ikl gSA dkWyst dh ckr dkWyst esa dj ysrha] ?kj esa rks de
ls de mldh ckr gh ekuuh pkfg,A og rks dc ls lksp jgk Fkk fd 'kke dks nhik vkaVh
dk xkuk lqusxk fQj viuh dfork,¡ lquk,xk] pqVdys lquk,xk] igsyh iwNsxkA ,slh&,slh
igsfy;k¡ mls vkrh gSa fd dksbZ crk gh ugha ldrkA yM+fd;ksa dks i<+kuk vklku gS] igsyh
D;k gj dksbZ crk ldrk gS\ ij vc dqN ugha---eeh dks ,sls rks ugha djuk pkfg, Fkk u\
vkSj u pkgrs gq, Hkh eeh dks ysdj tkus fdruk&fdruk x”qLlk eu esa mQuus yxkA
ij rHkh lkjs x”qLls vkSj nq[k dks Bsyrh gqbZ le>nkjh vkbZ–eeh fizafliy gSa] fdrus
t+:jh&t+:jh dke mudks jgrs gSa] mls bl rjg x”qLlk ugha gksuk pkfg,A dqN ugha] nks eghus
ls eeh lkjs fnu ?kj tks jgrh Fkha] lks og dkWyst dh] dkWyst ds dke dh ckr Hkwy gh x;k
Fkk blhfy, rks x”qLlk Hkh vk x;k ojuk rks blesa x”qLls dh dksbZ ckr gh ugha gSA dkWyst
[kqy x;k gS rks dkWyst dk dke Hkh gksxk ghA VhVw ds ikik ugha vkWfi+$l dh i+$kbysa ysdj
?kj esa cSBs jgrs gSaA fQj ml dejs esa dksbZ ?kql rks tk,¡ ns[ksa\ ,slk QVdkjrs gSa fd cl!
eeh us rks fdrus I;kj ls dgkA mlds ikik Hkh i+$kbysa ysdj vkrs gksaxs\
[kV~ ls m¡xfy;ksa dk Økl cu x;kA fQj Hkh dgha ,d èkqè¡ kyh&lh rlohj mHkj gh vkbZ---
i+$kbyksa esa Mwcs gq, ikikA
^^ugha&ugha---** mlus vius eu dks le>k;kA
vkidk caVh / 59
lc yksxksa dks fonk djds eeh tYnh ls rkSfy;k ysdj ckFk:e esa ?kql xb±A
vc og eeh ds lkFk [ksysxkA fQj jkr esa dgkuh lqusxk] [+kwc yachokyhA vkt fdruk
dke fd;k gS mlusA eeh tc dkWyst dk dke djus yxha rks ckgj Hkh vk x;kA vc u
dkWyst gS u dkWyst dk dkeA vc eeh fQj mldh gks xbZ gSa] fcydqy mldhA irk ugha
D;ksa eeh vkSj mlds chp esa dksbZ Hkh vkrk gS rks mls vPNk ugha yxrkA
dkWyts ds fnuksa esa rks oSls Hkh 'kke dks gh eeh mldh gqvk djrh gSAa ckyksa dh <hyh&<hyh
pksVh vkSj eqyk;eokyk psgjkA
eeh eq¡g iksNrh gqbZ dejs esa vkb±A
^^yks] ckrksa gh ckrksa esa Vkbe dk dqN vankt+ gh ugha jgkA lkr cts igq¡puk Fkk vkSj
ikSus lkr rks ;gha ct x,A**
^^rqe dgha tk jgh gks eeh\** vius dks jksdrs&jksdrs Hkh caVh #vk¡lk gks vk;kA
^^csV]s ,d cgqr t+:jh dke ls tkuk gS] cgqr gh t+:jhA** eeh ds lèks gq, gkFk [kVk[kV
twM+s esa fiusa [kksalrs tk jgs gSaA
^^okg! eSa vHkh Hkh vdsyk jgw¡A vkt rks lkjs fnu fcydqy vdsyk jgk gw¡ eehA** x”qLls
esa Hkjk caVh dk Loj HkjkZ x;kA
,d {k.k dks eeh dk gkFk tgk¡ dk rgk¡ #d x;kA caVh dh vksj ns[kk] cgqr I;kj lsA
fQj vius ikl [khapdj nqykjrh gqbZ cksyha] ^^esjk jktk csVk] vdsyk D;ksa jgsxk\ VhVw dks
cqyk ysuk ;k mlds ;gk¡ pys tkukA cl FkksM+h nsj esa rks vk gh tkÅ¡xhA**
^^VhVw cqykus ls Hkh vkrk gS bl le; dHkh\ bl le; ogk¡ tkvks rks mldh vEek---**
^^u gks rks lkFk ys tkvks u cgwthA** njokt+s ij cSBh lqikjh dkVrh gqbZ QwQh us dgkA
^^losjs ls rks vdsyk Mk¡o&Mk¡o Mksy jgk gSA vkids lkFk FkksM+k Vgy vk,xk rks eu cgy
tk,xk cPps dkA**
caVh us cM+h vk'kk&Hkjh ut+j ls ns[kkA 'kk;n QwQh dh flQkfj'k gh dke vk tk,A
^^dgk u] eSa dke ls tk jgh gw¡ QwQhA ogk¡ dgk¡ ys tkÅ¡xh\** tYnh&tYnh lkM+h igurs
gq, eeh us dgkA
^^dke ls tk jgh gks rks D;k gqvk\ cPpk gksxk rks D;k Qsad tk,¡xs\ nks feuV esa rS;kj
fd, nsrh gw¡A**
^^ugha] caVh esjk [+kwc le>nkj gSA esjs dke ds chp esa og D;ksa tk,xk\ ,d lky ls
rks dHkh dkWyt s Hkh ugha tkrkA og D;k le>rk ugha fd cM+kas ds chp esa ugha tkuk pkfg,A**
fQj xky ij ,d t+ksj dk fdLlw nsdj iwNk] ^^gS u csVk le>nkj!** eeh pyh xb±A
yksgs ds QkVd ij [kM+k&[kM+k caVh tkrh gqbZ eeh dks ns[krk jgk] vk¡[kksa esa Hkj vk, vk¡lqvksa
dks Hkhrj gh Hkhrj ihrk jgkA
vkSj rc igyh ckj caVh us eglwl fd;k fd le>nkj cuuk fdruk eqf'dy gSA eeh
dh ut+jksa esa le>nkj gksdj jgus dk eryc gS] dqN Hkh er dgks] dqN Hkh er djksA nwèk
mls ilan ugha] fQj Hkh fcuk pw¡ fd, ih ysrk gSA tks [kkus dks nks] [kk ysrk gSA tks dqN
djus dks dgk tkrk gS] dj ysrk gSA
ij eeh Hkh rks cM+h gSa] le>nkj gSaA mUgsa Hkh rks ogh lc djuk pkfg, rks caVh pkgrk
gSA ugha D;k\
vueuk&lk caVh Hkhrj vk;kA cjkens esa gh QwQh t+ehu ij iljh iM+h gSA
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 ^^,sls D;ksa ysVh gks QwQh] D;k gks x;kA**
^^vjs] ge Fkd x, Hk¸;k] t+jk dej lhèkh dj ysa rks cjru èkksdj pkSdk lki+$ djsaA**
caVh dks yxk tSls eeh QwQh dks Fkdkdj [”kqn pyh xb±A QwQh] QwQh dh Fkdku mls
dgha vius cgqr djhc yxhA
^^eSa iSj ls dej nck nw¡\ vHkh Bhd gks tk,xhA**
QwQh mBdj cSB xbZA ,dne caVh dks ns[krs gq, cksyh] ^^vjs] rqEgsa gks D;k x;k gS caVh
Hk¸;k\ vkSj lquks] rqe pys dkgs ugha x, eeh ds lkFk\ igys rks dHkh vbls NksM+dj tkus
dh ckr djrha rks tkus nsrs rqe\ lkjs vk¡xu esa yksV&yksVdj viuk vkSj eeh dk th gydku
dj nsrAs ;g mfej ls igys cw<k+ gksuk gesa vPNk ugha yxrk rqEgkjk] le>s\ tkvks] [ksyks&dwnksA
lsok&pkdjh djus dks rqEgha jg x, gks gekjh\**
rks ,dk,d cM+h t+ksj ls eu gqvk caVh dk fd lkjs vk¡xu esa yksV&yksVdj jks,–[+kcw
jks, fcydqy igys dh rjg vkSj tc rd eeh u vk tk,¡ jksrk gh jgsA eeh pqi djk&djkdj
Fkd tk,¡] rc Hkh pqi u gksA

jkr esa tc eeh MkWDVj tks'kh dh dkj ls mrjha rks caVh yksgs ds QkVd ij [kM+k eu gh
eu dgha jks gh jgk FkkA
^^dSls gks caVh\** dkj esa cSBs&cSBs gh MkWDVj lkgc us iwNkA
^^eSa fcydqy Bhd gw¡A eq>s rks dqN Hkh ugha gqvkA** mlus dqN bl Hkko ls dgk ekuks
iwN jgk gks] ^^vki ;gk¡ D;ksa vk,\** MkWDVj lkgc dh yxkbZ gqbZ lqb;ksa dk nnZ vkSj Mj
eu esa fQj rkt+k gksdj mHkj vk;kA
v¡èksjs esa gh eeh dks ns[kkA os Hkh fcydqy Bhd yxhaA rc\ vkSj jkr esa tc og eeh
dh cxy esa ysVk rks cjkcj izrh{kk djrk jgk fd eeh dqN dgsaxhA mlus vkt ftruk dke
fd;k mlds ckjs esa ghA ij eeh rks bruh pqi gSa ekuks mUgsa irk gh u gks fd caVh Hkh muds
ikl ysVk gSA
eeh mlds ikl ysVh cky lgyk jgh gSaA ij mls yx jgk gS fd eeh mlds cky ugha
lgyk jghaA eeh mls ns[k jgh gSa] ij ugha] eeh mls ns[k Hkh ugha jghaA
^^eeh!**
^^gw¡!**
^^rqe rks cgqr gh t+:jh dke ls xbZ Fkha] fQj---**
^^Fkk js] ,d dkeA**
eeh rks 'kk;n mlls cksy Hkh ugha jghaA vkSj rc caVh dk eu gqvk fd QwV&QwVdj
jks iM+sA

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caVh dk Ldwy D;k [kqyk] mldk cpiu ykSV vk;kA
yach NqfV~V;ksa ds ckn igys fnu Ldwy tkuk dHkh vPNk ugha yxrkA ij vkt yx
jgk gSA vPNk gh ugha] [+kwc vPNk yx jgk gSA losjs mBk rks dsoy gok esa gh rkt+xh ugha
vkidk caVh / 61
Fkh] mldk viuk eu tkus dSlh rkt+xh ls Hkjk&Hkjk fFkjd jgk FkkA
^eeh] esjs ekst+s dgk¡ gSa---yks nwèk ykdj j[k fn;kA igys diM+s rks igu yw¡] nsj ugha gks
tk,xh---cSx rks ys tkuk gh gS] fdrkcsa tks feysaxh* ds 'kksj ls rhuksa dejs xw¡t jgs gSaA
cgqr fnuksa ls tks cPpk ?kj ls xk;c Fkk tSls vkt vpkud ykSV vk;k gksA
tYnh&tYnh rS;kj gksdj mlus cLrk mBk;kA cLrk Hkh D;k] ,d dkih&isafly Mky yhA
dkSu vkt i<+kbZ gksuh gS! cl ds fy, lM+d ikj djds og dkWyst ds QkVd ij [kM+k gks
x;kA eeh mls ?kj ds QkVd rd NksM+dj okil ykSV jgh gSaA cjkens dh lhf<+;k¡ p<+dj
eeh vanj xqe gks xb± rks lkeus dsoy ?kj jg x;kA NksVk&lk c¡xykuqek ?kj tks mldk viuk
?kj gS] tks mls cgqr vPNk yxrk gSA
vkSj ,dk,d gh [k+;ky vk;k] blh ?kj esa irk ugha D;k dqN ?kV x;k gS bu NqfV~V;ksa
esaA mlus tYnh ls ut+jsa gVk yhaA rHkh nwj ls èkwy mM+krh gqbZ cl vkrh fn[kkbZ nhA caVh
us [kV ls cLrk mBk;k vkSj cl ds #drs gh yiddj mlesa p<+ x;kA nkSM+rk gqvk VhVw
pyk vk jgk gS] ysV&yrhQA
^^caVh] bèkj vk tk] ;gk¡ txg gSA** txg cgqr lkjh Fkh] ij dSyk'k us ,d vksj ljddj
mlds fy, [k+kl txg cukbZA
^^caVh ;kj] bèkj! bèkj vkdj cSBA** foHkw mls viuh vksj [khap jgk gSA caVh vius
dks cM+k egÙoiw.kZ eglwl djus yxkA vkSj cSBrs gh mldk viuk psgjk cPpksa ds ifjfpr]
mRQqYy psgjksa ds chp fey x;kA
cl pyh rks lcds chp g¡lrs&cfr;krs mls ,slk yxk tSls lkjs fnu [+kwc lkjh i<+kbZ
djds ?kj dh vksj ykSV jgk gSA rHkh [k+;ky vk;k–èkr~] og rks Ldwy tk jgk gSA
cl] tSls Hkkth&ekdsVZ A ckrs-a --ckrsAa dkSu dgk¡&dgk¡ x;k\ fdlus D;k&D;k ns[kk\ NqfV~V;ksa
esa dSls&dSls ekSt mM+kbZA vuar fo"k; Fks vkSj lcds ikl dgus ds fy, dqN u dqN FkkA
caVh D;k dgs\ og f[kM+dh ls ckgj ns[kus yxkA 'kk;n dksbZ mlls Hkh iwN jgk gSA
gq¡g! dqN ugha dguk mlsA
^^esjs ekek vk, Fks ,d lkbfdy fnyk x, nks ifg,okyh!**
^^ge rks fnYyh esa dqrqcehukj ns[kdj vk,---**
rc u pkgrs gq, Hkh eu esa dgha ikik] ikik dk eSdus ks] dydÙkk] dydÙks dk dkYifud
fp=k mHkj gh vk,A
^^D;ksa js caVh] rw dgha ugha x;k bl ckj\ fiNyh ckj rks elwjh ?kwedj vk;k FkkA**
^^ughaA** caVh us èkhjs&ls dgkA
^^lkjh NqfV~V;k¡ ;gha jgk\**
^^gk¡A eeh us [kl ds insZ yxk&yxkdj lkjk ?kj [+kwc BaMk dj fn;k FkkA elwjh ls Hkh
T+;knkA cl fQj D;k FkkA**
vkSj [kl ds mu inks± dh BaMd] ftlus 'kjhj ls T+;knk eu dks BaMk dj j[kk Fkk] fQj
eu esa mrj vkbZA
caVh fQj ckgj ns[kus yxkA ij ckgj lM+dsa] lM+dksa ij pyrs gq, yksxksa ds chp dHkh
odhy pkpk fn[kkbZ nsrs rks dHkh eeh dk mnkl psgjkA dHkh ikik fn[kkbZ nsrs rks dHkh HkUukrh
gqbZ QwQhA
fdruh ckrsa gSa mlds ikl Hkh dgus ds fy,] ij D;k og lc dgh tk ldrh gSa\ eku
62 / vkidk caVh
yks og fdlh dks crk Hkh ns rks dksbZ le> ldrk gS\ ,dne cM+h ckrsaA ;g rks og gS tks
,dk,d le>nkj cu x;kA ;s foHkw] dSyk'k] nhid] Vkeh---dksbZ le> rks ys ns[ksaA
ij viuh bl le>nkjh ij mldk viuk gh eu tkus dSlk Hkkjh&Hkkjh gks jgk gSA
cl tc Ldwy ds QkVd ij vkdj #dh rks ,d&nwljs dks Bsyrs&<dsyrs cPps uhps mrjus
yxsA uhps [kM+s lj cksys–^^èkhjs cPpks] èkhjs! rqe rks fcydqy fiatjs esa ls NwVs tkuojksa dh
rjg---**
rks caVh dks yxk tSls og lpeqp gh fdlh fiatjs esa ls fudydj vk;k gSA cgqr fnuksa
ckn! lkeus Ldwy dk yack&pkSM+k eSnku fn[kkbZ fn;k rks fgju dh rjg pkSdM+h Hkjrk gqvk
nkSM+ x;kA xjfe;ksa dk lw[kk&jsrhyk eSnku bl le; gjh&gjh ?kkl ds dkj.k cM+k uje vkSj
eqyk;e gks jgk gS] tSls ,dne u;k gks x;k gksA
ubZ Dykl] ubZ fdrkcsa] ubZ dkfi;k¡] u,&u, lj---brus lkjs u;ksa ds chp caVh tSls
dgha ls u;k gks vk;kA u;k vkSj izlUuA gj fdlh ds ikl nksLrksa dks fn[kkus ds fy, ubZ&ubZ
pht+sa gSaA tSls gh ?kaVk ctrk vkSj u, lj vkrs] mlds chp esa [kVk[kV pht+sa fudy vkrhaA
IykfLVd ds itYl] rlohjksoa kyh Mk;jh] rhu jaxksa dh MkV&isfa ly---vkSj ^t+jk fn[kk rks ;kj*–
^cl] ,d feuV ds fy,* dk 'kksj ;gk¡ ls ogk¡ rd rSj tkrkA
^^esjs ikl cgqr cM+kokyk eSdus ks gSA bruk cM+k fd Ldwy rks vk gh ugha ldrkA dydÙks
ls vk;k gSA dksbZ Hkh ?kj vk, rks og fn[kk ldrk gSA**
,d {k.k dks m¡xfy;k¡ ,d&nwljh ij p<+ha vkSj fQj >V ls gV Hkh xb±A gq¡g] dqN ugha
gksrkA dksbZ iki&oki ugha yxrkA dksbZ mlds ?kj vk,xk rks og t+:j crk,xk eSdsuksA lc
yksx viuh pht+ksa dks fn[kk&fn[kkdj dSlk brjk jgs gSa] 'kku yxk jgs gSa vkSj og ckr Hkh
ugha djsA
^^foHkw] rw 'kke dks vk tk vius HkS;k ds lkFkA cgqr pht+as curh gSa mldh–iqy] flxuy]
iupDdh] Øsu---**
[k+;ky vk;k] mlus Hkh rks vHkh rd lc dqN cukdj ugha ns[kkA foHkw vk tk, rks
fQj nksuksa feydj cuk,¡xsA vkSj foHkw ugha Hkh vk;k rks og [”kqn cuk,xkA ;g Hkh dksbZ ckr
gqbZ Hkyk!
Ldwy dh ckrksa ls Hkjk&Hkjk caVh ?kj ykSVkA [kkyh cLrk Hkh ubZ&ubZ fdrkcksa ls Hkj x;k
FkkA

eeh vHkh dkWyst esa gSaA mlds vkus ds ,d ?kaVs ckn ?kj vkrh gSaA caVh nkSM+dj QwQh dks
gh idM+ yk;kA
^^vPNk] ,d ckj bl cLrs dks rks mBkdj ns[kksA**
^^D;k gS cLrs esa\**
^^mBkdj rks ns[kksA** ,dne yydkjrs gq, caVh us dgkA
QwQh us cLrk mBk;k] ^^,Yyks] bruk Hkkjh cLrk! ;s vc rqe bÙkk cks>k <ks&<ksdj ys
tk;k djksxs\ rqels T+;knk ot+u rks rqEgkjs cLrs esa gh gSA**
caVh ds psgjs ij larks"k vkSj xoZ&Hkjh eqldku QSy xbZA ^^pyks gVksA** vkSj fQj [kV
ls cLrk mBkdj] lSfud dh eqnkz esa pkj&Ng dne pyk vkSj fQj cksyk] ^^jkst+ ys tkuk iM+xs kA
vHkh rks ;s ckgj vkSj iM+h gSaA pkSFkh Dykl dh i<+kbZ D;k ;ksa gh gks tkrh gS\ cgqr fdrkc
vkidk caVh / 63
i<+uh iM+rh gSaA** fQj ,d&,d fdrkc fudkydj fn[kkus yxkA
^^;g fgLVªh dh gSA dc dkSu&lk jktk gqvk] fdlus fdruh yM+kb;k¡ yM+ha] lc i<+uk
iM+sxkA le>h! vkSj fgLVªh ds jktk dgkfu;ksa ds jktk ugha gksrs gSa] >wB&ewBokysA ,dne
lPph&eqPph ds] jktk Hkh lp] yM+kb;k¡ Hkh lp---vkSj ;g T;ksxzi+$h gS---;g tujy lkbal---
;g ,Vyl gSA fganLq rku dk uD“'kk igpku ldrh gks\ yks] vius ns'k dks Hkh ugha
igpkurh! ns[kks] ;g lkjh nqfu;k dk uD“'kk gS---blesa tks ;g t+jk&lk fn[k jgk gS u] ;gh
fganqLrku gSA blh fganqLrku esa viuk 'kgj gS vkSj fQj ml 'kgj esa viuk ?kj gS vkSj fQj
ml ?kj esa viuh jlksbZ gS vkSj fQj ml jlksbZ esa ,d QwQh gS---gk&gk---** caVh t+ksj&t+ksj ls
g¡lus yxkA
caVh dks ;ksa g¡lrs ns[k] QwQh ,dVd mldk psgjk ns[kus yxh] dqN bl Hkko ls tSls
cgqr fnuksa ckn caVh dks ns[k jgh gksA fQj xn~xn Loj esa cksyh] ^^gk¡ Hk¸;k] esjh rks jlksbZ
gh esjk ns'k gSA vkSj ns'k&nw"k eSa ugha tkurhA gq, gksaxs jktk&egkjktk] esjk rks caVh Hk¸;k
gh jktk gSA**
^^cq)w dgha dh! ns[k] ;g fMD'kujh gSA 'kCn&vFkZ le>rh gS\ fdlh 'kCn dk vFkZ ugha
vk, rks blesa ns[k yksA pkSFkh Dykl esa ,Vyl vkSj fMD'kujh Hkh j[kuh iM+rh gSA**
^^vc bl cw<+s rksrs ds fnekx+ esa dqN ugha ?kqlrk Hk¸;k] rqe dkgs ext+ ekj jgs gksA
pyks gkFk&eq¡g èkksdj dqN [kk&ih yksA eq¡g rks ns[kks] Hkw[k vkSj xjeh ds ekjs fpfM+;k tSlk
fudy vk;k gSA**
caVh [kkrk tk jgk gS vkSj mldk mins'k pkyw gSA ^^rqe dgrh Fkha u QwQh fd jkr&fnu
Hkxoku djrs gSaA ikuh Hkxoku cjlkrk gSA lc >wBA tujy lkbal dh fdrkc esa lkjh lgh
ckr fy[kh gqbZ gSA vHkh i<+h ugha gSA tc i<+ yw¡xk rks lc rqEgsa crkÅ¡xkA**
^^rks ge dkSu bldwy esa i<+s caVh Hk¸;k! cl] vc rqels i<+saxsA baxjst+h Hkh i<+kvksxs
gesa---**
caVh fQj [kha---[kha---djds g¡l iM+kA QwQh vkSj vaxzst+hA vkSj fQj QwQh ftruk Hkh ckrsa
djrh jgh] caVh g¡lrk jgk---f[ky&f[kykdjA QwQh mls ns[krh jgh xn~xn gksdjA
tc eeh vkb± rks caVh us os gh lkjh ckrsa nksgjkb±A mrus gh mRlkg vkSj tks'k ds lkFkA
Ldwy esa D;k&D;k gqvk\ u, lj dSls&dSls gSa\ ^^tks lj Dykl Vhpj cus gSa u eeh] mudh
ew¡Nsa ,slh vdM+dj [kM+h jgrh gSa tSls muesa dyQ yxk fn;k gksA eSaus mudh 'kDy cukbZ
vkSj yap esa fn[kkbZ rks lc [+kwc g¡ls] cM+k et+k vk;kA rqEgsa crkÅ¡ eeh\**
foHkw us fnYyh esa tkdj D;k&D;k ns[kk\ eeh mls dc ys tkdj fn[kk,xh vkSj fQj
mlh >ksad esa dg x;k] ^^eSaus lcdks vius eSdsuks ds ckjs esa crk fn;kA ;fn 'kke dks foHkw
vk;k rks mls fn[kkšxk Hkh---** fQj ,d {k.k dks eeh dh vksj ns[kk] eeh oSls gh ean&ean
eqldjk jgh gSaA dqN Hkh ugha] og csdkj Mjrk jgk brus fnuksaA [ksyus ls D;k gksrk gS Hkyk!
^^eeh] vc viuk dke lqu yksA** vkokt+ esa vkns'k Hkjk gqvk gSA ^^vkt gh lkjh
fdrkcksa vkSj dkfi;ksa ij doj p<+ tkuk pkfg,] czkmuokykA ugha rks dy lt+k feysxh]
gk¡A rqe lc dke NksM+dj igys esjs doj p<+k nsukA fQj li+$sn ysoy dkVdj fpidkus
gksxa As mu ij uke vkSj Dykl fy[kuk gksxkA [+kcw lqna jokyh jkbfVax esa tek&tekdj fy[kuk]
le>haA**
vkSj fQj mlh mRlkg vkSj tks'k esa Hkjk&Hkjk og VhVw ds ;gk¡ nkSM+ x;kA vkt tkus
64 / vkidk caVh
fdruh ckrsa gSa mlds ikl djus ds fy,A VhVw dks dkSu&dkSu ls lj i<+k,¡x-s -- mls dkSu&dkSu&lh
fdrkcsa feyh gSaA

caVh VhVw ds ;gk¡ ls ykSVk rks v¡èksjk gks pqdk FkkA gkFk esa isM+ dh ,d VwVh gqbZ Vguh gS]
ftlls og gok esa ryokj pyk jgk gSA QwQh vk¡xu esa ysVh&ysVh ia[kk >y jgh gS] ^^;g
cjlkr dh xjeh rks ekj ds j[k nsrh gS vkneh dksA gok dk uke ugha gS dgha–,d ckj
t+ksj ls cjls rks---**
^^cjlks jke èkM+kds ls] QwQh ej xbZ Qkds ls---**
^^gk¡] vc rqe gesa ekjksxs gh rksA**
^^eeh!** fcuk dqN Hkh lqus&cksys caVh viuh gh èkqu esa Hkhrj vk;k rks ns[kk est+ ij
lkjh fdrkcsa&dkfi;k¡ T;ksa dh R;ksa iM+h gSa] fcuk doj dsA [kkyh cLrk est+ ds uhps iM+k gSA
^^eeh!** caVh ykWu dh vksj nkSM+ iM+kA ykWu esa eeh MkWDVj lkgc ds lkFk cSBh gSaA
chp dh est+ ij pk; ds [kkyh cjru j[ks gSaA nunukrk gqvk caVh vk;kA ^^esjs doj ugha
p<+k, eeh\**
^^caVh] ueLrs djks MkWDVj lkgc dksA** eeh us mldh ckr dk tokc u nsdj viuh
ckr dgh rks caVh HkUuk x;kA nksuksa gkFk dqN bl rjg tksM+s ekuks dg jgk gks–tku c[+'kksA
^^rqeus esjs doj D;ksa ugha p<+k,] dy lt+k ugha feysxh eq>s\**
^^vjs caVh] cM+s ukjkt+ gks jgs gks csVs! D;k ckr gS\**
^gk¡] gks jgs gSa ukjkt+] vkidk D;k tkrk gS\ tc ns[kks rc vkdj cSB tk,¡xs ;k eeh
dks ys tk,¡xsA cM+h viuh eksVj dh 'kku yxkrs gSaA vc vkdj cSB x, rks eeh doj ugha
p<+k ldha u\ vkSj eeh dg ugha ldrh Fkha fd mUgsa caVh dk dke djuk gSA vc mu nksuksa
dk D;k tk,xk] lt+k rks mls feysxh* og eu gh eu HkuHkukus yxkA
fcuk ,d 'kCn Hkh cksys caVh us gkFk idM+dj eeh dks [khapk] ^^rqe pydj igys doj
p<+kvksA ,dne mBksA** MkWDVj lkgc dh rjQ mlus ns[kk Hkh ughaA
^^caVh] D;k dj jgs gks csVk\ brus cM+s gksdj bl rjg djrs gSa! rw rks cgqr le>nkj
gS---**
ij caVh gkFk [khaprk gh jgkA dksbZ le>nkj&oe>nkj ugha gSA igys rks dksbZ mldk
dke er djks vkSj fQj dg nks le>nkj gSa---
^^pyks u! bruh nsj rks gks xbZA fQj dc p<+kvksxh\** caVh jksus&jksus dks gks vk;kA
^^eSua s dgk u eSa p<k+ nwx¡ hA** eeh tSls >q>
¡ yk vkbZ FkhaA mUgksua s viuk gkFk [khap fy;kA
,dk,d MkWDVj lkgc mB [kM+s gq,] ^^pyks] rqe caVh dk dke djksA eSa rks oSls Hkh pyus
gh okyk FkkA lk<+s vkB cts] ,d txg igq¡puk Hkh gSA**
lc yksx eeh dks vki&vki dgdj cksyrs gSa vkSj ;s dSls rqe dg jgs gSaA bruk Hkh
ugha ekywe fd eeh fizafliy gSaA fizafliy dks vki dgk tkrk gS fd ughaA
eeh us ,d&nks ckj Bgjus dk vkxzg fd;kA ij os py iM+sA eeh mUgsa NksM+us ds fy,
eksVj rd xb±A
caVh tkurk gS fd eeh vkrs gh mls Mk¡Vsaxh–,sls cksyrs gks] ,sls djrs gks---reht+ dc
vk,xh–og vktdy dqN dgrk ugha rks eeh us mldh ckr lquuk gh NksM+ fn;kA u dHkh
lkFk ysdj tkrh gSa] u dgkuh lqukrh gSa–igys dh rjg mlds lkFk [ksyrh Hkh ughaA ij
vkidk caVh / 65
;s lkjs ds lkjs rdZ feydj Hkh] mlds vius gh eu esa vHkh dh gqbZ cnreht+h dks de ugha
dj ik jgs FksA
tSls gh eeh ykSVdj vkbZ] caVh us jksuk 'kq: dj fn;kA t+ksj&t+ksj ls–^^bruh nsj rks
gks xbZ] vc dc p<+saxs doj\** nks"kh eeh dks gh cukdj j[kuk gSA
^^py] doj p<+krh gw¡A** blds vykok eeh us ,d 'kCn Hkh ugha dgk rks caVh dks [”kqn
,d vthc rjg dh cspSuh gksus yxhA Mk¡V [kkusokys dke ij Hkh eeh dk ;ksa pqi jg tkuk
mls Mk¡V ls Hkh T+;knk d"V nsus yxkA Mk¡V nsrha rks mudh Mk¡V ls mldh lkjh cnreht+h
dV tkrh] fglkc cjkcj ij vc rks lkjk nks"k tSls mlh ds fljA
dqN x+yr dj Mkyus ds cks> ls nck&nck] lgek&lk og Hkhrj vk;kA eeh us lkjh
dkfi;k¡&fdrkcsa uhps mrkjha vkSj cksyha] ^^yk czkmu isij dgk¡ gS\**
^^esjs ikl dgk¡ gS czkmu isij\**
^^rc dSls p<+kÅ¡xh doj\** vkSj eeh gkFk ij gkFk èkjdj cSB xb±A
^^eSa D;k tkuw¡\ rqEgsa e¡xokdj ugha j[kuk pkfg, Fkk] eSaus rks vkrs gh dg fn;k Fkk
cl!**
caVh dks tSls vius O;ogkj ds fy, fQj ,d lgkjk fey x;k vkSj eu esa fQj <sj&<sj
lkjk x”qLlk mQuus yxkA
eeh pqiA
^^rqEgsa esjh fcydqy ijokg ugha jg xbZ gSA er djks esjk dksbZ Hkh dkeA cl] MkWDVj
lkgc ds ikl cSBdj pk; fi;ksA rqEgkjk D;k gS] lt+k rks eq>s feysxhA eSa vc Ldwy gh
ugha tkšxk] dHkh ugha tkšxk] dHkh Hkh---** vkSj caVh QwV&QwVdj jksus yxkA
eeh us idM+dj mls viuh vksj [khapk] ^^ikxy gks x;k gSA ,d fnu doj ugha p<+saxs
rks D;k gks x;k\ dksbZ lt+k ugha feysxh] eSa fpV~Bh fy[k nw¡xh lj ds uke] pqi gks tk---**
^^ugha] eSa dksbZ fpV~Bh&foV~Bh ugha ys tkšxkA eSa Ldwy Hkh ugha tkšxk---xanh dgha dh---**
vkSj dgus ds lkFk gh caVh us eeh dh vksj ns[kk–yks] vc Mk¡Vksa] eqnzk esaA
ij fQj Hkh eeh us ugha Mk¡VkA cl] eeh le>krh jgha vkSj caVh mQu&mQudj jksrk
jgkA mls [”kqn yx jgk gS fd ;g jksuk dsoy doj u p<+us dk jksuk ugha gSA irk ugha D;k
gS fd mls QwV&QwVdj jksuk vk jgk gSA cgqr fnuksa ls tSls eu esa dqN tek gqvk Fkk] tks
,d gyds ls >Vds ls cg vk;kA
cscl vkSj vijkèkh&lh eeh gkFk ij gkFk èkjs cSBh gSa vkSj t+ehu esa iljdj] iSj QSyk&
QSykdj caVh jks jgk gS–er djks esjk dke---?kweus tkvks---ckrsa djks---eSa Hkh lkjs fnu VhVw
ds ;gk¡ jgw¡xk---isM+ ij p<+áxk--fcydqy ugha i<+áxk---
vk¡lqvksa ls lkjk psgjk Hkhx x;k Fkk ij osx Fkk fd Fkkes ugha Fke jgk FkkA
QwQh vkbZ vkSj gkFk idM+dj mBkus yxh rks caVh us gkFk >Vd fn;k] ^^er mBkvks
eq>s] jksus nks cl---**
^^dblk [”kq'k&[”kq'k vk;k Fkk cPpk Ldwy lsA cgqr fnuksa ckn rks psgjs ij ,slh g¡lh
ns[kh Fkh---vkus ds ckn nl ckj rks dgk Fkk fd dkxn p<+k nsuk] ij vkidks rks vktdy---**
eeh dh rji+$ ut+j iM+rs gh QwQh dk mykguk vèkwjk jg x;k vkSj ckr tgk¡ dh rgk¡ VwV xbZA
caVh jksrk jgk] QwQh le>krh jgh] vkSj eeh pqi&pqi cSBh nksuksa dks ns[krh jghaA eeh
le>k Hkh ldrh Fkha] ij le>k;k ughaA Mk¡V Hkh ldrh Fkha] ij Mk¡Vk Hkh ughaA vkSj eeh
66 / vkidk caVh
dk ;ksa pqi&pqi cSBuk gh caVh dks vkSj #yk jgk FkkA
,dk,d tSls dqN [k+;ky vk;k gksA eeh mBhaA njkt+ esa ls pkfc;ksa dk xqPNk fudkyk
vkSj QwQh dks nsrs gq, cksyha] ^^QwQh] dkWyst ds pijklh ls dguk] LVhy dh vyekjh esa
dqN Hkwjs dkx+t+ gksaxs] fudkydj ns nsA**
vkSj tc dkx+t+ vk x, vkSj eeh mlh rjg pqipki p<+kus yxha rks eeh dk lkjk
nks"k tSls caVh ds vius flj ij vk p<+kA de ls de caVh dks ,slk eglwl gqvkA eeh ls
ut+jsa cpk,&cpk, og [”kqn Hkh p<+kus esa enn djus yxkA chp&chp esa fNidj eeh dh vksj
ns[k Hkh ysrkA eeh ukjkt+ gSa\ ij dqN Hkh rks irk ugha yxrkA vktdy eeh dh dksbZ Hkh
ckr rks le> esa ugha vkrhA igys eeh dk psgjk] eeh dh vk¡[ksa ns[kdj gh eeh ds eu
dh ckr tku ysrk Fkk] eeh dh [”kq'kh] eeh dh mnklh] eeh dh ukjkt+xh lc mls irk FkkA
ij vc\
^^rw tkdj [kkuk [kk ys vkSj lks tkA fQj losjs mBk ugha tk,xkA**
^^rqe Hkh rks pydj [kkuk [kkvksA** Loj esa dgha {kek ek¡xus dk&lk Hkko mHkj vk;kA
eeh us ,d {k.k dks mldh vksj ns[kk] fQj èkhjs&ls cksyha] ^^ugha] eSa ckn esa [kk yw¡xhA**
,d {k.k dks caVh nqfoèkk esa jgk] mBs ;k ughaA fQj èkhjs&ls mB x;kA de ls de bl
le; og eeh dh fdlh Hkh ckr dk fojksèk ugha djsxkA
tkrs&tkrs cksyk] ^^li+$sn ysfcy fpidkdj uke Hkh fy[kus gSaA**
^^gk¡&gk¡] eSa lc dj nw¡xhA rw tkdj lks tkA**
[kkuk [kkdj caVh ckgj vk;k rks yxk tSls Hkhrj cSBk Fkk rks ,d cks>&lk ml ij
ynk FkkA irk ugha og cks> doj u p<+us dk Fkk fd eeh ds ukjkt+ gksus dk Fkk ;k fd
vius gh O;ogkj dk FkkA tks Hkh gks] ckgj vkrs gh og cgqr gydk gks vk;k vkSj fcLrj
ij ysVrs gh lks x;kA
losjs mBdj caVh Hkhrj vk;k rks ns[kk lkjh fdrkcsa&dkfi;k¡ teh gqbZ j[kh gSaA doj
p<+h gqb±] ysfcy yxh gqb±A lc ij lqanj v{kjksa esa mldk uke vkSj Dykl fy[kk gqvk gS---
mlus lcdks Nwdj ns[kk] gkFk QsjdjA vkSj eu iqyd vk;kA ij lkFk gh ,d {k.k dks eu
esa dy dk lc dqN rSj x;kA tSls Hkh gksxk eeh dks [”kq'k djsxkA og nkSM+dj vk¡xu esa
vk;kA eeh cSBh v[k+ckj i<+ jgh gSaA xys esa gkFk Mkydj og >wy x;kA eeh esjh---mldh
le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk dSls viuh [”kq'kh t+kfgj djs] dSls eeh dk x”qLlk nwj djsA vkSj
tc dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vk;k rks eeh ds xky ij ,d fdLlw ns fn;kA
eeh us [khapdj mls vius lkeus fd;kA mlds nksuksa daèkksa ij gkFk j[ks mls ns[krh
jghaA cl] ns[krh jghaA u dqN dgk] u I;kj fn;kA D;k Fkk mu ut+jksa esa\ x”qLlk] QVdkj]
I;kj] [”kq'kh–caVh dqN Hkh rks ugha le> ik;kA
^^tk] tYnh ls tkdj rS;kj gks tkA nsj ugha gks tk,xh Ldwy esa\** eeh us fcuk ,d
ckj Hkh I;kj fd, mls Hkxk fn;kA
rS;kj gksrs&gksrs caVh ds fnekx+ esa ;gh ,d ckr ?kwerh jghA eeh us mls ,d ckj Hkh
I;kj ugha fd;kA igys dHkh og eeh ds xky ij fdLlw nsrk rks fQj eeh cnys esa <sj lkjs
fdLlw nsrha---ck¡gksa esa Hkjdj [+kwc&[+kwc I;kj djrhaA eeh D;k mlls ukjkt+ gSa\
ugha] ukjkt+ Hkh rks ugha yxrhaA irk ugha eeh cny gh xbZ gSAa igys dh rjg rks fcydqy
gh ugha jghaA
vkidk caVh / 67
 vkSj FkksM+h nsj igys dh vijkèk Hkkouk vkSj i'pkrki fQj x”qLls esa ?kqyus yxkA ij
bl ckj dk x”qLlk eeh dh txg MkWDVj tks'kh ds fy, FkkA D;ksa vkrs gSa ;gk¡ bruk\

caVh cM+h [”kq'kh&[”kq'kh rS;kj gks jgk gSA vkt fdrus fnuksa ckn eeh us mls ckgj ys tkus ds
fy, dgk gSA dkWyst ls vkrs gh cksyha] ^^caVh] rS;kj gks tkuk] vkt ?kweus pysaxsA** rks ,d
{k.k dks rks og eeh dks ,sls ns[krk jgk] ekuks fo'okl gh ugha gks jgk gksA bèkj rks eeh
us ,d rjg ls mls ?kqekuk gh NksM+ fn;kA dHkh&dHkh tkrh gSa rks vdsysA mlls iwNrha rd
ughaA cl dg nsrh gSa] eSa tk jgh gw¡A ,slk djuk pkfg, eeh dks\ mldk D;k gS] er iwNks!
og Hkh VhVw ds ;gk¡ [ksyus pyk tkrk gS] QwQh dks ysdj dqUuh ds ;gk¡ pyk tkrk gSA vius
f[kykSus fudky ysrk gS] ikikokysA
^^,sls D;k ns[k jgk gS\ crk rks dgk¡ pysxk vkt\**
^^daiuh ckx\**
^^D;k igusxk\ vPNs&ls diM+s fudky ysA** eeh cgqr [”kq'k yx jgh gSa vktA vktdy
igys dh rjg mnkl rks ugha gh jgrhaA
og [”kqn rS;kj gks x;k] vc eeh dk rS;kj gksuk ns[k jgk gSA ,d&,d 'kh'kh [kqyrh
gS vkSj psgjs ij p<+rh gj ijr ds lkFk eeh dk psgjk tSls u;k gksrk tk jgk gSA ikmMj
dh li+$snh vkSj gksaBksa dh ykyh ds chp esa BqM~Mh dk fry dSlk ped jgk gSA ,dk,d eu
gks vk;k] eeh dk fry Nw ysA fdrus fnuksa ls mlus eeh dk fry gh ugha NqvkA ltrh
gqbZ eeh mls lqanj yx jgh gSa] ij fgEer ugha gks jgh fd ikl tk,] irk ugha] vktdy
mlds vkSj eeh ds chp dqN gks x;k gSA
vkt og eeh ds lkFk [+kwc ?kwesxk] [+kwc [ksysxkA eeh dks [+kwc g¡lk,xk HkhA fQj jkr
esa fcuk dgs gh eeh ds iyax esa ?kql tk,xk vkSj muds fry ij gkFk Qsjdj dgkuh lqusxkA
cl] ,d Hkh cgkuk ugha lqusxkA
eeh us vyekjh [kksydj ,d fMCck fudkyk vkSj mlesa ls cSxa uh jax dh lkM+h fudkydj
iguus yxhaA lqanj vkSj ,dne ubZA
^^;g dkSu&lh lkM+h gS eeh\** eeh dh ,d&,d pht+ ls og cgqr ifjfpr gSA
^^gS ,d] ubZ gSA**
^^dc ykb±] eq>s ugha crkbZ\** f'kdk;r ds Loj esa caVh us dgkA
eeh dk lkM+h ck¡èkrk gkFk #d x;kA dqN {k.k dks mudh ut+jsa caVh ds psgjs ij fVd
xb±A eeh dHkh&dHkh mldh rji+$ bl rjg ns[krh gSa fd yxrk gS ekuks mldks ugha ns[k
jgha] mlds psgjs esa dqN vkSj ns[k jgh gksaA fQj g¡ldj cksyha] ^^eSa tks dqN d:¡] rq>s crkuk
t+:jh gS\ rw rks vHkh ls vius---** vkSj os fQj lkM+h ck¡èkus yxhaA
er crkvks] esjk D;k gS\ eSa Hkh dksbZ pht+ ykÅ¡xk rks ugha crkÅ¡xk–dqN Hkh d:¡xk
rks ugha crkšxkA ugha crkuk dksbZ vPNh ckr gS\
rHkh ckgj xkM+h dk gkuZ Hkh lqukbZ fn;kA yks] ;s MkWDVj lkgc vk x, rks vc eeh
tk,¡xh Hkh ughaA euk rks djsa vc] og Hkh---
^^py] rw tkdj cSB] eSa vHkh vkbZA**
^^ge D;k MkWDVj lkgc ds lkFk tk,¡xs\** caVh dk lkjk mRlkg gh tSls ej x;kA
^^vkSj D;k] mudh xkM+h esa gh rks pyuk gSA** eeh us tYnh&tYnh njkt+sa vkSj vyekjh
68 / vkidk caVh
can dhaA ,d {k.k dks caVh dk eu gqvk fd euk dj nsA ij xkM+h esa ?kweus dk ykyp Hkh
de ugha FkkA
MkWDVj lkgc us viuh cxyokyh lhV dk QkVd [kksyk rks eeh us Hkhrj cSBrs gq,
dgk] ^^rw ihNs cSB tkA**
^^bls Hkh vkxs gh ys yksA nksuksa cSB ldksxsA**
ij eeh us ihNs dk QkVd [kksydj dgk] ^^ugha] ;g ihNs cSB tk,xk vkjke ls] vkxs
esjh lkM+h eqM+ tk,xhA**
fcuk ,d Hkh 'kCn cksys viekfur&lk caVh pqipki ihNs cSB x;kA mldk D;k gS] vkxs
fcBkvks] ihNs fcBkvks ;k ?kj gh NksM+ tkvksA ubZ lkM+h igudj dSlk brjk jgh gSa eehA
vc rks nksuksa cSB x,] ;s MkWDVj lkgc xkM+h D;ksa ugha LVkVZ dj jgs gSa\ ,dVd eeh dks
gh ns[k jgs gSa] tSls dHkh ns[kk gh u gksA
^^pfy, u!** caVh ls vkSj T+;knk nsj rd pqi ugha jgk x;kA
^^vPNk caVh csVs] vkt dk izksxzke fli+$Z rqEgkjs fy, gSA cksyks rks dgk¡ pyuk ilan
djksxs\**
MkWDVj lkgc dk ;ksa iwNuk caVh dks vPNk yxkA
^^daiuh ckx dh Qjekb'k dh gS caVh usA igys cPpksa dks ys yhft,] fQj ogha pyrs
gSaA** eeh ds dgrs gh MkWDVj lkgc us ^vks- ds-* dgk vkSj dkj pyk nhA
caVh eu gh eu tSls Hkqu x;kA èkÙksjs dhA ;g Hkh dksbZ ?kweuk gqvkA eeh [”kqn rks
vdsys&vdsys ?kwerh gSa MkWDVj lkgc ds lkFk] ij vkt mls ?kqekus dh ckr dgh rks lcdks
cVksj yksA fQj D;ksa >wB&ewB dgrh gSa fd py rq>s ?kqek ykrs gSaA ;ksa dgks u lcdks ?kqekuk
gSA dkSu&ls cPps gSa\
vkSj eu esa ikik ds lkFk ?kweusokyk fnu rSj x;kA fcydqy vdsysA ^^caVh csVk] vkt
rqEgsa vius cPpksa ls feyk,¡xsA gekjs ;gk¡ ,d nhnh gS] tksr nhnh–,d NksVk Hk¸;k gS vfeA
nhnh cgqr lhèkh vkSj le>nkj gSa vkSj vfer cgqr 'kSrkuA ,dne ikth! 'kSrkuh djs rks
rqe dku [khap nsuk mlds---**
eeh g¡l D;ksa jgh gSa\ ;g Hkh dksbZ g¡lus dh ckr gSA dksbZ pqVdqyk lquk;k gS MkWDVj
lkgc us\
xkM+h tc dksBh ds lkeus #dh rks caVh us mM+rh&lh ut+j MkyhA [+kwc cM+h gS dksBh]
ij cxhpk unkjnA cl lkeus vgkrk&lk gSA u ?kkl] u ikSèksA
MkWDVj lkgc mrjdj Hkhrj pys x, rks eeh us crk;k] ^^;gh gS MkWDVj lkgc dh
dksBhA** vkSj fQj mldk psgjk ns[kus yxhaA
njokt+s esa ?kqlrs gh ckb± vksj ,d NksVk&lk edku tSlk cuk gS] ftl ij cM+k&lk cksMZ
yxk gS] gj txg fn[kkbZ nsusokyk cksMZ] ^yky frdksuA nks ;k rhu cPps clA*
^^;g D;k gS eeh\**
^^MkWDVj lkgc dh fMLisaljhA losjs MkWDVj lkgc ;gk¡ chekjksa dks ns[krs gSaA**
^^vkaVh]** gydk uhyk ÝkWd igus ,d yM+dh nkSM+rh pyh vk jgh gS vkSj ihNs&ihNs
,d yM+dkA nksuksa ds psgjksa ij [”kq'kh tSls Nydh iM+ jgh gSA
rks eeh bu cPpksa dks Hkh tkurh gSa] cl ogh ugha tkurkA
^^ns[kks tksr] ;g gS caVh! vkt rqe yksxksa dh nksLrh djok nsrs gSaA fQj dHkh rqe blds
vkidk caVh / 69
ikl vk tkuk] dHkh ;g rqEgkjs ikl vk tk,xkA**
tksr mls ns[k jgh gS] ij og tSls vius esa gh fleVrk tk jgk gSA ^^eSa f[kM+dh ds
ikl cSBx¡w kA** vfe us vkrs gh ?kks"k.kk dj nh vkSj ihNs dk QkVd [kksydj og cM+s vfèkdkj
Hkko ls Hkhrj cSB x;kA caVh dks yxk viuh pht+ gksus ij gh ,slk vfèkdkj Hkko vk ldrk
gSA og pqipki ,d vksj dks ljd x;kA nwljs QkVd ls tksr ?kqlh rks og chp esa ljd x;kA
chp esa cSBuk Hkh dksbZ cSBuk gksrk gS\ vc dqN ns[k ldrk gS og\ nwljksa dh xkM+h
esa og dgs Hkh D;k\ ij eeh rks dg ldrh Fkha fd nksuksa esa ls dksbZ ,d chp esa cSB tk,
vkSj caVh dks f[kM+dh ij cSBus nsA os rks caVh dks ?kqekus ykbZ FkhaA >w·B! mls ugha djuh
nksLrh fdlh lsA vkxs ls og dHkh vk,xk Hkh ugha buds lkFkA MkWDVj lkgc] eeh vkxs
dh f[kM+fd;ksa ij cSBs gSa vkSj tksr vkSj vfer ihNs dh f[kM+fd;ksa ijA cl ogh Qkyrw&lk
chp esa cSBk gSA

?kkl ij eeh vkSj MkWDVj lkgc vius&vius :eky fcNkdj cSB x,] ^^tkvks] [ksyks vc
rqe yksxA jsl yxkvks ;k dqN vkSjA** vfe rks fcuk fdlh dh jkg ns[ks gh nkSM+ Hkh x;kA
tksr bèkj&mèkj ns[k jgh gSA og ugha [ksysxkA cl ;gha cSBk jgsxkA
;s eeh bruk lVdj D;ksa cSBh gSa MkWDVj lkgc lsA ,sls rks dHkh eeh fdlh ds lkFk
ugha cSBrhaA caVh dks cgqr vthc yx jgk gSA vthc vkSj cgqr [kjkc HkhA og nksuksa ds
chp ?kqlrk gqvk cksyk] ^^eSa ugha [ksyw¡xk eeh] eu ugha gks jgk gSA**
^^ys] ;gk¡ [ksyus vk;k gS fd cSBusA ikxy dgha dk] py nkSM+ yxkA tksr] bls ys tkvks
rks vius lkFkA** eeh us ,d rjg ls mls Bsy fn;kA tksr mldk gkFk idM+dj [khapus yxh
rks etcwju mls mBuk iM+kA
ij caVh u [ksyk] u nkSM+kA cl eeh ds bnZ&fxnZ gh pDdj dkVrk jgkA
t+jk&lh nwj tkrk Hkh rks eqM&+ eqMd
+ j eeh dh vksj ns[krk jgrkA eeh dks bl rjg ns[kdj
vthc&lh cspSuh gks jgh Fkh mlsA FkksM+h nsj esa og fQj eeh ds ikl vkdj gh cSB x;kA
^^bV lhEl] gh glcSaM~l ;w Vw ep!** MkWDVj us dgk rks eeh g¡lus yxhaA
gk¡] glcSaM dh ckr dj jgs gSa vkSj eeh g¡l jgh gSaA igys ikik dh ckr djus ls dSlh
mnkl gks tk;k djrh FkhaA vkSj ,sls lcls djuh pkfg, ikik dh ckr\ ,sls g¡luk pkfg,\
og rks vius nksLrksa ds lkeus Hkh dHkh ugha djrkA
tkus D;ksa caVh dk eu x”qLls esa lqyxus yxkA
mlds ckn vkblØhe [kkbZ] pkV [kkbZA eeh vkSj MkWDVj lkgc g¡l&g¡ldj ckrsa djrs
jgsA vfe 'kksj epkrk jgk] vfèkdkjiw.kZ Loj esa Qjekb'ksa djrk jgk–ikik ;s ysaxs] oks ysaxs\
tksr dHkh eeh ls ckr djrh] dHkh MkWDVj lkgc lsA cl dsoy caVh Fkk tks pqi Fkk] lcls
vyx vkSj lcls vdsykA ,d eeh gh rks mldh Fkha] ij os Hkh mUgha yksxksa esa tkdj fey xb±A

