Remain Posii!e an" #a$!e Yo%$ O&n Pa'( An engineer by qualification and a humanitarian by choice, she has an insatiable yearning for knowledge and a deep-rooted desire to serve the masses and that is what led her to the top. Meet D) DIVYA in a heart-to heart talk with Competition Wizard. *) To whom and to what do you credit your success? A) To my father, who instilled the joy of serving others and nurtured the aspiration for joining the ivil !ervices in me. To my mother, who is a role model to me, being a successful woman both in the professional and personal front in spite of tremendous hardships she faced. To my husband, who inspired me by his sensitivity to the oppressed and made me stronger to face the challenges that life has to offer. To my teachers, who made this learning process enjoyable and to my friends who stood by me during the difficult times. *) Why did you choose Civil Services as a career? A) " choose it for three reasons# To bring the change " want to see in the world$ the job offers possibility of immense satisfaction and the diversity in job assignments. *) How should one assess oneself before deciding to opt for Civil Services as a career? A) "f you have a deep yearning to serve and you derive satisfaction from non-monetary incentives, this is the right path for you. *) When did you consciously start your preparation for this examination? A) "n my final year of college. *) When should one ideally start the preparation process? A) At least one year before the e%am. *) It is said that the Civil Services examination reuires constant and sustained hard wor!" How did you !eep yourself constantly motivated? What was your source of inspiration? A) &earning is fun and if one imbibes the joy of learning new things, it can make the e%am preparation a fulfilling e%ercise irrespective of results. 'or instance, when " learnt how and why the winds blow, earthquakes and volcanoes occur, why was the ( rd battle of )anipat fought, how the poverty line is computed etc, it gave me tremendous joy. !econdly, this e%am is a means to a larger end. *hen one envisions the joy of living the dream of becoming a civil servant, the sustained hard work one has to put in becomes endurable. *) In your opinion# how crucial is the selection of $ptional sub%ect for success in the examination? A) "t is quite crucial. +nless one has the aptitude for the subject it is very difficult to e%cel in it. *) What should be the criteria for selecting them and how should one go about it? Should one opt for the sub%ects studied at college or go for new ones? A) The criteria should be based on the following# "nterest, aptitude, availability of reading material and guidance. The factors for one choosing optional other than her,his graduation subjects are vastness of !- syllabus, uncertain scoring pattern and lack of aptitude in the subject. "f this is not the case, then one should definitely opt for graduation subjects and cash in on the familiarity and e%perience. *) How should one prepare for &relims# 'ains and Interview? A) Prelim: .asically in )relim, it/s the problem of plenty and one should develop the skill to eliminate. A thorough analysis of previous years/ papers and syllabus and then selecting the material to study is mandatory. onceptual understanding is becoming more and more important in the recent times. Main: +)! is increasingly moving into the domain of testing the analytical power of the aspirant and her,his ability to offer progressive suggestions. "t is no longer just 0define1 questions, but more of questions which require the aspirant to think on the spot, adapt and form inter-linkages across topics. 'actory made answers are out. "t is also breaking the myths of 0safe topics1 and going into hitherto untouched areas. !o as the e%am evolves, we need to evolve too. This can be easily handled by preparation without prejudices, and open mind, geared up to adapt etc. 2f course simple questions will also feature in the question paper, which have to be fully capitali3ed. Interview: )reparation for interview is re-discovering oneself. 2ne needs to have good knowledge of whatever she,he has mentioned in the interview form. 