Rached E. Daoud M.D.

my
REALITY

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Contents
Introduction
PART ONE:
My childhood (Lebanon)
PART TWO: My student lie ( Ru!ania) "#$%&I#'(
)oin* to Ru!ania
In the !edical school
)y+sies, -eddin*
Ceausescu,s tear
My cultural -orld
I a! a .erse in the /ni.erse
A .oice ro! +rison &"&
A .oice ro! +rison &0&
A +oetic -orld in !edicine
1istory in the *ra.e
My dar2 days in 3ucharest
Part (: My s+iritual and !edical lie in Lebanon
The re4ected re.elation
My !edical e5+erience in Lebanon
Meditations
My !edical healin* stories
a& The -ild sur*ical o+eration
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b& The doctor and the +riest
c& A sla+ can heal
d& The don2ey is a teacher&"&
e& The don2ey is a teacher&0&
f- My !edical +rayer
a- Lo.e -hich heals the +aralytic
h& 1ealin* tales6
i& The -o!an -ho challen*ed death

Part 7: An in.itation to Ru!ania ("#'#)
A letter ro! the Ru!anian President
3ac2 to Ru!ania
My resurrection
1ealin* o the di+lo!ats
A +lot on Ceausescu
Part 8 : 3ac2 to 3eirut ("##9)
1ealin* in !id -ar
Part %: A !edical Re.olution (Ru!ania "##")
A conce+t o Re.olution
Loo2in* or a !edical Re.olution
Part $: My s+iritual 4ourney to En*land ("##0&"##8)
)oin* to En*land
Meetin*s -ith +hysicians and thera+ists
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An o+eration ro! Outer :+ace;
My days in Chelsea
a& In Chelsea 1all
b& The s+iritual croo2s
The secret o a -orld a!ous healer
3elie.e and belie
a& Alien,s healin* ener*y
b& 3elie.e in the bed
c& 3elie.e in absent healin*
d& My !yth
e& My +atient is !y !edical teacher
f- 1ealin* o the !ind
a- The absurd !edical researcher
b- <Lady= I a! not your *i*olo>
c- The *irl -as seducin* !e
d- The -o!an I ra+ed
vii- A ne- a++roach to cancer
i- The healer o cancer -as an Indian co-
ii- My research about cancer
iii- The healer o cancer -as not !e
iv- My healin* -or2 in the i!a*ination o ?oe Lin2 and his
-ie Mary Lutyens
v- The -o!an -ith a breast lu!+
vi- The -o!an -ith breast cancer
vii- The healer o cancer -as an an*el
viii- E5orcis! to cancer
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Part ': 1ealin* o the co!!unity
a& The !ouse -hich 2illed the cat
b& The +rodi*al
c- The !is4ud*e!ent
Part #: 1ealin* by the -ord
Part "9: 1ealin* is not +rostitution
Part "": A call ro! -ilderness
Part "0: 1ealin* o the syste!s
a& My !edical *lobal .ision
b& My !eetin*s in the /ni.ersity
c& My !essa*e to the +hysicians
d& My !essa*e to -ho! it !ay concern
Conclusion : 3ac2 to !y :+iritual roots
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My childhood
I was born in Lebanon in 1956, in a sa!! "i!!age ca!!ed
#a$erhe!da. M% $a&her was a 'easan& bu& a!so a schoo!&eacher. (e o'ened
&he $irs& schoo! in &he "i!!age, &eaching &he "i!!agers &o read and wri&e
under an oa) &ree, a$&er 'u&&ing &he o*en &o res&. (e !o"ed &o read boo)s,
and a& &he sae &ie &o wor) &he !and. (is cu!&ure was ins'ired $ro
na&ure. (e used &o sa%+ ,I !o"e &he !and because i& ne"er !ies, and a!so I
ha&e &he h%'ocris% o$ &he wor!d.-
M% "i!!age !ies in a "a!!e% wi&h a rough na&ure $!an)ed b%
oun&ains, near a sa!! ri"er wi&h a beau&i$u! wa&er$a!!. . wi!derness &ha&
has in soe wa%s a dee' s'iri&ua!i&% sii!ar &o &ha& o$ /ohn 0he 1a'&is&,
% !and ins'ired e 'ro$ound!%. 2ear % "i!!age is &he #adisha "a!!e%
,&he (o!% 3a!!e%,- and &he bib!ica! cedars which God planted. In %
chi!dhood I be!ie"ed &ha& 4od !i"ed u' on &o' o$ &he oun&ains and &ha&
his s'iri& $i!!ed &he who!e "a!!e%5 I $ound % idea! o$ beau&% in &his
wi!derness6 i& &augh& e 'uri&% and edi&a&ion. I& was di$$icu!& $or e &o
acce'& &he en&a!i&% &ha& see)s no&hing o&her &han '!easure and 'ower. I
!is&ened &o % hear&, &o % inner "oice, and reained hard !i)e &he roc)s
o$ % oun&ains.
M% chi!dhood was roan&ic and '!a%$u!. I read an% boo)s,
danced wi&h &he goa&s u' on &he hi!!s, &augh& &he an&s how &o s&ea! grains o$
whea& $ro &he )i&chen and &he chic)en how &o dance on &he &une o$ &he
$!u&e. I counica&ed wi&h a uni"erse &ha& was s&range and un)nown &o
&he "i!!agers. 0he% &hough& I was cra7%6 &he% !aughed a& e because I
ne"er cared abou& a&eria! &hings. M% on!% concern was $or crea&i"i&%,
hones&% and co'assion.
8hen I was se"en&een %ears o!d, I !e$& % "i!!age &o con&inue %
s&udies in 1eiru&. 0here, I cae in&o con&ac& wi&h &he so'his&ica&ed socie&%
and &he "arious 'o!i&ica! &rends, $ro &he e*&ree !e$& &o &he e*&ree righ&.
I rea!i7ed &ha& &he 'o!i&ica! 'ar&ies were ani'u!a&ing &he s&uden&s, urging
&o go on s&ri)es when i& sui&ed &he. I ha&ed &he wa% &he% doina&ed our
&eenage eo&ions 'ro'&ing us &o "io!ence and des&ruc&ion. I was hur&
when &he schoo! was c!osed, a!!eged!% in su''or& o$ &he Pa!es&inian cause.
I &hough& &ha& we, as s&uden&s, ha"e no business wi&h 'o!i&ics9 :ur
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occu'a&ion shou!d be on!% &o see) )now!edge. I $e!& &ha& &he nega&i"e
'o!i&ica! chaos is going &o des&ro% Lebanon. ;or who, $or wha&<
Lebanon is a 'eace$u! and ci"i!i7ed coun&r%. I& is &he bir&h'!ace o$
&he a!'habe&, and is a 'ar& o$ &he (o!% Land o$ &he 1ib!e. I& is en&ioned in
&he hea"en!% drea &ha& is &he ,=ong o$ =ongs-.
1e$ore &he war Lebanon was a 'aradise guarded b% &he (o!%
>edars. I&s oun&ains o"er!oo)ed &he b!ue Medi&erranean. (ere, one can
swi in &he sea and s)i u' in &he oun&ains, a!! in &he sae da%.
1eiru& was a coso'o!i&an ci&% &ha& ne"er s!ee's where Eas& and
8es& ee& in wonder$u! dreas o$ !i$e.
0he e"i! in &he wor!d des&ro%ed % coun&r%. 0he cu'idi&% o$ our
!eaders !ed us &o war9
In &he au&un o$ 19?4, b!ac) c!ouds were cree'ing &owards
Lebanon. I was &hen a 'reedica! s&uden& in &he .erican @ni"ersi&% o$
1eiru&. M% co!!eagues $ro se"era! coun&ries cae &o s&ud% in 1eiru& and
&o enAo% &he !as& on&hs o$ 'eace in Lebanon.
In &he s'ring o$ 19?5, &he coun&r% o$ &he >edars was '!unged in&o
&wo decades o$ b!ood% war. 1eiru& becae a big cee&er% and an in$erno,
wi&h &ragic s&ors o$ $ire and dar) c!ouds. >ruci$ied, was % coun&r%9
I cou!d no& con&inue % s&udies in 1eiru&. I had &o go e!sewhere9
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4oing &o Ruania

8ar ha"ing in&erru'&ed % s&udies in 1eiru&, I had &o con&inue
s&ud%ing edicine ou&side Lebanon. Ruania acce'&ed e &o s&ud%
edicine a& one o$ i&s ins&i&u&es. I had &o 'a% &he uni"ersi&% 15BC e"er%
on&h. M% 'aren&s &i!!ed &he !and in order &o 'ro"ide e wi&h &ui&ion $ees.
I arri"ed in Ruania in &he co!d win&er o$ 19?6. 1uchares& was
!i)e a co!d and dar) e*i!e. 0he 'eo'!e !oo)ed an*ious and si!en&. 0heir
$aces showed grie$ and $ear. I& was c!ear &o e &ha& &he% !i"ed in a c!ia&e
o$ &%rann%. 8hen one wa!)ed in &he s&ree&, one $e!& as i$ $o!!owed b%
s&range s&e's and &ha& cer&ain ears were a!wa%s !is&ening &o wha& was said.
:ne wee) !a&er, I !e$& 1uchares& &o 1acau, a nor&hern ci&% in &he
Mo!do"ian region, where I had &o s&ud% &he Ruanian !anguage $or a %ear.
I arri"ed in 1acau b% &rain. .& &he s&a&ion &he Dean o$ 1acauDs ins&i&u&e
was wai&ing $or e on &he '!a&$or. I was one o$ &he $irs& $oreign s&uden&s
&o coe &o &his ci&%. 0he !inguis&ic ins&i&u&e we!coed a grou' o$ $oreign
s&uden&s wi&h a &radi&iona! $o!) dance and hoeEba)ed bread. 0his was
&heir wa% o$ e*'ressing &heir &radi&iona! generosi&% $or &heir gues&s. 0he%
sur'assed &hese!"es since we were &he $irs& $oreign s&uden&s who cae
see)ing )now!edge in &heir coun&r%.
In 1acau I e& a socie&% &ha& was new &o e. Ruanians wan&ed
&o see how $oreigners !oo)ed9 (ow &he% dressed9 (ow &he% beha"ed9
0he% had ne"er e& $oreign s&uden&s be$ore. 0he% were curious &o )now
e. 0he% desired &o ha"e $oreign &hings $ro e !i)e @= cigare&&es,
'er$ues, b!ue Aeans e&c. 0he counis& !aws did no& a!!ow &he &o ha"e
$oreign currencies and goods. 0heir regie was e*&ree!% dic&a&oria!. ;or
ins&ance &he% wou!d i'rison a Ruanian i$ he i!!ici&!% owned a $ew @=
do!!ars or i$ he dea!& wi&h a $oreigner. I was an e*o&ic $igure $or so an%.
;or &he, I re'resen&ed a wor!d $ro which &he% were es&ranged. Man%
beau&i$u! gir!s &ried &o &ra' e and a)e e $a!! in !o"e wi&h &he, and
arr%ing &he, since &he on!% wa% a Ruanian gir! cou!d esca'e $ro her
aw$u! coun&r% was b% arr%ing a $oreigner.
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In &he edica! schoo!
In 1acau, I s&udied Ruanian $or a %ear, and &hen wen& &o s&ud%
edicine in >!uAE2a'oca. 0here, &he edica! schoo! is o$ an in&erna&iona!
s&anding. >!uA is a beau&i$u! ci&% o$ 0rans%!"ania. I& was one o$ &he cu!&ura!
cen&ers o$ &he $orer .us&roE(ungarian E'ire. 0he uni"ersi&% is )nown
$or gradua&ing einen& 'h%sicians.
In >!uA % !i$e was &ough. I !i"ed wi&h an% o&her s&uden&s in a
sa!! roo. =oe&ies we !ac)ed cen&ra! hea&ing and ho& wa&er. I ada'&ed
%se!$ &o a!! &hese condi&ions. M% on!% care was &o becoe a success$u!
'h%sician.
In &he edica! ins&i&u&e, I was an unusua! s&uden&. During &he
hours o$ ana&oic dissec&ion o$ cor'ses, I was curious &o e*'!ore e"er%
corner o$ &he huan bod%. :nce, in &he abdoen, I $ound an ar&er% &ha&
was no& 'resen&ed in &he &e*&boo)s o$ ana&o%. I ca!!ed &he 'ro$essor and
showed hi wha& I $ound. (e si!ed and &a''ed % shou!der gen&!% wi&h
his hand, sa%ing+ ,I wi!! ca!! &his "ascu!ar 'ar& b% %our nae+ DaoudDs
ar&er%, because, nobod% no&iced i& be$ore %ou.-
.& &he end o$ &he sees&er during &he ana&o% e*aina&ion, &his
sae 'ro$essor as)ed e a sing!e Gues&ion abou& DaoudDs ar&er%. I
're&ended &ha& I didnD& unders&and wha& he was re$erring &o9 0hen he said+
,8i&hou& e*aining %ou I wi!! gi"e %ou &en, &he highes& grade.-
I was no& sa&is$ied wi&h &he ,&e*&boo) )now!edge- &ha& &he schoo!
'ro"ided. I wan&ed &o e*'ress % crea&i"e s'iri& and e*'!ore new $ie!ds.
:nce, a& &he $ina! e*aina&ion o$ 'h%sio!og%, &he 'ro$essor as)ed
e &o e*'!ain Pa"!o"Ds &heor% re!a&ing &he condi&iona! re$!e*es o$ &he
ner"ous s%s&e. In answer, I described how Pa"!o" condi&ioned a dog &o
secre&e sa!i"a when a be!! rang5 0hereu'on, &he 'ro$essor as)ed e &o
gi"e hi ano&her e*a'!e o$ &ha& &heor%9 I re'!ied b% &e!!ing hi how I
had unwi&&ing!% deons&ra&ed Pa"!o"Ds &heor% in % chi!dhood b%
&eaching chic)en &o dance &o a usica! &une.
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0he 'ro$essor !aughed and said+ ,0e!! e abou& %our e*'erien&,
how did %ou do &ha&< .nd '!ease s&ic) &o &he subAec&9-
,:)a%,- I said. ,I& was when I was &en %ears o!d. M% 'aren&s
were 'easan&s and owned a coc) and si* hens in a $enced %ard beside &he
house. :ne suer a$&ernoon, &heir cac)!e wo)e e u'. I& seeed &o e
&ha& a $o* had u'se& &he hens. I rushed ou&side &o see wha& was &he a&&er9
0o % sur'rise, I $ound &ha& &he chic)en were we!coing % o&her, who
was coing $ro &he $ie!d, carr%ing a hea' o$ green corns $or &he. 0heir
cac)!e sounded !i)e a rea! chorus.
,I &hough& &ha& &he s&a&e o$ hunger cou!d condi&ion and educa&e
an% organis &o a 'ar&icu!ar )ind o$ beha"ior. I$ &he chic)en !earned &o
sing, &he% cou!d a!so !earn &o dance9 I wou!d ci"i!i7e &he.
,I i'risoned &he chic)en wi&hou& $ood. M% 'aren&s &hough& &ha&
I was cra7%. I e*'!ained wha& I was going &o do. 0he% didnD& unders&and
and were angr% wi&h e $or wan&ing &o do such an e*'erien&. I insis&ed
un&i! &he% %ie!ded and a!!owed e &o 'roceed wi&h &he e*'erien&5
,I drew a whi&e s&raigh& !ine on &he ground6 dro"e in &he ear&h an
iron 'eg a& each end o$ &he whi&e !ine and &ied a s&ring be&ween &he &wo
'egs a $ew inches higher &han &he coc). E"er% ha!$ a e&er, I &ied a 'iece
o$ bread on &he s&ring. I ca!!ed &hree o$ % '!a%a&es &o Aoin wi&h e &o
$or an orches&ra. 8e cu& reeds $ro &he ri"erban) and ade $!u&es wi&h
&he. 8e rehearsed a &une. 0wo o$ us '!a%ed $!u&es whi!e &he o&her &wo
drus. 8e co'osed an origina! &une $or &he e*'erien&.
,E"er%&hing was read% &o carr% % e*'erien&. I $reed &he
s&ar"ing chic)en $ro &heir Aai!. 0he coc) and hens wandered in &he
garden searching $or $ood. 0he% $ound &he crubs o$ bread on &he s&rings
and Au'ed &o ca&ch &he. In &his wa% I ade &he arch on &he whi&e
!ine, Au' u' and reach &he crubs wi&h &heir bea)s. 8e &hen '!a%ed our
usic whi!e &he% were $!a''ing &heir wings. 0his &raining !as&ed &wo
wee)s and a$&er &ha& &he show was read%.
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,Man% "i!!agers cae &o wa&ch &he 'er$orance o$ our chic)en.
8e '!a%ed our &une. 0he hungr% chic)en heard &he e!od% and rushed
$or&h, s&ric&!% $o!!owing &he whi&e !ine. ;!a''ing &heir wings, &he% Au'ed
u' &o reach &he '!aces on &he s&ring where we used &o 'u& bread. .s !ong as
&he usic !as&ed, &he chic)en danced en&husias&ica!!%. .& &he end, I
rewarded &he wi&h a co'ious dinner. 0ha& is how I &rained a &roo' o$
dancers in % "er% own $ashion. In $ron& o$ % hoe was a circus9 A
chicken disco!
,0he "i!!age audience !aughed a& e and &hough& &ha& wha& I had
done was si!!%. 0he% considered e eccen&ric9 0hese "i!!agers cou!d no&
rea!i7e &ha& &he wor!dDs 'o!i&ica! es&ab!ishen&s had condi&ioned &he !i)e
I had condi&ioned &he chic)en.-
0he 'ro$essor !is&ened &o % s&or% wi&h grea& a&&en&ion. (e was
grea&!% aused. (e &hen congra&u!a&ed e $or % inna&e gi$&, $oreseeing
&ha&, in &he $u&ure, I igh& use &his 'ecu!iar gi$& in % edica! 'rac&ice. (e
said &ha& I wi!! hea! &he 'a&ien&s and a)e &heir hear&s dance wi&h
ha''iness.

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Gypsys wedding


I& was during &he >hris&as ho!ida%s, on Deceber 21, 19?F. I
was wa!)ing in down&own >!uA. . sound o$ usic coing $ro &he $irs&
$!oor o$ &he >on&inen&a! ho&e! a&&rac&ed % a&&en&ion. :u& o$ curiosi&%, I
en&ered. I& was a bar. I sa& a& one o$ &he &ab!es ben& on enAo%ing %se!$. I
'u& down % brie$case &ha& con&ained &wo 'ac)s o$ #en& cigare&&es and a
bo&&!e o$ whis)%. I chec)ed $or one% in % 'oc)e& and $ound &ha& I had
3BBC and 1BBB !ei.
.n a&&rac&i"e brune&&e en&ered &he bar. (er beau&% was
indescribab!e. =he reseb!ed a n%'h. (er char h%'no&i7ed e. =he
cae $or&h and as)ed e i$ she cou!d si& a& % &ab!e9 ,Hes '!ease9- I said,
adding &o %se!$+ ,.nd in a s'ecia! '!ace in % hear&9-
=he sa& down wi&h a si!e and !oo)ed a& e wi&h bewi&ching
e%es. I was as a bee &ra''ed in &he s'e!! o$ her $!owers. =he seeed &o $ee!
% eo&ions &owards her, and s&ar&ed a con"ersa&ion+
,8here are %ou $ro< =he as)ed.
,I a $ro Lebanon,- I said.
,Hour coun&r% is so beau&i$u!. I& is &he 'ear! o$ &he Midd!e Eas&,-
she said9
,Hou )now Lebanon<- I as)ed her.
,Hes, i& is a beau&i$u! coun&r% because %ou are $ro &here.-
0his was &he in&roduc&ion o$ a war con"ersa&ion. 0he bar a!so
'ro"ided us wi&h co$$ee and "od)a &oge&her. I& &oo) us an hour &o becoe
"er% in&ia&e and &o !i)e each o&her. =he was &he $irs& gir! in Ruania who
Guic)!% en&ered % hear&. =he )issed e and said+
,I $e!! in !o"e wi&h %ou, I do no& wan& &o !ose %ou, coe wi&h e
&onigh&. >oe wi&h e, I !i"e a!one in a s'!endid "i!!a b% a !a)e in &he
>oAocna. I ha"e drea& o$ %ou a!! % !i$e. Hou are a beau&i$u! !ord coing
$ro &he Eas&. Hou are &he .donis o$ Lebanon. Do no& worr% abou& s&a%ing
wi&h e, %our 'resence &here wi!! $i!! e wi&h ha''iness.-
(er words o"ed e. (er who!e bod% e*uded char. 1!inded
wi&h her beau&%, I b!ur&ed ou&+
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,Hou are so swee& &o % hear&9 I canno& !i"e wi&hou& %ou9 Hou are
% ange!. I need %ou &o $i!! &he e'&iness in % hear&. 8e wi!! share in
!o"e &he dreas o$ our !i$e. Le& us go9-
8e !e$& &he bar and &oo) a &a*i &o >oAocna, which is &wen&%
)i!oe&ers awa%. I !e& %se!$ &o be doci!e!% !ed b% &he brune&&e gir! I had
e& on!% &wo hours be$ore in &he bar. M% beha"ior was eu'horic, nai"e
and roan&ic. 8e arri"ed in &he e"ening a& >oAocna. 0he wea&her was
$ogg% and chi!!%. 8e wa!)ed b% a $ro7en !a)e on an ic% road. 0he gir! saw
e shi"ering and s&o''ed &o war e wi&h hugs and )isses. Poin&ing her
$inger &oward &he whi&e hi!!s, and said+
,Loo), &here is % "i!!a. I& canno& be seen c!ear!% $ro here, in
&his dus)% hour. In % s'acious house %ou can s'end a!! %our >hris&as
"aca&ion. Hou wi!! enAo% % '!ace and % war bed. I a!so ha"e an .rab
horse in &he garden, which %ou igh& !i)e &o ride.-
,Hes, % dar!ing, %ou ha"e conGuered % hear&, &he coing da%s
I wi!! s'end wi&h %ou wi!! be &he ha''ies& o$ % !i$e. Do we s&i!! ha"e a
!ong wa% &o wa!) &o %our house<- I as)ed.
,Le& us $irs& enAo% our being &oge&her b% going &o &he wedding
'ar&% o$ a $riend o$ ine. Hou wi!! be % s'ecia! gues& &here and wa&ching
such cheer$u! e"en&s in Ruania wi!! &hri!! %ou. Indeed, $es&i"i&ies are &he
os& '!easan& &ies in our !i$e. 0he wedding &o which we are now going
wi!! be a new e*'erience &o %ou+ &he 'eo'!e are )ind and generous and &he
$o!) usic and dance are !i"e!%. 0he $ood and drin), which &he% ser"e, is
unbe!ie"ab!% good. 0he Ruanian generosi&% wi!! 'ro"ide abundan& and
rich &ab!es. >oe !e& us go &o &he wedding, i& is on our wa%, in a res&auran&
no& $ar $ro here. I wan& &o drin) and dance wi&h %ou on such a s'ecia!
occasion and a$&er &ha&, we wi!! go &o bed in % "i!!a. 8e wi!! ha"e a !o& o$
$un and grea& '!easure. 8ha& do %ou sa%<-
,0he grea&es& '!easure in % !i$e was when I e& %ou, and now
&ha& I a wi&h %ou, I a &he ha''ies& 'erson on ear&h. ;ro now on,
where"er %ou go, I wi!! be wi&h %ou. 1e!ie"e e % dar!ing, I !o"e %ou.-
=he )issed e wi&h 'assion, &hen said+
,1u& I us& insis& &ha& %ou beha"e and do wha& I &e!! %ou, because
during &he wedding $es&i"i&ies we wi!! ee& a !o& o$ res'ec&ab!e and high!%
considered 'eo'!e. 0here, we wi!! be as one $ai!%. .c& !i)e e"er%one
e!se. Hou wi!! ha"e no &roub!e, since %ou are a !o"e!% and generous 'erson.
Hou wi!! be a grea& sur'rise $or e"er%one+ a grea& gues& coing $ro
o"erseas &o share wi&h us oen&s o$ ha''iness. >oe wi&h e and ee&
e*ce'&iona! 'eo'!e.-
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8e wen& &o &he res&auran&. .s we cae near, ga% and !i"e!%
usic gree&ed us. 0he a&os'here was e*ci&ing, and &he who!e crowd
charing. 4ir!s were dressed in brigh& co!ored gowns wi&h !ace. 0heir
a''earance was s&unning, and e"er%bod% was e*&ree!% hos'i&ab!e. 0he
bride was beau&i$u! and as e!egan& as a 'rincess. 0he bridegroo !oo)ed
!i)e an orien&a! 'o&en&a&e. 0he a&&endance we!coed e as i$ I was a
onarch. 0he singers and &he orches&ra dedica&ed &o e a s'ecia! song.
=uch hos'i&a!i&% o"ed e dee'!%. 0he )indness o$ &he 'eo'!e !e$& e a& a
!oss how &o e*'ress % gra&i&ude.
M% gir! $riend sensed &ha& I was sh% and did no& )now how &o
res'ond &o &he generosi&% o$ her $riends. =he &o!d e &o re!a* and $ee! a&
hoe. Raising a g!ass o$ cha'agne, she as)ed e &o do &he sae, which
I did. =he addressed &he crowd sa%ing+
,>heer u' e"er%bod%, % Lebanese $riend wan&s &o share &he
ha''iness o$ &his e"en& wi&h %ou.-
I enAo%ed &a!)ing and drin)ing &i!! I becae eu'horic. .$&er &ha&
% gir! $riend in"i&ed e &o dance and said how wonder$u! I a and &ha&
e"er%one here !o"ed e.
,M% dar!ing, '!ease show e how &o e*'ress % gra&i&ude &o
%our )ind $riends<- I said.
,Hou need on!% &o o'en %our hear& &o us. 8e !o"e %ou. Hou wi!!
see !a&er &ha& &he bes& an wi!! as) e"er%bod% &o '!ace wha& one% &he%
ha"e wi&h hi. (e wi!! &a)e &he one% and o$$er i& &o &he bridegroo
sa%ing+ I8e gi"e e"er%&hing we ha"e $or %our ha''iness.D 0hen, &he bride,
a& &he end o$ &he e"ening wi!! sa%+ I0han)s &o a!! &hose who e*'ressed
&heir !o"e wi&h &heir b!essed con&ribu&ions &o our wedding.D 0hen, &he
bride, &he bridegroo, &he bes& an, and &he bridesaid wi!! gi"e &he
one% bac) &o &he 'eo'!e during a c!osing cereon% o$ &he wedding
$es&i"i&ies, sa%ing+ I8e &han) a!! o$ %ou who assis&ed &he wedding. Ma%
%our hoes be a!wa%s $i!!ed wi&h ha''iness9 8e gi"e %ou bac) %our
generous gi$&s because we ha"e a!read% recei"ed $ore"er %our !o"e.D
,M% Lebanese swee&hear&, %ou see, &hese are &he cus&os in
Ruania. In &his wa%, we a)e a '!a% wi&h one% &o e*'ress our
generosi&% and !o"e. .& &he end, we !ose no&hing, bu& win a s'!endid
bro&her!% re!a&ionshi'. Li$e is a gae+ go wi&h i& and %ou wi!! win
e"er%&hing. Do no& $orge& &ha& when we $inish $ro here we wi!! go &o %
hoe where I ha"e a sur'rise awai&ing %ou9-
I was i'a&ien& $or wha& she was 're'aring $or e &ha& e"ening.
=he hugged e wi&h 'assion and said+
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,4od has sen& %ou &o e. I wi!! do e"er%&hing $or %ou6 %ou are a
s&uden& here in % coun&r%, i$, a& an% &ie %ou are in need o$ one% or
an%&hing, '!ease ca!! on e. I recei"e a !o& o$ one% $ro % rich bro&her
in 4eran%.-
,M% swee&hear&, wi&hou& %ou I a as&ra%. Des&in% has brough&
e &o &his coun&r% &o $ind %ou. Hou are &he .s&ar&e o$ % dreas. M%
hear& is in %our hands and a& %our coand.-
I said &hese words in an eo&ion c!ose &o de!iriu.
0he cadence o$ &he usic en$!aed us. 8e cudd!ed each o&her
wi&h a dee' ra'&urous $ee!ing. 0hen, a g%'s% e!od% warb!ed and &he
'eo'!e danced in $ren7%. .ccording &o &he rh%&h, e"er% 'erson had &o
Au' u' a& e"er% cadence and hi& his bod% wi&h his 'a!s. 0he g%'s%
singer was so coic. (e was singing a song o$ Aea!ous% abou& Magda!ena.
,Magde!ena s'une dre'&
cine &e a usca& !a 'ie'&
Magde!ena dece in&i
ca a!bina nEare din&i.-
0he $unn% &hing in &he song was &ha& &he an was so angr%. (e
was as)ing Magde!ana, who had bi&&en hi on &he boso. =he answered+
,I& is a bee.- (e said angri!%+ ,Magde!ena wh% do %ou !ie< 0he bee has no
&ee&h.-
I s&ar&ed &o dance !i)e a g%'s% in a eu'horic and chao&ic wa% as i$
I was going &o bea& Magde!ana. M% gir! $riend, e*ci&ed, )issed e, sa%ing
&ha& I a so genia!.
0he orches&ra &oo) a brea). 0he $a&her o$ &he bridegroo wi&h &he
o&her o$ &he bride s&ar&ed &o sing a shor& ba!!ad o$ hoora% &o e"er% 'erson
&i!! he o$$ered his one%. 0he dru was bea&ing &o bring abou& an e*o&ic
a&os'here.
0he bes& an o$$ered 1BBB !ei, which was eGui"a!en& &o 3BC. M%
gir! $riend 're'ared e &o be dis'osed &o gi"e a!! % one% on &he
condi&ions she had e*'!ained be$ore. =he said+ ,. gen&!ean carr%ing a
ha& in his hand wi!! coe &o %ou. Pu& in his ha& a!! %our do!!ars and be$ore
we go hoe, %ou wi!! recei"e %our one% bac). Hour $riends in Ruania
need on!% &ha& %ou &rus& &he. Hou us& unders&and our generous s'iri&
and adire our cus&os5-
. an s&re&ched his ha& as a &ra% in $ron& o$ e. I ga"e hi 2BBC.
(e as)ed e, where I a $ro< M% dar!ing, &he brune&&e, 'ressed e &o
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her boso and answered hi+ ,0his is % !o"er, a wonder$u! and $an&as&ic
gen&!ean $ro Lebanon. Loo), how swee& he is9-
0he bes& an ca!!ed &he wedding crowd sa%ing+
,>heers $or our $riend $ro Lebanon9 >ongra&u!a&ion $or our
grea& gues&9 (e o$$ered 2BBC9 4rea&, generous hand9-
0he 'eo'!e a''!auded wi!d!%. 0he orches&ra dedica&ed &o e one
o$ i&s songs. M% generosi&% !ured &he beau&i$u! %oung !adies. 0he% o'ened
&heir ars and hugged e. 0he% en&hra!!ed e wi&h sensua! $ee!ings. I
ne"er e*'erienced such e*ci&een& be$ore in % !i$e. 0he bride !e$& her
bridegroo &o '!ease e wi&h cer&ain sensua! )isses. =he awa)ened in e
a $ee!ing o$ ecs&as% and I beha"ed as an :rien&a! 'o&en&a&e.
=howing o$$, I 'u$$ed ou& % ches&. 0hen I &oo) &he !as& hundred
do!!ars $ro % 'oc)e& and &he &wo bo*es o$ #en& cigare&&es $ro %
brie$case. In a drun)en "oice, I said &o &he bride+
,0hese are $or %ou, $or our LebaneseERuanian $riendshi'9-
M% gir! $riend o$ &ha& nigh& was Aea!ous. =he sna&ched &he do!!ars
$ro % hand and ca!!ed &wo usicians $ro &he orches&ra &o coe o"er,
&e!!ing &he in &heir !anguage+
,1ach &i!!o 5 awar de%5soco ris.-J
. snubEnosed an wi&h a cur"ed ous&ache carried his "io!in
and s&ood beside e. (e ca!!ed his co!!eague &o 're'are his dru. 0he%
'!a%ed a s'ecia! usic o$ hoora%, dedica&ed $or our RuanianELebanese
$riendshi'.
0he e!od% was an .rabic &une+ Mus&a$a.
I danced "igorous!% sha)ing % ars &o &he cadence o$ &he
rh%&h. I was !i)e a charer dancer in &he grand 'a!ace o$ a =u!&an. I was
so eccen&ric wi&h % orien&a! chao&ic o"een&s. 0he woen were
$!u&&ering around e. 0he% ga"e e &o drin) a concen&ra&ed Ruanian
coun&r% drin) ca!!ed ,'a!inca- &i!! I becae !os& in % wor!d o$ i!!usions
and dreas. =udden!%, I saw &he cei!ing "ibra&ing. 0he cur&ains and
windows were wa!&7ing u' and down. 0he 'eo'!e were whir!ing. I saw
%se!$ u'!i$&ed, $!%ing as a bu&&er$!% $ro '!ace &o '!ace. 4ir!s o'ened
&heir ars &o sGuee7e e &o &heir bosos. I needed one o$ &he &o he!' e
s&ead% % !egs on &he $!oor. . "irgin dressed in whi&e caugh& e wi&h her
agic hands and se*% e%es. =he su''or&ed e down &o ear&h b% 'ressing
e &o her wais& and her shin% &highs. =he )issed e inside % !i's and
said+
,0his is di"ine,- &hen, she 'ushed e gen&!% wi&h her bu&&oc)s
&owards a !one!% and dar) corner o$ &he res&auran& ha!!. .& &he end, wi&h a
dee' sensua! sigh she seduced e and &hen whis'ered sa%ing+
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,Lea"e hi in 'eace. Lea"e hi &o re!a* in his ecs&a&ic s!ee'.
0here is no&hing !e$& in hi an%ore6 I drained his !as& ounce o$ energ%.
(e was !o"e!% and &as&%9-
.& $our oDc!oc) in &he orning, I wo)e u' on &he $!oor, s&ar&!ed,
wi&h a $ee!ing o$ 'ain. =oebod% was hi&&ing e wi&h a broo. I& was &he
house c!eaner, who was swee'ing &he $!oor. =he wan&ed &o rid &he
res&auran& $ro % g%'s% a''earance and se!!. =he shou&ed a& e
sa%ing+
,4o ou& dir&% %oung an. Hour $riends ha"e !e$& %ou behind.
0he% said %ou are a "agabond. 0he% were ashaed o$ %ou $or &he
iserab!e &hings &ha& %ou did &o &he !as& nigh&. 0he% $inished &he
wedding 'ar&% and !e$& %ou here in %our iser%. I need now &o c!ean &his
'!ace $ro &heir dir&.-
I !oo)ed a& %se!$. Rea!!%, I was $ee!ing iserab!e9 I saw %se!$
!%ing on &he $!oor, drun). I was unconscious o$ how I $e!! as!ee' in such a
shae$u! wa%. M% head was hea"%, 'ondering on % enorous s&u'idi&%.
I s&ood u' dus&ing % c!o&hes and !oo)ed around6 &he res&auran&
was e'&% e*ce'& $or &he house c!eaner. .& &he beginning, I didnD&
reeber wha& I was doing in &he res&auran& &ha& nigh&9 I was s!ee'ing
&here on &he $!oor9 Did an%bod% )idna' e during % s!ee'<
,8ha& a doing I here<- I as)ed &he c!eaning !ad%.
,8ha& are %ou doing here< Hou are no& nora! in %our head9 Hou
)now how &o go hoe< I wi!! ca!! &he 'o!ice &o &a)e %ou9- =he said.
=udden!% % hear& s&ar&ed &o ga!!o'. . co!d swea& cae o"er e.
M% brea&h s&ood s&i!! and wi&h 'anic I cried, sa%ing+
,8here is % brune&&e $riend< 8here is &he one% &ha& I was &o
recei"e bac)< 8here is &he "i!!a b% &he !a)e< 8here is &he RuanianE
Lebanese $riendshi'<-
,4o ou&, '!ease9 I do no& need %our h%s&eria here. Hou are a dir&%
.rab. Hou are a 'ig.- 0he house c!eaner insu!&ed e and I had no energ%
!e$& &o re'!% &o her. =he didnD& wan& &o he!' e, bu& was &hrea&ening e &o
!ea"e &he res&auran&.
,4o hoe as %ou are now. Hou are a $oo!. Hour $riends ha"e !e$&
%ou because %ou ha"e abused &he. Rea!!%, %ou hared &he in &heir
digni&%. Hou us& be &han)$u! &o &he because &he% did no& )i!! %ou when
%ou $e!! down on &he $!oor6 &heir chie$ here cae wi&h his shar' )ni$e &o
s!augh&er %ou, bu& &he brune&&e gir! who brough& %ou here, $e!& 'i&% $or
%ou, because she !o"ed %ou. =he de$ended %ou b% 'ersuading &he >hie$ &o
&a)e a!! %our one% and wha& %ou own, ins&ead o$ )i!!ing %ou. Hou are
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"er% !uc)%. Hour !o"er '!eaded $or %ou and sa"ed %our !i$e. 4o ou&, be$ore
%our $riends coe bac) here and cu& %our &hroa&9-
I s&ar&ed &o cr%. M% &ears ran down % chee)s. I was wai!ing &o
%se!$9 8h% be in such socie&ies &ha& do no& e"en )now 4od< I s'o)e &o
&he house c!eaner+
,P!ease, &e!! e wha& did I do wrong< 0i!! now, I ha"e ne"er
hared an%bod%. I was 'o!i&e wi&h e"er%bod%. I ha"e no bad in&en&ions
&owards an% 'erson. Hes&erda%, did I do wrong b% acce'&ing &he in"i&a&ion
o$ a beau&i$u! %oung gir! &o coe here< I beha"ed as a gen&!ean.-
0he house c!eaner re'!ied+
,Do no& &a!) &o e an%ore9 Lis&en care$u!!%, i$ %ou wi!! reain
a inu&e ore in &his res&auran&, %ou wi!! crea&e 'rob!es. 4o Guic)!%
now be$ore &he% coe bac) and )i!! %ou.-
I !oo)ed around $rus&ra&ed, angr% and $righ&ened. I didnD& )now
how &o reac& &o such a si&ua&ion. =udden!%, &wo 'eo'!e cae and $orced
e &o !ea"e &he res&auran&.
I !e$& &he '!ace. I& was so co!d ou&side. Ice, $og and dar)ness were
$ree7ing an% o"een&. . chi!!% wind was b!owing &o e*&inguish &he !as&
war&h reaining in e. . snows&or was b!owing on a!! sides,
co!!a'sing % ho'e &o wa!) bac) &o >!uA &wen&% )i!oe&res awa%.
Disorien&ed I was in a deser& o$ ice. 0he greed% wor!d had &hrown e &o
$ace a co!d dea&h. I becae e*haus&ed and $ro7en. I $e!! unconscious on a
hea' o$ snow. I& ha''ened on &he road &o >oAocna.
0he second da%, I wo)e u' $ro % s&a&e o$ !e&hargic dee' s!ee',
in one o$ &he ce!!s o$ &he >!uA 'o!ice s&a&ion. 0wo ins'ec&ors cae and
in&erroga&ed e. I &o!d &he &he &ru&h abou& wha& ha''ened &o e wi&h &he
g%'s%. 0he% e*'!ained &o e how !uc)% I was &ha& &he% had $ound e
!%ing $ro7en in &he snow wi&h &he !as& brea&h o$ !i$e, and &ha& &he% had
'ic)ed e u' and brough& e here. 0he 'o!ice had no in&eres& in % $a&e.
0he% &o!d e &o be gra&e$u! &ha& I was s&i!! a!i"e. . ci"i! o$$icer as)ed e
&o ee& hi o$&en and &o be a $riend o$ &he 'o!ice because he had sa"ed
% !i$e.
I &han)ed &he 'o!ice $or &his nob!e &urn. :n % wa% ou&, I saw an
o$$icer en&ering &hrough &he ain door. (is $ace seeed $ai!iar. 0hen i&
dawned &o e &ha& I saw hi in &he g%'s% wedding o$ >oAocna9