8
vkt jfookj dk fnu gSA
xhys ckyksa dks dqlhZ dh ihB ij QSyk, eeh LosVj cqu jgh gSaA caVh <sj lkjs jax vkSj
70 / vkidk caVh
cz'k ysdj ,d fp=k cuk jgk gSA losjs ds le; vc èkwi esa cSBuk vPNk yxus yxk gSA
QwQh us lkjs vk¡xu esa pVkb;k¡ Mkydj nkysa vkSj xsgw¡ QSyk j[ks gSaA QwQh dks bldk gh cM+k
'kkSo$+ gSA tc ns[kks dksbZ u dksbZ pht+ èkwi esa QSyk, j[ksxhA dHkh xsg&¡w nkysa rks dHkh xn~n&s jtkb;k¡A
QwQh dk cl pys rks caVh dks Hkh ys tkdj [kM+k dj ns---^^vjs tjk ?kaV&s Hkj èkwi esa myV&iyV
nsa] ugha rks QQw¡n vk tk,xhA**
nks&pkj cz'k ekjdj caVh ,d ckj t+:j eeh dks ns[k ysrk gSA ;ksa mldh rjQ eeh
dh ihB gS] ij tc og ns[krk gS rks mlds lkeus eeh dk psgjk gh mHkjrk gSA ekuks psgjk
ihB ij mB vk;k gksA ,dne cnyk gqvk psgjkA og D;k tkurk ugha fd eeh fdruh cny
xbZ gSa bu fnuksaA ij vPNh gks xbZ gSa ;k cqjh] ;g r; ugha dj ik;kA dHkh&dHkh ns[krk
gS rks vPNh yxrh gSa] ij fQj tkus D;k gks tkrk gS fd ,dne cqjh yxus yxrh gSaA cqjh
rks vktdy gks gh xbZ gSa eehA mls rks cgqr igys ls ekywe Fkk fd eeh ds ikl vius
dks cnyus dk tknw gSA ij dSlk gS vkSj dgk¡ gS] ;g vkt rd ugha tku ik;kA eeh ds
ihNs bèkj&mèkj dki+$h rkd&>k¡d vkSj Nku&chu Hkh dhA ij dqN irk ugha yxkA igysokyh
eeh gksrha rks lhèks eeh ls gh iwN ysrk] ij vc\ buokyh eeh ls dqN iwNk tk ldrk gS
Hkyk\ vHkh Hkh eeh losjs lkeus cSBdj nwèk fiykrh gSa] 'kke dks i<+krh gSa] ckrsa djrh gSa]
ij D;k og tkurk ugha fd eeh u mls nwèk fiykrh gSa] u i<+krh gSa] u mlls ckrsa djrh
gSaA
og tks LosVj cqu jgh gSa og Hkh mlds fy, ugha cqu jghaA MkWDVj tks'kh ds fy, cqu
jgh gSaA tc rd MkWDVj tks'kh bl ?kj esa ugha vk, Fks eeh dk gj dke] bl ?kj dk gj
dke caVh ds fy, gh gksrk FkkA vc lc dqN MkWDVj tks'kh ds fy, gksus yxk gSA og lc
le>rk gSA gks] mldk D;k tkrk gSA
og rks vkt viuh Mªkbax iwjh djsxk] [+kwc vPNh cuk,xkA tc iwjh gks tk,xh rks ikik
dks HkstsxkA ikik dks fpV~Bh Hkh fy[ksxkA fy[ksxk fd xÙkk fpidkdj ;k 'kh'ks esa e<+okdj
vius dejs esa yxk yhft,A
^^QwQh] vc rqe caVh dks ugyk nks vkSj fQj [kkuk 'kq: djksA ckjg cts rd [kkuk
cu tkuk pkfg,A**
QwQh dqN tokc gh ugha nsrhA QwQh Hkh vktdy ukjkt+ gSa eeh lsA blhfy, mls vkSj
T+;knk vPNh yxus yxh gS QwQhA vPNk gS] èkhjs&èkhjs lc ukjkt+ gks tk,¡xsA ij eeh dks
vktdy ijokg Hkh jg xbZ gS fdlh dhA fdlh fnu MkWDVj tks'kh Hkh ukjkt+ gks tk,¡xs u]
rc irk yxsxkA
^^caVh] tkvks csVs] QwQh ls ugk yks!**
^^ugha] eSa vius&vki ugkšxkA** dkx+t+ ij jcM+ f?klrs gq, caVh us dgkA
^^csVk] brokj ds fnu QwQh ls ugk yksA vius&vki Bhd ls lki+$ ugha gqvk tkrk rqelsA**
^^D;ksa ugha gqvk tkrk\ [+kwc gqvk tkrk gSA eSa vius&vki gh ugkšxk]** eeh pkgrh
gSa fd caVh ugk&èkksdj rS;kj gks tk, vHkh lsA vkt MkWDVj lkgc tks vkusokys gSa cPpksa
dks ysdjA og ugha tkrk ogk¡ rks eeh us mu yksxksa dks ;gk¡ cqyk fy;kA cqyk,¡ mldk D;k
tkrk gS\ tksr ls og ckr dj ysxkA tksr mls vPNh yxrh gS] ij og canj dSlh 'kku yxkrk
gS–esjs f[kykSus gSa] esjh xkM+h gSA
^^caVh]** eeh dh vkokt+ dh l[+rh ls caVh dks Hkhrj gh Hkhrj tSls larks"k gqvkA mlus
vkidk caVh / 71
dksbZ tokc ugha fn;kA cl] pqipki jcM+ f?klrk jgkA
^^caVh] eSa cqyk jgh gw¡ u csVs!**
^^D;k gS\ eSa Mªkbax tks cuk jgk gw¡A** caVh Vl ls el ugha gqvkA gksxk Hkh ugha! vc
eeh x”qLlk gksaxhA og pkgrk gS fd eeh x”qLlk gksa] [+kwc x”qLlk gksaA
ij mlds ckn eeh dqN ugha cksyhaA ets+ ls cSBh cqu jgh gSa tSls dqN gqvk gh ugha
gksA tSls caVh fcuk dqN dgs ugkus pyk x;k gksA x”qLlk gksusokys dkeksa ij Hkh eeh tc
x”Lq lk ugha gksrha rks fQj caVh dks x”Lq lk vkus yxrk gSA eu gksrk gS dqN djsA eeh dks >d>ksj
dj j[k nsA
^^Mªkbax ihNs dj ysuk] igys ugk yksA ukS ct jgs gSaA** mls irk gh ugha pyk vkSj
eeh cxy esa vkdj [kM+h gks xb±A vc t+:j gkFk idM+dj mBk,¡xhA
brus esa ckgj ds njokts+ ij [kV[kV gqbZ rks eeh ckgj pyh xb±A NqV~Vh gqbZA
ckgj dkSu vk;k gS\ eeh dh ckr djus dh vkokt+ vk jgh gSA caVh Hkh dkx+t+&isafly
NksM+dj ckgj vk x;kA
irk ugha dkSu gS\ og ugha tkurkA ij bl ?kj esa dksbZ Hkh vk,] dqN Hkh gks] caVh
dh tkuus dh bPNk t+:j jgrh gSA caVh okil ykSVk ugha] ogha viuh est+ ij tkdj dqN
myV&iqyV djus yxkA
chp dh est+ ij nks&rhu eksVh&eksVh fdrkcsa j[kh gSa vkSj ,d fdrkc eeh iyV jgh
gSaA nwj ls gh caVh dks jax&fcjaxh rlohjsa fn[kkbZ nha rks og Hkh pqipki eeh ds ihNs tk [kM+k
gqvkA lqanj&lqanj ?kj] ?kj ugha dejsA iyax] lksi+$k&lsV] Mªsflax&Vscqy---jax&fcjaxs insZ] dq'kal---
Vscqy&ySia ---
,slk dejk gks rks\
^^bl rjg dh pht+sa vki cuk Hkh ldsaxs\**
^^nsf[k,] vkt rd rks fdlh dks f'kdk;r ugha gqbZA eSa [”kqn D;k---dke ns[kdj vki
gh dqN dfg,xk---**
rks eeh ,slh pht+sa cuok jgh gSaA ,d {k.k dks caVh dk eu iqyd mBkA ihNs ls eeh
dh dqlhZ ds gRFks ij vk cSBkA
^^cksy rq>s dSlk lksi+$k ilan gS] dSls iyax ilan gSa\** eeh us eqldjkrs gq, mlls iwNk
rks caVh tSls mRlkg ls Hkj mBkA
^^Bgjks eeh] eSa lc ns[kdj crkrk gw¡A** vkSj og iUus iyV&iyVdj gj pht+ dks cM+s
è;ku ls ns[kus yxkA
^^,slh lc phtsa gksa rks ?kj vPNk yxsxk u\** eeh dh bl ckr ls ,d mYykl&Hkjh
eqldku mlds psgjs ij QSy xbZA vktdy eeh [”kqn Hkh rks vPNs&vPNs diM+s igurh gSa]
vc ?kj ds fy, Hkh vPNk&vPNk lkeku cuok,¡xhA
dkSu&lh pht+ ilan djs\ tks iUuk iyVrk gS ogh cM+k lqanj yxus yxrk gSA
^^MkWDVj lkgc us Hkh dqN ilan fd;k gS\**
^^th ugha] dgk gS vki gh ilan djsaxhA**
vkSj caVh dk lkjk mRlkg tSls BaMk iM+ x;kA ;gk¡ Hkh MkWDVj lkgc! ugha djrk og
ilanA MkWDVj lkgc ds fy, og dqN Hkh ugha djsxkA vc eeh gh cSBdj djsaA ojuk lkjh
fdrkcksa esa ls lcls vPNk Nk¡VrkA
72 / vkidk caVh
 eeh nwljh fdrkc ns[k jgh gSaA caVh us x”qLls esa vkdj fdrkc can dj nh vkSj Hkhrj
vk x;kA eu esa dgha mEehn gS fd vkokt+ nsdj eeh cqyk,¡xh] fQj ls ilan djus dks dgsxa h
;k fd tks ilan fd;k gS] mlds ckjs esa jk; ysaxhA vkt rd fcuk mldh jk; ds dksbZ pht+
[k+jhnh Hkh gS eeh usA ij eeh us ugha cqyk;k rks caVh tSls Hkhrj gh Hkhrj lqyxus yxkA
cqykrha Hkh rks og dkSu tkrkA og dkSu ukSdj gS] MkWDVj lkgc dk] tks muds ?kj ds fy,
lkeku ilan djsxkA djsa eeh vius&vki cSBdjA
caVh us rkSfy;k mBk;k vkSj ugkus ?kql x;kA vkdj ns[ksaxh fd caVh rks ugk Hkh fy;kA
vius&vki] fcuk QwQh dh enn dsA

MkWDVj lkgc dh xkM+h QkVd ij vkbZ rks eeh rst+&rst+ pydj QkVd ij igq¡p xb±A og
ugha tk,xkA eeh us vkt [”kqn jlksbZ esa dke fd;k] ij og ,d ckj Hkh ugha x;kA ojuk
og D;k enn ugha djok ldrk\ QwQh dh enn rks dbZ ckj dh gSA
lkjk dke djus ds ckn eeh us eqg¡ èkks;k vkSj fQj xqykch jax dh lkM+h iguhA Mªfs lax&Vscyq
ds lkeus cM+h nsj rd cSBdj twMk+ cukrh jghaA MkWDVj lkgc vkrs gSa rks eeh [+kcw lt&èktdj
jgrh gSaA ij eeh dks irk gh ugha fd eeh <hyh&<hyh pksVh esa gh cgqr lqanj yxrh gSaA
twM+s esa rks ,dne vPNh ugha yxrhaA fcydqy fizafliyokyk psgjk gks tkrk gSA ij og D;ksa
crk,\ twM+s esa vxj caVh xqykc dk Qwy yxk ns rks fQj Hkh vPNh yxus yxsaA xqykch lkM+h
ds lkFk xgjs jaxokyk xqykc dk Qwy rks cgqr gh lqanj yxsxkA ij og ugha yxk,xkA eeh
vius&vki yxkuk pkgsaxh rks rksM+us Hkh ugha nsxkA cxhpk mldk gSA lkjs ikSèks] lkjs Qwy
mlds gSaA
^^gYyks caVh! ns[kks rqe gekjs ;gk¡ ugha vkrs rks ge lc ;gk¡ vk x,A** caVh us e'khuor~
gkFk tksM+ fn,A ij psgjs ij dksbZ Hkko gh ugha] u [”kq'kh dk u nq[k dkA tksr dh rji+$ ns[kk
rks og mlh dh vksj ns[kdj eqldjk jgh FkhA gydk uhyk ÝkWd vkSj uhys fjcu dk cM+k&lk
QwyA tksr mls ges'kk gh vPNh yxrh gSA vuk;kl gh mlds psgjs ij eqldjkgV vk xbZA
^^tksr] ckgj tks cxhpk ns[kk u] og lc caVh dk yxk;k gqvk gSA cM+k gksf'k;kj gS
caVhA rqe yksxksa us rks vius ?kj ds ykWu dk fcydqy dckM+k dj j[kk gSA**
caVh us ,d ckj mM+rh&lh ut+jksa ls MkWDVj lkgc dh vksj ns[kkA D;k lpeqp gh og
mldh rkjhi+$ dj jgs gSa\ eu esa dgha gydh&lh [”kq'kh Hkh tkxh ij eeh dks ns[kks] ,sls [”kq'k
gks jgh gSa] tSls mUgha dh rkjhi+$ gqbZ gksA
^^eSua s fxykl esa CykfVax isij Mkydj xsg¡w cks, FksA** lcds chp caVh dks bruk egÙoiw.kZ
gksrs ns[k tSls vfe ;g dgus dks foo'k gks x;kA
lc g¡l iM+sA eeh us [khapdj vfe dks vius ikl ys fy;kA cgqr I;kj ls cksyha] ^^eSa
fl[kkšxh rq>s Qwy cksukA lh[ksxk\**
^gq¡g! cM+k fl[kk,¡xhA [”kqn dks Hkh vkrk gSA tSls gj dksbZ dj ldrk gS u ;g dkeA
;g vfe dSls yky diM+s igudj vk x;k gS–guqeku dgha dkA* vkSj caVh dh vk¡[kksa esa
vfe dh ,d nqe vkSj rSj xbZ rks mls eu gh eu g¡lh vkus yxhA
eeh vfe vkSj MkWDVj lkgc dks fy,&fy, gh Hkhrj pyh xb±A tksr caVh ds ikl vk
xbZ vkSj mldk gkFk idM+dj cksyh] ^^pyks caVh] gedks viuk cxhpk fn[kkvksA**
^^rqEgsa lc Qwyksa ds uke vkrs gSa\**
vkidk caVh / 73
 ^^vkSj ugha rks D;k\**
^^fli+$Z uke gh ugha] lc dqN tkuuk iM+rk gSA cgqr lkjh ckrsAa ** caVh ds Loj esa cM+Iiu
tSls Nydk iM+ jgk gSA
^^D;ksa caVh] frrfy;k¡ vkrh gSa bl cxhps esa\**
^^vkrh gSa] ij idM+uk erA cgqr cM+k iki yxrk gS] dkykokykA**
t+ehu ij cSBdj isath dh D;kjh dh vksj b'kkjk djds tksr us iwNk] ^^bl Qwy dk
D;k uke gS caVh\**
^^gs&a gsa–ikSèkksa dks m¡xyh ugha fn[kkrs dHkhA m¡xyh fn[kkus ls ej tkrs gSaA** fQj mlus
m¡xyh eksM+dj ikSèkksa dh vksj b'kkjk djus dk <ax crk;kA Hkhrj gh Hkhrj larks"k&Hkjk ,d
xoZ tkxk–^^cxhps dh fdruh rks ckrsa gksrh gSa] gj dksbZ tku ldrk gS Hkyk!**
fQj vke dk ikSèkk crk;kA vyx&vyx Qwyksa ds uke crk,A ij tksr tSls cgqr T+;knk
fnypLih ugha ys jghA le> tks ugha jgh gksxhA
^^py vc Hkhrj pyrs gSAa èkwi rst+ ugha yx jgh gS\** tksr mldk gkFk idM+dj [khapus
yxhA
caVh dks vius cxhps esa èkwi dHkh rst+ ugha yxrhA xjeh ds fnuksa esa Hkh ugha yxrhA
lnhZ ds fnuksa esa 'kke dks lnhZ ugha yxrhA eeh fpYykrh jgrh gSa vkSj og 'kke dks ikuh
nsrk jgrk gSA ij tksr dh ckr Vkyus dh mldh bPNk ugha gqbZA
Hkhrj pyus yxs rks caVh us ,d li+$sn xqykc rksM+dj dgk] ^^yk] rsjs ckyksa esa yxk nw¡A**
tksr iqyd vkbZA mls uhps fcBkdj caVh cM+s ;Ru ls Qwy yxkus yxkA
^^rw yxk ldsxk\ ugha rks vkaVh th ls yxok yw¡xhA**
^^eeh ds Hkh rks eSa gh yxk;k djrk g¡wA** vkSj dgus ds lkFk gh [k+;ky vk;k] cgqr
fnuksa ls mlus eeh ds flj esa Qwy ugha yxk;kA ij og D;k djs\ eeh dks vktdy---vkSj
,d vueuk&lk Hkko mls Nwdj fudy x;kA
nksuksa Hkhrj igq¡psA MkWDVj lkgc lksi+$s ij eeh dh cxy esa cSBs gSa ,dne lV djA
mudk ,d gkFk eeh dh ihB ij ls gksrk gqvk eeh ds daèks ij j[kk gSA nwljs gkFk esa os
eeh dks ,d lqanj&lh 'kh'kh lq¡?kk jgs gSaA
caVh ,d {k.k tgk¡ dk rgk¡ [kM+k ns[krk jgkA D;k dj jgs gSa MkWDVj lkgc mldh eeh
ds lkFk\ mls vthc&lh cspSuh gksus yxhA og ,dne eeh ds ikl pyk x;kA ij nksuksa
dks tSls dqN irk ughaA
^^vkg] cgqr vPNh [”kq'kcw gSA** eeh dk psgjk lkM+h ds jax tSlk gh gks x;k gSA
^^bEiksVMZs gSA [k+kl rqEgkjs fy, e¡xok;k gSA** vkSj MkWDVj lkgc us 'kh'kh viuh m¡xfy;ksa
ij myVh vkSj eeh dh lkM+h ds iYys ij eyus yxsA
caVh dk eu gqvk [khapdj MkWDVj lkgc dks vyx dj nsA mlds Hkhrj dqN [kkSyus
yxkA rHkh mldh ut+j vfe ij iM+hA cM+s et+s ls mlds lkjs f[kykSus ysdj cSBk [ksy jgk
gSA og nkSMd + j >iVkA ^^fdlus fn, esjs f[kykSu\s ** vkSj nksuksa gkFkksa ls rkcM+rksM+ vius f[kykSus
lesVus yxkA vfe us Hkh tks gkFk yxk] lesVdj viuh xksn esa nqcdk fy;kA
^^ns esjs f[kykSusA** caVh Nhuus yxkA
eeh >iVdj vkb±] ^^D;k dj jgk gS caVh\ [ksyus ns u! rsjk NksVk HkkbZ gh rks gSA**
^^ugha] eSa ugha [ksyus nsrkA dksbZ ugha gS esjk NksVk&oksVk HkkbZA** vfe ls tw>rs&tw>rs
74 / vkidk caVh
gh mlus tokc fn;kA
eeh us nksuksa gkFkksa ls idM+dj caVh dks vyx fd;k] ^^caVh] fQj ogh xanh ckr! rsjs
gSa rks D;k gqvk\ FkksM+h nsj esa [ksydj ns nsxkA**
caVh iwjh rkdr yxkdj vius dks eeh ds gkFk ls eqDr djus dh dksf'k'k dj jgk
gSA c¡èks gkFk&iSjksa dh rkdr tSls thHk esa vk xbZA ^^esjs f[kykSus gSaA ikik us esjs fy, Hksts
gSa] eSa fdlh dks ugha nw¡xkA** vkSj ,d >Vds esa eeh ds gkFk ls NwVdj caVh vfe ij fiy
iM+kA irk ugha caVh us ekjk ;k dsoy vius cpko ds fy, vfe igys ph[k+k vkSj fQj
jks iM+kA
^^rM+kdA** caVh ds xky ij ,d pk¡Vk iM+k rks lkjk dejk tSls ?kwe x;kA caVh Åij
ls uhps rd dk¡i x;kA pksV T+;knk ugha Fkh] ij eeh ds gkFk dk pk¡Vk vkSj og Hkh lcds
chp es-a --tksr vkSj vfe ds lkeus! og jks;k ugha] ij mldh vk¡[kksa ls tSls fpuxkfj;k¡ fudyus
yxhaA
^^'kdqu!** MkWDVj lkgc dh l[+r&lh vkokt+ lkjs dejs esa QSy xbZA ^^rqeus caVh dks
ekjk D;ksa\ cPpksa dh yM+kbZ esa ekjus dh D;k ckr gks xbZ\** vkSj MkWDVj lkgc ikl vkdj
caVh dks xksn esa mBkus yxsA ij caVh fNVddj nwj tk [kM+k gqvkA
,d {k.k dks lkjs dejs esa lUukVk Nk x;kA tks tgk¡ Fkk og tSls ogha te x;kA vkSj
fQj caVh us mBkdj f[kykSus Qsd a us 'kq: fd,---èkM+kèkM+ ,d&,d f[kykSuk dejs esa fNrjk x;kA
fdlh us mls jksdk ugha] fdlh us mls dqN dgk ughaA
fQj mlus viuh canwd mBkbZ vkSj mlh x”qLls esa nkSM+rk gqvk ckgj vk x;kA dqN ugha]
isM+ ij [+kwc&[+kwc Å¡ps p<+dj canwd pyk,xkA vkdj euk rks djsa eehA ekjusokyh eeh dh
ckr lqusxk vc og\ dHkh ugha lqusxkA Bk¡;&Bk¡; canwd dh vkokt+ xw¡trh jgh] xw¡trh jghA
ij Hkhrj ls dksbZ ugha vk;kA
vkSj tc Hkhrj ls dksbZ ugha vk;k rks caVh dks jksuk vk x;kA eu gqvk isM+ ij ls dwn
iM+sA vius gkFk&ik¡o rksM+ ysA rc eeh dks irk yxsxk fd caVh dks pk¡Vk ekjus dk D;k
eryc gksrk gSA vkSj mldh viuh gh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus viuk ifV~V;ksa ls c¡èkk 'kjhj ?kweus
yxkA og iyax ij djkg jgk gS] lc yksx pkjksa vksj [kM+s gSaA eeh jks jgh gSa---
ij dwnk ugha x;kA rHkh QwQh vkbZA t+:j eeh us gh Hkstk gksxkA [”kqn rks fgEer ugha
gks jgh gS vkus dhA
^^caVh Hk¸;k] pydj [kkuk [kk yksA**
caVh vkSj t+ksj&t+ksj ls canwd nkxus yxkA tSls mlus u QwQh dks ns[kk u QwQh dh ckr
lquhA
^^vjs dkgs dks rqe gekjk [kwu tykrs gks caVh Hk¸;k! dgrs gSa u mrjdj [kkuk [kk yks!
fQj et+hZ vk, canwd pykuk] pkgs rksiA**
^^Hkkx tk ;gk¡ ls] eSa ugha [kkrk [kkukA** Bk¡;&Bk¡;---
^^ftl ?kj ds yksx yhd NksM+dj pysaxs] mlesa ;gh lc gksxkA vHkh D;k gqvk gS] vHkh
rks cgqr dqN gksxkA** cM+cM+krh gqbZ QwQh ykSV xbZA
vc\
vkSj ,dk,d gh caVh QwV&QwVdj jksus yxkA dksbZ er vkvks mls cqykusA mls Hkw[k FkksM+s
gh yxrh gSA ejs og Hkw[kk\ eeh dk D;k tkrk gS\ eeh rks MkWDVj lkgc dks [kkuk f[kyk,¡xhA
vkidk caVh / 75
vfe dks rks t+:j viuh cxy esa fcBk j[kk gksxkA vkSj ml dkYifud n`'; ls eu vkSj
T+;knk&T+;knk mQuus yxkA
isM+ ij cSBk&cSBk caVh jksrk jgk vkSj tc eu dk lkjk x”qLlk] lkjk vkosx vk¡lqvksa ds
:i esa cg x;k rks èkhjs&èkhjs eu esa ,d vthc&lk Mj lekus yxkA eeh ds x”qLls dk MjA
bl rjg rks mlus vkt rd dHkh ugha fd;kA eeh t+:j x”qLlk gksaxhA gksaxh ugha] gSaA rHkh
rks ,d ckj Hkh ugha vkb±] fdlh vkSj dks Hkh ugha vkus fn;kA
x”qLlk] nq[k] vieku] Hkw[k vkSj Mj us feydj caVh dks Hkhrj ls fcydqy Fkdk fn;kA
Fkd gh ugha x;k tSls Hkhrj ls dgha fcydqy lqUu gks x;kA vc rks u x”qLlk vk jgk gS
u jksukA cl] ckj&ckj njokt+s dh vksj ns[k ysrk gS---'kk;n dksbZ vk tk,] vc Hkh dksbZ
vk tk,A vxj tksr Hkh vkdj mlls pyus dks dgsxh rks og pyk tk,xkA
ij dksbZ ugha vk;kA yxrk gS] lc yksxksa us [kkuk [kk fy;k gSA mldk fdlh dks [k+;ky
Hkh ugha vk;k\ eeh dks Hkh ugha\ ,d ckj vk¡[ksa fQj NyNyk vkb±A
èkhjs&èkhjs og uhps mrjkA ,d ckj QkVd ij x;kA lM+d ij nksigj dk lUukVk FkkA
eu gqvk QkVd [kksydj fudy tk, vkSj nkSM+rk pyk tk,] nkSM+rk pyk tk,---ij dgk¡\
bu lM+dksa dk dgha var Hkh gS\ ;s mls dgk¡ ys tk,¡xh\
vkSj bl ^dgk¡* ls gkjdj og pqipki ykSV vk;k vkSj tc dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vk;k
rks vkdj ?kkl ij ysV x;kA tc rd dksbZ cqyk,xk ugha] Hkhrj rks og tk,xk gh ughaA
irk ugha dc rd og vkèkh lksrh vkèkh tkxrh fLFkfr esa iM+k jgk fd vpkud gh
Hkhrj ls lc yksx ,d lkFk gh vkrs fn[kkbZ fn,A mlus >V&ls vk¡[ksa ew¡n yhaA èkhjs&èkhjs
iSjksa dh vkokt+sa ikl vk jgh gSaA ij 'kk;n dksbZ dqN cksy ugha jgkA gks ldrk gS] mls bl
rjg ;gk¡ iM+k ns[kdj mlds ikl vk,¡] mls mBk,¡A og rks pqipki vk¡[ksa can fd, iM+k
jgsxk] cl tSls lks x;k gksA
dbZ tksM+h iSjksa dh feyh&tqyh vkgV ljdrs&ljdrs ikl vkbZ] ij fcuk ,d {k.k Hkh
dgha #ds cjkcj nwj gksrh pyh xbZA 'kk;n lc yksx QkVd ij igq¡p x,A QVkd&QVkd
xkM+h ds njokt+s can gq, vkSj ?kjZ djrh xkM+h pyh xbZA vthc ckr gS] pyrs le; dksbZ
fdlh ls ckr ugha dj jgkA MkWDVj lkgc Hkh ugha cksys\ gj vkgV dks og dsoy lqu gh
ugha jgk] ns[k Hkh jgk gSA
pjZ&ejZ---fQj ,d vkgV] cM+h ifjfpr vkgV mlds ikl pyh vk jgh gSA caVh dks
viuh lk¡l tSls #drh gqbZ eglwl gqbZA yxk vkgV ikl vk,xh rc rd mldh lk¡l iwjh
#d tk,xh---vkgV fcuk mlds ikl vk, gh Hkhrj pyh xbZ] rc Hkh mldh lk¡l #d tk,xhA
fdlh us >qddj mls èkhjs&ls >d>ksjk–^^caVh---caVh\** caVh pqiA
rc nks ck¡gksa us mls vius esa lesVkA fcuk t+jk Hkh fojksèk fd, og bl izdkj ls fleV
x;k ekuks cM+h nsj ls blh dh izrh{kk dj jgk gksA ,d ckj eu gqvk fd xys esa ck¡gsa Mkydj
fpiV tk,] ij fgyuk rks nwj lk¡l ysus dh fgEer ugha gS bl le; mlesaA
fQj xn~ns dh ujekbZ vkSj dacy dh xjekbZ esa mldk Hkw[kk&Fkdk 'kjhj Mwcrk pyk x;k]
Mwcrk pyk x;k vkSj mls [”kqn irk ugha pyk fd og dc iwjh rjg Mwc x;kA

est+ ds ,d vksj eeh cSBh gSa vkSj lkeus dh dqlhZ ij caVhA chp esa IykfLVd ds lqanj fMCcs
esa og 'kh'kh j[kh gS] tks MkWDVj lkgc yk, FksA tknqbZ 'kh'khA MkWDVj lkgc dk eeh dks
76 / vkidk caVh
lq?¡ kkuk---lkM+h ij eyuk---vkSj fQj rM+kd---;kn ugha] blds igys eeh us dc ekjk Fkk] dHkh
ekjk Hkh Fkk ;k ugha–,d vthc&lk Mj gS tks mlds 'kjhj vkSj eu dks tdM+rk tk jgk
gSA
^^caVh] vc rqe ;gh lc djksxs\** eeh dh vkokt+ irk ugha dgk¡ ls vk jgh gSA
^^vkt tks dqN rqeus fd;k] og cgqr vPNk Fkk u\ dksbZ ?kj esa vk, rks ;gh lc djuk
pkfg,\**
caVh pqi gSA yxk 'kh'kh tSls est+ ij fgyus yxh gSA
^^brus lky esa eSaus rq>s ;gh fl[kk;k gS\ ;gh vDy vkSj ;gh reht+! tksr dks ns[kk\
dSlk lyhdk vkSj reht+ gSA tcfd mudks ns[kus&Hkkyusokyh ek¡ ugha gSA eSaus rks ukS lky
rd rsjs lkFk >d ekjh gSA ?kweuk&fQjuk] feyuk&tqyuk] lc dqN NksM+ fn;k Fkk] fli+$Z blfy,
fd rw dqN cu tk,---** vkos'k ds ekjs eeh dk Loj gh ugha] lkjk 'kjhj Hkh tSls FkjFkjk
jgk gSA
^^ij vkt pkj yksxksa ds lkeus esjs eq¡g ij twrk ekjdj rwus crk fn;k fd rw D;k cuk
gS vkSj eSa rq>s D;k cuk ldh gw¡A** vkSj eeh dk Loj fc[kj x;kA
caVh dk viuk eu dgha xgjs esa Mwcrk tk jgk gSA
^^rw ;g lc D;ksa djrk gS caVh\ er dj] ,sls er dj csVs---** vkSj eeh QwV&QwVdj
jks iM+haA tSls ml fnu jksbZ Fkha---Bhd mlh rjgA
caVh dk eu gks jgk gS fd og nkSM+dj eeh ls fyiV tk,A jks,] ph[k+sA ij ,dk,d
'kh'kh us tSls mls cqjh rjg ncksp fy;k vkSj ph[k+ tSls Hkhrj gh Hkhrj ?kqVdj jg xbZA

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cgqr nsj rd caVh cqr cuk cSBk jgk vkSj 'kdqu us mls fcLrj ij fyVk fn;k rks èkhjs&èkhjs
lqcddj lks x;kA
ij 'kdqu fQj ugha lks ldhA vkt dk lkjk fnu] fnu esa ?kVh ,d&,d ?kVuk mls
u, fljs ls eFkus yxhA caVh rks jks&ihVdj] lkjs f[kykSus fNrjkdj Hkwdai epkrk gqvk&lk
ckgj pyk x;k] ij og tSls vHkh rd mlds daiu dks eglwl dj jgh gSA
vfe&tksr ds lges gq, psgjs vkSj {k.k&Hkj dks MkWDVj ds ekFks ij f[kap vk, cy---
yxk tSls 'kdqu ls gh dksbZ Hkkjh vijkèk gks x;k gksA t+:j gh ml le; mlds psgjs ij
cM+h dkrj&lh csclh mHkj vkbZ gksxh] rHkh rks MkWDVj us ihB lgykdj mls fnyklk nh] ^^cPpksa
dh ckr dks ysdj rqe bruh ijs'kku D;ksa gks jgh gks\ Vsd bV bZt+h---** ij [”kqn og 'kk;n
bZt+h ugha gks ik, FksA
ml le; 'kdqu ds eu esa bl rjg x”qLlk mi+$u jgk Fkk fd eu gks jgk Fkk ckgj tk,
vkSj caVh dh èkqukbZ dj nsA ij vPNk gh gqvk fd xbZ ughaA ojuk bl le; og cSBh vius
dks gh dksl jgh gksrhA
,;j&xu dh Bk¡;&Bk¡; Hkhrj rd lqukbZ nsrh jgh Fkh vkSj 'kdqu dks yx jgk Fkk tSls
;g 'kCn mlds vkSj MkWDVj ds chp QSyrk pyk tk jgk gS] QSyrk pyk tk jgk gSA
bl le; 'kdqu ds eu esa dksbZ x”qLlk ugha gSA cl] mls yx jgk gS tSls caVh mls gj
vkidk caVh / 77
txg gh x+yr fl) dj nsrk gSA
odhy pkpk us dgk Fkk] ^^rqe caVh ij bruk fuHkZj djrh gks] mls viuh ft+anxh dk
dsanz cukdj thuk pkgrh gks] ;gh x+yr gSA dsoy rqEgkjs fy, gh ugha] caVh ds fy, Hkh---
ysV fge xzks ykbd , ckW;] ykbd , eSu! lkjs le; vius esa nqcdk, j[kksxh rks D;k cusxk
mldk\**
rc Åij ls pkgs mlus u ekuk gks] ij Hkhrj gh Hkhrj t+:j eglwl fd;k Fkk fd caVh
ds izfr mldk joS;k x+yr gh jgk gSA
vkSj vkt MkWDVj dks ysdj og tgk¡ igq¡p xbZ gS] mlds ewy esa ml le; dgha caVh
dks vius ls eqDr djus dh bPNk gh ugha Fkh\ ;ksa 'kk;n vkSj Hkh cgqr dqN Fkk] ij caVh
Hkh dgha Fkk rks lgh ghA
vius dks ifjfpr djkus ds ckn MkWDVj 'kdqu dks vius ?kj vkSj cPpksa ls ifjfpr
djk jgs Fks–tksr cgqr lhèkh gS vkSj vfe cgqr 'kSrkuA yM+fd;k¡ ft+nn~ h Hkys gh gks]a ij LoHkko
ls 'kkar vkSj lhèkh gksrh gSa vkSj yM+ds tUe ls gh x”qLlSy vkSj ÅèkehA
^^ysfdu caVh ml rjg ls Åèke fcydqy ugha djrk] ft+n~nh t+:j gS fQj Hkh viuh
mez ls dgha T+;knk le>nkjA** vkSj ;g dgrs gq, vius caVh ds izfr mlds eu esa dSlk
xoZ tkxk FkkA
^^rqe ml ij 'kk;n bruk T+;knk gkoh jgh gks fd og iwjh rjg yM+dk cu gh ugha
ik;kA rqeus mls Åèke djus gh ugha fn;k–gk¡] vkSjrksoa kyh ft+n vkSj jksuk t+:j fl[kk fn;kA**
MkWDVj lgt Hkko ls g¡l iM+s Fks] ij rc Hkh 'kdqu us vius dks viekfur eglwl fd;k
FkkA
MkWDVj 'kk;n Hkk¡i x, Fks] ^^eSa rqEgsa nks"k ugha ns jgk] bl rjg dh fLFkfr esa ,slk gks
tk;k djrk gSA eSa rks fLFkfr crk jgk FkkA**
ij bl la'kksèku ls fLFkfr l¡Hkyh ugha FkhA vius gh eu esa ,d dpksV Fkh tks gj ckj
fdlh u fdlh ckr ls xgjh gks tkrh FkhA ft+anxh esa gj vksj ls dVdj og iwjh rjg caVh
ls tk fpidh FkhA lkspk Fkk] viuk lkjk le; vkSj lkjk è;ku og mlh ij dsafnzr dj
nsxh---vius lkjs vHkkoksa dh iwfrZ mlh ls djsxhA ysfdu ugha] mlus jkLrk gh x+yr pquk
Fkk] vr% mldk gj o+$ne Hkh x+yr gksrk pyk x;kA
vkSj rc mlus ,d ubZ ft+anxh 'kq: djus dk fu.kZ; ys Mkyk FkkA caVh dks vius ls
dkVdj ugha] vius ls tksM+dj gh fy;k Fkk ;g fu.kZ;A
xfeZ;ksa dh NqfV~V;ksa ds nks eghus---nks eghus dh f[kUurk vkSj Åc ds lkFk&lkFk caVh
dk mu fnuksa dk O;ogkjA mez ls igys gh vks<+h gqbZ mldh le>nkjh dks fdruh rdyhi+$
ds lkFk >sy ikrh Fkh ogA 'kdqu ds gj nq[k dks viuk nq[k vkSj mldh gj dgh&vudgh
bPNk dks ,d vkns'k&lk cuk ysus dh caVh dh etcwjh us 'kdqu dks viuh gh ut+jksa esa vijkèkh
cukdj NksM+ fn;k FkkA fnu esa nks&pkj ckj ikik dh ckr djusokys cPps us dSls bl 'kCn
dks dkVdj Qsad fn;k Fkk---'kCn dks gh ugha] vt; ds Hksts f[kykSus] mldh rlohj rd dks
vyekjh esa can dj fn;k FkkA fcuk 'kdqu ds pkgs ;k dgs Hkh og mls izlUu djus dk Hkjld
iz;Ru djrk jgk Fkk vkSj dSls 'kdqu dk d"V c<+rs&c<+rs vlg~;&lk gks x;k Fkk---
ugha&ughaA ;g lc vc vkSj ugha pysxk] py ugha ldrkA os nksuksa gh vc viuh&viuh
fta+nxh ft,¡xsA 'kdqu 'kdqu dh vkSj caVh caVh dhA
78 / vkidk caVh
 vkSj rHkh ls mlus vius dks èkhjs&èkhjs dkVdj caVh dks vkSj vfèkd vkRefuHkZj cukus
dh dksf'k'k dh gSA

odhy pkpk us dsoy ladsr fd;k Fkk vkSj MkWDVj us cgqr CyaVyh dgk] ^^;g rqe ek¡&csVksa
dk pweus&pkVus vkSj xys esa ck¡gsa Mky&Mkydj fyiVusokyk tks joS;k gS og vc can gksuk
pkfg,A yxrk gS] rqe viuh bl vtZ dks Hkh caVh ds lkFk gh iwjk djrh gksA ij vc rks
lgh txg vkSj lgh <ax---**
;ksa 'kk;n ckr Hkhrj rd csèk tkrh] ij ckr ds var esa tks vkea=k.k&Hkjk ladsr Fkk
og 'kdqu dks Åij ls uhps rd xqnxqnk x;kA
rc ls mlus caVh dks vius ls vyx lqykuk 'kq: fd;k FkkA èkhjs&èkhjs og vk'oLr
gksus yxh Fkh fd mlus dsoy vius fy, gh ugha] caVh ds fy, Hkh ,d lgh ft+na xh dh 'kq#vkr
dj nh gSA vc caVh dks gj txg vkSj gj ckr esa ikik dh deh ugha v[kjsxh---O;fDr pkgs
cny tk, ij ml LFkku dh iwfrZ rks gks gh tk,xhA vc og mruk vdsyk ugha jgsxkA nks
cPpksa dk lkFk mls vkSj vfèkd ukWeZy cuk,xkA gh foy xzks ykbd , ckW;] ykbd , eSuA
ij ml fnu daiuh ckx ls ykSVus ij vdkj.k gh caVh dk jksuk---mlds ckn caVh dk
,d vthc gh m[kM+k&m[kM+k vkSj dVk&dVk&lk joS;k vkSj vkt dk rwi+$ku---
D;k 'kdqu ls fQj dgha dksbZ x+yrh gks xbZ\ og bruh nsj ls cSBh fdl ckr dk
ys[kk&tks[kk dj jgh gS vkSj D;ksa\ fdlfy, og brus rdZ is'k dj jgh gS\
;kn ugha] ij fdlh lanHkZ esa ,d ckj MkWDVj us gh dgk Fkk fd euq"; tc vius Hkhrj
gh Hkhrj cgqr fxYVh eglwl djrk gS rks rdZ ls og vius dks tfLVi+$kbZ djrk jgrk gS---
vius gj x+yr dke dks tfLVi+$kbZ djrk jgrk gSA u djs rks bruk vijk/k&cks/k <ksdj og
th ugha ldrkA tgk¡ tfLVfi+$ds'ku gS] ogk¡ fxYV gSA
rks D;k mlds vius eu esa Hkh dksbZ fxYV gS\ bruh nsj ls rdZ ns&nsdj og vius vijkèkh
eu dks gh le>krh jgh gS\ ckj&ckj caVh ds fgr dh nqgkbZ nsdj dgha og vius fdlh x+yr
dke dks gh rks lgh fl) ugha dj jgh\
eu u bl ckr dks ekurk gS] u ml ckr dksA lgh&x+yr dh ckr Hkh og ugha tkurh]
tkuuk Hkh ugha pkgrhA bl le; bruk gh dki+$h gS fd thou esa ftruk Hkjk&iwjk og bu
fnuksa eglwl dj jgh gS] mlus dHkh ugha fd;kA cfYd vkt vxj mls fdlh ckr dk vi+$lksl
gS rks dsoy blh ckr dk fd ;g fu.kZ; mlus cgqr igys D;ksa ugha ys fy;k\ D;ksa ugha og
cgqr igys gh bl fn'kk dh vksj eqM+ xbZ\ fdl mEehn ds lgkjs og lkr lky rd ;ksa f?klVrh
jgh\ lkr lky dk og thou ek=k f?klVuk gh rks Fkk( f?klVuk vkSj fry&fry djds VwVukA
,d iq#"k dk lkFk ft+anxh dks ;ksa Hkjk&iwjk cuk tkrk gS] ;g rks mlus dHkh lkspk gh ugha
Fkk---vt; ds lkFk jgdj Hkh ughaA
vkt yxrk gS] lkFk jguk Hkh fdruh rjg dk gks ldrk gSA lkjh ft+anxh lkFk jgdj
Hkh vkneh fdruk vdsyk jg ldrk gS vkSj fdlh dk gydk&lk Li'kZ Hkh dSls ft+anxh dks
fdlh ds lkFk gksus ds ,glkl vkSj vk'oklu ls Hkj ldrk gSA
ckgj ls rks de ls de vHkh rd dqN Hkh ugha cnyk gSA ogh dkWyst] ogh ?kjA caVh
vkSj QwQh Hkh ogh gSA ij Hkhrj ls eu dk dksuk&dksuk tSls Hkj&lk x;k yxrk gSA ml
fnu MkWDVj dh fnyokbZ gqbZ lkM+h igudj tc og xkM+h esa cSBh rks MkWDVj dqN nsj mls ns[krs
vkidk caVh / 79
gh jg x,A og ns[kuk] dsoy ns[kuk&Hkj ugha Fkk] dqN Fkk ftlesa jkse&jkse tSls Hkhxrk&Mwcrk
pyk tk jgk FkkA dsoy mlh le; ugha] cgqr nsj ckn rd HkhA
'kdqu dks [”kqn dHkh&dHkh vk'p;Z gksrk gS fd mez ds NÙkhl o"kZ ikj djus ij Hkh mlds
eu esa bu lc ckrksa ds fy, fd'kksj mezokyk mYykl Hkh gS vkSj ;kSouokyh meax HkhA MkWDVj
dk lkFk gksrs gh dSls ,dkar dh bPNk gks mBrh gS vkSj ,dkar gksrs gh---
yxrk gS] mez chr tkus ls dS'kks;Z vkSj ;kSou ugha chr tkrkA ;s Hkkouk,¡ rks dsoy
r`Ir gksdj gh ejrh gSa] ojuk vkSj vfèkd cyorh gksdj vkneh dks ekjrh jgrh gSaA
mldh vis{kk MkWDVj ds O;ogkj esa ,d fFkjrk gS] ,d BgjkoA vkSj vdlj mls yxrk
gS] tSls MkWDVj us viuh ft+anxh ls cgqr dqN ik;k gSA
MkWDVj ls gqbZ ,d ckr vkt Hkh tc&rc mls ;kn vk tkrh gS vkSj dsoy ;kn gh ugha
vkrh] eu dks dgha gyds&ls dpksV Hkh nsrh gSA
cgqr fnuksa ls eu esa ?kqeM+rh gqbZ ckr vkf[k+j mlus iwN gh yh FkhA iwNh pkgs cgqr
?kqek&fQjkdj FkhA
^^vPNk D;k izse lpeqp gh ek=k ,d 'kkjhfjd vko';drk vkSj ,d lqfoèkktud
,MtLVesaV dk gh nwljk uke gS\ crkvks] rqEgsa D;k dHkh viuh iRuh dh ;kn ugha vkrh
vkSj vkrh gS rks D;ksa\ mls rqe D;k dgksxs\**
rc lpeqp mlus dgha pkgk Fkk fd MkWDVj dg ns fd mls iRuh dh ;kn fcydqy ugha
vkrh---iRuh ds lkFk gh og lcdqN Hkwy Hkh x;kA ckr pkgs >wB gh gks] ij MkWDVj ,d
>wB gh cksy nsA gkyk¡fd ;g lquus dh viuh bl bPNk ij Hkhrj gh Hkhrj dgha Xykfu Hkh
gqbZ FkhA fQj Hkh---
^^vPNk rks ;gh gksrk 'kdqu] rqe mldk ft+Ø dHkh djrh gh ughaA** MkWDVj ds Loj
dh vizR;kf'kr xaHkhjrk ls 'kdqu ds eu esa viuh ckr ds fy, dgha iNrkok&lk gqvkA
^^izehyk ds lkFk dk thou–og tSlk Hkh Fkk] vPNk ;k cqjk---esjk bruk futh gS fd
eSa mls fdlh ds lkFk 'ks;j ugha dj ldrkA rqe x+yr er le>uk vkSj cqjk Hkh er ekuukA
og ,d vè;k; Fkk] tks mlh ds lkFk lekIr gks x;k vkSj vc eSa mls fdlh ds lkFk [kksyuk
ugha pkgrkA pkgw¡ rks Hkh [kksy ugha ldrkA 'kk;n vc rks vius lkeus Hkh ughaA**
fQj FkksM+k&lk eqldjkdj cksys Fks] ^^vkSj vc t+:jr Hkh D;k gS\** csgn vkgr gksdj
vkSj Hkhrj rd fryfeykdj Hkh og ,slk vfHku; djus dk vlQy&lk iz;kl djrh jgh
fd mls MkWDVj dh ckr dk fcydqy Hkh cqjk ugha yxkA
lkFk gh ,d vthc&lh pkg Hkh mBh–dk'k] mlds ikl Hkh ,slk dqN gksrk tks fugk;r
mldk futh gksrkA ftls og fdlh ds Hkh lkFk 'ks;j djuk ilan u djrhA ftls vius Hkhrj
gh lesVs jgrh---dHkh&dHkh >k¡d&Hkj ysus ds fy,---ij dgha Hkh rks dqN ugha---
bl u gksus ls gh og dHkh&dHkh MkWDVj ds lkeus vdkj.k gh vius dks cM+k NksVk eglwl
djus yxrh gSA yxrk gS] tSls MkWDVj us Lohdkj djds ml ij cM+h Ñik dh gSA NksVk cudj
thuk mlds vga dks cnkZ'r ugha vkSj cM+k gksdj thus yk;d mlds ikl dksbZ iw¡th ughaA
rc ,d vthc&lh ekufld ;kruk esa og vius dks ikrh gSA
vkSj fQj MkWDVj gh mls bl ekufld ;kruk ls mckjrs gSaA

vc rks gj ckr ds fy, og MkWDVj ij bl dnj fuHkZj djus yxh gS fd yxrk gS] ,d
80 / vkidk caVh
dne Hkh MkWDVj ds fcuk py ugha ldsxhA vkSjr dgha dh dgha igq¡p tk,] fQj Hkh iq#"k
dk lkFk mlds fy, fdruk t+:jh gS---ij og lkFk gks] lgh vFkks± esaA
ugha] og bl lkFk ds chp esa vc dksbZ ckèkk cnkZ'r ugha djsxhA caVh dh Hkh ughaA
dy og MkWDVj ls gh ckr djsxhA MkWDVj dh ckrksa esa] mlds lkjs O;fDrRo esa dqN
,slk gS tks 'kdqu dks vk'oLr djrk gSA MkWDVj dh lqy>h n`f"V mls cgqr&lh my>uksa ls
mckj ysrh gSA
mlds vkSj MkWDVj ds lacaèk dh ckr 'kgj ds ,d [k+kl rcds esa QSy gh xbZ Fkh vkSj
,d fnu dkWyst ds eSust+j us ftl rjg vkdj iwNk Fkk rks og le> ugha ikbZ Fkh fd ckr
dsoy tkuus ek=k ds fy, gh iwNh tk jgh gS ;k fd tkuh gqbZ ckr dks ,d gydh&lh HkRlZuk
vkSj fgdkjr ds lkFk ml rd okil igq¡pk;k tk jgk gSA
eSust+j dks rks mlus tSls&rSls tokc ns fn;k Fkk] ij vius gh eu dks tSls og 'kke
rd tokc ugha ns ikbZ FkhA
'kke dks tc lkjh ckr MkWDVj dks crkbZ rks tkus fdl vkos'k esa dg xbZ] ^^;s yksx
T+;knk pw¡&piM+ djsaxs rks eSa ukSdjh gh NksM+ nw¡xhA l¡Hkkysa viuh ukSdjh!**
rc mldh ckr ij MkWDVj
dsoy g¡lk FkkA dqN ,sls gyds&Qqyds <ax ls] ekuks dqN gqvk gh u gks---^^rqe ukSdjh djks
;k NksM+k]s ;g fcydqy rqEgkjh viuh bPNk ij gSA ij NksM+ks rks dkj.k ;g ugha gksuk pkfg,A**
MkWDVj ,d {k.k dks #dk Fkk vkSj 'kdqu ds eu esa ,d gydk&lk lansg dkSaèkk Fkk---
D;k MkWDVj ugha pkgrs fd og ukSdjh NksM+s\ mldk iSlk pkgs u gks] ij D;k mldk in
MkWDVj ds fy,---
^^vkt eSust+j dks vkifÙk gqbZ rks rqeus ukSdjh NksM+ nhA dy 'kgj dks vkifÙk gksxh
rks rqe 'kgj NksM+us dks dgksxhA vkSj t+:j gksxhA NksVh txg gS---,slh ckrsa yksx vklkuh
ls ipk ugha ikrs gSaA ij bl rjg det+ksj gksus ls dgha dke pyrk gS] py ldrk gS\ vkSj
lp iwNks rks vkifÙk ckgj ugha gksrh gS] dgha eu ds Hkhrj gh gksrh gSA rHkh rks gesa ;s NksVh&NksVh
ckrsa ijs'kku dj nsrh gSaA ojuk bu vkifÙk;ksa ij ,d feuV Hkh tk;k djuk eSa mfpr ugha
le>rkA bu yksxksa dks D;k gd gS rqEgkjs O;fDrxr thou esa gLr{ksi djus dk\**
ij caVh\ caVh dh ckr rks fcydqy nwljh gSA vkSj mldk gd Hkh fcydqy nwljk gSA
,dk,d 'kdqu dks yxk tSls I;kl ds ekjs mldk xyk lw[k jgk gSA lnhZ esa dHkh jkr
esa I;kl ugha yxrh---ij vkt rks I;kl ds ekjs xyk tSls fpid&lk x;k gSA vkSj bruh
nsj ls mls irk gh ugha pykA
'kdqu mBhA mlus cÙkh tykbZ vkSj ikuh fi;kA ykSVdj mlus ns[kk caVh lks;k gqvk
gSA xjnu rd jtkbZ vks<As+ ,dk,d mls yxk] tSls caVh ugha vt; lks jgk gSA fdruk feyrk
gS mldk psgjk---
dsoy psgjk gh!
^^cgwth] er p<+kvks bruk flj! vkf[k+j vkSykn rks mlh cki dh gS! os [kM+&s [kM+s Fkkfy;k¡
Qsadrs Fks vkSj ;s dVksjh---**
dHkh&dHkh vk'p;Z gksrk gS fd dSls vkneh ,d NksVs&ls v.kq esa viuk psgjk] eksgjk]
vknr] LoHkko] laLdkj–lcdqN vius cPps esa ljdk nsrk gSA caVh dks ns[kdj gh ,d ckj
odhy pkpk us dgk FkkA
vkidk caVh / 81
 vkSj ,d vthc&lh cspuS h 'kdqu ds eu esa ?kqyus yxhA dsoy cspuS h gh ugha] ,d [kht]
,d gydk&lk vkØks'kA lkjh ft+anxh vt; 'kdqu dks] 'kdqu ds gj dke vkSj ckr dks]
mlds lkspus vkSj mlds gj joS;s dks x+yr gh rks fl) djrk jgk gSA 'kdqu cgqr Lora=k
gSA 'kdqu cgqr MkWfeusfVax gS] 'kdqu ;g gS] 'kdqu og gS---irk ugha x+yr dkSu Fkk\ og
;k vt;---tks Hkh gks] ij lkr lky rd x+yr gksus ds vijkèk&cksèk dks mlus fdlh u fdlh
Lrj ij gj fnu gh >syk gSA
vkSj vc ;g caVh---Bhd mlh rjg mls x+yr vkSj vijkèkh fl) djus ij rqyk gqvk
gSA vkSj 'kk;n lkjh ft+anxh mls x+yr gh fl) djrk jgsxkA Bhd mlh rjg] tSls---
ij ugha] vc og lcdqN igys dh rjg vius Åij vks<+rh ugha pyh tk,xhA
caVh mlds vkSj vt; ds chp lsrq ugha cu ldk rks og mls vius vkSj MkWDVj ds
chp esa ckèkk Hkh ugha cuus nsxhA ysfdu rc\
vkSj 'kdqu us [kV ls cÙkh cq>k nhA eu ds lkjs la'k;] lkjh nqfoèkk,¡ pkjksa vksj QSys
gq, v¡èksjs esa gh Mwc tk,¡---cl!

