Dearest Juhi,

I am writing this on 8th of July,2023 and I expect you to save this

letter for future references, if any (you’ll understand when you
read the entire letter)
We’ve been having fights a lot lately. Friends have differences but
lately what we are having is distance. I can deal with the former
but I just cannot afford to let the latter happen
I might have gotten closer to you physically but mentally and
emotionally we are inching away. And that’s not our fault.
It’s the situation and honestly, I believe everything is prewritten
so whatever is happening has a bigger reason which we can’t see.
What I’m about to say holds supreme importance and no matter
what I say or do you should always remember that:
1) You are my elder sister (no ifs no buts)
2) I do respect you a lot, sometimes I might act in a way that I
don’t but I do
3) I like your concern towards me and I honestly enjoy all
those lectures but sometimes I’m drained and I can’t really
respond or react in the way you expect me to
4) My decision to do CA was because of you, you Inspire me,
you motivate me, you push me to make the right decisions
5) You care for me, you look out for me
6) You are always available for me, and will always be there for
me even without me calling out for help.
7) There are so many things I want to write but the list is never
ending and I might cry too
So, Juhi I want to tell you that I scared to lose you
You know why I talk about Lata so much? Because she was the
only person that I could connect with or should I say the only
person who could get me, the only person that was always
around me
I used to be a lonely kid but Lata changed all that she introduced
me to a world that was far from my reach. I’ve always told you
bad things about her but you should know she was nice too and
once upon a time she checked all of those bullet points too.
But when people get too close, they tend to have more differences
that’s exactly what happened between her and me
And I’m scared to because history is repeating itself, and I cannot
let that happen Juhi
This is exactly the way we both had fights and grew apart.
I cannot let you be a story for my future friends. I cannot.
So, finally ending this letter by letting you know that maybe we
might fall apart but please don’t let that be a full stop. We can
start over without grudges and since you are the smarter one you
can forgive me by remembering all the good times we’ve had and
initiate.
Don’t ever let the distance eat the bond that we have
And after you’ve read this please don’t discuss about this letter
until the time for it has come…

Humesha and forever yours,

Gauri