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Ceausescu,s tear
I& was =e'&eber 19?9, % 'aren&s cou!d no& 'ro"ide e wi&h
&ui&ion $ees $or edica! s&udies, and &he cra7% war in % coun&r% had
i'o"erished &he e"en ore. 0he resu!& was &ha& &he Ruanians $orced
e &o in&erru'& % edica! s&udies or &o 'a% % schoo! &ui&ion $ees. I
a''ea!ed &o an% $riends &o he!' e b% as)ing &he Ruanian go"ernen&
&o so!"e % 'rob!e, gi"ing a s'ecia! considera&ion &o % $inancia!
si&ua&ion as a Lebanese ci&i7en and as a good s&uden&. M% $riends as)ed
e &o gi"e &he &he !as& !i&&!e one% I had in order &o bribe &he inis&er o$
educa&ion &o he!' e. M% $riends &oo) ad"an&age o$ e !i)e &he g%'sies o$
>oAocna and &he resu!& was &ha& I recei"ed an o$$icia! !e&&er $ro &he o$$ice
o$ $oreign s&uden&s ordering e &o !ea"e &he coun&r% wi&hin a shor& 'eriod
or e!se I wi!! be !iab!e $or de'or&a&ion. .nd ou& o$ 'o"er&%, I was seen and
&rea&ed as a "agabond and &he securi&% de'ar&en& o$ &he counis&
regie was !oo)ing $or a wa% &o e*'e! e $ro Ruania.
I recei"ed &he answer !i)e a bob e*'!oding in % hear& wi&h
grea& $ur% agains& &he Ruanians. .& $irs& I reac&ed !i)e a 'aranoiac who
was see)ing re"enge agains& wha& I considered was &he RuaniansD
unwarran&ed bad &rea&en&. =oon, howe"er, I rea!i7ed &ha& % on!% choice
was &o Guie& down and $ind a 'o!i&e and sui&ab!e wa% &o !ea"e Ruania.
8hen I regained % senses, I &hough&+
,8ha& ha"e I agains& &he Ruanians< .$&er a!!, &he% are no&
ob!iged &o he!' e, a Lebanese, $inancia!!% when &here are so an% o$
&heir 'eo'!e in need o$ he!'. .re &he% res'onsib!e o$ &he iser% crea&ed b%
&he war, which i'o"erished e< 2o, I us& no& be se!$ish. I us& no&
&a)e $ro e &he &horns and 'u& &he in o&hers. I us&, ins&ead, !ea"e
Ruania &han)ing i&s 'eo'!e wi&h grea& gra&i&ude $or &he &hree %ears in
which I was &rea&ed hos'i&ab!%. I decided &o wri&e a !e&&er o$ &han)s $or
e"er% Ruanian be$ore !ea"ing >!uA de$ini&i"e!%. 1u& how< =uch a
essage o$ uncondi&ioned !o"e cou!d e*'ress % Lebanese rura! war
$ee!ings on!% i$ i& cou!d be wri&&en in Ruanian "erse.
:ne da% in 2o"eber, I wo)e u' in &he orning &o &he sound o$
a ga!e. 0here was no hea&ing in % roo. M% bod% was nub wi&h co!d.
=now had co"ered a!! &he hi!!s surrounding &he ci&%. I us& o"e ou& o$
&he s&uden&sD house &o see) a war '!ace.
I wandered in &he ic% s&ree&s o$ >!uA un&i! % hair becae whi&e
wi&h $ros&. .& &he end o$ a >!uAean s&ree& was a !ibrar%. I wen& in &o $ee!
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war and &o enAo% reading boo)s o$ Ruanian !i&era&ure. I a!wa%s had a
grea& 'assion &o s&ud% &he cu!&ure o$ e"er% na&ion. Poe&s !i)e Einescu and
1!aga $ascina&ed e wi&h &heir 'as&ora! and %s&ica! &hin)ing. I !o"ed &he
Ruanian !anguage. I& is $u!! o$ co'assion and !%ricis.
In &he Guie& a&os'here o$ &he !ibrar%, a drea cae &o e. I saw
%se!$ s&anding si!en& in &he shadow o$ an oa) &ree. 0he be!!s were ringing
and s)%!ar)s were singing in &he !anguage o$ &he hear&. =udden!%, I wo)e
u' $ro % roan&ic &rance and a!! % $rus&ra&ions &urned &o a$$ec&ion and
de&erined e &o wri&e a 'oe in Ruanian. I e*'ressed % gra&i&ude
&owards &he coun&r% &ha& o'ened i&s doors &o &each e edicine and &o
sa&is$% % &hirs& $or !o$&% huan "a!ues.
I wan&ed % 'oe&ic essage &o reach e"er% Ruanian be$ore
being de'or&ed $ro his coun&r%. M% $riends read % "erses wi&h 'assion.
0he% &ouched &heir hear&s. 0he% $e!& % !o"e and gra&i&ude $or &he. 0he%
!oo)ed a& e wi&h adira&ion. 0he% wan&ed e &o 'ub!ish % war
"erses.
I "isi&ed a $aous news'a'er in 1uchares&, ca!!ed ;!acarea. I
'resen&ed % 'oes. 0he Aourna!is&s were e*&ree!% g!ad &o 'ub!ish %
'oes. 0he a&os'here o$ e*ci&een& shone on &heir $aces. 0he head o$
&he sec&ion o$ 'oe&r% $e!& % s&rong essage o$ co'assion, and wi&h a
&hri!! he a''!auded and said+
,E*&raordinar%9- 0hen &wo 'ho&ogra'hers cae and &oo) %
'ic&ure and said+ ,Hou wi!! ha"e a grea& sur'rise. 8e wi!! 'ub!ish %our
'oes.-
13 Deceber 19?9, I wandered in &he s&ree&s o$ >!uA &o ee& %
$riends. =oe&hing s&range was ha''ening. I was sur'rised a& how an%
un)nown 'eo'!e were !oo)ing a& e wi&h as&onishen&. =oe o$ &he
'oin&ed a& e wi&h &heir $inger. I& ade e se!$Econscious &o see so an%
Ruanian e%es $i*ed on e whi!e I wa!)ed in &he s&ree&. =udden!% near a
)ios), a news'a'er carried b% a an a&&rac&ed % a&&en&ion and I saw %
'ho&ogra'h on &he $ron& 'age. M% hear& Au'ed wi&h Ao%. . s&rong &hri!!
'ushed e &owards &he newsEs&and. 0here was a 'i!e o$ &he news'a'er
;!acarea. :n i&s $ron& 'age was 'ub!ished % 'oe en&i&!ed Rumania, you
taught me your language \ in which bells and skylarks sing. I bough& a
hea' o$ ;!acarea news'a'ers $ro &he )ios) and ran wi&h &he in &he
s&ree& !i)e a 'roud chi!d. I s&o''ed 'eo'!e in &he s&ree& showing &he &he
'a'er. 0he% were i'ressed. 0he% a''recia&ed % beau&i$u! 'oe&r%.
Ceaucescu read !y +oe!; The dictator -as e5tre!ely
e5cited by !y !essa*e o *ratitude and lo.e to his +eo+le; My .erse
!o.ed his e!otions; While he -as readin* !y -ar! .erses a tear ran
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do-n his chee2; 1is *uards -ere i!+ressed; The editor o the
ne-s+a+er @lacarea -as as2ed to tell !e the Ru!anian President,s
a++reciation o !y +oetry;
>onseGuen&!%, I recei"ed a !e&&er $ro &he edi&or, a "er%
in$!uen&ia! 'erson. In his !e&&er, he congra&u!a&ed e and as)ed &o ee& e.
. wee) !a&er, we e&. I 'resen&ed hi wi&h a anuscri'& o$ % boo) o$
'oe&r% wi&h &wen&% i!!us&ra&ions. (e !oo)ed a& i& and s&ar&ed &o read one o$
% 'oes. (e &o!d e+
,1ra"o9 1ra"o9 Hou are a grea& Lebanese 'oe& in our !anguage.
8e are 'roud o$ %ou. (ow can I he!' %ou<-
I &oo) $ro % '!as&ic bag an a''!ica&ion $or ob&aining a
scho!arshi' $ro &he Ruanian go"ernen& in order &o con&inue %
edica! s&udies and no& &o be de'or&ed $ro Ruania, because I cou!d no&
a$$ord % &ui&ion $ees. (e &oo) &he a''!ica&ion and said+
,4o bac) &o %our edica! schoo! and in &wo wee)s %ou wi!!
recei"e %our scho!arshi'9-
/anuar% 19FB, I go& % scho!arshi'. I s&ar&ed &o 'ercei"e &he
wor!d wi&h !o"e and &o e*'ress co'assion in an% o$ % 'oes.
0he Ruanian 'o!ice who were searching $or e in order &o
de'or& e $ro &he coun&r%, e& e and said+
,Hou are now a grea& an in Ruania. 0he &ear o$ >eausecu
was %our sa!"a&ion.-
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My cultural -orld
1% &he %ear 19FB I had becoe $aous as a Lebanese 'oe& in
Ruanian. M% debu& in &he uni"erse o$ Ruanian !i&era&ure was a uniGue
'henoenon. I was &he $irs& $oreigner who, in a shor& &ie, s&udied &he
Ruanian !anguage and becae a ce!ebra&ed 'oe&.
In >!uA I !i"ed &he !i$e o$ a boheian ar&is&. Mos& o$ % $ree &ie
was s'en& in wri&ing 'oe&r% in &he co$$ees, bars and res&auran&s. I was
we!coe in &he circ!es o$ >!uAean ar&is&s, wri&ers and 'hi!oso'hers.
>u!&ura! ee&ings a!wa%s a&&rac&ed e. I had &o a)e % &re) &hrough
Ruanian cu!&ure and s'iri&ua!i&%.
:ne da% in &he >!uAean res&auran& >on&inen&a!, I was ha"ing
su''er wi&h % gir! $riend, a s&uden& in Ruanian 'hi!o!og%. I read &o her
% 'oes and she began &o correc& % graa&ica! is&a)es. .drian, &he
usician o$ &he res&auran& cae &o our &ab!e and shared wi&h us a g!ass o$
"od)a. 8e discussed &he di$$icu!&ies I ee& whi!e &hin)ing and wri&ing in a
$oreign !anguage. .$&er &ha&, .drian sugges&ed &ha& I ee& his $a&her,
Pe&ran, who was a Aourna!is& and an edi&or, be!ie"ing &ha& he cou!d he!' e
in e*'ressing % ideas in &he 'ro'er Ruanian $or. I wen& &he ne*& da%
wi&h .drian &o his $a&herDs a'ar&en&. Pe&ran, a an in his si*&ies, read %
'oe&r% and $e!& % genuine s'iri&. (e !i)ed &he origina!i&% and s'iri&ua!i&%
in e"er% "erse. (e adired % abi&ion and con$idence &o e*'ress %se!$
in his !anguage wi&h such s&reng&h and co'assion.
Pe&ran s&ar&ed &o gi"e e sugges&ions regarding % 'oes. 0hen
!is&ening &o e wi&h a si!e, he e*'ressed his &hough&s in war words. (e
c!ari$ied an% &hings &ha& were s&i!! b!urred in % ind. I $e!&, $ro &he
$irs& ee&ing, &ha& Pe&ran is &he an who can guide and su''or& e in &he
wor!d o$ crea&i"i&% and $ai!iari7e e wi&h &he highes& huan "a!ues.
Pe&ran becae $or e a s'iri&ua! and cu!&ura! en&or. (e was
an e*&raordinar% an, a grea& %s&ic and a co'assiona&e &hin)er. (e
e*er&ed hise!$ &o en!igh&en o&hers. (e wan&ed &o gi"e e his !as& wisdo
be$ore i& $ades awa% when he !ea"es &his wor!d.
Pe&ran was "er% &a!en&ed as a Aourna!is& and edi&or. (e
&ransi&&ed &he gi$& o$ wri&ing &o an% no"ices in !i&era&ure, and is credi&ed
wi&h 'roo&ing an% wri&ers and 'oe&s. (is ai was &o nourish &he seeds
o$ crea&i"i&% and &o ser"e &he couni&%. (e was a ser"an& o$ s'iri&ua!i&%
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and cu!&ure. (e reAec&ed g!or% &ha& ser"es &he se!$ishness o$ indi"idua!s
ra&her &han &he grea&er "a!ues o$ !i$e.
8hen Pe&ran was edi&ing one o$ &he Ruanian news'a'ers, he
rea!i7ed &ha& &he 'ress was "er% corru'&. (e cou!d no& acce'& an% &hings
in !i$e &ha& ruin s'iri&ua! in&egri&%. (e cou!d no& bear en"% &ha& des&ro%s
$riendshi', or g!or% &ha& b!inds a 'erson. Pe&ran has done &he os&
e*&raordinar% wor) o$ 'osi&i"e cri&icis &ha& I ha"e e"er seen, in &he
doains o$ 'ain&ing, in"en&ions and !i&era&ure. (e wor)ed in si!ence,
shunning g!or% and a"oiding greed% e%es. (e wan&ed &o !igh& wi&h his
s'ar) o$ crea&i"i&% &he cand!es o$ o&hers ins&ead o$ showing o$$ his own
cand!es. (e !i"ed &he !i$e o$ an anon%ous genius in order &o $ee! "er%
c!ose &o 4od.
Pe&ran 'ub!ished se"era! ar&ic!es in &he 'ress, signed wi&h
di$$eren& 'seudon%s, agains& corru'&ion. (is ar&ic!es caused a big
scanda!, bu& so $ar nobod% disco"ered &heir rea! au&hor. (e $ound &ha&, in
his Aourna!is&ic ac&i"i&ies, nega&i"e 'owers wan&ed &o co'roise hi or
abuse o$ his conscience. (ence, re$using &he g!or% o$ &his wor!d in order &o
'reser"e his huan 'rinci'!es, he resigned a!! Aourna!is&ic ac&i"i&ies and
becae a si'!e rai!wa% wor)er. (e reained in &ouch on!% wi&h a $ew
si'!e 'eo'!e o$ his $ai!%. (e s&a%ed a!! his !as& &hir&% %ears in $rus&ra&ed
si!ence and sorrow $or huani&%. 8hen I e& hi, his si!ence s'o)e,
sha)ing &he c!ouds o$ ignorance.
Pe&ran is &he grea&es& an I e"er e&. (is &hough&s were $or e
'ro'hecies $or wor!d cu!&ure and ci"i!i7a&ion. (e re"ea!ed &he diaonds in
% &hough&s and his words wi!! guide e $or $ore"er. (e ins'ired e wi&h
&he grea& 'hi!oso'h% o$ hea!ing &he indi"idua! and &he couni&%. 0o his
'rinci'!es, I a coi&&ed5
E*&ree!% i'ressed b% &he !i$e o$ Pe&ran, I wro&e &he $o!!owing
'oe dedica&ed &o hi.
Corru+tion

)od ca!e do-n to earth=
Nobody -as beside hi!;
1e turned on alone the s-itch=
Ener*y be*an to *a!bol=
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Re*ulated -ith co!!on sense=
Li*htin* the s-in*s o hea.en;

:ince a certain ti!e=
O+acities started to !ulti+ly
In a o* o dar2ness=
:u++ressin* the li*ht;

Our ancestral *enes are cryin*:
Where is the +ure li*ht=
That s+reads 2no-led*e
To our childrenA

3eore the ni*hts
Can +ersecute our Ti!e
And beco!e hea.y
In our !inds=
The ordered syste!s
O dar2ness
Must be +ut in E.idenceB



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I a! a .erse in the /ni.erse
I 'ub!ished % 'oes in abou& &we!"e Ruanian !i&erar%
aga7ines. M% nae was on &he $ron& 'age o$ a!os& e"er% Ruanian
'a'er. In % !i&erar% ac&i"i&ies I was considered an einen& uni"ersa!
'ersona!i&% and b% &he Ruanian cu!&ura! au&hori&ies as an in&erna&iona!
$ree &hin)er and one o$ &he wor!dDs 'roinen& 'oe&s.
In an in&er"a! o$ &hree %ears I 'ub!ished % &hree boo)s o$ 'oe&r%
in Ruanian. 0he $irs& boo) a''eared a& &he 'ub!ishing house /uniea in
&he Mo!do"ian ci&% Iashi. I& was en&i&!ed Fascinatii Timpului K;ascina&ion
o$ 0ieL. 0he boo) &rea&s &he diension o$ 0ie and i&s 'h%sica! and
%s&ica! essence.
8e are a!wa%s !i"ing in grea& s&ress because we are condi&ioned
b% &ie. E"er%&hing cou!d be reso!"ed i$ our ho'es are &a)en in
accordance wi&h 0ie. >ou!d 0ie !is&en &o our huan cr% in order &o
hea! &he huan being o$ his ain .n*ie&%. I addressed 0ie sa%ing+

Cou are the one
Who al-ays *i.es ho+e
O -hat is better;
Why in the end
Cou cut !y a++etite o li.in*=
Lea.in* !e ore.erA

I a! *lad -hen I 2no-
Cou are here;
Do not lea.e !e=
Do you hearA
What -ill I do
When I !iss youA
Are you !y ene!yA
Cou are
Too close to !e
Cet too ar a-ayB

.& &he end, 0ie was dea$. (e ne"er wishes &o !is&en &o &he cries
o$ our hear&s. I $e!& &ha& he was a"oiding answering. 0hen I as)ed whe&her
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='ace is res'onsib!e $or huan $rus&ra&ions. I wan&ed &o 'ercei"e wha&
goes on wi&h % huan rea!i&% on &ha& side+
On the other side=
On the other side o the door
That 2ee+s !e ca+ti.e in s+ace=
There is dar2ness;
Thereore= -hen Ti!e -ill o+en it=
Whether -illin* or not=
I !ust *o out=
3ecause behind the other doors=
Throu*h -hich I once entered=
That dreadul 4ailer
Is stayin*= a-aitin* his turn=
1is only care
Is to asten the bolt=
And hold in !y +lace=
In a *reat hurry=
Another +risoner o li*ht;

Loo)ing $or huani&%Ds e*is&en&ia! so!u&ion, I $ound &ha& ='ace
and 0ie are &he e*ecu&ors o$ orders, no& &he decisionEa)ers, and
&here$ore cou!d no& be b!aed $or our s&ress. 0here us& be =oebod%
who is hiding his $ace $ro us and who, a!one, can gi"e e an answer $or
% huan $rus&ra&ions. 0hen I !oo)ed &o &he s)%, i& was idnigh&, I
wan&ed &o see where &he 4rea& .non%ous is. I wan&ed &o unders&and his
crea&i"e en&a!i&% and &o $ind &he so!u&ion. =udden!% a s&ar $e!! &e!!ing e
soe&hing in &his &in% s&or%+

Cal! and tactical
The 3i* Architect
Pri!ed the co!+licated !echanis!
O the +ri!ary ato!
Releasin* the deaenin* bi* ban*;
1e did not hear it
3ecause he -as in the laboratory
Where he -as !i5in* substances
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That s!ell lie;
@ro! the -indo-
E.en today= he loo2s at the o+era
E The cos!ic s-in* E
In -hich so!eti!es
A rusted chain is torn
@ro! its lin2 and detaches a star;
.& &he end, I did no& ge& an answer in % own !anguage. 0he ac&
o$ crea&i"i&% in &he @ni"erse is going on and none o$ &he ange!s wou!d
s'ea) &o e abou& &he $rus&ra&ing s&ress o$ being a huan being. I wan&ed
e"er% indi"idua! &o ha"e an e&erna! !i$e, $ree $ro &he condi&ions o$ ='ace
and 0ie. I !oo)ed again a& &he s)%. I& was dawn. 0he sun had risen abo"e
&he oun&ains. I&s !igh& $e!! on e, ins'iring e, and I said+
I the sun
Will collect
Its scattered
Li*ht=
Cour e5istence
Will be
@inished
3ecause
Its eternity
Is in *i.in*;
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A Foice ro! +rison "
In 1uchares&, I o$&en "isi&ed &he @nion o$ Ruanian wri&ers, and
soon becae $riends wi&h os& o$ &he renowned 'oe&s, 'hi!oso'hers,
ar&is&s, 'ro$essors, scien&is&s and o&her in&e!!ec&ua!s. M% 'resence was
sough& and % co!!abora&ion was we!coed in di$$eren& cu!&ura! circ!es
and $es&i"a!s, in uni"ersi&% and acade% con$erences and in s'ecia! radio
and &e!e"ision 'rogras.
I was ha"ing dinner one da% in &he @nion o$ wri&ers. Mos& o$ &he
ar&is&s and wri&ers were drun)en wi&h $rus&ra&ion. .n o!d 'erson was
s'ea)ing co'assiona&e!%. I !is&ened &o his %s&ica! and 'hi!oso'hica!
ideas &ha& were sha)ing e"er% !is&ener. (is words were "er% shar'. Li)e a
sword &he% cu& &he as)s o$ &he wor!dDs s%s&es and e*'osed e"er%
huan beingDs ob&rusi"e ignorance.
I as)ed % co!!eagues si&&ing wi&h e a& &he sae &ab!e who is
&his wise o!d an< Is he a $ree &hin)er, and how dare he s'ea) wi&h such
$reedo, cri&ici7ing e"en &he >ounis& Regie< .& $irs&, &he% a"oided
answering % Gues&ion. 0he% 're&ended &he% didnD& hear. I as)ed again+
,8ho is &his 'ro"oca&i"e sage< Is he =ocra&es in &he sGuares o$ &he ancien&
.&hens<- .n in&re'id 'oe& re'!ied+ ,(e is Pe&ru 0su&sa. (e is % $riend. I
wi!! in&roduce %ou &o hi.-
0su&sa is an o!d an in his eigh&ies, $u!! o$ a "i&a!i&% &ha&
eana&es $ro his $ai&h, co'assion and his enorous so!ici&ude &o &hose
who su$$er. (e was a barris&er b% $ora&ion, &hen becae a !inguis&ic
'ro$essor in se"era! !anguages and a grea& %s&ica! 'hi!oso'her. . cabine&
inis&er o$ cu!&ure in &he onarchic Ruanian regie o$ #ing >aro!, he
was a 'roinen& 'ersona!i&% wi&h a s&rong >hris&ian s'iri&ua!i&% rising
$ro &he dee' roo&s o$ his coun&r%. 1e$ore &he =econd 8or!d 8ar, he had
su''or&ed &he $aous draa&is& Eugen Ionescu and &he grea& wri&er
Mircea I!!eade.
8hen &he >ounis&s assued 'ower in Ruania, 0su&sa was
'ersecu&ed b% &he 'roE=&a!inis&s. (e was i'risoned and &or&ured $or a
!ong &ie. (e was re!eased ore &han &wen&% %ears !a&er.
I no&iced 'eo'!e were a$raid &o &a!) &o hi because he ne"er
&hin)s in &he counis& wa%. (e was !oo)ing $or &he ru!es o$ 4:D on
ear&h.
I e& 0su&sa an% &ies. (e was an e*&ree!% ha''% 'erson
because he had no&hing &o !ose in !i$e. (e sacri$iced e"er%&hing in his
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Gues& $or 0ru&h. (e carried &he cross o$ huani&% and o$ his na&ion &o &he
dungeon. 8hen he cae bac) &o &he sun!igh&, he was shining !i)e a sun in
our dar) da%s. (e sco$$ed a& &he s%s&es o$ dar)ness, which ai &o
e*&inguish &he !igh& in our &hough&s.
0su&sa, wi&h his brigh& and en!igh&ened $ace !oo)ed a& e and
said+ ,Edgar .!!an Poe said &ha& $oo!s sei7ed 'ower and 'ersecu&ed o&hers
because &he% are $oo!s. M% dear, i$ %ou see =ocra&es coing &owards %ou
in &his s&ree&, wi!! %ou change direc&ion and go &o ano&her s&ree&<-
I did no& )now how &o answer hi, bu& I re'!ied as)ing hi
Gues&ions+
,.re %ou, Mr. 0su&sa, =ocra&es<-
,I a no& a genius. . genius &hin)s &ha& he can change &he
wor!d and so becoes s&u'id. (e !oses his senses.-
,.re %ou a hero who ar&%ri7ed hise!$ $or huani&% wi&h his
s&rong $ai&h eana&ing $ro &he dee' roo&s o$ his !and<-
,0here are an% heroes. 0he s&ree&s are $u!! o$ &he. I a no&
$oo!ish &o consider %se!$ a hero. 0here is &he (ER: who can be
anon%ous and un)nown. 0he good &hing abou& &he (ero is &ha& his
'rinci'!e is s&u'id bu& a& !eas& he sacri$ices hise!$ and be!ie"es in i&,- he
answered, !aughing co'assiona&e!%.
,Mr. 0su&sa, &hen %ou are a sain&9-
,I a no& a sain&. I$ I -ere a sain& &hen %ou wou!d no& see e
here. . sain& is &he highes& se!$!ess indi"idua! because he gi"es e"er%&hing
&i!! he becoes no&hing. (e is no&hing. (e is in 2o&hingness9-
,Mr. 0su&sa, I did no& unders&and wha& %ou ean abou& &he
sain&.-
,Hou ne"er need &o unders&and. 0he genius is a $oo! because he
a!wa%s wan&s &o unders&and. I$ %ou wan& &o )now wha& a sain& is, &hen gi"e
%ourse!$ u' &i!! %ou becoe no&hing, and &hen as) %our Gues&ion wi&h &he
on!% adeGua&e !anguage+ si!ence.
,Li"ing is gi"ing. 0here are &hree &%'es o$ indi"idua!s who gi"e.
0he genius is &he !owes&. (e gi"es, be!ie"ing he wi!! change &he wor!d,
and does no& rea!i7e his s&u'idi&%. 0he second is &he hero. (e be!ie"es in
s&u'id conce'&s bu& he is &oo s&u'id &o )now &ha& &he% are s&u'id, and so
gi"es his a!!. 0he &hird is &he sain&. (e is &he highes& because, a!&hough he
rea!i7es &he s&u'idi&% o$ e"er%&hing, he con&inues un&i! he reaches &he &o',
which is 2o&hingness.-
I was no& 'erce'&i"e &o wha& 0su&sa was sa%ing. I $e!& a!! &he
energ% coing $ro hi "ibra&ing in e. I becae ore 'ro"oca&i"e wi&h
% Gues&ions.
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,Mr. 0su&sa, %ou did no& &e!! e who %ou are<-
,8hen I was in 'rison, &he Aai!er as)ed e+ Iwho are %ou<D I
re'!ied+ I a LeninDs co!!eague in hunger. 8e shared &oge&her iser% and
'o"er&%.-

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. "oice $ro 'rison E2E

I heard abou& >ons&an&in 2oica. 0su&sa had s'o)en o$ hi. (e is
&he grea&es& Ruanian 'hi!oso'her. (e is a $ree &hin)er, and a disci'!e o$
&he 4eran 'hi!oso'her (eidegger. ;or his in$!uen&ia! &hough&s, he was
i'risoned a!ongside 0su&sa $or o"er &wen&% %ears.
I wan&ed &o )now who is 2oica. I wen& &o &he !ibrar% and s&ar&ed
&o read his boo)s. I read his !as& boo) e!inerea intru "iinta K1ecoing in
E*is&enceL. I was i'ressed b% his &hough&s and ins'ired b% his s'iri&. .!!
&he ideas o$ his boo) o"ed % crea&i"i&% and I e*'ressed &he wor!d o$
2oica in a Ruanian c!assica! 'oe, which I dedica&ed &o hi. 0he 'oe
sa%s+

The !ira*e o bein*
&o >ons&an&in 2oica

I distin*uish in !e a t-in tact
Which beat in rhyth! indeinite=
They are not ull but intact=
@ro! the be*innin*= ininite;

In their +ulse I eel !y bein*
Tryin* to *o out ro! its rin*s=
:tri.in* -ith rebellion and seein*
My silent end -ith bro2en -in*s;

Multi+lied in all= in all I a! shinin*=
3ut orei*ner to the instant o halt
In -hich I +ulse ro! the be*innin*
And reach al-ays rather than bolt;

Ti!e,s closin* 2ey sla!s behind !e
A hea.y door o s+ace until !y End;
I -atch in thet its o+enness to see
What it brin*s= -here !e it -ill send;