'orming opinions on various issue of current national,international importance is also essential. This can be developed by reading different perspectives from news maga3ines, watching discussions in news channels etc. *) What are the areas in (S &aper I and II in the 'ain examination in which the candidate can score mar!s easily? A) *ith the changing pattern of e%ams, it is really difficult to delineate the scoring areas. *) )id you commit any mista!e during your preparations? A) "n the quest for perfection, " wasted a lot of time. " didn/t take the 4556 attempt as " was not immediately ready to go through this e%am process all over again. *) How many hours should one devote for the preparations regularly? A) According to me, there is no standard formula. The only thing that should be kept in mind is productive study and smart work. *) Could you please give the aspirants a list of reference for essay*(S*$ptional I*$ptional II and Interview? A) Apart from coaching institute reading material, maga3ines and internet, " referred the following books# +or (eneral Studies: History# 2ld 7-8Ts especially 99 th and 94 th std, !pectrum/s Modern "ndia. Polity# *i3ard "ndian )olity and onstitution, &a%mikanth/s "ndian )olity, :: .asu, )M .akshi for articles. Geography# 7-8Ts, *i3ard/s ;eography for ;! Science and Technology# *i3ard !cience and Technology spectrum !<T Statistics# !pectrum +or &ublic ,dministration- &a%mikanth/s )ublic Administration, 7ew =ori3ons of )ublic Administration by Mohit .hattacharya, 7icholas =enry, 2rganisational .ehaviour by !tephen 8obbins, Arora < ;oel, ";72+ notes, relevant ">)A journals, and 'adia and 'adia. +or (eography- 7-8Ts of 99 th and 94 th std, ;eography Made !imple by 8upa )ublications, ;.. &eong, Majid =ussain/s -volution of ;eographical Thought and ;eography of "ndia ?TM=@, !elected chapters from !avindra !ingh, :.!. &al, 8amachandran, :utta and !undaram. *) .esides text boo!s what newspapers# magazines# novels and boo!s of general interest should one read? ,. !ince newspapers and maga3ines have a tendency to lean towards certain ideology, it will be better to read different perspectives and understand for oneself which is the acceptable and rational analysis. "n the era of telecommunication, " enjoyed watching discussions on news channels and listening to All "ndia 8adio news analysis at A pm. .. and Al->a3eera have a wealth of documentaries. "nternet can also be used e%tensively for preparation. Everybody Loves Good !ro"ght by ) !ainath, The #ed S"n by !udeep hakravarti, Inspite o$ the Gods by -dward &uce, India Since Independence by .ipin handra were some of the non-syllabus books " read during the course of my preparation. *) How one should read newspaper? ," 7ewspapers should not be read only to collect facts. The op-ed page which gives the analysis is the most important page. *) What is more important for this exam# intelligence or hard wor!? A) "ntelligence B hard work i.e smart work. *) )o candidates with a technical bac!ground have an advantage over general students? A) According to me, an intelligent, aware and inquisitive person from any field should stand a good chance. *) Where did you prepare for the examination /at what place0? )oes the place of preparation matter? A) " did most of my preparation from :elhi. The place of preparation matters to the e%tent that quality guidance and access to civil service related books is available. *) In the course of preparation one is faced with many problems# ueries and difficulties" Where should one go for help# especially the students staying in remote areas? A) The +)! website and employment news are the authentic source of basic information about this e%am. Topper/s blogs and interviews are useful in planning strategies. Many e-forums are operational in social networking sites like 2rkut to know the views of thousands of fellow aspirants. .ut these forums have to be accessed with caution as public forum will have genuine and bogus information. *) )o coaching institutes help? If yes# how should one select# when there are so many of them? A) Ces. -%perienced faculty help understanding concepts in shorter span of time which otherwise would have taken longer with just books. This is especially true for those choosing optional subjects other that their graduation subject. "t helped a person like me, who loves to learn by listening and clearing the doubts through discussions and debates. .ut, it is e%tremely crucial to choose the good faculty, 'eedback from those who have attended these institutes help. "t is better to attend open seminars and attend one or two classes before plunging in. "t is e%tremely important not to be carried away by fancy advertisements. *) In which stage should one ideally opt for coaching? A) "f one