Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Dedication
Chapter 1 – Adélaïde
Chapter 3 – Adélaïde
Chapter 5 – Adélaïde
Chapter 7 – Adélaïde
Chapter 9 – Adélaïde
Chapter 11 – Adélaïde
Chapter 12 – Adélaïde
Chapter 13 – Adélaïde
Chapter 14 – Adélaïde
Chapter 15 – The Man
Chapter 16 – Adélaïde
Chapter 19 – Adélaïde
Chapter 21 – Adélaïde
Chapter 22 – Adélaïde
Chapter 23 – Adélaïde
Chapter 25 – Adélaïde
Chapter 27 – Adélaïde
Chapter 28 – Adélaïde
Chapter 29 – Adélaïde
Chapter 32 – Adélaïde
Chapter 37 – Adélaïde
Chapter 38 – Adélaïde
Chapter 39 – Adélaïde
Chapter 42 – Adélaïde
Chapter 43 – Miroslav
Chapter 44 – Adélaïde
Chapter 45 – Adélaïde
Chapter 46 – Adélaïde
Chapter 47 – Miroslav
Chapter 48 – Adélaïde
Epilogue 1 – Miroslav
Epilogue 2 – Natasha
It wasn’t until late in the night, when the beast had raced off to Fate knew
where, that I started to consider our conversation. Ignoring my physical
reaction—which must have been magically induced, because there was no
way my sane mind would have reacted like that—I mulled over the
specifics of his words.
He calls himself Miro.
He says he’ll vanish if I break the curse.
He calls me his bride....
Chapter 8 – The Man
With a body-wracking shudder, it all ended. Sunrise. I blinked into the rosy-
tinted wilderness around me, as my control slid back into place. The trees
here had decades old gouges. The ground was trampled from where the
beast had raged. In my humanoid body, I rubbed my upper arms against the
misty chill of the morning. Another night had passed, and I’d survived. Not
that I had a choice in the matter. But Addi? Fucking hell, that was another
matter entirely.
Vision blinded red, I stumbled through the trees. The faint whispers of
sunlight weren’t enough to chase away the lingering ice that seemed to have
burrowed into my bones. How dare she disobey my commands?! She’d
been outside after dark! I need to drill into her head just how fucking
dangerous that was.
With a thin control over my explosion, I rubbed my jaw, jogging up the
front steps to walk the porch to the back door—
Blood. Virgin’s blood. The scent stopped me in my tracks. A single bead
was soaked into the worn plank. The physical remnant was a brutal slap of
reality. The beast had been in a playful mood last night, delighted to have a
new toy to enliven the boredom of night. But he’d not been joking when he
stated his determination to keep the curse firmly in place.
“Oh, I’m going to spank your pretty ass until your skin is as red as your
hair, little one,” I vowed under my breath.
“Spank her? Really?” The beast barked a laugh, enjoying the twist of
events.
His words and presence faded to the back of my mind. As if pulled by
an invisible string, I turned and bent to inhale the dried micro drops on the
rusted nail and the single splat on the wood. That scent became stronger as I
focused on it. Something ancient and primal fluttered in my chest as I drank
in the crimson call. The blood song was virginal. Exotic. Forbidden.
My mouth watered at the temptation her blood promised. Even now, a
broken being, her scent called to me in ways I’d long lost the privilege to
have.
“Do you normally shuffle around like a naked chicken with your head
cut off?” That sweet voice called out from the other side of the screen door.
I froze. My heightened senses hadn’t picked up the opening of the door
or the female’s approach.
“I’ll leave your pants right here. Don’t worry! I’m not looking. Not even
tempted.” Addi pushed the squeaking screen open and dropped the item of
clothing. “Okay, well, nice chatting with you, too.” She laughed nervously
and let the screen door drop close.
An irritating scratch stirred at the back of my mind just beyond the
curse’s cage. “I tasted her, asshat. She’s...divine.”
A dizzy wash of reality swelled through me. Addi was alive. She’d
survived an encounter, the first person to have done so in well over a
century. But only because the beast of Blackwater Manor wasn’t done with
her.
“Too late to stop it now. I’m going to take what I want, and it’s her,” the
beast promised.
“You’ll not lay a finger on her,” I hissed.
“Finger? No...I have claws, all the better to destroy her. And that’s
exactly what I’ll do the next time. I’m going to ravage that sweet little body,
but the best part—”
“No!”
“— is she’ll be begging me to decimate her. Unlike your self-righteous
ass, who’s too scared to take what he wants, I’m not. She’ll spread those
pretty legs for me.”
I had to get rid of Addi, make sure she was nowhere near the beast!
After grasping the pants and staggering forward a few steps, I blinked
into the bright swath of daylight that fell across the side of the house.
Fueled only by a spike of rage, I ripped the jeans onto my legs and fought
back exhaustion as I made my way across the porch.
“Do you have a death wish or something?” I shouted, banging the back
door open as I stormed inside the kitchen. “Did I not make myself clear
when I told you not to go outside after dark?”
“How did you know?” she demanded, glaring at me.
Shit. Shit! I needed to lie, and fast. “I smelled your scent on my skin.
You were outside, and he touched you.”
Addi started at my words. The spatula in her hand moved, hot bacon
grease dripped onto the hardwood floor.
“You didn’t think I would find out?” Good. She’s bought it. She didn’t
know I had to watch that monster lick blood from her, helpless to stop any
of it.
“I met the beast last night,” she drawled. “Pleasant fellow. No harm
done.”
My jaw fell to the floor. She didn’t see it! I clenched my fists to resist
the urge to shake her. “This isn’t a game! Only Fate knows why you aren’t
dead!” I slammed the door closed. The walls rattled with the force.
“I touched you, and I was fine!” Addi fisted her hands on her hips. The
cloth she wore as an apron would have been cute if I wasn’t spitting mad.
That stance, one I was not accustomed to, declared war. She wasn’t going to
put up with my shit.
“He’s not to be trusted,” I snarled low, prowling closer. “Whatever the
hell you did, whatever game you thought to taunt it with, don’t ever do it
again. Keep all the doors and windows shut, and don’t ever go out there.”