My unslee+in* s+irit beats to be ree=
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Its echo .ibrates !e in e.ery thin*;
I a! a orei*ner in !yselG I a! to be
A nobody in all= an all in nothin*;
To-ards the *reat o+enness I lounder
3ut the thou*ht alls do-n in a *a+;
Oten I *et chained and still re!ain under
The allure!ent o baits in the Tra+;

When urious= I -ait to *o out
@ro! that -hich is !y a-ul 4ail=
I hear a dee+ inner .oice about
My lost shi+ in its Wind and :ail;

@ro! no- and on a +ulse o li*ht
Co!es to !y heart= it is so rare=
Irre+ressible in its lo- and bri*ht=
@ull o a stars, har!ony and lare;
At the head o Ti!e= at the 3e*innin*=
My unin.ited )uest o+ens !y cell to .isit !e
On his s+indle= !y lie,s thread is s+innin*
And tellin* !e -ho I a! and -hat -ill I be;
Rached E!ias Daoud

M M M
I sen& % 'oe a!ongside % &wo 'ub!ished boo)s, Fascination o"
Time and #anding on Golgotha b% ai! &o &he 'hi!oso'her 'ro$essor
>ons&an&in 2oica. (e was !i"ing in a sa!! wooden hu& in &he oun&ains
o$ &he 0rans%!"anian ci&% =ibiu. 0he '!ace is ca!!ed $altimishe%
2oica answered e wi&h &wo successi"e !e&&ers, e*'ressing grea&
adira&ion $or % 'oe&r%. (e wro&e+
Dear Daoud,

0han) %ou, in &he nae o$ % coun&r%. 0han) %ou $or %our
e*&raordinar% con&ribu&ion &o our cu!&ure. I ha"e a grea& adira&ion $or
%our 'oe&r%. Hour 'oes are e*&ree!% e*ce'&iona! and uniGue in &heir
uni"ersa!i&%, origina!i&% and !%ricis. Hour "erse is rich wi&h a essage o$
co'assion and s'iri&ua!i&%. (uani&% is in grea& need o$ %our rear)ab!e
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gi$&. Hour &hough&s are so war. 0he% bring &o &he huan hear& a s&e!!ar
haron%.
0han) %ou again $or generous!% dedica&ing &o e %our 'oe. I
wi!! be g!ad i$ %ou can "isi& e in Pa!&iishe,
8i&h a!! % $riend!% !o"e,

Hours, >. 2oica
I read &he !e&&er and becae i'a&ien& &o "isi& 2oica. :n a win&er
orning I wen& b% &rain &o =ibiu. 0hen, a bus &oo) e on a oun&ain road
across a &hic) 'ine $ores&, and $ina!!% de'osi&ed e, a& &he end o$ &he road,
in Pa!&iishe. I wa!)ed be&ween rows o$ cabins un&i! I reached &he
wor)erNs can&een. 0here, I $ound 2oica. (e was a ?? %ear o!d an si&&ing
a& a &ab!e ea&ing brea)$as&+ a sou' o$ 'or) $a&.
2oica was ha''% &o ee& e. (e si!ed and his $ace shone !i)e
&ha& o$ a sain&. .$&er a wa!) in &he $ores&, he in"i&ed e &o his cabin. I
en&ered his sa!! wooden &e'!e, o$ abou& 2 sGuare e&ers in area. (is
bed was co"ered wi&h shee&s o$ 'a'er and an% boo)s were sca&&ered on
&he $!oor.
2oica was i'risoned b% &he counis&s $or ore &han &wo
decades because o$ his %s&icis. In 'rison, he was a!! &he &ie
edi&a&ing, !i"ing in his ce!! !i)e a heri& in a onas&er%, wi&h grea& !o"e
&o 4od and huani&%. 0he =&a!inis&s $u!$i!!ed his '!easure b% arres&ing
hi. 0he Aai! ga"e hi &he o''or&uni&% &o $ind a desired s'iri&ua! so!i&ude+
he $ound his in&erior ha''iness behind bars b% edi&a&ing %ears in si!ence
and hui!i&%, $ee!ing cons&an&!% near 4od.
I discussed wi&h 2oica di$$eren& 'ro$ound ideas abou& uni"ersa!
consciousness, our cosic e*is&ence and our 'roAec&ions on &he nega&i"e
s'ace and nega&i"e &ie a*es. I read &o 2oica $ro % anuscri'& boo) o$
'oes en&i&!ed &elestial eurythmy, in which I show &he huan diensions
on &he sca!e o$ &he @ni"erse and our rea! cosic ode!. I described &o
2oica how we, in &his ins&an&, are a irror o$ &he acro or &he icro
cosos.
2oica !i)ed % !ogica! "iews &ha& can !in) science wi&h
s'iri&ua!i&% a& &he 'oin& o$ 3er&ica!i&%. La&er on, he su''or&ed % ideas in
an% ee&ings a& &he Ruanian acade% where I was in"i&ed &o re'!%
wi&h % "erse &o an% Gues&ions !aid b% scien&is&s. M% 'ur'ose was &o
bring a wor!d o$ co'assion &o &he rigid eso&eric &hin)ing.
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A +oetic -orld in !edicine
In &he &raining hos'i&a!s o$ >!uA, &he condi&ions o$ hea!&h care
were iserab!e. 0here was 'enur% o$ edica! drugs &o adinis&er &o &he
'a&ien&s.
0he hos'i&a! s%s&es o$ educa&ion and &raining were echanica!,
and &he edica! a''roach &o &he 'a&ien&s was ar&!ess. =oe&ies, &he
indi"idua! was &rea&ed as a bio!ogica! achine and no& as a huan being.
I& was c!ear &ha& such a edica! a''roach was inadeGua&e. I wan&ed &o
unders&and ore o$ &he huan su$$ering and &o dea! wi&h &he 'a&ien& as a
s%s&e o$ Li$e and as a uni"ersa! s'iri&. I rea!i7ed &ha& % re!a&ionshi'
wi&h &he 'a&ien& us& be congruen& wi&h !i$e and i&s >rea&or. I& us& be
di"ine and bui!& on &he highes& scien&i$ic huan "a!ues.
In &he &raining hos'i&a!s, I $ound &ha& &he 'h%sicians were nice
and !o"eab!e. 0he% &ried &o adinis&er &o &heir 'a&ien&s &he bes& &he% had
!earned. =oe&ies, &he% were e"en ore $rus&ra&ed wi&h &he a&os'here
o$ &he hos'i&a! &han I was. 0he% $e!& a grea& need $or &he ar&is&ic and
s'iri&ua! wor!d in &heir wor). 0he% ad"ised e, as a 'oe&, &o in&roduce %
ar&is&ic s)i!!s in edicine. I did so b% wri&ing a boo) o$ 'oes abou&
gene&ics, in which I s'o)e abou& our scien&i$ic bio!ogica! rea!i&ies and
"isions wi&h &reendous co'assion. 0he essage was a war a''ea! $or
a)ing science aware o$ !oosing i&s sense o$ "a!ues.
M% boo) o$ gene&ics was en&i&!ed, #anding on Golgotha. I& was
'ub!ished in >!uA b% Dacia, a we!!E)nown 'ub!ishing house, in 19F3. 0he
@ni"ersi&% acce'&ed % boo) as a edica! &hesis. ;or &he $irs& &ie in
his&or% 'oe&r% en&ered edicine or edicine en&ered 'oe&r%. 0he
ou&s&anding Ruanian gene&icis& >ons&an&in Ma*ii!ian 're$aced &he
boo).
>. Ma*ii!ian wro&e in his 're$ace+
POETRC,: 3I) H/E:TION:
I oten as2 !ysel= as indeed all biolo*ists do= in -hat
direction is *enetics *oin*A Its +eror!ance interests !uch less than
its social= !oral and +olitical i!+act; I ha.e no doubt that it -ill sol.e
+art o the se.ere uncertainties o the contorted end o this century; I
also ha.e no doubt that it -ill raise ne- uncertainties o at least the
sa!e se.erity as the +resent ones; )eneticists -ish to control lie; 3ut
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their !ani+ulations ri*hten us e.en i they a++ear as a ar&o
+ers+ecti.e; One day= on the scene o e.olution= a stran*e s+ecies born
from the test tubes of the dream of science -ill a++ear; Man -ill be
chan*ed E or sure= a ar !ore +erect bein* -ill a++ear; 3ut in the
+lants o to!orro- they -ill create an ar!y o identical indi.iduals=
thereby 2illin* our sacred ri*ht o bein* uniIue;
Are these i!+ossible assu!+tionsA Perha+s= but can anyone
be sureA Ne.ertheless= I as2: Who -ill dare to inau*urate the irst
ad.enture in the un2no-nA WhyA And or -ho!A
It is necessary to ha.e the ans-ers -ritten on the !ost
*enerous orbits o our as+irations; This is i!+erati.e; Nobody can be
sure o the result; Warnin*s co!e ro! e.ery-here= al-ays !ore
abundant= al-ays !ore loaded -ith se.ere ur*ency; The sur.i.al o
our s+ecie is at sta2e; It is +ossible that -e -ill disa++ear and -ith us
-ill disa++ear the !ost a!aJin* ad.enture o the /ni.erse; This -ill
be the +rice o our hau*htiness; On the other hand= it can be
hu!anity,s *reatest success;
Discussions are continuously a!+liied= in.ol.in* the -hole
co!!unity; 3ecause the only reason or a science to e5ist is to
i!+ro.e the hu!an conditions o those -ho are near to us and raise
the! to -hat -e -ant the! to be in our !o!ents o su+erb lucidity;
To su++ort the *eneticists ca!e the +hiloso+hers= the sociolo*ists= the
+sycholo*ists and the 4urists6 Only the +oets are !issin*; :cience
belie.es that it has no need or +oetry; And +oetry did not ind any
ins+iration in the arid disco.eries o biolo*y= in the loaded +a*es o
the esoteric or!ulas o +hysics= in the sterile hy+othesis o *enetics o
the +ast e- decades;
Daoud has a++eared; 1is +oetry is unusual; With hi!=
e.erythin* is unusual; 1e a++roached *enetics and the hu!an bein*
-ith his ancestral restlessness, -ith the i!a*ination o the +oet and
the co!+assion o the +hysician= tortured -ith all the hu!an !iseries;
1e s+ea2s -ith an al!ost stran*e lan*ua*e to us= -ho are
used to the desert o acts= about our biolo*ical uniIueness and the
!ysterious be*innin* o lie= about *enetic errors and an e.entual
biolo*ical a+ocaly+se= about the ine.itable incest and the terato*enic
!ediu!; All ha.e other resonance; )enetics beco!es -ith Daoud
so!ethin* other than a science: it beco!es +oetry and trust= social
res+onsibility and ear; 1is +oetry includes all the ear and all the
as+irations o *enetics; O course Daoud is not an o+ti!ist E no
*eneticist can e.er be an o+ti!ist;
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Daoud loo2s or the +ur+ose o science= he sto+s to -arn us;
1e is araid that science -ill lose its senses= li2e <the terrifying
imagination of some sages K gave birth to the monstrous experiment \ of
hich he can not suppress anymore!," 2no-in* that the !ost
s+ectacular ield o research= *enetic en*ineerin*= <the !onstrous
e5+eri!ent=> hides in it the +lanetary death *er!s: #Immense is the
cemetery \ carrying no its dead \ through space and time \ infesting the
galaxy!"
1e salutes the birth o a nor!al child and <vibrates painfully"
to the screa! o death o children <stigmati$ed by congenital
malformation \ and flung ith %partan unyielding \ in the dar&
precipice of Taygetos \ toards the unconcealed 'oy of the Athenians!"
Readin* these thou*hts I re!e!bered the -ords o a a!ous
*eneticist: <The birth o a nor!al child is an e.ent o -hich -e !ust
be +roud o;> This air!ation !ay a++ear= or !any= to be biJarre=
but it !ust re!ain a hel+less -itness to the a++earance o a child torn
in +ieces by the ca+rice o nature= and or understandin* the -ee+in*
o +arents <suffocated by the hate of the gods" and o the +ain o
Daoud;
O course= *enetics has to brin* i!!ediate solutions or !any
o the tor!entin* +roble!s o this century; It is e5+ected o *eneticists
to transor! the earth to a !odel +lanet or the rest o uni.erse;
What i *enetics -ill dissol.e our distrust o e.erybody= i it -ill
substitute to our ear certain ha++inessA A chi!eraA Maybe not; Only
then -ill -e 2no- i ha++iness e5ists and -hat it is;
#Raise up a statue carved from the (ord \ on every planet \
from the galaxy of the )il&y (ay \ the sage ho ill create the gene of
man*s happiness !"
Daoud is not only an unusual +oet in the Ru!anian
lan*ua*eG he is also the +oet o *enetics; )enetics de!ands our
+oetry -ith the sa!e 4ustiications -ith -hich it de!ands our
literature; The de!and can be so acute= that= be*innin* -ith Daoud=
*enetics has a +oet; Re!ar2able; 3y hi! serious science +enetrates
+oetry or +erha+s by hi! +oetry +enetrates biolo*y; @ro! no- on=
neither the *ene= the chro!oso!e= nor *enetical en*ineerin* -ill e.er
ha.e the sa!e resonance;
In the na!e o all those -ho leaned o.er the re.erberation o
science= drea!in* o a -orld !ore -ar!= I than2 you Daoud; And -e
all belie.e li2e you that drea!s !ust not be 2illed;

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3ucharest= !ay "#'0
C; MALIMILIAN

/une 19F3, I was gradua&ed as a edica! doc&or. 0he e*aina&ion o$ %
di'!oa was &o 'resen& % edica! &hesis which was in 'oe&r%. In $ron& o$ a 'ane! o$
'ro$essors who were &he e*aina&ion coi&&ee, I reci&ed a c%c!e o$ 'oes o$ gene&ics
$ro % boo) #anding on Golgotha. I wared wi&h % 'oe&r% &he a&os'here o$ &he
dr% edica! e*aina&ion roo b% reading &he $o!!owing 'oes+
I AM NOT IDENTICAL TO ANC3ODC

I understand !ore and !ore:
Indi.iduality,
Coat only= and only !ine=
On the !easures o the
Di!ensions o *enetics=
Written in ci+hered code
And sin*in* the traces o shuled ste+s
On the +lanet clay
O all the *enerations o !y ascendants;
I a! I=
Without other du+lication
That I can conte!+late=
A result o Mendeleie. lottery=
With u*ly attributes= or beautiul=
O a sin*ular character;
@ro! the start I ha.e recei.ed the do-ry=
@ro! a +lay o lo.e=
A chro!oso!al re+artition
Which is to !e= +ersonal;
@ro! a +ure ha++enin*= I a! -hat I a!=
And ne.er ha.e the ability
To be other-ise=
Neither an another=
Nor an other bein*=
And neither=
Es+ecially=
1o- you -ant !e to be;
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In the ininite uni.erse=
I constitute= alone= a -orld
On the ste+s o !y e*o=
An i!+re*nable ortress
In -hich nobody can enter unin.ited;
Don,t 4olt=
thereore=
the *atesB
@ROM T1E :TORM O@ T1E 3E)INNIN)
6With all it -as ar seen
An intrauterine death=
The s!all e!bryo had a chance=
One chance in a thousand=
To sur.i.e=
)oin* out sti*!atiJed
@ro! the stor! o the be*innin*;
The chro!oso!al ano!aly
Which he carries=
Passed ro! *eneration to *eneration
E5+lodin* terribly
In descendants
Who carry no *uilt=
E5ce+t o bein* born;
It is the handica+
O -ho! you loo2 -ith co!+assion:
It is the child -ith the syndro!e Do-n;
T1E 3IRT1 O@ A C1ILD,: TEAR
The child
1as no need to hide his innocence
3ehind a !as2=
@or the reason
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That he is so beautiul;
In his nai.etM=
1e -onders -hy *ro-n u+ +eo+le
Are u*ly=
Wonderin* i he
Will be the sa!e;
/nable to ans-er=
1e cries;
Where are you=
)ene o holy innocence
To s+read in the -orldA

En.y
The a!bitious *a!ete
The hero o the e5haustin* !arch
Does his last ste+
Thro-in* hi!sel
In the o+en ar!s o the o.ule
Penetratin* the .ir*in !e!brane
:ee2in*= craJy= the nucleus
And 2issin* it -ith +assion;
Outside
Re!ained !illions o other *a!etes
Who loo2 -ith en.y
At the inti!acy
That is *oin* on
And o -hich
They -ill re!ain bystanders;
Ater that they die=
Cursin* their bad luc2;

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LI:TEN 1OW )RA:: )ROW:B


:har+en your hearin*
And listen
1o- *ro-s the blade o eeble *rass=
1o- -ee+s the crushed !atter
O roots inserted dee+ly in the earth=
1o- the roc2 is bro2en= hu!iliated=
In ace o *reen obstinacy=
1o- the stal2 rises u+ hau*hty=
Cryin* -ith ha++iness
Enclosed in lo-er,s !iracle=
1o- the seed elaborates
In a -onderul laboratory
The che!istry o the +er+etuity o s+ecies;
:har+en your hearin*=
And listen to the !essa*e
O the antastic heredity=
Written and
In a *enetic code
Trans!itted in the !ost chosen lan*ua*e
o Nature;
Listen
And i you understand so!ethin*
O this di.ine !usic
Tell it also to !e6

)ENE:I:

In the be*innin* -ere the cedars=
Then their !o.in* shado-s;
3ut -hen the ardent li+s o the desert
Nissed the blue o the Mediterranean=
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Lebanon -as born and the Phoeni5G
Then ancient 3yblos and the al+habet=
Pro+hetic Tyre
)rand :idon
/*arit=
Ma4estic 3a,albe2
And all the others;
A!on* the!= a! I=
A +henoty+e;

IN PER:PECTIFE= A NEW :PECIE


It see!s that so!e schiJo+hrenics
Are on the -ay to de!onstrate to hu!anity
That a cell could be abricated
In the e5+eri!ental conditions o a laboratory;
And e.en i till no- they did not !a2e it=
They -ill do it or sure
3ecause so!ebody= a schiJo+hrenic chie=
1as +ut on dis+osition all the techniIue;
They -ant=
Accordin* to their +ro*ra! o research=
To co!+ress in a sin*le day
Many !illiards o years o atte!+ts
And ready us to assist
The birth o a ne- s+ecie

They -ill ind others -ho -ill a++laud;
1/MAN 1APPINE:: )ENE (1;1;);)
Raise u+ a statue car.ed in the Word
In e.ery +lanet
O the Mil2y Way *ala5y=
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To the sa*e
Who -ill create the hu!an ha++iness *ene=
The *enius
Who -ill ind his do!inant +lace
In the chro!oso!e;
Write his e.erlastin* na!e
On the iconostasis o the Ininite=
To be 2e+t
@ore.er and e.er;


)ENE,: :ILENCE

:ay to !e *ene= say
A tiny bit o so!ethin*:
What is !y real -ay
Which you,ll brin*A
Who -rote your code
O ho- to beha.e=
:tabiliJed in a !ode
/nolded in lie,s -a.eA
Why in you is hidden
The ci+her o a secret day
When I,ll be orbidden
On earth !ore to stayA

Tell !e= can you brin*
Me ha++iness to ly=
In !y drea!s to sin*
@ore.er= and ne.er dieA

Why hide you a :i*n=
In secret you 2ee+
The order o your Rei*n
To *o to !y 3i* :lee+A

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0he e*aina&ion coi&&ee was "er% i'ressed b% % ar&is&ic
s'iri& in bio!og% and in edicine. 0he 'ro$essors were "er% a$$ec&ed wi&h
% e*&raordinar% $ee!ings &owards huani&%. Pro$essor O $ro &he
e*aina&ion coi&&ee said+
,I congra&u!a&e doc&or Daoud on his origina! and unusua! &hesis
o$ edicine in 'oe&r%. (is 'oes show aa7ing abi!i&ies &o $ee! &he
su$$ering o$ our '!ane&, o$ huani&% and o$ e"er% huan being. (is 'oe&ic
co'assion can hea! &he s%s&es and &he indi"idua!. I be!ie"e &ha& &he
edica! 'rac&ice o$ Daoud wi!! be $u!! o$ s'iri&ua!i&% and ar& !i)e his 'oe&r%
and b% &his wa% he wi!! energi7e &he 'a&ien& &o o"ercoe his i!!ness. I
sugges& &o Daoud &o in&roduce his ar&is&ic and s'iri&ua! crea&i"i&% &o his
c!inica! wor). (is ode! o$ !oo)ing &o edicine and science is e*&ree!%
needed b% a!! o$ us.-

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1istory in the *ra.es
.s usua!, I wa!)ed one orning b% >!uADs =oesh Ri"er. I
crossed &he bridge, and $o!!owed &he road &o &he 'ar). 0he 'ar) was si!en&
wi&h i&s e!ancho!ic au&un $ee!ings. 0he rus&!e o$ go!den !ea"es bro)e
&he a&os'here o$ !one!iness. 0wo roan&ic and swee& g%'s% !o"ers were
hugging each o&her under a '!aneE&ree and a dog was wa&ching.
I !e$& &he 'ar) &o go &o &he ci&% cen&er. :n % wa% I e& an% gir!s, who
wished &o &a!) &o e, aused b% % eccen&ric charac&er. I reached &he ci&%
cen&er, which was bui!& in 'as& cen&uries in &he go&hic s&%!e and en&ered &he
ca$O .ri7ona, si&ua&ed near &he >on&inen&a! ho&e!, where &he 'oe&s ee&.
0here, I e& a grou' o$ wri&ers and ar&is&s who were % co!!eagues in &he
.ssocia&ion o$ 8ri&ers. 8e were sharing &oge&her &he iser% coon &o
crea&i"e and $ree &hin)ing 'eo'!e.
I !e$& &he ca$O, wishing &o edi&a&e near a gra"es&one deca%ed
b% %ears o$ rain and wind, and &o "isua!i7e %se!$ in a dar) gra"e,
$orgo&&en b% &ie. I wa!)ed on &he !ane aong &he &rees !eading &o &he
gra"es. In &he 'eace$u! dis&ric& o$ &he dead, I $e!& &heir s'iri&s !oo)ing a& e
$ro &he o&her side o$ &he .heron Ri"er. 0heir $!aes were whi&e. I sa&
down on a s&one under a wi!d ches&nu& &ree. I edi&a&ed !oo)ing a& &he
huge &run) o$ &he &ree. I $e!& i& was growing u' &o 're'are $or e, $ro i&s
wood, a co$$in. 0hen, I searched wi&h a!! % $rus&ra&ed iagina&ion &o
$ind % cross which I wou!d carr% wi&h e in % e"er!as&ing Aourne% in
&he uni"erse+


:n &he si!en& s!o'e o$ &he hi!!
@nder a shadow o$ a nu& &ree
. !one!% and sad cuc)oo is s&i!!
=inging &o &he dea$ cee&er%
1!ac) cross, 8hi&e cross
:n &he end o$ b!ind gra"e
8ere rus&!ing !ead across
E"er% hear& in !i$eDs wa"e
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0here wi!! s&o' % hac)
Pu&&ing e down in c!a%
8ha& cross whi&e or b!ac)
Did I carr% on &he wa%<
M% cross which I carried
(ere, u'on e &here wi!! i& be
:nce, % bod% is buried,
4ood deeds wi!! resurrec& e.
0he $og o$ 'oe&ic ins'ira&ion !e$& e. M% iagina&ion re&urned
bac) on ear&h. I o'ened wide!% % e%es and enAo%ed reading &he e'i&a'hs
and wa&ching how % !as& hoe wou!d !oo) !i)e. I heard s&range s&e's
behind e. I !oo)ed bu& &here was nobod%. I $e!& !i)e a shadow was
o"ing around, as i$ read% &o s&rang!e e. 8ha& can i& be, so c!ose &o &he
end o$ &he da%< . co!d swea& and &he se!! o$ si!ence $i!!ed e. M% e%es
ga7ed around &o see i$ &here was a ghos& haun&ing e.
=udden!%, &he head o$ a an wi&h whi&e hair eerged $ro inside
a "au!&, dragging hise!$ be&ween dea&h and !i$e. . hoarse "oice bro)e &he
si!ence sa%ing+ ,8ha& are %ou doing here, are %ou in&eres&ed in buried
his&or%<-
I !oo)ed &o see who &his $igure igh& be. >ou!d i& be a dead an
coe bac) &o !i$e< . ghos&< . ad an who ran $ro &he as%!u and hid
in &he cee&er%, running $ro &%rann%< . &hie$< . secre& 'o!ice< I was
"er% scared. 1u& &he an wi&h &he whi&e hair $e!& % $ear and said+
,DonD& be a$raid, I a 3asi. I a a his&or% researcher, bringing
buried his&or% bac) &o !i$e. I a searching &he gra"es &o see i$ &he &%ran&s
buried here are s&i!! &%ran&s.-
I !aughed a& %se!$. 0han) 4od9 . sigh o$ re!ie$ cae ou& o$ e.
I wa!)ed u' &o &he his&orian 3asi. I shoo) hands wi&h hi and in&roduced
%se!$.
3asi )new e, $or he had read % boo)s. (e saw e se"era!
&ies in &e!e"ision 'rogras. (e was !onging &o ee& e and was g!ad i&
ha''ened so na&ura!!%.
3asi was a an o$ cu!&ure !os& aong &he gra"es. (e did s&udies
on a!! &he e'i&a'hs in Ruania, un&i! he $ound &he rea! his&or% o$ his
coun&r%. I as)ed 3asi wh% his research is concen&ra&ed on gra"es&one
e'i&a'hs. (e re'!ied+ ,(is&or% is a &e!!er o$ &ru&h, i& ne"er !ies+ i& is based
on docuen&s and wi&nesses. 0he gra"es&ones do no& !ie. 0heir e'i&a'hs
esca'e counis& censorshi'. I wan& &o bring bac) dead Ruania &o !i$e.-
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.$&er &ha& ee&ing in &he cee&eries, 3asi and I becae grea&
$riends. (e in&roduced e &o &he sui&s o$ Ruanian cu!&ure. (e no&ed
a!! % !i&erar% ac&i"i&ies in his anuscri'&s because he considered &ha& %
eergence in Ruanian s'iri&ua!i&% is a uniGue 'henoenon and us& be
no&ed on &he 'ages o$ his&or%.
My dar2 days in 3ucharest
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.$&er I gradua&ed, in &he au&un o$ 19F3 $ro &he uni"ersi&% o$
>!uA wi&h a edica! degree, &he war in Lebanon was ge&&ing worse. I $e!& i&
was di$$icu!& &o re&urn bac) &o % coun&r% and !i"e in such &errib!e
condi&ions. (ence I decided &o con&inue % s&udies in Ruania
s'ecia!i7ing in 'h%sica! edicine. I did no& ha"e &he $inancia! 'ossibi!i&ies
&o 'a% &he $ees $or &he &hree %ears o$ s'ecia!i7a&ion. I &hough& &ha& &he bes&
&hing &o do was &o as) &he Ruanian au&hori&ies &o gran& e a scho!arshi'.
I $e!& Aus&i$ied in so!ici&ing a scho!arshi' because, in addi&ion &o being a
renowned 'oe& in &heir !anguage, I was a!so an e*ce!!en& s&uden&, and
es'ecia!!% because I con&ribu&ed e$$ec&i"e!% in enriching Ruanian
cu!&ure. I had won &he adira&ion o$ an% 'ersona!i&ies ranging $ro
'o!i&icians, wri&ers and uni"ersi&% 'ro$essors. .!so, &he Ruanian 'eo'!e
we!coed % 'resence in &heir coun&r%.
I !e$& >!uA &o s'end soe &ie in 1uchares&. I was &he wa!)ing
co'anion o$ % $riend 3asi, who, as I said, was a researcher in his&or%.
8e were going &oge&her in &he Ruanian ca'i&a! $ro one '!ace &o ano&her
as)ing &he au&hori&ies $or a scho!arshi'.
M% s&a% in 1uchares& awai&ing a scho!arshi' $ro &he counis&
regie, was &he os& di$$icu!& &ie in % !i$e. M% $riend 3asi and I had no
'!ace o$ our own &o s'end &he co!d, gra%, su$$oca&ing win&er o$ 1uchares&.
8e !oo)ed $or !odging wi&h $riends. 1u& $or e, &ha& was di$$icu!&, because
&he go"ernen& $orbade c!ose re!a&ionshi's be&ween Ruanians and
$oreigners. I$ a Ruanian wou!d !odge e $or a nigh&, &he 'o!ice cou!d
arres& or a& !eas& $ine hi.
:ne co!d nigh& o$ /anuar%, none o$ % $riends as)ed e &o s&a%
wi&h hi and, ha"ing no one% &o ren& a roo in a ho&e!, I wen& &o &he
&rain s&a&ion and s!e'& &here on a chair in &he wai&ing roo. Ear!% &he ne*&
orning, I wen& bac) &o &he ci&% cen&er &r%ing &o $ind soewhere &o s'end
&he nigh&, bu& % search was $rui&!ess. 3asi a!so had no '!ace &o s'end &he
nigh&. (e warned e &o be care$u! because he $eared we were wa&ched b%
&he secre& 'o!ice and a% be in $or &roub!e, because &he% ha&e 'eo'!e o$
cu!&ure. I ca!ed hi down, sa%ing &ha& rea! crea&i"i&% is done on!% b%
sacri$ice.
0he ne*& orning, a& nine oDc!oc), I had an a''oin&en& wi&h Mr.
M., &he cu!&ura! secre&ar% o$ 'residen& >eaucescu, in &he 'residen&ia!
o$$ice. 0he secre&ar% 'roised e &o so!"e % 'rob!e and wi!! ge& e a
scho!arshi', and e"en &ha& I wi!! be honored b% >eaucescu, $or % grea&
cu!&ura! rea!i7a&ions $or Ruania. 3asi insis&ed on reaining wi&h e &i!! I
a se&&!ed down. @nab!e &o $ind a '!ace &o s'end &he nigh&, we wen& &o &he
&rain s&a&ion wai&ing roo, bu& &he rai!wa% ins'ec&or e*'e!!ed us ou& a&
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idnigh&. 8e wandered in &he s&ree&s o$ 1uchares& in &he chi!!% wea&her.
8e arri"ed, e*haus&ed, &o &he "icini&% o$ &he 'residen&ia! 'a!ace, where we
sa& on a bench whi!ing awa% wi&h e*ci&een& &he $ew hours !e$& &i!! 9
oDc!oc). 0he &e'era&ure was abou& inus 1?>. 8e were $ree7ing and &he
rh%&h o$ our res'ira&ion and o$ our hear&bea&s becae s!ower and s!ower.
8e $e!& di77%. 8e &ried &o $ind a war '!ace, bu& cou!d no&. >o!d had
'ara!%7ed us, and we $eared &ha& we wou!d soon co!!a'se in h%'o&heric
shoc), and wi!! !oose consciousness.
=udden!%, &wo 'o!ice o$$icers cae &o in&erroga&e us. 0he% were
"er% rude. 0he% as)ed us wha& we were doing &here a& 3 ..M. 8e
e*'!ained &o &he who we were and our si&ua&ion. 3asi &o!d &he 'o!ice &ha&
we were no& &hie"es or criina!s or !una&ics. (e 'resen&ed e as a grea&
'oe& and hise!$ as a his&orian. :ne o$ &he 'o!iceen was aggressi"e, he
raised his hand and s!a''ed 3asi sa%ing+ ,8ri&e &his s!a' in %our his&orica!
&e*&s and $o!!ow e bo&h &o &he 'o!ice s&a&ion. 0he 'o!ice o$$icers &oo) us
in &he bac) o$ &heir car &o &he 1uchares& cen&ra! 'o!ice s&a&ion. 0here, &he%
arres&ed 3asi $or a $ew da%s $or "io!a&ing &he !aw &ha& $orbids re!a&ions
wi&h a $oreigner, and re&ained e &hrough &he nigh& and un&i! idda%. I
enAo%ed enorous!% &he war&h o$ &he 'o!ice s&a&ion. I rea!i7ed &ha&, had
&he 'o!ice no& arres&ed e, I wou!d ha"e $or sure died o$ co!d on &he aw$u!
bench near >eaucescuDs 'a!ace. I was e*&ree!% gra&e$u! $or wha& &he
'o!ice had done &o e. 0he% bea& e and &hereb% wared % bod% and
brough& % $ro7en b!ood bac) &o i&s nora! circu!a&ion. 0ha& nigh&, &he
s&a% in a roo wared b% &he cen&ra! hea&ing and b% hidden anger, hea!ed
% h%'o&heric disorders. I &hough& &ha& &he 'o!ice was sen& $ro 4od &o
sa"e % !i$e.
0he ne*& da% a& &we!"e oDc!oc), I was se& $ree. 0he 'o!ice ordered
e &o !ea"e &he coun&r% and go bac) &o Lebanon sa%ing &ha& I had no righ&
&o s&a% an%ore in Ruania because I had $inished % edica! s&udies.
:n % wa% ou&, a 'o!ice o$$icer P dressed in ci"i!ian as)ed e wi&h
c%nicis+
,Did %ou enAo% %our nigh& wi&h us< .& an% &ie % dear
Lebanese, %ou are our gues&5-
I re'!ied P sa%ing &ru&h$u!!% and sincere!%+ ,0han) %ou9 M% s&a%
here !as& nigh& was wonder$u!. I& was rea!!% a irac!e. Hour bringing e
here sa"ed % !i$e. .& &he oen& when % b!ood was $ree7ing and %
hear& was going &o s&o', 4od sen& %ou &o bring e here and 'ro&ec& e in
%our war s&a&ion. 0han)s &o %ou, I ha"e a new !ease on !i$e. 0han) %ou
and &han) 4od.-
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0he unru!% o$$icer !oo)ed a& e wi&h ha&e and anger. (e &hough&
&ha& I was a)ing $un o$ hi. (e did no& !i)e e 'ronouncing &he word
4od. (e cou!d no& unders&and % gra&i&ude. I& seeed &o hi &ha& I was
insu!&ing &he >ounis&s.
(e shoo) e "io!en&!% sa%ing+ ,=hu& u' and !ea"e Guic)!% or
weD!! accooda&e %ou o&herwise5-
Lea"ing &he 'o!ice s&a&ion a& idEda%, I &ried &o con&ac& &he
secre&ar% o$ >eaucescu wi&h who I had a ee&ing &ha& orning. I wan&ed
&o a'o!ogi7e and e*'!ain wh% I was no& ab!e &o coe &o &he a''oin&en&.
=ince &ha& da%, Mr. M. ne"er wished &o s'ea) &o e, wi&hou& gi"ing an%
reason. ;ur&herore, a!! % !i&erar% ac&i"i&ies in Ruania were $orbidden
and censured. 0he aga7ines and news'a'ers re$used &o 'ub!ish an% o$
% 'oes. 0wo o$ % origina! anuscri'&s o$ 'oe&r% 'uritimii &eleste
and Anamna(a tragica were !os& in &he 'ub!ishing $irs. =udden!%, a!! &he
doors in Ruania becae c!osed &o e. :n!% one door was !e$& o'en &o
e+ &he door o$ !ea"ing Ruania and re&urning bac) &o Lebanon.
.& !as&, I cae &o 're$er re&urning &o % coun&r% and !i"e in &he
he!! o$ war under &he $ire o$ bu!!e&s and bobs, ra&her &han !i"e under &he
erc% o$ &he su$$oca&ing and chi!!% &o&a!i&arian regie o$ Ruania.