caVh losjs lksdj mBk rks tkus dSlh fujhgrk mlds psgjs ij NkbZ gqbZ FkhA ,d vthc&lk
lgekiu] ,d vthc&lh csclhA
dgk¡] ;g rks fcydqy caVh gSA blesa vt; dgk¡ gS\ gj ckr ds fy, ml ij fuHkZj
djusokyk caVh] mlh dk ikyk&ikslk vkSj cM+k fd;k gqvk caVh! vt; rks 'kdqu ds lkeus
dHkh bruk fujhg] dHkh bruk cscl gqvk ughaA vkSj jkr esa gyds&ls vkØks'k dh tks ijrsa
eu ij teh Fkha] caVh dh ml fujhgrk ds lkeus lc ,d&,d djds cg xb±A
ij vc caVh esa vt; dks ns[kdj ,dk,d dqN fu.kZ; ys Mkyus dk tks ,d jkLrk 'kdqu
dks fn[kkbZ fn;k Fkk] og fQj tSls dgha xqe gks x;kA vkSj 'kdqu tgk¡ Fkh] ogha ykSV vkbZA
mruh gh ijs'kku] mruh gh nqfoèkkxzLrA
viuh ijs'kkuh ds {k.kksa esa vktdy mls cl MkWDVj gh ;kn vkrs gSaA fdl lgtrk
vkSj vklkuh ls og mldh gj leL;k vkSj ijs'kkuh dks vius Åij vks<+ ysrs gSa vkSj mls
eqDr vkSj fu}±} dj nsrs gSa] ij caVh dks ysdj---
dy pkgs 'kdqu dks ijs'kku ns[kdj MkWDVj us dqN u dgk gks] ysfdu mUgsa D;k cqjk
ugha yxsxk\ mu yksxksa us 'kknh dh rkjh[k+ r; dh Fkh vkSj ml [”kq'kh esa gh 'kdqu us lcdks
vius ?kj cqyk;k Fkk] ij caVh us---vkSj rc ls gh eu tkus dSlh&dSlh 'kadkvksa ls Hkjk gqvk
gS! caVh dh ckr rks MkWDVj ls Hkh ugha dj ldrh] ftl rjg cgqr pkgus ij Hkh og dHkh
vt; dh dksbZ ckr ugha dj ikbZA
daiuh ckx+ ls ykSVus ds ckn ml fnu caVh ftl rjg jks;k Fkk vkSj mlds ckn ls ftl
rjg og dVk&dVk jgrk Fkk---MkWDVj dks ysdj ftl rjg dk ,d eklwe&lk fojksèk mlds
eu esa mQurk jgrk gS] 'kdqu lc le>rh gSA ij tkus dSlk ,d vk'oLr Hkko mlds eu
esa lek;k jgrk Fkk bu fnuksa fd mlus lksp fy;k Fkk fd lc Bhd gks tk,xkA cl] tgk¡
rd laHko gksrk og caVh dks MkWDVj ls cpkdj j[krh---ij dy tSls mlds ml vk'oLr
Hkko esa ,d njkj&lh iM+ xbZA dsoy vk'oLr Hkko esa gh ugha] tSls mlds vkSj MkWDVj ds
chp esa Hkh dgha dksbZ vuns[kh&vutkuh&lh njkj iM+ xbZ] ftls og eglwl dj jgh gS] tks
mls Hkhrj gh Hkhrj dpksVs Mky jgh gSA
82 / vkidk caVh
 lpeqp ;fn ,slk gqvk rks\ MkWDVj dk vè;k; rks lekIr gqvk vkSj ,slh iw.kZrk ds
lkFk lekIr gqvk fd mls vc og vius lkeus Hkh ugha [kksyrsA pkgsa rks Hkh ugha [kksy ldrsA
ij mldk vè;k;\ dgha dqN lekIr ugha gqvk] viuh vxyh dM+h ds lkFk T;ksa dk R;ksa
mlds lkFk fpidk gqvk gSA og dHkh lekIr Hkh ugha gksxkA
vt; us rks viuh LysV ij ls mldk uke] mldk vfLrRo èkks&iksaNdj ,d ubZ ft+anxh
'kq: dj nh gS---'kk;n cgqr lq[kh] cgqr Hkjh&iwjh! ij mldh LysV dks rks---
vkSj fQj vt; dks ysdj eu esa <sj&<sj dVqrk mHkj vkbZA lkFk gh [k+;ky vk;k fd
caVh ;fn lgt <ax ls vius dks mlds vkSj MkWDVj ds chp esa ls lesV ugha ysrk rks og
mls vt; ds ikl Hkst nsxhA
vt; mls ys tkuk Hkh rks pkgrs FksA vc D;k gqvk\ bèkj rks u dksbZ [kcj] u lwpukA
ysfdu og Hkst nsxhA
caVh dks njkj gh cuuk gS rks ehjk vkSj vt; ds chp esa cusA vt; Hkh rks tkus fd
cPps dks ysdj fdl rjg dh ;kruk ls xqt+juk gksrk gS---fd iqjkuh LysV bruh tYnh vkSj
bruh vklkuh ls lki+$ ugha gksrh---
ij rHkh caVh dk ogh fujhg] lgek vkSj cscl&lk psgjk mHkj vk;kA ^eeh] eSaus rks
ikik ls dg fn;k fd eeh ds fcuk eSa dgha tk gh ugha ldrk---eeh eSa rqEgsa dCHkh&dCHkh
ugha NksM¡+Ãxk---er jksvks eeh---er---jksvks---* vkSj 'kdqu jks iM+hA QwV&QwVdj jksrh jghA bl
;kruk ls MkWDVj Hkh mls dSls mckjsaxs\ mlds ikl ,slk dksbZ lq[k ugha] ij ,slh ;kruk t+:j
gS ftls og fdlh ds lkFk 'ks;j ugha dj ldrhA

bl le; MkWDVj dh cxy esa cSBdj Hkh 'kdqu dk eu dgha ls gydk ugha gks ik jgk gSA
ckj&ckj ckr 'kq: gksrh vkSj tSls chp esa gh VwV tkrh gSA irk ugha MkWDVj D;k lksp jgs
gSa] ij 'kdqu dks yx jgk gS fd tSls mu nksuksa ds chp dgha dksbZ gS---'kk;n caVh---caVh ds
cgkus 'kk;n vt;A
^^D;k ckr gS\ rqe dqN ijs'kku ut+j vk jgh gks 'kdqu!** dg ns 'kdqu\ ij D;k dgs
fd caVh MkWDVj vkSj mlds lacaèk dks cnkZ'r ugha dj ik jgk gS---fd mls cgqr fnuksa ls bl
ckr dk vkHkkl Fkk ij---
^^caVh dks ysdj ijs'kku gks\---**
bruh nsj ls ftl izlax dks og cpk jgh Fkh] vkf[k+j og vk gh x;kA 'kdqu ds psgjs
ij ,d vthc&lh csclh mHkj vkbZ] tSls og dksbZ vijkèk djrs gq, idM+ yh xbZ gksA
^^ns[kks 'kdqu caVh FkksM+k izkWCye cPpk gS] rks mldh izkWCye dks rks >syuk gh gksxkA**
'kdqu dks yxk] tSls MkWDVj dg jgs gksa–bU¶yq,at+k gS rks cnu esa rks nnZ gksxk ghA bu
ckrksa ij dgha bl rjg ckr dh tkrh gS\ vkSj D;k izkCW ye cPpk gS\ ikxy gS] mldk fnekx+
[kjkc gS ;k fd---
ij ugha] MkWDVj ls og vis{kk gh D;ksa djrh gS fd mlh dh rjg ln; gksdj] mldh
rjg ek¡ cudj caVh ds ckjs esa lkspsa! MkWDVj rks 'kk;n cki cudj Hkh ugha lksp ldrs!
^^ij blesa bruk ijs'kku gksus dh D;k ckr gS\ ;g rks cgqr LokHkkfod gSA**
^^D;k\** ,dk,d 'kdqu pkSadhA MkWDVj dgha vt; dh vksj rks ladsr ugha dj jgs\
ij mlus rks vkt rd MkWDVj ls dHkh vt; dh dksbZ ckr ugha dh---og dj gh ugha ikbZA
vkidk caVh / 83
 ^^;g caVh dk joS;k! rqEgkjs lkFk vdsys jgrs&jgrs og cgqr it+sflo gks x;k gSA og
fdlh vkSj dks rqEgkjs lkFk ns[k ugha ldrk---rqe fdlh vkSj dks---**
vkSj 'kdqu ds eu esa dgha cgqr igys dgk gqvk odhy pkpk dk ,d okD; rSj x;k–
^rqe tkurh gks] vt; cgqr bxksbLV Hkh gS vkSj cgqr it+sflo HkhA vius&vkidks iwjh rjg
lekIr djds gh rqe mls ik ldks rks ik ldks] vius dks cpk, j[kdj rks mls [kksuk gh
iM+sxk---
og vius dks lekIr ugha dj ldh Fkh] blfy, mls vt; dks [kksuk iM+kA lekIr
rks og vHkh Hkh vius dks ugha dj ldsxhA vc vius dks lekIr djus dk eryc gS] vius
vkSj MkWDVj ds chp dk lcdqN lekIr dj nsukA ij ;g rks---'kdqu dk eu dgha cgqr
xgjs esa Mwcus yxkA
^^rqEgsa cgqr gh èkhjt ls dke ysuk pkfg,A tkurh gks] bl rjg cPpksa ds lkFk l[+rh
djus ls os ,dne pqIis gks tk,¡xs] cgqr gh lcfeflo vkSj lges gq, vkSj ujekbZ ls is'k
vkus ls os mn~naM gks tk,¡xsA**
MkWDVj tSls fdlh jksxh dks mipkj crk jgs gksaA dsoy mipkj gh Fkk ;k dqN vkSj HkhA
^^caVh esa larqyu ykus ds fy, igys rqEgsa vius esa larqyu ykuk gksxkA ij rqe [”kqn
cgqr le>nkj gks 'kdqu!**
'kdqu us dqN ,slh ut+jksa ls MkWDVj dh vksj ns[kk ekuks bu 'kCnksa ds Hkhrj dh ckr
dks tku ys] vlyh ckr dks tku ysA
ij MkWDVj ds psgjs ij dgha Hkh rks dqN ugha FkkA dksbZ f'kdu ugha] dksbZ Nk;k ugha---
;k fd 'kdqu dh viuh n`f"V gh èkq¡èkyk xbZ gS] dqN Hkh ns[kus dh lkeF;Z mlesa ugha jgh
gSA
og D;k djs\ Nyuh gqvk eu lgt Hkko ls dqN Hkh rks xzg.k ugha dj ikrkA mldh
vk¡[ksa NyNyk vkb±A
MkWDVj us cgqr Lusg ls 'kdqu dh ihB lgykbZ] rks ,d ckj eu gqvk] og vius dks
MkWDVj dh ck¡gksa esa NksM+ nsA
rks D;k lpeqp gh MkWDVj ds eu esa caVh dks ysdj dksbZ ukjkt+xh ugha] dksbZ nqHkkZouk
ugha\ MkWDVj ds ml Li'kZ us vuk;kl gh mlds Hkhrj dh xk¡B dks èkhjs&ls [kksy fn;kA
^^ysfdu---** 'kdqu gS fd pkgdj Hkh tSls dqN ugha dg ik jgh gSA
^^ysfdu D;k\**
^rqe ugha le>ksxs MkWDVj---caVh] caVh us vt; dks T;ksa dk R;ksa bugsfjV fd;k] og dHkh
esjs lkFk rqEgsa cnkZ'r ugha dj ldsxkA eSa tkurh gw¡---* 'kdqu dks yxk] vc og lkjh nqfoèkk
[kksydj j[k nsxhA
^^rks D;k gqvk\**
ij 'kdqu ls dqN Hkh ugha dgk x;kA tkus dSlh y{e.k js[kk gS ;g vius vga ;k LokfHkeku
dh ;k fd vius daxysiu vkSj vieku dh fd blds ikj og fdlh dks ugha vkus nsuk pkgrhA
D;k crk, fd vkxs D;k gks ldrk gS ;k fd igys D;k gqvk FkkA
^^ns[kks 'kdqu] rqe vius ifr dh jks'kuh esa caVh dks ns[kksxh rks 'kk;n dqN x+yr dj
cSBksA eSa tkurk ugha] ij lksp ldrk gw¡ fd muds fy, 'kk;n rqEgkjs eu esa dVqrk gksxh---
vutkus gh rqe mlh dVqrk dks---ij ;g Bhd ugha gksxkA**
84 / vkidk caVh
 vkSj fQj lkjh ckr dks tSls lekIr djrs gq, cksys] ^^vPNk] rqe caVh dh ckr eq>
ij NksM+ nksA bl ckr dks ysdj vc rqEgsa T+;knk ijs'kku gksus dh t+:jr ugha gSA**
caVh dh ckr dSls NksM+h tk,] ;g 'kdqu ugha tkurhA ;g Hkh ugha tkurh fd lkjs
le; vius dke esa O;Lr jgus ij mlds fy, le; dgk¡ gSA ij bl le; tSls mls fdlh
,sls gh vk'oklu dh t+:jr Fkh] fdlh ,sls gh lgkjs dh] tks mlds Fkds&gkjs eu dks l¡Hkky
ys--- ftl ij og viuk lcdqN NksM+dj fu¯'pr gks tk,A
cM+h nsj ls Hkhrj gh Hkhrj ,d vkosx Fkk tks ?kqeM+ jgk Fkk–vius dks MkWDVj dh ck¡gksa
esa NksM+rs gh tSls og QwV iM+kA
MkWDVj mldh ihB] mlds daèks lgykrs jgs---mls lkaRouk nsrs jgsA D;k Fkk mu lkaRouk&Hkjs
'kCnksa esa–ml Lusg&Hkjs Li'kZ esa fd 'kdqu dks yxk] tSls mlds Hkhrj ls lkjs ruko vius&vki
<hys gksrs pys tk jgs gSa---lkjs }a} vius&vki xyrs tk jgs gSaA dgha Hkh rks dqN ugha---lHkh
dqN rks lgt vkSj lqxe gks mBkA
lkjk jkLrk vdsys&vdsys pydj] lkjh ijs'kkfu;ksa ls vdsys&vdsys yM+dj Hkh ,slk
vkRefo'okl vkSj ,slh 'kfDr rks mlus vius Hkhrj dHkh eglwl gh ugha dh tks vkt vius
dks iwjh rjg MkWDVj ds gokys djds og eglwl dj jgh gSA
vius dks iwjh rjg nsdj] fu}±} Hkko ls lefiZr djds vkneh fdruk dqN ik ysrk
gSA

10
eeh dh 'kknh gks xbZA
;ksa 'kknh tSlk dqN Hkh ugha gqvk FkkA u cktk&xktk] u gkFkh&?kksM+k] u vkfr'kckt+hA
ij tks dqN Hkh gqvk] caVh us viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk gSA 'kknh ds chp esa jgdj ns[kk gSA fQj
Hkh tkus D;ksa ml fnu dqN Hkh eglwl ugha gqvk FkkA
ysfdu vkt] lnhZ dh lk¡> ds bl èkq¡èkyds esa] [kqyh Nr ij vdsys ysVs tSls fQj eeh
dh 'kknh gks jgh gSA ckgj ugha] caVh ds vius Hkhrj gks jgh gS---eu dh ijrksa ijA vkSj
bl ckj caVh dsoy ns[k gh ugha jgk] eglwl Hkh dj jgk gSA
gydh&lh ltkoV vks<+s Dyc dk ykWuA ifjfpr&vifjfpr psgjksa dh HkhM+A g¡lh&et+kd]
[kkuk&ihukA cèkkbZ gks---eqckjd gks---vjs caVh] feBkbZ [kkvks csVs] viuh eeh dh 'kknh dh
feBkbZ [kkvks---fdrus cPps---tkus fdruh vkokt+as Fkha] fdruh ckrsa FkhaA vkt rks lc fey&tqydj
dsoy ,d 'kksj&Hkj jg xbZ gSaA ml fnu lkjs ykWu ds isM+&ikSèkksa ij yky&ihyh fctyh ds
Qwy f[kys FksA u tkus fdrus Qwy] ftuls jaxhu jks'kuh >j jgh FkhA bl le; Hkh og vk¡[ksa
can djs ;k [kksys] pkjksa vksj QSys gq, os Qwy f>yfeykrs ut+j vk jgs gSaA
vkSj Qwy gh D;ks]a ;k fd 'kknh dh og lk¡> gh D;ks\a 'kknh ds igys dh Hkh rks cgqr&lh
,slh ckrsa gSa] tks igys dsoy ckgj gh gqbZ Fkha] ij bl le; ,d lkFk eu esa Mwcrh&mrjkrh
vk jgh gSaA vkSj fdruk lki+$ gS og lc] tSls vHkh&vHkh gks jgk gSA yxrk gh ugha fd
og lc rks gks pqdkA yx jgk gS] tSls rc gqvk gh ugha Fkk] cl vHkh gks jgk gS] fcydqy
vHkhA
vkidk caVh / 85
 caVh viuh Vscqy ij cSBk gkseodZ dj jgk gS vkSj eeh dkWyst dh i+$kbysa ns[k jgh gSaA
rHkh xksn esa xqfM+;k dks yVdk, ihNsokys njokt+s ls VhVw dh vEek ?kqlhaA
eeh FkksM+k pkSadh] ^^vjs vki! dfg, dSls vkuk gqvk\ cSfB,!**
^^D;k crkÅ¡ HkSuth] iM+kls esa jgdj Hkh dHkh vkuk ugha gksrkA nksigj dks ?kaVk&vkèk&?kaVk
fudy Hkh tk,] ij losjs&'kke dks rks iyd >idus rd dks ¶”q$jlr ugha feyrhA**
fQj mldh vksj ns[kdj cksyh] ^^vc vkids caVh dks ns[kks! dSlk pqipki i<+ jgk gSA
,d gekjs cPps gSa] pkSchl ?kaVs ?kj esa egkHkkjr epkdj j[krs gSaA**
^^VhVw ugha vk;k] vEek\** bl ?kj esa vkdj vEek dSlk ehBk&ehBk cksy jgh gSaA rHkh
rks iwNus dh fgEer gqbZA
^^VhVw dgk¡ vk,xk] ogk¡ dSje tks teh gqbZ gSA**
^^caVh] tkvks rks csVs] QwQh ls dgks fd pk; cuk,A**
^^ugha HkSuth! eSa rks ihdj vkbZ gw¡A vkSj ;ksa lp iwNks rks vkt rks feBkbZ [kkus vkbZ
gw¡A eq>s rks dy jkr dks gh bUgksaus vkdj [”kq'k[k+cjh lqukbZA cksys] rqe tkdj cèkkbZ rks ns
vkvksA ;ksa vkuk&tkuk pkgs cPpksa rd gh gS fQj Hkh iM+kslh rks gSa gh!** vkSj vEek ds psgjs
ij ,d vthc&lh eqldku QSy xbZA
eeh dk psgjk bruk yky D;ksa gks x;k\
^^igys tc] MkWDVj lkgc dks ,d&nks ckj ns[kk rks lkspk dksbZ chekj gksxk! ij tc
caVh us crk;k fd dksbZ chekj ugha gS rks lkspk HkbZ vkrs gksaxs!**
eeh pqi! cl] dsoy mudh ,d mM+rh&lh ut+j caVh us vius psgjs ij eglwl dhA
^^esjh rks HkSuth] vki tkuks nwljksa ds ?kjksa esa rkd&>k¡d djus dh vknr gh ugha gSA
vc iM+kls esa jgrs gSa rks nh[krk rks lHkh dqN gS] ij bèkj&mèkj dqN iwNrkN d:¡] dqN dgw&¡ lqu¡w
,slk esjk LoHkko gh ughaA fQj vki i<+h&fy[kh Bgjha] fizafliy Bgjha] lks rjg&rjg ds yksx
vk,¡xs gh vkids iklA** eeh rks tSls cqr cu xbZ gSaA
^^caVh rks cgqr [”kq'k gksxk! fcpkjk vdsyk Mk¡o&Mk¡o Mksyk djs FkkA eq>s rks lp cM+k
rjl vkrk FkkA vc ikik Hkh fey tk,¡xs vkSj HkkbZ&cgu Hkh---**
vuk;kl gh mldh ut+jsa eeh ls tk VdjkbZ FkhaA irk ugha D;k Fkk mu ut+jksa esa fd
ogk¡ vkSj cSBk ugha jg ldkA

jkr esa eeh mls le>k jgha Fkha] ^^rq>s vPNk yxsxk caVh] ogk¡ cgqr vPNk yxsxk csVs---**
eeh us ftruh ckrsa dgha] caVh lc lqurk x;kA fcuk ,d Hkh iz'u fd,] fcuk t+jk
Hkh fojksèk fd,A
cl ikik dk psgjk cjkcj vk¡[kksa ds lkeus dkSaèkrk jgk FkkA

caVh vius iyax ij iM+k gS] xjnu rd jtkbZ vks<+sA dejs esa v¡èksjk gSA fli+$Z eeh Vscqy&ySai
tykdj viuh est+ ij dqN fy[k jgh gSaA eeh ges'kk fdlh u fdlh dke esa yxh gh jgrh
gSa vktdyA caVh dks [kkus ds fy, dgrh gSa rks [kk ysrk gSA nwèk ihus ds fy, dgrh gSa
rks nwèk ih ysrk gSA tc i<+us ds fy, dgrh gSa rks i<+us cSB tkrk gSA
vkèks v¡èksjs vkèks mtkys esa cSBh dSlh yx jgh gSa eeh\ ,dk,d eu esa dkSaèkk–caxky
dh tknwxjuh! QwQh us gh lqukbZ Fkh dgkuh ;k 'kk;n i<+h FkhA mlds vkèks 'kjhj ls v¡èksjk
86 / vkidk caVh
QwVrk Fkk vkSj vkèks 'kjhj ls mtkykA
tkus dSlk Hk; eu esa lekus yxkA ftl fnu ls MkWDVj lkgc og tknwokyh 'kh'kh bl
?kj esa j[k x, gSa] caVh ds eu esa ,d vthc&lk Mj dqycqykrk jgrk gSA ,d ckj rks fgEer
djds mlus ml 'kh'kh dks <w¡<+k Hkh Fkk] lkjh njkt+sa] lkjh vyekjh] ij ugha feyhA tknw dh
pht+sa tknw ds <ax ls gh fNikbZ tkrh gSa 'kk;nA
,dk,d eeh us Vscqy ij >qdh gqbZ xnZu Åij mBkbZ vkSj ?kwedj cksyha] ^^caVh!**
caVh us [kV ls vk¡[ksa can dj yhaA ogh ifjfpr Loj] viuh eeh dk LojA rks eu dk
Mj èkhjs&èkhjs cgus yxkA
^^lks x;k csVk\** eeh ikl vkb± vkSj ,d ckj jtkbZ dks Bhd ls mlds pkjksa vksj yisV
fn;kA fQj mlh ds iyax ij cSBdj èkhjs&èkhjs mldk ekFkk] mlds xky lgykrh jghaA
caVh dks yxk] tSls fcuk cksys gh eeh fQj vk'oLr dj jgh gSa–rq>s vPNk yxsxk caVh---
ogk¡ rq>s vPNk gh yxsxkA
eeh ds bl Li'kZ ls gh caVh ds eu ds Hkhrj gh Hkhrj rst+h ls dqN fi?kyus yxkA
,d ckj eu gqvk] jtkbZ mrkjdj Qsd a ns vkSj eeh ls fyiV tk,A irk ugha eeh dks vk'oLr
djus ds fy, ;k [”kqn vk'oLr gksus ds fy,A
ij meM+rs vkosx dks mlus gksaB Hkhapdj jksd fy;kA
^^cgwth!**
QwQh dh vkokt+ dSlh cnyh gqbZ gS! ,d ckj eu gqvk fd vk¡[k [kksydj ns[ks fd
;g QwQh gh cksy jgh gSA
^^D;k ckr gks xbZ QwQh\** eeh fdruk ehBk cksy jgh gSaA cgqr fnuksa ls mlus eeh
dh ,slh ehBh vkokt+ gh ugha lquhA
^^brus lky vkidh ukSdjh dj yh cgwth] vc Hkxoku dh ukSdjh djsaxs] vkSj D;k\**
^^dqN ckr Hkh crkvksxh\**
QwQh pqi! jks rks ugha jgh\ ij fdlh rjg dh Hkh rks dksbZ vkokt+ ugha vk jghA
^^rqe Hkh eq>ls ukjkt+ gks QwQh\** eeh dh vkokt+ tSls fi?kydj FkjFkjk jgh gSA
^^vjs ge ukSdj vkneh] ge dbls ukjkt+ gksaxsA ij Hkxoku us thHk nh gS rks cksysaxs
t+:jA vki lkS twrk ekjsaxh rks ge rfudksa fpark ugha djsaxs] ij cksys fcuk gels jgk ugha
tk,xkA**
caVh dk eu fQj tkus dSlk&dSlk gksus yxkA
^^vc vki tks dj jgh gSa ckyd&cPpk dks ysdj] lks vkidks 'kksHkk nsrk gS\ cM+s vknfe;ksa
dh cM+h ckr] eq¡g ij dkSu cksysxk] vkSj dkgs cksysxk\** ij QwQh rks eq¡g ij gh cksysxh\**
vc QwQh Hkh 'kknhokyh ckr gh dgsxhA eeh dk 'kknh djuk cqjh ckr gS\
^^vki rks tkurh gSa] lkgc dks ysdj gekjs eu esa vkt Hkh dblk x”qLlk gSA vc vki
Hkh ogh lc djsaxh---ge ls ugha ns[kk tk,xk ;g lcA**
eeh t+:j cSBh&cSBh gksaB dkV jgh gksaxhA eeh ls tc tokc nsrs ugha curk gS rks cl
;ksa gh gksaB dkVrh gSaA
^^tokuh ;ksa gh vaèkh gksrh gS cgwth] fQj cq<+kis esa mBh gqbZ tokuhA egklR;kuk'kh!
lkgc us tks fd;k rks vkidh eV~Vh&iyhn gqbZ vkSj vc vki tks dj jgh gSa] bl cPps dh
eV~Vh&iyhn gksxhA psgjk ns[kk gS cPps dk\ dSlk fudy vk;k gS] tSls jkr&fnu ?kqyrk jgrk
vkidk caVh / 87
gks Hkhrj gh HkhrjA**
^^QwQh!** ,d l[+r&lh vkokt+ dejs dks phjrh gqbZ bl dksus ls ml dksus rd xw¡t
xbZA ,d {k.k dks caVh Hkhrj gh Hkhrj lge x;kA
^^ns[kks QwQh] eSa rqEgkjh cgqr bTt+r djrh gw¡A viuh ek¡ ls Hkh T+;knk---ij ek¡ dks Hkh
eSaus dHkh viuh ckrksa ds chp esa ugha cksyus fn;k---eq>s ;kn ugha os dHkh cksyh gksaA** ,d
{k.k dks eeh #dhaA ^^;g vfèkdkj rks eSa fdlh dks ns gh ugha ldrhA**
^^geus dgk u cgwth] vki gesa gfj}kj fHktok nks---cl!**
^^rqe ftl fnu pkgks] eSa bart+ke djok nw¡xhA rqe ;gk¡ ls tks dqN Hkh pkgks] ys tk
ldrh gks] bl ?kj ij rqEgkjk Hkh mruk gh vfèkdkj gS ftruk esjkA vkSj rks D;k dgw¡!**
eeh ds Loj esa vthc&lh ujekbZ vk xbZA ujekbZ ugha] tSls eeh Fkd xbZ gksaA
rks D;k QwQh pyh tk,xh\ fcuk QwQh ds dSls jgsxk og\ jg ldrk gS dHkh! eeh
us mls D;ksa ugha le>k;k fd ^QwQh] rqEgsa ogk¡ Hkh vPNk yxsxk] ogk¡ Hkh cgqr vPNk yxsxkA**
dy og le>k,xk QwQh dksA QwQh eeh dh ckr pkgs u ekus] mldh ckr ugha Vky
ldrhA QwQh Hkh rks mlds fcuk dSls jgsxh\ vkSj vxj QwQh u #dh rks\
[kV! eeh us 'kk;n mBdj Vscqy&ySai can dj fn;kA can vk¡[kksa us Hkh eglwl fd;k
fd dejs dk v¡èksjk [+kwc xk<+k gks x;k gSA
caVh us vk¡[ksa [kksyhaA ?kqIi v¡èksjs esa Mqch gqbZ eeh dh vkÑfr cgqr èkq¡èkyh&lh fn[kkbZ
nhA èkhjs&ls og Hkh cxyokys iyax dh jtkbZ esa nqcd xbZ!

QwQh ds tkus ds ckn caVh ds eu esa cgqr dqN m[kM+&fc[kj x;kA vkSj eeh dh 'kknh ds
ckn bl ?kj esa cgqr dqN m[kM+&fc[kj x;kA
,d fnu esa gh bl ?kj dk cgqr&lk lkeku ml ?kj esa lek x;kA lkseokj dks bl ?kj
dh eeh Hkh ml ?kj esa tkdj lek tk,¡xhA fdlh us dg fn;k fd lkseokj 'kqHk fnu gS lks
eeh #d xb±A QwQh ugha lek ldh rks gfj}kj pyh xbZA caVh gS fd ugha tkurk ogk¡ lek
ik,xk ;k ugha\ igys eeh us le>k;k Fkk rks caVh le> x;k Fkk] ij QwQh us tkdj lc
dqN xM+cM+k fn;kA
QwQh ds fcuk rks mls dgha Hkh vPNk ugha yxsxk] ;gk¡ Hkh ugha vkSj ogk¡ rks fcydqy
ughaA
tc ls QwQh xbZ gS] rc ls QwQh dk tkuk vk¡[kksa ds lkeus rSjrk gh jgrk gSA tkrs&tkrs
Hkh dSls QwQh jlksbZ ds cjru èkks&èkksdj tekrh jgh FkhA
caVh dHkh et+kd djrk Fkk–^^QwQh] cqykdh jk{kl dh tku rksrs dh Vk¡x esa clrh Fkh]
rsjh tku bl jlksbZ esa clrh gSA rq>s fdlh fnu ekjuk gksxk u rks---**
^^vjs ugha clsxh tku jlksbZ esa rks jksVh ugha feysxh [kkus dks] le>k---**
tkus D;ksa yxrk gS tSls QwQh vHkh Hkh viuh tku ;gha NksM+ xbZ vkSj pkSds dh tku
ys xbZA pkSds dh gh D;ksa] fcuk QwQh ds lkjk ?kj gh rks dSlk gks x;k\ tc jkr&fnu QwQh
?kj esa jgrh Fkh] rks QwQh dk gksuk irk gh ugha yxrk FkkA cl QwQh gS rks gS! ij vc
QwQh ugha gS] rks lkjs le; irk yxrk gS–QwQh ugha gS] QwQh ugha gSA
IysVi+$keZ ij [kM+h gS QwQh! ,d NksVh&lh Vhu dh landw ph vkSj ml ij j[kh ,d xBjhA
eeh us cgqr&dqN nsuk pkgk] ij QwQh us dqN ugha fy;kA cl] caVh dks vius ls fpidk
88 / vkidk caVh
j[kk gSA vk¡[k ds vk¡lw gSa fd Fke gh ugha jgs gSaA
caVh QwQh ls fpiddj [kM+k gSA vk¡[k esa ,d Hkh vk¡lw ughaA tks dqN og ns[k jgk
gS] cl] ns[k gh jgk gSA ij fo'okl ugha gks jgk fd QwQh lpeqp tk jgh gS ;k fd QwQh
mls NksM+dj tk Hkh ldrh gSA mldh NksVh&lh gFksyh esa QwQh dk gkFk gS ftls mlus dldj
idM+ j[kk gSA vkSj blhfy, QwQh mlds ikl gS] mldh idM+ esa gSA
eeh us ilZ [kksydj lkS #i, dk uksV nsrs gq, dgk] ^^QwQh] rqEgsa caVh dh dle gS]
bls j[k yksA ;ksa Hkh---** irk ugha eeh vkxs D;k dguk pkgrh FkhaA
^^ugha] gesa iki esa er Mkyks cgwth dle fnykdj! ge dqN ugha ysxa As Hkxoku ds njckj
esa tk jgs gSa] #i;k&iblk dk gksxk D;k\ nsuk gh gS rks ,d opu ns nks fd gekjs caVh Hk¸;k
dks tSlk vkius fcljk fn;k gS vktdy] oSlk vkSj er djukA cki ds jgrs ;g fcuk cki
dk gks jgk] vc ek¡ ds jgrs ;g fcuk ek¡ dk u gks tk,---** vkSj QwQh us lkM+h esa eq¡g fNik
fy;kA
eeh dh vk¡[ksa NyNyk vkb±A
^^dSlh ckrsa djrh gks QwQh---** blls vkxs eeh ls dqN ugha dgk x;kA
pijklh us HkhM+ esa QwQh dks Hkhrj <dsy fn;kA lhVh--->aMh---fQj lhVh---HkhM+] 'kksj---
cncwA vkSj lcds chp ,d dk¡irk&ilhtrk gkFk caVh dh NksVh&lh gFksyh ds chp esa ls fQlyrk
pyk x;kA caVh vkSj mls idM+dj ugha j[k ldkA vkSj mlds ckn ls tSls ,d&,d pht+
caVh ds gkFk ls fudyrh gh tk jgh gSA vc rks 'kk;n og fdlh dks idM+dj ugha j[k ldsxkA
ykSVrs le; caVh lqUu&lk eeh dh cxy esa cSBk gSA ^^caVh!** eeh us I;kj ls mls viuh
ck¡g esa lesVk fd caVh ,dk,d QwVdj jks iM+k] ^^QwQh dks ys vkvks eeh---QwQh dks ys vkvks---**
^^jksrs ugha csV]s FkksM+s fnuksa esa vius&vki vk tk,xhA rsjs fcuk og jg ldsxh dgha Hkh\**
FkksM+h nsj igys IysVi+$keZ] lkeku vkSj jsy ds chp esa gh caVh dks yx jgk Fkk fd QwQh
dgha ugha tk,xh] og tk ugha ldrhA vc eeh ds dgus ij Hkh yx jgk gS] og ugha vk,xh]
og dHkh vk ugha ldrhA
nwljs fnu Ldwy ls ykSVdj tc ekyh dh cgw us [kkuk fn;k rks QwQh dk tkuk tSls
eu dks Hkhrj rd eFk x;kA mls ;kn ugha fd Ldwy ls ykSVus ij fdlh vkSj us Hkh mls
dHkh [kkuk f[kyk;k gksA vkSj D;k QwQh dsoy [kkuk f[kykrh Fkh\ [kkus ds lkFk Mk¡V] Mk¡V
ds lkFk ykM+ vkSj Hkh tkus D;k&D;k rks jgrk FkkA
ij bl ?kj ls tk ldrh gS QwQh\ mldk rqylh dk pcwrjk] rkj ds ,d dksus ij
lw[krh eVeSyh&lh èkksrh vkSj pksxs tSlk CykmtA vk¡xu dh nhokj esa cuh rkd ij j[ks]
flanwj ls j¡xs&iqrs mlds guqeku th---mlds ljksrs dh [kV&[kV] mlds ilhus dh xaèk---mlds
cslqjs xys ls fudyh xhr dh dfM+;k¡---mldh dgkfu;ksa ds jktk&jkuh] Hkwr&izsr] tknwxj&jk{kl
lcdqN] bl rjg lek;k gqvk gS bl ?kj esa fd ;gk¡ ls og tk gh ugha ldrhA
ij ijlksa rks ;g ?kj Hkh NwV tk,xkA rc QwQh Hkh iwjh rjg NwV tk,xhA ^^rw ,sls
D;ksa jgrk gS caVh] eSa lp dgrh gw¡ rq>s ogk¡ vPNk yxsxk] cgqr vPNk yxsxk esjs cPps!
MkWDVj lkgc rq>s fdruk I;kj djrs gS-a --** vkSj Hkh tkus fdruh&fdruh ckrs]a fdrus vk'oklu]
fdrus---
^^vjs dkSu caVh\ vkvks] vkvks csVs] vkSj pkj fnu dk lkFk gS] [ksy yks! fQj rks caVh
dksBh esa pyk tk,xk rks iwNsxk Hkh ugha fd VhVw fdèkj clrk gSA eksVj esa cSBdj vk tk;k
vkidk caVh / 89
djuk dHkh&dHkh---vc rks [+kwc BkB gksaxs caVh---**
vkSj vEek ds psgjs ij ogh eqldjkgVA gksBa QSykdj Hkh vEek eqldjkrh ugha gS] yxrk
gS] tSls dqN dg jgh gksaA caVh tkurk ugha] ij dqN gS tks caVh dks vPNk ugha yxrkA
ml fnu ds ckn ik¡p&N% fnu gks x, ;gk¡ jgdj Hkh caVh VhVw ds ?kj ugha x;kA

vkt u, ?kj esa tkuk gSA 'kke dks pkj ds ckn ls gh 'kqHk le; gSA MkWDVj lkgc us dy
vkdj cgqr dgk fd vkt gh pyksA jfookj dk fnu gS lcdh NqV~Vh gSA 'kqHk&v'kqHk dqN
ugha gksrkA
^^D;ksa caVh] vkt gh pysa u ml ?kj esa\ tksr rqEgkjh jkg ns[k jgh gSA** caVh dqN ugha
cksykA dsoy MkWDVj lkgc dk psgjk ns[krk jgkA og lpeqp mlh ls iwN jgs gSa\ vk¡[kksa
esa dgha tksr dk psgjk mHkj vk;kA 'kknhokys fnu ds ckn ls mls ns[kk gh ughaA u eeh
ml ?kj xb± u ogk¡ ls cPpksa dks vkus fn;kA 'kk;n 'kqHk le; ugha Fkk!
^^yks] tc brus fnu #d xb± rks vc ,d fnu dh ckr gSA rqe ekuks u ekuks] eSa rks
v'kqHk osyk esa dksbZ Hkh dke ugha d:¡xhA**
'kqHk&v'kqHk D;k gksrk gS] dSls gksrk gS caVh ugha tkurkA cl bruk tkurk gS fd eeh
us euk dj fn;k gSA rks os vc ugha tk,¡xhA dy tkvks] vkt tkvks] D;k i+$jd iM+rk
gS! cl tkuk gS rks tkuk gSA ij eeh dk dksbZ 'kqHk&v'kqHk gS tks ugha tkus ns jgk gSA
ij vkt rks vc tkuk gh gSA
caVh Ldwy ls ykSV vk;kA eeh us cpk&[kqpk lkeku Hkh ml ?kj esa fHktok fn;kA fcuk
cjruksa dh jlksbZ] fcuk diM+ksa dh vyekfj;k¡] fcuk fdrkcksa vkSj est+iks'k dh est+sa] fcuk
njh&dkjisV ds i+$'kZ---
f[kykSuksa dh [kkyh vyekjh ns[kdj ,d {k.k dks lkjs f[kykSus vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ?kwe x,---
ikik ds Hksts gq, f[kykSusA
,dk,d [k+;ky vk;k–ikik rks bl ?kj dk gh irk tkurs gSaA vc os vk,¡xs rks [k+cj
dgk¡ Hkstsaxs\ mUgsa irk dSls yxsxk\ fdrus fnuksa ls ikik us u dksbZ pht+ Hksth u [k+cjA
ikik dks irk gS fd eeh us 'kknh dj yh gSA ge yksx vc u, ?kj esa jgsaxsA bl ckj ikik
dks x, fdrus fnu gks x,---,d---nks---rhu---N%---lkr---vkB eghus gks x,A
rHkh MkWDVj lkgc dh dkj vkdj [kM+h gks xbZA MkWDVj lkgc ugha vk,A eeh Hkh vkrh
gh gksaxhA
caVh cjkens dh lhf<+;ksa ij gh cSB x;kA <yrh èkwi esa mldk NksVk&lk cxhpk [+kwc
ygygk jgk gSA ikuh nsusokyk eksVk&lk ikbi cy [kk;k gqvk ?kkl esa iM+k gSA bèkj rks mlus
vius cxhps esa ikuh Hkh ugha fn;kA
^^ogk¡ dk cxhpk rq>s gh Bhd djuk gS csVs]** eeh jkst+ ;kn fnyk nsrh Fkha vkSj caVh
lqu ysrk Fkk cl!
dksus esa vke dk ikSèkk gjh&fpduh ifÙk;k¡ fy, >we jgk gSA
^rqe tc toku gksvksxs caVh HkS;k rks ;g ikSèkk Hkh isM+ gks tk,xk---C;kg] cPps---ckSj]
vke---rqEgsa cM+s gksdj D;k ekyh cuuk gS caVh HkS;k] tks bruh [kkstchu dj jgs gks\ FkksMk+ &cgqr
dke dj fy;k vkSj NqV~Vh djks!*
[kV&[kV djrh eeh vkb±A mudh 'kkWy dk ,d Nksj t+ehu esa f?klV jgk gSA lkFk esa
90 / vkidk caVh
ghjkyky vkSj ekyh Hkh gSaA
igys eeh dkWyst ls vkrh Fkha rks psgjk dSlk Fkdk&Fkdk yxrk FkkA vkt yx jgk
gS] tSls dkWyt s ls vkbZ ugha] dkWyt
s tkus ds fy, rS;kj gksdj fudyh gSAa eeh dSlh [”k'q k&[”k'q k
jgrh gSa vktdyA ek¡x dk flanwj pedrk jgrk gSA igys fnu eeh dh yky&yky ek¡x mls
cM+h vthc yxh FkhA vc vthc ugha yxrh] fQj Hkh ut+j ogha tkdj vVd tkrh gSA
^^rw vk x;k csVs\ dqN [kk;k rks ugha gksxk\ pyks] vHkh pyrs gSaA** ghjkyky ,d&,d
djds lkjs dejs can djus yxkA eeh caVh ds daèks ij gkFk j[ks ekyh dks vkns'k ns jgh gSa–
^^ns[kks ekyh] caVh HkS;k ds lkjs ikSèks m[kkM+dj mèkj ys vkukA eksxjk] xqykc] eksjia[kh–
vkSj dkSu&dkSu ls ikSèks vk ldrs gSa csVs\** ,dk,d mudh ut+j ml vke ds ikSèks ij xbZA
^^;g vke dk ikSèkk vk ldrk gS ogk¡\ vk lds rks t+:j&t+:j ys vkukA** eeh dks
vkSj Hkh dqN ;kn vk;kA
xkM+h esa cSBdj caVh us ,d mM+rh&lh ut+j vius ?kj dh vksj Mkyh vkSj fQj f[kM+dh
ij BksM+h fVdk yhA vc ;g lc ihNs NwV tk,xkA nks&pkj fnuksa ls rks og [”kqn eukus yxk
gS fd bl lcdks ;gha NksM+dj og pyk tk,A
dkj py nhA ij ;g D;k\ ;g ?kj] ;g cxhpk] gkFk tksM+dj [kM+s gq, ghjkyky vkSj
ekyh] lc&ds&lc tSls dkj ds lkFk&lkFk nkSM+s pys vk jgs gSa–èkq¡èkyk, gq,] FkjFkjkrs gq,A
dqN Hkh rks ihNs ugha NwVkA
^^caVh!** vkSj eeh us mls vius ikl [khap fy;k rks vo'k&lk og eeh ij gh tk ynkA
ij caVh jks;k ughaA
^^;g rks dkWyst dk ?kj Fkk csVk] viuk ?kj rks Fkk ugha! vc ogk¡ viuk ?kj gksxk]
vius yksx gksaxsA**
,dk,d gh eeh dk Loj HkjkZ x;kA irk ugha [”kq'kh ls ;k nq[k lsA caVh ds vius eu
esa rks u [”kq'kh gS u nq[kA dqN Hkh rks ugha gS flok, bl ,glkl ds fd og tk jgk gSA

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dksBh bl rjg pepek jgh gS tSls dy gh cuh gksA
caVh ds eu esa gydh&lh rlohj gS bl dksBh dh] tc mlus igyh ckj bls ns[kk Fkk–
èkwy&Hkjh] eVeSyh&lhA vc rks tSls ;g igpkuus esa Hkh ugha vkrhA dSls cny tkrh gSa pht+sa
bl rjg\
,dk,d gh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vHkh&vHkh NksM+k gqvk viuk ?kj ?kwe x;kA tks dkj pyus
ds lkFk&lkFk mlds lkFk&lkFk nkSM+ iM+k Fkk---ij tSls ;gk¡ rd nkSM+ ugha ldkA ?kj] cxhpk]
gkFk tksM+s gq, ghjkyky vkSj ekyh---gk¡Qrs&dk¡irs lc chp esa gh NwV x,A
og eeh ds lkFk vdsyk gh vk;k gS bl ?kj esa---igyh ckjA eeh us dbZ ckj dgk
Fkk–dgk gh ugha] vkxzg fd;k Fkk fd py csVk] rq>s tksr us cqyk;k gS ;k fd MkWDVj lkgc
us [k+kldj rq>s vkus ds fy, dgk gSA ij og dHkh ugha vk;kA dHkh&dHkh ft+n gh djus
yxrha rks QwQh vk tkrh cpko ds fy,] ^^vjs vki dkgs t+ksj&t+cjnLrh djrh gSa] cPps dk
eu ugha gS rks dbls tk,xk\**
vkidk caVh / 91
 vkt mls fdlh us ugha cqyk;k gS 'kk;n---eeh us Hkh vkxzg ugha fd;k fQj Hkh og
vk;k gSA tc rd mldk viuk ?kj Fkk] QwQh vkSj lkeku ds lkFk rc rd og fojksèk dj
ldrk FkkA ij mu [kkyh nhokjksa ds chp---bl ckj rks mls vkuk gh FkkA
iksfVZdks esa gh lc yksx [kM+s gS-a --MkWDVj lkgc] tksr vkSj vfeA u,&u, diM+kas esa fyiVs]
g¡lrs&f[kyf[kykrs psgjs fy,A
^^gYyks··---caVh!** ,dne mexdj MkWDVj lkgc us caVh dks xksn esa mBk fy;k vkSj
nksuksa xkyksa ij fdLlw fn,A caVh us fojksèk ugha fd;k vkSj fQj èkhjs ls uhps mrj x;kA
^^rqe ysus ugha vk,] [kkyh xkM+h Hkst nh\** eeh us dqN bl <ax ls dgk tSls og dHkh&dHkh
eeh ls dgrk Fkk vkSj eeh dgrh Fkha–D;k Bqudrk jgrk gS lkjs fnu\ bÙkh cM+h gksdj Hkh
eeh Bqudrh gSa!
^^eSa vk tkrk rks fQj ;gk¡ Lokxr dkSu djrk rqEgkjk\** vkSj MkWDVj lkgc us eeh
dks ck¡g esa Hkjdj Hkhrj Bsyrs gq, dgk] ^^vkt rqe iwjs nl fnu ckn vkbZ gks bl ?kj esa
vkSj bu nl fnuksa esa eSaus psgjk cny fn;k gS bl ?kj dkA**
MkWDVj lkgc dk eeh ds daèks ij gkFk j[kuk ;k eeh dks ck¡g esa lesV ysuk dbZ ckj
ns[k pqdk gS caVh] fQj Hkh tkus D;k gS fd tc Hkh ns[krk gS] u, fljs ls ,d {k.k dks eu
esa dqN gks tkrk gSA og eeh ij ls ut+j gVk ysuk pkgrk gS vkSj ck¡gksa esa fleVh eeh dks
yxkrkj ns[krs jguk Hkh pkgrk gSA
eeh bl rjg py jgh gSa bl ?kj esa] tSls ;gk¡ lcdqN cgqr tkuk&phUgk gksA mls rks
;gk¡ dk dqN Hkh ugha ekyweA ftèkj tksr ys tk,xh mèkj gh tkrk gS] mlds lkFk&lkFk–
cfYd mlds ihNs&ihNsA
;g rks dkWyst dk ?kj Fkk csVk] ogk¡ viuk ?kj gksxk] vius yksx gksaxs] vkSj vius yksxksa
ds chp Hkh lgeh&lgeh vkSj vifjfpr&lh ut+jksa ls ns[k jgk gS caVh vius ?kj dks] mlls
ifjfpr gksus ds fy,] mls viuk cukus ds fy,!
jax&jksxu dh xaèk ?kj ds bl Nksj ls ml Nksj rd QSyh gqbZ gSA lkFk gh ,d vkSj Hkh
xaèk gS ftls og dsoy lw¡?k jgk gS] ij le> ugha ik jgk gSA

