You are on page 1of 28

IN GEAR – A GAY MAN’S GUIDE TO STEROIDS

WHAT ARE ANABOLIC STEROIDS AND WHAT DO THEY DO? 5

HOW MANY GAY MEN ARE USING STEROIDS? 7

HOW ARE STEROIDS TAKEN? 8

THINGS TO DO IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT TAKING STEROIDS 10

COMMON SIDE-EFFECTS 12

SERIOUS POTENTIAL HEALTH PROBLEMS 14

SEX AND RELATIONSHIPS 16

MOOD SWINGS AND MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS 21

WILL STEROIDS REALLY GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT? 24

SPOTTING FAKE AND BOGUS STEROIDS 26

ADVICE ON INJECTING AND GETTING CLEAN NEEDLES 28

STEROIDS AND RECREATIONAL DRUGS 32

ADVICE FOR MEN WHO ARE HIV-POSITIVE 36

STEROIDS AND DIET 40

CREATINE 44

GETTING CHECKED OUT BY A DOCTOR 47

STEROIDS AND THE LAW 48

LISTINGS 49

3
WHAT ARE ANABOLIC Testosterone also has a
STEROIDS AND WHAT controlling effect on levels
DO THEY DO? of strength, self-confidence,
Anabolic steroids are synthetic physical aggression and
hormones which are essentially sex drive.
very similar to testosterone,
a natural hormone which For many years now, anabolic
stimulates growth and steroids have been used by
muscle development in athletes, bodybuilders and
both men and women. gym users – including,
increasingly, gay men – to
In men, testosterone aid in the rapid development
also affects male body of muscle.
characteristics such
as a deep voice and The full name for steroids is
the growth of anabolic-androgenic steroids
body hair. (anabolic steroids for short).

‘Anabolic’ and ‘androgenic’


are Greek words which
refer to the different effects
that the steroids have on
your body – anabolic
referring to the steroids’
‘tissue-building’ effects and
‘androgenic’ referring to
their ‘masculinising’ effects.
Different steroids vary in
the ratio of anabolic and
androgenic properties
they possess.

Used correctly and safely and


(most crucially) combined with
a good diet and a strenuous
workout regime, the anabolic
properties of the steroids can

5
help users develop muscle and The effects they might have HOW MANY GAY MEN body-beautiful is the image of
gain weight more quickly than on your body are, for example, choice. The attractions of using
TAKE STEROIDS AND WHY
by hard work alone. Steroids not entirely predictable. There steroids as a short-cut to
can do this by increasing the are many different types of DO THEY TAKE THEM?
The use of steroids by gay building muscles are clear.
capacity of the muscles to steroids which have many
build protein, store energy different effects. And men in London grew steadily
through the 1980s and 1990s Steroid users and doctors say
and absorb oxygen. different steroids can have that it is not uncommon for a
differing effects in different and has remained stable over
the past five years. man to be able to gain 15 or 20
The androgenic effects of people, depending on their kilos in body weight and
steroids – similar to the metabolism and their lifestyle. transform the shape of his
masculinising effects that In London and the UK, there
are now thousands of gay body within a few months.
natural testosterone has Steroids also cause many
on the male body – can different side-effects. Some men who have used steroids
as a short-cut to achieving the A recent survey of more than
increase your self-confidence, of them are very common; 700 gay men using gyms in
your sex drive and your some are less common but size, the body shape and the
muscles they want but couldn’t central London found that 100
levels of aggression and potentially very harmful to of the men had used steroids
competitiveness. Steroid your health. If you take large achieve without devoting most
of their spare time to working in the previous 12 months.
users are also able to train amounts of steroids over a
harder in the gym and long period of time you could out in the gym.
The HIV-positive men
recover more quickly from be provoking health problems surveyed were twice as likely
strenuous workouts. which may not be apparent for In 1999, a survey of men at
lesbian and gay Pride events to be using steroids as the
years to come. HIV-negative men, with half of
But steroids are by no up and down the country
found that 1.4% of gay men the HIV-positive steroid-users
means problem-free. saying they were taking
(that’s one in every 70) had
used steroids in the previous steroids for medical reasons.
12 months.

The majority of gay


Steroids increase the capacity of steroid-users appear to be in
the muscles to build protein, their 30s and 40s, but some
store energy and absorb oxygen. are in their late teens and
early 20s, and some are in
their 50s, 60s and even 70s.

The London gay scene is


dominated by clubs where
the well-toned, ‘gym-fit’

6 7
HOW ARE STEROIDS TAKEN? get lots of rest.
Steroids come in two forms: (Taking steroids
• oral tablets is not something
• water or oil-based solutions that can easily
for injecting into muscle be fitted into
(see page 28). an already
overcrowded,
Surveys suggest that more busy and
than two-thirds of gay men stressful life.)
who use steroids use
injectable steroids, such as Some gay
sustanon, deca-durabolin, steroid-users
winstrol and testaviron. might achieve
what they
The other third are taking want with
oral tablets, such as just one cycle
dianabol or one of a range of steroids.
of testosterone tablets. Others might
do more than
An average course of steroids one cycle.
(known as ‘a cycle’) lasts
between four and twelve It’s important to
weeks. For a beginner, this recognise that, after
would involve taking a regular each cycle, you need to
dose of one steroid over a give your body a break
period of several weeks, or from the steroids. This
taking overlapping courses of break is called ‘an off-cycle’.
two steroids – one (such as It should last for at least four
sustanon) to help bulk up weeks and preferably for the
muscles and then a second same length of time as the
(such as winstrol) to help cycle itself.
make the bulked-up muscle
more defined. If you don’t give your body this
break, you run a greater risk
During the ‘cycle’, it is of some of the more serious
important to train hard, eat side-effects.
well, drink lots of water and

8
THINGS TO DO IF YOU • if you are not already
ARE THINKING ABOUT a reasonably fit and
TAKING STEROIDS athletic person
It’s advisable to talk to a • if you have had
doctor about the general state problems with your
of your health before taking liver or your kidneys
steroids. Ideally, you should • if you have high
undergo tests to check that cholesterol levels
your heart, liver and kidneys • if you suffer from diabetes.
are all functioning well.
If you do decide to take
A drugs information service steroids, it is also a good idea
will advise you on how to find to consult a qualified trainer
a doctor who can perform the at your gym and also consult
tests and interpret the results a dietician. (For more about
for you. There is a steroid diet, see page 40.)
users’ support service for gay
and bisexual men in Soho in The most important and most
central London (see page 49). sensible thing to do if you are
And there is at least one even just thinking about taking
private gay doctor in London steroids is to be well informed.
who has experience of
advising gay steroid-users. The chemistry of steroid use
If you are HIV-positive, it’s a is pretty complicated, and it
good idea to talk to your HIV can take a while to get to grips
treatment centre. with the names and effects of
the different types of steroids
Whether you are HIV-negative which are available. Give
or HIV-positive, it may not be yourself plenty of time to check
a good idea to use steroids: out some of the websites listed
on page 51.
• if you are in any way
frail or sickly Perhaps most important of all,
• if you have muscular give yourself time to think
or skeletal problems about the possible unwanted
• if you have a family history and perhaps unexpected side-
of heart disease effects which steroids can have.

