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it? One's identity is shaped by one's actions, thus becoming who one is. Growing up, everyone questions, "How do we become who we are?" Peope argue that events shape one's identity, and conversey, identity determines one's actions. !n the book, " #eparate Peace, written by $ohn %nowes, the main character, Gene &orrester, 'aces a simiar probem. Gene is a high schoo student who enters aduthood in a time o' war. His identity is shaped by pain'u events, which ead his inteigent student i'e, in 'ear o' criticism and 'aiure. (hrough 'ear, he acks the se' con'idence to say no to the wi o' others, and do what is in his best interest. )hie his probems at *evon, )ord )ar !! is occurring and some o' his peers have enisted in the army. Gene's strugges between 'riendships and reaity, carving his identity. +ike most high schoo students, Gene &orrester ooks up to his peers and compares himse' to them. One peer in particuar is his "best 'riend," Phineas aso known as &inny. Gene envies &inny's con'idence and eadership abiities throughout the book. Gene convinces himse' that &inny is out to get him and to destroy his i'e, and is dispeased with his personaity. "t points in the nove, Gene tries to beieve that &inny is his 'riend but then dismisses the 'act that &inny coud be. "! shoud have tod him then that he was my best 'riend aso and rounded o'' what he had said. ! started to, ! neary did. -ut something hed me back. Perhaps ! was stopped by that eve o' 'eeing, deeper than thought, which contains the truth. .pg. /01" Gene can be concuded as insecure, 'or he is con'used o' etting his guard down or not. Gene reay wants to be 'riends with &inny but deep down his thoughts o' &inny and his envy makes him think otherwise. Gene can't decide i' &inny is his 'riend or 'oe. (o make &inny seem ess per'ect, Gene assures himse' that &inny is trying to sabotage his i'e. Gene goes on to admire &inny, but keeps the envy in his heart. He ooks up to &inny and wants to reate to him. His desire to be &inny is so great that since he can't e2ist with him, Gene becomes him. "(o keep sient about this ama3ing happening deepened the shock 'or me. !t made &inny seem too unusua 'or4not 'riendship, but too unusua 'or rivary. "nd there were 'ew reationships among us at *evon not based on rivary..pg. /51" "t this point in the nove the reader can concude that Gene is becoming &inny. (hat Gene doesn't think o' &inny as an enemy but doesn't want to think o' him as a 'riend. Gene's con'usion, makes him oose his identity and take up someone ese's. !n the nove, Gene, at points, acts deceiving. His con'usion eads to him acting one way in 'ront o' &inny, and acting another way behind &inny's back. "#ometimes ! 'ound it hard to remember his treachery, sometimes ! discovered myse' thoughtessy sipping back into a''ection 'or him again..pg. 551" Gene 'inds himse' acting ike &inny's 'riend. -ut at other times, he despises &inny and thinks o' him as his enemy. (his a''ection that Gene has becomes stronger and stronger in the nove and eventuay starts to break. Gene's identity is burring into &inny's, but Gene is unaware o' it. He gives up his identity and takes up &inny's to make him his hero. &inny's desperateness o' a great personaity, eads him to deveop a new one with pain'u e''ects. (he ma6or event that changes Gene is when &inny 'e out o' a tree, becoming cripped. Previousy, be'ore this event, Gene got into an argument with &inny. (hen when &inny and Gene go to the tree to 6ump o', Gene accidenty shakes the tree. &inny on the imb 'as down 'rom the branch becoming cripped. "'ter this event, Gene thinks he is guity o' what happened to &inny. He is so disgusted with this accident that he can't bear to be himse' anymore. (here'ore, he takes up &inny's identity. "! spent as much time as ! coud aone in our room, trying to empty my mind o' every thought, to 'orget where ! was, even who ! was. 7...8 ! decided to put on his coths.7...8 (his gave me such intense reie', 7...8 ! woud never stumbe through the con'usions o' my own character again..pg. 9:1" Gene is unaware o' who he is. (o ose the guit he has, he abandons his identity and becomes &inny. Gene wears &inny's coths and stand in 'ront o' the mirror. !n the mirror, he sees not himse' but &inny. " ! was Phineas, Phineas to i'e. ! even had his humorous e2pression on his 'ace, his sharp, optimistic awareness..pg. 9:1" Gene has a ust to become &inny. )hen ooking at the mirror at himse', Gene sees &inny. He is trans'orming into &inny's personaity. His characteristics are becoming ike &inny's. &or e2ampe, since Gene sees &inny in the mirror, he becomes, to himse' more ike &inny. -y seeing himse' as &inny, he oses his guit that he had toward &inny. (his makes him 'ee coser to &inny and cose enough to take &inny's identity. "'ter this i'e changing event 'or Gene, he e6ects his evi 'eeings 'or &inny and turns his 'eeings around, where dependency instead o' envy drives it. #ince &inny became cripped he wasn't abe to be as athetic as he was be'ore. !nstead he trained Gene to accompish his dreams. &inny's dream was to become an athete. &inny dependent on Gene now. "&inney says, "+eave your 'antasy i'e out o' this. )e're grooming you 'or the Oympics, pa, in ;<//." 7...8 (here was no harm in taking aim, even i' the target was a dream..pg. ;;=1" >ow &inny sets out to trans'orm Gene into an Oympic athete. Gene agrees to him without questioning. He thinks that it is 6ust a dream. (his shows that he takes &inny's dream and makes it his own. (he reader can concude that both Gene and &inny are dependent on each other now, they need each other. &rom then on, &inny trains Gene 'or the Oympics. Gene need &inny to earn more about himse'. ""?ou've been pretty a3y a aong, haven't you?" "?es, ! guess ! have been." "?ou didn't even know anything about yourse'." "! didn't guess ! did, in a way."" (his shows that by becoming more ike &inny, an athete, Gene earns more about his true se'. @hanging his identity heps him earn more about his own great personaity. Gene is trying on his admiration and envy, trying to become his hero, &inny. -oth Gene and &inny are determine to make &inny's dreams come true. -ut Gene sti thinks about the war and is con'used between the dream and reaity. One good 'riend o' Gene and &inny, +eper 6oins the miitary. He comes home insane and psychotic. )hen Gene goes to visit him, he acts insane. Gene 'inds the one person who knows his rea identity. ""+ike that time you knocked &inny out o' the tree, 7...8 aways were a savage underneath."" Gene is taken back that someone knows his rea identity. -e'ore this no one reay accused Gene o' causing the accident that happened to &inny. Ony Gene himse' beieve he had caused the accident. -ut now +eper had admitted it too. He had known the rea Gene. Gene coudn't take the bame so he then pushes +eper out o' the chair 'orgetting +eper's insanity. Aventuay Gene con'ronts &inny about the accident. (hey both beieve the 'act that Gene didn't mean to push &inny out o' the tree. "(his touched an interesting point Phineas had been turning over in his mind 'or a ong time. 7...8 "!t's very 'unny," he said, "but ever since then !'ve had a 'eeing that the tree did it by itse'. !t's an impression !'ve had. "most as though the tree shook me out by itse'.".pg. ;9<1" Gene wasn't Gene when he shook the branch. !t was his 6eaousy, his envy that caused him to 6ounce the imb. He didn't intend on destroying &inny's 'uture but ended up doing so. &inny never showed that he cared about what happened to him unti when Gene brought it up. &inny sounded as though he was not ony trying to convince Gene but aso himse' that Gene didn't purposey shake the branch. "doescents identities and societies troube are 'ought between when growing up but ony through this one becomes a person.4444ending sentence o' essay