cM+k&lk csM:e! gydh uhyh nhokjksa ij xgjs uhys ijns vkSj lysVh jax dk dkisZVA [+kwc
xqnxqnk&lkA nks ubZ&ubZ pedrh gqbZ vyekfj;k¡A caVh us ,d ckj vk¡[k [kksydj mu ij
gkFk Qsjk–,dne fpduh! m¡xyh j[krs gh tSls fQly xbZ vkSj ,d gydk&lk fu'kku cu
x;kA caVh us ns[kk] dksbZ ns[k rks ugha jgkA dejs ds chp esa nhokj ds lgkjs nks iyaxA nksuksa
ds lgkjs] iyax ds lkFk gh ySia yxk gqvkA caVh dk eu gqvk] tykdj ns[ks jks'kuh dgk¡ vkdj
fxjrh gSA mlus eu gh eu lkspk] og bèkj dh rjQ lks,xk vkSj eeh mèkjA tc rd uhan
u vk tk, i<+rs jgs vkSj fQj ysVs&ysVs gh [kV ls cÙkh cq>kvks vkSj lks tkvksA
nwljh vksj Mªsflax&Vscqy j[kh Fkh vkSj eeh dh Mªsflax&Vscqy ls pkSxquh 'khf'k;k¡A ;g lc
fdlus tek;k gksxk\ ,dk,d caVh dh ut+j eeh dh mlh tknqbZ 'kh'kh dks <w¡<+us yxhA ugha]
og ogk¡ ugha FkhA mls tSls gydh&lh jkgr feyhA
dejs ds ,d fljs ij vkdj caVh us ,d lkFk iwjk dejk ns[kk rks vk¡[kksa ds lkeus jaxhu
rlohjokyh mu eksVh&eksVh fdrkcksaokyk dejk mHkj vk;kA MkWDVj lkgc us lpeqp muds
fy, fcydqy oSlk gh dejk cuok fn;kA ,d {k.k dks tSls viuk ?kj NksM+us dk volkn
92 / vkidk caVh
èkq¡èkyk gks x;kA
dHkh vius nksLrksa dks ykdj fn[kyk,xkA VhVw dh vEek vkdj ns[ksa! dSls g¡lrh Fkha–
vc g¡lsa vkdjA dHkh ns[kk Hkh ugha gksxk ,slk dejkA
^^caVh] rqEgsa dSlk yxk dejk crkvks rks\ ilan vk;k\** MkWDVj lkgc us mldh ihB
ij gkFk j[kdj iwNk rks caVh tSls iqyddj eqldjk fn;k] ^^vPNk yxkA** caVh dks MkWDVj
lkgc Hkh vPNs yxsA
tksr vkSj vfe nkSM+s&nkSM+s vk,] ^^ikik pfy,] uk'rk rS;kj gSA**
cM+h&lh est+ ij <sj lkjh [kkus dh pht+sa QSyh iM+h gSaA caVh dks 'kknhokys fnu 'kknh
tSlk dqN ugha yxk Fkk] ij vkt t+:j 'kknh tSlk yx jgk gSA ,dk,d tksr vkSj vfe
ds u,&u, diM+ksa ds eqdkcys esa mls viuh gydh&lh eSyh gks vkbZ Ldwy dh ;wuhi+$keZ cM+h
Qhdh&Qhdh vkSj csrqdh&lh yxhA yxk tSls og bu lcds chp dk ugha] bu lcls vyx
gSA
QwQh rks Ldwy ls vkrs gh lcls igys diM+s cnyok;k djrh FkhA eeh dks [k+;ky Hkh
vk;k fd ;gk¡ vkus ls igys de ls de mlds diM+s rks cnyok nsa!
^^ugha---ugha 'kdqu! ml dqlhZ ij ugha] og vfe dh dqlhZ gSA bu nksuksa dh viuh&viuh
dqflZ;k¡ r; gSaA dksbZ vkSj cSB tk, rks rwi+$ku ep tkrk gSA**
^^vPNk! rks yks] ge viuh dqlhZ r; dj ysrs gSaA** vkSj g¡lrs gq, eeh us MkWDVj lkgc
ds lkeusokyh dqlhZ [khap yhA caVh vHkh Hkh [kM+k gSA
^^rqe Hkh viuh dqlhZ r; dj yks csVs! cksyks] bèkj cSBksxs ;k mèkj\** lHkh dh viuh
txg r; gS] viuh dqflZ;k¡ r; gSa] cl mlh dk dqN r; ugha gS] tks cpk gS] mlesa ls gh
mls dqN pqu ysuk gSA og pqipki tksr ds iklokyh dqlhZ ij cSB x;kA eu dks dgha ,d
vueuk&lk Hkko Nwdj fudy x;kA
vfe vkSj tksr dh ^;g ykvks] og ykvks---,s calhyky] blesa gjh fepZ D;ksa Mkyh---
vkt vaxwj D;ksa ugha gS---esjs uedhu fcLdqV---* ds chp caVh viuh ut+jksa esa tSls dgha ls
cM+k cspkjk gks vk;kA cspkjk vkSj misf{krA
MkWDVj lkgc ckgjokyksa dh rjg mldh euqgkj dj jgs gSa] ^^;g yks caVh csVs---og yks]
rqEgsa vPNk yxsxkA** og ckgj dk gh rks gSA
^^'kjek ugha caVh] rq>s tks ilan gS ys ysA vius ?kj esa 'kjekrs ughaA** eeh ,sls cksy
jgh gSa] tSls [”kqn Hkh MkWDVj lkgc ds gh ?kj dh gksaA vc gSa Hkh 'kk;nA 'kknh ds ckn gks
tkrs gSaA ij og dSls] mlus FkksM+s gh 'kknh dh gS\
vkSj vk¡[kksa ds lkeus fQj vius ?kj dh rlohj mHkj vkbZA est+ ij dHkh vdsyk vkSj
dHkh eeh ds lkFk cSBk gqvk caVh vkSj Mk¡V&Mk¡Vdj f[kykusokyh QwQh–^^,Yyks] gks x;k rqEgkjk
[kkuk\ vkSj ;g dkSu [kk,xk\---rqe dbls ugha [kkvksxs caVh Hk¸;k] ge ck¡l ysdj Bw¡lsaxs
rqEgkjs xys esa] le>sA eeh ds vkxs fn[kk;k djks ;s u[kjs] cgqr flj ij p<+k j[kk gS rqEgsa!**
vkSj eeh eqldjkrh jgrhaA
,dk,d gh ut+j eeh dh vksj mB xbZA bl le; Hkh rks eeh eqldjk jgh gSa] ,d
gh vkneh bruh vyx&vyx rjg ls Hkh eqldjk ldrk gS\
^^gYyks·· MkWDVj---x`gizos'k dh nkor gks jgh gS\**
caVh ,dk,d tSls pkSad x;kA lkjs ?kj dks xq¡tkrk gqvk ,d yack&lk vkneh ?kqlkA ,d
vkidk caVh / 93
vdsyk vkneh Hkh bruk 'kksj epk ldrk gS\ yack fdruk gS! xjnu iwjh rjg Å¡ph djds
ns[kus ij gh psgjk fn[kkbZ nsA
^^vkvks---vkvks oekZ! cM+s vPNs le; vk,A**
^^ueLdkj oekZ lkgc!**
^^ueLrs vady!**
lc yksx rks tkurs gSa bl yacs vkneh dks] cl ogh ugha tkurkA
^^vkt ;g [kkus dh est+ lpeqp [kkus dh est+ yx jgh gSA** yack vkneh eeh dks
dSls ?kwj&?kwjdj ns[k jgk gSA
MkWDVj lkgc [kh&[kh djds g¡l iM+s vkSj eeh xn~xn gksdj ,dne lq[k+Z gks xb±A vktdy
eeh ds xky ckr&ckr ij ,sls lq[kZ+ gks tkrs gSa ekuks xqykc twM+s esa u yxkdj xkyksa ij yxk
fy, gksaA
eeh us ,d IysV yxkdj lkeus dh rks fQj ngkM+k–
^^uks&uks] vkb ,e Qqy felst+ tks'kh!**
felst+ tks'kh! ,dk,d caVh dh ut+j eeh dh vksj mB xbZA eeh us dqN Hkh ugha dgkA
vHkh rd eeh dks lc felst+ c=kk dgrs Fks vkSj vc---
^^,s caVh] vc rw tks'kh gks x;k ;kj! caVh tks'kh] ugha v:i tks'khA**
^^èkr~] eSa D;ksa gks x;k tks'kh\ eSa v:i c=kk gw¡] caVh c=kk!**
^^py&py! MkWDVj tks'kh rsjs ikik ugha gks x, vc\**
^^fcydqy ugha] ,dne ugha] esjs ikik vt; c=kk gSaA dydÙks esa jgrs gSaA**
^^vc ugha jgs oks ikik feLVj!**
^^ekj nw¡xk] T+;knk cdokl dh rks!** eu gks jgk Fkk èkfTt;k¡ fc[ksj ns] bl dSyk'k ds
cPps dhA
fQj lkjs fnu og dkx+t+ ij v:i c=kk---v:i c=kk] caVh c=kk fy[krk jgk FkkA yap
Vkbe esa eSnku esa cSBk rks m¡xyh ls t+ehu ij fy[krk jgk–c=kk---c=kk---
^^vady] vki Vkeh dks ugha yk,\**
^^ge ?kj ls ugha vk, csVs] lhèks vkWfi+$l ls pys vk jgs gSaA lkspk] t+jk rqe yksxksa ds
?kj dh jkSud ns[k ysaA D;ksa felst+ tks'kh] csM:e ilan vk x;k\ vkius vizwo fd;k ;k
ugha\**
eeh ds xky fQj lq[k+Z gks x,A D;k gks tkrk gS eeh dks ckj&ckj! ,slk rks igys dHkh
ugha gksrk FkkA
^^okg] felst+ oekZ us lc vjst a fd;k vkSj eq>s ilan u vk,\ ge rks lksp jgs Fks èkU;okn
nsus jkr esa [”kqn gh mèkj vk,¡xsA**
^^vksg] uks&uks–;g lc rdYyqQckt+h NksfM+,A vkt dh jkr ughaA** fQj ,dk,d mudh
ut+j caVh ij te xbZA
^^;g cPpk---vksg] vPNk---vPNk] D;k uke gS csVs rqEgkjk\**
I;kj ls cksyk rc Hkh yxrk gS tSls Mk¡V jgk gksA blds cPpksa dks Mj ugha yxrk gksxk
blls\
caVh us lhèkh ut+jksa ls mls ns[kk vkSj fcuk f>>d ds tokc fn;k] ^^v:i c=kk!** c=kk
ij bruk t+ksj Mkyk fd mlds lkeus v:i rks tSls nc gh x;kA
94 / vkidk caVh
 ^^okg] cM+k vPNk uke gS ;g rks! v:i vkSj vfer] tksM+h Hkh [+kwc jgsxhA** fQj eeh
dh vksj ns[kdj cksyk] ^^lhEl Vq ch , cksYM pSiA**
eeh dSls ?kwj&?kwjdj ns[k jgh gSa] ns[ksa] og D;k Mjrk gS\ c=kk gS rks c=kk gh jgsxk vkSj
c=kk gh dgsxkA eeh dh rjg ugha fd >V ls tks'kh cu x,A
[kkuk&ihuk [k+Re gqvk rks MkWDVj lkgc us dgk] ^^tksr] caVh csVs dks ?kqekdj lc fn[kkvks
rksA viuh fdrkcsa] vius f[kykSus---ihNs dk lh&lkW vkSj fLyi] ?kqekvks t+jkA**
eeh et+s ls cSBh gSaA mUgsa vHkh Hkh [k+;ky ugha vk jgk gS fd caVh ds diM+s cnyokus
gSAa ;gk¡ dkSu QwQh gS tks cnyok nsxh diM+s ;k mls ekywe gS fd diM+s dgk¡ j[ks gSa tks vius&vki
gh tkdj cny ysxk! cl] vius gh xky yky djds eqldjk jgh gSa tc lsA
tkus D;k gS fd MkWDVj lkgc ls ;k fdlh Hkh vutku vkneh ls dgus esa ftruk ladksp
gksrk gS] eeh ls dgrs gq, Hkh bl le; mruk gh ladksp gks jgk gSA ogh dgs diM+s dh
ckr] eeh dks vius&vki ugha lw>rh\ ;s nksuksa u,&u, diM+s igus cSBs gSa] fQj Hkh eeh dks
[k+;ky ugha vk jgk\ ml yacs vkneh us D;k lkspk gksxk fd ,sls xans diM+s igudj gh jgrk
gS ;g cPpk!
^^tkvks csVs] tksr cqyk jgh gSA**
^^eq>s diM+s nks] diM+s ugha cnyw¡xk eSa\** Hkjld jksdus ij Hkh caVh dk Loj tSls HkjkZ
gh x;kA
^^vjs] py&py] eSa rks Hkwy gh xbZA** fQj MkWDVj dh vksj ns[kdj iwNk] ^^vkt tks diM+kas
ds cDls vk, os dgk¡ j[ks gSa\**

,d dejs esa lkjk lkeku vLr&O;Lr <ax ls iM+k gS–caVh ds ?kj dk lkeku! cDls&fcLrjs]
xBjh esa c¡èkh gqbZ fdrkcsa---Vksdjh esa Hkjs gq, caVh ds f[kykSus---caVh dh isafVaXl---vkSj Hkh tkus
D;k&D;k! yxk tSls mldk lkjk ?kj xBfj;ksa] Vksdfj;ksa esa ck¡èkdj ;gk¡ Bw¡l fn;k x;k gSA
eeh ,d cDls esa ls diM+s fudky jgh gSa vkSj caVh ml lkeku dks ns[k jgk gSA lkeku
dk Hkh psgjk gksrk gS D;k\ lkjk lkeku dSlk mnkl&mnkl yx jgk gSA
caVh dk flikgh Vksdjh ds fdukjs flj ds cy Bq¡lk gqvk gSA caVh tYnh ls x;k vkSj
mls fudkydj mlus lhèkk dj fn;kA ij Hkhrj rks lHkh dqN myV&iqyV gSA ,d ckj eu
gqvk] vius lkjs f[kykSus fudkydj---
^^ys diM+s cny ys vkSj cPpksa ds lkFk [ksyA tksr gS] vfe gS] ihNs Hkh cM+k&lk eSnku
gSA [+kwc [ksyks&dwnks] nkSM+ks&Hkkxks!**
ij caVh gS fd viuh Vksdjh esa gh yxk gqvk gSA tSls mlus eeh dh ckr lquh gh ughaA
^^dy lc Bhd dj nw¡xh csVs] vHkh ,sls gh jgus ns!** caVh us iyVdj eeh dh vksj
ns[kkA yxk tSls iwN jgk gks–D;k lc Bhd dj nksxh\
vkSj ml dejs ls fudyk rks ,d ckj fQj yxk tSls vius ?kj ls fudy jgk gksA
tksr lc crk jgh gS] ^^;g tks uhe dk isM+ gS u caVh] ;g ftl fnu ikik iSnk gq,
Fks ml fny yxok;k Fkk ckck usA ikik ds tUefnu ij bldh iwtk djrh Fkha pkph vEekA**
vkSj ,dk,d gh caVh dh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vke dk og NksVk&lk ikSèkk ?kwe x;kA
^^pkph vEek dkSu\** ;g uke rks caVh us dHkh ugha lqukA
^^pkph vEek dkSu] gekjh pkph vEek!** vfe us dgk rks tksr g¡lus yxhA
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 ^^ikik dh pkphth! vHkh rd og gh rks jgrh Fkha gekjs ikl---FkksM+s fnu igys gh rks
xbZ gSa!**
^^vkSj og tks cM+k&lk tkyh dk fiat+jk ns[k jgk gS] mlesa [kjxks'k ikys Fks calhyky
usA ij ,d ckj tkus dSls fcYyh ?kql xbZ vkSj lc lQkpV---**
^^fcYyh ugha caVh HkS;k] fcyko! ;s eksVh >cjh iw¡N! ns[k yks rks Mj yx tk,A lkjs
[kjxks'k pV dj x;kA**
fQj calhyky dk ?kj] beyh dk isM+] tgk¡ nksuksa chu&chudj dPph beyh [kkrs gSaA
cM+h Lokn gSa bl isM+ dh befy;k¡---
tksr vkSj vfe crk, pys tk jgs gSa vkSj caVh dsoy lqu jgk gSA lquus ds flok og
dj gh D;k ldrk gS] crkus ds fy, gS gh D;k mlds ikl\
caVh vius ?kj esa ?kwe jgk gSA ij vius ?kj tSlk dqN Hkh rks ugha yx jgk mlsA lnhZ
ds fnuksa esa lk¡> ls gh rks pkjksa vksj v¡èksjk ?kqlus yxrk gSA vkSj tSls&tSls v¡èksjk ?kqyrk
tk jgk gS] lcdqN vkSj T+;knk&T+;knk vifjfpr gksrk tk jgk gSA ;gk¡ rks vkleku Hkh igpkuk
gqvk ugha yxrk] gok Hkh igpkuh gqbZ ugha yxrhA vius ?kj dk vkleku vkSj vius ?kj
dh gok dgha ,slh gksrh gS\
eeh MkWDVj lkgc ds lkFk ckgj xb± gSa vkSj og dejs esa vdsyk cSBk gSA pkjksa vksj
cfÙk;k¡ txexk jgh gSa] fQj Hkh caVh ds eu esa u tkus dSlk Mj lek jgk gSA jkr esa og
dHkh ?kj ls ckgj ugha lks;k] vc dSls lks,xk ;gk¡\ vkSj vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ogh uhys ijnsokyk
dejk ?kwe x;kA fQj Hkh Mj gS fd c<+rk gh tk jgk gSA vius ?kj ls vk;k gSA rc ls vc
rd ;gh yx jgk Fkk] og dsoy ;gk¡ vk;k gSA rHkh 'kk;n ml le; mls mruh ?kcjkgV
ugha gks jgh FkhA ij vc tSls&tSls jkr chrrh tk jgh gS] ;g ,glkl fd og dsoy vk;k
gh ugha gS] mls ;gk¡ jguk Hkh gS] dsoy vkt gh ugha] gj fnu] gj jkrA vkSj bl ckr ds
lkFk gh eu gS fd tSls Mwcrk pyk tk jgk gSA
dSls jgsxk og bl ?kj esa\ ;g mldk ?kj fcydqy ugha gSA ;g MkWDVj lkgc dk ?kj
gS] tksr vkSj vfe dk ?kj gSA og fdlh ds ?kj esa ugha jgsxk] vius ?kj tk,xk] vius gh
?kj esa lks,xkA
vius ?kj esa mls dHkh Mj ugha yxrk FkkA eeh ckgj pyh tkrh Fkha rc Hkh ughaA ,dne
v¡èksjk gks rc Hkh ughaA u gks eeh] u gks jks'kuh] ij ?kj rks mldk viuk Fkk] QwQh rks mldh
viuh FkhA v¡èksjs esa gh og vdsyk lkjs ?kj dk pDdj yxkdj vk ldrk FkkA
;gk¡ rks u ?kj mldk gS] u ?kjokys mlds gSaA eeh ds dgus ls D;k gksrk gS] D;k og
tkurk ugha\ vkSj tc dqN Hkh mldk ugha gS rks Mjsxk ugha og\ yk[k jksdus ij Hkh vk¡[ksa
gSa fd Ny&Ny gks jgh gSaA
^^vjs caVh] rw ;gk¡ cSBk gS\ diM+s ugha cnys\ eeh rsjs diM+s iyax ij j[k xbZ gSaA**
tksr igys rks eeh dks vkaVh th dgrh Fkh] vc eeh D;ksa dgus yxh\
^^gwgw–gwg–w lnhZ js··**–nksuksa ck¡gksa dks dldj Nkrh ls fpidk, vfe iatksa ds cy mNyrk
gqvk vk;k vkSj fcLrj esa nqcddj jtkbZ vks<+ yhA
caVh us ckFk:e esa tkdj eq¡g èkks fy;kA irk ugha D;k gS] og dgha Hkh tk, mldk
viuk ?kj lkFk&lkFk pyrk gSA ckFk:e] ckYVh] uy---vk¡[k ehapdj Hkh vius ?kj esa ftl
rjg py ldrk Fkk] ;gk¡ vk¡[k [kksydj Hkh ml rjg ugha py ik jgk gSA
96 / vkidk caVh
 ^^py vc viuh&viuh jtkb;ksa esa ?kqldj dgkuh dgsxa As eeh crk jgh Fkha rq>s [+kcw &[+kcw
dgkfu;k¡ vkrh gSaA**
^^eSa Hkh dgkuh lquw¡xk caVh HkS;k! jktk&jkuhokyh] ifj;ksaokyhA**
ij caVh u fcLrj esa ysVk] u jtkbZ vks<+h vkSj u gh mlus dgkuh lqukbZA cl] dacy
yisVdj cSBs&cSBs eeh dh jkg ns[krk jgkA vfe rks ysVrs gh lks x;kA tksr mlls Ldwy dh
ckrsa iwNrh jgh] pqVdqys lqukrh jghA
Ldwy dh ckrksa ij og pqi jgk vkSj pqVdyksa ij og jksrk jgkA FkksM+h nsj esa tksr Hkh
yq<+d xbZA
caVh gS fd u mlls lksrs cu jgk gS] u tkxrsA cl] jg&jgdj vk¡[ksa NyNyk vkrh
gSaA
eeh ds vkrs gh og fNVddj iyax ds uhps mrj vk;kA
^^vjs] rw lks;k ugha caVh csVk\ vkSj ;g D;k] dqN Hkh xje ugha igu j[kk vkSj fcLrj
esa ls fudy vk;kA lnhZ ugha yx tk,xh\**
caVh nkSM+dj eeh ds iSjksa ls fyiV x;kA eSa vdsyk dSls lksrk] eq>s Mj ugha yxrk\**
m¡xyh esa xkM+h dh pkch upkrs gq, MkWDVj lkgc vk,] ^^vjs] rqe lks, ugha caVh csVs\**
^^rqe pyksA** vkSj eeh mls vius ls fpidk,&fpidk, gh dejs esa ys vkb±A
^^Mj D;ksa yxrk gS\ tksr vkSj vfe ugha lks jgs ;gk¡\ ns[k vfe rks rq>ls Hkh NksVk
gS] mls Mj ugha yxrk vkSj rq>s Mj yxrk gS\**
eeh us iwjs twM+s esa ekyk yisV j[kh gS vkSj lqxaèk gS fd dsoy ekyk esa ls gh ugha] tSls
iwjs 'kjhj ls QwVh iM+ jgh gSA eeh xbZ Fkha rks nwljh rjg dh Fkha vkSj vc ykSVh gSa rks ,dne
gh nwljh rjg dh gks xb±A
^^rw rks cgqr ixyk gS csVs] lcds chp esa Hkh Mjrk gS\**
^^ij ml dejs esa rks dksbZ ugha FkkA eSa dSls lksrk\ vdsys eq>s Mj ugha yxrk ogk¡\**
^^vks·g!** eeh ,d {k.k #dha] fQj mldh ihB lgykrh gqbZ cksyha] ^^ugha csVk] cPps
yksxksa dk rks ;gh dejk gSA cPps yksx lc ,d lkFk lks,¡xsA ns[kks] ;s yksx Hkh rks lks jgs
gSa ;gk¡! py] eSa rq>s lqykrh gw¡A** vkSj eeh us cgqr I;kj ls idM+dj mls iyax ij fyVk
fn;k] jtkbZ vks<+kbZ vkSj mlds fljgkus cSBdj mldk flj lgykus yxhaA
caVh dh vk¡[kksa esa bruh nsj ls rS;kj gqvk og uhys ijnksaokyk dejk] ftlesa caVh us
eu gh eu viuk iyax Hkh r; dj fy;k Fkk] tSls <gdj fxj iM+kA
^caVh csVk] ilan vk;k rqEgsa ;g dejk*–>w·B--->w·B–eu esa tSls ,d Tokj mB jgk
gS nq[k dk] x”qLls dkA eu gks jgk gS tk, ml dejs esa vkSj ,d&,d pht+ mBkdj Qsad ns–
ijns QkM+ Mkys] ns[ksa dksbZ D;k dj ysrk gS mldk\
eeh us >qddj mlds xky dks pwek rks mlus eeh dk psgjk >Vd fn;kA
^^D;ksa ikxyiu dj jgk gS csVs\ ns[k] ;s nksuksa Hkh rks gSa\ eq>s rax djus esa] lcds chp
'kfe±nk djus esa rq>s [k+kl gh lq[k feyus yxk gS vktdyA**
gk¡] feyrk gS lq[k---t+:j d:¡xk 'kfe±nkA rqe ugha dj jgh gks eq>s 'kfe±nk\ ;gk¡ nwljksa
ds ?kj ykdj iVd fn;kA ^viuk ?kj gksxk*] dksbZ ugha gS viuk ?kj\ eSa ugha jgrk fdlh
ds ?kj---igys rks dejk ilan djks vkSj fQj---fdruh ckrsa gS]a tks QwVh iM+ jgh gSAa caVh pkgrk
Hkh gS fd lc dg nsA fdrus fnu rks gks x, mlus dqN dgk gh ughaA vktdy rks og fli+$Z
vkidk caVh / 97
lqurk gS vkSj eku ysrk gS] ij vkt ughaA
ysfdu xyk gS fd cqjh rjg fHkapk gqvk gSA yxrk gS] cksyuk pkgsxk rks cl dsoy fgpdh
QwVdj jg tk,xhA
^^uhan ugha vk jgh caVh dks\ D;k ckr gS csVs\** MkWDVj lkgc rkSfy;k yVdk, njokt+s
ij [kM+s iwN jgs gSaA
^^vHkh lks tk,xkA ubZ txg gS u] 'kk;n blfy,A** eeh 'kk;n mlds tkxrs jgus
dh li+$kbZ ns jgh gSaA
^^rqe tkvks] eSa lks tkÅ¡xkA** #¡èks gq, xys ls caVh us fdlh rjg ls 'kCn Bsy fn,A
^^,sls er dj csVs] ,slk ugha djrs u! py lks] eSa cSBh gw¡ rsjs iklA**
eeh cSBh&cSBh mldk flj lgykrh jghaA èkhjs&èkhjs mlds xky FkiFkikrh jghaA caVh vk¡[ksa
ew¡ns iM+k jgkA FkksM+h nsj ckn èkhjs ls eeh mBhaA ,d ckj pkjksa vksj ls mls vPNh rjg <dkA
[kV! cÙkh can gqbZ rks can vk¡[kksa esa QSyk v¡èksjk [+kwc xk<+k gks x;kA caVh us vk¡[ksa [kksy nhaA
lkjh dh lkjh eeh v¡èksjs esa Mwc xbZ Fkha] cl èkhjs&èkhjs nwj gksrk mudk twM+s dk xt+jk ped
jgk FkkA
njokt+s ij igq¡pdj eeh us èkhjs&ls vkokt+ nh] ^^caVh!**
caVh pqiA
^^lks x;k\** MkWDVj lkgc jkr ds diM+s igu vk, FksA
^^gw¡A** eeh us èkhjs&ls dgkA
fQj nksuksa mlh dejs esa pys x, vkSj ,d gydh&lh vkokt+ gqbZA 'kk;n njokt+k can
gksus dhA
caVh dks yxk ?kj ls pyk Fkk rks chp jkLrs esa vkdj mldk viuk ?kj vkSj cxhpk
NwV x;k FkkA ;gk¡ vkdj eeh NwV xb±A
bruh nsj ls nck gqvk ,d vkosx Fkk tks njokt+s ds can gksrs gh QwV iM+kA FkksM+h nsj
ckn gh vpkud ml dejs dk njokt+k [kqyk vkSj MkWDVj lkgc us fudydj ckgj ds cjkens
dh cÙkh can dj nhA
lkjk ?kj v¡èksjs esa Mwc x;kA caVh ds eu dk nq[k vkSj x”qLlk èkhjs&èkhjs Mj esa cnyus
yxkA dsoy Mj gh ugha] ,d vkrad] dSlh&dSlh 'kDysa mHkjus yxha ml v¡èksjs esAa mlus dldj
vk¡[ksa ehap yhaA ij vthc ckr gS] can vk¡[kksa ds lkeus 'kDysa vkSj Hkh lki+$ gks xb±–yiyikrh
thHk ds jk{kl---myVs iats vkSj lhaxksaokyk li+$sn Hkwr] rhu vk¡[kksaokyh pqM+Sy] tknqbZ uxjh
ds ukprs gq, gfM~M;ksa ds <k¡ps] lc mlds pkjksa vksj ukp jgs gSaA èkhjs&èkhjs mldh vksj c<+
jgs gSaA
mldh lk¡l tgk¡ dh rgk¡ #d xbZA

^^eeh] njokt+k [kksyks---njokt+k [kksyks eehA** lkjh rkdr ls caVh ph[k jgk gS vkSj nksuksa
gkFkksa ls njokt+k HkM+HkM+k jgk gSA
^^njokt+k [kksyks] eehA** vkèkh jkr ds lUukVs esa caVh dh fHkaph gqbZ&lh vkokt+ Hkh lkjs
?kj esa xw¡t mBhA
[kVkd ls njokt+k [kqyk] ^^dkSu] caVh\ D;k gqvk csVs] D;k gqvk\**
lnhZ esa vdM+k gqvk caVh Fkj&Fkj dk¡i jgk gSA eeh us tYnh ls mls xksn esa mBkdj
98 / vkidk caVh
Nkrh ls fpidk fy;kA
caVh dk lkjk eq¡g vk¡lw] ykj vkSj ukd ls lu x;kA fgpfd;ksa ds ekjs lk¡l ugha yh
tk jgh gSA eeh us mlds pkjksa vksj dldj 'kkWy yisV fn;kA
^^eSa gw¡ csVs–eeh–D;k gks x;k\ eSa rsjs ikl gw¡A**
^^D;k ckr gks xbZ\** xys rd jtkbZ vks<+s&vks<+s gh MkWDVj lkgc us iwNkA
^^Mj x;k gS 'kk;nA** eeh us dgk] ij mudh vkokt+ ,slh lgeh gqbZ Fkh tSls os [”kqn
Mj xbZ gksaA
eeh mls oSls gh Nkrh ls fpidk,&fpidk, iyax ij cSB xb±A mldh ihB lgykrh
jghaA ^^eSa rsjs ikl gw¡ csVs–eeh rsjs ikl gSA**
èkhjs&èkhjs caVh vius esa ykSVus yxkA eeh dh vkokt+ us] eeh dh ck¡gksa us mu lcdks
Hkxk fn;k] ftuds chp caVh dh lk¡lsa #dh gqbZ FkhaA
vkSj tc caVh dh fgpfd;k¡ Fke xb±–mlds 'kjhj esa fQj xjekbZ vk xbZ rks eeh us
caVh dks èkhjs ls iyax ij lqyk;kA
^^D;k gqvk csVs] Mj x;k Fkk\** rks igyh ckj caVh us vk¡[ksa [kksyhaA mldh eeh ml
ij >qdh gqbZ iwN jgh Fkha–mldh viuh eehA
,d ckj eu gqvk eeh ds xys esa ck¡gsa Mkydj fyiV tk,–ij gkFk tgk¡ ds rgk¡ tes
gq, gSaA gkFk gh ugha] tSls lkjk 'kjhj tgk¡ dk rgk¡ te x;kA dsoy vk¡[ksa [kqyh gSa vkSj
og Vqdqj&Vqdqj ns[k jgk gS] eeh dks---dejs dks---vklikl dh pht+ksa dksA
gydh uhyh jks'kuh esa Mwck gqvk dejk] dejs dh gj pht+---
^^igys Hkh dHkh bl rjg Mj tk;k djrk Fkk\** irk ugha dgk¡ ls vk jgh gS MkWDVj
lkgc dh vkokt++A
^^ugha] dHkh ugha MjkA 'kk;n ubZ txg Fkh] 'kk;n dksbZ liuk ns[k jgk gksA myVh&lhèkh
dgkfu;k¡ tks i<+rk gS nqfu;k&Hkj dhA** eeh dh vkokt+ esa ijs'kkuh Fkh] nq[k FkkA
igys tc caVh nwljh nqfu;k esa Fkk rks eeh dk psgjk] eeh dh vkokt+ cgqr viuh&viuh
yx jgh Fkh] vc og iwjh rjg viuh nqfu;k esa ykSV vk;k rks uhyh jks'kuh esa ugkbZ eeh]
dejk] dejs dh gj pht+ tSls nwljh nqfu;k ds yxus yxsA nksigjokyk dejk tSls dgha ls
fcydqy gh cny x;k gSA lcdqN fQj cM+k tknqbZ&tknqbZ yxus yxkA fQj eu esa Mj lekus
yxk] vthc rjg dk MjA caVh us vk¡[ksa ew¡n yhaA ij nks&pkj feuV ds fy, ns[kk gqvk og
uhyk jax vk¡[kksa esa gh vkdj fpid x;k gSA uhye ns'k D;k ,slk gh gksrk gS\
FkksM+h nsj eeh dh Fkifd;k¡ vkSj fQj tSls dgha nwj ls vkrh gqbZ vkokt+!
^^ij rqe tc le>rs gks dgrs gks rks eu t+:j FkksM+k gydk gks tkrk gSA ij eSa tkurh
gw¡ fd ;g---**
^^dqN ugha] èkhjs&èkhjs lc Bhd gks tk,xkA** MkWDVj lkgc dh uhan esa Mwch gqbZ vkokt+---
^^lks x;k\**
^^gk¡] yxrk rks gS] lks x;kA** fQj pqi! caVh dk eu gks jgk gS vk¡[ksa [kksy nsA ,d
ckj fQj eeh dk psgjk ns[kdj vk'oLr gks ysA ij ugha] uhyh jks'kuh esa Mwch gqbZ---
^^lquks] rqe mBdj diM+s igu yksA irk ugha] ;g losjs tYnh mB tk, rks cM+h vthc
fLFkfr gks tk,xhA**
vpkud vk¡[kksa ds lkeus dqN dkyk&dkyk rSj x;kA eeh us cÙkh can dh gS 'kk;nA
vkidk caVh / 99
caVh us èkhjs&ls vk¡[ksa [kksydj ns[kkA uhyh jks'kuh xk;c gks xbZ FkhA f[kM+dh ls Nudj vkrh
gqbZ cgqr gh Qhdh&Qhdh jks'kuh esa fQj lcdqN igpkuk&igpkuk yxus yxk–[kkldj eeh
dk psgjkA dgha eeh mls tkxrk gqvk u ns[k ysaA
iyax ds ,d fljs ls MkWDVj lkgc jtkbZ mrkjdj mBs rks caVh èke~! Nh&Nh–;g D;k\
bruk cM+k vkneh ,dne uax&èkM+axA caVh dh vk¡[ksa QVh iM+ jgh gSaA
vkSj eeh Hkh ns[k jgh gSaA 'kje ugha vk jgh gS bu yksxksa dks\ mls tSls feryh&lh
vkus yxh---ij vk¡[ksa gSa fd fQj Hkh can ugha gks jghaA
MkWDVj lkgc us diM+s igu fy,] fQj Hkh tSls fnekx+ esa ogh lc ?kwe jgk gSA
fQj eeh èkhjs&ls mrjha vkSj mlh jSd dh vksj xb±A mUgksaus Hkh viuk gkml&dksV mrkjk
rks---
caVh Hkhrj gh Hkhrj Hk; ls Fkj&Fkj dk¡ius yxkA ;s mlh dh eeh gSa\ mlus vkt rd
dHkh viuh eeh dks ,slk ugha ns[kkA mldh eeh ,slh gks gh ugha ldrhaA ;g D;k gks jgk
gS\
Nh&Nh–cs'kje&cs'kje–mldk eu gqvk jtkbZ mrkj Qsads vkSj t+ksj ls ph[ks+A ij og
ph[k+ ugha jgk---
eu tkus dSlk&dSlk gks jgk gS mldkA fFkzy Hkh gS mlds eu esa–tqxqIlk Hkh–eeh ds
bl O;ogkj dh 'kje Hkh] x”qLlk Hkh vkSj tkus D;k&D;k!
lkjs x”qLls] ukjkt+xh vkSj nq[k ds ckotwn vHkh rd eeh mldh eeh Fkha] vc tkus D;k
gks xb±\ irk ugha] mls dqN Hkh uke nsuk ugha vk jgk gSA cl] bruk yx jgk gS fd vHkh
rd dh eeh ,dk,d gh tSls dgha ls VwV&QwV xb±---pdukpwj gks xb±A

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losjs nsj rd dh xgjh uhan Hkh caVh ds eu ls eeh vkSj MkWDVj lkgc dk uaxkiu u mrkj
ldhA vk¡[k [kqyh rks eeh vkSj MkWDVj lkgc tk pqds Fks] ij uhe&v¡èksjs esa fyiVs gq, muds
uaxs 'kjhj tSls ogha yVds gq, FksA
tks dqN mlus jkr esa ns[kk og lp Fkk\ ,slk gks ldrk gS\ ,dk,d mldh ut+j
Mªsflax&Vscqy ij xbZA og 'kh'kh---tknqbZ 'kh'kh---vkSj [kV ls ;s 'kjhj ml 'kh'kh ls tkdj tqM+
x,A mls vPNh rjg ;kn gS] dy rks ;g 'kh'kh ;gk¡ ugha FkhA fQj dSls vk xbZ---dc vk
xbZ vkSj---
^vkSj caVh Hk¸;k] mlus tks tknw dh 'kh'kh lq¡?kkbZ rks cl jktdqekj dk rks ext+ gh
fQj x;kA og vius cki dks ugha igpkus---ek¡ dks ugha igpkus---vkSj rks vkSj og vius
dks gh ugha igpkus---*
caVh mNydj HkkxkA
cjkenk ikj dj jgk Fkk rks [kkus ds dejs ls eeh dh vkokt+ vkbZ] ^^mB x;k caVh\
tYnh dj csVs] Ldwy dks nsj gks tk,xhA**
caVh dk eu gqvk nks feuV ds fy, eeh ds ikl pyk tk,] ij ugha] eeh mls igpkusxa h\
dgha pk¡Vk gh ekj nsa rks\ jkr esa eeh vius dks ugha Hkwy xbZ Fkha\
100 / vkidk caVh
 vfe vkSj tksr rS;kj gks jgs FksA mUgsa ns[kdj gh tkus dSlh rlYyh feyhA mlus tksr
dk gkFk idM+ fy;kA og mlls cksydj] mls Nwdj vius eu dk Mj Hkxkuk pkg jgk FkkA
dHkh vdsys esa Mj yxs rks t+ksj&t+ksj ls cksydj gh dSlh jkgr feyrh gSA viuh vkokt+
gh dSlk lgkjk nsrh gSA
^^rw bruh nsj ls mBrk gS caVh! nsj ugha gks tk,xh\ tk ckFk:e esa xje ikuh j[kk
gSA tYnh ls gkFk&eq¡g èkksdj rS;kj gks tkA**
tksr dh ckr] tksr dh vkokt+] tksr dk psgjk] lcls mls cM+h rlYyh fey jgh gSA
dy ls gh mls ,slk yx jgk gSA tc&tc mlus tksr dks ns[kk] tksr mls ges'kk vPNh yxhA
tksr dh rji+$ ns[krs jguk Hkh mls vPNk yxrk gSA
og tYnh ls ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA ij tSls gh njokt+k can fd;k] ,d vthc&lk Mj
eu esa lekus yxkA mlus [kkyh lw&lw dhA fNNw nck x;k vkSj tYnh ls njokt+k [kksy fn;kA
de ls de ckgjokyksa ds psgjs fn[krs jgsaA psgjksa dk Hkh dSlk vk'oklu gksrk gS!
uk'rs dh est+ ij lc cSBs gSaA eeh VksLV esa eD[ku yxkdj ns jgh gSaA MkWDVj lkgc
li+$sn cqjkZd diM+ksa esa ,sls yx jgs gSa tSls vHkh&vHkh ykaMªh esa ls fudydj vk, gksaA os
[kkrs Hkh tkrs gSa vkSj ckj&ckj usifdu ls gkFk vkSj gksaB Hkh iksaNrs tkrs gSaA ij caVh gS fd
è;ku u [kkus&ihus dh pht+ksa ij gS] u tksr vkSj vfe dh ckrksa ijA lkeus cSBs VksLV dqrjrs
gq, MkWDVj lkgc ,d {k.k dks mls diM+ksa esa fn[kkbZ nsrs gSa rks ,d {k.k uaxs] ,dne
uax&èkM+axA
eD[ku yxkrs&yxkrs pk; ds ?kw¡V ysrh eeh ds Hkh feuV&feuV esa diM+s mrj tkrs gSaA
,d cM+k Hkkjh&lk jgL; Fkk tks mls ,dk,d gh irk yx x;k gS tSls! igys cM+k Mj yxk
Fkk fQj vthc&lh f?ku NwVh vkSj vc x”Lq ls vkSj f?ku ds lkFk&lkFk bPNk gks jgh gS fd ckj&ckj
mlh n`'; dks ns[ksA
vkSj fQj rks tSls vthc fLFkfr gks xbZ mldhA ugkus yxk rks vius vax dks ysdj
Hkh oSlh fFkzy eglwl gksus yxhA eu gh eu MkWDVj lkgc ds lkFk viuh rqyuk 'kq: gks
xbZA cM+k gksdj og Hkh ,slk gh gks tk,xkA og lksp jgk gS] gkFk esa ysdj ns[k jgk gS vkSj
Hkhrj gh Hkhrj ,d vthc&lh flgju gks jgh gSA igyh ckj mls yx jgk gS] tSls og gS]
mlds Hkh dqN gSA
Dykl esa Vscqy ds lkeus [kM+s gksdj lj i<+k jgs gSa vkSj ,dk,d caVh ds lkeus lj
ds diM+s mrj tkrs gSaA ,d vuar flyflyk---tksr dHkh vius :i esa vkSj dHkh eeh ds
:i esa lkeus vkrh gSA og mlds ÝkWd esa ls >k¡dus dh dksf'k'k djrk gSA eeh tSlk rks
dgha dqN ugha gS] 'kk;n cM+s gksdj lcdqN oSlk gh gks tk,xk!
vkSj fQj lc txg ogh---ogh---A
ij lk¡> f?kjus ds lkFk&lkFk vkSj lkjh Hkkouk,¡ rks xk;c gks xb±] jg xbZ fli+$Z ,d
vijkèk&HkkoukA dqN cgqr gh xank dke djus dh vijkèk&HkkoukA D;ksa vkb± eeh ;gk¡] D;ksa
ykb± mls\ vkt ,d feuV Hkh i<+us esa eu yxk gS mldk Ldwy esa\ vc fdl rjg i<+sxk
og\ mlus dldj m¡xfy;ksa dk ØkWl cuk;k---ugha&ugha] og vc dHkh ugha lkspsxk bu ckrksa
dks! fdruk iki p<+k gksxk vkt ml ij! D;k djs og\ tSls vthc&lh vlgk;rk f?kj
vkbZ mlds pkjksa vksj! vkSj jkr vkrs gh ;g vijkèk&Hkkouk Hk; esa cnyus yxh gSA irk
ugha fdldk Hk;] dSlk Hk;\ ij dqN gS tks mls ncksps tk jgk gSA [kkus dh est+ ij---^caVh]
vkidk caVh / 101
;g iqyko yks csVs–lykn ugha [kkrs] vjs ;g rks cgqr i+$k;nk djrk gS---rqEgsa D;k nsa vfe---
calhyky] vkyw dh lCth---* ;s lkjs okD;] cjruksa dh [kM+&[kM+] pEep&IysVksa dh VdjkgV]
vklikl cSBs yksx lc xM~MeM~M gksdj tSls ,d v¡èksjs esa Mwcrs tk jgs gSa] vkSj v¡èksjk gS
fd c<+rk gh tk jgk gSA
eeh cxy esa cSBh caVh dk flj lgyk jgh gS]a ^^lks tk csV]s eSa rsjs ikl gwA¡ vkt calhyky
ls dg fn;k gS] og njokt+s ds ikl cjkens esa gh lks tk,xk] cjkens dh cÙkh Hkh tyh jgsxhA
fQj vfe gS] tksr gS---jktk csVk esjk!**
cM+h nsj rd flj lgykus ds ckn eeh xbZ gSaA cÙkh can djrs gh dejs dk lkjk v¡èksjk
caVh ds eu esa Hkj x;k] Hkj gh ugha x;k] tSls te x;k gSA eu esa vkdj v¡èksjk te tk,
rks dSlk yxrk gS] dksbZ tku ldrk gS\
[kV] eeh ds dejs dk njokt+k can gqvk vkSj caVh dh vk¡[k ds lkeus pkjksa vksj uhyh
jks'kuh QSy xbZ vkSj fQj ogh---fQj mldh m¡xfy;k¡ dldj ,d&nwljs ls fyiV xbZ---ugha---
ughaA
jkr&Hkj caVh fdu&fdu yksxksa ds chp HkVdrk jgk gS---lc vutkus&vifjfpr psgjs---
vuns[kh txg! og dSls vk x;k ;gk¡ ij\ <sj lkjs uaxs yksx---fcydqy uax&èkM+axA vk jgs
gSa] tk jgs gSa---dgha Hkh [kM+s gksdj lw&lw dj jgs gSaA og Hkh uaxk gksdj ?kwe jgk gSA lw&lw
vkbZ rks ogha [kM+k&[kM+k djus yxkA lw&lw gS fd [k+Re gh ugha gks jgh gS] fdruh <sj lkjh
lw&lw dh gS mlusA
;g D;k\ lw&lw ls lkjk fcLrj Hkhxk gqvk gSA ,d {k.k rks tSls le> esa gh ugha vk;k
fd D;k gks x;k! vkSj tc le> esa vk;k rks ,d nwljh rjg ds Hk; us tSls tdM+ fy;kA
Hk; ugha] 'kje---lcds chp uaxs gks tkus tSlh 'kjeA
f[kM+dh ds ikj] losjk gksus ds igysokyh Qhdh&Qhdh jks'kuh QSy jgh gSA vc og D;k
djs\ gkFk Qsjdj ns[kk] lkjk fcLrj xhyk gS] lkjs diM+s xhys gSaA mBdj dgk¡ tk,] dSls
diM+s cnys! vkSj fcLrj\ losjk gksrs gh lcdks ekywe gks tk,xkA tksr] vfe] MkWDVj lkgc]
calhyky–D;k dgsaxs lc yksx\ D;k lkspsaxs! 'kje] nq[k] x”qLlk vkSj fQj vk¡lw–<sj&<sj vk¡l!w
vfe vkSj tksr mBs gSaA tksr us mls vkokt+ Hkh nh] ij og gS fd lk¡l rd jksds iM+k
gSA os nksuksa rks pys x,] ij og dSls mBs\
^^caVh] mB csVk] Ldwy ugha tkuk\** ij caVh T;ksa dk R;ksa iM+k gSA og ugha mBsxkA vkt
Hkh ugha] dy Hkh ugha---lkjh ft+anxh ugha mBsxkA tSls og lks ugha jgk gS] cl fcLrj esa te
x;k gSA
eeh us ikl vkdj jtkbZ mBkbZ rks mlus vkSj dldj vk¡[ksa ew¡n yhaA dksbZ ,slk tknw
ugha gks ldrk fd fcLrj lfgr xk;c gks tk,\
^^vjs ;g D;k] vksg!**
^^xqM ekfu±x fdM~l!** njokt+s ij MkWDVj lkgc dh vkokt+ lkjs dejs esa QSy xbZA
vfe&tksr rks pys Hkh x,] mls ns[kus ds fy, gh rks vk, gSaA
eeh us tYnh ls ml ij fQj jtkbZ Mky nhA
^^rqe t+jk mèkj pyksA** vkSj fQj mls xhys diM+ksa ds lkFk gh Åij ls uhps rd vius
'kkWy esa yisV fn;k vkSj mlds xhys fcLrj ij jtkbZ <d nhA caVh dks d¡id¡ih NwV jgh
gS] irk ugha lnhZ ls ;k Mj lsA eeh cpk,¡xh] ij vkf[k+j fdruh nsj rdA
102 / vkidk caVh
 vius dejs esa ykdj eeh tYnh&tYnh mlds diM+s cnyok jgh gSaA psgjs ij <sj&<sj
ijs'kkuh gSA
^^lw&lw djds ugha lks;k Fkk csVk\ jkr esa vk;k Fkk rks calhyky dks D;ksa ugha txk fy;k\**
ij caVh ls dqN ugha cksyk tk jgk gSA eu dk lkjk Hk; vkSj vkos'k dsoy fgpfd;ksa
esa QwVk iM+ jgk gSA
^^vc jks er! jksrk gqvk ns[ksaxs rks D;k dgsaxs lc yksx\ eSa fdlh dks irk Hkh ugha
yxus nw¡xhA pqi gks tk ,dneA**
vkSj Mªfs lax&Vscqy ds lkeus ykdj mlds cky cukus yxha rks fQj ogh 'kh'kh---og Hkhrj
rd dk¡i x;kA
uk'rs dh est+ ij cSBk rks mldh ut+j ugha mB jgh gSA lc tYnh&tYnh uk'rk dj
jgs gSaA lc dqN u dqN cksy Hkh jgs gSa] ij caVh dks yx jgk gS fd tSls lc pqi gSa vkSj
dqN ugha dj jgs gSa] dsoy mlh dh vksj ns[k jgs gSaA tSls lcdks ekywe gks x;k gS fd mlus
fcLrj esa lw&lw dj fn;k gSA fcuk ns[ks gh og ns[k jgk gS] eeh ds psgjs ij ijs'kkuh gS]
MkWDVj lkgc ds psgjs ij mis{kk gS] tksr ds psgjs ij n;k vkSj vfe ds psgjs ij 'kSrkuh---
fp<+kusokyk HkkoA VksLV lsad&lsaddj nsrk gqvk calhyky eqldjk jgk gS fd ns[kks] bruk
cM+k cPpk vkSj---
cl] caVh gh gS fd csgn&csgn 'kfe±nk] viuh gh ut+jksa esa fxjk] lcls rqPN cuk] tSl&s rSls
nwèk ds ?kw¡V fuxy jgk gSA nwèk ls T+;knk vk¡lw ds ?kw¡V fuxy jgk gSA

eeh ijs'kku gks&gksdj iwN jgh gSa vkSj gkFk esa ogh tknqbZ 'kh'kh] tks fcydqy [kkyh gSA
^^rqeus 'kh'kh [kksyh Fkh tksr\**
^^ugha eeh] eSa rks vkids dejs esa xbZ gh ughaA**
^^vfe] rqeus rks ugha fxjk;k cPps\**
^^ugha]** fcuk eeh dh vksj ns[ks] cM+h ykijokgh ls mlus tokc fn;kA
^^fxjk;k gks rks crk nks csVs] fxjk;k ugha gks] eku yks x+yrh ls fxj x;k gks rks crk
nksA eSa dqN ugha dgw¡xhA**
^^ugha] geus [kksyh gh ugha 'kh'kh---ge D;k lsaV yxkrs gSa\**
^^caVh] rqels fxjk csVs\**
^^ugha]** ij caVh dks [”kqn yxk tSls vfe dh rjg ncax <ax ls og ^ugha* ugha dj ldkA
vkSj ;s eeh gSa fd mls gh ?kwjs tk jgh gSa! tksr vkSj vfe dks D;ksa ugha ?kwjrha ,sls\ ,d
eSa gh rks gw¡ Qkyrw!
ij x”qLlk gS fd fVd ugha ik jgk gSA ,d Mj gS---dgha ;g 'kh'kh gh ugha cksyus yxs–
eSa crkrh gw¡ vlyh pksj!
dy tc ihNs ds eSnku esa m¡Msydj <sj lkjh feV~Vh Åij ls Mkydj gk¡Qrk&gk¡Qrk
og vk;k Fkk rks Bhd flusek esa ns[ks dkVwZu&fi+$Ye dh rjg ml 'kh'kh ds gkFk&iSj] vk¡[k&ukd
fudy vk, Fks vkSj og cM+h nsj rd mlds vkxs&ihNs ukprh jgh FkhA
^^deky gS! lkjh dh lkjh 'kh'kh myV xbZ vkSj dejs esas dgha [”kq'kcw dk uke rd ughaA
rqe yksxksa us ugha fxjkbZ] calhyky us li+$kbZ djrs le; ugha fxjkbZA fxjrh rks lkjk dejk
xed tkrkA dgk¡ x;k lkjk lsaV\ ;g rks tSls dksbZ tknw gks x;kA**
vkidk caVh / 103
 ^tknw* 'kCn ls gh tSls ,d ckj Åij ls uhps rd fQj ls ,d lqjlqjh&lh nkSM+ xbZA
caVh us nksuksa gkFkksa ls dldj dqlhZ idM+ yhA
'kso djus ds ckn rkSfy, ls eq¡g dks [+kwc t+ksj&t+ksj ls jxM+rs gq, MkWDVj lkgc cksys]
^^vjs NksM+ks vc! brokj ds fnu D;ksa losjs&losjs ;g ipM+k ysdj cSB xb±A tks gqvk lks gqvk
vkSj e¡xok ysaxsA**
^^e¡xokus dh ckr ugha gS] ij vkf[k+j tk dgk¡ ldrh gS\** eeh tSls vius ls gh cksy
jgh gSaA Loj esa [kht vkSj ijs'kkuh gS vkSj psgjs ij tSls dksbZ xgjh fpark mHkj vkbZ gSA
^^---dgk u] QkjxsV vckmV bV!** MkWDVj lkgc us eeh dk daèkk FkiFkik fn;kA ^^,d
lsaV dh 'kh'kh gh rks myV xbZ gS u] dksbZ nqfu;k&tgku rks ugha myV x;kA**
^^rqEgkjh nh gqbZ pht+ Fkh–cqjk ugha yxsxk\ losjs&losjs ewM [kjkc gks x;kA**
gq¡g! rks blfy, ijs'kku gks jgh Fkha eeh! vkSj blds lkFk gh Hk; dh txg ,d larks"k
tkxk vkSj ,dk,d ut+j eeh dh txexkrh gqbZ v¡xwBh ij pyh xbZ–;g Hkh MkWDVj lkgc
us gh igukbZ FkhA
'kknh dk lkjk dk lkjk n`'; fQj vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ?kwe x;kA eu esa fQj dgha dqN
dqycqykus yxkA

dksBh ds njokt+s esa ?kqlrs gh ckb± vksj dks nks dejs vkSj ,d cjkenk gSA losjs vkB cts
ls lk<+s ckjg cts rd MkWDVj lkgc ;gha jksfx;ksa dks ns[krs gSaA cjkens ds [kEHks ij ifjokj
fu;kstu dk ,d cM+k&lk cksMZ yxk gSA MkWDVj dh lykg ekfu,–nks ;k rhu cPps cl–
caVh cjkens ds ,d dksus esa cLrs ds Åij cSBk gqvk cl dh jkg ns[k jgk gSA cjkens
dh csapsa jksfx;ksa ls Hkjh gSa] nks&,d t+ehu ij Hkh cSBs gSaA caVh cM+s dkSrwgy ls mUgsa ns[k jgk
gSA dejs esa MkWDVj lkgc cSBs gSAa ;gk¡ ls caVh dks os Hkh fn[kkbZ ns jgs gSAa 'kk;n jksxh ckjh&ckjh
ls vanj tkrs gSaA dSls ns[kk tkrk gS jksfx;ksa dks\ dSls irk py tkrk gS fd fdldks D;k
chekjh gS\
^^ugha gS gkyr rks cPps er iSnk djks HkkbZ! bl ns'k ds yksxksa dks rks rhu Hkh ugha]
dqy nks cPps iSnk djus pkfg,A [kkus dh deh–diM+s dh deh–txg dh deh–ukSdfj;ksa
dh deh---**
iksa---iksa---caVh cLrk ysdj HkkxkA
^^D;ksa js caVh] rw xkM+h esa D;ksa ugha vkrk ;kj\**
^^D;ksa vkÅ¡xk xkM+h esa\ ?kj ls fudyks vkSj lhèks Ldwy igq¡p tkvksA u fdlh ls cksy
ldks u dqNA cl esa fdruk et+k jgrk gSA xkM+h esa rks eSa 'kke dks ?kwerk gw¡A**
ij Hkhrj ls dksbZ cksy jgk gSA >wB&>wB! ^ugha csVs] cPps yksx ;gk¡ lks,¡xsA* ,d dejk
mHkjrk gS vkSj <g tkrk gSA fQj ,d dejs esa tSls&rSls Bw¡lk gqvk lkeku–vius ?kj dk
lkeku–mnkl&mnkl&lk–vkSj mruk gh mnkl&lk caVh mls ml lkeku ds chp [kM+k fn[kkbZ
nsrk gS---
dgha dksbZ vkSj dqN u iwNs blfy, caVh ckgj lM+d dh vksj ns[kus yxrk gSA vpkud
QwQh dh ;kn vk xbZ--->wB cksyus ls Hkxoku ds ?kj cM+h dM+h lt+k feyrh gS] caVh Hk¸;k–
pksjh djus ls iki yxrk gSA
og fdruk >wB cksyus yxk gS vktdy! lc xan&s xans dke djrk gS] xanh&xanh ckrsa lksprk
104 / vkidk caVh
gSA D;k gksxk vc mldk\
Mªkbax dh Dykl gks jgh gSA lj us cksMZ ij ,d cksry vkSj ,d IysV&I;kyk [khap fn;k–
cukvks viuh&viuh dkfi;ksa esaA
Dykl esa 'kksj gksus yxkA dksbZ fdlh ls jcM+ ek¡x jgk gS] rks dksbZ fdlh ls 'kkiZujA
dqN yM+dksa ds chp Økl&t+hjksokyk [ksy 'kq: gks x;kA ^pqi&pqi djks!* FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj ckn
lj lkjs ihfj;M rd blh rjg fpYyk,¡xsA
^^crkvks rqeus [kksyh 'kh'kh–rqeus [kksyh 'kh'kh–rqeus [kksyh---**
cksMZ ij IysV&I;kys dh txg eeh dk psgjk ?kweus yxrk gSA og D;k le>rk ugha]
eeh mlh ij 'kd dj jgh gSa] djsa] mldk D;k tkrk gS\ mlls dgdj ns[ksa!
fQj cksMZ ij cuh cksry ,dk,d] MkWDVj lkgc dh Vk¡xksa ds chp esa vkdj myVh yVd
xbZA Nh&Nh] fQj ogh lc ckrsaA mlus eu gh eu izkWfel fd;k Fkk fd og vc dHkh ,slh
xanh ckr ugha lkspsxk] ij ckr gS fd fQj Hkh eu esa vk gh tkrh gSA
mlus m¡xfy;ksa dk ØkWl cuk;k–vc dHkh ugha] vc dHkh ughaA
Hkwxksy dh Dykl py jgh gSA xaxk dh ;k=kk–^xaxk fganqvksa dh ifo=k vkSj fganqLrku
dh ,d cgqr gh egÙoiw.kZ unh gSA ;g fgeky; ioZr ds xaxks=kh uked Xysf'k;j ls fudyrh
gS---**
lj Ldsy ls cksMZ ij yVds eSi esa xaxks=kh fn[kk jgs gS–a ^^igkM+h ekxZ esa gh blesa vyduank
vkSj eankfduh uked ufn;k¡ vkdj feyrh gSa] rks bldh èkkjk eksVh vkSj xfr rst+ gks tkrh
gSA gfj}kj ij vkdj bldk eSnkuh ekxZ 'kq: gks tkrk gSA gfj}kj fganqvksa dk ,d izeq[k
rhFkZLFkku gS---**
vkSj lj us Ldsy ls uD'ks esa gfj}kj fn[kk fn;kA ij uD'ks ds gfj}kj ls caVh ds eu
esa gfj}kj dh dksbZ rlohj ugha mHkjrh gSA
xaxk rks vkxs pyh tkrh gS] ij caVh ds eu esa gfj}kj gh vVddj jg tkrk gSA unh
ds fdukjs dksbZ txg gS] irk ugha dkSu&lhA ij ogha QwQh vk¡[ksa ew¡ns ekyk Qsj jgh gSA caVh
>iVdj ekyk Nhu ysrk gSA QwQh fpYyk jgh gS–vjs caVh Hk¸;k] iki yxsxkA iwtk esa fo?ku
Mkyrs gks] dbls ikih gks!
vkSj caVh vk¡[ksa ew¡ndj ekyk Qsjus yxrk gSA t+ksj&t+ksj ls cksydj ^èkjeh djs èkje]
Qy ikih ds gks;A* QwQh mlds ihNs nkSMr+ h gSA og ekyk ikuh esa Qsd a us yxrk gS fd vpkud
ekyk 'kh'kh esa cny tkrh gSA og [kM+k&[kM+k 'kh'kh esa ls ikuh esa dqN myV jgk gS---crkvks]
rqeus [kksyh 'kh'kh] rqeus [kksyh---
^^yksxksa dk ,slk fo'okl gS fd laxe esa ugkdj lkjs iki èkqy tkrs gSaA** laxe dSls
tk;k tkrk gksxk\ og Hkh ,d ckj t+:j tk,xk–caVh dk iki Hkh t+:j èkqy tk,xkA
^^caxky esa vkdj bldk uke gqxyh gks tkrk gSA dydÙkk blds fdukjs ,d cgqr cM+k
canjxkg gSA**
dydÙkk---vkSj <sj lkjs canjksa ds chp mls ikik dk psgjk fn[kkbZ nsus yxrk gSA ikik
ds rjg&rjg ds psgjsA
fdruh ckj mlus lkspk] ij ikik dks fpV~Bh ugha fy[khA vPNk] ikik gh fy[k nsrsA
mUgsa D;k ekywe ugha fd eeh mls ysdj nwljs ?kj esa vk xbZ gSa! odhy pkpk Hkh fdrus fnuksa
ls ugha vk,\
vkidk caVh / 105
 ^^vPNk v:i] crkvks xaxk dgk¡ ls fudyh gS\**
caVh [kM+k gks x;kA xaxk] uD'kk] gfj}kj] QwQh] canj] ikik] laxe–tkus fdrus uke
gSa] tkus fdrus psgjs gSa fd HkhM+&lh yx tkrh gS vkSj lc xM~MeM~M gks tkrs gSa] ,d ds Åij
,d] vkSj irk ugha yxrk fd xaxk dgk¡ ls fudyh\