10
COMMON SIDE-EFFECTS The steroid-users surveyed gay men (19%) experienced SPECIAL DANGERS
Common side-effects which were more likely to be raised blood pressure while TO ADOLESCENTS
you might notice as soon as depressed than those who they were taking steroids. AND YOUNG MEN
you start using steroids weren’t using steroids, and Doctors and health workers
include: twice as likely to have PHYSICAL INJURIES usually advise that men
thoughts of suicide. DURING TRAINING under the age of 24 should
• insomnia (sleeplessness) It is not uncommon for men not use steroids. Steroids can
• feelings of ‘buzzing’ OILY SKIN, ACNE and who use steroids to cause prematurely halt the natural
or jumpiness CYSTIC ACNE themselves physical injury growth process, including the
• distorted and blurred vision Steroids cause the skin to during training. When you growth of bones.
• headaches become much more oily. This are on steroids, you are able
• indigestion and other can lead to blocked pores, to train harder and longer. The growth process continues
gastric problems spots and acne, which may be This can lead to injuries such through adolescence and the
• purple or red spots very serious, especially on the as strained and torn muscles teenage years and does not
on the body shoulders or the back. and tendons. finally stop until around the
• swelling of the legs and feet Deep-rooted spots can even age of 24.
• persistent bad breath. turn into painful cysts. You may be even more
likely to damage yourself If you take steroids before
(Gastric problems may be BLOATEDNESS, WATER if, when you begin an your natural growth period
more pronounced in men RETENTION and HIGH off-cycle, you try to train has stopped, you may end up
who use oral tablets.) BLOOD PRESSURE as hard as you were being shorter in stature than
As you build up your muscles doing before. you might naturally have been.
Nearly all of the gay when you are taking steroids,
steroid-users interviewed for as much as 20% of the bulk
a recent survey (96%) reported you gain is due to water
that they had experienced retention in the muscles. This
some side-effects. is what gives men who take
steroids a rather bloated Nearly all of the gay steroid-users
Shrinkage of the testicles appearance. The bloatedness interviewed for a recent survey reported
was experienced by 51%, does subside over a few that they had experienced some side-effects.
insomnia by 48%, depression weeks. But it is important to
after stopping taking a cycle be aware that water retention
of steroids by 25% and can lead to raised blood
raised blood pressure by 19%. pressure. Nearly one in five

12 13
SERIOUS POTENTIAL And some users take milk
HEALTH PROBLEMS thistle, a herbal remedy
Steroids can seriously affect available in capsules from
your liver, your kidneys and health food stores, to help
your heart. And they can detoxify the liver.
increase your cholesterol
levels, thus increasing your YOUR HEART & YOUR
risk of heart attack. CHOLESTEROL LEVELS
Steroids can disrupt
Steroids can also cause your cholesterol levels,
serious sexual problems lowering the levels of
and can lead to infertility. ‘good cholesterol’ and
They can also cause raising the levels of
psychological problems. ‘bad cholesterol’.
The increase in
YOUR LIVER & YOUR KIDNEYS ‘bad cholesterol’
Steroids can disrupt the can lead to a
natural balance of enzymes condition known as
produced by your liver and atherosclerosis, which
lead to inflammation of the is a thickening of the
liver, jaundice and liver lining of the arteries.
poisoning. Steroids which Steroids taken orally
are taken orally are more (particularly those
likely to have an adverse which are described
effect on the liver. as ‘alpha-alkylated’)
are most likely to
Steroids will also put extra cause this disruption
pressure on your kidneys as of cholesterol levels.
your body works overtime to
deal with the waste products It is also thought that
produced by the drugs and prolonged use of steroids may
by the changes occurring in lead to heart disease. If there
your body. The importance is a history of heart disease
of drinking lots of water can in your family, it is important
not be over-emphasised to be wary of taking steroids
(see page 42). without proper medical advice.

14 15
SEXUAL PROBLEMS The development of
Because taking steroids female-type breasts (known
involves boosting the as ‘bitch tits’) can be caused
levels of the male hormone when excess testosterone
testosterone in your body, in your body converts (or
in the short term they can ‘aromatises’) into the female
increase your sex drive. You hormone oestrogen.
may feel extremely horny for
a few weeks – until your body In a recent case, a young
adjusts your hormone levels gay man developed breasts
by shutting down your natural within a few weeks of taking
production of testosterone. steroids. The risk of this
happening varies enormously
This shutting down can from person to person.
cause some short-term and Experienced steroid-users
long-term problems, such as: often take an additional
drug such as tamoxifen
• shrinking of the testicles citrate to combat oestrogen
• reduced sperm count and, in production. (Tamoxifen citrate
the long-term, infertility is commonly used as an
• difficulty in getting a hard on anti-breast cancer drug.)
and even impotence
• premature balding Premature baldness, loss of
• difficulty or pain in urinating sex drive, low sperm count
• development of and infertility are all potential
female-type breasts longer term problems for
• an enlarged prostate and, in men who take repeated
the long term, an increased cycles of steroids over a long
chance of developing period. Apart from baldness,
prostate cancer. these problems can correct
themselves, if you take an
Half of gay steroid-users extended break from steroids.
surveyed in London (51%) Taking more steroids to
said they experienced combat loss of sex drive might
shrinkage of the testicles. only make the problem worse
in the long run.

