Drunk and drugs (first person, akaashi’s pov.

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Hi, I am Keiji Akaashi. I go to Fukurodani Academy, I am the setter of the
Fukurodani Volleyball Club. I am pretty popular in school. People call me the
“Pretty Setter.” I don’t know why but it is a totally different state at my house.
My dad is a drug addict and my mom is an alcoholic but worst of all they are
both very abusive. I always hate when they just think that burning me is fun. I
really don’t want them to know I am dating the captain and ace of the volleyball
club “Bokuto-san”. I don’t know and I don’t want to know what they will do if
they found out that I am gay, being abusied is bad enough.

Next day 8:30 AM

I walk to school waiting for Bokuto-san to come running to me and knock me
over. I was just walking to the front of the school when I heard someone say
“Hey, Hey, Hey. AAKKAAAASHIIIII” I turn around and see an energetic,
owl haired third year running to me “Bokuto-sa-” I got cut off by him kissing
me and knocking me onto the ground “Good morning Bokuto-san. But could
you please stop that, my back hurts okay.” Bokuto replied “fine..” with a pouty
face he looked so cute. I hugged him and we started walking inside the building.
We decided to stop at the top of the second year's stairs and he said “I’ll see
you at lunch.” as he kissed my check. “See you then.” I walked into my class
“2-4” . I sat at my seat and put my bag down as someone I really don’t like
came in and disrupted my silence. His golden hair just blended into the sun and
the moment I noticed her coming I decided to put my headphones on and play my
favourite song which I recorded and my dead older brother wrote. I really hate
my parents for killing him, but that night still haunts me in my dreams.

The night he died was my 6th birthday or to be exact December 7th of 2000. I
woke up with a bedhead and did not look forward to that day. I put on a black
hoodie and blue jeans. I went to the bathroom and put bandages on my scars
and I brushed my hair. I walked downstairs to hear my parents screaming
“YOU ARE USELESS. YOU SHOULD JUST DIE.” I got scared
to go downstairs but I didn’t want him to die. I took a knife and quietly walked
into the basement . I screamed “STOP! WHY? “ I started crying “W-what
did we ever do to you?” They just didn’t care and stabbed him in the heart and I
just stood in front of him crying I yelled “STOP! W-why?” They just didn’t
care and took the knife I was holding and stabbed me in the stomach and left. I
looked at my older brother as he weakly said “I won't make it. But Keiji I want
you to keep the song and don’t stop fighting. There is a box under my bed. I
want you to keep what's inside the box.” I cried and said “Why you of all
people and why today of all days.” I said as he faded away. I decided to see
what was in the box. I moved his bed and found a small grey box that I think
dad used to put his used cocaine in. I looked at what was inside the box and my
eyes widened. It was notes and one was on yellow paper so I decided to read
that one. It said “Hey Keiji, If you're reading this then
that means I’m dead. I’m sorry that I had to leave
you alone with mom and dad but this is how I guess
it is. I want you to read forward but don’t tell
anything to mom or dad. I write down what I know
about them here and I want you to escape. Mom
grew up in an orphanage that was in another
world. That world had demons and they ate humans
for their brains. The people there tricked the kids
into a happy life till they died. When they are six
they get shipped out starting with the lowest
scores and then when they are twelve they get
shipped out no matter what and I think that's what
pressured mom to make us perfect. I think that
Mom didn’t want to hurt people but dad thrented
her too. Remember when you were with your friends
I overheard mom and dad in the kitchen saying
“Remember our promise or else.” I wanted to know
what “or else” ment so I dug around dad's office
and I found a letter. I put it in that box and looked
for the one that says “Secret.” read the letter. I
think that dad threatened mom's life so that he
could continue to be a criminal and so he could
also use mom’s name to get away with crimes. Mom
will die if she doesn’t do what he says. I’m counting
on you Keiji please save mom and try to live a happy
life for me. From your older brother Kanji.” I went
back to my room and opened the box. It was a pocket watch, I opened it and
found out that it was a tracking device. I thought “who was he tracking?” I
opened the watch and found out that he was tracking mom and dad.
BACK TO THE PRESENT
The golden haired guy just walked up to me and said “Hello Akaashi-san, I
want to tell you that I made you a flower.” and then he walked to his desk. The
flower was a blood red colour and it looked familiar somehow like I knew
where it came from. I decided to put it into my bag, then class started and I
wasn’t really paying attention because I kept wondering about two things. One
where did he get that flower and two where did I recognize it from. Class was
over and it was lunch. I went to the Cafeteria and got myself a bento box with
onigiri and I sat at a table at the corner. “AAKKAAAASSSHIIII HEY
HEY HEY!” I looked at him and said “HelloBokuto-san, you're too loud.”
Bokuto-san just smiled and sat right next to me and whispered into my ear “My
Akaashi I love you. Are you tired?” he started to eat his lunch and waited for
me to answer “I guess” I was kinda tired. We had some time left before class
so we went outside to the front of the school and he started to pin me down to the
wall and kiss me. It felt good besides the fact that my back hurts. We stopped
when the bell rang for class. I fixed Bokuto-san’s tie and then we walked back
to our class. My class was boring as usual and I already knew everything that
they taught so I just stared out the window waiting for school to be over and I
could go to volleyball practice. I guess I enjoyed playing volleyball with
Bokuto-san and Konoha-san. But the thing is that I'm only in my second year
and that means that next year I will be captain and I have to take on the stress
of being abused and being a captain. First, I can’t lead. Second, Being abused
is bad enough. School was over and I went downstairs and heard someone say
“HEY HEY HEY!” I turned around and saw Bokuto-san squeezing me. He
took my hand then started running to the changing room. I changed into my
training outfit which was a dark blue shirt with white pants. I walked to the
gym and greeted the third years and the coach. They were already practicing
so I went to the corner and practiced my setting. Then the coach called us all so
that we could practice. When we finished our receives we decided to do a 3v3.
The teams were me with Bokuto-san and Konoha-san versus Komi-san,
Washio-san, and Sarukui-san. As the match started I could feel the blood
racking up on the bandages. This was the first time this has ever happened so I
decided to ignore it. But the pain kept coming until I couldn’t handle it anymore.
“AKAASHI” and that was the last thing I heard before I passed out.