Professional Documents
Culture Documents
1. Elysion
2. Start of Repetition
3. New Time
4. Confession
5. Dream
6. To the Imperial Castle
7. Hope, Torture
8. Downfall
9. Eternal Happiness
10. Crumbs
11. High Tide
12. Diary
13. Between Friends
14. Truth
15. Apocalypse
16. The End and the Beginning
Side Story 1. Zephyrus
Side Story 2. Afterword
1. Elysion
2:53 p.m.
I gave up lightly and sat down at the fountain to watch the people
passing by.
The plaza in the late afternoon was a familiar sight. Today, tomorrow,
the day after that, and the day after that, they will be happy….
Deng, Deng, Deng. exactly three times. The sound that announces 3
p.m.
But why does Zephyrus come on time and make me hear the bell
every time? It’s not your fault, but it’s kind of boring, Zephyrus.
“Catch it!”
A shout was heard from afar. It must be an arrow today. The arrow
doesn’t end quickly, so it hurts a bit.
With the sound of the air being pulled tight, I saw an arrow being
stabbed into the man in front of me.
I struggled in pain, but the man grabbed my clothes and wouldn’t let
go. The center of gravity of the body collapsed due to the grip that
could not be escaped.
At the same time as his vision blackened, an indescribable pain hit
his head.
My consciousness was cut off as if a candle was blown out. One last
thing I thought of.
Since then, I have been studying and working part-time at the same
time. As everyone knows, there was no store that accepted young
children as employees yet. So I worked without getting a fair wage.
For example, handing out flyers. It was a lot of money, but on days I
couldn’t even do that, I had to skip dinner.
I spent my high school days with nosebleeds every day and little
sleep. Even in such a desperate situation, I had two friends who did
not let go of my hand. At least this was a good school year.
I lived really hard. To not starve to death, to not grow old in vain, to
feel life similar to others….
And that day, I was on my way to take a test at school for a stable
future.
When I opened the door to the classroom with such silly thoughts, I
thought I was not awake by the sight in front of me.
The colorful hair color that I only saw in movies, people wearing
clothes similar to the one I saw at the restaurant, a person wearing
really heavy armor that sometimes wanders around, a carriage
passing by with a cheerful sound of horses hooves….
head won’t turn This was clearly the aftermath of a series of all-
nighters.
Flash! and a thought passed by. Yes, you can open the door you
opened earlier. I don’t know what the hell the situation is, but I’ll open
the door in the same way. Then I’ll see a familiar landscape, and I’ll
be able to take the test normally.
I turned to the door again. I put my hand on the doorknob and closed
my eyes, but after a while, only one eye slipped open.
It was the same as the restaurant I had seen before. A few people
sitting at a table by the door raised their heads. and looked at me
With the eyes of a monkey trapped in the zoo I saw earlier.
Puck!
The most frustrating thing about this situation is that you can’t
understand a single sentence or even a single word of what they
say.
How long had it been since I sat on the cold floor and cried blankly? I
could see people shouting something.
“&^%&* %&#%@@?”
I couldn’t hear either. But maybe you know what they were trying to
say.
I turned my head to the side at the faint shaking of the ground, the
noise of something rolling, and the thunderous sound of horses
hooves.
The front legs of the horse raised high and the horse-drawn carriage
behind it filled the field of vision.
I’ve been living a hard life, and I’ve struggled to live a good life, but in
the end I failed.
If I knew I would die in vain like this, I would buy whatever I want to
eat and go out with my friends…. My heart ached at the belated
regret.
Sadly, on the way to the test, I went through a dimension shift and
died. It was a really shitty life.
The conclusion was always ‘It’s a waste to live so far’. Now that I
think about it, it seems more precious that I didn’t die.
It was just before that he died without being able to even scream in
pain that his whole body was being crushed.
The tears didn’t even come out, probably because they had been
pulled out before he died. just dazed They said that if a person
experiences more than the limit, they can do nothing, and I was the
perfect match.
No matter how tenaciously I’ve lived, I’ve never had the experience
of feeling my whole body being crushed and coming back to life after
death.
I don’t want to go through that experience again. What the hell is this
situation? I just stood still, unable to move backwards or forwards.
One of the people who had been looking at me in a daze suddenly
got up and went into the kitchen. At the man’s cry, someone rustled
and jumped out.
It was a middle-aged woman with faded blonde hair with sparse gray
hair and warm brown eyes. The sad wrinkles around her eyes made
her look gentle.
Wiping her hands on the apron that covered half of her body, she
came to me. Then I started talking.
“^&%^&#%# &^&%*?”
There was nothing I could do with words that were almost alien. Still,
I couldn’t stand still.
It seems that the tear glands that I thought were dry were temporarily
out of order. Tears welled up in my eyes again. And I could see the
owner in front of me making a surprised expression, perhaps
surprised by my appearance.
“#$&&? ^%^$& *&^*? &#%# &^&%^$^ ^%^$%^$?”
It’s embarrassing to eat as you age and wail loudly in front of others,
but anyone would cry in my situation. I can tell you.
***
After a month of coming here, I was able to speak and listen to some
extent. Writing and reading were completely illiterate, but even this
was perceptible.
The place I fell out of nowhere is Lyceum, the capital of the Elysion
Empire, and there is a nobleman that I have only seen in writing
here. There are nobles, so there are emperors, and some wizards
and knights…. Anyway, there were many.
When people talk about wizards, I thought they were talking about a
movie. It wasn’t until I brought parchment that looked like a
newspaper and saw the customers talking seriously while looking at
the pictures that I realized that it was real.
All information had to be inferred from what the guests were talking
about. Just because you can’t understand the language doesn’t
mean you can’t ask for basic common sense. It’s still weird, but it will
look even weirder. The customers seemed to think I was from the
East Continent.
In fact, Melissa seems to know that’s not the case…. Still, there is a
distinct difference between confirming and killing someone and
having only suspicions. She doesn’t seem to think that I’m weird, but
from another world.
I still don’t know why Melissa took me. But the question was a luxury.
Even if I run out of Melissa’s store, the only thing that will come to
me is a dark future.
More than anything, the death I experienced once made it difficult for
me. I still had nightmares at night sometimes.
I will never forget the power of the words that weighed on me and
the feeling that all the bones in my body were being torn to pieces.
My time is still frozen on the day I went to take the test. Looking at it
like this, doubts come to mind.
Why am I here?
Before… So, around high school? I once read a novel that was lent
to me by my few friends, Areum. I was busy studying at my part-time
job, but I think I read it in my free time.
But I didn’t touch an artifact, like in novels, I didn’t fall into a well, or I
didn’t enter an old mansion.
Like a squirrel that rolls the hamster wheel hard every day. Like a
small part of a huge machine. I didn’t wish for any luck, I just went
out to take today’s test.
I was just living my life in peace. Life was a bit difficult, but it was
more rewarding. Those were warmer days than the dark days of
adolescence.
I was content with the present. But why why. What is this? Why….
He realized painfully that such a difficult study was a luxury that only
the nobility enjoyed here. I feel like my head is getting tighter.
It was just like when I was young, doing nothing and starving and
lying on the cold floor.
And I’m not sure yet… Just as it came suddenly, one day it could
also suddenly return to the original world. There were so many
things that I achieved through my efforts.
I was still fine with dying over it. I was able to survive this much. Two
months was a short but long time. I have been able to bury many
things in my mind.
“UNI! customer!”
“Yeah! welcome!”
The new guest was so tall that his eyes swung upwards. It was a
menacing appearance with a large body covered in a robe.
Unexpectedly, however, many such customers came to this store. A
person wearing a robe.
That person seemed to be a head taller than the average guest. sore
throat
The man pulled down his hood, probably not wanting to show his
face. But because of the height difference between me and me, the
bottom of my face was visible.
“….”
A single answer seems difficult. Again, I’ve had a lot of guests like
this. For those who worked part-time in the 21st century Korea, this
level of truth was not even true.
I didn’t care about how unpretentious he was. It is clear that his
personality has been reversed as he wears the robe.
Listen well again. ‘I hate this seat!’ It wasn’t a type. thank god.
“For 1 serving.”
Wow. Was today the more unlucky upgraded type? It seems that his
voice is very precious because it is not enough to stop talking while
talking. He was a wonderful person in a very different way.
“….”
Did you catch a bad cold in your throat or have your mouth stitched
up? Got the concept well. There was no need to say anything further
anyway. I turned around without hesitation to place my order.
Soon after, the food we ordered came out. It was Aunt Melissa’s
handiwork. The glossy shine on the meat and potatoes looked
delicious.
It was fortunate that the food here was not that different from where I
used to live. If this place had an unusual food that looked like an
insect, I would have starved to death.
No, do you think you ate too much to survive? I don’t want to
imagine what it is.
“….”
widely.
The man who had taken the order earlier approached and saw a
piece of yellow parchment covering his entire face. Even if people
come, they don’t budge.
With this attitude, I don’t want to say that you should enjoy it. To be
honest, I didn’t want to say anything, but now I’m doing it because
Aunt Melissa is watching.
Again, there was no answer this time. I didn’t even expect it. What
on earth do you want to see? ….
“… uh?”
“Hey!”
The man did not try to take it by force, perhaps because he feared
that the parchment would tear.
Either way, I was busy reading the contents of the parchment. The
parchment the man was looking at had complicated graphs and
formulas sloppily written on it. It was something I studied all through
college. never thought you’d see this here
As soon as I saw it, I came up with the correct answer. In the first
place, the man was solving the problem by going round and round.
Use the initial value… anyway that’s it I can’t remember the details of
the name. Who is memorizing what, what, and what?
But that didn’t mean I forgot how to solve it. Originally, all problems
are solved by instinct. I am a person who has studied for a total of 16
years, including 12 years of injection education and 4 years of
slavery to assignments.
It was even engineering. Was there all four years and saw. Although
the last semester came to this world before I even saw the results. In
a word, it was chewing gum.
“Yy=1.3878.”
That’s why I informed them, but the response was very poor. I didn’t
expect to thank you for knowing what I had done.
In the past, I hated studying so much, but since I was doing nothing
but using my body here, I must have been sick of using my brain. I
just realized that It was a little sad.
At my words, the man suddenly took out a quill from his pocket and
started counting. No, there’s no ink, so how do you use it? that’s
interesting.
He didn’t even look at the steaming hot food. It’s like seeing the old
me. The image of me that was burning white before the
announcement of the group assignment?
I took advantage of the moment when the man was distracted by the
calculations and sat across from me. There were no other guests
anyway.
It was originally a free time, so Aunt Melissa had gone back into the
kitchen.
It had no other meaning. I just wanted to ask the man. Who are you
to have the remnants of my world?
How many minutes had passed like that? The man groaned softly.
“It’s real….”
“That….”
“What, what?”
“How can I find an answer that I haven’t been able to find for a
week…. How the hell did you solve this? I just can’t believe it.”
How did you solve it, did you solve it with the power of injection
education? I’d like to say, but I can’t. ‘Cause this isn’t my world
Many thoughts raced through my head, but only one word came out
of my mouth.
“No.”
“Yes?”
It’s a little out of order, but I think I’ve conveyed my intentions to this
extent. And this guy is kind of weird. It’s like Professor Hong who
was crazy about atomic analysis. i have to get out of here
When I was about to get up, the man grabbed me urgently. In words,
of course.
“For a moment…!”
But words have no power. I tried to run away toward the counter. If
only it wasn’t for the timid power holding me back.
“Please….”
At the desperate voice, the hand that was holding the end of the
ribbon that tied the apron finally turned around in pity.
I sat down across from the man. Of course, I didn’t intend to answer
all the questions. knowing where to go
But it’s funny to think about it now, but that hood is really frustrating.
Can you see ahead? Can’t you take it off a bit? Anyway, the only
guest right now is this guy.
“It?”
“I mean Grove. Isn’t it polite to show your face if you want to ask
something?”
“Ah… sorry.”
The first thing that caught my attention was the cold blue eyes. Snow
like the frozen deep sea. The scattered platinum hair was dazzling
there.
I don’t know how he hid it, but the hair flowing down his shoulders
was no joke. It’s not easy to match that style. If you have a good-
looking face, you can do anything.
The man was more beautiful than any man I had ever seen. It was a
face I had never seen before in any media in the original world.
But with that face, I think it would be a bit scary. Maybe because of
the eyes, it gave a cold impression rather than a warm one.
“No.”
Wow. Correct. not gum I was speechless from the second question.
I’m not going to sit down again for this. what is a rune? Maybe those
functions?
I liked it and hated it. I don’t need this ability…. It was better to let the
words flow. How much did you sweat to learn the imperial language?
I don’t know who made the official language of the Elysion Empire,
but it’s trash.
“I learned it.”
“No.”
“….”
Still, I can’t answer straight away. ‘I’m not from this world. I learned it
at a place called university. Because it was an air force. Haha.’ I
don’t want to be a test subject.
“Ah… I forgot that the question related to the master is rude. sorry.”
I’m really not sorry. The ‘Teacher’ I curse the most is my university
advisor. He personally spread that notoriety to his classmates and
juniors. It is said that there is no one who does not know my advisor.
Did you just say ‘Anything’? To say such a thing with that face? What
a naive person.
“What kind of magic would you like to see? Just tell me what you
want to see and I’ll show you right away.”
The problem is that I don’t know the magic here. As far as I know,
the magic you see in the movies is burning and freezing, but you
can’t destroy Melissa’s store.
At my words, the man raised a corner of his mouth and smiled lightly.
Oh my gosh. Smiling with that face is an attempted murder. My heart
just tried to run away from my body. People are weak in what they
see.
I realized that the reason my heart didn’t race for anyone was
because I couldn’t see the proper face.
“All right.”
When the man raised his hand, golden particles formed on his
fingertips. It was just like fine sand, or like fireflies, or like shining
petals. It was a strange sight.
I didn’t recite a spell, and I didn’t draw a magic circle. I just raised my
hand and it came into being. The wizards here don’t seem to be
ashamed of using magic. that’s magic beautiful.
But that wasn’t the end. The man opened his hand as if to spread
the light, and the golden particles spread throughout Melissa’s store.
The man seems to have faithfully reflected my order. The magic was
really splendid and good.
“Yes….”
The man hurriedly gave me the parchment he was holding. The front
side was full of traces of his hard work.
“Um…. Yes.”
“Sleep!”
The man looked over what I had given him, then, in disbelief, pulled
out a new piece of parchment and recalculated. There must be a
black hole in that person’s arms. Well, there won’t be anything wrong
with the calculation anyway. I guarantee you will be satisfied.
I was about to get up, but I saw food thrown away on the table. The
untouched food was cold. what a waste. Aunt Melissa’s food is
delicious. I need to warm it up again.
As I got up, I picked up a plate of food, and the man grabbed it. I’m
not stealing it I guess I misunderstood.
“Yes?”
“If you come with me, I will treat you like a noble.”
There are many kinds of truth. Among them, pseudo is famous for
being picky. The swings are exceptionally persistent. I won’t go out
until I bite my prey. Even though there is no way that I, who was tired
of society early on, would be caught in such a thing.
“Why do you follow someone you don’t even know who you are
unless you’re out of your mind? And we saw each other for the first
time today?”
“I am Zephyros.”
I guess my prediction was right. This guy is just like Professor Hong.
speechless. My eyes are crazy. I’m crazy about research.
Why did you go that way with that face…. Too bad.
I’ve felt this painfully since I was young, but there’s no pure favor.
People always held out their hands pretending to be kind, but in the
end there was something they wanted. I can’t count the back of the
head hit in that short life. If I die and only bones remain, my skull will
surely be flat.
oh But after all, he’s not pure either. A clear sense of purpose Turns
out, this wizard isn’t stupid, but I’m an engineering genius in this
world, or something?
So, is this man a little crazy about the discovery of the century? Then
I can give you some consideration.
All I know about the Empire is its common language, caste system,
and Melissa’s food menu. Excluding other magazines as they are
useless. Still, it’s the result of two months of hard work.
Actually, it was a good opportunity. I was wary, but it didn’t seem like
I was doing it with a bad idea. Because the man’s eyes felt so
desperate.
That doesn’t mean I’m going to follow suit. I should also have a
minimum safety device.
“I am Zephyros.”
“Because I don’t care who you are? You don’t have to have an
identity to prove something. Can I be a noble of the empire?”
“For a moment!”
“Yes?”
“Ah… You must be more familiar with the term magic tower.”
There was no need to know what the relationship between the magic
tower and the empire was. It’s not like I’m going anywhere to do
politics. I am a person who knows my fraction well. I don’t even have
the strength to do that.
“I know.”
The man jumped up and took my hand holding the plate. The more I
stare at her in surprise, the more surprised I am. What are you going
to do?
“Uh… Yes.”
The man took the plate I was holding and sat back down. Then he
said that it was okay not to warm it up. It’s later than expected, so I
have to eat quickly and go back. Wizards are busy.
But take the plate from me and don’t eat it. He is staring at the food
just like he was looking at the parchment earlier.
Are you the unlucky guest at first? It’s shocking to see such a
change of attitude. It wasn’t that I doubted that I was poisoned, but
that I was thinking because I wanted to ask my name.
“Yunhee.”
The man didn’t even touch the cutlery at my words and just stared at
me. It’s true that you came to eat…?
“Go ahead and eat. He said he had to go. And girl, fuck what you’re
doing. Because I don’t want to hear it. You can call me by name.”
“How do you even talk about that? You don’t seem to be much older
than me, so let’s talk comfortably, won’t we?”
“Still….”
“If we’re going to be together in the future, it means we’re going to
get to know each other.”
“… yes.”
Five. It’s a bit scary to say that to that face. But that suited me better.
Is it because of the cold impression?
“A week or so….”
“One week.”
“… yes.”
He’s a strange man anyway. Did you say your name was Zephyrus?
I hope that wizard is not the first back of the head in this world.
Deng, Deng, Deng. The sound of the clock tower announcing three
o’clock rang.
“How could I not be worried…. I still vividly remember the day you
first came.”
Today was the day I promised with Zephyrus. Melissa was worried
when she heard that she was leaving with an unknown man. He
even blamed himself for making it a burden, and he sweated hard to
convince him.
she is a very nice person Because he even took me, whom I didn’t
know, and lived with him. Melissa’s eyes were full of worry.
“Not all wizards are proper human beings. It could be even more
dangerous.”
It’s not that I haven’t thought of that. Maybe you’re actually going into
the tiger’s den yourself.
But I trusted Zephyros’s desperate eyes. I don’t think that the eyes of
people who have been raised while being hit in the back of the head
have been ruined since coming here.
“I won’t be a bad person. He fixed the store and told me his name.
It’s Zephyrus….”
It wasn’t just the store that was fixed, but a number of things had
happened in between, but he didn’t explain to Melissa in detail.
She is the one who knows I didn’t know the common language. So I
couldn’t tell you how you knew the magic formula.
Not long after, a tall man in a hood, like a week ago, entered. A week
later, I said it was this time, and it came right on time. Miraculous.
“Zephyros?”
“UNI.”
The man took off his hood at my call. He was smiling very slightly.
Her eyes, which were like the frozen sea, looked as refreshing as the
autumn sky today. Is it an illusion? I didn’t ask you to take it off this
time…. Too beautiful is bad for the heart.
“Yes.”
“Hello.”
Zephyrus smiled when he greeted Melissa. It seems that the ball and
the company are thorough. actually a bit scary The difference in
impression between when he is serious and when he is smiling even
lightly is palpable.
“It is natural.”
It’s clear that Melissa feels the same way as me. I guess he said he
was showing Zephyros for nothing. I thought I would just talk and
leave. The awkward air stifled.
I saw a little tear in Melissa’s eye, but I pretended not to know. It was
only two months, but she must have been very attached to me. Now
that I will run the store alone again, it will be difficult and lonely.
I think the reason Melissa took me was loneliness. That doesn’t
change the fact that she’s a good person. Melissa is a stupidly nice
person.
At one point, I felt as if my body was being sucked into a deep place.
That’s how I left Melissa’s store, which I had been fond of for two
months.
The walls and desks were covered with parchment paper, and
objects of unknown use were strewn about.
Golden arrows that went up and down and left and right with a
clicking sound, and several glass beads shining in five colors were
hung from the ceiling.
The blue petals were pretty, and the sound of the instrument was
flowing from the flower pot that I approached. The faintly audible
sound resembled that of a violin.
The appearance was very cute. Did you make that cutesy noise? I
put my fingers between the cages and stroked them, rubbing my
head. be cute too
“It’s ‘El’.”
“Are you surprised? I thought he liked him so I tried to give him his
name. I’m sorry.”
I liked animals in the previous world too. I liked dogs and cats, but
they hated me. So, it was the first time I was chosen by an animal.
This bird is not a real animal, but what is it?
While I was petting El through the gap in the cage, Zephyrus opened
the door and took me out. Won’t it fly there?
To put his worries to shame, El flapped his wings a few times and sat
quietly on my palm. I scratch my head and try to fall asleep. haha,
that’s crazy So cute.
“This is my room in the Magic Tower. I’m sorry for you, but… They
are all enchanted and cannot be moved. I cleaned it up anyway, but
it looks dirty.”
“Hey. Zephyrus.”
“Why?”
for a moment. Sounds a bit risky, doesn’t it? Then what I solved is
weird. Now you can’t say you don’t know. I think it was right that I
had an accident that day too.
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
“I won’t ask anything about you. So don’t worry.”
My face must have been quite strange. How could that cold-looking
person say such a thing? I’m surprised Did you forget that I told you
not to use a gruff tone? It’s creepy.
Water that has already been spilled cannot be picked up again. Even
saying that, I don’t think it’s going to harm me.
“You seem completely ignorant of magic, so I’ll have to tell you from
the beginning.”
Don’t pick people’s weaknesses with such a smooth face. that’s too
much
“Yes.”
“Tell me more. In the case of high-level magic, you need at least 100
and at most 500 formulas. Depending on how smoothly you connect
those formulas, sophisticated magic is born. When the connection is
over, memorize the magic formula and place the mana according to
the calculation, and the magic….”
“What? Memorize it?”
Just one problem, the length of two palms put together? How many
hundreds of them?
“Nope… continue….”
“The magic doesn’t work. What I asked for help is to easily organize
the formulas to connect. Uni, the formula you wrote down was the
384th formula for the magic I was researching. But looking at it,
everything I’ve done so far seems like crap. I’m thinking of fixing all
magic, not just that one. Any more questions?”
Aha. It must have been hard for me to say because I was painting
my face with gold. Whenever I say that I will do everything I want
with such confidence. Suddenly Zephyrus feels friendly. You too are
ashamed.
And I just found out about Zephyros. Wizards are not human….
Memorizing that is the basics, so it’s clear that they’re from a
different race than humans. First of all, it’s a convincing hypothesis
since Zephyrus’ face doesn’t look like a human.
I was curious because I had been doing mana mana from before.
Wouldn’t I be able to try some simple magic?
“Mana is like air. It melts into those around you, but you can’t feel it
unless you can handle it. The ability to control mana is innately
determined from birth. So depending on the mage, the color of mana
is different. You’ve already seen my mana, but it’s this color.”
Zephyrus got up from his seat and came to me. Then he put his
hand on my forehead.
If you are tall, your hands are likely to be large. My face isn’t small,
but Zephyrus covers my forehead, so it feels like the top of my head
is covered.
I don’t know what I did, but it felt like a refreshing breeze came into
my head. How does it feel when you wash your hair with cold water?
It feels cold rather than refreshing. I can’t think of anything to explain
exactly.
“I’d rather take a break today. It’s the first time you’ve moved through
space, so your body must’ve been tired. I will show you the room.”
“When you’re not helping me, you can look at the tower. But it’s easy
to get lost, so be sure to wear this. When I think of your room, it will
move on its own.”
“Thanks!”
Zephyrus said that and immediately went back to his room. After all,
wizards are busy.
My room was smaller than Zephyrus’s, but it was a little big for a
single person. It was moderately furnished and had large windows.
My room is bigger than the studio I used to live in. I don’t feel it.
I don’t know if it’s fatigue like what Zephyros said earlier, or if the
atmosphere in the Mage Tower is better than I thought, so I’m not
sure, but I’m a little sleepy. I told you to rest today anyway, so you
can rest.
***
The blue flowers I saw the first time I came were not flowers.
Zephyrus called it a nymph called ‘Flora’. You can think of it as a
common fairy.
He added that the usual sound is the hum of a nymph, so just ignore
it. I said it was fine because it sounded good.
Birds are not birds here, and flowers are not flowers. Every time that
happened, I realized that I was in the Mage Tower. Even so, the fact
that I am a foreigner has not changed.
Contrary to the earnest request for help at that time, it seemed that
he would not accept my help if possible. I was curious about that, so
when I asked why, Zephyrus’ answer was quite serious.
Zephyrus who said that had the sharpness he had when he first saw
it. Like I’ve never seen such a stupid wizard before.
I understood Zephyrus’ words, but I did not accept them. In the end,
it was about leaving the easy path behind and going on the difficult
path, but it didn’t really appeal to me, who had lived with all sorts of
expedients.
After finishing the meal like that, take El out of the cage and play
together. Give them treats, play fetch, pet them, and so on.
But Zephyrus was neither angry nor teasing. It was just a sound that
I went to bed and grew up because I would be seriously
uncomfortable. After all, he is a strange person….
From then on, when I felt sleepy, I just stretched out on the sofa and
slept. Originally, I can’t stand people being sleepy after eating.
In fact, it had never been like that in the original world, but
Zephyrus’s room was somehow comfortable. This is all due to the
lax attitude of the employer.
It was a nap, so it wasn’t like I slept for a long time. an hour at most?
Of course, it was the first time I knew that I took a nap after coming
to this world.
The reason why the guests were unlucky was now revealed.
Melissa, from now on I’d rather make the food tasteless.
Even now, Zephyrus, who fell in love with magic, was busy
calculating formulas. Except for the constantly moving quill, there
was no movement.
“Hey, Zephyros.”
“Yes.”
“Yuni, you sometimes say strange things. Why are you asking that
all of a sudden?”
“I don’t know what you’re thinking, but I’m meeting someone. rather
than friends… It would be more correct to call them leeches.”
I think Zephyrus just made a very popular remark. I can’t tackle any
more. It’s not the first time or two that I’ve said nonsense to
Zephyrus because I was bored, but today was the first time I was
impressed.
“Yes… yes….”
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
“Uh… little?”
“Thanks to your help, the speed is faster than expected. I can afford
it.”
He was the first person to save me in this world, and there was no
way I could ever forget him. Melissa’s expression that he saw on the
day he left with Zephyrus also bothered him.
“Yes.”
“Thanks!”
As I waved my hand and thanked him, Zephyrus smiled lightly. It’s
evening and it’s dark, but it’s a beauty that can’t be covered. That is
amazing. you will taste the world
“Balm!”
When I opened the store door, I saw a blonde with gray hair. A busy
middle-aged woman carrying four plates at once. It was Melissa.
“UNI!”
Melissa finished serving in an instant and came over to me. Also the
pros are different. Actually, I must have been sabotaging Melissa’s
business.
“Uni, how are you? I couldn’t sleep well because I was worried about
you.”
I said brightly. Melissa was a bit emaciated, as if the words she had
been worried about were true.
Still, seeing the business as usual, I finally felt relieved. It seems that
the last image Melissa showed me left a deeper impression on me
than I thought.
Of course, this is half a lie. I haven’t seen any other mages in the
tower. Still, being nice was sincere. Who is it that makes you hang
around like a rich unemployed man?
“I’m glad.”
I talked with Melissa late into the night. I mainly explained about the
magic tower. How many strange things are there, how delicious the
food is, how comfortable people are.
Melissa, who smiled and agreed to my words, was just like a mother.
Her warm smile reminded me of my family in my world, and I felt like
crying a little.
I must have fallen asleep while talking with Melissa. I woke up to the
sound of someone calling my name.
“… you. UNI.”
“Zephyros.”
“I was late because something happened. I’m sorry, but I don’t think
I’ll have time tomorrow… I had no choice but to wake you up now.”
“Yuni, it looks like you haven’t woken up yet. If it’s okay with you, I
thought I’d hug you and move you.”
The arms and chest of Zephyrus touching my body were harder than
I thought. Why do you have muscles when you don’t eat and do
research every day? There is also magic to train muscles…? My
broken brain gave me useless thoughts.
“Yes….”
“Sleep well.”
“Yes….”
No, but why did Zephyros hug me there? What did Zephyrus say? I
don’t remember….
ruined. i woke up
The next day, I woke up when the sun was at its highest. It was the
aftermath of not being able to sleep until late.
When I went to the sofa table, the food was set. It seemed that
Zephyrus had prepared and left. be nice too
When I opened the lid, the note fell fluttering, probably because it
was inserted between the lids. I picked up the note and checked the
contents.
The imperial language of the note remained the same, but Zephyrus’
voice came out instead. Did you know that I can’t read and be
considerate? Zephyrus is also delicate in unexpected ways. What a
strange person.
The food was still warm as if it had been treated with magic.
Zephyrus, you’ve grown up really well. who are your parents I need
to duplicate it and supply it to each household.
After eating and playing with L, I left the room. El had been put back
in the cage. He chirped hard about leaving me behind, but he
couldn’t help it. You can’t take it out of the room without the owner.
Except for the hallway leading to Zephyros and my room, the interior
of the building has always changed. I don’t know who’s not the
wizard’s tower, so I’m going to have a lot of tee.
After passing through the so-called ‘Zephyros’ area’, which I named,
the inside became a mess. Randomly too. One day there was a
stairway, and another day there was a door. The corridors continued
endlessly.
If it wasn’t for the bracelet Zephyrus gave me, I would never have
gone around. The Mage Tower was like a maze.
Instead, it was just as much fun. While looking around, I saw moving
pictures, grass that made wolf howls, and flying books.
Of course, among the things I’ve seen so far, nothing surpasses the
one in Zephyrus’s room in terms of novelty. After all, Zephyrus was
the one most crazy about magic.
The peculiar thing was that I had never met a single person even
though I was briskly looking around. Considering the total distance I
had walked, I would have met anyone, but I didn’t see anyone
peeping.
Also, it didn’t seem like Zephyrus was living alone in this magic
tower. Because there were traces of people in many places.
“If you happen to meet someone, just call them a Zephyros guest. If
it bothers you, just wear a bracelet.”
I pushed on the door with my finger. The door was pushed smoothly
and without a sound. The visible structure was similar to that of
Zephyrus’s room, but except for the parchment, there was nothing
unusual about it. It seems to be another wizard’s room.
I took a step into the room and looked around, but no one was in
sight. You shouldn’t enter a room without an owner, right? Just in
case, I cried timidly.
“Anybody home?”
There was no answer this time either. It looks like I won’t be able to
meet another wizard today. I tried to turn my steps without regret.
“Aww!”
The bird appeared out of nowhere out of thin air, threw something at
my feet and disappeared, ignoring my screams. It was a quick exit,
just like when he appeared.
The missing child almost fell. The sound of my heart beating
vigorously resonated in my ears. I was so surprised that I sat down.
On the floor lay a rolled up scroll tied with string. If it wasn’t for the
brown feathers that fell next to it, I would have thought it was a
dream.
The unknown object seemed to belong to the owner of this room. Did
you throw it at me because I have it?
Can I just leave this on the floor? Somehow I don’t like to touch it.
Crossing an irreversible river… no, this is overkill So, I don’t think so.
Should I kick him and put him in the room? Judging from the fact that
the big bird threw it at me insincerely, I think it’s okay.
great. I’ll have to kick it The worry was short and the action was
quick. I kicked the scroll as hard as I could.
Somehow this mad scroll didn’t fly away. Did you dream a little bit?
My feet hurt like they had just kicked a huge rock.
I was in so much pain that I burst into tears. why are you doing this
to me scroll. Guess I’ll have to pick it up with my hands. I don’t know
who the owner is, but don’t exchange things like this….
I think I know why the delivery bird was so big. See the dirty heavy
on the scroll subject?
I lifted the scroll with both hands, intending to use all my might. And
stumbled. Heavy bullshit. It was filthy light. It was just the weight of
the parchment.
At this point, unless I am an amoeba, I know this is a magical item.
You dared to tease me with the subject of a piece of parchment.
You’re getting a fever.
I missed Zephyrus, who had left unintentionally. It’s hard to come out
of the room and buy it.
As I was holding the scroll, intricate letters appeared on it. The halo
that took shape was similar to Zephyrus’s, but the color was
distinctly different. The letters were purple.
It was text I could read. So, magic. It was easier than solving it with
Zephyrus, but the magic formula was definitely correct. At first
glance, it probably looks like a matrix…. It seemed like an easy
answer.
The problem was that even if I solved the magic formula and read
the contents of the scroll, I was not the owner of the scroll, and for
some reason I felt I shouldn’t even look at the contents.
Crucially, you have to write in the air to unlock the spell, but I’ve
never learned how to write in the air.
Today is the day Zephyrus is not in the room, and it is not even
dinnertime. It’s a very crappy situation.
“Damn it….”
Should I wait and ask the owner of the room to move it? But what if
he finds out that he touched his scroll?
Aren’t you being suspicious for being in front of the room for no
reason? The more I think about it, the more negative conclusions
come to mind.
Then a small sound came from inside the room. It sounded like an
electricity short circuit. Is it supposed to be the sound of current
flowing?
Perhaps because of magic, this world was not yet developed enough
to use electricity. So what?
As soon as I saw it, I ran. Alarm bells were ringing like crazy in my
head. It was a sign of death that if he stayed there, he would die
unconditionally.
“Ugh… Ugh….”
If I don’t come back late at night, will Zephyrus come? He’s a wizard,
and he’s capable of movement magic, so he’ll find you somehow.
Along with the sound of thunder that rang in my ears, I felt as if tens
of thousands of needles were being pierced all over my body.
The last thing I saw before I lost sight was my arm, black and dead.
It was like a pile of charcoal that had been heated over a long period
of time.
Before the candle went out, I realized it once more. I guess I should
have died when I was young.
***
I opened my eyes.
Where did the last linen blouse and long skirt you were wearing go?
What is Zephyros’s bracelet on his left wrist? Memories flashed
through my mind like a panorama.
The luxurious corridors and stairs of the Mage’s Tower where I ran
panting. A strangely large shadow. Before turning his head, the
lightning struck and the body that was dying black. The funny voice
of a man I didn’t know.
“You have to catch the rats beforehand.”
I just realized I’ve been through this situation before. The reactions
of the same people and the memories left in me were pointing to
only one fact.
I’m back again. Just like the time when he was hit and killed by a
carriage about two months ago.
Could this be? Unable to find an answer, the buried question popped
up again.
But it came alive again. At this point, one assumption is made. Even
if I die, will I continue to return to this point?
I saw my body burnt black. No one will be happy with their own
death.
In the original world, I was a person who felt pain even if I was
slightly cut by paper. Of course, I got hurt a lot while working part-
time.
A warm voice was heard. It’s Melissa’s voice, shedding tears of relief
for me. This time, Melissa was there for me.
But I didn’t even like this fact. It wasn’t that I was crazy, it meant that
this situation was real.
“How did you find me? Are you from the eastern continent by any
chance?”
When I didn’t answer, Melissa spoke again. It’s the same time and
the same situation, but the only thing that has changed is me. I felt
like an angular part in a spring that turned in pairs.
Melissa didn’t show much interest in that either. I did a lot of work
here and there, so I passed on my words that it was like that. It felt
like he cared about my situation even though he knew something
was wrong. She was a good person this time too.
Still, one thing was decided. To not follow Zephyrus. I was killed by
an unknown wizard in the Mage’s Tower, and it was because I
touched that strange scroll.
In fact, there was also a way to not leave the room only on the day
he died after following him. I wouldn’t have died that day if I hadn’t
visited the magic tower.
But the magic tower was the place where I died. It was a place
where I had an indescribably terrible experience of being grilled
through electricity all over my body.
Even if I went to the Magic Tower again, I didn’t think I would be able
to lead a normal life there. Fear is an emotion that makes a person
vulnerable.
In the first place, even in the original world, I lived a life trying to ‘Be
normal’ along with others.
It was clear that following Zephyrus was an impossible luck for me.
Being with him made me feel comfortable both physically and
mentally.
It was a forbidden apology that was not allowed. Death must have
come because you succumbed to temptation.
“UNI! customer!”
“Yes. Go.”
He came back to the store on the same day and at the same time. I
questioned him even though I knew the obvious result. Just in case
you remember.
“Did you come alone? Do you have a party?”
“….”
His voice was blunt, but he couldn’t hear his answer. I was a little
sad even though I already knew. Still, I thought we had become
close friends over the course of a week.
“….”
It’s even funnier that he was solving the magic formula. Is Zephyrus
that good at magic?
“… yes.”
In fact, I had to start with a menu guide, but I already knew what he
was going to order. You don’t have to talk about hurting your mouth.
Why did you go out that day? You should have stayed with me
Even though I know that my death is not Zephyrus’ fault, I still feel
resentment.
“… Please wait.”
If so, now was the erased time. I will not follow Zephyrus, and I have
no intention of dying again.
Unless I act, my meeting with him ends today. It should have been
this way from the start.
That day, Zephyrus quietly finished his meal and left the store.
Even after Zephyrus stopped by, Lyceum was peaceful. I was still
helping Melissa with her store.
I sat down by the window of the store with my chin resting. The sun
shining outside was warm. I realized that the store was empty today.
But memories couldn’t overcome fear. I was more afraid of the pain
that would go through when I die than death.
I could faintly hear the sound of the clock tower in the square.
I heard Melissa calling me from inside. It had never been like this
when the store was open. What’s going on?
When I pushed past the cloth separating the hall and the space, I
saw Melissa pulling something from the stove. A sweet scent spread
in his nostrils. What Melissa brought out looked like apple pie.
He put his confused mind behind and smiled. I was a little ashamed
of my immaturity, which was evident even to Melissa. The freshly
made pie looked yellowish and appetizing.
“Melissa, thank you….”
Quaang! bang!
“Cheuk… Kuk….”
Blood was pouring out of every orifice in his face. I struggled to open
my eyes amidst the acrid smoke and shattered debris.
My vision was only half clear. One eye was either squashed or
covered.
Even with that limited field of view, I could tell. My body was twisted
and broken in a malformed way. It was not a human being.
I couldn’t understand the situation at all. Why? Why did the explosion
suddenly happen?
When I came back to Zephyros and Melissa’s shop, I was fine. That
was a few days later than now. This is a story that never happened.
Only one thing has changed from before. That I didn’t leave
Melissa’s store. I was appalled by that fact.
Suck, shuck.
I crawled away with a body that did not listen to words. Every time he
squirmed, his body screamed. I didn’t care if I died anyway. What
should I do to live longer?
I realized that death was coming without time to grieve. My body was
already at its limit. My vision blurred and an unstoppable drowsiness
poured in.
again
“Ah….”
I didn’t go to the Mage Tower because I didn’t want to die, but I died.
It was also with Melissa this time. The bright red blood that covered
her body is still vivid. This time, anger came before fear.
I didn’t even have time to rejoice that my assumption that ‘You come
back when you die’ came true. Why the hell are you dead?
Do you die this way and die that way? Are you going to die faster in
the future? What should I do to avoid speeding up? No, more than
that, what was that explosion?
Melissa is alive. It was the way I knew it. Even though I saw her in
front of me, my heart was dizzy. Clearly, Melissa died because of
me.
My fear killed Melissa. I was afraid that I would die in the Mage
Tower, so I led her to her death. Melissa died because she was the
first person in the world to accept me.
But the Mage Tower didn’t want to go. What if another day comes
when Zephyrus is away? What if the unknown wizard who killed me
comes?
From the beginning, I didn’t know if I could avoid death if I didn’t get
involved with Melissa, Zephyros, or anyone else. If Melissa doesn’t
get involved with me, she will be able to live her life without any
problems.
I thought so foolishly.
One day, while forgetting the date and time like a refugee, I was
killed by a masked assassin who appeared out of nowhere.
Did I mention we’re looking for the person who stole the secret?
Anyway, that’s why it didn’t matter.
I didn’t even know he was an assassin. One of the ghetto people just
sitting next to me said, ‘Oh, why is there an assassination guild… I
just heard the word ‘.’
Of course, the man who spat those words was dying, and I, who was
listening next to me, was also dying.
If you’re going to kill me, I’d rather slit your neck. I felt resentful of the
assassin who only pierced my heart and disappeared. The pain I felt
until death came was so great.
I thought after coming back to life. this… Are you feeling a little hot?
From then on, it was like being whatever you want to be. I eagerly
repeated the stupid thing.
After avoiding the Assassination Guild’s attack, he was stabbed to
death by a drunk vagabond.
So I tried not to fall into the slums, but while being caught and
dragged away as a suspicious person by the soldiers of the capital, a
brick fell on my head and died.
That’s why he didn’t go back to Melissa any more. I just need to die,
because I don’t have to watch Melissa’s death together. Since I
didn’t go to Melissa, the trip to the Mage Tower was naturally
rejected.
I always thought of you every time I died. Why the hell did I come to
this world?
No matter how many times I tried, I eventually died. And back to the
first day. The day I was holding the doorknob of Melissa’s shop. The
day I fell into this world.
Even after repeated deaths, I still felt sick. The pain did not dull at all.
The pain was new every time it was suffered, and the ways to die
were infinite. It was the first time I knew that people could die for so
many different reasons.
I wanted to rest now. I wanted to stop repeating the same time. I was
tired of seeing people doing the same things like machines.
Come to think of it, I lived the longest when I was with Zephyrus.
Although he was killed by an unknown wizard, he lived a long time
anyway. maybe you don’t know You just have to go to the magic
tower and leave the room. Then maybe you won’t die.
I realized over and over again. What if all these deaths happened
without going to the Mage Tower in the first place?
It was clear that his head had turned to stone. I just realized that. I
decided to follow Zephyrus after repeating such stupid deaths three
times.
***
“Hey.”
“….”
I laughed a little at the same line I heard the other day. I’ve heard
this before, but I’m not tired of it. Is it because I haven’t seen
Zephyrus in a long time? I want to see his face with the hood off.
The voice he exhaled was cold. I realized I made a mistake. Not all
wizards belonged to the Mage Tower. How did you fix it?
It was the first time I heard such scary words from Zephyrus. you
had a temper
Did you try to speak softly to me in the past? Somehow, I feel like I’m
going to cry. that’s how it feels I haven’t cried since the fifth death.
I don’t know why this word came to mind. I just said what came to
my mind.
“Nonsense.”
I hit the head before Zephyrus could spit out a question bomb like
before.
“Uh. Really. I can read runes too. I’ll help you. take me.”
I couldn’t see her eyes, but I could feel her staring at me. I’ll break
through, you bastard. I know that I am very suspicious right now. Still
can’t help it.
“Why me?”
“….”
Zephyrus is broken.
Still can’t tell the truth. ‘Since I’ve died this way and that way, I need
to stay by your side for a few days.’ I can’t say the same thing.
Look at this.
“Yunhee.”
“UNI. I don’t know what this is…. I will accept your request.”
“So soon?”
“Yes.”
“… yes.”
The next day, Zephyrus came to pick me up. Melissa cried, “What
the hell is this all about?” Unlike before, I was embarrassed because
I was not given a week.
Melissa’s eyes were swollen from crying so hard. The voice is deeply
locked. He is still a foolishly good person.
No, I will come back. It will come back to a time when she doesn’t
know me. To be honest, I don’t expect to be able to live properly
even if I go to the Mage Tower again.
“Take my hand.”
It was better to heal my mind with hot tea, a soft sofa, and delicious
desserts.
It was nice to hear Flora’s humming and golden arrows ticking after a
long time. Actually, after a week, I got used to it again.
The cute and cute L was still the same. I was wondering if he was
wary of me differently than before, but he welcomed me this time
too.
Peace of mind comes when you touch L, which has a soft touch like
silk. This was Mureungdowon.
So, the conclusion was one. i die Of course, when outside the mage
tower. Then, if you don’t show up in the Magic Tower, you won’t die.
My expectations were not wrong. I did not die on the day and the
hour that I died every day.
Then I realized that the first four deaths all happened on the same
day and at the same time. Right on the day Zephyrus first picked me
up, at 3:00 PM.
However, when he came to the Magic Tower, he lived past that date.
It’s such an outrageous thing.
Suddenly, the memory of being killed for the first time came to mind.
The feeling of that time is still vivid. A sharp feeling of electricity
running through the body.
Why did the wizard kill me? You only touched that scroll once?
Unless you have a lot of personality, you won’t be able to do that….
Ah, I think I’ve heard that wizards are originally eccentric and
sensitive.
Of course, that doesn’t excuse what killed me. Well, how noble and
important is the scroll, how can you kill others? Aren’t you trash?
The saddest thing for me is that I don’t know who killed me. It wasn’t
that he had a clumsy vendetta. I don’t think I can kill a wizard until I
know the culprit.
I don’t know if it was the effect of the injecting education, but there
was still no problem in helping Zephyros.
Still, the person who treated me kindly was wary of me, so I felt sad.
No, do you think they treat me like a spy? Every time I ask a
question, he answers with sincerity. like now.
“Well… It would be faster to just randomly enter the initial value. Try
starting at zero.”
“Ah, I see.”
Soon it was time for Zephyrus to take a break. I had to dig up some
information before he let me out. This time, Zephyros did not accept
if he came outside of working hours.
“Hey, Zephyros.”
“Say.”
Look at that, look at that. It’s almost like Siberia. A blizzard seems to
be blowing around Zephyrus. He doesn’t seem to want to put down
his quill. Oh, should I be grateful for not ignoring it?
“Right.”
“Most of them.”
Zephyrus finally put down the quill. His face looking at me is cold.
But i know That he couldn’t hurt me to help with his research. Rather,
it is welcome that you focus on me.
“What is it?”
“Uh… it leaks bird. It’s the size of my upper body. It looks very scary,
and its feathers are brown. Suddenly appeared out of thin air and
then disappeared. Do you know?”
El’s figure gradually disappeared from view in the golden light. Not
long after, as Mana wrapped El in a circle, Zephyrus muttered.
“Aelo.”
Food gain.
The bird moved its wings once as if stretching. Its white feathers with
a soft light were beautiful. Unlike its feathers, its beak and claws
were sharp and looked dangerous. However, it did not harm its
owner and just sat quietly.
I’ve seen that bird somewhere. It’s a different color and different
dignity, but it’s definitely similar to the one I saw in the wizard’s room
that killed me.
But the bird just looked scary. Unlike the bird, El seemed holy. Do
you resemble your master? But why did they show the El
transformation show all of a sudden?
“El must be familiar. this is what i saw Isn’t the bird you saw similar to
El?”
“There are very few wizards with familiarity. If it’s brown, it’s probably
‘Okipete’. O’Kipete’s owner…. But why are you looking for him?”
what a waste. I was able to figure it out naturally. I’ll let you know
until the end, why are you stopping? Of course I knew I was
suspicious.
Even so, I couldn’t tell the truth. I couldn’t say ‘Because I was
curious about who killed me.’
I died several times, but I didn’t tell anyone that I was caught in the
trap. I don’t want to be treated like a crazy person. In this case, it is
best to look around.
“I am interested.”
“Interest?”
Most of the time, I don’t laugh, and I don’t get angry. At best, it’s
about frowning.
A long time ago, I saw you smiling lightly at me, but I’ve never seen
one in this life. It’s unfortunate.
“….”
Today is probably the day I went to see Melissa before. I had to rack
my brain very hard to remember this.
Then tomorrow will be the day Zephyrus went out. And it was also
the day I was murdered by a mysterious wizard.
I got up from the sofa and headed for the door. I guess Zephyrus
won’t tell me after all. It didn’t matter though. I’m not leaving my room
tomorrow anyway.
“UNI.”
“Yes?”
I was actually intrigued by that statement. Who the hell are you doing
that? Are you dating, guys?
“Okay?”
“What… okay.”
It’s not a business that loses money anyway. Knowing who you are
doesn’t mean I can do anything.
“Yes….”
It’s a lie. that’s a lie I know, but I couldn’t ask for more. Since you
said you didn’t know, I don’t think I’ll tell you.
What do you do with just your name? I sighed and tried to leave the
room. But Zephyrus caught me again.
“Why?”
“I have work.”
Zephyrus seems to be going out this time as well. You can’t visit the
Magic Tower, and you can’t even enter Zephyrus’s room, so what are
you playing with?
“Since I ate mana, it will look like this for about 3 days.”
I locked the door every day and wondered why. anyway i’m good
The grown L is a bit scary, but…. It’ll be okay because L likes me
anyway.
I got up around a late lunch. Because today is the 1st day of the
year.
After washing and coming out to the hallway, I felt cold for some
reason. oh wow, denial gotta get in quick
“100 million!”
It feels like I’m hugging a cushion because I’m getting bigger. I don’t
think this is bad. Would you like to make it bigger every day?
eat, play.
After I ate the meal Zephyros prepared, I devoted myself to playing
with El. L’s stamina was proportional to his size, and he was very
active, active, and active more than usual.
I was tired of playing with El, almost at the level of a human toy, so I
took a break. And he played with L again. I figured it out after doing it
a few times.
I was so bored.
I had no intention of going out. Then there was only one answer. I’m
sorry Zephyrus, but I need to take a look around the room.
The first batter of my caliber was Flora. I’ve always wondered I don’t
even have a speaker, so where is the sound coming from? Are you
just rubbing the leaves onto the petals? It’s funny because I imagine.
I walked up to Flora and stared at her. The blue petals were neat
today as well. After a meaningless snowball fight for a few seconds, I
touched it lightly.
Took.
The texture was no different from a flower. It was just the plant itself.
No, it’s a fairy! A nymph! I decided to try a little more boldly.
I stroked the petals and touched the leaves too. I was in the process
of making it pretty. However, the flower bud that had been blooming
suddenly closed. I was startled and withdrew my hand.
And he covered his ears with his hand. It was because of the sudden
noise.
Geeying!
this…. I don’t know what to say about this sound. The sound of the
signal going out on the television? No, is it the sound of grinding
something? Oh, it also sounds like an electric guitar.
“L!”
At my cry, L tilted her head cutely. Now is not the time to be cute….
What to do with this? Isn’t Zephyrus getting angry and kicking me
out?
Of course, I didn’t kill him, but the cause was me. I realized why the
museum has a ‘See with your own eyes’ sign.
Would I rather die and turn back time? Can I jump out the window
now? am i crazy
“Sigh….”
I went to my desk, leaving Flora with only the stem and leaves
behind. As an apology, I was about to write down the formula I knew.
Since then, I’ve been diligently writing only formulas. They were
things that helped me solve the formulas that were roughly on my
desk.
In the meantime, L sat on the desk and dozed off. L makes the
accident, and I do the repairs. No, the cause is good. I don’t know.
head hurts.
In the evening, the lights in the room were dimly lit. Having been in
one position for a long time, he stretched his body erect. Then I
realized.
Something feels complex. Are you not dying anymore? both happy
and sad Why did so many deaths happen in the lyceum? Another
world trial version, something like that.
It’s because I’m alive. I decided to stop blaming myself. Even if I did
that, no one would feed me.
Now, whenever the quill moved, golden powder fell gently. No, was
this a glitter pen? that in the past? The one that comes out with
glitter powder when you blow it?
I stopped my hand in surprise. Like a lie, the golden powder
disappeared in an instant. Could this be Zephyrus’ mana?
Come to think of it, I kept writing without ink. It was strange from that
point on, but I thought it was because it belonged to Zephyrus.
I held the quill properly. As a test, I drew pictures here and there in
empty space. And waited.
… Nothing happened.
“[OMG.]”
Of course, I don’t know how the magic ceremony works. This quill
was just a novelty toy to me.
I was so excited that I drew things in the air and played around. It felt
like some kind of magic. Have fun.
When I came out, I was exhausted from taking the L off. Please think
about the size…. Why does L like me? Being obsessed with birds
I buried myself in bed. Nothing much about tomorrow, so Zephyrus
will be back.
I didn’t eat dinner, so I’ll have to ask for a lot of breakfast. Flora…
Should I say I’m sorry? I’ll have to hand it over to El.
***
“[Such crazy.]”
It’s like the day after I die…. isn’t this a bit too much?
This was a big deal. So am I just repeating time over and over
again? forever? can’t you die?
“Haha… ha ha ha….”
The time to shed tears has long since passed. Crying doesn’t
change anything. only my eyes hurt You even came back peacefully
this time, right? sleeping too Should I like this or not?
One, I come back even if I don’t die. Two, I only remember the
erased time. Third, if you go to the magic tower, you can live 8 more
days than if you were in the lyceum.
These facts point to one thing. Hey, there’s something in the magic
tower.
Now that I think about it, I came to this world without any ability—
even without being able to communicate the language—and it was
strange to solve formulas. It seems like someone was just trying to
tie it up with the magic tower.
Here, ‘Who’ is like a god when I think about it. It’s comforting to think
of it that way. It couldn’t have been a person. How can a person turn
back time
“How did you find me? Are you from the eastern continent by any
chance?”
Without fail, Melissa’s familiar words were heard. Anyway, I’m alive
again, and time will be engraved again. I don’t have any options.
When you see the same emotions and the same actions of the same
people, you yawn. I hated the two months of waiting for Zephyrus the
most. There was no way to contact Zephyrus, and I had to wait.
Is it really impossible to escape forever? It’s only been six times now.
However, it was clear that if I repeated this 100 times, 1000 times, I
would go crazy. If something happens that you can’t handle, it’s
probably the most comfortable to let go of your mind.
I was afraid of what I would do when I went there. I had to find a way
before that.
I can’t even ask for help from Zephyrus. I’ve seen him again and
again, full of inner intimacy, but not Zephyrus.
Then there was only one thing left. Going back to that Woody Jace.
Considering the repeated times in the past, meeting again was not a
problem. After returning to that ‘First day’, everyone acted the same
as before.
What worried me was Woody Jace’s attitude. If you touch the scroll
and run away, that’s the case.
What if you stood in front of the door without touching the scroll and
waited for the wizard? Will you still try to kill me?
For all reasons aside, Woody Jace had such a bad personality that
he would kill me just by looking at me. It was hard to think in a good
direction when I saw the merciless killing at that time.
Is there no way to be happy living in that time? Will there be…? there
is no My mind goes back and forth several times a day.
I thought and thought over and over until Zephyrus came back to the
store. and finally decided
I’m going to come back now, so I’m going to peek inside the scroll.
The problem was how to open the scroll. I didn’t want to see it
before, so that’s true, but now it’s different. I remembered the
swirling purple letters.
Even why I couldn’t solve the formula. That’s because I didn’t know
how to write in the air.
This time, I planned to leave on the same day that Zephyrus came.
Waiting time without meaning is futile. It would be better to visit the
magic tower at that time. I’ll get tired of that later, too.
“Now?”
“It’s fine.”
I waited for Zephyrus to finish eating. And he said let’s leave for the
magic tower quickly. It was after I had already solved the formula
and received a confirmation that I would take him.
The chilly Zephyrus felt a little hurt. Maybe it’s because I’ve already
seen the good side of me once.
Anyway, the only reason I waited until I finished my meal was to give
him time to fill his stomach, since he would have starved for three
days. As expected, Zephyrus was absurd and suspicious.
Of course I know. Someone will ask a stranger they are seeing for
the first time to quickly leave together.
To me, the current time was like a practice game to prepare for the
next round. Even if it fails, just reset it.
“… take my hand.”
I quickly grabbed Zephyrus’ hand. I feel it every time I hold it, but it is
a surprisingly warm hand. It’s so weird that it doesn’t match the face.
There was something I hadn’t thought of. In the last episode, I was
able to get the bracelet on the day I went to the Mage Tower,
probably because I had time for a day, but this time I didn’t get the
bracelet right away because I left right away.
So on the day I moved, I couldn’t see the Mage Tower. I was going to
investigate the Magic Tower in advance in case I couldn’t find Woody
Jace’s room.
this happens again Did you come too soon? With a despondent
heart, I only looked at the flower petals that had bloomed again.
The flower buds El had plucked were just blooming as if they had
never been. I will never touch that bewitching nymph again. That
loud sound still seems to linger in my ears.
El was the same as the first one I saw. And, as a matter of course,
he liked me.
Seeing him go back to the size of a fist made me feel a bit
disappointed. It’s hard to handle a big one, but it’s like a cushion
when you hold it in your arms.
I was so happy to see the cute L, so I said “L!” as soon as I saw him
without realizing it. Zephyrus was straight at once. how do you know
the name
If this continues, the visit will appear the same day Zephyrus goes
out. I don’t know if it’s unfortunate or fortunate.
“… After finding t, I went back to the origin…. Uni, are you listening?”
“Then. continue.”
Are you tired of thinking differently? Still can’t help it. It’s already the
third time I’ve solved the same problem, but I couldn’t get tired of it.
I’ve been busy thinking about Zephyros going out these days. So
naturally, he had no choice but to be passive about helping
Zephyrus.
That doesn’t mean you ignore him. It’s a story that I already know
the answer, so I’m just muting Zephyros’s words for a while.
Explanations are sincere.
“I’m going back to square one, but I don’t know where the problem
is.”
If this happens, Zephyrus will fall into the trap of calculating formulas
again. Then if I fall into my plan again….
“UNI.”
what. This pattern is the first of its kind. Wasn’t there too much soul
“Why?”
“Then why?”
Did you mean bye bye? I was staring into space like an idiot. He was
rolling his head hard inside, but from Zephyrus’ point of view, he
must have lost a screw in his head.
I stood in front of Zephyrus and waited for an answer, but there was
no word. I went back to the sofa. I will call you if necessary
I’m also curious about that magician’s face. Can you open the scroll?
Oh wait. I think I can get away with one more bracelet. Why don’t
you ask Zephyrus again?
As I was thinking about this and that, the rhythmic sound of the quill
suddenly cut off. In the silence, I checked out the window without
realizing it. The sunset was setting. It was not yet time to rest.
I just realized The room was strangely quiet. I couldn’t hear Flora’s
hum or tick. Has Zephyrus stopped? When I turned around,
Zephyros was already looking at me.
Zephyrus had never been like this before. You’re doing a lot of
unexpected things today. Why? It’s like a death threat.
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
“Not really.”
“But why….”
When I see a handsome face, I like it. The face of Zephyrus gives
peace of mind. Except when frowning.
Zephyrus left the room without saying these words. He strode on his
outstretched legs and disappeared in the blink of an eye. what? Your
working hours aren’t over? You’ve never been like this before? huh?
I was taken aback by this unexpected situation, then secretly hoped
for it. I really did.
A light coat that is easy to move in is ok, leather shoes that are easy
to walk in are ok, and my tired-looking face is ok.
Oh, this is not okay. It’s too dead. You express my feelings of not
wanting to go very well. The day of the showdown had dawned.
Today is the day Zephyrus goes out.
Yesterday’s bewilderment was still vivid. This time, for some reason,
Zephyrus tried to lock his door, so he had a hard time.
I thought that the word had come. But after that, I couldn’t hear the
next words I should have heard.
“No.”
It didn’t matter if the plan was disrupted. I wanted to take even the
tiniest harvest home from this round of tea. That way you won’t be
able to get a clue.
“Why not?”
But if you can’t enter the room, how are you supposed to eat?
“No.”
“I won’t touch anything.”
“No.”
It was like drinking a whole bowl of sweet pumpkin soup to just give
a very hard answer. Zephyrus was a person who only knew ‘No’.
I got dark Why are you like this all of a sudden? I sighed at the
unexpected obstacle. I have to take out my trump card.
“Gibberish.”
“L, is it real?”
I watched the amount the two of them did without knowing why. what
are you doing Are you communicating telepathy? I felt somehow
bullied.
“Noisy.”
There is too. It was the most important item in my plan. magic quill.
As a test, I took a quill and drew in the air. A few seconds later, a
golden line appeared exactly as I had drawn it. It’s pretty.
Do as you like.
“Yes?”
No matter how much I looked at the front and back of the parchment,
nothing was written. Perhaps Zephyrus was joking, but he
immediately canceled it. He’s not the type to play pranks on people
he’s not close to.
But the bracelet and the parchment shone lightly. Oh lucky. It was
next that I heard Zephyrus’ low and calm voice. It started with a deep
sigh.
-under…. I hope you know how to use messages. I can’t trust you for
now, but I’ll put up with it this time because El wants it that way. there
is no next Try not to touch anything in the room. I don’t know how it
would run wild without me.
In the meantime, I was surprised by a new fact. Even that silver lid
was a magic item. Shocking. There was always only one meal
prepared, so I only ate lunch that day in previous episodes. I was
hungry because I skipped dinner for no reason.
After that, the light on the parchment and the bracelet went out. I
stood still for a while. It wasn’t because I was told not to crash.
Zephyrus’ last words must be… It was the same as when I first came
to the Magic Tower.
After walking for about 30 minutes, I saw a familiar door. It was the
same even slightly open. I thought I had forgotten, but when I
arrived, the memory came flooding back.
Unlike before, I pushed the door vigorously and entered the room.
That short time felt so long. I could feel the sweat on my hands that
were clenched tightly. That it is trembling slightly.
When I found the answer, I pondered for a while. What if this is not
the way? I could feel the quill quivering along my hand. I sighed and
put strength in my hand.
What should I do? Come back. He took a quill and wrote the
alphabet in the blank space.
The first thing that caught my eye was the red pattern. It might have
been stamped, but it was smeared here and there, but there was no
problem recognizing the delicately depicted painting.
I put the pattern in my eyes and tried to check the contents, but I was
sorry. I forgot the most basic and important fact.
“Under….”
tore off his head This couldn’t even be cursing. I would never have
thought that being illiterate would get in the way here.
I was only thinking about the magic formula to open the scroll, but I
didn’t think about the imperial language at all. All I could say was that
I was really stupid.
I noticed as soon as I heard it. That the owner of the voice is Woody
Jace, the wizard who killed me.
I turned my head towards the door. There stood a man with gray hair
and brown eyes.
Shorter than Zephyrus, a navy blue robe with a pattern I had never
seen before, a friendly smiling face and a brown bird the size of a fist
perched on his shoulder.
“… Woody Jace?”
“I am seeing you for the first time, how do you know me? It is very
strange.”
The man gradually approached me. Without realizing it, I got up and
took a step back. As if laughing at me like this, Woody gently picked
up the scroll floating in the air.
I tried using a bracelet just in case, but it didn’t work. Running away
would only drain my strength. I resigned myself.
The fallen scroll was rolled up by itself again. I was staring blankly at
the scene. Again, it was the man who broke the silence. He said to
my familiar, not me.
“Oh, Tay. You made a mistake with the delivery. I told you to be so
careful.”
It was funny that he felt that way from a bird, but it was unmistakably
true. Because it was something I had never seen before.
Dark brown particles gathered in the man’s hand. color like him. It
was Woody’s mana. gold, purple and brown. Each mage seemed to
have a different color of mana.
Are you trying to kill me? My body stiffened with fear. Unexpectedly,
however, the direction his mana flew was towards Okipete.
The body that was shaking dangerously fell from the man’s shoulder.
The bird that fell to the floor trembled. I couldn’t take my eyes off it.
At first glance, the bird was not in a normal state.
I raised my head at the man’s voice. He still had a pretty eye smile. It
was obviously a handsome face that appealed to me, but it didn’t
look pretty at all. A creepy cub.
“Familiars don’t die from things like this. You didn’t follow orders
properly, so you deserve to be punished. Oh, do you not know what
a familiar is?”
I didn’t want to answer the man’s words. I didn’t want to mix a single
word with that madman.
The first impression wasn’t too good, but now that bad impression
has fallen further.
No matter how familiar he was, treating a small animal like that only
seemed like a psychopath.
The man spat out the words again, ignoring me for not answering.
“Hmm… By the way, who are you really? How did you find my lab?
Did you intentionally not wear the top robe? But the top’s bracelet is
wearing….”
“Well, it doesn’t matter what it is. You must have already read the
contents inside, so please answer this. Because it’s really important
to me.”
“Did you solve the magic formula hanging on the message? Or did
you get help?”
The man who said that smiled again. I knew that the reason he
hadn’t killed me until now was because of this question. I wanted to
know whose subordinate I was.
That’s why I went around and asked a lot of questions. I decided not
to mention Zephyrus’ name.
“Yes?”
“I can’t read the imperial language. because I didn’t learn So just let
me go.”
This time, the car failed anyway. I had to come back and get ready.
So, if I was going to go back, it was better to go back without getting
sick.
Woody burst into a small laugh as if mocking my wish. For me, it was
a portent of ominousness.
got hit Woody was deliberately trying to react with the bird right in
front of my eyes. As I froze without answering, he smiled even more
deeply. If I had the ability, I wanted to crush those smooth lips. It
made me sad that I didn’t have any skills.
Woody seemed to have thrown off his mask now. The laughter was
gone and sarcastic words took its place. I kept my mouth shut even
more at Woody’s sudden change of attitude.
I’m going to die on the spot anyway, and I know that man will lose his
memory. I had no intention of telling you what I wanted. because I
couldn’t
I turned my head away from Woody’s gaze, who was looking for an
answer. And in the turned view, I found an object that shouldn’t be
there. It was the quill of Zephyrus.
Lost in that thought, I didn’t notice that Woody followed my gaze and
turned his head. By the time he realized it, he had already found
Zephyrus’s quill.
I ran out to grab the quill, but Woody’s mana was quicker to stop me.
I slammed into the wall with a thud.
“Ugh….”
Woody took the quill in his hand and swung it deftly. The wait was
brief. Golden mana appeared and then disappeared following the
trajectory of the gesture. I closed my eyes in disappointment.
“Aaaagh!”
Beyond the unbearable heat, it felt rather cold. At one point, no voice
came out. It felt like my mind was burning along with my body.
“… Ugh!”
I’m back.
Cold sweat began to form on his newly born body again. I feel dirty.
“Huh…. [pup.]”
Swearing came out spontaneously. If you’re going to kill me, just kill
me in one shot. A crazy bastard watching people die.
“Balm….”
Melissa, I just died again. This time I was burned to death, but it hurt
too much? I don’t think it compares to other times. I don’t know what
that damn scroll is that’s killing me. Are there only mad wizards like
that in the Mage Tower? To be honest, I hate Zephyrus a little too. I
don’t know why you don’t recognize me They said they needed me,
they said they would take care of it for the rest of their lives, but they
are pure liars. Is not it?
But if I told you this, you wouldn’t understand. I swallow the words I
want to say and spit out the plausible ones. The next one and the
one after that will be the same.
can i escape?
3. New Time
“Because I don’t want anything other than this. Can’t you tell me?”
“You don’t seem to know that I’m a wizard who’s running out of
time.”
This time, on the day Zephyrus came, he moved to the Mage Tower.
It wasn’t that I hadn’t thought about the bracelet. But this time, he
had no intention of wandering around inside the Mage Tower.
Because I can’t read the contents of the scroll anyway.
I decided to learn the imperial language first. That way you can do
something with the scroll.
So I spent two months working at the store looking for ways to learn
to write. However, it cost a lot of money for a commoner to learn to
write, and I couldn’t afford to have such a large amount of money as
I had nothing.
I tried to ask the store customers just in case, but most of them did
not know how to write. The response wasn’t very good either. Most
of the people who looked at me and complained about why I was
interested in such useless things. He said that commoners do not
need to learn to write.
In the end, I decided to learn the imperial language from Zephyrus.
But apart from my mind, obstacles awaited me. That was Zephyrus
himself.
It’s already been a week since I came to the Magic Tower. Every day
he asks to be taught the imperial language, but Zephyros does not
accept.
The reason was simple. I don’t have enough time to study magic.
I know that Zephyrus is crazy about magic. That’s why I know that
you brought me to the Magic Tower. Still, I thought they would do it if
I asked for it, but it was a real iron fortress.
became more and more anxious. I hated going back to ‘The first day’
without getting anything. I couldn’t spend another two months in a
daze.
But I was running out of time, and Zephyrus never showed any sign
of accepting. Of course, it wasn’t that I was stuck in the room without
thinking.
I don’t know if it’s been a day or two since I came, but it’s already
been a week. During that week, I wholeheartedly helped Zephyrus.
He informed us of the unknown parts in advance, and in addition, he
diligently sprinkled related knowledge that might be helpful.
Of course, it was done with a purpose. Zephyrus had already
received the generous help of my castle. That means that you can’t
live without me now.
The nuance was strange, but it was possible because Zephyrus fell
in love with magic anyway. It was also because I already knew his
personality.
When it was noon after a long time had passed since I was
supposed to go to Zephyrus’ room, I heard a cautious knock on my
door. It was a neat echo resembling Zephyrus.
smart.
“Yes.”
Zephyrus was wearing a white shirt and black pants as usual. I could
see the sleeves rolled up, probably from studying magic. It’s strange
to see him entering my room.
I sat down on the bed and greeted Zephyrus. But when he saw me,
he stopped. It wasn’t intentional. There was no separate sofa in my
room.
“Sit here.”
“You know.”
Zephyrus’ blue eyes froze. It’s cool to see after a long time. I used to
think that look was scary. It’s about to look friendly now.
In the end, it was Zephyrus who raised the white flag first. This
reaffirms your love of magic.
“I will work hard to help you until evening. huh? You can let me know
before bedtime.”
At my words, Zephyrus raised his hand and dried his face. It’s the
first time I’ve seen him in such trouble.
“Oh! really?”
“Great!”
I smiled brightly at the goal I had finally achieved. I wanted to try
something now. I only have a week left, but where is that?
“Did you know I laughed for the first time after coming to the tower?”
Now I’m not afraid to make an impression like that. Me and I laughed
a lot when we were at the Mage Tower before. Stupid Zephyrus.
In the meantime, I tried to vomit blood. With that effort, I was able to
read very little. In the words of Zephyrus, he said that ‘Children’s
books are barely readable’. It is a great development.
I felt it before, but the common language of the Elysion Empire was
garbage.
I don’t know who made it, but the grammar is arbitrary and the
spelling changes from time to time. The change in pronunciation is a
bonus. At times like this, I miss Korean. Learning to write in a world
without a mother tongue was really difficult.
Fortunately though, Zephyrus was a pretty capable teacher. Not only
did he adjust to my eye level, but he also explained well if I didn’t
understand.
It was already time to go back to the ‘First day’ tomorrow. I just got
used to the imperial language, so it’s very sad. I had to endure for
another two months before I could come to the Mage Tower. I should
at least review it for two months….
Zephyrus said that, but he didn’t look angry. The thought of studying
magic must be exciting.
I drew two swords and a rose flower crossing below. Hexagons were
also added in the background. And after that, it looks more like a
cotton ball than a flower….
“….”
“Yes. rose.”
Zephyrus must have asked out of consideration for me, but it only
made me feel worse because I was in a hurry. I know my drawing
skills aren’t good, but I’m too sure.
“The only place where you can use a sword and a rose is the
imperial family. This is a fact known to all citizens of the Empire.”
So, is Woody Jace related to the Imperial Family? Did the imperial
family issue an order or something?
I didn’t know the physiology of this world at all, so I couldn’t guess
anything. If this is the case, there is no choice but to dig it out
through Zephyrus.
“The Tower of Dawn itself is a nation. I do not accept orders from the
imperial family. I don’t know if it’s a request.”
And since I saw something like a secret document that only the
owner of the mage tower can see, it makes some sense if I killed
him.
I remember the last time I asked Zephyrus for Woody’s name. If you
thought of digging for the master of the mage tower, you could
understand the reaction.
“Yes.”
“I have work.”
“Yes.”
I got up and tried to say hello to Zephyrus. See you in another two
months.
Zephyrus’ words were absurd. It was the first time he had spoken so
jokingly. no, the second one? It seems like it’s been like that
before….
Whether he knew this or not, Zephyrus just said what he had to say.
“Therefore?”
“….”
“I’m sorry if you felt bad. just… I just wanted to tell you once.”
It’s hard to even count the days I saw Zephyrus. I know how irritable
he is, how indifferent he is, how much he loves magic.
There was not a single Zephyros who would say such a thing in
those countless days. This was on a different level than the
occasional out-of-the-box behavior.
“Oh yeah? how about you tell me Are you very satisfied?”
“I am regretting it.”
“What?”
I rather fell for Zephyrus’ words. It felt like taking my anger out on
someone I didn’t know anything about. I opened my mouth a few
times, but couldn’t find anything to say and finally got up from my
seat.
He didn’t catch me leaving the room. His face, which was rarely
embarrassed, flickered before his eyes. If that’s the case, don’t say
anything at all.
I didn’t just eat the fruit tower. I’m not a genius, but I’m at the level of
a tried-and-true genius. Genius, genius, I thought of yesterday’s
Zephyrus, a true genius. Even the face that made a embarrassed
expression.
“Sigh….”
I shouldn’t have left the room like that yesterday. Being stuck in my
room, eating was a problem. Because I left in a fit of anger, I ended
up starving all day.
The sun is still shining. There’s no way I can last until evening like
this. Didn’t Zephyrus leave the door open for me? Come to think of it,
I think it really was. Pride doesn’t feed you. I grabbed my hungry
stomach and left the room.
“Her?”
I moved toward the place that has now become my exclusive sofa.
The table in front of the sofa was, as expected, a meal set. But there
were also things I had never seen before.
The note was written in the imperial language, but it was simple and
easy to read. Did Zephyrus adjust to my eye level?
[Sorry.]
“What the.”
Stupid Zephyrus who knows only one and doesn’t know the other.
I folded the note in half, put it in my pocket, and picked up the book.
The brown leather cover was very soft. The book was just the right
thickness, neither thin nor thick.
For some reason, the book didn’t even have a title written on it.
Curious, I opened the cover and saw the writing on the first page.
The handwriting was light, as if it would fly away with a blow.
I’ve been thinking and reading around, but haven’t been able to find
a plausible answer. I quickly gave up. It wasn’t something he said to
me anyway. I didn’t have to think further, so I turned the page right
away.
On the next page, there was a blue pattern that filled the entire page.
It was a complex pattern that divided the shield into 4 equal parts
and had flowers or trees drawn on it.
Oh, I don’t have the courage to draw this, but it’s a big deal.
When I went to the next page again, what I saw this time was a
picture depicting a certain situation and a short sentence suitable for
it. In the rest of the blank space, the letters were lightly marked so
that the sentence could be written along.
The next page was written differently, but all in the same format.
It was also a textbook at a level that was just right for me, who was
at the level of ‘Just reading a children’s book’. The amount is enough
to finish if you hold it all day today.
What was first written was now understandable. ‘Did you bring a
child?’ seemed to be because this book was a textbook suitable for
children.
I set the book down on the table and looked away. A box wrapped in
purple velvet. It looked like it would contain accessories.
I didn’t expect that much. Do you want me to give you something like
an upgraded magic bracelet? It would be nice to have a bracelet that
can run away even if you see Woody’s scroll.
The jewels mysteriously became darker towards the end. The last
part, which started with clear sky blue and finished round, was
almost dark blue.
Unlike the neat design, it was a necklace that could not be called
cheap even in empty words. Even wearing only one small jewel,
there was an eye-catching beauty.
What I felt as soon as I saw the necklace was emptiness rather than
joy. Doesn’t this also disappear tomorrow anyway? Zephyrus will
forget that he even gave me a present.
As a lot of time accumulates and piles up, the old time naturally
fades. I’m not smart enough to remember all the time, so I’ll forget
too later.
The necklace, which fell just below the collarbone, was perfect for
me. I don’t know how he knew my neck size again.
“Haha.”
Now it was my turn to make good use of the textbook Zephyrus had
prepared.
It was a bit difficult because there was no guide who was by my side
to tell me. Going further back, this seemed more like an intermediate
level than a basic one.
The pictures and examples were all formal sentences that could be
used in a report. Still, I felt like I had to pick and choose the easy one
in my own way.
I tried to write somewhere other than the textbook just in case, but I
wrote it diligently in the textbook, wondering what the use would be if
this would work anyway.
After dinner, we had time to interact with L. I couldn’t play with him
today because I was studying, so L kept chirping. Even so, it
sounded more like background music than noise because it was the
sound of a porongong, but L was busy making his point.
O’Kipete, who was sitting on Woody’s shoulder, looked just like El,
only a different color. All of the smaller versions of the Familiar
looked similar.
However, the scroll was sent from the imperial family. For some
reason, since it’s ‘The imperial family’, it seems like I’m going to use
a more difficult word. If you went and couldn’t read it properly, there
was no wasted effort.
Going to see the scroll meant meeting Woody. The pain of the fire he
felt in the previous episode was still vivid. The man’s eyes that were
creepy.
I knew how to get back without hurting, but jumping into the fire
wasn’t easy. It was something I would never have done if I hadn’t
struggled to escape the repetition of time.
“Sleep well.”
Since the owner was not there, he put El in a cage and left
Zephyros’s room. I sigh at the thought of working at Melissa’s store
for another two months.
I like Melissa, but it’s a problem because I don’t like everything else.
But this time, if I study the imperial language, time will pass quickly,
so it’s fortunate.
As I lay in bed, I thought about the ‘First day’ that would come again.
Do you think I came to work this time? Then it took a while to
become friends. Melissa is kind by default, but she is also somewhat
wary. It is bound to be a different reaction than when I cried out loud
at the first meeting.
Then, this time, I have to be a bit pitiful. I think I was too confident
last time. I went to sleep thinking about the iteration to come.
***
The soft bed supported my body, and I could feel the soft blanket
covering it.
Even though I hadn’t opened my eyes yet, the warm sunlight tickled
my face. The silence without a single noise was pleasant.
“Okay….”
As I was rubbing my face against the pillow out of habit to wake up, I
felt a sense of incongruity. bed? sunlight? what is this sound. Today,
morning at the Magic Tower cannot come. Because it ended
yesterday.
Feeling the difference, I groped my neck and felt the necklace I had
worn yesterday. A necklace with a mysterious blue glow. A gift from
Zephyrus.
I couldn’t believe it even though I saw it with my own eyes. What the
hell is this? Not going back to ‘Day One’? This was the ‘New
morning’ I longed for. A time never experienced before.
But you’re wearing the necklace Zephyros gave you? The time I
spent alone in my room yesterday was vivid. So, is it really the next
day?
You can see if Zephyrus has come. I ran out of the room in
anticipation.
bang!
“Zephyros!”
As soon as I opened the door, what I saw was Zephyrus, who was
sitting at his desk as always, studying magic. I was just about to
drink tea, so I had a teacup in my hand.
He must have spilled tea when he heard me open the door. His white
shirt was dyed light green.
why didn’t you go back? Is it because you broke the scroll’s magic
formula? Is that why Zephyrus’ behavior was also strange? really?
really? Was what I was thinking right? Are you really out of the loop
of repetition?
“Ahaha! Ha ha ha ha ha!”
No, did you get upset just because you spilled tea? It’s true that I
surprised you, but it was you who poured it out. Still, I must
apologize. ‘Cause I’m feeling so good right now
“Why is this?”
I asked without thinking. He still didn’t look at me. So I found it. That
Zephyrus is dyeing my ears red.
“….”
what is this dress If you put it in modern times, it’s clothes you can
wear to school….
The current Zephyrus was exactly the same as when I first met him.
That time when you smiled lightly and gave it to me. A time when
there was a little softness.
“I’ll be back!”
“J-P-Ro-S.”
“You… What did you eat wrong yesterday? Or are you sick?”
“No way.”
I smiled and approached Zephyrus’ desk. He had even put down the
quill and was staring at me.
It’s a pleasure in my eyes, but I think his face will explode in a while.
“Zephyros, I wasn’t that angry the other day. But since you gave it to
me, can I use it? I’ll write well. I like it. thanks!”
Zephyrus covered his face with his hand at my words. I feel very
ashamed. Or is it the will to not want to see it? But I really want to
hear your thoughts.
I pulled Zephyrus’ hand down and turned his face to mine. It hurts
my heart to see a handsome face so close, but I don’t think this is
too bad. Boy, it’s more red than before.
Like the reaction from before, it was very clear that he was at a loss
as to what to do because he was stuck in the Mage Tower every day
to study magic. Rather than saying it’s because I’m of the opposite
sex, should I say it’s because I’m unfamiliar with other people’s
contact?
Every day, I only look at his cold face with a frown, but seeing this,
Zephyrus suddenly seems friendly.
“Pretty.”
It was a low, calm voice that was different from the face that didn’t
know what to do.
That’s the answer to the question of whether it suits you well. For a
moment, it felt like my heart was pounding. I know that he said it by
looking at the necklace, but it is against the law to say that he is
pretty with that face.
But today is different. This was a ‘New time’. Can I give you a little
pity now?
“Haha. thanks.”
Sitting on the sofa and looking through the books here and there, I
saw yesterday’s pattern again. An ornate pattern representing a
shield.
“Pattern?”
I opened the book and held it out for Zephyrus to see. Zephyrus
glanced at him and answered at once.
It was very Zephyrus-like to cut it off with a single knife. But this is
not a class. I mean, I’m just asking because I’m curious.
“Isn’t this what I wrote to you? did you know What do you mean after
‘What are you all of a sudden’?”
I pointed to the writing that was written like it was about to fly away.
Zephyrus sighed and looked at what I held out. He gave an easy
answer this time too.
“Rania?”
“Oh my gosh! Zephyrus! You mean you had friends? He said no!”
“No.”
“Oh, a leech?”
“What is it?”
He’s not a leech, he’s just someone you know, but he says he’ll get
you the textbook you want just right? Do you call yourself friendly? It
was a very Zephyrus-like answer.
Didn’t Zephyrus look too bad? It was a reward for helping me.
Zephyrus brings me to the Mage Tower and teaches me the imperial
language. Without him, I would have been lost in that time forever.
Lying on the bed and quietly looking out the dark window, my worries
rose up again. I felt so good today, what if I go back to the beginning
tomorrow?
I forgot for a moment that you don’t have to die to go back. What if I
fell asleep today and woke up at Melissa’s store? And what if no one
knows me?
The day’s work was like a dream. Zephyrus, who dyed my ears red,
and El, who flirted with me according to my mood, weren’t my
delusions….
I gripped the jewel that was hanging around my neck. The feel of
water droplets in my hand was clear.
yeah this is not a dream I’m out of repetition. You won’t get sick
anymore, and you won’t have to meet that weird psychopath.
Maybe it was because I was in high tension all day, and sleep
permeated my tired body. A corner of reason was telling me not to
go to sleep, but I couldn’t stop the rushing tide.
sparkle.
I hurriedly got up from the bed. Looking around, I saw a familiar
scene in my room. I wasn’t relieved by that either, so I groped for
something to serve as a token. necklace.
“Phew….”
Today is a new morning. I’m not too happy I started preparing for
work, celebrating my new time. Every step he took was
accompanied by a pleasant hum.
bang!
“Sorry.”
For the first time, since the day I met a new time, I was on the edge
for several days. I’m afraid I’ll go back to the first day without rumors
like before.
Aside from the first day, when I was so excited, I couldn’t sleep
properly for several days. It was very difficult for me to fall asleep
after staying up all night until it was late in the morning, and one day
I went to work without sleeping.
I knew this wasn’t very wise. But at night, I couldn’t get rid of the
anxiety.
When it’s been a week since I’ve been like a sick chicken, Zephyrus
eventually gets angry. It was when I woke up clutching my sore head
from a light sleep.
After that, I tried to sleep at night. It wasn’t easy, but I didn’t want to
trouble Zephyrus any more. In addition, the accumulated fatigue for
a week was so great that I couldn’t bear it any longer.
In the end, should I say that the weak body has overcome the mind?
I was able to sleep well, but I was anxious and found another way. It
slams the door every morning! It was to open it and observe
Zephyrus’ reaction.
Seeing Zephyrus’ reaction was not only for confirmation, but also for
fun.
Now that it’s been a week since he did that, he must have really
hated Zephyrus. When he originally spoke, he used direct, concise
speech. But today, for the first time, he said something sarcastic. Oh,
a new discovery.
I will have to change this method now. In a little while, I think I’ll see
Zephyros getting really angry.
When I first received the necklace, I didn’t expect it to turn out like
this. But before I knew it, it became the biggest symbol of getting out
of repetition. To the point where it becomes a habit to wake up in the
morning and hold on to the necklace once in a while.
“About a year. Originally, it would have taken half a year longer, but
thanks to you, the time has drastically decreased.”
It took a year to complete one spell. After all, being a wizard was a
tough job if you didn’t have a fair bit of guts.
It would be chewing gum for Zephyrus, who fell in love with magic.
Still, with my help, it felt good to say that it was reduced by half a
year. Should I say it’s the feeling of proving my usefulness in this
world? Even that was excavated by Zephyrus.
“Thanks.”
I looked at Zephyrus at the sudden thank you, and he was smiling
lightly. Eyes slightly folded, lips slightly hanging down in a smile. It
wasn’t a bright smile.
That’s why I got along better with Zephyros. I couldn’t imagine him
smiling brightly with a cold expression.
His breath stopped at the sight of his smile, the first time in a long
time. Is this smile after a year and a half…? It’s also very precious.
In the old days, you often laughed at me. I answered in a blunt way.
Actually, I felt a little embarrassed. What kind of ‘Thank you’?
“Did I laugh?”
“Yes. You smiled very brightly. Zephyros Niim. Did you know now?”
I don’t know if this word fits, but Zephyrus seemed a little sulking.
Then, isn’t Rania, who got the textbook, a member of the family, if
not the duke himself? Originally, such a symbol is not something that
anyone can use.
“You call that a question? Duke Kraon must be famous even among
commoners? Didn’t you know that you kept asking back then?”
I didn’t know. Are you hearing this for the first time? Rania is the
duke himself?
Among the things I studied hard after falling into this world was the
caste system. The Elysion Empire was a country with a typical fifth
rank, and the royal family was the only noble that did not have a title.
Actually, it’s funny to say that the royal family has no title because it’s
the root of the aristocracy.
By the way, such a duke has a lower title than himself? No, Zephyrus
said, ‘If you think about it’. He must have said that because the
Tower of Dawn does not belong to the Empire. It means that it is
expressed in comparison.
“I didn’t know…. No, even if you don’t belong to the empire, why are
you telling the duke that you have a lower status than you?”
“Didn’t you know? No, you never told me more than that!”
The power of habit is great. I knew that Zephyrus was that great
mage lord, but I was embarrassed and used the original way of
speaking. In fact, it was funny to even show respect now. How long
is the equivalent time?
Zephyrus didn’t seem to care too much. Rather, his face was full of
questions, ‘What is this guy?’ It’s like looking at an alien creature.
Somehow the room was too big. Meals were splendid every day….
No, I still thought he was an executive level wizard to some extent. I
don’t feel it at all because I’m a top owner all of a sudden.
I couldn’t manage my expression. It’s true that I suddenly fell into this
world, but since the time I’ve been through is time, I’ve had some
common sense for a long time.
How much time did you roll in the lyceum? In that neighborhood, the
difference in social status is rather clear.
“And since you told me your name, I called you…. Should I have
called you Tower Lord? You didn’t tell me, how do you know….”
“Then?”
No, in the past… According to a very old memory, it seems that the
great mage lord this time said that his temper was dirty. Did you hear
this at Melissa’s store? Did you hear about the lyceum?
In terms of the emperor, every day ‘Hey! Emperor!’ Isn’t it like this? I
thought about the example, and eventually burst into laughter.
Zephyrus looked at me pathetically. I don’t like those eyes.
“What?”
Until now, I thought ‘Zephyros’ was your name and called you. I
thought it wasn’t, but isn’t it right that I have to repeat the whole
statement?
“1 year… No, I’ve known you for a month, does it make sense not to
know your name? Why did you introduce ‘Zephyros’ in the first
place? I was asking for your name.”
“That’s….”
What is it? Zephyrus, who started with a calm voice, was silent
again. Zephyrus, is it broken?
I just wondered, ‘What’s your ideal type?’ Are you asking the same
question? Did I ask for your name? Does asking for a name need to
be so solemn?
He opened his mouth a few times, and eventually squinted one eye.
The problem still looks good. When you become the original version,
you can do anything.
I couldn’t figure out where this went wrong. It’s not that people don’t
understand. Zephyrus must have such a cold face.
But wouldn’t Zephyrus not have been ‘Zephyros’ since he was born?
No matter how much a genius you are, you must have a childhood.
A question naturally popped up in my mouth.
“Wouldn’t you have been called by your first name when you were
little?”
Zephyrus thought about my words. The way he tapped the desk with
one hand seemed to be thinking about something. no Are you
remembering your childhood?
Zephyrus’ voice, which answered shortly after, was dry. It’s like
talking about someone else’s life.
Isn’t this child abuse? If I had been asked to solve this problem since
I was young, I would have beaten it. I feel sorry for calling Zephyrus
a genius as a joke.
“I have a name. just not called The ‘Predecessor Zephyrus’ who took
me in was a person who cared a lot about useless things.”
“Name?”
“Yes.”
“Raviel.”
Saying your name felt incredibly awkward. I don’t think anyone would
be so awkward about saying their name.
“Is it?”
“Yes. Raviel!”
He didn’t seem very impressed, but I meant it. I liked Raviel better
when something stuck to my mouth.
And if possible, I wanted to call him by his name rather than the word
that meant the tower owner. I heard everyone says ‘Zephyros-sama’
on a regular basis. You should call me too. What if I forget
Then how are you contacting the imperial family? They said that only
the owner of the mage tower can contact the imperial family.
What is Woody doing? So did you take it apart? But from what I said
to O’Kipete, he said that ‘Delivery’ was wrong. Doesn’t that mean
they are giving each other back?
But even if I said it now, I couldn’t know if Raviel would believe it.
And if you ask me where did you get this information from? Time has
already been erased, how can I explain it?
The days of Okipete delivering the scrolls are long gone. Now I don’t
even know how to get to Woody’s room, let alone look at the scrolls.
I have already escaped the loop of time. Now, even if I die, I don’t
know if I will come back to life, and I’m just a commoner without any
abilities.
There was no guarantee that this would happen, but the fact that the
tower owner was the only one who could contact the imperial family
was no different than Raviel being involved in this. Because
someone other than ‘Zephyros’ said that sharing a request with the
imperial family would be a headache.
This was said to be a public fact. Then back to square one. How
does Woody explain? A sigh came out naturally.
The answer was ‘No’. It’s true that my comfort is important, but that’s
because Raviel is also precious.
“Hey, Raviel.”
“Yes.”
Raviel was calculating formulas again, as if asking for the last time
they talked about the emperor.
A smile came out of the familiar look as he worked hard with the
quill. Yes, I’ll sacrifice this just once for the sake of handsome Raviel.
“What would you do if there was a wizard other than you who
communicated with the imperial family?”
“You will be punished for breaking the rules of the Tower. Why do
you ask?”
“It’s not like a day or two that you say something you don’t mean, but
that’s a bit dangerous. Do you know?”
My mind from earlier turned upside down like the palm of my hand.
Didn’t I just say this? The scale is bigger than I thought. However, if I
said it was a joke, it would be the face that would give me another
‘Discipline’. I uttered it with a feeling of desperation.
“Woody Jace.”
“We met while wandering around the Magic Tower, but did you know
that Woody was having an affair with the imperial family? How did
you know that?”
Raviel picked out the questions that were difficult to answer. Since
the purpose is to convey information anyway, I was thinking of
mixing some lies with it. Smart Raviel, of course, wouldn’t believe it.
“Uh… I stole a letter from Woody by chance. But it has the seal of
the imperial family on it, what is it?”
“At that time, I had just learned the imperial language, so I couldn’t
read the contents….”
“When is ‘Then’?”
“2 weeks ago…?”
If you say that, you’ll look like a madman. Are there mental hospitals
in this world? I don’t know.
I didn’t want Raviel to lose trust in me, but it was already wrong from
the moment Woody was brought up.
It’s a straight line. what if you say that You have nothing to say.
Raviel wasn’t as wary of me as I thought. Was it because the name
‘Woody’ was mentioned earlier?
So, did Raviel and Woody have a bad relationship from the
beginning? Looking at his reaction now, this seems to be true.
“Yes?”
Raviel shouldn’t be like this. Because you’re smart, you’re just trying
to steal my heart. I can’t say ‘Because you’re precious’ or ‘Because I
don’t want you to get hurt’.
“Uh… I forgot.”
“What?”
“I forgot.”
Do you know that I’m talking nonsense too? Can you stop looking at
me with such pitiful eyes?
Raviel must have thought that I wouldn’t give her a proper answer.
He turned his words to another place instead of prying out my
intentions.
I think I’ve said all the strange things. It was so intense that I was
burned to death at that time, so my memory is hazy.
You know Woody’s face better than I do, so pass. You already know
the existence of Okipete, so pass. The story of solving the scroll’s
magic formula also passes. I can’t say I stole a quill.
Ah, purple mana…. I have to say this. I’ll sprinkle a little seasoning
on it and talk about it.
“Purple….”
It was a clumsy lie. However, Raviel was already lost in her own
thoughts. After a long time, Raviel, who came out of the swamp of
thoughts, threw it out like talking to herself.
“Well.”
“Yes?”
“I forgot.”
“Her?”
“I don’t remember.”
“Huh?”
Where did the good ‘Zephyros’ I used to know go, and was only this
bad Raviel left? People of the Mage Tower, look at the personality of
your tower owners….
“Why?”
Even though it’s already erased time, those times sometimes made
me hard. When it pops up like this, it’s natural to blame him even
though there’s nothing wrong with him.
As I sat down on the sofa, L fluttered and flew away. Petting the tiny
bird nestled in my hand made me feel lighthearted.
“UNI!”
It was the first time I had ever seen Raviel make such a loud noise.
Even though I was annoyed and angry every day, I said it quietly.
What happened?
“Ouch, ooh….”
“What is this….”
Thoughts did not make sense and scattered. Raviel’s face looked
like she was about to cry. That cold Raviel is crying? I tried to laugh
at the nonsense, but all that came out of my mouth was a shallow
moan.
“Oh….”
Even if you don’t look around the face, it seems to be sticky from
vomiting blood, the upper body is in tatters, and the lower body….
Well. I didn’t feel wrong earlier.
I gave up looking at my miserable appearance. This was a man who
would soon die. There’s no such thing as a kaleidoscope this time
either. I laughed to myself.
I felt sad for some reason. How long after you’ve been through ‘New
time’ do you die? There was nothing out of the ordinary today….
Was it really there? As I was dying, I looked back on today’s day.
Did the magic light explode? But that’s what I wrote every night. It’s
not powered by electricity, so there’s no way a short circuit will
happen.
“UNI….”
Raviel’s usual calm and quiet appearance was gone, and she was
restless and couldn’t keep her hands still. Seeing the golden mana
floating around him, it seems he was trying to save me.
I blinked slowly. Even in this situation, Raviel looks cool. I’m crazy.
balm…. balm?
I know this feeling. The feeling I felt every time I died. So this is not a
‘Real’ death. I couldn’t figure out whether to laugh or cry at this
situation.
Raviel’s face as she looked at me until her eyesight went black was
vivid. You don’t have to be so sad. Because I will survive anyway….
The happiness of the past is like a dream. I was relieved that I was
out of repetition with only two weeks of daily life.
The cost of reassurance was devastating. I’m used to death, but I’m
not used to pain. Along with the pain, the scene of the hallway dotted
with red couldn’t get out of my head.
In that familiar calmness, something hot rose from deep within. His
face flushed, and his throat felt stuffy, as if something had blocked it.
I don’t cry. Crying doesn’t make anything better. People just stare at
me strangely, nothing gets resolved, only my eyes hurt, and… And
again….
Melissa asked me, who was silently shedding tears. I had to tell her
that it was okay with her eyes wide open, but I couldn’t say anything
because I thought that if I opened my mouth, another sound would
come out.
The words that I couldn’t say because of the foolish owner only
lingered inside.
Melissa, you should have asked if I was from the East Continent first.
Why don’t you say that this time? Why are you always so tenderly
concerned about me? Why is Melissa accepting me?
I want to ask even though I know the look in her eyes as if looking at
a stranger. I want to make sure I’m not repeating this time alone. I
wish there was at least one person who remembers me.
I think over and over again what I have already done several times
before. I am stupid for repeating meaningless actions over and over
again.
The hand that was not holding the doorknob slowly moved upward. I
noticed that my hand as it approached my neck was shaking. As
always, as if it was a familiar habit, he carefully groped my neck.
His hand slid down and touched his collarbone. He held his hand
lightly as if holding something.
“Haha….”
He let out a light laugh in a wet voice. I didn’t feel the hard touch that
I used to touch every time. I could tell even through the blurry vision
stained with tears. even if you don’t have to look.
So what did you say I told you not to expect it, Yoon-hee. did you
forget
I worked like that, and when night fell and the surroundings became
quiet, I forcibly brought out my deaths. My deaths were a road in
themselves. It’s just the wrong way.
It’s too early to give up. I wasn’t crazy yet, so I had to find a way.
How to get out of repetition. Before you really lose your mind.
The most recent death at the Mage’s Tower was similar to Melissa’s
death. Sudden death with no premonition. Explosion of doubt.
But there was another point. Melissa died at the time when she was
supposed to live ‘Original’, and since the Mage Tower’s explosion
accident was a ‘New time’, it is impossible to know whether the
‘Original’ Mage Tower should be fine or not.
There were definitely times when Raviel returned peacefully the day
she went out. In the previous episode, Woody’s magic scroll was
solved, and then a new time was given in the next episode.
At first, the time given was obviously about two weeks. However,
even after living in the Mage Tower for nearly a month, time did not
repeat itself. However, after just one month, he returned by dying.
Then we can guess a few things. If certain conditions are met, time
is given, and during that time, the following conditions must be met
to not die.
Melissa’s shop was like that, Lyceum was like that, and the Mage’s
Tower is no longer a safe place.
Death came as if to always move to another place and fulfill the next
condition. As if to find the right path.
What I was curious about was, then, what was my ‘Must do’.
It seems like I have to get out of the Mage Tower because I came
back from the dead, but my only use was in the Mage Tower.
Because I have no skills or abilities, just knowledge.
But now, what do I have to do after leaving the Mage Tower? The
only thing I did outside the magic tower was die in various ways in
the lyceum.
The new time was given after solving the scroll’s magic formula, so
my thoughts naturally moved there.
Knowing the contents of the scroll, where should I write it? Or should
I take the scroll itself out of the mage tower?
The time to return peacefully from the Mage Tower has already
passed, so I will continue to die and return. When I thought of death,
my body flinched at the pain that naturally revived.
Even if time repeats, I was only angry and distressed, but there was
nothing to regret, but this time I was sorry for one thing.
For a brief moment, I called a time that was less than a day Raviel,
but now I have to call it Zephyrus again.
I was afraid I would forget his name, but he said he would call me,
but it was a promise I couldn’t keep. If I ask for his name again, will
you answer me?
“Raviel….”
His name resembled him, and he was pretty and elegant. The
pronunciation rolling in the mouth is smooth. The revolving name
reminded me of the lips that smiled lightly and the blue eyes that
contained a moment of warmth.
It seems that there are several familiars, but did Raviel deliberately
choose Aello? Like your name? I don’t know if it’s real, but somehow
it feels cute.
If you tell Raviel, he’ll tell you not to talk nonsense. I think I can hear
his voice reprimanding me calmly.
***
“Zephyros.”
“Yes.”
“Shall we be friends?”
“….”
Raviel was silent. He just quietly played with his quill. It’s not even
worth answering.
It’s been two weeks since I came to the Magic Tower. Tomorrow is
the day Raviel goes out. He obviously forgot about me. When I met
him again at Melissa’s store, he was just silent with a cold
atmosphere. It’s always like the first day I see you.
I didn’t show it and asked him again. Take me to the magic tower,
teach me the imperial language, save me. The last words, of course,
were whispered in my heart.
I thought about it for two weeks and thought about it again. The
scroll, which is the key to my death, cannot be seen again after
tomorrow. And as time passes, I will die again in the Mage Tower.
But even if you go to look at the scroll alone, you will die.
So, every day I thought about whether or not to tell Raviel my secret.
The conclusion was always the same. let’s talk Even so, it took a lot
of courage to say something that no one would believe.
However, Raviel did not accept my speed and did not accept it.
Having no friends is ignoring me!
“Don’t ignore it. do you want to be friends? you don’t have friends
Zephyrus.”
“Gibberish.”
Rather, laughter came out at the familiar voice and words. I spoke
again without hiding my smile.
“….”
His words become daggers and stick. Know. That you couldn’t build
friendship with Raviel in just a few days. Still, I will remember this
forever. Poor Raviel.
“You don’t have to. There isn’t, but…. It’s related to the Magic Tower.
Aren’t you going to listen?”
“You came to the Tower of Dawn because of me, and you didn’t stay
there many days. The secret of the Tower? If it’s a joke, it’s too
much, if it’s serious, it’s a plan.”
The calmly pointed voice was cold. After putting down the quill,
Raviel raised her hand. Around him, golden mana resembling him
was floating around.
In the first place, the guise of being a friend was not enough.
“I know what you’re thinking, but listen to me first. You can kick them
out of the tower anyway with the lift of a finger.”
“….”
“….”
Things I wouldn’t have known if it wasn’t for the time I spent with
him.
“Don’t tell me what crazy things are. I know you can’t believe it. Just
listen, though.”
“….”
“I live through time over and over again. It has already been
repeated many times in this tower. Being with you is not a day or
two. To help you with your magic research.”
“You have no real friends. You say you have no friends. I’ve heard all
about leeches. The name of that flower is Flora. Are you a nymph?
And El’s original name is Aello. Right? I only showed it once. Woody
Jace has O’Kipete…. They say you guys are the masters of the
Familiar. In addition….”
I chatted for a while. Raviel just listened quietly. what is he thinking
Now it’s time to tell the most important story.
“….”
“I don’t know what it is about. I tried to read it once and failed. That
crazy Woody got in my way….”
“Sleep….”
“Wait. listen once I didn’t know the imperial language back then. I
couldn’t read it at all. Instead, I only saw that there was an imperial
family pattern. That’s why I’m asking you to teach me the imperial
language. Also, the letter….”
“For a moment.”
“It’s not over yet. listen to the end listen and tell To read the letter….”
Tears don’t help anything. I need to tell him everything I know quickly
to dispel his suspicions, and plan to sabotage Woody tomorrow.
It’s like a useless tear gland that doesn’t listen to the owner. Was I
the one who cried so often?
The small promise not to make mistakes was helpless before I even
tried to do anything. In resentment, he rubbed his eyes and cheeks
with the cuffs. The skin that was chafed by the rough movements of
the hands was stinging.
It was more sad because the pain resembled my heart. You
shouldn’t think like this. Tears won’t stop
“To read….”
“Eye hurt.”
A blunt voice joined behind the handkerchief lightly placed over his
eyes.
I already know this familiar scent. There is only one person in this
place anyway. Even in the middle of a crowded lyceum plaza, you
would be able to tell this scent apart.
Because it’s Raviel’s scent. A scent like a cool breeze resembling his
eyes.
this was a foul Who has been guarding me until now? Now, isn’t this
a very absurd act? Raviel? don’t make me expect
Delicate behavior that doesn’t suit the cold and rational subject
makes me crumble. I realized because of his behavior.
What if Raviel doesn’t believe it after the story is over? What should I
do next? Should I continue to face Woody alone? I can still feel the
sensation of needle-like electricity running through my body, burning
me without mercy.
I could feel his hand still holding my wrist. Even the fact that she
didn’t wipe her tears with a handkerchief and just laid it on top of her
was very Raviel-like.
Raviel sat on the sofa with me, having stopped studying magic,
which she loved.
“Yes….”
“Honestly, it’s hard to believe what you say. The things you have said
are things that can be known by doing a little research on me. Also
about the wizard of the tower.”
That’s the point. It’s fair. His words of unbelief made my heart thump.
in a bad sense.
“….”
Are you giving me a bottle and giving me medicine? It was like riding
a rollercoaster with every word Raviel said.
It was clear that Raviel was also choosing her words, as if the
current situation was troubling. At least he didn’t seem to have any
intention of kicking me out like before. I’m glad.
“If what you said is true, Woody is in the middle of an affair with the
imperial family…. You can’t search O’Kipete’s owner’s room without
evidence.”
“I?”
“Yes. you. Woody said he was exchanging letters with the imperial
family, so he asked me to be a witness. while going together this….”
“Under….”
“Emperor and Crown Prince are already friendly with the Tower of
Dawn. You don’t have to hold hands behind your back. You can
borrow enough power if you want, so there’s no reason to stab you
in the back. There is another reason why the empire respects the
tower.”
“Then?”
“That letter, you have to solve the magic formula to see it.”
“A magic formula? You are not a wizard, so how did you solve that?”
“Yes. It was the day you went out, so I used your quill.”
Did you say it too boldly? Raviel looked at me with eyes that judged
the truth and stood up. What he got up from his seat was the quill in
question. The wings of Zephyrus.
“Lie.”
“Yes?”
The longer I waited, the faster my heart raced. No matter how long I
waited, not a single line appeared in the air.
“What is this….”
Raviel’s face, looking at me, was cold again.
Raviel snatched the quill from my hand. Unlike me, when he swung
lightly, golden mana appeared right away. Mana was bright as if
welcoming the owner.
“I don’t know where the truth is and how much is a lie. Was crying
also an act?”
“No….”
no. No. i never lied to you Unspoken words were scattered like
smoke.
“You… No, it was foolish to take your words seriously in the first
place.”
After saying that, Raviel stood up. As if I had nothing more to see.
Why don’t you believe me Poor Raviel. Stupid Raviel. Stupid Raviel.
you are my second lucky It should bring good luck to the end….
I know your way of speaking, your habits, and your expressions. I’ve
seen you laugh sometimes. I watched it over and over again. Are
you treating everything I say as a lie just because I can’t handle a
single quill? Do you know if you do a little research?
“… sun. stop.”
“….”
“Stop! Stop! Raviel! You bad boy! Don’t my words sound like
words?!”
“Lie.”
“Yes. It’s all lies. It’s all lies. don’t believe it! You can’t believe it! Why
don’t you just kill me?”
“Lie….”
“….”
Raviel was silent. Is it a habit to keep your mouth shut when you are
at a disadvantage? Having come to this, I don’t intend to be nice
anymore. You’ll demote me from my second fortune.
“You said that only the owner of the Magic Tower can contact the
imperial family! If you don’t, you’ll get a headache! That’s why I’ve
been aware of it until I was dying, and I’m thinking of killing it with
magic!”
“You don’t even know what Woody is thinking! To get stabbed in the
back of the head after being stuck in a room every day studying
magic? How could you treat me this way? No, I came to the Magic
Tower to help in the first place….”
In fact, I don’t know if it’s the back of the head or not. You should
have lived until then.
“Do you know how many times I have helped you? I worked hard to
help you calculate the formula! Thank you too! They say the speed
of completion is fast because of me!”
“Calm….”
“Calm?! Seriously look?! You just tried to kill me! If I had waited a
little longer there, I would have died! I know you don’t know!”
“If you’re not trying to kill me, what! What’s the magic just now? Can
there be two tower masters in the magic tower? Raviel in front of me
is not Raviel, who is it? Who are you!”
When I screamed, Raviel flinched. Come to think of it, I don’t think
I’ve ever been so angry with him. As I was talking, I must have
gotten more and more angry without even realizing it.
“Uni, so….”
I can treat myself badly enough. Until now, Raviel had been in a
good mode. because he took me
But no matter how much I do, I won’t be nice to the person who
wants to kill me. Originally, to work at Melissa’s store, being
unpretentious was a must. Otherwise, it will be a vase.
“Apple.”
“Apple?”
He was making a face he had never seen before. I gave up. I can’t
get help from Raviel. So what to do?
“Sorry.”
“….”
“I am really sorry. UNI.”
Raviel fouled again. He must have used a polite tone to express his
sincerity.
“Okay. Sit back and finish talking about what you were talking about
earlier.”
“Okay….”
“… yes.”
“Purple Manara….”
“Yes, purple. You didn’t tell me who it was the other day. I heard
there is only one purple?”
“….”
Raviel is losing her voice a lot today. See if you have nothing to say
What the hell is Raviel from the last episode? Was it a different
person for a moment?
We were together for the longest time at that time, but I wonder if our
attitudes are too different. I was dumbfounded to hear him say how
many times he marveled at my actions.
“Rocks Valois.”
“Um…. You’re talking about the person who did that, right?”
“Right. The Duke of Valois doesn’t have a very good reputation. Both
among nobles and among commoners.”
It was Raviel’s simple answer. But none of that helped me. He’s a
wizard with so many formulas that he can’t remember them all, but
isn’t he the wizard of the Mage Tower?
“He said he was a geek. Does the geek take a favor? to whom? In
an informal way…?”
“The Duke of Valois didn’t have a very good reputation before, but it
wasn’t as bad as it is now. It fell to the ground like this after chasing
Noel.”
“Third Prince.”
“I just called the name of the imperial family…. You’ll give me the
magic tower… yes…. So you mean that the third prince asked the
Duke of Valois, right?”
“Because I have a bad relationship with the rest of the imperial family
except for him. As you said, if the letter had the royal family’s pattern
stamped on it, it’s likely Noel.”
“Um….”
It feels like the more I dig, the farther away the answer is. To the
duke, to the prince, to the imperial family…. what am i supposed to
do They are so tall that I have no idea what to do.
What did Woody talk about with the third prince? Wouldn’t this be
impossible to solve without Raviel’s help? I’m glad I didn’t die earlier.
Passasak. I heard the sound of the sandcastles that had been built
with anticipation collapsing all at once.
“Why? why? They said that if you break the rules, you will be
punished?”
“It’s not that simple. As I said before, you have to hold your head.”
“How?”
Are you doing this by force? No, the Mage Tower does not belong to
the Empire.
war?
“Then let’s think about the purple mana that can identify ‘Who’.
Usually, the magic formula in a secret letter is one-time use. I’ll
check and get rid of it, so there’s no need to hang it up permanently.
To see the contents of the letter, you need to solve the magic
formula, but if the mana disappears the moment you solve it…. Do
you see why not now?”
“Yes….”
“Then what are you going to do? If this doesn’t work, if that doesn’t
work either.”
“The first thing is to check the contents of the ‘Letter’ you said. I’ll
have to duplicate the letter. Do you know the exact time?”
I was thinking about this and that, but suddenly Raviel apologized. In
a low voice that was a little different from when he was explaining.
“Yes. After hearing the story, I can understand why Bliss called. I
was stupid. Sorry again.”
“Prince.”
“Yes….”
Maybe it’s because he’s a magic tower master, but the water he
plays with is different. Every name that popped out was a duke
belonging to the royal family, so I was afraid to ask.
“Because I can go the next day. There’s nothing wrong with being a
day late. I think I should contact Kim.”
It seems like a halo shone from Raviel’s back. oh It wasn’t the halo,
but Raviel’s mana. It looks like the golden flashing thing is in touch.
Still, the fact that he tried to harm me was a big shock. It wasn’t just
a threat, it was the first time he acted sincerely.
But I intend to forget. have to forget Hating Raviel only hurts me, and
I’m the only one who suffers.
you’re looking good It’s only this one time. I muttered quietly in my
heart.
It was a pretty raw feeling. Originally, Raviel would have gone out
today, but since she was sitting at her desk, it caught her eye. It was
just like a normal day, no different than usual.
Raviel was doing research, and I was waiting for late afternoon while
playing with El. Anyway, the delivery time of Okipete is fixed, so even
if you visit early, you won’t be able to see it. Raviel told me about
this.
I think the former is big for some reason, but I don’t know.
“Isn’t it okay to teleport to Woody’s room? That… Just like when you
come from Melissa’s store.”
“Yes. If you just walk all the way down the hallway, you will arrive on
your own.”
“Awesome. It’s not often that the path opens to the wizard’s room.”
yes. It was something I really didn’t know. Why is it today, and why is
the selfish Mage Tower guiding the way to Woody’s room?
“Once you go and wait, Okipete will throw a letter and go…. 3
minutes at most? 4 minutes? there is only a degree Because Woody
is coming. Can it be duplicated before then?”
“30 seconds is enough.”
Raviel said in a natural tone, as if saying ‘The sun rose this morning.’
There was no sign of worry. I guess if you’re at the level of
‘Zephyros’, you can have that kind of confidence.
It is an afternoon long after the sun has risen. It was just right to
leave now. As for how you know the time, I don’t know either. When
time repeats, many memories are forgotten, but sometimes there are
memories that become clearer. For example, the memory of being
killed by another person for the first time.
It is said that when you eat regularly, your body remembers the time
it is called your belly button clock.
“Yes.”
Raviel and I did not prepare anything in particular. I went like the
wind and had to come like the wind.
According to Raviel, a record will be left with the owner when you
move directly to the room, but it doesn’t matter when you return. If
you come out of the room and use teleportation, there will be no
trace left. The tower said that it could not record all magic.
“UNI.”
“Yes?”
“If you two want to go together, you have to hold hands. The path
that the tower guides is different for each person. I want you to take
the lead by holding my hand.”
“Ah really?”
Walking hand in hand like this, it seems like we went on a picnic. The
tension of meeting Woody had long since volatilized. That’s right,
there’s that great Zephyros next to me.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
Holding hands with him, I had no choice but to stop. In fact, I almost
fell backwards.
Is it correct to call it like this? I thought about it, but Raviel took
another step without answering. I passed my question like water
flowing so that anyone who sees it would think that nothing
happened between the two of them.
This time I stopped. I stared at him with eyes begging for an answer.
Raviel said as if she couldn’t help it.
“Bliss is the most suitable person for an emperor. Maybe even more
than the current emperor. Why are you curious about this?”
“Just. Isn’t it natural to be curious about what people of high rank are
like? Other than that apparent reputation, what kind of person do you
see?”
“I mean, like you said, I want to look good, that’s not the reason.”
The wind seeped through them as they stretched out their clasped
hands. It’s lukewarm. I thought this was just right.
Even though there were two of them, O’Kipete threw the scroll at my
feet instead of Raviel’s. I didn’t want to touch even the tips of my
hair, so I backed away in disgust.
“Yes. Let’s hurry up and go. I don’t know when it will come.”
“I will.”
Raviel moved mana at the same time as she spoke. Following his
gestures, golden mana moved busily. Mana connected the scroll and
Raviel’s hand like a string.
Soon after, the golden group came together and created something
that looked exactly like the scroll on the floor. It took less than 30
seconds as Raviel said.
“UNI. hand.”
perfect success….
I pressed down the evil thoughts that were about to fill up in one
corner of my mind. can’t come out You can’t blame others. But for
Zephyrus, I couldn’t do such an easy job….
“UNI. Help me. The letter is designed to burn if you get the equation
wrong or solve it by force. You better give me the answer.”
“Like this?”
Raviel didn’t need a quill. A glowing rune word followed his fingers.
Sorcerers usually do that.
The newly born letters fluttered and landed on the magic ceremony.
Like a butterfly finding a flower. It was a beautiful sight.
The flying letters quickly lost their light and turned purple. The letters
melted away and the scroll rose into the air.
A scroll unfolded in front of us. The red pattern I saw last time caught
my eye first. A large ornate sword and a rose.
“Yes.”
Raviel was quickly looking inside while answering. He was already
frowning. What is it about? I also hurriedly read the scroll, lest it be
closed.
[Dear Woody.
I read all the books you sent me the other day. The content was very
interesting. In particular, the story of the princess falling asleep after
being pricked by a thorn was really interesting. Where can you find
such romantic love? I couldn’t sleep because my heart was pounding
the whole time I was reading the book. Can you recommend another
similar book?
Ah, I just talked about books too much. There must be something I’m
curious about. I couldn’t find the gem you were looking for. At least it
doesn’t seem to be handled in the imperial castle. It’s a pity, but
you’ll have to tour the capital yourself.
The letter ended with this. The impression that came to my mind as
soon as I read it….
was Underneath the text, there were only magic formulas and
pictures that were meaningless like the contents of the letter.
The magic formula was at the level of a really easy equation, and the
meaningless picture I saw at that time seemed to be ‘Coordinates’.
Did I learn the imperial language to read a book review under the
guise of a letter? I felt sick to my stomach at the overwhelming sense
of bewilderment.
“Raviel, you… What do you know?”
“Well.”
Raviel’s furrowed brow was still unresolved. I didn’t look in the mirror,
but I thought my expression wouldn’t be too different.
“Prince? now?”
Are you serious? If you take me to that high-ranking noble, I’ll choke
and I won’t be able to speak properly.
I don’t want to die earlier than expected. I don’t want to add the
crown prince to the list of people who killed me.
Raviel poured mana into the scroll. In case you didn’t know, he said
he would replace it with normal parchment paper. That the contents
may fly away.
After that, he contacted the prince. No matter how much ‘Zephyros’ it
is, you can’t come and go to the imperial castle at will. He said that
because he did not belong to the Empire.
“Wait a minute.”
I sat on the sofa and waited for departure, but Raviel suddenly
disappeared without saying a word. When he reappeared, he was
holding a black wad in his hand.
“What is that?”
“Robe.”
“Right.”
“The four stars represent the officers of the Tower of Dawn, and the
wings represent the protection of the tower. The ceremony in the
background is drawn by substituting the oath you make when you
belong to the tower with a magical ceremony.”
Raviel said so and put on the robe. It felt very soft to the touch.
“Just in case.”
He buckled around his neck and stepped back. not even kind I
scanned my figure with a heart pounding for my new clothes. Well…
So this….
“Raviel?”
“….”
The robe was so long I couldn’t see my feet, and the sleeves were
so long I had to pull them up hard to get my hands out.
It’s a relief that it doesn’t have a shoulder line because it’s a piece of
clothing worn over it, otherwise it would have been funnier. And this
was more believable than a robe, even if it was covered in a black
blanket.
“Originally, when you wear it, it transforms on its own…. I don’t think
you’re a wizard.”
A dejected laugh leaked out at his absurd words. Surely you’re not
telling me to wear this and go to the Imperial Castle? It’s not that I
want to look good to the crown prince, but I want to look good.
Fortunately, the worries were unfounded. As Raviel placed her
shoulder on my shoulder and used mana, the robe shrunk to fit my
body. Why does the embroidered part look more shiny? Is it because
of my mood?
“Egg plant.”
***
The first thing I noticed was the fresh scent. scent of fresh flowers. I
opened my eyes feeling fresh as if I had entered the middle of a
flower field.
All kinds of flowers and trees were in front of my eyes. This place
seemed to be a flower garden.
There were two people among the beautiful flowers that took their
eyes off. It must have been tea time, and the round table was filled
with various desserts and tea.
“Yes.”
The first person to greet me had radiant blonde hair and amber eyes.
A golden light flashed between her eyes.
I knew it as soon as I saw it. Anyone can see that the crazy cuteness
flowed from his appearance as the crown prince. He was a classic
handsome man who was different from Raviel. He was smiling softly,
but he felt a dignity that could not be hidden behind his smile.
The person greeting from behind was sitting across from the prince.
Red eyes that seem to have been paired with burning red eyes.
Would it feel like that if the flame was shaped into a person? Judging
by the tanned skin that went well with the cool smile and the sword
wrapped around his waist, he seemed to be a knight.
Raviel responded with a cold face to the answer of the person called
Rania.
“Sorry. I was going to send it before you came, but I didn’t hear….”
“Wow, I am really sorry. Your Highness, did the two of you try to meet
without me?”
Amber eyes glanced past me. I realized that I was included in the
‘Three’ the prince was talking about.
“Isn’t that what it is! How rare is the day Zephyrus comes out of the
tower! So, when are you going to do sparring? Zephyros?”
“It’s really boring.”
“Noisy.”
“Yes.”
A warm voice resembling the sun pointed at me. His voice brought
three eyes to me. The prince, the duke, the owner of the tower…. It
was incredibly burdensome.
I still have to say hello. I came out to Raviel’s side and spoke briefly.
I don’t know the etiquette in detail, but I’m not a citizen of the empire,
and I have a background as the owner of the Mage Tower. Aren’t you
safe now anyway?
I slipped behind Raviel again and stood up. It would be nice if the
three of you could talk to each other. What broke the silence for a
moment was the sound of soft laughter. After that, incomprehensible
words followed.
“Wow…. That’s it. Nice to meet you, too. This is Rania Kraon. Call
me Rania….”
“Sounds useless.”
Raviel cut her words with a single sword. Doesn’t Raviel hate Rania?
I shouted in my heart the words I couldn’t utter.
“You have kept Zephyros standing for too long. Please sit down. I
am surprised that you have something to say to me first.”
At the prince’s words, Raviel took me to the tea table. Then, maids
who had no idea where they were appeared and removed the chair.
Unexpectedly, Raviel sat next to the crown prince, and I sat next to
Duke Kraon. They approached silently, prepared tea and tableware,
and disappeared like the wind. It’s so fast.
“What is this?”
“Read it.”
At his words, the prince and duke skimmed through the contents.
Their expressions turned grim. Oh, somehow I think my expression
was like that too.
“What’s this?”
“Peacock.”
At the prince’s point, Rania pretended not to know and asked him
again.
“Really what? commentary? But there are imperial patterns? Did His
Highness send you?”
“No way. There’s no reason for me to break the pact. And I don’t
know who ‘Woody’ is. Zephyrus-sama, where did you get it?”
“From ‘Okipete’.”
At the last words, the smile disappeared from the prince’s face. It
was the same with the Duke of Kraon. I drank only tea in a sudden
atmosphere. everyone is serious
“Yes.”
The atmosphere of the prince became colder than before. You use a
handsome face badly it’s brutal it’s brutal He seemed to be thinking
about something, then spoke with a sigh.
“Yes.”
“It’s not just Woody. So, I must have sent you a letter like this.”
“Did you already expect that the deal with the outside was over?”
“Maybe. I don’t know what will happen. But I’m not going to come to
the fore. Because it’s something you have to deal with.”
“Of course. Actually, I was going to ask you to meet the Duke of
Valois today…. Noel moved faster than I thought. But how did you
know we were sending and receiving letters?”
Following Raviel’s gaze, the prince looked at me. His eyes were full
of doubt and wariness. It’s the eyes I’ve seen a lot of places, but
that’s it.
“Uni. How did you know the letter existed?”
“That is….”
Should I tell the crown prince about the repetition of time? would you
believe it? I was thinking about it, but someone cut off my words. Of
course, that was Raviel.
“Why? No matter how ‘Zephyros’s guest’ is, you can’t just ignore it.”
“… All right.”
What are you talking about? are you bullying me? It was clear that
he was talking about me, but he only understood half of it.
Raviel said it might be helpful for me to come with her, but it didn’t
seem necessary to come at all. I’d believe it if I said it was just to get
some fresh air.
The crown prince and Raviel continued to talk about other worlds
after that. I tried hard to put it in my head, but it was difficult. What
kind of rules, treaties, etc., even talked about other kingdoms. Raviel
is locked in the tower every day, how could she know all that?
Then a playful voice called me. It was a whisper that did not interfere
with the conversation between the prince and Raviel.
“Uni. That’s Uni, right?”
“Puhh. What do you mean? You want me to call you Rania? Uni.
Uni-sama is Zephyros-sama’s disciple, right?”
The small smile was charming. I made eye contact with the Duke of
Kraon, who was sitting next to me.
“No.”
“Really? But why did you even give me the ‘Robe of Zephyrus’?
Haven’t you spoken formally yet?”
Half of the Duke’s words were understood and half were not. Instead
of asking vague questions to answer, I decided to ask what I was
curious about.
“Uh? I don’t know? It’s what Yuni is wearing right now. Only those
allowed by Zephyrus can wear it. Should it be the symbol of
Zephyrus? Usually ‘Next Zephyrus’ wears it a lot. I guess you
haven’t heard about it yet. Uni-sama, you must be a great wizard. If
you look at the robe first before it’s confirmed.”
It’s not. I hurriedly pressed the answer that filled my throat. Raviel,
she dressed me like a stocking outfit from some kind of
warehouse…! If it’s this great, you should tell me in advance!
But what should I answer here? Can’t you do that magic? Am I just a
business partner?
“You are tormenting me! The two of you were having a serious
conversation, but there was no time to intervene, so we had a little
chat.”
“Rania.”
“Duke of Kraon.”
“Yes, yes. Okay. Majesty. The careless Duke of Kraon will keep his
mouth shut.”
At Rania’s words, the two men sighed at the same time. She didn’t
care what he looked like, just smiled. He was a very bright person.
Yellow magic lights were lit all over the garden. The plants that
received the warm light showed off their beauty even more. Through
the scent of flowers that tickled the tip of my nose, I could hear the
intermittent chirping of birds.
I naturally remembered L. You must be bored in your room alone.
“I have to tell Nick. I don’t think it was a coincidence that Lethe was
stolen.”
The prince and Raviel made Rania quiet and then had an
incomprehensible conversation.
She uses an honorific style, but there was a comfort that couldn’t be
hidden between them. I thought that the job of being a knight really
suited Rania.
“Everyone knows that. But since work is my job, I know it when I look
at my body. Zephyrus-sama has a well-trained body. That’s great
too. That’s why I always ask for sparring, but he never accepts.”
“I wear only a robe every day, so there are many people who don’t
know. I saw it by chance too. The other day….”
Rania was a pretty nice person. She was cheerful and friendly. He
was also good at leading conversations. Even though we were
meeting for the first time, we were able to talk as if we had seen
each other for a long time.
He did not assert his authority over me, who must have been a
commoner, but rather treated me kindly.
I didn’t hate it, but I felt a little uncomfortable because it seemed like
kindness from Raviel. If it weren’t for that, there’s no way a duke-like
person would have looked upon me favorably.
I’m not sure why Raviel brought me here. I couldn’t even understand
their conversation, let alone help. Did he want to introduce me to
them?
While I was thinking about this and that, I saw people getting up from
their seats. The conversation is over.
“Ah… Yes. Your Highness, it was an honor to meet you too. Thank
you too, Rania. It was fun.”
That was also the reason for my slow response. This relationship is
also two weeks at the longest. everyone will forget me
“Zephyros. We will contact you again. I think I’ll see you next time at
Nebla’s house.”
“Yes.”
“Maybe.”
“All right.”
“UNI.”
oh, i’m tired I want to quickly lie down in a cozy bed and go to sleep.
I was going to tell Raviel that I shouldn’t have imperial language
class today, but he jumped first.
hit. I forgot. Raviel held out her hand so naturally that I reflexively
stopped.
“Yes.”
“I heard you. Why did you say you were going your own way? You
should have asked me.”
I’d seen Raviel apologize a lot, but it was the first time Raviel said
something like this. Did I show too much?
In fact, if you want to get out of the tower, you can go out. When
Raviel asked, even if it was annoying, she would listen.
So the reason I didn’t go out was for a different reason. It was ‘For
fear of dying suddenly’.
What if I went to Melissa’s store and it exploded? What if I went to
Lyceum Square and got stabbed to death? because of those things.
The two months before meeting Raviel were the most futile time for
me. because there’s nothing I can do So I wanted to go back as late
as possible.
It was nice to see Melissa, but aside from that, I felt comfortable in
the Magic Tower. I also have Raviel who will know my secret.
In fact, putting aside all these reasons, I’m looking for a way to live a
little longer, but I’d be annoyed if I died out of nowhere.
So I couldn’t find anything to answer. It’s not wrong to say that it’s
boring, but it wasn’t comfortable meeting nobles either. Also, I wasn’t
going to go either.
I didn’t know it well, but if the work of the crown prince, the third
prince, and Lethe were related to the scroll, solving it might help to
escape the repetition.
“Wasn’t the flower garden not good? I heard it’s famous for being
beautiful.”
“Okay. rest today You’ll be tired from moving a lot with magic.”
“Yes….”
After washing and folding the robe, I fell asleep. As I felt the touch of
the soft bed, I suddenly thought of this.
Had Raviel been this close to me around this time? Just one
name…. that’s interesting.
***
“Your Highness, don’t I always say that? If you leave out the subject,
I, a fool, will not be able to understand.”
“I felt that way too. However, from the way he spoke and his
appearance, he really seemed like a normal person.”
After biting the lady-in-waiting to refill the cold tea, Bliss fell into
thought. His fingers tapping the handle of the teacup moved
rhythmically.
He spoke again only when the sky was completely dark. Bliss
seemed to be having fun somewhere.
“If you had known in advance what I was going to say, you wouldn’t
have ended up calling me.”
“Your Highness, please don’t laugh like that in front of me. Can’t you
see the goosebumps on your arm here?”
“If you are handsome, what do you do? It’s full of dark things inside.”
However, Rania only shook her head in spite of that appearance. It’s
not like it’s not, the prince rolled as hard as he liked talented people.
If you are a noble who receives rust from the country, he said you
should pay for it.
Rania was by far the top of Bliss’ favorites. It was because it was not
common for people who had both literary and martial arts skills. Next
to Rania was Basil Kylie, the prince’s poor attendant.
“Don’t say anything you don’t mean. Anyway, I hope you will come
with me next time. With her, I felt like Zephyrus-sama was watching
over me.”
“What?”
“It was difficult for me, but I wasn’t afraid. It is clear that he is a
commoner from the way he drinks tea. I don’t think he trusted
Zephyrus-sama, and his personality itself was indifferent. Like an old
man who lived for 100 years.”
“Is it?”
So it was even more surprising. It’s been a long time since Rania
said that she liked her partner when they first met.
Even when Rania looked at him like a madman, he only smiled with
a beautiful voice.
Rania sighed as she looked at the prince, who had no worries about
what was about to happen.
***
But I couldn’t tell anyone. Even if I told Raviel, he couldn’t save me.
No matter how busy Raviel is, if she cancels the imperial language
class and asks to take her, she will listen. Then it will take up less
time.
When I got to the store, I didn’t want to see Melissa die, so I was
going to go to the plaza in the Lyceum to sharpen my blade. Then,
when he dies, he will return to Melissa’s shop again, and a new time
will begin again.
I was annoyed because there wasn’t much harvest this time around.
what else to do for two months I’ve learned almost all of the imperial
languages.
It was one of those days when I was alternately feeling annoyed and
depressed. As I was thinking about when to speak up, Raviel
opened up to me first. With nice content.
It was broad daylight now. It was surprising that Raviel had to quit
her magic research midway through. Is it because it is almost
complete by this time?
The day I died, I vaguely recalled his voice thanking me for helping
me with research.
different place? Only then did he remember the words the prince had
left at the meeting a few days ago.
Did you say you saw it in ‘Nebla’s House’? Who else is Nebla?
There are a lot of new people watching this time.
“But do I have to wear this? The other day, Rania-nim said that only
the person you gave permission to wear can wear it…. I’m honestly
a little burdened?”
Naturally, I raised my gaze to make eye contact with him. I could feel
the golden light flashing down my vision. It feels like soaking your
clothes.
“Why?”
“Yes?”
Rania said that she could only wear the ‘Next Zephyrus’. It was a
bonus to say that he was a great wizard. And I didn’t meet any of
those conditions.
“They say this is what the next Zephyros will wear. Then I shouldn’t
wear it.”
“… It looks like Rania was talking nonsense, forget it. The ‘Robe of
Zephyrus’ is not like that. The Empire doesn’t know all about the
Tower. I’ll say it again, you’re my guest, so you deserve it.”
I felt the soft touch of my wrist as if the robe had shrunk to fit my
body. I blankly touched the robe with my fingertips.
“… UNI.”
“Why?”
“… no.”
“Singly.”
It was clear that Raviel had something more to say. However, I just
quietly held my hand as I didn’t seem to have any intention to talk.
There were three long sofas with a table in the middle, and all kinds
of cushions were placed on them. In one corner of the room was a
large fireplace that looked like it had been written off. A sumptuous
chandelier hung from the ceiling in an inappropriate way.
Behind the sofa was a very large desk, all over which was filled with
papers. All the walls there were filled with books. Funny enough,
there were so many things to ride around, and there were full of
candlesticks with lights all over the place.
The first impression was, of course, ‘Dirty and hectic’. The second
was ‘Does the owner like to play with fire?’ In conclusion, it was a
very strange space.
You mean ‘Nebla’s House’ was a real house? Also like this… dirty?
“Nick.”
Did this neighborhood unify all greetings? Just looking at it, it’s been
a while.
I turned towards the sound and there was a man standing there. It
was a man with light green hair and dark green eyes.
Naturally, Raviel knew the man. The name that came out of his
mouth made me realize who he was. The person the prince talked
about the other day.
However, there was one strange thing. That man was somehow
used to it. It’s definitely the first time I’ve seen a face and I only know
the name, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that I saw it somewhere.
“Ah, that one…. Your Highness is already here. Let me guide you.”
Nick grinned at my greeting, then blew out two of the candles next to
me. Then one of the bookshelves attached to the wall moved. I just
realized
We followed Nick’s guidance and moved on. The passage was like a
well-paved road. There were magic lights at regular intervals, so it
wasn’t dark.
I don’t know how big this place is, but I could tell that it was a huge
maze. I went left and right on the road, and sometimes there were
stairs.
As Nick pushed lightly, a loud voice came out from inside. It was a
familiar voice.
What you see inside is an ordinary living room. The interior was
moderately luxurious and moderately tidy. A faint but sweet scent
lingered in the room.
A man and a woman with beautiful hair sat side by side on the sofa
in the center.
The two of them having a conversation that looked very friendly were
Rania and the crown prince. It seemed more comfortable than I
expected.
I realized that it was quite formal when Raviel and I were together. It
seems that Rania is not afraid of the crown prince.
Nick split the conversation between the two as if he was used to it.
At Nick’s voice, the two looked at us at the same time. I laughed a
little at the joy that the exceptionally red eyes showed.
Rania boldly omitted to greet Raviel. But no one here pointed that
out. Did you actually hate each other at this point? Was I the only
one who didn’t notice?
“Noisy.”
Oh, I didn’t omit it, it just seemed like I was very happy. Even at
Raviel’s words to cut it off with a single knife, Rania only smiled with
her eyes curled. She was still a bright person.
Following Nick’s guidance, Raviel and I sat across from the prince.
The tables were set with tea and refreshments according to the
number of people. Unexpectedly, Nick sat separately from the prince
and a little away from him. Wasn’t it his group?
After Nick sat down, the prince immediately got to the point. As if he
was used to that, Nick responded calmly.
“Why?”
“Evidence?”
The sarcastic voice was brutal. If he was the younger brother of the
prince, he would have been referring to the third prince, Noel.
The face of the prince, who had been smiling ever since I entered
the room, suddenly cracked. I caught the moment and realized it.
Prince, that is also not normal.
“You are useless as ever. Nebla has only one duty, and you can’t
keep it.”
“Sorry.”
Nick’s head went down. It almost crashed into the table. Well. The
room temperature seems to have gone down by about 2 degrees.
To be honest, I was a little surprised. It was the first time I’d seen
Raviel so openly annoyed.
‘Think about it. Even so, it’s just nonsense.’ feel like doing?
Especially when I made noise or bothered them. I hadn’t seen him
meet many people, but he looked similar when he met the prince
and Rania.
Does Raviel hate Nick as much as the last time? Or was the stolen
Lethe so important?
It was a kind of signal flare, and it was also a stepping stone to break
down the embankment. His face half covered by the teacup and the
green eyes shining above it brought back faded memories in me.
Isn’t it said that forgotten memories will come out with a small clue?
It was such a memory. Memories that have already been erased and
added, buried somewhere in the head.
The sharp blade stabbed in the center of the chest, the masked
assassin, and the blood rushing out in tears. The words left by the
assassin and the person next to them who were surprised by the
sudden death.
“A secret….”
“A secret….”
“UNI?”
Raviel’s call was heard. I raised my hand to him and stopped him.
Wait, you’re not important right now. They say the memory is fading
away. Even thinking about the conversation from a few months ago,
my head hurts. I made an impression on the elusive memory and
recalled it again.
oh remembered
The more I put it into words, the clearer it came to my mind. I was
pretty sure Nick was the assassin who killed me. So the face is
familiar. The face of the person who killed me is especially
memorable.
Before I knew it, I could see Nick holding a knife to my throat, Rania
blocking the knife, and finally the rich golden mana covering my
whole body.
To be sure, it was the first time in all of my repeated times that Raviel
was so angry.
“No, Nick! Why are you like this all of a sudden? Are you crazy?”
Queek, Queek.
In the quiet space, the sound of her longsword and Nick’s dagger
wrestling could be heard. It gave me goosebumps, like the sound of
scratching on a blackboard.
What surprised me was that Nick didn’t retract the sword even
though Raviel showed such an angry expression. I also get scared
sometimes when Raviel gets angry. Has he lost his head? Nick, I
applaud your courage.
It was as quiet as a white frozen lake, but the cold dripped down.
Raviel, expressionless, moved her hand gently.
It was also the last warning before taking his life, and it was also a
handful of mercy asking him to step back.
“Zephyros-sama!”
Why did this happen all of a sudden? As I slowly looked back at the
situation, I realized. Oh, because of what I said? Was it that
important?
visor!
“Zephyros-sama….”
The prince seemed to care for Nick quite a bit. I could tell that just by
asking Raviel, who looked so vulgar, for a favor.
So, you have to attack while watching the opponent. stupid nick.
Because of you, the crown prince as high as the sky is begging.
A ring of mana floated around Nick’s neck. It was vicious, with the
momentum to squeeze its neck and drop it at any time. I recognized
that it was Raviel’s true death threat.
What he did to me in the tower was not even a threat. Should I thank
Nick for letting me know about this….
It’s not that nice to see someone’s neck fall in front of you. If I didn’t
intervene now, the tea time just before would be the last tea time of
Nick’s life.
It’s not that I’m some kind of Mother Teresa, and I’m not embracing
the person who tried to kill me. I am here today to find a way to
advance into a new time.
Oh, I don’t have time for this. am i going to die tomorrow? Are you
the 3rd prince or something?
“….”
“Continue with what you were talking about. huh? That’s not what’s
important right now.”
I wanted to hide Raviel’s real name from the prince and the others,
and I didn’t want to let anyone know that I was in such an informal
relationship with him.
Raviel kept flinching whenever I spoke, and eventually let out a deep
sigh and reaped the magic.
His expression was still cold, but I noticed that the corners of his
ears were stained red. It was a change that only those close to his
hair could see.
She had a big smile on her face, but she must have heard my
whispers.
Did you say that becoming a knight develops the five senses…. I
remember this now This was the information Rania gave during the
chat time last time.
Perhaps the prince was angry this time, he was looking at Nick with
cold reprimand eyes. It seemed like he deliberately beat Nick before
falling into Raviel’s grasp again.
He was on his knees on the floor, his hands bound. I could tell that
Rania’s knight conquest was lacking somewhere and that it was her
skill. Be fast too.
Nick closed his eyes once, then let out a choking sound. A tense
expression was evident.
“Majesty. Do you remember the report I made the day Lethe was
stolen a few weeks ago?”
“As you commanded that day, everyone in the slums where the thief
hid was shot. If you hide Lete from someone in the poor, it will heal
itself.”
“By the way?”
Anger welled up in the moment. What is that bastard’s lete, killing all
innocent people? So that day I died suddenly.
I was sick of the prince who gave the order, or Nick who carried it
out.
“When I killed the poor, I deliberately left the words out. ‘We are
looking for the person who stole the secret.’ I almost died, but I’m
alive, so I can talk about my misfortune.”
“….”
“But so far, not a single one has spoken. Not even common rumors
were circulating. That made tracking even slower.”
“Yes. Sorry. I also realized the loophole later and collected the
corpse. However, there was only one difference between the number
of the dead and the number of corpses. So I expected two things.
Either the cured poor did not speak, or the thief deliberately suffered
fatal injuries and pretended to be poor and then ran away.”
“The poor are poor even if they are healed and come back to life.
You can’t get out of the back alley overnight. But now the slums have
been empty since Your Highness’s orders. Then the latter possibility
increases. … How do you know that sentence, Uni? Unless it’s the
thief who took Lethe. Or would you say you lived in the slums?”
As if I wasn’t the only one who had this thought, Raviel’s expression
still showed no signs of loosening up. In addition, Rania’s face had
also turned bluish.
She was shooting frantically, ‘Just that?’ The prince was only
washing his face dry in this mess.
“… Nick. You know that there are many loopholes in your words.
Even if it were true, what you did is unacceptable.”
“I know. However, if it’s really Lethe’s thief, the wound will heal, if
not… I believed that Zephyros would save me. That’s why the
empire is desperate right now….”
“Gibberish.”
Raviel mercilessly cut off Nick’s words. His mood was mid-winter go
away. I was curious at this point. Does Nick have two lives?
That’s it, and I felt sorry for Nick, who stepped on mines every time
he spoke. It wasn’t some kind of living, breathing time bomb, and
Raviel kept saying annoying things.
“Yes.”
“If I say anything else, it will be too long, so I won’t. The reason I
know that sentence is that Zephyros knows. If I need it later, I’ll tell
His Highness the Crown Prince separately. So I’m not a Lethe thief,
nor am I a pauper. Are you okay?”
“….”
The silent prince had a confused expression, and Rania was trying
to hide her bursting laughter, as if she had never been in tears. I
thought this was enough.
So let’s turn the topic around for me. If it was Raviel I had seen so
far, I would of course think so.
“Thank you. Mr Zephyros. Nick, we’ll talk about the punishment for
this later.”
“… sorry.”
Nick had no choice but to agree to the prince’s hasty finish. But the
suspicious look in his eyes did not erase. I lightly let go of that gaze.
Their conversation soon took off on its original trajectory. It was what
I wanted. After talking about this and that for a while, they returned to
the original topic. About how to find what was taken away.
“It’s okay because the face is already familiar. And behind Noel is the
Duke of Valois. I wouldn’t have just hidden it.”
“You’re right. So I’m looking for someone who can solve the Duke’s
magic formula, but doesn’t have any connections… It’s not easy
because conditions are conditions. Maybe Zephyros….”
“No.”
It had been a long time since he had found calm again, as if he had
already hidden his anger from earlier. The way he spoke was
extremely businesslike.
“The tower mage doesn’t do things like this. You can’t even step
out.”
Raviel just watched the heated discussion between the three while
drinking tea. I was thinking hard as I listened to the conversation.
thoughts of tomorrow’s death.
The day I witnessed Raviel’s sadness for the first time and came
back to life, I was certain. ‘Death came as if to move to another place
and fulfill the next condition.’
So, my death last time meant that I should get out of the Mage
Tower.
At that time, I thought what the hell would I do after leaving the Mage
Tower? I also thought about what to do with the scroll.
But I listened to the Crown Prince and poked it in my head! It felt like
a fluorescent light was on.
It was this.
When I died, when I came back to life, when I was happy knowing
that I would not repeat myself in the Mage Tower, but when I
returned for the first time after paying the price with death. I felt that
strange certainty at that time again now.
I just laughed at this situation that appeared at the right time, like a
well-organized play.
What is at the end of the road that this strange certainty guides? Can
we escape repetition? The meaningless question was buried in my
heart again this time. I was just following the path someone had set
out for me.
“Excuse me.”
Even though it was a very small voice, everyone stopped talking and
looked at me. Colored eyes, each with a different emotion, focused
on me at once.
I looked at the most beautiful and most familiar eyes among them
and said. A smile hung on my lips.
“… Yes?”
“….”
Unexpectedly, Rania was the first to react. She seemed to respond
almost reflexively. It was clear enough to see her bewildered face,
who was always smiling.
Nick stopped in his kneeling position. It was because the prince held
a meeting without letting Nick go, perhaps because he was annoyed.
The prince was smiling brightly at my words, but I could see his eyes
clearly asking what he was up to. His name is Crown Prince, but is it
okay for his expression to be read like that? Or is it because it’s in
front of Raviel, so it’s all in plain view?
He really neatly ignored the prince’s words and asked me. Despite
the interruption in his words, the prince was sympathetic to Raviel’s
words, rather than showing a bad mood.
“Sounds funny.”
“….”
Rania, did you not laugh when there was no sound? You’re laughing
with your shoulder right now….
I knew a lot about Raviel as I had been with him for a long time. Of
course, even if it was fragmented time that kept repeating itself.
The Raviel I’ve seen so far was like that. A person who lives
according to a fixed framework. A person who is neither good nor
bad except for magic. So, who is the best fit for ‘Zephyros’?
I don’t know the details of the relationship between the Mage Tower
and the Empire. But I understand the concerns of the head of a
group—even at the state level. As he said before, if someone
belonging to the Mage Tower moves, a war could break out.
However, my position was only created by Raviel. If I took off the
clothes that didn’t fit me right now, the ‘Robe of Zephyrus’, I was a
commoner with nothing.
In fact, Raviel would know best. So even now, in the end, I can’t say
anything….
“Nick.”
huh?
“Yes!”
I couldn’t shake off the weak power and eventually arrived at a new
room. It was a close room across from the room with the prince.
“Yes.”
As soon as Nick left, golden mana drew a circle around him and me.
When I asked what this was about the sudden magic, it was a magic
that blocks sound. It’s Nebla’s house, so words could leak out.
Anyway, I was relieved to be able to speak comfortably. It was
because Raviel insisted that the two of them talk about it, so I could
guess what it was about.
“I won’t ask about Nick’s story. I think I know how you will answer.”
“Ugh. okay.”
Cancel what you just said. Raviel is not good because she is smart. I
felt it the other day, but as Danny pricked only the core, my heart
was pricked as well.
“I’m going in without being associated with the Tower of Dawn. just
as a commoner. You don’t need much of my help anyway. You’re
almost done with the magic you’ve been researching, right? You can
guess how you know. I’ll look at the other things slowly.”
“UNI.”
“Yes?”
“Just. what. After hearing the story, finding the right person is also
difficult. But I have the right conditions. Just finished your magic. Is it
worth it to come out of the magic tower soon?”
“What’s wrong?”
“I don’t know why you want to leave the tower all of a sudden. The
first time you showed me… I felt like I was going to sit in the magic
tower for the rest of my life.”
Raviel only had me, whom I had known for two months. I’m a little
closer this time than in the previous episode, but I still don’t know
what he meant by saying that to me right now. I just decided to look
around.
Even if I explained it in the first place, there was nothing he could do.
“You don’t have to say that. I’m not really a member of the Magic
Tower.”
“You…!”
The short snowball fight lasted for a few seconds and ended with
Raviel covering her face.
He put a straight finger on his eye and was motionless. Raviel’s face,
which covered her beautiful eyes, was terribly cold and familiar.
He soon let go of his emotions. In the tone that had become plain,
there was no agitation from before.
“Know.”
Death itself poses no threat to me. I don’t care if the prince drives me
to death. ‘Cause I’ll die tomorrow anyway It was better to die while
doing something in the imperial castle than to die doing nothing in
the Mage Tower.
You have to follow where the ‘Road’ leads you. Only then will you
escape repetition, and only then will you rest…. huh? What was it?
“What?”
“I promise to help.”
I moved like a broken wooden doll. Raviel looked back and had the
same expression as before. An expressionless face with no emotion.
“What are you talking about? It’s different from before. The top
shouldn’t get stuck….”
It felt like I was suffocating. you can’t do that You can’t break the
rules here.
don’t make exceptions Protect your role as the head of the tower.
Don’t pretend to be friendly with me. don’t pretend to care about me
to me….
don’t give me shit
You’ll even forget that you gave it to me. Because this time and the
time to come will eventually disappear. I will hold on to the owner’s
lost affection, embrace it, and remember it alone and then collapse.
“You….”
The reason why he cared about his dreams was simple. It was
because I couldn’t remember the dream at all.
It is clear that I ‘Dream’ every day, but when I woke up, it was empty
as if someone had erased that part with an eraser.
It felt like books were piled up one after another in a huge library
called memory. He used to pull out the right book whenever he
needed it.
The strangest of all was that she had no ‘Desire’. Even though
Zephyrus helped me this much, she didn’t want anything more.
I didn’t want a pile of gold coins, and I didn’t ask for a dazzling
mansion. She didn’t seem interested in pretty clothes or delicious
food.
Like she must be here. Like putting together empty puzzle pieces. It
was just quietly floating around the tower. Alone, not leaning on
anyone else.
When she cried while talking about her ‘Repeat’, Raviel was taken
aback. Tears flowed from his dark eyes without any warning, and he
was trapped.
She was crying without a sound or expression, but for the first time
Raviel felt like she was alive. Not just standing here as if flowing, but
living.
He somehow felt sorry for Yuni. I wondered what made her cry.
Still, she was shouting to Raviel that her actions, words, and tears
were not lies. As if you want to know please. But….
Raviel was the head of the Tower of Dawn. Even though they were
living together now, they couldn’t unconditionally trust the words of
someone who hadn’t been properly identified. The fate of the tower
is determined by his attitude.
So when she talked about the use of ‘Wings’, he was deliberately
more cold-hearted.
In order for a person who is not a wizard to use wings, he had to sign
a separate contract with Aello. If that’s not the case, Aello himself
gives ‘Authority’.
<L.>
<Listening.>
<No.>
<Why?>
Has ‘Aello’ ever said such an uncertain thing? Raviel searched for
her memory. and concluded El had never been like this since he
officially decided to follow him.
dream.
I had to talk to El about what the hell was going on. Raviel decided to
put her to sleep for now. Before she spits out an even bigger
bomb….
“Stop! Stop! Raviel! You bad boy! Don’t my words sound like
words?!”
Raviel was startled by the name she hadn’t heard since childhood.
Another person’s voice overlapped with her angry voice.
It was a very old memory. The memory of one day when the sunset
gradually turned purple and a slightly chilly wind blew. As always, it
was an insensitive tone.
「Raviel.」
“Lie.”
“Yes. It’s all lies. It’s all lies. don’t believe it! You can’t believe it! Why
don’t you just kill me?”
“If you ask me, don’t hide it. How common is it to have someone who
calls you by your first name?”
“Lie….”
“….”
Who is she? Where do you come from? How do you even know my
name? then… Is ‘Repetition’ true?
Raviel was just confused by the incredible situation where she was
in conflict with reason.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
It was the first time she was simply curious, not driven by the
necessity of Woody’s letter. Raviel could tell the subtle difference at
once. Because her attitude told me.
However, he couldn’t figure out why she was curious about Bliss.
Wasn’t she indifferent to everything except for being in the tower in
the first place?
what is bliss? why don’t you want to answer He is just the Crown
Prince of the Empire. To me, ‘Zephyrus’, even if I was the crown
prince, I was no different from other nobles.
Raviel stopped at the feeling of pulling me. Looking back, I could see
the eyes staring at me.
He thought that the darkness without a single light would consume
me.
She opened her mouth as her harmful beauty told her to. However,
Raviel’s questions were not yet over. why?
“Bliss is the most suitable person for an emperor. Maybe even more
than the current emperor. Why are you curious about this?”
“Just. Isn’t it natural to be curious about what people of high rank are
like? Other than that apparent reputation, what kind of person do you
see?”
Raviel felt like her mind was completely emptied by that pure and
straightforward question.
Who would lay the blame on the crown prince of the empire? He
laughed at her innocence, which had been out for the first time in a
very long time.
He was tired every day these days. The fact that ‘Dream’ is clear, but
when I woke up, it was empty as if someone had erased only that
part with an eraser.
In the dream he was in a very familiar place. It was the hallway of the
tower that I could see right after I left my room. An antique interior, a
magic lamp studded with eggs, and a soft carpet on the floor.
It’s not often, but it’s a mediocre interior of the tower that I sometimes
see.
However, the familiar place was a little different landscape. The half-
destroyed wall and the remains of the wall, the falling magic lamp,
the floor stained red for some reason, and the hug in my arms….
Raviel grabbed her head at the sudden tingling pain she felt. It has
always been like this.
The red paint, which must have been blood, was vivid in the chaos
as if someone had sprung up with magic, but just trying to remember
who the owner of the blood was, made my head hurt terribly.
As usual, Raviel raised her hand and wiped her eyes. Water dripped
out of nowhere. Who the hell is it in your arms, and is it so sad and
suffering?
From that day on, Raviel despaired in her dreams, cried, and was
left alone. Because of the person in your arms that no one knows.
So Raviel had a problem. Should I ask her about this dream or not?
There were many questions. Was it just an accidental name call that
became the key? Or is the dream he had been dreaming related to
her?
Raviel didn’t want to plunge her deeper into the pit with his unclear
questions.
He couldn’t figure out anything, but he thought that the last scene
might be vaguely related to her. It was like an intuition that had been
forged while working as ‘Zephyros’ for a long time.
But he couldn’t tell her whether this dream was good or bad.
Raviel rose from her seat rubbing her tired eyes today as well. I
couldn’t sleep properly for several days, and I felt like my whole body
was twitching.
Click.
When I opened the door again and entered, it was Rania who
greeted me. The prince and Nick were having an important
conversation, but I didn’t even pay attention.
I sat down across from them. Even if you go, you should listen
closely to what it is like.
The prince’s amber eyes looked directly at me. He put on his smiling
mask again, the various expressions from before disappearing. A
handsome man’s smiling face is nice, but he’s someone who doesn’t
know what’s in it, so it’s not quite as beautiful.
“Don’t call me that. In a little while, you will receive orders from Your
Highness.”
“….”
What are consumables? I know that what Raviel told me was a lie.
These were people who wouldn’t listen if I took off my robe and told
them I wasn’t a guest. Unless Raviel directly denies it.
Rather than being happy with that absolute power, a sigh came out.
how did it happen
“… It will come soon. Rather, explain the work in detail. I can’t go into
the Third Prince’s side without knowing anything.”
Eyes resembling the sun shone brightly. It wasn’t bright sunlight, but
more like intense heat that burned my throat. It is dangerous that it
will melt away if you approach it unknowingly.
“Do you know the history of the founding of the Elysion Empire?”
“No. at all.”
“It’s okay.”
“Thank you. Since you don’t know at all, I will explain based on that.”
“Yes.”
I thought the prince’s guess was valid. No matter how much time I
spent in the lyceum, I had never seen anyone who looked like me.
The prince said that and drank tea. Of course I couldn’t understand
what he was saying as if I knew. How do I know if there were many
wizards a few hundred years ago? Do you really think that you can
receive education at the Tower?
“Eos?”
“Ah….”
“….”
But a few days ago I found out that it doesn’t work anymore. Now I
can’t solve the magic ceremony with my own power. I was aware of
this from the first time I heard the story.
But I had to go to the imperial castle. This was the path my intuition
led me to. Once you have been there, you just need to know how to
survive tomorrow. Then there will be another answer there.
Even if they kill me for not doing things right, it would be a few days
later. It’s best not to die, but even if you die, it’s not a loss.
“You should know that wizards with equal control power fight with
magic.”
Since he is a wizard, he will fight with magic. I don’t know the details.
It’s a big deal. I don’t know if I’ll get caught in a little while.
I quietly blinked. I know how the empire was built. It feels like
listening to an interesting old fairy tale.
But why are you suddenly telling me this? I asked you to explain the
3rd prince’s work. What am I doing when I hear the history of the
founding of the empire? I pondered whether I should say this or not.
“Yes.”
“As I said before, Eos and Elysion were friends. However, their
personalities were very different. Because of Eos’ free-spirited
nature, he refused to join the Empire despite the emperor’s request.
However, as a friend, he built the Tower of Dawn, signed a treaty,
and left after giving gifts. That gift is Lethe.”
I thought Eos was very nice. If I had that kind of strength, I would
have just walked away. How can you do so much for a friend?
Fight wars, build towers, and give gifts. this… Isn’t that a hogu?
After saying this far, the prince paused. At the sudden interruption of
my voice, I turned my gaze from somewhere on the table to look at
him. At that moment, goose bumps ran down my spine.
“Ah… Apparently, Noel, the Duke of Valois, and the Tower Wizard
named Woody also know, so a total of nine… I won’t. I don’t know
how far my cute little brother went. haha.”
The prince was smiling as before, but there were all sorts of things in
that smile. Annoyance, annoyance, disgust, reprimand, pathetic…
And live.
I was more afraid of the fact that I could read his emotions. If that
smile had been directed at me, I would not have been able to move.
If that’s the case, I wanted to tell her not to laugh and to be serious.
The prince had not yet managed to cover his face with negative
emotions. I could roughly outline what had happened to the endings
of words that ended in the past tense.
“Isn’t that too lax? Any member of the royal family should be able to
try it.”
I was easily taken aback by his words. If you don’t have mana
control, you can’t solve the magic formula. It was the most basic
logic.
“It’s tough.”
“….”
Click.
At that moment, the sound of the door opening drew the eyes of the
four people to one place. As everyone expected, he was Raviel.
Raviel sat down next to me after a short answer. The soft weight of
the body tilted slightly to the side. I adjusted my posture and
exchanged gazes with the prince again. Come on, tell me the next
story.
“All right.”
Why was Raviel’s tone so hard? I paused at the thought that came to
my mind. Why do I care how he talks?
“I will tell you next. I made one mistake. They thought of Noel as the
‘Prince of the Empire’.”
“The history of the empire is long. In the meantime, it is not that the
royal family other than those who have received permission have
never learned the truth about Lethe. Geniuses or geeks can come
from any generation. But historically, everyone who learned the truth
kept silent about Lethe. The reason is simple. Whatever self-interest
they have, it’s something they can enjoy while the Empire is alive
and well. Lethe is not just a magic tool that preserves magic. Even if
you touch it, there will be a downfall at the end, but no gain. They
were well aware of that.”
In any group, the desire of the ruling class boils down to one thing.
‘May this prosperity last forever.’
I thought the prince’s words indicated this. In the modern age where
I lived, or in this empire, in the end, it is to be shared among those
who have it.
It would have been a little different if the people who learned the
truth had been ‘Nobles’, but they were the ‘Royal family’. imperial
roots. They were the ones that could have value only when the
empire existed.
But what if the third prince shared the contents of The Book of Roses
with the Duke of Valois?
The prince bit his chin and spat out as if chewing. Every word he
emphasized was permeated with bitter anger. I could see that was
obvious irony.
“Lethe was stolen. You must have heard what Zephyros said earlier.”
“About Nebla.”
There are just information guilds, and there are a lot of things like
that, so why is it necessary to disguise yourself as an assassination
guild? Calling it an assassination guild seemed to indicate the cruelty
of the imperial family. For me, who was just an ordinary person both
in the original world and in this world, this fact made me very
uncomfortable.
The prince paused for a moment, as if his face had become stained
without even realizing it. I could feel Rania watching me anxiously
beside him.
“Funny, Nebla didn’t notice for a week after Lette was stolen. It’s
because of the fake Lete that someone made up.”
“Nick was on a personal mission that I had given him at the time of
the incident. As soon as he returned from work, he noticed the
anomaly, and when he used the tracking magic, he found that it was
cut off in the slums.”
So you killed them all? Even if the crown prince becomes a saint, he
will not become a saint. Although it was a virtue that the emperor did
not need in the first place. Personally, I hated Bliss a lot.
“After that, it’s just as you heard. We continued to pursue it, but the
magic didn’t work to see if it interfered with it. Time continued to
pass, and eventually I came across the ‘Letter’ on the day I called
Zephyros to ask for help. Until then, I had all the possibilities in mind.
In fact, you probably didn’t want to believe that you were from the
royal family. I hope you’re sober… no…. In any case, the Duke of
Valois with purple mana is the only one in the royal family. This is my
brother, Noel. Then it becomes obvious what happened to Lethe.”
I’m not sure about the 3rd prince’s actions. If you were born with a
golden umbilical cord, you would live happily ever after. What is the
reason for causing a stir? Am I too common-minded to not
understand?
“The contents of the letter make it even clearer. Noel must have
already finished colluding with the outside world. I made up a story
that wasn’t the same, but there is one important thing. ‘Thorn’. There
is only one place on the entire continent that uses the pattern of
thorns. The royal family of Nasser Kingdom. It is one of the old
enemies of the Elysion Empire.”
I was surprised that this could come out of that bookish letter.
Decryption, what is it? It seems to me that you are happy to find a
book that suits your taste. So, is it a story that Raviel and the crown
prince guessed everything as soon as they saw the contents? Am I
the only one fooled again?
It’s true that I’m the only one who is stupid. Suddenly, I didn’t want to
go to the imperial castle. Because there are only people like the
prince there. but i can’t go I got a little sad.
“Now that it’s certain that Noel stole it, we can’t ask for help from
Zephyrus anymore. Because it is treated as a civil war within the
Huang family according to the treaty. However, Zephyros broke
Lethe’s defense magic once with good intentions, and then went into
the imperial castle while tracking it and hid it again.”
The prince also said the same thing. Smart kids seem to think the
same way.
Listening to all the stories, it feels like the scale has grown
enormously. Will I be able to survive being swept away by these
waves? No, before that, you can die by ‘Repeat’.
“Then what I’m going to do is… Are you looking for Lethe? Going to
the side of the third prince?”
“That is the ultimate goal, but…. You can also find evidence of
communication with the enemy country. When a cause is given, it is
easy to deal with.”
“Your Highness said earlier that ‘Civil wars that usurp the crown
prince are not uncommon’.”
“Yes.”
“Then, His Highness, the 3rd prince, can do whatever it takes to fight
a civil war. Why are you stealing Lethe, which is fatal to the empire?
And that’s in cooperation with the ‘Nobles’…. I don’t understand.”
“… Yes?”
what? love? Why is that buzzy word coming up here? It was Rania
who responded to the outrageous words.
“Uni. There is a reason why His Highness the Crown Prince keeps
calling His Highness the 3rd Prince a ‘Cute younger brother’. It’s
because I’m in love and I’m losing my mind.”
“It’s a joke, but it’s real. I realized it after listening to it, but the Duke
of Valois must be at the center of all this. maybe… His Highness, the
3rd prince, may not think so.”
“Then you must have heard this too. ‘A lion blinded by love’.”
Hearing the prince’s words, I naturally remembered what Raviel had
recited in the past.
“Ah….”
I didn’t want to imagine what the hell happened in the section where
the prince was steaming.
“Of course, I think that was also an order from the Duke of Valois.”
“Yes? why?”
And I was surprised twice to say it casually. Maybe that’s why your
second nickname is ‘Luck Luck’?
“Uni. I was next to ‘That day’. Do you know what the Duke of Valois
said?”
“Rania. Shut that mouth.”
“‘Majesty. Your Highness is too clever. I like dumb men. I will refuse.’
I almost died laughing that day. The Duke of Valois is not normal
either. Yes? Fuhahaha!”
I wanted to laugh with Rania as she held her stomach and turned
over. If it wasn’t for the prince who was serious and angry, he would
have done that.
“If you don’t have any more questions, I’ll move on to what Uni-sama
will do for you.”
“Yes.”
“I’m sorry, Uni, but… It looks like you will be entering the castle as a
maid.”
“Yes….”
“I will tell you all the places that have to do with Noel, so you can
look over them while working as a maid. It is shrouded in magic and
will never be seen with the naked eye. If you continue to control
mana, you will get tired, so we will support a magic detection ring
separately. Report every week….”
Afterwards, the prince eagerly explained. It was pretty systematic for
suddenly applying. They probably prepared a manual for this kind of
thing in advance. I pretended to listen intently, listening with one ear
and letting it out with the other.
Crown Prince, I’m sorry, but I’ll think hard about it after midnight
tomorrow. He would have died anyway, but it would be a bit unfair if
he kept memorizing it.
“… Then you need to decide when to enter. When would you like?
You have to decide within at least one month.”
“Yes. of course….”
“UNI.”
I wanted to hear the confirmation from the prince and go. It really,
really hurts to die in the Mage Tower…. I would rather die from a
sword on the road than die there again.
“Nick, it’s okay. I’m going to tear off the protective clothing and leave.
Don’t worry, I’ll put it back on.”
“… All right.”
I don’t know what the two of them are talking about, but I do know
that Raviel is reckless. I don’t know why the hell he’s doing this. Why
did it suddenly become a runaway locomotive?
“This….”
Looking at the golden mana swirling in a familiar shape, I could feel
the anger rising as well. So… this now… Teleporting without my
will…?
I couldn’t help but close my eyes as I felt my body being sucked in.
“You….”
An annoyed cry passed between us. The silence was long. Raviel
looked at the hand I dropped. The gaze that groped for the shaken
hand seemed somehow cloudy.
“UNI. Sorry.”
Not even half a day had passed since he said he didn’t need help,
but he ignored me.
“….”
“….”
“I! Hwangseong! have to go! word! You did!”
“….”
“Say something! Don’t just bring it in and leave it and make people
go crazy!”
As she spoke, Chimi finally spat out the blade in her mouth in
annoyance.
“UNI.”
“I know I just did the unforgivable. I understand why you are angry.
But… If you don’t do this, you will run away again. I just realized
that.”
“….”
you…. you are my second lucky He’s blunt, but surprisingly kind. He
gets annoyed when asked, but he never listens. He’s cold towards
others, but he knows how to be considerate while keeping the line.
“Right. You are a means for me to come to the Magic Tower, nothing
more and nothing less.”
“….”
“It’s okay?”
“….”
“If possible, contact the prince as soon as possible. It’s not over
tonight, so please send it to the castle tomorrow morning. You
brought it on your own, so you have to do this much. I’m in my room
now… Ah, Rob. I’ll take off the robe now. Can I leave it on the sofa?”
I easily took off the robe I was used to. As soon as I left my body, I
straightened the robe, which had grown in an instant, in several
layers.
When I left the robe on the sofa and went to the room, I saw Raviel
standing there blankly. Why are you standing around like that?
please contact me soon
But I didn’t want to talk to him any more. I stared at him for a few
seconds and then turned my back. At that time, a low tone that was
not different from earlier called me.
“UNI.”
“As you said, I will contact Bliss. I promise to send you from the
tower before noon tomorrow.”
“….”
“Why me….”
“UNI.”
“Egg… okay….”
As he led me, I returned and sat on the sofa. Raviel also sat down
next to me. He hadn’t let go yet, so I could see our connected hands.
Are you afraid I’ll run away? escape…. It’s a very funny word. Where
can I go inside the magic tower?
“UNI.”
“Uh.”
dream? It’s a dream. I am obsessed with this out of the blue topic. Is
the only thing you want to hold on to and talk about is a dream?
“….”
“There is only one thing I remember. For some reason, the corridors
of the tower are half broken, and the floor is full of blood. And… I am
crying.”
“….”
“….”
“I thought a lot about whether or not to tell this story. you… You look
tough these days.”
I let out a shaky breath. I gasped lightly and inhaled before realizing
that I had stopped breathing.
Did I look tough? which part? I acted the same every day except
counting the D-day of my death. By the way, Raviel. Why do you
always….
Against my will, I felt my hands tremble. I tried to stop in
embarrassment, but I couldn’t stop. With continued trembling, Raviel
looked down at my hand.
“….”
Will Raviel be able to take that fragment with her next time? I don’t
know this either. Whether the next Raviel will also dream is
something I have to die to know.
So, the last question. Do I need to rely on Raviel, who has ‘Only’
fragments? The answer is….
“No.”
“Lie.”
“I see now that you rather make eye contact when you lie. I was
almost fooled. I wouldn’t have known if it wasn’t for my hands
shaking like this.”
Still, I had to lie. What if you go back to the beginning in the next
episode and Raviel loses the fragment?
How should I endure the emptiness that will come then? If the buds
that have barely bloomed are trampled on, will I be able to rise
again?
“UNI.”
“….”
I’m in front of you, why do you keep telling me not to run away?
Raviel, Raviel…. what do you know What can you do for me with
that brief moment of time that you only created in your dreams? After
all, you’re just a part of my iteration.
“UNI.”
I….
“Answer me.”
“You….”
It was the end of dawn when the sun had not yet risen. I sat by the
window and watched the bluish sky gradually turn red. The colors
that peeked through the fog were beautiful.
Except for the fact that I had to go to the imperial castle, it was a
good morning.
“UNI.”
“Yes? what?”
In his hand was a small box the size of his palm. The box was
wrapped in purple velvet and looked luxurious. I think I’ve seen it a
lot somewhere.
I took the box from his hand without answering. When I opened the
lid, there was a necklace with a dark blue jewel in the shape of a
drop of water.
The very necklace I used as a token the other day. Somehow, the
box seemed familiar.
It’s a bit funny, but at that moment, Raviel gave me this necklace
every time I did something wrong, so I had a wild idea that I might
get angry next time.
But I don’t think I’ve thought of this before? I was also attached to
this necklace. in many ways.
“Also. There is a way to know everything. Now, Raviel. You fill it up.”
“UNI.”
“What?”
I turned back to him at the absurd remark and saw a necklace that
hadn’t been taken out of the box yet. The necklace, which was lying
neatly on a box-like purple velvet cushion, looked rather bleak.
“No, the person who gave it to me is in front of me, why? Are you
saying I’m alone? Why?”
“Yeah….”
“Is that so?”
“….”
“….”
“Raviel?”
What? People wonder why don’t you talk? That’s a really bad habit. I
said to myself and looked at the window again.
I lowered my hand that was holding my hair down and pulled the
necklace down slightly, feeling it catch on my neck. It felt good to feel
the water droplets in my hand.
“….”
“Pretty.”
“I?”
“That is impossible. The moment you get out of the necklace, mana
goes out of control. The magic formula can be solved because the
necklace’s mana goes into the control of the mana that embodies the
formula.”
“Wow!”
What Raviel lifted into the air was a simple magic ceremony. Dark
golden mana swayed with rules. I roughly solved it with my eyes and
quickly guessed the answer.
“That is correct.”
Raviel said in the midst of the space filled with light and butterflies.
His smile with his mouth drooping slightly was embedded in his
goodness. His eyes were now embracing the summer sea. Cool,
refreshing summer sea.
***
It was the golden castle at noon when the sun was shining.
I was standing in line with a group of people. These were the maids
recruited from the imperial castle this time. All of them were listening
to the explanation of the person in front of them with their eyes
down.
Seeing that her white hair, as if snow had fallen, was pulled up in a
ponytail, I could roughly guess her personality. The green eyes, like
in a forest after rain, were impressive.
Glory is bullshit.
“… From now on, I will guide you through the rules of the castle. You
have to strictly follow the rules so that you don’t become a nuisance
to everyone who comes and goes. First, if you encounter a member
of the imperial family while on duty, stop everything you are doing
and prostrate yourself. You don’t deserve to see the face of the
imperial family. After all the attendants following the imperial family
have passed, raise your head if you can’t hear footsteps. Second,
when facing an aristocrat other than the imperial family, they stop
what they are doing in the same way. In this case, lower your head
deeply and avoid eye contact. If you don’t keep it, the imperial castle
is not responsible for your safety. Third, the duties in charge are
rotated every 7 days. When you change your job, do not have trivial
thoughts that you are going to do it lightly as it evaluates the sincerity
of your previous job. Fourth, meals are served at 7:00 a.m. and
12:00 noon when the sun is long. ….”
There were too many rules and too many dirty ones. After all, a maid
would do miscellaneous tasks such as washing, cleaning, and
preparing meals, so why should the rules be so strict? I was
someone who listened to the prince’s explanation with one ear and
let it go with the other. I couldn’t just focus on these things.
With the words of the maid who started talking about the ninth rule
as background music, I recalled a few hours ago.
“Yes.”
“Hello.”
The prince said that and introduced the two people next to him. They
said their names were Rose and Marie. It doesn’t look like a relative
at all, but when I asked why the name was like this, it was ‘The
children of Nebla’.
The prince explained the movement and schedule of the third prince
and said that they would enter the castle with me. They say they put
it together to protect me, but I didn’t listen to that straight away.
“This is the magic detection ring I mentioned. The center jewel will
glow if there is an enchantment close by. It would be better to wear it
so that the jewelry is inside the palm of your hand to stand out.”
What the prince presented was a simple ring. There was no special
workmanship, and a thin gold ring was studded with small red
jewels.
“It’s okay here, so it’s okay. By the way, can the maid wear the ring?”
“Yes.”
I thought while listening to the prince. If he’s still alive after midnight
today, I’ll really look for him. But not today. I’m in a bit of a bad mood.
I feel like my body is sagging.
If I hadn’t gone back in time, I would have been able to rejoice to the
fullest. Oh, then there’s no reason for me to be here.
“Yes. why?”
“If you wear a maid’s uniform, you’ll be covered anyway, but you
have to be careful with the people who share the dormitory. Even
Yuni knows….”
“Yes….”
I caught the prince’s regretful gaze. Is this trying to eat Raviel’s labor
raw?
“Miss Yuni, putting two magic formulas into one jewel is a very
difficult task for a normal wizard. It may be easy for the two of you,
but we put a lot of effort into this. This much overnight….”
“Sorry.”
The prince didn’t even flinch and just said what he had to say again.
You have to be so shameless to become the crown prince.
“Temporarily granted.”
“Thank you for the favor. Uni. We ask for your understanding.”
“Yes.”
For the first time in those short words, Raviel didn’t seem like a
friend to me, but rather a mage lord. Is it because of his tone? Or
was it because the prince was too polite? Anyway, Raviel looked a
little different.
“Rosemary. Guide Uni to the designated place. When you arrive, the
carriage to the imperial castle will be waiting, so mix with the other
maid applicants and enter.”
“I will take your order.”
“Yes.”
Rose and Marie, who had been standing like shadows all along,
answered. I realized then that they weren’t saying a single word.
They approached me and silently stood next to me.
Rather than that, I’d rather talk to Rania, who isn’t here.
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
I was about to leave the mansion when Raviel called and stopped
me. After shouting at him in front of the prince’s party the other day, I
decided to quit the clumsy engineering school. What he said was
unexpected.
“Yes… Is it okay?”
“It means that you are coming after tearing the Imperial Palace’s
ceremony….”
“Yes.”
“Bliss. noisy.”
“… All right.”
I silently watched as the prince wailed and curled his tail. From what
I heard, it seemed that Raviel was planning on going to and from the
imperial castle illegally.
You don’t have to? i don’t know when i will die When I looked at
Raviel with those eyes, he suddenly spat out.
I did not feel the need to restrain his actions. It’s because I’ve never
seen a person who takes care of herself as well as Raviel. you will
do well
The first wagon ride was very poor. It is normal for the seat to
constantly shake and hit the hips and thighs, and it was very
unpleasant to ride together with several people.
***
“This is Amy!”
“… This is Yoonhee.”
“Amy, Sophie, and Yuni, the three of you are a group. We will share
accommodation and all work, so get to know each other’s faces and
names. In the case of breaking the rules or neglecting work, the
same group is held accountable together. Your lodging is the far right
room on the 3rd floor of the red building behind me. Your group’s
work this week is cleaning the gallery. There are many valuables, so
be extra careful. There will be a parchment in the accommodation for
details. Be sure to understand all That’s it. Go to your
accommodation. next. you, you, your name….”
The day I died in the Mage’s Tower, that is, the day I died in a
mysterious explosion in my room, I couldn’t remember the exact time
of death. What is certain is that he died after eating dinner and going
to my room….
Then it’s probably between 7 and 8. I had just stood in front of the
building for quite some time, so I had about six hours left until I died.
I couldn’t be sure if the conditions were met just by leaving the mage
tower and entering the imperial castle. I want to avoid dying while
doing nothing, but the problem is that I just don’t know what to do.
“There….”
“….”
“Yes?”
I couldn’t tell if this was Amy or Sophie. Would you mind if I ask your
name again?
“It’s Sophie.”
Only then did I know that I had arrived at the inn. When I moved my
gaze behind Sophie, I saw three beds, three side tables, and a small
closet in a small room.
The wardrobe door could be seen clearly as to who had left it open.
Six maid outfits, nothing special. It’s really a maid’s quarters, no
matter who sees it.
“Ouch! What is that ticklish tone? Let’s take it easy! They all look like
the same age!”
“You should say ‘Yes!’ not ‘Maybe?’ Sophie, Uni, nice to meet you! I
want to use the bed in the middle! That way I can talk to both of you!”
“Uh… yes….”
After we decided on our own beds, we sat or lay on them and read
the instructions. On the parchment, all the rules Agatha explained
earlier, the map of the imperial castle, and forbidden areas were
written on it.
In the evening, Amy and Sophie said they were hungry and went to
eat. I said that I would skip meals today because I would feel sick if I
ate. I ate a lot of lunch to them who were worried and said that.
When night fell, the imperial castle became quiet. All the magic lights
were turned off, and there was nothing to see in front of me.
Suddenly, footsteps echoed in the hallway. He seemed to be a knight
in charge of the castle’s security.
It was already past the time to die, but I couldn’t fall asleep. I still
can’t forget the first time I went back to sleep after stupidly not
knowing anything.
I was wary of sleep. I stayed up all night with my eyes open. At some
point, sunlight penetrated through a small window. It was morning.
I sighed at the belated fatigue. Unlike the Magic Tower, you cannot
rest here. Somehow, I felt like I could see my future.
“Yes….”
When the sun rose, there was a commotion outside the door. It
seemed like everyone was waking up in the room I was in.
The three of us went out to eat together. Breakfast was pretty good,
even for a new maid at the very end. Freshly baked bread, fried
eggs, stir-fried beans, and a bit of watery soup. I felt like I would be
treated as a member of the royal family.
Sophie and Amy made a fuss and liked it. It was bright to see them
chatting and enjoying their food. Of course, I, who had a luxurious
meal every day with Raviel, just ate it with a mindset of snacking. I
will go around eating something.
After the meal, we had a little free time. It’s time to get ready for
work…. I was able to sit still in the room because of Amy, who was
very active and motivated. Even though she didn’t say anything, it
was after I had already finished preparing for work.
He had a very kind heart. Amy just seemed like a kid who was happy
to live. I was envious of the untainted joy she had.
It wasn’t that she didn’t understand her surprise. Because I was also
cursing hard inside. The gallery… It was great. It was really, really,
really great.
I couldn’t see the other side properly from where I was standing now.
The large space was filled with statues, paintings, and
commemorative weapons.
When I heard the word gallery, I was thinking of a small art museum.
Because I didn’t look at the map properly yesterday. Suddenly, the
desire to kill the prince rose. Should I ask Raviel to kill me?
“Sophie! You made it easy for me to talk. I read it too, but I didn’t
expect it to be like this. Can we clean this all up in a week?”
“Ah… yes! are you okay. Because it was a place where I was
constantly sweeping and polishing. It won’t be that dirty. We just
need to keep it. Amy, Uni. Which one would you like?”
My role was to remove and polish the statues and weapons. It was
not because I was in charge of managing artifacts to appreciate art
works, but because I could do this job alone.
Still, thinking of Amy’s sincerity, I did the minimum work. I felt a little
sorry if those two were punished because of me.
I was very tired because I was just lying around in the mage tower
every day and trying to work with my body. This makes my part-time
job career ridiculous. Has your body become accustomed to being
comfortable for a while?
Oh, it’s not because of labor, it’s because I stayed up all night. Head
rotation is slow. It was very tiring to walk around with a heavy body.
But what I saw was not the black skirt of the maid’s uniform, but a
white cloak.
I put down what I was holding in my hand and bowed my head. I was
glad I read the instructions even this morning. I didn’t have time to
read all of them, so I only read the rules in a hurry, but I didn’t know I
would be able to use them this quickly.
As I waited for it to pass with my eyes fixed on the ground, I felt the
same white cloak approaching me. Oh, I will go quickly. Why are you
coming? go a little bit
“That’s right.”
“It was too late to set an example. If it was another noble, his head
would have been blown off already.”
“… sorry.”
To be honest, I’m not sorry at all. Be polite to know who it is. It’s not
that I have eyes behind anything. star… I’m really dumbfounded….
“It’s a sacred place full of old relics, so I’ll go over it just this once.
Next time I’ll hit you in the neck. Be mindful.”
I hit his back hard on my head. I was so shocked that I didn’t want to
forget who it was. What did I do to slit my throat? Because I really
have no luck….
I felt dirty to see other nobles after only seeing Crown Prince Rania,
who was kind to me. It reminded me of death in the old lyceum.
‘Excuse me. I’ll pass.’ The nobleman who killed me for saying that
word. All nobles are disgusting. The feeling of rejection that had
faded filled me again.
It was the same after returning from lunch. Maybe it was the effect of
staying up all night, but as time went on, I felt like my body was
sluggish.
As the sun was setting, Amy came to pick me up. My work hours
were over, but he dragged me around saying that I was working too
hard.
I didn’t bother to say that I forgot the concept of time because I was
sleeping and cleaning. It seems to go away with every step I take. It
felt like this place had become a sandy beach rather than an imperial
castle.
The area I looked around today was less than one-fifth of the gallery.
I was worried if I would be able to look around the vast gallery with
no end in sight. I let out a deep sigh.
***
The roads were packed with cars. The car was in place for 30
minutes. He repeated the words he had spoken several times
before.
“Ah, yes, lady. Can’t you see the road is blocked? I will go only when
the road is clear.”
have to get out of here you have to run fast go, go quickly….
I couldn’t wait for the taxi driver to pick up my change. After shouting
that I was done, I got out of the taxi.
I could see cars full of cars in front of and behind me. I passed the
cars that were almost stationary and climbed onto the sidewalk. It
was midsummer when the sun was hot.
I didn’t pay attention to the sweat running down my back and ran like
crazy. It didn’t matter that I was just sweating right now. go quickly…
had to see
“Ugh… Ugh….”
“Oh! Yoon-hee, look at your sweat. I just finished first aid. I’m still in
the middle of the checkup, so a little later….”
I couldn’t hear the nurse’s words to the end. I nodded to her and ran
up the stairs again. The hospital elevator was for patients only, so it
was too slow.
“Don’t talk. I only feel sorry for those who care for nothing.”
“Hey, are you talking like that? It’s not that I don’t understand how
you feel, but no matter how….”
The door to the hospital room was not even closed. A group of
medical staff were walking back and forth, observing the progress.
“… Huh!”
I had a dream. It was the first time since I came to this world.
Originally dreamed of the world.
I was more surprised by the fact that I slept than by the content of
the dream. After coming back from dinner, I was so tired that I
thought I would lie down in bed for a while, so I must have fallen
asleep.
I hadn’t slept except for this black, fainting sleep. I woke up after
sleeping for almost four hours. This could last for two days.
As time passed, I looked around almost all the galleries. There was
no work left for me now except for the landscape painting area. In
the meantime, I’ve been diligently looking for hidden magic formulas,
but I’m speechless.
I didn’t know if finding Lethe was the way to escape the repetition.
For now, that was the only thing to do in the imperial castle, so he
was doing it. If I can’t find it by tomorrow, the place of work will
change, so the timing wasn’t too bad.
“Yunii!”
“UNI!”
On the morning of the 6th day after coming to the imperial castle,
Rose and Marie came to visit me during mealtime. While eating the
soup, I saw Rose and Marie, startled and gasped.
They have a very different attitude from the last time I saw them.
What did you see? Am I misremembering the faces of Rose and
Marie?
“Uh… yes… ji? well you too… How have you been?”
“Then!”
“Yes! The first charge was easy! I was cleaning the banquet hall, but
there….”
I didn’t know what the hell was going on right now, so I blurted out.
“I was worried because I didn’t see the barrel during breakfast time!
hi!”
Rose and Marie grabbed my hands one by one and shook them
passionately. I realized that they were going back and forth as they
swayed.
That the two of them had put something into my hands that were
now holding each other.
Only then did I know their purpose. You had something to say to me.
I did a play that didn’t even bother to hide it from the people around
me.
“Yes.”
“Yes… right….”
I replied, putting the scraps of parchment that Rose and Marie had
given me into the pocket of my skirt. It was fortunate that it was a
maid’s uniform. It would have been difficult to deal with because the
skirt had no pockets.
We went back to the dorm and got ready for work. While Amy and
Sophie were busy, I turned to the wall to check the note. I was
fortunate that my bed was on the far right.
what is this sound? Do they think I’m that ‘Neblar’ too? If you throw it
out like this, how are you supposed to find out?
I was hit in the head by a bigger question mark than before. What on
earth were you thinking to say such a riddle….
“Let’s go.”
“… Why?”
It was only then that I raised my eyes at the words that seemed to
contain important content unlike usual. Several footsteps were heard
behind Amy’s voice.
As Amy cut off her words and prostrated herself on the floor, I saw
people filling her field of vision.
And as soon as I saw the radiant blonde, I hurriedly knelt down and
bowed my head. If it was a little late, our eyes would have met.
apart. apart.
Silence raged. I couldn’t even hear the breath. I already knew the
answer to the question.
It was clear that they heard Amy’s voice trying to tell me the truth. So
I couldn’t open my mouth.
“The crime of disobeying orders has been added. I ask again. Who
was it that was just chattering? If you do not answer again, I will
behead you both.”
Even if I repeat, I come alive. So it’s okay to die here instead. But is
this a new time? It means that Raviel has fragments of memories.
just in case.
But Amy ran for me. If it hadn’t been for her, I would have been
decapitated already because I couldn’t prostrate myself. But if I die,
Amy will come back to life anyway. would it be okay?
Finding clues to live a new time is the first thing. So what if we get
out of loop this time? Do you think you’ll get out of repetition? It’s
funny. So, does it matter if Amy dies?
“I….”
sereung.
“Hick…! I know my sins! black, black…. You can even cut your
tongue! sorry! Kkeuk, kkeuk…. As long as you save me, I will serve
the Hwangseong for the rest of my life! Sin, sin, sorry….”
Took.
There was the sound of something falling. The crying cries ceased. It
feels like bugs are crawling all over your body. I feel like throwing up.
“Lord Balkan! Kill your temper. There are many clean ways. Did you
forget that this is a gallery?”
“All right. it’s okay. I can’t use that landscape painting anymore. I
cherished it. Tsk. discard it. Oh, and that too.”
“….”
“Do you know how many ‘You’ are here right now?”
“… Yes, yes.”
“Finish this place. I’ll come back to check again tomorrow. If even the
slightest trace remains, I will hold you accountable.”
Footsteps rang in my ears again. It was only after a very long time
had passed that the sound stopped. I looked up. In the place where
Amy had been, only traces of amplification remained.
The reason the bloodstains weren’t thick is that the attendants who
were following them had roughly treated them first. It’s a testament
to how familiar this is. I was stunned and just stared at the blurry
marks.
Amy died because of me. Even the body is gone. couldn’t see the
end i should have died
“UNI. are you okay. don’t say more Can you stand up?”
As Sophie said, her eyes were full of water droplets. I bit my lips
tightly trying not to show off. I didn’t even shed a tear at that sight.
It was the last moment to wipe the drops of blood on the frame of the
landscape painting of the meadow. The ring sparkled.
‘Why?’
This landscape painting was something I had already finished
checking. I remembered it even more clearly because it was not a
few days ago, but today. In a good mood, I checked the ring once
again.
Right now, Sophie was right beside her, tidying up. I couldn’t confirm
the magic formula here. But I couldn’t come back to the gallery
again. Office hours were already over.
Gallery cleaning was the last day today. Outside of business hours,
maids are not allowed entry.
Once I put the frame down. I had to find a way. Because this won’t
go anywhere.
***
It wasn’t the first time I’d seen someone die. In the slum life, there
were many deaths every day. It was a space where death coexisted.
So death itself did not frighten me.
But I was shocked by Amy’s death. I know why. Because she died
‘Because of me’. A heavy burden of guilt weighed on me.
He reached into his clothes and pulled out a note. Sophie acted
cautiously so that the rustling sound would wake Sophie. I went to
the window and shone the note in the moonlight. Looking at it again,
I don’t know what it means.
If you’re going to leave a note like this, call me and give it to me. Or
at least tell me how to interpret it. I don’t know who ordered it, but I
thought it made people really stupid.
I sat in front of the window and stared at the note. I thought of Amy. I
interpreted the meaning of the note again. Amy’s face came to mind.
He raised both hands and covered his face. It felt like rough skin. I
felt tired.
“… Raviel.”
“What is it?”
“Ah….”
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
“… no.”
Raviel, who was asking sharp questions even in this dark room, was
amazing. I wouldn’t even be able to see my face properly. how do
you know how to say
“… yes?”
“You said your voice was weak. Similar to a few days ago. Are you
okay?”
“… What happened?”
“….”
I told Raviel that the reason for the repetition was because I died, but
I didn’t say ‘When’ or ‘How’ I would die.
The reason was nothing. I didn’t want to burden him with the same
agony as mine.
It was another matter that I had chosen him as a friend. Not even a
ghost. Because I don’t have to force myself to go there just because
I’m in pain.
“Yuni, come to think of it, what have you been doing without sleeping
until now? I thought you were sleeping.”
“Ah… i have this…. huh? Did you try to come in while I was
sleeping?”
I was startled when he asked why he wasn’t sleeping and was about
to explain the reason, but I changed my direction because I was
curious about his unusual behavior.
Raviel wasn’t the kind of person who just came in at dawn without
permission.
“First of all, apologize. sorry. I only tried to cast a spell on you and go
back.”
“No, it’s okay. but magic? Why do you cast magic on me?”
“Healing magic.”
“….”
What am I going to complete? I am someone who knows your hard
work better than anyone else, so I say that. I was so sorry that I had
nothing to repay Raviel for caring about so much.
Going to and from the imperial castle illegally with the promise of
casting a spell. At first glance, I heard that it puts strain on the body.
“UNI?”
“Ah, yes.”
“Okay.”
Raviel heard my answer and lightly placed her hand on my head. His
stomach was thicker than usual, and heavy mana shook. I hung my
tongue thinking about the hundreds of formulas he was memorizing.
It was a magic that had been created for such a long time, so it was
not unreasonable to see such a sight.
Normally, Raviel would use magic in an instant, but this time it was
different. Because I felt that “It takes time” to use magic. I felt his
sincerity once again, and the tip of my nose frowned a little.
At some point, all the floating mana clung to me. When they
disappeared as if they were shining, I could feel my body lightening
like a lie.
It was almost the same state as when he was rolling around in the
Magic Tower without any worries. I could understand why Raviel
wanted to cast this spell on me.
“How?”
“Yes.”
It was a simple answer for using great magic. But when I saw Raviel
smiling lightly, I knew that he was in a good mood too.
It’s a magic I’ve been making for a year. I already knew how much
he liked magic.
I turned around and handed over the note from Rose and Marie that
was lying on the window. At least Raviel knew more than I did, so I
thought I might be able to find a clue.
Raviel looked at the note by the window a few times, then lit it up
with magic to see if she couldn’t see it well. It was a very magical
act.
“Rose and Marie gave it to me. That… Child of Nebla? those kids.”
[When the clock tower rings twice, everyone holds their breath. No
one will be chasing you. The limit is until it comes back.]
I had no complaints about the content at first, but I was very annoyed
about the method. That was the case with Woody’s letter the other
day, and I felt like I was the only one fooled.
Even though they had never told me how to use this special
parchment, they just threw it out of the blue to tell them to do it on
their own.
I really hate this. You could only find out by asking Raviel for help.
You wouldn’t know if Raviel didn’t come today. I felt dirty when I was
killed for confirming my incompetence.
“….”
“Raviel?”
Raviel seemed a little angry. I could tell because the voice was
clearer than the face due to the dim surroundings.
I now understand why Raviel said that my voice was weak. to hear it
so clearly You couldn’t hide it in the first place.
“It’s the parchment used to send secret letters from Nebla. If you
burn it with fire, the folded letters will be revealed.”
“Then why bother sending this simple story with such a twist? 2AM.
no expenses. It will end with eight letters like this.”
“Yes?”
“Ah….”
From his words, I guessed why the prince had given such an order.
Did the prince want to know how close Raviel and I are? In a good
way, it is a ‘Joke’, in a bad way, it is a ‘Test’.
Either way it was distasteful. Isn’t it safe to say that I’m getting help
from the tower no matter what? Then why did you do this when you
couldn’t even pray to Raviel….
“Uh, that’s not it. It’s not that you’re sorry, this is that dog… No, let’s
not talk about this.”
“….”
I didn’t want to hear such words from Raviel, who came for me even
when she was in pain. Even more so if the reason for the apology
was to be considerate of me.
“Understand?”
“… yes.”
The clock tower rang four times long before Raviel arrived, so it must
have been close to 5:00 a.m. now. Somehow, he and I ended up
staying up all night.
I heard that I became active after receiving the healing magic, but
Raviel must be tired.
“Raviel?”
“Haha, no. Thanks to your magic, I’m completely active. It’s fine.”
“Yes. bye.”
They said no one was there at 2:00 in the morning. I was worried
about when to go see the landscape paintings in the gallery. In the
morning, the duties in charge were changed, so now it was not
possible to enter the gallery during the day.
Today was the 7th day since coming to the Imperial Castle. If I didn’t
die today and successfully completed my work at 2 a.m. tomorrow, it
was safe to say that I was allowed a little more time. Then maybe I
can sleep comfortably for a few days….
I hoped to be alive until midnight today and waited for the castle to
wake up in the morning.
Chaeeng!
The man didn’t even lift an eyelash, even though the sword was right
in front of his neck. Only the frozen expression on his face made it
possible to guess what he was thinking right now.
Rania was silently wishing her family good bye. She thought she
might not see the rising sun today.
“….”
“….”
“….”
“… sorry.”
Rania did not know what the two men were talking about. However,
he realized that the prince must have done something. The owner of
the tower Rania thought was a person like ‘Nature’.
They just leave everything as it goes and live, but if they do even a
little damage, it will strike like a disaster.
see even now It was that man who did the wrong thing, but isn’t he
the only one who is nervous? Rania felt like letting out a sigh without
even noticing.
She spat out voices of shame at the crown prince, who was the
culprit behind the incident. No matter how much I am his limb, I
couldn’t just let this go.
“I’ll die if I play a prank twice…. It’s not Your Highness, it’s me.
Please don’t be nasty and say it properly.”
“What confirmation?”
“Is that what you mean? don’t do that again This is my advice as an
escort knight.”
There was no need to listen any further. Rania was a knight, but she
was also a duke. Naturally, she knew what the prince was saying.
She remembered a face she had seen a few days ago. Uncommon
black hair and black eyes in the Empire. A little awkward
engineering. A more awkward gesture than that.
The last image of ‘Yuni’, who was forcibly dragged by the owner of
the tower, was deeply embedded in his mind.
Uni was treated but not bound by the treaty. It must have been an
invaluable treasure for the crown prince, who was in dire need of
talented people.
Rania always respected the prince’s wishes, but she didn’t want to
take his side this time.
smart smart
“I will go in.”
I was getting ready for work with Sophie in a low-key mood. After
hearing three knife-like knocks, it was the maid who entered.
“The third glorious sword of the Elysion Empire, Noel Karka, delivers
the command of His Highness Elysion. Bow down.”
Noel…. Are you Noel? 3rd prince? The third prince who stole Lete? I
calmly prostrated myself on the floor, nervous at the sudden name.
“‘As the relics of the castle have been lost due to the frivolous
behavior of the maid in charge of the gallery, two months’ salary will
be deducted. Thank you for the mercy you didn’t pay with your life.’
more than that.”
“… thank you.”
“….”
It wasn’t us who polluted the gallery, but that lesser article about
Vulcan. After saying just one word, Amy left with a ignorantly wielded
knife.
I don’t know whether to laugh or cry because the person who will
receive my resentment is someone I know.
Damn!
For a moment, the rising rage also made my head go blank for a
moment as my cheeks heated up with a tearing sound.
“This is Yoonhee.”
“UNI. You should be grateful that His Highness is not here. You don’t
know how precious your life is.”
“… All right.”
Even if my mouth was torn, I didn’t want to say thank you. life? It
sounds like life. Who treated you worse than a flying insect, and now
you’re arguing for your life?
I wanted to ask that loyal dog. Even if the tip of the sword points at
you, will you be able to speak of mercy?
With her hand slapping my cheek, she dragged the maid forward
behind me.
I wanted to laugh out loud in front of Agatha. There’s no way this will
ever happen again. ‘Cause Sophie won’t let me die. If we meet again
after I die, you will treat me without knowing anything. So your
threats mean nothing to me.
“Your group’s work this week is cleaning the banquet hall. Please
ask Lily for details. You will have my special watch. Do your best.”
“Yes.”
“Yes.”
Agatha said that and left after being greeted by Lily. I stroked my
swollen cheek once. It stings. My hands are terribly hot.
“Uni, uni. it’s okay? oh my god. It looks so painful….”
The eyes that contained the night sky were already moist. Sophie
was tender-hearted and would often burst into tears. Still, it was
fortunate that there was at least one humane person in this beggar-
like castle.
Sophie and I looked at the source of the sound at the same time.
The owner of the voice was the new Lily.
She had dark red hair and gray eyes like charred ashes. They
seemed to be the same age as me.
“Me?”
I remembered what she had just said. Oh, I won’t stay long. In a way,
that’s the correct answer. sharp kid
“Why?”
“If you build up blood like that here, you won’t be able to go for a day
and your neck will drop, right? If you want to work in the imperial
castle, why don’t you throw away those useless feelings?”
“I don’t know exactly what happened, but that maid named Amy
died? It looks like you’re angry with Agatha-sama for that, stop it. It’s
not going to be good for you or for Sophie next to you.”
“If not? Did you know that I see guys like you once or twice while
working at the castle? Even a maid named Amy must have died
acting unknowingly. Why do you think there are rules for sex? To
serve the imperial family or nobles? no. They’re there to protect
maids like us. At least if you follow that, your life will be saved.”
Lily’s words flew one by one and crushed me. Amy always worked
hard. Talk hard, work hard, memorize the rules hard….
There was no way that he didn’t know the very basic rule of not
being silent in front of the imperial family.
That’s why he acted purely for me and died. Knowing this fact made
me even more distressed. Lily stirred up her heart, which was
already rotten, and poured out the muck.
It was Sophie who shouted. I was surprised that Sophie, who had
been quiet, made a loud noise. It felt like lightning struck from a dark
cloud floating slowly.
But Lily didn’t even bat an eye at Sophie’s cry. I just shrugged. I
thought I knew how she worked at the castle for three years.
“If I say a little more, I’ll get slapped, so I’ll stop. There is no suitable
hobby. Anyway, you know that I’m not wrong. If everything is ready,
let’s go to work. I want to work for a decent salary.”
The sarcastic comments about Sophie and I not getting paid were
sharp. But I ignored her without reply.
Even if I had to deal with Lily, the only thing I would remember later
was me. If Amy is saved in the next episode, I won’t even have to
see Lily. I didn’t want to leave her with feelings. When you start
leaving feelings….
Why did I say I wouldn’t let Sophie die? Why did you try to save
Amy? Why were you so saddened by Amy’s death?
If they die again, they will be alive again anyway. Was it really just
guilt? Why did I do that? Did I give them affection without even
knowing it? We’ve only known each other for a week, so why?
I already know the answer. They are the first people my age I met in
this world. Because he was kind to me even without the Mage Tower
background. Because you accepted me without any ability.
Yes, just like Areum and Yujin, who were my friends in the original
world.
***
Cleaning the banquet hall was much easier than in the gallery. Not
only was it half the size of the gallery, but it was the end of the day’s
work if it was roughly swept and polished. Was it Rose or Marie? I
can see why you said it was easy.
I blankly swept the floor listening to Lily’s nervous instructions. It’s
because I was busy thinking about what to do in the morning.
I met midnight today without dying. I didn’t have to like it. Because I
have work to do. I sat on the bed and waited for the signal to come.
Deng, Deng.
Before long, the sound of the clock tower echoed for a long time. It’s
time. I opened the door to go to the gallery.
profit.
The old visit screamed. I didn’t recognize it once during the day, but
it was exceptionally loud because the surroundings were quiet.
In the hallway, I could feel the distinctive air of dawn. The hallway,
where there were no people who came and went every day, was
somehow dreary. I walked, keeping my footsteps as quiet as
possible.
I pushed through the door that opened smoothly and walked for a
while. The scenic area was quite far.
“Whoa….”
I stood in front of the painting that finally arrived and took a breath. I
put my hand on the picture frame of the meadow leaning against the
wall. The ring did not shine. Then it is.
I clamped it down. He held the frame with one hand, and the other
groped for the decorations on top. Oh, here it is. He put his palm on
the sharp part he touched and lowered it.
“Sigh…!”
It hurt more than I expected. It felt like blood should flow along the
frame of the frame, so I applied force and it tore bigger than I
thought. My tattered palms ached.
I returned the tower’s bracelet when I left the tower, and the only
thing left for me was the necklace Raviel gave me. had to use this.
I put my bloody hand back on the picture frame and grabbed the
necklace with my other hand. I didn’t want blood on my necklace.
“… So, there is a limit to how much a necklace can hold. If you use it
all….”
He said that there is a limit to the amount of food. Then, did the
bracelet have any limitations? Even if I used movement magic every
day, it was fine, but when I touched Woody’s letter, it broke down in
an instant.
Could it be that the letter ate up the bracelet’s mana? Then, if I feel
like I’m being absorbed into the frame….
Then the golden light flowed down like a waterfall. The surroundings
became brighter as if a light had been turned on. The frame
smoothly absorbed mana. I have a good feeling for some reason.
I was devastated and sat down on the floor. I should have asked
Raviel. I deliberately didn’t say it because I was afraid he might be
following me….
I just thought the magic formula would float in the air. However, the
picture in the frame was changed. No, this is not a painting. Where
the meadow disappeared, a magic ceremony appeared. It was dark,
so I didn’t notice the change quickly.
Mana went into the frame and adhered to it as if it were written there
the first time.
Soon, the magic formula swayed violently. It was like waves crashing
inside the frame. Seeing that the mana I poured out didn’t dissipate,
it seemed like the correct answer.
The dark brown mana that escaped from the frame began to glow
and gather in the air.
“Ugh… Ugh….”
I was out of breath as I was about to run down the road I had been
walking for a long time. In my haste, I slipped and fell several times.
But there was no time to worry about his throbbing body.
Almost reached the entrance. It was the last time he was about to
cross the statue area.
“Ugh…!”
Still, the front door was the entrance. If you leave the gallery…!
“Aagh!”
What felt sharp were the thorns on the vines. Thorns of different
lengths pierced my legs deeply and coiled around me. It’s obviously
a plant by touch, but it’s not broken at all.
The wounds also increased on his hands. Blood dripped onto the
floor. Physiological tears welled up from the unending pain.
I easily guessed the culprit behind all this. The magic formula I
solved called the wizard….
I was dragged on and on. At some point, it stopped suddenly, and
the vines that were entwined around its legs turned to dust and
disappeared. All that was left was a pink flower.
But I was not in a state where I could get up and run again. Legs and
hands were already tattered.
The surroundings were quiet. To think that this would happen after
being involved with the crown prince. I let out a self-deprecating
laugh. At that time, a human figure came out from behind the statue
and started talking to me.
The first thing that caught my eye was her coral-like pink hair. A
bright pale pink color that does not stain. The next thing I saw was a
pretty smile with purple eyes.
A dress with fancy frills, lace gloves embroidered with floral patterns,
and a picnic hat on her head…. It was very lovable with the well-
decorated outfit and cute appearance.
However, he was a person who did not fit in with the current
situation. I instinctively noticed who is that person
“Rox… Valois….”
“Oh! Cat thief! you know me… I guess! yes! Are you Nebla’s child?”
I didn’t answer. But Rocks Valois didn’t really care. It was just a light
laugh. She seemed very happy about what had happened.
“You seem to know who I am, so let’s move on. Now, will you listen
to me? I woke up this morning and I’m in a very good mood.
Something new was about to happen! But no matter how long I
waited, it was just boring. I am very, very disappointed in a day
without much to do.”
“What bullshit.”
She raised her finger to indicate something. A flower that had been
rolling around my leg flew in and stuck to my mouth.
I tried to peel it off, but it only scratched my face and didn’t come off
at all.
“I got a flower in my mouth! It’s a very pretty look. Do you like it. So,
keep listening. So I couldn’t sleep Reluctantly, I put on my favorite
dress and the most beautiful hat and went out for a night walk! I just
couldn’t shake this strong feeling!”
“….”
“By the way! really! surprisingly! What is the signal coming all of a
sudden?”
“….”
“If you solve the magic ceremony in the imperial castle, I will know! I
never thought I would have succeeded in tracking this far. Well, His
Highness the Crown Prince thinks that might be the case. Hmm…
After all, he’s too smart, so I don’t like him.”
“….”
“Anyway, that’s why I came here. How. Isn’t it too fateful? It would
have been a sight I would not have seen if I had fallen asleep
disappointingly tonight. Is not it? But it’s amazing Did Nebla ever
have a wizard as smart as you? This is really nonsense.”
“How did you get rid of the magician who can’t even control my
mana? Are you from the Tower of Dawn? ah! I don’t think so. There’s
no way that insensitive person would break the treaty just because
he cares about the affairs of the imperial family! That’s why it
worked! Umm… Still, it’s strange. Is the new mage helping Nebla….”
She enjoyed this time to the fullest, answering questions alone. Even
though she was obviously creepy, I was more horrified because she
had only a happy look that didn’t fit the word ‘Spooky’.
Rox Valois smiled brightly and clenched her fists. ‘Yap yap!’ The way
she pushed forward was lovely itself. I silently bowed my head,
thinking that this was not appropriate for the situation. I didn’t want to
see that face any more.
However, she summoned the vine again as if she would not allow it.
Purple mana overflowed. The vines were wrapped around my body,
so I forced my head up to look at her.
“I’ll go back anyway… Oops, you can’t say that…. How dare you
look away from me without my permission! then no!”
“….”
“It’s an angry stray cat. You won’t be able to move anymore, so keep
listening. I guess Woody Gog is losing his hair! A magic formula that
can be destroyed so quickly…. I still like being a bit stupid. Still, this
is too bad! Okay, I need to go back and say something.”
Rox Valois put a finger on his chin and pretended to be worried. The
lace gloves on top of the smooth milky skin suited her well.
“Not. I’m not going to tell my cute Noel. I don’t want to date Woody.
What’s going on in your head is gloomy! It’s really bad!”
“….”
“….”
“So what is the conclusion? It’s nice to meet you! Why are you
happy….”
“….”
When she finished speaking, she laughed. Her laughter pierced the
ceiling of the gallery.
“Ah….”
This car is also a failure. I couldn’t get past the repetition. If you want
to go back to the imperial castle… Two months, no three months.
Because I have to stay in the Magic Tower for a month….
Is there a need to aim for Woody’s letter in the Mage’s Tower now? If
I explain in words, Raviel won’t believe me. I thought the name was
very important. Do you throw it away from the first day you visit? Is it
dangerous if you don’t have friends at all?
Ah, I went to the imperial castle and solved the magic ceremony, but
what if it’s a trap again? But is finding Lethe the right answer? I’m
really annoyed if I get killed while looking for Lethe.
“How did you find me? Are you from the East?”
“Customer?”
No matter how much I thought about it, there was no way I could live
long other than going to the imperial castle. I even thought about
finding Lethe, but I didn’t think that would be an original solution.
He was alive for 8 days in the imperial castle. No, since he died at
dawn, it would be correct to say it was the 7th. Anyway, since he had
been alive for seven more days since the last day he died in the
Mage Tower, it was clear that he had to do something in the imperial
castle.
Looking from the front or back, it was clear that she was a human
with one screw missing. It was like that just from the fact that he
broke me down before killing me. I said ‘Fun’ because something
happened to kill me.
So I thought maybe I could use that. Everyone thinks that the dead
are silent.
Then Rox Valois would think it wouldn’t matter if I told him the
information as I was going to die anyway. For your own ‘Fun’. The
important thing is that you have to act so that she doesn’t get
suspicious.
“UNI! customer!”
“Yes. Go.”
I glanced at Melissa, treating him like any other guest. I hadn’t gone
inside yet.
“….”
“… yes.”
“Please wait!”
His blue eyes, hidden under the hood, came to mind. I smiled a little
when I remembered what I was going to do.
I said hello to him in my heart. Nice to meet you, Raviel. We’re only
two months old. I also don’t remember
“Raviel.”
“….”
Golden mana began to rise. Mana followed the owner’s gesture and
wrapped around my neck. I’ve seen this a lot somewhere. Oh, it was
the one I used when I put Nick on his knees. Raviel, you’re
serious….
But there was something I wanted to check first. Because that’s why
I decided to consider him a friend.
I cleared my throat and let out the words. If Raviel killed me, I could
have killed her, but I felt a little hurt.
“Really. I live through time over and over again I knew you would be
here today.”
“You have to believe. you have to believe The formula answer you
brought is yy=1.3878. Release it now.”
Raviel froze coldly at my answer. Well, I didn’t even take out the
parchment inside, but I was surprised to know the existence of the
formula. Also, since the runes were mixed in with the answer I gave,
it must have made my thoughts complicated.
But you haven’t answered my question yet. It’s not like I took a risk
and called out your name right away.
Oh, this word is a bit…. I bit my lip nervously. Then I felt the taste of
rusty blood as if one part had burst. Was it too reckless to call you by
name as soon as we met?
Think carefully. Raviel can do this well enough. What if I told you that
the first person I see repeats time while calling my name? Then
you’ll snort and pass by.
If it were me, I wouldn’t even listen. You can’t pass the blame on to
Raviel here. It can’t be helped that I went wrong with my greed….
Gee, Melissa. Seeing her now, she would be horrified. It’ll look like
you’re being threatened by a wizard. If this were the case, he
wouldn’t give permission for me to follow him to the Mage’s Tower.
“UNI! Bring your food! UNI?”
However, Raviel was solving the magic ceremony, and the golden
mana was also disappearing before she knew it. Raviel, this
bastard….
“I’m sorry. There is no need for that. But uni? did you ever cry
Snow….”
“I guess it’s because you’re cooking. I didn’t pay attention. I’m sorry.
I’ll clean the inside, so take care of the store.”
“Yes.”
Melissa passed the food she had brought to me and went back
inside. I put the food down on the table and glared at Raviel. I lied to
Melissa because of you. you idiot.
“I don’t dream.”
“What…?”
“Ah….”
My expectations were like a tower built of thin cards. Even the lightly
rustling wind makes raindrops fall.
i was stupid You should have done the math. It’s only natural that I
don’t dream now. I was so comforted that I swept my chest.
So now I had to rectify this situation. He raised his guard too high. It
was good that he had checked the answer to the magic formula I
had given him and collected mana, but he still didn’t erase his
suspicious eyes.
“Yes?”
“Under….”
Is it ‘You’ again this time? I felt like going back and forth between hot
and cold baths.
It’s been a long time since I gave up on Raviel’s behavior, but this
was different again. to play with me like this I brought out the
resentment I had carefully wrapped earlier.
You will hate him this time round. won’t call you by name this bad….
“What?”
“What the hell are you…. done… it’s okay…. Take me to the magic
tower.”
I realized that I relied on him a lot. I can still clearly see Raviel, who
cast the healing magic on me, but now that Raviel, who doesn’t
know me, is sitting in front of me, the previous incident felt like a
dream.
Maybe I was really crazy and made him into an illusion at that time. It
may have been made with a hard heart. I even heard this crazy idea.
In fact, none of the things I was going through made any sense.
“Of course you know. I’m not lying. Because it repeats the real time.”
“….”
“I’ll go to the tower and tell you the details…. so take me You can
give me the bracelet later.”
“How else do you know? Are you curious? Just take me.”
“… I will.”
You probably wouldn’t have known that it was today, but it’s not a
sudden story, so if you persuade me for a moment, I’ll let you go
right away.
In fact, there was a different reason why I opened Raviel so hastily.
The first reason was that I was too curious to see if he had brought
fragments, and the second reason was that this episode was a
‘Throwaway car’.
This time I will go to the imperial castle and deliberately trigger the
trap. And I will steal information from Rox Valois. He would surely die
in the process, but it didn’t matter. I’ll be back on the first day
anyway.
The only thing that happened in this time frame would be the theft of
Lethe. Then, Raviel will know that what I said is the truth, just by
contacting the crown prince and asking where Lethe is.
Oh, did I tell you too soon? I don’t know if they’re looking for Lethe
first over there. Then how do I get to the Hwangseong?
After serving a few cups of tea like that, Raviel opened her mouth
after a while.
“Assume that everything is true. Then why did you go back in time
when you knew all of that?”
“….”
this. I didn’t tell him this time we’ve been together many times.
Although it repeats time, he didn’t say that it was because he was
‘Forced to die’.
Because that’s just a useless side bridge. The only thing I’ll give
Raviel this episode is information. And what she received from
Raviel was an opportunity to go to the imperial castle. The rest was
not needed.
“Because of failure.”
“…?”
Lies mixed with facts are most effective. I thought that if I said this,
Raviel would fall for me. But he was not a meek person.
“Then you must be from Bliss. But why are you asking me for help? I
don’t understand.”
“Or it’s even weirder. If you’re not from Bliss, why do you know all
about it?”
Every time Raviel said a word, it felt like being caught in a sticky net.
I admitted my mistake. Instead of going to the imperial castle by
doing this, he was about to be kicked out of the mage tower and die
in the lyceum.
Now he has no memories of the past with me, so it was natural that
he didn’t understand.
I took a deep sigh inwardly. It’s been a while since I thought I didn’t
need the rest. If that’s the case, you’ll have to take it out again. In a
twisted situation, I finally handed out the last card.
“U.S… were friends Because you helped me, I’m going to the
Imperial Castle too…. that’s how it happened….”
“….”
“Friend?”
“Yes… friend….”
yeah, that’s weird I know. Feeling tired, I washed my face dry. There
was nothing wrong with Raviel’s words.
The reason why Raviel, who was so thorough as if she had fit the
mold, moved because of her friendship with me. Now that those
feelings are gone, where will you hear the barking of a dog?
I deliberately didn’t say this in the last episode. You stupid idiot
Raviel.
“….”
“I die if I’m not in the right place at the right time. And go back in
time.”
“….”
Raviel looked unlucky for the first time. Oh, not the first time. When
we met at Melissa’s store a long time ago, I thought you had a bad
personality. He’s been kind lately, so I’ve forgotten about it for a
while.
“No…. Are you researching healing magic? I will help you with that.”
“What I was solving now… 300… what number was it? Anyway,
bring all the blockages.”
It didn’t take long before I wrote all the formulas on the back of
parchment. What was wrong with the current formula, the formula to
be corrected, the direction to move forward, and even the part where
he was particularly lost. Naturally, Raviel was surprised to see it.
His face was so expressionless that it was hard to tell, but I could
recognize it because I had been with him for a long time. I quietly
watched Raviel’s face as she read it down with disbelief eyes. I won’t
be able to see your smiling face this time around. it’s a shame.
Who would think of him as the top lord? It’s not unreasonable that I
initially mistook it for an ordinary wizard.
“Don’t tell anyone the truth. And help prepare to go to the imperial
castle. These two are over.”
“Really? Are you satisfied with just that? You can drop off tons of
gold or mansions. Equity in the transaction….”
“….”
It wasn’t his fault for not trusting my repetition, but I wanted to punish
him even in this petty way. Let’s make friends Don’t say anything like
that at all.
Even if I think about it, I am a really mean person. Raviel did nothing
wrong….
“You… No, it’s done. I won’t talk about this anymore. First of all, it
meets the first condition, but please don’t tell Hwangseong in
advance. The prince will contact you in about two weeks. Check it
out then.”
As I decided to make a deal, I revised my earlier thoughts. If Raviel
were to contact the crown prince right now, it seemed that the
imperial castle might move first.
“It’s not like that. Even if Lethe was really stolen, that’s the Empire’s
business. There is no reason for me to get involved.”
hit. right. Raviel was such a person. I realized that I was worrying for
nothing.
As far as things were concerned, since Woody was the end, there
would be no difficulty in catching him, and Raviel, as a bystander,
would have hoped that the crown prince would take the head.
I could tell by reminding him of his attitude in the last episode. It’s the
same temperament as the other side.
“Then I will go now. Is the room next door empty? Give me the
bracelet tomorrow.”
“That too….”
“… no.”
smart smart
“It’s me.”
“Come in.”
Raviel’s low voice was heard through the door. I awkwardly opened
the door. A cotton ball-like El flew at me. I looked around the room
while gently stroking El. Raviel was sitting at her desk studying.
Today is the day Woody’s letter arrives. I told Raviel in advance this
morning. I want you to duplicate the letter to go to the imperial castle.
He said he knew without saying anything.
As I promised on the day I came to the tower, I did not interact with
Raviel separately. He made arrangements so that we could take
care of our meals separately.
“Can I go now?”
“Yes.”
I didn’t tell him anything about the story other than the broken letter.
The relationship between us now is awkward. Since I didn’t speak
first, Raviel, who wasn’t normally talkative, was also quiet. He got up
from his seat and approached me.
In the past, Raviel said that the path the tower guides is different for
each person, and suggested that we go hand in hand. I
unconsciously reached out to him to guide me to the tower, but
stopped abruptly. It’s because I’m not close enough to hold hands
with him right now.
The hand that stopped awkwardly in the air looked like mine. I am a
fool who can neither do this nor that.
“Why?”
“… yes.”
The endless hallway I hadn’t seen in a long time caught my eye. The
magic lamps embedded in every gap shone soft light. I remembered
the past as Raviel slowly followed me.
“Zephyros.”
“Say.”
“Are you dreaming these days?”
So is Raviel. Why did you assign Woody a room like that? So,
Raviel….
Raviel had never been like that before, so why did she suddenly start
dreaming in the last episode? Why did I come to remember the
dream I couldn’t remember? Raviel didn’t tell me this far.
I regretted not asking him at the erased time. I’ve thought I was
stupid countless times, but this one was the stupidest.
“… you, uni.”
“Uh? yes.”
“UNI. Help me. The letter is designed to burn if you get the equation
wrong or solve it by force. You better give me the answer.”
“Like this?”
“Yes.”
that’s why i had a dream Other than that time, I had never died in
front of him. That was the only difference. I laughed at the clue I
finally found. I just laughed.
“Haha… ha ha ha….”
“UNI? Why?”
“… yes?”
“Yeah, thank you. I’ll come back tomorrow. I’ll go to my room now.”
“Yes.”
The fragments I thought I could lean on would not return. I lost it. I
couldn’t get it even if I knew how to find it again. What if I die in front
of Raviel? I’ll have a dream next time.
But what if you fail in the next round and go back? Die in front of him
again, waiting, dying again, waiting again? Nothing could be more
foolish than this.
So Raviel. I won’t blame you for losing a fragment. I will keep all the
memories you forgot.
treat me as a friend as always I can do that. I’ll treat you well next
time. I think it will be a little difficult this time. sorry.
He raised his hand and covered his face. The heat seemed to
suffocate me.
***
My eyes were sore, perhaps because I fell asleep after crying until
deep into the night. The touch of the fingertips was like the eyes of a
crucian carp.
I didn’t move, buried in the blanket. The room was quiet. I felt like I
was being swallowed up by the silence.
smart.
“May I come in?”
“What the hell is that outfit…. It seems I visited too early. sorry. again
a little later….”
Anyone who hears it will know that I am naked. I was just lying on
the duvet in a plain pajama dress—not see-through, just plain linen.
It is said that it is clothes that can go out like this. Still, I decided to
respect the shy Raviel. I pulled the blanket up to my chin. to see only
the face.
“I thought it would make you feel bad if I covered the top of my head.
I need to see your face and talk to you. Come on, tell me.”
Raviel let out a shallow sigh and said. His gaze was directed
somewhere in my room.
“I was going to ask if I really should go see Bliss. Didn’t you say that
you will go to the imperial castle for the second meeting? Then I
wondered if I could just hand over the information this time.”
“… I know.”
“… yes.”
“Anyway, that doesn’t matter. I just need to contact you with magic.
You can send Woody’s letter through L.”
I don’t know what Raviel was thinking about not going out, but it was
a welcome sound to me.
“Why?”
At his sudden call, I turned my gaze from the end of the bed to stare
at him. Raviel was looking at me before I knew it. My face to be
exact… Eye?
“Ah….”
But now he and I are awkward, so I didn’t want to talk about this. I
made up excuses
“If you have nothing more to say, please leave. Mr. Zephyros.”
“… I will.”
He gave him a stern order. I couldn’t help it. The more I talked, the
more I felt like I was going to tell the truth.
His face went cold in an instant as he left the room at my sharp tone.
In the manner of drawing a line, even one fingernail that was
originally there must have fallen off.
I smirked at the closing door. Because it’s the same as me looking
for him only when I need him.
I only greeted him quietly after he left. Raviel, I don’t want to cry at
your sudden outpouring of kindness. sorry.
But I couldn’t help it. I don’t have any abilities, and I have to pretend
to be a wizard to get to the castle, but the most efficient way was to
wear the ‘Robe of Zephyrus’.
I’ve been thinking about it for two weeks, but I can’t think of another
way. I guess I lack creativity.
“Do you say that you know what it means to wear it?”
“Sure.”
“If you know, I don’t need to say more. It’s nothing to do with lending
it.”
“Come now?”
“To go to the imperial castle, you have to pretend to be a wizard. Not
a mediocre wizard, but a great wizard. And while I’m talking about it,
if I ask for one more, make me a necklace containing mana.”
“….”
“By the way, I won’t ask for more or anything like that here. I’ll return
the robe on the way back. I’ll wear the necklace and return it.”
Actually, the necklace would die while using it, but since Raviel didn’t
know, it didn’t matter. I stared at Raviel, who was silent for a while.
“… i get it.”
The sashimi car that was set to death gnawed at me more than I
thought. I didn’t want to do anything like this again.
Raviel returned after a long time, holding a robe in one hand and a
white box in the other. He handed me the robe first and said coldly.
Next, I took the box from him and moved in front of the mirror.
I opened the box and hesitated. I wondered if the box had a different
appearance, but the necklace wasn’t the blue necklace I always
wore.
I turned around at the voice calling me. Raviel was wearing the same
robe as me. I nodded and held out my hand to him. He lightly held
my fingertips and controlled my mana. Soon, golden mana
enveloped us.
“Yes.”
I stood on top of him so that only Raviel could see it. Then he turned
around and spoke loudly. ‘Customer. Call it a guest.’
“This is my guest.”
Nick blew out the candle and led the open road. After walking for a
while, the door I saw earlier appeared.
I tried to memorize the way on the way, but it was impossible. After
going down the stairs, the road started to split into three, so I just
gave up.
It was the second time I set foot in the drawing room that seemed
unfamiliar to me. Sitting on the sofa were the prince and Rania,
whom he hadn’t seen in a long time. They were grumbling like last
time.
Amber eyes and red eyes looked at us at once. They greeted me like
an answering machine, but their eyes were on me.
It’s like saying with your eyes, ‘Who is that person over there…’ …?’
“Yes.”
“Noisy.”
Raviel and I sat across from the prince. The gaze that didn’t leave
me made my actions uncomfortable. After exchanging glances with
Rania several times, the prince eventually asked Raviel about me.
“This is my guest.”
“A guest?”
“If you are a guest… You don’t have to set an example like that. Uni.”
“Yes….”
I took the prince’s words and ate them. In fact, it was difficult for me
to say hello like that.
Except for Raviel, who was staring at me from the side. I lightly
ignored his gaze.
They soon got to the point. I was silent this time so the story wouldn’t
leak.
Shortly thereafter, a discussion began as to who should be put in the
imperial castle, just like last time. Just when I thought it was time, I
opened my mouth.
“… Yes?”
“….”
“Yes. I mean it. Solve that magic so well. You can tell this just by
looking at the robe I’m wearing, right? I don’t know anyone in
Hwangseong, so it’ll be better. I want to help.”
I said to take a good look and put my robe on once more. It looked
like a peacock sporting its tail feathers, but the only thing that could
represent my current status was the robe.
“It is not that I doubt Uni-sama’s skills. However… May I ask why
you would like to help us?”
I knew that this was the first time I had heard this question from the
prince. Why? I didn’t say this last time. I guess I was just being
flexible….
“I don’t know what that lethe is, but since I’m a wizard myself, I’m
interested in it.”
“Hmm… If that’s the case, even if you come to visit us, Uni-sama’s
personal research is impossible. Will you still help?”
ruined.
It felt like a headache. The prince is needlessly good for his senses! I
blurted out my words.
“Isn’t it ‘Lete’ that the three of you have been talking about? Unless
it’s something like a relic, His Highness wouldn’t be talking about it
so seriously. You can’t be a wizard if you don’t notice this much. I
have to say that I know it instinctively.”
It sounds like bullshit no matter how you hear it. I looked at Raviel
involuntarily, feeling shame. He had been looking at me with pitiful
eyes for the first time in a while.
I forgot about the current situation and stared at him blankly at the
familiar appearance that I had seen before. It was the prince’s bright
voice that caught my spirit. I tried to look away.
“Ah yes.”
“Since you are here as Zephyros-sama’s guest, I will ask you one
question out of etiquette. Zephyrus-sama, will you allow me?”
Last time, Raviel prevented me from going to the imperial castle. The
two of them were fighting in the room, but the prince saw the
atmosphere and just let it go. that’s why i didn’t hear
Raviel seemed to have nothing to do with it, just like he said. Since
earlier, he had been agitated, so he just sat still without opening his
mouth. I just laughed at the obvious change in the situation. Because
I can’t cry right here.
“Then let’s talk fast. In the founding history of Lete, Eos is….”
After that, the prince repeated what he had already heard. Of course
it would be a first time for them, but it was a boring time for me.
When I first heard it, I almost lost my mindset that seemed like I was
listening to a storytelling story.
“I’m sorry to say this, but Uni-sama is really a wizard. You don’t seem
to be very interested in the secret history of the empire.”
It was absolutely not that I was not interested in that reason, but if
the prince saw it that way, it was perfect for me. Somehow, I feel like
a seasoned scammer. I don’t know if I’ll become a famous actor later
on. You have to lie so often.
“Then you have to decide when to go in. When would you like? You
have to decide within at least one month.”
“Yes. like.”
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
“I couldn’t have made friends with someone who was only interested
in making a profit by making up lies.”
“….”
tell me what you know Do you know that I act like this because I like
it? You who live in reality without going through repetition will see me
as strange. Because I molded myself with lies and used people as a
means.
But Raviel…. If you are here, what should I do? You’ve never said
anything like that before. It’s the first time I’ve had ‘Throw away
tea’….
“….”
“….”
He didn’t catch me turning his back. I just said I hated him this
episode, but I didn’t know I would really hate him.
I vowed to never make the same choice again this time around.
I looked at the place where the golden mana had been swirling. A
brief thought passed through my head. He won’t come to the
imperial castle this time.
“Uni-sama.”
“… Yes.”
“Yes.”
I received the courtesy magic detection ring from the prince again.
Rose and Marie were also introduced. I heard the explanation again.
He looked at me more and more suspiciously, as if my reaction was
not very cool.
“By the way, what should I do if the magic formula is activated only
when certain conditions are met?”
“Indeed. Hearing what Yuni said…. I think that might be the case.”
“It is done.”
“Yes.”
Mari took out a short sword from somewhere in her arms. The prince
took the sword and dug into the desk drawer behind him and pulled
out a transparent bottle the length of his finger.
At first glance, there was a magic formula drawn on the outside of
the bottle. What the hell is this house doing, and stuff like that just
rolls around in the drawer?
Before I could finish my question, the prince cut my little finger. I was
a little surprised by his bold action. Originally, aristocrats of that level
wouldn’t make a fuss about even a small wound. The score for the
crown prince in me went up a little bit.
After the prince said that, he grinned. I felt he laughed heartily for the
first time.
“You must go now. The next time we meet, we’ll probably do it. I had
to get permission from Zephyrus, but he died before that. I will
contact you separately from the imperial castle.”
I headed for the imperial castle under the guidance of Marie and
Rose. I sighed at the thought of riding that shabby wagon again.
***
“Hi?”
“Hello.”
“Yes. hi.”
I muttered in my mind the words I could not convey. Amy, nice to see
you again. You’ll forget me eventually, but at least I won’t let you die
this time. thank you last time
I was able to sleep well because I knew when I was going to die.
Then, of course, you will be able to carry out your work diligently.
I didn’t want to see anyone else die because of me. Once for
Melissa, once for Amy…. It’s only twice, but those deaths were too
much of a shock to me.
“There….”
“Yes. Sophie.”
“Ouch! What is that ticklish tone? Let’s take it easy! They all look like
the same age!”
“You should say ‘Yes!’ not ‘Maybe?’ Sophie, nice to meet you! I want
to use the bed in the middle! That way I can talk to both of you!”
“Ah… yes….”
Amy, still cheerful, was lovely. I also liked Sophie, who was a little
shy but kept eye contact until the end. I smiled brightly at them.
“Yunii!”
“UNI!”
On the morning of the 6th day after coming to the imperial castle,
Rose and Marie came to visit me while I was eating. Unlike last time,
I welcomed them calmly. Sometimes I feel like a prophet. I’ve never
wished for such special powers.
All the while, I held my breath, waiting for Rose and Marie to come.
No matter how much I knew the location of the trap, I couldn’t break
through the guard with an ordinary body without any skills. The day
the restrictions on action were lifted was the beginning of my plan.
They grabbed my hand and shook it vigorously, just like the last time.
I nodded, feeling the feel of the parchment in my hand.
Since Raviel didn’t show any interest in me this time around, the
crown prince probably wouldn’t have played around either. I carefully
put it in the pocket of my skirt, in case I lost it, and greeted Rose and
Marie.
I smiled at their back and forth conversation. The always sunny Amy
and Sophie bring me relief. It’s fortunate that they have the
brightness of their age.
Today was originally the day Amy died. However, after I came back
to the Hwangseong, I was doing my job diligently, so she didn’t have
to worry about me and run away. In addition, this time I even
changed my job, so it was even better.
It was like that. I don’t know what the heck the prince was thinking
when he gave me a note that was so easy in the first place and
twisted it so much that he only tried to find Raviel.
To use Raviel’s expression, didn’t they think of me as
‘Consumables’? Why did he bother to check if Raviel was coming
and going?
Deng, Deng.
I heard a distant sound announcing that it was 2:00 AM. I put my ear
to the door and checked the outside. The footsteps did not resonate
even after a while. The confirmation that there are no expenses is
over.
I originally intended to go out and trigger the trap today, but I decided
to start the action tomorrow just in case. Because that crazy Rocks
Valois said it was tomorrow that he went out for a ‘Night walk’.
If she didn’t appear after solving the spell, that was also a problem. I
have not forgotten the purpose of this episode.
I went back to bed and lay down. I stared at the dark ceiling. I didn’t
get much sleep today.
Amy is not dead. Sophie was also unharmed. I could hear their
breathing in my ears. But why can’t I fall asleep?
You already know the answer. Today was originally the day Raviel
came and used the healing magic. I remembered the face that gave
me a soft smile. Along with the brightly floating golden mana.
The car this time was not at all hard on the body. Ironically, since I
knew the day I would die, I slept comfortably.
In this absurd situation, I let out a dejected laugh for a day or two,
but soon decided to think that good is good. I’d already given up on a
lot, so this wasn’t a big deal anymore.
So I wasn’t waiting for healing magic. It was waiting for Raviel
herself. Why?
The day I met the crown prince before coming to the imperial castle,
I remembered Raviel who disappeared without saying goodbye to
me. Was he fed up with me? Well, in this episode, even though I
wasn’t close with him, it must have been difficult for him to leave a
good impression because he was just talking rudely and making
unreasonable demands.
The hatred she had poured out on him a few days ago had long
since been blown away. I was the one who induced Raviel to act that
way in the first place. I didn’t want him to pay attention to me, I didn’t
want him to ask why, I didn’t want him to stop coming to the imperial
castle.
Is my mind finally starting to come and go? I let out a silent laugh.
It was a risky idea. I erased the four letters with an eraser. No one
except my family could hear me say these sweet words.
Ever since I came to this world, I deliberately didn’t think about the
original world. buried in the chest But suddenly….
Misconceptions poured out like crazy. There was only a small gap,
but it collapsed at just those four letters. I tried to think of the faces of
my mother and brother, who were now blurry.
Raviel.
Is Raviel sleeping right now? Are you doing magic research? You
should be really nice to him in the next episode. You should treat me
kindly like the first time we met.
bang! bang!
It sounded more like drumming than knocking. All three looked at the
door in amazement. Amy opened the door, leaving the frozen Sophie
and me behind.
“Yes.”
“Yes….”
“Article 7’s work this week is cleaning the banquet hall. See
parchment for details. An evaluation of your previous work will be
available this afternoon. Reward and punishment will be attached
together. That is all.”
no. Let’s not open the gap again. I turned away from the thoughts
that came to my mind as I reflected on the events of last night.
Deng, Deng.
My fingertips got cold from tension and I kneaded them a few times. I
checked the bottle and necklace containing the prince’s blood once
again. Before leaving the room, I looked at Sophie and Amy who
were soundly asleep. I greeted you in my heart. See you again.
I took a step toward death.
profit.
The hallway at dawn that I had already walked through once greeted
me. I didn’t see a single ant nest, so it was quiet enough that I could
hear my breathing.
The way to the gallery was the same. It’s a thought that comes to my
mind, but I thought that perhaps the prince might have removed the
soldiers not to help me, but to avoid others finding out that I was
related to him.
It was a peaceful time, except for the fact that I was going to die
soon. Unlike last time, I didn’t move in a hurry. I walked neither slow
nor fast. Even though I was determined, death was not pleasant.
Just thinking about the pain that would come and the conversation
he would have with Rox Valois made him shudder. But once again it
comforted me. Yoonhee, you need to get out of repetition. you can
do it.
Pick laughed. No matter how hard I try, the fear doesn’t go away.
When the cap of the bottle was opened, the magic formula engraved
on the outside disappeared. What, was this a one-time use? I
lowered the prince’s score again, which I had raised a little. You said
you should give it a try, but what if it fails?
Was I thinking too much in terms of Raviel? The necklace also had
its limits, but the necklace wasn’t broken until right before he died in
the car last time.
So I thought I could share the blood in the bottle the prince gave me,
but it was a big mistake. In the next episode, there were more things
to ask of the crown prince. I’ll have to pretend to be a good wizard
again.
Time will go back anyway, and meeting the Duke of Valois was my
priority in this episode, so I poured my blood without reserve.
Dark brown mana began to fluctuate. Soon, Mana began to pop out
of the frame and take shape. I was troubled for that short time.
If I sit here and wait, will it show that I was caught too deliberately?
But if you run away and get caught, it hurts…. There was no time,
and the hesitation quickly ended.
I started running.
“Ugh…!”
when is it coming out I’m dying of pain I hoped that Rocks Valois
would show up and get rid of this vine.
came out The drag has stopped. The vines turned to dust and
disappeared. I was in pretty good shape except for my legs, and I
came to my senses. I need to get the info out. certainly.
I started acting.
“I will strike a scepter for going in and out of the imperial castle
without permission!”
“Kyahaha, you know it’s really funny to say that with your image right
now, right?”
“Aagh!”
“Let’s not do this while we all know each other. where are you from?
How far do you know?”
“….”
When I didn’t answer, she waved her hand again. I could feel the
vines tightening all over my body. such a crazy bastard Profanity
flowed out. I tried hard not to lose my mind.
I realized that this is the Maginot Line. Originally, I was going to act
stuttering, but my mind went back and forth due to pain, so I
naturally stuttered. should i thank you for this
“Uh huh? what is this sound! you! Say it again. Where did you come
from?”
“Bird… wall….”
“Breakdown at dawn?! Do you mean these broke the treaty?”
For the first time, her laugh cracked. I smiled at the sight of her
taking a step closer to me with her arms crossed before I knew it.
I cut off her words, which were about to become long. The candles
were gradually dimming. I shook my head and came to my senses.
Not yet.
“Lete~? Well. Where are you? Did you come in as a maid in that
outfit in the first place? Isn’t it really too obvious? Do you think we
put Lethe in a place where a class like you could go? Are all the
tower officials dead? I don’t understand.”
I rearranged again with anger. I knew it was a trap, but I didn’t know
that all the places I could go were like that.
“Lethe… where….”
“Oh my gosh, you’re persistent. Anyway, you’re dead here. Do you
think I will let you live?”
“….”
“And then. Wouldn’t you know even if I told you? Do you know
anything about the imperial castle? You can guess what kind of
position she is in when she only entered as a maid. Do you know
what the ‘Book of the Rose’ is?”
A book that contains all the explanations about Lethe. Although she
clearly remembered what the prince had told her before, she
restrained herself from reacting to familiar words.
“For our high-noble royal family. I have a secret. A very strong and
old secret.”
“….”
“It hasn’t been long since I haven’t lost either. But I thought it would
be fun, so I jumped in! The results are very satisfactory. You’ve never
actually seen Lethe, have you?”
“….”
I wanted to rip off Rox Valois’ mouth. Tell me where you are, not your
impressions. There was a place I vaguely guessed, but I wanted to
be sure.
It’s information that I get at the cost of my life, but I didn’t want to rely
on probabilities.
“Therefore… where….”
“Eight! Because I don’t even know! Can you have as much magic as
I do? And what about that precious royal blood? Oh, maybe this
could be saved. Because His Highness the Crown Prince will be
keeping his eyes open to find Lethe.”
She said and laughed. The previous car overlapped with the sound
of laughter that pierced the ceiling. That person is not normal either. I
laughed at the sudden thought.
“Hmm… Anyway, the tower broke the treaty, so it’s not safe there
anymore. I need to move the storage location. Cat thief, I received
your information well. With such a weak will, I think dying early will
help the tower. It’s a little bit painful, so I’m very proud…. Ugh, I hate
it.”
“Flaw… uh….”
found.
who to say
“It’s the first time I’ve seen a kid smile like you right before he dies.
The stray cat has lost its mind….”
She clicked her tongue and shook her head. I still smiled stubbornly.
Anyway, it’s information I got from dedicating the whole episode, but
if it’s not now, when will I laugh?
“I’ll let you go now. The information you gave us brings us closer to
victory. thank you very much! Your comrades will follow soon, so
don’t be too heartbroken.”
“….”
“Haha! ha ha ha!”
I started laughing for the first time since I was stuck in a loop. I
laughed like crazy at the little achievements I had made. I don’t know
if this is the way to get out of repetition, but I had to give it a meaning
like this.
I entered the store before Melissa came out. I could clearly feel the
eyes following me. Maybe it’s because the clothes you’re wearing
are special. I calmly waited for her to come out from the inside.
This time, I naturally melted into Melissa’s shop. I said hello again to
my first luck in three months. Thank you, Melissa.
I made a detailed plan for two months. In fact, it was a plan that was
far short of adding the formula ‘Meticulous’. It was a so-called
‘Stealing Lethe’ operation.
The reason for ‘Stealing’ was simple. I calculated the point in time by
drawing timestamps on parchment during this period.
If everything went as it should, today was the day Lethe was first
robbed. He contemplated whether or not to tell Raviel, who was to
visit soon, about it. The conclusion was ‘Let’s not talk’.
The future that would happen after Lethe wasn’t stolen was
uncertain. I didn’t want to gamble with my life. Why am I doing such
a detrimental thing?
That bastard’s Lete isn’t even important to me. I’m just looking at it
as one of the means to escape repetition.
So, I will let the 3rd prince steal Lethe. Woody’s letter will also be
delivered the day before, so that there is no tracking in advance. The
truth of my iteration will also be at that time.
This time I have to treat him very slowly and carefully like a baby elk
so he doesn’t avoid me. I was determined.
There was a familiar violin sound and a steady ticking sound. It was
a comfort I hadn’t felt in a long time. I got up from lying down and put
my chin on the back of the sofa.
Behind the sofa was Raviel’s desk. After staring at him for a few
minutes, Raviel finally spoke first.
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
“Do you have something to say?”
“No.”
Raviel stopped her quill, which was rare, and looked at me. It meant
telling, not hiding. Of course, I didn’t hide anything. I was thinking of
making fun of him.
“….”
It was a secret that she eventually caught Raviel covering her face
with her hands right before she lay down.
El’s chirping chirping was sweet. I picked up a white ball that fit
comfortably in my hand and rubbed it on my cheek. It was warm and
fluffy.
“Is that positive or negative? If you tweet just once, you will know it
positively.”
El must be as intelligent as a human. This time El cried once. I
laughed out loud because I was amazed at the fact that the bird and
the language communicated, and because it was funny that the
communication was a gossip about the owner.
We stopped talking only after Raviel gave the order to El—I don’t
know why it was El and not me—to be quiet. I couldn’t stop the smile
that was still on my lips.
I realized once again that the choice of the last round to throw away
was really stupid. It was better to convince him than to be hurt by
him. I couldn’t come to my senses as my nervousness chased me to
do something I would never have done if I had thought about it
calmly.
But I also knew that if a new death were to come to me, I would not
be so calm. This was, after all, the eve of the storm. If there is no
change in repetition even after obtaining Lethe, you will face a new
despair.
I know that fact, but I decided to enjoy it to the fullest for now.
This time, in order not to be wary of Raviel, she treated her kindly
from the first meeting, using engineering. Even after coming to the
Magic Tower, he did not rush to repeat it, and pretended not to know
what he already knew. It was not difficult to slowly approach him and
share affection.
I just didn’t like having to call him Zephyros. There was still another
week before I could confess to repeating it to him and hear the name
directly on his lips.
The repetition of time was boring, but peace was not. I found out
about it too late. I hoped that this temporary peace would not be
broken.
May the Magic Tower be peaceful, may El welcome me, may Raviel
always wait for me here.
That’s it.
***
“… you. UNI.”
“… Yes.”
“It’s late.”
The magic clock was pointing to one o’clock. I was in a daze for a
while, not knowing why I was doing this.
I even found out why Flora cries noisily when touched. Simply put,
he just hates being touched. Of course, it took me ten questions to
figure this out. It was a limitation of our communication method.
While chatting in front of the nymph, pollen suddenly flew in.
How did they know it was pollen? It was because Flora closed the
bud as much as she could and then opened it wide. I was hit with a
sudden bout and coughed badly, and I lay down on the sofa out of
excitement….
Obviously what I was trying to say was a sentence, but words just
popped out like illiterate. What is this? Even when I was in doubt, my
eyes were still watering. I forced myself to keep my eyes closed.
“Since I was hit by the nymph’s powder, my body won’t listen until
tomorrow morning. Flora scolded her harshly. I’m sorry, Yuni.”
“Ah… Why….”
Oh, I see. ‘So why am I lying here?’ I wanted to ask, but only two
words came out. I thought I’d have to rip that nymph’s head off
tomorrow.
“I can’t go into your room without permission, and I can’t keep you
sleeping on the sofa…. I’m sorry I touched you without your
permission.”
“Ah… okay….”
Of course, this time it was ‘No, it’s okay.’ Raviel was not the kind of
person who would do bad things to me because I was sleeping. If I
had to put my hand on it, it would have been just a hug and a move,
but it was a needlessly exaggerated expression.
Most of all, when I think of my limp body like this, I would probably
have fallen off the couch a few times. Raviel must have thought that
it would be better to move her to a wide bed rather than putting her
back on the sofa.
“And now that time is time…. It was past bedtime and I had no
choice but to wake you up. I am really sorry.”
I tried to say that I didn’t have to say I’m sorry, but I just kept my
mouth shut just in case I spit out a few words like an idiot again.
I nodded slowly.
It’s right next door, so I arrived quickly. Even with Raviel holding me,
she opened the door without much difficulty.
As I wrapped myself in the soft bed, I fell more sleepy. Raviel’s voice
was heard through the distant consciousness.
“….”
I don’t know if I answered or not. I was eaten as Suma led me. Even
so, it seems that I was a little disappointed with the scent that was
getting farther away.
“Zephyros.”
“Yes.”
Tomorrow is the day Woody’s letter arrives. I had dinner with Raviel
and didn’t go back to my room.
“What to say?”
I held his hand lightly before we started talking. Raviel did not
remove her hand, but she seemed surprised by the sudden contact.
Well, it’s surprising if you think about his usual temperament.
“UNI?”
“In the middle… Don’t hang up and listen to the end. Understand?
Promise.”
“I repeat time.”
I talked for a very long time, drank water occasionally when I was
choking, and did not let go of Raviel’s hand. He just stared at the
cold blue eyes and said.
“… So from now on, I’ll call you Raviel. This is the end of my story.”
I shook my head at the first sentence. I knew what was to come next.
“Things you can find out with a little research,” they would say.
Fortunately, you’re not angry this time. No, the next time I talk about
it in detail, I get angry.
“But….”
huh? But?
I raised my bowed head. His hand came slowly. Straight fingers put
the messy hair in her ears.
A very fleeting touch, like passing by. At that moment, I felt like I was
going to stop breathing. What are you going to say next?
“…?”
“The naturalness of your dealings with El, and not being surprised
when it must be the first time you see a nymph. attitude toward me.
all of them… It’s strange, but I thought it was like that in my
personality. Because you are free.”
“….”
“I see now that I did not misunderstand you when you first greeted
me. Did you say nice to see you ‘Again’?”
I was not surprised because I already knew Raviel’s memory. How
can you remember even a fleeting conversation?
“I see.”
“I don’t even remember, but you must have been hurt a lot by me. I
couldn’t believe it easily.”
“….”
Raviel, I told you sometime. I don’t want to cry over your kindness.
But what should I do if they treat me like this? How can I avoid you
more here? How do I get you out of me?
Tears flowed without realizing it. My throat was sore from crying.
Somewhere in the pit was hot, as if on fire.
I felt sorry for myself in the past when I was only obsessed with
fragments. It was a pity that I was stuck on that one thing and
couldn’t treat him sincerely. I was sorry that I had upset him with my
wayward attitude and turned him away.
He raised his hand and wiped away my tears. But there were more
tears flowing, so I didn’t even have a chin. A transparent stream of
water flowed down her long white fingers. I felt sorry for even my
tears wet his sleeves.
He finally cupped my cheeks with both hands. It was very clear that I
was at a loss for what to do with my tears. It was evident that he was
so flustered that he couldn’t even think of pulling out his
handkerchief.
Raviel, if I told her not to cry, she would cry more. I need to hug you
at times like this. Instead of spitting out a bruise, I hugged his neck.
The cold face, the warm shoulder that didn’t match, and the familiar
scent made me cry more. I’m sorry for him…. And thank you.
“Black… Whoa….”
“UNI….”
But even for a while, I ended up crying louder at the warm tone
whispering in my ear as he clumsily stroked my hair.
“Don’t cry….”
Raviel, if you tell her not to cry, she will cry even more. stupid my
friend
“Yes.”
Raviel stopped writing and stood up. I grabbed his hand before
leaving.
And he moved vigorously, but he stopped in his seat and could not
move forward at all. I asked awkwardly.
“Why? Do you have anything ready? Did you always just go?”
“Because I have to guide the way to the tower. I heard that each
person opens a different path?”
“Yes….”
I didn’t even pay attention to his answer, which was rare. After giving
him a big smile, he started walking again. It went well this time.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
“Tell me now.”
“Of course!”
“Yes!”
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
“What kind of person is the ‘Senior Zephyrus’? The one who gave
you your name.”
“Ah, yes.”
“….”
I stopped at his words. That’s right. Come to think of it, how many
times is this? Over and over again, I forgot to count. I counted until
the fifth. I think I forgot about it after going through it nine times.
“….”
“It’s fine.”
“….”
“No, it’s not really okay. Let’s talk about this later. I want to hear
about Zephyrus from the previous generation. How did the talk come
this far? haha.”
Like I just said, this kind of story was awkward. Happiness is twice
as happy when shared, but sorrow is twice as painful when shared. I
didn’t want my precious person to be consumed by sadness.
“Night?”
Raviel also knows how to use poetic expressions. I was inwardly
amazed.
“It’s scary because you don’t know the end, but that’s why you can
lean on it with confidence.”
“Yes?”
“Explain ‘As’?”
“Yes.”
There are people in the world who decide their image. It was so
funny that Raviel responded by following it straight away. It seemed
that he knew roughly what kind of priest he was. I turned to him to
ask the next question.
Raviel was laughing. It was a light but sure smile. I knew he was
happy with this subject. I was proud. I asked him without hesitation.
“Since he’s also Zephyrus, he must have been very good at magic,
right?”
“Your mana control was lower than mine, and your level of
understanding of magic formulas was similar.”
Raviel wasn’t condescending. It was just a matter of telling the truth.
I really liked this of him.
“Twenty-six.”
“….”
“Yes.”
As soon as I got to his room, I floated luck. This was the most
important thing in this episode.
“Raviel, can you help me in the imperial castle?”
“What?”
Raviel, who was pouring mana into turning the magic letter into
normal parchment, stopped. He was frozen as he used magic.
to tell the truth or not Will he be mad at me if I tell him? The trouble
was short-lived. I decided to treat him sincerely from this episode, so
it would be better to tell the truth.
I told the truth and smiled shyly. Talking about ‘Throwaway tea’ in
front of others made me feel uncomfortable. Anyway, time was
erased….
“UNI….”
“Yes? Oh, but not now. I’ll hide Lethe in that library until a little more
date passes. But why?”
“You….”
why? what? I was uneasy about Raviel, who didn’t speak. Couldn’t it
be that you come now and don’t trust me like you did back then and
suddenly raise your mana?
“Ah….”
“How much….”
“Because it’s good for me to pass it like that. You won’t be able to
stand it if you keep all of them. I think so.”
But my true feelings were like that. I was the one who suffered a loss
if I gave meaning to all deaths. The speed at which the mind is
gnawed away will also increase. Now it’s time to just let go of my
death.
“Ask for help in the imperial castle, does that mean you’re asking for
help finding Lethe?”
“Yes.”
“The prince will give it to you. Are you sure. Oh, of course it’s a
secret that we know where Lethe is.”
Raviel did not answer. I knew what he was thinking about and not
talking about. He must be worried about the treaty with Zephyrus.
I also thought about that the most during the two months at Melissa’s
store. I thought of several ways, but in the end, only one remained.
Teleportation.
Wouldn’t that magic alone make the perfect crime possible? Seeing
that Raviel uses it every day, it doesn’t seem like such a difficult
magic.
“… Well.”
“Yuni, you may not feel it because you are with me often, but
movement magic is one of the high-ranking ceremonies. If even a
small error occurs, the damage cannot be estimated.”
“I don’t think you’ll fail the calculation…. Doesn’t the latter also make
sense? I heard that there is no magician in the Empire whose mana
control surpasses that of Zephyrus.”
“Why Hwangseong?”
“You have to get ‘Permission’ to enter the imperial castle. I’m not
talking about simple paperwork. One of the members of the imperial
family must personally engrave it in the ‘Record’.”
“Ah, I think I heard that. You can’t come and go at will. But before,
you sneaked in at night. So I thought it didn’t matter.”
“I?”
“Yes. … What did you say? tear… Are you going? I said so to the
prince. and it really came 4 o’clock in the morning, 5 o’clock in the
morning….”
“….”
“Yes. You can tell Bliss that you are visiting for another reason and
ask her to engrave it in the ‘Record’. There will be a penalty if you
tear up the ceremony like last time, so that would be better.”
“Yes.”
set an hour I was excited to find Lethe. With Raviel’s help, you could
go directly to the library where the 『Book of Roses』 was kept, so
you didn’t have to run into Rocks Valois.
If you can’t get out of the loop after that…. I’ll have to think about that
then. I didn’t want to be depressed now.
“Yes.”
“You can’t go there. So just contact me with magic and tell me you
picked up this letter! I have to schedule my next appointment in 14
days. Because I must go to the Imperial Castle the next day. please.”
“Ah….”
In any case, it’s a very good feeling when everything goes smoothly.
For some reason, I felt like I could catch a clue about my repetition. I
really wanted to see it with my own two eyes.
A red liquid dripped from the bottle he held in his hand. I sang joy in
my heart.
This time, I asked Raviel to put mana in a necklace with a blue jewel.
Raviel was surprised at first, asking how the hell did she know that
necklace.
When I said, ‘How many times have you already gifted me?’ Raviel
kept her mouth shut.
It was early morning when the sun had not yet risen.
“Raviel, do this.”
I gently shook the velvet box at him who came closer. There was a
sound of jewels moving little by little inside. Raviel always gives her
presents and then runs away. Why are you saying that?
“You were like that last time? But it was filled in the end. What’s your
reason not to? It is not difficult to fill this.”
Even then, I was playing around with the necklace’s mana without
much thought. The golden mana blooming according to my
imagination was beautiful. Raviel, who was looking at it together,
said at once.
“The only time the Empire gives you a necklace is when you get
married.”
“To be precise, it is to make one and only necklace in the world and
then fill it with each other. That is the marriage culture of the Empire.”
“Ah… yes….”
“Yes…?”
“But neither you nor I are imperials, so let’s just move on. I didn’t
want to tell you that you might think it’s strange…. When I asked, he
told me. Do not misunderstand.”
“For a moment!”
“Why?”
Raviel said that and wiped her eyes once. I knew the expression was
embarrassing in its own way.
“Yes.”
More than that, why did Raviel say that she would give such a
precious thing as an apology!
“Even though….”
“Um….”
The necklace resembling a red ruby from the previous episode came
to mind. Wow, I guess Raviel at that time really hated me. If you dare
to look for another necklace and present it to me.
“A ring?”
“Yes. Put the same ring on the fourth finger of your left hand.”
He pointed with his right hand and the ring finger of his left hand. His
gaze followed my fingers.
“It’s unusual.”
“… Why?”
He buried his face in his hard chest. If you do this, your mouth will be
blocked and you will mumble, but you will understand everything.
Thank you for accepting me for countless hours from our first
meeting until today.
“… yes.”
***
I waited for the right time.
The imperial castle was a place where all nobles came and went.
Among them, it was the residence of the most noble family. It was so
strict with all kinds of expenses.
And today was the very day. I told Raviel in advance to come today.
Deng, Deng.
The sound of the clock tower announcing 2:00 AM rang out. I held
the sleeping Amy and Sophie’s hands once in a while. I greeted you
in my heart.
“UNI.”
I turned to the familiar voice. There was Raviel, who was wearing a
different robe than usual. It was a cheap robe without any patterns.
whispered to him.
“What’s the matter?”
“Let’s go.”
When I opened my eyes, what I saw was a huge cave. Moss had
grown on the surface, which seemed to have been carved out of
stone.
It was clear that it was a woman, but it was sculpted as if her face
was covered with a veil, so it was impossible to tell who it was. I
didn’t even know he was a great man in the empire anyway, so even
if I saw his face, I wouldn’t have recognized him.
I really imagined a place like a library at the word ‘Library’, but it was
unexpected. Following Raviel’s guidance, I moved toward the statue.
“Raviel, this is where the ‘Book of the Rose’ is kept, right? It is very
desolate.”
“This is the entrance. After the magic formula is solved, move on.”
Aha. I understand now. This place is just like a gateway through
which you pass. I wondered if Raviel knew, so I asked him a
question.
“Who is that?”
Arriving in front of the statue, I could really see that what he said was
true. The statue didn’t say who made it, what its name was, or when
it was made.
It was rather crude except for the fact that it did not corrode at all for
something made of stone. It didn’t look like it was made by an
expert.
While I was looking at the statue, Raviel poured mana into it. Then, a
magic formula of white light filled my eyes. I realized after seeing that
long and complicated expression.
Except for helping Raviel with her magic research, there was no
unresolved expression in her head. But this was even a little more
difficult than that. I also need a quill and parchment to solve. I
understand why the prince said that no one can go.
“Wow….”
It was all roses. The ceiling, walls, and even the floor were all
covered with roses. The scent of fresh flowers made it hard to
breathe. The fresh green smell mixed with the enchanting scent of
roses made me a little dizzy.
The place where the statue had been was turned into an altar. There
was only one thing on it that could be called a book.
While I looked around and admired it, Raviel checked the 『Book of
Roses』. Standing still with a page open seemed to be some kind of
magical device.
“The ‘Book of the Rose’ cannot be read unless you are from the
royal family. I tried to solve it with magic, but it still doesn’t work.”
However, his reply was unwelcome. Not being able to read it unless
you’re from the imperial family. Really, Zephyrus was only needed to
open the entrance….
“Really?!”
“It’s not like this place. It was just a few withered roses. I think it
changed because of Lethe’s power.”
After saying that, Raviel closed her eyes. Following his gestures,
mana began to take on color. Soon the huge cave was filled with
golden mana.
At the command of the owner, Mana knocked here and there and
flew around. It was obviously a beautiful scene, but I was worried
about Raviel. Aren’t you overdoing it?
Raviel, who had been managing mana for a long time, opened her
eyes. carrying good news.
“I found it.”
“Yes!”
I followed Raviel’s guidance and moved. The rose was in the middle
of the heating, so I was stabbed by thorns several times. Raviel
couldn’t stand it and offered to hug me and leave, but I refused. I’m
still struggling here because of me, but I didn’t want to get help even
for such a trivial thing.
Raviel sat down in front of the creek and put her hand into the water
without hesitation.
“Raviel!”
Who warned me that I was in danger, but you are so ignorant of me?
Even if I put it in, it’s right for me to put it in.
I grabbed his arm and tried to pull him away, but he wouldn’t budge.
The water lathered along with our movements. When there was no
change in the stream, Raviel spoke to me.
“Okay….”
If you say that, I can’t hold you back anymore. I put my hand hanging
from his arm into the creek.
“A magic formula made by two or more people. To solve it, you need
as many wizards as you made.”
But I’m not a wizard. Even if we go back here, how will we save the
other wizard…?
“Yes?”
No matter how smart a person is, he said, two people are needed
because no one can solve two problems at the same time. It was
also said that if the magic formula is not solved within the time limit,
the magic formula will disappear and fail.
A hairpin the size of a palm was placed on the bare ground, where
the dampness had completely disappeared.
“That… Right?”
“Yes.”
What did I say then? ‘It’s funny how ordinary trinkets lift and turn the
empire’? It was something I really didn’t know what to say.
That moment.
After recognizing it, the change began in an instant. The space that
had been full of roses began to wither quickly.
There was no time for this. He shoved Lethe into his arms.
“Where?”
“I will send you to the inn before, and you return to the tower. Is it
possible?”
“Yes.”
I knew that the ‘Original appearance of the library’ that Raviel had
been talking about was what it is now. The place where the brilliant
flower garden disappeared was just like a land of death.
“Keugh….”
“Raviel?”
The floating golden mana disappeared. How did this happen? It was
then that a sharp voice was heard from behind.
Even without looking, I could tell whose voice it was. But now there
was nothing to worry about.
I hurriedly grabbed Raviel, who was covering her mouth to stop the
backflow of blood. He was constantly coughing up blood.
“The magic….”
Raviel coughed again, not being able to continue talking behind her
back. Blood gushed out. Looking at the current situation, I could tell
without listening. Another mage intervened in Raviel’s magic.
She didn’t know what to do with Raviel, who couldn’t come to her
senses at all.
Before I could even say his name, he hugged me. It was difficult to
keep my balance in the rough rotation of my body.
“Why….”
Had I been hit as it was, it would have pierced my heart. It felt like
the world was collapsing.
I wanted to say more, but my voice choked up. You already know
repetition. You know that even if I die, I will come back to life. But
why do you have to suffer?
Raviel let out a faint moan, but there was no answer. It just
swallowed the pain and put a golden curtain around us.
At the same time, Valois and another familiar voice were heard. It
was Woody Jace.
“Dismissal. I also had a long time. really… Strange. The one who
doesn’t step out of the tower….”
I could tell from those words. Even though Raviel had better mana
control than them, she couldn’t control them. This was something
that even they thought was odd. If so, even Raviel wouldn’t have
expected it. I felt Raviel’s body getting hotter as she leaned on me.
I could feel my voice trembling. After a few more words outside the
golden curtain, the man and woman began to use their magic. The
membrane vibrated.
I couldn’t come to my senses at all. what can i do now Why did this
happen? Raviel…. blood… You bleed too much.
“Raviel….”
“….”
Raviel’s face was too pale as she clenched her chin. I frantically
thought of a way to escape this moment.
The prince was like that. They said that if you have Lethe, your
wounds will heal. I whipped myself out of my mind and took Lete out
of my arms. It was still bright and shiny.
I was devastated.
“UNI….”
“Don’t cry….”
does it matter now? The bruises only lingered inside. I wished he
had spoken, and I wished he had kept his mouth shut.
The ice spear disappeared before I knew it. Maybe that’s why,
whenever he opened his mouth, blood leaked out from the wound.
“… go.”
what? Before I could answer, golden mana began to appear from his
hand on my shoulder. I screamed at my body being engulfed in
mana. What are you doing right now, Raviel?
“Raviel! What are you doing! why me… Why are you sending me
away? you are? you!”
“….”
He didn’t care about my words. He was putting all his efforts into
perfecting the movement magic. His eyes were stained red with
blood vessels bursting.
I didn’t close my eyes despite the feeling of being sucked in. The last
thing I saw was a golden curtain that disappeared as soon as the
movement magic was completed.
“Raviel, why….”
If the two had tried to go together, the magic would have failed along
the way. Raviel knew exactly the condition of her body.
he suddenly thought.
In fact, the words that time repeats itself due to death didn’t really
appeal to Raviel. I had only come to believe it because of her way of
speaking and her habits.
Moreover, she didn’t want to talk much about ‘Death’ itself. If the
subject of death was brought up even for a moment, he would often
avoid it. Raviel respected her and didn’t say anything more.
I realized that I had never approached her first, only accepting her
who suddenly approached me. Raviel gave a dejected smile that
didn’t suit the current situation.
In the end, she was the only one who tried. He had nothing to lose.
“Sorry.”
“Nothing to be sorry about, think about how to find it. You can’t tell
because you’ve hidden your destination! Ugh, really!”
“Yes….”
Raviel had doubts about the voice she heard for the first time.
From then on, it was difficult for Raviel to maintain a calm mind. If it
hadn’t been for her trembling hands, he would have collapsed.
She was always close to death, but it was strange that she was so
saddened by her own death. Does she value me?
“By the way… How the hell did we use magic in front of this man?”
“Dismissal. Just my opinion… Didn’t you tear off the divine
protection?”
“Hmm… There is no answer other than that. So, did this man die of
pride?”
“….”
Raviel didn’t have the heart to refute. Ever since I entered the
imperial castle, something was strange. Not only was his body
heavy, but he spent more time casting magic.
Of course, now I realize that it can’t be like that either. In fact, it was
as if he had done the work knowingly.
Raviel couldn’t hear well anymore. It felt like falling into water.
Everything hummed. I felt death approaching me step by step.
There was no greater regret than I thought. Have I not had any
lingering attachments in my life? It was a somewhat belated question
to think about in the face of death.
“It is strange. The owner of the tower I saw wasn’t that stupid.”
“Still….”
“Then Lethe….”
He slowly looked back on his life. That wasn’t quite right. The
position of Zephyrus was originally a position that had no choice but
to do so.
After the former Zephyrus left, he was always alone. A few people
approached him, but he knocked them all out. I had no intention of
letting it be, full of greed to use me.
He was just living in the tower because he liked to study magic, but
he wasn’t dark in his reasoning.
It’s because I thought that even a butterfly that could pass by was
like a flower that was twisted at all costs. There was no gratitude to
convey to the parents who did not even know their faces. If it hadn’t
been for abandoning me in the mountain where the tower is located,
I wouldn’t have been alive until now.
But one day, she appeared. Without realizing it, it had already
permeated her.
At that time, Raviel thought it was fortunate that her face was smooth
for the first time. It was because that mischievous joke seemed to
see me as a man named ‘Raviel’ rather than ‘Zephyros’.
However, with his cold body, it was difficult to even have a small
smile. He knew it was time to go. It wasn’t without regrets at all. It
wasn’t even resentful.
I felt sorry for her to be left alone. He was sorry to know that if she
were to come back to life, he would not remember her back then.
***
The room was quiet except for the intermittent sounds of Amy talking
in her sleep and Sophie breathing. It felt more quiet in preparation for
the library that had been bombarded with all sorts of magic until just
now.
I looked down at the body that was still sticky. red all over From the
face to the hands and legs…. It was drenched in Raviel’s blood.
There were parts that seemed to be hardening as time went on.
no. Raviel probably isn’t dead yet. He’s a genius wizard. I sent it
because I would get in the way.
So, I was the one who killed Raviel. I killed him by dragging him in,
who would normally be doing research in the tower. made me go
through the same pain. Was it my greed to struggle to escape
repetition?
I looked at the Lethe in my hand. The soft light did not disappear. It
was clean by itself, as if it had never been stained with blood. It was
a noble relic that didn’t suit me, who was tainted.
Tears flowed again at the powerlessness. It’s a weak body that can’t
even be broken. I felt like I was about to fall into a swamp of self-
destruction.
heart breaks There was no time to catch the falling one by one. I was
beating my stomach like crazy. The pain didn’t go away. It was hard
to breathe.
I lay down on the floor and curled up in a circle. There was a strong
smell of blood on his clothes. Raviel’s refreshing scent had long
since disappeared.
The clock tower rang countless times. The chill on the cold wooden
floor made me crouch down. It would have been nice if this small
room was a coffin for me….
I have to wash myself before the other maids get up. I have to wash
these clothes. I have to find a way to live even for Raviel, who sent
me this far.
What do you do with that? I’d go back to ‘The first day’ anyway. It
was wrong to think of using Lete. what is intuition I didn’t even have
that ability. From the time I acted on my intuition that didn’t work, this
situation was predicted. stupid yoon hee
“UNI! UNI! How did this happen? Sophie! Wake up! Uni is weird!”
I didn’t want to do anything despite the fuss of Amy and Sophie who
were waving at me. I just wanted to lie here quietly and wait for
death.
Normally, I would die tomorrow, but if I’m lucky, I’ll live another week.
If I’m lucky, I’m a bitch. If I was lucky, I would have been stuck in a
loop and I was like this? Why am I not happy even in another world?
Did you sell your country in your previous life? Is that why the ghosts
cling to you and make you suffer? Is it laid so that the awl gets stuck
in every step you take? right. It seem to be like that.
I was stunned and just laughed. At this point, I just laughed. Have I
really gone mad? Originally, the crazy person said that the head is a
flower garden. So that’s where the real laugh comes out. I have
become like that now.
“Uni, uni…. Where are you really hurt? I’m worried. Say anything.”
“What are you doing lying there like that! UNI! What’s wrong with
you? I’m scared! Please wake up.”
Okay, let’s ask Rania. Let’s ask why they were able to use magic
even though Raviel was there. I hastily hid Lethe in my arms. In the
meantime, another urgent voice was heard.
As soon as Rania saw me, her eyes widened. I got up. There was
only one goal left for me now. I need to know why Raviel died like
that.
I remembered now, but the fact that she came to me means that the
prince ordered it. So, the person waiting for me right now would be
the crown prince. That side was better.
“Yes…. jeon… Oh no. he calls By the way, Uni-nim, where did you
get hurt? Can I help you?”
“This is not my blood. Sophie, Amy. thanks. And I’m sorry. I will run
away and you will be punished.”
“No…. UNI…. I don’t know what’s going on, but I hope it works
out….”
I don’t even know if I’m walking properly now. The whole world
seemed like a lie.
Even the crown prince must have known that Raviel had died. So
Rania came to pick me up. They must be held accountable for
trespassing into the library without permission. The prince will kill me
for that responsibility.
“Uni-sama?”
“Yes?”
“Ah…. I know.”
After washing everything and putting Lethe in her clothes, she came
out, and a new maid outfit was ready at the door. I hurriedly changed
and hid Lethe in my bosom again.
There was no one in the room with an attached bathroom. When I
went out of the room once more, Rania was sitting by the window. I
urged her
“I… Uni.”
“Why?”
“… I know.”
“Listen.”
Rania’s voice revealing her identity calmed her heart. Even if I die
when I die, I should know what the hell Raviel died for.
“Let’s do as headquarters.”
The man who got up without regret left the door in the opposite
direction from the one I entered. It was a quiet exit without even the
sound of a door closing.
The prince turned around the desk and pointed at the sofa.
Rania naturally stood behind the crown prince. I sat on the sofa and
watched him.
Surprisingly, his face hardened. If you had been laughing until this
point, I was going to spit on you. I guess he wasn’t that crazy.
“First of all….”
After the rush, the term was long. I realized what the prince was
trying to say.
“I didn’t expect things to turn out like this…. The Third Prince
declared war on the Tower of Dawn. Because of what happened last
night.”
“I ordered Rocks Valois to enter. with Noel. There was nothing but
Zephyros’ corpse. Is this important now? I’m interrogating you, just
not holding a tool. Answer me correctly.”
There must have been a bug crawling into his ear. There was a
gnawing sound all over. Only one word lingered in the prince’s
words. ‘Corpse’. It’s Raviel’s corpse….
I caught the spirit trying to get confused. Haven’t heard the reason
yet.
“What?”
“Majesty. Please answer this first.”
“You have no right to demand an answer from me. You are cheeky.”
The prince was enraged. I wasn’t scared at all. If you’re angry, what
else would you do but kill?
“….”
“Shut up. I live under the shadow of Zephyrus and I can’t take care
of my situation properly. Do you know what your status is now that
Zephyrus is dead?”
I didn’t get it. My question was not something the prince would react
to so sensitively. It was something that could normally be asked.
Instead, I got a hint from him. Suddenly, a thought passed through
my mind.
The day Raviel ‘Teared’ the ceremony and came in for the first time.
Healing magic used on me.
Seeing how it took longer than usual, I guessed that it was a magic
that I studied for a long time. And he had never seen him use that
magic outside the imperial castle. So it didn’t feel odd.
Raviel stood in silence for a while before going to the library today. I
kept thinking that magic was slow. I didn’t take it seriously because I
was in a bad mood.
I felt like I wanted to grab him by the collar and shake him.
Rania erased the sign of concern she had shown earlier. She turned
into a blunt face like a doll that has forgotten her emotions and thrust
a sword into my throat.
“Haha….”
I wasn’t afraid of anything she said. On the contrary, a laugh came
out because it was absurd. Every time I laughed, the blade that
brushed by me slit my throat.
I had no intention of dying now. Surely he will die after admitting his
mistake. I threw the bait that the prince would enjoy the most.
“Did you go into the library and ask what you did?”
“Did you ever think of opening your mouth because your life was in
danger?”
“I found Lethe.”
“What?”
“Majesty!”
It was an instant for the prince to stab him in the shoulder. He took
Rania’s sword that was threatening me and stabbed it into my body
without hesitation. Without mercy, I drew my sword again and my
blood splattered everywhere.
He nervously threw his sword on the floor. The clean office was
stained red.
“Sir Rania. Don’t make a fuss. Doesn’t Kyung know best that he
won’t die from a wound like this?”
I was dying of pain, but I had a lot to say. I felt the score for the
crown prince hit the floor and go down to the minus. A stupid bastard
with no blood or tears.
“Are you out of your mind? You still don’t know the subject. I have no
intention of doing anything noble like a deal with you. It’s not even
worth it.”
“If you torture and find out, that’s enough. Do you think such an
outrageous condition would work in this situation?”
From the time he first talked about the deal, he measured the
distance of the sword that had fallen to the ground. After being
scolded by the prince, Rania went back and stood quietly behind the
sofa, and the prince sat deeply on the sofa. I was bent over from the
pain of my wounds. I was closest to the sword.
I snatched the sword as fast as I could. Even though he was
prepared, he was staggered once by the weight of the sword. It was
difficult to give strength to the arm due to the wound on the shoulder.
“Are you going to threaten me with that sword you can’t even hold
properly? It’s stupid. What did Zephyrus-nim see and welcome you
as a ‘Guest’?”
It must have been the words I threw after calculating that I would be
shaken. Even though I was furious, I faithfully carried out my plan.
I took my sword and walked behind the sofa where I was sitting. It
was like creating an obstacle with a long sofa in front of me.
“Your Highness, I don’t ask for much. You only need one answer.
Then I’ll tell you where Lethe is right away.”
Shall I cut off my wrist? no. That would be at the level of first aid in
the imperial castle. You should be more certain.
“It is a very easy question. It’s so much that I can’t think of the price
to get Lete.”
Shall I prick the reputation then? Oh, that won’t work either. To reach
the heart, you have to cut through the bones, but I don’t think I have
enough strength right now.
“Is it necessary to go to the trouble of torturing? All I have to do is
answer.”
Oh, I remembered. The neck is best. It’s thin, one-shot, and there’s
no risk of failure for beginners. i have to go here
“So please answer me. Your Highness, didn’t you ‘Record’ Zephyrus
last night?”
“….”
I put the sword to my throat at the same time as the last question.
Rania seemed to be about to jump out to stop me, so I pushed the
knife a little bit without hesitation.
“UNI! If you go further in there, you will die! Please stop it!”
“Sir Rania Kraon, I forbid you to speak from now on. Shut up and go
back.”
She hurriedly threw her foot back as she tried to jump out. I went
back to my seat and eventually agreed to the prince’s words.
“Name… I support….”
The smile disappeared from the prince’s face. Rather, ridicule came
out of his annoyed expression. Are you ready to answer me now?
“Yes.”
“There is no guarantee that you will tell me the location of Lethe just
by answering.”
“Lethe is closer than you think. And does Your Highness have
anything to lose by simply answering that question?”
I was sick of the prince’s heinous words. How can I not admit my
mistake until the very end? It was pitiful for the people of the empire
that such a person was the crown prince of the empire.
“… hit.”
He ate and talked, but I understood. Only now did he admit that he
was wrong.
For a moment, the anger rose to the point of making my head tingle,
but when it exceeded the limit, it rather cooled down.
I just hung my head and laughed helplessly. I’m so sorry for making
Raviel ask this coward.
Raviel, look at this. You helped him several times with good
intentions, but the prince was looking for an opportunity to stab you
in the back. isn’t it too silly?
The prince didn’t even care if I laughed or not. He hurried his words
in a businesslike manner.
“Since you have answered the desired question, tell me the location
of Lethe.”
I threw off my polite mask. I got the answer I wanted, and I didn’t
have the heart to give it any more. It was enough if I could put even
one more crack on that prince’s face.
“Lethe was in the library. Who are you talking about being stupid for
not being able to find anything in my front yard?”
“Now….”
“Why? Are you upset because you got what you were looking for so
easily?”
“Shut up.”
“Raviel is also pitiful. What did you do that helped you so much? like
this… to die… Wish you knew….”
When I couldn’t speak and kept my mouth shut, tears fell instead. I
despicably passed all the blame on to the crown prince. It was clear
that the prince was also one of the causes, but it was because of me
that he died in the end.
I know how to bring the dead back to life. And he had no intention of
living any longer in this episode without Raviel. He tried to laugh so
that the crown prince would suffer more. He gave strength to the
hand holding the sword.
“I will make you regret your choice for the rest of your life.”
I thrust the sword deep into my throat. Rania’s scream was heard.
I wanted to cut it all at once, but it was impossible because I ran out
of strength. From the moment the sword was lodged in his throat, his
strength was drained. My knee naturally buckled. lay down on the
ground Blood gushed from his neck. drowsiness poured
I committed suicide for the first time after coming to this world.
***
‘What is this?’
I was trudging along. He sang a song while kicking a stone that got
in his way. Judging from the low field of view, he was of an age that
was not even an elementary school student.
I reached the top house and opened the iron door with the paint
peeling off and entered. A person was sitting on the floor outside and
looked in my direction at the sound of the door opening.
I felt my facial muscles move. It was a blooming smile. A bright and
clear tone pierced my ears.
“Mom!”
“Yes!”
I don’t know why, but I felt like tears coming out of my mother who
looked younger than I remembered. However, the ‘Me’ I was living in
had no such expression at all. The feeling of looking back on life
made me feel like an observer.
Did he really die out of repetition? Is this like the course you go
through before going to the underworld?
“I told you that it’s dangerous, so you shouldn’t go out without saying
anything. When I opened my eyes, do you know how surprised I was
that Yoon-hee was not there?”
My mother must have waited on the floor for a long time after I left. I
was bewildered by these unfamiliar and warm memories. Is it
because I was too young to remember?
“Sorry! But we… He said he wanted some jelly, so I got it! At the
supermarket down there!”
“So? But the next time you go out, be sure to tell your mom. okay?
Promise.”
“Yes! Appointment!”
A fern-like hand reached out and intertwined its little fingers. My
mother stroked my hair as if it was good. I took off my shoes and
entered the room in the back. Sitting in the room was a girl who
seemed to be about the same age as me.
By the way … who is I shook my head at the name that didn’t come
to mind as if it had been painted with ink. Of course, the ‘Me’ in
reality did not move at all.
We were good sisters. It was like that just by looking at him playing
now. He was busy purring and being happy. I was confused by the
new problem I faced.
“Where? where?”
“There!”
They rushed in and fired at me with the BB gun they were playing
with. I hurriedly hugged my brother. Every time the small, fine eggs
hit my back or arm, it stung. I screamed as a child
When the teacher near the school gate caught him, the boys ran
away. The guidance teacher did not particularly try to catch such
children. He obligingly spoke to me.
“Yes.”
“It’s so nice to see you taking care of your little brother. But Yoonhee,
how about getting along well with your friends? First of all, when you
come to school, wear clean clothes….”
I didn’t want to hear more, so I cut off my words. The teacher cleared
his throat, perhaps displeased with the interruption. I was already fed
up with this attitude.
I wanted clothes that were clean and didn’t smell. But after work
every day, when I came home, I couldn’t open my mouth in front of
my father who fell asleep.
The first thing I learned in my short life was ‘Give up’. Then everyone
could be happy.
The point of view has changed again.
Sometimes there were also sweets. When the sticky snack stuck to
my hair, I finally got up and went to the bathroom. The whispers in
the hallway didn’t hurt me.
Wearing a school uniform did not mean that the rank among
students disappeared. From small writing utensils to big bags,
shoes, and mobile phones. It was easy to show off wealth and hard
to hide poverty. I became a target for the children who were bored
with their studies every year. It was a routine thing.
I didn’t want to hand over these six short words, so it was funny how
I wasted the post-it notes. I couldn’t even buy it, so I cut and pasted
the paper. I took it off the desk and folded it finely.
If you were not afraid to tell me this note that didn’t even have the
word ‘Teacher’ attached to it, it would only intensify the bullying. I put
the note in the trash and went to my homeroom teacher.
Why did you call me this time? sexual? transfer? Or is there really
bullying?
“Teacher.”
“I’m afraid you’ll be shocked. I just got a call from the teacher,
Yoonhee… Say your father died.”
“Ah….”
“I’ll pack my bags and go home, and I’ll inform my mother over the
phone about the details. Yoonhee, don’t worry about school. Take
good care of yourself and come. got it?”
“Yes….”
I don’t know what spirit I went back home from school. After hearing
the homeroom teacher’s words, everything didn’t seem real.
Immorally, the first thought that came to my mind was, ‘What should I
do with the house?’
When I entered the house carrying a heavy bag, there was a mother
and younger brother crying while holding on to the only old phone.
Looking at it, I was rather alert.
From now on, I had to be in charge of this house. Because I was the
eldest in this family.
The funeral was held simply. It was the first time I knew that people
still need money after they die. We couldn’t even greet the people
who came to visit our father, so we only reported that he had passed
away. Even so, we starved for several days because it cost money.
When I went back to school, I felt the children gossip even more.
Apparently, the insensitive homeroom teacher told me why I didn’t
come to school.
The teacher must have committed it with the mindset of ‘My friends
will comfort me’. The problem was that I was an outcast and had no
friends. There was only one more reason for bullying.
Still, I did not let go of both my studies and my part-time job. That’s
how I finished the third grade of middle school that was like hell.
***
It was hard for me to tell whether the world I had just been in was
real or the place I was standing in was real. Both were like a dream.
Actually, I’m in a coma right now, so I’m mistaken for a dream for
reality. you never know
It wasn’t just the pain. People in this world were so individual. It was
overly elaborate to say that I created it with my own thoughts.
Among them, the one who stands out is Raviel. I had never seen
anyone like Raviel in my world.
Wandered the streets aimlessly. Complaints flew every time I was hit
by another person in my weak walk. I didn’t even pay attention to
him.
Unfortunately, there was nowhere to go. After wandering around,
they finally arrived at a lake famous as a tourist attraction in Lyceum.
The sunlight broke and the rippling waves were dazzling. Everyone
seemed to be having fun with a smile on their lips.
I broke down the dam that had been blocking it all along. Thoughts
poured out like a waterfall.
oh I realized.
‘If you want to see it, you can go see it, right?’
Anyway, I’ll be sick of it again. Then you will be able to see your
family as long as you want. Never dying forever would be so helpful.
I smiled and walked into the lake.
I opened my eyes.
It seemed like the summer of my third year. I was glad to see that it
was coming up again and again.
Prestigious high schools had strict school rules. From hair to bags to
shoes, there was nothing that was not cracked down. I was rather
grateful for that. At least at school I was able to hide my poverty.
While I was lost in thought, the bell ending the class rang. As soon
as the teacher left, the children chatted loudly. It was a look that
prepared for the suffocating class time.
Even while everyone was talking, I was taking notes on the contents
of the class. Judging from my experience, it would be to review the
lesson I just took to avoid forgetting it. It hurt my heart to see myself
quietly isolated in a noisy classroom. At this point, I had no idea what
was important.
“Am I right? If you leave him alone, he will study even during
lunchtime.”
I stopped writing and looked up. There were two figures entering
through the front door. Beautifully skinny Areum who wears glasses
and Eugene who has a gorgeous impression who likes decorating.
so… I didn’t know you would just treat me…. Contrary to what he
said, he felt sorry for his hand that had stopped writing. Even though
this is in my memory now, it was like that. Why couldn’t I be honest
with you guys?
“Aigoo. Was it haunted by a ghost who died from not being able to
study? Maybe we’ll like our Hee-ya.”
“Yoonhee, why did you come? Our goal is always one. Let’s go to
the canteen, the canteen! Can’t wait until lunch! hungry!”
“OK!”
The two of them dragged me around until the class bell struck. After
hearing a scolding from the teacher who was walking around the
hallway, we dispersed.
But ‘I’ was laughing to the fullest. It was a dazzling time that will
never come back.
I sat down and looked ahead. In the meantime, the point of view has
changed.
was in the classroom. was wearing a suit There was even a blanket
covering her legs. If I remember correctly, it was probably given to
me by Eugene as a gift.
Popular romance movies were coming out. The boy sitting next to
him spoke up. When I heard the voice, it was beautiful.
“No.”
“Okay. I’m not sure. Yoonhee, why do you think you are not there?”
“Because when you die, it’s all over. I think that kind of thing is like
the wish of the remaining people.”
“Aren’t you dating the first and second students in our school?”
The warm air in the classroom was comfortable. It was so sad that
this moment passed by now. I didn’t want to wake up in this memory
forever.
It was then that the air in the peaceful classroom broke. The teacher
holding the lesson opened the front door and knocked. It looked like
it was trying to draw attention.
As soon as I heard the words, the children fell over or looked at me. I
quietly raised my hand.
“It is me.”
“Thank god. Let’s go to the teacher’s office with the teacher for a
moment.”
“Yes.”
Have you ever been like this in high school? Was it when you were
consulting about college? It was a story from several years ago, so it
was not unreasonable to not remember.
I passed the familiar campus and reached the teachers’ office. The
classroom was quiet because it was in the middle of class.
“Yes.”
“Yes?”
‘What?’
“You are in the hospital. Do you know OO Hospital? It’s a place you
often go to….”
“Yes. The teacher will take care of everything, so go see your mother
first.”
“Yes Yes. thank you. Teacher.”
‘What the hell are you talking about! I’ve never been like this!’
Only my brother’s hand, which held each other’s hands until the
bones were bulging white, let us know that we had already expected
this.
‘You were expecting it? no. I don’t remember anything like this. It’s
all lies! Whose memory is this?’
“Yes….”
“Yes.”
A nurse who looked at us with pity opened the door after guiding us.
The moving body was stiff like a toy doll.
He reached over and held his mother’s hand. It felt soft and rough at
the same time. Her face, which had almost lost its vitality, gave an
idea of her condition. What the nurse said was true.
“Mom….”
She opened her eyes slowly at the sound of my voice calling her
anxiously. It was precarious as if it would close at any moment.
“Yes….”
‘Again, only the younger brother’s name was erased…. what the hell
is this….’
I got more and more confused. I never knew if this was my memory.
No matter how you think about it, it was strange.
After I went to college, things got a little better, so I used to eat out
with my family. Every time I’m with my brother and mom….
“Mom….”
That was the last thing Mom said. She died quietly. They left us
young and said goodbye to the world.
I had the same funeral as my father did. There was no need to greet
guests. no one was looking for us
It was one day when I calmed down a bit and my brother entered
university.
“Sister.”
“Was it hard to feed myself? Thank you so much for all this time.
You, too, live your sister’s life now.”
“What… What is it? Did your sister show you that she was having a
hard time?”
not really. As for my younger brother, I took more care not to let that
happen.
“No. It’s a problem because I don’t make tea. That’s why I didn’t just
accept and eat until now.”
“… sister. don’t pretend you don’t know It’s not even a real family
anyway.”
‘No!’
***
It was confusing.
I thought maybe it was the process of getting more and more crazy.
While relaxing, the scene I want to see…. no I want to see my
mother’s death and my brother’s isolation? what is this sound.
“No… No.”
did not come to mind Right before coming to this world, I thought of
my brother’s face. did not come to mind Only the youthful face I had
just seen in my memory remained.
Unbridled anger welled up. You can’t even remember the name of
that precious family? I walked towards the Lyceum Lake in a state of
fascination.
The conclusion was one. If you can’t remember, just look into it until
you do. You’ll see if it’s right or not.
I guessed when this point was. I looked carefully at the man in front
of me. somehow it was familiar
“Sorry. Seniors.”
ah! I got it from my answer. This was my university days. Only then
did the shape of the building come to mind. It was a building where
liberal arts lectures were held.
I can see why you brought it up in such an open space. I didn’t think
you would reject it so openly. under the pressure of people. The
intention was impure.
“Don’t you call me oppa until the end? How many times have I told
you?”
The man’s face turned red. He was one of the seniors in the
department, whose name I can’t even remember now.
I’ve never said it before, but I’ve always been curious. Maybe they
didn’t even know I looked special because their lives were so flat and
boring.
“Hey sir…!”
The man raised his hand. I wasn’t even surprised and turned my
back. There’s no way I could hit him in a place with so many people.
It was his cunning that saved my life.
And it was right before I came to this world, when I was in my senior
year of graduation.
I was getting anxious. I was hoping for a call, but I didn’t. Why are
you anxious?
Loud men’s laughter could be heard through the slightly open door. I
grabbed the handle. I was debating whether or not to open the door.
If you go in now, your attention will be drawn again.
“Uh. I’ve never seen a senior, classmate, or junior accept it. how
good ji is That’s right, there’s nothing to see except your face. Except
for something a little exotic, it’s not that pretty.”
“Damn it.”
I turned my back. I didn’t feel the need to rush in and get an apology.
I was used to gossip like this. It was also the reason why he had
been bullied in the past.
Maybe he had a vague idea of the truth even before he told him. The
people around me were surprised when I said that I was a family
with completely different features and sisters.
But that didn’t mean they weren’t important to me. They never
discriminated against me because I didn’t give birth to a stomach
ache. They were already my family, bound thicker than blood.
trudged along. My body was heavy. It was clear that fatigue had
accumulated from the consecutive nights. Arrived at the Engineering
Building. I went up the stairs to find the classroom to take the test. I
saw the familiar classroom door.
‘Yes?’
I casually entered the classroom. I sat down where I sat every day.
looked at the watch There were about 20 minutes left before the test
started. I opened the book and checked again the part I checked
yesterday.
‘How did this happen? I came to this world through that door….’
Gying, Gying.
Turning off the power before the test was a habit I had since I first
got my cell phone. I turned the power off, wondering that I had rarely
followed that habit.
I thought it was spam rather than a normal cell phone number, but it
didn’t seem like that when I called several times.
I called. The ringing tone did not last long. Because the other side
received it quickly.
-OO Hospital.
“I’m Yoonhee.”
-Please wait.
“Yes.”
-hello?
-Yoona passed away on the 0th of the 0th month around 0:00. Visit
OO Hospital right now….
Why do memories from the previous world come back every time I
commit suicide, and why did I fall into this world?
‘I’ took my own life in the original world. With the death of his brother,
everything collapsed.
***
It was built, but a woman was slowly walking up the inside of the
building. I didn’t pay attention to the protruding steel frame or the
creepy insects crawling around.
A faint smell of alcohol wafted in the wind. Still, the woman’s eyes
did not blur. She was making her way up the building with a firm goal
in mind.
It was the voice of a young boy, then that of an old grandmother, and
then changed every second to that of a young man. It was clear that
it was an unusual existence.
<Right.>
<None.>
Judging from their conversation, the woman who climbed the stairs
was about to die. Even so, beings were not at all agitated. I was just
watching from the spot.
Eventually, the woman reached the top floor and jumped down
without hesitation. There was a dull sound. The blood was thick and
spread.
Something whitish came out of the ruined body. The faceless and
bodyless thing looked around as if it had lost its way.
One of the beings watching the scene took a step back from the
brightness. The beings made no sound, but it was clear that an
anomaly had occurred.
The beings were calm even though their duties were out of line.
They were just holding the soul so it wouldn’t escape.
The white being looked at the soul without saying a word, then spat
out.
Whenever the white being spoke, the soul shone. Even if it was only
one person doing the act of speaking, the existence continued the
conversation without hesitation.
However, the sound that followed was full of laughter. The white
being was laughing heartily.
<Go.>
As soon as the white being said that, the soul shone intensely. The
soul soon disappeared as if evaporating. The two remaining black
beings and the white one exchanged a few more words and melted
away.
There was only one corpse left in the abandoned factory where the
cold wind was blowing.
***
It wasn’t surprising that there were souls. The things I’ve been
through so far have blurred the boundary between reality and
unreality for me. The soul was one of those things.
It didn’t seem like a small clue would get me out of repetition. The
truth is, I really didn’t want to do anything. Maybe those beings didn’t
even know that I was afraid that I would die helplessly like this.
I hoped for a good life after my brother told me to cut myself off. I
believed I would live well.
When that happened over and over again, the younger brother
started to go far away. As time passed, calls came from new areas
and new hospitals.
My brother didn’t even tell me why he didn’t want to live. Maybe I’ve
been slowly getting tired since then.
Caring for a younger brother who keeps dying, friction at school, and
the burden of making a living alone.
How did you live anyway? I didn’t have the courage to attempt death
like my brother. I wanted to be rewarded for the life I had lived so far.
I believed that if I succeeded like that, I would be able to live with my
brother and be happy.
How long did you think you would fail? I didn’t even know I was a
hypocrite. He said he was living for his family, but he repeatedly went
back, hurt by his brother’s refusal.
So when I heard the news that my brother had died, it felt like
something inside me snapped. Helplessness came like a tidal wave.
Living was a nightmare. Then I put everything down. ‘Giving up’ was
the first skill I learned. Giving up even life was easier than I thought.
But why did you make me live here again? I don’t need life anymore.
It was the most valuable thing I got in this world. Because it made
me be friends with him. But now I don’t need all of them.
Raviel, I will throw away your name now. I won’t ask you for help.
You just keep living happily in the tower.
sometimes killed
2:53 p.m.
I started getting ready to go out. When this time comes, you must go
out. When I was at Melissa’s store, there were many particularly
painful deaths.
In fact, in terms of pain, being burned to death was the most painful.
Because the pain lasted until I stopped breathing.
What I liked the most was falling and dying. Because I lost
consciousness before I could even feel the pain. Well. Fall is also the
best.
Dying in the lyceum was the least painful. Oh, except for Melissa’s
store.
After all, I don’t like the sight of Melissa dying, so let’s go outside. If
you’re lucky, you might even get a shot at a falling flowerpot. My
head hurts a little until I lose consciousness, but this was a quick
way to die.
Oh, come to think of it, that sounds really good.
“Yuni, you have to come back before the crowd of guests arrive.
Even if you don’t tell me, you’ll be fine.”
I left the store leaving Melissa with a warm smile behind me. Shall
we go out to the plaza today?
It didn’t take long to get to the square. Upon arrival, I saw a magic
clock fixed on top of a towering clock tower. 2:58 p.m. Came sooner
than expected It’s best to come and die. Next time I will walk a little
slower.
I gave up lightly and sat down at the fountain to watch the people
passing by.
It was a familiar landscape. Today, tomorrow, the day after that, and
the day after that, they will be happy….
Deng, Deng, Deng. exactly three times The sound that announces 3
p.m.
Come to think of it, there was a clock tower among tall buildings. It
was perfect because it was neither the imperial castle nor the mage
tower. But how do you get up there? It’s late this time, so I’ll try to
find it next time.
But why does Zephyrus come on time and make me hear the bell
every time? It’s not your fault, but it’s kind of boring, Zephyrus.
I turned my gaze to the side at the voice full of worry. All I see is a
woman with brown hair and blue eyes. The person who asks my
regards every time I come to the fountain. Sadly I don’t even know
this guy’s name. Even though we’ve already met several times.
I couldn’t meet this person at any other time. I want to know your
name too. Why do you always come out at this time? really.
“Catch it!”
A shout was heard from afar. It must be an arrow today. The arrow
doesn’t end quickly, so it hurts a bit.
With the sound of the air being pulled tight, I saw an arrow being
driven into a man in front of me.
I struggled with the pain, but the man grabbed my clothes and
wouldn’t let go. The center of gravity of the body collapsed due to the
grip that could not be escaped. It’s ridiculous. I’m going to search
anyway, so I’ll search alone.
“Quaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I heard the screams of the voice that was greeting me. oh caught It
wasn’t an arrow today. fresh one.
Thick blood flowed from the man who attacked me. No, is this my
skin?
came back to life It is ‘The first day’. The broken thoughts were
again.
Of course, it’s not just Hwangseong that I don’t want to go to. Even if
I went to the Magic Tower, I had no intention of sitting there. I just
want to see Zephyros’ face. Those routes are difficult, inconvenient,
and painful.
I smiled for the first time in a long time at the satisfactorily made
plan. Actually, it was because I was thinking of seeing Zephyrus’
face properly for the first time in a while.
Zephyrus, who came to the store to eat, was always wearing a robe,
so he couldn’t see his face properly unless the magic ceremony was
solved.
It feels like my eyes are wide open when I see Zephyros’ face from
time to time after watching the lyceum in the middle of the fish
market. Once I saw it like that, I could endure it for another ten
repetitions.
“Yes. I’d like to work for a short time for two months. Is it possible?”
I’ve already said this several times. It was the most appropriate
sentence for Melissa to leave a reasonable distance and treat me.
As always, she accepted me with a little wariness.
Still, the reason for coming to Melissa’s store was simple. Anyway,
when the time comes, I will die, but it’s good to be comfortable. That
was just one reason.
I rewinded the plan I made on the first day of this episode. Look at
Zephyrus’ face once, solve the problem, and then go to the clock
tower.
Last time I went to engineering school, and the last time I went to
college. Zephyrus’ reaction was different each time, but I didn’t see
his face without the robe anyway. What would be good this time?
As I looked at this and that, I had an involuntary thought. Come to
think of it, I had never been killed by Zephyrus.
Whoa whoops I blew what I had planned. Seeing faces and climbing
the clock tower will be done in the next episode. Then he spat out a
warm sentence he had just made up.
How would you threaten to know who you are? Or should I dismiss it
as nonsense and ignore it? This is rather unlikely. Because Zephyrus
is a person who is quite sensitive to my safety. Anyway, I don’t think
I’ll leave it alone.
Silence had long since established between us, but he did not
respond. I tilted my head. Are you freaking out because I asked you
to kill me too soon?
“… Is it you?”
“Yes?”
thud.
A heavy weight hung over the heart. I saw Zephyrus saying the
same words he had uttered a long time ago.
When they called him Raviel. A time when I hadn’t yet given up on
getting out of the loop. But those days are long gone.
It was a long time ago when I tried to escape repetition, and above
all, I had never died in front of it. The only condition for him to have
the shrapnel was to die in front of him.
No, is that really a condition? Anyway, that was also my guess. only
god knows that
“….”
“I don’t know the name, the face, or the voice. I just know it’s a
woman.”
“….”
What Zephyrus is saying now were the methods I used the most
when I committed suicide. Episode cars that died before it was time
to die because it was hard to hold on to their minds.
too late.
I’m sure I’ll forget it again when the next episode comes. One
experience was enough to inflate expectations to the fragments.
I decided to just pass on this odd thing. Now a little hope doesn’t
move me.
Nice timing. I was distracted by Melissa’s call. I went inside and got
Melissa’s food. Steam bloomed from the hot food.
I knew that feeling better than anyone. I had no intention of solving it.
Hey, I have to go to the next round.
After telling Melissa that I was going away for a while, I walked
towards the lyceum plaza. I saw a clock tower that seemed to pierce
the sky. It will take a long time to get to the top.
“Phew….”
It was good to enter the clock tower to avoid the guards, but it was
too high than expected. I went up the stairs in annoyance. It was a
lot more annoying than expected. My whole body was covered with
sweat and I felt uncomfortable.
You shouldn’t use this method if possible. I was angry and muttered.
There was very little to be gained for the time invested.
I’d rather go to the magic tower and jump out the window. A sigh
came out.
As I climbed the last staircase, I saw a huge magic bell. The faint
light that came out was the shape of a piece of paper.
I had no intention of hearing the bell ringing nearby. If you stick like
this, your ears will bleed. Having your eardrum burst is painful.
It’s good to look down on everyone, but I thought it was still difficult.
I’ll have to come up again later when I’m really tired of it all.
I threw myself.
***
A total of five attempts were made. failed five times. And Zephyrus
said that he dreams all five times.
It was strange.
I recalled the early episodes that have now faded away. He said he
never had a dream. It was like that when he confessed to me about
his dreams, and it was like that when we fell out because he didn’t
dream.
It wasn’t the first time I’d talked to him since I gave up on getting out
of the loop. Sometimes, when I wanted to see your face or play with
L, I would go to the Magic Tower.
I contacted him roughly every ten intervals. It’s been a long time
since I haven’t been to the Mage Tower, but when I go to the tower
anyway, I try not to die in front of Zephyrus.
I didn’t want to die in front of you and make you suffer with dreams.
And I didn’t want to make them agonize over fragments that would
disappear anyway.
I don’t know if it’s because of this behavior, but he’s never acted out
of the box. If I treat you badly, you’ll be unlucky.
That was it. Beyond that, I drew the line. So, I never talked about
dreams.
When I held his hand, when he smiled at me, when I cried in his
arms.
It was a faded memory. I have finally come to accept repetition. If
death wasn’t scary, it was enough to lie or give up. Now, I didn’t even
think about escaping the repetition.
A familiar man entered the door. Hood worn down to cover the face,
tall. A stocky physique.
But I pretended not to know and said the same thing again. In fact, I
didn’t even know if I had already bloomed the buds of expectations.
This is the sixth check. Are you dreaming again this time? Then I
pretend I didn’t win, shall I stand up with you?
“… Is it you?”
“….”
Maybe I’ll go through a new pain this time. If I fall into despair again,
then I will let go of my mind. Despite knowing the future, he finally
stuck his head out.
I looked around over the rotten ground. I found his name that I had
abandoned a long time ago. picked up and stored I don’t know when
I’ll throw it away again, but I guess I can call it now.
I answered Raviel.
I slowly reached out my hand. took off his hood Platinum hair spilled
out. I had a question about the hot energy that struck me at the
moment.
She placed her hand on his cheek as if possessed. I felt the heat
with my fingertips. I was startled. The heat boiled over. Raviel was in
a sick condition.
“Why are you here? why does it hurt Haven’t you ever been like this
before?”
Raviel grabbed my hand with weak force and lowered it. It wasn’t
because of the dream he was talking about, but because he had no
energy, he left me alone.
He didn’t look that good. Could it be that your condition has
deteriorated from dreaming?
Have you been sick since you asked to be killed? But I already said I
was dreaming. Were you sick much earlier? Was he sick at every
repetition? Before the countless episodes I ignored?
And I didn’t understand why he came to the store with a sick body.
Could it be that Raviel also has the compulsion to repeat?
Raviel seemed hazy and out of her mind. It was clear that the body
temperature had risen to the limit. If it wasn’t for that, there’s no way
I wouldn’t be threatening you even though I keep spitting out words
that I don’t know the meaning of.
“… two months.”
I squeezed his hand that was still hanging over my wrist. It was hot.
He didn’t even seem to have the strength to shake my hand. I was
just looking at it as if it was something.
I opened my mouth.
“….”
“It’s not something to talk about here. Let’s go to the tower. huh? I
know you’ll think I’m weird Let’s go now though.”
Raviel frowned at my words. He staggered for a moment and put his
other hand on his forehead. It seemed like my head was dizzy when
I was looking at this and that.
I was worried that Raviel, who had always stood tall and cold on the
spot, would show me this. I don’t know if I can use movement magic
properly.
Melissa was taken aback by the sudden notification, but she didn’t
hold on because she was keeping some distance from me.
“Raviel.”
He leaned against the wall with his eyes closed and raised his head
at my call. I didn’t know what to do because it was the first time I’d
seen such a defenseless appearance.
There was no time for more fuss here. I decided to give him a small
piece of faith.
How can you study magic with such a sick body? It seems that
magic is more important to him than his own body.
“L!”
Then El fluttered in the air and chirped. Finally, a low voice spat out a
reprimand.
“Noisy.”
I had no idea what the two were talking about. It wasn’t that I couldn’t
guess the contents. Perhaps El recommended him to rest.
“Sit down.”
“Ah… yes.”
“Yes. It’s a very long story. Don’t stop in the middle and listen. I will
answer all your questions.”
“… yes.”
I told him about my ‘Repeat’. what number is this? It’s been so long
since I confessed to repetition that I forgot about it. In fact, I had to
go through my brain several times because I couldn’t remember well
in the middle of the conversation. It’s been too long since I gave up
on everything.
Fortunately, Raviel - I don’t know if it was because she was sick - but
she listened to my story. He spoke about the episode where I stole
Lete, the last challenge I had.
“That’s strange.”
It was hard to put into words the fact that the prince had betrayed
him. I was afraid it would hurt Raviel. But while I hesitated because I
couldn’t answer, he hit the ball.
“I explained the situation before and after, but how could you not
know?”
“Well… I see.”
When the person who had been stabbed in the back of the head
calmed down, I nodded involuntarily. To some extent, he accepted
that he was ‘Zephyros’.
I tilted my head. The strange part is the withered part of the flower?
But I thought it was because Lethe was off the ground.
Since you lost the power that Lethe gave you, isn’t it right to go back
to normal? In the end, I couldn’t find the answer and asked the
question.
“Why?”
“Seeing that you speak Lethe so familiarly, you must know the ability
I have, right?”
Saying that, Raviel lifted one of the parchments that had been lying
on the sofa table. And mercilessly tore it in half.
“If you use Lethe here, the parchment will be restored. Simple so
far.”
“Yes.”
“Let’s say this parchment is back to normal. Then what about the
other half that was torn off?”
“Yes. therefore?”
“Think of the library. The flower that blooms with Lete’s power is a
‘Recovered’ flower. Just because you lifted Lethe, there is no reason
for it to wither again. Lethe is to ‘Use’ her power, not to ‘Maintain’ it.”
“Ah!”
“I can think of two things. First, Lethe was mutated in the process of
solving the joint magic formula. Second, there is a certain
relationship between you and Lethe.”
“But, first….”
“Yes, in that case, the flowers would have withered as soon as the
magic ceremony was finished. Besides, I don’t think the Duke of
Valois would have put up with such an unstable formula.”
“….”
“I don’t even need to hear the results. Because I’m sitting there
unaware of anything.”
I paused for a moment. His answer was one that would be hard to
come by without the base of believing in my repetition. I didn’t think
you would really believe me. ‘Cause we just met
“Do you believe me?”
“….”
Today, I see a lot of Raviel’s new look. It’s such a gibberish thing to
do. I always cut off just as much as needed.
He immediately removed his hand from his head and stared at me.
His face flushed with fever, but his eyes were clear. He hesitated and
opened his mouth.
“Ask me one.”
“I believe that you are the main character of my dreams. That I tried
to escape that ‘Repetition’.”
“They said that if you die in any way, you will start over. Then you…
Was it because things weren’t going well? I’ve been dreaming for
about two months, so you….”
“Are you curious about the real reason? Or should I tell you for a
good reason for you to hear?”
I cowardly handed him the option. I didn’t have the courage to speak
out about my original world, family, and younger brother.
That’s why I made Raviel ask me. Then you can use it as an excuse
that you need to earn his trust.
“If you ask me the real reason… Will you answer me?”
erased the smile from his lips. I gave him one last exit.
“Yes…. I didn’t even ask for your name. sorry. What is your name?”
“….”
“No, please.”
I opened my mouth to not fall. It was a story that I thought would take
me to the grave forever. I wanted him to look calm.
“Where do I start talking? Well… I’ll just tell you from the beginning.”
“Yes.”
“I fell into Elysion one day. It’s not an analogy. It fell really suddenly.
without knowing anything.”
“….”
He looked at me with eyes that judged the truth. I made eye contact
and smiled broadly.
“Therefore?”
I died in the original world, and then I even told the whole story of
being told by a being to bring back your other half.
All stories are over. He couldn’t speak easily. After several minutes,
what he brought out after breaking the silence was unexpected.
“Did you think of something to try this episode?”
“… Yes, let’s….”
“Raviel!”
I laughed at his stupid behavior. You can listen to it next time. Why
are you doing that with a bad body? I thought I could endure it
because I didn’t show it….
“Ah… Sorry.”
“You go to sleep.”
Anyway, this was Raviel’s room. The room was so large that the bed
was far away, but I was in the room anyway. Putting him to sleep
seemed like an urgent priority.
I whimpered and tried to get him up. Of course, I didn’t even budge.
A sigh came out at my insignificant strength. Not knowing that,
Raviel refused.
“Courtesy….”
“There can be no such thing between us. Lie down in bed quickly.
wake up.”
“You….”
“Because I’ve lived in the tower. Is the next room empty? I’ll take
care of myself when I see you sleeping.”
In fact, if Raviel had been sane, it would have been something she
would never have tolerated. He was never distracted when I was
around. We’ve been together for such a long time, but I’ve never
seen her asleep, so I said everything.
However, it seemed that Raviel could not stand it either. It was like
that when he saw that even though it was not something he would
allow due to his values, he didn’t say anything. He will be fighting
himself.
Maybe the desire to give up everything and the need to treat guests
are in conflict?
Fortunately, the fight was over soon. It was because El, who was
worse off, was captivated again. As soon as El started chirping,
Raviel, frowning, stood up.
He walked slowly and reached the bed. I followed behind and was
nervous. I’m afraid I might fall.
Inside, she was wearing Raviel’s favorite casual clothes. I then let
him go. He lay down as if collapsing on the bed.
Raviel didn’t even pull the blanket. If I were to describe him now, it
would be more accurate to say that he was spread out on the bed. It
was an expression that really didn’t suit Raviel.
I put the blanket over him and put my hand on his forehead. It was
so incredibly hot that I could hardly believe it was a hand warmer.
There must be no antipyretics in the magic tower, right? At the same
time as feeling upset, I saw Raviel, who opened her eyes narrowly.
“Why?”
“Because I dream.”
“Raviel.”
“… yes.”
Raviel opened her eyes again. Her eyes, which were always clear,
were cloudy. It was as if black paint had been put on his blue face.
He stretched out his hand and placed it over his eyes. I felt
compelled to close my eyes. He didn’t shake his hand or turn his
head. I took his unrebellious attitude as an arbitrary permission.
“I’ll hold your hand until you sleep. Sleep and don’t worry.”
“….”
El, who had been flying over the bed until then, landed on his head. I
made eye contact with El and put my finger on my lips. I can’t make
noise because I just fell asleep.
***
My body was refreshed. I still had a slight fever, but it was enough to
keep me sane. The condition had markedly improved. When I looked
out the window, it was dark. It was midnight.
“Ah.”
It was only then that I could see the clasped hands underneath.
Raviel felt her ears heat up in an instant. I reflexively turned my head
and came to my senses. It wasn’t a time like this.
‘Did you say Yuni….’
What she said was a story that could come out of any old book.
These were things I wouldn’t believe if Raviel hadn’t been suffering
because of her dreams. He would have been suspicious if she had
spoken impatiently or with a hint of gain.
But she was strangely calm. It felt like everything had already been
shaken off. So he decided to believe the stories.
Even though they were alone in the room, there was no sense of
danger. That firm belief dug deep into Raviel. It was something I
didn’t even know.
<Dear Zephyrus.>
<Tell me.>
<It was reckless.>
<If I had been more stubborn, the heat would have turned my brain
into mush.>
The words were unusually long for Ellie. Raviel was surprised again.
Come to think of it, I could count on one hand the number of times L
reprimanded him this much.
Raviel knew that the transmission of El would end there. But rather,
the following was more important.
<Yes.>
El looked at him after eating mana and turning into an adult. And
what El said so casually was completely unexpected to him.
<Impossible.>
El was adamant. Raviel gave up sleeping from then on. It meant that
if neither I nor Ael could solve it, there would be no one among the
living wizards to solve it.
I haven’t slept properly for almost two months. But I don’t know why
it’s suddenly brought up. I had been looking for a way, but I had
almost given up.
<How?>
He thought about the possibility that someone he had never met had
cast a curse-type spell on him. that too two months ago. It didn’t
make sense.
It was an absurd idea for a logical wizard to come up with. But other
than that, there was no other way to explain it. Then, apart from the
disappearance of mana, the most important problem remained.
Why did an unknown mana cling to me?
According to her, since he and her had lived together for a long time,
it was possible that a curse had spread to him - like ‘Repetition’, for
example. But then, rather, the dream should have started after
meeting her.
She has no mana control at all, but for some reason it seems to be
related to that unknown mana. However, there was no reason for
him to get involved.
It seemed that there was a reason other than that she and he were
‘Friends’. However, no matter how many times she thought about it,
Raviel couldn’t come up with an answer. It was the first time in recent
years that I had been so blocked with an answer since becoming a
wizard. He let out a deep sigh.
Raviel decided to wash her sweaty body from the heat. It won’t be
too late to think about it again after washing. It didn’t look like she
was going to go to sleep. He opened another door in the room.
***
I got up. Looking around, I saw a familiar room. It was Raviel’s room.
Um, Raviel’s room….
“Uh….”
My body was honest. I had just woken up, so my voice was very
hoarse. At the same time, he raised his hand and covered his face.
Because I heard a voice right behind me.
I couldn’t face Raviel right now. No matter how open I was to him, I
didn’t want to show him waking up this close.
“A little… will you go No, this is your room. I’ll go to the next room for
a bit.”
“Yes.”
Then, after washing, I checked the room just in case, and there were
new clothes on the bed. Cancel the words that you chose to be
considerate earlier. Raviel was still the same.
“Ok?”
“Ah….”
Well. As expected, the saddest time for people who live alone is
when they are sick. I guess that applies to Raviel as well. That’s why
he was kind to me for staying by my side yesterday.
I smiled broadly and put my hand on his forehead. There was also
an answer full of joy.
“Yes!”
When I put my hand on his forehead, I could feel that the fever was
definitely lower than yesterday. He seemed to sleep well last night.
But I slept in the bed, then where did Raviel sleep? Oh, I must have
slept in the next room. Because it wasn’t my room yet. I let my
thoughts go and held my hand on his forehead for quite some time.
Raviel didn’t say anything.
“You’ve got a lot of heat. There’s still a little bit left, but doesn’t your
head hurt? Are there any medicines here?”
I followed him with a big smile. If Raviel is good, then I am also good.
I didn’t want to dwell on why he had such a dream now. It was
enough to get a good night’s sleep.
“Ah, yes. But what were you going to say yesterday? At last.”
I don’t think it will end with the war, it just seems like an order to kill
Raviel will be issued. Then Raviel will be locked up in the Mage
Tower forever and can’t go anywhere….
No, there was a traitor named Woody. Are you not comfortable living
inside the tower? Won’t the tower lead the way? Can we get out of
the library safely in the first place?
Anyway, what he just said seemed very unrealistic. First of all, why
are you breaking it all of a sudden?
“Well.”
“Let’s say it works for now. Why did you come to that conclusion?
Aren’t you skipping too much? There won’t be many other ways.
what… We can also use Lette to create magic formulas….”
“I didn’t think so from the beginning either. I heard you and felt the
need to try.”
“It doesn’t suit you very much when you say that….”
It was sincere.
“If Lethe really has anything to do with you, anything will happen the
moment she gets damaged.”
“We will probably go back to square one. I think you know why.”
The reason he spoke of death was obvious. Since you will not be
able to ‘Record’ and enter the imperial castle, the same thing as
before will happen. Perhaps this time, even the crown prince’s side
could have joined.
Then we never both got out alive. It was a truth that could not be
ignored.
“Yes. I understand.”
“….”
“Then we will go find Lethe again. At that time, if Lethe was restored,
you and Lete would have nothing to do with each other. Lethe is not
‘Repeated’.”
“It’s really a gamble.”
“Sorry.”
Did you do clumsy nursing care? That was not a reason to move
rational Raviel. I was more bitter than pleased with his kindness.
In all favor, the starting point was his nightmares. What if the
nightmare doesn’t come like a lie in the next episode? Of course, I
don’t want him to be sick. I could do as much as I could to slowly
build up exchanges, get close to each other, and gain goodwill.
However, it was also true that Raviel this time was unusual. Once
again, this damn repetition is annoying. I decided to stand up, so I’m
going to go, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t hurt by the thorns.
But the plan he was talking about wasn’t bad. In fact, it was the
position I had to ask for. He is just a victim of me. I eventually
accepted.
“Sorry.”
“Don’t say sorry. You know what I’m talking about? do not do that.”
“… yes.”
After that, we got along as usual. It was because the date when
Lethe was confirmed to be in the imperial castle was a month later.
Raviel stopped studying healing magic for a while and studied new
magic.
It was like the first episode. A time when everything was peaceful,
fun, and magical. It was a long time ago when I was vaguely happy
like that.
It is said that people forget their memories when they are shocked.
So I don’t remember that time very well. Maybe it was a defense
mechanism to leave even one corner right.
I’ll know when I come back into the warmth. Even though I thought I
had given up on avoiding repetition, I was still longing. It was the
same when he saw that he felt stable while staying close to Raviel at
the tower.
Today is exactly one month since I came to the Magic Tower. It was
also the day he had to go to the imperial castle. We received the
prince’s blood yesterday. It took some persuasion, but I didn’t doubt
it.
We decided to move early in the morning. It was said that she would
enter the imperial castle as a maid. However, there would be no
going to the crown prince today. It was meant to slow him down, and
it was also meant to get him hit in the back of the head.
Of course, I wouldn’t let Raviel die. I thought about it the other day,
but it was enough for me to feel the pain. He didn’t have to die with
me.
I raised my body from the couch. Raviel was holding a box wrapped
in purple velvet. You could tell just by looking at the packaging. It
was a necklace I was attached to.
“Yes.”
As he answered, he opened the lid and saw a jewel shining deep
blue. It’s been a really long time. I tried to calculate how long it had
been, but I gave up. Anyway, it was nice.
It was the first time I had ever put mana into a necklace, so I looked
at it in wonder. Raviel didn’t even look very tired. So I was curious.
“Wow, isn’t that great? Can you make one for me too?”
“Her….”
“It would be more accurate to say that it turns into powder. And high-
ranking magic cannot be engraved.”
It was good. I didn’t want to use magic to the point of breaking the
jewels on this necklace. Even simple magic. I decided to be content
with being able to handle mana.
“Come to think of it, the owners keep talking about it. How many
owners of the Familiar are there in total?”
“Four to me.”
“Then, not the standards of the tower…. If you are not a tower mage,
what level should you be?”
Raviel did not answer right away. I don’t think I’ve ever thought of it
that way.
After leaving the tower, the standard was reduced to one person. It
was almost impossible.
Even now it is. No matter how much he helped, to go into the library
with Raviel. Making a friend a companion to death was something no
one would do. Unfortunately I’m doing just that.
“UNI?”
“Ah, yes.”
“It’s done.”
She got out of the mire at Raviel’s call. It was already irreversible.
The story is over. I couldn’t come and go now.
I took the necklace from him. Then, inadvertently, the words spilled
out.
I was going to ask him to fill it up, but what he said earlier caught on.
“No.”
“Why?”
“Uhm. nothing.”
I got up from my seat, avoiding his gaze. I went to the mirror and put
on the necklace by myself. When I held it in my hand and recalled it,
mana flowed out.
It was a familiar feeling, as if it had been dealt with only the other
day. The preparations are complete.
“Yes.”
I took Raviel’s hand. Soon after, golden mana began to wrap around
us. We moved to the library.
When I closed my eyes and opened them, there was a statue I had
seen once in the distance. It was a space that felt as desolate as
back then. It was subtly chilly.
“My body is heavy, and it is difficult to breathe. Don’t you feel that
way?”
“Yes. at all?”
The question rose to the end. Is that how it should be? And to put it
another way, isn’t Raviel admitting that she is the same now?
You mean you used to follow me with a body like that without even
showing it?
“Are you okay? It’s not a lie? Are you like that now?”
Raviel hesitated as I spat out a question like a rapid-fire cannon. In a
brief gap, I could see that he was really lying.
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
I walked while looking at the ground. I don’t know how the hell to get
rid of this weird feeling.
I had no choice but to face him. Concern crept into his blue eyes.
Because of that, my heart ached even more. why are you worried
You’re the one who’s not feeling well right now.
“UNI.”
“….”
“I am really fine.”
I bowed my head without speaking. The more I looked into his eyes,
the more tears came out. Now, such feeble feelings were of no use
whatsoever.
I lowered my gaze and tried not to make eye contact with him. He
stroked my chin like a feather. Then he said.
“Yuni, that’s a bad habit.”
It was only when I heard him that I realized that I was still biting my
lip. I was startled and released my strength. Her free lips blazed.
Then the hand fell off.
Did I make the right choice? To think she was going to die with such
a kind Raviel. This ironic situation is hopeless.
“Yes.”
After watching him skillfully unravel the magic formula, I sprayed him
with blood. The magic formula rushed towards the blood.
“Follow me.”
“Yes.”
There was no need to search where Lethe was. This time I took the
lead and started guiding him. Even so, I was able to come back with
less injuries than before because it was a path I had walked once.
I have already explained everything to him. That there are five joint
magic formulas, and that as soon as you solve them, Rox Valois will
appear. Raviel understood just by saying these two things.
When I put my hand into the stream, a magic formula made of brown
and purple came to mind. We focused on our respective magic
formulas. It went smoothly.
The water in the creek slowly began to dry up. I signaled to Raviel
with a wink.
bang!
Contrary to the loud sound, the membrane was firm without shaking.
With that difference, I realized how seriously bad Raviel was from
the last time.
It was then that I heard a voice I will never forget. It’s been a long
time since I heard it, but it stuck in my ears.
Rocks Valois appeared. Through the thick golden shield, I could see
her pink hair and purple mana at first glance. Of course, we had no
intention of taking her word for it.
Even though he had been controlling his mana from a while ago, he
hadn’t made any progress in destroying Lethe.
Aside from my worries, Raviel didn’t even move with Lethe in her
hand. Inside the shield was almost a golden waterfall. I could see
how powerful he was preparing magic.
Kwaaang!
The curtain shook for the first time. I turned my head and looked at
the source of the sound. There stood a man with a sword wrapped in
dark blue mana.
I immediately recognized who the man was. He was the knight who
killed Amy.
The answer came quickly. It was easy when I thought of hanging out
with the third prince in the gallery. That knight probably knows about
Lethe too.
I wanted to kill the third prince I had never seen. How many people
did you spread the information to?
Quaang! bang!
The man ignorantly struck down the curtain with his sword. Each
time, the curtain shook as if it were being torn apart. I was puzzled.
Why are you only doing this to the sword when you are strong in
magic? I didn’t want to steal Raviel’s mind right now, but I had no
choice but to tell him.
But I felt like my heart was being torn to pieces. Being weak to a
knight’s ‘Mana’ meant that she was no match for Raviel.
Obviously, when I came to the library in the past, the only things I
saw were Woody Jace and Lox Valois. I thought that they were the
3rd prince’s aide, and that since there were no wizards as great as
these two, no more reinforcements would come.
In addition, the author was an article. How did you unlock the magic
formula that came to the library?
he didn’t answer He just swung his sword silently. The eyes glared at
me through the curtain. The voice was heard from the other side.
“Cat thief. How did you guys know that Lethe was here?”
Even though she knew that ‘Zephyros’ was inside, she didn’t use
engineering. It was like killing everyone right here.
A flash of light passed by. I don’t know how that man came to the
library, but the fact that he came in meant that there was a way for
other people to come as well. And they were the forces of the 3rd
prince. Silence is the crown prince.
I thought of the prince who would be waiting for me after being hit in
the back of the head. It was easy to speak out.
“It’s a trap.”
I struggled not to show that I had been caught. They should have
been watching me leisurely. The moment he opened his mouth to
say the next word, Duke Valois shouted first.
I knew that the reason why the article called Balkan was able to
come across was because of that ‘Gate’. I don’t know what it is, but it
must be magic.
“Raviel!”
However, only the magic being cast was firm. The golden mana
floating inside the shield clung to Lethe tightly. I realized that Raviel
had perfected her magic.
“It’s over.”
Raviel made eye contact with me and smiled faintly. I smiled at him
Now all you have to do is check the results.
“Ouch…!”
“Raviel?”
Raviel knelt down. coughed again. Dark red blood poured out again.
My body stiffened.
not. I shouldn’t be standing there stupidly. let’s act Let’s think. The
creaking body moved.
He examined the dropped Lethe. There were cracks all over the
place. The clinging golden mana had already turned half of it black.
An ominous cloud of black light continued to pour through Lethe’s
wounds.
“Pond… sun….”
His anger rose to the top of his head, then he cooled down. Raviel
had this in mind from the beginning… tell me to go…. No, no. How
could Raviel know that Lethe would attack?
At the same time, Raviel closed her eyes and collapsed. He didn’t
get up again. The mana attached to Lethe and the golden film were
also scattered.
My legs gave out and I sat down. crawled over to him. He held his
bloody hand and shook it.
***
The Duke of Valois glared at the two men who were obediently
dragged along. I sent it to close the gate, but instead of closing it,
only a lump came with it.
“I take orders.”
Bliss cut off the duke’s words of thanks with a single sword. It was a
chilling attitude. Rania approached her with specially shaped
handcuffs.
She held out her hand without protesting. There was no point in
fighting now. My body felt heavy with a clunk and the feeling of my
wrist being wrapped around it. Mana control was sealed.
“His Highness Noel cannot force me. You made the wrong choice,
Your Highness.”
“….”
Bliss left the captives behind and walked to those furthest away.
Rania followed him. As I got closer, I saw the floor covered in blood.
He looked at the man first. I was already out of breath. He clicked his
tongue lightly and looked at the woman. Tears were streaming down
his face with an expressionless face.
“….”
“….”
He put his hand behind his back. As if Rania was used to it, she
unsheathed the sword and politely handed it over.
Bliss let go of her hand and the woman fell to the floor. He drew his
sword and aimed it at the woman’s neck. A hard voice finally raised
a threat.
“….”
“Flaw… flaw….”
Perhaps because of his actions, the woman opened her mouth. But
it wasn’t anything pleasant. The woman who raised her head was
not crying, but laughing. The torn mouth was terrifying.
“You sound like a betrayal. Who said betrayal to whom? kill it quickly
You son of a bitch.”
He clicked his tongue once more and turned around. I passed the
sword to Rania. He said as he turned around.
“I take orders.”
Soon there was the sound of something falling. Bliss did not look
back. It just moved on to the next prisoner.
11. High tide
vision brightened.
I saw a spacious room. Large window, bed, sofa, table. The structure
was familiar. It was Raviel’s room.
Besides, this was obviously Raviel’s room, but there was something
different about it. First of all, there were no nymphs, and there were
no ticks. It was quiet. There were no large hourglasses and five-
colored marbles. Strangely, the room was empty.
But there was also El. It was the big version of El, not the small
version. El was dozing on a wooden perch. So I was even more
curious. This was a scene I had never seen before.
Then the door opened. The one who opened the door was a man.
Surprisingly, he had black hair and bright yellow eyes. I have never
seen anyone in this world with black hair like me.
He was handsome, but he didn’t look young. An age that could not
be hidden was reflected in his eyes. The man opened his mouth.
“Master.”
Master?
My body moved at the man’s call. I realized that it was ‘I’ that the
man was calling. Is the owner of this memory the teacher of that
man? It was a completely unknown situation.
“OK.”
However, as if he was familiar with this ‘I’ answer, the man said
nothing.
“Why again?”
The man smiled broadly at ‘I’’s criticism. There was deep affection
permeating his smiling face. It was a smile that made my heart flutter
even as I watched.
However, the person receiving the laugh did not seem to have any
special thoughts. His words were so dry.
“Master.”
“It’s bothering.”
“Master.”
“Fare well in front of your master. Stop watching.”
When the man was blocked from talking, he quickly became teary-
eyed. He was a very expressive person. He who kept standing at the
door eventually approached ‘Me’.
‘I’ was sitting on the sofa right now. The man walked over and sat
down next to him. Then, with both hands, I held my hand. The action
was as natural as flowing water.
“Why is a guy who is not even a servant of the empire obsessed with
the emperor?”
“You see me as a witch? If you don’t tell me, how do you know?”
I felt like watching a movie now. Whatever this was, it was not out of
repetition. It was just my hunch.
Then, someday, this ‘Memory experience’ will also end. I just had to
watch.
“You have to go to the imperial castle, but you won’t stay here for a
long time.”
“This guy….”
The woman who was pulling the horse suddenly raised her hand.
Then, he placed the honey chestnut on the handsome forehead of
the man next to him. It was clear that he had been attacked
suddenly, but the man just smiled and covered his forehead.
“Hate.”
“Master….”
The man made a bitter expression, not the mischievous cry he had
before. Then ‘I’ reached out and stroked her hair.
At that friendly action, the man stuck out his mouth. The words he
spat were full of dissatisfaction.
“One week.”
“Yes?”
The man smiled brightly. It seemed that even the flowers around it
were blooming. How smiley the clown had gone all the way up.
The gloomy expression from before seemed like a lie. I looked at the
man and thought. If you learn, you will do very well.
The man jumped up, stood in front of his desk, and wrote something
quickly. I found a familiar object in the man’s hand. ‘Wings of
Zephyrus’.
Seeing that a man calls her Master, ‘I’ seems to be the man’s
predecessor, Zephyrus.
The man who neatly folded the parchment in half called El. El
opened his eyes as if he had never slept before. Hearing the
command as he picked out the feathers of his wings, he left with a
piece of parchment in his mouth.
All of this took less than a minute. It was time to see how urgent the
man was.
“Master, since your majesty has been dealt with, how about going to
lunch? I found a good shop.”
“OK. good.”
‘I’ answered and stood up. He lowered his head and touched his
clothes. When I looked up again, there was a man standing right in
front of me.
But all of a sudden, the man was in a state of anger, and his face
was young. About late 10’s? As I watched, I realized that the time
zone had changed. It seemed that he had come to a younger age.
The man covered his face with his hand while listening to ‘I’. He
stood like that for a long time. His shoulders slumped slightly. I knew
it from the look I watched. The man was crying silently.
Judging from the height of the gaze, the man is probably taller than
‘Me’. It was the first time I had ever seen a big man cry so sadly. For
some reason, my heart ached even to me watching.
Finally he lowered his hand. His eyelashes were drenched, and tears
were still running down his cheeks. Yellow eyes glared at ‘Me’ with
resentment. The unpolished gaze was rough.
“Student.”
Even ‘I’ didn’t care at all even though the man was crying in front of
me. It was indifference to the point of wanting to emulate.
“Which disciple! Will you be the last to know that your master is
leaving! Did you mean not to tell the end? You wouldn’t have known
if I hadn’t been to the imperial castle! What about the promise you
made with me!”
Even though I was so angry, I praised the personality of the man
who was writing engineering until the end. A friend who grew up
right.
“Master!”
The last one was almost a scream. I stuck out my tongue at the
indifference of ‘Me’. He called out to himself with a blood band
around his neck like that in front of him, but he didn’t blink an eye.
“If you want to be treated well, become an adult. Stop acting like a
wolf.”
After that, the man left the room. bang! There was a loud noise as
the door closed. As the man left, ‘I’ bowed my head. Then he let out
a deep sigh.
‘I’ soon sat down on the sofa and started writing something. It was a
language I couldn’t understand. It wasn’t the empire or the runes. As
I lost interest, I thought about it before I died.
Memories that had been put off flooded. Raviel pouring blood, Raviel
collapsing, Raviel closing her eyes….
I deliberately provoked the prince. I wanted to quickly erase that
time.
My heart doesn’t have much left now. Father, mother, younger sister,
Melissa, and Raviel. It had been shaved off countless times, leaving
only the size of a fingernail.
The sprouts that bloomed decayed the moment they saw Raviel die.
It wasn’t even fertilized. It was either wandering in repetition or going
crazy. No one knew which would come first.
I saw ‘Me’ go almost full of parchment. Lastly, ‘I’, who made a whole
dot, folded the parchment three times. And in the right corner, I wrote
a small name.
The folded parchment was placed in the center of the desk. And ‘I’
walked towards the door. In that instant, her eyes lingered on the
mirror for a moment. So I could see the face of ‘Me’.
She was a beauty with silver hair that seemed to shine white and
dark gray eyes that looked cool. He looked like the king of winter in a
fairy tale. It felt like it would freeze if I put my hand on it.
I expected it from hearing the voice of ‘I’ earlier, but he looked very
young for being called Master. Late 20’s? Early 30’s? Considering
Raviel’s magic skills, it wasn’t that unusual.
***
“After….”
It was the first time I had seen Raviel die. In the past, I had heard
about it, but I hadn’t seen it to the end. The shock was substantial.
I looked at Melissa. I saw her face with soft wrinkles when she
smiled.
I just want to take one more break. And when I come back to life and
have the heart to do something, I have to move. There was no way
that the world would change just by taking a break. Because it’s
always been like that.
“No.”
not. Something was strange. There was a person who could not
exist at this time, at this time. Am I looking at something stupid right
now? Have you come to the stage where you can see the fantasy
now? Did I hope and hope and eventually go crazy?
A black robe stood in front of me. I couldn’t believe it. Something hot
rose from within. I closed my eyes. If I kept looking at it, it seemed
like I would have unnecessary expectations.
“UNI….”
He raised his hands and covered his ears. It seemed that he was
hearing hallucinations now. It was clear that I was finally crazy. How
many times was this? No, let’s not think about it. You decided not to
count the number of times. I mean, it’s a big deal.
I will rot in repetition for the rest of my life. I tried to escape this time,
but Raviel got hurt. What if Raviel died, but what if I get out of the
loop? so i won’t Actually, I didn’t mean to take a break. I’d rather….
why are you so alive Can you fly from fantasy to fragrance? Can you
feel the touch? This is why everyone goes crazy imagining it.
I took a deep breath. I had to open my eyes. I open my eyes and see
who is holding me… And….
“UNI.”
“….”
It’s ‘The first day’ now, but why are you here? Why didn’t you come
when I so longed for it? You are very, very late. why did you keep me
waiting why did you drown me I know it’s not your fault, but I resent
you.
Even so, I have a heart that overcomes all those muddy feelings. am
i weird?
“La… Biel…?”
“Yes.”
“Sorry.”
No, Raviel. It’s not your fault. If you admit it like that, I can’t complain
any more….
I’ve felt it since before, Raviel. You do not change at all even after
going around for such a long time. If you tell a crying person not to
cry, they will cry more. My stupid good friend.
“Um….”
We sat side by side on the sofa and chose our words. Neither of
them was able to open their mouths.
“… Raviel.”
“Yes.”
I held my breath for a moment. I was both scared and excited about
what he would say. The answer he spat out was simple, but enough
to surprise me.
“Entire.”
“… entire? really?”
“Yes? It’s not that I don’t believe you…. But I wonder if it can be.
They were all similar.”
“… you. UNI!”
“UNI….”
“Yes? what can I do? What if you’re locked up forever too? I can’t
escape this….”
“….”
“To you…. Because of me, because of me…. You came in because I
was greedy….”
The tears I had shed earlier began to flow again. My eyes are still
sore. I thought I couldn’t cry any more.
In fact, my heart hurt more than my eyes. It felt like being poked in
the pit of the stomach with a flaming skewer. There, tears of blood
were made.
Raviel, who had been holding onto me until then, suddenly withdrew
her hand. Then he came over and hugged me again. I sat on the
sofa and put my chin on his shoulder.
His shoulders were wet with my tears. He didn’t care at all. It was
just a pat on the back as if comforting. not even friendly
But Raviel’s heart hurts more because you’re kind. Will you end up
broken like me? Or will you resent me?
“UNI.”
“….”
“Now I dare not even offer comfort to you. Because I know that I am
one of those who hurt you.”
“So promise me. From now on, I will allow you to live in the future.”
“….”
“This will be the last episode. I’m trying to get rid of repetition.”
I hurriedly escaped from his arms at the unbelievable words. Raviel
obediently let go. There was no joke or conceit in his face. It was as
calm as just telling the truth.
I couldn’t even like this dreamy word. Anyway, I was the one who
went through that terrible reality. No matter what I did, I couldn’t get
out of repetition. However, Raviel’s words contained a strange
conviction.
“How? I know you’re not the type to talk empty things like that. But….
You know that….”
“What?”
“I stole the memories that Lethe shed after the death of the car in the
previous episode. In the process, I also remembered all of your
repetitions.”
“What?!”
Raviel really had no doubts. I was grateful for that blind faith, but I
was puzzled because I couldn’t figure out the connection between
what he said and Lethe.
“Me… recognize…?”
A rustling sound came from his throat. It wasn’t even a god that
punished me, it was just a relic….
“This is my guess. You said you died right after arriving in Elysion.”
“Yes….”
Perhaps the most futile first death was a carriage accident. When I
came back to life right away, I only thought it was a God-given
opportunity. I didn’t even know that was the beginning of the curse.
“At that time, the magic formula spread throughout the empire
reacted, and Lethe must have tried to restore your soul. I searched
for the most reasonable way, and eventually turned back time. First
of all, you have to be alive to regenerate.”
“I thought this for two reasons. First, the time-related magic was
used in the process of making Lethe. Second, when I tried to destroy
Lethe, your memories flooded along with it.”
Raviel ended her words like that. I couldn’t say anything. He added
the word speculation, but I knew he was almost assuming it.
But one case remained. I didn’t tell him, but there were times when I
went back to the first day without dying. Of course, he would know
that now, having remembered everything.
“I have repeated it even without dying. How are you going to explain
this?”
“It is the same principle. Lethe judged the possibility. If you conclude
that you will never be able to complete your soul by going through
this time frame….”
Raviel couldn’t bear to say that Lethe killed me. After all, he already
knew the answer. I said what I had guessed with a feeling of
hopelessness.
“….”
Even though Raviel knew that it was because of me that she was
seriously ill, she did not waver. So it was even sadder.
Let’s say it’s true that Lethe is trying to make my soul whole. What
can you do?
I vomited blood just to crack it. But what if you break it so you can’t
use it? What if the iterations ended like that? Do I deserve to be alive
there?
The answer was fixed. Only then will I commit a ‘Real’ suicide.
There was no more crying left. Ah, even if I knew the cause, I
couldn’t escape repetition. You will indeed imprison me in eternity.
“Are you saying you’re going to destroy Lethe and commit suicide?
Can’t you remember the last episode?”
“What if that method is only possible if you die? Then what are you
going to do?”
I had to dry him off. I didn’t want to make them carry the trashy word
of sacrifice.
“….”
“I will use that method.”
“Raviel!”
screamed in anger. Even so, Raviel did not retrieve her words. As
always, he just looked at me calmly. I couldn’t figure out why he was
doing this. I didn’t understand.
“UNI….”
But the words spoken were firm. There was not an inch of retreat.
“The top! What about the top! You are ‘Zephyros’! forgot?! You have
no sense of responsibility?!”
“….”
He kept his mouth shut, neither affirming nor denying. But the action
itself was positive. It’s just that I was afraid to pour out more anger.
Rather, it chilled my head.
“I don’t need your life. don’t take it It’s burdensome. Fuck them all.”
“….”
“Come to me if you change your mind. I won’t see your face before
that.”
I let go of his hand trying to grab me. I turned my back. I ran away
like a habit. I couldn’t accept that he would die for me.
I was a drifter who had lost the ship a long time ago, and he was my
only remaining buoy. If even that sinks, it will get lost. You will
suffocate and die by wandering the sea endlessly.
smart.
I was currently lying like a slug with the blanket rolled up. After
fighting Raviel during the day, I was stuck in my room and couldn’t
move. It was late at night when it was now dark.
I tried to get off the bed to reconcile with him, but I couldn’t
understand it, so I went back to bed several times. After all, I was
lying in bed starving all day.
I could guess why he came even though I threatened not to see him.
It was clear that he had something to say. Since I’m doing this in my
room without eating anything, worrying about meals is a bonus.
I spat out an answer. I don’t know if I heard the sound of being eaten
by the futon. Whether you heard it or not, of course Raviel didn’t
come in. Since I wasn’t allowed to, I didn’t even open the door, I just
opened my mouth again.
It seems that the saying that you can’t yield was true. All you have to
do is say you knew it earlier. Of course, I liked Raviel because I
knew he wasn’t that kind of guy.
“Come in.”
It was like that. He hurriedly walked in as if he hadn’t waited even for
a second. Of course, when he came in and saw me in bed, he
paused for a moment.
After looking around, it was natural for him to drag a chair and sit
down.
I wondered what he would say first. Lethe’s story? Talk about getting
angry? Or talk about eating? However, Raviel broke all expectations
and said something very absurd.
“Yes?”
“Because you always sit on the bed whenever I come in. It seems to
me that there is no suitable place.”
“Her….”
“Still….”
“I don’t know if it’s because I’m from another world, but when I go
over to my friend’s house, we play together in bed, right? Do you
understand what I mean?”
Of course, this isn’t my house, it’s the Mage Tower’s room, and he’s
not a friend of the same sex, but a friend of the opposite sex, but
what about it? We’ve been through life and death together.
More than anything, this wasn’t important right now.
“I understand, but….”
“Ah, don’t take any other words. So what are you here for? Is it really
for the meal?”
I firmly waved my hand and said. He was about to mention the need
for a sofa, but he kept his mouth shut. Rarely did he avoid my gaze.
It is a story that you are embarrassed to say that you are not able to
answer. I looked at his reddened ears and laughed teasingly. The fire
quickly spread to his neck. If I let it go any longer, it would come up
on my cheeks.
“… I was going to tell you to go to the library in the tower and find a
way together.”
“….”
The power of words is great. It took a lot of effort not to ask him this
question. If you spit it out of your mouth, it will become a word, and
once it is completed as a word, there is no turning back.
It wasn’t because he didn’t like it. Because I couldn’t stand it. I found
another horse and replaced it.
He opened his eyes wide at my words. It’s funny when you think
about it. It was I who was trapped in repetition, and Raviel who was
helping me, but he was asking for a favor. I sighed at this ironic
situation.
“UNI….”
“I can’t give in either. If I don’t accept it now, I’ll just die in three
months.”
“UNI!”
“If you die like that, will you still have your memories in the next
episode? I… I don’t think so.”
It was. It was obvious why I didn’t ask him for sure. I still had the pain
of leaning on the fragments and disappearing. After hearing the
answer, I was afraid that Raviel wouldn’t have this memory when the
next episode came.
Is the situation different now from then? Can we not lose it by having
the whole rather than fragments? I was afraid. Now that something
like a dream has happened to me, the dream will disappear when I
wake up.
Even so, she didn’t want to risk Raviel’s life to carry that dream.
***
Books flew.
It was not an analogy. The book was really flying around with its
cover flapping. It wasn’t just books. Occasionally, wads of parchment
or palm-sized pictures flew around.
It was all happening in the sky far above me. I was in the library of
the Mage Tower.
However, the expression was not very good. In the end, I handed
him an apology to him who took a step back.
Raviel asked me to eat after talking with me. I said I knew What he
brought to my permission was a light snack for the night.
I thought I would bring in a full meal since I starved for lunch and
dinner, but I didn’t. He rather said that it was time to go to bed, so
let’s have a big meal the next morning. In fact, I thought it was
because I didn’t have much of an appetite.
And the next day, Raviel had breakfast with me and was away all
day. I came back late at night leaving only the dome cover to take
care of my meal.
When he returned, I asked him what he had been doing, and he said
he had been cleaning the library. When I asked if the lord of the
Magic Tower did such a thing, he said that it was a library that only
the lord of the tower could go to.
It’s been a few years since I haven’t used it, so there’s no order. He
added that he could go tomorrow.
When I heard that, I wondered what the heck he was talking about.
Isn’t a library supposed to be cleaner the less you use it? Because
the book will stay still in its place. It will collect some dust.
And today, after arriving at the library with Raviel’s magic, I realized
why he said that. The library was really open five minutes ago.
The library once had no ceiling. There were no walls. There was only
the floor to step on. Books flew freely in the open sky, and
sometimes they rested on the bookshelf. The expression that the
book is resting is very strange, but I could only express it like this.
And once it was wide, I couldn’t see the end. Bookshelves were lined
up on both sides and in the middle, but the end of the road between
them was invisible. It seemed that there was still a road just by
looking at the shadows gradually fading.
And before the bookcases started, there were all kinds of chairs at
the entrance to the library.
Starting with a basic leather sofa, a rocking chair, a hard wooden
chair, a lounge chair that looks better to lie down on, a doll that
doesn’t know if it’s a chair or a cushion….
There was no end to counting them one by one. I felt that the library
was more hectic because of this Jung-gu heating chair.
It was big enough for three adults to lie down and roll over. The
luster flowing from the fur looked quite expensive. It couldn’t even
compare to the sofa in Raviel’s room.
I was very surprised by his taste. He didn’t get along with Raviel at
all. It’s because when you sit here, it seems like you’re buried wide in
the snow.
I pressed it hard, and it was soft and fluffy, so my hand went into it.
When you read a book, you read it while rolling. Geniuses were
people too. Raviel hurriedly added, as if she had read what I was
saying with her eyes.
“To whom?”
“Zephyros.”
And that person also gave Raviel a name. He was a very nice
person. Being educated by such a person is why Raviel was so kind.
I thought for a second that it would make him feel bad if I asked him
this. The worry didn’t last long. Raviel always seemed to be in a
good mood when she talked about the former Zephyrus. I thought I
might ask.
As I picked up one of the stacked books and sat down on the sofa, I
was surprised to find that the sofa was more sluggish than I thought.
My body lost control and tottered.
This wasn’t a sofa, it was almost like a water bed. But there was no
bird to feel that softness. Because I just heard something shocking.
It was a really long time ago, but it was so intense that I never forgot
it. Anyway, it was the day Raviel first told me her real name.
I never thought that the ‘Useless thing’ he said was to name it.
Raviel finished moving the books. The books that rode his mana did
not flutter and were quiet. He picked up the topmost book in the
stack of 30 and sat down next to me.
“Yes.”
The one I chose was “Let’s try it! Making magic tools! I think the
reason why Raviel brought this book is because Lette is a magic
tool….
I don’t know if this will help him. This is because the book contained
formulas and usage at the level of middle school students. If Lethe
was an ancient artifact, it seemed that such low-level content would
not be necessary. Or did you just sweep it by category? Then it
makes sense.
Raviel probably read twice as much as I did. I didn’t count all the
books he sent back - if I threw them in the air after I had finished
reading them and closed them - I didn’t count them all, but there
were twice as many as I did anyway.
I stretched my aching body. I asked Raviel, who had just closed
another book and sent it off.
“No.”
“It’s fortunate….”
If it wasn’t as painful as the last time, Raviel would never show off.
So it was better not to say anything that would make it harder for
him.
I lay down on the sofa and looked at the library sky. It was dark.
Unlike the sky here, there were no stars. It must be because it is a
magical ceiling.
Even if I couldn’t help the family who had already left, I wanted to
see Areum and Yujin at least once. Because they are the ones I
cried the most when I died.
“UNI.”
At the sound of me calling, I just turned my head in the same pose I
was lying on. Raviel was slowly leaning her upper body toward me.
huh? What is this? Unknowingly, my nervous body was startled.
In the meantime, Raviel put a hand on my head and stroked it. The
hand he returned to after sweeping it was covered with white hair.
The power went out. I smiled shyly. I must have rolled around on the
sofa too much.
“Still there.”
Raviel brushed my hair several more times. At that time, there was a
clump of white hair hanging from each hand.
I was ashamed of how funny I looked. I need to get out of this place
quickly.
***
“Master.”
‘What is this.’
Let’s focus on what ‘I’ was doing without speaking, and then he
called ‘I’ again from behind.
“Master.”
“OK.”
huh? what? I was so used to this situation that it was strange. This
call and this answer. I think I’ve heard it a lot…. The answer was not
far off.
These are the people of the memories Lethe showed me. Could it be
that Lethe’s power from the previous round was still there? Why are
you showing me memories in my dreams?
“It is my heart.”
“Don’t be rude.”
“Master.”
“Why again?”
It wasn’t too different from the age he was when he got angry at the
end. It was dry because he hadn’t completely taken off his boyish
clothes yet. Looking at him like that, ‘I’ opened his mouth.
“Why have you changed your mind? He said he didn’t want to die.”
“I see now….”
***
“What is this?”
It was very vivid for a dream, and it felt like I was actually doing it. If
that’s why I couldn’t sleep, that wasn’t it again. It was in the same
condition as usual.
Apparently, the aftermath of the previous episode was still there. I
struggled to shake off the awkwardness and got up from my seat.
It’s already been a week since I came to the Magic Tower. In the
meantime, I was always in the library with Raviel. We read diligently
as if we were ghosts who died because we couldn’t read, but we
didn’t find anything.
Of course, the size of the library is so vast that I haven’t read even
one-fifth of the books yet. I was worried that I would really end up
reading all the books. I wished I had found a clue before that.
After being embarrassed by Raviel on the first day, I didn’t want to sit
on that sofa. Part of it was that he considered me too close. It was a
bonus that my heart felt stiff every time I looked at him.
We needed to stay apart. She didn’t show anything like this to Raviel
and just said that she wanted to sit in another chair. He said do
whatever you want.
However, it is said that once people know that they are comfortable
once, they cannot go back to before. I tried sitting on every chair in
the library, but I couldn’t find anything as comfortable as Raviel’s
sofa.
There was no chair that could match the unique softness and
softness of a waterbed. Curious about the reason, I sneakily asked
Raviel, and she said that originally Zephyrus didn’t stay in the library
for long, so they made a chair. I immediately agreed. I can’t stay in
this crazy place for a long time.
smart smart
“Come in.”
L liked me this time as well, but the problem was that since Raviel
and I went to the library, I didn’t have time to play with L at all.
Except for a brief glimpse in the morning, L was always alone. sorry
for that a bit Because I think I stole Raviel.
Of course, Raviel didn’t care at all. I’m not a creature that cares
about things like that. I thought he was heartless when he was
adamant towards El. Raviel seems to hate animals.
When I entered the room, as usual, Raviel, who had already been
prepared, was sitting. He was preparing breakfast on the sofa table.
Today was simple toast and fresh fruit juice. I casually sat across
from him and noticed something odd.
Raviel’s hair was still damp. It wasn’t dripping water, but it was
definitely wet.
Somehow, it seemed that his scent in the room was strong today.
How long have you been washing?
“Head.”
As she pointed with her hand along with her words, Raviel hesitated
for a moment. Then he moved the mana and quickly dried it. The
series of processes were so fast and natural that I missed the
enviable timing.
he said carelessly.
“I forgot.”
I said that and drank the juice. It was slightly sweet, but not too
sweet. It tasted good for breakfast. The sparsely ground pulp
exploded in your mouth.
I was in the middle of savoring it, but I heard a sudden reply from
Raviel.
“Dreaming.”
“UNI!”
Raviel hurriedly snatched the juice glass from my hand and held out
a glass of water. I thanked him with my eyes and inhaled slowly.
Come to think of it, he said it had been two months since he had the
nightmare. If so, now was the time when the nightmare had just
begun.
“Do you dream of me dying again? How old are you? Why didn’t you
tell me?”
“Uni, no. Today was the first time. The content of the dream was not
like that.”
“Yes.”
I also kept talking. But this was not enough. Is there anything we can
know for sure?
“I don’t know what I looked like in the dream, but I remember that the
other person had silver hair. I can’t explain the face very well.”
“I see….”
In the dream I saw, the person I was talking to had black hair. He
was amazed that he had the same hair color as mine, so he was
absolutely not mistaken.
I took toast and ate it while looking around the room. In my dream, it
was definitely emptyer than this. Who the hell are those people?
Why is Lete showing me her memories?
“Raviel?”
“Yes.”
Raviel, who was tidying up after finishing her meal, met her gaze. I
thought about it for a while, but finally got it out of my mouth.
“Right.”
This makes it clear that Lethe is showing her dreams. Then I had to
know what the dream meant.
“UNI?”
“Yes. Instead, I had black hair on the other side. I was silver haired.
I’ve seen both faces. Perhaps we are each other in a dream?”
Afterwards, I eagerly talked with Raviel about what the dream meant.
But couldn’t find the answer.
I only confirmed that we really had the same dream with Raviel’s
portrait of a woman - Raviel was good at drawing too -.
Other than that, the absurd lack of information kept me from making
progress. We decided to retell it the next time we had the dream.
It seemed like the talk was over, so I stood up to leave for the library,
but Raviel called me. What he said was completely unexpected.
“Yes?”
“I’m thinking of asking for help from others. Will you allow me?”
Is there anyone who can easily help? More than anything else, I was
skeptical about whether to believe my iteration.
“That’s not right. I only want to talk about Lethe and get some help.”
“Yes.”
Then I found a book with a very luxurious cover. It was even studded
with jewels. The title was simple. 『Familiar』.
This was the text that ‘Master’, that is, ‘Me’ in the dream had written
in the letter. I opened my eyes wide to the great truth.
“No.”
I held out the book I was reading in front of him. I asked, pointing to
the word under the picture of the familiar.
“What is this written on?”
“Aelo.”
It was a strange echoing language that I had heard a long time ago.
Those words Raviel heard when she transformed El into mana.
I felt strange. After all, this painting was El. And Raviel knew what
this letter was. Is it a letter between wizards?
“Ah….”
It’s been a while since I saw Raviel’s genius side. all languages all
languages…. Those words gave me goosebumps as I barely spoke
the imperial language.
[In the imperial language, it is ‘Aelo’. Its origins are unclear, but its
existence has been confirmed ever since the Tower’s history began.
Are there any magical effects in the book? Is it something that gives
the reader a vivid sense of reality? is it a service?
It was when the shadow fell on the book that I felt strange. I raised
my gaze and was startled. Because a huge black eagle was
charging at me.
“Oops!”
Reflexively, he raised his arm and covered his face. No matter how
much time passed, I didn’t feel any pain. When I lowered my arm, I
saw a bird flapping its wings until its feathers fell out.
The bird’s neck was tightly held by Raviel. It seemed that there was
no time to use magic, so he just grabbed it with his hands. He said to
the bird with a very cool face.
For a moment, I wondered if that bird’s name was Ivan. From the
looks of it, it seems like a familiar, but Raviel is even betting on it.
However, the voice coming from the bird made it clear that it was
not.
He just let go of his neck and grabbed both wings. It was a little
pitiful. Is the bird’s name ‘Lai’? Is the owner ‘Ivan’?
I wasn’t surprised anymore that the bird was repeating its master’s
voice. I guess Familiar has such a function.
“Since you have violated the order, you won’t have any complaints
even if I kill you, right?”
- It can’t be. I’ve never been like this before…. Anyway, Mr.
Zephyrus, please take a look. I don’t want to be known as a wizard
who kills familiars.
Despite the owner’s earnest request, Raviel did not relax her hands.
I was offended by the eagle that attacked me, but since it was an
animal, I decided to be generous.
Then he worked hard to trim the feathers. It was a little ugly that the
hair was turned upside down in places.
Seeing him again in his full form, Rai was also pretty cool. The whole
thing was covered in black feathers and looked nimble. Of course,
compared to our L, I couldn’t even keep up with my toes.
Other familiars don’t have a unique soft glow like El. That was the
biggest difference. I re-read the part where I had stopped reading in
amazement. It was just about the name.
“Yes.”
-Yes!
After the conversation, the black bird melted into thin air and
disappeared. I quickly retraced the conversation. So that person is
coming in 3 weeks, is this sound? Raviel decided to help with magic
research instead?
A man named Ivan was quite lively. Even though it was a voice that
could be heard over the bird, I could feel the boy’s cheerfulness.
“Yes. Ivan Ortega. He’s the one who will help you, as I said in the
morning.”
“Right.”
The owners of the familiars I saw were Raviel and Woody, but even if
Raviel didn’t know, Woody would never do something like this unless
it was for his own benefit.
“It hasn’t been long since I became the owner of Kellaino. I am also
young That’s why I decided on Ivan.”
“Ah….”
Anyway, I got a good ally, so I was satisfied with that. It was intense
for a first meeting, but it wasn’t such a bad feeling either.
He was also good at trusting Raviel. After solving the last question, I
decided to read the book again.
“But why doesn’t that person use communication magic? You know
what you write every day. It’s the first time I’ve seen a familiar send
for such a trivial matter.”
“Um… I see.”
I was sure that this incident would have caused a huge gap between
them rather than becoming close friends. It seems like I was the
culprit, but I decided to swallow it inside. When I come back later, I’ll
have to repay you for treating me well.
We returned from lunch with the current broken. The book about the
familiar was shorter than I thought, and I quickly skimmed through it
as speculation abounded as I went further.
I read the boring content and endured it and finally started to doze
off.
***
Raviel had been worried about Yoonhee since the day she first came
to the library.
Even if she tried not to, her gaze kept going, and sometimes she
stood on the moving sofa more than necessary whenever she
changed her posture.
Raviel found the library’s darkened sky. It was time to stop going
back. He called her without expressing his regret.
And the moment I looked at her, my heart, which I didn’t even know
was there normally, moved noisily. The special atmosphere of the
library, the relaxed posture, the eyes that are a bit cloudy than
usual…. He was dominated by little desires that arose impulsively.
Raviel saw herself approaching and noticed her stiff. There was a
small scratch on the fluttering heart. By the time I realized it, it was
already too late. Thousands of thoughts ran through his mind.
A brilliant brain reflexively found a way out. He brushed her hair with
a careless expression. A few hairs protruded from her long fingers,
as if they were on the sofa.
Can I make an excuse and touch her more? Wouldn’t you hate it if
you found out about this kind of heart? However, the scale was
weighted on one side from the beginning. The mouth that betrayed
its owner moved freely.
“Still there.”
She got up with the horse. Then, without a single doubt, I sat down
in front of him and gave my head to him.
For the first time, he was grateful for my face, which he usually hated
because he had no expression.
Raviel picked her up and returned to the room. He sat down on the
bed and slowly opened and closed his fists. My feelings now were
clumsy. And it was dangerous. He recalled the memory with quiet
eyes.
He was more concerned about her face, which turned white when he
saw me in front of him, than his collapsing body. I couldn’t
understand my heart.
The moment I left her like that and closed my eyes, memories
flooded. It was a jumbled, unordered memory.
He wondered if this was a kaleidoscope before he died. But it was
different from that. Memories continued to linger around the same
time. In the meantime, he found a corner that protruded by himself.
‘UNI.’
I always did the same thing, but after I went to a restaurant, I did
something subtly different. It was all after meeting one person.
Then, this time, memories of a different color rushed in. Unlike when
she was with me, there was no light in her eyes. I cried every day,
suffered often, and was sometimes terrified.
There were times when the light returned to her like that. It was time
to pretend to know him.
Raviel’s heart, which must have been dead, began to ache. I couldn’t
help but watch her, who had been warm and bright, slowly crumble. I
couldn’t figure out why this tragedy had come to her. His soul shed
invisible tears.
He wondered if time had gone back, but it wasn’t. Aside from being a
place I had never seen before, barriers of light were created
everywhere.
The owner of the body was casting some kind of magic. Raviel
habitually scanned the array of mana. I couldn’t understand the
whole magic in detail, but I could read the basic magic.
Raviel returned to ‘The First Day’ after the scene about Lethe.
went to see her As soon as I saw her crying sadly while looking at
me, my heart ached as if it were on fire. he realized That I can’t treat
her like I used to.
Took.
Raviel suddenly turned her attention to the weight she felt on her
forearm.
I don’t know when she got up after she had been lying down until
now, but I thought she might have called me because she was
curious about something, so I looked back without thinking.
However, Raviel stopped breathing when she saw the flowing black
waves. Yoonhee nodded and fell asleep.
The thick book he was holding slipped out of his hand and lay
scattered on the sofa. Her black hair swayed every time she moved.
It often escaped me and then came back.
He immediately put the book he was reading on the floor and raised
his hand. The destination was her shoulder. He lightly placed his
hand on her and shook her lightly.
“UNI.”
“Uh?!”
She woke up startled. Raviel thought it was very cute the way she
opened her book in a hurry with her eyes wide open. And at the
thought of it, I was startled.
It was a time when I couldn’t get past 10 pages like that. He took a
deep breath as the weight rested on his forearm again. I slowly
turned my head. She was leaning on me again.
This is the second time, so she was a little wrong. Raviel made a
nasty self-justification.
He stroked her hair with a very slow, feathery gesture. Then she
crept into his arms. Raviel couldn’t breathe properly anymore.
“UNI.”
“Yuni, would you like to go back to your room and take a nap?”
Gently releasing his hand, she covered her mouth and let out a small
yawn. Then I read the thick book again. After reading a few words,
he yawned again.
Raviel sensed faint irritation from her words. I had already declined,
but I asked again.
“Shall we go back?”
As she said that, she slammed the side. Raviel didn’t say much and
sat down close to her. He thought he might be able to borrow his
shoulder and take a nap. If I had notified me in advance and leaned
on it, I could have prepared myself mentally enough.
It was the fact that she relied on him more than Raviel thought, and
felt comfortable with him. She has come to feel comfortable with him
as her belly, having given him her hair every time she leaves the
library these days.
Looking at Raviel, who was sitting nearby, she lay down on Raviel’s
thigh without hesitation. Then I went to sleep with a request.
“Wake me up in an hour.”
“….”
He put down the book he was holding. Then, carefully moving her
body, she adjusted it so that she could lie down more comfortably.
A forehead that draws a round curve, eyes that bend the most
prettily when playing a joke, fluffy cheeks, light pink lips that spit out
a color….
“Um….”
He woke up and hurriedly raised his upper body. Heat rose up in his
face with anger.
But I could never confess to her what I had just done. I couldn’t bear
the future she would look at me with loathing. I didn’t want to be
hated.
Raviel leaned against the backrest. He raised his hand and covered
his eyes. I hoped that this time would pass quickly, and I also hoped
that it would last forever. It was a long, deep sigh.
***
“Yes.”
The time that flew by was swift. Somehow, I felt like I slept better
than when I slept alone in my room. It was because the sofa was
overly soft, and Raviel’s unique scent made her mind and body
peaceful.
I took a book and sat down apart from Raviel. Soon the drowsiness
flew away.
Another week passed like that. I felt like I was choking on this peace.
After recovering all her memories, Raviel’s belly was more friendly
and delicate than usual. I didn’t want to lose this look of him.
For that reason, there are many days when I cry alone every night
and fall asleep exhausted. He did not express himself to Raviel. I
didn’t want to put another burden on him who was suffering because
of me.
Then Raviel immediately shortened the time I was in the library. After
sending me up, Raviel went back alone more often.
I’m more sorry I only felt sorry for Raviel. There was nothing I could
give back. I was depressed at the thought of always receiving. It was
inescapable.
The dark clouds that had been floating in his embrace dissipated a
little. The dark clouds could not completely disappear until this
repetition was over.
But it was fine. It’s a small tent, but I can get shelter from the rain.
Instead, a new wave came to my mind. A dam had not yet been
erected to stop it. I was helplessly carried away by the waves.
Unknowingly, it was already locked up to the chin. Instinct warned.
It was dangerous to swallow more than this sea. But I couldn’t stop.
***
‘I’ in the dream said. I looked at the scenery around me. Customers
negotiating prices, children playing, and occasionally travelers. It
was the appearance of a lively general store street.
I had no idea where it was. Judging by the fact that his vision was
half blocked, he was wearing a hood. Every time I walked, the shade
repeatedly faded and disappeared.
Hearing his voice, it seemed that he had grown old. The immaturity
of youth disappeared, and only the profoundness of skillfully ripening
remained.
‘I’ was always sarcastic about the man’s words. Even so, the man
walking next to me didn’t get angry, but rather gave a low giggling
laugh. It was a peaceful atmosphere, as if it were not peaceful.
After walking some more, they passed a huge wall. And I walked for
a while. As I entered the unpolished road, my actions continued
sparsely. It seemed to be a road connecting the city to the city.
T.O.P said that he does not leave behind portraits. It was not a
position that was related by blood, so there was no such thing as a
genealogy.
Top was a thorough skill system. Since the current Zephyrus usually
selects the next Zephyrus, there was no link between them at all.
“Look at you when you are my age. The texture of the ground when
you step on it, the wind that brushes your ears as you walk, nature
that delights your eyes. All is happiness.”
For the first time at the man’s words, ‘I’ turned around. I didn’t know
it because I heard the voice, but the man was older than I remember
seeing him for the first time.
The age held in his eyes deepened, and the affection for ‘Me’
deepened. In my opinion, it seemed that only ‘I’ did not know that
fact. Why is this person so dull?
The man erased the smile he had been wearing all along. Then, he
frowned slightly. ‘I’ turned my head forward to that face again.
It was then. Warmth filled my hands. ‘I’ looked down at the hand at
the sudden contact. The man was holding his hand.
I shifted my gaze and made eye contact with the man, and he smiled
brightly. It was the attitude that there was nothing to be offended by
what he had just done.
“Her….”
‘I’ laughed like a man. The more he did, the more the man’s smile
grew. He went beyond just grabbing and moved his hand to put on
the pod. The intertwined palms were warm.
Even though he spat out the word ‘I’, he didn’t withdraw his hand or
get angry. As she said, it really felt like she was treating him like a
child. Of course, it didn’t just go away.
“Disgusting.”
“Your size must have grown five times larger than then. You have no
conscience.”
“Ha ha ha!”
They arrived at a small house before they knew it. I was expecting
this house to be a woman’s house. As expected, the way to enter
was unusual. he used magic
Her mana was pitch black. Wherever she waved her hand, the
cluster of lights that fell as if the night had come was beautiful.
While I was thinking, I was already inside the house. It was just an
ordinary family home. The neatly organized appearance showed the
owner’s personality.
They approached the fireplace, which was not used because of the
warm weather. With another mana swing, the fireplace cracked and
a new room appeared.
The square room was empty, but there was a single platform in the
center that rose to the height of the upper body. Objects were placed
on a platform covered with white velvet.
The woman lifted it up and examined it. And then I talked to the man.
As I watched, I was amazed.
***
Waking from my dream, I was fascinated by a new fact. Who the hell
is ‘Me’ who’s keeping Lethe? Am I wrong in guessing that the man is
Zephyrus? Was it from the Imperial side?
smart smart
“Raviel!”
“Come in.”
“Saw.”
“Are we wrong about what we think? How the hell does he have
Lethe? They said that no one except the royal family knows where it
is.”
“Yuni, you can become Zephyrus’ teacher, and there is only one
person who is not from the royal family and knows where Lethe is.”
“Who?”
“Who is that?”
“What is it?”
Is today the day the bomb is supposed to drop? I gaped. So, were
the things I had seen in my dreams so far the memories of the great
men of the distant past?
“Come to think of it, the black mana also interfered with the attempt
to destroy Lethe. The mana used by the woman in the dream was
also black.”
“Then, does Eos really appear in our dreams? So what about the
other side? So who is the man?”
Perhaps, in the previous dream, the man said to the woman, ‘I will
help’, was to make a lette. So lette in my dreams today….
“So far, we’ve only focused on how to break Lethe, and we haven’t
considered how it’s made. whoever made it. A tangled story.”
“Right.”
“Eos?”
“No. I think Zephyrus holds the key. It’s strange that Lethe keeps
showing his memories, and that someone unrelated to Lethe keeps
appearing in her dreams.”
Raviel’s words were plausible. Obviously, Lethe said that Eos made
it. Then there was no reason to show the man’s memories.
It’s probably because it’s for some other reason. The problem is how
to find the records of the first Zephyrus.
It’s true that I read several books in the library, but the time when the
tower was built was similar to when the empire was built. It’s a story
about 1000 years old.
The Magic Tower does not keep records of those who belong
separately. It was the same with ‘Zephyros’. According to Raviel,
everything in the tower was remembered by Zephyrus in each
generation. these monsters….
In any case, it was more difficult to find a person for that reason.
“Warehouse?”
Then you can find out here. What is it like to find the remains of the
first Zephyrus in a warehouse with 1000 years worth of trash? Is this
possible?
“Perhaps the zones are divided according to the era in which you
entered….”
“They are stored randomly because they are moved by magic in this
room.”
“Yes. you have to work hard so get out Anyway, thanks, Raviel. If it
wasn’t for you, I’d be really stuck.”
“UNI….”
I moved to the warehouse door with Raviel. The reason why it wasn’t
inside was because magic didn’t work inside. So it was impossible to
move.
The warehouse door was luxurious, not befitting its name. There
were doors on either side of it that were so wide that even arms
outstretched out to the side could not cover it.
The letters engraved on the door were ancient words that I had seen
many times before.
“Is it only Zephyrus that needs to know? Then you don’t have to
talk.”
“It’s not like that. just… Since it’s a sentence, you wouldn’t
understand it if I said it the way it was pronounced.”
“Yes.”
“To be able to hold you before the night is over, to greet you before
the morning comes….”
“….”
“Uh… what?”
I gave a stupid answer to his serious face. I ask, so I know that’s the
writing on the warehouse door. Something was different about his
mood. Confused, I averted my gaze.
“It is a spell that Zephyrus pledges to the tower. If you read it in the
ancient language while controlling mana, the tower recognizes you
as the owner.”
“Ah… Miraculous.”
“… Right.”
After answering that, Raviel turned on the magic lamp and walked
around. Looking at his busy appearance, I suddenly thought of that.
Why did Eos only build towers? You should be the top owner.
Even though the parchment was piled up endlessly, there was a pot
of an unknown plant next to it. Also, next to it was a glass bottle of
unknown use, and books were piled high next to it.
They were all badly worn and looked new, as if they had never been
used. Just because it was on the outside was proof that it wasn’t the
most recent item. Such things were strewn about all over the
warehouse.
“Ah.”
Nothing was written except for the first chapter. It was all blank.
According to Raviel, the moment you enter this warehouse, all the
magic on the items will be removed, so you just have to accept what
you see.
So, this was just a diary that I wrote and threw away. I wondered
who the owner of this three days was. I saw the owner’s name
engraved on the cover. And I realized
Sure enough, after that, every item I looked at had Zephyrus written
on it. The handwriting is different, but everything written is Zephyr, so
my eyes are far away.
Even if I really looked for it, I didn’t even know if the answer would be
in that item. I tried to weaken my heart again. I looked at Raviel, who
was busy walking around. rebuilt my heart
“UNI.”
As I sat and tapped my thighs, I heard a voice calling me. The sound
was close, so when I turned around, Raviel, who had been far away,
was behind me before I knew it.
“I feel tired?”
But what appeared on his face was concern. I read his emotions
very well these days. If you think about the first meeting and the first
impression, it was a really big difference. I didn’t like this.
“Already?”
“… yes.”
I jumped up at the same time as the words. And walked towards the
entrance. I think Raviel’s answer was a bit late. It’s not like I was hurt
because I was so disgusted.
It’s not that I don’t like it because it touches Raviel, it’s because I get
so nervous when it touches me. This is different from taking a nap! I
was sleepy at that time, so I didn’t care about Raviel anyway….
not. I don’t even want to take a nap now. When I recognized it, I
suddenly felt ashamed. I don’t even have to go to the library
anymore anyway.
We got out of the warehouse and back into the room. We ate a late
lunch and had a relaxing time after a long time. I patted L, whom I
hadn’t touched before.
During this time, it was the first time she came to the Mage Tower, so
Raviel’s work was new. Raviel originally said that there was a
separate period for studying magic and a period for acting as
Zephyrus.
When he met me, it was during his research period, so he only made
magic like that. I felt again that he was the real Zephyros.
I was watching Raviel working with her chin resting on the back of
the sofa. El, who was dozing on my hand, suddenly opened her
eyes. Then I looked at the door. I was curious about that look and
asked.
And at the same time, a harsh knocking sound was heard. The
reason why it was ‘Rough’ was because it was almost a knock, not a
knock.
“Come in.”
Raviel frowned at the noise. It was a look that really didn’t like it. So I
realized. The fact that even though Raviel acknowledged Ivan as a
wizard, he hated him as a person.
The man who opened the door and came in had a handsome face.
Her curly silver hair was cut and disheveled near her ears, and her
bright green eyes twinkled with delight.
He was obviously taller than me, but the atmosphere itself felt like a
young child. The pattern of the mage tower he had seen before was
engraved on the navy blue robe he was wearing.
If it hadn’t been for the little black bird on his shoulder, I wouldn’t
have thought of him as Ivan. That such a young child is the owner of
the Familiar? TOP is really thoroughly meritocratic.
“Noisy.”
“Please know how happy I am! Mr. Zephyrus! oh! Lai, where are you
going!”
Kelaino fell away from Ivan, who entered with brisk steps. I thought
to myself that you were shaking your body like that and it fell off, but
Kellaino was headed for me.
“Yunhee.”
“Hello! Nice to meet you! I’ve heard a lot about it! Lethe….”
Raviel, who returned after closing the open door, gave a cold
warning. The magic was released at the same time.
“Yes!”
Of course, Ivan was not intimidated at all. just smiling brightly Even
though I lost my rai, I didn’t get jealous or see it badly. The twinkling
eyes directed at me were burdensome.
I thought I knew a little why Raviel hated her. He was a little too
noisy.
“Ivan.”
“Yeah! Yeah! I’ll keep my mouth shut until you tell me to!”
It seemed that a storm had passed. Ivan was really, really talkative.
In that brief moment, it seemed that important information had
slurped by. It was crazy and noisy.
“A fire mage?”
“Ah….”
Even though Ivan cursed at me in front of me, the smile did not
disappear. I withdrew my earlier thought of calling him a child.
He was also a mage of the Mage Tower. Wizards are all weird.
Except for Raviel.
When I didn’t speak further, Raviel ordered Ivan, assuming that she
had no questions. All three of us ended up sitting on the sofa. Raviel
is next to me, and Ivan is across from me.
“Now?”
“Me?”
But I don’t have the confidence to shorten two months to one day.
“Ivan.”
“Hehe, yes.”
Ivan finally shut up when Raviel was really serious. It felt like Ivan
knew exactly how far Raviel would take care of him.
Soon after, he called Lai and started injecting mana. Ivan’s mana
was light green like a sprout. In an instant, the rai, which had grown
to the size of my upper body, melted into thin air and disappeared.
“I’m not going to release everything, Uni. All you have to do is write
down the expression that becomes the skeleton, just like when you
help me.”
Apparently, Ivan is the type of genius who works hard like Raviel.
Even though Raviel hated it, there was a reason for keeping her
close.
Raviel and I had a ceremony together after a long time. This was
more fun than when I was lost in the warehouse without an answer.
Ivan was busy handing it over to Rai, admiring each time we wrote
down the ceremony. He also didn’t seem to have any intention of
studying in Raviel’s room for a long time.
To my great surprise, Ivan’s study was over just before midnight. And
Ivan’s eyes looking at me were shining incomparably with daytime. It
became more burdensome than before.
“Uni-sama!”
I pondered for a moment. You look younger than me, can I treat you
badly? Or should I go engineering because I’m a tower mage? But
I’m Raviel’s friend, and Raviel is Zephyrus….
I didn’t think long and decided to just let go.
“Yes.”
“If Yuni becomes the next Zephyrus, our tower will prosper even
more! Are you really not the next Zephyrus?”
“Ah… I….”
You don’t have mana control. Before I spit out my weakness, Raviel
opened her mouth first.
“Don’t Zephyrus think so too? really… This is the first time I’ve seen
someone with such perfect calculations!”
Even when Ivan said, ‘I have no place to sleep because I didn’t clean
the room assigned to the tower, please let me sleep.’ Strangely,
when Raviel told Ivan to ‘Get out’, Ivan disappeared on the spot.
As soon as Ivan left, I brought up a story I had been careful with all
day.
“Raviel, can I call your name in front of Ivan?”
“Doesn’t care. Ivan is not the type to brag about here and there.
You’re just going to be a little annoying.”
“Bothered? Why?”
“Do you have anything to say? Are you just calling me names?”
“Because I am Zephyros.”
I waited for something to explain, but that was it. I know that when
Raviel shuts up like that, she doesn’t talk anymore.
So I didn’t speak out. how about asking Just reply that I knew you as
a friend.
The next morning, I was able to meet Ivan, who had arrived earlier
than me, in Raviel’s room. Contrary to our thoughts, he didn’t ask
anything about my behavior when he called me by name.
After hearing the details of the dream and Lethe from us, Ivan
expressed his opinion that it seemed appropriate to find the
warehouse. We unanimously started digging through the warehouse
again.
***
It’s been a month since I came to the Magic Tower this episode. One
day, while poking around the warehouse like hyenas, we found a
diary.
Raviel asked while flipping through the diary she found. Unlike the
last time I found it, it was dense all the way to the back.
Aren’t Zephyrus ashamed of their private lives? Why are you leaving
your diary like this? The answer to the question was given by Raviel.
“Ah really?”
I looked at the part Raviel pointed out again. Since half of the diary
was over, it was written in curly handwriting. But didn’t Zephyrus
originally say that they learn all languages?
“It’s easy to read, but not to the level of writing like this. Even if it’s a
simple sentence.”
I nodded and said I would read the diary. Raviel said that she knew,
but that she would look for more just in case. It’s been a while since I
entered the warehouse today.
I sat down on a chair that had been rolling around in the middle of
the warehouse. I could hear the words of Ivan and Raviel like
background music.
“Oh! Does Zephyrus-sama know how to read ancient words?”
“Yes….”
Raviel never responded to Ivan, who was following him around, only
rummaging through the warehouse. Ivan, knowing that magic did not
work in the warehouse, often bothered Raviel.
“….”
In the end, the sentence I read was ‘Master has arrived.’ It was one.
Unless her eyes were damaged, she couldn’t have been unaware of
the affection the man constantly showed her. Even in the memories I
glimpsed briefly, that affection was clear.
What is the reason for not accepting it? Because you’re a disciple?
Are you too young? On the surface, the age difference didn’t seem
that great.
Since I wasn’t her, I couldn’t exactly figure out what she was
thinking. But if I were in that position, I would never have given it a
chance. It’s like a torture of hope to keep looking for it like that.
“UNI.”
“Yes?”
At Raviel’s call, I raised my gaze from the diary. While I was thinking,
Raviel was approaching me. Behind him, Ivan was still talking hard.
It’s nice to not be bored with Ivan, but there are times when it’s noisy
because he talks so much.
“Oh! already….”
I got up from the chair I was sitting on. Ivan, who had been talking for
a long time, suddenly became sullen. Ivan much preferred being in
the warehouse. When I go back to my room, I can’t speak freely.
“UNI.”
“Oh sorry.”
Ivan’s act of making noise even if he died was so cute that he didn’t
even know that Raviel had reached out his hand because he was
laughing. I realized it only after turning around at the sound calling
me. Raviel stood there as usual. Feeling apologetic, I smiled at him
and held his hand.
“Let’s go.”
That’s why he didn’t know that Ivan was looking at Raviel with
interest.
***
“Uni. I agree.”
We should have expected from the fact that the diary we found was
written in an ancient language.
Ancient languages were not spoken even 1000 years ago. At that
time, all countries used the common language of the continent, and
since the empire was founded, the official language of the empire
was used. A few other kingdoms had their own language.
Anyway, the reason we say this now is because what was written in
the ancient language in the diary was not simply a diary.
It was a magic formula. There were notes written by the owner of the
diary in the middle, but it was definitely some kind of magic formula.
The problem is that it gets progressively more difficult the further you
go. It was like that even though there were two people who were
famous as genius wizards.
The difficulty of the magic formula was also a big problem, but since
Raviel was the only person who could interpret it, the speed was
even slower.
Raviel said that the ancient language she had learned from the
previous Zephyrus was not perfect.
Later, he said that he only learned the writing system by himself and
became proficient, and that the ancient language itself was
incomplete. Originally, it was enough to read the sentence engraved
on the warehouse door.
Raviel raised the level by self-taught, but the first Zephyrus, the
owner of the diary, was so fluent in the ancient language that Raviel
was repeatedly stumped by unfamiliar words.
The problem was that, due to the nature of the magic formula, if you
couldn’t interpret the front, you couldn’t know the back.
In the end, for one reason or another, we could only translate half of
it for a month.
There was a little over a month until the day I had to leave the magic
tower and go to the imperial palace. Even if it was possible to
interpret the diary in it, it was unknown whether the end would reach
Lethe.
I suddenly got annoyed while solving the formula Raviel had given
me. If you’re going to leave this person, I’ll leave it in the imperial
language, why use the ancient language?
He put down the quill he had been holding for a long time. My hands
were tingling.
“I do not understand.”
“What?”
Raviel put her diary aside and wrote down the interpretation on the
parchment as she spoke. His eyes and hands were busy, and only
his mouth was allowed to me.
“If you’re going to write it anyway, write it down in the imperial
language. Why did you have to do this?”
The answer to my question came first from Ivan, who was diligently
linking formulas to mana.
“Lol. Isn’t it like this because someone in the future might steal it? It’s
the way he researched it.”
“If it’s that important, shouldn’t you have taken care of it when you
quit Zephyros?”
Raviel, who had just marked the tip of the parchment, raised her
head. I met his blue eyes and gaze. I glanced at him questioningly.
why?
“I regret it.”
“Yes?”
“Yes?”
Ivan and I made an odd sound at the same time. Raviel’s words
were too sudden. What did you regret? A Zephyros who has
everything he has? Looking back on your life, do you regret living as
a wizard?
[…] … I tried to remove it from the boundary with the above method,
but it failed. It was difficult to break the organic connection that was
densely built up from the time of design. It was not something that
could be done by destroying one part. We had to attack all places at
the same time.
I want to die. Every night those short screams came to visit me.
Even if I drank or got drunk, the screams didn’t go away at night. I
have fallen into an unforgivable path.
I want to die. I want to die. No, don’t die yet. I will die after everything
is settled. Now the only way is to destroy them all. Even if I turn the
Empire into an enemy, I will.]
When I wondered what was the reason for the suddenly cut off
sentence, lines were drawn straight across the original diary like
scribbles. Like the contents of the main text, it seemed that he was
drinking and drinking less.
This was the first time that the diary owner’s sad words were written.
The problem is that Saddam was very anxious and depressed. I
called him crazy, crazy, but I didn’t know he was really going crazy.
Why did the man who smiled so sweetly in his dreams become so
broken? Could it be that Eos eventually left him and never returned?
Ivan grabbed the tip of the interpretation book like a pair of tongs and
lifted it up. I agree with what Ivan said. It wasn’t because of the
contents, but because the traces left in the diary were frightening.
I don’t know what he was trying to express, but the lines remaining
on the note seemed like it would tear it up at any moment.
Significantly different from other parts.
Now that I see it, the handwriting was different from when I wrote the
explanation related to the magic ceremony. Even I, who did not know
the ancient language, could see it.
“There are so many varieties that I can’t really know the actual
structure. It was deconstruction magic, but when I applied
reconciliation magic and analyzed it mainly, the freeze magic came
out again.”
“Um….”
“By the way, aren’t you dreaming these days? That was the biggest
hint.”
“Yes. no news….”
Another sigh came out. Like Ivan said, we haven’t had a dream in a
month. The last dream I had on the day Ivan came, Lethe appeared.
In fact, after the second dream, I vaguely thought that I would dream
once a week. But even after one week and two weeks passed, I
didn’t think that my dream would come.
Just because you have a dream doesn’t mean that it will become
information, but at this point in time when the future is hopeless, I
feel like I want to grab at least a straw.
Next time you’ll have to wait in a daze at Melissa’s store for another
two months. It’s a problem even after waiting. Will I be able to
withstand Raviel who came to me after losing her memory….
“UNI.”
“Ah.”
He acted like this in front of the stone statue before destroying Lethe.
The reason is… Oh, I said it was a bad habit. I gently let go of the
tormenting lips. It tasted like blood as if it had been torn.
“Yes?! suddenly….”
His mouth, which he had opened to pretend nothing was wrong, was
closed at his words.
“And I know that no matter how much I say, I can’t completely get rid
of your anxiety.”
“Yes….”
Raviel knew it too. The dark clouds inside me were only able to
escape, but they were still there. If there was even the slightest crack
in the tent, it would suddenly get wet.
“So you don’t have to strain yourself. Take a break when it’s hard. I
will definitely find a way.”
“….”
How am I, Raviel. I know you don’t sleep well these days. You don’t
work day and night because you’re interpreting, and you don’t even
take care of your meals. If I don’t stop him first, he’ll hold on to the
diary forever.
I couldn’t cry. Because Raviel will be sorry for making me cry again.
‘Yes.’ I couldn’t even answer. Because I didn’t want to appear weak
in front of him.
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
Raviel must have been looking for a way to comfort me. I was
cautious about asking if he thought he couldn’t take care of me
anymore with words. That was Raviel-like.
Where is the person who asks in advance and hugs like this? Idiot.
you can just hug me
“… yes.”
Are we okay with this? Can I share deep feelings with you? Could it
be that they are being pushed away by the waves?
I am so afraid of my repetition.
Instead of opening his mouth, he raised his arm. hugged him I didn’t
want to say anything now.
***
The man’s voice was much older. Based on the last dream, it
seemed that at least 10 years had passed. I wanted to know if the
diary the man was writing was the diary we saw.
But Eos was lying there, not moving, so I couldn’t tell. Still, thanks to
Eos shifting his sights a few times, he realized that this was the small
house in the forest he had been to the other day.
“Master. Be careful. Don’t you know that your body isn’t what it used
to be?”
After supporting Eos, the man who sat back at the desk continued
his work. A crackling sound rang out again. Eos watched him and
closed his eyes.
I thought this dream was over. But when I opened my eyes, it was
still not a dream.
Looking at the silence around him, the dark place, the dimly lit magic
lamp, and the man lying on the bed holding Eos’ hand, it felt like it
was now midnight. The man watched her and seemed to have fallen
asleep. I could tell from the slow rise and fall of his body that he was
in a deep sleep.
Eos just blinked slowly and looked at the sleeping man. It was such
a long time that even I was tired of watching from inside my body.
After staring at the man without a word, she opened her mouth.
“… Zephyrus.”
As I expected, the man’s name was Zephyrus, but I just couldn’t like
it. It was because the voice of Eos calling his name was so sad.
That was the end of Eos’s words. She kept looking at the man until I
woke up.
I was confused by the bomb she spat. Eos already knew what
Zephyrus would do. It didn’t dry out though.
“Eww….”
I didn’t feel sad at all, but the tears didn’t feel very good. Because
these days, I tried not to cry on purpose.
I got out of bed and cleared my mind. Raviel must have had a dream
too. I had to ask about the diary I hadn’t checked yet. I hurriedly got
ready and left the room.
When I went to Raviel’s room, Ivan was alone on the sofa. Ivan
always came earlier than me. I asked as I accepted the flying El.
“Nope. You left in a hurry saying you had to come back before Uni-
sama came….”
I made up my mind that when Raviel returned, I would put off talking
about the dream and urge her to eat. Raviel keeps putting off eating
if she doesn’t talk. … as well as sleep A sigh came out
spontaneously.
“No. don’t do it. Don’t you usually keep things like that inside?”
I didn’t feel good when Ivan smiled and asked. I just cut it off and
refused.
But Ivan didn’t care. He wasn’t asking me for permission in the first
place. It was a reminder to prepare your mind.
I thought it was a relief that there was no food in my mouth right now.
Otherwise I would have spit it all out. The fork he had just brought to
his mouth was also hurriedly lowered.
Ivan looked at me with his eyes wide open. His emerald eyes
sparkled favorably.
“If you’re going to say something weird, stop and have a meal.”
“Yes? Ha ha ha!”
Ivan burst out and almost rolled over the sofa. I finished my meal
leisurely while watching Ivan laugh. It wasn’t that I didn’t understand
Ivan’s words, so I was talking nonsense. I understood it correctly, so
I tried to change my words.
No, maybe even further, we couldn’t have been this close. The
biggest factor that made him believe in my repetition was that he
knew his name.
After laughing loudly for a long time, Ivan finally calmed down when
Raviel returned. Ivan, who laughed while shedding tears, said
Raviel’s ‘Noisy.’ He kept his mouth shut. Of course, the smile
remained and the eyes were beautifully curved.
Maybe if Ivan wasn’t young, I would have been angry with him for
being presumptuous. But the youthfulness of his face and the
innocent eyes made me weak.
I’ve always been kind to people younger than me. So, seeing Ivan
hiding his smile, I just laughed too.
“… yes.”
I sat Raviel next to me and pushed the plate I had prepared for him.
Of course, I didn’t prepare it, but the dome cover delivered it to me,
but that’s it.
If you start talking about your dreams with him, the story of the diary
will naturally come out, and then the conversation becomes infinitely
longer. Then, Raviel would not eat separately until lunchtime again. I
couldn’t figure out what Raviel ate to maintain that physique.
While Raviel obediently ate, I took out Ivan’s personal image. He told
me nonsense, so I thought I would repay him. I wasn’t angry with
Ivan, but I had no intention of letting it go.
It was just the age I thought. I guessed it, but I felt sorry for him, who
was still young. If you’re 16 now, how old were you when you went to
war…?
“I am an orphan.”
Ivan, who answered, neither laughed nor cried. it was just dumb Still,
I regretted asking the third question a little. I couldn’t figure out how
to tell Ivan.
“Luxurious…?”
“Yes. Luckily, mana control was discovered when he was four years
old, so he entered the tower early. After that, I lived very
comfortably.”
But when I think about the time I was wandering around in the slums
for a while, I know that it wouldn’t have been so easy.
Ivan’s digging was over before I asked any more questions. Instead,
this time Ivan was talking loudly. It was the story of the tower that I
was curious about. It was not an exaggeration to say that he had
lived in the tower for a long time. Ivan knew more people than he
thought.
The main focus was the chef working at the restaurant and the
finance manager who was responsible for allocating the budget. And
what was surprising was that even such people were wizards, even if
their control was low.
He said that there was not a single person in the tower who was not
a wizard. So I realized once again how much convenience Raviel
had provided for me.
Raviel ate while listening to Ivan’s story in silence, but did not
intervene or stop her. It seemed like I had no intention of stopping
talking because I was having fun. Thanks to that, I learned in detail
how the tower works.
After Raviel finished eating, she started talking about her dream in
earnest. As expected, he said he had seen the contents of the diary.
It was a page that had already been analyzed, and that part was
recorded before Zephyrus regretted it, so he said he didn’t pay much
attention.
And one more thing, it was important that Eos knew what Zephyrus
was doing.
“Really? then i’m sure Eos tried to stop it on its own, and Zephyrus
didn’t know and did it. ah… What is it?”
I feel it every time I dream, but it was really confusing. If you want to
show me, I’ll show you everything coolly. Why are you spraying it?
Then Ivan cautiously opened his mouth.
“… There is no possibility.”
“… what?”
The man’s eyes were the ones that could never kill Eos. I was
overflowing with so much love. I vehemently denied it.
“No, no. it’s not that. It’s because you can’t see the man’s face. I will
never kill you.”
“….”
In fact, I also felt that Ivan’s story was plausible. Even though I saw
the man’s attitude in my dream, I was stunned for a moment.
I didn’t tell Ivan about my ‘Repeat’. Fitting repetition into his words
made it all the better.
If you think about the part ‘Even if you turn the empire into an
enemy’, it’s almost certain that you used Lethe. In theory, everything
was correct. Perhaps, if I unravel the expressions in this diary to the
end, I will be able to find a clue to my repetition.
But something didn’t make sense. I couldn’t believe that the man
would have killed Eos.
Killing the woman he loved with that face, that expression? why?
The person who was old and took care of the bottle all of a sudden?
Rather than not having it, I will kill it, what is this?
“For now, try to read the diary to the end. Because now it’s slowly
picking up speed. I should be able to finish it within this month.”
“Really?”
“I asked Zephyrus just in case, and he said that you can only
combine up to five magics. When more magic types come out, two
will be the end. The rest is probably a story about completed magic.”
“Why?”
I spit it out and covered my mouth. I think that’s too rude to say.
“….”
I wanted to ask Raviel why did she speak so faintly? Even when I
revealed my name in the past, I acted as if I was recalling a very
good memory….
But now there was Ivan. It wasn’t even something to talk about. Even
now, I’m just quietly watching the two of us talking, but I didn’t even
want to kick him out.
“Yes.”
***
Light green mana moved the teapot. Steaming black tea flowed from
the kettle. A teacup that flew through the air landed quietly in front of
me.
“Thanks.”
As for why Ivan, who was a guest, was serving tea, it was because
of the uniqueness of wizards.
At the top, which was strictly based on skill, it didn’t matter whether
they were invited or not. It’s basic courtesy to be treated by a lower
level wizard. Raviel was a Zephyr, so of course he was always in a
position where he was treated well.
Even so, Ivan said that it was true that my skills were higher than his.
I said that, but I didn’t bother to pretend to be below, so I just skipped
it.
Even if you think about Woody and that male knight, they all have
similar bodies and mana colors. So I was more curious. Why is
eosman different colors?
Looking at Raviel, she was busy interpreting the diary. It was time for
us to take a short break because each of us had to do our own work
after he finished his analysis. I asked Ivan.
“Ivan, is it true that the color of mana is similar to that of the body?”
“It can’t be. that’s stupid… It’s not, it’s what people who don’t know
what to say. lol.”
“It is usually misunderstood like that. People only believe what they
see. However, all wizards who have many mana handlers around
them know. That mana doesn’t necessarily follow the body.”
“Really?”
“Yes, taking the students I raise as an example, they are all different.
Sometimes it’s yellow from head to toe, but the mana is pink, or
sometimes it’s red mana, even though there’s no red part at all. Of
course, as Uni-nim said, I usually follow the color of my eyes or hair.”
“Ah… I see.”
Ivan already had disciples at that age. That’s amazing, but the story
he tells is even more amazing. I gave up on trying to salvage
something from Eos’ mana. Eos seems to be one of those people.
“Does that make a difference? I don’t know because I’ve only seen
different colors so far…. Wouldn’t it be similar to yellow or gold?”
A famous wizard wouldn’t do anything bad. Tea should come out like
this. Oh, except for the Duke of Valois.
“What guesses?”
“Hehe, just listen to this for fun. What has been said so far is diverse.
It is imprinted in the flowing blood, the heart is made at birth and the
color is determined, it is the color according to the degree of mana
control, or it is the color of each person’s soul. To this extent. The
last one is mostly treated as a joke from the remnants of the temple.”
Anyway, the story Ivan told me was very interesting. I put the highest
probability on the last hypothesis. Because I am the one who
experienced firsthand what that soul is.
Ivan cried out and started handling mana again. So, who didn’t listen
when I said to go back when I found the diary in the warehouse? He
said he would stay because he was having fun.
Of course, Ivan did his job diligently, despite always whining. Without
him, the loss of power was certain. In my opinion, he seemed intent
on following him to the library later.
All three of them were in the middle of a late supper while wrestling
with the diary. Ivan suddenly threw a bomb.
Raviel had been cold for a long time. I knew Ivan would step down
from here. Because it was still close. But Ivan asked for one more
time, which was rare. I’m not that kind of kid who doesn’t know the
good.
The green eyes gleamed beautifully. Ivan was just like a little fox
now. The way he smiled was like that, and the way he looked at his
liver slightly was like that.
Even though she knew that Raviel hated her, she provoked her. For
the first time since Ivan’s arrival, an atmosphere like a plate of thin
ice was formed.
I could see Raviel raising her hand. that’s so… It was an action
before using magic. I sighed and opened my mouth hastily.
“For a moment!”
“Uni. I’m sorry. How do you express it that way? It’s been ‘For a
month’.”
“No. It’s only been ‘A month’. What do you believe in and follow? I
don’t like tower wizards.”
“Did I help you this much? Besides, I really didn’t tell anyone.
Doesn’t that make you trustworthy?”
And so was the warehouse. It was much faster for the three of them
to find it than for the two of them. Perhaps, without Ivan, we would
still be rummaging through the warehouse. We couldn’t even
analyze the diary because we gathered like this.
Raviel gently removed the hand I was holding. It was so natural that I
was almost fooled. This time I grabbed both of his hands.
“Raviel, it’s a child, a child. Ivan is a kid. If you’re young, you might
not be able to discern what’s going on.”
But I didn’t mean that when I called Ivan a child. No matter how
much you have gone through, you can’t overcome the years you’ve
lived. In my view, Ivan had suffered a lot, but he still had the
innocence of a child. Ivan was like my younger brother to me.
I said while letting go of Raviel’s hand. On the other side, Ivan, who
had been laughing all the way to the sofa, suddenly stopped. Ivan
was frozen like a broken robot.
But the problem was that Raviel was also hardened. I waved my
hand in front of Raviel’s unblinking face. Didn’t even flinch. I looked
at Ivan again.
“What are you doing? Why do you look at people like that?”
Ivan hastily raised his hand and covered his face. But I had already
seen the blush rise on his cheeks.
It was this. Oh my gosh. All the mages in the tower don’t seem to be
very sociable. I just want to tease you because you like it with just
this kind of compliment.
I left the groaning Ivan alone and looked at Raviel. he was still frozen
I complimented Ivan, but why are you stopping? Envy? A
mischievous thought suddenly came to my mind and I laughed. I
smiled and said to Raviel.
“Raviel, but you are the most handsome. One of the best I’ve ever
seen. You already know because I said it often, right?”
In an instant, his ears turned red. Raviel swung away from me and
turned her head. The problem is that he always heats up in his ears
first, so he looks better to me that way. It’s not like a cat that knows
everything is hidden if only its head is hidden.
Opposite me was a young wizard with his face covered, and next to
me was the head of the tower, glowing red. I caught my stomach and
laughed at the sight of the two of them.
“It’s over.”
Raviel put down the parchment along with her horse. His expression
was cold.
Ivan and I put the parchment in the middle and read together. This
time, magic was the main focus. The notes were broken in places.
And while it was the shortest so far, it was the most shocking.
[…] … A final attempt was made to break it, but it failed. As long as
the divine protection is strong, Lethe will be forever. My sins will be
forever together… I’m out of breath… did not remain i am all… lost
failure… second….]
“….”
Silence hung between the three. I’m at a loss for words. Our
expectations were wrong.
When combined with the last magic formula Ivan had just
interpreted, it became a large-scale annihilation spell. Ivan, who was
wielding mana, was so surprised that he hurriedly canceled the
magic.
I heard Ivan cautiously calling us. It must have been strange that he
hadn’t said anything since he had seen the last note. I opened my
mouth to say something. But no words came out.
There was nothing I could say. Do you want to do more here? Or did
you know why Lethe wasn’t destroyed? Whatever you say will be
futile.
No matter how great a mage Raviel was, she couldn’t defeat the
great men of 1000 years ago. As a result, he also attacked Lethe
and died.
Then, Raviel, who had been quiet until now, opened her mouth.
“Yes?”
I realized from his words. One month was the time left until I went to
the Hwangseong. I suddenly remembered the first time I met Raviel
in this episode. He remembered everything about me, and there was
something he said to me.
“Right.”
Ivan took my place. He was a down-to-earth man whose life was not
easy. As far as I know, it is visible. Ivan, the owner of Familiar, must
know better than I do. How uncertain Raviel’s words were.
Raviel was calm as always. It was as calm as reciting the truth. Only
worried eyes were directed at me. I was both sad and happy that I
could read his emotions. Such a contradictory feeling.
I smiled in the affirmative. All I could give him back was laughter. If
Raviel believed in me and Ivan and went as it were, I wouldn’t have
the strength to hold on to him. Because there are too many things
already handed over to him. My sadness, my expectations, my
memories, and my heart….
Ivan had a sinister look that was inappropriate for his age. Even in
the midst of this, Ivan glanced at Raviel, who was wielding golden
mana, keeping an eye on him.
I laughed out loud at the action.
“Hehe, did you hear? No big deal. First of all, he’s in charge of the
tower, and his magic skills are excellent. That’s it.”
I found that very odd. No one forced me to support it, but the fact
that I did it myself.
“What are you so proud of? Is it because the mana color is special?”
I guessed for a good reason. Because Ivan liked his mana. Even
now, while talking to me, my eyes were on the golden group. Like
you can never take your eyes off it.
The eyes that had been moving busily here and there suddenly met
their gaze. Ivan was smiling brightly.
“I forgot to say this. I told you I came to the tower when I was four
years old, right?”
“Yes? yes.”
“Ah….”
“At first, everyone was surprised to think that I was the next
Zephyrus. So I was treated very kindly. Even after a long time, I
didn’t wear the ‘Robe of Zephyrus’, so that word went well. Anyway, I
lived comfortably for several years because of that
misunderstanding.”
“Of course.”
Ivan giggled like a bad boy. It seemed to remind me of the old days
of the tower. I thought he was cute and stroked his hair. Ivan, who
laughed about his childhood, was really like a younger brother.
“Zephyrus-nim was good then, but I like him even more now.”
“Why?”
Raviel mercilessly cut off Ivan’s words. Curious about what Ivan was
going to say, I pressed him with my eyes, but Ivan didn’t bring up the
subject again. Instead, he said something else as he approached the
wall where the magic formula was attached.
“Yes.”
“Then am I right?”
“Right.”
We decided to fix the magic formula left by Zephyrus. But there was
only one month left. I didn’t know how long it would take to fix the
formula, experiment, and perfect it.
The magic formula on the wall wasn’t really stuck. Mana was
constantly flowing through Raviel’s special treatment, and when she
touched the parchment, food popped out in the air and she was able
to fix it. Ivan and the two of them were chatting while waiting for
Raviel to finish the process.
Since I can’t handle mana, I received the necklace again. With all
her memories back, Raviel naturally brought the original blue
necklace. He raised his hand and fiddled with the jewel. For some
reason, I felt like my face would heat up as I remembered what had
happened yesterday.
smart.
It was just past midnight. It was too late to discuss how to fix the
magic formula. I was so tired that I was lying on the bed without
changing clothes.
Curious that Raviel, whom she had just broken up with, came back
to her, she turned her head as she lay down.
“Yes.”
Raviel stopped entering and stopped again. I giggled at the
consistent response and then got up.
He held out his hand and said. I was just about to check to see if I
got it properly. However, instead of handing me the box, Raviel
opened the lid and showed it to me. I lowered my awkwardly floating
hand. what?
“Ok?”
But seeing what Raviel was doing, I understood what she was trying
to say. He was taking the necklace out of the case. I hoped. You are
not that kind of image. why is it strange
“….”
“….”
“Ah, yes.”
I wanted to ask Raviel. So can I be mistaken? Can I give meaning to
your actions? What should I do if it suddenly hits me like this?
He lifted the hair that was sitting on his shoulders. I could feel him
coming closer to me and putting on the necklace. His scent washed
over.
The only thing that changed in her actions every time was that Raviel
remembered everything, but for some reason, this moment felt
special. Maybe it’s because my mind about him has changed.
“… UNI. I….”
“Yes?”
She raised her gaze from Raviel’s chest. His blue sea seemed to
swallow me. But I couldn’t avert my eyes. I felt that if I avoided him
now, somehow he would be hurt.
I realized too late that he had slurred his words because he was
mesmerized by his eyes. The lips that didn’t move more were
puzzled. After waiting for a long time, I couldn’t hear the next words,
so I urged him.
“Raviel?”
“Yes?”
Raviel did not speak again even after hearing my questionable
answer. It wasn’t until the sound of the door closing that I realized he
had turned his back on me for the first time.
What was Raviel really trying to say last night? I tried to ask in the
morning, but failed. As always, Ivan was there first.
While I was thinking nonsense, the other two men were already busy
fixing the ceremony.
I was sorry to see them doing labor for me, so I quickly shook my
mind. You can fix this later. All I had to do now was a magical fix.
Here is 10, here is 17…. After fixing the ceremony and placing the
parchment again, the flow of mana circulating on it changed slightly.
I was so grateful for Ivan’s help. If I really get out of repetition, Ivan
will be the third most credited person. Melissa and Raviel could not
be ranked, so they were tied for first place.
I had to meet the prince at least once. It was to get his blood and
enter the library. I felt sick to my stomach every time I saw the
person who killed me, but I couldn’t help it.
Actually, Raviel, whose memories had returned, said that she would
kill the prince and open the entrance to the library, so I was
frightened and stopped. I could understand Raviel’s anger, but I
couldn’t tolerate him killing people because of me.
Raviel wasn’t so angry when she found out that she had been
stabbed in the back of the head. However, seeing that he said that in
this episode, when his memory returned, it was clear that he had
seen the scene where the prince killed me.
To be honest, I wanted to kill the prince too, but killing him wasn’t the
end. As well as war with the Empire, the Tower would be noisy.
The hand that was mechanically untied stopped for a moment. It was
not easy to think with your head and solve the equation with your
hands. I went to the sofa and spread out. I was tired from wearing it
for a while. Outside the window, the sunset was slowly setting.
I moved my head and looked at the wall where I was. The golden
mana was flowing leisurely as before. As I was appreciating without
a soul, I got up from lying down with a sudden thought.
“Raviel?”
“Yes.”
“….”
Raviel was sitting on the edge of the sofa, making room for me to lie
down. I glanced at Raviel.
“Uni-sama.”
“Why?”
“Yes.”
So, according to Ivan’s words, Raviel was tired after controlling for
100 hours. It’s a little over 4 days.
“But that is only when you are in the best condition. The more you
accumulate, the faster your stamina is consumed.”
Our maximum duration was 3 weeks. For the rest of the week, I
planned to do experiments and other miscellaneous preparations to
see if the magic was working properly.
“If you keep controlling it like this for 24 hours, it will last for about 3
days! Wow, you are great. After all, Zephyros-sama!”
Ivan was taken aback by my sharp words. These men did it without
any countermeasures.
“….”
The more painful thing was that there was no other way to get
annoyed. The reason why Raviel is not sending in more
reinforcements right now is not because there are no people in the
tower. It was because I couldn’t believe anyone except Ivan.
Knowing that, I couldn’t say anything else. It’s just such a nasty trick.
“No.”
“….”
I got up from the sofa and stood in front of the wall. I solved the
formula using irritation as a raw material. I felt sorry for Raviel and
Ivan. I’m incompetent, and my mood is fluctuating, so I make them
notice.
***
Two weeks have passed. The magic formula of the first Zephyrus
changed a lot. The number of fixes was innumerable, and what
seemed to be a flow converging at the center turned outwards. It
was shaped like the sun spreading light.
The day after Ivan started working on the reinforcement, that is,
yesterday. I ended up getting sick. A few days ago, the child was
unable to use his strength and became ill with a fever.
In the meantime, Ivan had been maintaining the flow of mana for two
days and Raviel for three days, but it seemed like it was quite a
strain on the body. According to Raviel, Ivan’s body hadn’t fully
grown yet, so there were more things like that.
Ivan’s room was the same as it was yesterday. Parchment, ink, and
quills were sloppily piled up in a space slightly smaller than my own.
Since Ivan hadn’t lived in the tower recently, the room was almost
like a warehouse. He said that this was how much he hurriedly
cleaned up when he returned to the tower because of us.
Ivan was forced to rest in his room due to Raviel’s action. Raviel
kicked her out resolutely, saying ‘I might make a calculation mistake,
so recover properly and come back.’ With Tower’s bracelet, I went to
Ivan’s room several times yesterday and today. I felt strangely empty
when the lively and talkative child disappeared.
“Hehe, yes.”
The good news is that you don’t have to maintain mana control while
enhancing the magic formula. It was also why Raviel sent Ivan.
It should be helpful if you have it, but even if you don’t have it, you
can cover it yourself. Raviel and I decided to each take half of the
area that Ivan was in charge of.
“Ivan.”
“Hmm… What are you trying to say by setting the mood like that? I
am anxious.”
He must have been distracted by the rising heat, but he tried to smile
while looking at me.
“You’d better get out of here now.”
It was the conclusion that Raviel and I made after Ivan collapsed last
night. After strengthening the magic formula, the only thing left was
to go to the experiment and the library. No one knew what awaited
them at the end of the road. So I couldn’t take Ivan there.
Ivan didn’t say anything for a while. But the smile that lingered on his
lips was gone. His forest-like eyes stared at me for a long time. His
answer came with a bit of an erratic content.
“Her?”
Judging by his attitude, I didn’t expect him to fall in easily, but I didn’t
expect him to refuse so openly. Even more so, I thought they would
ask me why I had to leave. I was taken aback by Ivan’s answer
without hesitation.
“It’s really bad to pamper them and then go back and exclude them.”
“Are you asking because you don’t know? Lethe is an imperial relic.
If we can’t break the divine protection, we will surely die. You’re not
going to fall anyway?”
I was also careful that we might talk about it in front of Ivan. He was
thoroughly excluded when it came to repetition.
“Yuni-sama, you don’t think that even this is young just because I’m
young, right?”
As Ivan said, he raised his hand and tapped his head. I said it a little
bit roundabout, but it meant that I shouldn’t look at myself as an idiot.
He didn’t know what he was trying to say. However, even so, there
was a limit to what people could basically imagine. Maybe Ivan didn’t
know my repetition, but he seemed to realize that there was some
other reason. Asking me now is probably because of that ‘Other
reason’.
I tried to put a smile on my cute face, but I went in. It was because
Ivan got up from where he was lying. Rai jumped up in surprise.
When he got up, a hot wind blew his way. It was less than Raviel’s
last time, but it wasn’t normal either. Ivan ignored my words and sat
down, leaning his back against the headboard.
I knew he did it to make eye contact with me as an equal.
“… What suddenly?”
“You said you two had known each other for about half a year.”
“Yes.”
I had been with him for several years already, but that was just the
summed up of iterations. So I had no choice but to fool others.
“Um….”
The problem is, I didn’t know what that would look like to Ivan.
“So you’re a couple, but you’re shy and don’t talk? I even thought
about it.”
“What?!”
I forgot the serious atmosphere and let out a shrill voice. Ivan looked
at me and laughed. It was clearly a teasing attitude. I came to my
senses after seeing Ivan like that. Hastily feigned composure.
“Ha ha ha!”
Ivan opened his mouth and smiled broadly. I narrowed my eyes,
wondering if it was the kid who had just been lying down without
energy.
“Yes.”
“Before I came this time, the last time I saw Zephyrus was half a
year ago.”
I bruised Raviel inside. You should have told me this. Raviel and
Ivan haven’t met in the past half year, so there’s no way I know Ivan.
“At that time, Zephyrus-sama was one of the top things to do when
he applied for a visit to the Tower. On the day I happened to accept
it, I was kicked out in less than a minute. They were ruthless about
interfering with work and research. When I went to the news that it
appeared, how hard it was to see the face, it quickly disappeared
again. As a joke, the wizards of the tower even asked if it was right
that Zephyrus existed this time.”
I tried not to look surprised. I knew that Raviel wasn’t just kind. Even
if he was nice to me, I could tell by the way he treated others.
Raviel had been educated as the head of the tower since she was a
child. I don’t know the details, but I knew it might have affected his
personality.
now I get it. Ivan knocked on the door but didn’t come in because the
door wouldn’t open at all.
“By the way, I refuse to visit you these days, but please accept the
telecommunication magic. No matter how many times I prank you,
you just skip it. If it was the old days, there would have been some
left after casting out the binding magic. Also, even though it’s not
magic you need, you’ve been studying it for weeks.”
“….”
As for the last reason, I’m right. But considering the above reasons,
well. I don’t know because I’ve never seen Raviel work properly, but
he always responded with indifference to Rania’s pranks.
“Because you two have only known each other for half a year,
Zephyros-nim is not someone who gives up his side so easily. I think
it has to do with the ‘Why’ you two won’t talk.”
“Ah….”
“… I know.”
I forced Ivan to lie down. He could have rebelled against me, but it
seemed he decided it was better to just let it go. I wasn’t in a
physical condition that I could endure any longer.
I said goodbye to Ivan and left the room. I have to tell Raviel that I
failed to convince him.
Did you forget this important thing? In fact, it didn’t matter even if he
didn’t have one, but it was easier to persuade with a letter to get the
prince’s blood. Because there has to be something that can be seen
to be plausible.
For that reason, Raviel and I had to hold hands again this time and
walk down the endless corridor. I decided to talk about Ivan while we
were together.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
I found out from Raviel’s answer. He gave Ivan one last chance. A
chance to get out. But since Ivan rejected it, he was going to drag it
out to the end.
“What if I die?”
The words were cut at the front and back, but Raviel understood.
“Raviel….”
“Um….”
“What?”
“I think he tried to get you out of the room by getting you into trouble,
knowing you would keep trying to convince him to get out of this.”
“Her….”
The back of his head tingled from being hit by Ivan. what did i think
Did you feel like accepting it? It was pure nonsense. I didn’t notice
any of Ivan’s ulterior motives. I felt like an idiot for the first time in a
long time. A ruse like this for a kid much younger than me….
“Arrived.”
I always think about this every time I receive a letter, but why the hell
is Okipete giving me this letter? If you think about it, everything starts
with this letter. No, from Lete?
“Shall we go?”
“Yes.”
Raviel’s copy magic became faster every day, and it was done in the
blink of an eye. I hurriedly grabbed Woody’s hand because I wanted
to leave his room as soon as possible.
They were in the process of fixing the ceremony as Raviel had told
them. Since there is no time to sit down and have a conversation,
the story of my repetition was discussed the next day as everyone
gathered and corrected the ceremony.
Ivan stood in place like a stone statue. It was very nice to see the
stiff expression as it was with the mouth wide open. I couldn’t even
see where the light green mana had been blown away. That’s how
surprised he was.
I made fun of him because he was cute. This is the price you paid for
cheating on me last time.
“I am… I am….”
“Why do you want to step out right now? are you okay. Can go.
Instead, keep the secret.”
“I am….”
I just wanted to say one more word and stop. But the word got in the
way.
Because all of a sudden, Ivan burst into tears. Rai, who was sitting
on Ivan’s shoulder, flew up and circled over his head. I was terribly
taken aback by the madness.
I approached him and tried to comfort him, but the tears wouldn’t
stop. In the end, Raviel sighed at Ivan and I’s confusion.
“Why…?”
“Ah….”
It’s not that I don’t suffer from repetition, but I was able to accept it to
some extent. That’s why I couldn’t quickly come up with a reason for
Ivan’s apologetics.
If it was a very old episode, I would have cried after seeing Ivan
crying. It was bittersweet that even my emotions seemed to have
worn off over time. For some reason, I felt as if I had lost my usual
sensibility.
Ivan stuttered, as if he had calmed down a bit now. Like Raviel said,
he was apologizing.
“I am… I don’t even know that… Please keep talking….”
I felt sorry for Ivan, who was crying until his eyes were red, so I
hugged him and patted him. He was taller than me, so I ended up
hugging him. It was a comforting dimension anyway.
“If it’s over, why don’t you just drop your head.”
“Ah, yes!”
Before I could answer, Ivan pulled me off first. I was separated from
the pose in which I was patting him. It was a funny sight with his
arms floating awkwardly in the air. Ivan hurriedly returned to his
place.
Before I knew it, I saw Raviel, who turned her back on us and was
fixing the magic ceremony. I couldn’t see her expression from the
back, so I couldn’t tell how Raviel was feeling. Judging by the voice
you hear, it sounds like you’re in a very bad mood.
That said, it was also funny that I stepped out here to ease Raviel’s
mood. ‘Cause we’re just friends All I can do now is go back to my
seat and fix the magic formula again.
There was one reason why I didn’t go any further even though I
cowardly knew his heart.
Because I am the one who will leave someday. You have already
decided what to do when the iteration is over. It was a decision I
came to after thinking about it for a long time.
“I heard that.”
I still remembered what I had read in the book The Familiar. Aello
lives eternal life and other things about familiars.
Since Raviel affirmed, I was about to ask one more question. Maybe
El knows well about the first Zephyrus?
“They said they couldn’t talk about that era because of the ban.”
“Taboo…?”
The L placed on her hand was cute as usual. To think that he said
the difficult word ‘Prohibited’ with a face like that didn’t suit him.
With a cute heart, I stroked El’s body once with my finger. I burst into
laughter at the soft feeling. Black pea-sized eyes blinked daintyly. L
laughed a little as if he thought my action was a haste.
Getting rid of the protection of Eos was the first gateway to invading
the imperial castle. To attempt an assassination attempt on the
imperial family, the first priority was to get rid of the divine protection.
Because even Zephyrus, Raviel, lost her abilities due to the penalty.
There are many excellent mages in the Tower of Dawn, but not all
mages belonged to it. A close friend was the Duke of Valois, for
example, and no one knew how many more mages were hidden like
that.
Usually, those who try to break the Divine Protection are all such
unknown wizards.
It was the same when I looked at Zephyrus’s diary. ‘I had to attack all
places at the same time.’ In other words, in order to get rid of the
protection, it was said that a large-scale magic that could cover the
entire imperial castle had to be cast in an instant.
So, the method we found was to break the protection at the border
right before entering the imperial castle.
Since there are two wizards, one casts extinction magic and the
other prepares movement magic in advance. The problem was that
there was no other way to check it.
“But it takes a very long time to cast that magic once. Is it possible
secretly?”
“Ivan is right.”
I blinked hard, feeling sorry for Raviel. Otherwise, tears would come
out.
Ivan was lying on the sofa across from me, having an inexplicable
conversation with Rai, and I was stroking Elle on his stomach. Since
Ivan and I occupied the sofa, Raviel was sitting at her desk writing
something. Like the background music, I could hear the gentle voice
of the nymph.
It’s been a long time since I’ve been doing nothing, and I felt empty.
Naturally, a few thoughts came to my mind.
I hoped that the hard work I had been running until today would not
be in vain. I really hope this is the last time. I didn’t want to lose the
friendly Raviel or the new Ivan I knew.
Life in the peaceful tower is short, but this moment will remain with
me for a long time.
I hope that the day will come when I can regard my life here as a
memory and smile. It was a very earnest wish.
“Zephyros-sama, Uni-sama.”
“Yes?”
Since Raviel was now hidden behind the back of the sofa, it was
unclear whether she was listening to Ivan or not.
“Yes.”
“Yes?”
“Gibberish.”
“No bullshit! How many places I want to visit! It will be so much fun if
the three of us go!”
Ivan, who had been dumbfounded with his hands on his waist,
suddenly smiled brightly at me. Suddenly, a feeling of uneasiness
came over me. It feels like Ivan is about to throw a bomb. i feel right
now
“Then, let’s go together except for Zephyros-nim. Uni, how are you?”
“Ehh?”
“No.”
I hurriedly denied the words of Ivan, who was trying to quietly get his
approval. Where is this to cheat in front of your eyes.
“Ivan.”
“Yes?”
While preparing to give a speech, Ivan was stopped by Raviel. I
didn’t know what Ivan was trying to say, but I thought I knew what
Raviel was saying. I probably do it most often at night….
“Get out.”
Ivan hurriedly stretched out his hand to grab something, but Raviel’s
magic didn’t stop him. He was banished in the blink of an eye.
Raviel didn’t seem very angry. His voice was hoarse as usual. It was
clear that he had been sent away because Ivan kept bothering him.
I got up and put my arms on the back of the sofa and rested my chin
on it. This posture was a very good posture for Raviel to see straight
ahead when she sat down at the desk. For that reason, this sofa was
what I liked the most in Raviel’s room.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
He immediately took his eyes off the desk and met my gaze at my
call. not even good Looking at Raviel’s clear blue eyes calmed my
mind.
His face, which is cool and pretty and does everything by himself, is
like a bonus. In any case, it was very desirable.
“I….”
Raviel is already tall, but I couldn’t keep up with her because I was
sitting and he was standing. Perhaps knowing that, Raviel came to
me and knelt down on one knee.
We sat facing each other across the back of the sofa. Seeing that
figure as ridiculous, she reached out to Raviel.
“Raviel, come and sit on the sofa. Don’t hurt your leg.”
I was thinking of getting him up, but he didn’t budge. Raviel naturally
took my outstretched hand and said with a smile.
“Ah….”
Would it be too exciting for Raviel to say that she knew why she was
doing this? I buried my face in the back of the sofa, feeling my face
heat up.
The feeling of the cool leather sofa touched my face, and I woke up.
It wasn’t something I liked. You’ve decided to leave him. It shouldn’t
be like this.
“Yes. you?”
“Raviel, be mean. Are you telling me not to talk and only talk to me?”
It was a word that was calculated to some extent. I don’t want to talk
now about what happened when the repetition was over. I didn’t
know what would happen, and I wanted to hide it.
“Yes.”
“Yes….”
Saying that, Raviel tidied up my hair and put it in my ear. The traces
of his fingers that lightly brushed his ears remained like burns.
Somehow, it felt like my ears were getting hot.
I didn’t want to ruin his life. I always hoped that he would shine
forever in his place as the head of the tower. Because Raviel is a
great person.
Since there were no people around Raviel, she was only caught in a
fleeting affection. After I’m gone, he will return to the wise Zephyrus.
When the body is far away, the mind is naturally far away.
***
From the next day, the two started watching Hwangseong. For two
days, they alternately cast invisibility magic and camped in front of
the imperial castle.
I waited for the two without a word. I was worried that they might feel
burdened.
Raviel and Ivan, who found out the imperial castle’s guard pattern
without difficulty, started planning right away at night. As we talked
before, I stayed in the tower and waited.
It was the second night since we started planning. When the magic
clock passed midnight and started pointing to dawn, I couldn’t keep
my body still because of my anxiety. She walked around the room
and gently stroked only the poor El.
Poro Long.
El cried beautifully as if to say not to worry. Then he rubbed his head
vigorously in my hand. L’s aegyo made me feel relaxed, but
whenever I checked the time, I felt uneasiness.
L left my hand and landed on the sofa. It usually meant sitting on the
sofa when El was like that. But now I couldn’t.
Raviel’s words seemed to have run out of potency, and her lips
became rags. It was to the point where I didn’t even know if it was
my lips or my heart that were hurting.
After waiting and waiting like that, it was almost 4:00 in the morning
when I met Ivan with a flushed expression and Raviel smiling lightly.
I could tell without even saying it.
Magic was a success. Ivan went back to his room right away, saying
he was tired and dark under his eyes. I scolded Raviel with very little
resentment.
“It was late to check because the shift suddenly changed. Sorry.”
“Yes….”
The tears didn’t last long. It was because I didn’t want to cry
anymore, and because Raviel’s comfort was warm. As I pulled away
from him, Raviel checked my face and hardened her expression.
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
“Lips.”
“Ah….”
“Thanks.”
“Yes.”
Raviel smiled after me. His face was too close, perhaps to treat his
lips. I quickly took a step back. I pretended not to see Raviel, who
had lost her way and lowered her hand. My heart thumped dully.
“It’s getting late, so I’m going to bed. Get some rest too.”
Feeling the state of Eos almost half-corpse, I felt salty for some
reason. And it felt weird. I feel like I’m experiencing the end of the
Archmage.
“Master.”
It was then that I heard a man’s voice. Eos didn’t turn his head, but
he could tell without looking. The one who came next to him was
Zephyrus.
“… Master.”
It wasn’t until Zephyrus called again that I realized she didn’t answer.
She didn’t seem to have the energy to speak now. Eos opened his
mouth, but the sound that came out was terrible. Language that
didn’t make sense resembled a whistle.
When Eos did not respond to her second call, Zephyrus held her
hand and wept. Hot tears flowed from the hand that touched his
forehead. It seemed that even I, who was watching her cry so sadly,
would be consumed by that sadness.
Eos raised his trembling hand and barely touched the disciple’s
head. Being inside her, I knew. She was wringing out the strength
she was about to die.
“… Pyrrhus.”
“Master!”
Zephyrus mingled with Eos with tears hanging from his eyes. His
face was infinitely contorted. She smiled hard at the grieving disciple.
Eos quietly closed his eyes. It was the end of a great wizard who
commanded the continent. There was no will, no pleading. It just
seemed to break free. At least that’s how I felt inside her.
She closed her eyes, so of course her view was blocked. I wondered
if the dream would end like this. But for a long time, I felt Zephyros’
hand. I wondered if this was because I was experiencing memories,
so I was sharing my senses.
Is this dream ending so futile? What was Lethe trying to show me?
The doubts did not last long. It was because of what the man had
muttered.
Zephyrus didn’t kill Eos. Eos died peacefully of natural causes. Then
why did Zephyrus leave a diary?
I heard the sound of all the objects falling over. It sounded like
something being hit. And when some time has passed….
I opened my eyes. It was bright all around. The cozy house was
gone, and it had changed places on the strange stone floor. I looked
around in desperation.
But I knew I was used to this place. It was the entrance to a library I
had visited several times. But no matter how much I looked, I
couldn’t see a huge stone statue.
While I was recognizing the place, Zephyrus put Lethe on Eos’ body.
Golden mana flowed around him.
What kind of situation is this? I was dreaming Why did your vision
suddenly separate? Is it because Eos is dead?
When I saw it, I found out the identity of the rejection I felt from
earlier. this was horror
‘Would you like to wake up now…. You have to wake up from your
dream! take me out…. take it out! take it out! take it out! Raviel,
Raviel! Can’t you hear me?! Zephyros, Zephyros!’
No one heard my voice even when I cried out for my throat to burst. I
couldn’t get far away from the corpse, as if I was blocked by
something. The magic was proceeding smoothly. At that moment, I
remembered the conversation I had with Ivan.
“… Either that or it is the color of each soul. To this extent. The last
one is mostly treated as a joke from the remnants of the temple.”
Then what did I think? You think you can’t tell them apart? It was a
stupid idea that I didn’t see a similar series of mana. Ivan was right.
Raviel’s mana was unrivaled. I knew it as soon as I saw it. That there
is no other person with such dazzling and beautiful mana. The color
of mana is the color of the soul….
What Raviel had was Zephyrus’ soul. Just like I have the soul of Eos.
struggled like crazy. Each time the chains squeezed me harder and
harder. A visceral reluctance welled up. Every time I moved, my soul
fell into pieces. This was not my will. It was the will of Eos.
Eos continued to struggle to break free of the chain, and in the end,
a piece of it was torn apart. The torn soul evaporated on the spot. It
was something only I could see and only I could feel.
The chained soul was dragged into Lethe. Little by little, little by little,
it began to be eaten. It felt like fitting into a square coffin closed on
all sides. I started to catch my breath. It was terrible.
“Master…?”
When the last piece was eaten by Lethe, I woke up with Eos.
“Ah!”
I understood everything.
The reason why Lethe is destroyed if only I touch it, the reason why
Lete shows me dreams. The reason Zephyrus, who has nothing to
do with Lethe, appears in dreams. What he regrets about what he
did, the golden mana Zephyrus has….
***
Even in the middle of a haze, Ivan felt something strange and got up
from his seat. The sleep that had not yet been driven out weighed
heavily on his eyes.
“Why…?”
“Aelo?”
Ivan thought about whose name it was for about five seconds in a
daze. and opened my eyes Aello was the true name of Zephyrus’
familiar.
Sure enough, at the end of the bed sat a huge bird with shining white
feathers. Ivan knelt down on the bed involuntarily and asked politely.
Ivan rubbed his hair, which had just woken up from sleep, to make it
more sporadic. The sudden appearance of Aello’s body confused
him. Ivan couldn’t figure out what the hell was going on.
“Zephyros-sama!”
This is already the third call. Ivan thought that he was strong even
when he was working. Zephyrus never let him in, but he never
ignored the call itself.
Anxiety ran through Ivan’s body. The moment he raised his hand
again for the fourth call, the door opened.
“Zephyros?”
Ivan wondered why he had opened the door himself without telling
him to come in. However, after confirming the owner of the room, the
doubt disappeared. Instead, what filled the place was a surprise.
“I can’t now.”
“Yes?”
“Go quickly.”
‘Why can’t you go when you stand up and talk well?’ Ivan moved
reluctantly to his hand, which pointed resolutely to the next room.
smart smart
“I… Uni?”
“Uni-sama?”
But there was no answer. Knocked once more. There was no
answer. Ivan glanced sideways at the shoulder where his familiar
was sitting. he said lamentably.
<I haven’t seen many humans, but I assure you. You will hate Ivan.>
<I don’t recommend that. Ivan, wasn’t the human we saw earlier
recognized by Aello? That’s what I’ve been watching.>
“Right….”
“I know….”
Ivan suddenly reflected on why his situation had become this way.
The time of realization was short. When I saw Aello earlier, I should
have ignored it and passed it on. With belated regret, he raised his
hand to the door. Anyway, I thought there was no way Zephyrus
would do anything bad.
“Uni. I’m really sorry, but I’ll only check your face.”
He slipped into the room, spat out words of apology over and over
again, and crept closer to her.
The sound caused her to narrow her eyes for a moment. Ivan moved
closer to her, reassured that she hadn’t lost her mind.
Ivan’s mouth did not know how to close in surprise. I couldn’t believe
that she, who was healthy until we parted ways yesterday, became
like this overnight.
Ivan couldn’t wipe her tears, nor could she urge her to speak
properly. She continued to rant and cry.
Half understood, half did not understand. What was certain was the
fact that Zephyrus’ name continued to appear.
He realized why Zephyrus had sent me. Judging from her current
state, Zephyrus was not ‘Not coming’, but ‘Couldn’t’.
Ivan couldn’t even fathom what had happened between them. I just
sat by her side and listened to her cries. She cried for a long time
and fell asleep from exhaustion.
Only then did Ivan carefully place his hand on her forehead. I didn’t
feel any heat or anything. Perhaps she was sick in her heart, not her
body.
And I found Zephyrus again. I turned the handle just in case, and the
door opened smoothly.
“How?”
The words were cut back and forth, but Ivan understood. Because
what he came to say had already been decided.
“I just cried and fell asleep. It doesn’t seem like you’re sick. I couldn’t
come to my senses as if I was shocked by something…. I kept
talking about Zephyrus, but I don’t know if he’s looking for it or
resenting it…. What the hell is going on?”
Ivan took a step back at the sight of his feelings for the first time. For
some reason, I felt I shouldn’t touch him right now. Ivan wanted to
slap my mouth when I asked what was going on at the end.
“I had a dream.”
Ivan raised his gaze from somewhere on the floor. The blue eyes
that had always been cold and solemn were dark. When Ivan met his
eyes, he was stunned. For some reason, today my heart was
startled and felt like it would disappear.
“The past?”
Ivan had already heard about the dream. They said that Eos and the
first Zephyrus would appear in their dreams. Since they were real
people, he also guessed that the dream was a representation of the
past.
“….”
“Uni told me before. She said she has a half soul. I didn’t explain it to
you in detail, but we thought that Lethe was recognizing her spirit
and kept turning back time.”
It was the first time Ivan had heard of it. He just knew that she was
going through a loop and that she had to break Lethe to get out of it.
The story she told me was mainly about how she knew about Lethe’s
existence.
“… But that wasn’t it. Lethe already had the rest of her soul. He kept
calling Yuni to make his soul perfect. I want to get out of Lethe. I still
thought it was strange the previous episode. The reason Yuni didn’t
receive divine protection’s penalty was because she was a part of
Eos….”
“No no. Wait. Then the iterations that have happened so far….”
Ivan was unaware of his idiotic stutter. His hand, suspended in the
air, represented his heart. His mind was now terribly tangled.
And that too in the most brutal and ferocious form, from the man he
trusted and relied on the most. Ivan couldn’t say anything because
his mind was getting dizzy.
***
“Get out, get out…! get out! Why are you here! get out!”
“UNI….”
His blue eyes were stained with despair. not. I don’t want to read his
feelings. pulled over the blanket can’t see his face didn’t want to see
The deep inside was empty. I couldn’t think of anything. I gave up
moving my head.
I didn’t have the spirit to properly discriminate. Raviel, who had the
soul of ‘The first Zephyrus’, soon felt like that.
I heard the door close quietly. put down the blanket I was alone in
the room. Tears that I thought I had forgotten were shed. Even
though my eyes were burning, I didn’t stop. The charred dead heart
turned to powder and flew away.
I couldn’t believe it. The beginning of all this is the first Zephyrus. My
suffering was neither punishment, nor accident, nor magic.
It was just because of one man’s greed. Because of that greed that I
don’t want to lose, I went through that long time. My head ached as if
my brain had been torn to pieces. The pain did not go away even
when I hit him hard.
I wanted to die. But I couldn’t die. If I die here and now, I will go back
to ‘The first day’.
I counted the time 4 days left. Before that, collect the prince’s blood
and go to Lethe’s library after 4 days. You just have to wait 4 days.
Then you will be happy forever.
smart smart
“Yes.”
I spent the day sitting in bed in a daze. I felt like I was a little bit
awakened by Ivan’s call. The light outside the window had turned
dark.
Ivan, who opened the door and came in, was holding something to
eat. He smiled when he saw it. It wasn’t difficult at all to just smile.
“Eat me?”
Ivan was hesitant to speak. I knew what he was trying to say from
his attitude. I didn’t want to allow it. He cut off his words sharply.
“Yes.”
I saw the food on the table. Didn’t want to eat. But I had to eat to
stay alive until four days later.
woke up in bed The moment I took the first step, I felt a tingling
sensation, a headache, and my vision blackened.
I closed my eyes.
***
“Black… Whoa….”
It was the sound of a girl crying. I knew it as soon as I heard it. You
came back to the sickest dream. What are you trying to annoy me
with now? Thinking about that, I turned my head.
I found out after talking. that I said my will. It seems like this is really
a pure ‘Dream’. I approached my brother who didn’t answer. I
wanted to see the child’s face more closely.
“T_T… black….”
My brother just kept crying. My heart, which I thought was dead, beat
slowly with sadness. He wiped away the child’s tears. It seemed like
it had to be.
I asked again.
“Sister…. uh….”
She should always be smiling. Because it was a sign and support for
my life. I said again.
“Yoona….”
When the picture frame she threw hit me, I felt short of breath. The
sound of glass shattering could be heard.
“… Huh!”
“Uni-sama!”
Curly silver hair was caught in the blurry vision. I recognized it as
Ivan by his voice and appearance. Judging by the fact that he knows
me, I am not dead yet. If I went back to the first day, I would have
lost all my memories.
At his words, he jumped up from his seat and sat down. I hadn’t
eaten anything and my body was shaking. Ivan hastily helped me.
“Why is that?!”
“Ugh…. I know.”
Ivan left the room tearing at his hair. It seemed that only his position
in between was difficult.
But I couldn’t help it. I didn’t have the confidence to treat Raviel like
before. I didn’t even want to mix things up. It was impossible to
separate Zephyros and Raviel.
“… egg plant.”
“Zephyros?”
“….”
I was annoyed that he didn’t answer the voice of the prince who
called me again. Reluctantly, I touched him. Then he gave the
answer.
“Yes.”
The prince’s amber eyes were puzzled. Rania, who was sitting next
to him, had her eyes wide open.
“Okay.”
Zephyrus cut off the prince’s words. Of course, the prince seemed to
find even that strange. I asked him to start talking to clear his doubts.
The prince began to speak while frowning. I let go of the long and
long history of an unknown number of empires. The main point was
the following.
“I don’t think they just hid it there. I heard you figured out how to
open the library.”
“Rather than finding out, it was Noel who spilled it, but…. That’s
right.”
He really catches the pod every time. I said, holding back the desire
to curse in the prince’s face.
“Then, wouldn’t Lethe have hidden it the same way?”
“The most difficult thing to obtain in the empire is the blood of the
royal family. It wouldn’t have been hidden just magically.”
“Your Highness, don’t be too quick to judge. She is the first wizard I
see today.”
“It is done.”
Rania did not speak further to the crown prince’s dissuade. He took
out a very thin and small dagger he had hidden in his arms and
handed it over. Nick had just brought the magic bottle and held it
under the prince’s finger.
It was obvious this time too. I laughed out loud watching them move
like a set role. You too are not free from repetition.
The prince, who had filled all the blood and closed the lid, handed
me the bottle. Just as he was about to accept it, the prince suddenly
withdrew his hand. I hardened my face into a situation I hadn’t had
before.
“Yes?”
“I’m sorry if you felt offended. However, when I sit in this seat, my
doubts increase. Excuse me, but I want you to show me how to
control mana.”
What are you, suddenly getting out of repetition. on the subject you
know nothing about. As if my staring eyes were unusual, Rania
grabbed the handle of the sword at my waist.
But it didn’t matter. It was Ivan’s mana, not his, that was now in my
amulet.
Before coming here, I was terribly disgusted with the golden mana
contained in the necklace. So I took them all out and filled them with
Ivan’s mana. I could have left it empty, but it was to prepare for the
unexpected.
I never thought this would help like this. I raised the corners of my
mouth as if mocking the prince. One hand was held forward as if to
control mana, and the other hand was brought close to the necklace
as if to support his chest.
Soon, light green mana flowed around me. I lowered my hand just in
time for the mana to disperse. It was a perfect mana control play.
“All right?”
I said something I had never experienced. The lies flowed out very
quickly. The prince obediently handed me blood, as if his suspicions
toward me had been resolved.
I took it and put it in my arms. It was the only item that would allow
me to escape the loop.
He wasn’t going to go see the prince, but judging from his previous
experience, it was better for him to come as late as possible. After
the prince arrives, everything will be over.
“Yes.”
When we returned, Ivan, who was waiting in the room, welcomed us.
As soon as I arrived at Zephyrus’ room, I hurriedly removed the hand
holding him. I didn’t want to touch him.
Even I was amazed at how people’s minds can change in one day.
But all that remained in my empty heart was a longing for rest. that
was certain
I was about to leave the room after saying goodbye to Ivan to see
you tomorrow morning when Ivan called me.
So, rather than letting Ivan panic for nothing, I thought it would be
better to listen to him once. Ivan will fall if I know my heart is firm. I
grudgingly agreed.
“Follow.”
Ivan scratched his head and let out a deep sigh. Even after waiting
for a long time, he didn’t say anything, so he urged him.
“Uni. I know I’m off topic. But I feel like I have to say this. I heard
about Yuni’s soul. As for Lethe. Although I have no right to dare to
speak about it….”
“….”
The recording eyes stared at me eagerly. It was clear eyes that had
never been drowned in a black bog. No, don’t be quick to judge
others. Ivan wouldn’t have lived a flat life either.
Of course, knowing that fact couldn’t stop the sharp words from
coming out of him. I’m an ugly person, so my pain was the most
important thing.
“I am….”
“Tell me quickly.”
Ivan grabbed my head and bowed his head. His silver hair moved
wildly. A small black bird flew overhead. It was a cute look that didn’t
fit the situation. I looked at a bird and a man and spoke a word of
warning.
“Sorry….”
“You can say that because you haven’t been through my situation.
Because I have not indulged in the pain of repetition.”
“….”
“I hope not to do that in the future. I don’t want to stay away from
you.”
“Yes….”
Finally tomorrow the iteration will be over. The life of pain I have will
also end. I smiled and closed my eyes.
***
smart.
smart.
When I didn’t answer, the knock rang again. I only knew two people
in the tower, but they all used to announce themselves as soon as I
knocked on them. I got up from the booth and sat down.
If the other person didn’t reveal it, it was enough for me to ask.
“Who is this.”
“… UNI.”
It was a man’s voice, low. The moment I heard it, goose bumps ran
down my spine. Anger welled up with him.
“Where do you come from here?”
“Go away.”
Have you ever said anything so harsh to him? probably didn’t exist
He was always considerate of me, and I warmly welcomed him as
well. Even when things weren’t right, we always didn’t cross the line.
The reason I fell in love with him in an instant was because I couldn’t
get out of Eos. Originally, Eos’ soul, which should have died and
disappeared, was torn apart and imprisoned. I haven’t reincarnated
for 1000 years.
So I could have been Eos or I could have been Yoonhee. Maybe it’s
a soul that has lost its ego wandering around without being this or
that.
He still hadn’t left the door. In an instant, his magic came to mind.
healing magic. When I die, he might summon me back into this world
with his magic.
“Come in.”
The fact that he came this early in the morning means he has
something to say. I decided to listen to it in silence before bringing
out my business. As he said, there will be no next time.
“….”
“I’m sorry for all the pain you felt. I’m sorry that I made you live an
uncountable amount of time. so carelessly… find… Came… all…
Sorry…. I’m sorry… only words… I can’t do more… Sorry….”
“But… UNI…. you… You make me just like before… I want you to
tell me…. I don’t want more…. i don’t want you…. comfortable… just
as friends… Just stay by my side…. please….”
He slowly raised his head. His sea could not overcome his sorrow
and overflowed outside.
Seeing that, once again, the pit of my stomach hurt. I reached out
my hand to him as if possessed. I want to wipe away those tears I
hope he doesn’t cry. because of me… because of me?
What are you talking about. it’s because of me He’s just crying
because he can’t satisfy my greed.
I woke up. He hurriedly lowered his hand. He was Zephyrus after all.
He’ll somehow make me stay by his side. to keep me from leaving
“UNI… Why….”
More tears flowed from his eyes than before. His hands trembled,
unable to hold me. He couldn’t even treat me like this.
Zephyrus opened his mouth like someone who couldn’t speak. His
despair was visible at a glance. Surprisingly, I was delighted with that
fact.
you can’t be happy you made me suffer You won’t get what you want
this time either. Don’t get out of that abyss. swim in it forever
The first thing I said was very important. I had so much work in the
meantime that I forgot about it.
“A stone statue?”
“In my dream, there was no stone statue. So, that statue must have
been built by Zephyrus. must be related somehow You have to break
it too.”
“Yes. OK. I can’t say yet whether I can break Lete right away just
because the protection is broken. So, if the divine protection is
broken, take Lette first, then leave the library and destroy the stone
statue. And you’d better move to a safe place and break Lete.”
It was really strange that there was only one thing in the entrance of
the library where there was nothing.
It was even said that the stone statue seemed to symbolize Eos. I
wanted to erase all traces of Eos left by Zephyrus.
“I… Zephyros?”
“Yes.”
“Then I will use the movement magic. Please defend Zephyrus. Can
we move in front of the stone statue?”
“Yes. In the library, you shield. Then I will start the annihilation
magic.”
Zephyrus and I acted as if each other didn’t exist. Ivan in the middle
spoke. He was embarrassed but worked hard as a messenger bird.
Soon after, we set off for the library. It was the beginning of a plan.
My heart tightened with tension.
“Oh my gosh…. Was there a place this large in the imperial castle?”
And it was just when I was preparing to shed blood on time. I heard
a voice that shouldn’t be heard.
“This is so amazing.”
He moved his squirming body. When I turned around, I saw hair that
looked like it had been plucked with gold thread. The amber eyes
that lived beneath them. was the prince It’s never happened before,
so why? Should he be stuck in a loop?
I saw Rania drawing a sword behind him. I don’t know how good her
skills are, but seeing how she overpowered Vulcan and Woody in the
previous episode, I couldn’t stand her by. I opened my mouth on
behalf of the two people who were using magic.
Kwaaang!
It was only one room, but there was a loud explosion. Ivan’s
complexion brightened in an instant. Rania slashed the sword like
crazy without giving a damn. Each time, the light green curtain shook
mercilessly.
Ivan was trembling with both hands out in front of him. I didn’t speak
again for fear of losing his concentration.
Ivan’s shield became thinner and thinner. Light green mana slowly
began to disperse. Raviel said after moving her hand several more
times.
“Now.”
The thick rose scent wafted through. It’s definitely a fragrant smell,
but I felt terrible. Every time I smell this scent, I remember what
happened.
Ivan, who was on his knees to catch his breath, regained his breath.
I confirmed that his condition had returned and led the way to Lete. I
could hear Ivan’s grumbling all the way.
“The famous Duke of Kraon?! Why is that person here… oh! Follow
me!”
“Was that man the crown prince?! Aren’t you the third prince?!”
Ivan was making a fuss about being pricked by the thorns of the rose
between his words. This relieved some of the tension. The stiff head
now moved.
Ivan only heard from me that the 3rd prince’s limbs were coming to
interfere. He said he had never actually seen the imperial family. He
seemed to think he was the 3rd prince only after hearing the
characteristics of his appearance.
In fact, it had to be. I didn’t think the prince would show up this early.
I thought it would come after everything was over.
The plan went awry. If Rania joins the group of the 3rd prince, Ivan
will not be able to survive alone. What should I do? The spinning
head finally found an alternative.
“Yes?”
“….”
“The moment you take out Lethe, a group of Rox Valois will come.
You said you opened a ‘Gate’ the other day. Then the Duke of Craon
would come in without difficulty. Since the prince is there, everyone
will eventually join forces and attack us. In the end, you can’t do
anything.”
I’m excluded anyway because I don’t have the ability anyway. Ivan
and Zephyrus had to be torn apart. The most important thing is to
break the protection. So Zephyrus fell alone, and Ivan and I had to
bait.
“Zephyrus, from now on, move to another place and start the
annihilation magic. Ivan and I will take Lethe and move in front of the
statue.”
It came out sooner than expected, but I couldn’t help it. What was
really unfortunate was that Aello could not be manipulated. This is
because Zephyrus is not the ‘Master’ of El.
“It will work, but…. It’s 5 minutes at most. After using the lie, how do
you withstand the rest of the attacks?”
Ivan was silent for a moment. It was like doing a calculation. he said
in a very unsure voice.
“1 minute…?”
In a very short time, my eyes went dark. Then Zephyrus, who had
been quiet until now, opened his mouth.
He looked just like when we first met. A hard tone, a cold expression.
Has he made up his mind over the few days of my cold treatment?
Seeing that, I was able to ask without difficulty.
“Yes.”
“….”
“From this time forward, all rights and duties of Zephyrus are
transferred to the owner of Podarge, Ophelia Keylor. The witness is
the owner of Kelaino, Ivan Ortega.”
“Zephyros-sama!”
“The night is over, and the morning is bright, so I cried for a long time
because I couldn’t be with you.”
Ivan didn’t seem to know what that meant. Even so, she grabbed
Zephyros’s arm and stretched out, probably reading the mood.
Golden mana floated around Zephyrus and surged towards the sky. I
noticed by his words and Ivan’s reaction. He just gave up his position
as Zephyrus.
“Zephyros-sama….”
Ivan spun in place and spoke gibberish. The silver hair he was
holding unknowingly tangled.
I felt like a thousand fires were burning inside me. Feelings that
could not be expressed in words were jumbled together. It was
hatred, then it was sadness, then it was anger, then it was pain…. It
seemed that I had gone mad.
“Yuni, didn’t you ask me? ‘Even if I die’, would you break Lethe? This
is my answer.”
bang! Kwaaang!
My words didn’t follow. I was busy protecting my head from the wind
blowing from somewhere. Before I knew it, a light green shield had
been placed in front of me.
Five figures could be seen through the dust and scattered rose
petals. It felt like my brain was going blank. I haven’t even taken out
the lethe yet!
Then I felt someone’s hand pulling me. I was dragged away without
a chance to resist. I felt the touch of the flowing water on my hand. I
woke up. It was the creek where Lethe was hidden.
“Uni, calm down. Ivan won’t be able to get Lethe out. You and I must
solve the ceremony, and start the annihilation magic quickly.”
“Okay.”
He didn’t speak any more. There was joy and despair in his voice. It
seemed that the joy of finding Lethe coexisted with the absurdity that
we had stabbed her in the back.
“Kelaino!”
“Beep!”
It was the same ancient language used to call Aello. The black bird,
which had turned into a huge one in an instant, rushed towards the
Duke of Valois with a cry.
But at the same time, a brown bird appeared and disturbed Lai. It
was Okipete. Soon, the two familiars started fighting fiercely in the
air.
I expected it, but I didn’t expect it to react like this right away. A
man’s voice was heard on the other end.
“Who is this? Aren’t you Ivan the Slayer? I haven’t seen him for a
while, so he’s attached to Zephyrus? Ah, it’s not Zephyrus anymore.
Quit-quick. What should I call you?”
Ivan was unable to speak. His complexion was now dying, beyond
blue. I realized from Woody’s words.
Woody knew. Perhaps the reason Zephyrus muttered the ancient
language was to inform all the tower mages.
Who are these baseless things swearing at? They were already a
team. I thought that would be the case, but I was shocked to see him
joining as if he didn’t know.
I was the only one doing nothing right now. Rania started running
from afar. Red mana overflowed.
bang! Kwakwang!
“Huh…!”
As Rania slammed the shield hard, Ivan’s moan of pain was heard.
Meanwhile, a knight called Vulcan also joined. Rai was blocking
O’Kipete from a distance and couldn’t call. The moment you call Lai,
O’Kipete will come running to block Ivan’s mana.
They are knights, but they had mana wrapped around their swords.
So, wouldn’t it be possible to use Lethe’s aggression? If it breaks
then it’s better.
The knights were ferocious in order to break the shield, but their
hand movements were insincere. It just hit mercilessly, as if breaking
an egg.
I put my hand holding Lethe out of the shield. Maybe it was because
of the red eyes.
Jjoong!
“Uni-sama!”
“UNI…!”
He gritted his teeth and never let go of Lethe. As soon as they get
Lethe, this confrontation will end.
“Ouch… gagging…!”
I heard the prince’s urgent voice. At the end of his gaze was Rania,
who knelt down and poured out blood. I smiled condescendingly.
didn’t fail
“Aren’t you trusting the escort knight too much? Only in this
important place… That one woman.”
“It was I who called you. Do you think I would have done nothing?”
“They are the ones who will die at the touch of the Lox. It is the end
of those who underestimated God’s protection.”
I was busy keeping my voice silent whether or not the unlucky royal
brothers were making noise. They had to reorganize while fighting
among themselves.
Ivan subtly released the shield, but no one noticed. Zephyrus was
playing tricks around Mana as if he were assisting Ivan. I asked Ivan
in an almost inaudible voice.
“If two knights come together, it will break immediately. If it’s magic,
it’s about 1 minute…. Uni-sama, what the hell did you just do…. the
wound….”
I looked at my arm at Ivan’s words and saw that it had been torn
from the hand holding Lethe to the shoulder blades. Blood was
dripping. I wasn’t very impressed with my miserable appearance.
“Uni-sama….”
Chaeeng! visor!
The sound of metal rang out sharply. In the end, it seems that Vulcan
and Rania started fighting. There were only two knights here now, so
I could tell without looking back.
I was sorry that Rania had recovered. Is it because her attack was a
single? In order to suffer internal injuries to the point of death, it
seems that Lethe must have at least gold.
“My….”
“Uni-sama!”
Ivan wept and put on the shield again because I almost died. The
fiery arrow melted away and disappeared. I knew whose magic this
was.
“Yeah, you guys. How did you know Lethe was here?”
“Are you not going to tell me? Aren’t you curious how we got here so
quickly?”
“If you tell me how you knew, I will tell you guys too. How are you?
that’s trading. transaction.”
“Transaction?”
“I have no interest in torture. Why don’t we just go the way we’re
comfortable with each other? Of course, don’t go there to kill you….”
“I can’t run away anyway. you know? We tore the protection and
came. If you use movement magic in this state, you will definitely get
in the way.”
The Duke of Valois smiled with his purple eyes shining. She bluntly
told me if she liked my answer.
“His Highness the Crown Prince… They say you had a dream No
wonder, really. Telling me to come and go with just that.”
She was really expressing her astonishment with her whole body. He
folded his arms halfway and shrugged his shoulders. Even shaking
his head seemed to look at the prince pathetically, as if he were
fooling around.
But as soon as I heard her, I knew. dream. Perhaps the prince had
seen the previous episode in his dream.
That’s why I was able to come to the library right away, and I had no
choice but to call Rox Valois separately to solve the ceremony of
entering the library.
How did the prince get the fragment of repetition? Is it because I died
in front of him? Then, do you know Rania? Or does the number of
repetitions increase the number of people who remember it?
The more I thought about it, the more I fell into a labyrinth. If he knew
that fact, why would the Duke of Valois help the Crown Prince? No
matter how much it is the name of the ‘Princess’, she is currently
being protected by the 3rd prince.
I saw Vulcan lying on the floor with a sword stuck in his chest, and
Woody guarding the third prince. It seemed that Rania had won in
the end. Why didn’t Woody help Vulcan? Before I could even stop
my doubts, a sharp cry was heard.
“Valkan!”
It was the Duke of Valois who shouted. Her face, which had been
smiling brightly, was horribly contorted. What the hell is this?
Quaang! Wow!
I thought for a brief moment. will i die everything will go back to the
beginning I hate that. So, why don’t you bring up Ivan? Kill him
instead? that’s murder
What do you think? Anyway, I’m going to die when the loop is over.
Then Ivan will die forever. make me die no matter what I did wrong
He followed even though he knew he was already dying. Then I’m
not killing you.
bang!
“Keugh….”
Shield is gone. I heard Ivan moaning behind me. I glanced over and
saw that he had fallen to the floor, coughing up blood. It seemed that
he could no longer handle magic.
The ceiling was torn off in pieces or two, and soon raindrops began
to fall. I could see the real sky through the broken ceiling. But even
that sky was cracking. Perhaps the entire imperial castle looked like
that.
“Why Gaho….”
“What?”
The golden mana spread far and wide as far as the sky could reach.
The purple mana and brown mana that swirled behind Rania
disappeared without a trace.
Rania missed the sword she used to cut my throat and flew away. A
golden ring was created around the necks of everyone except Ivan,
me, and Zephyros. A thick golden curtain spread around us. Then a
cold voice commanded.
“This body is the crown prince of the empire. Are you trying to turn
the Empire into an enemy?”
But the man who abandoned everything had nothing to hold back.
“I am not Zephyrus.”
“I will ask you literally. Does the Empire think it’s possible to kill me?”
“This…!”
“Finish it quickly.”
“….”
“….”
“Let me go.”
Tears welled up in his blue eyes. A drop of water ran down his white
cheek. My heart was troubled by his tears. Contempt and sorrow,
anger and joy went hand in hand.
“I love you….”
thud. A fragment of the heart that had been left somewhere fell. He
confessed his love with an expressionless face and shed tears. The
smile disappeared from his lips. I couldn’t answer his love.
“A stone statue?”
“….”
“Just as you got the feelings of Eos, I also got the feelings of
Zephyrus. The stone statue is just… I just made it out of a desire to
see Eos. Like this rose garden.”
When I heard that, my head hurt like it would explode. The rose
garden in the library, which was almost completely gone, caught my
eye. A fragmentary conversation came to mind. It was a very old
memory.
“OK.”
“Why are you a rose? Didn’t you injure your hand on the thorns while
grooming it?”
“Ah….”
Eos is….
At that moment, a blinding light poured in. It was the light coming
from Lethe. Somewhere, the sound of chains being undone rang in
my ears. It felt like my empty stomach was filling up.
Laughter came out along with tears. I was relieved that this pain was
over. I approached Rania with the missing sword. My mind has been
jumbled with memories since earlier. Eos’ memories and Yoonhee’s
memories were mixed. It felt like my head was about to explode. I
wanted to die before that.
The huge brown eagle turned into a spear of light. At the same time,
Woody collapsed, bleeding all over the hole. The spear easily
passed through the golden curtain. The thought was over there.
threw away the sword My feet moved wildly and I jumped in. I
pushed Raviel as hard as I could. A throbbing pain came into my
heart. In the aftermath of the attack, the jewels on the necklace
crumbled and scattered.
The heads of the Duke of Valois, Woody, and the Third Prince fell
one after another. Rania’s right arm that uses a sword was cut off.
The prince had lost consciousness with his intact body, but judging
from Rania’s tears, he didn’t seem to be normal either.
The spear stuck in his body soon reconciled with the wings of light
and disappeared. When the support vanished, I fell to the floor. A
pool of blood began to spread widely.
“UNI…. uni, uni…. do not be like this. don’t do this to me…. UNI….”
Raviel held me in her arms with trembling hands. Hot tears poured
down my face. That figure overlapped with him in the early episodes.
Didn’t you cry then? Oh, I guess so.
But unlike that time, even with perfect golden mana, he couldn’t cast
magic on me. Because you promised me
I slowly opened and closed my eyes. I saw a blood-covered library
and corpses.
“La… Biel….”
“UNI….”
I only spat out a word, but blood poured out. I couldn’t see Raviel’s
face well. An unstoppable drowsiness poured in.
I remembered all the times we had together. The day I held his hand
and went to the magic tower for the first time, the time I played with
El, the time he gave me a necklace, the time he came to visit me on
a sleepless night in the palace, the time I fought him and it hurt my
heart, the time he wiped my tears. When, when I became friends
with him, when he hugged me and comforted me, when I took a cozy
nap in the library, when I heard his pleading on his knees at dawn….
Beyond the blurred vision, he could see the sky with golden mana
and black mana in harmony. It was a very beautiful sight for the sky
you see right before you die.
<Ha ha ha ha ha!>
The light gradually dimmed. I asked in a whisper just before the light
disappeared.
I am….
***
“Buy flowers.”
In the middle of the mud, only bright yellow snow shone brightly.
The flower the child held in his hand was a common rose. The petals
were all dry, and the leaves were floating yellow. In the meantime,
the thorns must have been removed, but only the branches were
smooth. As a result, the child’s hands were covered with scars.
“Eos.”
I looked back at the call. Standing there was Leon, a friend worthy of
the title of golden god. I was conscious of my surroundings, so I was
wearing the hood tightly. I looked forward again.
Still the boy was selling flowers. I could hear that dying voice from
here. ‘Buy flowers….’
“Because they didn’t know about your existence, they treated me like
an idiot with only big dreams. I just want to wipe that one out too.”
It was an obvious story. It wasn’t long before I stepped out and the
balance of the battlefield tipped. Bind the wizards’ hands and feet is
too easy for me.
However, I didn’t want to kill people like ants no matter how much
war. To do so, the competence of the commander was important.
The overall commander of this Cloud Canyon War was Leon. Even
in a small war full of magic because I hadn’t appeared yet, she was
winning one after another.
Even so, the allied forces ignored Leone. It’s no different from losing
to us from the word ‘Union’ already. I put my chin on my chin and
said nonchalantly.
“Not bad.”
“The archmage is called the archmage. … But what have you been
looking at since before?”
“That boy.”
He stretched out his finger at the boy he had been watching from
earlier. The child was still selling flowers. It was natural. Because no
one bought it. I stared at the child and our eyes met. Oh, it’s coming
this way.
“It is pretty.”
The boy who came right in front of me cautiously reached out his
hand. and said
“Buy flowers.”
I held the withered rose in my hand. The rose that was transferred to
my hand ate black mana and slowly regained its vitality.
Fresh dew formed on the red petals, and the leaves turned green.
Instead, the thorns also reappeared. After using mana to remove the
thorn, I handed it back to the child.
The child opened wide, almost ready to pour out his eyes. He
clumsily held on to the vivid rose and trembled his hand. Tears
welled up in his eyes that held the full moon.
“You rang.”
Me and Leon crouched down to get to the child’s eye level. Tears
formed on the boy’s watery cheeks.
I rarely panicked and did nothing. I couldn’t tell if she was crying
because she made fresh roses, or if it was because she was afraid
of what she said to go with her. I’m not a bad person.
Feeling sorry, he swung mana and washed the child. The clean child
was quite lovely. His handsome appearance was covered with time.
Of course the child was still crying. I made a rescue request to Leon.
“Really… it is?”
“Yes?”
“Yes?”
Leon and I turned our heads to the child at the same time. Both of
them had hearing far beyond that of normal people, so there was no
way they couldn’t have heard the voice.
I even used magic to block Leon, who was about to open his mouth.
Her eyes widened.
“What is real?”
It was a sharp question for someone who said he was a child. I was
silent for a while. be honest? Or skewer? Bossam this, or not?
“You are smart. You have the talent to use magic. A lot of it too. If
you come with me, I will teach you magic.”
“… I’ll go.”
“… Zephyrus.”
“Yes, Master.”
I smiled and stroked the child’s hair. I could feel the soft touch
between my fingers. It’s like petting a dog. While I was rubbing the
child’s hair with that thought in mind, I heard Leon yelling from the
side.
“This… this…!”
The war was in full swing, and in a few years there would be a major
war that would change the map of the continent. Still, laughter came
out. Maybe it’s because of the soft feel under the palm, I thought.
That was my first meeting with Zephyrus.
“Master.”
“OK.”
“One thing has been achieved, and one thing you are not keeping?”
Saying that, Zephyrus timidly banged the desk! hit it It was a weak
resistance. I got up and went to him. And he hit the honey chestnut
wildly.
“Aww! Master!”
He shook my hand off the pack, then covered my head with both
hands and whimpered.
“Zephyros.”
“Sorry….”
I told him sister-in-law. That I shouldn’t come to the fore. Not only
would that be good for Leon’s future, but he didn’t want me to kill
people. I didn’t want to carry the weight of countless lives.
Just like this, freely. That was the life I wanted. Leon respected me
like that. He was a good friend.
I understood his mind. Since he was the first person to take care of
himself, it was not unreasonable for him to become attached to me.
I hate to admit it, but that was the case with the Archmage. People
admired what they could reach, but feared what they couldn’t even
reach.
Even if I stay in one place for a long time, the only thing left for me is
scars. It always has been. Even now, if it weren’t for Leon and
Zephyros, I would have left long ago.
“You are still young. Anyway, I’ll make you a comfortable place when
the war is over.”
At my words, he lifted his body from his prone position. A smile filled
his face.
“I have to go.”
As if she had never smiled before, she quickly turned to tears. I feel
it every time, but Zephyros was very expressive of emotion. I should
have recognized him from the time he was emotionally selling
flowers on the street that didn’t suit Zephyrus.
I don’t know how many times this has been heard. I languidly agreed
to what I had been told.
“Sure.”
“Great.”
A child who hadn’t even become a young man hugged me. I felt the
softness and warmth unique to a child. Her eyes widened naturally at
the lovely charm.
“Your majesty.”
“Speak.”
It wasn’t long before the solemn meeting room became the market
floor. Among them, the person sitting closest to Leon spoke first.
“Sir Eden, Count Gillian, Duke of Kraon. see you guys later Aren’t
they all out?!”
“I follow Your Majesty’s orders.”
“It’s understandable since they’re the ones who came up with a knife
in someone else’s back…. You keep doing that, which annoys me
too.”
It was the exact opposite of the dignified tone. But that also suited
Leon very well. I said giggling.
“I’m still busy taking care of my mouth these days. I’m managing an
image I didn’t have even when I was single.”
“What? Ahahaha!”
It was a joke that was not befitting the title of emperor of a country. I
laughed as I held onto the boat. Leon only scratched his head
despite my laughter.
“You look anxious. I am afraid that the country that I worked hard for
will collapse.”
“If you want to eat it, eat it. What does it matter after my body has
rotted away? At that time, I would have already died and been
reborn.”
“A real shop?”
A sadness that could not be hidden appeared on Leon’s face. But
she never said not to go.
“Why?”
“Yes. I will have to put a lot of effort into making it. coveted by those
around you.”
Talking like a joke, he swung his mana and left the meeting room.
When I opened my eyes after a moment of pressure, Zephyros was
standing in front of me. During the war, he grew up and surpassed
my height before I knew it.
His jet-black hair and bright yellow eyes clearly showed his growth.
However, as old as he was, his face was still young. Oh, is it right to
be young? Somewhere between a young man and a man. Anyway,
he was still a cute disciple to me.
“OK.”
I handed him a copy of the treaty I had brought with me. The person
in charge of the tower in the future was him, not me. Although he is a
disciple who is not interested in such political matters, he needed to
know the contents.
We sat side by side on the sofa. He read through the treaty and tilted
his head a few times. His short hair cascaded smoothly through his
gestures. With a gentle movement, I patted his head unconsciously. I
feel like my mind is at peace.
“Master.”
“OK.”
When I was young, I was so fed up with touching my hair, but now I
laughed at the disciple who didn’t even care. Moreover, what he said
was like a smart disciple.
“Zephyros.”
“Yes.”
“… Yes?”
“Sorry.”
“Sorry. You react so sensitively that you won’t be able to play a joke.”
“Master. how….”
“….”
“If there is one person, there is one notion. If there are a hundred
people, there are a hundred notions. The population of the continent
alone is in the tens of millions. Do you think this glory will last
forever? As long as I am human, I will die. The same goes for
Leone.”
“Master. Don’t talk like that in front of a disciple….”
“….”
“My close friend said that he was busy with his own life, so he wasn’t
in the mood to take care of me. ‘If you want to eat it, eat it. What
does it matter after my body has rotted away?’ he said I really like
that about Leon.”
“You spoke well. His Majesty is literally His Majesty. Why on earth
did he become emperor? With a personality that doesn’t fit.”
It was very inappropriate for him to say, who would soon take off the
mask of a young man and change into a man. I laughed out loud
once and then said.
“Aren’t you ashamed to say that with your own mouth?”
“My shame had already graduated when I was young when Master
fed and put me to sleep.”
“Will it be okay?”
Yeah, that’s why I still haven’t said I’m leaving. There was no delay in
leaving. I will leave unconditionally once the tower is built and the
empire is stable. It was a fact that did not change even if Zephyrus
caught it.
“I am out of balance.”
“This is not what a person who made a name for himself in the war
would say.”
“You spoke well. I hate that kind of thing. That’s why I was hiding
from the war, but everyone got to know me. So you have to leave.”
“….”
“Master!”
“It’s really annoying.”
“Zephyros.”
“Yes.”
“Don’t repeat what has already been said. Didn’t you promise me?”
“….”
“I can’t be too young now. A guy who hasn’t even completed the
advanced formula is overly ambitious.”
I was comfortable being alone. His eyes, which had been brilliant at
my firmness, dimmed. I spit it out impulsively at the sight.
“….”
“Does the person who can travel all over the continent with one
movement magic say that?”
“Sorry.”
I thought now is the time to speak. I will leave you if I build a tower,
forget me and eat well and live well.
But the mouth didn’t come off. It was strange. Her mouth, which had
been flirting so well in front of her friends, froze as if it had been
enchanted. I missed the time in that brief gap.
“I get it.”
I knew that I would regret this time in the not-too-distant future, but
there was no turning back.
I put the smile I was trying to create behind my back, and spoke
sternly.
“It is my heart.”
“Don’t be rude.”
“Master.”
“Why again?”
“Why have you changed your mind? He said he didn’t want to die.”
As time passed and it was almost complete, jewels and flowers were
brought in to decorate the magic tool. I wanted to do this with my
own hands. Because my heart for my friend is in it. Perhaps because
Zephyrus knew that, he only watched from the back while
decorating.
“OK.”
“Why are you a rose? Didn’t you injure your hand on a thorn while
grooming it?”
In fact, removing the thorns could have been done with mana.
However, I deliberately chose to remove it by hand because I wanted
to give it to Leon with all my heart.
Of course, I haven’t hurt my hand with the thorns yet. I wasn’t that
lax. That was Zephyrus’ concern.
I meant it. Originally, he liked all flowers, but he came to like roses in
particular because of the power of the flower Zephyrus was holding.
The image of that weak and small child selling flowers to try to
survive was deeply embedded in his mind. It seems that since then,
roses have come into my eyes even more.
But I had no intention of telling you this. I could see Zephyrus flinch
at my blunt tone. He immediately sighed and looked at me.
“Is it real…?”
“It’s a joke.”
“Master!”
After all, making fun of my pupils was the most fun. I giggled and
laughed and handed him a rose with the thorns removed.
He was offended by my prank and didn’t accept it. At times like this, I
showed my youth. I stood up and put a rose in his ear.
“Well.”
In the middle of the night, an intruder entered the place where the
gift for Leon was kept. Awakening his hazy mind, he cast invisibility
magic on his body.
I was about to see the face of the big thief who entered the wizard’s
house. I wondered how the hell he had unlocked my barrier.
Of course, it’s been a while since I finished it, so I didn’t need to fix it
anymore. The gift that had already been completed was to be
delivered to Leon next week. I didn’t know what the student was up
to, so I watched in silence.
How could there be magic I don’t know about? How does Zephyrus
know such magic?
I even used magic to check the magic tool. performance was the
same. There was no magic added. I didn’t know if I hadn’t found it, or
if it was hiding in the enchantment that was already applied.
He was lying on the bed and breathing evenly. However, it had been
several years since he slept in his arms when he was young. A cold
voice woke him up.
“Tell me it’s nothing. What kind of magic is it that even I don’t know
about?”
“It was created by applying existing magic. You have no choice but
to know.”
“No way. Have you forgotten that I am your teacher? What kind of
magic…. Did you touch the forbidden book?”
“….”
“Master! … Sorry. You don’t have to. Magic failed. Didn’t you check
the magic tools? There would be no change.”
When I belatedly heard from Leone a few days ago that I was
leaving, I was furious. I tried to pretend to be calm, but I couldn’t help
the pain in my heart. We squeak a lot these days. So now I had to
back off. I wanted to break up with him.
So I didn’t see his eyes flicker. Maybe I saw it and pretended not to
know it. If I had known that things would turn out that way in the
future, I shouldn’t have turned a blind eye. I should have figured out
what kind of magic it was until the end.
Then I wouldn’t have hated him. I could have loved him until the last
moment I closed my eyes.
It was the day everyone left. I gave a magic tool to Leone as a sign
of farewell.
Rion raised her blood pressure, saying, “Where did you come from?”
He told me to bring it back, saying that even thinking about the
manpower to protect this magic tool would make me sick of it.
‘As long as there is a barrier, magic tools will not be able to escape
the empire. It will not be able to be destroyed.’
Even Leon childishly gave the magic tool the name ‘Lete’. it’s
commemorative He was a very simple friend.
“Aelo is closely connected to me. If I die, this child will die, and if I
live, this child will live. So don’t worry.”
“Zephyrus, I don’t think a bird looks like me either. Aren’t the colors
the same though?”
<Aelo, stay in the tower and help Zephyrus. Please wait patiently
until I return.>
“Since when did Master’s hair shine? You are very self-beautifying.”
“Sorry.”
He was busy trying to talk to Aello with his head and Zephyrus with
his mouth. I have to leave this place. Whether or not Zephyrus
became friendly with Aello was up to them to decide.
“I will go now.”
I said goodbye
Saying that, Zephyrus turned his face away. It seemed like they were
protesting not to go to the end. But my mind hasn’t changed.
Anyway, our end was not now. Like I said to him, I will come see him
from time to time. He is my one and only disciple.
“This guy. It’s the last time, don’t you even look at the teacher’s
face?”
“Go quickly.”
“I get it.”
see you both next time The back story didn’t come out. No, I didn’t.
I’m afraid they’ll get tired of waiting for me. I’ll be back by the time
everyone forgets me. It was the beginning of another wandering.
16. The End and the Beginning
It was the life of Eos. The time she grew up, friendship with friends,
meeting Zephyrus…. I saw, listened to, and absorbed everything
without missing a single thing.
To Eos, Zephyrus was the first and last family. That’s why I couldn’t
accept his affection even though I knew it. Because Eos did not love
Zephyrus as a man, but as a family.
So they stayed together until the end. The word love was one, but
the forms each had were different, causing tragedy.
However, through his last death, he understood the life of Eos and
let it go. To me, Eos was just a past life. I was able to accept her as a
different person from me.
And at the same time, a strange yet familiar voice that had been
hidden deep in my memory came to mind.
I couldn’t tell if that white light was God or what it was. If someone
hears my story, they will snort me and tell me not to lie.
But I was eventually revived, and I was able to see Raviel again.
That alone was enough.
I was going to leave him until I died. I believed it was for him. But
that was my arrogance.
I opened my eyes.
The first thing I saw was the beautiful golden mana. It was
surrounded on all sides by barriers without an inch of gap. I naturally
read the arrangement of mana. It was space magic.
“Ah….”
I was surprised even after reading it. Is this the result of accepting
the soul of Eos? Anyway, it was a good direction to have the ability
that I had hoped for so much.
This room, which I had never seen before, had nothing but a bed, a
small bedside table, a chair, and a window. It was like a room made
only to protect me.
When I raised my upper body, the blanket came down. I don’t know
how much time has passed, but I’m in excellent condition. It smelled
good, as if I had washed it yesterday, and I felt like I could run
around right away. I knew that this was the effect of that magic
barrier.
“Yes?”
“L?”
As the owner’s soul was split in half, El’s ability was halved and
changed into a small bird form. If someone else gave him mana, he
was able to maintain his body for a while. Even if I didn’t want to
think about it, I naturally understood it.
“I see…. Did Zephyrus place the ban you talked about before?”
<Yes. After the master disappeared, he cast a spell to silence the era
itself.>
El somehow seemed to shine more than usual. I stroked the soft El’s
feather. I thought L must have been quite frustrated in the past.
And El waited 1,000 years for just one command. I didn’t want to
scold this blind and pitiful familiar for trifles.
“Uh?”
So I couldn’t help but laugh at this scar. This truly meant that I was
out of repetition.
“Letter?”
<While the master was asleep, many humans came and went.>
After saying that, El brought out a small basket. There were piles of
letters in it. I looked at the letters with embarrassment. I don’t know
too many people, so what is this huge amount of letters?
I picked up one of the letters at the top. It was the name of someone
I didn’t know from the start.
[Ophelia Kaylor.]
It was a name I had heard somewhere. I narrowed my eyes and
examined the pattern on the sealed wax. Four rising stars and
enveloping wings…. It was the pattern of the Tower of Dawn.
Why did the tower wizard send me a letter? You wouldn’t even know
of my existence. I was very suspicious of this letter, so I asked L.
“Um… yes?”
I thought, ‘If it’s El, it must be like that.’ and tore off the wax. When I
opened the bag, it smelled of fresh fruit. I felt like I knew the
personality of the owner of the letter.
Opening the carefully folded letter, I could see only a few lines. As
soon as I read it, I couldn’t help laughing.
[hello. Sorry for the intro. I heard from Ivan. You are the only friend of
Zephyrus from the previous era. I beg you. Please tell me to take a
seat for Zephyrus. I hate this place terribly. When you wake up, I will
visit you again and tell you. Please call me back.
“Ahahahaha!”
I know where I heard that name. This was the person Raviel had
reluctantly handed over to Zephyrus from the library. Since he did
not perform the ceremony to become the owner of the tower, he was
only given the title. So, he must have written a letter asking him to
resign.
I picked out the next letter with pleasure. But this time, it was a name
I really didn’t know, and the tower’s pattern was stamped on it. I was
hopeless And that rumor was real.
[hello. First of all, I’m sorry. I’m Isaac the Tower of Dawn
Treasurer….]
The letter, which starts with revealing one’s identity, was tightly
written in five pages. Starting with the incompetence of the current
Zephyrus, it ended with the close relationship between the tower’s
finances and welfare, the possibility of changing temporary jobs, the
outstanding ability of the former Zephyrus, and the grievances and
requests as a financial manager.
I picked out the next letter with a little bewilderment. It was another
letter from the Magic Tower. After that, and after that, it was a letter
from the tower. All the wizards who seemed to be doing well sent
letters.
If I had to condense the gist of those long letters into one sentence, it
would be ‘Please bring Zephyrus from the previous generation.’ I
don’t know why these people sent me these letters.
After passing through all those letters, I saw the remaining three
letters. One had the pattern of the tower engraved on it, one had the
pattern of the imperial family expressing roses and swords, and the
other… No patterns were engraved.
First of all, I heard the letter from the tower with the intention of
getting rid of it. The sender appeared in every wizard’s letter I’ve just
seen, and was someone I already knew.
[Ivan Ortega.]
I remembered the last thing I saw of Ivan before he died. He passed
out, pale-faced, in a puddle of blood from internal wounds.
I opened the letter with the thought that I would forgive Ivan even if
he had made a very big mistake.
Uni-sama was just sleeping, so she said she wasn’t dead. In the
process, I had no choice but to reveal the existence of Uni.
Anyway, Uni-sama! I was really, really angry. Why didn’t you tell me
anything? I only heard the news after I woke up in the tower after
everything was over. That’s because I begged Raviel over and over
again. I heard that Uni-nim thought of dying when everything was
over?
Why did you make that choice? Didn’t Uni-nim value us—a line was
drawn here—and Raviel-nim? I hate you so much. really, really,
really! I hate it.
I don’t know if Uni-sama saw it, but the 3rd Prince, Duke of Lox
Valois, Count Albert of Balkan, and Woody Jace are dead. Duke
Rania Kraon lost an arm, and the crown prince became unable to
run forever.
It’s all Raviel’s magic. As the matter grew, the emperor eventually
intervened. The Tower of Dawn was held accountable for the
destruction of Lethe and the library and the murder of the imperial
family.
It was only later that I realized that it was to protect Uni. They said
you were busy making a barrier. I was a person who knew about
repetition, so I said that I would only let you know.
***
“Awful! How dare you tease your cheeky mouth in front of the sun!”
The escort knight standing right next to the emperor shouted. The
temperature of the meeting room, which had been cool, went down
even more.
Everyone put their hands on their weapons even though they knew it
was useless. The complexion of the aristocrats who participated in
the meeting was all bluish.
Only then did the emperor open his mouth heavily. His face was
clearly displeased. However, the words that came out had a
surprisingly positive meaning.
At the words of the emperor, the imperials who were seated shut
their mouths tightly. Now that the emperor had stepped in, it was
time to save up for the things below. A strange silence followed. In
the middle of the quiet meeting room, the man opened his mouth.
“I will restore the prince’s heart and the arm of Duke Rania Kraon.”
“Are you telling me to stop the war in exchange for undoing what you
did?”
But the intruder didn’t care at all. He said only what he wanted to
say, as if he had prepared it.
“Is it a refusal?”
“….”
“I will add a condition. Collect wanted orders from those involved in
this matter.”
The man spoke and operated mana at the same time. It took only a
few seconds for the conference hall to be filled with golden mana.
The covered mana surrounded everyone, regardless of whether it
was the tower camp or the empire camp.
Then everyone realized. The man intended to kill everyone here and
leave if the negotiations broke down. The reason was simple.
Because everyone who knew ‘That person’ was gathered in the
meeting room.
The reason why the man invaded the imperial castle, the reason why
Zephyrus was handed over, the beginning of all of this. It was all
because of one person.
Many people had heard of it, but few knew the details. The story
about Yoon-hee would be buried as it was if the person who moved
the horse was eliminated. Now, everyone who had heard of even the
smallest things was present as a person concerned.
There were so many people that the large conference room was full,
and all of them were important figures. However, the man acted as if
it didn’t matter whether the empire or the tower collapsed in the
aftermath. Brilliant magic backed up that intention.
The emperor, like the royal family, did not have a handful of mana
control. However, thanks to a tip from a magician close to him, he
learned how much destructive power the magic currently on standby
had.
As much as the words he uttered, he still maintained the dignity of
the emperor, but his face was no different from those of his subjects.
“Aaaagh!”
A sword filled with verdant mana rushed at the intruder. The sword
touched the nape of the intruder’s neck. The excited knight said,
‘Yes!’ and gave a mean laugh.
Chew!
No one on the Imperial side knew exactly how the knight died. The
wizards of the tower said, ‘It’s been a while since Zephyrus took out
that magic.’ I just resigned myself to it.
The intruder who had just ended his life was calm. Blood splattered
all over his blonde hair and fair face. The man slowly raised his hand
and wiped the blood. He left long red marks on his face.
The expressionless face remained. He said the same thing again like
a parrot.
“Is it refusal? I will add a condition. Pay only gold to the Tower of
Dawn as damage compensation.”
There was an uproar in each camp with silent cries. The intruder was
now like a ticking time bomb. It wasn’t at all the ‘Zephyros’ he knew.
The cold blue eyes and expressionless face were the same, but he
wasn’t the one who did such irrational things.
When the emperor did not answer, the man opened his mouth again.
However, this time it was not an addition of conditions. At first
glance, it was permeated with annoyance. Warning lights buzzed in
everyone’s head.
At the same time, the man raised his hand. The golden mana
thickened. The Emperor knew it was time to make a choice. His
voice trembled with anger as he spoke.
“… Accept, I will.”
As soon as the emperor accepted the offer, the man collected mana
cleanly. Everyone let out a sigh of relief. And they were busy
chattering about the aftermath of this treaty.
“Zephyros.”
Even though it was a small sound, the meeting room became quiet
again as if cold water had been poured on it.
Soon, the sound of bickering was heard from the top camp. After a
while, a middle-aged woman with a sharp expression jumped out.
She rubbed her temple as all eyes in the conference room were on
me.
“Yes.”
“I… Zephyrus….”
“I am not Zephyrus.”
Ophelia tried calling the man once more, but couldn’t find a suitable
title, so she had no choice but to answer that she knew. Soon, two
sheets of parchment with the same text written on them were born
side by side in her hand.
Of course, the opposing faction, the Imperials, looked like they had
eaten at least excrement. Among them, the ones with the worst
expressions were the crown prince and the duke of Craon, who had
personally experienced what had happened. The two went back to
the imperial castle, and their heads ached from the evil orders that
would fall from the emperor.
The man restored the bodies of the two after confirming that the
patterns of each camp were stamped under the treaty.
When he healed the crown prince, it was quiet because it was not
visible on the outside, but when Duke Craon’s arm returned,
everyone exclaimed. It was very mysterious and wonderful to see
the bones being created and the leather being patched up with
blood.
Finally, the man who cast a spell on the treaty so that no one could
tear it, disappeared on the spot. It was a blink of an eye. Half of the
participants in the meeting breathed a sigh of relief, while the other
half exhaled anger.
***
[…] … I don’t know any news from the empire after that. I can’t leave
the tower because I’m being disciplined. Actually, I was supposed to
have my mana control sealed, but Raviel stopped it, so I ended up in
probation. So, I was able to write a letter to Uni.
Oh. I heard that Aello’s owner is Uni-sama? Rai told me. One day, he
suddenly found out naturally. Since Rai’s parent is Aello, he said that
if Uni-sama gave an order, it would take precedence over mine. It’s
unfair that something seems to have taken away our rai, but…. What
can I do? That’s what a familiar is originally.
I still can’t forget the day Aello came to me at dawn. Even Raviel-nim
said she never sent it, and even Uni-nim wouldn’t have known it
back then, so what kind of power did she come to me? Only Aello
knows that, right?
Anyway, I’m relieved that everything went well. It’s because Uni-nim
got out of the loop without any trouble. So, Yuni. Please wake up
soon.
There are many people waiting for Yuni. I am there, and the tower
wizards are waiting for Uni. You would know who is the one who
waits the longest and the hardest among them, right? I want you two
to always be happy.
I want to tell another story when Uni-nim wakes up. So please open
your eyes.
-Ivan Ortega.]
<Yes. There was a time when the power came back for a while. At
that time, I called the human to rectify the situation.>
“Ah….”
The time El was talking about was probably when he learned the
secret of Eos and Zephyrus. Is the power back because he
experienced the soul of Eos in a dream?
First of all, it was because my body hadn’t changed that much, and
the letters weren’t worn out. Didn’t time flow in this space at all
because of the barrier? I shook my head at the terrifying imagination.
The scenery outside the window was not that different from the
empire I knew.
I had to read the rest of the letter first. I picked up a letter with a rose
and a sword on it. And frowned.
It can’t be helped if even the letter paper is torn while tearing it. Of
course, unlike my wish, the stationery was very fine. It was because
the letter paper was as small as the contents inside. It wasn’t even
letters. It was almost at the card level.
[sorry.]
“… her.”
However, the content was the same. ‘Sorry.’ It wasn’t written that I
was sorry for anything, it was just the end. I gave up thinking deeply.
“L.”
<John name.>
The card sent by the prince, along with the envelope, was terribly
crumpled by El’s claws. El melted into thin air and disappeared. Elle
will probably come very far to do my bidding. Because I thought of a
distant place that I couldn’t reach in my head.
Finally, I picked up the letter left alone in the basket. A plain white
envelope. It wasn’t even sealed with wax.
[UNI.
It was a very short letter with no indication of who had sent it.
However, I recognized at once who the owner of the writing was. I
just had to find out. With such neat handwriting, there was only one
person who would leave me with these words.
His longing was buried in the tightly pressed letters. You say there
are so many things you want to say, why did you only write this in
your letter? It’s stupid. Tears welled up in an instant. I wanted to see
him soon.
Clink!
The glass bowl that Raviel had missed shattered with a sharp
piercing sound. The water contained inside soaked the carpet, and
the clean towels rolled around the floor. But he stood there, as if
nailed to the spot, and did not move.
He had grown his hair a bit longer and was wearing a loose, comfy-
looking shirt. I kicked a sword at my waist for some reason.
His handsome face was the same. But it was the first time he had
seen such a bewildered expression.
They say you shouldn’t laugh while crying. I forgot that fact and
smiled at him. and called his name
“Raviel.”
bang!
It was an outfit I had never seen before. The sword he was wearing
just now disappeared. He strode forward, clearing the wreckage of
the chaotic floor with magic. His face was expressionless, so I
couldn’t tell what he was thinking.
“… Raviel?”
The wet eyelashes, the flushed cheeks, and the fists clenched so
hard that they turned white were pitiful. Seeing him cry made my
heart ache. I got up from my seat. Then he ran towards him and
hugged him. I was enveloped in a warm scent that always made me
feel at ease.
It was only then that I could hear his voice that I had longed for. It
was a voice submerged in crying, more subdued than usual.
His tears poured down on me, and it seemed like I was crying. Now
it was my turn to wipe away his tears. He raised his hand and wiped
his cheek.
“1 year….”
“1 year… Say…?”
“Yes….”
“Not… what… no…. You’ve been waiting for a long time, right? ….”
“It’s fine.”
“Yes.”
“When you open your eyes, I really wanted to make eye contact and
talk to you.”
“Yes….”
“Raviel….”
“But I really didn’t know. Where I grew up, we got married by sharing
rings.”
“A ring?”
“Yes. Put the same ring on the fourth finger of your left hand.”
“It’s unusual.”
My eyes met Raviel’s. In his eyes, the summer sea calmly rippled.
he said in a warm voice.
“….”
This time, Raviel held out her hand. I put the ring on him with blurry
vision.
He raised his ringed hand and wiped away my tears. When my eyes
became clear, I could clearly see Raviel’s face. He was smiling very
brightly. I was once again captivated by the cool drooping lips and
the beautifully curled corners of the eyes.
***
She slammed the desk and groaned. The vibration shook the
mountains of papers piled on the desk. Frightened, she hurriedly
tidied up the stack of papers.
After exhaling a sigh of relief, the sound of pain came out naturally
again.
“Whew….”
She buried her head on the desk. There was only one reason why
she was suffering now, having lived enough to live. It was because of
what had happened exactly a year and 13 days ago.
That day was a very pleasant day. It was the day when the magic he
had studied for five years had come to fruition.
It was then that the strange thing happened. Ophelia felt a certain
‘Signal’.
She was around seventh in the Tower of Dawn if you were to line up
by age. Of course, age was irrelevant because TOP is a thorough
skill system. It meant that he had a lot of experience with the tower
because he had lived for many years.
Therefore, Ophelia knew what this ‘Signal’ was. It was the third time
she felt it since coming to the tower. It was the signal when
‘Zephyros’ came down from his seat.
The Tower of Dawn didn’t just become a tower wizard with words. In
order to ‘Belong’ to the tower, they had to go through some kind of
procedure. Only after completing the procedure could I receive the
‘Signal’ sent as a whole.
That was a fact known to Ophelia and all the wizards in the tower. So
it was even weirder. No one has heard the news that this
generation’s ‘Zephyros’ will step down. Even the next Zephyrus
hadn’t shown up yet.
The reason why her worries couldn’t continue was because of the
‘Signal’ that came next.
It was a signal that Ophelia had never experienced before, no, she
shouldn’t have experienced. She was startled and cursed out.
“This… Crazy guy!”
“Whew….”
“For some reason, the magic ceremony went smoothly that day….”
That was a sign of bad luck. From the day she was appointed as the
temporary Zephyrus, she couldn’t be sane for a single day.
Ophelia worked so hard that she really wanted to die. The amount of
work that an ordinary person could not handle in time was poured
out.
In the first place, all of this made no sense. Ophelia was the one who
saw the process of Zephyrus being handed over twice.
She even had a husband like a rabbit and two sons like a deer. It
was because there was no rule against making a family in the tower.
So, to Ophelia, who was satisfied with her life, ‘Zephyros’ was just a
disaster like a thunderbolt in the dry sky.
“Zephyros-sama!”
The door burst open with an answer. Ophelia met eyes resembling a
forest. The smiling smile made me strangely excited today.
She wondered what this young wizard, the same age as her son,
had come to torment me today.
Ophelia originally had no contact with Ivan at all. I just knew he was
one of the masters of the familiar. It was only after she suddenly
became Zephyrus that they became close to each other.
Ivan visited Ophelia almost every day. Slowly, she wondered if this
might be the surveillance of Zephyrus from the previous era.
Actually, I was hoping for that. She really wanted me to kick her out.
Ophelia was disgusted when she saw Ivan. His mischievous eyes
sparkled. Every time he looked at me like that, an incident always
happened one by one.
She had no idea there was so much work in the Tower. In the
meantime, I wanted to play and eat comfortably. She didn’t want to
ask, but forced herself to. It hurts even more when I listen to it later
after things have happened.
“What?”
“Uni-nim is awake!”
“Yeah! no one will see it! Raviel-nim won’t open the barrier! ha ha
ha!”
“You… this…!”
“Ibaaaaan!”
bang! Another mountain of papers was scattered by the fist that hit
the desk hard. Stunned, she slumped back in her chair. The papers
that landed on the floor were bleak, just like me.
***
“Um… So….”
“Ophelia is enough.”
“Yes. It is.”
Even when I told him not to, he didn’t listen. Raviel acted like a
person whose goal was to make me fat.
When I got up and started walking, he ran like a moon and hugged
me. I couldn’t even wash my hands with my hands…. Ah, now that I
think about it, I feel embarrassed again.
“… So Uni, how can you not? I’m begging you. i really… It hurts.”
Ophelia said: ‘Zephyrus is not originally decided this way. I’m not
good enough to fill that position. Until we save the next Zephyrus,
please return to Zephyrus from the previous generation.’
“Thank you….”
“UNI.”
“You’re back.”
After that, I had a tea time every morning, not a tea time. Of course,
most of them said, ‘Please return the former Zephyrus.’ It was time
for a request.
I hit the side of the sofa I was sitting on. After I woke up, Raviel put
this sofa in with magic. I really liked it because it was a sofa very
similar to the one in Raviel’s room.
I really liked that. I rubbed my face against Raviel’s wide arms, who
were sitting next to me. He naturally raised his arm and stroked my
shoulder.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
“Zephyros, won’t you?”
“….”
He lifted his head, which was buried in his arms, and faced him.
Raviel was looking at me as always. Love overflowed from his blue
eyes.
Even though I see a face every day, my heart beats anew. I asked
him again, who was sparing his words.
“UNI….”
His ears burned reddish, and his hand gripped my shoulder with
strength. I knew it, but pretended not to know it. I can’t count how
many times I’ve gone through this already. I needed an answer
today.
“Tell me why.”
He lowered his head, blinking his eyes as he made eye contact with
me. His lips lightly touched and fell on mine. It was a kiss like a
feather.
“Um….”
“Even if there is no place for you, I can make you happy enough.”
There was nothing wrong with Raviel’s words. Even when I gave up
on Zephyrus, it was to show me my will, and if you ask me if I was
happy after leaving the tower….
It was such a happy day that I really didn’t need anything. As much
as I want to be happy like this. So I couldn’t force him. Wizards’
grievances are grievances, and the most precious thing to me is
Raviel.
Of course, I don’t know how many wizards in the tower are in total,
but seeing that they come every morning, it seems quite difficult. It
wouldn’t be easy for her to come to ask me just because she was
Raviel’s lover. I heard mages have such high self-esteem….
“Yuni, since you keep bothering me, should I just knock down the
tower?”
“Not! Okay!”
When he cut off his words and spoke firmly, he closed his mouth and
lowered his eyes. It was expressionless to others, but I could tell.
Raviel was looking very sullen right now.
The wizards kept coming and bothering me, but I felt like I was
burning because I couldn’t listen to me and act as I pleased.
back side. lips touched Raviel smiled shyly. His smile always dazzled
my eyes. My heart beat a little faster.
“UNI.”
“Yes.”
He supported the back of my neck with a call. His face and neck
were hot, surrounded by his large hands. I lightly closed my eyes at
the ensuing contact. We heard each other’s breath intertwined.
The kiss deepened and his back landed on the sofa. Suddenly, his
hand came in and caressed my waist. He laughed at the tickling
feeling, but it was eaten into his mouth. I could feel Raviel laughing
along with me, shaking her neck.
***
“Yes….”
It was one day when I took a nap with Raviel on a lazy afternoon.
With a sound somewhere in between beating and knocking, Ivan
came to visit.
The news Ivan brought was shocking. Ophelia Keylor, the temporary
Zephyrus I saw a few days ago… are said to have escaped
“How come….”
Ivan grimaced and held out something like a small card. The
contents of the card were simple, but the pain was vividly felt.
According to Ivan, he left his familiar in the room and went to sleep.
It was a part that showed how stressed she was.
“Ah….”
Ivan and I naturally focused on Raviel. The reason the magic didn’t
work was because the mana control was so weak. So, if there was a
person with an extremely high level of control, Ophelia’s escape
would end easily.
“Hey, la….”
“Hate.”
Ivan’s words were cut off before he could even speak. Ivan tore off
his curly silver hair. It wasn’t long before he returned to the tower as
an official, the owner of Okipete died, and the owner of Podarge ran
away….
Perhaps the Magic Tower is a mess by now. For some reason, I felt
sorry for Ivan. The bomb was thrown by Raviel, but you’re the one
taking care of it….
Ivan got up, crying even worse than before. He eagerly asked for
help with his eyes, but I had no intention of forcing him to do it, even
though he said he hated Raviel.
“Ouch…!”
“Ivan?”
What’s going on? My body trembled at the fresh blood I hadn’t seen
in a long time. It was like a nightmare coming back.
“Hindrance….”
“Yes?”
“It was because the movement magic got in the way. What is this?”
And I was the one who had doubts about Raviel. You can say it in
words. Why did you interrupt the magic?
“I didn’t interfere.”
I was taken aback by the two men’s gazes at me. Hey, why are you
like this? Are you saying I interrupted you? Do you doubt me, who
has not the slightest bit of control? It would be more correct to say
that someone is hiding in this house.
“Hmm….”
But the laughter didn’t last long. It was because I had to open my
mouth to be surprised by Raviel’s words.
“Yes?”
I couldn’t believe what he said. You say I have mana control? why? I
fell into trouble with two stupid men in front of me.
The question didn’t last long. Is it because the soul has become
perfect? Then the reason was that he had less control than normal
people.
Raviel, who was at a loss for words for a moment, created a magic
formula. Golden magic formulas floated in the air.
In the past, things that were only seen as formulas came to have a
different meaning. It felt natural how mana should flow using
formulas and what arrangements should be woven.
Anyway, that didn’t matter now. Like Raviel said, I thought I wanted
to scatter those expressions.
slap!
“Ah!”
“Yes.”
“Ah….”
Even while talking, Ivan diligently managed mana. Light green mana
swirled around him. Unknowingly, I read the array of mana, and let
hundreds of expressions pass in my head.
“I found it! I’ll come back later! Thank you, Uni! Even Raviel….”
Ivan did not hear my greeting until the end and disappeared.
“No.”
“Suddenly?”
“There are too many people disturbing this house because the
coordinates have been made public.”
“Not enough.”
***
“Welcome!”
As soon as we entered, all eyes were on the store. I’ve been through
so many times when I was walking on the street with Raviel, so I’m
used to it now.
“Yes.”
The skilled employee was not surprised by Raviel’s beauty. The child
guided us with light steps. It was a suitable window seat, not too
bright or too dark.
The waitress asked as we sat down.
“I do not need.”
“Please wait!”
When the child receiving the spell disappeared, Raviel, who was
sitting across from me, crossed over to me. He sat next to me and
carefully straightened my hair. Then he patted his shoulder.
“No….”
“Yes.”
Raviel lightly stroked my cheek with her finger and then went back to
the seat across from me. His blue eyes were full of worry.
It wasn’t until a few days ago that I decided to come to Melissa’s
store. As I was rolling around in bed, it suddenly came to my mind.
Once it came to mind, I constantly wondered if Melissa was doing
well.
The problem is that on the last episode of the iteration, I didn’t know
Melissa. That fact made me sad. After all, I’ve been with Melissa
longer than Raviel. She was my first good fortune in this world, a
motherly role.
But the memories with that person are forever with me. These were
times that could not be returned.
We finished our meal slowly while chatting. It was waiting for people
to fall into the store. When I felt a little free, I called the waiter again.
“Here, boy.”
“The food is so delicious, but can I see the person who made it?”
And not long after, a familiar face appeared with the cloth folded
back.
But that shouldn’t be the case. I just squeezed the corner of the
table.
However, the pride in my food and the warm eyes of the guests were
the same. I laughed as hard as I could to keep her from feeling
weird.
Every time I opened my mouth, it felt like the dam would burst, so it
was dangerous. Maybe my expression right now is a little funny.
“These days, I take a day off every five days. My body is not what it
used to be.”
At Melissa’s words, the child standing next to her hugged her. They
didn’t look alike at all, but they seemed affectionate enough to be
seen as hats. I was moved again by the familiar sight.
Melissa will always be friendly, in the past, present and future.
“Ah, yes… ok Hey, this is my last name. I hope you will accept it.”
I said that and raised my hand. Melissa was puzzled to see that
there was nothing above her hand.
“Customer?”
“Yes?”
The fine, black halo resembled the night sky. It didn’t take long for
my mana to surround the entire store. In the place where mana was
absorbed and disappeared, only a brand-new store remained.
After learning that I had the ability to control mana, I started learning
magic from Raviel. I was still able to do only basic magic, which was
a beginner among beginners. Understanding the magic formula and
handling mana was as easy as breathing. The problem was the time
it took me to memorize the magic formula.
Raviel said that it would be fine to step up step by step like building a
tower. After memorizing the beginner magic formula, the
intermediate magic formula becomes easier, and if you do that, you
will naturally memorize the high-level magic formula later.
I decided not to be impatient and follow what Raviel told me. Until, of
course, he thought about coming to Melissa.
Melissa really loved her store and her food. In addition to cleaning
twice a day, he even repaired any broken furniture with his own
hands. It seemed to her that there could be no better gift than this.
She quickly looked around the store and bowed deeply to me.
“Uni. If you come to my store, I will always serve you food for free.
Thank you very much.”
At that time, Raviel, who had been quiet until now, stood in front of
me. What he said made me cry and laugh.
“It’s okay.”
The two talked about when and when the store would open. Instead
of bruising Raviel for giving me an absurd reason, I eagerly wiped
away tears behind my back.
“I….”
“Of course. Uni will always welcome you. Thank you very much.”
***
“Asha.”
My prediction wasn’t wrong. Raviel, who had been persistently
requesting since Ivan’s visit, finally got permission from me.
The preparations for the trip were completed in one day. All of the
luggage went into the magic bag that Raviel had made before. The
bag is very light even with a lot of stuff in it.
“Is L okay?”
El released me a week after I woke up. I felt sorry for L, who had
been confined to the tower, and I also wanted to spend time alone
with Raviel.
L left abruptly, saying that there were many places he wanted to visit.
Sometimes hearing El’s voice in my head seemed to be living a good
life.
“Yes. It does.”
As Raviel said, other than the voice, I could vaguely know where El
was if I focused on finding her location. I don’t know the exact
location, but about that? If I used magic, I could find it, but I couldn’t
use movement magic yet, so I had to ask Raviel.
“Shall we go?”
After getting ready, Raviel put a pod in my hand. He could feel the
cool touch of the ring he always wore. I tried to nod my head at him,
but I was sorry.
“….”
After confirming the contents with me, he put them on the table
where he often sits with customers. This time, I held Raviel’s hand.
“Let’s go!”
“Yes.”
Raviel cast movement magic. I looked around the house where our
traces were left through the golden mana. For some reason, I had a
strong premonition that it would return soon.
Finally, I read the note on the table once again. The content of the
note made me laugh out loud.
In a little while, a new place will greet me. There was no anxiety
about being in a foreign country. Because Raviel holding my hand is
by my side. I closed my eyes with a happy smile.
Finish
Side Story 1. Zephyrus
It was a huge, old mansion. The wide fence around the mansion was
covered with damp, dark green vines. The rusty bars pointed upward
shone insidiously, as if refusing to allow entry.
write write
The man, who had been sweeping with no sincerity, raised his head
at the sudden sense of presence. In this mansion where no one
could see a nose, the figures that appeared were usually limited.
And the man let out a sigh at the appearance of the person who
showed the most among the limited number of people.
The woman clicked her tongue after being asked about the annoying
man’s tone. She yawned profusely, then stretched. Then, with a
gentle step, she circled around the man.
“Aaron, you can see the sky very well from the tower.”
The woman tapped Aaron on the shoulder along with the horse. The
smile on his mouth made him look like a mischievous man,
unsuitable for his age. It was a mischief that didn’t go well with the
black robe she was wearing.
Aaron grabbed the thin finger that rested lightly on my shoulder and
lowered it.
As a rule, you should greet her as soon as you see her. However,
this open-minded woman made it impossible to be formal every time.
“You are good at lying. Who else are you avoiding today?”
She raised her eyebrows and said, ‘You are the same. These wicked
wizards.’ Aaron gave up on finishing the gate cleaning job on time
today.
“Abv.”
“Aaron?”
“Yes, yes?”
Her eyes sparkled as if she had found a new toy. This person likes
work or everything. Aaron shook his head and denied it, feeling that
it would be annoying.
“Abuu!”
“Let’s go!”
As if she had no time to wait for the man’s answer, she yanked him
away. Aaron’s eyes went blank as he lost the broomstick on his wrist.
The two of them walked to a place far away from the entrance of the
tower.
The source of the sound was finally visible in front of them, who
swept away the large leaves.
A small basket, an ivory blanket over it, a child inside it, and the
things around it… It was a drooling beast.
Kreureung.
There was only one reason why an animal could not eat a baby
while salivating as if it were looking at something very tasty.
It was because of the golden mana surrounding the baby. Mana was
on the verge of disappearing, no matter how many times they had
already bumped into it.
Just as the beast was about to charge once again, pale pink mana
sent the beast flying far away. oh oh The cries of flying beasts
sounded quite pitiful.
“I… My….”
“I….”
“Even that baby has more control than me! Mana is not scattered!
does this make sense? Oh my gosh! I am so happy!”
When Aaron was ignored until the third word, he kept his mouth
shut. She seemed completely unconcerned with the fact that she
didn’t know who the baby’s parents were, and that it was very
suspicious that the child had fallen in the middle of a mountain like
this.
The baby’s doctor didn’t listen at all. At times like this, I realized that
she was Zephyrus. It was an attitude befitting the ‘Heartless and
selfish head of the dawn’.
Aaron looked at the baby who had just become the next Zephyrus,
distraught.
She had blonde hair that seemed to have lost almost all of her
pigment, and her eyes were as blue as lakes. Judging from the
condition of the baby’s skin and the luxurious blanket it was wrapped
in, it seemed that it had been secretly abandoned by a family with a
strong back.
Those who knew the location of the tower were limited, and the fact
that it was abandoned in this depth meant that it did not matter even
if it died. This happened once a few years ago, and at that time it
was discovered after it was already a corpse.
Is this baby lucky or bad. Aaron tried to hide his face that was about
to darken.
“Yes…. go….”
Now, as soon as she returns to the tower, she will declare that the
next Zephyrus has been decided. There will be an uproar at the top.
Aaron just shrugged his shoulders, wondering what a low-end wizard
would do.
***
“Who am I?”
A child with plump white cheeks, a rather tall nose even though he
had not yet grown up, dainty red lips, and eyes as blue as the sky
said.
I wondered if this was a profound question for a child to ask, but his
eyes were clear. Looking at the child, the woman smiled. not even
unique I didn’t let my thoughts come out of my mouth.
“It’s Zephyrus.”
“Yes.”
“The book says that even the most insignificant animal has parents.”
“Why?”
There was no way that a child who was praised for being intelligent
around him would not know that. Of course, knowing that would not
change anything. Like the woman said, I didn’t ask to find out.
The child who solved the curiosity listened to the book he was
reading again. The woman resting her chin on the armrest of the
chair moved her gaze to scan the spine of the book. 『Life and
Death』.
It was a rather heavy and difficult subject for an eight-year-old to
read. However, if that child was ‘Zephyros’, it wouldn’t be that
difficult.
In that sense, the woman thought she was like an angular stone. His
magical skills and memory, which were not particularly outstanding
for previous Zephyros, were like that. Ordinary people would say
what a wizard was talking about, but she knew because she was
Zephyrus.
He was different from the ‘Normal’ Zephyros. The most certain thing
is that he has not been recognized by Aello.
Maybe my teacher, Zephyrus, had a brief eye strain. She was self-
deprecating in a low tone, but she quickly shook it off. Anyway, since
I came to find the ‘Perfect’ Zephyrus, I was free once the child grew
up.
“It’s Zephyrus.”
“Yes.”
“I do not know.”
It was half of what he said impulsively. Could it be that the child who
reads alone every day seems lonely? Even though she thought it
was a useless worry, she remembered that Zephyrus’s peers were in
the tower.
Jumping up from her rocking chair, she raised her hand and twisted
her wheat-colored hair. It was her habit that came out when she
couldn’t remember well.
The woman frowned and let go of her hair. If it didn’t come to mind, it
was enough to ask Youngjae in front of him.
“Yes.”
Women usually ask questions like this from time to time, so the child
said the information that came to his mind without hesitation.
“Woody Jace, 13, male, joined the Tower of Dawn at the age of four.”
“It was likely to be the next Zephyrus, but that rumor disappeared
when I appeared. It is now known to be able to perfectly calculate
intermediate formulas. It is said that there is a high possibility that he
will become the owner of Familiar in the future.”
“No.”
The woman smiled roundly at the child’s words. She thought the two
could make good friends. The age difference isn’t much, and both
are wizards worthy of being called geniuses.
The thought of introducing her child to a peer made her excited for
the first time in a long time.
***
A purple sunset was setting outside the window. There was a slight
chilly wind blowing. A woman and a child were sitting on the same
sofa, each reading a book. It was not a good thing.
Breaking that quiet reading time, I heard the young voice of a child. It
contained unexpected content.
“Master.”
At the woman’s denial, the child pointed to the book and said, as
always.
“Sure.”
The child did not vomit at all. The woman was mostly calm, but on
rare occasions she became irritable. That was right now. At times
like these, it was good to change the topic.
‘Zephyros’ was the symbol and main axis of the Tower of Dawn.
Zephyrus could not be an individual. I always had to prioritize the
tower, and I couldn’t be swayed by personal feelings.
The easiest way to do that was to erase the individual. The ‘Name’
was a tool that made the individual exist. You don’t have to use tools.
She was too lazy to explain the long reason why. So I threw another
bait instead.
It was an absurd sophistry. Both women and children knew it. But the
woman didn’t think much of it, and the child couldn’t answer because
her heart was beating strangely.
The woman started flipping through the books she was reading,
wondering what she thought of the silent child. The title of the book
she was reading was “On Paradise”.
She opened again the page she had already read a long time ago.
The page contained illustrations. A man with shiny black wings was
reaching out to a fallen man.
angels and demons. These were the words the remnants of the
temple sometimes said. The child noticed that the book the woman
was reading was a popularly forbidden book.
But it didn’t matter. The tower does not follow the laws of any
country. He only followed the rules within the tower.
“They say angels are so beautiful that you can’t take your eyes off
them. Doesn’t it go well with you? Pronunciation is a little rough to do
as it is. Hmm….”
The crimson eyes were lost in thought for a moment. ‘Rafi… ramie…
Ravi….’ After trying to pronounce it several times with her mouth
moving, she spat it out.
“Raviel.”
“….”
With that said, she turned the page back to where she was reading.
In an instant, the man with black wings disappeared between the
books. The child felt a little sad.
“….”
“Well, if anyone asks, don’t hide it. How common is it that someone
will call you by your first name?”
“Yes….”
She was dry even to the last words. It seemed that there really was
no meaning to the child’s name.
***
thud! thud!
“Zephyros-sama!”
The eyes of the child and the woman returned to the door at the
same time. It was such a harsh sound. The child said in a childish
voice.
“Come in.”
bang!
The door swung open and slammed against the wall. Noisy. The
child murmured softly. The woman sitting next to her internally
sympathized with the child’s murmur.
The man who entered with a loud noise was wearing a light blue
robe.
In the Tower of Dawn, only Zephyrus could wear black robes, while
officers wore navy blue robes, and ordinary wizards wore sky blue
robes. So, the man in front of me was an ordinary wizard.
The man was very rude to Zephyrus for a normal wizard. But the
woman did not feel the need to restrain herself. Because Zephyrus
will take care of it.
“Say.”
“At the request of the kingdom, three people, including myself, were
dispatched. Among them, I was the only one who survived. The
kingdom said it was obviously a small-scale war, and said to protect
the mage’s safety. Their promises were not kept.”
“Even though they said they would support 50 lubar rooms, they only
gave me 30 when I went.”
In the first place, the wizard who was dispatched to war wrote a life
oath and left. However, it was only a paperwork procedure since he
came back alive if he had decent skills.
Occasionally, when wizards died like this, they only expressed their
condolences. This is because Tower of Dawn is a thorough skill
system.
So the man was now grabbing a strange pod. All the words I put
before were just rhetoric. What this wizard wanted to achieve was
‘Zephyrus’ attitude to cope with the failure to keep the contract
properly’.
“….”
The child was speechless. Vincent’s expression was elated. The
woman just watched with her arms crossed.
If you don’t respond properly here, words will come out among the
mages of the tower. Considering the child’s mana control, he
wouldn’t be killed, but he wouldn’t be respected.
The child, who had been silent for a long time, called the man in a
childish voice as if remembering something.
“Vincent.”
“Yes.”
“Dead wizards are just lacking in skills. I want to talk about non-
payment of the Lubarum.”
“Didn’t you check the changed contract? Since you said there were
three, the number of Lubarums was also reduced to 30. Ten per
person.”
“That’s….”
Even that was the end when I first signed it. Even if the contract is
amended, the big topic doesn’t change. There’s no way the tower
could be modified to be unfavorable to the mages.
“No, no.”
“Yes….”
“It’s Zephyrus.”
“Yes.”
The woman always watched no matter what happened. The kid had
no idea about that. There was no concept of her needing help.
Because he is Zephyrus.
‘Should I teach?’
The thoughts flowed, and the worries were long. The sun went down
and it became night. The woman thought again.
Zephyrus was the reigning position. Even if you taught me, you
wouldn’t need it. She shook her head excitedly.
***
It was winter, with white snow falling lightly. Zephyrus’s room was
heated by the heat from the magic stove. A woman who had been
dozing in a rocking chair that could almost be called a reserved seat
woke up to the sound of rustling.
Her hair grew just above her waist, and her face bore a hint of
maturity. My eyes, which had just woken up, were drowsy from
sleep.
The one who woke up from the woman’s honey-like nap was a boy
with dazzling platinum hair and a beautiful face. In fact, the boy was
the owner of the room, so there was nothing to be sorry for, but he
was overly polite to the woman.
She knew that, so she waved her hands without saying anything. I
meant okay.
She put a bookmark on the book the woman had fallen asleep in and
looked at the boy. Eyelashes that were excessively plentiful for a
man, a nose that was taller than when he was a child, and deep blue
eyes like an abyss.
The boy looked at her at the woman’s call. The woman was holding
her finger to my eye. The boy followed the woman and ran his hand
over a similar area. It stung. It looks like a brush. The boy said with
an indifferent face.
“It looks like you got a wound during the magic sparring.”
“Why are you sparring? There is no wizard with more control than
you.”
“Woody asked.”
“Huh….”
The woman covered the boy from head to toe with her chin resting
on her chin. Except for the black Zephyrus robe, comfortable leather
boots, and a small scratch on his face, he had a neat appearance.
The boy was perfect.
That is, if anyone else saw it. The woman knew that the boy found
the robe quite cumbersome.
“Take it off.”
Before the boy could finish, the woman ordered. Blue eyes blinked a
few times. The woman did not obey the order even after time
passed. The boy slowly took off his robe.
The boy’s still immature body was reflected under the thin white
shirt. Underneath, there was a poorly wrapped bandage, a small
wound, and a light stain of blood that could not be repaired.
She narrowed her eyes gently. Then, he raised one corner of his
mouth.
“It’s Zephyrus.”
“Yes.”
“….”
The boy’s face, which had been expressionless all along, was
slightly cracked. A slight bewilderment flashed in his blue eyes. The
woman had a headache, not knowing where to start.
‘Was your education strange? But I did the same as I was taught.’
What Zephyrus of the previous generation will tell you is fixed. It was
up to the next generation to take care of the absorption.
Unlike the other Zephyros, she thought I was more like an ordinary
person. Therefore, it was not possible to know how the boy’s way of
thinking was formed.
But that wasn’t strange either. I heard that Zephyrus, who brought
me here, had been in the tower since he was a baby. It was the
same with the Zephyros before and the Zephyrus before. Perhaps
almost all Zephyros are like that.
She wandered around and entered the tower only when she was in
her teens, and was a special case.
The reason the woman stopped talking was because she didn’t need
to listen. She couldn’t go and retaliate, and only looked at them with
prejudiced eyes if their names were remembered.
In fact, it didn’t matter how many people there were as long as it was
the boy’s mana control. ‘Magic sparring’ was possible only when the
control power was equal. If the boy in front of him cast a shield spell,
no one would be able to touch it.
It’s not just the shield, magic won’t be complete in the first place.
However, the fact that he was hurt like this could only be seen as
being beaten on purpose.
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“Who?”
“Woody did.”
she went dark This was irreversible. The boy was very distorted
somewhere.
In fact, she came to ‘Zephyros’ Room’ after a long time. The owner
of the room was not there because he had come all of a sudden, not
because he had been asleep earlier. So I fell asleep while reading a
book. As I got older, I was sleepy all the time.
She was well aware of my lack of responsibility. It was for this reason
that he handed Zephyrus over to the boy. But even though the things
I did when I was young had these consequences, I couldn’t pretend I
didn’t know.
Judging by the boy’s reaction, it seemed that this had not happened
for a day or two. And the instigator of the work was a familiar name.
Woody Jace. The child she gave to the boy.
“It’s Zephyrus.”
“Yes.”
“First of all, friends don’t hurt friends…. Damn, this crazy bastard
bothers people….”
“It’s Zephyrus.”
“Yes.”
The woman did not have the confidence to give the boy the correct
definition of ‘Friend’. It would have been better to make him keep his
distance from the beginning than to inject false common sense and
hurt the boy.
I know this is also the wrong way, but I couldn’t help it.
“Leech.”
The crimson eyes were determined. The boy knew her at a time like
this. I had to agree.
“Yes. So how do you tell ‘Chuck’, your friend?”
“Stay away from anyone who tries to hurt you or benefit from you.”
“All right.”
The boy was fine even though all his friends had just turned out to be
leeches. There was no change in the terrifyingly beautiful face.
There was no anger at being hurt. It was calm.
The woman did not rebuke the boy. This ideal was out of my hands.
***
She looked around for places to see in years. New nymphs and
magic beads were added, and Zephyrus was researching magic.
“Yes?”
It didn’t suit the words of a person who returned after a few years.
But she always said. Since a new Zephyrus has appeared, he will
abandon everything and leave. When that time comes, don’t look for
it.
“… All right.”
If anyone saw it, it was a sight that could be called a very dry
breakup. But she noticed that his reply was later than usual.
Of course, just because I knew, I had no intention of reversing my
decision. Because he is a selfish and irresponsible person. It was
more important to leave to find my happiness.
“There is not.”
The woman looked at the grown-up young man. Before I knew it, he
was taller than me. The seventeen-year-old would soon become a
man. The wind and waves that will go through in the meantime will
not be easy. I know, but that was also Zephyrus’ fate.
She felt a bit sorry for pushing him into Zephyrus’ place. It was
obviously an honorable position, but it was a feeling she felt because
she herself hated the position. Right before leaving, she said sorry
for that.
“Yes.”
He bowed his head deeply with the horse. The deep blue eyes were
still. I had no intention of catching it. At that Zephyrus-like attitude,
she smiled slightly. The wrinkled corners of his mouth went deeper.
“It is a gift.”
Both the giver and the receiver were indifferent. She saw him take a
case from a drawer and put the necklace in it. Whether it was written
or not, it was the heart of the recipient.
“Uh?”
Familiar questions, warm eyes, and the sight of Melissa from a year
ago came to me with fear. Old furniture could be seen behind her.
The scenery of the store that I fixed and looked like new was gone. I
ignored her words and turned my head. I saw the streets and people
I was tired of seeing.
I shook my head like crazy. My legs gave out and I sat down. This
was nonsense. Are all the happy times with Raviel a dream? What
about Aello? What about Ivan?
“Hand… sir…?”
“No!”
“Ouch…!”
“UNI….”
“Yes….”
He turned around and buried his face in his arms. My heart was
relieved by the strength of the strong hug and the hand stroking my
hair.
He raised his helpless arm and hugged him. I felt the corners of my
eyes, wet with fear, dry up.
I didn’t even know if it was normal. There was a time when I was
distracted enough to commit suicide for a while. I don’t even know if
the memory of that time remains like a scar in my brain.
With that confidence, I was able to overcome it. All of these thoughts
were possible because Raviel was by her side.
As I was silently embraced, Raviel moved and put me on the bed.
Then the silk duvet was wrapped around her neck. He followed me
to the side and patted my chest.
“Sleep more.”
“Raviel, arm.”
“Yes.”
At my request, Raviel held out her arm resting on her head. As I cut
his arm and listened to his calm breathing, I felt sleepy again.
Judging from the weak light through the gap in the fabric, it was still
dawn. I was grateful to Raviel for responding sensitively day and
night.
“Yes….”
With the greeting, I fell into a sound sleep that would not have
nightmares this time.
Asha was a united nation that unified the great desert. It is said that
the country developed as the number of people gathered to survive
in the hot desert during the day and the cold at night grew larger.
Maybe because of that background, Asha’s people were mostly
freewheeling. The clothing, of course, and the type of house and
food were different, and some villages rejected foreigners while
others welcomed them.
I really enjoyed the village where the empire and desert styles were
mixed. Except for the fact that they couldn’t communicate, the
people were familiar enough to believe it was an empire.
After staying in that village for about a week, we set off for the next
one. It was a village called ‘Anubi’, but unfortunately it was a village
that hated strangers.
Except for Adanta, it was Raviel’s first visit to all areas. After being
kicked out, we spent the night in the empty desert.
However, the night in the desert was truly fantastic, as Raviel’s sorry
feelings were put to shame. The endless sea of sand, the stars in the
night sky that seemed to be pouring down, the aurora hanging down
like waves, and the silence with no one around.
The most common clothing worn by Asha was several layers of thin,
see-through fabric wrapped around the body, and the higher the
status, the more splendid the embroidery.
The place where he was now was ‘Arusha’, the center of Asha. As
time passed, we looked around all the villages and returned to the
places with the best memories.
“[Tier 10.]”
“[Because it’s the dry season soon. Of course the price goes up.]”
Raviel was wearing the same black turban as mine, and several
layers of plain silver fabric. The navy blue cloth with a colorful pattern
on top of it - an accessory everyone wears in Asha - suited it well.
However, this was no different from the normal Ashine. Then, after
all, is the face the problem?
“I know, but….”
As usual, Raviel was reciting facts. Considering his wealth, it’s really
not unreasonable. It’s just that I’m offended by this merchant.
When it comes to where Raviel’s wealth came from, the biggest was
the dividends that came out consistently when she was Zephyrus.
And sometimes it was received as a commission fee. Since it was a
request from Zephyrus, the cost per request was enormous.
While I was thinking about it, Raviel had to pay the price. His magic
bag was filled with fruit juice endlessly. It feels like something is
enriching my heart, or I feel like I’ve been scammed. For no reason, I
glared at the merchant once. Let’s not do business like that.
“I’m hungry.”
“Desert lobster!”
“Yes.”
In fact, the last time I was in Arusha, I didn’t even want to put it in my
mouth because of the desert lobster’s appearance. But after a while,
I left Arusha, and people were eating with a delicious expression, so
I tried it once.
Raviel knew that I was disgusted, so she separated the skin herself,
took out only the flesh, and handed it to me. The desert lobster was
very, very delicious. As soon as it entered the mouth, it melted
gently, with a sweet and savory taste.
Wouldn’t the lobster of the original world taste like this? Although I
have never eaten it. Since it was a crustacean, it seemed similar. In
conclusion, I would have been unfair if I hadn’t tried it.
I took the lead and dragged Raviel. Raviel, who burst into laughter at
that action, was so pretty that she lightly kissed her on the cheek.
Raviel also kissed my cheek as if answering.
I heard the nearby merchants who saw us blow their whistles. see to
see I wasn’t ashamed of anything. The smile did not leave his face in
happiness.
Raviel asked me while trimming the turban that was disheveled from
eating.
We always held hands after eating and walked through the desert. It
was both spectator and digestion.
Since the horse is in the desert and inside the city, there are many
people and there are many things to see. Except for the fact that the
land was sandy and there were no tall buildings around, it was no
different from the Empire’s shopping street.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
“… Well.”
But it wasn’t without worries. First of all, there was a problem with
the tower that was not properly resolved.
It was the same when I first met him, and as I watched while living
with him in the tower, he really liked magic. To some extent, it was
Zephyrus’ duty, but the biggest thing was to do it because it was fun.
I didn’t think of myself as ‘Zephyros who loves magic’ for nothing.
“If you really don’t like it, it’s okay if you don’t go back. But if it’s
because of me, I want you to go back. I like being with you in the
Tower, and I learned that the people of the Mage Tower aren’t that
bad.”
“UNI….”
She put the pod in Raviel’s hand and smiled. I felt the ring warmed
up by the body temperature of my hand. What I just said wasn’t
something I thought about for a day or two. I thought about it from
the first day I came to Asha and even before I fell asleep last night.
Of course, there were countless things I could give up for Raviel, but
the work of the Tower was something he didn’t have to give up.
“Yes?”
“Ah….”
Raviel looked closely at me and said. He sometimes hooks up like
this. Even though I had already shared every inch of my body with
him, my heart skipped a beat. Every day was a new excitement.
Raviel grabbed my waist tightly and grabbed the child’s wrist with the
other hand.
“[Muh, what are you talking about? I just tripped and fell!]”
If they find out that we are foreigners here, our curious eyes will turn
aggressive in an instant. Although Arusha was benevolent towards
tourists, it naturally valued locals more.
After saying that, Raviel let go of my waist and grabbed the child’s
ankle and held it upside down. It was fortunate that he didn’t use
magic, but that didn’t look too good either.
“Raviel…?”
Soon after, Raviel started robbing the child. As I said, I was really
blown away. The child started screaming terribly.
No matter how hard they struggled, there was no way a child could
overcome the strength of an adult man. It was a time when I was
seriously contemplating whether I should dry it or not, seeing the
child’s increasingly red face.
“Uh….”
I bought it not long after I came to Asha, so I had to carry it for a long
time, so my hands were stained. It was also something I cherished.
“Ahh….”
Raviel put the baby down as soon as I picked up the pouch. Even
though his hands were rough, he held them upright so as not to
injure them. But the child did not run away. I was just sitting there
stunned.
“[Just kill…. I’m done….]”
“What? Umm….”
It must have been the conversation the two of you had earlier in
Asha. Hearing his words, I looked around and saw that people had
already gathered. Unlike before, everyone had cold eyes. And most
of the gaze was on the child.
If I left the child here now, the end would be obvious. But I wasn’t
nice enough to blindly give warmth to a child who had been
pickpocketing. Every action carries responsibility.
Due to Raviel’s focused gaze, instead of using magic, she lifted the
child on her shoulder. The child seemed to have already resigned
himself and drooped without any intention of running away. The eyes
that were falling one by one seemed to show the child’s situation.
It must mean that we can do whatever we want here. Somehow, I felt
like I saw the other side of Asha, who was only happy, and my heart
ached.
“[name.]”
“[Ritavir.]”
“Ritavir? [Why?]”
I wanted to say ‘Did you steal it?’, but that was impossible. I waved
the yellow pouch instead. The child stuttered, perhaps noticing my
intention.
“[I’m hungry…. It’s been three days since I haven’t eaten anything.
please save me If you just send it to me, I won’t forget your
kindness.]”
Meanwhile, Raviel was also preparing snacks on the table. From the
magic bag, the fruit juice I bought earlier and various foods I had
taken while walking around popped out.
At times like this, it seems like he really has a goal to make me fat.
The problem was that he had grown accustomed to his care and had
become bored with his mouth. I ate desert lobster so much earlier.
“It should be sent out in two days. If you change the turban, no one
will recognize you.”
To be honest, I would be lying if I said I didn’t feel sorry for the skinny
kid. Still, I committed a crime, but I had no intention of taking care of
this or that. The turban Raviel bought was an expensive material, so
giving it to me was the end of my duty.
I sat side by side with Raviel and ate the snack he prepared. The
fruit juice was also great. There was no bitter taste, just sweet and
refreshing taste. That’s why I got drunk yesterday too, and with
Raviel….
It was at that moment that a small warning light went off in my head.
Raviel’s lips settled on my cheek. I heard his low voice.
He hurriedly covered his mouth with his hand. There was no way he
could not know what the meaning of the coquettish shoulder and the
constant peckish lips. Raviel suddenly became sullen.
I don’t know when he changed to this, who used to look cold and stiff
in the past. Is this my fault for accepting everything? No, but I’ve
been rejected a few times… there was no There was no It’s my fault.
“Ritavir?”
His lips moved softly in his hand. As a joke, he pressed his lips once
with his thumb and smiled.
I could see the breast meat that hadn’t fallen off yet, and the turban
that had been worn with each other. Dark gray eyes matured
inappropriately for their age. It reminded me of someone.
“UNI?”
“Who?”
Raviel asked while putting a small cut fruit into my mouth. The
sweetness that melted away was exquisite. Drinking a glass of fruit
wine was the icing on the cake. The stack of flowers arranged neatly
on the table was like a flower garden.
In Asha, even if someone was forced to take off their turban or told
them to take it off, they were treated as rude. Do you think turbans
are similar to pride? At the desert lobster restaurant earlier, the boss
took off his turban first to express his gratitude to us with all his
heart.
Ritavir pouted, of course. No matter how young she was, she was
Ashine, so Raviel’s orders must have been unwelcome.
Asha had a lot of relatively dark hair, but no one was as dark as me.
It was only dark gray or dark brown, different from the pastel-toned
Empire.
“It’s the first time I’ve had the same hair as you.”
It was the same with the eyes that lost their luster in an age-
appropriate way. A resigned face and a small body. Emotions
fluctuated because of drinking.
“Yes… sleep….”
“Yes.”
“Yes.”
“… yes.”
A gentle wind blew past my face. The wind was just right for a good
night’s sleep. Did Raviel use magic? I woke up with a smile on the
beginning of a peaceful day.
Seeing that he fell asleep with one arm wrapped around his waist
and the other left over to me, it seemed that he had fallen asleep
with me while putting me to sleep yesterday.
“Raviel.”
“Yes….”
It would have been if it hadn’t been for Ritavir fanning himself at the
head of the bed.
“Aaaagh!”
“Kyaaaagh!”
Raviel, who woke up in an instant at the sound of the two voices and
woke up in a lifeless state, was the completion of the chaos.
“UNI!”
Raviel had already been controlling her mana since waking up.
Golden mana flowed between Ritavir and us. The child was terrified
to see Mana and cried with a fan in his hand.
“Faning?”
“When I wake up, I work hard next to the bed… I was fanning….”
“….”
“[Why?]”
“They gave me something to eat and saved me, so they said they
did it with a grateful heart.”
“What… Sigh….”
Giving Ritavir yesterday was purely a whim. I was drunk, and the
child’s hair resembled his brother’s and reminded me of her.
If I hadn’t drank fruit wine yesterday, and fell asleep playing around
with Raviel as usual…. Just imagining it was terrifying. It seems that
Ritavir needs to be released soon.
“Yes.”
Raviel took out food from her magic bag and started serving it on the
table. He said ‘Simply’, but what he brought out was a course dish
you would only see at a restaurant.
Since time and space stop once inside the magic bag, it was
possible to store whole food like that. Thinking I couldn’t really dry it,
I looked for Ritavir.
Ritavir was squatting in the same pose in the corner where he was
sitting yesterday. He was so thin and small that he didn’t feel his
presence at all when he was like that.
“[meal.]”
“[Yes?]”
“[meal.]”
Actually, I wanted to say, ‘Eat if you want to, don’t if you don’t like it.’
However, this was the end of her poor Asha language skills.
I even pretended to eat something with my hands to appeal to the
doctor as much as possible. It just seemed like he would understand.
While Raviel and I were eating breakfast, Ritavir didn’t come out of
the corner. So I thought the child had no intention of eating. But
when we finished our meal and withdrew from the table, he
hesitantly came over and began to eat.
Raviel brought out more food than usual with Raviel in mind.
“Usually, the person with the higher status eats first, and then the
person with the lower status eats the rest.”
It’s the humblest thing to do with food. Suddenly Ritavir felt sorry for
him. This wasn’t because he looked like his younger brother, but it
was the pity he felt as a human to human being.
Ritavir didn’t say anything, but his eyes were bright and he looked
like he was going to ascend to heaven because it was so delicious.
Seeing him like that, I wondered if I was too heartless.
“[it’s good.]”
“[Yes?]”
I was saddened to see him eating hard, so he patted Ritavir’s head.
What I wanted to say was ‘If it’s delicious, eat as much as you want’.
However, it was not felt at the fingertips, but it was a feeling of static
electricity running through the body. I don’t know how to explain it.
“Raviel?”
“Yes.”
“… UNI.”
Raviel’s expression became strange. Was what I said too out of the
blue? When I thought about it, I thought that Raviel could accept it
that way. explained to him again.
It will be faster to feel than to say. I took Raviel’s hand and placed my
chin on the top of Ritavir’s head.
When the child felt a heavy feeling in his head, he raised his eyes
again. I was perplexed, not knowing what to do. I smiled lightly so
that the child would not be anxious.
“Nothing.”
Raviel lowered her hand and shook her head lightly. I was puzzled.
How can I explain this? Looking for words to explain, I blankly
stroked Ritavir’s head.
“[Why, why?]”
“Uh… no way….”
“A little worse than Ivan. If you raise your magic skills, you can
become an executive.”
“Really? Umm….”
But that was Eos’ ability. Even if they were the same soul, they didn’t
inherit that ability.
“Maybe it’s because you didn’t start practicing magic in earnest back
then.”
“Ah….”
“There is one.”
I was glad I was listening. If there is at least one person who can
speak the language, it will be easier. I don’t know if that Ashine will
help Ritavir.
“Yes.”
Arusha, walking hand in hand with Raviel, was busy today as well.
People selling goods in colorful tents, kids carrying buckets of water
on their heads to make deliveries, and tourists bargaining with
vendors. In the wide open space in the middle, someone performed
a trick by playing an instrument resembling a flute.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
“….”
But if I really didn’t want to go back, I would have said no. It seemed
that even Raviel couldn’t get her way.
“….”
“If you get really bored and annoyed while studying magic in the
tower, you go on a trip again. It doesn’t have to be Asha. Let’s go to
a place where you can see the sea this time. When I see you, I think
of the sea.”
“Yes?”
“Yes.”
Raviel slightly closed her eyes and smiled. He buried his lips on the
back of my hand. It was the answer to my question. It was positive
without saying anything.
The wind blew strong once. Raviel hurriedly covered my face with
the end of her turban. The person who was playing the instrument
chimed in that he ate sand. The audience fell asleep again at the
ridiculous look.
The sun was shining brightly over his head. The endless golden
sand, clumsy music, stuffy wind and cheerful laughter will remain in
your memory for a long time. Another unforgettable memory was
engraved.
“[I’ll go.]”
These were the words Ritavir said as soon as they returned to their
lodgings. Since it was a basic language, Raviel’s translation was not
needed.
“[Ritavir.]”
“[Yes.]”
“You will have to learn the imperial language when you go to the
tower. There are many people who speak the imperial language
because it is on the border of the empire. The imperial language is
really trash…. don’t you know?”
“[Yes?]”
“It’s over.”
Raviel appeared, pulling back the cloth at the entrance. It must mean
that you are ready to leave. We took off Asha’s clothes and changed
into imperial garb. Ritavir did not have clothes that fit her body, so
she agreed to take off only her turban.
“Wow….”
“[Yes?]”
“UNI….”
Raviel called me with a look that said it was difficult to see her for the
first time in a very, very long time. Of course, I had no intention of
canceling my words despite his gaze. With a mischievous smile, she
held Raviel in her right hand and Ritavir in her left.
and shouted
“Let’s go back!”
“Ugh!”
“Oops!”
Clink!
“Uni-sama…!”
Ivan jumped up and expressed joy with his whole body. Raviel
quickly blocked my attempt to grab my hand with joy after running
back.
“Did you know what was going to happen and allow everyone in and
out?”
Raviel asked Ophelia, but the answer came from Ivan. I then looked
around. It was all sorted out, but the structure was obviously the
same as Raviel’s room.
Unlike the first day I saw Ophelia, Ophelia was visibly livelier. I used
to do telecommunication magic with Ivan from time to time, but I
heard that after she escaped and was caught, she and Ivan shared
work.
Maybe that’s why, unlike the time he met me, he looked relaxed.
“Who is he?”
“[hello.]”
“Have you been to Asha?! Why didn’t you take me! I really wanted to
go….”
Ivan seemed more shocked that he had traveled to Asha without him
than Ritavir’s presence. I had completely forgotten what I had just
asked.
Raviel made the first decision to remove Ivan, but I also agreed with
his decision, so I had nothing to say. The two of us should have gone
on this trip.
“Yes….”
“Yes?!”
“Yes?”
“My mana control is a bit inferior to Ivan’s, and I need help because I
don’t know the imperial language.”
Ivan raised his hand and said. I heard the other day that he already
had disciples, so it wasn’t a bad choice. If Ritavir was an Imperial,
that is.
It was not wrong. Because Ivan is the owner of Familiar. For magic
formulas, runes were used instead of imperial languages.
However, knowing how sad it was to not know how to write, I had no
intention of entrusting everything to Ivan.
Ophelia shook her head and tapped Podarge. Podarge melted into
thin air and disappeared as if he had given a command to himself.
Feeling sorry for Ophelia’s seemingly resigned appearance, she
opened her mouth.
“Yes. Just until you get used to it. I’m not going back to Zephyrus.”
“Thank you Uni. Uni said she wanted to go back to the tower.”
“What? Umm….”
“Raviel-nim….”
Of course, Ophelia and Ivan, who were surprised to see us like that,
were separate issues.
Raviel and Ritavir sat on either side of me, and Ophelia and Ivan sat
across from me. While I was telling Ivan what I saw in Asha, Muatan
came to visit me.
Muatan was not surprised at all, even though there were several
guests in Zephyrus’ room. I don’t know if it’s because of the
appearance, but I felt a little blunt. I was worried if I could entrust him
with Ritavir.
“You’re right.”
“This child will soon belong to the tower. I want you to teach me the
imperial language.”
Muatan didn’t argue whether he knew the reason for calling Ritavir
from the moment he saw it. But the only thing that caught my eye
was annoyance. The reaction was as expected, as if he was not a
real tower wizard. It was Raviel who answered Muattan’s question.
“It is a request. The request fee will be 200 gold per month. The
deadline is until Ritavir can speak the Imperial language fluently.”
I was wondering if I should dry it. It is true that Ritavir was brought in
blindly because of his high mana control. But Raviel doesn’t have to
take responsibility for Ritavir….
“If it’s not about teaching you the imperial language, but if you have
to be a babysitter, I’d refuse.”
“Are you saying that you only teach the imperial language and the
pay is 200 gold?”
“Right.”
While I was thinking about it, Raviel and Muatan quickly completed
the deal. Muatan spoke Asha fluently and exchanged greetings with
Ritavir. Ritavir seemed relieved, as if she was happy to finally meet
her mother-in-law. I lowered my hand to dry Raviel’s face again.
Unexpectedly, Muatan smiled and spoke to Ritavir. Is it Asha’s
custom to be kind to children? Or is that a smile born of exorbitant
compensation….
***
It was the night sky of the tower that I hadn’t seen in a long time.
Darkness descended beyond the large window, making it impossible
to see an inch ahead. Unlike Asha, the cluster of stars felt far away.
The familiar room was dimly lit by soft magic lights. It was my room
when I was in the tower with Raviel.
“What?”
“I mean Ritavir.”
When our eyes met, Raviel kissed my forehead like a habit and said,
“I?”
“Yes.”
He must have penetrated into my heart that I did not know. After
listening to Raviel, I realized why I brought Ritavir to the tower.
Still, Ritavir was born and raised in Asha, so the situation must have
been different from mine….
“It would have been better to come to the tower than to steal from
Asha.”
“Not that…. I wouldn’t have helped Ritavir if it wasn’t for her dark
hair….”
If you think about it, it was. I didn’t even think of giving Ritavir food
until he took off his turban. It was because Ritavir had black hair that
he stroked his hair, brought him food, and brought him to the Mage’s
Tower. Or, because it projected me.
Raviel pulled her head, which was gradually lowering. Their lips
naturally touched the closer face. I repeated several times to lightly
stick and fall off. It was a light bud kiss.
“Normally, I would have cursed at the poor kid for insensitively eating
food.”
“Yes?”
Why is the conclusion like that? What I wanted to say couldn’t come
out. It was because their lips, which had been sitting like feathers for
a long time, were in contact with each other. As our breaths
intertwined, Raviel covered my face with both hands. Every part that
touched him was hot.
After a short but deep kiss, Raviel hugged me. The beating of his
heart was clearly audible. A smile crept across his lips at his
reaction.
“Yes. No big deal. Just make an oath and control mana, and that’s
it.”
At lunchtime the next day, I came back to Zephyrus’s room to see
Ritavir belong to the Tower.
“It is black.”
For some reason, I was glad. It was because he had never seen
Mana like me. I stroked Ritavir’s hair.
The first meeting may have been bad, but I thought I could build a
good relationship with Ritavir in the future.
“I will.”
“[Rita.]”
Muatan asked permission from Ophelia, the head of the tower, and
spoke to Ritavir in Asha. As for the oath, it didn’t last long, probably
because he had heard the explanation yesterday. The child who
nodded like before began to control mana.
Ritavir’s mana was a bit soft, unlike mine. What is the color of water
tan? Still, it was clear that they were of the same family. The child
who was looking at his mana with bright eyes opened his mouth.
“I swear to shine for a long time in the arms of the dawn that will
never end.”
When Ritavir finished speaking, mana flew out through the window
and surged into the sky. As far as I could see, that was the end. It
wasn’t really anything special like Ivan said, but it was still amazing.
“Yes. Only you can know what you belong to, so this is the end for
those watching.”
“I see….”
“Oh, I heard that Zephyrus can tell. After all, he is the owner of the
tower.”
The robe was sky blue, unlike the wizards I had seen so far. It looked
like it was wrapped in a blanket just like the first time I put it on, but
with Muatan’s help, it shrunk to fit.
“Sorry for the first time. thank you for bringing In front, I work hard to
pay back.”
I felt like I was going to cry at the strange fate. Why are you like me
to such a bad thing, Ritavir.
Now I know why the child stole. The child rushed at me with the
determination to die because life was at a loss. It couldn’t be an
indulgence, but it was enough to return a warm greeting to the child.
“Yes!”
***
I heard the calming song of the nymph and the constant ticking
sound. She had just finished an advanced magic spell and was lying
on Raviel’s lap to rest. A voice I hadn’t heard in a long time rang in
my head.
“UNI?”
I forgot to answer with a whole tone and jumped up from my seat.
How many years has this been? After Aello left me, I kept in touch
with him intermittently for several months, but I lost contact with him
almost 3 years ago.
I only knew that I was alive because I was connected. I didn’t call
because I didn’t have to ask Aello to come back.
“Right.”
<Huh?>
It was because the white bird that appeared suddenly filled my eyes.
With a happy heart, I held L in my arms and stroked it wildly. It was
plump and soft, as if hugging a soft cushion.
<Come.>
Rita had never visited me in the middle of the night. Before I could
even put a question mark in my head, the door burst open. Rita ran
across the room, fluttering the hem of her navy blue robe.
Rita, who had grown up quickly in the past five years and had
become quite an adult, went somewhere, and Rita was standing
there with tears hanging from her gray eyes. A dainty brown bird was
sitting on her hand.
In front of the door, Muatan, unable to stop Rita, was devastated and
covered his face.
“Congratulations, Rita!”
“Don’t cry….”
As my child grew up, I know how sorry and thankful I was. From the
first meeting until now, it seems that he has kept the guilt.
Rita always lived with the words that she wanted to repay me
quickly. There were only great wizards around, so I was nervous. It
was as if all the worry and relief came at once and shed tears.
Still, I was going to stay at the Tower of Dawn until Rita became an
adult, but I felt like I had to move the plan forward. Now that she had
become a dignified tower executive and even the owner of the
Familiar, she was no longer worried.
“Great.”
abduction finished