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Dying
I have done it again. Is an art, like everything else.
One year in every ten I do it exceptionally well.
I manage it--
I do it so it feels like hell.
A sort of walking miracle, my skin I do it so it feels real.
Bright as a Nazi lampshade, I guess you could say I've a call.
My right foot
It's easy enough to do it in a cell.
A paperweight, It's easy enough to do it and stay put.
My face a featureless, fine It's the theatrical
Jew linen.
Comeback in broad day
Peel off the napkin To the same place, the same face, the same brute
O my enemy. Amused shout:
Do I terrify?--
'A miracle!'
The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth? That knocks me out.
The sour breath There is a charge
Will vanish in a day.
For the eyeing of my scars, there is a charge
Soon, soon the flesh For the hearing of my heart--
The grave cave ate will be It really goes.
At home on me
And there is a charge, a very large charge
And I a smiling woman. For a word or a touch
I am only thirty. Or a bit of blood
And like the cat I have nine times to die.
Or a piece of my hair or my clothes.
This is Number Three. So, so, Herr Doktor.
What a trash So, Herr Enemy.
To annihilate each decade.
I am your opus,
What a million filaments. I am your valuable,
The peanut-crunching crowd The pure gold baby
Shoves in to see
That melts to a shriek.
Them unwrap me hand and foot-- I turn and burn.
The big strip tease. Do not think I underestimate your great concern.
Gentlemen, ladies
Ash, ash--
These are my hands You poke and stir.
My knees. Flesh, bone, there is nothing there--
I may be skin and bone,
A cake of soap,
Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman. A wedding ring,
The first time it happened I was ten. A gold filling.
It was an accident.
Herr God, Herr Lucifer
The second time I meant Beware
To last it out and not come back at all. Beware.
I rocked shut
Out of the ash
As a seashell. I rise with my red hair
They had to call and call And I eat men like air.
And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.
23-29 October 1962
All the Dead Dears (by Sylvia Plath) The Colossus (by Sylvia Plath)
In the Archæological Museum in Cambridge is a stone I shall never get you put together entirely,
coffin of the fourth century A.D. containing the skeletons Pieced, glued, and properly jointed.
of a woman, a mouse and a shrew. The ankle-bone of the Mule-bray, pig-grunt and bawdy cackles
woman has been slightly gnawed. Proceed from your great lips.
It's worse than a barnyard.
Rigged poker -stiff on her back
With a granite grin Perhaps you consider yourself an oracle,
This antique museum-cased lady Mouthpiece of the dead, or of some god or other.
Lies, companioned by the gimcrack Thirty years now I have labored
Relics of a mouse and a shrew To dredge the silt from your throat.
That battened for a day on her ankle-bone. I am none the wiser.
These three, unmasked now, bear Scaling little ladders with glue pots and pails of Lysol
Dry witness I crawl like an ant in mourning
To the gross eating game Over the weedy acres of your brow
We'd wink at if we didn't hear To mend the immense skull-plates and clear
Stars grinding, crumb by crumb, The bald, white tumuli of your eyes.
Our own grist down to its bony face.
A blue sky out of the Oresteia
How they grip us through think and thick, Arches above us. O father, all by yourself
These barnacle dead! You are pithy and historical as the Roman Forum.
This lady here's no kin I open my lunch on a hill of black cypress.
Of mine, yet kin she is: she'll suck Your fluted bones and acanthine hair are littered
Blood and whistle my narrow clean
To prove it. As I think now of her hand, In their old anarchy to the horizon-line.
It would take more than a lightning-stroke
From the mercury-backed glass To create such a ruin.
Mother, grandmother, greatgrandmother Nights, I squat in the cornucopia
Reach hag hands to haul me in, Of your left ear, out of the wind,
And an image looms under the fishpond surface
Where the daft father went down Counting the red stars and those of plum-color.
With orange duck-feet winnowing this hair --- The sun rises under the pillar of your tongue.
My hours are married to shadow.
All the long gone darlings: They No longer do I listen for the scrape of a keel
Get back, though, soon, On the blank stones of the landing.
Soon: be it by wakes, weddings,
Childbirths or a family barbecue:
Any touch, taste, tang's
Fit for those outlaws to ride home on,
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Why should she give her bounty to the dead? She says, 'But in contentment I still feel
What is divinity if it can come The need of some imperishable bliss.'