chooses optional subjects other than graduation subject, it is better to start the classes one year in advance. *) Why did you choose ,1S in the first place? A) 'eedback from college seniors who had taken geography classes from A&!. *) What is so special about ,1S? A) " had an enjoyable learning e%perience in A&! due to the faculty. !hashank !ir/s pedagogical style was to help us e%perience ;eography and not just learn it. =is way of inspiring us to be e%traordinary human beings fascinated me a lot. >ojo !ir simply made learning fun and brought humour in even the most mundane topics. )anda !ir was helpful by being accessible to aspirants and his meticulous training in map pointing reaped huge benefit. *) )o you thin! that with increasing levels of competition# the preparation for Civil Services is getting too expensive? A) " feel immense pain that these facilities are available to only a select few like me, who could afford the coaching fee that is unthinkable for the disadvantaged sections. .ut " believe +)! is trying to dissolve such relative advantages. "ntroducing systemic changes and breaking this vicious cycle of only people belonging to certain section,region,class,gender getting through should be seriously considered by the stake holders. *) Could you suggest some ways of cutting down on expenses? A) The major cause of inflated e%penses is accumulation of unnecessary reading material and enrolling hastily in bogus coaching institutes in the 3eal to succeed. 2ne should be e%tremely choosy in both. 'orming study groups of serious aspirants and sharing resources can help a great deal. *) Seeing the stiffness of the competition# is this exam meant for everyone who ta!es it? A) "t is for each aspirant to assess his,her strengths and weaknesses before delving deep into the cycle of e%ams. *) Is 2&SC really unpredictable? A) *ell, +)! will want to keep the aspirants guessing. .ut it has one huge constraint, the syllabus. =ence a thorough preparation of topics mentioned in the syllabus will minimi3e the unpredictability to a large e%tent especially in the optional subjects. *) What all do you thin! is needed to ma!e it to the top? A) "ntelligence, hard work, confidence, a clear understanding of the requirements of this e%am and a bit of favourable circumstances, these are the ingredients of success in this e%am. *) How would you rate luc! as far as success in Civil Services is concerned? A) *ell, the subjective nature of the e%am, non-uniform platform with multiple optional subjects and scaling, 4D-minute interview does make success in this e%am dicey. *) How was the atmosphere during your Interview? A) Euite lively " would say. 7ot a dull moment. 2ne member of the board plunged in to make me feel comfortable whenever the situation got too hot to handle. *) What do you thin! is the right way to face Interview .oard confidently? A) onfidence arises from the strong foundation of knowledge. Aspirants should take care to do thorough ground work on their bio-data, and form opinions on the issues of current national and international issues. !lackening after Main is a usual phenomenon which needs to be avoided. =aving a positive attitude during stress tests definitely help. )olite yet firm replies will help in driving home our point without causing unpleasantness. *) What types of uestions did the .oard as!? A) The questions covered a wide range of topics from international affairs, science and technology, women issues, hobbies, optional subjects and current job. *) What is the most important thing one should !eep in mind while facing the Interview .oard? A) The board is probably looking for a confident, intelligent, aware, sensitive and honest individual. Make sure that you let the board know that you are all of that thorough your answers. *) )uring the Interview# did the board member/s0 as! you any tric!y uestion/s0? A) Ces, " was asked about "ran/s nuclear aspirations, to tell whether .ush or 2bama administration is better for "ndia, 8eservation policy of the ;overnment and to take a stand on women/s reservation etc. *) How do you foresee your future as an administrator? A) " would like to be an administrator who is able to deliver effective solutions to the people, a change agent and a facilitator for the oppressed to get their rights. *) Would you have a final word for the student community? A) &earning is fun. :on/t just endure the preparation but enjoy it too. The sheer number of aspirants and subjective nature of this e%am might make success elusive. 