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Catch-up; Premature; Hope; Childhood development
Abstract The term catch-up forms part of discourses that surround discussions about the development of children born prematurely. However, it is a critically unchallenged term. Doctoral research explored maternal expectations that have arisen from the adoption of the term catch-up when used in relation to the development of children born prematurely. Messages about catch-up were captured from two discussion boards and two email groups that support families with children born prematurely and from 17 mothers living in the South West of England. Two major themes were identied as underpinning the discussions. The rst theme was that of paradoxical hope where the hope offered by catch-up underpinned mothers discussions around catch-up, irrespective of whether they regarded hope as aspirational or as false hope. The second theme was drawn from mothers who challenged the discourse of catch-up demonstrating a different way of thinking about their childrens development. 2008 Neonatal Nurses Association. Published by Elsevier Ltd. All rights reserved.
The term catch-up forms part of discourses that surround discussions about the development of children born prematurely although it is a critically unchallenged term. The aim of the doctoral research was to capture, explore and interpret maternal
* PhD funded by the Faculty of Health and Social Care, University of the West of England. * Tel.: 44 117 3310893; fax: 44 117 3310891. E-mail address: sarah.manns@uwe.ac.uk
understandings around the term and to consider if receiving the catch-up message created expectations for mothers with regard to their view of the development of their prematurely born children. The interpretations of the ndings, drawing on Gabriel Marcel and Friedrich Nietzsche, fall outside the parameters of this paper and will be discussed elsewhere. However, the aims of this paper are to reect the mothers narratives and by doing so demonstrate how the use of the term catch-up impacted upon their lives.
1355-1841/$ - see front matter 2008 Neonatal Nurses Association. Published by Elsevier Ltd. All rights reserved. doi:10.1016/j.jnn.2008.11.002
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S. Manns mothers felt about it as a term. The groups were Preemie Child (http://www.comeunity.com/ premature/preemie-child/) and Neonatology and the Rights of the Family (http://narof.org/). Both groups were created for parents of children born prematurely and committed to supporting families over the longer term of living with children born prematurely as opposed to the neonatal unit experience. Preemie Child started in 1997 and had 452 subscribers. Preemie Child is described as a Mailing List for parents of children born premature who are now school age or older or as the support group for parents of children born prematurely who are now 4 years old or older. The second email group, NaRoF, had 60 members and is best known for its public advocacy in the world of prematurity. This is a closed by invitation only list. They feel the site offers a safe place for open, honest discussion of Neonatal Intensive Care Unit (NICU) practices and the lifelong consequences they have had for our families (http://narof.org/intro.htm). Emails were sent to both Preemie Child and NaRoF requesting their help for the research. 25 emails were received from Preemie Child, ve were regular members of the list who post messages frequently. The remaining 20 were lurkers, people who read without responding to the messages sent to the group (Jones, 1999; Branscomb, 1998). 3 emails were received from the NaRoF email group. This lower rate of response may have been due to the lower member numbers in NaRoF; however, NaRoF members are generally parents of children with more profound difculties and perhaps the theme of catch-up was not one they heard in their circumstances.
Discussion boards
Two discussion boards were selected from two web sites that supported families born prematurely: The Preemie Place (www.thepreemieplace.org) and BLISS (www.bliss.org.uk). The Preemie Place (TPP) was set up by two mothers, one from the United Kingdom and one from the United States, both of whom had premature babies. The work of TPP stopped in late 2003. BLISS is a registered charity in the United Kingdom working in the area of prematurity. The purpose of using the discussion boards was to capture existing understandings that surrounded catch-up. The terms catch up (no hyphen) and catch-up (with a hyphen) were input to select messages which contained these search terms. The Preemie Place discussion board ran from January 2003 to Dec 2003 and had 214 members. As the web site was discontinued, it was not possible to establish the number of topics or number of postings made. The BLISS board opened in June 2003 (http://www. blissmessageboard.org.uk/) and the search was run in December 2003. There were 302 members and 188 had made 1853 postings with 360 topics in all. Using the hyphenated term catch-up brought up no results. The non-hyphenated term returned threads under the forum headings that existed at that time: Dads Chat, General Chat and Parent Chat.
