October 13th

OCTOBER 13th
To: sherifk001@hotmail.com
Start Time: 10:08:27 PM; End Time: 10:56:23 PM
dεεgіa --- DONE! says: (10:08:28 PM)
i'll listen to what you have to say. what do you want me to do? i'm not trying to start a fight,
but tell me what you want, and i'll do it.
BradleyMichaelGarcia. says: (10:09:12 PM)
What's the point?
You'll end up not listening to me anyways.
You always do.
you know what? i know you're right you always are. even this time you were when you said
i'd get hurt again. but i'd rather him hate me than you. you mean so much more to me than
he does.
That's not what you said when you defended his behaviour.
That's not what you said when you chose him over all of your other friends who
have already warned you millions of times.
because at that time, he needed support. you have to admit it went too far. and honestly,
you know me. i feel bad about everything. i still feel bad about what happened with peter
and i 4 years ago
but he is nothing to me. he means nothing to me
BULLSHIT.
i care about you, and i want us to stay close
=( i'm trying to make an effort
what do you want me to do?
just tell me
and i'll do it
You're making an effort NOW? After everything has finally died down and Randy
got away with it AGAIN.
It's too late. You've done enough damage. There is nothing you can do to
change that.
well what do you want me to do now? you want me to hurt him? even if i wanted to, i
wouldn't know how
Well let's get something straight here.
Nobody was trying to deliberately hurt anyone.
i know that
Randy simply got offended.
it was just for fun
because randy is like that
i know it was for fun
but he did deserve it
it just got wayy out of hand
It got way out of hand when YOU got into the picture.
You know what your problem is, Khadegia.
?
so what do you want me to do about it now?
You like to take something kinda small, and blow it up 10000000x more than it
already is. You over-exaggerate things too often.
at first, i didn't realize it was a joke. then when he came to me, i felt horrible and tried to be
there for him
There is nothing you can do that can help Randy NOW.
maybe i dont want to help randy
I said you could be there for him. Be his shoulder to cry on.
But when you started to defend his actions and the way he is and started
blaming yourself, it became atrociously ridiculous.\
And that is how things got way out of hand.
but everything that happened, was just as much my fault as it was his. i let him treat me the
way he did
thats why i blamed myself
because im at fault too
Everything would have been just fine if you have kept your nose out of it. We
were hoping that Randy would learn something from this experience...
Then you helped him get away with it AGAIN.
I thought YOU would learn after the first time, but obviously you didn't.
He would be more likeable if he actually understood what we meant, changes for
the good, and finally everyone is at peace. Even Randy.
But now he is just more or less the same. With your help. And now you're facing
the consequences of your actions.
You have neglected the opinions of your so-called important friends for WAY too
long, and we are all fed up with it.
And you expect me to stand here and believe that I am important to you and
that you're over Randy?
How many chances have I given you? How many times have I warned you? Your
other friends warned you?
And in the end, Randy was always the best of your interest.
If you just sat back and kept your nose out of it, Randy could have potentially
changed. Then he wouldn't be so much of a jackass. Not just to us. To you also.
i have nothing to say to that
you're so right =(
So you know what, I don't think I ever want to have anything to do with you
anymore. I'm no use to you. None of your other friends will have any use to you.
THAT is how you end up losing friends.
That is how friends end up irritated by you.
And it upsets me, because I have tried EVERYTHING I could to help you, but you
just wanted your precious little Randy.
='(
i gotta take care of something. so brb
okay. so you can still hate me if you want, because thats your decision. but i'm not going to
be in the middle of this anymore. i've told you what i needed to say, and i'm telling him what
i need to say
it wont mean much coming from me, but i dont care right now. because you're right. its
about time i started to defend myself
...
0 credibility.
Then again, you don't give a damn about whay any of your close friends think.
As long as you follow your heart, you'll get Randy.
And the world is suddenly perfect.
you seriously think i dont care? if i didn't why would i be trying so hard to make things better
with us?
Who cares about what we have to say, right? Who cares if you've pushed us
away? All of that doesn't matter, because you have Randy, Right?>
i care! i was a jerk. i was fucking stupid. and i'm sorry
That's the kind of thinking that'll push us away.
i'm so sorry. i dont know what to do anymore
he's nothing to me
I can't take you seriously. Because you don't care, right?
he's just another person
i was stupid not to listen to you
you were right the whole time
but i'm an asshole
i was a jerk
i understand that
but i do care about you
You both are. So you two are PERFECT for each other.
i care about my friends
You showed it these past few months.
bradley. please. i'm so sorry. you have no idea
And BTW, you had NO right judging Jonoel the way you did.
i know that
i dont know him, and i shouldn't have said anything
i'm sorry
That's not what you told me when you texted me.
i was saying those things based on everything you told me
True, but still... That wasn't called for.
Keep in mind that this is my first *real* relation ship.
you were in tears that day. you were throwing things. i was scared for you because i didn't
know what was going on. everything you told me was negative
and i told you i'd be there for you
and that i'd support you
its not like i completely gave up on you two
i told you i'd be willing to get to know him
because it was only an opinion of the moment
But you weren't willing to because you judged him right away.
but i was. because i just wanted you to be happy. i told you what i thought. and that my
opinion could always change
Meh. Whatever, I'm over that.
There are some trust issues involved.
You DO realize that?
okay. i understand that
but can we at least work on it?
I don't know as of yet.
And what can you possibly tell Randy that will make things any better?
I don't know as of yet because I've heard this song over and over and over
again.
i dont know. i'm talking to him now. telling him exactly how i feel
Like what? You shouldn't have defended him in the first place?
Nothing you can say can touch him now. It's a done deal. His ego is now bigger
than ever.
May I point out whose fault that is?
i know. and i'm sorry. it was a huge mistake
Then again, when round 3 comes along.
getting involved with him in the first place was a mistake
There you will be again
You are too predictable.
It's one thing to be madly in love, and then there is obsession.
You're obsessed.
You're totally and hugely obsessed.
you're right. i know you're right. but i want to try now. i want to be a different person. i hate
myself
It looks like we're dealing with two personality issues. Yours and Randy's.
Randy's can't be helped because of yours.
By the way, there is a difference between bering too nice and not being able to
stand up for yourself.
To: sherifk001@hotmail.com
Start Time: 10:56:50 PM; End Time: 11:08:54 PM
so what do you want me to do now? tell me
because i dont know what to do anymore
everything i do ends up making things worse
I told you, nothing.
Only time can tell.
Trust takes time to build, it doesn't just come overnight.
i know. but can we at least work on it? like step by step, i dont want to end up hating you, of
all people. we've been close friends since fatima
Whatever. I'm still iffy.
understandable
I don't hate you, I just don't trust you anymore.
i deserve that
Look at what you left.
Randy hasn't changed. Everyone is irritated by your constantly defending him.
Ultimately, you end up losing him. And in the process, you've pushed everyone
else away.
See how much you've lost?
that is exactly what i was trying to prevent too. which made things worse
Well, the fact that everyone was against your defending him should have been
your first clue.
text me. gotta go offline

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