16 17
PROBLEMS FOR
YOUR PARTNERS SAFER SEX,
AND FRIENDS SEXUAL HEALTH
Taking steroids may & HIV
have a serious Steroids can
effect on your increase your
relationships with self-confidence
your sexual partner and your sex
and your friends. drive. If you
are feeling doubly
It is not unusual for horny, it may be
steroid-users to find easy to get carried
that their personality away and forget to
and their lifestyle use condoms during
change. You may be anal sex.
happy with the effects
that steroids are having Surveys have shown
on your body, and you that HIV-positive
may enjoy going out steroid-users are
clubbing and mixing with more likely to report
other men who have taken high-risk behaviour
steroids, but your partner than HIV-positive
and your friends may men who do not
not be so happy. They use steroids. The
may feel you are same may be true of
drifting away from HIV-negative men
them, or that you who use steroids.
have become too
aggressive, too Using condoms
‘cocky’ and too for anal sex is
over-confident the best way to
for their liking. avoid picking up
You may become or passing on HIV
sexually aggressive and other sexually
too, and your sexual transmitted infections.
partners may not find
that to their liking.

18 19
MOOD SWINGS & MENTAL out of control of their anger.
HEALTH PROBLEMS This phenomenon is often
Steroids can cause exaggerated known as ‘roid rage’.
mood swings and can also
cause or exacerbate mental It is not uncommon for
health problems steroids-users to be
unaware that they are losing
Many steroid-users report their temper a lot. Sometimes
an increased sense of they need to have it pointed
well-being while they’re out to them. And this lack
‘on cycle’. They feel better of awareness could lead to
about their bodies and are problems at home and at work.
far from afraid to show it.
If you are concerned about
But the feelings of your moods or your mental
self-confidence and energy health, it’s worth talking to
can give way to depression someone you trust for an
and lethargy, especially outside perspective. It could
during off-cycles. be a friend, a partner, a
drugs worker or a counselling
A quarter of gay men who service (see pages 49-51).
take steroids say they feel
depressed after they have CAN I BECOME DEPENDENT
finished a course of steroids, ON STEROIDS?
and gay men who use steroids Deciding to use steroids may
are more likely than normal to be the first step on a seductive
have thoughts of suicide. slippery slope. If they work
well for you, you may find
Sometimes the confidence yourself using a cycle of
associated with taking steroids steroids every six months or
can turn to irritability, so, to maintain and rebuild
argumentativeness or overly muscles that might have
competitive behaviour. wasted away since your
previous cycle.
Anger and mood swings
are common, and some You may also get locked into
steroid-users report feeling a desire to carry on taking

20 21
steroids over a long period BODY DYSMORPHIA, MUSCLE Anorexia is the probably the They may start avoiding seeing
of time. This will increase DYSMORPHIA and ‘BIGOREXIA’ best known body dysmorphic other people because they
your chances of facing The image of the beautiful disorder. Anorexics fail to dread the idea of them noticing
long-term health risks. body is so dominant in the eat adequately because they the 'defects'. And they may be
gay press and in many gay think they are fatter than seriously depressed when they
Long-time steroid-users clubs that it is likely that they really are. start mentally comparing their
may have difficulty in most gay men at some point body to other people’s.
stopping steroid use, in their lives go through a The type of body
experiencing cravings and period of worrying about dysmorphia suffered by Sometimes the only way to
withdrawal symptoms their body image. some steroid-users is known break out of this disorder is
(all of which are the classic as ‘muscle dysmorphia’ (also through counselling to help
symptoms of addiction). Gay men who use steroids are known as ‘reverse anorexia’ the sufferer understand
probably more concerned than or ‘bigorexia’). what’s happening and help
With steroids, these symptoms most about how they look. And him break away from it.
may be more psychological it is not uncommon for some Sufferers think they are (See listings, pages 49-52.)
than physical. But more than steroid-users to begin to suffer underweight and puny when
half of regular users who stop from what is called body the opposite is true. They
taking steroids experience dysmorphia (also known as may become excessively
physical symptoms such as body dysmorphic disorder). preoccupied with and even
fatigue, weakness, headaches seriously distressed by
and depression (which may It’s not the steroids themselves small or even imaginary
sometimes be severe). which cause the disorder; defects in their appearance.
the process of trying to get
You may get withdrawal bigger and build more muscle
pains which go away if you probably just exacerbates
start taking steroids again. the worries that steroid-users
This in itself may reinforce already have about the way
your feeling of being they look.
dependent on steroids. Half of regular users who stop
People who suffer from body taking steroids experience fatigue,
dysmorphic disorder have a headaches and depression.
distorted perception of how
they look. They think they
are smaller and thinner, or
bigger and fatter, than they
actually are.

22 23
WILL STEROIDS have the space in their busy arms and abs on a relatively
ACTUALLY GIVE YOU lives to devote to the research, slim frame, and yet they
WHAT YOU WANTED? the eating, the resting and end up putting on a lot more
Keen devotees of steroids the gym-time that they realise weight and a lot more fat
often claim that almost is required. than they ever expected.
everyone who takes them
is satisfied with the results Perhaps they aren’t prepared The body shape you want
they achieve. for the inevitable change in could prove to be very elusive.
their self-image or the changes If you want to change your
But do bear in mind that this in how they might relate to body because you want to
does not mean that everyone their friends and their partner. attract a certain type of man,
can benefit from steroids. And it’s worth asking yourself
bear in mind too that there are Or perhaps they worry that how you will feel if the look
large numbers of gay men who things might turn out very you finally achieve proves to
consider taking steroids but differently from what they be attractive only to men who
then decide not to go ahead – were hoping for. are really not your type.
for a variety of reasons.
Gay health workers who have Gay men in their late 30s,
They may have decided spent time advising men who in their 40s or even their
that their health is not take steroids say that only 50s may be drawn to taking
really robust enough to about 60-70% get what they steroids because they feel
be put under the stress are looking for from steroids. that their chances of
of a course of steroids. developing their body
Or they may feel that, The other 30% might put on naturally with hard work
for them, the idea of more fat than muscle, or put alone are starting to run out.
swallowing or injecting on muscle and weight but lose
chemicals while they it again really quickly over just If you are younger, it’s a
are going to the gym, a few weeks. Some even find good idea – before making
exercising and staying that their metabolism is such the decision to take steroids
healthy seems a bit of a that they just can’t develop – to consider the natural
contradiction in terms. their muscles any more than alternatives. If you enjoy
they have done naturally over going to the gym, then build
Perhaps they don’t want to run the years. on that. Spend more time
the risks of all the different doing what you enjoy and
physical and psychological Some gay men will set out find out what you can
side-effects. Or maybe they hoping to achieve the classic, achieve through natural
decide that they really don’t toned look with great pecs, growth mixed with hard work.