“That’s not going to work, because I need to work with you. As man
AND AS BEAST!” Addi got right in my face. “The sun wasn’t even down
all the way—care to explain that?!”
I shook my head in disbelief. “Oh, so you’re calling me a liar, too?
Great, just fucking great!”
“You don’t believe me,” Addi snorted, the nervous tick making her pull
at the necklace on her throat. “You don’t believe it was still daylight?”
Was it the stroke of sunset? Did he seize control moments early during
the twilight? In the midst of the battle, it wasn’t as if I kept a watch and
recorded the exact millisecond I lost control.
“It doesn’t matter. Sunset is a state of being to this curse, not a precise
moment. The fact remains you’re beyond lucky that the monster didn’t
eviscerate you.” In the span of the yelling match, we’d gotten quite close.
Now, her flushed face was within a hair’s breadth of my own. Suffused in
wrath’s beautiful bloom, she was...enchanting. I wonder what those lips
taste like.
“Well, get a load of this. The ‘beast’ isn’t some other being. It’s you!
You’re in there, and it’s you controlling it. We had a moment, and it was
charged in a way a decent gal like me shouldn’t experience. But besides
that, you were...protective. Sweet. You brought me flowers, for crissakes!”
Her words rocked through me, extinguishing the mad desire to kiss her.
My spine snapped straight. “That villain is not me.”
Shaking with wrath, I marched past her. If I had to stay there and hear
any more of those putrid accusations, it wasn’t going to be pretty. I
wouldn’t answer for the consequences.
The blast of cold water from the showerhead was no help. I replayed the
fiery woman’s words over and over in my mind. The force I used to shut the
water off left the lever in my hand. Dammit all to hell!
Just another thing I would have to fix around here due to my temper.
I stormed out of the shower and dressed quickly. Hair still wet, I
pounded down the stairs.
Breakfast was warming on the stove, and Addi sat at the table, hands
folded and waiting. She looked up, and if her lashes sparkled with moisture,
I pretended not to notice.
“Get anything you need and meet me out back,” I barked.
“Where are we—what are you talking about?” she stammered.
“I’m taking you to Svet. Since this was all his great idea, he can be
responsible for you!” I snatched my keys out of the junk drawer.
I turned around and that lithe body stood in front of the door, blocking
my exit. “No.”
“Addi—get in the damn truck.”
“No, Miro!”
Addi stepped forward. Her palms smacked into my chest, and a burst of
energy wracked through me. My breath whooshed from my lungs. If she
felt it too, she didn’t say.
“I’m not leaving! I’m here for a—for a reason,” she said, her voice
cracking.
I gripped her fingers hard. The anger was fast fizzling and leaving the
skeletal etchings of fear on my heart. “I won’t have another innocent’s
blood on my hands, do you hear me?”
“You didn’t hurt me last night!”
But I could have. “There was blood—”
“Because I fell into a rusty old nail. You surprised me, that was it.”
“The beast,” I ground out. “The beast is ruthless, bloodthirsty. Its malice
knows no bounds.”
“You didn’t hurt me,” she insisted.
As we’d argued back and forth, her warm breath brushed on my skin.
The floral body oil she wore cocooned me in its fresh scent. That foreign
feeling flared to life again. This time it was easy to name—desire.
Seven hells, she was beautiful.
Chest heaving, she fumed, vicious grey eyes glaring up at me, meeting
me measure for measure. Addi seemed completely unaware that we were so
close. That I was a hair’s breadth away from kissing her.
But I couldn’t kiss her. Not after fighting with her. Could I?
Before I could decide, she took a shuddering inhale and stepped back.
“Eat your breakfast and rest. I’ve made an herbal tea to help speed the
healing process if you have any injuries.” Her voice did that thing where it
raised because of the unspoken question in her words.
There was a moment I considered agreeing. A moment where I could let
her win this struggle.
But that was not how this was going to happen.
Dropping down, I grabbed Addi around her waist. “Sorry, red. This is
for your own good.”
“You big, stupid man! Put me down!”
Those little fists smacking into my back were...cute. I smiled, especially
after realizing that her ass was right next to my lips. What a beautiful sight.
“Are you staring at my butt!” Her shriek was too piercing for this early
in the morning.
I grunted. “No, ma’am.”
“Liar!” she seethed. But the word didn’t pack as much of a punch as she
probably wanted it to.
Chapter 9 – Adélaïde
Trapped by a brute made of two hundred plus pounds of cranky muscle,
there was no hope of escaping from the truck cab. Fuming on the bench
seat, I chewed on what to say, how best to play this change in situation.
Miro didn’t believe me. I might be a lot of things, but a reckless liar had
never been one of them. Having direct access to the beyond and always
seeing what would happen chased away the need to leave things to chance.
There was no tricking Fate with my visions. They might be snap shots, but
when I saw them, they happened.
The beast wouldn’t kill me. I would survive until the blood moon.
A horrible, sinking feeling had been weighing in the back of my mind
since before dawn. Although I couldn’t explain why, I was cautious about
leaping to conclusions about the monster. That was why I’d been damned
and determined to fight for him, even with the scant knowledge of the beast
at my disposal.
He called himself Miro.
He brought me flowers.
The skin of my arm tingled at the memory of his rough tongue. The
beast had been primal, possessive. If Miro had a minimum of half those
masculine traits, it was something I could work with.
My lip twitched. I knew exactly what I needed to say to the grump
driving down the back country road. It might be a gamble that ended badly,
but I had to try.
“Are you sure you want to drop me off at your brother’s?” I asked,
sounding as innocent as possible.
The muscle in Miro’s stubbled jaw pulsed.
“Are you sure you want another male protecting me? Watching over
me? Caring for me?” I dropped my voice and let a little seduction filter
through it.
Miro shifted in his seat. He flicked a black glance in my direction and
ground out, “I know what you’re doing, and it’s not going to work.”
“What?” I lifted my hands innocently.
“You’re trying to make me jealous. It’s not going to work, red.”