Interviewed mothers
Mothers were selected whose children were aged 3, 5 or 7 years of chronological age at the time of invitation. Children born up to and including 32 weeks gestational age (ga), with a birthweight above the 10th centile were included. Birthweight and ga were conrmed in maternal interviews. Children born later than 32 weeks ga were excluded as they are the least at-risk group in terms of their outcomes and the study was designed to establish if catch-up was used for the most compromised of babies. It was an inclusion criteria that the mothers spoke and read English uently. 89 children aged 3 years of age at the time of interview met the criteria; 3 responses were received: Marie,33, mother to a son born at 32 weeks ga, weighing 5 lb 1 oz
Email groups
Two email groups were contacted as a consultation exercise to ask for their assistance in considering issues around catch-up that they felt might be relevant for the face-to-face issues in the locality. Part of the consultation was also to ask for their views and feelings about catch-up and how the
catch up in children born prematurely Daisy,34, mother to a son born at 28 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 11 oz Ila,37, mother to a son born at 27 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 8 oz 55 children aged 5 years of age at the time of interview met the criteria; 7 responses were received: Jamie,42, mother to a son, born at 30 weeks ga, weighing 4 lb 4 oz Gabrielle,31, mother to a daughter, born at 30 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 11 oz Teri,25, mother to a daughter, born at 29 weeks, weighing 3 lb 2 oz Sharon,42, mother to a son, born at 29 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 11 oz Stevie,34, mother to a son, born at 28 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 10 oz Gemma, 47, mother to a son, born at 27 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 12 oz Bryony,38, mother to a son, born at 25 weeks ga, weighing 1 lb 12 oz 79 children aged children aged 7 years of age at the time of interview met the criteria; 7 responses were received: Felicity,39, mother to a son born at 32 weeks ga, weighing 3 lb 11 oz Sheila,32, mother to a son, born at 32 weeks, weighing 2 lb 15 oz Holly,46, mother to a son born at 31 weeks ga, weighing 6 lb 2 oz Roberta,33, mother to a daughter born at 31 ga, weighing 3 lb 6 oz Kerry, 50, mother to a daughter, born at 30 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 10 oz Sue,33, mother to a son, born at 30 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 7 oz Sasha,39, mother to a daughter, born at 28 weeks ga, weighing 3 lb 2 oz Primarily, the 17 mothers interviewed were English speaking, British, married and lived in the South West of England. There was a limited range of ethnicity since of the 17 mothers, 15 self-described as white British; the remaining two mothers were selfdescribed as British Indian and of mixed parentage. Three mothers did not disclose their educational background, ten completed secondary school and four of the 17 attended University. No claims can be made about the socio-economic group of the mothers as details were not collected. The major limitations of the study are the lack of teenage and younger mothers and mothers with different ethnic backgrounds.
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Data analysis
Thematic, iterative analysis was chosen as the most supportive tool for analysis to explore the term catch-up and to consider ways in which it inuenced mothering. Discussion board threads and email messages were searched for terms such as level, same as, normal, terms which formed part of the catch-up language and themes were identied that were linked with catch-up. To support the analysis, Inspiration software (http:// www.inspiration.com) was used to create visual representations of the data and themes. Of the 17 interviewed mothers, 11 scripts were transcribed into Microsoft Word and coded for themes by hand, 3 were hand written mind maps and coded by hand, 2 were put into Inspiration and 1 coded into NVIVO software package and coded for themes within NVIVO.
Discussion of themes: paradoxical hope and a different way of thinking about the children
Two themes were identied that underpinned the maternal narratives. The rst was that of paradoxical hope where mothers regarded catch-up either as an aspiration for their children or where catch-up was the perfect vice that prolonged their suffering, with mothers holding onto the message of catch-up, waiting for it to occur. The second theme arose from mothers who demonstrated a different way of thinking about the children and their development and so challenged the notion of catch-up.