The re4ected re.elation
In ;ebruar% 19F4, I !e$& Ruania and re&urned bac) &o Lebanon
&o !i"e in % "i!!age in &he ids& o$ &he war &ha& was s&i!! de"as&a&ing %
coun&r%. Pain and grie$ were e"er%where. M% o&her!and, dressed in
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b!ac), was ourning her s!augh&ered innocen& chi!dren. Man% Lebanese
were inAured, &raua&i7ed or )i!!ed. Man% ore indu!ged in ha&e, greed
and 'er$idiousness. 1u& an% a!so resis&ed e"er% &e'&a&ion a)ing use
o$ a!! &heir dee'Eroo&ed ances&ra! s'iri&ua! "a!ues. 0he% cha!!enged iser%
and &he e'ideic a&eria!is&ic nega&i"i&% o$ &he war. 0heir s'iri& reained
uns'oi!ed. 0he% reained 'ure !i)e sain&s and as $ir as &he (o!% >edars.
0he% incarna&ed &he s'iri& o$ our di"ine Phoenician bird, &he Phoeni* who
regenera&es his hoe!and, Lebanon, $ro i&s ashes.
0he war was a resu!& o$ &he hidden iser% o$ huan na&ure. :n
i&s scenes &he as)s $e!! down and we e*'!ored &he cancer o$ ignorance5
.$&er &he war, an% e%es wi!! be o'ened, bu& a!so an% ore wi!! reain
b!ind5
In % "i!!age, I s&ar&ed &o wor) as a genera! 'rac&i&ioner. I !o"ed
e"er%bod%, e"en &hose who e*'!oi&ed e. I ne"er cared $or wor!d!% &hings.
I ga"e u' % a&eria! 'ossessions &o re&ain a $ree s'iri&. I dedica&ed
%se!$ &o hea! &he sic).
In % "i!!age, I o$&en enAo%ed wa!)ing in &he beau&i$u! na&ure, in
&he $ie!ds and &he 'a&hs !eading &o &he oun&ain &o's. :ne da% in March, I
wo)e u' in &he co!d orning. =now co"ered &he oun&ains and hi!!s
around % "i!!age. E"er%&hing was dressed in whi&e. 0rees !oo)ed !i)e
a!onds in $!ower. 0he sun was brigh& and wared &he !a&e win&er
c!ia&e. 0ha& da%, enAo%ing &he $resh air o$ &he coing ='ring, I c!ibed
&he high roc)% c!i$$s near &he &o' o$ a oun&ain o"er!oo)ing &he dee'
%s&ic "a!!e%. 0here I s&ood in si!ence wa&ching &he iacu!a&e whi&e o$
&he wi!derness $o!!owing a snow% nigh&. =udden!%, in &he shadow o$ &he
huge roc)s and s&range ca"es, &he sigh& o$ an o!d onas&er% caugh& %
e%es and a&&rac&ed e. I en&ered &he onas&er% &o 'ra% and edi&a&e. .n
o!d Mon) a''eared and cae &o e. (is $ace shone wi&h a !igh& o$
hub!eness and 'eace. (e !oo)ed as i$ he was eerging $ro hundreds o$
%ears s'en& in &he ca"es o$ &he onas&er%. . dee' si!ence cae down on
e. I s&ood 'er'!e*ed in $ron& o$ an unusua! s'iri&ua! wor!d. 0he s'iri& o$
&he o!d Mon) shone on e, be$ore he disa''eared wi&hou& a word.
I o$&en used &o go secre&!% &o &he onas&er% and 'ra% $or &he
Mon) &o a''ear. (e was an anon%ous sain&. :ne da%, I "isi&ed &he
onas&er% in e*&ree!% di$$icu!& s'iri&ua! circus&ances. I 'ra%ed 4od
wi&h &ears $or he!'. =udden!%, a !igh& shone around e. 0he Mon) cae
u' &o e wi&h $a&her!% co'assion on his $ace. I )ne!& be$ore hi and
o'ened % hear& in con$ession wi&h &ears and a burning hear&. I as)ed hi
$or he!' and guidance in &he su$$oca&ing dar)ness surrounding e. (e
&ouched e and I iedia&e!% $e!& c!eaned o$ &he wor!dDs dir&. I was $i!!ed
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wi&h &he (o!% ='iri&. I was no& !one!% and abandoned an%ore. (e
s&reng&hened e wi&h a hea"en!% 'ower and ga"e e &he Ligh&. =udden!%,
$or &he $irs& &ie &he sain&!% on) &a!)ed. (e ga"e e a di"ine 'a&&ern &o
$o!!ow &hrough % !i$e. (e said+
,Man% 'eo'!e ha"e !os& &heir s'iri&ua! "a!ues, !o"e &he and 'ra%
$or &he. Do no& see) !i)e &he one% and a&eria! 'ossessions, bu& &o
enrich %our sou! wi&h 4odDs erc%. Le& %our deeds be $rui&s o$ !o"e &ha&
hea! e"er% hear& and bring ha''iness &o &he 'oor. I$ &he 'eo'!e wi!! Aeer a&
%ou, !o"e &he ore &i!! &he% becoe aware o$ &heir shor&coings.
,4i"e u' a!! %our 'ossessions and s&reng&hen %ourse!$ wi&h !o"e.
I$ %ou 'osses no&hing, %ou wi!! ha"e no&hing &o worr% abou&. 1e a $ree
s'iri& uncondi&ioned b% &his a&eria!is&ic wor!d and una$$ec&ed b% i&s
ani'u!a&i"e eo&iona! doina&ion. Loo) on!% $or &he highes& 'rinci'!es
in !i$e.
,Do no& se!! %our inside goodness $or wor!d!% '!easure. I$ %ou do,
%ou wi!! !oose %our righ& $or ha''iness. Do no& co'roise and be&ra%
%ourse!$. DonD& be a$raid o$ &he wor!d. Endea"or no& &o be used b% &he
wor!d !i)e a &oo!. (eed wor!d!% condi&ions bu& !i"e %our in&erior &ru&h. Do
no& !e& an%&hing ru!e %our hear& and $ree7e i&s war&h. Do no& !e& an%&hing
)i!! %our s'iri& and Guie& %our inner "oice and sash %our $ee!ings. Do no&
!e& an%&hing condi&ion %ou in &he nae o$ genera! good+ %ou are no& a
robo& in &he ser"ice o$ an%&hing or an%one. Do no& be a u% bu& !e& &he
burning !igh& and &he &ru&h inside %ou a!wa%s $!ourish. Hou ha"e &he
crea&i"e $ree wi!! &o choose $or %ourse!$ %our wa% and how &o beha"e. Le&
!o"e ru!e %our re!a&ions wi&h o&hers. Do no& )i!! &he gratuitous generosi&%
o$ God)gi!en)gi"ts wi&h se!$ishness, nor !e& i& be was&ed b% greed. Hour
generosi&% us& obe% &he wi!! o$ i&s >rea&or b% !o"ing %our neighbor ore
&han %ourse!$. Le& %our generosi&% he!' 'eo'!e and bind &he &o &heir
genuine s'iri&ua! roo&s. 0e!! &he &o be congruen& wi&h our odern
&echno!ogica! ci"i!isa&ions and wi&h &he co'!e* $inancia! s%s&es. 0e!!
&he how &o use &he ad"ances o$ science &o su''or& and enrich &heir
s'iri&ua!i&% and &o bring ha''iness &o &he '!ane&. 0he s%s&es us& ser"e
huani&% b% en!igh&ening &he indi"idua!s and &urning &he awa% $ro
se!$ishness and arrogance5
,Peo'!e us& be care$u! no& &o succub &o a&eria!is&ic
ega!oania+ &here are an% in our socie&ies who ris) &o be in$ec&ed wi&h
&ha& i!!ness, do no& Audge &he, bu& !o"e &he e"en i$ &he% e*'!oi& %ou.
0he% are rude bu& &he% are no& e"i!. 0he% are in con$!ic& wi&h &hese!"es
and &he% 'roAec& &heir an*ie&ies on o&hers and %ou a% isunders&and
&he. Lo"e &he e"en i$ &he% ha&e %ou. Le& %our !o"e &a)e &heir
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$rus&ra&ions and hea! &he b% absorbing and sharing &heir 'ain. Ins&i!! in
&he in&erior 'eace and haron%.
,Man%, worried abou& wor!d!% &hings, are insecure and an*ious in
!i$e. 0he% are a$raid o$ wha& &oorrow igh& bring. 0he% are addic&ed &o
a&eria! &hings, unaware &ha& b% gi"ing, &he% ge& ore, and i$ &he% gi"e
e"er%&hing &he% wi!! ge& E"er%&hing. 0hese 'eo'!e do no& rea!i7e &ha& our
!i$e is sus&ained on!% b% 4odDs erc%.
,1e co'assiona&e &owards &hose who see) wor!d!% '!easures
ins&ead o$ 4od. 0he% do no& )now &ha& &he% are crea&ing $or &hese!"es a
nega&i"e s&ress. 0he% de&ached &heir se!$Econsciousness $ro &he s'ring o$
Ligh& and &he energ% o$ Li$e. 0heir uni"ersa! hoeos&asis becae
unba!anced and &he% !os& &heir ha''iness. 0he% becae a &arge& &o an%
disease. Pra% $or &he. (ea! &heir 'ain. Dedica&e %ourse!$ wi&h a!! %our
edica! s)i!! &o re!ie"e &heir su$$ering. Ins'ire &he wi&h &he &rue eaning
o$ !i$e. 8hen %ou &rea& &he, do no& charge &he one%, as) &he ins&ead
&o o'en &heir hear& &o uni"ersa! co'assion. @se %our 'ro$ession &o hea!
and &o show &he 'ower o$ &he Lord. Man%, &hrough &heir 'ersona!
e*'erience o$ su$$ering, a% coe &o )now &heir ;a&her in (ea"en.
,>ha!!enge, wi&h %our !igh&, a!! &he dar)ness &r%ing &o su$$oca&e
%ou. Lis&en &o %our inner "oice and no& &o &he wor!d!% sirens &e'&ing %ou.
4od wi!! be wi&h %ou a!wa%s i$ %ou $o!!ow % ad"ice. Do no& worr% i$
%our $e!!ow en wi!! ha&e %ou $or %our good deeds. 4i"e &he a!! %our
!o"e and 'ra% $or &he. :ne da% &he% a% ge& c!oser &o 4od &han %ou.
,8hen %ou a''roach a 'a&ien&, 'ra% $or hi in %our hear& and
4od wi!! !is&en &o %ou and wi!! he!' %ou &o hea! hi. Do no& $orge& &he
ances&ra! essage o$ %our ho!% Lebanon, de!i"ered b% &he Pro'he&s, whi!e
using %our edica! 'rac&ice+ *t is the sick who need a doctor.
,#ee' secre& % words &i!! &he right &ie, and be a!wa%s hub!e
and 'ious. I& is uch be&&er $or an% &o consider %ou "er% si'!e or e"en
a $oo!, &hen &o gi"e %ou i'or&ance and 'raise %our deeds in &heir sa!ons.
0he essage, which %ou wi!! carr% &o &he wor!d is e*&ree!% ore
i'or&an& &han %ou. Downgrade %our ego &o enab!e &his hea!ing essage
&o wor).
,.!! wha& I said wi!! ha''en &o %ou. .cce'& i& wi&h ha''iness.
0he Lord who wi!! a!wa%s be wi&h %ou has sen& e here &o &e!! %ou &his
and &o s&reng&hen %our $ai&h, because %ou wi!! 'ass &hrough "er% di$$icu!&
si&ua&ions in %our s'iri&ua! Aourne%.-
I wo)e u' $ro % &rance, and $ound %se!$ !%ing on &he $!oor,
we& wi&h &ears. I raised % head u' &o see &he sain&. (e was no& here. .
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bea o$ !igh& was !ea"ing &he roo o$ &he onas&er% $ro a sa!!
window.
I cae bac) hoe and wo)e u' &o % rea!i&%. M% ind reAec&ed
a!! &ha& ha''ened during % ee&ing wi&h &he on). I ne"er wan&ed &o
be!ie"e wha& I saw or be a$$ec&ed b% wha& I heard. ;or sure &his was an
i!!usion, or an eo&iona! re$!ec&ion, or a 'osi&i"is& huani&arian drea. I&
was s&u'id &o &hin) and &o &e!! abou& &ha& e*'erience. I ne"er wan&ed &o be
haun&ed b% such %s&ica! de!iriu. I &hough& &ha& I us& be care$u! no& &o
$a!! again in such ha!!ucina&ions $or $ear o$ becoing sic) wi&h 'aranoia,
or schi7o'hrenia, or ega!oania.
8ha& ha''ened &o e in &he onas&er% a% ha"e coe $ro %
$rus&ra&ions a& hoe and in &he socie&% or &hrough !ac) o$ counica&ion
wi&h socie&%, because I was "u!nerab!e &o &he wa% o&hers beha"ed &owards
e. Ma%be, in &he onas&er%, I was in a 's%chic s&a&e &ha& coes $ro an
unconscious eo&iona! necessi&%. .n% wa% i& is no& use$u! &o s'ea) abou&
wha& I cou!d no& unders&and.
I reAec&ed $ro % ind &he s&or% o$ &he onas&er% and &he on)
and $o!!owed on!% % huan 'rinci'!es o$ hea!ing &he sic). 8here !o"e
ca!!ed e, I wen&. I !e$& e"er%&hing behind and carried &he $ire o$ %
hear&5
My !edical e5+erience in Lebanon
.s a 'h%sician, I had &o be!ie"e on!% in science and i&s 'a!'ab!e
rea!i&%. I acce'&ed in&e!!ec&ua! ra&iona! &hin)ing as &he on!% wa% &o dea!
wi&h &hings. I wan&ed &o 'ercei"e on!% &he &hings &ha& I cou!d &es& a& an%
&ie wi&h an obAec&i"e a''roach and or'ho!ogica! &hin)ing, and
&herea$&er cou!d &each &o o&hers. I ac)now!edged &ha& science s&i!! has
an% &hings &o disco"er abou& &he %s&eries o$ &he ind and e*&raE
sensoria! 'henoena. I ne"er !i)ed &o was&e % &ie wi&h absurd or
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eso&eric $an&as%. I had &o !oo) a$&er % 'a&ien&s, &o &rea& &he, &o subscribe
&o &he drugs and &o $o!!ow u' &heir edica! cases in &he hos'i&a!s.
0here were so an% in % "i!!age and i&s "icini&% &ha& needed
hea!&h care. I becae 'reoccu'ied wi&h &he. M% 'assion and obsession
were &o 'rac&ice % 'ro$ession &o hea! o&hers $ro 'h%sica! i!!ness. I was
e*&ree!% bus%. I did no& ha"e &ie &o &hin) how &o earn one%, &o go &o
church, or e"en &o &hin) o$ 'oe&r%... I condi&ioned %se!$ &o s'end a!! %
&ie &o he!' 'a&ien&s, carr%ing % s&e&hosco'e, % s'h%goanoe&er
and $irs& aid 'haraceu&ica! drugs.
In &he Lebanese socie&%, i& was e*&ree!% di$$icu!& $or e &o
counica&e socia!!% wi&h &he coon 'eo'!e. I $ound &ha& &he on!% wa%
&o ha"e a re!a&ionshi' wi&h 'eo'!e was &hrough % edica! 'rac&ice. I
s'en& a!! % &ie &o $ind adeGua&e &rea&en&s $or % 'a&ien&s, &o $u!$i!
&heir e*'ec&a&ions and &o $ee! res'ec&ed and no& reAec&ed b% &he
couni&%. I &rea&ed ore &han $i$&een &housand 'a&ien&s wi&h di$$eren&
i!!nesses. Mos& o$ % 'a&ien&s had chronic diseases. M% edica! 'rac&ice
s'read &o di$$eren& '!aces ranging $ro % hoe &o &he hoes o$ %
'a&ien&s, &o a 1eiru& c!inic, and &hroughou& &he war, &o ba&&!e$ie!ds and
she!&ers. I was on!% in&eres&ed in he!'ing &hose who su$$er. I had enorous
'!easure in % hea!ing resu!&s. I !o"ed % wor). I& ga"e e ore
con$idence in !i$e. 1ecause % edica! 'rac&ice was % grea& 'assion, I
'rac&iced i& os& o$ &he &ie $ree o$ charge or Aus& as)ing % 'a&ien& &o
s!ee' and ea& a& his hoe, $or &he !eas& &he% cou!d o$$er one who has
hea!ed &he is &o o$$er hi she!&er and $ood. =oe 'eo'!e ade $un o$ e
$or !i"ing such a boheian !i$e. I did no& heed &he because % on!%
concern was &o hea! % 'a&ien&. I !i"ed &he 'ain o$ e"er% 'a&ien&. M% on!%
a''roach &o &he 'a&ien& was wi&h co'assion and % on!% obAec& was &o
hea! hi.
1ecause, I was e*&ree!% o'enEinded, % 'a&ien&s becae
$ascina&ed b% % curing resu!&s. Peo'!e soon e*'ec&ed e &o &rea& an%
ho'e!ess cases. I had a!wa%s no choice bu& &o do % bes& and &o in"en&
new edica! &rea&en&s based on % own obAec&i"e research. I &ried a new
edica! a''roach based on &he $o!!owing s&e's+ 0he $irs& was a new
or'ho!ogicEana&oic a''roach &o a diagnosis based on 'h%sica! and
$unc&iona! obser"a&ions. 0he second s&e' was a new 'h%sica! &echniGue o$
&rea&en& &ha& o$$ered no ris) &o &he 'a&ien&. 0he &hird was &o iagine an
iedia&e wa% o$ &es&ing &he res'onse &o &he &rea&en& and e"a!ua&ing &he
a''ro*ia&e resu!&. 0he $our&h was &he e"o!u&ion and dura&ion o$ &he
&hera'%. 0he $i$&h was &he $ina! hea!ing resu!& and 'rognosis.
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Man% 'a&ien&s wi&h di$$eren& uscu!ar and s)e!e&a! disorders &ha&
do no& res'ond &o 'haraceu&ica! drugs, &o 'h%sio&hera'% or &o a surgica!
o'era&ion becae disa''oin&ed &ha& &here was no cure $or &he and
'resen&ed &heir cases &o e. I '!aced &he diagnosis in a $unc&iona! and bioE
echanica! direc&ion. I s&udied &heir edica! disorder 's%cho!ogica!!% as
we!! as soa&ica!!%. I e*'!ored e"er% 'a&ien&Ds s%ndroe, as a uniGue case
de'enden& on his indi"idua!i&% and se!$Econsciousness, and &hen iagined
how &o dea! e$$ec&i"e!% wi&h &he case and how &o a''!% ec!ec&ic bioE
echanica! &hera'eu&ic &echniGues. I in"en&ed new e&hods and s)i!!s o$
'h%sica! &hera'% based on &he degree o$ resis&ance in s)e!e&a! &issues
ada'&ed &o &he 's%chosoa&ic na&ura! ba!ance. I &ried a!! &hese a''roaches
whene"er &he 'rob!e o$ &he 'a&ien& cou!d no& be so!"ed b% &radi&iona!
or&hodo* edica! 'rac&ice. 0here was no ris) in % new wa% o$ &rea&en&
and % $irs& bioE&echnica! hea!ing session showed a 'osi&i"e resu!& on &he
'a&ien& $ro &he $irs& &rea&en&. I no&ed a!! &he success$u! &hera'eu&ic
ani'u!a&ions and 'rocedures and &ried &he again and again on di$$eren&
'a&ien&s ha"ing &he sae s%'&os un&i! I as&ered % &echniGue. 0o %
sur'rise, I soe&ies $ound &ha&, b% assaging a cer&ain 'ain$u! area o$ a
cer!ical spondiliosis or lumbago, &he 'a&ien& no& on!% go& re!ie$ $ro &he
'ain and )ine&ic i'ro"een&, bu& a!so &ha& his cardiac disorder, diabe&es
or b!ood h%'er&ension were i'ro"ed. I did a !o& o$ s&udies on %
e&hods o$ 'h%sica! &hera'% and on &he 's%cho!ogica! cons&i&u&ion o$ &he
'a&ien&. .& !ong !as&, I rea!i7ed &ha& &he 'a&ien& cou!d be hea!ed ho!is&ica!!%.
I was a!so sur'rised b% &he $ac& &ha& a good &hera'% &echniGue $or a cer&ain
disease a% gi"e a 'osi&i"e resu!& on one 'a&ien& bu& no resu!& on ano&her
ha"ing &he sae disorder un&i! his s'iri&ua!i&% is &ouched. I obser"ed &ha&
diseases are no& on!% a bio!ogica! disorder bu& in$ora&ion and energ%
obs&ruc&ions in &he channe!s o$ our s%s&es o$ counica&ion. .& &his
'oin& I de"e!o'ed cer&ain s&a&een&s &o ser"e as an in&roduc&ion &o %
hea!ing &heor%. 0his &heor% describes how hea!ing wor)s indi$$eren& o$ &he
rea!i&% o$ &he indi"idua! as we!! as o$ &he a''!ied e&hods and &echniGues.
I&s resources range $ro drugs &o 'h%sica! &hera'% and a!so $ro $ai&h and
a shi$& o$ consciousness. .& &he end, I succeeded in ob&aining $an&as&ic
hea!ing resu!&s in &he &rea&en& o$ di$$eren& diseases. 0he $o!!owing is a
s%no'sis o$ % &heor% a''!%ing a!!o'a&hic and co'!een&ar% edicine+

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An introduction to the theory o healin*
The +rinci+les o the theory:

The uncertainty and dishar!ony o stress encountered in lie +roduce
an uns+eciied inor!ational si*nal -hich !ust be controlled in order to obtain a
ho!eostasis in the +resence o ne*ati.e entro+y; In this !echanis! the
inor!ation and the ener*y eedbac2 !ust be 2e+t in dyna!ic eIuilibriu!; This
e5tensi.e eedbac2 circuitry= ada+ted to stress= is relected in non&linear
oscillatory res+onses;
In ada+tin* to stress= our ree -ill can be a ho!eostatic re*ulator
acce+tin* or re4ectin* inor!ation; It is the s-itch that o+ens or closes our syste!
to stress i!+ulses; It deter!ines ho- -e recei.e inor!ation= +ercei.in* stress
in+uts either as a ne*ati.e stress (distress) or as a +ositi.e stress (eu&stress) -hich
can be a creati.e orce in our a-areness;
Disease can be seen as obstructions in the re*ulatory unctionin* o the
ree -ill in !ana*in* inor!ation;
Are hu!an bein*s an ener*etic syste! o !olecules *o.erned by blind
Iuantu! reactionsA Or are they su+er&intelli*ent e5+ert syste!s (robots)
+ro*ra!!ed by lieA
My o+inion is that e.ery indi.idual is a co!+le5 inor!ational&ener*etic
syste! -ith the uniIue eature o ree -ill= -hich allo-s hi! to !ana*e stress
throu*h +ersonal creati.e ada+tation;
Millions o channels= ro! the !olecular to the cellular to the social=
con.ey inor!ation; These channels o co!!unication all unction on the basis o
ne*ati.e or +ositi.e eedbac2;
Decodin* the stress&inor!ation !essa*e
The indi.idual= as a recei.er= translates stress into reactions= si*ns and
sy!+to!s; The +articular or!s that stress ta2es E -hether +hysical= e!otional=
!ental= social or s+iritual E de+end on the indi.idual,s consciousness;
The !echanis!
When inor!ation (a-areness) increases= entro+y decreases; Our
+ur+ose in lie is to de.elo+ our inor!ational ca+acity in order to decrease
entro+y; We challen*e our biolo*ical conditionin*= -hich is al-ays in the
direction o +ositi.e entro+y= by o+enin* our inor!ational syste! on our
a-areness to lie= or uni.ersal co!+assion; As lon* as -e are *o.erned by
biolo*ical reality= -e are in distress= but -e can esca+e ro! it; The !echanis! o
a-areness is to beco!e an inor!ational syste!; This ha++ens naturally -hen -e
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surrender our selishness (addiction to !atter= +ossessions etc;); We use our ree
-ill to choose to be a-are; A balance !ust be ound bet-een created ener*y
(!atter) and inor!ation; Created ener*y al-ays tends to-ards chaos;
Inor!ation (a-areness o the uni.ersal rules or o lie,s order) tends to-ards
orderG throu*h it -e beco!e uni.ersal; The catalyst is ree -ill; When -e beco!e
unconditioned (selless)= -e beco!e an o+en syste!; When there are obstructions
to ree -ill bet-een created and uncreated ener*y= -e are a closed syste!; The
healin* +rocess endea.ors to ta2e a-ay inor!ation barra*es= -hich cause
disease: 4ud*!ental attitudes conditioned states= addiction= inluentiality=
de+endency= o.er&analytical and se+aratist tendencies;
Diseases ha.e a !eanin*; They tell us -hat to do -ith oursel.es in
order to be in har!ony -ith lie; When our ree -ill re!o.es the barra*es to
inor!ation= thereby o+enin* us to uni.ersal co!+assion= healin* results; The
+atient loses the ear o dro++in* his !as2 and beco!es co!+assionate and
conident; To !o.e ro! the biolo*ical to the uni.ersal= a +erson !ust ind his
indi.iduality and acce+t his creati.ity;
We !ust realiJe that -e are channels o a uni.ersal subtle ener*y= or
co!+assion; 3arra*es in this channel o inor!ation can be obser.ed in our
relationshi+ -ith others and in our attitude to-ards oursel.es; We !ust ins+ire
or enli*hten our ree -ill to o+en this channel so that -e !ay reach uni.ersal
har!ony;
It can be said that the +ur+ose o suerin* is to stri+ a-ay our e.eryday
!as2s and +reoccu+ations so that -e are enabled= in hu!ility= to co!!unicate
-ith a uni.ersal orce that is su+erior to our a!bitions;
1ealin* in +ractice
Psycholo*ical deense !echanis!s= in res+onse to stress= act as
obstructions to the syste! o co!!unication at any +oint in the +hysical=
e!otional= !ental= social and s+iritual circuits= thereby causin* distress and
illness;
Not e.ery distress is +hysical; E.en -hen it is o a +hysical nature (e;*;
+hysical trau!a)= it aects the entire circuit; Psycholo*ical ear increases
cortisone secretions leadin* to i!!unolo*ical deiciency; :y!+to!s are either
+sychoso!atic or so!atic&+sychic disorders ha.in* a s+iritual cause and
!eanin*;
Psychotic illnesses are obstructions in co!!unication bet-een the
+atient and society= but they !ay be relected in the body; 1ealin* !ust address
all these obstructions E +hysical= !ental= e!otional= social= s+iritual E so that
-e can be inte*rated into the totality; In healin*= -e -or2 on the +atient,s ree
-ill in order to hel+ hi! +ercei.e his res+onsibility or these obstructions; This
res+onsibility brin*s a sense o har!ony -ithin us and to-ards others; The roots
o the illness lie in the +sycholo*ical attitudes to-ards lie; The sy!+to!s si!+ly
!as2 a disorder in co!!unication;
In !edical +ractice -e !ust -or2 on the +atient,s ree -ill in order to
o+en u+ lines o co!!unication; Certain attitudes o lie act as barriers to
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healin*; 3ein* ri*id= 4ud*!ental= +ossessi.e= conditioned= s2e+tical= sus+icious=
!ani+ulati.e= eu+horic or a+athetic= or eelin* .icti!iJed or re4ected E -hat
Pascal calls si!+ly the hu!an disease o vanity E any o these= needs to be
-or2ed u+on= or they are barriers to lie,s a-areness= and this is the real illness;
When one is .ain= one cannot see the uni.erse surroundin* hi!;
Throu*h the healin* +rocess +eo+le eel ener*etic and able to assu!e
res+onsibility or their li.es; They eel co!+assion or others and har!ony -ithin
the!sel.es; They eel ins+ired= realiJin* that their illness brin*s the! ins+iration;
They no lon*er eel +atients in the traditional sense= that is= .icti!s; They are able
to let *o o the need to 4ud*e and !ani+ulate= and li.e in a !ore !editati.e -ay;
They eel conident in their eelin*s and their aith and acIuire the le5ibility o
the artist in their thin2in*; They eel able to ada+t creati.ely to situations; At the
sa!e ti!e they eel hu!ility in the +lace o arro*ance; They eel selless in their
relations -ith others= and beco!e a-are o their inner !oral code;
This -ay o li.in* is the result o actin* as an o+en syste! in har!ony
-ith the uni.erse; They are in a state rece+ti.e to the *race o uni.ersal
co!+assion (aith); The healin* +rocess is in eect +re+arin* the +atient to
recei.e this *race (the o+enin* o consciousness); The +atient beco!es a conduit
or a channel or this subtle ener*y; The healer ne.er in act heals= but rather acts
as a !oral su++ort= conir!in* the healin* +rocess; This +sycholo*ical shit
in.ol.ed is al-ays acco!+anied by chan*es in +hysical +ara!eters= as sho-n by
clinical tests;

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Meditations
.& &he end,
0he Mas&er o$ !i$e wondered
In wha& !anguage shou!d he counica&e
0o awa)en in %ou &he dawns o$ his In$ini&%,
.nd &o in"i&e %ou &o &he banGue& o$ ha''iness.
(is essengers b!ew &he (orn,
1u& %our ears did no& hear
1ecause &he% were dea$ened
1% =irensD noises.
(e &hen re"ea!ed his irac!es,
1u& %our e%es did no& see
1ecause &he% were b!inded
1% &he char o$ dar)ness,
.nd o$ wor!d!% '!easure shows.

;rus&ra&ed $ro e*&ree co'assion
.nd in 'ain$u! and 'anic si&ua&ions,
0he >rea&or, %our grea& ;a&her, a& &he end
;ound 'ain &o be &he on!% reaining !anguage
0ha& wou!d a)e %ou !is&en
0o his essage o$ sa!"a&ion and !o"e
.nd $ind %our hea!ing Aourne%.

Lis&en &o %our 'ain
0i!! 'eace $i!!s %our hear&.
Lis&en &o %our 'ain,
0o &he oans o$ &he ange!s
0o &he cr% o$ a&&er &o sa"e !i$e5
Do %ou )now, or a% be %ou wi!! )now,
0ha& &he whi&e wings o$ %our &hough&s
8i!! grow u' $ro %our su$$erings.