Strange. Wasn’t he the one trying to set me up with that very same
brother? Because he thought I was flirting? I shifted in my seat, hands
clenched tightly in my lap. “So sue me for trying to stay at the epicenter of
this mess,” I grumbled. “I’m supposed to be helping you—how am I going
to do that if I’m tucked away at your brother’s?”
“How are you supposed to help me if you’re dead?” Miro rasped,
knuckles white as he gripped the steering wheel.
That deflated my resolve ever so slightly. I chewed on my bottom lip. I
couldn’t promise him that I would stay indoors. Hell no! Not after meeting
the beast. I might not have gut reactions, but I knew it stood within good
reason that if I was going to get to the bottom of this, I needed to speak to
the monster again.
Before I could respond, Miro spoke again. “Do you know what it’s like?
To lose control...to that thing?” There was a painful edge in his voice. It
filled the inside of the vehicle like a desperate plea.
“No, I don’t,” I confessed.
“I shut him away every morning, but I can’t get rid of his terror. I have
to live with his destruction. My pack has done everything in their power to
protect the world from him. And yet there’s no escape for me.”
I opened my mouth, thought better of it, and clapped it shut.
“Addi, I can’t let him hurt you too.” The gruff tone was heartbreaking.
Miro was such a strong, virile specimen. For him to break like this was
almost enough to have me agreeing.
Almost, but not quite. “Miro, I live until the blood moon. Don’t banish
me—let me do whatever it is I came here to do.”
There was a long pause, and I hoped my words were sinking in. But
with a shake of his head, Miro kept driving deeper into the swamp. The
waters of the bayou lapped the edge of the road, threatening to wash away
the dirt. Trees towered over the clumps of soggy land they ruled.
Everything was lush and green. It made the air almost murky.
As I watched the swamp rush past through the window and tried to
weasel my way out of this, the road took a sharp turn. Through overhanging
trees, whose branches created a canopy over the road, a neighborhood of
houses sprawled out of the clearing.
“Welcome to the Blackwater Pack,” Miro said, sweeping a hand toward
the community.
There were more houses than I could count. The large, open aired pole
barns were devoted to more artisanal pursuits rather than commerce. It felt
like a self-sustaining neighborhood. A little ecosystem of monsters tucked
away in the backwaters.
Who knew a werewolf village thrived in the swamps beyond New
Orleans?
We turned left and headed down the main street. At the end of the road
was a single-story rambler. The landscaping wanted attention, not that it
was unkempt or overrun. It was nonexistent. My eye for design
immediately wanted flowering shrubs to line the small front stoop while
smaller plants would intersperse along the length of the house. In between
the three large windows to the right would be perfect for trellises and
climbing flowers.
The truck slid into the drive, and Miro cut the engine. Without a word,
he cracked the door and left. Mumbling a string of grievances under my
breath, I followed.
“I’m not done with this conversation, just so you know. Not by a long
shot,” I snapped.
A grunt was my only reply.
I stormed after Miro as he went around the house, where we found a
shirtless Svet chopping wood. How did he know his brother was back here?
I cocked my head and looked between the two. The answer came almost
immediately. I was amongst supernatural beings who were part animal,
which meant their senses were stronger than my own. Their hearing, smell,
and sight were heightened. And probably their taste. The ghostly caress of
that monstrous tongue skittered over my arm once more.
“Good morning,” Svet drawled, swinging the axe up to rest the long bar
across his shoulders. “To what do I owe the pleasure?”
I crossed my arms and glared at my fake mate. “He’s trying to get rid of
me.”
At the same time, Miro barked, “This isn’t going to work.”
Svet let out a low whistle. “Trouble in paradise already. That must
be...some kind of record or something.”
The tension rolling off Miro was tangible. My fingers itched to reach
out and run along the length of his arm. I stopped myself, puzzling at the
desire to calm him. The craving to connect to him physically easily trumped
the flares of pissed off energy.
But the males were already spitting venom, so I shoved that
wonderment down and focused on their hushed verbal spat.
Without meaning to, we’d gravitated toward one another again. Our
little triangle became decidedly Isosceles in shape—my mate and I standing
close and facing down his brother. I could feel the heat Miro emanated,
smell the woodsy aroma of his natural scent. It was...distracting.
“At least speak to Bogdana—this is progress, Miro!”
“You rotten idiot, you want her to get killed?!” Miro snarled, crossing
his arms viciously over his chest.
“I won’t die before the blood moon!” I nearly shouted. “How many
times do I have to tell you?!”
Svet cut his hand through the air. “Quiet, both of you!”
I jerked in surprise at his harsh decree, but Miro cursed under his breath.
“You’ve got to be shitting me.”
“She’s been extra troublesome lately,” Svet groaned under his breath.
“This wasn’t how I wanted her to find out.”
“Too late for that,” Miro growled.
Looking to the next yard over, I saw an ageless woman with perfectly
coiffed dark hair coming our way, a basket of baked goods on her arm. A
second woman, with midnight hair curling to her waist and flawless movie
star makeup, trailed behind. She wore a crop top flannel and short shorts.
Tall, busty, and my worst nightmare manifest. It didn’t help that she was
damn near glaring at me.
“Remember, you two are a couple. For Fate’s sake, put your fucking
arm around her, little brother!” Svet’s hiss was barely audible.
“Hello!” the lady with baked goods called out. “Natasha and I did some
baking today and thought we’d pass some out.”
“That’s very kind of you, Queen Astasia,” Svet responded, voice as if
butter would melt in his mouth.
At the word queen, I tensed. A million questions fluttered through my
mind, but I didn’t dare ask them. In the space of a moment, Miro was at my
side, our bodies closing the distance naturally.
The long-haired woman, Natasha, didn’t miss it. Something dangerous
sparked in her bright blue eyes as she watched us.
“Who’s your guest, alpha?” Astasia looked to Svet.
“My lady queen, this is Addi. She and Miro have been keeping a secret
for quite some time now, and they’re finally ready to go public with their
relationship.” It was clear Svet was getting too much pleasure at his
brother’s expense.
“Miroslav! How could you not tell your stepmother?!” Astasia swayed
forward and slapped her palm dramatically on her generous chest.
I bit my tongue so as not to laugh. What a phony.
“Oh, come, lady queen, you know I’m a private person,” Miro
grumbled.