25
WHERE DO STEROIDS SPOTTING FAKE AND will come with their own bottles should be clear, with
COME FROM? BOGUS PRODUCTS packaging, labelling and no floating bits. IF IN DOUBT,
The black market in steroids There is a lot of information security features. To check DON’T BUY THEM!
has been growing since the about spotting bogus whether this has been
1970s and 1980s. In the steroids on websites which interfered with or whether Some observers say that lots
early days, most of the carry detailed information you are being sold totally of steroids available on the
steroids being used for about different products dud products, check the ‘gym market’ in London are
bodybuilding were lawfully packaging to see if it looks counterfeit and may contain
(see page 51).
manufactured drugs which legitimate. Its seals should no active ingredients at all.
had been diverted to the Some unscrupulous dealers be unbroken, and it should They may even contain
black market through theft will package and sell junior have an expiry date and lot non-sterile fluid which, when
and fraudulent prescriptions. aspirin and tell you told it’s number in different colours. injected, can cause infection.
steroids. At best you may be There should also be an (In the United States, as many
As more and more drugs sold something harmless – instruction leaflet inside. as two out of every ten lots of
were banned, many drug at worst, something which steroids sold on the black
companies stopped legitimate is potentially dangerous. Be informed about the market are diluted or fake,
production altogether, but size, colour and dosage of have no active ingredient
their products are copied Don’t buy from anyone you different pills, and be very or are contaminated, with
in factories overseas, in don’t know. Don’t buy from wary of anything unusual contamination being the
southern and eastern anyone you don’t trust. And, or unexpected. biggest problem.)
Europe, China and Mexico. at the same time, don’t trust
These counterfeit drugs your dealer to be necessarily If you are buying steroids to The SUSSED clinic in Soho has
may present greater health telling you the truth. inject, there are other things a guide to steroid packaging
risks because they are you should look out for, too. which can be consulted every
manufactured without The advice he is giving you When held up to the light, the first Friday of the month (see
controls and thus may be may be plain wrong or he liquid in vials, ampoules or page 49 for details).
impure, mislabeled or may be trying to sell you
simply bogus. something which isn’t right
for you or isn’t what you want,
Steroid dealers have been simply because he has it and
known to print their own bogus he’s got to get rid of it. Be informed about the size, colour and
packaging, fill ampoules with
dosage of different products, and be very
something like sesame seed Steroids which are made to
oil and then sell their products a reasonable standard, even
wary of anything unusual or unexpected.
as if they were genuine. in an unlicensed laboratory,

26 27
ADVICE ON INJECTING Or visit the FRANK website
at www.talktofrank.com and
WHERE TO GET look in the website’s Getting
CLEAN NEEDLES Help section.
You can obtain free injecting
equipment from drugs advice RISK OF HIV AND HEPATITIS
agencies or pharmacies which Always use only brand-new,
operate a ‘needle exchange’ sterile injecting equipment – a
scheme. Some chemists will new needle and a new syringe.
give you free equipment or
will sell it to you. Sharing any injecting
equipment (needles, syringes,
If you see this logo vials or multi-dose bottles or
in the window, bags) poses a potential risk of
you’ll know they HIV and/or the hepatitis B and
participate in C viruses being passed on.
the free, national
needle exchange scheme. Even if the equipment has not
been used for a while, it can
In most needle exchanges still contain these viruses.
you do not have to exchange
old needles for new ones. The golden rule is ‘don’t
You should be able to get use it if you’re unsure’.
a supply of new, sterilised
needles, without having HOW TO INJECT SAFELY
used needles to return. Steroids should always be
injected into a large muscle
While you are there, take the – usually the upper, outer
opportunity of getting some quadrant of one of your
free face-to-face advice. buttock, or sometimes the
thigh. The fleshiness of the
To find your local drug service buttocks helps you avoid
and also to find out which drug blood vessels and major
services act as needle nerves. Injecting an oily
exchanges, call FRANK steroid liquid into a vein
(formerly the National Drugs or an artery could be fatal.
Helpline) on 0800 77 66 00. And injecting into a nerve

28 29
could cause severe pain Stretch the skin Always dispose of used needles
and even paralysis. of site with finger carefully. You can get personal
Do not inject into your and thumb. ‘sharps bins’ (specially
arms, calves or other designed for safe disposal)
small muscles. There are Jab the needle from needle exchanges
more nerves and blood three quarters and some pharmacies. If
vessels in those muscles. of the way into you don’t have one, remove
the site at a the needle and insert it into
Blue or green needles should right angle the syringe barrel. In an
be used, as they are the right (like a dart). emergency you could use an
size. Anything smaller won’t empty drinks can or glass
go far enough into the muscle, Release the jar, but these are not ideal.
may break during use, and skin and gently
will make it hard to push the pull back To minimise the risk of
liquid in. the plunger. scarring and infection,
If there’s alternate injection sites
Use one needle for drawing no blood, and try to avoid using more
up the steroid solution from inject slowly. than 2ml per injection.
the bottle, ampoule or phial,
and then use a new one for If there is If you develop any
injecting. (The needle used blood, remove the signs of infection
for drawing up gets blunted needle and apply after an injection –
as you pierce the seal and is pressure until the temperature, redness
therefore more likely to bleeding stops and and/or pus at the
cause scarring and infection). then try another injection site – see
site. Injecting into a doctor as soon
To ensure there is no air the bloodstream, as possible.
inside, hold the syringe with into veins or arteries,
needle pointing upwards and can be fatal.
tap the side of the syringe.
Press the plunger slowly After injecting, remove
until a droplet appears on the needle and press the
the tip of the needle. site with a cotton wool ball
or tissue for 5-10 seconds.
Remove your clothing
and clean the injection Slowly massage the site
site with soap and water. to disperse the steroid.

30 31
STEROIDS AND • Stimulant drugs like E, speed
OTHER DRUGS and coke don’t create energy,
For most users, steroids are they simply allow you to borrow
only a part of their drug intake. it from tomorrow’s supply. When
tomorrow comes, it’s payback time.
Commonly, party drugs like E, So, in addition to losing weight, you
speed, coke, alcohol and cannabis might not have enough energy for
are taken throughout cycles. good, hard work-outs.