In 'ain, %our s&ars burn &o gi"e !igh&,
1ecoing shining ra%s o$ ha''iness
;i!!ing &he @ni"erse $or $ore"er5

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MEDICAL 1EALIN) :TORIE:
These stories ha++ened in Lebanon durin* the -ar
("#'7&"#'#); They are the +roo o the success o !y
+roessional a++roach; They are unusual because !y !edical
a++roach to the +atient -as stran*e and the social conditions
durin* the -ar -ere biJarre; These stories are entitled as
ollo-s:

A -ild sur*ical o+erationG
1anna and the +riestG
A sla+ can healG
The don2ey is a teacherG
The don2ey is !y teacherG
My !edical +rayerG
Lo.e heals the +aralyticG
1ealin* tales6
The -o!an -ho challen*ed death;
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The -ild sur*ical o+eration
:ne suer da%, whi!e I was wor)ing in &he $ie!d near %
house, 'ic)ing gra'es $or &he winer%, a i!i&ia Aee' s&o''ed a& &he $ron&
door. 0wo i!i&iaen carr%ing guns, rushed u', ca!!ing a& &he &o' o$ &heir
"oice+ ,Doc&or, doc&or, '!ease coe Guic)!%.- I hurried &owards &he &o
see wha& was &he 'rob!e. 8hen I reached &he, I saw a woan cr%ing in
&ears and ho!ding her &enE%earEo!d son in her !a'.
,8ha& is &he a&&er<- I as)ed.
0he woan re'!ied+ ,M% son $e!! $ro &he roo$ &o &he ground. (e
is di77%. (e canno& s'ea). 0he righ& side o$ his head is swo!!en and he is
"oi&ing. I do no& )now wha& is &he a&&er wi&h hi. P!ease he!' e
doc&or and see Guic)!% % son.-
8e carried &he bo% &o % roo a& &he ground $!oor. I
e*ained hi "er% Guic)!%. (is case was o$ e*&ree urgenc%. (is
usc!es were ge&&ing h%'o&onic. (is righ& e%e 'u'i! was s!igh&!% en!arged.
(e was going &o !oose consciousness. I e*ained &he chi!d, his head was
se"ere!% swo!!en on &he righ& &e'ora! region o$ &he craniu. I $e!& a
hea"% subdura! heorrhage was going on. .!read%, a big hea&oa was
ge&&ing bigger and bigger, co'ressing &he brain &issues. I& wou!d raise &he
in&racrania! 'ressure, con&use &he cerebra! ner"e &issues and a% cause a
cerebra! oedea. 0he bo% was in a s&a&e o$ s&u'or. I$ &he hea&oa is !e$&
&o swe!! $or ha!$ an hour ore, &he bo% wou!d ha"e irre"ersib!e brain
daage and wou!d die. 0he co!!ec&ed b!ood under &he &e'ora! bone was
increasing and 'ressing ore and ore on &he cor&e*. @rgen&!%, &here was
a grea& need $or a Guic) b!ood surgica! e"acua&ion. I$ I wou!d send &he
'a&ien& &o &he neares& hos'i&a! which is in &he ci&% o$ 1%b!os ore &han one
hourDs dri"e awa%, he wou!d die on &he road. Moreo"er, &ha& da% hea"%
ar&i!!er% she!!ing and sni'ers c!osed a!! &he roads !eading &o % "i!!age.
0he da% be$ore, sni'er bu!!e&s in &he head )i!!ed &wo %oung en $ro a
nearb% "i!!age whi!e &he% were dri"ing &heir cars on &he road soe &en
)i!oe&ers $ro % "i!!age. .nd ano&her da%, &wo 'ersons $ro %
"i!!age were )idna''ed $ro &heir car, a& a i!i&ar% chec)'oin& and were
$ound a wee) !a&er s!augh&ered and &hrown under a bridge.
8ha& cou!d I do &o &he %oung bo% in such a si&ua&ion< I had Aus&
s&ar&ed 'rac&icing edicine in % "i!!age. I did no& ha"e a roo in %
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'aren&sD house &o use as a c!inic, and no edica! ins&ruen&s.
2e"er&he!ess, I cou!d no& !ea"e &his &enE%earEo!d bo% &o die9 >ou!d I shun
&he res'onsibi!i&% and &e!! &he bo%Ds o&her &o &a)e hi &o &he neares&
hos'i&a!, )nowing &ha& he wi!! die $or sure on &he wa%<
I was in a di!ea wi&h no edica! assis&an& or a 'h%sician &o
he!' e in such a di$$icu!& o'era&ion and share &he res'onsibi!i&% wi&h e.
I !oo)ed in &he 'u'i! o$ &he 'oor swee& bo%. I& was ore en!arged9 (is
"oi&ing had s&o''ed. (is bod% becae e*&ree!% $!abb%. (is righ& head
&e'ora! bone becae ore swo!!en. 2ow his case was "er% se"ere. (e
was becoing drows% and s&ar&ed &o !oose consciousness.
I !oo)ed a& &he %oung bo%Ds 'oor o&her who was cr%ing and
i'!oring e &o do an%&hing &o he!' her son. I !oo)ed a& &he &wo gunen,
who brough& &he bo% in &he Aee'. 0he% !oo)ed "er% aggressi"e and wi!d. I
had no doub& &ha& &he% were war criina!s, ben& on s&ea!ing and )i!!ing.
0he% were 'ressing e &o he!' &he bo% in a &hrea&ening wa%.
I weighed &he aw$u! si&ua&ion and as)ed &he woan+ ,0hereDs
no&hing I can do $or %our son, his case is &ragic9-
=he re'!ied be&ween sobs+ ,Doc&or, he!' % son9 =a"e his !i$e9
4o on do soe&hing, 4od wi!! !end %ou a hand9-
0he words o$ &he o&her shoo) % hear&. I was a!os& read% &o
cr% wi&h her. =udden!% I becae ins'ired wi&h &he idea o$ doing soe&hing
&o drain &he eningea! b!ood be$ore i&s 'ressure )i!!s &he bo%. 0here was
no &ie &o wai&. I !oo)ed around in &he roo. . wi!d co'assion and a
cra7% ins'ira&ion cae &o e. In &he corner o$ &he roo, I saw a haer
and a big "er% shar' new nai!. I rushed &here 'ic)ing &he nai! and &he
haer, and cae u' &o &he bo%. I did no& see wha& was ha''ening around
e. . whi&e $og b!urred % e%es co"ering &he iages o$ &he woan and
&he &wo gunen. M% inner "oice was &e!!ing e+
,4o on9 Hour !i$e is no& ore i'or&an& &han &he bo%Ds !i$e. Die
wi&h hi or !i"e wi&h hi9-
=udden!%, I 'u& &he shar' head o$ &he nai! on &o' o$ &he swo!!en
'ar& o$ &he 'arie&a! head o$ &he bo%. I )noc)ed &he nai! in &he s)u!! and
ho!ed &he bo%Ds craniu 'arie&a! bone. 1!ood s'!ashed ou& a!! o"er &he
'!ace and e"en on his o&herDs $ace. 0he bo% screaed and his o&her
wai!ed, $ain&ed and $e!! down on &he $!oor. M% o&her and &he neighbors
rushed &o see wha& was ha''ening. 0he &wo gunen &hough& &ha& I )i!!ed
&he bo%. 0he% !i$&ed &he woan $ro &he $!oor and % o&her &oo) care o$
her, &hen &he% 'u& &heir guns on % head and shou&ed aggressi"e!% a& e
sa%ing+
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,Hou )i!!ed &he bo%. Hou are no& a doc&or. Hou are a criina!. 8e
wi!! shoo& %ou in &he head, now is %our end.-
1ra"e!% and con$iden&!%, I con$ron&ed &he ignoran& &errori7ing
gunen and re'!ied+
,DonD& worr%, ca! down9 I ha"e sa"ed &he chi!dDs !i$e b%
re!easing &he 'ressure o$ &he b!ood accuu!a&ing in his head, which wou!d
ha"e daaged his brain. (urr% u' wi&h e &o &he neares& hos'i&a!. 2ow
&he bo% can reach &he hos'i&a! sa$e!%. I did a Guic) neurosurgica! o'era&ion
&o s&o' &he b!eeding and an% ris) o$ in$ec&ion. 0he bo% is s&i!! a!i"e.
,I ha"e &re'anned his s)u!! wi&h &he nai! because I did no& ha"e
o&her &oo!s a& % dis'osa!, o&herwise &he bo% wou!d ha"e died. P!ease,
!is&en &o e9 0here wi!! a!wa%s be enough &ie $or %ou &o )i!! e. I wi!!
go wi&h %ou &o &he hos'i&a!, and on our wa% we wi!! &a)e a Red >ross
abu!ance $ro one o$ &he i!i&ar% bases &o be ab!e &o a"oid &he sni'ers
on &he roads. 0here is an eergenc%, !e& us go9-
0he gunen and &he woen agreed and o"ercae &he &errib!e
shoc) o$ seeing &he b!ood. 8e &oo) &he bo% &o &he hos'i&a! and on &he wa%
swi&ched o"er &o an abu!ance. =he!!s were $a!!ing $ro e"er%where.
0hroughou& &he dri"e, I concen&ra&ed on &he bo%, using a!! % edica!
s)i!!.
1% &he &ie we arri"ed a& &he hos'i&a!, &he bo% was be&&er. I $e!&
re!a*ed &ha& % 'a&ien& esca'ed $ro haeorrhage shoc) and $ro brain
daage. I en&ered a!one Guic)!% carr%ing &he bo% &o &he eergenc% ward
and as)ed $or &he neurosurgeon &o coe Guic)!%. (e cae and I &o!d hi
a!! &he s&or% o$ &he bo%. I &o!d hi how I &rea&ed &he bo% wi&h &he haer
and nai!. (e !oo)ed a& e wi&h a s&range !oo), &hen e*ained &he bo%. 0he
neurosurgeon &hough& a& $irs& &ha& I a a 'rii&i"e sadis&ic 'erson or a
edica! sadis&. (e scru&ini7ed e and angri!% addressed e, sa%ing+
,Hou )i!!ed &he bo%9 Hou are cra7%9 I canno& &a)e &he
res'onsibi!i&% o$ doing an%&hing $or &he chi!d a$&er wha& %ou did $or hi.-
I &ried &o e*'!ain &o % co!!eague &he who!e si&ua&ion bu& he
wou!d no& !is&en. I did no& b!ae hi because our edica! boo)s do no&
s'ea) o$ a brain o'era&ion wi&h a haer and a nai!. I !oo)ed a&&en&i"e!%
a& &he bo% in &he eergenc% roo and no&iced &ha& his case needed Guic)
a&&en&ion. 0he neurosurgeon us& sa"e his !i$e. I 'u& % hand on &he
neurosurgeonDs ar and said+
,Loo) doc&or, o'era&e on &he bo%. I$ %ou do no& succeed I wi!!
&a)e &he $u!! res'onsibi!i&%.-
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0he neurosurgeon, sus'icious o$ % unusua! beha"ior, re$used &o
&a!) &o e an%ore. I $e!& &ha& he was '!anning &o run awa%. I grabbed his
ar aggressi"e!%, sa%ing+
,Lis&en &o e9 Le& us &a)e &he bo% Guic)!% &o &he o'era&ion b!oc)
and sa"e his !i$e, be$ore he dies o$ b!eeding. I$ %ou do no& do as I sa%, &hen
&he &wo i!i&iaen wai&ing ou&side wi!! shoo& us.-
.s i$ &o ar) % words, &he &wo i!i&iaen en&ered enacing!%
&o &he eergenc% ward. 0he% becae cra7% when &he% saw &ha& nobod%
was &a)ing care o$ &he bo%. 0he neurosurgeon becae 'a!e. Poin&ing &heir
guns a& % head and a& &he head o$ &he neurosurgeon, &he% said+
,8e wi!! )i!! bo&h o$ %ou doc&ors i$ %ou donD& sa"e &he chi!dDs
!i$e.-
I !oo)ed a& % co!!eague and $ear ade us si!e &o each o&her
and &hen he said+
,Le& us &a)e &he bo% &o &he o'era&ion roo and do our wor) and
!a% &he ou&coe in 4odDs hands.-
0he b!ood &es&s showed a i!d heorrhage. 0he scanner showed
&ha& &he hea&oa $ro a big area o$ &he cerebra! heis'heres was
drained a$&er a 'rii&i"e &re'an and so &here was no need $or $ur&her
surger%. M% in&er"en&ion wi&h haer and nai! 'ro"ed &o ha"e re'!aced
success$u!!% an e!abora&e surgica! o'era&ion. .!! &he neurosurgeon had &o
do was &o 'rescribe a b!ood &rans$usion and an&ibio&ics. 8i&hin a wee), &he
bo% had reco"ered.
I& &oo) &he i!i&iaen se"era! on&hs &o $orgi"e % dri"ing &he
nai! in&o &he bo%Ds s)u!!, and $or &he 'eo'!e &o s&o' being scared o$ e. 1u&
ne"er ind wha& o&hers sa% or do+ soe&ies &o sa"e a 'erson %ou a%
ha"e &o ris) %our !i$e9
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1anna and the +riest

:ne da% a& $our oDc!oc) in &he orning, I wo)e u' a& &he sound o$
)noc)ing on &he door. M% o&her o'ened &he door and $ound &wo en
s&anding be$ore her. =he as)ed+ ,8ha& do %ou wan&<- 0he% answered+
,8e wan& &he doc&or &o coe wi&h us. :ur $a&her is d%ing and be$ore
e*'iring, he as)ed &o see %our son, &he doc&or. 8e do no& wan& hi &o &rea&
our $a&her. 8e on!% wan& &o $u!$i! his desire as a conso!a&ion. P!ease hurr%
and wa)e &he doc&or u' be$ore our $a&her dies be$ore he can see hi.-
M% o&her as)ed &he+ ,Hou are sure &ha& now he is d%ing<-
,Hes he is an o!d 'erson in his eigh&ies and was &rea&ed in an%
hos'i&a!s. 0he doc&ors in &he !as& one sen& hi hoe &o die wi&h his $ai!%
around hi. 8e are now 're'aring his $unera!. 8e ha"e a!read% bough&
&he co$$in.-
,I$ he is d%ing, wh% do %ou wan& % son &o "isi& hi<-
,1ecause he insis&ed &o see %our son be$ore he s'ends his !as&
brea&h. 8e wan& &he doc&or &o coe wi&h us now as a goodEwi!! "isi&.
:&herwise, 'eo'!e wi!! b!ae us.-
M% o&her +superstitious,+ ,Perha's wha& %our $a&her wan&s is &o
&a)e % son wi&h hi.-
8hi!e dressing hurried!%, I heard &he con"ersa&ion, de&erined &o
go and see &he o!d an. I &oo) a!ong % edica! )i& in case I igh& need
&o he!' &he o!d an &o die in 'eace b% gi"ing hi a "er% s&rong h%'no&ic
and 'ain)i!!ers.
I wen& wi&h &he &wo bro&hers &o see &heir $a&her. @'on en&ering &he
house, I saw a crowd si&&ing around an o!d 'erson, wai&ing $or his dea&h.
0he oribund !a% in bed, in a s&a&e o$ s&u'or, his nae was (anna. 0he
'eo'!e si&&ing around hi &o!d hi in a !oud "oice &ha& I had coe &o see
hi, bu& wi&h no res'onse. 0hen his &wo sons cae near &o see i$ &heir
$a&her was s&i!! conscious. 0he% shoo) hi gen&!% sa%ing+ ,(anna, (anna,
&he doc&or has coe &o see %ou.-
=udden!%, &he o!d an wo)e u' $ro his !e&harg% !i$&ed hise!$
and sa& on &he bed, &hen c!ibed down $ro &he bed and wa!)ed. 0he
assis&ance, seeing &he o!d an coing bac) $ro wha& seeed &o &he
dea&h, &o !i$e, saw in &his a irac!e. 0he% acc!aied e. 0he% saw &ha& %
'resence had gi"en &he o!d an a new !ease on !i$e.
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I, %se!$, u'on seeing &he change in (anna, becae en&husias&ic
and be!ie"ed &ha& I igh& be ab!e &o cure (anna and 're"en& hi $ro
d%ing.
@'on e*aining hi, I diagnosed rena! insu$$icienc% and
disorders in &he cardiac rh%&h. (owe"er serious his case, I $e!& &ha&
adinis&ering &o hi cer&ain new 'haraceu&ica! 'roduc&s igh& sa"e his
!i$e. .& !eas&, I &hough& i& was wor&h &r%ing. .& an% ra&e, and i$ &he wors&
coes &o &he wors& and he dies, nobod% wi!! b!ae e, since e"er%bod%
was e*'ec&ing his dea&h an% inu&e. (is re!a&i"es ga"e e a $ree hand &o
do wha& I wan&ed9
I s&ar&ed b% gi"ing hi in 'ro$usion se"era! edica! drugs,
ranging $ro "i&ains, diure&ics, cardiac &onics and e"en cor&icoids. .$&er
ha!$ an hour o$ edica! &rea&en&, &he 'a&ien& sudden!% en&ered in a
cardiac shoc) and was in a s&a&e o$ c!inica! dea&h. (is hear& near!% s&o''ed
bea&ing. . $ew "i!!agers wa&ching (anna, saw &he he was on his !as&
brea&h. 0he% rushed &o ca!! &he 'ries& o$ &he "i!!age &o coe Guic)!% &o
adinis&er e*&ree unc&ion &o (anna. 0heir >hris&ian &radi&ions are &o
ha"e &he 'ries& anoin& &he $orehead o$ &he oribund. 0he 'ries& uses
consecra&ed oi! and 'ra%s 4od &o recei"e in 'eace &he sou! o$ &he d%ing
'erson.
.& $irs&, I did no& )now &ha& &he "i!!agers had sen& $or &he 'ries&. I
was s&rugg!ing hard &o ge& (anna ou& o$ &he cardiac shoc) b% s&iu!a&ing
his hear& &o bea& again.
I a''!ied a "igorous cardiac assage &o (annaDs hear&. M% hands
were &ransi&&ing ho& energe&ic "ibra&ions e*ci&ing his hear& &o bea& again.
.bsorbed in wha& I was doing, &he 'ries& cae $ro behind e. (e as)ed
e &o s&o' % &rea&en& &o (anna and !ea"e hi in 'eace. (e wan&ed &o
do his Aob. (is obsession was &o b!ess (anna be$ore he e*'ires.
/us& &hen, (annaDs hear& began sudden!% &o &hrob and his 'u!se
cae bac). (is $ace was beginning &o ge& co!our. I& was no ore 'a!eE
whi&e. (is !ibs becae war. (anna s&ar&ed &o o'en his e%es, and his
consciousness re&urned. I &hough& &ha& he wou!d soon rea!i7e wha& was
going on around hi. I& was a& &his oen& &ha& &he b!ac) 'ries& cae u'
behind e and &ried &o 'ush e awa% in order &o 'u& &he unc&ion oi! on %
'a&ien&Ds $orehead. I was e*&ree!% a$raid &ha& when (anna sees &he b!ac)
'ries& !ooing abo"e hi, &he 's%cho!ogica! i'ac& o$ &he 'ries& on %
'a&ien& a& &his e*&ree!% cri&ica! oen& igh& ha"e a se"ere
's%cho!ogica! i'ac& on hi and wi!! be a dea&h sen&ence.
0he 'ries&, bac)ed b% &he "i!!agers, was 'ressing e &o !ea"e &he
o!d an &o go in 'eace &o his ;a&her in hea"en. I !oo)ed a& % 'a&ien& who
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had s&ar&ed &o o'en his e%es. 0he 'ries& 'u& his hand on &he 'er$usion
g!ucose bag &o &a)e i& awa%. 1u& I was de&erined &o de$end a& an% 'rice
&he !i$e o$ % o!d 'a&ien& e"en agains& &he who!e condi&ioned en&a!i&% o$
&he socie&% and &he b!ac) 'ries&. I 'ushed &he 'ries& and he $e!! on &he $!oor
on his bac). I shou&ed a& hi sa%ing+
,;a&her now is % &urn &o sa"e (annaDs !i$e. I$ %ou hear &he be!!
&o!!, &hen coe bac) and do %our Aob.-
0he 'eo'!e, angr% and as&onished a& % "io!en& reac&ion &owards
&he 'ries&, were abou& &o a&&ac) e in order &o de$end &he ho!iness o$ &heir
'ries&, bu& when &he% saw &ha& (anna had regained consciousness, &he%
s&ood in &heir &rac)s, s&u'e$ied.
0he crowd si!en&!% !e$& &he house and e"er%one wen& &o his hoe.
I was e*&ree!% e*haus&ed a$&er &rea&ing (anna &ha& who!e da%. I ordered
an abu!ance and &oo) hi &o &he hos'i&a! where he was be$ore. In
co!!abora&ion wi&h % co!!eagues in &he hos'i&a!, I was ab!e &o bring
(anna bac) &o !i$e.

(anna !i"ed &wo %ears a$&er % &hera'%. (e becae e*&ree!%
$ond o$ e. .!wa%s co'!aining o$ his hea!&h. (e &hough& &ha& I was &he
on!% 'erson who cou!d bring hi ha''iness and 'ro!ong his !i$e.
0hen one da%, (anna was again se"ere!% i!!. 0he "i!!agers ca!!ed
e &o see hi. I $e!& &ha& his hear& wan&ed 'eace. I as)ed &he 'ries& &o coe
and &a)e % '!ace5
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A sla+ can heal

I was a& hoe. . car s&o''ed Guic)!% in $ron& o$ &he door. 0wo
%oung en cae ou&, ca!!ing+ ,Doc&or9 Doc&or9 >oe wi&h us Guic)!%,
#aree% &he wi$e o$ #ha!i! is d%ing. >oe &o see her.-
I wen& Guic)!% &o see wha& was &he a&&er wi&h #aree%. 8hen I
arri"ed a& her house, a crowd o$ "i!!agers had a!read% ga&hered, ha"ing
heard o$ a Guarre! and cae &o see wha& was ha''ening. #aree% was in
bed, groaning. I e*ained her and $ound &ha& her b!ood 'ressure was
e*&ree!% high. I obser"ed &ha& she was in grea& ris) o$ ge&&ing a cerebra!E
"ascu!ar acciden& Ka brain heorrhageL. 0here was urgen& need &o dro' her
b!ood 'ressure.
I ga"e her inAec&ions o$ h%'o&ensi"e drugs and diure&ics, bu& no
resu!&s occurred. (er b!ood 'ressure reained &he sae. I adinis&ered &o
her !arger doses o$ &he drugs, bu& s&i!! her b!ood 'ressure did no& dro'. I
!oo)ed a& her $ace and a& her bod%. =he was s'as&ic. I& seeed &o e &ha&
she had a ner"ous shoc) o$ $ear and an*ie&%. I e*ained her ore
care$u!!% &o see wha& was &he a&&er wi&h her. 8hi!e I was chec)ing again
&he b!ood 'ressure, #ha!i! a''eared $ro behind e !i)e a ghos&. (is e%es
were red wi&h e"i! anger. (e !ooed as a haw) abo"e #aree%, his
s'ouse. (e shou&ed a& her sa%ing+
,#areeEe%, s'oi!ed woan, ID!! )i!! %ou9 (a, (a9 Hou !e$& &he
cow &o gra7e &he 'o&a&oes9 0he who!e cro' o$ &his %ear is gone. I cae &o
)i!! %ou now5-
8hi!e #ha!i! was &hrea&ening her, I no&iced &ha& her b!ood
'ressure wen& u', i& becae a& &ha& oen& abou& 24B (g, her $ace on
&he righ& side becae hea"% and her &ongue was &ied and s&i!! he was
&hrea&ening her. I was sure a& &ha& oen& &ha& &he $ear o$ #ha!i!Ds crue!&%
wi!! cause a s&ro)e &o #aree%. I $e!& &ha& I us& Guic)!% e!iina&e &he
s&ress o$ $ear. Pharaceu&ics ha"ing no e$$ec&, and #ha!i!, con&inuing &o
'ro"o)e his wi$eDs b!ood 'ressure, irri&a&ed e. =udden!% &he an, cra7ed
wi&h anger, was 'ushing e awa% &o !ea"e his wi$e &o die. I had &o do
soe&hing &o cas& &he e"i! awa%. ;ee!ing co'assion $or % 'a&ien&, I
raised u' % hand and s!a''ed #ha!i! on &he $ace wi&h a!! % $orce. (e
$e!! down and I adonished hi se"ere!%, sa%ing+
,I wi!! )i!! %ou i$ %ou &hrea&en an%ore %our !o"e!% wi$e. =he is a
grea& 'erson. Hou us& !o"e her and adore her. .!! &he 'eo'!e &here
!aughed $or wha& I did. #ha!i!, a$raid o$ e, !e$& &he house.-
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I re&urned &o see how #aree% was $aring a$&er I had dri"en awa%
&he nega&i"e s&ress caused b% #ha!i!Ds beha"ior. (er e%es o'ened wide,
re!a*ed. (er res'ira&ion was no& &ied an%ore, nor was her s'eech hea"%.
=he s&ar&ed &o si!e. I easured her b!ood 'ressure, and $ound &ha& i& had
dro''ed down &o 19B and 16B (g, hence i& was a''ro*ia&e!% nora!.
#aree% becae con$iden& in herse!$ and no& &ense an%ore. =he was
hea!ed o$ her $ear. =he cae ou& o$ her bed $ee!ing grea& re!ie$.
,2ow %ou are a!! righ& I said &o her. /us& &a)e 'i!!s e"er% da% &o
a"oid an% rise in %our b!ood 'ressure and do no& !e& %our cow gra7e &he
'o&a&oes or &he cabbages in %our $ie!d9-
0he crowd, assis&ing % hea!ing edica! circus, !aughed.
#aree% &han)ed e $or wha& I did &o her. =he $e!& con$iden& in
herse!$ &o o"ercoe her $ear o$ #ha!i!.
.& &he end e"er%bod% becae err% as I s&ar&ed &o e*'!ain &ha&
&he s!a' &o #ha!i! was a )ind o$ co'!een&ar% &hera'%. (ad I )nown
$ro &he beginning &ha& a s!a' &o &he husband wou!d cure his wi$e, I wou!d
ha"e s'ared &he use o$ 'haraceu&ica! drugs.
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The don2ey is a teacher (part +,
@' on &he oun&ains a& an a!&i&ude o$ &wo &housand e&ers, near
&he 3a!!e% o$ 4hos&s, an o!d woan !i"ed in a co&&age. =he was ca!!ed &he
agician woan. Man% &hough& &ha& she was a wi&ch who 'u&s a s'e!! on
&he s)% &o a)e i& rain. =he cou!d $ore&e!! &he wea&her and sa% when &here
wi!! be showers o$ rain and s&ors. In &he oun&ainous region where she
s&a%ed, &here was a Gueer na&ura! wea&her 'henoenon+ i& rains in &he
idd!e o$ suer a& &he "a!!e% o$ ghos&s, whereas i& ne"er rains an%where
e!se. I& is e*&ree!% unusua!, and a!os& iracu!ous &o ha"e rain on!% in
&ha& region during &he dr% suer season. 1u& &he os& unusua! &hing was
how &he o!d woan cou!d 'redic& &he wea&her9 Did she in$!uence &he
wea&her and change i&s na&ure< Did she s'ea) wi&h 4od< 8as she a
c!air"o%an&< =oe&ies, whereas e&eoro!og% indica&ed &ha& i& wou!d no&
rain in &he 3a!!e% o$ 4hos&s, &he o!d woan wou!d 'redic& &ha& i& wou!d,
and she was a!wa%s righ&9
=cien&is&s wan&ed &o s&ud% &his 'henoenon. 0he% considered
&ha& &heir inaccura&e ca!cu!a&ion was due &o &he Guic) change in &he
a&os'heric 'ressure during &he c%c!e o$ &he da%. 0he% wan&ed &o go u' in
&he oun&ains and s'end &here &wen&%E$our hours &o &r% a new a''roach.
0he% &hough& &ha& &he% igh& de&ec& &he sudden e&eoro!ogica! changes
and e*'!ain &ha& uniGue wea&her 'henoenon.
0a)ing wi&h &he &heir so'his&ica&ed eGui'en&, &he% se& u' ca'
beside &he o!d woanDs co&&age. .s &he% se&&!ed down and began &heir
easureen&s, &he o!d woan cae &o &he and ad"ised &he no& &o
s!ee' &ha& nigh& in &heir &en&s, bu& coe ins&ead and s&a% in her co&&age.
0he% as)ed her wh%, and she &o!d &he &ha& &here wou!d be a ga!e wi&h
hea"% rain &ha& nigh& and &heir !i$e igh& be in danger.
0he scien&is&s !oo)ed a& &he i!!i&era&e o!d woan and &hough& her
cra7%. 0he% chec)ed &heir baroe&ers and re'ea&ed &heir ca!cu!a&ions and
!oo)ed a& &he s)%. I& was c!ear and c!oud!ess. 0hen, &he% answered her+
,Do no& worr% abou& us aDa9 8e wi!! be a!! righ&. :ur
scien&i$ic ins&ruen&s &e!! us &ha& &he wea&her wi!! be wonder$u! and
$an&as&ic. Hou, %ourse!$ can s!ee' ou&side &onigh&, in &he !igh& o$ &he oon
and &he s&ars, &o esca'e &he hea& in %our co&&age.-
,Lis&en &o e care$u!!%, I a warning %ou+ a s&or is coing
&onigh&. P!ease coe wi&h e now and s!ee' a& % hoe where %ou wi!!
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be sa$e. >oe, be$ore I c!ose &he door and windows &o 'ro&ec& %se!$
$ro &he wind.-
0he scien&is&s !aughed a& her. 0he% &hough& &ha& she was
deranged. 0he% s'en& &ha& e"ening discussing &heir '!an o$ ac&ion be$ore
&he% wen& &o s!ee' in &heir &en&s.
.bou& &wo hours a$&er idnigh&, a ga!e b!ew down $ro &he
oun&ain, and a!os& iedia&e!% &urned in&o a &errib!e &hunders&or
'ouring hea"% showers o$ rain. 0he s&or &ore down &he &en&s, and &he
scien&is&s reebered wha& &he o!d woan had said. 0he% rushed &o her
co&&age door &o sa"e &heir !i"es. 0he% )noc)ed wi&h &heir $is&s on &he door,
shou&ing+
,P!ease, o'en &he door9 (e!' us '!ease, we are &he scien&is&s.-
0he o!d !ad%, $ee!ing 'i&% &owards &he, o'ened &he door $or &he
scien&is& who had !os& &heir arrogance, hui!ia&ed b% &heir scien&i$ic
rigidi&%. =he we!coed &he wi&h na&ura! and war co'assion6 dried
&heir we& c!o&hes, and ga"e &he soe&hing &o ea& and 're'ared $or &he
'!aces &o s!ee'. =he &rea&ed &he according &o &heir rea!i&% as 'oor huan
beings.
.& se"en in &he orning, &he scien&is&s wo)e u' $ro s!ee'. 0he
wind had ca!ed down and &he s)% was c!ear. 0he sun was brigh&. 0he
3a!!e% o$ 4hos&s was shining wi&h i&s we& greener%. 0he scien&is&s sa& a&
&he &ab!e wi&h &he o!d woan $or brea)$as&. 8hen &he% $inished ea&ing,
&he% s&ar&ed &o as) &he 'oor si'!e woan a hos& o$ Gues&ions in &heir
s)e'&ic and arid wa%+
,Dear !ad%, &han) %ou $or %our he!' and $or %our hos'i&a!i&%.
8ou!d %ou &e!! us how %ou )new &ha& &here wou!d be a s&or !as& nigh&<
8e wi!! be gra&e$u! i$ %ou can re"ea! %our secre& &o us.-
0he o!d !ad% !aughed and answered &he "enerab!e scien&is&s+ ,Do
no& worr%, we wi!! soon ee& wi&h % grea& &eacher, % as&er in
e&eoro!og%, and he wi!! &each %ou his scien&i$ic &heor%.-
,0e!! us who is he< 8here is he< 8e wish %ou &o &e!! us %ourse!$
his &heor%, because we wi!! unders&and i& be&&er9 >onsider how &his
in$ora&ion wi!! ser"e science and bene$i& huani&%.-
,Do no& be in such a hurr%, % dear chi!dren. ;inish %our cu' o$
&ea and we wi!! go ou& &o ee& &he grea& as&er.-
8hen &he% $inished, &he% a!! wen& ou& and she said &o &he+
,8ai& here a oen&.-
0hen she en&ered &he s&ab!e and cae ou& wi&h a don)e% and,
s&anding beside &he, she &oo) a dee' brea&h and said+
,Hou !oo) "er% &ired. Hou didnD& s!ee' a win) !as& nigh&.-
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0he =cien&is&s said i'a&ien&!%+
,Do no& worr% abou& us we are in good sha'e. P!ease, hurr% u' &o
in&roduce us &o %our grea& &eacher, we wan& hi &o co!!abora&e wi&h us.
P!ease, we are scien&is&s and we ha"e no &ie &o was&e5-
0he woan s&ood wi&h her don)e%, &he scien&is&s grou'ed around
&he, and she said+
,8hen &he wea&her is going &o be s&or% wi&h hea"% rain, &his
don)e% $ee!s &he danger, and wi!! re$use &o reain ou&side. (e bra%s
con&inuous!% un&i! I bring hi &o &he s&ab!e. Hes&erda%, he shoo) his ears
and &ai! &o &e!! e &ha& a s&rong s&or is in &he a)ing. I !is&ened and
unders&ood wha& he was &e!!ing e. I a no& !i)e %ou. Hou did no& !is&en &o
e %es&erda%, because %our scien&i$ic )now!edge has ade %ou
unrece'&i"e &o na&ure. 0his don)e% is % grea& &eacher. (e &augh& e
abou& &he wea&her. =o, '!ease as) &he don)e% %our Gues&ions and no& e9
(e wi!! &each %ou his grea& &heor% o$ e&eoro!og% and 'erha's an% o&her
&hings. 4oodb%e, 4oodb%e5-
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The don2ey is !y teacher +part-,
I was i'ressed b% &he s&or% o$ &he o!d woan and &he don)e%.
I&s essage a$$ec&ed % s'iri& and becae a 'ar& o$ % unconscious ind.
:ne da% I was as)ed &o go &o &rea& a 'a&ien& Q !e& us ca!! hi Mr.
P Q wi&h chronic 'ain in his bac). (e was abou& $i$&% %ears o!d, and was
ai!ing $ro his bac) $or ore &han $i"e %ears. (e underwen& &rea&en&s in
di$$eren& edica! cen&ers o$ &he wor!d. .& &he end, an% di$$eren&
'ain)i!!ers, an&iEin$!aa&or% drugs, 'h%sio&hera'% sessions, acu'unc&ure,
'h%sica! &hera'%, s'iri&ua! hea!ing, hoeo'a&h%, os&eo'a&h% and s%'a&h%,
a!! ga"e no resu!&s.
0he 'a&ien& heard &ha& I had succeeded &o cure an% di$$icu!&
cases o$ bac) 'ain $ro his neighbor who was one o$ % 'a&ien&s wi&h a
sii!ar edica! case. Mr. P in"i&ed e &o his hoe &o e*aine hi and
see i$ I can cure his bac). (e said &ha& I was his !as& resor&.
Mr. P was an o'enEinded 'erson and &rus&ed % wor). (e
ho'ed I cou!d cure his bac). (e encouraged e &o &r% an% new &rea&en&
on hi &ha& I igh& &hin) wou!d cure hi.
I &ried again on Mr. P &he !a&es& 'haraceu&ica! drugs, bu& &o no
a"ai!. =&i!!, Mr. P be!ie"ed in e. (e was a wonder$u! 'erson. (e ga"e e
a big su o$ one%, sa%ing+
,0a)e &his and s'end i& on %our research &o $ind a cure $or %
bac). I e*'ec& &ha& %ou wi!! soon coe &o e wi&h good news. I wi!! no&
show % bac) &o an%bod% e!se.-
Mr. P was a rea! gen&!ean. (e was generous, co'assiona&e,
cu!&ured and a success$u! businessan. 1usiness $or hi is a 'assion &o
crea&e Aobs $or o&hers and &o su''or& &heir crea&i"i&%. (is business wi&h e
was a s&iu!an& &o % search $or new, co'!een&ar% e&hods in
edicine.
I !o"ed in Mr. P his hub!e and nob!e charac&er, and reso!"ed &o
do e"er%&hing 'ossib!e &o in"en& a cure $or his bac).
:ne da%, as I was 'ic)ing o!i"es $ro &he oun&ain gro"e $ie!ds,
and $i!!ing &he in &wo hea"% bags, I !aid &he bags and &ied &he on &he
don)e%Ds bac) &o carr% &he hoe. :n &he une"en 'a&hs, &he bac) o$ &he
don)e% was s&ressed b% &he hea"% weigh&. (e $e!! down wi&h &he o!i"e
bags on &o' o$ hi and cou!d no& rise an% ore. I un$as&ened &he ro'es
and &oo) down &he bags o$ o!i"es $ro o"er hi and !e$& hi &o re!a*
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$ree!% $or a whi!e. 8hen &he don)e% was $reed $ro his !oad, he ran in &he
$ie!d and $ound a hea' o$ so$& and ho& sand and !ied on i&. 0here, he
s&re&ched his bod%, ben& his !egs, and &urned o"er se"era! &ies, un&i! his
bac) becae s&raigh& and i&s "er&ebra! usc!es becae uns'as&ic. 0he
don)e% &hen cae u' &o a &ree &run) and rubbed his bac) usc!es on i&. (e
&hen shoo) awa% &he sand $ro his bod% and cae u' &o e, rubbing
hise!$ agains& % hands. I& was c!ear &ha& he wan&ed e &o assage his
bac) and &o &a)e awa% &he 'ain o$ !ubago. 0his ins'ired e wi&h a new
'h%sica! &hera'%. I did wha& &he don)e% wan&ed e &o do. (is bac)
becae a!! righ&, and i& carried &he o!i"es hoe. .& &ha& oen&, I $e!& &ha&
&he don)e% is indeed a grea& &eacher, a edica! &eacher. I obser"ed and
!earned a!! his se!$E)ine&icE&hera'eu&ic ani'u!a&ions and aneu"ers.
8hen &he don)e% rubbed i&s bod% agains& % hand, i& &augh& e wha&
'h%sica! &hera'% can do in order &o re!ie"e 'ain. 0his !ed e &o in"en& a
new &echniGue &o re!ie"e 'ain b% 'h%sica! &hera'%. .nd I ob&ained good
resu!&s. I was aa7ed &ha& % don)e% &augh& e a new 'h%sica! &hera'%
&ha& hea!s, es'ecia!!% because i&s conce'&ion is &he o''osi&e o$ &he
or&hodo* &heor% o$ 'h%sio&hera'%.
I us& adi& &ha& I !earned a grea& dea! o$ 'h%sica! &hera'%
'rac&ice $ro % don)e%. I& crea&ed $or e a re"o!u&ion in curing di$$eren&
uscu!ar and s)e!e&a! disorders when &radi&iona! or&hodo* and
co'!een&ar% &hera'% was ine$$icien&. M% as&er &he D:2#EH ins'ired
&o e a new diension in edicine. I was i'a&ien& &o &e!! % new
disco"er% &o Mr. P and &o &r% &o hea! his chronic bac) 'rob!e.
I "isi&ed Mr. P and &o!d hi abou& % disco"er%. (e becae
e*ci&ed and wan&ed e &o &r% i& on his bac). I a''!ied &he don)e%Ds &hera'%
on hi and a iracu!ous resu!& was ob&ained $ro &he $irs& session. (is
bac) becae we!!.
Mr. P !oo)ed a& e wi&h grea& a''recia&ion and said+
,Hou are no& on!% a s)i!$u! doc&or bu& a!so a 'ower$u! s'iri&ua!
hea!er. Hour gi$& is rare and uniGue, i& coes $ro 4od.-
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My !edical +rayer
I s&ar&ed &o !oo) a& edicine as a 'ar& o$ 4od. I saw in edicine
wisdo, crea&i"i&% and co'assion. I cou!d no& 'ercei"e &he huan being
on!% as an ana&oic conce'&ion o$ a cor'se, or as a bio!ogica! achine.
0he 'a&ien& is a uniGue indi"idua!, s&ruc&ured &o becoe a 'ar& o$ &he
uni"erse. (is huan in&erac&ions and s'iri&ua! diensions are
conseGuen&ia! in &he 'rocess o$ hea!ing $ro an% i!!ness. I wan&ed %
edica! wor) no& &o be on!% a 'a&ho!ogica! 'rocess, bu& a!so &o ha"e a
huan &ouch consis&ing in sharing in&ensi"e!% &he su$$ering o$ o&hers. I
wan&ed % edica! 'rac&ice &o $o!!ow !i$eDs highes& 'rinci'!es o$ ora!i&%.
In &he suer o$ 19F?, I was ca!!ed &o "isi& a 'a&ien& in his
"i!!age in order &o e*aine hi and diagnose his i!!ness. (e was si*&%
%ears o!d and had !i"ed an% %ears in .rgen&ina. 0wen&% %ears ago, he
was cured o$ !ar%ngea! cancer.
@'on en&ering his house, % e%e iedia&e!% $e!! u'on hi. I
$ound &ha& i& was di$$icu!& $or hi &o o"e $ro one '!ace &o ano&her. 0o
wa!), he had &o su''or& hise!$ b% ho!ding &he wa!!, his !e$& !eg, s&i$$ and
a!wa%s co!d, was shor&er &han &he o&her b% &en cen&ie&ers and he cou!d
no& o"e his &oes.
I obser"ed &he anDs bi7arre and chao&ic wa!). :ne da%, I
&hough&, he wi!! be cri''!ed co'!e&e!%. I was s&ruc) b% &he $ac& &ha&, in
s'i&e o$ his condi&ion, he was $u!! o$ con$idence and wi!!ing &o cha!!enge
"igorous!% a!! &he obs&ac!es hindering his ac&i"i&ies.
(is su$$ering s&ar&ed &wen&%E$i"e %ears ago. (e had "isi&ed an%
edica! cen&ers a!! o"er &he wor!d &o no a"ai!, and no one )new wha& was
&he a&&er wi&h hi. I 'ondered on his 'rob!e $or a $ew inu&es and
rea!i7ed &ha& i& was di$$icu!& $or e &o &rea& his case. I &o!d &he an &ha& his
case is a neuroEo&or disease and &ha& I canno& he!' hi a& a!!. I
a'o!ogi7ed $or being unab!e &o do an%&hing in his case.
;ee!ing &ha& I was genuine!% sorr% in no& being ab!e &o &rea& hi,
&he an in"i&ed e &o s&a% and &o ha"e a cu' o$ co$$ee. I sa& down on a
chair, $rus&ra&ed wi&h % inca'aci&%. :u& o$ des'era&ion, I ade &he
$o!!owing si!en& 'ra%er &o &he Lord+
,:h !ord, Hou, who hea!ed &he sic), he!' e in &his di$$icu!&
si&ua&ion. I, who !e$& e"er%&hing in !i$e &o $o!!ow in Hour s&e's in hea!ing
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&he sic), a he!'!ess i$ Hou do no& direc& e9 :h Lord, Hou who !o"e e,
I i'!ore Hou &o guide e in % edica! 'rac&ice. I see) nei&her one%
nor g!or%. I need Hour erc% and Hour he!' &o hea! &he sic). .en9-
=udden!%, &wo inu&es a$&er % si!en& 'ra%er, &he an said+
,Doc&or, %ou did no& e*aine e, %ou didnD& e"en &ouch e. (ow cou!d
%ou Audge % case, wi&hou& a 'h%sica! e*aina&ion<-
,:)a%-, I re'!ied+ ,Hou are righ&. I wi!! e*aine %ou wi&h ore
a&&en&ion and wi!! &r% 'h%sica! &hera'% on &he wea) usc!es. .nd &hen, I
can Audge.-
I wen& wi&h &he an &o his roo, where he undressed and !ied
down on &he bed. I 'u& % hand on &he sacra! region and 'ressed hard wi&h
% &hub. Iedia&e!%, &he 'a&ien& $e!& &ha& soe&hing ha''ened &o hi.
(e s&ood u' $ro his bed in an e*'!osion o$ Ao%. (e !oo)ed a& e,
s&u'e$ied and &hri!!ed, and cried+
,Doc&or, !oo) % hee! now is &ouching &he $!oor. I cou!d no& do
&ha& $or &he 'as& &wen&% %ears. I& is a irac!e9 M% !e$& !eg is no& shor&
an%ore.-
I $e!& wonder$u!. I rea!i7ed &ha& 4od is wi&h e.
,0han) %ou % Lord9 ;or &wen&%E$i"e %ears a an so!ici&ed &he
wor!dDs grea&es& edica! cen&ers &o cure hi, bu& &he% were unsuccess$u!.
.nd Hou ha"e seen $i& &o choose e &o hea! hi. 0han) %ou Lord9-
I wen& hoe wi&h a $ee!ing o$ grea& gra&i&ude. I had $ound %
wa% in !i$e. :n &he wa%, I 'ra%ed in grea& hui!i&% &o /esus sa%ing+
,Pu& Hour hand wi&h e in % edica! 'rac&ice. I wi!! dedica&e
a!! % !i$e &o $o!!ow Hour 'rinci'!es. I wi!! carr% &he cross o$ % 'a&ien&s.
I coi& %se!$ &o hea!ing &he a$$!ic&ions o$ o&hers.-
I con&inued &he &rea&en& sessions on % 'a&ien& un&i! he was
co'!e&e!% cured. (is wa!)ing becae nora!. 8hen % 'a&ien& no&iced
&ha& he was no& !i'ing an%ore, he rea!i7ed &ha& he was hea!ed. Hes, he
was hea!ed, bu& &i!! now, I a des'era&e &o )now how, and wha& was &he
edica! charac&eris&ic o$ his i!!ness9 I cured hi, bu& I s&i!! donD& )now
how9
=ince &hen, I se& ou& &o e*'!ore a hea"enEsen& wor!d o$ edicine
and &o e*'ress % $indings in &he bes& odern scien&i$ic !anguage.
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Lo.e heals the +aralytic
.$&er % 'ra%er
8as heard b% % L:RD,
.nd % 'a&ien&
8a!)ed wi&hou& a !i',
I saw %se!$ a
1e!o"ed chi!d o$ &he @ni"erse.
Drun) wi&h bea&i&ude,
In&ia&e wi&h &he Di"ine.
0he hea!ing 4i$&
>ae as a whi&e do"e
;ro hea"en,
.nd se&&!ed grace$u!!%
In % hear&,
8ashing % sou!
8i&h &he grea& b!iss
:$ &he ho!% ri"er5