28 Eva, Email Mother to a 15 year old girl Born at 24 weeks ga, weighing 1 lb 2 oz I have my doubts whether she will ever live apart from me.but I try to hang onto hope that she will. The catch-up theory in my opinion is just a way for medical professionals to give false hope to mothers who are otherwise shell-shocked by the whole preemie experience. Yolanda, Email Mother to a 12 year old girl Born at 26 weeks ga, weight not detailed However the quality of hope and its derivatives such as to have hope or hoping, were also heard with a more positive interpretation: So I guess it is always there so, you come home with the expectation that., you know..hopefully yes they will catch- up, you know. Its um.. it doesnt go away until they do. Almost an theyve done it and theyre there.they are the same.. Gabrielle, Interview Mother to a 5 year old girl Born at 30 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 11 oz 1) Hope: Denitions of Catch-Up Mothers questioned what catch-up actually meant, asking those who may be in the know what the future might hold as their children develop: .a mother in my NCT tea group said that most prem babies catch up by half once they reach their due date.is this true? Maggie, Discussion Board Mother to a 5 month old girl Born at 33 week ga weighing 3 lb 8 oz I was told that prems tend to catch up physically anywhere between 1 and 2. Mentally, I am told, can take up to 7 years. Stella, Discussion board Mother to a 14 month old girl Born at 27 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 2 oz It sometimes takes 2 years to catch up sometimes 5. I am reassured that by the time they are at school there isnt any difference Cecile, Discussion Board Mother to a 15 month old boy Born at 32 weeks ga, weight not detailed I also got told they catch up betime (sic) they are 2 years old. My eldest daughter was born at 29
S. Manns weeks.she is now 8 years old and is of the same level as her class mates. Enya, Discussion Board Mother to an 8 year old girl Born at 29 weeks ga, weight not provided .the doctor told me that sometimes premies dont catch up till their teens! Eily-Rose, Discussion Board Mother to a 20 month old boy Born at 29 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 2 oz The quotations demonstrate how mothers become drawn into a teleological way of thinking about their children, an end related fashion, waiting for their children to reach the appropriate birthday when the children can be measured against the developmental milestones. 2) Hope: Catch-up as Captivity An interpretation of catch-up that became increasingly important was that of feeling held captive by catch-up and this aspect of captivity had the clearest dissonance in the mothers meanings attached to or surrounding catch-up. The mothers in the email groups had held on to catch-up as a hope for the future and demonstrated that it was detrimental to their mothering since it sat as a term in their consciousness as their children grew older. Eva told that: .it was catch-up that held me prisoner for much too long. Although I still want to rationalize that it was the intent to give us hope back then in the horric place where we had landed, it was probably the most detrimental obstacle for me to overcome Eva, Email Mother to a 15 year old girl Born at 24 weeks ga, weighing 1 lb 2 oz Helen commented: I am so angry right now because I wanted to believe in what I was often told e that my son would catch-up. He is almost 6 and recently tested at the 2.5 year old level (cognitive). I remember being told by the NICU nurses that he would catch-up in a year. The doctors had a wait and see attitude Helen, Email Mother to a 6 year old boy Born at 30 weeks ga, weighing 2 lb 5 oz However, these views were generally in contrast to the mothers on the discussion boards and in the interviews who regarded catch-up as broadly more optimistic and more aspirational in its application to their lives.
catch up in children born prematurely However, whether catch-up was regarded as negative or positive, what was central was the aspect of being held captive to or by catch-up and the associated way of thinking. What the mothers demonstrated was that catch-up often set up or created false values and mothers were then committed to those false values, waiting for their children to be other then they were. 3) Hope: Truth Telling Mothers in the email consultation talked of placing their hope for their childrens futures in the messages received from the health professionals and felt they had been deceived. They had faith and belief in these messages, pinning their hopes for the future in the accuracy and truth of the catch-up message. Isabel commented that it was emotionally damaging to have been told her child would catch-up by the time she was 2 years old. She felt great resentment towards the doctors and others involved in the care of her daughter: If the doctors hadnt said with such conviction that she would catch-up, I would feel more at peace with the progress she has made instead of waiting for her to catch-up. Isabel, Email Mother to a 4 year old girl Born at 29 weeks ga, weighing 1 lb 3 oz These feelings around truth telling were echoed by Verity. When her son was born, she was told that he would catch-up by the time he was 2 years old and Verity commented that this phrase did so much damage to me emotionally. As her child grew older, she recounts that she: .clung to that magic age.So was I living in cloud cuckoo land???.the closer we got to two the more apparent it became that things werent right.So maybe all would be well by the time he got to three, but as we lived through the ages of two to three it became more apparent that all was not well. It hit home when one of [sons name] consultants told me that I couldnt have a baby at 24 weeks and expect normal Verity, Email Mother to a 7 year old boy Born at 24 weeks ga, weight not detailed However, the issue of truth telling and its effects on the hopes of the mothers were not heard in the narratives of mothers who were interviewed. No clear interpretation can be made from this since the interviewed mothers were broadly more optimistic about the development of their children.
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Conclusion
This paper reected how catch-up was a widely used phrase in all three groups of mothers and had been adopted into discourses about childhood
30 development by the mothers for this group of children. The maternal narratives have demonstrated how the use of the term catch-up channelled ways in which the mothers thought about the development of their children, how hope had a central role in their lives, they reected there was no single denition of catch-up and that the term held them captive as their children grew older emphasising the value of truth telling from the doctors and nurses involved with the families. Some mothers chose different ways of thinking about their childrens development and in so doing avoided the discourse of catch-up and the associated telelogical way of regarding their children. For those who work with these families it is helpful to be mindful of the power of the catchup message and to consider that when discussing
S. Manns the development of this group of children it may be most benecial to leave the future less charted and measured and so assist mothers in having hope for the future in an open and uid fashion.
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