“But we’re family!” she gasped. “I should have known you had a
girlfriend, my son.”
“Wife.” That one word fell from Miro’s lip as a single, frosty flake of
snow.
Astasia gasped.
“It’s true, they’re mated...and married, since she’s a human,” Svet
confided, rubbing his hands together in glee.
That was my cue. I held up my left hand, making the rock sparkle in the
sunlight.
Natasha stumbled. Too focused on her mother, I almost didn’t catch it.
Noticing my attention, Natasha pierced me with a glare. A few moments
ago, I would have chalked her looks up to jealousy. But since this was some
relation, sister or half-sister or stepsister, maybe it was just familial concern
and protectiveness. Or maybe werewolves were more incestuous
supernatural beings? My gut flipped at the thought. Still, the anger had
quickly overshadowed any displays of weakness.
“We must forgive my brother his loner ways, lady queen,” Svet minced,
a smile carved across his whole damn face. “But rest assured you are the
second person only to me who knows. And I found out just the other day, so
it’s not as though you’ve been singled out. Miro has kept this delightful
secret to himself.”
“And...you know what he is, Addi?” Natasha demanded.
“Cursed? I’m aware,” I beamed. To show my support, I slid my hand
into Miro’s.
Electricity crackled from the touch. I wasn’t prepared for the strong
reaction, and it left me breathless and fighting to maintain my composure.
Did he feel that too? I glanced up, but there was nothing showing on Miro’s
stony face. His dark eyes shifted away before I could get a read in their
black depths.
“It’s so nice to meet you both,” I gushed, holding out my right hand to
shake theirs. Miro didn’t leave my side but kept pace with me as I took
three steps forward. A warm feeling fluttered through my chest at that. It
helped balance me for what I knew was coming.
As I shook the queen’s hand, I saw the woman’s worst sins in bursts of
yellow. She’d had an affair right after marrying the late king, Vitslav. It was
gross but harmless. She did mourn the late alpha’s passing, and her feelings
of devotion for the stepsons were genuine. As the vision of the past faded
and reality lost its yellow hue, I noted the red band she wore on her arm.
The garnets inlaid in gold gleamed in the sunlight. Odd that she wore
tokens from her lover, but I wasn’t about to ask her about it.
When I clasped Natasha’s hand, it wasn’t a glimpse of the past Fate
chose to send me. This time, it was a puzzle piece from the future. Natasha
was ruthless and she hated me. We were grappling on the ground, and she
landed a blow.
Oh, shit. That was going to hurt. A foretaste of the pain was already
searing between my shoulder blades, and I bit my tongue to keep back the
whimper. I dropped Natasha’s touch and found myself shrinking backward.
Right into Miro’s hard form. A rush of relief and solid warmth flowed
through me. There was no escaping that brutal encounter. My visions
always came true. Natasha was going to hurt me in the future. I wanted to
sob, because there was no avoiding or changing my fate.
As if sensing my distress, Miro’s fingers tightened before he released
my hand and wrapped an arm around my waist.
Dropping his nose, he nuzzled behind my ear. “Let’s go inside.”
Svet and Astasia stopped their conversation to say goodbye. Natasha
merely flicked a manicured eyebrow at me. Without letting go, Miro guided
me into the house. The sensation of having strength to lean on was a new
and welcome change. I could get used to this.
Chapter 10 – The Man
“What happened?” The words were out of my mouth the moment the door
slammed behind us.
Addi’s pulse was racing. While she tried to hide her distress behind a
nonchalant shrug and cute smile, she wasn’t fooling me.
“Adélaïde.”
She flinched. “I hate my full name.”
I cocked my head to the side. “Really? It’s...enchanting.” Decadent.
The shiver that raced over her flesh had my blood warming, and dark,
dangerous thoughts surged in the back of my mind. How pretty would it be
to see that shiver over her entire body?
Pushing those thoughts away, I took a step, crowding into her space.
“You didn’t answer my question.”
Addi pursed her lips. “I saw a piece of the future when I touched
Natasha.”
Her voice chilled me. “And?” I prompted.
“She’s going to hurt me, and it will suck. But what are ya gonna do?”
Addi tried to laugh it off with a generalization.
A blast of protectiveness overwhelmed every other thought in my mind.
“I won’t let her.” I ran my hand up Addi’s forearm. “None of the pack
will hurt you, Addi. The only danger for you here is the beast.”
Addi dropped her gaze to where I still touched her. Lifting her eyes,
there was deep sadness in those stormy depths. “You still don’t get it. The
glimpses of the future aren’t complete, but they always come true. That’s
how I know that you won’t kill me if I talk to the beast—if I do it now.”
“And that’s because I’m not letting you anywhere near the monster,” I
insisted. Why couldn’t she see that?
A frustrated growl on her lips, Addi tried to push me. Her palms pressed
futilely against my chest. It was cute. “You don’t get it! I can’t be killed
before the specific point in time.”
With an exasperated outburst, I spun around and stomped to the fridge.
Ripping it open, I reached for a beer at the same time Svet stormed into the
house. Still fucking shirtless. I couldn’t help it; I snuck a glance to see if
Addi was drinking in the sight.
She wasn’t.
Her smoldering glare was directed straight at me.
Before I could contemplate the relief that rushed through me, Svet
spoke. “Well, that went well! The whole pack will know you two are an
item before noon. And Astasia’s supporters will hate your guts. But! We’ll
deal with any treachery.”
“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I grunted. That plot of my brother’s was
the icing on this shit cake situation. “Want a beer?”
“At ten in the morning? Sure....” Svet drawled.
“Addi?” I asked, holding a bottle between my fingers.
“No, thank you, I can’t drink.” She flashed me another smile and folded
gracefully onto a kitchen chair.
“Lots of supernaturals don’t abide by the human drinking age—” Svet
began to say.
“That’s not why I don’t drink,” Addi quickly responded, finger running
against the chain of her necklace.
A headache pulsed along my temples. It was hard to be properly
curious. I was starving, having run out of the house before I ate the
breakfast Addi made. On top of that, I desperately needed sleep.