4od &hen sen&
Me a gir!
8ho cou!d no& wa!).
=he su$$ered $ro 'o!io
=ince ear!% chi!dhood.
(er s'ina! cord,
.n&erior horn neurones,
8ere in"aded b% a iserab!e
>o*sac)ie"irus wor&h &wo 'ennies.
0he &in% bio!ogica! aggressor
Did his Aob and !e$& behind
(is crue! &races+
0he seiE'ara!%sed !e$& !eg
:$ % innocen& swee&hear&,
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8ho can b!ae nobod%
E*ce'& her des&in%.

4od ins'ired e,
In a di"ine roan&ic drea,
0o ee& &he 'o!io gir!,
0o !o"e her su$$ering,
.nd gi"e !i$e
0o &he dead ce!!s.
>o'assion $i!!ed e,
.nd % hea!ing hands.
M% $ee!ings were roused
.nd I becae
. reed% $or her.

8e e& in :c&ober,
0he rainbows were )issing
Each o&her in &he "a!!e%,
.nd &he so$& wind was $!ir&ing
8i&h &he go!den !ea"es o$ au&un.
8e e& in hea!ing sessions
:$ 4odEgi"en in&iac%.

Lo"e cae $ro abo"e
8i&h i&s di"ine s'ar)s
.nd &ouched &he bod%
:$ % swee& dar!ing,
>hanne!ed &hrough
M% hands.
M% 'h%sica! &hera'%
P!a%$u!!% becae an ar&,
=cu!'&uring !i$e in
(er a&ro'hied usc!es,
0ha& had been $orgo&&en
In &he du!! %ears.
Medicine becae ore
0han edicine+
I& becae $or e a song
:$ a crea&i"e science
P!a%ed on &he !%re
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:$ hea!ing ange!s.
0he $ire in % hear&
2ourished &he wea) $!esh.
0he &hin bones grew u'
.nd &he dead &issues
1rea&hed again !i$e.
Lo"e was $ree,
.wa% $ro
0he wor!d!% &ra's,
.nd becae
Li$e in &he $!esh.
M% !ad% was cured,
Po!io has !e$& her a!one
.nd a wide ga&e o'ened
In &he &e'!e o$ (i''ocra&es.
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1ealin* tales6

I was as)ed &o go and &rea& a woan in 1eiru&, who su$$ered $ro
a s!i''ed dis) Khernia o$ &he "er&ebra! dis)L. =he had se"ere 'ain
irradia&ing &hrough her righ& !eg. =he cou!d no& wa!), and was
iobi!i7ed in bed. . surgica! o'era&ion was ad"ised in her case. @'on
% e*aining her, I $ound &ha& she had a se"ere 'ain$u! s'as in &he
usc!es o$ her bac) and &ha& she cou!d no& !i$& her righ& !eg. I 'ressed wi&h
% $ingers on a!! &he 'ain$u! 'oin&s o$ her usc!es un&i! I $e!& &he &ension
re!eased and &he 'ressure on &he ner"e was gone. 0hen, I as)ed her &o
wa!). 1u& she re'!ied+
,I& is i'ossib!e, I canno& o"e % bac) nor % !eg.-
,1u& now, a$&er &his session, %ou can9-
,DonD& insis&. I canno&5-
,0r%, and show e &ha& %ou canno&.-
0he woan &ried and she o"ed her righ& !eg. 0he scia&ica ner"e
was no& &ra''ed an%ore.
,8a!), now9- I ordered her.
,M% !eg is be&&er, bu& wa!)ing $or e is "er% di$$icu!&,- she
answered.
,Hou can9 0r%5-
,:)a%, bu& '!ease doc&or he!' e rise u' $ro bed.-
,M% dear, do no& be a$raid, ha"e con$idence in %ourse!$ and ge&
u' on %our $ee&. I wi!! gi"e %ou a hand.-
0he woan s&ood u' and wa!)ed in &he roo. 0he neighbors
cae and wa&ched her. 0he% &hough& &he% were wa&ching a irac!e. 0heir
e%es cou!d no& be!ie"e wha& was ha''ening &o &he woan.
0he woan was cured $ro &he $irs& &rea&en& bu& i& &oo) her
&ie &o be!ie"e i&.
P P P
. 'oor 'easan& woan $ro 1%b!os heard % s&or% o$ curing &he
s!i''ed disc. (er nae was Maria. =he was 'ara!%7ed in bed $or si*
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on&hs wi&h a se"ere disco'a&h%. Ph%sicians were he!'!ess in her case.
0he% as)ed e &o go and see her.
I e*ained Maria and $ound &ha& &he usc!es o$ her !egs were
wea) and a&ro'hied. 0he re$!e*es o$ her )nees and hee!s were no& in order.
.& $irs&, I $e!& &ha& I cou!d no& he!' her. 1u& soe&hing 'ushed e no& &o
abandon her. I assaged her usc!es "igorous!%. =he had a !o& o$ 'ain
during &he &rea&en&. .$&er se"era! sessions o$ % 'h%sica! &hera'% no
i'ro"een& occurred. I $e!& &ha& % &rea&en& was a $ai!ure.
1eing e*&ree!% coi&&ed &o he!' Maria, I &ried again wi&h a!!
% hear& wi&hou& charging her an% one%. .& !as&, I rea!i7ed &ha& &here was
no&hing ore &ha& I cou!d do &o Maria, and decided &o abandon $ur&her
sessions.
0wo da%s a$&er reaching &his decision, I "isi&ed Maria &o &e!! her
regre&$u!!% &ha& I was unab!e &o cure her. I )noc)ed on her door and &o %
as&onishen&, i& was Maria who o'ened &he door. I !oo)ed a& her
s&u'e$ied. 1% wha& irac!e was she now ab!e &o wa!)<
I sa& down in &he si&&ing roo wa&ching Maria, unab!e &o
be!ie"e &ha& she was co'!e&e!% cured. I becae e*&ree!% curious &o $ind
ou& how &ha& ha''ened9
Maria sa& on &he so$a o''osi&e e, her $ace shining wi&h Ao%. I
as)ed her how she becae abso!u&e!% we!!, since I saw her &he !as& &ie.
=he a& $irs& was "er% hesi&an& &o &e!! e her s&or%, because &he aAori&% o$
edica! doc&ors do no& be!ie"e &ha& $ai&h can hea! &he 'a&ien&. .& !as&,
Maria no&iced &ha& I a an o'enEinded 'h%sician, and &ha& I wou!d no&
be shoc)ed b% her secre&. >r%ing wi&h &ears o$ Ao%, she said+
,=ince &he !as& nigh& %ou !e$& e, I 'ra%ed &o sain& >harbe! &o he!'
%ou in order &o hea! e. 0hen, I wen& &o s!ee'. During &he nigh& I $e!& &ha&
soebod% is wa)ing e u' sa%ing+
,Maria, Maria, do no& be a$raid, I a =ain& >(.R1EL.
8a)e u' and go and &e!! %our $ai!% &ha& %ou are cured.-
,I wo)e u' and $ound &ha& I cou!d rise $ro bed. I wa!)ed in &he
roo, shou&ing wi&h b!iss. I )ne!& down and )issed &he $!oor. 0hen %
husband and &hree chi!dren, awa)ened b% % shou&s, rushed &o e,
o"erwhe!ed wi&h 4:DD= erc%.-
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. woan $ro 1%b!os heard &ha& I cured Maria. (er
daugh&er Mar% was su$$ering $ro se"ere 'ain in &he bac) and in &he !egs.
=he was unab!e &o wa!). I was ca!!ed &o see Mar%.
;ro % $irs& e*aina&ion, I obser"ed &ha& Mar%Ds case was an
e*&ree!% di$$icu!& one. 1u& a$&er &wen&% inu&es o$ !is&ening &o her, I $e!&
&he energ% o$ con$idence gaining e. =udden!%, an ins'ira&ion o$ ho'e
dawned on e, and I began &o be!ie"e &ha& &he hea!ing 'rocess can wor)
on Mar%. . s&range ins'ira&ion guided e &o 'u& % hands on her bac) and
ani'u!a&e her usc!es. I no&iced &ha& % hands were o"ing
s'on&aneous!% and correc&!% &o &he 'ain$u! 'oin&s. =oe&hing was guiding
% hands. 8ha& can i& be< Ma%be an ins'ira&ion, or % se!$Econ$idence<
.n%how, I $e!& an e*&raordinar% hea!ing energ% was $!owing
unconscious!% $ro % ind. (ow cou!d &ha& ha''en, and wh% here, in
Mar%Ds house< I !oo)ed around &o see i$ &here was an%&hing unusua! in &he
roo, and &o disco"er $ro where such &reendous hea!ing energ% cae
&o e. I obser"ed &ha& Mar%Ds o&her was si&&ing "er% s&i!! on a chair, wi&h
a !oo) o$ as&onishen& and re"erence on her $ace9 I& a% be &ha& ou& o$ her
'ie&% she &hough& &ha& I a an e*&ra&erres&ria! sain& or a hea!er sen& b%
4od. I wan&ed &o as) her wh% was &here such bene"o!ence in her $ace.
I si!ed res'ec&$u!!% and said+
,Mada, do no& worr% abou& %our daugh&er, she wi!! be a!!
righ&.-
Li$&ing her hands &owards &he s)%, she answered+
,I a no& worried abou& % daugh&er. I )now &ha& she wi!! be
cured. I )now5 Hour $ace &o!d e.-
0ears cae down $ro her e%es and she crossed herse!$.
,M% dear !ad%, %our daugh&er Mar% wi!! wa!) now, and in &wo
wee)s she wi!! be bac) &o her nora! s&a&e.- I &o!d her.
,I )now, &here is no need &o &e!! e5 4od has sen& %ou &o %
daugh&er.-
,I$ %ou are so sure &ha& %our daugh&er wi!! be a!! righ&, wh%, a% I
as), are %ou !oo)ing a& e wi&h such dee'!% 'ious e%es<-
.& $irs&, &he woan was !oa&h &o answer % Gues&ion, 're$erring
&o )ee' &he secre& &o herse!$ bu& when she no&iced &ha& I a a de"ou&
'erson, she changed her ind and said+
,Dear Doc&or, I wi!! &e!! %ou !a&er, a$&er %ou $inish &he &rea&en&
o$ % daugh&er.-
I rea!i7ed &ha& i& was use!ess, a& &ha& &ie, &o insis& on Mar%Ds
o&her &o &e!! e &he secre& &ha& was behind her 'ious !oo). I &hough& &ha&
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she igh& ha"e had a %s&ic re"e!a&ion, which she wan&ed &o )ee' &o
herse!$.
:ne a$&ernoon, &en da%s !a&er, I "isi&ed Mar%. =he was abso!u&e!%
cured. :n &ha& orning she had wa!)ed i!es in &he oun&ain &o 'a% a
"o&i"e "isi& &o &he onas&er% o$ =ain& O. 2ow, Mar% was $ine and $e!& no
'ain an%where in her bod%.
Mar%Ds o&her in"i&ed e $or a cu' o$ co$$ee. I acce'&ed, $ee!ing
&ha& she was going &o o'en her hear& &o e and I wou!d )now wh% she was
!oo)ing a& e wi&h such de"ou& e%es. .nd she did+
,0he nigh& be$ore %ou cae here &o see % daugh&er, I 'ra%ed
be$ore I wen& &o s!ee' &o =ain& O &o he!' % daugh&er and &o hea! her. In
% s!ee', I drea& &ha& I was wa!)ing down an ancien& road 'assing
&hrough a gro"e o$ huge o!i"e &rees, when I e& wi&h % bro&her who is a
genera! 'rac&i&ioner. (e as)ed wh% I !oo)ed !one!% and sad< I re'!ied &ha&
% daugh&er has 'ain in her !egs and bac) and is unab!e &o wa!). (e
shoo) his head and did no& answer. .s I was &a!)ing wi&h % bro&her, a
s&range 'erson a''eared $ro behind e and said+ I0a)e &his reed% $or
%our daugh&er.D I !oo)ed a& hi and as)ed wha& is he gi"ing e. (e
s&re&ched ou& his ars wi&h his hands c!as'ed &oge&her as in 'ra%er, &hen
o'ened &he u' and ga"e e soe&hing !i)e 'i!!s. I &hough& &ha& he was
gi"ing e &he hea!ing o$ &he (o!% ='iri&.
,0he ne*& orning when % son wo)e u', he &o!d e &ha& he had
heard abou& %ou as a good doc&or who igh& be ab!e &o he!' his sis&er
Mar%. 8e 'ro'&!% agreed &o consu!& %ou. .s %ou en&ered &he door o$ our
house, I was as&onished &o $ind in %ou &he sae an I saw in % drea
gi"ing e wi&h his hands &he reed% o$ &he (o!% ='iri& $or % daugh&er9-
,8ha& an e*&raordinar% re"e!a&ion %ou had9 0han) 4od and
&han) %ou9 Hour s&or% hub!es e58h% didnD& %ou &e!! e %our s&or% a&
our $irs& ee&ing< I& igh& ha"e gi"en e ore $ai&h &o he!' Mar%.-
,I was a$raid &o &e!! %ou &he &ru&h, $earing &ha& % s&or% wou!d
irri&a&e %ou and de&er %ou $ro &rea&ing % daugh&er. Mos& doc&ors are
arrogan& a&heis&s and re$use &o be!ie"e &ha& hea!ing can be done b% =ain&s.
0he% are, 'erha's, a$raid o$ &heir co'e&i&ion.
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M% 'a&ien&sD s&ories s'read $ro "i!!age &o "i!!age and $ro ci&%
&o ci&%. E"er%one had his own e*'!ana&ion o$ &he hea!ing 'henoena.
=oe were e*&ree!% s)e'&ic and soe $ir be!ie"ers. 1u& &he aAori&%
were 'raga&ic and obser"ed &ha& I was 'rac&icing edicine in a s)i!$u!,
origina! and crea&i"e wa%, based on 'ure!% scien&i$ic 'rinci'!es. (undreds
o$ 'eo'!e as)ing &o )now ore abou& % 'rac&ice, recei"ed &his answer
$ro e+
,I a 'rac&icing 0hoasDs edicine, &ha& is+ 'u& %our $inger and
&ouch &he &ru&h ins&ead o$ bobarding e wi&h s)e'&ic Gues&ions.-
I had &o $ace &he 'eo'!eDs subAec&i"e 'roAec&ions &o % edica!
wor), and &o re!ie"e &he an*ie&% in &he inds o$ an% who heard nega&i"e
$ab!es on % edica! 'rac&ice, 'ro'aga&ed b% ruors or $a!se new)age
boo)s &ha& &he% read. I ne"er argued wi&h an%bod%, $or I had no &ie &o
e*'!ain edicine &o &he ediocre or show &he !igh& &o &he b!ind. I$
soebod% as)s e o$ wha& &he sugar o$ hea!ing is ade, ins&ead o$ &e!!ing
hi use!ess &heories &o $eed his s)e'&icis and his en&a! as&urba&ion, I
gi"e hi wi&h co'assion a !i&&!e hea!ing sugar. (e wi!! &as&e i& and wi!!
si!en&!% unders&and. 0ha& is i$ he )nows how &o &as&e &he hea!ing9
Man% 'eo'!e &as&ed &he Guic) hea!ing resu!&s o$ % edica! wor)
and becae in$a&ua&ed and addic&ed &o e. 0he% were eo&iona!!%
a$$ec&ed b% &he i'ac& o$ &he hea!ing. 0he% becae % $o!!owers or
disci'!es, and soe 're&ended &ha& &he% were s&i!! sic) in order &o see e
$reGuen&!%. 0heir s'iri& o$ need, which &he% ca!! !o"e, was rea!!% eo&iona!
greed. I &ried hard &o awa)en % 'a&ien&s &o &heir rea!i&% and &o &a)e &heir
own hea!ing res'onsibi!i&%. I encouraged &he &o !ea"e e in 'eace and &o
hea! &hese!"es b% &hese!"es. M% edica! wor) 'ro'&ed &he &o $ind
&heir cure $ro wi&hin and no& $ro wi&hou&. 1u& i& was di$$icu!& &o change
&he huan ind &ha& can easi!% be!ie"e an% wi!d &hings and acce'& an%
s&u'idi&ies. 0he ind cou!d easi!% $a!! in a &ra', $or &here is a
's%cho!ogica! necessi&% $or e"er% huan being &o be condi&ioned b%
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:ne da% I wen& &o "isi& a %oung !ad% $riend in a &own eas& o$
1eiru&. /us& as I en&ered her house, she said+
,Hou coe in &he nic) o$ &ie, I ha"e s'en& &hese !as& &en da%s
searching $or %ou. Hou a''ear sudden!% and &hen %ou disa''ear wi&hou&
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!ea"ing an address. I need %our he!'9 >oe wi&h e &o see our sis&er
Rache!. =he is in grea& 'ain.-
I wen& wi&h % $riend and arri"ed a& &he 'oor house in a
oun&ain "i!!age where Rache! and her 'aren&s !i"ed. 0here was a crowd
o$ 'easan&s and she'herds. Rache!Ds o&her was e*&ree!% sur'rised &o
see e in her house. =he sighed and cried in &ears sa%ing+
,Pro'he& E!ias has sen& %ou &o see % daugh&er Rache! who is in
grea& 'ain $ro a se"ere cer"ica! disc. 8e were wai&ing $or %our "isi&
&hese 'as& &en da%s. (er righ& hand is a!read% 'ara!%7ed. 0he doc&ors said
&ha& &here was no&hing &he% cou!d do &o recu'era&e her hand. 1u& had %ou
coe ear!ier and &rea&ed % daugh&er &hen %ou wou!d ha"e sa"ed her
hand. K.he wept and * wept with her,% 4o in and see Rache!. =he is in bed.
I canno& coe wi&h %ou and see % daugh&er in such 'ain.-
I en&ered Rache!Ds roo. =he was in bed 'ra%ing &he =ain& wi&h
c!osed e%es &o guide e &o her bedside, disa''oin&ed &ha& I had no& coe
&o he!' her. =he had sen& a$&er e in a!! &he '!aces where I igh& be $ound,
bu& &o no a"ai!. =udden!% in &he idd!e o$ her 'ra%er and in se"ere 'ain,
she o'ened her e%es and saw e s&anding b% her bed. .& $irs&, she &hough&
she was dreaing. 1u& when I &ouched her bod%, she rea!i7ed &ha& her
'ra%er was answered. (er hear& Au'ed and she cried, wi&h &ears running
down her chee)s+
,=ain& E!ias9 =ain& E!ias has sen& %ou &o hea! e-
I hugged her wi&h co'assion. .nd &hen &ouched &he sources o$
'ain in her nec), shou!ders, hand and $ingers. =he s&ar&ed &o $ee! a re!ie$.
(er edian ner"e re&urned bac) &o i&s "i&a!i&%, &he 'ressure on i& $ro &he
nuc!eus o$ &he cer"ica! disc >4E>5E>6 was re!ie"ed. (er 'ara!%7ed hand
began &o o"e. =he cou!d now raise her righ& hand abo"e her head. I $e!&
&ha& &he 'ower o$ &he =ain& who raised &he dead was he!'ing e.
,Rache!, rise $ro %our bed and wa!). Rache!, a irac!e has
ha''ened &o %ou9- I &o!d her.
=he o"ed her shou!ders and her hand. .!! her 'ain had
disa''eared. =he wa!)ed abou& in &he roo. In &he corner, &here was a Aar
$u!! o$ wa&er weighing abou& &wen&% )i!os. 8an&ing &o i'ress u'on her
&ha& she was cured, I as)ed her &o !i$& &he Aar wi&h &he hand &ha& was
'ara!%&ic be$ore % &rea&en&.
,Rache!, %ou are now co'!e&e!% we!!. . irac!e has ha''ened
&o %ou. >oe and !i$& &his hea"% Aar wi&h %our hand. I& is no& 'ara!%7ed
an%ore9-
Rache! cae wi&h e &o &he corner o$ &he roo. =he he!d &he Aar
wi&h her righ& hand and !i$&ed i& &o &he !e"e! o$ her ches&. 0hen, she 'u& i&
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down and dro''ed &o her )nees, screaing wi&h Ao%. (er o&her, &he
neighbors and "i!!agers 'resen& in &he house rushed &o see wha& was
ha''ening. 8hen &he% saw &he irac!e, &he% $ro7e wi&h aa7een& and
!oo)ed a& e 'ious!%.
Rache! be!ie"ed &ha& her curing was iracu!ous. =he 'u& on her
c!o&hes and ran &o "isi& =&. E!ias &o $u!$i! her "ow.
.& &he end, and a$&er a!! % hard wor), nobod% 'aid e $or %
&rea&en&. 2obod% e"en &han)ed e $or % &roub!e. 0he% considered i&
was no& e who hea!ed Rache!. Ins&ead o$ 'a%ing e % $ees $or %
s&renuous ser"ices, &he% 'aid &he church o$ =&. E!ias. 2e"er ind, $or I
was $u!!% rewarded &o $ee! &ha& &he Pro'he& E!ias was wi&h e.