caVh Ldwy ls ykSVk rks eeh ?kj esa gh feyhaA vfe&tksr ugha ykSVs Fks vkSj eeh vdsys gh
FkhaA caVh dks vPNk yxkA vdsyh eeh gksa rks ?kj Hkh viuk yxus yxrk gSA
^^rqe vkt dkWyst ugha xb± eeh\**
^^ugha csVs! lc lkeku t+ekuk Fkk blfy, nks fnu dh NqV~Vh ys yhA** eeh us caVh
ds gkFk ls cLrk ys fy;kA dejs esa vk;k rks ns[kk tksr dh vkSj vfe dh vyekjh ds cxy
esa ,d vkSj yach&lh vyekjh [kM+h gSA
^^ns[k caVh] rsjs fy, ;g vyekjh yxok nh gSA nks [kkuksa esa rsjs diM+s gSa vkSj nks esa
rsjs f[kykSusA vc Bhd ls j[kuk viuh vyekjh dksA**
eeh bl le; dSlh yx jgh gSa! VhVw dh vEek dke djrs gq, tSlh yxrh Fkha] oSlh
ghA
caVh us vyekjh [kksyhA nokb;ksa dh cncw dk ,d HkHkdk&lk mM+dj vk;kA
^^;g D;k] buesa ls dSlh nokbZ&nokbZ dh&lh cncw vk jgh gS\** caVh fNVddj ihNs
gV x;kA
^^dqN ugha csVk] MkWDVj lkgc dh nokb;ksa dh vyekjh eSaus rsjs fy, [kkyh djok yhA
nks&pkj fnu esa ;g egd mM+ tk,xhA**
^^ugha pkfg, gesa ,slh vyekjh! ?kj dk lkjk vkyrw&Qkyrw lkeku esjs fy,! vius
fy, dSlk cf<+;k dejk] dSlh cf<+;k vyekjh---**
eeh ,dne iyVdj [kM+h gks xb±] ,d {k.k caVh dk psgjk ns[krh jgha fQj ikl vkdj
nksuksa gkFk idM+s vkSj [khapdj iyax ij cSB xb±–^^D;k dg jgk gS] ;g vkyrw&Qkyrw lkeku
gS\ irk gS MkWDVj lkgc ds fdrus dke dh Fkh ;g vyekjh–eSaus [k+klrkSj ls rsjs fy, [kkyh
djokbZ vkSj rw gS fd---**
^^rks D;ksa [kkyh djokbZ\ ns nks MkWDVj lkgc dh vyekjh mUgsa---**
^^caVh!** vkSj eeh ,dVd mldk psgjk ns[k jgh gSaA D;k gS mlds psgjs ij tks ,sls
ns[k jgh gSaA
^^,d ckr dgw¡ csVs] ekusxk\**
vc caVh dh vk¡[ksa eeh ds psgjs ij fVd xb±A
^^rw MkWDVj lkgc dks ikik D;ksa ugha dgrk\**
caVh pqiA vk¡[kksa ds vkxs dgha vius ikik dh rlohj rSj xbZA
^^cksy] dgsxk u vc ls\**
^^ugha!**
^^D;ksa\**
^^esjs ikik rks dydÙks esa gSaA**
eeh ,d {k.k pqiA psgjk dgha gyds ls l[+r gks vk;kA
^^Bhd gS] gSaA ij tksr vkSj vfe Hkh rks eq>s eeh dgrs gSaA**
106 / vkidk caVh
 ^^mudh eeh ej xbZ gSa blfy, dgrs gSa] eSa D;ksa dgw¡\**
eeh mls ns[krh jgha vkSj og Hkh eeh dks ns[krk jgkA ,dVd] fcuk ut+j gVk,] fcuk
f>>dsA
brus esa iksfVZdks esa dkj ds #dus dh vkokt+ vkbZ rks eeh caVh ds gkFk NksM+dj mB
iM+ha–^^Bhd gS caVh] tks rsjh le> esa vk, dj!** Loj esa l[+rh ugha Fkh] x”qLlk Hkh ugha FkkA
'kk;n nq[k FkkA
tksr vkSj vfe viuk&viuk cLrk mBk, xkM+h ls mrjsA
^caVh] rw xkM+h esa D;ksa ugha vkrk ;kj\* ;g okD; dgha ls eu esa dkSaèkk vkSj Mwc x;kA
^^vk x, rqe yksx\ pyks] tYnh ls gkFk&eq¡g èkksdj diM+s cnyksA eSa uk'rk yxokrh
gw¡A ns[kks] caVh dks Hkh jksd j[kk Fkk vHkh rd!**
gk¡] caVh rks gS gh QkyrwA vHkh ;s yksx ?kaVk&Hkj vkSj ugha vkrs rks rqe vkSj jksds j[krha
caVh dks–caVh dks Hkw[k FkksM+s gh yxrh gSA
^vjs caVh HkS;k] rqe igys dqN [kk yks] losjs ds x, gks] rqEgsa Hkw[k ugha yxrh\ gekjk
rks ;gk¡ th dyirk jgrk gS rqEgkjs ekjs---* mls QwQh ;kn vk tkrh gSA
eeh est+ yxkrh gqbZ dSlh yx jgh gSa\ ogk¡ rks cl] ,dne fizafliy cuh jgrh FkhaA
^^;g yacwrjh vyekjh caVh HkS;k dh gS\** ogh guqekuokys yky diM+s igu vk;k gS
vfeA yacrw jh&dcwrjh–canj dgha dk! ,slh Qkyrw&lh pht+ mls ns nh gS rks et+kd ugha mM+k,¡xs
lc yksx!
[kkus dh est+ ij cSBs fd dkWyst dk ekyh vk x;k vkSj t+ehu rd >qddj lyke
fd;kA
^^ueLrs caVh HkS;k] dSls gks\** gkFk tksM+s&tksM+s gh mlus iwNk rks caVh mNydj ekyh ds
ikl vk [kM+k gqvkA
^^ekyh nknk] dSlk gS esjk cxhpk\ rqe Bhd ls ikuh rks nsrs gks u\ ml ihys xqykc
dh dfy;k¡ f[ky xb±**] fdruh ckrsa mls iwNuh gSaA ekyh D;k vk;k tSls mlds lkFk caVh
dk ?kj pyk vk;k] caVh dk cxhpk pyk vk;kA
,d ds ckn ,d Qwyksa ds uke fy, tk jgk Fkk caVh vkSj mRlkg gS fd tSls eu esa
lek ugha jgk gSA
^^ekyh] vc mlls Hkh vPNk cxhpk ;gk¡ yxkvks caVh ds fy,A igys ;gk¡ dh li+$kbZ
djds [kkn&okn Mky nksA fQj tks xeys vkSj ikSèks T;ksa ds R;ksa vk ldsa mUgsa oSls gh ys vkuk]
ckdh---**
^^,dne ugha vk,¡xs ikSèksA esjs cxhps dks gkFk ugha yxk,xk dksbZA eSa vHkh ls dg
nsrk gw¡A ekyh nknk] rqe fcydqy ugha NwukA** Loj esa vkos'k Hkh gS] vkSj vkns'k HkhA ;g
mlds vfèkdkj dh lhek gSA rqeus dejk ugha fn;k] yacwrjh vyekjh yxk nh] cgqr pkgus
ij Hkh og tSls dqN cksy gh ugha ldkA ij mldk cxhpk---
ekyh dh fxtfxth vk¡[kksa esa tSls dqN rSjus yxkA
^^bls cuk, u rw viuk cxhpk!** eeh us I;kj ls mlds daèks ij gkFk j[kdj tSls euqgkj
dhA
^^ugha] fcydqy ugha gS ;g esjk cxhpk! cht vkSj dye yxk&yxkdj cukvks] viuk
cxhpk rks irk yxsxk dSls curk gS cxhpk!**
vkidk caVh / 107
 ^^,slk gh gksrk gS cgwth] ,slk gh gksrk gSA vius cks,&lhaps ikSèkksa ls ,slk gh eksg gksrk
gS] fcydqy larku&tSlkA tgk¡ ,d ckj yxkvks ogk¡ ls m[kkM+k ugha tkrkA** vkSj fQj FkjFkjkrs
xys ls cksyk] ^^rqe ,d ckj vkdj ns[k tkuk caVh HkS;k! rqEgkjs cxhps dks rks eSa tku ls
Hkh T+;knk j[krk gw¡A**
caVh ekyh ds gkFk ls >we x;kA ekyh ds gkFk dks Nwdj yx jgk gS] tSls og viuk
cxhpk Nw jgk gS---ml ij gkFk Qsj jgk gSA dy&ijlksa og fdlh fnu t+:j tk,xkA
eeh tc rd crkrh jgha fd ;gk¡ D;k&D;k djuk gksxk] caVh oSls gh mlds gkFk ij
>wyrk jgkA tc ekyh tkus yxk rks mls xsV rd NksM+us x;kA
^^dy fQj vkuk ekyh nknk---jkst+ vk;k djuk!** vkSj tc rd ekyh fn[krk jgk] caVh
mèkj gh ns[krk jgkA
cPps i<+kbZ djus cSBs rks ,d egkHkkjr fNM+ x;kA vfe viuh est+ ij ls caVh dh
fdrkcsa mBk&mBkdj Qsad jgk gS vkSj fpYyk jgk gS] ^^fdlus gVkbZ esjh fdrkcsa ;gk¡ ls\ ;g
esjh est+ gS] fdlh dks ugha nw¡xk eSa viuh est+A**
^^,s vfe] D;k ikxyiu dj jgk gS\ eeh us rsjh fdrkcsa esjh est+ ij j[k nh gSa] ;gk¡
cSBdj i<+ ysA** ij tksr vfe dks jksdrh&jksdrh brus esa caVh ?kqlk vkSj ^^ys---ys vkSj Qsad
esjh fdrkcsa] vkSj Qsad---** vkSj vfe dh fdrkcsa gok esa dykckt+h [kkrh gqbZ t+ehu ij yksV
xb±] vkSj fQj nksuksa xq¡Fk x,---?kw¡ls&eqDdsA caVh us [khapdj&[khapdj nks FkIiM+ tM+s rks vfe
t+ksj ls ph[kk vkSj caVh dh ck¡g ij nk¡r Hkjdj dkV fy;kA
^^ekj Mkyk js·---**
eeh nkSM+h gqbZ vkb±---^^;g D;k gks jgk gS\** mUgksaus >iVdj nksuksa dks vyx fd;kA
fcuk dqN fd, gh tksr ,d vksj dks vijkèkh&lh [kM+h gks xbZA
^^eSa ek:¡xk bldks---ek:¡xk] ns[kks D;k fd;k gS blus!** vkSj x”qLls ls dk¡irs gq, caVh
us viuh ck¡g vkxs dj nhA nks nk¡r ek¡l ds Hkhrj rd xM+ x, Fks vkSj [+kwu Nyd vk;k
FkkA
^^vfe] ;g D;k fd;k gS rwus\ bl rjg dkVrs gSa cM+s HkS;k dks\** eeh us cgqr l[+r
vkokt+ esa dgkA
vfe jksrk tk jgk gS vkSj ?kwj&?kwjdj caVh dks ns[krk tk jgk gSA
cl] gks x;k Mk¡Vuk\ yxkrha u FkIiM+! vHkh og ,sls dkV ysrk rks\ calhyky vfe
dks ckgj ys x;k rks eeh us cgqr I;kj ls caVh dks ck¡g esa Hkj fy;k] ^^py fVapj yxk nsrh
gw¡A**
^^ugha yxkuk eq>s fVapj] eq>s dqN ugha djokukA** irk ugha mldh vkokt+ esa x”qLlk
Fkk ;k nq[k fd eeh dh vk¡[ksa NyNyk vkb±---^^py csV]s 'kke dks MkWDVj lkgc ls Mk¡V iM+okÅ¡xh
vfe dksA**
gk¡] MkWDVj lkgc ls Mk¡V iM+ok,¡xh! tSls [”kqn ugha Mk¡V ldrh Fkha u\ vkSj caVh gkFk
NqM+kdj Hkkx x;kA mlus fVapj Hkh ugha yxok;kA ml jkr caVh us [kkuk Hkh ugha [kk;kA
MkWDVj lkgc us vfe dks Mk¡Vk] dku [khapkA caVh dks I;kj fd;k] le>k;k fd nks fnu ckn
gh rqEgkjh est+ cudj vk tk,xh–,dne ubZ vkSj bu lcls cf<+;kA ij caVh vius iyax
ij ls fgyk rd ughaA
^^rqe rks cgqr ft+n~nh gks ;kj!** MkWDVj lkgc ykSV x,A vkSj tkus dSls ikik vkdj
108 / vkidk caVh
cSB x,–rqe gekjs lkFk dydÙks pyksxs caVh–[+kwc ?kqek,¡xs&fQjk,¡xsA
og dy gh ikik dks fpV~Bh fy[ksxkA

caVh cl ds fy, [kM+k gSA jkst+ dh rjg MkWDVj lkgc jksfx;ksa dks ns[k jgs gSa] ij og fdlh
dh Hkh rji+$ ugha ns[k jgkA jkr okyk x”qLlk vHkh Hkh Hkjk gS eu esaA losjs mlus fdlh ls
ckr ugha dh] vc og fdlh ls ugha cksysxk] dHkh ugha cksysxkA lkeus yxs yky frdksu
dks ?kwj&?kwjdj ns[k jgk gS caVhA MkWDVj lkgc ds 'kCn rSj tkrs gSa–bl ns'k esa rks rhu Hkh
ugha] nks] cl nks cPps iSnk djus pkfg,A
rhljk cPpk Qkyrw cPpk–rhljk caVh] Qkyrw caVh---
^vc rw dkj esa D;ksa ugha vkrk ;kj\*
vfe vkSj tksr dh vyekfj;k¡–^;g yacwrjh vyekjh caVh HkS;k dh gS\* vfe vkSj tksr
dh est+–^fdlh dks ugha nw¡xk eSa viuh est+–;g esjh gS–A*
viuk&viuk cLrk fy,] dkj esa cSBs gq, vfe vkSj tksr ljZ ls fudy tkrs gSa] ljZ
ls ?kql tkrs gSaA
Mªkboj] tkvks] MkWDVj lkgc dks ys vkvksA
Mªkboj] tkvks] dkWyst ls ese lkgc dks ys vkvksA
cl] Qkyrw caVh cl ds fy, [kM+k gSA

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vius ?kj ls m[kM+dj caVh tSls lHkh txg ls m[kM+ x;k] Dykl esa cSBk jgrk gS rks eu
esa ?kj rSjrk jgrk gS---eeh] vfe] eeh dk dejk] dejs dk tknw---vkSj Hkh tkus D;k&D;kA
lcds chp gksdj Hkh tSls og lcls dVk&N¡Vk] vyx&Fkyx lcdks ns[krk jgrk gSA vkSj
tc ?kj esa gksrk gS rks vk¡[kksa ds vkxs dHkh Ldwy rSjrk jgrk gS rks dHkh viuk iqjkuk ?kj]
viuk cxhpk] cxhps dk ,d&,d ikSèkk vkSj ikSèks dh ,d&,d iÙkh] QwQh] ekyh nknk] eeh–
ogk¡okyh eehA
jkr esa dgkuh i<+rk gS vkSj cM+h eqf'dy ls ikbZ gqbZ jktdqekj dh tknw dh nwjchu
mldh vk¡[kksa ij yx tkrh gSA yks] uhyh jks'kuh esa ugk;k gqvk eeh dk dejk vk¡[kksa ds
lkeus f>yfeykus yxrk gS---dejk] dejs dh gj pht+ vkSj og lcdqN tks mlus ogk¡ ns[kk
FkkA cl] tgk¡ og gksrk gS ogha ugha jgrk] vkSj lc txg jgrk gS] lcdqN ns[krk jgrk
gSA
^^,d jsy ,d lkS iPphl ;kf=k;ksa dks ysdj tk jgh gSA ,d LVs'ku ij mlesa ls vM+rkyhl
;k=kh mrj tkrs gSa vkSj NIiu ;k=kh p<+ tkrs gSa rks crkvks---**
ikik jsy esa cSBdj dc vk,¡xs\ vkt ikik dks og t+:j&t+:j fpV~Bh fy[ksxk---lkjh
ckr fy[ksxkA
^^igys dqy ;kf=k;ksa esa ls mrjusokys ;kf=k;ksa dks ?kVkvks] fQj cps gq, ;kf=k;ksa esa p<+uos kys
;kf=k;ksa dks---**
QwQh dks Bsydj pijklh us p<+k fn;kA irk ugha vkSj fdrus ;k=kh p<+sA cl] HkhM+
vkidk caVh / 109
gh HkhM+ rks Fkh---<sj&<sj vknehA dksbZ fxu ldrk FkkA og lkjk 'kksj vklikl HkuHkukus
yxkA ugha] 'kk;n lc yM+ds ckrsa djus yxsA
dqN irk gh ugha fdldks ?kVk fn;k] fdldks tksM+ fn;kA vPNk gqvk lj us ,d ckj
Hkh mlls loky ugha iwNk] ugha rks D;k crkrk og\ vc eeh ls le>sxkA eu rks djrk
gS] dqN ugha le>sA lc x+yr djds ys tk,A i+$sy gks tk,A fQj eeh iwNsa rks mlls fd
D;ksa gqvk Qsy\
lpeqp Qsy gks x;k rks vfe vkSj tksr D;k lkspsaxs---Qsyw] QsywA vfe lkeus ls nkSM+
x;kA MkWDVj lkgc D;k lkspsaxs\ ij bl ckj og t+:j Qsy gks tk,xkA mlds fnekx+ esa
dqN Hkh rks ugha ?kqlrkA i<+us esa mldk fcydqy&fcydqy eu ugha yxrkA ikik dks ekywe
iM+sxk rks\
caVh Ldwy ls ykSVk rks ?kj esa ?kqlrs gh ut+j fQj mlh ^yky frdksu* ij xbZA rhljk
cPpk---
bl le; ?kj esa dksbZ ugha gSA ;g dksbZ ubZ ckr ugha gSA ml ?kj esa Hkh rks Ldwy ls
vkdj og vdsyk gh jgrk Fkk] eeh rks mlds ckn vkrh Fkha] ij bl ?kj esa vkdj iqjkuh
ckr Hkh ubZ yxrh gSA ubZ vkSj vthc! ;gk¡ vdsys gksdj og fdruk T+;knk vdsyk gks tkrk
gSA lc ds vkus rd cl xqelqe cSBk jgrk gSA
Hkkjh&Hkjde cLrk dejs ds ,d dksus esa j[kk vkSj fQj yky gks vkbZ viuh m¡xfy;ksa
dks lgykus yxkA rHkh ut+j nhokj ds lgkjs j[kh ubZ est+ ij xbZA iqyddj og est+ ds
ikl vk;kA ,dne ubZ vkSj fpduhA gkFk Qsjdj ns[kk rks vPNk yxkA fQj irk ugha D;k
gqvk fd ykSV vk;kA xM+s gq, nk¡rksa dk nnZ tSls fQj ls dgha mHkj vk;kA ugha] og dksbZ
est+&ost+ ugha ysxkA ;gk¡ dk dqN Hkh ugha ysxkA
vfe vkSj tksr viuh&viuh est+ ij cSBdj dke djsaxsA mlus rks ,d dksus esa t+ehu
ij gh viuk lcdqN tek fy;k gSA bu nksuksa ds lkFk tc og jkst+&jkst+ t+ehu ij cSBdj
i<+k djsxk rks eeh fdruh nq[kh gksaxh] fdruk ijs'kku gksaxhA vPNk gS] og pkgrk gS fd
eeh ijs'kku gksa] nq[kh gksaA
;gk¡ vkdj tkus dSls eeh dh ijs'kkuh vkSj nq[k ds lkFk mldk larks"k vkSj lq[k tqM+
x;k gSA ,d cnyk---
cnyk! vkSj ,dk,d [k+;ky vk;k] og bl le; ikik dks fpV~Bh D;ksa ugha fy[k ysrkA
vxj vkt iwjh ugha gqbZ rks fQj dy blh le; fy[ksxkA nks&rhu fnu esa rks iwjh gks gh
tk,xhA fdlh ds lkeus rks fy[k Hkh ugha ldrkA izkbosVokyh tks gSA vèkwjh fpV~Bh vius
diM+ksa ds uhps fNikdj j[k nsxk] clA bl ckj vxj ikik us pyus dks dgk rks og pyk
tk,xkA eeh [+kwc jks,¡xh---jksrh jgsaA
fdlh dke ls calhyky mèkj vk;k---^^vk x, caVh HkS;k\** vkSj pyk x;kA [kkus&uk'rs
dh dksbZ ckr ugha gqbZA mls dkSu Hkw[k yxh gS!
eeh ds dejs dk njokt+k m<+dk gqvk gS clA ,d ckj Hkhrj tkus dh bPNk gks vkbZA
caVh us èkhjs ls njokt+k [kksyk] dejk lki+$ vkSj tek gqvkA og Hkhrj ?kqlk rks eu esa ,d
vthc&lk Hk; lek x;kA tSls dksbZ pksjh dj jgk gksA vkSj {k.k&Hkj dks bPNk dkSaèkh–dksbZ
pht+ ;gk¡ ls mBkdj ys tk, vkSj viuh vyekjh esa fNik ns–yacwrjh–
iyax dks ns[krs gh fQj xanh&xanh ckrsa fnekx+ esa vkus yxhaA m¡xfy;ksa dk ØkWl fdruk
110 / vkidk caVh
csdkj gks tkrk gS ,sls ekSdksa ijA
fQj ,d Mj vkSj Mj ls Hkh T+;knk dkSrwgyA mlus èkhjs ls Vscqy dh njkt+ [kksyh–irk
ugha D;k fudy vk,A ij T+;knk myVus&iyVus dh fgEer ugha gqbZ lks okil can dj nhA
jkst+ FkksM+k&FkksM+k djds ns[ksxk rks ,d fnu t+:j irk yxsxkA ij D;k\ mls [”kqn ugha ekywe
fd fdl ckr dk irk yxkuk gSA og rks bruk tkurk gS fd bl dejs esa cgqr&lh ckrsa
gSa cM+h vthc&vthc! jkr esa gksusokyh] fNidj gksusokyh! ml fnu jkr esa Mjdj tc vk
x;k Fkk rks D;k ekywe Fkk fd ;gk¡ D;k irk yx tk,xkA ,slh vkSj Hkh cgqr&lh ckrsa gksaxh
bl dejs esa vkSj fQj dqN oSlk gh ns[k&tku ysus dks eu vdqykus yxkA
vpkud ckgj dksbZ [kVdk gqvk rks caVh Hkkxdj vius dejs esa vk x;kA njokt+k can
djuk Hkh Hkwy x;kA vc rks t+:j irk yx tk,xkA
ikik dh fpV~Bh dy 'kq: djsxkA vkt lksp ys fd D;k&D;k fy[kuk gSA caVh iksfVZdks
dh lhf<+;ksa ij vk [kM+k gqvkA lkeus ds ÅcM+&[kkcM+ eSnku ds chp gh dgha viuk cxhpk
ygygk vk;k–xqykc] Msfy;k] eksj&ia[kh dh ehukjsa–gok esa fFkjdrh gqbZ ?kkl dh Qqufx;k¡–
?kkl ds chp cy [kkrk ikbiA
vkt Hkh ekyh nknk vk,xkA mldh ikuh nsus dh NksVh&lh >kjh] NksVh&lh dqnkyh&QkoM+k
lc ysdjA ;s lc ogha NwV x, FksA
xkM+h QkVd esa ?kqlh rks yxk tSls og bruh nsj rd vfe vkSj tksr dh izrh{kk dj
jgk FkkA xkM+h Hkhrj vkbZ rks ns[kk eeh Hkh bUgha yksxksa ds lkFk vk xbZ gSaA
[kV&[kV QkVd [kqysA vkxs&vkxs cLrk fy, vfe vkSj tksr] ihNs ilZ fy, eeh---yky
frdksu---
^^rw ;gk¡ [kM+k&[kM+k gekjh jkg ns[k jgk Fkk\** tksr us mlds daèks ij gkFk j[k fn;kA
^^viuh est+ ns[kh csV\s ilan vkbZ\ ;g D;k] tekbZ ugha fdrkcs\a gj dke eSa gh d:¡xh
rsjk\**
vkB cts MkWDVj lkgc ykSVs vkSj lk<+s vkB ij lc yksx [kkus dh est+ ij vk x,A
^^ikik] caVh HkS;k dh est+ vk xbZ] fQj Hkh bUgksaus viuh fdrkcsa ml ij ugha j[khaA
eeh us [+kwc le>k;k ij---**
^^vkidks pkoy nw¡ ;k pikrh\**
ij MkWDVj lkgc us bl ckr dk tokc ugha fn;kA mudh ut+jsa caVh ds psgjs ij te
xb±A ut+jsa feyrs gh caVh us vk¡[ksa uhph dj yhaA vc duf[k;ksa ls eeh dks ns[k jgk gSA
mudk ijkslrk gkFk tSls #d x;k gSA
^^D;ksa caVh] est+ ilan ugha vkbZ csV\s geus rks lcls vPNhokyh est+ ilan dh Fkh rqEgkjs
fy,A**
caVh pqiA eeh Hkh pqi!
^^caVh HkS;k dgrk gS] og t+ehu ij gh i<+sxk] est+ ij dHkh i<+sxk gh ughaA**
^pqxy[kksj] lqvj dgha dkA*
eeh fcuk fdlh ls dqN iwNs lcdh IysVksa esa dqN&dqN Mkyus yxh gSaA
^^rqe bruh ft+n D;ksa djrs gks csVs\ dksbZ vPNh ckr gS bl rjg ft+n djuk\ vHkh
[kkuk [kkdj viuh fdrkcsa est+ ij tekvksxsA ge ns[kus vk,¡xs] le>s\**
MkWDVj lkgc us tSls vafre i+$Slyk ns fn;k vkSj [kkuk [kkus yxsA caVh us Hkh i+$Slyk
vkidk caVh / 111
lqu fy;k vkSj [kkuk [kkus yxkA pqi vkSj ut+jsa uhphA
vfe yxkrkj cksys tk jgk gS csodwi+$ dh rjgA eeh ek¡xus ij lcdks dqN u dqN
ns nsrh gSa] viuh vksj ls Hkh iwN ysrh gSaA ij caVh tkurk gS fd eeh Hkh mldh rjg fcydqy
pqi gSaA
ij os ijksl dSls jgh gSa\ mudh vk¡[ksa rks caVh dh IysV esa fpidh gqbZ gSaA caVh dks ns[ks
tk jgh gSa---,dVd] ?kwj&?kwjdjA vkSj ,dVd ns[kus ls gh tSls vk¡[kksa esa rjkb;k¡ vk xbZ gSaA
xhyh&xhyh vk¡[ksaA
[kkus ds ckn eeh us tYnh&tYnh fdrkcsa est+ ij tek nhaA
^^tek ys caVh] ikik x”qLlk gksaxsA** tksr le>k jgh gSA eeh Hkh gksaBksa gh gksaBksa esa dqN
u dqN cksys tk jgh gSaA cl] caVh pqipki [kM+k gSA u cksy jgk gS] u fojksèk dj jgk gSA
tc lcdqN te x;k rks eeh x”qLls ls cksyha] ^^csdkj dh ckrksa ij ft+n er fd;k dj]
le>kA lkjs le; dqN u dqN myVk&lhèkk djrs jgukA**
vkSj eeh tc vius dejs esa ?kql xb± rks caVh us pqipki lkjk lkeku t+ehu ij mrkj
fn;kA
^^ikik&eeh] caVh HkS;k us---** vfe nkSM+ x;kA
MkWDVj lkgc [kM+s gSa 'kk;n x”qLls esaA ihNs&ihNs eeh [kM+h gSaA 'kk;n Mjh gqb±A vkSj caVh
[kM+k gS tSls iRFkjA
^^caVh] rqeus fQj ogh fd;k\ Bhd gS] rqEgkjh est+ ge dy gh okil fHktok nsaxsA rqe
t+ehu ij gh dke djksxs] le>s! vkSj vkxs ls bl rjg dh ft+n djksxs csVs] rks ge fcydqy
cnkZ'r djus ugha tk jgs gSa] le>s! ,sls dSls pysxkA**
caVh dh vk¡[ksa ,dne t+ehu esa xM+h gqbZ gSaA vkSj ogk¡ igys ls gh eeh dh nks vk¡[ksa
fpidh gqbZ gSaA IysVokyh xhyh vk¡[kksa ds dksuksa esa xksy&xksy cw¡nsa mHkj vkb±A
Vi&Vi mldh viuh vk¡[kksa ds vk¡lw eeh dh vk¡[kksa esa Vidus yxs vkSj nksuksa ds vk¡lw
fey x,A

èkwi <y xbZ Fkh] ij mldh xjeh vkSj pkSèa kk vHkh Hkh ckdh gSA caVh vkSj tksr Nr ij [kM+&s [kM+s
ew¡xQyh [kk jgs gSaA tksr cksys tk jgh gS] irk ugha D;k&D;kA
caVh pqiA ;gk¡ Nr ij [kM+s gksus ls 'kgj fn[kkbZ nsrk gS---?kqpeqp cus gq, ?kj---xfy;k¡---
vkrs&tkrs yksx---rk¡x-s --igkfM+;ksa dh ljgnksa ls f?kjs eSnku ns[ks fdrus fnu gks x,A cgqr fnuksa
ls rks mu eSnkuksa dh lSj Hkh ugha dh] igkM+ dh rygfV;ksa esa >k¡dk Hkh ughaA dksbZ èkwuh jek,
lkèkq] dksf<+u cuh jktdqekjh] ia[k ck¡Vusokyh uhy ijh---*
^^rw cksyrk D;ksa ugha caVh\ vHkh Hkh x”qLlk gS\**
^^vjs! bruk x”qLlk djrs jgksxs u caVh rks rqEgkjk gh [+kwu tysxk] gk¡·! cki dk x”qLlk
ys vk, gks!**
yky&yky vk¡[ksa djrs gq, ikik–^;w 'kV vi---*
^^rq>s viuh eeh dh ;kn ugha vkrh tksr\ dSlh Fkha rsjh eeh\** vpkud caVh iwNrk
gSA
^^,s·! vkrh gS FkksM+h&FkksM+hA ugha] vc ugha vkrh] pkph vEek dh vkrh gS dHkh&dHkhA
NqfV~V;ksa esa ge bykgkckn tk,¡xs muds ikl] rw Hkh pyukA**
112 / vkidk caVh
 ^^esjh eeh rq>s vPNh yxrh gSa\**
^^gw¡! yxrh gSaA**
^^esjs ikik dks ns[ksxh u rks os Hkh [+kwc vPNs yxsaxsA [+kwc vPNs gSa esjs ikikA eSa mUgsa
fy[k jgk---** [kV ls thHk dkV yhA èkÙksjs dh! og dHkh dqN dj gh ugha ldrkA tks bruh&lh
ckr Hkh fNikdj ugha j[k ldrk og D;k djsxk\
^^bl ckj tc ikik vk,¡xs rks eSa rq>s Hkh vius lkFk ys pyw¡xkA [+kwc ?kqekrs gSa eq>s]
fQj tks dgks lks gh fnyokrs gSaA rw pysxh rks rq>s Hkh fnyok,¡xsA**
^^rw esjs ikik dks ikik D;ksa ugha dgrk\ esjs ikik Hkh rks cgqr vPNs gSaA**
caVh pqiA
^^caVh cs·Vk** vkSj nks ck¡gsa fyiV vkb±A
vkt jkr esa tc lc lks tk,¡xs rks og pqipki mBdj ikik dks fpV~Bh fy[ksxkA
^vkxs ls bl rjg dh ft+n djksxs rks ge fcydqy cnkZ'r ugha djsaxs] le>s!*–og ikik
ds lkFk pyk tk,xkA

eeh&MkWDVj lkgc [kkus dh est+ ij cSBs gSaA caVh igq¡pk rks eeh mls ns[krs gh cksyrh&cksyrh
chp esa gh #d xb±A t+:j mlh ds ckjs esa ckr dj jgs gksaxsA f'kdk;r vkSj D;k\
[kkuk 'kq: gqvk rks jkst+ dh rjg gj dksbZ dqN u dqN cksy jgk gS] pqi gS rks dsoy
caVhA caVh us vc cksyuk gh can dj fn;k gSA [kkus ds le; [kk ysrk gS] lksus ds le;
lks ysrk gS] ckdh le; i<+rk jgrk gSA dgkfu;k¡] gt+kj&gt+kj ckj i<+h gqbZ dgkfu;k¡A ;k
fQj Mªkbax cukrk gSA
MkWDVj lkgc yxkrkj mldh rji+$ D;ksa ns[ks tk jgs gSa\ D;k ns[k jgs gSa] mlds psgjs
ij dqN fy[kk gqvk gS\ dgha irk rks ugha yx x;k fd og fNidj muds dejs esa tkrk
gS] pht+sa myV&iyVdj ns[krk gS ;k fd og ikik dks fpV~Bh fy[kus dh ckr lksp jgk gSA
vthc&lh cspSuh gksus yxh caVh dksA MkWDVj lkgc ns[k jgs gSa rks tSls lHkh mldh vksj
ns[k jgs gSaA ekuks og dksbZ rek'kk gksA mlus eeh dh vksj ns[kkA eeh mldh ugha jg xbZ
gSa] ;g tkurs gq, Hkh ,sls ekSo+$ksa ij ut+j eeh dh vksj gh mBrh gSA ij eeh MkWDVj lkgc
dh vksj ns[k jgh gSaA MkWDVj lkgc tc caVh dks ns[krs gSa rks irk ugha D;ksa eeh ges'kk MkWDVj
lkgc dh vksj gh ns[krh jgrh gSaA
f=kdks.k esa rhu Hkqtk,¡ gksrh gSa] tSls v c l ,d f=kdks.k gS---
^^caVh] dy ?kweus pyksxs gekjs lkFk\**
Dykl esa i<+krs gq, lj [kV ls MkWDVj lkgc esa cny x,A caVh le>us dh dksf'k'k
dj jgk gSA v c l–?kweuk–vktdy dqN Hkh rks le> esa ugha vkrkA
^^pyks] dy rqEgsa ?kqekdj yk,¡A [+kwc nwj---yach Mªkbo ijA**
^^ge Hkh pysaxs ikik] yach Mªkbo ijA [+kwc et+k vk,xk] vgk th!** vfe viuh dqlhZ
ij gh Qqndus yxkA
^^uks&uks] dy dksbZ ugha tk,xkA rqe rks fcydqy ughaA rqeus est+ dks ysdj caVh HkS;k
dks ukjkt+ dj fn;k u] vc ge ys tkdj [”kq'k djsaxsA**
;s lc MkWDVj lkgc dg jgs gSa\ mlus ,d ckj fgEer djds ut+j mBkbZ vkSj MkWDVj
lkgc dks ns[kkA os mlh dh vksj ns[kdj eqldjk jgs FksA caVh dks mudk eqldjkrk gqvk
vkidk caVh / 113
psgjk vPNk yxk] cgqr vPNkA fQj ml psgjs esa ls tkus dSls ikik dk psgjk mHkj vk;kA
tSls p'ek cnydj ikik cSB&s cSBs eqldjk jgs gSAa vkSj fQj ml psgjs dh eqldku mlds vius
psgjs ij fpid xbZA dsoy psgjs ij gh ugha] tSls gkFk&iSjksa esa Hkh fpid xbZ] eu esa Hkh
fpid xbZA
^^pyw¡xkA** mlus èkhjs ls dgkA
^^dSls tk,xk caVh vdsyk] eSa Hkh tkšxkA eSa t+:j tkšxkA caVh HkS;k dksbZ ykV lkgc
gS tks vdsyk tk,xk!** vkSj vfe us x”qLls esa vkdj dqlhZ ij ,d ykr tek nhA
^^vfe·!** MkWDVj lkgc x”qLls esa ngkM+s rks caVh dk eqldjkrk eu Hkh tSls ,d {k.k
dks lge x;kA dSlk Mk¡Vrs gSa---lc vkneh yksx 'kk;n---
vfe dh rksa isa· cksy xbZA jksrk&HkUukrk Hkhrj pyk x;kA vc cksyks u fd gekjh xkM+h
gS] gekjh est+ gS] caVh HkS;k dks ?kj Hkst nks---
eeh vfe dks xksn esa mBk ykb±] ^^pyks] rqe yksxksa dks eSa ?kqekus ys tkÅ¡xhA [+kwc lkjh
pht+sa fnyokšxh---**
ys tkvksA xkM+h rks gekjs ikl jgsxhA iSny&iSny ?kqek ykukA cgqr gqvk rk¡xk dj ysuk–
[kVj&[kVj djrk jgsxkA
jkr esa lks;k rks [k+;ky vk;k] vkt ikik dks fpV~Bh fy[kuh FkhA vc vkt ugha] dy
fy[k nsxk ;k fQj dHkhA
vk¡[ksa can djrs gh dejk lM+d ij fudy vk;kA yach&lhèkh lM+d---mUgha eSnkuksa dh
vksj tkrh gqbZ vkSj mldh eksVj nkSM+ jgh gSA fdlh rjg foHkw vkSj dSyk'k ns[k ysaA ,d
ckj VhVw ds ;gk¡ >k¡drk pysA
vfe rqe ugha] tksr rqe Hkh ugha] 'kdqu rqe Hkh ugha---dsoy caVhA caVh ukjkt+ gS] caVh
dks [”kq'k djuk gSA
,dk,d yky frdksu ij tSls fdlh us <sj lkjh L;kgh iksr nhA
MkWDVj lkgc us N% cts vkus dks dgk FkkA oSls rks og vkB cts vkrs gSaA ij vkt
mlds fy, vius ejht+ Hkh NksM+dj vk,¡xsA caVh lk<+s ik¡p cts ls gh rS;kj gSA fdrus fnuksa
ls mlus dksbZ pht+ gh ugha [k+jhnhA vkt [k+jhnsxkA tksr ds fy, Hkh [k+jhnsxk vkSj pyks]
vfe ds fy, Hkh [k+jhn nsxkA og rks gS gh ikthA
eu esa lcdqN yqVk nsusokyh mnkjrk lek jgh gSA FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj esa tkdj ?kM+h ns[k
jgk gSA ikik vkrs gSa rc Hkh og blh rjg ixyk;k&ixyk;k fQjrk gSA vkt ikik vkSj
MkWDVj lkgc ds psgjs Hkh rks ?kqy&fey tk jgs gSaA ikik dh ckr lkspks rks MkWDVj lkgc dk
psgjk vk tkrk gS vkSj MkWDVj lkgc dh ckr lkspks rks ikik dk psgjkA tSls nksuksa psgjs ,d
gh gks x,] vyx&vyx jgs gh ughaA
tknw ls psgjk cny ldrk gS rks nks psgjs ,d tSls ugha gks ldrs\ t+:j gks ldrs gSa]
gks gh x, gSaA vkt dgha ckr djrs&djrs og MkWDVj lkgc dks ikik gh u dgus yx tk,!
tksr vkSj vfe dks eeh us i<+us fcBk fn;k gSA t+:j dqN ykyp fn;k gksxkA gks ldrk
gS] eeh dy nksuksa dks ?kqekus ys tk,¡A MkWDVj lkgc dh Mk¡V ds lkeus vfejke rks BaMs!
N% ct x,A vc rks vkrs gh gksaxsA chekjksa dh HkhM+ esa vkuk Hkh rks vklku ugha gSA
losjs rks og [”kqn viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[krk gSA lkjh csapsa vkSj dqflZ;k¡ rks Hkj tkrh gSa] t+ehu
ij Hkh tSls txg ugha jgrhA
114 / vkidk caVh
 lcls cM+s MkWDVj gSa 'kgj dsA igyh ckj caVh ds eu esa MkWDVj lkgc dks ysdj xoZ
tkxkA tSlk eeh dks ysdj vdlj tkxk djrk FkkA MkWDVj lkgc dks ysdj Hkh og xoZ
dj ldrk gSA MkWDVj lkgc mlds Hkh dqN---
dgha gyds ls ikik dh rlohj rSj xbZA lk<+s N%! vc caVh dks cspSuh gksus yxhA eeh
rks ,sls vkjke ls cSBh gSa tSls mUgsa ekywe gh ugha fd vkt N% cts tkus dk dksbZ izksxzke
Hkh gSA vkSj fQj le; ds lkFk&lkFk caVh dh cspSuh nq[k vkSj fQj x”qLls esa cnyus yxhA
lkr cts ds djhc daikmaMj us vkdj crk;k–MkWDVj lkgc mBus gh okys Fks fd rHkh oekZ
lkgc ds gkVZ&vVSd dh [k+cj vk xbZA eq>s ;gk¡ [k+cj djus dks dgdj os ogk¡ pys x,A
jksfx;ksa ds ekjs eSa Hkh tYnh ugha vk ldkA
caVh us [khap&[khapdj twrs&ekst+s mrkj Qsads--->wB---lc >wB! [kkyh&[kkyh mls cgdkus
ds fy, dg fn;kA ugha ys tkuk Fkk rks D;ksa dgk Fkk---
vfe v¡xwBk fNikdj fVfyfyfy djrk gqvk fudy x;k] rks eu gqvk xyk idM+dj
nck ns mldk! fdlus dgk Fkk fd mls ys tkvks Mªkbo ij---og D;k tkurk ugha fd ;g
?kj mldk ugha gS] ;gk¡ dh dksbZ pht+ mldh ugha gS] ;gk¡ dk dksbZ vkneh mldk ugha
gSA
ogk¡ rks viuk ?kj gksxk–vius yksx gksaxs csVs–lc >wB! ;gk¡ rks eeh Hkh mldh ugha
jg xb±A eu gks jgk gS] eeh ds dejs dh ,d&,d pht+ mBkdj Qsad nsA ?kj dh lkjh pht+sa
pdukpwj dj nsA x”Lq ls ls HkUukrs gq, mlus vyekjh [kksyhA cl blh ij rks mldk vfèkdkj
gSA ,d&,d f[kykSuk fudkydj Qsad fn;k] ,d&,d diM+k dejs esa fNrjk fn;kA
^^caVh!** >iVdj eeh us ck¡g idM+ yh] ^^;g D;k ikxyiu epk j[kk gS\**
caVh us iwjh rkdr yxkdj vius dks NqM+k fy;k vkSj diM+ksa dks iSjksa rys jkSanus yxk–
yks&yks vkSj yksA
^^dHkh vDy Hkh vk,xh rq>s ;k ughaA tc ns[kks ?kj esa fdlh u fdlh ckr ij rwi+$ku
epk, j[krk gSA eSa ftruk pqi jgrh gw¡] mruk gh 'ksj gqvk tk jgk gSA** eeh us mls iyax
ij iVddj nksuksa gkFkksa ls ncksp fn;kA
^^dksbZ ckr ugha le>sxkA ekSdk&csekSdk dqN ugha ns[ksxk–cl!**
^^pqi djks]** caVh iwjh rkdr ls ph[k+k vkSj fQj csgn Fkdk] fiVk&lk QwV&QwVdj jks
iM+kA vk¡lw gSa fd mQurs pys vk jgs gSaA t+jk eeh dh idM+ <hyh gqbZ fd fNVddj mBk
vkSj jaxksa dh 'khf'k;ksaokyk fMCck mBkdj ns ekjk [kM+[kM+ >Uu··---dqN 'khf'k;k¡ lkcqr yq<+d
xb±] dqN pdukpwj gks xb±A
rM+kd! vkSj 'khf'k;ksa ls fc[kjs <sj lkjs yky&ihys jax ,d&nwljs esa feydj rst+h ls ?kwes
vkSj tgk¡ ds rgk¡ fLFkj gks x,A
^^ekjks] vkSj ekjks!** caVh [”kqn gh iyax esa vkSaèkk èk¡l x;kA
vfe] tksr] calhyky] eeh lc vkxs&ihNs ?kwe jgs gSa] lcdh vkokt+sa Hkh---
QSys gq, jax nfy, esa cny tkrs gSa] ^er p<+kvks cgwth bruk ekFks] ns[kuk ,d fnu
vki gh---*
^^caVh] bl rjg djrs gSa csVs\** ,d I;kj&Hkjk] FkjFkjkrk gkFkA ^rM+kd* ,d FkIiM+---
<sj lkjh 'khf'k;k¡ VwV tkrh gSaA <sj lkjs jax fc[kj tkrs gSaA
vkokt+sa dgha cgqr nwj ls vk jgh gSaA irk ugha dgk¡ ls\
vkidk caVh / 115
^^D;k dj fn;k vkt rqeus\ blus rks jks&jksdj izk.k ns fn,A**
^^D;k\ vksg! dSlh ckr djrh gks rqe\ bruk lhfo;j gkVZ&vVSd Fkk] eq>s 'kk;n jkr
esa Hkh ogha jguk iM+sA oekZ rks fcydqy---**
^^calhyky! xje ikuh j[kks ugkus dkA rc rd rqe ,d I;kyk pk; nks t+jk---**
cl\ vkSj dqN ughaA caVh ds fy, ,d 'kCn Hkh ugha] tSls og dgha gS gh ugha\