8emain positive and carve your own path. All the bestF C233IC212'45IT,6- Name + : :ivya Se, # 'emale Dae o- .i$' # 9( :ecember 9A6( /a'e$0s Name # G :evarajan /a'e$0s O11%2aion # hief -ngg, Tamil 7adu -lectricity .oard ?8etd@ 3e"i%m o- E,am # -nglish O2iona4s # )ublic Administration and ;eography Rank # (Hth E"%1aion *%a4i-i1aions+ E,am Insi%ion Yea$ 5 Ith !indhi Model !enior !econdary !chool 9AAA AJ.K I""th !indhi Model !enior !econdary !chool 4559 AD :ual :egree ."T!, )ilani 455K 6.KH ..-. B M.!c ?-lectrical < -lectronics@ L;)A # cumulative grade point average N%m6e$ o- Aem2s # Three Marks obtained in this attempt ?optional and only for the purpose of analysis@. Essa7 8S P%64i1 A"mn) 8eo9$a2'7 Ine$!ie& AK 4KK ((5 (J9 495 Toa494J( Se$!i1e P$e-e$en1es + "A!, ")! Ea$4ie$ Se4e1ions in #om2eii!e e,aminaions (in14%"in9 #i!i4 Se$!i1es e,am) + "8A!, 455H. 8ames: S2o$s ; E,$a-1%$$i1%4a$ a1i!iies # 8ural -ntrepreneurship and !=; formation, reative Activities. <o66ies=Ine$ess # *atching :ocumentaries, 8eading, Coga, 'oods that heal. I7T635I6W+ .oa$" #'ai$2e$son+ Mr. )urushottam Agarwal ?M)@ DD+ :. :ivya 3> (3em6e$ >)+ !cience e%pert 32 (3em6e$ 2)+ "nternational affairs e%pert 33 (3em6e$ 3)+ &ady Member# !ocial issues, hobby 3? (3em6e$ ?)+ 2ptional subjects " jumped at the sound of every bu33er. 2nly the peon knew which 0The welcome-in call1 is. =e happily whispered, 0Madam, e% lady adviser bhi andhar hai.& =e thought he was comforting me. " gave him a matter-of-fact nod and borrowed the new issue of 'rontline from some +)! staff nearby. " saw 'atima .hutto in a sari and a never-seen-before bindi, flashing an enticing smile which said, 0.uy my book "ndia.1 The words blood and sword caught my eye. Then there was an article about a spurious drug racket in Tamil 7adu and another on !ri &ankan )arliamentary elections. My mind raced as " retrieved the 9( th amendment from my memory. " recollected some of it and then kept the maga3ine aside. The welcome bell rang. A happy looking boy emerges out. 0'ah"t co(operative board hai) All the best,1 he says. " thank him and go towards the door. 0May " come inM1 " ask and after getting an affirmative nod, " walk in and with a big smile greet the hairperson, 0;ood Afternoon !ir,1 and then look at others and say, 0;ood afternoon Ma/am and !irs.1 " don/t recollect if they asked me to sit, but " did, although, with a slight thud because the chair was lower than " e%pected. " wonder if anyone noticed that. *ell, M) looks at the resume and asks, 0!o you are still a probationer in the railways. *here are u postedM1 DD+ " am under training, !ir. -very two weeks we train at different locations. urrently " am at )alakkad, Gerala for on-the- job training.1 3P+ AttachmentM DD+ :ivisional attachment !ir. ?M) nods@ 3P+ Cou have written that you enjoy watching documentaries, discussions and debates on TN channels, "f you are training at different places, how do you manage to watch themM DD+ "t/s quite difficult, sir. !ince " have a mini laptop and a wireless broadband connection, " get to watch them from the news channel/s website. 3>+ These days you can watch with mobile too. ?M9 gives a big smile@ 3P+ !o, which documentary did you like the mostM :escribe it. DD+ "t is about the .hopal gas tragedy called 0"t happened in 9A6J1. !ince " was an infant in 9A6J, " wasn/t aware of the details of the tragedy. " was eager to know more. This documentary gave me a lot of insights. "t tried to recreate the events with various victims giving detailed account of what happened. " was totally shocked to know that the chemicals from the abandoned +nion arbide plant are still polluting the ground water and soil in the adjoining areas and babies are still being born with disabilities. 7either the company nor the entral or !tate ;overnment is taking responsibility to clean up the to%ic site. "t is e%tremely unfortunate. 3P+ *hat else did you observeM DD+ That the perpetrators of the crime have not been brought to justice yet, even after 4D long years. The victims haven/t been adequately compensated. Mr. Anderson came to "ndia. ;ot a bail and went back to the +!, scot-free. 3P+ "s it the failure of our criminal justice system, international diplomacy or administrationM DD+ *ell, " would say it/s a combination of all of those, !ir. 