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. 'arish 'ries& "eheen&!% cri&ici7ed % edica! wor). (e
considered e soe sor& o$ edica! here&ic. I did no& b!ae hi because
he !is&ened &o 'eo'!e o$ ediocre unders&anding. (e was no& aware o$ %
scien&i$ic "a!ues.
E"en&ua!!%, he began &o su$$er $ro igraines, 'ar&ia! dea$ness,
wea)ness in sigh&, a cer"ica! 'ain, nubness and soreness in &he !ibs.
(is 'h%sicians described his hea!&h 'rob!e as a co'!ica&ed case. 0he%
'rescribed $or hi a surgica! o'era&ion $or a cer"ica! s!i' disc. 0he%
$righ&ened hi b% sa%ing &ha& he us& Guic)!% acce'& &o do &he o'era&ion
o&herwise he wi!! end 'ara!%7ed on a whee! chair.
0he 'ries& becae ho'e!ess and s)e'&ica! o$ &he 'ro$icienc% o$
&he doc&ors. (e )ne!& be$ore &he a!&ar o$ his church and 'ra%ed &o his
in&ercessor, =&. (., &o cure hi. K=ain& ( was a on) $ro &he !as& cen&ur%
who !i"ed in &he wi!derness on &he o&her side o$ &he "i!!age.L
8hi!e he was 'ra%ing &he sain&, he had a "ision &o resor& &o e &o
cure his edica! disorders. (e &e!e'honed % c!inic and ob&ained $ro
% secre&ar% an urgen& a''oin&en&. I had &o &rea& a 'ries& who did no&
be!ie"e in % wor).
I was g!ad &o we!coe &he 'ries& in % c!inic. I as)ed hi i$ he
had done b!ood &es&s, radiogra'h% and agne&ic resonance iage scanner.
(e re'!ied+
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,I did no& bring an% edica! re'or&s wi&h e because %ou wi!!
)now wha& &o do b% a 4odEsen& ins'ira&ion.-
I go& angr% a& &he 'ries& and said+
,4i"e e %our c!inica! &es&s, or !ea"e e in 'eace and go &o %our
4od &o cure %ou.-
0he 'ries& !oo)ed a& e and said+
,Doc&or donD& be rude wi&h e, $or i& is %our neighbor =&. (. &ha&
sen& e &o %ou.-
,;a&her, '!ease, !ea"e &he sain&s in 'eace. Do no& &e'& &he. .nd
do no& abuse o$ &he as os& 'eo'!e do. 0heir '!ace is in %our hear&, )ee'
&he &here. I do no& wan& &he sain&s &o in&er$ere wi&h % wor). ;a&her, do
no& encourage e &o be a concei&ed here&ic. Lis&en &o &he scien&i$ic rea!i&%
o$ % co'assiona&e edicine &ha& ser"es huani&%. 4i"e e %our M.R.I
scanner, '!ease, and !ea"e %our eso&eric %s&icis and eo&iona! de$ense
echanis aside.-
,Doc&or, '!ease unders&and e, I do no& ha"e wi&h e an%
edica! re'or&s. P!ease e*aine e $irs& and 'rescribe wha& edica!
c!inica! &es&s %ou need e &o do and I wi!! do wha&e"er %ou as).- 0he
'ries& re'!ied wi&h a s'iri& o$ &rus& and obedience.
I e*ained % 'a&ien& &he 'ries& and diagnosed &ha& his 'rob!e
was uscu!ar s'as and $a&igue, and rea!i7ed &ha& his case needed a
session o$ % 'h%sica! &hera'%.
0he 'ries& was cured o$ &he uscu!ar &ension &ha& was 'ressing on
&he cer"ica! "er&ebras and &ra''ing &he ner"es o$ his head and nec).
I cured &he 'ries&, bu& con"inced hi a& &he sae &ie &ha& he is
his own hea!er.
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. Dru7e =hei)h cae &o % c!inic &o &rea& his bac). -.ru$ism is
the esoteric religion of a section of the Lebanese population/ They believe in
meditation, sufi isdom and incarnation,. (e was scared, a& $irs& $ro %
unor&hodo* e&hod o$ &rea&en&. (e &hough& i& is s'iri&ua! hea!ing, a )ind
o$ h%'nosis or edi&a&ion. (e &o!d e &ha& he did no& need a 's%chic or
&ranscenden&a! edicine. I& can e$$ec& hi nega&i"e!% and 'u& hi in
con$!ic& wi&h 4od.
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I e*'!ained &o hi, &ha& % &rea&en& was based on % as&ering
&he edica! sciences. .nd a!so, &ha& % hea!ing abi!i&ies coe $ro %
s&reng&h &o !o"e % 'a&ien& in a se!$!ess and uncondi&ioned wa%.
0he =hei)h $e!& a big re!ie$ &o dea! wi&h e as a 'h%sician o$ high
in&egri&%. (is &rus& cured hi.
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. woan $ro 0%re had her son Mohaed 'ara!%7ed in bed
due &o L4EL5 "er&ebrae co'ression o$ &he s'ina! cord. (is case was
di$$icu!& $or &he or&hodo* edicine &o so!"e. =he was &o!d b%
neurosurgeons &ha& a surgica! o'era&ion had a 1BR chance o$ success.
=he s!e'& one nigh& e*&ree!% $rus&ra&ed $or no& )nowing how &o
he!' her son. In a drea, Lad% Sa%nab a''eared &o her and &o!d her+
,8a)e u', %our son Mohaed wi!! be cured.- =he wo)e u' hearing a
"oice sa%ing, ,.!!ah a)bar, .!!ah a)bar.- In &he orning a neighbor cae
and &o!d her &o bring her son &o e because I a &he on!% doc&or who
cou!d he!' hi.
I e*ained Mohaed and iedia&e!% rea!i7ed &ha& I us& &r%
&o re!ie"e &he 'ressure on &he s'ina! cord. (is o&her, cha&&ering a!! &he
&ie, &o!d e &ha& 4od, u'on &he in&ercession o$ Lad% Sa%nab has sen&
her &o e, and &ha& Lad% Sa%nab wi!! cure her son.
(er s&or% irri&a&ed e, $or I de&es&ed an% re!igious $ana&ic
in&er're&a&ions o$ % wor).
,:h % 4od,- I &hough&, ,huan subAec&i"i&% and egois are
ani'u!a&ing &oo an% sain&s in &his wor!d wi&h a disas&rous resu!& and a
handica' agains& our obAec&i"e scien&i$ic 'rocedure9- 0hen, &urning &o her,
I said shar'!%+
,I$ Lad% Sa%nab wi!! cure %our son, &hen wh% did %ou bring hi
here< Lea"e hi hoe and ca!! u'on her &o hea! hi.-
0he woan had no in&en&ion &o irri&a&e e, on &he con&rar%, she
&hough& &ha& I wou!d be '!eased b% her s&or%. =he cou!d no& guess &ha& I
ha"e becoe "u!nerab!e &o hearing 'ersona! re!igious s&ories. =he ee)!%
a'o!ogi7ed $or dis&urbing e b% &a!)ing &oo uch. .$&er a oen& o$
si!ence, she e*'!ained her cha&&er b% &e!!ing e &he $o!!owing s&or% abou&
Ia .!i 1in .bi 0a!ib+
,:nce Ia .!i saw a woan whose cae! was su$$ering $ro
scabies. (e as)ed &he woan+ I8oan, how do %ou &rea& &he cae!<D =he
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answered+ II &rea& hi wi&h 'ra%ers.D Ia .!i re'!ied+ II$ %ou add &o %our
'ra%ers an a''!ica&ion o$ &ar, &hen 4od wi!! !is&en ore a&&en&i"e!% &o %ou
and wi!! hea! %our cae! ore sure!%9D-
I !is&ened &o &he woan and was $ascina&ed b% her wisdo. I
said+ ,I a g!ad &o be &he &ar. .nd b% &he wa%, MohaedDs bac) wi!! be
cured, because he is a good an.-

P P P
. 'ries&, head o$ &he =&. E!ias church in Eas& 1eiru&, cae &o %
c!inic. I had succeeded in sa"ing hi $ro a surgica! o'era&ion consis&ing
o$ &he i'!an& o$ a 'acea)er. 0he 'ries&, a "er% )ind 'erson, s'en& os&
o$ his &ie he!'ing &he 'oor, es'ecia!!% &he o!d aong &he. I !i)ed his
wor) and, wan&ing &o su''or& hi, I 'ro'osed &o o$$er a da% $ree charge &o
care $or &he sic) and gi"e &he &he bene$i& $ro % edica! s)i!!. 0he
'ries& g!ad!% acce'&ed and ca!!ed &he 'eo'!e &o ee& on =unda% in &he big
ha!! o$ &he church, which was &he on!% '!ace a"ai!ab!e $or e &o 'rac&ice
% wor).
I wen& in &he orning, as agreed, &o ee& &he 'eo'!e in &he church
o$ =&. E!ias. .s I en&ered &he rece'&ion ha!!, I $ound &ha& &here was a !arge
crowd a!read% wai&ing $or e. 8hen I saw &ha& &he% were so nuerous, I
&hough& &r%ing grou' &hera'% u'on &he. I sugges&ed s&ar&ing on eas%
cases &ha& cou!d bene$i& Guic)!% and $ee! be&&er wi&hin a $ew inu&es o$ %
'h%sica! &hera'%. I &here$ore chose &he 'a&ien&s who had ner"ous, uscu!ar
and s)e!e&a! 'rob!es, e%e and ear &roub!e, and grou'E&rea&ed &he.
.$&er a $ew inu&es o$ &rea&en&, I e*ained each 'a&ien& &o see
i$ &here was an% i'ro"een&.
.ong &hese was a woan who cou!d no& wa!) ou& o$ s&i$$ness
in &he !igaen&s and &endons o$ her )nees. .$&er $i"e inu&es, when I
rendered obi!e and re!a*ed &he so$& &issues o$ her )nees wi&h % hands,
she becae 'er$ec&!% we!! and danced erri!% in &he ha!! o$ =&. E!ias
church. =he &hough& &ha& &he sain& had 'oured &he (o!% ='iri& &hrough %
hands &o hea! her )nees. .!! &hose who saw &he woan dancing be!ie"ed
&ha& =&. E!ias is doing irac!es &hrough e in his church. 0he% did no&
rea!i7e &ha& % edica! wor) was &o&a!!% inde'enden& o$ &heir be!ie$. .!!
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% in&eres& was &o he!' &he 'oor and hea! &he sic) according &o &he
edica! 'rinci'!es &o which I a coi&&ed.
0hen a Mus!i =hei)h who cou!d hard!% wa!) because o$ a
s&ro)e, cae u' &o e. (e was coing a!! &he wa% $ro his "i!!age c!ose
&o &he Israe!i border. (e )ne!& be$ore e and )issed % hand, &hen he
showed e &ha& he carries 'ic&ures o$ >hris&ian sain&s. (e was as)ing e
&o in&er"ene wi&h =&. E!ias &o hea! hi9 I a''!ied % edica! s)i!! and
co'assion and in abou& &en inu&es he was ab!e &o wa!) be&&er. .!so a
b!ind 'erson saw, and a dea$ gir! heard.
8hi!e, I was bus% &rea&ing &he 'oor 'eo'!e, a &e!e"ision &ea,
hearing wha& was going on in &he ha!! o$ =&. E!ias church, cae and $i!ed
&he scene and in&er"iewed &he 'a&ien&s who were hea!ed. 0ha& sae
e"ening, &he% 'roAec&ed &heir $i! on &he screens. .s usua! &heir
coen&ar% s'o)e o$ an eccen&ric agician, o$ unusua! 's%chica! &hera'%
and s&range c!air"o%an&s, &hereb% co'!e&e!% udd!ing &he &ru&h.
:n &he &hird da% a$&er &he edica! session in &he church ha!!, a
grou' o$ 'h%sicians in &he disci'!inar% 1eiru& Medica! >ounci! in"i&ed e,
as a regis&ered eber, &o ee& &he regarding wha& I did in &he =&. E!ias
church. 0he% c!aied &ha& wha& I did in &he church was agains& &he
'rinci'!es o$ edicine and &he ru!es o$ our >ounci!. I 'ro"ed &ha& %
grou' &hera'% was no& $or 'ro'aganda or an% a&eria! ad"an&ages, and
&ha& % in&en&ion was &o he!' &he 'oor 'a&ien&s b% eans o$ scien&i$ic
e&hods &ha& 'roduced good &hera'eu&ic resu!&s50he 'residen& o$ &he
counci! in&er"iewed e sa%ing+
,(ow did %ou a''roach %our 'a&ien&s in &his ee&ing<-
,I e*ained &he b% &ouching &he 'ain$u! areas as %ou do wi&h
%our 'a&ien&s in order &o decide i$ &heir 'rob!e needs 'h%sica! &hera'%,
drugs or soe&hing e!se.-
,I )now &ha&, since a co!!eague was wa&ching %ou. Hou were
!a%ing %our hands on &he 'a&ien& $or a $ew inu&es. 1u& wha& is aa7ing is
&he $ac& &ha& &he 'a&ien&s were cured wi&hou& an% a''aren& edica!
&rea&en&. (ow did &ha& ha''en< (ow was &he 'a&ien& cured<-
,Dear co!!eague, i$ &he 'a&ien& ge&&ing we!! in a $ew inu&es is
$an&as&ic, I us& acce'& &his rea!i&% wi&hou& going in&o &he 'hi!oso'h% o$
&he cure, because soe&ies we )now "er% !i&&!e o$ how !i$e wor)s.-
,0hen, wha& do &he 'a&ien&s sa% when &he% are cured<
,0he% sa% &ha& =ain& E!ias hea!ed &he and I a ha''% $or &he,
wi&hou& &r%ing &o unders&and how &he% go& we!!. I$ %ou need &o )now
ore, send a coi&&ee o$ researchers.-
,Hou are a 'h%sician and %e& %ou be!ie"e in =ain&s<-
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,I do no& be!ie"e in sain&s, as uch as I be!ie"e in wha& is good
and can hea! % 'a&ien&s.-
,8ho &hen shou!d we b!ae $or %our unor&hodo* 'rac&ice in
&he church<-
,I$ %ou us& b!ae soeone, b!ae =&. E!ias, no& e, because I
ne"er charged an% one% $or % wor) and a!! &he credi& wen& &o =&. E!ias.
Indeed, %ou a% sa% &ha& I a as $rus&ra&ed b% =&. E!ias as %ou are.-
0his con$ron&a&ion wi&h % co!!eagues ended wi&h an
unders&anding o$ % wor) and a haronic and good co!!abora&ion. :ur
edica! es&ab!ishen& has roo $or di$$eren& a''roaches in order &o $u!$i!
&he needs and e*'ec&a&ions o$ &he couni&%.

P P P P P



Patients=
Don,t be araid
O saints or *ods=
3ecause you created the!;
Do not co!e close
To the *hosts o !iracles=
@or they !ay blind you=
And you -ill not see
Cour truth;
Instead o that
And o anythin* else=
As2 your )uides
To hel+ you;
<Lo.e your nei*hbor as yoursel>
In order to heal yoursel
O stress;

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The -o!an -ho challen*ed death
:ne da%, as I was wa!)ing in 1eiru& $ro % c!inic &o % hoe, I
s&o''ed beside &he ga&e o$ a $ac&or%. I was wa&ching, how bad!% &he who!e
area was a$$ec&ed b% &he war. =udden!%, I heard a oan coing $ro &he
sa!! guardhouse. I rea!i7ed &ha& soebod% us& be in 'ain. I si'!%
canno& reain indi$$eren& &o &he 'ain o$ o&hers.
I wen& in and saw &he Aani&or !%ing on &he $!oor. (e cou!d no&
o"e. (is bac) was in 'ain. I cae u' &o hi and iedia&e!% rea!i7ed
&ha& I was be$ore a case o$ !ubago, and &ha& % s)i!$u! hands cou!d cure
hi. I !oo)ed a& &he 'oor an, who was unab!e &o o"e, and said+ ,I a
doc&or R. I can re!ie"e %our 'ain, and in ha!$ an hour %ou wi!! be ab!e &o
wa!) as be$ore.-
0he door)ee'er was des'era&e $or he!'. (e &o!d e &ha& &he wi$e
o$ &he owner o$ &he $ac&or%, !ad% .., was gone &o bring an abu!ance &o
&a)e hi &o a hos'i&a!. 1u& I insis&ed &o do, in &he ean&ie, a Guic)
assage o$ &he 'ain$u! areas in his bac) &ha& wou!d re!ie"e &he 'ain un&i!
&he !ad% re&urns. (e acce'&ed.
I re!a*ed &he usc!es o$ &he door)ee'erDs bac) wi&h % hand.
.$&er a $ew inu&es he $e!& be&&er. (e s&ar&ed &o o"e wi&hou& 'ain. =oon,
he was ab!e &o s&and u' and wa!) nora!!%. (is !ubago was gone. (e
ben& down and )issed &he $!oor.
0hen &he !ad% s&e''ed in. =he was as&onished &o see &he an so
Guic)!% hea!ed. I& seeed &o her &ha& a irac!e had ha''ened. =he cou!d
no& be!ie"e &ha& &he door)ee'er is ab!e &o wa!).
0he !ad% becae curious &o )now ore abou& % wor). I in"i&ed
her &o % c!inic, which was nearb% &o discuss % edica! 'rac&ice. Lad%
.. was a rear)ab!% s)i!$u! 'h%sio&hera'is&, o$ Danish origin. (er
husband was a rich and cu!&ured Lebanese 'ersona!i&%. Dedica&ing her !i$e
&o he!' &he 'oor, es'ecia!!% &he handica''ed, she su''or&ed an%
chari&ab!e organi7a&ions bringing &he huani&arian aid $ro an%
Euro'ean coun&ries. =he was e*&ree!% in&eres&ed in % wor) &o he!'
'eo'!e in need o$ % s)i!!s.
Lad% .. !is&ened wi&h 'assion and en&husias &o % edica!
s&ories. =he $e!& &ha& &here was a hea!ing 8or!d wor)ing behind %
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edica! &hin)ing and 'rac&ice. =he !i)ed % si'!ici&%, no&icing &ha& I a
no& 're&en&ious abou& % wor) and do no& discuss i&. ;ur&herore, I
consider i& a na&ura! resu!& o$ or&hodo* edica! 'rac&ice and scien&i$ic
e*'!ora&ions5 I e*'!ained &o her, &ha& I a on!% &he scien&i$ic wi&ness o$
&he edica! wor) &ha& cures &he 'a&ien&. 0he na&ura! hea!ing order and
'rocess ne"er need 'hi!oso'hica! or re!igious arguen&s. 8e are no&
c!e"er enough &o disco"er &he decisions and 'rocedures o$ how !i$e wor)s9
Lad% .. wan&ed &o he!' wi&h % wor) b% a)ing i& )nown in &he
cu!&ura! circ!es. =he in"i&ed e &o her hoe and 'resen&ed e &o
dis&inguished ebers o$ &he Lebanese socie&%.
=he a!so wan&ed &o share wi&h e &he cross o$ &he 'a&ien&s. 8e
wen& &oge&her &o "isi& a widow, Mrs. M, &o &rea& her 'ara!%7ed !e$& hand
and ar.
8e en&ered &he hoe o$ Mrs. M. and were brough& &o &he sa!on.
:n &he wa!! &here were 'ho&ogra'hs o$ Mrs. M.Ds husband, a we!!E)nown
brigadier genera! o$ &he Lebanese ar% who was assassina&ed in his hoe
b% un)nown &erroris&s.
Mrs. M. cae and sa& in &he archair beside e. =he showed e
her 'ara!%7ed righ& hand and &o!d e her s&or%+
,Las& %ear, a& 2 oDc!oc) a$&er idnigh&, as % husband and I were
s!ee'ing, &erroris&s in"aded our bedroo and $ired u'on us a barrage o$
bu!!e&s $ro achineguns eGui''ed wi&h si!encers and ran awa%. M%
husband was iedia&e!% )i!!ed. I was se"ere!% wounded b% &hir&%E&hree
bu!!e&s in % bod%. :ne o$ our neighbors $ee!ing &ha& soe&hing had
ha''ened &o us, rushed in and $ound us ba&hing in a 'oo! o$ b!ood. I had
a!read% !os& consciousness. (e ca!!ed Guic)!% an abu!ance &o &a)e us &o
&he hos'i&a!Ds eergenc% b!oc). 0he nurses &here e*ained us and $ound
&ha& we had no ar&eria! 'u!se and cou!d no& de&ec& an% hear&Ebea&s. 0he%
&hough& &ha& bo&h o$ us were dead. 0he% 'u& us in &he re$rigera&or un&i! &he
ne*& da% &o bur% us in an o$$icia! na&iona! $unera! cereon%.
,In &he orning, soeone cae &o &a)e our cor'ses and 'u& &he
in co$$ins. (e 'u& % husbandDs bod% in a co$$in, bu& when he he!d e &o
do &he sae, he $e!& a &in% ar&eria! 'u!se in % bod%. (e iedia&e!%
ca!!ed &he residen& doc&or &o e*aine e. (e $ound &ha& &here was s&i!! !i$e
in e. 0he% &oo) e &o &he in&ensi"e care ward and sen& % husband &o
&he gra"e.
,I underwen& &wen&%E$i"e surgica! o'era&ions, &wen&% bu!!e&s were
e*&rac&ed $ro % bod% and a $ew cou!d no& be reo"ed. I a s&i!! a!i"e,
bu& % !e$& hand is 'ara!%7ed.-
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I as)ed her+ ,>an %ou describe &he &raua&ic !esions &ha& caused
%our hand &o be in &his s&a&e<-
=he re'!ied+ ,0he brachia! ner"ous '!e*us was burn& b% gun $ire.
0he edian ner"e was co'!e&e!% dissec&ed b% a bu!!e&. Pieces o$ bones
$ro % 'ha!an*es were sha&&ered, e&c. 0he neurosurgeon en"isaged a
ner"e &rans'!an& in order &o res&ore o&ion &o % hand.-
0he !ad% was a wise, shrewd and 'ious woan. =he seeed &o
e !i)e a hero who conGuered dea&h. 0he crue!&% o$ her e*'erience
re"o!&ed her &o &he 'oin& o$ ha"ing no $ear in cha!!enging an% di$$icu!&%. I
rea!i7ed &ha& her s&rong 'ersona!i&% wou!d be e*&ree!% 'osi&i"e &o %
&rea&en&.
I s&ar&ed u'on her a series o$ 'h%sica!EreEeduca&iona!E
recu'era&ionEhea!ingEenerge&ic sessions and wha&e"er o&her 'h%sica!
&hera'% I &hough& necessar% &o her hand. I was sur'rised a$&er &en inu&es
o$ % &rea&en& &o see her 'ara!%7ed $ingers s&ar&ing &o o"e. I& was !i)e a
irac!e $or usc!es &o regain &heir o"een&s when &heir ner"e was
daaged or dissec&ed. 0he edica! re'or& &a)en a& &he &ie o$ &he acciden&
showed &ha& her edian ner"e was co'!e&e!% daaged, bu& when i& was
s&iu!a&ed b% &he energ% o$ % hands i& cae bac) &o !i$e.
0here is a grea& dea! o$ scien&i$ic research I need &o do regarding
&he unconscious hea!ing abi!i&ies in bo&h &he 'a&ien& and &he 'h%sician and
how such a iracu!ous wor) cou!d be e*'ressed in a ra&iona!, scien&i$ic
!anguage. 0here is a wor!d o$ huan 'o&en&ia! in edicine &ha& needs &o be
e*'!ored and e*'!oi&ed in &he &hera'% o$ curing cer&ain edica! disorders
which ha"e no hea!ing so!u&ion b% &radi&iona! or&hodo* a''roaches.
0he 'ara!%7ed hand o$ !ad% M. was cured. I as)ed her &o go &o
her neurosurgeon and show hi her hand. .$&er e*aining her, he cou!d
no& e*'!ain in edica! &ers wha& had ha''ened &o i&. =he said &ha& her
neurosurgeon was ha''% &o see &ha& her hand had re&urned bac) &o nora!,
e*c!aiing &ha& she is a woan o$ %s&erious e"en&s.
8hen she re&urned, she &o!d e wha& &he s'ecia!is& had &o!d her.
=he !oo)ed a& e and said+
,Hou 'er$ored on e a irac!e.-
I !aughed a& &he word irac!e. 8hen we see &hings ha''en
Guic)!% in our own in&eres& and in wa%s o''osi&e &o our !ine o$ &hin)ing,
we sa% &ha& a irac!e has ha''ened. 1u& when we ge& used &o &he unusua!
ha''enings, and !oo) a& &he obAec&i"e!%, our e*ci&een& "anishes and we
s&o' &o $ind &he so iracu!ous an%ore.
(a''enings &ha& do no& $a!! in &he narrow $rae o$ our
&radi&iona! &hin)ing are no& necessari!% irac!es or agic5 .n o'en
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scien&i$ic ind cou!d $ind &he ra&iona! ode! $or an%&hing i$ his in&eres&s
are "er&ica!.
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A letter ro! Ru!ania
8hi!e in Lebanon, I ne"er s&o''ed reebering % in&eres&ing
s&uden& and 'oe& !i$e in Ruania. I cou!d no& &urn %se!$ awa% $ro &he
Ruanian cu!&ure in which I 'ub!ished boo)s and wri&&en anuscri'&s o$
'oe&r%. In % di$$icu!& si&ua&ions in Lebanon I a!wa%s reebered &he
words o$ % Ruanian $riends who &augh& e &o !oo) &o &he highes&
huan "a!ues.
;or $i"e %ears, con&ac& wi&h % Ruanian $riends was bro)en
due &o &he e*&ree!% di$$icu!& si&ua&ions in bo&h Lebanon and Ruania.
In 19FF, I was !i"ing in Eas& 1eiru&. M% c!inic was abou& ha!$ a
)i!oe&er $ro % hoe. 3io!ence was &errori7ing e"er% hoe and s&ree&.
I& seeed &ha& 1eiru& s&i!! had no& su$$ered enough $ro &he war.
:ne da%, a $riend o$ ine, who was &he .bassador o$ Lebanon
in Ruania, "isi&ed e. (e was a wonder$u! 'erson who res'ec&ed %
edica! re"o!u&ionar% 'rinci'!es and % cu!&ura! co'assiona&e &hin)ing.
1e$ore he was a''oin&ed &o 1uchares&, he enAo%ed hearing abou& e and
!is&ening &o % 'oes.
(is "isi& was a co'!e&e sur'rise &o e, since I had no& heard
$ro hi $or &he 'as& &wo %ears. I read on his $ace &ha& he was bringing e
good news. (e congra&u!a&ed e $or % &i&anic cu!&ura! ac&i"i&% in
Ruania, and ga"e e a !e&&er, sa%ing+
,0his is $or %ou, i& is a !e&&er $ro Presiden& 2ico!ae >eausescu.-
I o'ened &he !e&&er and $ound &ha& i& con&ained an au&ogra'hed
'ho&ogra'h o$ &he Ruanian Presiden&, and a !e&&er $ro &he Ruanian
;oreign :$$ice e*'ressing >eausescuDs &han)s $or % Ruanian boo)s o$
'oe&r% and congra&u!a&ed e as a &a!en&ed 'oe& and s)i!$u! 'h%sician5
I was e*&ree!% gra&e$u! &o % $riend &he .bassador $or his
)ind "isi& and as)ed hi how he go& &his !e&&er which was &o e such a big
sur'rise<
(e said+
,8hen I was a''oin&ed .bassador &o Ruania. I broached,
during % accredi&a&ion "isi& &o &he Ruanian 'residen& >eaucescu, &he
re!a&ions o$ $riendshi' and co!!abora&ion be&ween Lebanon and Ruania.
:ne o$ &he ain subAec&s I s'o)e abou& was cu!&ure. In &his doain, %our
'oe&ic and !i&erar% ac&i"i&% in Ruania, was &he bes& e"idence o$ &he
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cu!&ura! in&erchange be&ween our &wo coun&ries. 0he Ruanian Presiden&
was ha''% &o recei"e $ro e %our &wo 'ub!ished boo)s o$ 'oe&r% in his
!anguage. I dedica&ed &he boo)s &o hi, and he as)ed e &o gi"e %ou &his
!e&&er o$ a''recia&ion.
I was g!ad wi&h &he war&h o$ % $riend, &he .bassador, ore
&han an%&hing e!se. (is $riendshi' and good wi!! were uch ore
i'or&an& &o e &han >eaucescu and his !e&&er. I !oo)ed a& % $riend wi&h
renewed considera&ion and said+
,(ad &his !e&&er coe $ro %ou, i& wou!d ha"e ore "a!ue in %
e%es &han i&s coing $ro >eaucescu. I rea!i7e $u!!% &ha& %our di'!oa&ic
s)i!! has !i$&ed our coun&r% &o &he $ore$ron& and has earned e &his !e&&er o$
considera&ion and es&ee5-

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3ac2 to Ru!ania
:ne s'ring orning o$ 19F9, I wo)e u' on &he sound o$ hea"%
in&ense she!!ing a!! o"er 1eiru&. Mos& o$ &he 'eo'!e had $!ed &he ca'i&a!,
o&hers !i"ed &ha& %ear os& o$ &he &ie in da' and dar) she!&ers. :ur !i$e
was e*&ree!% insecure, being &hrea&ened $ro a!! sides. I rea!i7ed &ha& a
bob or e"en a &in% shra'ne! can )i!! e. =howers o$ roc)e&s were $a!!ing
on 1eiru& wan&on!% de"as&a&ing bui!dings and )i!!ing 'eo'!e. I& was
i'ossib!e in &his si&ua&ion &o adinis&er &o % 'a&ien&s. Mos& o$ &he
hos'i&a!s were c!osed or bobed. . $ew underground hos'i&a!s had
reained o'en &o recei"e &he wounded. 2o&wi&hs&anding &he danger and
&he ad"erse circus&ances, I &ried &o he!' % 'a&ien&s as uch as I cou!d.
M% $riend, &he Lebanese .bassador &o 1uchares&, wan&ing &o
rescue e $ro &he danger o$ 1eiru&Ds rando bobing, in"i&ed e &o
s&a% wi&h hi in Ruania &i!! &he cra7% she!!ing wou!d s&o'. (a"ing no
o&her a!&erna&i"e a& &ha& &ie, I acce'&ed his in"i&a&ion.
:ne suer da% o$ 19F9, I arri"ed a& &he .u&o'en air'or& o$
1uchares& "ia Daascus. .$&er $i"e %ears, I was bac) in &he coun&r% &ha&
ins'ired % beau&i$u! "erses and &augh& e edicine. 0he 'o!ice, who
once rescued e and % $riend 3asi $ro d%ing o$ co!d in &he s&ree&s o$
1uchares& was now rescuing e $ro dea&h b% bobs in &he s&ree&s o$
1eiru&5
0he .bassadorDs car e& e a& &he air'or&. :n &he wa%, I 'assed
&hrough &he '!aces where I !i"ed such roan&ic and $rus&ra&ing
e*'eriences.
.& &he ga&e o$ &he ebass%, &here were an% 'o!iceen in &heir
uni$or. . $ew s&e's awa%, &wo e!egan&!% dressed 'ersons s&ood wa&ching
e. I& was c!ear &ha& &he% were securi&% secre& 'o!ice. 0he $ace o$ one o$
&he was $ai!iar &o e $or i&s co!dness and crue!&%. =i* %ears ago, he
caused e grea& grie$ when he, and ano&her 'o!icean, s&o''ed e and
% gir!$riend Rodica as we were s&ro!!ing in &he s&ree&s &o chec) our
iden&i&% 'a'ers. 0he% &oo) Rodica, &he 'hi!o!ogis& gir! wi&h who I was in
!o"e, awa% in a 'o!ice car c!aiing &ha& she was a 'ros&i&u&e and a be&ra%er
o$ her coun&r% b% ha"ing re!a&ions wi&h a $oreigner. .s I &ried &o in&er"ene,
he &hrea&ened e rude!%. In &he 'o!ice car, he as)ed Rodica &o choose
be&ween ha"ing se* wi&h hi or go &o &he 'rison $or 'ros&i&u&es. M%
innocen& swee& Rodica chose &he 'rison &o reain 'ure and hones&.
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2e"er&he!ess, &he securi&% 'o!ice o$$icer and &wo o&her o$$icers, who were
bac)ed b% >eaucescuDs regie, ra'ed her. I wan&ed &o arr% her and &o
hea! her hear& $ro &he &raua caused b% &hose >ounis& ania!s, bu&
she disa''eared and I ne"er saw her again. La&er I heard &ha& she
coi&&ed suicide or was )i!!ed in a %s&erious wa%.
I en&ered &he Lebanese Ebass%. M% $riend &he .bassador
war!% we!coed e. (is e*&raordinar% generosi&% was indescribab!e. I
$ound &ha& he had $or e ore res'ec& and a&&achen& &han e"er.
0he .bassador, wi&h a ca!, hub!e and co'assiona&e si!e,
as)ed e wha& was % $irs& i'ression o$ Ruania a$&er an absence o$
$i"e %ears<
;rus&ra&ed, I answered % $riend+ ,I& is worse, uch worse9-
0he .bassador, who did no& e*'ec& $ro e such a s&ern re'!%,
as)ed+ ,8h% worse<-
.!! &he grie$ $ro % 'as& dar) da%s in 1uchares& swe!!ed u' in
% hear&, and I cou!d no& s'ea). 1u& % $riend re'ea&ed &he Gues&ion+
,8h% worse<-
I &o!d hi &he s&or% o$ &he securi&% an I e& ou&side guarding his
ebass% and how re"o!&ed I was &ha& a se* aniac was now &he chie$ o$
securi&% guard $or &he Di'!oa&ic >or's. 0he nega&i"e e!een&s in
Ruania seeed &o e in 'ower and wi!! de"as&a&e &he coun&r%5 Did
>eaucescu )now &ha&<
0he .bassador ca!ed e down and said+ ,Do no& worr%9
;orge& &he 'as&, %ou were be$ore a s&uden& here, bu& now %ou are a gues& o$
considerab!e 'res&ige a& &he ebass%. Hou wi!! now be grea&!% res'ec&ed in
Ruania.-


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My resurrection

I s&ar&ed &o as) abou& % $orer $riends wi&h who I had no
counica&ion $or &he 'as& $i"e %ears. I "isi&ed &he Pa!ace o$ &he @nion o$
8ri&ers and was shoc)ed &o hear &ha& an% o$ % $riends who were good
ar&is&s and wri&ers had died in a %s&erious wa% as a resu!& o$ &oo uch
iser%.
I en&ered &he res&auran& o$ &he @nion o$ 8ri&ers, where I used &o
ee& di$$eren& 'eo'!e o$ ar& and cu!&ure o"er a cu' o$ wine. 0he
a&os'here was !una&ic and se!!ed o$ &obacco and a!coho!. Mos& o$ &he
wri&ers becae sic) wi&h a!coho!ic 's%chosis, or died o$ !one!iness wi&h
!i"er cirrhosis. Dread$u! s&ories were whis'ered in % ear.
I was !oo)ing $or a &ab!e &o si& down and ha"e % dinner, when
soebod% $ro &he corner o$ &he res&auran& cried+
,:h % 4od I donD& be!ie"e i&.-
I !oo)ed u' and saw % o!d $riend Ioan, rushing &owards e,
as&ounded wi&h Ao%. (e addressed e sa%ing+ ,.re %ou a ghos& or rea!<-
(e hugged e wi&h &ears 'ouring down his $ace, sa%ing+ ,Is i& &rue< .re
%ou Rashed, are %ou s&i!! a!i"e<-
,Ioan, % dear $riend,- I said, ,I a e*&ree!% ha''% &o ee&
%ou again. (ow are %ou $aring< Hes, I a s&i!! a!i"e and I s&and in $ron& o$
%ou in $!esh9 I a in % bes& $or, and cae bac) &o Ruania Aus& &o see
%ou5-
,(ow did %ou re&urn &o !i$e a$&er ha"ing been )i!!ed in &he war<-
as)ed Ioan.
.s I heard IoanDs words, I $e!& 'i&% &owards hi and &hough& &ha&
he had gone cra7%.
,Ioan, I was no& )i!!ed in &he war, bu& s'en& a!! &he 'as& %ears in
Lebanon, 'rac&icing edicine5-
Ioan ca!ed down and &o!d e &he s&or%+
,.$&er %ou were $orced &o !ea"e our coun&r%, we wan&ed %our
'oe&ic s'iri& &o sur"i"e and reain wi&h us. Man% o$ our $riends who are
wri&ers and Aourna!is&s wan&ed &o 'ub!ish 'oes $ro &he anuscri'&s %ou
had !e$& wi&h e. I was as)ed &o gi"e &he soe 'oes. 0hen we
sudden!% recei"ed &he bad news $ro our o$$icia! sources &ha& %ou were
wor)ing in Lebanon as an ar% doc&or and were )i!!ed in ba&&!e. 0he
ruors o$ %our dea&h s'read &hroughou& &he coun&r%. . !oca! news'a'er
e"en wro&e an ar&ic!e abou& &his &raged%.
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,Man% o$ %our $riends in Ruania $e!& grea& sorrow $or %ou. I did
an% ee&ings wi&h %our $riends &o reeber %ou. 8e 'oured wine $ro
our g!asses on &he ground and as)ed $orgi"eness $or %our sou!5 Man%
wri&ers !i)e M., our 'oe& o$ in&erna&iona! $ae, wan&ed &o do a eu!og% on
%our beha!$, bu& a& &he end, he was ad"ised no& &o do &ha& un&i! &he who!e
de&ai!s abou& %our dea&h wi!! be a"ai!ab!e. .nd now %ou cae bac) &o !i$e
&o &e!! us how %ou died in &he war.-
I was aused wi&h &he ruors o$ % eniga&ic dea&h &ha&
condi&ioned &he ind o$ an% o$ % Ruanian $riends. I& was e*&ree!%
di$$icu!& &o an% Ruanians &o be!ie"e &ha& I a s&i!! a!i"e. M% ee&ings
wi&h % $riends were e*&ree!% $unn%+ i& was !i)e a Ao)e done b% des&in%.
0he 'ro'agandis&s o$ &ha& &ie who are in &he shadow o$ &he
counis& regie were in"en&ing ruors &o $rus&ra&e &heir 'eo'!e.
Ruania in &he suer o$ 19F9 was 're% &o enorous $rus&ra&ions. I
cou!d no& share wi&h % Ruanian $riends &heir 'ain an%ore. I had
su$$ered wi&h &he enorous!% in &he 'as&. M% abandoned anuscri'&s o$
'oes are s&i!! cr%ing wi&h &he in &he dar) corners o$ &heir un$air wor!d. I
&hough& o$ IoanDs s&or% and how a !ie can brainwash so an% 'eo'!e. 0he
essage in &he s&or% o$ % dea&h in &he war is a s'iri&ua! rea!i&%. Hes, I $ee!
&ha& I died wi&h e"er% 'erson who was "io!en&!% )i!!ed in % coun&r%. Hes,
&he &raged% o$ Lebanon is !i"ing in e and )i!!ing e e"er% da%. I carr%
&he 'ain and grie$ o$ % o&her!and. I need &o hea! i&. I wi!! &urn such 'ain
&o a !igh& o$ !o"e &ha& can hea! e"er% hear&. I wi!! dedica&e %se!$ ore and
ore &o hea! &he su$$ering o$ huani&%, because I a &he 'h%sician, &he
son o$ &he 'ain o$ % coun&r%.