^^,d dkj ,d ?kaVs esa pkyhl fdyksehVj pyrh gS rks crkvks 360 fdyksehVj pyus esa---**
dkj ,dne pyrs&pyrs #d tkrh gSA gkVZ&vVSdA vVSd ;kuh geykA oekZ lkgc
dk yack&pkSMk+ 'kjhj ysVk gS vkSj <sj lkjs flikgh cand
w rkus mu ij vVSd dj jgs gS]a Bk¡;&Bk¡;---
cgqr fnuksa ls mlus canwd ugha pykbZ] vkt og t+:j pyk,xkA og Hkh vVSd djsxk–
Bk¡;&Bk¡;---
oekZ lkgc dh Nkrh ij ?kko gh ?kko gks x, gSaA dHkh mlds gkVZ ij vVSd gks tk,
rks mlds Hkh mrus gh ?kko gks tk,¡xs\
Vu~---Vu~---Vu~ ?kaVh ctrh gh tk jgh gSA nwljs lj vk x,A Dykl esa cgqr 'kksj gks
jgk gSA lj us Ldsy dks est+ ij ihVrs gq, dgk] ^^pqi djks cPpks] pqi!**
og vc ges'kk pqi jgk djsxkA dHkh fdlh ls ugha cksysxk] tksr ls Hkh ughaA eeh ls
rks fcydqy ughaA
tSls&tSls ?kj ikl vk jgk gS eu gh eu esa tSls ,d vthc&lh ng'kr lek jgh gSA
losjs rks fdlh us dqN ugha dgk] ij vc\ ?kj ds njokt+s ij mrjrk gS rks tSls iSj vkxs
ugha c<+ jgsA
yky frdksu! og [kM+k&[kM+k mls gh ?kwjrk jgrk gSA mlesa cuk gqvk yM+dk fVfyfyfy
djrk gqvk pkjksa vksj ?kweus yxrk gSA ek¡ nksuksa cPpksa dks nksuksa gkFkksa ls idM+dj py iM+rh
gS–^pyks] eSa rqEgsa ?kqek ykrh gw¡A*
bl ns'k esa rks nks cPps] cl dqy nks cPpsA bl ns'k esa gh ugha bl ?kj esa Hkh nks cPps]
cl dqy nks cPpsA
^ogk¡ rks cPps Hkh gksaxs HkSuth] pyks vPNk gqvk! ;gk¡ vdsyk&vdsyk dSlk Mk¡o&Mk¡o
Mksys Fkk---*
^ugha] cl dqy nks cPpsA*
caVh us cLrk ogha fVdk fn;k vkSj [kM+k&[kM+k lM+d ns[krk jgkA Hkhrj tkus dh bPNk
ugha gks jghA Hkhrj og tk,xk Hkh ughaA cl lM+d ij gh nkSM+rk pyk tk,xk–nkSM+rk pyk
tk,xkA ij dgk¡\ ysfdu bl ckj ;g ^dgk¡* Hkh mls jksd ugha ldk vkSj og lpeqp nkSM+
iM+kA nkSM+rs&nkSM+rs tc og vius ?kj ds QkVd ij igq¡pk rks mldh lk¡l Qwyh gqbZ Fkh] irk
ugha nkSM+us ls] irk ugha Mj lsA
viuk ?kj] viuk cxhpk! ij fQj Hkh tSls dqN Hkh viuk ugha yx jgkA ?kj dh lkjh
f[kM+fd;k¡ can gSa vkSj njokt+s ij rkyk yVd jgk gSA og Hkhrj tk gh ugha ldrkA vius
?kj esa dHkh ,slk gks ldrk gS fd pkgks rks Hkh vanj ugha tk ldrsA
^ogk¡ viuk ?kj gksxk csVk---*
gq¡g! ogk¡ Hkh ugha tk ldrk] tk,xk Hkh ughaA
116 / vkidk caVh
 rHkh lM+d ij ls nks vkneh ckrsa djrs gq, fudy x,A caVh esga nh dh vkM+ esa gks x;kA
dksbZ ns[k u ys mlsA
fQj vius cxhps dk pDdj yxk;kA D;kfj;k¡ ue Fkha lfnZ;ksa esaA ekyh nknk nksigj
esa gh ikuh ns nsrk gSA og ,d&,d ikSèkk ns[kus yxk–,d&,d iÙkh Nw&NwdjA fljs ij vke
dk ikSèkkA fdruh ubZ ifÙk;k¡ vk xbZ gSa!
lkjk cxhpk ?kwedj ns[k fy;k–vc\ eeh] vfe vkSj tksr ykSV vk, gksxa As mls u ns[kdj
eeh calhyky ls iwN jgh gksaxhA irk ugha cjkens esa j[kk cLrk ns[kk Hkh gksxk ;k ugha!
ijs'kku eeh] bèkj&mèkj ns[krh gqb± eeh] vkokt+ nsrh gqb± eeh---vPNk fd;k] ;gk¡ pyk
vk;k] vc og ;gk¡ ls tk,xk gh ugha] dCHkh&dCHkh ughaA
^ikik] caVh HkS;k ?kj esa gS gh ugha] irk ugha dgk¡ pyk x;k---*
MkWDVj lkgc ds ekFks ij cy---eeh dh xhyh vk¡[ks]a ihyk gks vk;k psgjkA eeh fizfa liy
gksdj Hkh MkWDVj lkgc ls Mjrh gSaA ;gk¡ Fkha rks cksyrh ,sls Fkha] tSls lcdks Mk¡V jgh gksa]
[kkyh mls I;kj djrh FkhaA ogk¡ mls Mk¡Vrh gSa vkSj lcdks---vPNk gS] vkt irk yxsxkA eu
gh eu esa ,d larks"k gS] dqN ,slk dj Mkyus dk tks ugha djuk pkfg,---eeh dks ijs'kku
djus dkA
dksbZ lM+d ls xqt+jrk rks caVh fNi tkrkA dgha ghjkyky ;k ekyh nknk gh bèkj ls
vk tk,¡ vkSj mls ns[k ysa rks\ cl] lkjk [ksy [k+ReA
ij ;g rks lkspk gh ugha Fkk fd ;gk¡ vkdj 'kke dk v¡èksjk Hkh c<+sxk vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs
c<+rk gh tk,xkA Hkw[k Hkh yxsxhA lnhZ Hkh yxsxhA
vc\ VhVw ds ?kj dh cfÙk;k¡ ty xb±A ,d {k.k dks ml jks'kuh ls tSls jkgr feyhA
ogk¡ pyk tk,\
^vjs] geus rks lkspk Fkk cM+s BkB gksaxs rqEgkjs ogk¡] ;ksa Mksys&Mksys fQj jgs gks*–èkr~ ogk¡
ugha tk,xk\
ckgj dk v¡èksjk vc eu esa mrjus yxkA Mj] ,d vthc&lk MjA eeh mls ns[kus vkb±
D;ksa ugha\ dgha ,slk rks ugha fd mUgsa [k+;ky gh ugha vk;k gks fd caVh ?kj esa gS gh ughaA
;k fd MkWDVj lkgc us dg fn;k gks fd ;g lc ;gk¡ ugha pysxk vkSj pyrh&pyrh
eeh #d xbZ gksaA
vc\ ;fn eeh jkr rd ugha vkb± rks\ og QkVd ij [kM+k gksdj lM+d dh vksj ns[kus
yxkA vc rks bèkj ls dksbZ vk Hkh ugha jgkA ;g lM+d rks oSls gh cgqr lqulku gks tkrh
gSA dksbZ vk, vkSj mls ns[k ys ;k ogh fdlh dks vkrs&tkrs ns[krk jgsA ij dksbZ ughaA caVh
isM+ ij p<+ x;k–;gk¡ ls rks nwj rd fn[kkbZ nsrk gSA dksbZ eksVj] dksbZ iSny] dksbZ---
ij dksbZ ughaA xkyksa ij ls vk¡lw cgus yxsA mis{kk---vieku---eu gqvk Åij ls dwn
iM+sA [+kwc ?kko gks tk,¡] gkVZ&vVSd---mlds vk¡lw eeh ds xkyksa ls cgus yxs] ^caVh&caVh!*
uhps mrjk rks ,d x”qLlk] ng'krA vius dks gh ekjs] gkFk&iSj rksM+ MkysA isM+ dh ,d
lw[kh Vguh mBkbZ vkSj 'kVkd&'kVkd esagnh dks lwM+uk 'kq: fd;kA
vHkh Hkh dksbZ ugha vk;k\
Qwy&iÙks ukspus 'kq: fd,A dksbZ dkyk iki&oki ugha yxrkA rksM&+ rksMd + j <sj yxk fn;kA
vius gh cks, Qwy&iÙkksa dks rksM+dj] jkSandj tSls ,d larks"k fey jgk gSA
vHkh Hkh dksbZ ugha vk;k\
vkidk caVh / 117
 vkSj fQj [”kqn <sj gksdj ?kkl ij yksV x;kA Hkw[kk] fBBqjrk gqvk] jksrk gqvkA
,dk,d yxk tSls ?kj dk njokt+k [kqyk vkSj QVh&QVh vkokt+ esa xkrh gqbZ QwQh vk
jgh gS–esjs rks fxjèkj xksiky---lk¡l tgk¡ dh rgk¡ #d xbZA vk¡[ksa fep xb±] ij QwQh gS fd
c<+rh pyh vk jgh gSA QwQh dk Hkwr] QwQh ej xbZ\
vkSj jkuh ej xbZA ij mlds izk.k rks viuh csVh esa vVds jg x,A lks og fpfM+;k
cudj mlh ds dejs esa---
QwQh ds izk.k Hkh blh dejs esa vVds jg x,\
eq¡nh vk¡[kksa ls gh fn[kkbZ ns jgk gS] ,d li+$sn vkÑfr gok esa yVdh gqbZ dljr dj
jgh gS–ou] Vw] Fkzh] Qksj–
caVh lk¡l jksds dgha Mwcrk pyk tk jgk gSA xgjs] [+kwc xgjs esa---Nqu&Nqu---;g lksuy
jkuh dh ik;y gSA vc rd jktk ds lkjs cPps rks [k+Re gks x, gksaxsA og Hkw[kh rks ejsxh
ugha---vkokt+ ikl vkrh tk jgh gS vkSj caVh vkSj xgjs esa Mwcrk tk jgk gSA
?kjZ&?kjZ lksuy jkuh dh lk¡l ,slh gh gksrh gksxhA [kV! vthc&vthc vkokt+sa vk jgh
gSaA vkSj fQj ,d gkFk Nkrh ij---vVSdA
^eq>s er ekjks* ,d ?kqVh gqbZ ph[k+] irk ugha fudyh Hkh ;k ughaA ij gkFk tSls Nkrh
esa ?kql gh x;kA
caVh&caVh---fdlh us ck¡gksa ls idM+dj fcBk fn;kA og QVh&QVh&lh vk¡[kksa ls ns[k jgk
gS–dkSu gS lkeus–
^^rw ;gk¡---;gk¡ iM+k gS rw tc ls\** dksbZ mlds daèks cqjh rjg >d>ksj jgk gSA èkhjs&èkhjs
v¡èksjs esa ,d psgjk lki+$ gksdj mHkjrk gSA cngokl&lk psgjk] yky vk¡[kksaokyk psgjk!
^^cksy] cksy] rw D;ksa ;g lc djus ij rqyk gqvk gS\ D;ksa viuh vkSj esjh ft+anxh esa
t+gj ?kksyus ij rqyk gqvk gS\ dkSu&lk d"V gS rq>s ogk¡ ij\ D;k rdyhi+$ gS\** vksg! ij
eeh dks ns[kdj dksbZ rlYyh ugha gks jghA dksbZ Mj Hkh ugha yx jgk] dqN Hkh rks ugha yx
jgkA
^^jkst+ ,d gaxkek [kM+k dj nsrk gSA jkst+ ,d rek'kkA dksbZ dc rd lgsxk vkSj vkf[k+j
D;ksa lgsxk\** ck,¡ xky ij rM+&rM+ dh vkokt+ gqbZA eeh us 'kk;n ekjk gSA
^^Bhd gS] rsjs ikik rq>s vius ikl cqykuk pkgrs gSa] eSa Hkst nw¡xhA ogha jgks–** eeh
mls ?klhVrh gqbZ ys xb± vkSj ,d rji+$ ls mBkdj xkM+h esa iVd fn;kA
og u pyk] u xkM+h esa p<+kA eeh vHkh Hkh dqN u dqN cksys tk jgh gSa–irk ugha
D;k&D;kA mls dqN le> esa ugha vk jgkA mls dqN yx Hkh ugha jgkA eeh dks 'kk;n irk
gh ugha fd lksuy jkuh rks mls---
<jZ···---vc rks eeh dh ckr lqukbZ Hkh ugha ns jghA

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caVh ds ckgj dk gh ugha] Hkhrj dk Hkh tSls lcdqN Fke x;kA Fke ugha x;k tSls lcdqN
lge x;kA ft+n] x”qLlk] jksuk&fpYykukA
Ldwy ls ykSVdj iksfVZdks esa [kM+k&[kM+k og vfe] tksr vkSj eeh dh jkg ns[krk jgrk
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gS] ij tc os yksx vk tkrs gSa rks yxrk gS] ugha] og mudh jkg rks ugha ns[k jgk FkkA rhuksa
,d lkFk mrjrs gSa] ij cqjk ugha yxrkA
^^,s caVh] py jeh [ksysaA** rks [ksyus cSB tkrk gSA
^^Ldwy ls vk, ugha fd rqe yksxksa dh rk'k 'kq: gks xbZ---vkt gkseodZ ugha djuk gS\**
eeh f>M+drh gS rks pqipki i<+us cSB tkrk gSA
dbZ ckj isafVax djus dks eu djrk gSA ij jax dh cgqr lkjh 'khf'k;k¡ rks VwV xb±A
lkjs jax cg x,A vc tks cps&[kqps jax gSa muls dqN curk gh ughaA
eeh tc Hkh mls vdsyk ikrh gS]a vkdj dkj.k&vdkj.k I;kj djus yxrh gSAa ml le;
eeh dh vk¡[kksa esa tkus D;k dqN rSjrk jgrk gSA
[kkus dh est+ ij cSBrs le; ut+j uhph fd, jgus ij Hkh v c l f=kdks.k mHkj vkrk
gS vkSj mldh Hkqtk,¡ ,d fljs ls nwljs rd nkSM+rh jgrh gSaA eeh dh vk¡[ksa mldh IysV esa
fpidh gqbZ mls ?kwjrh jgrh gSaA tc rd MkWDVj lkgc ?kj esa jgrs gSa] eeh dgha Hkh jgsa] dqN
Hkh djsa] mudh vk¡[ksa caVh ds vkxs&ihNs gh ?kwerh jgrh gSa] mls gh ns[krh jgrh gSaA og i<+rk
gS rc Hkh] og [kkrk gS rc Hkh] lksrk gS rc Hkh–lrdZ] pkSdUuh vkSj ?kwjrh gqbZ vk¡[ksaA igys
caVh mu vk¡[kksa dh ,d rh[kh&lh pqHku eglwl djrk Fkk] vc dsoy vk¡[kksa dk gksuk&Hkj
eglwl djrk gSA
losjs MkWDVj lkgc ds tkrs gh eeh dh vk¡[ksa ykSVdj muds vius psgjs ij fpid tkrh
gSa vkSj os tYnh&tYnh dkWyst tkus ds fy, rS;kj gksus yxrh gSaA ml le; rd os vk¡[ksa
fcydqy cny tkrh gSaA
vPNk] eeh fcuk vk¡[kksa ds ns[krh dSls gksaxh\ ij ns[krh gSaA 'kk;n oSls gh tSls og
vktdy vk¡[ksa gksus ij Hkh dqN ugha ns[krkA ;k fd gks ldrk gS fd eeh ds ikl nks tksM+h
vk¡[ksa gksaA psgjs Hkh rks---
caVh MkWDVj lkgc dh cxy esa cSBk gqvk tk jgk gS–LVs'ku ikik dks ysus ds fy,A
fiNyh ckj ekyh ds lkFk x;k Fkk] rk¡xs esa cSBdj rks fdruk izlUu FkkA lkjs jkLrs
pgdrk x;k FkkA bl le; Hkh pkg jgk gS fd [”kq'k gks] eglwl djs fd ikik vk jgs gSaA
ij Hkhrj dk lcdqN xqelqe gks x;k gSA fdruh&fdruh ckrsa rks og lkspk djrk Fkk ikik
ls dgus ds fy,] ikik dks fy[kus ds fy,] ij bl le; rks tSls ,d vthc&lk Mj gS] tks
eu esa lek jgk gSA ugha] Mj Hkh ughaA u [”kq'kh] u Mj] cl dqN ughaA lpeqp ikik mlds
fy, vk jgs gSa\

dy Ldwy ls ykSVk rks eeh ?kj esa gh FkhaA yiddj mldk cLrk ys fy;k] ^^vk x;k csVk\**
rks eeh vkt dkWyst ugha xb±\ ij diM+ksa vkSj twM+s ls yx jgk gS fd xbZ gksaxhA gks
ldrk gS tYnh vk xbZ gksaA irk ugha D;ksa\
^^ys diM+s cny ysA** cgqr fnuksa ckn eeh mlds fy, bl rjg diM+s ysdj vkbZ gSaA
yx jgk gS] eeh tSls dqN ijs'kku gSa] ij mlus rks dqN ugha fd;kA tkus D;ksa ;g ckr dgha
cgqr xgjs eu esa cSB xbZ gS fd eeh dh ijs'kkuh ds chp dgha ogh gksrk gSA
diM+s cnyrs gh eeh mls daèks ls Fkkedj vius dejs esa ys xb±A mldk eu tSls Hkhrj
ls vkSj T+;knk lgeus yxkA lkjs fnu dh ckr ;kn dhA dgha Hkh rks dqN---
rHkh ut+j iyax ij fc[kjs gq, dkx+t+ksa ij iM+hA caVh us igpkuk] ikik ds uke fy[ks
vkidk caVh / 119
gq, mlds i=k] ftUgsa og dHkh iwjk ugha dj ldkA tkus fdrus i=k mlus 'kq: fd, vkSj
fcuk fdlh dks iwjk fd, diM+ksa dh vyekjh ds uhps nckrk x;kA
;s lc eeh fudkydj ykbZ gSa\ vijkèk vkSj larks"k dh feyh&tqyh Hkkouk ,d lkFk
gh rSj xbZA mlus eeh dh vksj ns[kkA os ,dVd mldh vksj ns[k jgh gSaA
^^caVh] rwus fy[kh gSa ;s fpfV~B;k¡\**
caVh pqiA mldh fy[kkbZ eeh D;k igpkurh ugha] fQj D;ksa iwN jgh gSa\
^^ikik ds ikl Hkh Hksth gSa\**
caVh pqiA eu esa vi+$lksl mHkjrk gS fd D;ksa ugha iwjk djds bu fpfV~B;ksa dks Hkstk\
Hkst nsrk rks vHkh reddj dgrk] gk¡ Hksth gSa] vkSj Hkh Hkstw¡xkA
^^cksy csVs] eSa x”qLlk ugha gks jghA fli+$Z iwN jgh gw¡A Hksth gSa rwus fpfV~B;k¡\ dSls Hkstha]
fdlds gkFk Hkstha!**
caVh pqiA D;k cksyus dks dqN gS gh ugha\
^^eSa lksp jgh Fkh] ;g mudk viuk vkxzg gS] viuh gh ft+n gSA ij vxj rwus fy[kk
gS rc rks---** irk ugha] eeh mlls cksy jgh gSa ;k vius&vkilsA
,dk,d eeh us caVh dks [khapdj vius ls fpidk fy;kA ^^D;ksa caVh] D;k rsjk lpeqp
gh eu ugha yxrk\ rw ikik ds ikl tkuk pkgrk gS] tk,xk\**
^^Bhd gS csVs] rw ogha pyk tkA rsjs ikik rq>s ysus vk jgs gSaA vc eSa Hkh ugha jksdw¡xhA
tc rw gh [”kq'k ugha rks---vkf[k+j vius ikik ls de ft+n~nh rks rw Hkh ughaA**
vkSj eeh ds gkFk dh idM+ <hyh gks xbZA
caVh rc Hkh dqN ugha le>kA
lkjh ckr rks losjs le> esa vkbZA ugha] lkjh ckr rks vHkh Hkh mldh le> esa ugha
vkbZA cl] ekywe gqvk fd ikik vk jgs gSaA ij lkjh ckr dqN blls T+;knk gSA fiNyh ckj
Hkh ikik dsoy mlls feyus ugha vk, FksA vkSj Hkh cgqr dqN dj x, FksA mls rks ckn esa
irk yxk FkkA mlds ckn eeh dk jksuk---
bl ckj D;k djsaxs\ mlus MkWDVj lkgc dh vksj ns[kkA os lkeus lM+d ij ut+j xM+k,
gq, xkM+h pyk jgs gSaA ikik us MkWDVj lkgc dks ns[kk gS dHkh\ fcuk tku&igpku ds MkWDVj
lkgc ?kj vkus ds fy, dSls dgsaxs\
losjs eeh us caVh dks vius gkFk ls rS;kj fd;k vkSj [”kqn ;ksa gh ?kwerh jgha rks MkWDVj
lkgc us iwNk] ^^rqe LVs'ku ugha pyksxh\**
^^ughaA**
^^D;ksa\**
^^cl ;ksa ghA rqe vkSj caVh tkvksA**
MkWDVj lkgc ,d {k.k ns[krs jgsA ^^gw¡·! Bhd gSA** fQj mudk psgjk v[k+ckj esa fNi
x;kA
^^rqe dkWyst rks ugha tk jgh gks u\** v[k+ckj ,d vksj j[kdj mUgksaus iwNk rks eeh
us ,sls ns[kk ekuks iwN jgh gksa–D;k\
^^HkbZ fdlh dks rks ?kj esa jguk pkfg,A eq>s rks nl cts ,d t+:jh ehfVax esa tkuk
gSA**
^^ij os ;gk¡ vk,¡xs ughaA**
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 ^^D;ksa ugha vk,¡xs\ vkb foy buflLVA caVh] rqe Hkh t+ksj yxkuk csVs] le>s!**
vkSj caVh us rHkh lksp fy;k fd og ,d ckj Hkh ugha dgsxkA ikik ;gk¡ vk x, rks
og ckr dSls djsxk\ bl ?kj esa rks og ckr dj gh ugha ldrkA fdruh&fdruh ckrsa djuh
gSa mls---vkSj fQj tSls ,d fljs ls ckrsa mHkjus yxha bruh&bruh fd lcdqN xM+cM+ gksus
yxkA
ikik ?kj vk x, rks\ ikik vk,¡xs\
ij ikik ugha vk,A
LVs'ku ij caVh us gh ikik dks igpkuk] ns[krs gh ges'kk dh rjg ikik us yiddj mls
ck¡gksa esa Hkj fy;k vkSj xksn esa mBkdj <sj lkjs fdLlw ns fn,A fQj t+ksj ls lhus ls fpidk
fy;kA caVh csVk··---
ck¡gksa esa fHkaps&fHkaps] lhus ls fpids&fpids caVh ds eu esa cgqr fnuksa dk tek gqvk dqN
fi?kyus yxkA vuk;kl gh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw vk x,A mUgsa Hkhrj gh Hkhrj ihrk gqvk og xksn
ls uhps mrj vk;kA bruk cM+k gksdj og jks,xk Hkh ugha] xksn esa Hkh ugha p<+sxkA ikik dh
igysokyh ckr ;kn vk xbZ–yM+fd;ksa dh rjg jksrs gks---
ikik nksuksa daèkksa ls Fkkes mls ns[k jgs gSAa ij tSls igys ns[krs Fks oSls ugha] [+kcw ?kwj&?kwjdj
ns[k jgs gSaA ,dk,d yxk] t+:j dgha vkxs&ihNs ls eeh dh vk¡[ksa Hkh ns[k jgh gksaxhA lc
yksx mls bl rjg D;ksa ns[krs gSa\ mls tkus dSlk&dSlk yxus yxrk gS] Mj&lkA
ikik mlh rjg ns[krs gq, mlls dqN iwN jgs gSa] dqN dg jgs gSa vkSj MkWDVj lkgc ,d
rji+$ [kM+s gSa pqipkiA
vkSj vc MkWDVj lkgc gkFk feykdj ?kj pyus ds fy, ft+n dj jgs gSaA [+kwc&[+kwc] dqN
vkSj Hkh dg&lqu jgs gSa vkSj caVh ,d rji+$ [kM+k gS pqipkiA
^^caVh] rqe ?klhVdj ys pyks ikik dksA ns[kks rks ckr gh ugha ekurs!**
caVh us ikik dh vksj ns[kkA ikik oSls eqldjk jgs gSa] ij fcydqy ugha eqldjk jgs gSaA
,sls dgha eqldjk;k tkrk gS\ lkjk psgjk rks dSlk l[+r&l[+r gks jgk gSA ikik Hkh dgha fizfa liy
gks x, D;k\ vHkh Hkh ut+jsa caVh ds psgjs ij gh fVdh gqbZ gSaA
^^dgks csVk] ikik ls pyus ds fy,A**
^^pfy, u ikik!**
mlus lges&lges Loj esa dgk rks ikik dh ut+jksa dh pqHku vkSj rh[kh gks xbZA caVh
vkSj Hkh T+;knk lge x;kA
^^ckr ;g gS---** ikik MkWDVj lkgc ls dqN dg jgs gSaA
,d {k.k dks caVh dh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus èkhjs&èkhjs jkr dk v¡èksjk QSy x;k vkSj mldh
NksVh&lh gFksyh esa ls ikik dk gkFk fQlyrk gh pyk x;kA vius ?kj ds QkVd ij jg x,
og vkSj eeh vdsys&vdsys!
og vkSj MkWDVj lkgc ykSV jgs gSaA ikik ljfdV&gkml mrj x,A mls mrjus ds fy,
Hkh ugha dgk] fdruh ckrsa djuh Fkha mls ikik ls] vc\ pkj cts ?kj vk,¡xs rks og D;k
ckr dj ik,xk\ caVh dh ckr ls Hkh T+;knk t+:jh ikik dk dke gS\ ikik mlds fy, ugha
vk, gSa] vius dke ds fy, vk, gSaA vkSj FkksM+h nsj igys caVh ds eu esa tks dqN fi?kyk
Fkk] og tSls fQj teus yxkA
Ldwy Hkh ugha x;k vkSj ikik Hkh ugha ys x,A vc og D;k djs\ bl dejs ls ml
vkidk caVh / 121
dejs esa] Hkhrj ls ckgj ;ksa gh vk&tk jgk gSA ?kj esa og vkSj eeh jgsa vdsys&vdsys] ,slk
cgqr de gksrk gS vktdyA ij tc Hkh gksrk gS] mls vPNk yxrk gSA rc eeh mls I;kj
djrh gSa vkSj FkksM+h nsj ds fy, iqjkuhokyh eeh gks tkrh gSaA
vkt Hkh rks nksuksa gh gSaA og dqN u dqN djrk gqvk eeh ds ikl tkrk Hkh gS rks eeh
cl ,d ckj mldh vksj ns[krh t+:j gSa vkSj fQj ut+jsa gVkdj dqN djus yxrh gSaA tSls
dVh&dVh fQj jgh gksaA
og ikik ds ikl ls vk;k gS] blfy, eeh ukjkt+ gSa] nq[kh gSaA vPNk gS] gksa ukjkt+]
gksa nq[kh! vHkh D;k gS] vHkh rks og ;gha ?kweus x;k Fkk] tc muds lkFk dydÙkk pyk tk,xk]
rc irk yxsxk! vc dgdj rks ns[ksa mlls fd er tk] rc og crk,xk! ij eeh us dqN
Hkh ugha dgkA

lk<+s pkj cts ds djhc ikik vk, rks eeh us ,sls ueLrs fd;k tSls vtuch dks dj jgh
gksaA tksr Hkh dSls ns[k jgh gS ikik dks\ caVh dk eu gks jgk gS fd ikik tksr ls ckrsa djsa]
mls I;kj djsa] rHkh rks tksr dks vPNs yxsaxs ikikA mlus dgk Fkk fd esjs ikik Hkh [+kwc vPNs
yxsaxs] ij ikik rks---
pk; dh est+ ij x, rks <sj lkjh [kkus dh pht+sa QSyh gqbZ FkhaA os yksx ftl fnu bl
dksBh esa vk, Fks Bhd mlh rjgA ml fnu MkWDVj lkgc eeh dh [k+kfrj dj jgs FksA vkt
D;k eeh ikik dh [k+kfrj dj jgh gSa\
ckj&ckj yx jgk gS fd dksbZ yack&lk vkneh vk,xk vkSj ngkM+rk gqvk dgsxk–okg!
vkt [kkus dh est+] [kkus dh est+ yx jgh gSA
og] eeh vkSj ikik! vfe vkSj tksr u, vkneh ds lkeus dSls pqipqi cSBs gSa] tSls
og ml fnu cSBk FkkA ij vkt Hkh rks og pqi gSA mldk cM+k eu gks jgk gS fd og dqN
u dqN cksyrk gh jgs tSls vfe vkSj tksr ml fnu cksy jgs Fks] tSls ges'kk cksyrs gSa] ij
ikik dh ut+jsa bl rjg xM+h gqbZ gSa mlds psgjs ij fd dqN dgk Hkh ugha tkrkA fQj eeh
Hkh rks pqi gSaA eku yks og dqN dgs vkSj ikik tokc gh u nsa rks tksr dgsxh ugha–dSls
gSa rsjs ikik\
ikik gh mlls D;ksa ugha dqN iwNrs&cksyrs! vius eeh&ikik ds lkFk cSBdj Hkh [kkus
dh est+] [kkus dh est+ yxh gh ughaA
pk; ds ckn eeh ikik dks ysdj cSBus ds dejs esa ?kqlha rks og Hkh ihNs&ihNs yxk pyk
x;kA eeh xjnu ?kqek&?kqekdj bl rjg dejs dks ns[k jgh gSa tSls ikik ugha] os [”kqn ckgj
ls vkbZ gSaA vkSj ikik gSa fd dejk ns[k gh ugha jgsA
^^eq>s [k+cj nsj ls feyh Fkh] blfy, cèkkbZ Hkh ugha Hkst ldkA**
eeh pqiA
caVh dk eu gks jgk gS dqN ckr djs] bèkj&mèkj dh dqN Hkh–eeh] ikik vkSj mlus
,d lkFk uk'rk fd;k gSA ,d lkFk dejs esa cSBs gSaA vkSj og bl le; dks] bl fLFkfr
dks tSls iwjh rjg eglwl djuk pkgrk gS] Hkhrj rdA ij viuh txg ,slk te x;k gS
fd u fgyk&Mqyk tk jgk gS] u dqN cksyk gh tk jgk gSA
,dk,d bPNk gqbZ fd ikik ls dgs] pfy, ikik] gesa ?kqek ykb,A ;gk¡ rks jkr rd
Hkh cSBk jgk rks dqN ugha dgk tk,xkA vkSj <sj lkjh ckrsa---tksr ns[k rks ys fd ikik mls
122 / vkidk caVh
ys tk jgs gSa] og lkjh pht+sa fy, pyk vk jgk gSA vfe mNy&mNydj] mldh pht+sa ns[k
jgk gS–vjs] ;g Hkh gS caVh HkS;kA
^^oSls rks eSaus fy[kk gh Fkk---;ksa Hkh losjs ls eq>s ;g cgqr---** ckr vèkwjh NksM+dj ikik
caVh dh vksj ns[kus yxrs gSaA eeh ,d ckj caVh dh vksj ns[krh gSa] fQj ikik dh vksjA
fQj mudh ut+jsa t+ehu esa xM+ tkrh gSaA mudk psgjk dSlk ihyk&ihyk gks jgk gS!
vPNk gS] vc eeh dks irk yxsxkA crk ns ikik dks fd eeh ;gk¡ vkus ds ckn mls
ekjus Hkh yxh gSa] dHkh mlds lkFk ugha lksrha] vkSj&vkSj–[kV m¡xfy;ksa dk Økl cu tkrk
gSA
^^caVh] rw vfe vkSj tksr ds lkFk [ksy csVk!**
gq¡g! mls gVk nsuk pkgrh gSa] Mj jgh gksaxh u fd caVh lc crk nsxkA og fcydqy ugha
tk,xk vkSj ikik dks lkjh ckr crk,xkA ikik mlh ds fy, rks vk, gSaA eeh dh rks ikik
ls dqV~Vh gS] fQj\
og Vl ls el ugha gqvkA
ikik mls ns[k jgs gSa ij tSls mldk psgjk ugha ns[k jgs] psgjs ds Hkhrj vkSj dqN ns[k
jgs gksaA vkSj eeh lgeh&lgeh ikik dks ns[k jgh gSaA
fQj v&c&l---
^^tkvks csV]s ckgj [ksyks!** bl ckj ikik us dgk rks caVh HkUukrk gqvk pyk x;kA LVs'ku
ij x;k rks–^csVs] bl le; gesa dqN t+:jh dke gS] 'kke dks ge vk,¡xsA* vc dh ckj
vk, rks ^csVs ckgj [ksyksA* fQj vk, fdlfy, gSa ;gk¡ ij\ dgha vfe fVfyfyfy djrk gqvk
gok esa rSj x;kA
ij x”qLlk ikik ij ugha] eeh ij vk jgk gSA igys eeh ugha Fkha rks lkjs fnu ikik
us mls fdruk ?kqek;k FkkA vkt t+:j eeh us dqN---vkSj fQj tSls iqjkuk lkjk x”qLlk Hkh
,d lkFk mHkj vk;kA dqN ,slk djs fd eeh dks irk yxsA
vkSj tc FkksM+h nsj ckn cqykdj] ikik us I;kj ls viuh xksn esa fcBkdj iwNk] ^csVk]
gekjs lkFk dydÙkk pyksxs u\ eSa rqEgsa ysus vk;k gw¡A* rks eeh dh vksj ns[krs&ns[krs gh x”qLls
esa ,sls cksyk tSls ikik dks ugha] eeh dks tokc ns jgk gks] ^^t:j pyw¡xk] eSa ;gk¡ fcydqy
ugha jgw¡xkA** ;g ckr mlus gt+kj&gt+kj ckj eeh dks gh rks dguh pkgh gSA vPNk gS] eeh
Hkh lqu ysaA
ikik us mls viuh ck¡g esa lesV fy;k rks caVh ds eu esa vHkh dk tek gqvk x”qLlk
tSls cg vk;kA ikik ls fpidk&fpidk gh og jks iM+kA
ikik us dldj mls lhus ls fpidk fy;k] ^^jks er csVs] caVh jks er---** vkSj mudh
viuh vkokt+ Hkh Hkhx xbZA
tkus dgk¡ ls ns[krh gqbZ eeh dh vk¡[ksa fcydqy lw[k xb±A fcuk vk¡lw dh Hkhxh&Hkhxh
vk¡[ksaA li+$sn psgjkA vc irk yxsxk eeh dksA

ikik mls ?kqek jgs gSaA dydÙks ds ckjs esa crk jgs gSaA ij caVh dqN lqu gh ugha jgkA og
lksp jgk gS] lksp gh ugha jgk] ns[k jgk gS–eeh mlds iyax ij cSBh jks&jksdj dg jgh gSa]
^^er tk caVh] er tk! eSa rsjs fcuk jg ugha ldw¡xhA vkt rd dHkh---**
vkSj eu gh eu esa os 'krs± rSjrh gSa tks eeh ds lkeus og j[ksxkA eeh lc ekusaxh rks
vkidk caVh / 123
og jgsxkA iDdkokyk izkWfel] >wB&>wB dk cgdkok vc ugha pysxkA
og D;k tkurk ugha fd eeh mlds fcuk jg ugha ldrhaA MkWDVj lkgc] vfe] tksr]
dksBh&oksBh lc Bhd gS] ij caVh---
^^vPNk caVh] ;s MkWDVj lkgc rqEgsa dSls yxrs gSa\** vpkud ikik us iwNk] vkSj ut+jsa
caVh ds psgjs ij xM+k nha rks caVh dh le> esa gh ugha vk;k fd D;k dgsA cl] dgha gyds
ls MkWDVj lkgc dk psgjk mHkj vk;kA fQj èkhjs ls cksyk] ^^vPNs gSaA**
^^vkSj muds ;s cPps\**
^^tksr rks cgqr vPNh gSA eq>s cgqr I;kj djrh gS] eq>ls dHkh >xM+k Hkh ugha djrh---**
vjs] ;s ikik ,sls D;ksa ns[k jgs gSa\ yxk tSls dgha dksbZ x+yrh gks xbZA ij mlus rks
fdlh ds ckjs esa dksbZ Hkh cqjh ckr ugha dhA
^^vPNk] dkath fivksxs rqe\** ikik us mlds ckn dqN ugha iwNkA

jkr esa caVh vius iyax ij ysVk&ysVk cjkcj jkg ns[k jgk gS fd dc eeh vkrh gSa vkSj
dc jks&jksdj mlds lkeus fxM+fxM+krh gSaA jkLrs esa lksph gqbZ lkjh 'krks± dks mlus fQj ,d
ckj eu gh eu nksgjk fy;kA
tksr viuh ,d lgsyh ds ;gk¡ xbZ gSA vfe lkFk&lkFk V¡xk gqvk pyk x;kA vdsys
ysVs&ysVs caVh dk le; gh ugha dV jgk gSA ;ksa lkeus ,d fdrkc [kksy j[kh gS] ij è;ku
rks lkjk---
eeh vius dejs esa gSa MkWDVj lkgc ds lkFkA t+:j jks jgh gksaxhA gks ldrk gS MkWDVj
lkgc ls dg jgh gksa fd os le>k,¡A lksprh gksaxh fd eSa muls Mj tkÅ¡xkA vc rks ikik
gSaA vc rks eSa dgw¡xk–;g lc ugha pysxkA eSa cnkZ'r ugha d:¡xkA
vxj dgha MkWDVj lkgc le>kus vk gh x, rks\ mudks D;k tokc nsxk\ ;g rks lkspk
gh ughaA ugha] mUgsa dksbZ tokc ugha nsxkA
ij dksbZ vk gh ugha jgkA fgEer gh ugha gks jgh gS vkus dh 'kk;n! brus esa tksr vkSj
vfe vk, vkSj lhèks eeh ds dejs esa ?kql x,A ;s yksx dSls muds dejs esa ?kql tkrs gSaA
tkus D;ksa og bl rjg dHkh ml dejs esa ?kql gh ugha ikrkA ;k rks dHkh eeh ys xbZ gSa
rks x;k gS ;k fQj fNidjA
FkksM+h nsj ckn tksr vkbZ vkSj iwNk] ^^rw dy vius ikik ds lkFk dydÙks tk jgk gS\**
rks ml dejs esa ;gh lc ckr gks jgh gS\
^^gk¡] esjs ikik ysus vk, gSa] tkÅ¡xk ugha eSa\** caVh bruh t+ksj ls cksyk fd eeh vius
dejs esa Hkh lqu ysaA
irk ugha eeh us lquk ;k ugha ij tksr us lqu fy;k vkSj diM+s cnyus pyh xbZA dgk¡
rks eeh dh vk¡[ksa mlds vkxs&ihNs ?kwek djrh Fkha] mlds Hkhrj rd dk tSls lcdqN ns[krh
jgrh Fkha] vc vkt D;k gks x;k\ mldh vk¡[ksa Hkh bl rjg ?kwe&fQj ldrha rks og Hkh
ns[krk fd eeh D;k dj jgh gSa] D;k dg jgh gSa\
FkksM+h nsj ckn ,dk,d eeh dejs ds njokt+s ij vkdj [kM+h gks xb±A caVh us Hkjiwj
ut+jksa ls eeh dks ns[kk vkSj fQj fdrkc i<+us yxk] tSls mls fdlh dk dksbZ bart+kj ughaA
èkhjs&èkhjs eeh ikl vkdj cSB xb±A caVh us eu gh eu esa tYnh ls ,d ckj lc nqgjk fy;kA
dgha ,slk u gks fd eeh jksus yxsa rks og [”kqn Hkh jks iM+sA ugha] jksuk&oksuk fcydqy ugha
124 / vkidk caVh
gS bl ckjA
ij eeh dqN ugha cksyhaA cl] mldk flj lgykus yxhaA mlus ,d ckj fQj eeh dh
vksj ns[kkA ugha] eeh jks rks ugha jghaA vc jks,¡ 'kk;n! ij tc ugha jksb± rks caVh us dgk]
^^eSa dy ikik ds lkFk dydÙks tk jgk gw¡A**
eeh ,dVd mldh vksj ns[krh jghaA tSls mldh ckr dk vFkZ le>us dh dksf'k'k
dj jgh gksa] ;k fd tSls ml ij fo'okl ugha gks jgk gksA ij jks rks ugha jghaA
^^eSa fQj dHkh rqEgkjs ikl vkÅ¡xk Hkh ughaA ikik ds ikl gh jgw¡xk] ges'kk---** eeh
mlds cky vkSj xky gh lgykrh jghaA fQj èkhjs ls cksyha] ^^caVh!**
caVh tSls vxys okD; ds fy, rS;kj! vc dgks fd er tk!
^^rsjs fy, D;k&D;k ykš csVs] rw viuh ilan dh pht+sa crk nsA ogh lc---**
rks D;k eeh mls jksd ugha jgh gSa\ mls lpeqp gh Hkst jgh gSaA mlds Hkhrj gh Hkhrj
dqN ,saBus yxkA
^^eq>s dqN ugha pkfg,] eSa rqEgkjh dksbZ pht+ ugha yw¡xkA** mlus tyrh ut+jksa ls eeh
dks ns[kk] ekuks dg jgk gks---vc] vc cksyks] vc jksvks!
ij bl ij Hkh eeh ugha jksb±A lw[kh vk¡[ksa vkSj mlls Hkh T+;knk lw[kk psgjkA
MkWDVj lkgc gSa u ?kj esa blhfy, ugha jks jghaA Mjrh tks gSaA dy ns[kukA vkSj ugha
jksb± rks D;k gS] og rks pyk tk,xkA ikik ds lkFk [+kcw ?kwexs k dydÙks es]a ubZ&ubZ pht+as ns[ksxa As
bruk cM+k 'kgjA ?kwers&?kwers ej Hkh tkvks rks [k+Re gh u gksA
jkr esa og ikik ds lkFk ?kwerk jgk vthc&vthc txgksa esaA vpkud dgha ls eeh
vk xb± vkSj mls xksn esa mBkdj jksus yxha] QwV&QwVdjA og] eeh vkSj ikik ykSV jgs gSa---
pys tk jgs gSa] pys tk jgs gSa vkSj tSls gh ?kj ds njokt+s ij igq¡prs gSa] ikik MkWDVj lkgc
esa cny tkrs gSaA og ?kj Hkh irk ugha dkSu&lk FkkA losjs vk¡[k [kqyh rks og vius fcLrj
esa FkkA
nwljs fnu Hkh eeh ugha jksb±A mlls ,d ckj Hkh ugha dgk fd rw er tk rks caVh [”kqn
jks iM+kA fNidj] ckFk:e esaA
uk'rs dh est+ ij lc pqiA tksr vkSj vfe mls ,sls ns[k jgs gSa] tSls tkurs gh ugha
gksaA MkWDVj lkgc vkSj eeh est+ ij ut+jsa xM+k, gq, Hkh tSls mls gh ns[k jgs gksaA lc ns[kks]
ij dksbZ er dgks fd er tk] lc 'kk;n ;gh pkgrs gSa fd eSa pyk tkšA eeh Hkh\
vkSj tSls eu esa dqN mQuus yxkA xys esa vkdj dqN ,slk Q¡l x;k fd [kkrs ugha
cukA cl] v¡lqvkbZ vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ls ,d ckj fQj yky frdksu rSj x;kA
u eeh dkWyst xb±] u mls Ldwy HkstkA cgqr eu gqvk fd dg ns og Ldwy D;ksa ugha
tk,xk\ dy Hkh ugha x;k] vkt Hkh ugha\ mls i<+uk ugha\ mls i<+uk ugha gS\ ij dqN
Hkh ugha dgk x;kA xyk tSls fdlh us Hkhap fn;k gSA xyk ugha] dgha dqN vkSj tSls fHkap
x;k gSA
eeh pqipki mldk lkeku tek jgh gSAa mlds diM+]s mlds f[kykSuAs eu gqvk HkM+HkM+krk
tk, vkSj ,d&,d diM+k ckgj fudky MkysA ugha tk,xk og dydÙks] D;ksa tk,xk] dSls
tk,xk\ ,d eghus ckn bfErgku ugha gSa mlds\ og jgk gS dHkh eeh ds fcuk\
ij dqN ugha] dqN Hkh ugha dgk x;k mllsA og vk¡lw ihrk gqvk bèkj&mèkj ?kwerk jgkA
eeh lkeku tekrh jghaA tSls&tSls le; chrrk x;k] vk¡lw Hkh tSls Hkhrj tkdj te x,A
vkidk caVh / 125
 vkSj tc lcdqN te&tek x;k rks eeh mlds lkeus vkdj [kM+h gks xb±A mlds nksuksa
daèkksa dks idM+dj iwNk] ^^caVh] ogk¡ tkdj eq>s fcydqy Hkwy rks ugha tk,xk\ fpV~Bh fy[ksxk
eq>s\ vkSj ns[k csVs] ;fn ogk¡---**
^^eSa fcydqy ;kn ugha d:¡xk] eSa dHkh Hkh fpV~Bh ugha fy[kw¡xkA rqe esjh---** ckdh 'kCn
tSls Hkhrj gh ?kqVdj jg x,A
vc cksyks] vc jksvks---jksvks!
vkSj eeh dh vk¡[ksa lpeqp gh NyNyk vkb±A ij os dqN ugha cksyhaA pqipki ykSV xb±A
ikik dks ysus ds fy, dkj xbZ gqbZ gSA caVh dk lkjk lkeku rS;kj gSA lkeku ds Åij
rhu&pkj iSdsV j[ks gq, gSaA eeh us ykdj j[ks gSaA og fcydqy ugha ys tk,xkA eeh dgsaxh
rc Hkh ughaA MkWDVj lkgc Hkh vk x, gSaA
^^caVh rw xjeh dh NqfV~V;ksa esa ;gha vk tkukA ge yksx fQj pkph vEek ds ikl pysxa !s **
og ,d {k.k rd tksr dk psgjk ns[krk gSA fQj dgrk gS] ^^ugha] eSa D;ksa vkÅ¡xk ;gk¡]
eq>s ugha tkuk dghaA eSa rks ogha ?kwew¡xk NqfV~V;ksa esaA**
vkSj mls yxrk gS] tSls og tksr ls ugha dg jgk gS] vius&vkils dg jgk gSA vc
rks lpeqp&lpeqp og dHkh ugha ykSVsxk] dHkh ughaA D;k le> j[kk gS eeh us mls!
^^vkius rks cM+h nsj dj nhA ge rks dHkh ls jkg ns[k jgs FksA vkids lkFk cSBus dk
rks fcydqy le; feyk gh ughaA**
ikik Hkhrj ugha vk jgs] ^^vkb ,e lks lkWjhA cl dqN ,slk gh gks x;k fd---** fQj
dksV dh ck¡g ljdkdj ?kM+h ns[krs gq, cksys] ^^vc rks ,dne xkM+h dk le; gks x;kA caVh]
rS;kj gks u csVs\**
rks caVh nkSM+dj ikik ds ikl tkdj [kM+k gks x;kA Hkhrj gh Hkhrj lgek gqvk] ij
Åij ls tSls lèkk gqvkA lc ns[k ysa fd mls Hkh [+kwc&[+kwc I;kj djusokys ikik gSa] tks mls
ys tk jgs gSa vius lkFk! dksbZ er j[kks mls ;gk¡A
eeh vHkh Hkh ugha vk jgha\ ikik dh ut+jsa Hkh 'kk;n mUgha dks <w¡<+ jgh gSaA eeh D;k
fudysaxh gh ugha\
calhyky lkeku tekus yxk rks caVh us os iSdsV fudkydj vyx dj fn,A
^^vjs] ;s rks rqEgkjs fy, gh yk, gSa csVk] rqe ys tkvksA**
caVh dqN ugha cksyk] pqipki mu fMCcksa dks lhf<+;ksa ds ,d fdukjs ij j[k fn;kA ikik
us ,d ckj ?kwjdj MkWDVj lkgc dks ns[kkA MkWDVj lkgc dk psgjk tkus dSlk&dSlk gks vk;kA
rHkh Hkhrj ls eeh fudydj vkb±A mUgksaus ,d ckj ikik dh vksj ns[kk] fQj caVh dh
vksj vkSj fQj iSdsV dh vksjA fQj èkhjs ls vkxs c<+dj mUgksaus caVh dks idM+dj viuh
vksj [khapk vkSj I;kj fd;k] ij cksyha dqN ughaA
caVh fNVddj ikik ds ikl pyk x;k vkSj mudh ck¡g idM+dj [kM+k gks x;kA tSls
og iwjh rjg ;g fn[kk nsuk pkgrk gks fd og ikik dk caVh cu x;k gS vkSj vc ikik
ds ikl gh tk jgk gSA
xkM+h esa lc cSBsA MkWDVj lkgc] vfe] tksrA cl eeh ckgj gh [kM+h jghaA ikik us
MkWDVj lkgc dh vksj ns[kk---
^^va·· 'kh bt+ osjh vilsVA** vkSj mUgksaus xkM+h LVkVZ dj nhA
u pkgrs gq, Hkh caVh dh ut+j eeh dh vksj pyh gh xbZA mudk ,d gkFk fgy jgk
126 / vkidk caVh
Fkk vkSj os 'kk;n jks jgh FkhaA
jksrh gqbZ eeh ihNs NwV xb±A dksBh] dksBh dk mtM+k gqvk vgkrk] dksBh ds ckgj yky
frdksu] lc&lc ihNs NwV x,A
LVs'ku vkSj LVs'ku dh HkhM+A xkM+h esa cSBk f[kM+dh ls >k¡drk caVhA IysVi+$keZ ij [kM+s
gq, MkWDVj lkgc] ikik] vfe] tksr! vkSj Hkh <sj lkjs yksxA
MkWDVj lkgc ds VwVs&VwVs okD;] ^^vki bldh [k+cj nsrs jfg,xk---;w uks 'kh bt+---vxj
cgqr ijs'kku gks rks---**
^^caVh HkS;k] ge Hkh dydÙkk ?kweus vk,¡xs!**
^^caVh] eq>s fpV~Bh fy[kukA**
vkSj blds lkFk gh cgqr lkjk 'kksj] rjg&rjg dkA vkSj ,dk,d gh lkjs 'kksj ds Åij
mHkjrk gS–caVh] er tk csVs] eSa rsjs fcuk ugha jg ldw¡xhA nkSM+rh&nkSM+rh eeh pyh vk jgh
gSa] cngokl] yky vk¡[ksaA ij eeh tSls ml rd igq¡p ugha ik jgh gSa] fli+$Z mudh vkokt+
mlds bnZ&fxnZ ?kwe jgh gSA
rHkh xkM+h py nh vkSj tks yksx vk, Fks os Hkh NwV x,A gkFk fgykrs gq, MkWDVj lkgc]
vfe vkSj tksrA èkhjs&èkhjs lcds psgjs ?kqy&fey x, vkSj fQj ,d fcanq esa cnydj vks>y
gks x,A fQj IysVi+$keZ dh HkhM+ vkSj 'kksj] 'kgj dk fgLlk] tkuk&igpkuk] lc&dqN ljdrk
pyk x;k] NwVrk pyk x;kA vkSj FkksM+h gh nsj esa xkM+h [ksr&[kfygkuksa vkSj eSnkuksa dh vuar
lhekvksa ds chp nkSM+us yxhA
caVh us xjnu Hkhrj dh vksj eksM+ yh–lc vifjfpr psgjsA brus vifjfpr psgjksa ds
chp tkus dSlh ng'kr caVh dks gqbZ fd og mBdj ikik ds ikl pyk x;k vkSj muls ,dne
lV x;kA ikik us cgqr nqykj ls mldh ihB lgykbZ] ^^caVh!**
rks vius&vki gh tSls vkxs ds 'kCn rSj x,] ^^ogk¡ viuk ?kj gksxk] rq>s cgqr vPNk
yxsxk csVk!**
ij ikik iwN jgs Fks] ^^fcLrj yxk nsa] rqe ysVksxs\**
brus vifjfprksa ds chp tSls og vius&vkils vifjfpr gks vk;kA cl] ckj&ckj ut+j
ikik dh vksj mB tkrh gSA brus u,&u, psgjksa ds chp ikik dk tkuk&igpkuk] ifjfpr
psgjk gh tSls vk'oLr djrk gSA eu gks jgk gS fd mUgsa gh dldj idM+ ysA dgha ,slk
u gks fd ikik Hkh NwV tk,¡! FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj ckn dksbZ u dksbZ cgkuk cukdj og mUgs Nw
ysrk gS] dHkh gkFk idM+ ysrk gSA
ysfdu jkr esa caVh fQj mUgha ifjfpr psgjksa vkSj ifjfpr txgksa ds chp gh ?kwerk jgkA
?kwjrh gqbZ eeh ;k mnkl&mnkl eeh] fp<+krk gqvk vfe] I;kj djrh tksr] xaHkhj&xaHkhj MkWDVj
lkgcA loky le>krs gq, lj---lkbysal---lkbysal---foHkw] dSyk'k] VhVw---;kj caVh dgk¡ pyk
x;k\ calhyky---yky frdksu---ekyh nknk---vke dk ikSèkk---lHkh dqN rks mlds vklikl]
mldh igq¡p ds Hkhrj] jkst+ dh rjgA
ij losjs vk¡[k [kqyh rks fQj pkjksa vksj u, psgjsA og ,dne ikik ds ikl pyk x;kA
vkSj nwljs fnu tc gkoM+k ij mrjk rks yxk tSls vifjfprksa ds ,d NksVs&ls nk;js esa
ls mBkdj fdlh us mls vifjfprksa ds ,d cM+s&ls leqnz esa gh Qsad fn;k gSA
fdruh HkhM+ fdruk 'kksj–lcdqN fdruk vutkuk] vuphUgkA
mldk eu ,d vthc&lh ng'kr ls Hkj x;kA mlus dldj ikik dh m¡xyh idM+
vkidk caVh / 127
yhA èkDds&eqDds ds chp esa cjkcj ;gh [kVdk yxk jgk fd vxj ikik dh m¡xyh NwV xbZ
rks fQj dgha mldk irk ugha yxsxkA
ikik VSDlh ds fy, D;w esa tkdj [kM+s gks x,A caVh dh dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk
gSA cl] HkdqokbZ&lh vk¡[kksa ls og ikik dks ns[ks tk jgk gSA
^^rqe ;gk¡ cSB tkvksA** mls 'kk;n Fkdk le>dj ikik us mls ,d ckWDl ij fcBk
fn;kA vklikl ns[kus dks fdruk dqN gS bl ubZ txg esa] ij og rks tSls lc vksj ls lqUu
gks vk;k gSA cl] ut+j bl rjg ikik ij fVdh gqbZ gS] ekuks mls fdlh us ogk¡ dhy fn;k
gksA èkwi esa ikik dh yach&lh ijNkbZ ysVh gS–[+kwc yach&lhA og cSBk gqvk ikik dks ns[k jgk
gS] ij eu gks jgk gS fd tkdj gkFk gh idM+ ysA ikik dk gkFk NwVus ls gh vthc&lh ?kcjkgV
gks jgh gSA
vkf[k+j og mBkA ikik dh cx+y esa tkdj] muls ,dne lVdj mlus mudk gkFk idM+
fy;kA
vkSj mldh NksVh&lh ijNk¡bZ ikik dh yach&lh ijNk¡bZ esa gh ?kqy&fey xbZA