'irst of all, we gave Anderson bail and allowed him to leave the country. And since then we have never been able to bring him back. 32+ :id we ask for his e%traditionM DD+ " am not sure whether we pursued it, sir ?" should have known@. .ut "/m sure he has not been e%tradited. 32+ &ast year " was in long "sland in 7ew Cork. Anderson is very much there hale and hearty. "t/s just that we don/t want to nail him. 3P+ *hy talk about people in another country. There are people in "ndia who have an arrest warrant against them. ops say that they can/t find them and they happily come out to address public gatherings. ?The entire board smiles and nods in unison@ 3>+ :ivya, do you know who the chairperson is referring toM DD+ ?why guess and get into controversy@ 7o !ir. 32+ There was a nuclear summit in +!A recently. *hat were the decisions takenM DD+ !ir, the summit was basically to garner "nternational support to prevent the non-state actors from getting access to the nuclear material,technology which can prove detrimental. Narious ;overnment heads pledged support and outlined their strategy to ensure the same. 32+ *ell, nuclear material e%ists since the last century and there have always been non-state actors. *hy the summit nowM DD+ !ir, earlier the number of countries having nuclear capability was low. Moreover, the non-state actors have now started to have a global outreach$ the situation is especially worrisome in Afghanistan, where Taliban is having its influence in )akistan which is a nuclear state. 'inally, " think 2bama administration is pro-active in the issue of nuclear safety and disarmament. 32+ There is also a nuclear summit planned by "ran. The +! has asked countries like "ndia to refrain from attending it. *hat is it aboutM DD+ !ir, "ran is claiming to develop means of harnessing nuclear energy for its energy requirements. *ith its animosity with the +! and the other *estern countries, "ran is bound to face sanctions in doing so, as they are accusing "ran of developing nuclear weapons and *M:s. "n order to garner international support for its nuclear energy aspirations and non discriminatory nuclear non- proliferation plans, it is planning a summit. 32+ " have a problem with your argument. 2bama says, 0"ran is flooded with oil and natural gas resources. "f at all it is trying to develop nuclear technology, it is for weapons purposes. The energy security is just a gimmick,1 what/s your takeM DD+ ?few seconds pause@ !ir, fossil fuels are e%haustible resources. They are also polluting fuels which cause much more harm by polluting the air and contributing to the global warming. May be, "ran is e%ploring different sources of energy which is less polluting. !econdly, it can/t wait until its fossil fuels are e%hausted to develop nuclear technology. "t needs to begin now. 'inally, " believe it/s every country/s prerogative to have freedom in choosing the energy mi% it wants to have. "t/s unfair to interfere in those decisions. ?M4 shows a gesture to the chairperson denoting he is done with me@ 3P+ ?all charged up@ Among the .ush administration and 2bama administration, which do you think is good for "ndiaM DD+ !ir, .ush administration was closer to "ndia. *e were favoured by him so much so that the historic nuclear deal was signed. 2utsourcing policy was liberal. *e were de-hyphenated from )akistan and considered a unique strategic partner. =aving said so, " would still say that the 2bama administration is better for "ndia. .ush brought war in Afghanistan and "raq and has destabili3ed the entire sub-continent region. *e are suffering from heightened instability and terrorism is spreading across borders. At least 2bama is talking about resolving those issues. 3P+ The +! secretary of state has gone on record to claim, 0)akistan/s struggle is our strugglesF1 :o you think it possible for "ndia to work with such an administrationM DD+ *ell, !ir, :emocrats have always been not much pro-"ndia. And adding to that they are fighting a losing war in Afghanistan for which they desperately need )akistan/s support. !o such statements are bound to crop up. .ut " guess we need to wade through such differences to work together. !ir, " also think that it/s just not "ndia that needs the +!, the +! also needs "ndia for various strategic reasons. ?" get a few nods from other members@. 3P+ ?!till not convinced@# " don/t think such differences are easy to be worked out. DD+ *ell sir, it will depend on the strength and maturity of our diplomacy to work the situation to our advantage. 'inally sir, " feel we have forgotten our ideals of non-alignment which needs to be revived. 