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When we lose control—a spouse betrays our trust, a villain invades our space,
the healthcare system fails us—we must take charge today so tomorrow will be
better.
It was a hot summer night in Portland, Maine—well over 100 degrees. We left
the windows open when we went to bed, hoping for a breeze. Half awake and half
asleep, I heard footsteps in the kitchen. One of the children must be sneaking a
cookie. I thought I heard the familiar clink of the glass lid on the jar, but I didn’
want to wake up.
On the edge of drifting into a deeper sleep [ heard footsteps tiptoe into my
bedroom, then tiptoe out—squeaky floorboards. From the kitchen, I heard a
strange noise, then all was quiet. With sudden awareness, I bolted upright in bed
listening. [ heard another movement in the kitchen. “Oh My God,” 1 thought,
“there’s someone in the house. Are my children all right?” Ever so slowly, as my
feet touched the floor, reaching down, I unhooked my guide dog, Wicket, and
crept softly toward the bedroom door. Wicket stayed right at my side. Just as I
reached the threshold of the doorway, I slipped my hand around the door mold-
ing and flicked the kitchen light on.
Suddenly, T heard a scream as my five-year-old daughter, Lisa, barreled into me
yelling, “There is a man in the kitchen!” I felt Wickets fur go by my leg, and then
all hell broke loose.
2 Behind Our Eyes
we live at 12 Myrtle Street, second floor, in Portland. I have a baseball bat, and he
is not going to hurt my mom or my sister.”
Relieved that Christopher had answered the officer’s questions, I took back
the telephone. “There is a man in my kitchen and my dog is holding him at bay
and I have two very frightened children,” I told the officer with a great deal more
composure. The dog’s growls seemed to get deeper, and I could hear the snapping
of his teeth.
“Don’t you try to move,” threatened Christopher holding up the bat.
Tightening my arms around him, “Down, hero,” I said.
“Mrs. Gilmore, someone is on the way,” the police officer said in a reassuring
voice, “T will keep this line open until the officers arrive. Can you tell me—does
the intruder have a weapon or is he armed with anything?”
“Christopher,” I pleaded, “Can you see from here? Does he have any type of
weapon?”
Christopher responded, “No, Mama, I don’t think so. He’s standing between
the cabinet and the refrigerator. He's sweating like crazy, and he’s got his hands
over his ears. Mama, he looks scared Wicket is going to bite him.” I repeated what
Christopher told me.
“I will continue to keep this line open,” repeated the officer.
We felt a moment of relief, knowing the police were on their way. “Mama,”
Christopher whispered, “He's starting to move. I bet he wants to get away.”
Wicket, secing this movement, suddenly lunged forward, giving three fero-
cious barks. I could hear the sound of his snapping teeth. “Get him away! Get him
away! He’s gonna kill me!” he screamed.
Suddenly, whether from anticipation or fear, silence prevailed. I could hear the
ticking of my kitchen clock, as well as traffic in the street below. The refrigerator
motor kicked on. Every muscle in Christopher’s back tightened. I hugged him
closer to meas he raised the bat in his hand, whispering, “I'll protect you and Lisa,
Mama.”
In the distance, I could hear sirens wailing, then I heard the sound of car doors,
S]an]ming, heavy fUU[S:CPS in the Stairwcll, and a 10ud banging at ‘ny Fr[)nt dUUr.
Christopher bolted out of my arms and ran to answer it. Doing as he had been
taught, he asked, “Who is i?”
“Portland Police Depar[ment,” boomed a voice from the other side.
Christopher opened the door wide to let the officers in. There seemed to be
mass confusion as two police officers entered the kitchen.
My daughter Lisa, squeezing my waist tight, burying her face in my nightgown,
in a muffled voice asked, “Mama, They've got guns. Are they going to shoot us?”
4 Behind Our Eyes
I couldn’t find my voice, but I patted her shoulder reassuringly. Finally, I leaned
down and whispered, “No, sweetheart. They’re here to help us.”
The roar in my ears became louder. My legs felt like rubber.
One of the police officers sized up the situation very quickly. “Ma’am, take a
seat there at the kitchen table.” Gently, he placed his hand on my shoulder, guid-
ing me to the chair. My daughter dragged her feet as I pulled her along with me.
Christopher came to stand at my side, bat still held tightly in hand. Evidently
the man tried to move from his position, teeth snapped and the growls sounded
like they came from a wolf instead of my gentle guide dog. The officer pulled out
a chair.
“Check out the rest of the apartment.” He ordered his junior partner.
“Call off this dog,” pleaded the intruder. The senior officer didn’t respond.
Leaving the situation alone, he began filling out his paperwork. The intruder
bcgged again, “Please get this dog away from me!”
The officer replied, “Your troubles have just started, pal, never mind the dog.”
When his partner returned, explaining that the rest of the apartment was secure,
the senior officer told him, “Cuff him.”
His partner asked, “What about the dog?”
The senior officer very quietly said to me, “Ma'am, call off your dog.”
“Wicket,” T said, “come.” Wicket obediently came around the corner of the
table, sat down, and put his head in my lap. I rubbed his shoulders and ruffled his
cars to let him know that everything was all right. “Good boy,” I whispered.
After the man was removed from the apartment, the senior officer shut and
locked the window through which the intruder had entered. “Better have your
landlord check this window tomorrow,” he suggested. “If you need further assis-
tance, just call.”
As soon as the police left, Christopher, Lisa and I pushed the refrigerator in
front of the window. I bathed Lisa, and found her a clean nightgown. We decided
to leave the kitchen light on for the rest of the night. Crawling into bed, I began
to shake from head to toe. If this was a nightmare, I just wanted to wake up.
“Mamfl, can I SICCP With yOu.:“ came a Bn-la]l VUiCC F(Um thC bcdl’o\)m dOUr.
settle across my feet. “You deserve this, Wicket. You went way beyond the call of
duty.”
My Healthcare Nightmare
Sanford Rosenthal