“Nat was jealous,” Svet teased, continuing the stupid thread of
conversation. He tipped his bottle back.
I slammed the cap off mine by means of the counter’s edge. “She
doesn’t like me, just the idea of the crown,” I grumbled.
“They dated,” Svet explained. He probably thought he was being so
helpful. “Of course, that was before Miro’s reformation.”
“That’s enough,” I barked.
“Her mother doesn’t support your claim to the alphaship?” Addi
surmised.
“She hasn’t been as privately supportive of Svet’s ascension as she is in
public. But when it comes to strength and lineage, she has no claim,” I
explained.
“Or a champion with that prowess,” Svet added.
As we talked, Addi gingerly touched the tabletop, then after a moment,
drew little patterns from the wood. I gazed at her face, watching every
emotion and thought play out over her features.
Svet waved his hand. “She’s a gold digger. Our parents were married,
and she thinks she can continue the tradition. Anyhow! How’s the curse
breaking going?”
Addi tensed, finger poised on the tabletop. “I’m being disposed of
before I’ve even started.”
Svet wheeled about, an accusatory shout ringing through the small
space of the kitchen. “Miro!”
I grunted, taking a long swig of the amber liquid. It wasn’t heavy
enough to make a meal. And because of my metabolism, it wouldn’t get me
buzzed, even without food in my system.
“I met with the beast last night, and he said some interesting things.”
Addi flattened her palms on the table and finally looked up at my brother,
locking her gaze with his. “I want to continue that thread, but someone
thinks I’ll get killed.”
“You did what?” Svet choked out.
“I met the beast. I need to continue talking to him—he might know
something.” Addi drummed her fingers against the wood at a furious pace.
“Miro’s got a point about you staying away from the monster,” Svet
said, voice softening. He might be a thorn in the side as far as siblings went,
but he did care.
“Right—I get that.” Addi clenched her fists. “What Miro won’t hear is
that I tell him I can’t be killed. I’m living and thriving until the blood
moon.”
“And that’s because she’s going to stay with you.” I chucked my empty
bottle into the recycling bin. “She can’t be near my property when the beast
is roaming.”
“The beast is Miro. And he can’t kill me. I don’t die. Not right now.”
Addi was pleading, and damn him, Svet was considering her. I knew that
narrowed slant of his eyes. It was the alpha, the king of the pack, weighing
the situation and deliberating.
I let out a low growl of menace. “I’m not fucking around, Svet. She’s in
danger.”
“Let’s back up to that other thing she said.” Svet waved his hand,
squeezing his eyes shut and concentrating. “‘The beast is Miro.’ What does
that mean?”
“I don’t know,” Addi admitted quietly. “But the bit in the curse about
the duality, it sticks in my mind. Especially after what the beast told me. He
said he was Miro.”
“You talked to him and survived.” Svet rubbed his chin.
“I already said that,” Addi ground out.
“And unlike my brother, I heard you. It’s just incredible. A change from
the monster’s MO.”
“No. No!” I raged, rushing forward and getting in Svet’s face. “I can’t
have her death on my hands!”
Svet ignored me. “You’re hesitant for a seer, Addi.”
“I’m physic with a sketchy hold on my gifts. My ancestor was a
vědmák, a magic man, but whatever power was in the bloodline must have
been diluted.” She shook her head. “My mother had no gift and didn’t
believe mine.”
There was more to the story than that admission. Her voice said it all.
Curiosity spiked in my mind, but I set it aside for another time.
Another time? You’re trying to get rid of her.
“You should meet the pack’s shaman. Might be useful,” Svet offered.
“She knows a lot about magic, even with her own limited powers. She’ll
find your gift fascinating.”
And dammit, it brightened Addi. The smile on her face was damn near
radiant. I couldn’t stop staring at her.
“How soon can we go?” she exclaimed.
Svet opened his mouth, but I cut him off. “I’ll take you tomorrow.”
Today, exhaustion was already creeping around the corners. I needed to
rest. It was pitiful how easily I wore out, but the toll the curse exacted
couldn’t be ignored.
The smile my older brother tried—and failed—to hide irked me. I’d
played right into his hand.
“Well, you two kids have fun. I’ve got some pack things to oversee.
Thanks for the visit.” Svet moved across the kitchen, sauntering down the
hall to his room.
“She’s staying here,” I shouted after him.
“Miroslav—quit being a little dick about this.” Paused on the threshold,
Svet finally lost his cool. “How in the hell can she help if she’s here? I need
you, brother! Enough already.”
“Svet.” I fisted my hands at my side. It was suicide going against the
alpha. Not only was he older, but there was a strength that radiated through
him that none of us could match. But dammit, I was willing to brawl over
this.
“She can’t die, brother. Have some faith, and let Fate do its thing.”
“Enough,” Addi snapped. “I’m staying with you, monster. Let’s go.”
She shot out of her chair and marched through the arched opening into the
living room. Her hips swayed with their own rhythm.
“I’m a loner. I don’t want a roommate, let alone a woman, messing with
my house,” I barked. But even as I said it, I didn’t hate the idea of her
coming back with me. Of her not staying with my brother.
“Thanks,” she bit back.
I wondered what it would be like to tip her head back, taste the wrath on
her lips. Shaking my head, I followed her to the front door. I’m just horny.
Years of abstinence would do that. Except, as I watched her climb up into
my big old truck, I had to admit how damn good she looked in there.
Wrenching the door open, I couldn’t help but needle her. “What did you
think of my brother’s abs?”
“Oh my word, will you quit! I’m not interested in your brother. I will
never be! So knock it off!”
Those words made me happier than I had any right to be. “Touchy
much?” I smirked, settling behind the wheel and turning over the engine.
“You have a way of testing my temper, yeah.”
“Well, it’s in your nature to be feisty, red. Can’t help myself but watch
you ignite.” At my words, her cheeks warmed. Damn, that’s lovely....
Chapter 11 – Adélaïde
I spent the drive back memorizing the winding dirt roads that spanned the
distance between the manor house and the werewolf village. The need to
pepper Miro with questions about the pack was strong. But he seemed
drawn into himself. The reserve on his features was sad to see, especially
after the burst of teasing right as we’d pulled away from his brother’s
house. I think he’s exhausted.