3P (Si44 $a$in9 o 9o)+ 7on-alignment is a deed concept. "t/s spoken only in seminars and conferences. "t was never there and never will be. !o let/s not go into it. '"t M* intervenes. +Sir) she $eels it now rests with o"r seasoned diplomats to wor% o"t the strategy. Let,s leave it at that.& MP indicates M* to proceed. 3>+ " see. *hat is Trichy famous forM DD+ Gaveri Gollidam 8iver, Galanai dam and 8aganathar temple. 3>+ !omething else, like educationM DD+ 7ow 7"T Trichy. 3>+ !o, you are a physics graduateM an you tell me what a spectrometer isM ?M) gets up and goes to an inner room. !ince " e%perienced this last time too, " didn/t panic. .ut ne%t day, an athletic girl was inconsolable. !he told that M) was absent for a while during the interview. " reassured her that it happened with every candidate.@ DD+ "t is an instrument used to measure,study different properties of light like intensity, wavelength, frequency etc. 3>+ 2k. *hat is (; spectrumM DD+ "t is a term used in the telecommunication sector. "t is a spectrum that can support (; technology. =igher bandwidth is required for this purpose. (; technology means ( rd generation technology which supports video telephony, better multimedia services through mobile telephony. 3>+ ;ood. " am done. ?M) returns, indicates the lady member to take over@ 33+ !ince you are a woman, " am tempted to ask about women/s reservation. *hat was the percentage of girls in ."T!, )ilaniM DD+ "/m not sure about the e%act number, but " can make an intelligent guess, it was around (5O. ?;A+ jokes that how can a guess be intelligent. !o, " correct myself and say a reasonable guess@ .ut " heard that it has come down drastically now after the introduction of the entrance e%am, ."T!AT. 33+ That is quite a low representation. !o, do you think that women need reservation to get better representation in generalM DD+ *ell, in general " feel reservation is an enabling tool for better representation of the disadvantaged sections including women. .ut, " have issues with the way it is implemented. +sually there are allegations that the reserved seats are cornered by the elite when blanket criteria of gender, caste class or religion is used. " found the method suggested by Cogendra Cadav to be effective to overcome this problem. 32+ "sn/t he the statistics e%pertM 3>+ =e also analyses election results. DD+ Ces !ir. =e suggested a matri% method of awarding disadvantage points based on multiple criteria. 'or e%ample, if " am a poor, :alit woman from rural area, studied in ;overnment school and with parents as daily wage labourers, " get higher disadvantage points. !o, while giving reservations, those with high disadvantage points can be chosen. *ith multiple criteria like caste, gender, economic status, area of residence and schooling, employment status of parents etc., used, this can ensure the most deserving or most disadvantaged gets the seat. 3P+ *ho developed this methodM DD+ !ir, " am not sure who initiated it, but " heard Cogendra Cadav discussing this in a news channel about (-J years ago. 33+ !o, do you support women/s reservation whole-heartedlyM DD+ ?!he was looking straight into my eyes, that look which says 0do you really mean it1@ Ces Ma/am. "f implemented to favour the disadvantagedF 33+ !o you have mentioned 0'oods that heal1 as your interest area. *hat do you mean by thatM DD+ *ell, in general certain foods naturally have properties of healing or preventing certain ailments. +sually some associate this terminology with some rare herbs, but according to me certain food items we use in everyday life have healing properties. !ome of those practices are being lost to moderni3ation. "f " may take a practical e%ample P Many children in our country suffer from acute anemia, especially in the tribal regions. "f these children are given a diet of 8agi and >aggery through the mid-day meal scheme or ":!, it is rich in iron, protein and calcium which can help heal and prevent anemia, calcium deficiency and protein-energy malnutrition. 33+ Cou forget the fibre content of these coarse grain cereals. Also, what about adulterationM >aggery usually is adulterated indiscriminatelyM DD+ !trict quality control is an issue that the government,school authorities need to ensure before serving it to the children. 