15
tfLVfi+$ds'ku!
ij D;ksa! fdl ckr ds fy,\ D;k fd;k gS 'kdqu us\
vt; caVh dks ys tkuk pkgrs Fks vkSj og [”kqn tkuk pkgrk FkkA mls ;gk¡ vPNk ugha
yxrk FkkA bruh dksf'k'k djus ij Hkh og caVh dks bl ?kj esa jpk&ipk ugha ldhA og
bls viuk ?kj le> gh ugha ldkA irk ugha] D;k pkgrk Fkk og bl ?kj ls\ ugha] 'kk;n
'kdqu lsA
vt; us Hkh u tkus D;k pkgk Fkk mllsA og ugha ns ikbZ rks vt; mldh ft+anxh
ls fudy x;kA vc caVh Hkh dqN pkgrk FkkA irk ugha caVh gh pkgrk Fkk ;k fd vt;
gh caVh esa mrjdj u, fljs ls fQj ogh pkgus yxk Fkk] tks rc og mls ugha ns ikbZ FkhA
ugha] ;g mldk Hkze gSA vt; mlls dqN ugha pkgrkA og viuh Hkjh&iwjh ft+anxh th
jgk gSA mlus 'kdqu dks dkV fn;k gS] 'kk;n dksbZ dld Hkh ckdh ugha gSA ij tc 'kdqu
us vius thou dks Hkjk&iwjk djuk pkgk] vt; dh dld dks Hkh èkks&iksaNuk pkgk rks
caVh---
lc yksx dsoy mlls pkgrs gh gSa vkSj og mudh pkgukvksa dks iwjrh jgs ;gh ,dek=k
jkLrk gS mlds fy,A cl] og dqN u pkgsA tgk¡ pkgrh gS] ogha x+yr D;ksa gks tkrh gS\
,slk vuqfpr&vlaHko Hkh rks mlus dqN ugha pkgkA ,d lgt lhèkh ft+anxh] ftlesa jgdj
og de ls de ;g rks eglwl dj lds fd og ftank gSA dsoy lwjt Mwc&mxdj gh mls
jkr gksus vkSj chrus dk ,glkl u djk,] mlds vfrfjDr Hkh ^dqN* gksA
fdruh lgt&LokHkkfod bPNk,¡ Fkha mldh! fQj Hkh lc x+yr] dsoy blfy, fd os
mldh FkhaA
^tgk¡ tfLVfi+$ds'ku gS] le> yks ogk¡ fxYV gSA vkneh vius fxYV dks tfLVi+$kbZ u
djs rks---* 'kk;n dHkh fdlh lanHkZ esa ;g MkWDVj us gh dgk FkkA
128 / vkidk caVh
 dgk gksxkA 'kdqu dks yx jgk gS] mlds eu esa bl le; dqN ugha gSA u fxYV u
tfLVfi+$ds'kuA dqN gS rks fli+$Z nq[k fd caVh pyk x;k] fd caVh ,d fnu Hkh ogk¡ [”kq'k
ugha jgsxkA u ml ?kj esa] u gkWLVy esaA fcuk 'kdqu ds og dgha [”kq'k jg gh ugha ldrkA
vkSj bu fnuksa rks 'kdqu ds lkFk HkhA
og le> gh ugha ldk fd 'kdqu ls cnyk ysrs&ysrs fdruk cM+k cnyk mlus vius&
vkils ys fy;k gSA 'kdqu dks d"V nsus ds fy, fdruk cM+k d"V mlus vius&vkidks ns
Mkyk gSA
og ugha le> ldk] ij 'kdqu rks lc le> jgh FkhA fQj Hkh og pqi jghA D;k og
;g ugha eglwl djus yxh Fkh fd caVh vc mlds thou dh lgt xfr esa ,d #dkoV
cu x;k gS\ ftl ubZ ft+anxh dh 'kq#vkr dk lkjk vk;kstu mlus dj Mkyk] og 'kq: gksdj
Hkh tSls 'kq: ugha gks ik jgh gS fd caVh mlesa tc&rc njkj Mky nsrk gSA
dui+$s'kal!
ugha] mls dqN dui+$sl ugha djukA vkneh 'kk;n dui+$sl blfy, ugha djrk gS fd
nwljksa dh ut+jksa esa xqugxkj cudj viuh ut+jksa esa csxqukg gks tk,A og vius xqukgksa dks
Lohdkj ugha djrk] cM+h fujhgrk ds lkFk mUgsa nwljs ds daèks ij Mkydj Lo;a muls eqDr
gks tkrk gSA
ij 'kdqu dks ,slk dqN ugha djuk] og dj gh ugha ldrhA caVh mlds thou dk
vfHkUu va'k gS] mldk viuk va'kA mlds tkus dk nq[k Hkh mldk viuk gS vkSj mls
Hkstdj ;fn mlus dqN x+yr fd;k rks og x+yrh Hkh mruh gh mldh viuh gSA bl lcdks
u og fdlh ds lkFk 'ks;j dj ldrh gS] u fdlh vkSj ds daèkksa ij Mkydj ml lcls eqDr
gks ldrh gSA
vga vkSj x”qLls ls Hkjs&Hkjs] 'kdqu dh ykbZ gqbZ pht+ksa dks fcuk ns[ks] fcuk Nq, ,d vksj
ljdk nsus] meM+rs vk¡lqvksa dks Hkhrj gh Hkhrj jksddj lw[kh vk¡[kksa ls eksVj esa cSBdj fonk
gks tkus dh O;Fkk caVh ls dgha T+;knk 'kdqu dh viuh O;Fkk gS vkSj ,slh O;Fkk ftls dksbZ
Hkh ck¡V ugha ldrk---vkt Hkh ugha] vkxs Hkh ughaA
dkj ykSV vkbZA mlesa ls MkWDVj] vfe vkSj tksr mrjs rks mls ,d ckj fQj u, fljs
ls èkDdk&lk yxkA rks caVh pyk x;k\ vkSj lkFk gh [k+;ky vk;k fd bruh nsj ls og Åij
ls pkgs dqN Hkh lksprh jgh gks] Hkhrj gh Hkhrj rks yxkrkj tkus dSls&dSls fp=k curs&fcxM+rs
jgs gSAa ;gk¡ ds ifjfpr ekgkSy vkSj 'kdqu dh mifLFkfr esa Fkek gqvk vkosx] LVs'ku ds vifjfpr
ekgkSy esa QwV iM+k gS–eSa ugha tkÅ¡xk] eSa eeh ds ikl tkÅ¡xk–eeh ds ikl gh jgw¡xkA vt;
dk dkrj gks vk;k psgjk] MkWDVj dk vleatl–tksr ls fpiddj [kM+k Mjk&lgek caVhA
eeh··---xkM+h ls mrjdj og mlls fyiV x;k gS–nksuksa dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw---xyrh gqbZ ci+$Z
dh nhokjA
^^ml le; tYnh&tYnh esa pk; ugha ih ldsA tYnh ls pk; fiyok nks rks eSa tkšA
vkb ,e vkWyjsMh ysV!**
cl\
^^xkM+h Hkh vkèkk ?kaVs ysV FkhA**
vkSj\
^^eeh] eSaus caVh dks dg fn;k gS fd og eq>s fpV~Bh t+:j fy[ksxkA**
vkidk caVh / 129
 ^^feLVj c=kk dks Hkh dg fn;k gS fd tkrs gh fpV~Bh fy[k nsaxs vkSj lkjh ckr ;kuh
tks Hkh tSlk Hkh gksxk fy[k nsaxsA**
vkSj\
vkSj lc pqi!
nks I;kyksa esa pk; <y xbZ vkSj nks fxyklksa esa nwèkA caVh dh dqlhZ [kkyh gSA
^^ikik] gekjk T;ksesVªh ckWDl ,dne csdkj gks x;kA gesa u;k pkfg,] dy gh gekjk
VsLV gSA vki Mªkboj ds gkFk e¡xok yhft,A**
tksr vkSj vfe vkt Hkh viuh t+:jrksa ds fy, MkWDVj ls gh dgrs gSaA caVh gksrk rks\
ogk¡ caVh fdlls dgsxk\
^^lnhZ rks [k+Re gks gh xbZA nl&ianzg fnuksa esa rks ilhus ls ugkus dk ekSle vk tk,xkA
LVs'ku ij rks vkt gh ckdk;nk xjeh yx jgh FkhA**
^^xkfM+;ksa esa bruh HkhM+ D;ksa tkrh gS ikik\ jkst+&jkst+ tkusokys brus vkneh dgk¡ ls
vk tkrs gSa\**
xkM+h ysV FkhA LVs'ku ij xjeh FkhA LVs'ku ij HkhM+ FkhA lcdqN Fkk] cl tSls ugha
Fkk rks caVhA tSls lc mlds vkl&ikl ls drjkdj fudy jgs gSaA dksbZ mlds ikl ugha igq¡p
jgk ;k fd igq¡puk ugha pkgrkA
^^vkt pk; dSlh gS\ 'kk;n ikuh iwjh rjg ugha [kkSykA**
nwljk ikuh vk tkrk gSA
^^ykSVrs gq, eSa oekZ ds ;gk¡ tkÅ¡xkA rqe Hkh pyks rks xkM+h Hkst nw\¡ ns[k vk,¡x]s rhu&pkj
fnu ls tk ugha ik;kA**
'kdqu us MkWDVj dh vksj ns[kk] fQj èkhjs ls cksyh] ^^vkt jgus nksA**
^^,sa\ vPNk!** MkWDVj eqM+ x,A
^^ikik] gekjs fy, Hkh dksbZ pht+A vPNh&lh!**
lk;kl <ax ls cksys gq, ;s vuk;kl okD;! tSls lcus r; dj fy;k gS fd dksbZ Hkh
ml fo"k; ij dqN ugha cksysxkA vkSj ;s okD; ml rd igq¡pdj Hkh ugha igq¡p jgs gSaA lsrq
ugha cu jgs gSaA
lsrq! caVh lsrq ugha cu ldkA blhfy, 'kk;n mls Hkh dV tkuk iM+kA

MkWDVj pys x,] vfe vkSj tksr i<+us cSB x,! lcdqN fdruk lgt&LokHkkfod gks vk;kA
dgha dqN ughaA tSls ,d vuko';d izlax Fkk] Åij ls Fkksik gqvkA mls ,d u ,d fnu
lekIr gksuk gh FkkA lc yksx tSls blh fnu dh izrh{kk dj jgs FksA
og Hkh\ lpeqp og Hkh dgha pkgus gh rks yxh FkhA mls [”kqn yxus yxk Fkk fd og
,d vuko';d rÙo---'kk;n og gks gh x;k FkkA 'kk;n ,slk gh gksrk gSA
^;g cPpk fdldk gS\* calhyky dh cgw [kqlj&Qqlj djds iwN jgh FkhA
^buds igysokys vkneh dk cPpkA* nck&nck&lk tokcA
^ngst+ esa ;gh ysdj vkbZ gSa\* [kh---[kh---[kh---
vkSj ml g¡lh us mls Hkhrj rd fryfeyk fn;k FkkA
^;g cPpk\ vksg] gk¡! D;k uke gS csVs rqEgkjk\* oekZ dk cqyan iz'u!
^v:i c=kk!* mruk gh cqyan tokcA
130 / vkidk caVh
 loky vkSj tokc nksuksa esa gh rks dqN FkkA u pkgrs gq, Vkyrs gq, Hkh è;ku ,d {k.k
dks ml vksj x;k FkkA
vkSj fQj jkr esa lnhZ ls vdM+k] Mj ls lgek caVh mldh Nkrh ls fpidk FkkA lk¡l
tSls fgpfd;ksa esa c¡èk xbZ FkhA
^;g vdlj bl rjg Mj tk;k djrk gS D;k\* irk ugha Loj esa uhan dh [kqekjh Fkh
;k fd ,d :[kkiuA O;k?kkr iM+ tkus dh [khtA de ls de 'kdqu dks ,slk gh yxk FkkA
vkSj og caVh dks ysdj gyds ls pkSdUuh gks vkbZ FkhA
^;g rks cgqr gh ft+n~nh cPpk gS HkkbZ! yxrk gS] rqeus bls cgqr T+;knk ykM+ esa LikWby
dj fn;k gS!* ,d gydk&lk vkØks'k Fkk Loj esaA
^er bruk flj p<+kvks cgwth! ugha] ,d fnu vki gh nq[kh gksaxhA*
,d&lh gh rks ckrsa Fkha] ij vFkZ cny x, Fks D;ksafd 'kk;n lanHkZ cny x, FksA
vkSj rc igys fnu dk og pkSdUukiu vuk;kl gh ,d gydh&lh vijkèk&Hkkouk esa
cny x;kA tSls ft+n caVh us ugha dh] mlus [”kqn dh gSA ,d x+yr vkSj vuqfpr ft+nA
irk ugha] eu dk Hkko 'kk;n psgjs ij vafdr gks vk;k FkkA MkWDVj us daèks ij gkFk
j[kdj iwNk] ^^cqjk eku xb±\** mlus >wB cksyk Fkk vkSj lkFk gh yxk Fkk fd vc irk ugha
fdruh ckj mls >wB cksyuk iM+sxkA
MkWDVj eqldjk jgs FksA ekuks caVh us tks dqN fd;k] mlus drbZ ijs'kku ugha fd;k gS
mUgsaA
og Hkh eqldjkbZA ekuks mlus MkWDVj dh ckr dk fcydqy cqjk ugha ekuk gSA vlyh
ckr ij udkc Mkyus dk flyflyk mlh fnu ls 'kq: gqvk FkkA de ls de caVh dks ysdjA
vkSj fQj ,d uo+$yh&lk O;ogkjA ;k fd vlyh O;ogkj esa Hkh uo+$yhiu dk ,glkl!
;k rks bl fo"k; ij ckr gksrh gh ugha ;k gksrh rks cgqr gh l¡Hky&l¡HkydjA
ij caVh Fkk fd gj fnu ,d u;k gaxkekA dqN Hkh gksrk vkSj eu gh eu 'kdqu vius
dks li+$kbZ nsus ds fy, rS;kj djrh FkhA ij MkWDVj ns[k&tkudj Hkh pqi jg tkrs rks mudh
pqIih] caVh dh ft+n] caaVh ds gaxkes ls Hkh T+;knk cM+k cks> cudj 'kdqu ds eu ij Nk
tkrhA
viuh gj leL;k] vius gj cks> dks cM+s fu}±} Hkko ls MkWDVj ds daèkksa ij Mkydj
fu¯'pr gks tkusokyh 'kdqu ds eu esa ,d dksuk mHkj vk;k Fkk] ftldh ckr ogha ?kqeM+rh
jgrh Fkh vkSj 'kdqu FkksM+h&lh Hk;Hkhr jgrh Fkh fd dgha ;gk¡ dh ckr ckgj u vk tk,A
lkFk gh vk'kafdr Hkh fd dgha ;g dksuk viuh lhek rksM+dj QSyuk u 'kq: dj ns vkSj
fQj QSyrk gh pyk tk,] QSyrk gh pyk tk,A
og tkurh Fkh fd ;s dksus tc gksrs gSa rks fdrus iSus gksrs gSaA dSls buls lcdqN dVrk
pyrk gS] fo'okl] ln~Hkkouk] viuRo! lkjh dh lkjh ft+anxh c¡V tkrh gS [kaMksa esa] VqdM+ksa
esa fd blds ckn ,d iwjh ft+na xh thuk---ugha] og vc vkSj ml lcls xqtj+ uk Hkh ugha pkgrhA
cM+h ls cM+h o+$her Hkh pqdkuh gksxh rks pqdk nsxhA
o+$her pqdk nh vkSj yx jgk gS fd og tSls ,dne [k+kyh vkSj [kks[kyh gks xbZ gSA
^^eeh] gesa xzkej le>k nks!**
ysVs&ysVs gh 'kdqu us ikl [kM+h tksr dks ns[kkA Loj esa dSlk vkxzg gS ;kpuk&tSlkA
ges'kk D;k og blh rjg dqN dgrh&ek¡xrh gS\ dHkh /;ku gh ugha x;kA
vkidk caVh / 131
 vc 'kk;n u, fljs ls vfe vkSj tksr ls ifjfpr gksuk iM+sxkA vHkh rd rks ;s yksx
Hkh caVh ds lkFk bl rjg tqMs+ gq, Fks fd dHkh vyxko eglwl gh ugha gqvk] caVh ds lkFk&lkFk
bu nksuksa dk dke Hkh gksrk gh pyrk FkkA vc\
^^ns[kks rks tksr! vfe D;k dj jgk gS\ mls Hkh ;gha cqyk yksA nksuksa ;gha i<+ksA**
^^vfe··** tksr nkSM+rh gqbZ pyh xbZA
caVh dks mlus dHkh bl dejs esa cSBdj ugha i<+k;kA og dHkh vkrk Hkh ugha FkkA tkus
dSlk ,d lgek&lgekiu mlds eu esa ?kj dj x;k FkkA vkt ml dejs esa tkrs gq, og
lge jgh gSA og est+---og dksukA
^^eeh] eSaus pkj lEl dj fy,] ik¡pok¡ dj jgk gw¡A dqy nl djus gSaA cl gkseodZ
[k+Re] gkseodZ fi+$fu'kA**
nksuksa cPps viuk&viuk dke djus cSB x, rks [k+;ky vk;k] fcuk caVh ds og bu
yksxksa dks mlh rjg I;kj dj ldsxh tSls caVh dks djrh Fkh\ bUgsa mruk gh viuk le>
ldsxh\ 'kk;n ughaA
ehjk Hkh caVh ds fy, ,sls gh lkspxs h\ og Hkh mlls dHkh tqM+k gqvk eglwl ugha djsxhA
mls dHkh vius cPps dh rjg I;kj ugha djsxhA
,dk,d 'kdqu us dkih ij >qds gq, vfe dks [khapdj viuh xksn esa Hkj fy;k] mlds
nksuksa xkyksa ij I;kj fd;kA vfe ldidk&lk x;k vkSj fQj vyx gks x;kA tksr vthc&lh
ut+jksa ls ns[kus yxhA
,slk djus ij caVh dHkh mlds xys esa ck¡gsa Mky fn;k djrk FkkA vdlj og mldh
xksn esa ysVdj gh ikB ;kn fd;k djrk FkkA t+ksj&t+ksj ls cksydj vkSj tc rd caVh i<+rk
Fkk] 'kdqu dqN ugha dj ldrh FkhA
le; ds lkFk lcdqN dSls cg tkrk gS!

vt; dk i=k chp esa iM+k FkkA 'kdqu vkSj MkWDVj vkeus&lkeus cSBs FksA nksuksa ds chp ,d
ekSu f?kj vk;k Fkk–,d rukoiw.kZ ekSu! de ls de 'kdqu dks ,slk gh yxk FkkA
vt; us cgqr la;r <ax ls fy[kk Fkk] fy[kk gh ugha] ,d rjg ls vkxzg fd;k Fkk
fd vc caVh dks og vius ikl gh j[kuk pkgrk gSA fQj Hkh bl fo"k; esa mu nksuksa dh
jk; ds fcuk og dqN ugha djsxkA
MkWDVj us i=k i<+ fy;k Fkk vkSj pqi gks vk, Fks vkSj 'kdqu ds eu esa gt+kj&gt+kj ckrsa
,d lkFk vk&tk jgh FkhaA og caVh dks Hkst ns vkSj vius ?kj ds bl ruko ls eqDr gks tk,A
og caVh dks D;ksa Hksts] vt; fdl vfèkdkj ls mls vius lkFk j[kuk pkgrs gSa\ mlus 'kknh
dj yh gS blhfy, mldk caVh ij ls vfèkdkj lekIr gks tkrk gS] rks vt; us Hkh rks 'kknh
dj yh gSA
MkWDVj tku ysa fd bl ?kj ds fy, caVh vuko';d gks] Qkyrw gks] ij dksbZ gS] ,d
,slk Hkh ?kj gS tgk¡ caVh dh vko';drk gS] caVh dh izrh{kk gSA ;gk¡ caVh ,d ft+nn~ h] ,cukWey
Z
cPpk gks ldrk gS] ij ogk¡---fd vt; dk 'kdqu ls pkgs dksbZ lacaèk u jgk gks] ij caVh
ls mldk lacèa k gS] vkReh;rk dk] viuRo dk] jDr dk] vc caVh dks ysdj og bruk vijkèkh
eglwl ugha djsxhA
MkWDVj pkgsa rc Hkh og ugha HkstsxhA 'kdqu ds lkFk mUgsa caVh dks Hkh Lohdkj djuk
132 / vkidk caVh
gh gksxkA caVh mlds lkFk Fkk vkSj ges'kk jgsxkA
ckrsa gSa fd ,d ds ckn ,d fQlyrh pyh tk jgh gSaA
^^rqeus dqN dgk ugha i=k i<+dj\** vkSj 'kdqu us cgqr gh Hksnrh&lh ut+jksa ls MkWDVj
dks ns[kk ekuks mls dsoy 'kCnksa ij gh fo'okl ugha djuk gS] mUgsa gh vafre ugha ekuuk
gS] mlds Hkhrj fNis vFkks± dks Hkh ns[kuk gSA og Hkhrj gh Hkhrj dgha cgqr pkSdUuh gks
vkbZA
vleatl vkSj nqfoèkk esa fyiVs MkWDVj pqiA vkSj og pqIih gh gt+kj&gt+kj vFkZ izdV
djus yxhA
^^crkvks u D;k tokc nw¡ vt; dks\** 'kdqu dks tSls tokc pkfg, gh] og Hkh MkWDVj
ls gh!
^^eSa feLVj c=kk dks fcydqy ugha tkurkA mUgksaus ;g D;ksa fy[kk gS] ;g Hkh ugha le>
ldkA D;k tokc gks ldrk gS bldk\ eSa D;k crkš\**
ogh rVLFkrk–ogh mis{kkA cksydj Hkh pqi jguk D;k blh dks ugha dgrs\ 'kdqu D;k
tkurh ugha fd MkWDVj blh rjg pqi jgsaxs] ij D;ksa\
^^D;ksa\ vHkh pkph vEek fy[ksa fd vfe dks 'kq: ls eSaus ikyk gS] mls esjs ikl Hkst
nks rks rqe tokc ugha nksxs\ dqN ugha crkvksxs\** vkos'k ls tSls mldk Loj dk¡ius yxkA
^^og ckr fcydqy nwljh gksxhA** MkWDVj dk Loj dHkh Hkh] dgha ls Hkh fopfyr
D;ksa ugha gksrk\ dSlh vkLFkk gS! dkSu&lk fo'okl gS ;g vius Åij] tks dgha Hkh fMxus
ugha nsrkA MkWDVj ds lèkko ds lkeus 'kdqu tSls vkSj T+;knk&T+;knk fc[kjk eglwl dj
jgh gSA
^^ckr nwljh ugha gS] cl] ;g dgks fd cPpk nwljk gSA vfe rqEgkjk cPpk gS] rqe mlds
ckjs esa fu.kZ; ys ldrs gksA caVh rqEgkjk---**
^^'kdqu!** vkSj MkWDVj dh nksuksa gFksfy;k¡ 'kdqu ds daèkksa ij vk fVdhaA
ckr chp esa gh VwV xbZA 'kdqu ,dVd MkWDVj dk psgjk ns[krh jghA D;k Fkk MkWDVj
ds Loj esa] MkWDVj ds psgjs esa fd eu dk vkosx tSls vius&vki gh èkhjs&èkhjs mrjus yxkA
^^ikxy gks xbZ gks\ yxrk gS] bl i=k us ijs'kku dj fn;k gSA ij bl rjg ijs'kku
gksus ls rks dksbZ pht+ gy ugha gksrhA**
'kdqu dks yxk tSls mlds daèks MkWDVj dh gFksfy;ksa ij fVd x, gSaA
^^rqe yksx vius dks] vius bZxks dks Åij u j[kdj caVh dks Åij j[kksA vkbZ ehu
mldh n`f"V ls lkjh ckr lkspks rks T+;knk lgh gksxkA**
ogh lèkk gqvk Loj] lqy>h gqbZ n`f"VA la'k; vkSj lansg ds mHkjs gq, lkjs dk¡Vs tSls
myVdj mls gh csèkus yxsA
mldk viuk dqafBr eu ckrksa dks] O;fDr;ksa dks dHkh lgh :i esa ugha ys ldsxkA
^^rqels dqN ugha gksxkA eSa gh caVh dks vius lkFk yach Mªkbo ij ys tkÅ¡xkA cgqr
I;kj ls] fo'okl esa ysdj mlls iwNw¡xk] mldh eu%fLFkfr tkuus dh dksf'k'k d:¡xk] D;ksa
og ;gk¡ ,MtLV ugha dj ik jgk gS---D;k crkÅ¡ 'kdqu] eq>s le; ugha feyrkA**
;g lc MkWDVj dg jgs gSa! ,d ckj Hkh ;g ugha dgk fd rqEgsa eq> ij fo'okl gks
rks eSa caVh dks ys tkš\ ,d ckj Hkh D;k budks ;g [k+;ky ugha vkrk fd caVh dks ysdj
og MkWDVj dh vksj ls mruh vk'oLr ugha gks ikrh] dksf'k'k djds Hkh ugha gks ikrh( fd
vkidk caVh / 133
og bl izlax dks ysdj vius vkSj MkWDVj ds chp esa ,d gydh] ukekywe&lh njkj eglwl
djus yxh gS vkSj ges'kk vk'kafdr jgrh gS fd og njkj èkhjs&èkhjs dgha [kkbZ u cu tk,A
fQj ,d vkSj [kkbZ!
^^eSa rqEgsa Hkh ugha ys tkšxk] le>haA tokc mlds ckn gks tk,xkA vks- ds-\** vkSj
,d ckj t+ksj ls mlds daèks FkiFkikdj mUgksaus gkFk gVk fy,A
muds bl vfrfjDr fo'okl ds lkeus 'kdqu dk vfo'oklh eu tSls gkj x;kA og
viuh gh ut+jksa esa cgqr vijkèkh gks mBhA vijkèkh vkSj NksVh] D;ksa og pht+ksa dks x+yr
:i esa ysrh gS\ D;ksa ugha lgh <ax ls ns[k ikrh\
ij 'kk;n pht+as gh x+yr Fkha vkSj blhfy, ns[kus dk gj lgh <ax Hkh ?kwe&fQjdj vkf[k+j
esa x+yr gh gks tk;k djrk FkkA
'kdqu tkurh Fkh fd vt; ?kj ugha vk,xkA ij MkWDVj dk ?kj vkus ds fy, vkxzg
djus LVs'ku rd tkuk mls vPNk yxkA
ysfdu tc vt; us pkj cts vkus dks dgk rks MkWDVj us crk;k fd og ml le;
rd ehfVax esa jgsxkA 'kk;n og pkgrs gksa fd ;g ckr 'kdqu vkSj vt; vkil esa gh r;
djsa] fd MkWDVj ,d ckgjh vkneh dh rjg D;ksa jgs\ MkWDVj dh ml le; vuqifLFkr jgus
dh ckr mls dgha vPNh Hkh yxh Fkh vkSj cqjh HkhA mls [”kqn ugha ekywe fd mls dSlk yxk
FkkA
irk ugha mls D;k gks x;k gS fd ,d gh ckr ,d gh le; esa mls vPNh Hkh yxrh
gS vkSj cqjh HkhA 'kk;n dqN vkSj Hkh yxrk gSA gj ckr fdrus&fdrus Lrjksa ij pyrh gS]
mlds eu esa! og [”kqn dqN ugha le> ikrhA gj ckr mlds fy, tSls ,d igsyh cu tkrh
gSA ;k fQj og [”kqn vius fy, ,d igsyh cu tkrh gSA
MkWDVj dSls ,d gh Lrj ij th ysrs gSaA ,d lqy>h gqbZ lgt ft+anxhA mls MkWDVj ls
bZ";kZ Hkh gksrh gS] MkWDVj ij x”qLlk Hkh vkrk gSA D;ksa ugha og 'kdqu ds eu esa gksusokys
}a}ksa dks le> ikrs\ mlds gj igyw] gj Lrj dks ns[k ikrs\
ij D;k og mu lcdks ns[k&le> ikrh gS\ ;k fd dksbZ Hkh mls le> ik,xk\ VqdM+ksa
esa c¡Vh ;g ft+anxh vkSj gj VqdM+k tSls vyx <ax ls lksprk gS] vyx <ax ls èkM+drk gSA

vt; pkj cts ?kj vk jgk gSA ;g ckr mls vPNh Hkh yx jgh gS vkSj cqjh HkhA
eu esa dgha ,d larks"k gS] ,d bPNk gS fd ,d ckj vt; dks viuk lq[k] viuk oSHko
gh fn[kk nsA
,d dpksV gS fd caVh us i=k fy[kdj mu lkjs lq[kksa ds vfLrRo dks èkwy esa feyk fn;kA
vc lcdqN fdruk csekuh gks mBsxkA
lkFk gh ,d vk'kk Hkh gS fd vkos'k esa vkdj caVh us fy[k pkgs tks dqN fn;k gks]
og tk,xk ughaA og ;gk¡ jks, ;k rwi+$ku epk,] 'kdqu ls pkgs fdruk gh dVk&dVk fQjs
ij 'kdqu ds fcuk og dgha ugha jg ldrkA ,d jkr dks og ljfdV gkml jg ugha ldk
Fkk] vc ges'kk jg ldsxk!
cPpksa dk x”qLlk] cPpksa dk eku] cPpksa dk vga---fdruk NksVk vkSj fdruk fujhg gksrk
gS lcdqN! fQj caVh] tks Nk;k dh rjg fpiddj jgk gS mlds lkFk!
^^vdsyk rks eSa dCHkh tk gh ugha ldrk---** bl okD; dks tSls og idM+s cSBh gSA Hkwy
134 / vkidk caVh
gh xbZ fd blds chp ls ukS&nl eghus dk le; chr pqdk gSA ifjorZuksa ls Hkjk gqvk le;!
fnu&Hkj 'kdqu rS;kjh djrh jgh FkhA gj pht+ yd&nd! vkSj eu gh eu vius dks
lkèkrh Hkh jgh Fkh fd bl ckj cgqr lgt gksdj gh og vt; ls feysxhA bl vlgt izlax
dks og vius O;ogkj ls bruk lgt cuk nsxh fd vt; [kkyh gkFk ykSVsa rks Hkh dpksV
ysdj u ykSVsaA ;gk¡ dk lcdqN ns[kdj caVh dks ys tkus dh ckr mUgsa [”kqn csrqdh&lh yxs]
fd os [”kqn vk'oLr gks tk,¡A
i=k Hkh rks mlus cgqr lgt <ax ls gh fy[kk FkkA
ij pk; dh est+ ij f?kj vk, ekSu ds uhps mldh lgtrk vius&vki gh xyus yxhA
est+ ij <sjksa pht+sa QSyh iM+h FkhaA mlus [”kqn lcdqN cM+s tru ls cuk;k&ltk;k FkkA ij
vt; dk è;ku mèkj ugha FkkA ,d ckj mlus vfe vkSj tksr ls t+:j ckr dh Fkh] I;kj
ls gh dqN dgk&iwNk vkSj fQj ut+j caVh ds psgjs ij fVd xbZA vkSj cl fQj ogha fVdh
jghA
rc u, fljs ls mldk viuk è;ku caVh dh vksj x;kA og mls ns[kus yxhA viuh
ut+jksa ls ugha] tSls vt; dh ut+jksa lsA
vkSj Hkhrj lcdqN xM+cM+kus yxkA
fdrus fnuksa ckn vt; vkSj 'kdqu vkeus&lkeus ,d dejs esa cSBs gq, gSaA ?kj ds ,d
dejs esaA dejk cgqr dksth gS] ij eu 'kk;n mruk dksth ugha gSA de ls de 'kdqu dks
,slk gh yxus yxk gSA ,d ?kcjkgV] bfErgku esa cSBus ds igys tSlhA
^^caVh ds ckjs esa dqN lkspk\** 'kdqu dh ut+jsa vt; ds psgjs ij fVd xb±A fdlh Hkh
rjg dk dksbZ ruko ugha gS ogk¡A iz'u Hkh ,slk fd dksbZ ft+n vkSj nqjkxzg ughaA cl] tSls
lkFk cSBdj lkspus dh ckr gh gksA
rks vkt Hkh ,slk dqN gS ftl ij lkFk cSBdj lkspk tk,A vkSj {k.kka'k dks fQj tSls
u, fljs ls yxk fd os lkFk cSBs gSaA
^^;g lgh gS fd caVh dks vc eSa vius lkFk gh j[kuk pkgrk gw¡A fQj Hkh ;g fu.kZ;
eSa vdsyk ugha ys ldrk–esjk eryc---**
^^ij bl le; rks caVh oSls Hkh ugha tk ldrkA vxys eghus mldh ijh{kk,¡ gSaA ,d
lky [kjkc ugha gks tk,xk\**
vt; dqN bl ut+j ls ns[kus yxk ekuks iwN jgk gks–cl\ ;gh vkifÙk gS\ rks 'kdqu
dks yxk tSls mlls x+yrh gks xbZA vkifÙk mls dgha vkSj ls 'kq: djuh FkhA og tSls vxyh
ckr lkspus yxhA
^^dydÙks esa ls'ku tuojh ls 'kq: gksrk gS vkSj vizSy rd ,Meh'ku gks tkrs gSaA esjk
ifjp; gSA**
^^u, yksxksa ds chp ;g cgqr lge tkrk gSA ;ksa Hkh bl mez esa gh cgqr baVªksoVZ gksrk
tk jgk gSA eq>s yxrk gS---**
^^gw¡·! lks rks eSaus Hkh ns[kkA losjs fcydqy cksyk gh ughaA vHkh Hkh ,dne lgek gqvk]
pqipkiA** vkSj vt; [”kqn pqi gks x;kA tSls dgha xgjh fpark esa iM+ x;k gks] tSls dgha
ls nq[kh gks vk;k gksA
'kdqu dk okj tSls myVdj mlh ij vk x;kA vkSj vuk;kl gh eu ds Hkhrj dh ijrs]a
vkSj ,d&,d ijr ij mBusokyh vusd&vusd ckrsa dqycqykus yxhaA eu gqvk fd dgs ;g
vkidk caVh / 135
,d rykd'kqnk ek¡&cki dk cPpk gS] blfy, dgha ,cukWeZy gS( fd ogk¡ tkdj gh bls dkSu
ifjfpr fey tk,xk\ dgus&Hkj dks rqe pkgs blds ikik gks] ij fdruk tkurs gks rqe bls]
vkSj fdruk tkurk gS ;g rqEgsa\ rqe blds diM+ksa dks ns[kks rks igpku ldrs gks\ tkurs
gks blds fdrus uacj dk twrk vkrk gS\
^^vxj caVh jkth gks tk, vkSj eSa bls vHkh vius lkFk ys tkš rks rqEgsa dksbZ ,rjkt+
gksxk\ ckj&ckj vkuk t+jk---**
eq>s dksbZ ,rjkt+ ugha gksxkA lp iwNks rks eSa [”knq vc ;gh pkgus yxh Fkh fd bls rqEgkjs
ikl gh Hkst nw¡A cgqr j[k fy;kA vc de ls de eSa viuh ft+anxh ftÅ¡–,d ijr ij
mHkjk vkSj mlls Hkh Hkhrj dh ijr ij mHkjk–vPNk gS] rqEgkjs vkSj ehjk ds chp esa Hkh
njkj iM+s] gj fnu ,d ijs'kkuh] gj fnu ,d rwi+$ku---
ij Åij mlus cgqr la;r <ax ls dsoy bruk gh dgk] ^^vki caVh ls gh iwN yhft,A
ge yksx viuh&viuh bPNk,¡ D;ksa Fkksisa ml ij\** vkSj mls [”kqn gh yxk fd dgusokyh
vkSj lkspusokyh 'kdqu ,d gh gSA
caVh vk;k rks mlus tSls vius dks dB?kjs esa [kM+k ik;k–QSl’ ys dh izrh{kk djrs gq,A
^^tkšxk] t+:j tkšxkA**
vkSj dejs dk lkjk lkeku] >wyrs gq, ijns] f>yfeykrk >kM+&Qkuwl–lc ,dk,d èkwfey
gks mBsA pkjksa vksj fc[kjk oSHko tSls ,d fcanq esa fleV vk;kA eu esa dqN cqjh rjg lqyxus
yxkA eu gqvk fd gkFk idM+dj caVh dks Hkhrj ys tk, vkSj dgs fd cSBdj i<+kAs ;k ,dne
fudky ns fd tkvks] vHkh tkvks! ij ugha] og dqN ugha dj ldrhA ;gk¡ vkus ds ckn
ls gh og caVh ij èkhjs&èkhjs vfèkdkj [kksrh jgh gSA vkt rks pkgdj Hkh og dqN ugha dg
ldrh ;k fd og dqN Hkh D;ksa dgs\
vt; vdsys caVh dks ysdj ?kweus fudyk rks [k+;ky vk;k–ml fnu MkWDVj vdsys caVh
dks ysdj yach Mªkbo ij tkusokys Fks–mls le>us vkSj le>kus ds fy,A I;kj ls mlds eu
esa ,d u;k fo'okl txkus] ,d viukiu---
ml fnu og ugha gks ldk vkSj blhfy, vkt ;g gks jgk gSA

vkSj bl le; Nr ij vdsys [kM+s&[kM+s mls [k+;ky vk jgk gS–dqN ugha] lc csdkj dh ckrsa
gSaA 'kdqu us 'kknh dj yh vkSj blls vt; ds vga dks dgha pksV yxh gSA caVh dks ys tkdj
og dsoy vius ml vkgr vga dks lgykuk pkgrk gSA og 'kdqu dks VkWjpj djuk pkgrk
gSA
tc vt; us 'kknh dh Fkh rks dHkh mlus Hkh ,sls gh lkspk Fkk fd caVh dks og dHkh
vt; ds ikl ugha Hkstsxh–;gk¡ rd fd vc caVh ls mldk feyuk&tqyuk Hkh can djok
nsxhA caVh dks ysdj og vt; dks VkWjpj dj ldrh gS] djsxhA
lp] ge yksx 'kk;n caVh dks ek=k ,d lkèku gh le>rs jgs! vius&vius vga] viuh&
viuh egÙokdka{kkvksa vkSj viuh&viuh dqaBkvksa ds lanHkZ esa gh lksprs jgsA caVh ds lanHkZ
esa dHkh lkspk gh ughaA
nks ?kaVs ls [kM+h&[kM+h og caVh ds uke ij vius] MkWDVj vkSj vt; ls tqM+us&dVus dh
ckrsa gh rks lksprh jgh gSA
,dk,d gh caVh dk Vqdqj&Vqdqj ns[krk gqvk psgjk vk¡[kksa ds lkeus mHkj vk;kA fcuk
136 / vkidk caVh
cksys] eq¡g Qsjs&Qsjs gh ekuks dg jgk gks–eq>s jksd yks eeh] eq>s jksd yksA vkSj fQj rks tSls
gt+kj&gt+kj psgjs mlds vkxs&ihNs ?kweus yxs–mls I;kj djrs gq,] mlds xys esa ck¡gsa Mkys
gq,] mldh cxy esa ysVs gq,---uUgs&uUgs gkFkksa ls D;kfj;k¡ [kksnrs gq,---
vkSj mu psgjksa ds lkFk gh lkFk og dgha cgqr xgjs esa mrj vkbZ] mrjrh gh pyh xbZA
mlus rks vc vius Hkhrj >k¡duk gh NksM+ fn;k FkkA vt; ls dVdj og vrhr esa Mwc
xbZ Fkh] MkWDVj ls tqM+dj og fQj orZeku esa ykSV vkbZ vkSj Hkfo"; esa >k¡dus yxhA
ij vkt! fdruh ckrsa gS]a fdrus fp=k gSa fd mHkjrs gh pys vk jgs gS]a vius lkjs jxks&js'ks
ds lkFkA
^mUgksaus tks fd;k rks vkidh eV~Vh iyhn gqbZ vkSj vc tks vki djus tk jgh gSa rks
bl cPps dh eV~Vh iyhn gksxhA dSlk psgjk fudy vk;k gS!*
og ml fudys gq, psgjs dks D;ksa ugha dHkh ns[k ikbZ\ dgk¡ gksxh QwQh\
^;s ikSèks rks lw[k jgs gSa ekyh\*
^^ugha cgwth lkgc] lw[k ugha jgs] vc rks tM+sa idM+ yh gSaA*
^^dgk¡\ ;s ifÙk;k¡ rks lw[k jgh gSaA*
ekyh dh g¡lh–;s rks lw[ksaxh ghA ml t+ehu ds [kkn&ikuh dh ifÙk;k¡ gSa] ;s rks lw[kdj
>M+ tk,¡xhA fQj ubZ ifÙk;k¡ QwVsaxhA tM+ idM+us ds ckn dksbZ Mj ughaA vkSj mlus [”kqn
mu ejh&eqj>kbZ ifÙk;ksa dks >kM+ fn;k FkkA
^vki ckx+okuh dh ckr ugha le>rhaA caVh HkS;k ls iwN yhft,–lc crk nsaxsA cM+h
de mfej esa lc lh[k fy;k gS gekjs HkS;k usA*
,d gh ckr brus&brus vFkZ Hkh yisVs jg ldrh gS vius esa\
^'kdqu] rqEgkjk csVk rks dykdkj cusxk!*
[kM+&[kM+ >Uu··---'khf'k;k¡ VwVh iM+h gSa vkSj lkjs jax QSys iM+s gSa] og jax dh 'khf'k;k¡
vkSj cz'k Hkh ysdj vkbZ FkhA ogk¡ vkSj dqN ugha rks de ls de viuh isfa Vax gh fd;k djsxkA
ij vius lc jax ;gha NksM+ x;kA
D;ksa ugha mlus caVh dks jksd fy;k\
,dk,d 'kdqu QwV&QwVdj jks iM+hA ;g vkosx ,d ;k nks fnu dk ugha Fkk] dbZ fnuksa
dk vkosx Fkk] ftls og lkèks&lkèks ?kwerh Fkh] dHkh Hk; ls rks dHkh vijkèk lsA vc mls
fdlh ds lkeus Mjuk ugha gS] fdlh ds lkeus vijkèkh psgjk fy, ugha ?kweuk gSA ij eu
gS fd bl ckr ls gydk vkSj vk'oLr ugha gks jgk] fli+$Z jks jgk gS] fclwj&fclwjdjA vius
dks dksl jgk gSA
^er jksvks eeh–jksvks erA* nks NksVh&NksVh ck¡gsa fyiV vkrh gSaA VqdM+ksa esa c¡Vh 'kdqu
tSls vius dks lesVus dh dksf'k'k dj jgh gS vkSj 'kdqu gS fd vkSj---vkSj VwVrh pyh tk
jgh gS] fc[kjrh pyh tk jgh gSA os ck¡gsa tSls mls vius esa lesV ugha ik jgh gSaA
^^'kdqu!** MkWDVj dk Loj Nr ds lUukVs esa ;gk¡ ls ogk¡ rd QSy x;kA
^^rqe ;gk¡ gks vkSj uhps fdlh dks irk rd ughaA vjs] ;g D;k] rqe jks jgh gks\ 'kdqu!**
vkSj nks lcy ck¡gas mlds pkjksa vksj f?kj vkb± vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs iwjh dh iwjh 'kdqu muesa vius&vki
gh c¡èkrh pyh xbZ] fleVrh pyh xbZA
cl] nks uUgh&uUgh ck¡gsa mu lcy ck¡gksa ds uhps vuns[ks vutkus gh 'kk;n ely
xb±A
vkidk caVh / 137
 16
,d vkSj ;k=kk!
oSlk gh jsy dk fMCck gS] ikik gSa vkSj caVh gSA <sj lkjs u,&u, yksx gSaA caVh cSBk&cSBk
Vqdqj&Vqdqj lcdks ns[k jgk gS] fQj Hkh tSls mls dqN ugha fn[kkbZ ns jgk gSA
irk ugha dSls D;k gqvk fd mlds Hkhrj nks vk¡[ksa vkSj mx vkb± vkSj mlds ckn ls
gh lc dqN xM+cM+ gks x;kA ckgj dh vk¡[kksa ls og ,d pht+ ns[krk gS rks Hkhrj dh vk¡[ksa
nwljh pht+ ns[kus yxrh gSaA dHkh Hkhrj dh pht+sa ckgj dh pht+ksa dks ncksp ysrh gSa rks dHkh
ckgj dh Hkhrj dh pht+ksa dksA dHkh&dHkh nksuksa ,d&nwljh esa ,slh xM~MeM~M gks tkrh gSa fd
fQj rks dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vkrkA cl] lcdqN xksyeksy vaMkA
Hkhrj gh Hkhrj dbZ dku Hkh mx vk, gSaA rHkh rks ,d ckr dks Bsydj nwljh ckr
vk tkrh gSA vkokt+ ds Åij vkokt+ rSjus yxrh gS vkSj lkjh vkoktsa+ feydj cl ,d
'kksjA
;g lc caxky ds tknw ls gqvk gSA vkSj D;k] igys rks ,slk dHkh ugha FkkA mlus dbZ
ckj vius 'kjhj dks Nw&Nwdj ns[kk gSA dgk¡ gSa os vk¡[ksa] dgk¡ gSa os dku\ ij fn[krs ugha]
tknw dh pht+sa dgha fn[krh gSa\ os vk¡[ksa dHkh ugha fn[krha] ij mu vk¡[kksa ls ns[ks gq, n`';
ckj&ckj fn[krs gSa vkSj fn[krs gh pys tkrs gSa( Bhd ,sls tSls lcdqN lkeus gh gks jgk gksA
vkSj tks lkeus gksrk gS] lc xk;c gks tkrk gSA ckgj dh vk¡[ksa [kqys&[kqys gh can gks tkrh
gSaA
;g Hkh rks tknw gh gSA ij fdlus fd;k tknw\ dc fd;k\ ;gh lc irk yx tk,
rks fQj tknw gh D;k\
mlus rks ih-lh- ljdkj dk tknw Hkh ugha ns[kkA cksVsfudy xkMsZu dk cM+k isM+] tw]
nf{k.ks'oj] oSywj eB–dsoy uke lqus FksA vkt Hkh cl uke gh tkurk gSA
^^tc rqe lnhZ dh NqfV~V;ksa esa vkvksxs rc lkjh pht+sa fn[kk,¡xs caVh csVs rqedksA ml
le; dydÙks dk ekSle Hkh cl] okg! fØlel dh NqfV~V;k¡ Hkh jgsaxhA** lkeku ck¡èkrs gq,
ikik dg jgs gSa vkSj ikik ds Hkhrj ls ,d vkSj ikik mHkj jgs gSaA
dydÙks esa rqEgsa oks ?kqek,¡xs csVs fd cl! gj brokj dks fidfud ij vkSj jkst+ 'kke
dks lsVjMs DycA tkrs gh rSjuk fl[kk nsxa ]s cl fQj jkst+ rSjukA lh[kksxs rks\ vc yM+fd;ksoa kys
[ksy ugha----
vkSj 'kke dks ckyduh esa cSB&s cSBs mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus nwj&nwj rd QSyh gqbZ dksyrkj
dh lM+das ,dk,d ygjkus yxrha vkSj mu ij nkSMr+ h gqbZ Vªkes]a cls]a nkSMr+ &s Hkkxrs <sj&<sj vkneh
eNfy;ksa esa cny tkrs] ikuh dks phjrs gq, rhj dh rjg bèkj ls mèkj rSjrs jgrsA
^^vjs] rqe bruk pqipki D;ksa jgrs gks cPps\ ,sls xqelqe jgdj eu dSls yxsxk\ vkvks]
esjs lkFk Hkhrj vkvks] phuw ds lkFk [ksyks] mls I;kj djks] rHkh rks og rqEgsa HkS;k dgsxkA**
vkSj rHkh bl vkokt+ dks rSjrh gqbZ ,d vkSj vkokt+ rSj tkrh gS] ^^caVh HkS;k] eSa Hkh
dgkuh lquw¡xk---**
^^rqe ysVks rks fcLrj yxk nsa\** 'kk;n ikik iwN jgs gSaA
,d {k.k caVh us ikik dh vksj ,sls ns[kk] ekuks dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk gksA lpeqp
vktdy bruh pht+sa ,d lkFk ?kqy&fey tkrh gSa fd dqN Hkh le> esa ugha vkrkA
138 / vkidk caVh
 ^^rqe ysVkssxs\** 'kk;n mls xqelqe ns[kdj ikik us fQj iwNkA
caVh us èkhjs ls udkjkRed flj fgyk fn;k vkSj ljddj f[kM+dh ij nksuksa gFksfy;k¡ j[kha
vkSj ml ij viuh BksM+h fVdk yhA vk¡[kksa ds lkeus nwj&nwj rd QSys gq, gjs&Hkjs eSnku fc[kj
x,A cM+s&cM+s isM+ vkSj NksVh&NksVh >kfM+;k¡] fctyh ds [kaHks vkSj muesa c¡èks gq, rkjA dHkh
yxrk tSls lcds lc mlds lkFk&lkFk nkSM+ jgs gSa] nkSM+s pys vk jgs gSaA dHkh yxrk cl]
og nkSM+ jgk gS] ckdh lc NwVrs pys tk jgs gSaA mlus xjnu fudkydj ns[kk] lpeqp lHkh
rks ihNs NwV x,] dksbZ lkFk ugha nkSM+ jgk] lc tgk¡ ds rgk¡ [kM+s gSa] cl] ogh vkxs&vkxs
tk jgk gSA fQj ,slk yxrk D;ksa gS fd lkFk&lkFk nkSM+ jgs gSa\ eu gqvk ikik ls iwN ysA
t+jk&lh xjnu ?kqekdj ns[kk] ikik fdrkc i<+ jgs gSaA gq¡g! 'kk;n ,slk gh gksrk gksxkA
ns[krs gh ns[krs >kfM+;ksa vkSj isM+ksa ls Hkjs gq, mu eSnkuksa esa lM+dsa mHkj vkb±–yach&pkSM+h]
HkhM+&Hkjh] ,d&nwljs dks dkVrh gqbZ lM+dsaA caVh dh VSDlh nkSM+h pyh tk jgh gSA caVh dldj
ikik dh m¡xyh idM+s pkjksa vksj ns[k jgk gSA ubZ txg vkus dk Mj vkSj ubZ&ubZ txg ns[kus
dh [”kq'khA
^^ns[kk] brus Å¡ps&Å¡ps edku gksrs gSa ;gk¡!** caVh xjnu Å¡ph djds ns[krkA
^^;g Mcy&Msdj cl gS] nks rYys dhA** og tc cSBsxk rks Åij tkdj cSBsxkA Åij
dh cl dSls pyrh gksxh\
^^;g Vªke gS] jsy dh iVjh ij pyrh gSA ;g eSnku gS**–bruk cM+k] bruk cM+k---
^^;g viuk ?kj gSA** lh<+h p<+dj ,d xfy;kjs esa [kM+s ikik cVu nck jgs gSaA caVh
njokt+s ij yxh use&IysV ns[k jgk gSA bl le; mlds vkSj ikik ds vykok ogk¡ dksbZ ugha
gS] fQj Hkh mlus ikik dh m¡xyh idM+ j[kh gS] mruh gh dldjA bl ubZ txg esa ikik
dks Nwdj] ikik dks idM+dj dSlk Hkjkslk&Hkjkslk yxrk gS] tSls---
^[kV* njokt+k [kqyk vkSj caVh dh ut+jsa uhph gks xb±A
^^vjs vk x, rqe\ eSa lksp jgh Fkh 'kk;n ,dkèk fnu dh nsj gks tk, bl ckjA** ,d
vkSjr dh vkokt+A uhph ut+jksa ls fli+$Z iatksa dk FkksM+k&lk fgLlk] pIiy vkSj lkM+h dk ckWMZj
fn[kkbZ ns jgk gSA
igyh ckr eu esa mHkjh–;g eeh ugha gSAa eeh ds iSjksa dks og [+kcw igpkurk gSA mudh
pIiyksa dks Hkh vkSj mudh lkfM+;ksa ds ckWMZj dks HkhA
^^vksgks! ;s gSa caVh lkgc! rqe rks cgqr I;kjs&I;kjs gks HkkbZ!** vkSj ,d ck¡g iwjh ihB
dks ?ksjrh gqbZ mlds daèks ij vk fVdhA
u, fljs ls fQj mHkjk–ugha] ;s eeh ugha gSAa eeh dh ck¡g]as eeh dk Nwuk---vkSj ,dk,d
gh cM+h t+ksj ls eeh dh ;kn vkus yxhA ikik dh m¡xyh dh idM+ vkSj T+;knk dl xbZA
^^gekjs ikl vkvks cPps! bruk 'kjek D;ksa jgs gks\**
cPps! >V ls caVh dh ut+jsa Åij mBhaA lkeus tks psgjk Fkk mlesa nhik vkaVh dk psgjk
?kqy&fey x;k] ij fQj èkhjs&èkhjs lkeusokyk psgjk [+kwc lki+$ gksdj mHkj vk;kA eqldjkrk
gqvk psgjk] ij nhik vkaVh ls Hkh vyx] eeh ls Hkh vyxA
ut+jsa fQj >qd xb±A og ikik ls vkSj T+;knk lV x;kA ikik jkLrs esa ftl ehjk dh
ckr dj jgs Fks og ;gh gSa 'kk;nA caVh dks vc bUgha ds lkFk jguk gksxkA
^^cgknqj! phuw dks bèkj ykvks!** ,d yM+dk xksn esa ,d xksjs xqnxqns&ls cPps dks ysdj
Hkhrj vk;kA
vkidk caVh / 139
 ^^phuw csVk!** ikik us gqeldj ck¡gsa QSykb± vkSj ml cPps dks xksn esa ys fy;kA ^caVh
cs·Vk·* ikik D;k lcdks blh rjg xksn esa ysrs gSa\
^^caVh] ;g rqEgkjk NksVk HkkbZ gS phuw! [ksyksxs blds lkFk] [+kwc g¡lsxk!** rks caVh dks
,d ckj fQj Qwys&Qwys xkyokyk psgjk ns[kus dh bPNk gks vkbZA mlus vk¡[ksa mBkdj ns[kk
rks ml psgjs ds ihNs dgha vfe dk psgjk Hkh mHkj vk;k–;g vfe gS] rqEgkjk NksVk HkkbZA
vkSj lkFk gh [k+;ky vk;k–tksr D;k dj jgh gksxh bl le;\
^^vkvks] rqEgsa ?kj fn[kk nsa! ;g rks cSBus vkSj [kkus dk dejk gks x;k u vkSj ;g ns[kks
lksus dk dejkA** rc ml uhys dejs ls vyx djds gh bl dejs dks ns[kuk iM+kA MkWDVj
lkgc ikik ls yacs gSaA
^^lksus ds dejs ls tqM+k gqvk ;g NksVk&lk dejk–vc ls ;g rqEgkjk dejk gksxkA caVh
NksVk rks caVh dk dejk Hkh NksVkA vkSj ;g ckyduh] ;gk¡ [kM+s gksdj dydÙks dk 'kksj&'kjkck
ns[kksA** vkSj ?kwedj og fQj cSBusokys dejs esa vk x,A
cl] gks x;k ?kj! brus&ls ?kj esa jgrs gSa lc yksx\ dksbZ [kqyh txg Hkh ugha\ vkSj
brus fnuksa ls eu esa clk gqvk yack&pkSM+k dydÙkk] dydÙks ds Å¡ps&Å¡ps edku] lc tSls
,d {k.k esa gh v M+ M+ M+ èke gks x,A

