I hate the laziness that made me lie on my stomach and waste so many years but

I’m rotting away sleeping on this bed again I’ve been out of luck recently but this isn’t my true
strength yet I wonder how many times I’ve said that phrase now A casual hairstyle, single
eyelids on my eyes My academic levels are in the lower averages And, as you know it,
unpopular with the ladies, I dress like a third-class Please (and) thank you for your tears
We’re not honor students So I’m fine with a life-long sentence, whatever Why not be
nonsense for the rest of my life, whatever Carefree STYLE whatever whatever whatever I’m
fine with being (called) the worst and openly being a scum, whatever The night together with
sentimentality shoot rockets with suicidal thoughts To the poem with one hundred and forty
letters This is for sure going to be BAD, then why don’t I just sulk in my bed You’re just
planning to be like this forever, aren’t you The loser barks, but it might as well not even be
there The loser barks, but it might as well not even be there All he does is wait for a treat,
with his smooth-talking, and he flees as soon as sees his prey. They say lies are a means
too I’m fine without being pitied, whatever When I got hungry my motivation crumbled, so I
tapped on my phone again, I’m simply playing dead in my bed If I went and kicked the
bucket, that’d make things all the more easier on me, but if that’s the case, why am I not
doing it It's because I'm a wimp in the least bit, isn’t it
That guy everyone is talking about buzzed again, well honestly I’m pretty jealous But I’m still
rotting in bed I’ve been out of luck recently, but this isn’t my true strength yet I don’t care
what happens (to me) anymore, please help me Buddha
It’ll be nice if I’m trying my best tomorrow Because I’m fine with being lazy today, whatever