It’s worth bearing the • Drink and drugs place


following points in mind: additional strain on your liver.

• Drugs like speed and E, combined with • Remember that using cocktails of drugs
clubbing, might make you lose weight. increases the physical effects of them all.

32 33
• While club drugs might belief that the drug can a relatively safe dose
seem to be the solution stimulate the body’s either for clubbing,
to feeling mentally flat production of natural growth sex or sleeping. Now,
and worn out, in fact they hormone. Many steroid-users however, one teaspoon
will accentuate such also take it to help them could either have very
psychological side-effects sleep, which is essential for little effect or could
as depression, anxiety allowing the body to grow. be enough to make
and mood swings. The drug is thought to aid you collapse.
recovery from workouts and
• While ‘on cycle’, it would reduce muscle stiffness. Speed/amphetamine
be sensible to moderate and ephedrine.
or stop your use of other If taken in too large a dose Speed and ephedrine
drugs if you can. Those who or with alcohol, GHB can have some popularity
have existing mental health, induce vomiting, muscle among gym-goers because
heart or blood pressure spasms, disorientation, poor they give additional energy
problems, or glaucoma, co-ordination, coma and even to work out longer. They also
should avoid stimulant death. There are reports have diuretic qualities (they
drugs altogether. from nightclubs and saunas make you urinate more),
of gay men collapsing after which may help alleviate
GHB taking too much GHB or water retention (a common
(gamma-hydroxybutyrate) mixing it with alcohol side-effect of steroid use).
In July 2003, GHB was made and other drugs.
a controlled Class C drug. Caution: Taking stimulant
A prosecution for possession When production drugs on top of steroids
may attract a two-year of GHB went places extra strain on your
sentence, and the maximum underground, it liver and can exacerbate
penalty for supplying the became almost depression and mood
drug is now 14 years. impossible to swings. People with high
know how strong blood pressure or heart
Nevertheless GHB is still any particular problems should avoid
used by gay men for sex and dose of the drug taking extra stimulants, as
for clubbing because of the might be. It used should people with mental
feelings of euphoria and loss to be fairly safe health conditions.
of inhibition that it induces. to say that one
teaspoon of
GHB is also popular among GHB mixed with
steroid-users because of the water was

34 35
ADVICE FOR MEN WHO Some doctors in HIV treatment
ARE HIV-POSITIVE centres may have prescribed
Many HIV-positive gay men in steroids or testosterone
London use steroids. In fact, to HIV-positive gym users
one survey has shown that the with a view to helping them
HIV-positive men using central improve their body image
London gyms are more likely and low self-esteem.
to be using steroids that than
the HIV-negative men using If you are HIV-positive,
the same gyms. you are recommended
to speak frankly
The survey showed that half to your HIV treatment
of the HIV-positive men they centre, if you are
interviewed were using thinking about
steroids simply to increase taking steroids.
their muscle mass, for the
same purely cosmetic reasons If a doctor is
as HIV-negative men. But the willing to prescribe
others said they were using testosterone or
them for a variety of medical a steroid for you,
reasons. Many of those he or she may feel
may have been prescribed that this would be
a medically recognised steroid better than seeing
or doses of testosterone by you run the risks
their HIV treatment centre. of infections and
other health
Some of the men may have problems associated
been using steroids to with taking black
counteract weight loss and market drugs.
wasting of their muscle tissue.
This may have been caused by There are a number of
a bout of HIV-related illness extra health concerns
or, more generally, by the fact you should be aware of
that some anti-HIV drugs and and which you should
even HIV itself can cause the discuss fully with your
level of testosterone in the HIV treatment centres.
body to drop.

36
ADVICE FOR MEN WHO HIV TREATMENTS
ARE HIV-POSITIVE AND STEROIDS
Some anti-HIV drugs (in
DEPRESSION AND particular ritonavir/Norvir)
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS may interfere with your liver’s
Many men who take steroids ability to break steroids down.
are likely to suffer from This could lead to a build-up
depression and also to have in your blood of up to two to
thoughts of suicide. And, three times the intended level
since HIV-positive men are of steroids, increasing the
generally more likely to risk of side-effects. If you’re
suffer depression than on protease inhibitors,
HIV-negative men, taking
steroids could exacerbate particularly ritonavir, it may
these potential problems. be worth starting on a lower
steroid dose (say half) and
BLOOD SUGAR AND then waiting to see whether
CHOLESTEROL you get the desired effects
Both anti-HIV drugs and before stepping up your
some anabolic steroids may dose. Ideally, you should
cause variations in blood talk to your HIV doctor
sugar and cholesterol levels, about this beforehand.
leading to the risk of diabetes
and heart problems. Another protease inhibitor,
indinavir (Crixivan), has been
THE LIVER linked with kidney problems.
Both anti-HIV drugs and Creatine (see page 44) also
steroids put extra strain places stress on your kidneys.
on your liver. Together they may cause
more serious damage.

If you are HIV-positive, it’s


advisable to consult your
doctor before taking steroids

38
STEROIDS AND DIET calories per gram, If you don’t
For steroids to produce their compared to the eat enough
desired effects, a good diet and four per gram found carbohydrate,
exercise regime are crucial. in protein and you might
carbohydrate. find that
Experts differ on the your body
proportions of the different You should eat at has to start
elements, but the ideal diet least two grams using up
when you are taking steroids of protein per muscle tissue
should be made up of kilo of your to provide you
somewhere between 40% and body weight with energy,
60% carbohydrates, between every day. so your workout
20% and 30% protein and will be having the
between 15% and 30% fats. The opposite effect from
website what you want.
The proportions might be: of the
• 60% carbohydrates, Dieticians You should eat regularly
20% protein and 20% fats in Sport and and often during the day
Exercise – a series of small meals
• 55% carbohydrates, Nutrition – rather than two or three
25% protein and 20% fats www.disen.org large meals.
and in particular
• 40% carbohydrates, www..disen.org/nutrition/ Your meals should be
30% protein and 30% fats. nutrition_frame.htm – has structured around a good
a good guide to how much fat, helping of carbohydrates.
You will need to consult a protein and carbohydrate are Good sources of carbohydrates
dietician and buy a good book contained in sample portions include wholemeal bread, brown
on diet which will tell you how of a variety of different foods. rice, wholewheat breakfast
much of each of these key cereals, rice, pasta, potatoes,
elements are contained in a Carbohydrate is as important some vegetables and fruit.
wide range of different foods. as protein, because it is
carbohydrate which provides Protein is derived from meat,
The percentages need to be the energy for working out, fish, milk, peas, beans, pulses,
worked out from the number but also, crucially, provides grains (in bread, pasta etc),
of calories contained in the the body with the energy soya products and peanuts are
carbohydrate, protein and fat to transform the protein also all good sources of protein.
you eat. Fats are a concentrated you eat into the muscle
energy source, yielding nine you want.
40 41
High-protein drinks and Also, it’s good to use lower-fat protein) as well as vitamins VITAMIN AND MINERAL
supplements can also be versions of dairy foods – and minerals to circulate in SUPPLEMENTS
useful and easily consumed semi-skimmed milk, yoghurt your body and to be readily Getting the right amounts of
immediately after a workout. instead of cream. available wherever they vitamins and minerals is, of
will be needed for the course, essential. The best
Amino acid L-glutamine is the Eating a portion of oily fish muscle-building process. way to ensure that you do this
most abundant amino acid in (such as sardines, mackerel is by eating a healthy diet of
muscle tissue, so it's well or salmon) every week is a Crucially, water also helps fresh food.
worthwhile to supplement your good way to help protect to flush waste products from
diet with extra L-glutamine. against heart problems, as your system. It will help There are two problems with
these fish supply you with your kidneys to process and trying to get your vitamins
You can get your intake of fat essential ‘omega 3’ fatty acids. get rid of all of the waste and minerals from dietary
from meat and fish, pulses products from the steroids supplements in tablet or
and vegetables. Try to avoid Multi-vitamin and you are taking, as well as powder form:
saturated fats (from meat, mineral supplements the waste products from the
butter, cream etc), because are also important. development of new muscle. These supplements are not
they will increase your necessarily very readily
cholesterol levels which the In terms of both diet and Steroids can cause kidney absorbed by the body
steroids will also do. This workout plan, ideally, you damage so it’s best to At high doses, they may
could be bad for your blood should consult a nutritionist, help protect them as much actually be poisonous. For
circulation and for your dietician or qualified trainer. as possible. people with HIV, it’s thought
heart. Eggs and offal (such that high doses of vitamins
as liver, kidneys, black THE IMPORTANCE OF If you are exercising hard or A and E and the mineral
pudding) are particularly DRINKING WATER CANNOT for long periods of time in the zinc may actually harm
high in cholesterol. BE STRESSED ENOUGH! gym, you might want to drink your immune system.
You should drink at least dilute squash, a suitable sports
Poly-unsaturated and three litres of water a day drink or diluted fruit juice, If you want to take a
mono-unsaturated fats when taking steroids rather than just plain water, supplement, try a basic
(from fish, beans, pulses and (particularly orals). as these will supply some multivitamin. With any
vegetables) are healthier. Use carbohydrate as well as fluid. supplements, always follow
olive oil instead of butter for Water is a vital component in the advice on the packaging.
cooking, and choose lean the diet for building muscle, as For information specially Consult a doctor or dietician/
rather than fatty meat and muscle cells are made up of written for people with HIV nutritionist before taking
consider eating fish as often 70% water, with the rest being who are working out, visit doses above those stated on
as meat. Tuna, cod, plaice, sea mostly protein. Water allows www.aidsmap.com/events/forum the packaging.
bass, tilapia, squid and prawns nutrients such as amino acids s/forum_reports/june_2003.pdf
are all recommended. (the basic components of

42 43
CREATINE
Creatine is an amino acid, an is taken, other more
essential building block of serious side-effects
protein. It occurs naturally in can occur, such as
our bodies and can be found in stomach ulcers.
all protein foods too
(see page 40 on diet). Creatine is toxic in doses
higher than 20 grams per day.
Taken in supplement form, it It also places stress on the
has gained popularity recently kidneys, since all excess
with people who weight train, protein is processed out of the
as it increases endurance and body by the kidneys into the
energy during training and urine. Drinking about three
encourages greater size gain. litres of still water throughout
the day is essential.
That said, it is not an anabolic
steroid and does not increase In the US, there have been a
muscle growth capacity. It number of deaths attributed
is also thought to encourage to kidney failure induced by
water-retention in muscles, creatine use. If you already
providing short-term size have kidney problems avoid
growth which is quickly using creatine.
lost when use of creatine
is stopped. See also advice for those
on indinavir, page 38.
Caution: Some people Most problems people
experience nausea, vomiting experience seem to
and stomach cramps and be associated with
also need to defecate (shit) overuse. Always follow
a lot more when first taking the instructions on
creatine. If too large a dose the packaging.

44
GETTING CHECKED OUT BMA treads very carefully and
BY A DOCTOR BEFORE stresses that it is a doctor’s
TAKING STEROIDS primary duty to act in the best
More and more GPs report that interests of the patient.
they have patients who they
know to be taking steroids, and The publication states that
many confess that they are not the General Medical Council
entirely confident that they does not prohibit doctors
have the levels of knowledge from providing ‘any care or
needed to be able to advise treatment where the doctor’s
steroid users adequately. intention is to protect or
improve the patient’s health’.
In places such as Durham, the This could include needle
Wirral, Nottingham, Cardiff exchange facilities, advice
and London, where there are and guidance about steroids
drugs agencies and doctors and other drugs, counselling,
who offer support services to advice and treatments for
steroid-users, it may be easier side-effects.
to find a doctor who is willing
and able to offer health checks Drugs in Sport: The pressure
to users before, during and to perform also gives tentative
after steroid use. In London, support to harm reduction
there is one gay doctor clinics for steroid-users
running a private practice (such as those in Durham
who offers this service. and elsewhere) which offer
blood and liver function tests
The policy of the British as well as comprehensive
Medical Association and the advice on steroids and diet.
General Medical Council,
which set ethical guidelines Such specialist services,
for doctors, is that it would the BMA argues, may
be unethical to prescribe achieve harm reduction by
steroids to a patient. helping steroid users ‘attain
their desired body shape
However, in its 2002 with lower doses of drugs,
publication Drugs in Sport: or perhaps by using less
The pressure to perform, the dangerous drugs’.

47
STEROIDS AND THE LAW 2004, the maximum sentence WHERE TO GO FOR OTHER DRUGS SERVICES &
Since 1996 anabolic steroids for supplying steroids or other FURTHER HELP… NEEDLE EXCHANGE SERVICES
have been subject to the Class C drugs was raised from Your local drug service may be
controls of the Misuse of five years to 14 years in prison. GAY DRUG SERVICES able to provide a range of services:
Prosecutions for supply of sterile injecting equipment, advice
Drugs Act 1971 and are
on injecting, information and
classified as Class C drugs. steroids, however, appear SUSSED ‘Steroid Users'
support; they may even be able
to be quite rare. Support Service’
to carry out some health checks.
Drop-in support and information
This class includes At the very least, they will be
service for gay and bisexual men,
tranquillisers such as There have been calls to able to put you in touch with a
every first Friday of the month,
Diazepam ('Valium'), ban possession of steroids, 6pm-9pm, at
more appropriate service.
Temazepam, Chlordiazepoxide but there are fears that this CLASH (Central London
would push steroid use To find your local drug service and
('Librium') and Nitrazepam Action on Street Health)
also to find out which drug services
('Mogadon'). Cannabis was further underground and 11 Warwick Street, Piccadilly W1
act as needle exchanges, call
added to this class in 2004. make it more dangerous. 020 7734 1794
FRANK (formerly the National
(The service is provided in
Drugs Helpline) on 0800 77 66 00
LEGAL ADVICE association with the Hungerford
Class C drugs are considered Drug Project, part of the national
Or visit the FRANK website at
Release www.talktofrank.com and look in
to be less dangerous than drugs agency Turning Point.)
(24-hour legal information the Getting Help section.
drugs in Class A and B such helpline) – 020 7603 8654
as heroin, Ecstasy, LSD and www.release.org.uk ANTIDOTE – LGBT DRUG
amphetamines. But they are AND ALCOHOL SERVICES SOME NEEDLE EXCHANGES
considered dangerous enough Free advice, support and IN CENTRAL LONDON
counselling for gay men at centres
to be controlled.
in Brixton, Kings Cross, Lewisham HUNGERFORD DRUG PROJECT –
and Soho. Plus two gay men’s MOBILE NEEDLE EXCHANGE,
It is not automatically illegal support groups meeting in Soho. Centrepoint, Tottenham Court Road
to possess steroids. However, The Hungerford Drug Project The Hungerford Drug Project
steroids are considered to be 32A Wardour Street, Soho W1 operates a mobile needle exchange
‘prescription-only’ drugs and 020 7437 3523 Mon-Fri 10am-6pm service. The vehicle is parked
can only legally be sold by behind the Centrepoint building
DASL (Drug and Alcohol (opposite Tottenham Court Road
pharmacists to people who
Service for London) tube station). The service operates
have a doctor’s prescription. Information, counselling Monday-Friday 1pm-7pm.
and support.
Every year a small number Capital House CARAVAN NEEDLE EXCHANGE
of people are prosecuted for 134-138 Romford Road St Mary’s Hospital Site
possession of steroids. Stratford E15 Wharf Road, Paddington W2
020 8257 3068 Monday-Wednesday & Friday
www.alcoholeast.org.uk 11am-1pm & 2pm-5pm
It is against the law to supply
email: services@dasl.org.uk 020 7725 1418 or 020 7725 6699
steroids to other people. In

48 49
HEALTHY OPTIONS TEAM – SEVEN SISTERS ROAD (For listings of sexual health ALBANY TRUST
MILE END ROAD St. Mungo's Substance Use Team clinics, pick up a copy of the free 239a Balham High Road SW17 7BE
Healthy Options Team 1 Hercules Place booklet, Need Help? Advice? 020 8767 1827
564 Mile End Road E3 Seven Sisters Road N7 Information? See page 53
Monday-Friday 9am-1pm, 020 7263 3800 ext 6605/6609 for details.) WEBSITES
2pm-5pm 020 8983 4888 email: suec@mungos.org
www.mungos.org TERRENCE HIGGINS TRUST (THT) For general information:
THE SPACE KC – EARLS COURT 52-54 Gray’s Inn Road WC1 www.drugscope.org.uk
The Space KC ISLINGTON – LIVERPOOL ROAD THT counselling service www.recovery.org.uk/druginfo/
4 Hogarth Road, Earls Court SW5 Angel Drug Services 020 7835 1495, index.html
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, 38-44 Liverpool Road Islington N1 Mon-Fri 9.30am-5.30pm http://espn.go.com/special/s/
Friday 2.30pm-5.30pm, 0207 354 4777 www.tht.org.uk drugsandsports/steroids.html
Thursday 2pm-5pm (women-only) www.health.org/govpubs/phd561/
020 7373 2335 KINGS CROSS – HEALTHY GAY LIVING st3.aspx
MOBILE NEEDLE EXCHANGE COUNSELLING SERVICES http://steroidlaw.com/
DRUGLINK – SHEPHERDS BUSH Angel Drug Project Unit 34, The Hop Exchange http://www.rightdiet.net/links/
Hammersmith & Fulham Druglink Mobile Needle Exchange 24 Southwark Street steroidsinformation.html
The Old Coach House Birkenhead Street, Kings Cross N1 London Bridge SE1
103A Devonport Road Monday-Friday 6pm-9pm 020 7407 3550 For information about
Shepherds Bush W12 individual steroids:
Monday, Thursday, Friday FINSBURY PARK – PACE www.worldpharmacy.bz
10am-5pm, Tuesday 10am-6pm, STROUD GREEN ROAD 34 Hartham Road N7 www.anabolic-steroids.com
Wednesday 2pm-6pm DASH – Drug Advisory 020 7700 1323 www.steroidworld.com
020 8749 6799 Service Haringey Sexual health counsellor – www.roids.co.uk
80 Stroud Green Road Stephen Weaver 020 7697 0014 www.ironsup.f9.co.uk/index.html
BLENHEIM PROJECT – Finsbury Park N4 www.pacehealth.org.uk
PORTOBELLO ROAD Monday, Tuesday & Thursday For information about GHB:
Blenheim Project 2pm-5pm, Wednesday 4pm-7.30pm EAST LONDON OUT PROJECT www.brookes.ac.uk/health/libra/
321 Portobello Road W10 56-60 Grove Road E17 ghb.html
Monday-Friday 1pm-4pm, COUNSELLING 020 8509 3898 www.projectghb.org/english.htm
and Tuesday 6pm-9pm If you feel you need counselling www.elitefitness.com/articledata/
about drugs, contact one of the LONDON FRIEND ghb.html
NEEDLE EXCHANGES IN drugs organisations listed above. 86 Caledonian Road N1
CAMDEN AND ISLINGTON Elsewhere, one-to-one counselling 020 7837 3337 daily, 7.30-10pm For a discussion of steroid use
with a professional counsellor www.londonfriend.org.uk and the ‘gay body image’:
FINCHLEY ROAD is available through all of the www.gaypsychotherapy.com/
Response following gay organisations. HGLS PINK THERAPY SERVICES jglssgym.htm
(Community Drug Service) and PACE can offer counselling 1 Harley Street W1 www.gaypsychotherapy.com/
457 Finchley Road NW3 for gay couples. And there are 020 7291 4480 GLRbody2.htm
020 7941 1700 specialist sexual health www.pinktherapy.com
nikki.denny@rfh.nthames.nhs.uk counsellors at THT and PACE as Private therapy practice, whose For advice from a gay doctor:
well as in all sexual health clinics. website has listings of gay-friendly www.freedomhealth.co.uk
therapists all over the UK.

50 51
FURTHER READING INFORMATION ABOUT FREE BOOKLETS AVAILABLE IN GAY BARS
ANABOLIC STEROIDS AND OTHER HIV/AIDS TREATMENTS
PERFORMANCE ENHANCING The Camden and Islington Gay To get your own copies or for
DRUGS by Patrick Lenehan, OVER THE PHONE… Men’s Team produces a range information about distribution
June 2003, published by CRC Press of information booklets for gay contact David Smith on
(part of the Taylor & Francis Group THT DIRECT 0845 1221 200
Mon-Fri 10am-10pm, men. They are available free in 020 7530 3956 or email
(www.tandf.co.uk)
Sat & Sun noon-6pm gay venues. david.smith@camdenpct.nhs.uk
UNDERGROUND STEROID www.tht.org.uk/living.htm
HANDBOOK II by Daniel Duchaine,
1989, published by HLR Technical THE INFORMATION EXCHANGE
at the Chelsea and CONDOMS HIV – A GAY
Books, Venice, California –
Westminster Hospital EVERYTHING A GAY MAN’S GUIDE
available from
http://gymratz.co.uk/item113.htm 020 8746 5929 MAN NEEDS TO KNOW A fully illustrated guide
Mon-Fri 1pm-5pm to the basic facts about
USE OF ANABOLIC STEROIDS AND email: infoex@chelwest.nhs.uk HIV and AIDS.
ASSOCIATED HEALTH RISKS www.hivgum.demon.co.uk/mw2/
AMONG GAY MEN ATTENDING infoex/page1.html
LONDON GYMS by Graham Bolding, CRUISING FOR SEX HIV AND ME
Lorraine Sherr & Jonathan Elford, POSITIVELINE A guide to safer sex for The complete gay guide
Addiction, Volume 97, pages 0800 1696806 gay men who have a lot to the HIV test and
195-203, published by the Mon-Fri 11am-10pm, of sexual partners. living with the virus.
Society for the Study of Addiction Sat & Sun 4-10pm
to Alcohol and Drugs
ON THE WEB …
MEDICAL ASPECTS OF www.aidsmap.com
www.ukcoalition.org GOOD SEXUAL HEALTH KEEP IT UP
DRUG USE IN THE GYM,
www.positivenation.co.uk A GAY MAN’S GUIDE A gay man’s guide to
Drugs and Therapeutics Bulletin,
Volume 42, Number 1, January A guide to sexually staying HIV-negative.
2004, pages 1-5, published by INFORMATION ABOUT transmitted infections,
the Consumers’ Association SEXUAL HEALTH how to treat them and
how to avoid them.
DRUGS IN SPORT: THE PRESSURE WEBSITES
TO PERFORM from the British www.metromate.org.uk AIDS – A GAY NEED HELP? NEED HELP?
Medical Association, includes www.hivgum.demon.co.uk MAN’S GUIDE
... ADVICE?
... INFORMATION?
all the gay helplines, booklets, addresses
... ADVICE?
‘The medical consequences of www.freedoms.org.uk An easy-to-read ...INFORMATION?
and websites a man could possibly need

taking performance-enhancing www.aidsmap.com introduction to the A comprehensive


and other drugs in sport’, www.tht.org.uk illnesses caused credit-card sized
‘Anabolic-androgenic steroid use in www.youchoose.org.uk by HIV/AIDS and listing of gay helplines,
British gymnasiums’, and ‘The role www.gmhp.demon.co.uk anti-HIV treatment booklets, addresses
and responsibilities of doctors in www.avert.org
drugs. and websites.
doping in sport’, published 2002 by www.ssha.info
BMJ Books

52 53
IN GEAR – A gay man’s guide to steroids

Researched, written, designed and published


by the Camden and Islington Gay Men’s Team.

Special thanks to:


Guy Crawford and Carolyn Partrick of the Camden and Islington
Gay Men’s Team, Jeremy Woods, Andrew La Bray and Roy Jones
at CLASH (Central London Action on Street Health), Des Kirby at
Turning Point’s Hungerford drug project, Richard Smith at Gay
Times magazine, Dr Séan Cummings, Dr Pierre Bouloux of the
Royal Free Hospital, Graham Bolding of St Bartholomew School of
Nursing and Midwifery, and to our four models who offered their
services for free.

© Camden Primary Care Trust 2004

Text: David Smith and the Camden and


Islington Gay Men’s Team
(based on the first edition of In Gear,
written by Glen Monks)
Design: Rachel Black
Photographs: Mark Glenn
(All photographs are posed by models. No
inference should be made that any individual
model has used anabolic steroids.)
Printing: Linards, www.linards.co.uk, 01707 333 716

Camden & Islington Gay Men’s Team,


Specialist Services – HIV Prevention
Camden Primary Care Trust,
St Pancras Hospital,
4 St Pancras Way,
London NW1 0PE
Tel: 020 7530 3911
Email: tim.green@camdenpct.nhs.uk

You might also like