33+ *hat creative activities do you doM DD+ " like creative writing P essays, short stories, poems, painting, decorating, cooking etc. 33+ =as any of your creative writing been publishedM DD+ 7ot really Ma/am. 3>+ *ait until she becomes famous. Then maga3ines will queue up to publish her work. DD+ ?" smile and blush@ 33+ ?7ot very amused, starts to prod more@ 3P+ ?signs of urgency, gives indication for the ne%t panelist to take over@ 3?+ "s April 44 nd any special dayM DD+ Today is *orld -arth :ay, !ir, a day a highlight the need for conservation and sustainable development. 3?+ !o you are working for the "ndian 8ailways. " want you to compare its energy efficiency. DD+ !ir, do you want me to compare it with other modes of transport or with the railways of western countriesM 3?+ 2ther countries. DD+ !ir, we are still using diesel and most of our electrical energy from thermal sources for traction. *estern countries use electrical energy. 3?+ "/m looking for some other criteria. DD+ !ir, is it the energy efficiency of the engines, hauling capacity P number of tones or passenger units carried per unit of energy usedM 3?+ That is a design problem. Cou are not even close to what " want you to discuss. 7ever mind. !o your optional subject is ;eography and you are an engineer by training. Tell me how are coastal areas measureM DD+ " am not sure how e%actly it is done !ir. .ut if " can take a reasonable guess, the remote sensing satellites can be used to map the area and then costal areas can be computed accurately using software tools. 3?+ 7o, " want you to think like an engineerF DD+ ?" drew a blank. Thoughts were racing in my mind P urvilinear surface, integration, Mathematical formulae, Theodolite, area computation@ 3?+ *hat is a 8ichter !caleM DD+ "t is a scale used to measure the magnitude of an earthquake. 3?+ *hat is the difference between 8ichter K and HM DD+ "t is a logarithmic scale. !o, 8ichter H is much higher than K. 3?+ ome on, if it is a logarithmic scale, how much higherM DD+ 95 times 3?+ 7ods 3P+ 2k that/s all. Cou may go. DD+ Thank you !ir. ?"nadvertently " pick up the plain sheets placed in front of me. " reali3e that and place it back again and give a sheepish grin to M), before " leave@ " walk down the winding corridor and reach the gate. My husband, !udipto Muhuri ?8ishi@ is pacing up and down the pavement waiting for me to return. Ris'i+ !o how was itM DD+ *ell, it was )urushottam Aggarwal again. Ris'i+ 2h great. !o did you crack itM DD+ 7ot really. This time it was totally different set of questions and some were controversial areas. " ramble on, recollecting the interview question by question. *hen it comes to the reservation question, 8ishi stops me. Ris'i+ *hatM :id you say Cogendra CadavF "t was )urushottam Agarwal who populari3ed this matri% method. *hat a comedyF Cou e%plained the method to the same guy who proposed itF =ilariousF DD+ "s that soF 2h ;odF " truly didn/t know. Are you sure it is )urushotamM *ell, " know that Cadav discussed it. Ris'i+ 8easonably sureF Cadav might have also been in the team. DD+ *ell, the whole board must have cracked up the moment " leftF They would have had a good laugh. 7ow " understand why the chairperson was keen to know who proposed this method. " got the verdict in >une 4595# "nterview score P 495 ?D marks less than 4556@. 8ank P (H. '8 ST$38 S$ +,3+ " remember that the seed for my aspirations to join the ivil !ervices was sown in my mind right from childhood. My father was an electrical engineer working with the state electricity board. =e always described the happiness he got to see on the faces of the farmers on receiving electricity in their villages which enabled them to use pump sets or on rural electrification. =e would tell me that a :istrict ollector can solve many problems of the farmers and bring joy and convenience to many aspects of life for these underprivileged and oppressed masses and the satisfaction at helping them is phenomenal. This made me yearn to join the ivil !ervices. The path to my ambition of becoming an "A! officer was not a cake walk. The very first hurdle was my graduation subjects P )hysics and -lectrical -ngineering. Although, " was interested in them, " was not confident in opting for them as optional subjects in !