That thought pulled at my heartstrings. Always the mother hen at our
orphanage, I couldn’t help myself. “Would you like me to drive so you can
close your eyes? I don’t have my license, but at the orphanage—”
“Can you drive?” he interrupted.
“I understand the concept, and I won’t go fast enough to go off the
road.” I debated reaching out and laying a hand on him, gently urging him
to give in.
Miro snorted softly. “No, that’s okay. I wouldn’t sleep anyhow.” He
quirked a smile. “Female drivers make me wary.”
“I didn’t mean sleep, just a chance to relax your eyes—what do you
mean by that misogynistic comment?” I bristled.
Miro’s laugh filled the truck cab. It was nice.
“I’m only teasing, red. You make it easy; I couldn’t help myself.”
I couldn’t force back the smile.
The light outside dimmed. The tree cover had become heavier as we
took a bend in the road. I looked up, not quite seeing the sky. The somber
change didn’t worry me.
Until Miro braked hard. Leaning forward, he peered out the windshield,
scanning the foliage.
Pulse picking up, I looked too, but didn’t see anything out of the—
A double pop was followed by a whooshing, and the truck skidded,
front end tipped down at a wrong angle.
“Shit!” Miro careened into the back, reaching for a...weapon bag. The
explosives strapped to the side were military grade.
“What is it? What’s happening?” I shouted in a stage whisper.
“We’re under attack. Someone laid spike strips on the road.” Miro thrust
a knife and a gun at me. “Can you fight?”
“No! I’m an orphan, not a warrior!” I took the weapons anyway.
Miro grunted. “Most supernaturals value combat training.”
“We did some sessions on self-defense,” I snapped.
“Not the same thing.”
“Clearly!”
“Well, that’s something we’re going to remedy—soon.” Miro armed
himself and tossed me a phone. “Call Svet, tell him we’re six miles away
from Blackwater Manor and under attack.”
With that, Miro left the car.
“Wait!” I scrambled after him as the door slammed in my face.
“Lock the door, don’t come out—”
With a flash of black, something sprang from the tree line. My heart
leapt to my throat. Miro lifted his blade to block the creature.
Shaking myself from the shock-induced freeze, I juggled the weapons
and phone.
Call Svet. The knife fell.
The phone! It slipped. I grabbed the device.
It’s simple, just dial. My fingers were thick and clumsy.
Call Svet! The screen brightened in my hand.
Time felt ridiculously long, but in reality it was seconds of fumbling. If
I’d just taken a moment to breathe, it would have been much easier to dial.
But calming the patter of my heart was difficult with the vicious scene
taking place out there.
“WRAITHS!” Miro shouted.
I snapped my gaze to his. There was a wildfire burning in those onyx
depths. It stole my next breath to see. The warrior in him was impressive.
Powerful. For a moment, I lost myself to watch the lethal dance as he
battled the creature.
And then a second hellish creature emerged from the trees. Its piercing
scream shattered my eardrums.
As if in a trance, I managed to tap into the cell and find Svet’s number,
inconveniently listed as Shithead. If it hadn’t been the most frequently
dialed number, I wouldn’t have guessed it was him. With a flicker of
annoyance, I called. The moment the line connected, I shouted past Svet’s
cheery greeting.
“Wraiths attacking. Six miles from Blackwater Manor. On the curve
with dogwood trees.”
“We’re coming. Hang tight,” Svet clipped before ending the call.
I dropped the phone into the cup holder. All I needed to do was wait.
Miro was holding his own in battle; Svet was on his way. Having a panic
attack wouldn’t help anything. Stay calm! I chanted to myself. What the hell
else was I going to do? Go into hysterics? Ha! That was for women two-
hundred years ago. Women Miro used to sleep with.
A shiver of revulsion shot through me at that. Why would I care? It
wasn’t like we were actually mated.
There was a crack behind me. The glass of the passenger window rained
down where I sat.
I spun around, drawing back as tendrilled hands shot through the broken
shards. The wraith grasped for me.
From the back of my mind, the limited training Barbara’s brother
Jackson had done with us came to the forefront. I drew my leg back and
kicked with all my might. There was a satisfying crunch as the heel of my
ankle boot collided with the face of the evil spawn.
But then those fingers shot out and wrapped around my ankle.
I screamed. The yawning maw of the brute opened wide to sink fangs
into my flesh. A wraith bite could induce temporary insanity. That was how
they liked to devour their victims. Meat flavored with raging lunacy.
Not even thinking, I pulled up the gun and curled my finger around the
trigger. A resounding shot echoed. And then repeated six times in quick
succession.
The wraith jerked back, head snapping at an impossible angle.
But those fingers were still wrapped around my ankle! They pulsed with
tremendous force.
I pulled the trigger again. The gun just clicked. I spared it a glance and
saw it was cocked open, a funny thing for a pistol to do. Stupid gun! It must
have broken.
I did the only thing I could think of. I chucked the broken weapon at the
monster.
The wraith shrieked, but then moved forward to leer at me unfazed. It
tried again for my ankle.
Choking back a sob, I struggled. My body wriggled, kicked, and bucked
as I tried to pull myself free.
And then my ankle was free. The wraith had been ripped away. I
struggled back across the bench seat, pulling my knees to my chest.
Miro buried his blade in the creature’s throat. There was a sick gurgle
before my attacker stilled. Relief spilled through me. It hadn’t bit me.
Miro shot to his feet. “Are you hurt? Did it bite you?!”
“No,” I gasped. The word was strangled.
Miro didn’t spare me a second glance but put his back to the truck. His
stance was protective. I gulped down air, trying to fill my lungs.
There was a long silence as Miro scanned the trees. Whatever was
happening, he moved away, prowling up and down the road. I crawled over
the broken glass and spoke through the hole.
“Are they gone?”
“I don’t hear anything. The swamp is returning to its normal cadence,
which is a good sign that there are no more fiends lurking about.” Miro
paused and looked me up and down. The ferocity in his gaze should have
scared the living daylights out of me.
Instead, it warmed me with promises of safety.
That display of protectiveness momentarily went to my head. I’d never
been looked at as if I was something precious to someone. And that was
exactly how this werewolf was staring at me. Like I was fast becoming
important to him.
Funny, he was trying to get rid of me not an hour ago.
Just like that my spirits shattered. It was probably all in my head. Pack
creatures were beyond loyal. Since the pack was sheltering me as I worked
for them, it stood to reason that this was just a natural werewolf reaction to
a member of its family being attacked.
There was no way either of us was catching feelings. Or, at least, not
him. This was all fake.
Still, that thought made me strangely sad. For about three more seconds,
and then the squeal of tires and dust exploded behind us. The cavalry had
arrived.
Chapter 12 – Adélaïde
As the shadows of late afternoon fell, I was on my eighth cup of
chamomile. Miro and I hadn’t exchanged a single word after Svet arrived.
The spike strip was cleared, and the pack escorted us to Blackwater Manor,
the two of us in Svet’s car. The truck would be towed back to the pack’s
village, where they’d put new tires on the front. Miro had gone straight
upstairs. I cleaned up the remains of the cold, gross breakfast, made my first
cup of tea, and curled up with the books in the library.
The rest of the day had been ridiculously calm after the volatile events
of the morning. But it was exactly what I needed.
The book was a collection of theses on supernatural species. I focused
mainly on the pack types and skin changers. What most people referred to
as wolf shifters were actually lycanthropes. It came from Greek roots and
meant wolf-human. Those were beings who could shift into adorable, albeit
vicious, wolves. They didn’t talk in wolf form, not with human speech. That
was something new I’d never realized. The man upstairs, a werewolf, came
from Old English. He was a wolf-man. When he shifted, he became a
fearsome hybrid. Both man and wolf. And yes, capable of speech.
Except, Miro was far from normal. Something about the curse made
him unable to shift during daylight and forced a shift at sunset. Last night
the sun hadn’t set. It was still light out.
The detail was something I would account for tonight. The technical
time would be 8:03 p.m. But a fast search on the internet told me that there
was nautical twilight, astronomical twilight, and civil twilight. My head
swam with numbers. Either way, I’d promised Miro I wouldn’t go outside
after sunset.
But it didn’t mean I couldn’t talk to the beast from the safety of the
house.
As the day wore on, I’d stacked quite the pile of books beside the
armchair. The green damask piece of furniture was immediately my spot. In
fact, this whole room was now my domain. This wasn’t the scene of the
castle library from Disney, but this beast did have incredible floor to ceiling
shelves on all four walls filled to the brim with books. There was also an
island in the middle where scrolls sprawled over the surface. There were
pigeonholes for more scrolls and tiny shelves with journals and diaries
locked behind glass on the other side of the island. The sitting area was near
the two great windows, which is where I curled up, even though the
executive desk with a leather throne sitting along the back shelves looked
equally inviting.
This was easily my favorite room, with the kitchen being a close
second. With some home décor touches, the kitchen might just surpass this
space.
Careful, don’t get too comfy. I sighed. This house was...perfect. A little
work, and it could be a home.
“Such a sigh,” Miro observed from the doorway. His voice was granite
on granite. It matched the disheveled hair and scruff darkening his chiseled
jaw.
I refused to admit how sexy he looked.
“Morning,” I chirped, closing the book around my fingers.
“Hi.” He pulled on the back of his neck, fingers gripped tightly around
it.
“Did you sleep?” You look dreadful. There were deep circles under his
black eyes.
“Yeah, I got a solid couple of hours.” Miro jerked his chin at the
bookstack. “Anything catch your eye?”
I shrugged. “Just bolstering my education. I’m going to be an expert on
pack life by the time I’m done here.”
A distracted smile turned up one corner of his mouth. My chest
tightened at that. But I couldn’t explain it even if I wanted to.
“Hungry?” Miro asked, something flashing in his black eyes.
“I could eat.” I slid a torn piece of scrap paper in the book and rose.
I followed him into the kitchen, and we began the careful dance of
preparing a meal without invading each other’s personal space. As we
chopped vegetables for a salad and took out marinated steaks, neither of us
said a word. It was all too easy to lose myself to the fantasies of my
imagination. The bare necessities for cooking were here. Without meaning
to, I imagined a new cupboard system with better countertop designs.
Modern farmhouse chic. There was a formal dining room through the
opposite door with a butler’s pantry between. I could see the room lit with
candles, baked goods lined up and side dishes in fancy serving containers. I
would handmake fresh winter garlands, which would perfume the air with a
fresh, holiday scent.
“Are you okay?” Miro leaned against the counter.
As my cheeks suffused with heat, I realized to my horror that I’d been
staring wistfully at the butler’s pantry and dining room, my fingers
clutching my throat as I once again sighed about the daydream. “I’m fine,” I
said, voice unnaturally high.
“You looked happy. Care to share?” Miro’s voice dropped, soft and
coaxing.
I met his gaze.
And immediately lost myself in those depths. His irises were so dark,
they nearly melted into the pupils. They were such a contrast from the
beast’s bright rings of dark yellow. I would have to ask him if that was
natural, the change in color when a werewolf changed forms. But for now, I
answered his question.
“Just imagining the thing I want most, and someday will have.” The
words were too forced. Too cheery.
“Oh?” Miro had moved closer. Or maybe we both had. Either way, he
was tucking a strand of loose hair behind my ear. “And what is that?”
“We only just met, wolfman. I’m no expert on relationships, but secrets
that deep are definitely month three or four conversation material.”
“Why?” he purred.
I shrugged. “I guess because they could scare the other person away at
the beginning.”
“Well?” he mused. “Since we’re not actually a couple, what do I have to
do to earn the right to hear those deep, sacred thoughts?”
Holy hell. My heart nearly exploded. This was too much! The way he
looked at me was intense. And when did he wrap his fingers around my
waist and draw me against his body? Damn. That body with all that corded
muscle mass was as hard as I’d imagined it.
“What—what did you say?” I rasped, licking my suddenly dry lips.
Miro’s gaze cut to the action. Hunger flashed through his dark eyes.
“Am I able to earn your trust to hear your most sacred thoughts?”
“Possibly,” I whispered. “But only if you’ll return the same in kind.
Trust takes both sides to build a bridge.”
A dark chuckle rattled through his chest. “Deal.”
We stood like that, lost in the moment.
Until the damn skillet began to smoke from the olive oil heated for the
sliced summer squash. With a yelp, I pushed away from Miro. He seemed
to snap out of the trance, because he stormed around, grabbing the steaks
and slamming the back door as he went out to the porch where a grill leaned
against the house.
I watched him through the window as I remedied the olive oil situation.
We’d had a moment. It wasn’t fake. Do I really want to pursue that thread?
It could be disastrous. Sure, there was an attraction between us. No use
denying it. But with how convoluted this situation was, mixing business
with pleasure seemed disastrous.
Adding a quaint touch with the way I folded the paper napkins, I set the
table. Miro came back inside with the steaks right as I finished. He set the
covered container down, letting the meat rest on slabs of butter.
“That looks...nice.” Miro pulled at the back of his neck.
“Thanks.” I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth. The familiarity
from that intense moment was gone. And the awkwardness in its place was
doubled.
We folded into opposite chairs and dished the salad. I fidgeted until
Miro looked up from stabbing his fork.
“Something the matter?” he asked, voice carefully neutral.
“I’m going to—” I coughed, clearing my throat.
“Yes?”
I rested my folded hands against the side of the table, shifting my
fingers to make the stone’s setting quit biting into my flesh. It might be
easier to get used to this ring if it fit properly. If it was my style.... “I’m
going to say grace. I’m not asking your permission, just explaining ahead of
time, so you aren’t surprised or interrupt me by teasing, which I really
would rather not hear, and I hope you’re not an asshole like that. I really
don’t think you are, but it’s really personal to me, and you did tease me
about your brother—”
“Addi.” My name on his lips stopped the ramble. “Go ahead. I won’t
mock you for practicing a religion.”
Letting out a long breath, I murmured, “Thanks.”
Then I bowed my head. The common table prayer rattled through my
mind. When I was done, I crossed myself and looked up.
When my dinner companion didn’t comment, I started in on my salad.
Miro ate his quietly until his plate was cleared. Then he rose to serve the
steaks.
“I’m pleasantly surprised, red. You don’t have to be worried that I’ll
judge.” Miro slid the slab of meat onto my plate.
“Thank you,” I swallowed.
“To what deity did you pray?”
My knife slipped as I cut into the steak. “Um...to God?”
Miro quirked a brow. “Even amongst the humans there are many
religions. Taking into account all that us supernaturals pray to or revere as
sacred, there is no end.”
“Oh, well.” I cleared my throat. “Jackson—brother to the proprietress of
the orphanage, Barbara—lives near and serves the St. James Parish on
Jekyll Island. The residing priest, Father Juan, was a central part of our
lives as children. While Barbara didn’t push her Roman Catholic beliefs, I
did end up going to mass here in New Orleans at St. Patrick’s on Camp
Street with her every Sunday.”
Miro chewed his bite, nodding his head in consideration.
“What?” I groaned.
“It suits you.”
“What?! What the hell does that mean?” I nearly squeaked.
My outburst had a grin cracking across his lips. Damn...but it was
beautiful. Whereas his brother smiled easily, this was genuine and really
captivated me, coming from the tormented soul that sat across from me.
“Your faith. It’s another puzzle piece that falls right into place to make
up the bride I’m making an effort to get to know. Because, you know, we’re
supposed to be intimate.”
I snorted to hide how that crazy word made me truly feel. “You call this
making an effort? You spent all morning trying to get rid of me.”
“It happens.” Miro shrugged. Before I could comment a stillness fell
over his body. “That reminds me; tonight, you must swear to me that you
won’t go outside.”
I pursed my lips. “I can’t do that, Miro.”
“Addi,” he warned. “You’re going to swear. And if you break the rules,
there will have to be some kind of punishment.” His lips purred over the
word.
“Look, I don’t want to fight you.” I held up my hands. “But I need to
talk to the beast again. I was thinking—” I raised my voice to be heard over
his protest “—can I open the door, or even a window? Therefore, I remain
inside, but I still get to chat it up with your hairier self?”
My attempt at humor fell flat.
Miro worked his jaw back and forth, considering me. Finally, he
stabbed another piece of meat, and before he plopped it in his mouth, he
begrudgingly admitted, “That could work.”
I hid my victorious grin behind a bite of summer squash. Perfect. That
was exactly the start I needed.
Miro finished his steak quickly and set to work ensuring the threshold
of the back door was spelled. Not a magic user himself, he knew how to
draw from the magic around us by means of the runic script he carved into
the space. Finally, with a line of chalk, he’d finished.
“When you open the door, spill salt over this line. It’s an extra measure
to help the runic enchantments. And whatever you do, don’t go out.” Miro
rose, rubbing his hands together. “Now—I’m going to require a blood oath
from you in exchange for this concession.”
I scowled. “Not necessary.”
“Oh, but it is, red.” Miro leaned forward, voice going deadly soft.
How much did I want to push him? Besides, I could break a blood oath.
It was hard as hell, but not impossible. Once sworn, I would have a strong
aversion to going against the vow. More than strong, my body would fight
it. And if we arranged for any repercussions, I would be bound to those as
well. I could always swear not to step across the salt line.
Swallowing what would be a telltale smile, I nodded. “Fine. I agree.”
It would be a simple manipulation of verbiage. If I swore not to step
across the salt line, it would leave other methods of exit available. Simple.
Forcing a fake grump on my face, I watched Miro rummage through his
drawers for something.
“I don’t have a sewing pin, but this knife is sharp enough the tip
shouldn’t leave too big a gouge,” Miro said tightly. Was that reluctance to
hurt me in his voice?
“Get on with it,” I snapped.
Miro slid the blade across his own thumb, opening it wide. “Hand.”
My mouth dried.
“This really isn’t necessary,” I bit out, dramatically shooting my hand
out to him.
Snatching my hand, he gripped my palm tight. I sucked in a sharp
breath at the prick of pain. Fundamentally opposed to foul language, I