[kkus dh est+ ij cSBs gSa lcA caVh oSls gh pqipki] ut+jsa uhph fd, gq,A
^^vkt rks rqEgkjs ikik dks vkWfi+$l tkuk Fkk] lks tYnh&tYnh esa dqN Hkh cuk fn;kA
vc rqe gesa crk nks cPpk] rqEgsa D;k&D;k ilan gS] D;k&D;k [kkrs gks\ fQj ogh lc cuk;k
djsaxsA** ^os* cksy jgh gSaA
caVh pqi!
^^crk nks csVs] 'kjekrs ugha! ;g rks viuk ?kj gS] vius ?kj esa dSlk 'kjekuk\**
^vjs ;s viuk ?kj NksM+dj nwljksa ds ?kj [ksyus tk,¡xs dbls\ vius ?kj tblh ykVlkgch
djus dks feyrh dgk¡ gS\---dblh ekj [kkdj vk, gks caVh Hk¸;k] rqe rks cl vius ?kj
ds gh 'ksj gks---*
vkSj og pkj dejs dk c¡xykuqek ?kj vius ygygkrs cxhps ds lkFk vk¡[kksa ds lkeus
rSj x;kA ihNs ds vk¡xu esa rqylh ds pcwrjs ij fVefVekrk gqvk nh;k] QwQh ds guqeku
th---
^ogk¡ viuk ?kj gksxk csVk] vius yksx* rks og ygygkrk cxhpk ,d lw[ks catj vgkrs
esa cny x;k vkSj NksVk&lk ?kj QSyrk gh pyk x;k] QSyrk gh pyk x;kA
^;g uhe dk isM+ ckck us ikik ds tUe ds lkFk yxk;k FkkA* vkSj nksuksa ?kj ,d&nwljs
esa Mwcus&mrjkus yxs vkSj fQj èkhjs&èkhjs lc xk;cA cl] dkys&dkys èkCcs] xksyeksy vaMk!
^^caVh] dqN [kkvksxs csVs\ fudky nsa rqEgsa\** caVh pkSadkA irk ugha ikik dc ls mlds
ikl [kM+s&[kM+s mldk daèkk >d>ksj jgs gSaA xjnu Hkhrj dh rks ns[kk cSBs gq, yksx fdlh
ckr ij t+ksj&t+ksj ls cgl dj jgs gSaA og rks lqu gh ugha jgk FkkA ckgj ds dku can Fks
'kk;n!
^^Hkw[k yxh gS\**
^^ughaA**
ikik mlh ds ikl cSB x,A ck¡g esa lesVdj mls vius ls lVk fy;kA
140 / vkidk caVh
 ^^caVh] rqe brus lqLr&lqLr D;ksa gks csVs\ rqe bl rjg mnkl gksrs gks rks gesa vPNk
ugha yxrk gSA**
caVh us ikik dh vksj ns[kkA irk ugha mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw gSa ;k ikik dhA
^^caVh csVk i<+us tk jgk gS gkWLVy esaA cgqr gksf'k;kj cudj vk,xk ogk¡ lsA fdruh&
fdruh rks pht+sa fl[kkrs gSa ogk¡ ijA rqe rks---**
D;k&D;k cksys pys tk jgs gSa ikikA cl] og lqu jgk gSA ij le> dqN ugha jgkA
irk ugha D;k gks x;k gS mls vktdy] dqN le> esa gh ugha vkrkA
ml fnu Hkh ikik dh dksbZ ckr le> esa ugha vkbZ Fkh 'kk;n] rHkh rks lc xM+cM+ gks
x;kA mls ,Mfe'ku ds fy, bfErgku nsus tkuk Fkk vkSj ikik dg jgs Fks] ^^ns[kks ?kcjkuk
ughaA tks fy[kus dks nsa fy[k nsuk vkSj tks dqN iwNsa tokc ns nsukA >saiuk] 'kjekuk ugha]
cksYMyh ,aM LekVZyhA**
ikik ds psgjs ij jg&jgdj eeh dk psgjk mx vkrk Fkk vkSj ikik dh vkokt+ ds Åij
eeh dh vkokt+–^ns[k csVs] [+kwc lksp&lkspdj djuk vkSj lokyksa ds mÙkj isij ij fy[k
ykukA* fQj rS;kj djrs gq,–^,d dk nke fn;k gks vkSj T+;knk dk iwNs rks xq.kk djuk vkSj
T+;knk dk nsdj ,d dk iwNs rks HkkxA*
[kkuk f[kykrs gq, Hkh–^ftl Hkwfe&[kaM ds pkjksa vksj ikuh gks mls }hi dgrs gSaA* cl
ds fy, [kM+s&[kM+s Hkh–^vdcj nwljs èkeks± dk vknj djrk FkkA mlus jktiwrksa---*
bl ?kj esa ikik eeh cu x,\
ugha] eeh ugha cus cfYd ikik] ikik Hkh ugha jgsA nwj jgrs Fks rks yxrk Fkk ikik cgqr
ikl gSaA ikik dh gj pht+ og tkurk gSA ij ikl jgdj yxrk gS] ikik dks og tkurk
gh ughaA nwj jgdj Hkh dbZ ckj mlus ikik dks i+$kbyksa esa Mwcs gq, ns[kk gS] yykV ij rhu
ly vkSj [+kwc xaHkhj psgjk fy, gq,A dbZ ckj ok'k&csflu ij 'kso djrs vkSj uk'rs dh est+
ij v[k+ckj i<+rs gq, ikik mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus mHkjs gSa ij ;gk¡ tc ikik dks est+ ij
'kso djrs gq, vkSj nhoku ij ysVdj v[k+ckj i<+rs gq, ns[krk gS] rks [k+;ky vkrk gS–os
'kk;n VhVw ds ikik FksA og 'kk;n MkWDVj lkgc FksA bu ikik dks rks---
HkhM+&Hkjh Vªke! ikik us mls fcBk fn;k vkSj [”kqn MaMk idM+dj [kM+s gks x,A caVh dh
vk¡[ksa gh ugha cfYd jkse&jkse tSls ikik ij vVdk gSA og lM+d dh vksj Hkh ugha ns[k jgkA
dgha ikik mrj tk,¡ vkSj og Hkhrj gh jg tk, rks\ Vªke rks #drh gS vkSj [kV ls py
nsrh gSA gj ckj Vªke tc pyrh gS rks mls yxrk gS tSls og ihNs NwV x;k gS vkSj Mj ds
ekjs mldh lk¡l #dus yxrh gSA eu gks jgk gS] mBdj ikik dks idM+ ysA ij viuh txg
ls fgyk rd ugha x;kA
ikik dk gkFk idM+dj mrj x;k] fQj Hkh ng'kr tSlh dh rSlh cuh gqbZ gSA fdruh
HkhM+ gS lM+d ij! ij ;gk¡ ds yksx D;k ?kjksa esa ugha jgrs] lM+dksa ij gh ?kwers jgrs gSaA ikik
dks dldj idM+s jgus ds ckotwn cjkcj ;gh Hk; cuk gqvk gS fd ikik dk gkFk NwV x;k
fd og bl HkhM+ esa [kks x;kA brus u,&u, psgjs] u,&u, yksxksa dh HkhM+A brus lkjs yksxksa
esa ikik dks <w¡<+k tk ldrk gS\ mlus ikik dk dksV ns[kkA og rks ikik ds diM+ksa dks Hkh
ugha igpkurkA gyds lysVh ij dkys jax dk pkj[kkukA mlus dksV ls xgjh igpku dj
yhA
^^gjh cÙkh gks xbZ] pyks! ;kn j[kuk] yky cÙkh ij dHkh lM+d er ikj djukA** og
vkidk caVh / 141
m¡xyh idM+s&idM+s gh lM+d ikj dj x;kA
^^og ns[kks] og jgk rqEgkjk LdwyA**
irk ugha] ikik fdèkj b'kkjk dj jgs gSaA caVh ds lkeus rks viuk Ldwy rSj x;kA vkt
dkSu&lk fnu gS\ 'kk;n cqèkokj! bl le; T;ksxzkQh dh Dykl gks jgh gksxhA dkSu ikB
i<+k jgs gksaxs lj\ egkjk"Vª] caxky\ og rks caxky esa gh ?kwe jgk gSA
^^ns[kks csVs] Mjuk ugha] vaxzst+h cksy yksxs u\ [+kwc lkspdj fy[kukA**

lj iwN jgs gSa] ^^OgkV~l ;ksj use fM;j\**

^^v:i c=kk!** caVh dks yx jgk gS] tSls mldh vkokt+ dk¡i jgh gSA
^^;w gso de fon ;ksj i+$knj\**
caVh fli+$Z èkhjs ls flj fgyk nsrk gSA
^^OgkV~l ;ksj i+$knj\**
caVh ,d {k.k lj dh rji+$ ns[krk gS] fQj uhps ns[kus yxrk gSA le> gh ugha vkrk
fd D;k dgsA
^^Vsy eh v:i!**
ij tokc rks ugha vkrkA mls ekywe gh ughaA
^^ekb eeh bt+ fizafliy!**
tkus dSls mlds eq¡g ls fudy tkrk gSA vkSj dgus ds lkFk gh og [”kqn #vk¡lk gks
vkrk gSA
lj g¡l jgs gSaA caVh dks yx jgk gS fd lj vkSj T+;knk g¡ls rks og jks nsxkA
dkx+t+&isafly nsdj lj us mls fcBk fn;k] ^^jkbV , LVksjh bu ;ksj vksu oM~ZlA ,uh
LVksjh ;w ykbdA**
caVh ds lkeus <sj lkjh dgkfu;k¡ rSj jgh gSa–eeh dh dgkfu;k¡] QwQh dh dgkfu;k¡]
ij mu lcdks dSls fy[kk tk ldrk gS\ og rks tokc gh ugha ns ldkA lj us D;k le>k
gksxk\ ikik D;k dgsaxs\ lkeus QSys dkx+t+ ij vk¡lw Vid iM+rs gSaA
'kke dks odhy pkpk dks vk;k ns[kdj ,dk,d bPNk gqbZ fd nkSM+dj mudh ck¡g esa
>we tk,] tSls igys >we tk;k djrk FkkA ij viuh txg ls fgyk rd ugha x;kA cl]
,d ckj pkpk dh rjQ ns[kk vkSj ut+jsa t+ehu esa xM+ xb±A
^^vjs] ;g D;k] caVh pqipki [kM+k gSA ns[kks] eSa rks rqels feyus vk;k gw¡A** pkpk us
ikl vkdj mls xksn esa mBk fy;k vkSj fQj tkus D;ksa ,dVd mldk psgjk gh ns[krs jgsA
pkpk dh xksn esa vkdj caVh dks yxk tSls pkpk vdsys ugha vk, gSaA pkpk ds lkFk caVh
dk viuk iqjkuk ?kj Hkh vk x;k gS] caVh dh eeh Hkh vk xbZ gSaA vkSj rHkh [k+;ky vk;k–
igys pkpk vkrs Fks rks ikik dh [k+cj ykdj nsrs Fks] ikik dh Hksth gqbZ pht+sa ykdj nsrs FksA
vc\ mlus cM+h mEehn ls pkpk dh vksj ns[kkA
^^vjs odhy pkpk] vki!** ^os* Hkhrj ls vk xb±A
^^D;k gqvk] ns vk;k VsLV] gks x;k ,Mfe'ku\** pkpk us caVh dks ,dne vius ls lVkdj
fcBk fy;kA ij mldk eu gks jgk gS] mBdj ;gk¡ ls Hkkx tk,A ut+jsa gSa fd t+ehu esa èk¡lrh
pyh tk jgh gSaA ^^dgk¡ gqvk ,Mfe'ku! dqN fd;k gh ugha] 'kk;n uoZl gks x;k Fkk fd---**
^os* cksy jgh gSaA
142 / vkidk caVh
 vkSj rHkh dgha ls mHkjdj vk;k–
^QwQh! vkt gyok cukvksA caVh csVk lsdaM vk;k gSA rhuksa lsD'ku esa!*
^^yxrk gS ogk¡ ds LVSMa MZ vkSj ;gk¡ ds LVSMa MZ esa cgqr i+$jd gSA ;s rks crkrs Fks fd ges'kk
Dykl esa---irk ugha vaxzst+h dh otg ls gksA** os gh cksys tk jgh gSa vkSj pkpk pqi gSa!
pkpk pqi jgsa vkSj dksbZ vkSj cksys] eryc dqN xM+cM+ gSA caVh dk eu gks jgk gS fd
dgha pyk tk,A
^^bl Ldwy esa rks FkksM+h tku&igpku Hkh Fkh] vc vki gh buls ckr dfj, pkpkA esjh
ckr rks ;s lqurs gh ughaA ;ksa Hkh esjk cksyuk---**
caVh dks yx jgk gS fd pkpk dh ut+jsa tSls mlh ij xM+h gqbZ gSaA
^^eSua s bruk le>k;k fd ns[kks vHkh er ykvksA igys mlds ,Dt+kEl gksus nksA NqfV~V;ksa
esa ykdj ;gk¡ j[kuk] ;fn fgy tk,] mldk eu yx tk, rks ;gk¡ HkrhZ djk nsukA ojuk
cPps ds lkFk Hkh rks fdruh T+;knrh gSA ij budks rks tSls >[k lokj gks xbZA jkr&jkr Hkj
uhan ugha vkrh FkhA**
pkpk D;ksa ugha dqN cksy jgs\
^^---irk ugha ogk¡ ls Hkst Hkh dSls fn;k bl rjg\ eSa rks ckck---** vkSj dldj phuw
dks mUgksaus Nkrh ls yxk fy;kA pkpk 'kk;n cksysaxs gh ughaA caVh >Vds ls mBk vkSj ckgj
ckyduh esa vk x;kA fdlh us mls jksdk ugha] fdlh us mls cqyk;k Hkh ugha---og ikik ls
dgsxk fd ikik mls okil eeh ds ikl Hkst nsaA og ;gk¡ jgsxk Hkh ugha] ;gk¡ i<+sxk Hkh ugha]
og vius Ldwy esa gh i<+sxkA ij ckgj ds <sj&<sj 'kksj esa tSls mldk viuk lkspuk Hkh nc
x;kA èkqvk¡ mM+krh gqbZ clksa dk 'kksj] Vªkeksa dh VuVu] eksVjksa dh iha&iha] vknfe;ksa dk 'kksj]
'kke dk v[k+ckj cspusokyksa dk 'kksj] rjg&rjg dh pht+sa cspusokyksa dk 'kksj---fdruk 'kksj
gks jgk gS pkjksa vksjA

vjs! ;g rks LVs'ku vk x;kA

^^FkksM+h nsj uhps mrjksxs csVs\** ikik iwN jgs gSaA
caVh us flj fgyk fn;kA ij ikik mrj x, rks yxk tSls og vdsyk NwV x;k gSA ut+jsa
ikik ds lkFk yxh&yxh pyus yxhaA ikik gkFk esa nksus fy, pys tk jgs gSaA
^^yks [kkvks!** lkeus leksls vkSj uedhu lsc j[ks gSaA
caVh [kkus yxkA
^^fepZ rks ugha yx jgh u\**
caVh us flj fgyk fn;kA ikuh fn;k rks ih fy;kA
lhVh] gjh >aMh] fQj lhVhA xkM+h èkhjs&èkhjs ljdus yxhA IysVi+$keZ] IysVi+$keZ dh lkjh
HkhM+] lkjk 'kksj ihNs NwVrk pyk x;kA ikik fQj mlds ikl vkdj cSB x,A mudk ,d
gkFk mlds daèks ij vk fVdk gSA
^^vc fcydqy Mjus dh ckr ugha gS csVk] ogk¡ dksbZ bfErgku ugha gksxkA eSaus lkjh
fy[kk&i<+h dj yh gSA cl] vc rks lhèks Dykl esaA** irk ugha] fdruh ckj ikik ;g ckr
dg pqds gSaA vkSj gj ckj eu gh eu mlus nksgjk;k gS–ekb i+$knj bt+ fMfoft+uy eSustj–
ikik dh ,d&,d ckr mlus jV yh gSA ij gks ldk---
caVh us f[kM+dh ij BksM+h fVdk yh vkSj ckgj dk rks dqN Hkh ugha fn[kkbZ ns jgkA 'kk;n
vkidk caVh / 143
Hkhrj dh vk¡[ksa [kqy xbZ gSaA
vius ikl fyVkdj ikik le>k jgs gSa–^^;gk¡ ugha gqvk rks dksbZ ckr ugha] eSaus gkWLVy
ds fy, fpV~Bh fy[k nh gSA**
caVh cgqr fgEer tqVk jgk gS fd dg ns fd og gkWLVy ugha tkuk pkgrkA jkr&Hkj
og tks lksprk jgk gS] lc dg ns] ij dqN Hkh rks ugha dgk tkrkA
^^gkWLVy esa rqEgsa vPNk yxsxkA rqEgkjh mez ds cPpksa dks rks gkWLVy esa gh jguk pkfg,A
vius cjkcjh ds cPpksa ds lkFk i<+ks] mUgha ds lkFk [ksyks] mUgha ds lkFk jgks---**
^ogk¡ rqEgsa vPNk yxsxk caVhA ogk¡ tksr gS] vfe gS] mudk lkFk jgsxkA ;gk¡ vdsyk&vdsyk
fdruk cksj gksrk gSA*
^^fizafliy esjs nksLr gSaA yksdy xkftZ;u jgsaxsA brokj dks vius ?kj ys tk,¡xsA mUgsa
ikik gh le>ukA**
rSjrk gqvk MkWDVj tks'kh dk psgjk lkeus ls fudy x;k–rw bUgsa ikik D;ksa ugha dgrk
js\
gkWLVy dh fdruh ckrsa ikik crk jgs gSaA caVh fnekx+ ij cgqr t+ksj yxkrk gS ij fQj
Hkh gkWLVy dh dksbZ rlohj mlds lkeus ugha mHkjrhA
igys ikik tc dydÙks dh ckrsa crk;k djrs Fks rks dydÙks dh fdruh rlohjsa mHkjrh
Fkha mlds eu esaA ,d&,d txg dh vusd&vusd rlohjsaA
^^caVh] rqe viuh cukbZ gqbZ rlohjsa ugha yk, csVs\ ehjk] tkurh gks] ;g cgqr cf<+;k
isafVax djrk gSA odhy pkpk dks cukdj nsxk fd ugha ,d\**
^^rqe gkWch dh rjg ckx+ckuh ys ldrs gks] isafVax ys ldrs gksA dydÙks esa rks ckx+ckuh
ds fy, dksbZ xqatkb'k gh ugha gSA lkjk 'kkSo+$ gh ej tk,xkA gkWLVy esa rks---**
gkWch] rlohjs]a ckx+okuh] dydÙkk] gkWLVy] lc ,d&nwljs ij p<+rs pys vk jgs gS]a ,d&nwljs
esa ?kqyrs tk jgs gSaA ikik vkSj Hkh tkus D;k&D;k crkrs&le>krs jgsA nqykjrs vkSj Fkidrs
jgsA vkSj tc mlus vk¡[ksa ew¡n yha rks mBdj vius dejs esa pys x,A
uhan esa mlus ns[kk fd og ikik dh m¡xyh idM+s&idM+s Ldwy ls fudy jgk gS vkSj ikik
Mk¡V jgs gSa] x”qLlk gks jgs gSaA tksM+&cko+$h ds ekewyh ls loky rd ugha vk,\ lkjs le; m¡xyh
idM+&s idM+s jgrs gks] fpidw dgha dsA rHkh rks fdlh ds lkeus cksyk ugha tkrkA ;k rks yM+fd;ksa
dh rjg jksvksxs] 'kjekvksxs ;k---vkSj mUgksaus m¡xyh NqM+kdj mls vyx dj fn;k gSA vyx
gksrs gh caVh tSls HkhM+ esa [kks x;k gSA cngokl&lk og pkjksa vksj ns[k jgk gS] nkSM+&nkSM+dj
yksxksa dks idM+ jgk gS] ij ftls Hkh idM+rk gS ogh èkhjs&ls gkFk NqM+kdj vkxs pyk tkrk
gSA u,&u, psgjs] u,&u, yksx] ubZ&ubZ txgA og t+ksj ls ph[k iM+k–^^ikik··!**
^^caVh] caVh csVk!** fdlh us tSls mls xksn esa mBk fy;k gSA mldk uke dkSu tkurk
gS\ psgjk ugha fn[k jgk] fli+$Z vkokt+---
^^Mj x, csVk\ liuk ns[kk Fkk\ ns[kks eSa ikik---**
og vk¡[ksa QkM+&QkM+dj ns[k jgk gSA lkeus ikik dk psgjk fn[kkbZ nsrk gSA ;g D;k]
og jks jgk gS\ ugha] mldh vk¡[kksa esa ugha] ikik dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw gSa 'kk;n!
ikik us mls fQj ls lqyk fn;kA dejs esa fQj ls v¡èksjk gks x;k gSA fli+$Z vkokt+sa rSj
jgh gSaA v¡èksjs dh vkokt+sa Hkh fdruh vyx rjg dh gksrh gSa!
^^D;k gky gks x;k gS cPps dk\ fdruk lgek&lgek] Mjk&Mjk jgrk gSA dSls ugha Hkstw¡
144 / vkidk caVh
bls gkWLVy\ ;g tc lcls dVdj jgsxk] vius cjkcjh ds cPpksa ds chp esa gh jgsxk rHkh
ukeZy gksxkA gks [kpkZ] tSls Hkh gks–tks Hkh gksA**
^^vki esjh ckr Bhd <ax ls le> gh ugha jgs gSaA Bhd gS] eSa vc bl ckjs esa dqN
cksyw¡xh gh ughaA** vkSj fQj vkokt+sa Hkh v¡èksjs esa Mwc tkrh gSaA
^^vc rqe lks tkvksA ckgj Hkh rks v¡èksjk gks pyk gSA** rks igyh ckj [k+;ky vk;k
fd lpeqp ckgj rks fcydqy v¡èksjk gks x;k gSA bruh nsj ls f[kM+dh ij BksM+h fVdk, og
ns[k D;k jgk gS\ ikik us [ksl fcNkdj rfd;k yxk fn;k rks caVh fcuk ,d 'kCn Hkh cksys
pqipki ysV x;kA
^^uhan ugha vk jgh gks rks fdrkc nsa\ i<+ksxs ysVs&ysVs\**
^^ughaA** caVh dks uhan ugha vk jgh Fkh] fQj Hkh mlus vk¡[ksa can dj yhaA vk¡[ksa can
djrs gh pkjksa vksj v¡èksjk gh v¡èksjk QSy x;k vkSj fMCcs esa cSBs u,&u, yksx] ikik–lc
mlesa ?kqy&fey x,A jax&fcjaxs] rjg&rjg ds vkdkj ds NksVs&cM+s èkCcs mlds pkjksa vksj rSjrs
pys tk jgs gSa] vyx&vyx] ,d&nwljs esa feydjA
fQj n`';---fQj rlohjsa---,d&nwljh dks dkVrh gqb±] ,d&nwljh dks èkdsyrh gqb±---
ikik tYnh&tYnh [kkuk [kkdj vkWfi+$l pys x, gSa vkSj caVh vdsyk jg x;k gSA ;ksa
?kj esa ^os* gSa] cgknqj gS] mldh xksn esa yVdk gqvk xqnxqnk phuw gS] fQj Hkh mls yx jgk
gS] tSls ikik mls vdsyk NksM+ x, gSaA vkSj ;g u;k ?kj vkSj Hkh T+;knk u;k gks x;k gSA
caVh dgk¡ tk,] dgk¡ cSBs] D;k djs\ tgk¡ tkrk gS( tgk¡ cSBrk gS ogh txg tSls mls vius
ls ijs èkdsyrh gSA
ikik D;k jkst+ blh rjg NksM+dj pys tk;k djsaxs\ og rks lksprk Fkk] og gksxk] ikik
gksaxs vkSj jkst+ ?kweuk gksxkA
^^cPpk! rqEgkjs f[kykSu]s fdrkcsa oxSjg fudky ns\a [ksyks&i<+k!s ogk¡ NqVV~ h ds fnu viuh
eeh ds lkFk D;k fd;k djrs Fks\**
tkus D;ksa gj ckj nhik vkaVh ;kn vk tkrh gSaA ^os* eeh dh] ml ?kj dh ckrsa iwNrh
tk jgh gSa vkSj mlds lkeus eeh] tksr] vfe] MkWDVj lkgc] dksBh ?kwers pys tk jgs gSaA
D;k crk,] dgk¡ ls 'kq: djs\ mlls dqN ugha cksyk tkrkA
^^pyks] rqe gels ckr ugha djrs rks [ksyks!**
f[kykSus] canwd] fdrkcsa–lc caVh ds lkeus j[ks gSaA ij caVh cSBk gS] oSls gh pqiA bl
u, ?kj esa vkdj mldh viuh pht+sa Hkh tSls ubZ gks xbZ gSaA
^^vkvks ge [ksyas rqEgkjs lkFkA** ^os* phuw dks ysdj ikl vk cSBh gSAa phuw izlUu gks&gksdj
f[kykSuksa dks bèkj&mèkj mBk&iVd jgk gSA [k+;ky vk;k–og vfe dks vius f[kykSus ugha
ysus nsrk FkkA
pkch dh eksVj tw·¡ · djrh gqbZ fudy xbZA ¶ykbax&IysV yky&ihyh jks'kuh fn[kk&fn[kkdj
?kwe jgh gSA phuw fdydkjh ekj jgk gSA
^^phuw ns[k] oks fxjk! phuw ns[k---** vkSj phuw ds lkFk&lkFk ^os* Hkh g¡l jgh gSaA ,d&,d
f[kykSuk phuw dks pyk&pykdj fn[kk jgh gSaA

caVh ckyduh esa [kM+k gS] lkeus dh HkhM+&HkkM+] 'kksj&'kjkcs esa Mwck gqvkA <sj&<sj vkokt+sa gSa]
ij dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk gS] <sj&<sj 'kDysa gSa] ij dksbZ igpkuus esa ugha vk jgk vkSj
vkidk caVh / 145
lcds Åij gS ;g ckr fd ikik 'kke dks vk,¡xsA
'kke dks ikik vk, gSa] ^^dSls jgs caVh] D;k fd;k lkjs fnu csVs\** tokc ^os* ns jgh
gSa–^^lkjs le; ckyduh esa cSBk jgk] fcydqy ugha cksyrkA eSa rks [ksyus Hkh cSBh ij---lp
eq>s rks rjl vkus yxkA vkSj bl phuw dks ns[kks] ik¡p cts ls gh vk¡[ksa QkM+&QkM+dj pkjksa
rji+$ ,sls ns[krk gS tSls dqN <w¡<+ jgk gSA cl] rqEgsa <w¡<+rk gSA ;g rks vc rqEgsa cgqr fel
djus yxk gS---**
mUgksaus phuw dks ikik dh xksn esa ykn fn;kA og g¡l jgk gS] ikik ds cky uksap jgk
gSA
^^ys HkS;k ds xky uksapA** ikik us phuw dks caVh dh vksj eksM+ fn;k rks phuw caVh ds
xky uksapus yxkA
^^yks I;kj djks bls] blls [ksyks] blls nksLrh djks csVs!** rks caVh us m¡xfy;k¡ mlds
xqnxqns xkyksa ij fQjk nhaA
phuw us ikik dh xksn esa [kM+s gksdj ikik ds dku idM+ fy,A phuw g¡l jgk gS] ^os*
g¡l jgh gSa] ^^;g rqEgkjs dku [khapdj rqEgsa Bhd djsxkA** ikik Hkh g¡l jgs gSaA
caVh pqipki mBdj ckyduh esa pyk x;kA txexkrh cfÙk;k¡] yky&uhyh&ihyh fu;kWu
ykbV~lA jkr esa tSls lM+d fcydqy cnyh gqbZ yx jgh gSA pht+sa bruh cny dSls tkrh gSa\

fQj ogh iz'u!

^^vdsys esa Mjksxs rks ugha] lks tkvksxs u\**
caVh dk eu gks jgk gS fd dg ns–og cgqr&cgqr MjsxkA bl ?kj esa rks og vdsyk lks
gh ugha ldrkA ogk¡ rks fQj Hkh vfe vkSj tksr Fks] ;gk¡ rks---og lkjs fnu Hkh ,d rjg
ls Mjrk gh jgk gSA irk ugha dSlk&dSlk MjA
^^vjs caVh viuk cgknqj cPpk gS] dksbZ yM+dh gS tks Mjsxk\**
^^u gks rks cgknqj Hkh ;gha lks tk,xkA D;ksa cPpk Bhd gS u\**
^^vkSj chp dk njokt+k [kqyk jgsxk csVs] ge yksx rks mèkj gSa ghA**
^os* vkSj ikik gh cksys pys tk jgs gSaA caVh rks dqN cksy gh ugha ikrkA
^^lks tkvksxs u\**
caVh us ,d ckj ikik dh vksj ns[kkA ikik ds lkFk ^mudk* psgjk Hkh FkkA vkSj caVh
us èkhjs ls dg fn;k] ^^gk¡!**
cgknqj rks iM+rs gh lks x;k ij caVh tSls dacy ds uhps Hkh dk¡i jgk gSA vius&vius
iyax ij lksrs gq, vfe vkSj tksr] ml dejs ls vk;k gqvk jks'kuh dk VqdM+k] ckrksa ds VqdM+s–
lcdks tSls idM+us dh dksf'k'k dj jgk gSA
^[kV* mèkj dh cÙkh can gks xbZ rks tSls gkFk ls og jks'kuh dk VqdM+k Hkh fQly x;kA
tksr vkSj vfe ds iyax Hkh tSls dgha v¡èksjs esa Mwc ls x,A fli+$Z vkokt+saA vkSj fQj caVh
tSls fcydqy vdsyk gks x;kA
xanh ckrA D;k ikik vkSj ;s Hkh---bPNk gks jgh gS fd mBdj ns[ksA ogh n`'; v¡èksjs
esa ls tSls pkjksa vksj yVd x;kA tkus dSlh fgEer vk xbZA
ncs iSjksa caVh njokt+s ij vk [kM+k gqvkA >k¡ddj ns[kk–v¡èksjk ?kqIi! dgha dqN
fn[kkbZ ugha ns jgkA rHkh ,d vksj ,d NksVk&lk yky rkjs tSlk dqN ped mBk] yky
146 / vkidk caVh
lq[k+Z D;k gS ;s\
^^dkSu] caVh\**
nkSM+dj vius fcLrj esa nqcd x;k] ij fcLrj esa ysVdj Hkh caVh dk fny èkd&èkd
dj jgk gSA og yky&yky D;k ped jgk Fkk] ikik us ns[kk rks ughaA

fQj ogh ckrA

ikik vius ikl fcBkdj iwN jgs gSa] ^^,d ckr dgsa csVk] ekuksxs\**
caVh ut+jsa ikik ds psgjs ij fVdk nsrk gSA
^^rqe ehjk dks D;k dgrs gks\**
caVh pqiA
^^eeh dgksxs\**
^^caVh] MkWDVj lkgc dks ikik dgk dj csVs**---vkSj rM+kd ls fn;k gqvk viuk tokc
gh dkuksa esa xw¡t x;k–esjs ikik rks dydÙks esa gSaA
ij vc\ vc tSls dksbZ tokc gh ugha lw> jgkA og fli+$Z ikik dh vksj ns[krk jgrk
gSA
^^NksVh eeh! Bhd gS\**
rks vk¡[kksa ds lkeus tSls eeh vkdj [kM+h gks xb±A caVh dh ut+jsa >qd xb±A
^^'kje vkrh gS\ 'kje dh D;k ckr] eeh gh rks gSaA ogk¡ dh eeh os] ;gk¡ dh eeh
;sA dgksxs u\**
caVh us èkhjs ls ^gk¡* dg fn;k vkSj dgus ds lkFk gh tSls Hkhrj dh vk¡[ksa jks iM+haA
ikik ihB FkiFkik jgs gSaA mUgksaus dgha ns[k rks ugha fy;k–yM+dh dh rjg jksrs gks---
^^cPps] mBks cPps] cgqr fnu mx vk;kA**
can vk¡[kksa ls gh caVh lqu jgk gS vkSj Hkhrj gh Hkhrj fldqM+k pyk tk jgk gS–'kje
ls] Mj ls] nq[k ls---
^^vjs ;g D;k fiLlh dj nh---**
mlds ckn dqN irk ugha] 'kk;n cgknqj diM+s cnyok jgk gSA dejs esa fli+$Z vkokt+sa
rSj jgh gS–a mudh vkokt+]as ikik dh vkokt+]as cgknqj dh vkokt+Aas vkSj lkjh vkokt+kas dks phjrs
gq, dgha ls nks gkFk vkdj fcLrjs dks jtkbZ ls <d nsrs gSaA mlds pkjksa vksj 'kkWy fyiV
tkrk gS–lc xqipqi!
^^cgknqj] ;s pn~nj èkqyus Mky vkSj xn~ns ds mrus fgLls dks èkksdj ckgj QSyk nsA xn~nk
ckgj QSy x;k gS vkSj lM+d ij pyrs gj vkneh dks Hkh tSls ekywe iM+rk tk jgk gS fd---
vc caVh dgk¡ [kM+k gqvk djsxk\ vius ?kj esa rks dCHkh&dCHkh fcLrj esa lw&lw ugha dh mlus]
ij vc---
'kke dks lc tSls ds rSls gks x,A cl] ikik dk psgjk tkus dSls ,dne eeh ds psgjs
dh rjg gks x;k gSA [kkus dh est+ ij cSBs caVh dks cjkcj yxrk jgk fd tSls ikik dh vk¡[ksa
Hkh mldh IysV ij fpiddj mls ?kwjsaxhA mlls IysV dh rjQ ugha ns[kk tk jgkA ^mudh*
vkSj ikik dh vksj Hkh ugha ns[kk tk jgk gSA vius esa gh fleVk&fldqM+k og cSBk gSA
vkSj fcuk dgha ns[ks gh yx jgk gS tSls v---c---l---
,dk,d gh yxk tSls mls cgqr t+ksj ls lw&lw vk jgh gSA vksg! irk yx x;k] vHkh
vkidk caVh / 147
dgha Hkhrj gh gks tkrh rks jsy esa cSBs brus vknfe;ksa dks Hkh ekywe iM+ tkrkA dgha gkWLVy
esa Hkh gks xbZ rks---og >Vds ls mBkA
ckgj lkjk fMCck jks'kuh ls Hkjk gqvk gSA lkeus cSBs gq, ikik fdrkc i<+ jgs gSaA ^^D;k
ckr gS csVs\** ikik iwN jgs gSaA ikik dks ns[kdj] ikik dh vkokt+ lqudj yxk tSls og
irk ugha dgk¡ ls---
^^ckFk:e tkšxk!**
ikik mlds lkFk ckFk:e rd pyrs gSaA Hkhrj dksbZ gSA os nksuksa ckgj gh [kM+s gks x,A
ikik us ,d flxjsV yxk yh vkSj f[kM+dh dh rji+$ ljd x,A ckgj [+kwc v¡èksjkA ikik
us flxjsV dk ,d d'k [khapk rks fljk ned mBkA
yky rkjkA ckgj ds xk<+s v¡èksjs esa tkdj og rkjk V¡d x;kA ,d jgL; Fkk tks [kqy
x;kA caVh tSls dgha ls gydk gks vk;kA
fgyrh Vªsu esa ckFk:e tkus esa mls FkksM+k Mj yxrk gS ij fgEer djds ?kql x;kA
^^vc [kkuk [kkdj gh lksukA** ikik Vksdjh esa ls fMCcs fudkyus yxsA
caVh f[kM+dh esa ls >k¡dus yxkA L;kg v¡èksjs esa tqM+s gq, jks'kuh ds NksVs&NksVs pkS[kVksa
dh iwjh dh iwjh drkjsa mlds lkFk&lkFk nkSM+h pyh tk jgh gSa] ,d {k.k dks caVh dk eu
dgha ls iqyd vk;kA eu gqvk gkFk fudkydj] ,d pkS[kVs dks idM+ ysA flj vkxs fd;k
rks\
lkeusokys pkS[kVs ij gh ,d dkyk&lk èkCck mHkj vk;kA caVh flj fgyk&fgykdj] gkFk
fgyk&fgykdj mlesa rjg&rjg dh vkÑfr;k¡ cukus yxkA tksr vkSj vfe gksrs rks mUgsa fn[kkrsA
eu gqvk ikik dks cqykdj fn[kk,A
^^csVs] bèkj gh vk tkvksA**
vkSj [kkrs gq, caVh us igyh ckj fMCcs esa cSBs gq, yksxksa dks ns[kk] fMCcs dks iwjh rjg
ns[kkA yxk tSls og vHkh&vHkh fMCcs esa ?kqlk gSA ;g ew¡Nokyk vkneh mlds lj tSlk ugha
gS\
mlus ,d iwjh vkSj yhA lCt+h mls vPNh yxhA [kkuk [kkdj og ikik dks Hkh jks'kuh
ds pkS[kVs fn[kk,xkA
^^D;ksa lkgc] gkWLVy dk [kpkZ fdruk iM+ tkrk gksxk\** rks bl vkneh dks ekywe gS
fd---
^^;gh djhc---<kbZ lkS ds djhcA ysfdu---** vkSj ikik us ckr chp esa gh NksM+ nhA
gkWLVy!
vkSj jks'kuh ds pkS[kVksa ij tSls dgha ls ,d èkqaèk dh ijr Nk xbZA ysVk rks lkFk&lkFk
nkSM+rs gq, jks'kuh ds lkjs ds lkjs pkS[kVs L;kg v¡èksjs esa gh ?kqy x,A og pedrk gqvk yky
rkjk Hkh MwckA vkSj caVh ml v¡èksjs esa Mwcrk gh pyk x;kA fQj ml v¡èksjs esa ls gh ,d
vkSj v¡èksjk mHkjk---

lkjk gkWy v¡èksjk ?kqIi\ dsoy vkokt+ rSj jgh gSA caVh dks vthc&lh èkqdèkqdh gks jgh gSA
dSlk tknw gksxk\ ns[krs gh ns[krs ,d cM+k Qhdk] gydk&lk izdk'k QSyk vkSj flj ij uhyk
vkleku ru x;kA f>yfey&f>yfey flrkjs pedus yxsA
caVh pfdr] tknw esa c¡èkk gqvkA vyx&vyx rkjksa ds uke vkSj Hkh tkus D;k&D;k vkSj
148 / vkidk caVh
èkhjs&èkhjs og Hkwy gh x;k fd og IysusVksfj;e esa cSBk gqvk gSA
caxky dk tknw! fnu esa gh jkr] Nr esa flrkjsA flusekokys ugha lPph&eqPph dsA caVh
iqyfdr] mlus tknw ns[kkA
IysusVksfj;e ls foDVksfj;k&eseksfj;y rd caVh ikik ds lkFk Nyk¡x yxk&yxkdj pyrk
jgkA ogk¡ ^os* cgknqj vkSj phuw ds lkFk cSBh gqbZ gSaA pkjksa rji+$ <sj&<sj yksxA ;gk¡ ds yksx
?kjksa esa dHkh cSBrs gh ugha D;k\
^mUgksaus* phuw dks ikik dh xksn esa fcBk fn;kA
eks'kyk ewM+h---phuk cnkeA
eqjeqjs vkSj ew¡xQyh! èkÙksjs dh] ;g Hkh dksbZ uke gq,A cM+h nsj rd caVh dks tSls g¡lh
vkrh jghA
ikl gh mxh gqbZ dnyh dh D;kfj;ksa esa fdruh ?kkl&Qwl mx vkbZA caVh x;k vkSj D;kjh
dh li+$kbZ djus yxkA Nh&Nh] bruh xanh D;kjhA
^^vjs cPpk! ogk¡ feV~Vh D;ksa [kksnk&[kknh dj jgs gks] gkFk xans gks tk,¡xsA** >V ls caVh
us gkFk [khap fy,A
^^D;kjh cgqr xanh Fkh ikik] ikSèks [kjkc ugha gks tk,¡xsA** mlus ikik dks tSls li+$kbZ
nhA
ikik ,d {k.k mldh vksj ns[krs jgs] fQj mudk psgjk tkus dSlk&dSlk gks x;kA caVh
us dqN x+yr dj fn;k\ ugha] ikik us rks mls xksn esa fcBkdj I;kj fd;kA
jkr esa lks;k rks Nr ij fQj rkjs f>yfeykus yxsA t+ehu ij pkchokyh eksVj nkSM+us
yxhA ¶ykbax IysV ?kweus yxhA nks igyoku ckWfDalx djus yxsA phuw dh fdydkfj;k¡ xw¡tus
yxhaA ge Hkh pyk,xk 'kkc] ge Hkh pyk,xkA viuh fepfeph vk¡[kksa dks >idrs&[kksyrs
cgknqj gj pht+ dks cM+s dkSrqd ls ns[kus yxkA gok ds chp esa gh dgha eksxjk f[ky vk;k
rks dgha Mgsfy;kA

^^rqe cgl er djks ehjk] bl ckr ij dqN Hkh er dgksA** ,dk,d lkjs rkjs cq> x,A
eksxjk vkSj Mgsfy;k xk;c gks x,A lkjk n`'; tgk¡ dk rgk¡ fLFkj gks x;kA fli+$Z ikik dh
vkokt+ ;gk¡ ls ogk¡ rd xw¡trh jgh] x”qLls ls Hkjh gqbZ vkokt+A
^^eq>s fdlh vkSj Ldwy esa dksf'k'k ugha djuh] mls gkWLVy gh Hkstuk gSA ;gk¡ ?kj esa
j[kus ds fy, eSa mls ugha yk;k gw¡A eSa D;k tkurk ugha fd bl ?kj esa---**
vkSj fQj ckrksa ds VqdM+s&VqdM+s–,cukWeZy---eghuk dSls pysxk---rqEgkjh ft+n---esjk rks
dqN dguk gh x+yr---
vkSj fQj dsoy vkokt+sa] fcuk 'kCnksa dh vkokt+sa–dHkh t+ksj&t+ksj dh] dHkh nch&nch]
QqlQqlkrh gqb±A
vkSj fQj lUukVkA
rks ikik mls lpeqp gkWLVy Hkst nsaxs\ gkWLVy Hkstus ds fy, gh ;gk¡ yk, gSa\
lUukVk vkSj T+;knk xgjk gks x;k!
caVh us vius nksuksa iSj fldksM+dj isV ls lVk fy, vkSj nksuksa gFksfy;ksa dks tk¡?kksa ds
chp nckspdj vius dks iwjh rjg lesV fy;kA

vkidk caVh / 149

U;w ekdsZV dh HkhM+&HkkM+] pgy&igy! ckt+kj ugha] tSls dksbZ izn'kZuh gksA ikik ds gkFk esa
fyLV gS vkSj pht+sa [kjhnh tk jgh gSaA caMy gSa fd c<+rs gh tk jgs gSaA
caVh dHkh nthZ ds ;gk¡ [kM+k uki ns jgk gS] dHkh twrsokys ds ;gk¡ twrs igudj ns[k
jgk gSA
^^,d lkbt+ cM+k gh nks] cPpksa dks c<+rs nsj ugha yxrh---**
twrs] ekst+s] cfu;ku] iSaV~l] 'kV~lZ] tkus fdruh pht+sa gSa!
caVh dks fli+$Z ikik ds lkFk jguk gS] viuk uki nsuk gSA pquus dk rks dksbZ iz'u gh
ughaA diM+k] jax] fMt+kbu] la[;k] lcdqN igys ls gh r; gS---
;s okyk ugha oks okykA uhyk ugha czkÅu] cVu ugha ftiA ,d ugha nks---eeh dks rks
og ijs'kku dj nsrk FkkA
fyLV ij fVd ekdZ yxrk tk jgk gSA lwVdsl] vVSph] ,;j&cSx] gksYMkWy–lc ij caVh
dk uke] irk! irk ns[kdj gh caVh dks ekywe gqvk fd ikik vktdy pkSjaxh jksM ij jgrs
gSaA og rks bls vc rd ,yfxu jksM gh le>s FkkA
ckgj dh HkhM+&HkkM+ ls ykSVrs rks ?kj cM+k lqulku&lk yxrk gSA ,d vthc&lk lUukVk!
tgk¡ dgha Hkh ^os*] ikik vkSj caVh cSBrs] tkus dgk¡ ls caVh ds eu esa v&c&l mHkj vkrkA
mlds ckn cjkcj yxrk fd ikik dh vk¡[ksa Hkh lc rji+$ ls cl mls gh ns[k jgh gSaA ij
eeh dh rjg ikik dh vk¡[kksa dks mlus dHkh ugha ns[kk–u IysV esa] u bèkj&mèkjA
eeh dh vk¡[kksa dks ns[ks Hkh fdrus fnu gks x,A

^^caVh dh lkjh pht+ksa ij uke V¡d x,\**

^^vkt jkr dks Vk¡d nw¡xhA**
^^vkt jkr dks t+:j Vk¡d nsukA bV bt+ , eLVA**
^^eq>s ekywe gSA**
vkSj jkr esa caVh ckFk:e tkus ds fy, mBk rks ns[kk vius pkjksa vksj <sj lkjs diM+s
QSyk, ^os* uke Vk¡d jgh gSaA caVh ,d {k.k fBBddj ns[krk jgk---
^tk csVs] rw tkdj [kkuk [kk ys vkSj lks tkA eSa lc doj p<+k nw¡xhA* {k.k&Hkj dks nksuksa
psgjs] nksuksa n`'; ,d&nwljs esa ?kqy&fey x,A

lkeku c¡èk jgk gSA mlds iqjkus diM+s] mlds f[kykSus] mldk cDlk lc vyx djds j[k
fn, x, gSaA
caVh pqipki cSBk cl ns[k jgk gS vkSj dgha mHkj jgk gS–;s lc f[kykSus bl Vksdjh
esa tek nks calhyky] ;s lc caVh dh ilan ds f[kykSus gSaA canwd ugha vk jgh rks gkFk esa
ys tk,xkA ;g rks mldh [k+kl pht+ gSA
cgknqj vkSj phuw mu f[kykSuksa ij tqVs gq, gSaA
VSDlh uhps [kM+h gSA cgknqj lkeku mrkj jgk gSA lkjk u;k&u;k lkekuA mldk uke
u gks rks og buesa ls ,d Hkh pht+ dks igpku Hkh u ik,A
^os* uhps [kM+h gSaA cgknqj phuw dks fy, [kM+k gSA ikik ihNs lkeku tek jgs gSaA I;kj
djokdj vkSj ueLrs djds caVh VSDlh esa cSB x;kA
tkus dSls eeh dk psgjk jg&jgdj ^muds* psgjs ij fpid tkrk gSA iwjk dk iwjk n`';
150 / vkidk caVh
fdlh vkSj n`'; ds lkFk ?kqy&fey tkrk gSA dHkh ^os* eeh cu tkrh gSa] dHkh os ^os* jg
tkrh gSaA
VSDlh pyh rks ^mUgksaus* gkFk t+jk&lk Åij mBkdj fgyk fn;kA ^os*] cgknqj] phuw–
lc ihNs NwV x,A ,d {k.k dks vk¡[kksa ds lkeus og dejk mHkj vk;k ftlesa vHkh&vHkh
og viuk lkjk lkeku vkSj lkjs f[kykSus NksM+dj vk;k gSA vc 'kk;n og dHkh viuh cand w
ugha pyk ik,xkA
ckj&ckj mls yx jgk gS] tSls ikik mls ck¡gksa esa lesVdj vius ikl [khap ysaxs] dqN
dgsaxsA ugha] ,slk rks eeh djrh FkhaA irk ugha D;ksa ikik dk] eeh dk] ^mudk*–lcds psgjs
,d&nwljs ls xM+cM+ gksrs tk jgs gSa---

^gjs Ñ".kA gjs Ñ".kA Ñ".kk&Ñ".kk gjs&gjs*---t+ksj&t+ksj ls dgha xkus dh vkokt+ vk jgh gSA
caVh dh vk¡[k [kqy xbZ–vksg! og xkM+h esa gSA xkM+h 'kk;n [kM+h gSA fMCcs esa gh dksbZ
xk jgk gSA caVh mBdj cSB x;kA
nks yM+ds ydM+h dh fVdVh ctk&ctkdj xk jgs gSa–>we&>wedjA
^^ikuh fivksxs csVk\** mls mBk ns[kdj ikik us iwNkA ikik ds iwNus ls gh yxk fd
mls I;kl yx jgh gS] 'kk;n cgqr nsj ls I;kl yx jgh gSA
ikuh ihdj caVh fQj lks x;kA os yM+ds mrj x, ij gjs&gjs dh vkokt+ tSls lkjs fMCcs
esa Hkj xbZ gS] gj rji+$ ls tSls ogh vkokt+ vk jgh gSA laxhr dh y;] xkM+h ds fgpdksyksa
ds lkFk&lkFk caVh tSls dgha xgjs esa Mwcrk tk jgk gSA
xkus dh vkokt+ esa <sj&<sj vkokt+sa feyrh tk jgh gSaA vkokt+sa vkdkj ys jgh gSa---pkWycs
uk] pkWycs uk] gkWcs uk] gkWcs uk---badykc ft+ankcknA o+$rkj ck¡èkdj gok esa eqfV~B;k¡ mNkyrs
gq, yksx pys tk jgs gSa] yky >afM;k¡ fy,A
^^;g dE;qfuLVksa dk tqywl gSA dydÙkk tqywlksa dk 'kgj gSA** ikik crk jgs gSaA
caVh jkst+ tqywl ns[krk gS vkSj yksxksa ds lkFk&lkFk [”kqn Hkh fpYykrk gSA mlus pkWycs
uk] gkWcs uk lh[k fy;k gSA ij cl eu gh eu esAa jkst+ lksprk fd og Hkh t+kjs ls fpYyk,xk]
gok esa eqV~Bh mNkydj---pkWycs uk---pkWycs ukA ij ,d fnu Hkh fpYyk ugha ik;kA
^cksyks gfj] gfj cks·y---cksyks gfj] gfj cks·y* lkFk esa ?kaVh VquVquk jgh gSA
^^ejs gq, vkneh dks ;gk¡ blh rjg ls ys tkrs gSaA** ikik us crk;k rks caVh ,d {k.k
dks ldrs esa vk x;kA vuk;kl gh nksuksa m¡xfy;k¡ tqM+ xb±A LdkmV ekLVj us crk;k Fkk
fd MsM&ckWMh dks ns[kdj lsY;wV djuk pkfg,A
eq¡g Hkh [kqyk gqvk! ejk gqvk vkneh D;k ft+ank vkneh dh rjg gh gksrk gS\ dgha ft+ank
vkneh dks gh rks ugha ys tk jgs\

nks&rhu fnu rd mBrs&cSBrs] lksrs&tkxrs ^gfj cksy* gh xw¡trk jgkA lkFk gh ,d vthc&lk
MjA
èkhjs&èkhjs lkjh vkokt+sa Hkh xk;c gks xb±A
og ikik ds lkFk pyk tk jgk gSA ,dne ubZ vkSj lqulku txg gSA
^^og lkeus rqEgkjk gkWLVy gSA** ikik us dgk rks caVh dh vk¡[ksa Åij mB xb±A dgha
Hkh rks dqN ughaA
vkidk caVh / 151
 ^^rqEgsa fizafliy ls feyokdj] lcls tku&igpku djokdj 'kke dks ge pys tk,¡xsA**
vkSj irk ugha caVh dks D;k gqvk fd ikik tk,¡ mlds igys ogh ikik dks NksM+dj nkSM+ iM+k
gSA og nkSM+rk tk jgk gS] fcuk ihNs eqM+s–cl vkxs gh vkxsA unh&ukys] igkM+&eSnku–lc
ikj djrk tk jgk gS vkSj fQj irk ugha dgk¡ fxj tkrk gSA
li+$sn nk<+h] li+$sn tVk] [kM+kÅ¡] deaMy---,d lkèkq mlds ikl [kM+s gSaA og Mj ugha
jgk gSA bu lkèkq dks rks mlus dbZ ckj ns[kk gS] ij ;kn ugha vk jgk] dgk¡&dc---
^^rqe dkSu gks csVk\ dgk¡ ls vk, gks\**
caVh ;kn djus dh dksf'k'k dj jgk gS] ij tSls mls dqN ;kn Hkh ugha vk jgkA
^^cksyks csVk] crkvks!**
og cgqr t+kjs yxk jgk gS---og dgk¡ ls vk;k gS] dgk¡ ls---vkSj mlds eu esa ,d vthc&lh
ng'kr Hkjus yxh gSA
^^Mjks ugha] crkvks csVkA** os mldk daèkk FkiFkik jgs gSaA ^^caVh] mBks csVk] vc mrjuk
gSA** dksbZ mls daèkksa ls idM+s gq, gS vkSj og ;kn djus dh dksf'k'k dj jgk gS fd og dqN
tokc ns lds---
mls xksn esa mBkdj fdlh us [kM+k dj fn;kA li+$sn nk<+hokys psgjs esa ls ,d vkSj psgjk
mHkj vk;k–ikik!
^^tYnh ls eq¡g èkks yks] uhan mM+ tk,xhA ik¡p&lkr feuV esa gh LVs'ku vkusokyk gSA**
rks caVh èkhjs&èkhjs tSls vius esa ykSV vk;kA jsy dk fMCck] fMCcs esa cSBs gq, yksx] lkeku
ck¡èkrs gq, ikikA losjs dk mtkl pkjksa vksj QSy x;k FkkA
irk ugha D;k gqvk fd bruh nsj esa eu ij j[kk gqvk iRFkj tSls ,dk,d gh njd
x;kA vkSj <sj&<sj vk¡lw mQu vk,A Hkhrj dh vk¡[kksa esa gh ugha ckgj dh vk¡[kksa esa HkhA
vk¡lw&Hkjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus fMCcs dh gj pht+] cSBs gq, vtuch yksxksa ds psgjs igys
èkq¡èkys gq,] vkSj èkq¡èkys gq, vkSj fQj ,d&nwljs esa fey x,A ikik dk psgjk Hkh mUgha esa fey
x;k vkSj fQj èkhjs&èkhjs lkjs psgjs ,d&nwljs esa xM~MeM~M gks x,A
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