-. !o, in my final year of college ?Thesis semester@, " commuted between )ilani and :elhi seeking e%pert guidance and coaching every 9D days. " thoroughly enjoyed the general studies classes and the pain of travelling seemed to be masked by the joy of learning. " took my first attempt without much preparation in 455K and didn/t even clear the )relim. .etween >une and !eptember 455K, " took coaching classes for the optional subjects. At this juncture, " decided to take up the job " got through campus placement. " joined "ndian 2il orporation and worked in Manali 8efinery in hennai for five months. The pay and perks were great, but my heart was not in working with electrical machinery. " quit the job in 'ebruary 455H to prepare full time for !-. *ith just three months for )relim and being far away from :elhi, it was a big challenge for me mentally to believe that " can make it. After )relim, " reali3ed that " had done quite well looking at the solutions circulated by coaching institutes. " decided to go to :elhi for preparations for Main. After appearing for Main, " came back home fed up with months of preparation. " joined Aid "ndia, a reputed 7;2, as a volunteer and helped in their primary education project in ;overnment !chools. The Main result was positive and " went for my interview. " did poorly in the mock interviews because of losing touch with current affairs in the months after Main current affairs in the months after Main e%am. This jolted me and " started preparing with full vigour for the interview. " got )urushottam Agarwal/s .oard and interview went well. Most of the situation based questions asked in the actual interview were based on the premise that " was a :istrict collector. This gave me a false hope and made me slacken a bit. *hen the results came, it was a shock for me. Although my interview score was 49D, " got D5( rd rank, the last general category student to be selected. The )relim was just a day away and " wasn/t mentally prepared to take it. " skipped the 4556 !- and joined the 'oundation ourse in =yderabad. My commitment to training reaped results and " was judged the .est 2fficer Trainee there. "t was a big morale booster. " got married in :ecember 4556 and joined the railway training within a week. My husband soon left for ;ermany to pursue his )ost-doctoral thesis. " enjoyed learning about the 8ailways, but as time passed " started worrying about the 455A attempt. There was a no option of taking leave for preparation as the rules didn/t permit it. " walked from pillar to post, knocked the door of all possible officers who could help me get leave for e%am preparation but was met with disappointment. " finally decided to quit my job, but to my absolute shock, " couldn/t do so because of the bond that " had signed which bound me to serve the 8ailways for ( years. This was the most trying time of my life. " took my )relim and then went to -urope for a month on leave- without-pay to stay with my husband. After a refreshing break, " came back to "ndia to start Main )reparation along with my training. "t was e%tremely difficult to move with bag and baggage every 9D days to a new place for training. " was e%tremely upset and tired mentally and physically. " just pushed myself to squee3e time and motivated myself to take the Main. My parents took good care of me during Main and writing the e%am from hennai at least relieved me on the emotional front. ;! paper came as a shock and " just about managed to attempt JD5 marks. " was devastated. -ssay and )ublic Administration went reasonably alright. The ne%t challenge was taking ;eography paper back-to-back with )ublic Administration. "t tested my physical and mental endurance to the fullest. " was quite disappointed with my performance and didn/t e%pect much. " cleared Main and to my pleasant surprise. " got )urushottam Agarwal/s .oard again. This time around the questions were tougher but " managed to do reasonably well. .ut this time " knew Main marks matter. *hen the results came out, it was a huge surprise for me. There was a sense of jubilation but more than anything else it was huge sense of relief that " didn/t have to take this e%am again. The marks surprised me further, " scored well in the subjects " thought " did badly in. *ell, relative performance can never be judged, " suppose. !o, in this attempt, where " had lesser preparation, " got (H th rank, " wondered how " could pull off this rank. " hindsight, " think two things clicked. This time around " focused more on strategy which helped. !econd, " guess, the complete change of pattern put me on level field with people with years of preparation. 'inally, " have been given the opportunity to perform. The journey begins now. *hat " do from now on, matters most. ourtesy# ompetition *i3ard LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL