Cydney Rax
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“Mommy, I’m thirsty.”“Okay,” I tell Brax and reach for a bag of cups that’s onthe table and pull one out. I fill it with cold water from ahuge orange beverage container and watch him take a longswallow.The sound of laughing children captures our attention,and we both practically run toward a play area where doz-ens of his cousins are swinging, climbing monkey bars, andgoing for rides down the sliding board. Brax plays on theswing until a teenage cousin asks for my permission to in-clude him in a group of kids who are going for a quick visitto the wildlife habitat. I say okay and make them promise totry and bring my son back within a half hour.I walk back toward the pavilion, where I’m drawn tothumping, mesmerizing music that’s blaring from a fewspeakers. Several feet away, about a dozen couples are par-tying on a concrete floor in an open area right by the picnictables. Riley Dobson, Neil Meadows’s next- door neighbor,grins and waves at me from the dance floor. I wave back.Thank God for a friendly face. In the past, when I was goingthrough hard times, she temporarily let me live with her,and I’ve always appreciated her generous heart.Feeling spirited and confident, I squeeze past folks till Ireach the dance floor. It’s been a while since I’ve been aroundsome of Neil’s relatives. I want to relax and not feel uncom-fortable. I’m sure there’re still some relatives who are upsetover the fact that Neil, a married father, got me pregnant with Brax a few years ago.Even though I lack a dance partner, I twist my ass tothe new Ray J song, snapping my fingers and singing qui-etly. Right in front of me is the deejay booth, which holds along, transportable table that stands on a slightly raised