Only in silent shadows and in dreams? Death is the mother of beauty; hence from her,
Shall she not find in comforts of the sun, Alone, shall come fulfillment to our dreams
In pungent fruit and bright green wings, or else And our desires. Although she strews the leaves
In any balm or beauty of the earth, Of sure obliteration on our paths,
Things to be cherished like the thought of heaven? The path sick sorrow took, the many paths
Divinity must live within herself: Where triumph rang its brassy phrase, or love
Passions of rain, or moods in falling snow; Whispered a little out of tenderness,
Grievings in loneliness, or unsubdued She makes the willow shiver in the sun
Elations when the forest blooms; gusty For maidens who were wont to sit and gaze
Emotions on wet roads on autumn nights; Upon the grass, relinquished to their feet.
All pleasures and all pains, remembering She causes boys to pile new plums and pears
The bough of summer and the winter branch. On disregarded plate. The maidens taste
These are the measure destined for her soul. And stray impassioned in the littering leaves.
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Jove in the clouds had his inhuman birth. Is there no change of death in paradise?
No mother suckled him, no sweet land gave Does ripe fruit never fall? Or do the boughs
Large-mannered motions to his mythy mind. Hang always heavy in that perfect sky,
He moved among us, as a muttering king, Unchanging, yet so like our perishing earth,
Magnificent, would move among his hinds, With rivers like our own that seek for seas
Until our blood, commingling, virginal, They never find, the same receding shores
With heaven, brought such requital to desire That never touch with inarticulate pang?
The very hinds discerned it, in a star. Why set pear upon those river-banks
Shall our blood fail? Or shall it come to be Or spice the shores with odors of the plum?
The blood of paradise? And shall the earth Alas, that they should wear our colors there,
Seem all of paradise that we shall know? The silken weavings of our afternoons,
The sky will be much friendlier then than now, And pick the strings of our insipid lutes!
A part of labor and a part of pain, Death is the mother of beauty, mystical,
And next in glory to enduring love, Within whose burning bosom we devise
Not this dividing and indifferent blue. Our earthly mothers waiting, sleeplessly.
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Supple and turbulent, a ring of men
Shall chant in orgy on a summer morn
Their boisterous devotion to the sun,
Not as a god, but as a god might be,
Naked among them, like a savage source.
Their chant shall be a chant of paradise,
Out of their blood, returning to the sky;
Anecdote of the Jar (by Wallace Stevens)
And in their chant shall enter, voice by voice,
The windy lake wherein their lord delights, I placed a jar in Tennessee,
The trees, like serafin, and echoing hills, And round it was, upon a hill.
That choir among themselves long afterward.
They shall know well the heavenly fellowship It made the slovenly wilderness
Of men that perish and of summer morn. Surround that hill.
And whence they came and whither they shall go
The dew upon their feet shall manifest.
The wilderness rose up to it,
8 And sprawled around, no longer wild.
She hears, upon that water without sound, The jar was round upon the ground
A voice that cries, 'The tomb in Palestine And tall and of a port in air.
Is not the porch of spirits lingering.
It is the grave of Jesus, where he lay.'
We live in an old chaos of the sun, It took dominion every where.
Or old dependency of day and night, The jar was gray and bare.
Or island solitude, unsponsored, free, It did not give of bird or bush,
Of that wide water, inescapable.
Deer walk upon our mountains, and the quail Like nothing else in Tennessee.
Whistle about us their spontaneous cries;
Sweet berries ripen in the wilderness;
And, in the isolation of the sky,
At evening, casual flocks of pigeons make
Ambiguous undulations as they sink,
Downward to darkness, on extended wings.
A City's Death By Fire (by Derek Walcott)
After that hot gospeller has levelled all but the churched sky,
I wrote the tale by tallow of a city's death by fire;
Under a candle's eye, that smoked in tears, I
Wanted to tell, in more than wax, of faiths that were snapped like wire.
All day I walked abroad among the rubbled tales,
Shocked at each wall that stood on the street like a liar;
Loud was the bird-rocked sky, and all the clouds were bales
Torn open by looting, and white, in spite of the fire.
By the smoking sea, where Christ walked, I asked, why
Should a man wax tears, when his wooden world fails?
In town, leaves were paper, but the hills were a flock of faiths;
To a boy who walked all day, each leaf was a green breath
Rebuilding a love I thought was dead as nails,
Blessing the death and the baptism by fire.
is an enchanted thing
like the glaze on a
katydid-wing
subdivided by sun
till the nettings are legion.
Like Gieseking playing Scarlatti;
it is a power of
strong enchantment. It
is like the dove-
neck animated by
sun; it is memory's eye;
it's conscientious inconsistency.
iridescence; in the
inconsistencies
of Scarlatti.
Unconfusion submits
its confusion to proof; it's
not a Herod's oath that cannot change.
The Red Wheelbarrow (by William Carlos Williams)
so much depends
upon Spring and All (by William Carlos Williams)
[1923]