aj rat ko jagte jagte appne andar me janchne laga , dil se ek ajeeb c awaz nikal rhi thi k me bara

Ho gaya hun. Mgr dil se ye bat kyun nikal rhi thi dil dara rha tha k bara ho gaya hun .me wahan
Se utha 5,6 cigeretes pi hui thi . Uthke jake ayene k samne me khara ho gaya tasali krne k lye .
K waqaye me bara ho b gaya hun k nh .dari bari bari chehre par namoodar thi ankhein nind
Nithhal thi …. Mgr ye bat zhn me kyun aye muje sahi se mlm nh para shyd dil tane mar rhi thi
. Ya waqt ne bachpan ko cheen lya tha us ki tarap dila rhi thi …. Dil darsal ek karfi haqiqat se
Samna krwa rhi thi zindagi ki ek talakh haqiqat ka batla rhi thi ..
Insan ki zindagi k 3 pehlu hot hein , bachpan , jawani , burhpa . Inki apas me chain bani hui he
In 3non juzon me se koi ek juzz kharab reh jaye , wo juzz agle juzz ko mutasir krta he .
Meri zindagi ka b ek juzz muje bht kharab or dhundla dikh rha tha tabi bachpan ka wo juzz muje iss
Jawani me mutasir kr rha tha . Ya yoo khun k ghamgeen kr rha tha ….

Mene apni zindagi me bheerh bharh bht dekhi he . Jo sapne ankhon me hone chahye .
Wo mene ek kaghaz k tukron me dekhein hein . Un sapnon ko poora na hote huwe rote huwe
Bebas nojawanon ko dekha he .me 3rd year ka student hun or usi or wese hi sapne mene bhi
Paal rakhe hein kaghaz k tukre wale sapne . Or unke toot jane se me b darta hun .
jese ek no jawan shagird ko test k doran mene darte dekha . Test shuroo hone se pehle
Wo ankhein band krke apne sisakte honton k sath parh rha tha . Jese hi uske hathon me parcha
Mila wo hath uthaye kkch kch mangne laga . Test khatam hone k bad us se meri bat hui bae aisa
B kya 30 hazar wali job k lye itna taweez phenre kar rhe the . Usne muskra kr itna kaha
Jis degree k base pe apply kya he mene wo pese ate ki boriyan , cement ki boriyan , kari dhoop
Me mazoori krke jama kye the . Islye bs unka wasool hona khuda se mang rha tha .

6/11/2019