HATEFUL

When theres nothing left in the heart of a person but pure pain, sadness and hatred that person will unfortunately become hateful, rebellious and chaotic. At the dawn of the 1st day of July I felt nothing but pure sadness, misery and pain. During that moment I felt like Im going to die. Ive lost all hope and faith that was left in my empty heart. My mind is in chaos, my heart is filled with mixed emotions and my whole being is lost in the midst of this emotions. I feel like dying for me to completely feel peace and to be at rest. I dont want to feel alone or sad or hurt anymore. Im done with this bullshit! Im done with this kind of life. Every time I go home my parents are always getting mad at me.