1ealin* di+lo!ats

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:ne da% I was in &he di'!oa&ic c!ub. Mos& o$ &he di'!oa&s go
&here &o ea& in &he res&auran&, enAo% swiing, wa!)ing, '!a%ing &ennis e&c.
I was si&&ing b% &he swiing 'oo! enAo%ing &he sun!igh& and &he
co!d wa&er. =udden!% a %oung beau&i$u! gir! sa& beside e on &he ban). =he
was "er% a&&rac&i"e. I !i)ed her go!den hair. (er swee& b!ue e%es wa&ched
e wi&h innocen&, ca!, war and roan&ic !oo)s. M% eccen&ric 'resence
and &he eniga&ic i'ression I !e$& u'on her a&&rac&ed her. =he wan&ed a&
&he sae &ie &o &a!) &o e and no& &o, &o coe near and &o go awa% $ro
e. =he rose u' $ro beside e on &he ban) and wen& and sa& on &he
o''osi&e side o$ &he swiing 'oo!. =oe&hing was going on wi&h &he
gir!. I wa&ched how her !igh&!% &anned bod% shone in &he swiing sui&
under &he =e'&eber sun. .!! her charing o"een&s &oo) e awa%
$ro %se!$. =udden!%, I no&iced &ha& soe&hing was wrong wi&h her righ&
hand and !eg. =he was &r%ing &o hide &he wea)ness in her !eg and &he
de$ici& in o"ing her $ingers and 'a!. =he did no& wan& an% de$ec& in her
gorgeous bod% &o be no&iced. I was curious &o )now wha& was her
'rob!e. I& seeed &o e &ha& she had a head inAur% caused b% &he
co'ression o$ &he $orce's during her de!i"er% a& bir&h which resu!&ed in a
neuroEo&or de$ici& o$ &he righ& side !ibs. . s'ecia! a$$ec&ion o"ed e
&owards &he gir!. M% hear& whis'ered &o e+
,=he is !o"e!%, %ou can he!' her. 4o and &ouch such beau&% wi&h
%our hea!ing hands.-
0he gir! wi&h &he go!den hair $e!& &ha& I wan&ed &o &a!) &o her, she
si!ed &o % !oo)s &ha& were raining on her and &ic)!ing her soo&h bod%.
=he cae wi&h roan&ic con$idence &o e, and said+
,Hou are !oo)ing a& e wi&h a $ree hear&. 0his eans we )now
each o&her Guie& we!!.-
,=orr%, i& was na&ura! $or e &o wa&ch %ou, because %ou are an
a&&rac&i"e gir!. Hou a&&rac&ed e as a 'h%sician &o hea! %our hand and %our
!eg b% &ouching %ou.- I s'o)e wi&h a!! % s'on&anei&% &o &he swee& %oung
!ad%.
0he gir! was un're'ared &o hear such a direc& co'assiona&e
!anguage. =he did no& wan& e &o see her 'h%sica! de$ec&. =he re'!ied+
,2o &han) %ou, I do no& wan& an% 'h%sician. I was born !i)e &ha&
and I $ee! "er% good wi&h %se!$.-
I $e!& &he need &o be i'uden&. M% co'assion &owards &he gir!
was innocen& and arose $ro &he dee' "oice o$ % conscience.
=he s&ood s&i!! &hin)ing $or a whi!e and said+
,2ow I do no& wan& %ou &o &rea& % hand. 0here is no &rea&en&
$or 'ara!%sis when &he cen&ra! ner"ous s%s&e ce!!s are daaged and
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es'ecia!!% in % case wi&h which I was born. I do no& wan& &o discuss &his
subAec&. I $ee! %ou are a good and handsoe 'erson, I wan& &o &a!) &o %ou
as a huan being. I a 0ania, .bassador PDs daugh&er.-
,I a Dr. R., a gues& a& &he Lebanese Ebass%.-
0ania and I discussed di$$eren& roan&ic and socia! subAec&s a& &he
swiing 'oo!. 0hen, when I $e!& &here was a beginning o$ in&iac%
be&ween us, I as)ed her i$ I can ho!d her hand sa%ing+
,0ania, %ou ha"e !o"e!% hands, can I s&ro)e %our hand and
$ingers<-
=i!ing wi&h sh%ness, she cae c!oser &o e, sa%ing+
,:$ course, do wha& %ou !i)e, I a in %our hands, Hou ne"er need
&o as) e such a &hing because %ou )now &ha& I !i)e %ou9-
=he said &ha& wi&h a!! her innocence and nice charac&er. (er
bro&her and his I&a!ian $riend cae bac) $ro &heir wa!) and when &he%
saw e a s&ranger &a!)ing wi&h 0ania in such a !anguage, &he% in&er$ered &o
see wha& was going on9
I s&ar&ed &o do a hea!ing assage &o 0aniaDs seiE'ara!%7ed hand.
.$&er a $ew inu&es, &he $ingers o$ her righ& hand s&ar&ed &o o"e $or &he
$irs& &ie in her !i$e. I !oo)ed a& her sa%ing+
,I !o"e %ou 0ania, I ha"e earned $ro %ou a )iss, now &ha& %our
$ingers are o"ing9-
0ania !oo)ed a& e, &hen a& her hand. (er bro&her wi&h &he I&a!ian
$riend no&iced wha& had ha''ened and &he% said wi&h grea& e*ci&een&+
,0ania9 0ania, !oo), %our $ingers are o"ing9-
0ania, cried wi&h Ao% sa%ing+ ,:h % 4od9 M% $ingers are
o"ing. I& is unbe!ie"ab!e9 I& is a irac!e9-
Man% di'!oa&s, who were &here, cae u' &o see wha& was going
on. .n I&a!ian businessan, gues& a& &he I&a!ian ebass% saw how I cured
0aniaDs hand. E*ci&ed wi&h such s'on&aneous and iedia&e hea!ing
resu!&s, he as)ed e i$ I cou!d he!' his .bassador who su$$ers $ro a
cer"ica! s'ondi!iosis &ha& was rebe! &o an% &rea&en&. I answered &ha& I was
read% &o go wi&h hi i$ so reGues&ed b% &he .bassador.
0ha& sae e"ening, I "isi&ed &he .bassador o$ I&a!%. I &rea&ed his
nec) and a$&er a $ew sessions he was cured and % s&or% s'read $ro one
ebass% &o &he o&her. I &rea&ed an% di'!oa&s in ore &han &en ebassies
wi&h a grea& easure o$ success. I becae, wi&hin a on&h, Gui&e $aous
in di'!oa&ic circ!es.
:ne o$ &he di'!oa&s who su''or&ed e in % edica! career o$
hea!ing was &he wi$e o$ &he 1ri&ish .bassador. =he was one o$ &he os&
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in&eres&ing !adies I e"er e&. I had heard &ha& her co'assion &o he!'
o&hers was e*&raordinar%.
:ne da% I was in"i&ed &o see her in &he residence o$ &he ebass%.
I was e*&ree!% g!ad &o ee& her. =he was a &a!! and e!egan& !ad% in her
$i$&ies. =he as)ed e &o !a% % hands on her nec). I as)ed her, wha& was
&he diagnosis &o her 'rob!e. =he did no& re'!% &o % edica! Gues&ions,
sa%ing &ha& she Aus& wan&ed e &o !a% % hands on her nec) $or a $ew
inu&es.
I 'u& % hands on her nec). =he $e!& a war &ouch and a so$&
"ibra&ion 'assing &hrough her bod% and wi&h aa7een& she !oo)ed a& e
and said+
,Do %ou )now Dr. Daoud &ha& %ou are a grea& hea!er9-
,I a no& a hea!er, bu& on!% a edica! doc&or who hea!s b% using
edica! s)i!!s and &echniGues.- I answered, $or I a no& in&eres&ed &o
)now wha& % wor) is. I was on!% in&eres&ed &o he!' Mrs. 3.
Mrs. 3. a$&er &he session &han)ed e $or she $e!& her e%es were
ge&&ing be&&er. =he !oo)ed a& e wi&h re"erence and said+
,1eware, %ou are a channe! o$ hea!ing. Hou ha"e a di"ine gi$&.-
I re'!ied Mrs. 3. concerning % edica! wor), sa%ing+
,I hear &he word hea!er $ro %ou $or &he $irs& &ie. I do no&
acce'& % edica! wor) &o be ca!!ed b% &his word. I do no& need an%bod%
&o sa% &o e bra"o+ %ou are s'ecia!6 %ou ha"e a gi$&6 %ou channe! energ%6
%ou are uniGue6 %ou are a 4odEgi"enEgenius e&c.
,I be!ie"e &ha& here is a 'h%sician who wor)s hard &o gi"e6 who
carries &he 'ain or &he cross o$ his 'a&ien&s &i!! he becoes e*haus&ed and
he!'!ess. 4od &he Merci$u! he!'s &he 'oor 'h%sician when he sees hi
hui!ia&ed b% carr%ing &he hea"% burden o$ &he su$$erings o$ o&hers. (e
he!'s &he si&ua&ion b% gi"ing &he 'ious 'h%sician a gi$& &o re!ie"e hise!$
and &he 'a&ien& $ro carr%ing &he 'ain a!one. 4od is &he (ea!er. (e
su''or&s &he huani&arian essage o$ &he edica! doc&or who is "er%
hub!e, co'assiona&e and se!$!ess.
,I a &he son o$ &he 'ain o$ a su$$ering o&her!and. I dedica&e %
!i$e &o ser"e o&hers. I a a ser"an& wi&h s'ecia! abi!i&ies &o absorb &he
$rus&ra&ions o$ 'eo'!e. I a a wi&ness &o &he &ru&h o$ !i$e in &he wor) o$
hea!ing. I s&udied edicine &o ha"e &he 'h%sicianDs s&a&us $or c!eaning &he
iseries $ro &he sou! o$ o&hers and 'uri$%ing &heir hear&s wi&h ac&s o$
chari&%.-
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An atte!+t on Ceaucescu,s lie
I& was in &he au&un o$ 19F9 and I was s&i!! in 1uchares&, wai&ing
$or &he she!!ing o$ 1eiru& &o s&o' in order &o be ab!e &o re&urn hoe and
reo'en % c!inic. Eas& Euro'e was a& &ha& &ie in &he ids& o$ a crucia!
change. 0he Ruanians were !oo)ing wi&h en"% a& &heir neighboring
coun&ries &ha& had &o''!ed &heir counis& regies and were ho'ing $or
deocrac% in &heir own.
In id 2o"eber a >ounis& Par&% congress was he!d in "iew
o$ &he reEe!ec&ion o$ >eaucescu as (ead o$ =&a&e. Mos& o$ &he
.bassadors were in"i&ed &o &he >ongress, bu& &he% dec!ined &o a&&end
because &he% $e!& &ha& &he regie o$ >eausescu was on &he "erge o$
co!!a'sing. Man% were bui!ding dreas on &he $a!! o$ >ounis in
Ruania.
In id Deceber a deons&ra&ion o$ 'ro&es& agains& &he regie
was s&ar&ed in &he ci&% o$ 0iishoara, near &he Hugos!a"ian border.
>eaucescu a& &ha& &ie was "isi&ing Iran. 0he 'ro&es&ers ca!!ing u'on &he
dic&a&or &o resign were bru&a!!% assacred and &he re"o!u&ion was
su''ressed. 0here was a genera! consensus in &he di'!oa&ic circ!es &ha&
&he s'iri& o$ re"o!u&ion agains& &he counis& regie wou!d e*&end &o
1uchares& and a '!o& was ha&ched &o $inish wi&h >eaucescu.
>eaucescu cae bac) $ro Iran. (e was 're'aring a s'eech &o
&he Ruanian 'eo'!e regarding &he recen& e"en&s. . grou' o$
.bassadors were discussing &he 'roAec&ed ee&ing o$ >eaucescu wi&h
&he 'eo'!e. . 8es&ern di'!oa& said+
,I a a$raid &ha& &he audience, assed &o !is&en &o >eaucescu and
su''or& hi wou!d be ani'u!a&ed during &he ee&ing and &urn agains&
hi and &hen &he ar% wi!! be&ra% &he Ruanian dic&a&or and o"er&hrow
hi.-
:n &he orning o$ Deceber 21, 19F9, I !e$& &he .u&o'en air'or&
on % wa% &o Daascus. :n &he chec) 'oin&s, &he 'assengers were ca!!ed
Guic)!% &o &he '!ane wi&hou& chec)ing &he baggage. 8hi!e I was on &he
wa% &o &he '!ane &he air'or& was c!osed behind e.
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3ac2 to !y country
I arri"ed a& &he Daascus air'or& on a sunn% da% and ren&ed a &a*i
&o 1eiru&. 0he &a*i crossed &he .n&iELebanon oun&ains o"er!oo)ing &he
1eGaa "a!!e%. I&s green $ie!ds, s'o&&ed wi&h red and %e!!ow !oo)ed !i)e a
car'e& s&re&ched in si!ence $or &he gods o$ &he &e'!e o$ 1aa!bec). 8e
crossed &he 1eGaa "a!!e% and c!ibed &he Lebanon oun&ains co"ered
wi&h snow. 0heir whi&e 'ea)s re$!ec&ed &he sun!igh& in si!"er% ra%s down
&owards 1eiru& as i$ &o ca! down &he s&or o$ &he war. :n &he wa%, &he
dri"er &urned &he radio on &he news, and I heard+
,8hi!e &he Ruanian 'residen& >eaucescu was de!i"ering his
s'eech &o &he Ruanian 'eo'!e, &he !arge audience, su''or&ed b% &he
ar%, occu'ied &he 'residen&ia! 'a!ace and o"er&hrew hi. 0he Ruanian
Dic&a&or $!ed in his he!ico'&er &o an un)nown des&ina&ion5-
. ci"i! war s&ar&ed in &he s&ree&s o$ 1uchares& be&ween &he
securi&% $orces &ha& were !o%a! &o >eaucescu and &heir o''onen&s, &he
Ruanian ;ron& o$ =a!"a&ion.
,:h % 4od9 I ha"e Aus& esca'ed $ro aw$u! "io!ence9- I
&hough&.
I $e!& "er% sad $or &he b!ood being shed behind e in 1uchares&,
and an*ious $or &he we!$are o$ &he $riends I !e$& behind.
0he &a*i descending &he oun&ain dro''ed e in 1eiru& on
0hursda% e"ening. 1eiru& was &reb!ing under &he e*'!osions o$ she!!s
and bobs.
:h % 4od9 I !e$& behind a ci"i! war in Ruania, on!% &o re&urn
&o &he &raged% in % coun&r% where so an% $oreigners were wan&on!%
shedding &he innocen& b!ood o$ % 'eo'!e.
I arri"ed sa$e!% &o % hoe in Eas& 1eiru&. . 'eriod o$ &e'orar%
ceaseE$ire was reached a& &he end o$ 19F9. I reo'ened % c!inic &ha& was
no& $ar $ro % $!a&. In &he ean&ie, I heard &he news o$ &he e*ecu&ion o$
>eaucescu and &ha& Ruania was now a deocra&ic coun&r%.
1ealin* in !iddle o the i*htin*
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Ear!% in &he orning, a "o!canic and cra7% ba&&!e e*'!oded in
Eas& 1eiru&. 0he !ine o$ $ire was be&ween % house and &he c!inic. :ne
grou' was shoo&ing $ro beside % house &owards % c!inic and o&her
grou' was shoo&ing bac) $ro % c!inic &owards % house. 0he% were
using &an)s, cannons and hea"% achineguns. . bob en&ered % house
whi!e I was s!ee'ing. 0he )i&chen e*'!oded and e"er%&hing was &urned
u'side down. M% bed &urned o"er e and sa"ed e $ro shra'ne!. M%
c!inic a!so was on $ire. 0he who!e bui!ding was on $ire. I !os& e"er%&hing a&
once. ;our&een bobs and roc)e&s had $a!!en on % a'ar&en& bui!ding. I
ran in&o &he s&ree& in % 'aAaas, a!ong wi&h an% o&hers. 8e hid in an
underground she!&er $or &en da%s wi&hou& $ood whi!e &he ba&&!e con&inued
&o rage ou&side. . s&or o$ shoo&ing, )i!!ing and de"as&a&ion was o"ing
$ro s&ree& &o s&ree&. 8e were abou& a hundred 'ersons in &he she!&er, a!!
&ra''ed b% &he crue!&% o$ &he war which cou!d bur% us a!i"e an% oen&.
In such &error, I had &o !i"e wi&h o&hers, &o s!ee' wi&h ra&s on &he
co!d, ois& ground, and &o 're'are %se!$ &o die an% oen&. ;ro &ie
&o &ie, due &o &he s&rong "ibra&ions o$ &he e*'!osions, &he wa!!s o$ &he
she!&er shoo) as in an ear&hGua)e. 0hen our brea&hing wou!d s&o' and co!d
swea& wou!d co"er our bodies. In our &hroa&s &here was &he se!! o$
gun'owder and o$ charred bodies coing $ro under &he ruins. 0he
underground dar) ha!! !oo)ed &o us !i)e a "au!&. 8e s'en& os& o$ &he &ie
in &he she!&er gro'ing abou& in &he dar)ness wondering i$ we were s&i!!
a!i"e.
>ries o$ $ear, an*ie&% and grie$ were coing $ro e"er% corner. I
!oo)ed a& %se!$+ how &he iser% o$ war was ruining e. I had !os&
e"er%&hing, % c!inic and % hoe. I s&i!! had on!% &he brea&h o$ !i$e.
In &ha& a&os'here o$ war $u!! o$ s&ress, e"er% one was $acing
dea&h in his own wa%. 0here was 'anic in &he she!&er. :ur wi!! $or sur"i"a!
was &hrea&ened5 Man%, under such grea& s&ress $e!& a !o& o$ 'ain,
igraines6 soe were e"en 'ara!%7ed6 o&hers were wounded in "arious
'ar&s o$ &heir bodies b% sa!! $ragen&s o$ g!ass. 0he% cae &o e sa%ing+
,Doc&or, doc&or, '!ease he!' e.- 1u& how cou!d I he!' &he< 0he
hos'i&a! was in ruins and &he 'harac% burn& down. 2e"er&he!ess, I said &o
%se!$+
,8e!!, I be!ie"e in doing good &o 'eo'!e b% gi"ing &he a huan
&ouch. I didnD& wan& &o !ose % co'assion. In such &ragic oen&s, I a
no& a doc&or an%ore bu& a huan being dedica&ed &o !igh&en &he burden
o$ o&hers. In a!! &his he!! o$ war and huan iser% I, a& !eas&, us& reain
a &in% reed% $or &he hear&, and a &orch in &he dar)ness. Ins&ead o$
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surrendering &o &he $ire o$ war, I wi!! o$$er %se!$ &o &he $ire o$ 4od and
burn &o a!!e"ia&e &he 'ain o$ o&hers. I &urned % ind &o ease &he 'ain o$
o&hers and gi"e &he co$or&.-
I ga"e &he war&h o$ % hear& &o a!! &hose who were su$$ering
and su$$ered wi&h &he. =udden!%, I $e!& a hea!ing !igh& o$ ho'e and energ%
$!owing in e. M% hands and % 'erson channe!ed i& &o succor &he 'oor &o
o"ercoe &he iser% o$ &he war.
;acing dea&h wi&h o&hers &augh& e how &o share &he dee'
$rus&ra&ions o$ &he indi"idua!. . hea!ing 'ower, !i)e an ear&hGua)e o$ !o"e
cae &o % hear& in &he she!&er. I had !os& e"er%&hing bu& I wi!! no& !ose %
co'assion as we!!. I wou!d no& a!!ow &he $ear o$ s&u'id dea&h caused b%
bu!!e&s or shra'ne! crush e. 0here were scores o$ ci"i!ians and innocen&
'eo'!e !i)e e who $a!! "ic&is &o &he bes&ia!i&% o$ b!ind 'roAec&i!es. .
s&rong $ire coing $ro &he grea& heroic ances&ra! s'iri& o$ % coun&r%
$i!!ed e and dissi'a&ed % $ears. I !e$& &he she!&er and se& ou& &o he!' %
'a&ien&s in 1eiru&. =howers o$ bobs were $a!!ing a!! around e. =ni'ers
sho& a& e in order &o s&o' e $ro going &o % wounded 'a&ien&s. 1u& a&
&he end, a grea& "oice was &e!!ing e+
,2ow is &he &ie &o surrender &o Lo"e and &o ris) %our !i$e &o hea!
o&hers.-
P P P
I $aced dea&h in &he she!&ers and on &he ba&&!e$ie!ds. M% hear&
!i"ed &he dea&h o$ an%. M% $!a& was ruined and I had no '!ace &o s!ee'.
M% c!inic was burn&, and I had nowhere &o 'rac&ice edicine. M% coun&r%
was in grea& grie$, &he sa"age hands coing $ro &he deser& &urned 1eiru&
in&o a ci&% o$ dea&h. I !os& e"er%&hing &ha& re'resen&ed &he )ingdo o$ %
se!$ishness.
I !os& e"er%&hing bu& s&i!! had 4odDs erc%. I ne"er !os&
co'assion in % hear& and i& becae a sword $or cu&&ing &he 'oisonous
&ai!s o$ dar)ness and b!a7ing &he $ire o$ !o"e &o o'en e"er% door.
I was in"i&ed &o en&er e"er% hoe, hea!, ea& and s!ee'. In e"er%
hear&, &here was a '!ace $or e.
I was a $ree 'erson, $ree $ro &he chains o$ a!! wor!d!%
'ossessions.
A Conce+t o Re.olution

I& was i'ossib!e $or e &o s&a% an% !onger in Lebanon. 0he war
de&erined e &o re&urn &o Ruania &o s&ud% and do addi&iona! research
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on % wor)5 In =e'&eber 199B, I re&urned &o 1uchares&, where &hings
had changed a$&er &he co!!a'se o$ counis. Peo'!e becae "er% bus%
see)ing &o earn Guic) one%. 0he% had no &ie $or cu!&ure an%ore.
Man% wri&er $riends o$ ine becae ebers o$ 'ar!iaen& and heads o$
'o!i&ica! 'ar&ies or inis&ers. 0he% becae "er% bus% in 'o!i&ics and had
no &ie &o discuss 'oe&r% and 'hi!oso'h% wi&h e as &he% did be$ore.
Ruania was 'assing &hrough &he cri&ica! 'eriod o$ !earning
deocrac%. ;reedo is "er% good i$ i& is based on huan crea&i"i&% and
s'iri&ua!i&% and no& on &he ani'u!a&i"e gaes o$ $inancia! s%s&es. 0he
ca'i&a!is&ic deocra&ic s%s&es ade an% crea&i"e $ree &hin)ers !ose
&heir grea& huan "a!ues because, as usua!, a $ree &hin)er ne"er )nows
how &o se!! hise!$, and his s'iri&ua!i&% is no& a ar)e&ab!e coodi&%.
I e& one da% % o!d $riend &he %s&ic 'hi!oso'her Pe&ru 0su&sa.
I wan&ed &o he!' hi wi&h % edica! s)i!!s. (e was a& &he !as& %ear o$ his
!i$e. I as)ed &he o!d 0su&sa his o'inion concerning &he Re"o!u&ion in
1uchares& &ha& brough& &he deocrac% &o Ruania, he re'!ied+
,0he Re"o!u&ion in 1uchares& is no& a re"o!u&ion, e"en &he
;rench Re"o!u&ion was no& a re"o!u&ion6 &he on!% re"o!u&ion &ha& ha''ened
in his&or% was &he Re"o!u&ion s&ar&ed b% /E=@= >(RI=0.-

Loo2in* or a !edical Re.olution
I wa!)ed in &he s&ree&s o$ 1uchares& near &he 'residen&ia! 'a!ace. I
wa&ched &he daage in a cen&ra! bui!ding resu!&ing $ro &hree da%s o$ ci"i!
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war. I $e!& &ha& &he wor!d is no& as rea! as i& !oo)s. I con&inued &o wa!) in
&he direc&ion o$ &he uni"ersi&%. 0he s&uden&s were on s&ri)e. 0he% were
'!a%ing wi&h &he 'o!iceen &o a)e a show o$ deocrac%. I crossed &he
s&ree& in &he o&her direc&ion. =udden!%, I saw &he $ace o$ a an in his $i$&ies
&ha& seeed $ai!iar &o e. .s I cae c!oser, I reebered &ha&, &en %ears
ago, he was % 'ro$essor a& &he schoo! o$ edicine a& >!uAE2a'oca. (e
was one o$ &hose who !oo)ed $or co'assion and war&h in &he wor!d o$
edica! science. =&anding agains& &he doina&ion o$ ana&oic and
'h%sio!ogic &hin)ing in edicine, he was &he one who adired %
re"o!u&ion consis&ing in in&roducing a 'oe&ic 'hase &o edicine.
M% Pro$essor was e*&ree!% ha''% &o hear how I $ared a$&er
gradua&ion. I re!a&ed &o hi a!! % 'as& e*'eriences, and % $ir
con"ic&ion &ha& edicine us& be seen wi&hin an e*'ansi"e scien&i$ic
"ision i$ i& is &o be e$$ec&i"e in hea!ing &he 'a&ien&5 M% Pro$essor enAo%ed
% edica! e*'eriences and a''recia&ed % generosi&% in raising &he
ora!e o$ % 'a&ien&s so uch &ha& he said e*ci&ed!%+
,Lo"e is &he on!% hea!ing and counica&ion s%s&e in &he
wor!d.-
M% 'ro$essor encouraged e &o con&inue in % origina!
'hi!oso'h% and 'rac&ice o$ edicine. =ince % edica! &hesis, which was
in a sense % boo) o$ 'oe&ic gene&ics, he e*'ec&ed $ro e ou&s&anding
e*'!oi&s.
M% 'ro$essor and I, &a!)ed and wa!)ed $or hours in &he s&ree&s o$
1uchares&. 0ired, we s&o''ed $or a !i&&!e whi!e and sa& on a bench in a
corner o$ a sa!! 'ar). 0hen, % 'ro$essor said+
,Do %ou reeber %our $riend and co!!eague Pe&ru.-
,Hes,- I said, ,we were good $riends. 0he !as& &ie we e& was a&
&he gradua&ing cereon%. 8e a!wa%s had &he sae "ision &owards &he
edicine o$ &he $u&ure, &ha& i& shou!d be based on &he a*i+ IPh%sicians,
&he $rui&s o$ %our hea!ing wi!! &e!! %ou who %ou are.D Dear 'ro$essor wha&
ha''ened &o Pe&ru, where is he, wha& he is doing now<-
,Dr. Pe&ru is !i"ing in his "i!!age, where he wor)s in a dis'ensar%.
1u& he is a!so a $arer, &i!!ing &he !and and &ending &o his cows, shee' and
'igs. (e s&udied &hree %ears o$ acu'unc&ure and hoeo'a&h% a$&er
gradua&ing in edicine. (e disco"ered b% wha& 'h%sio!ogica! s%s&e a
need!e can wor) and how 'haraceu&ics can be used wi&h hoeo'a&hic
resu!&s. (e ob&ained $an&as&ic curing resu!&s. Hou us& ee& Pe&ru, and
share %our di$$eren& edica! e*'eriences and )now!edge.-
,8here can I $ind Pe&ru<- I as)ed.
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,4o &oorrow orning &o his "i!!age. Hou )now how &o &a)e &he
&rain &o his "i!!age9 Hou wi!! $ind hi a& hoe. 0hen re&urn &o &e!! e
abou& %our ee&ing. I !o"e &o hear good news $ro % s&uden&s, o$ &heir
edica! successes in &he ser"ice o$ &he grea& 'rinci'!es o$ huani&%.-
0he ne*& da% T i& was in id .'ri! T, I wen& b% &rain &o "isi&
Pe&ru. Loo)ing ou& &he window I enAo%ed &he 'anoraa o$ &he oun&ains
whose si!ence and %s&er% soo&hed e. 0he &rain 'assed &hrough a
edie"a! ci&% $aous $or i&s b!ac) church and i&s cas&!e o$ wi&ches. . $ew
hours !a&er, I arri"ed a& Pe&ruDs "i!!age.
I !e$& &he rai!wa% s&a&ion and wa!)ed &o &he "i!!age as)ing abou&
Pe&ru. :n &he road, I 'assed be&ween hub!e co&&ages &ha& awo)e &he
'easan& s'iri& in e. :*en were '!owing &he $ie!ds, swa!!ows were
$!u&&ering o"er &he hi!!s, and "i!!agers were cu&&ing grass &o $eed &he 'igs.
0he 'eo'!e I e& on &he road were nai"e, si'!e, 'oor and generous. 0he%
were )een &o he!' e as a $oreigner coing &o &heir "i!!age $or &he $irs&
&ie, and 'oin&ed ou& &o e &he wa% &o Dr. Pe&ruDs hoe.
I wa!)ed u' &he hi!! and $ina!!% arri"ed &o a house surrounded b%
a wooden $ence. I&s roo$ was co"ered wi&h &in. I s&e''ed in &he cour&%ard
and e& a an in his si*&ies, wearing wooden shoes and a 'easan&Ds dress.
I as)ed hi abou& Dr. Pe&ru, sa%ing &ha& I a his co!!eague $ro Lebanon.
(e we!coed e wi&h grea& generosi&% and en&husias and &oo) e &o a
garden behind &he house. Pe&ru was &here, $eeding &he 'igs.
8hen he saw e, Pe&ru cou!d no& be!ie"e his e%es. 8e ne"er saw
each o&her since 19F3. Ins&inc&i"e!%, he $e!& &ha& % "isi& wi!! be a
!andar) in our !i"es, and wou!d be good $or &he $u&ure o$ huani&%.
M% dear co!!eague and $riend Pe&ru and I sa& &oge&her on &he
grass in &he garden reiniscing our s&uden& da%s in >!uA. (e reci&ed one o$
% sonne&s as we wa!)ed around &he house &o see his 'igs, chic)en and
shee'. 0hen we wen& &o &he garden where he cu!&i"a&ed gar!ic, onion,
cabbages, &oa&oes e&c.
Pe&ru e*'!ained &o e how his !and nourishes hi wi&h 'ure
energ% &o hea! o&hers. (e said+ ,0he !and is co'assiona&e and generous,
i& $eeds e wi&h uncondi&iona! abundance and wi&hou& h%'ocris%. I&
&eaches e how &o gi"e.-
Pe&ru $ee!s &ha& he wi!! !ose &he con$idence he needs &o hea! his
'a&ien&s i$ he abandons his !and. (e &hin)s &ha& i$ he does no& &a)e care o$
his $rui& &rees, he wi!! no& be ab!e &o &a)e care o$ his 'a&ien&s. Pe&ru $e!&
dee'!% in &ouch wi&h his !and. (e was !i)e an o!d &ree dee'Eroo&ed in &he
$ie!ds o$ his "i!!age. In &he o!d s'iri& o$ his !and, he $ound $ai&h and
becae !i)e a $rui& &ree in &he $ie!ds o$ edicine.
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.$&er ee&ing Pe&ruDs $ai!%, we wen& &oge&her &o his c!inic in &he
"i!!age dis'ensar%. :n &he wa% we e& an% 'eo'!e. 0he% s&o''ed us &o
discuss &heir edica! 'rob!es. . an !e$& &he o*en and &he '!ow in &he
$ie!d and showed Pe&ru his nec). 0here was a &uor behind his ear. I& was
a !%'hoa. Pe&ru as)ed &he an &o s&and s&i!!. 0hen, &a)ing a bund!e o$
need!es $ro his 'oc)e& and a sa!! bag o$ 'a'er, he inser&ed &he need!es
in and beside &he &uor and 'oured in &he anDs ou&h granu!es o$
hoeo'a&hic reedies, and s&uc) cer&ain "er% sa!! e&a!!ic '%raids on
his s)in. .$&er $i"e inu&es, considering &ha& he had $inished &he
&rea&en&, he &o!d &he an &o $as& and &o edi&a&e. 0hen we con&inued
wa!)ing in &he "i!!age. :n &he road, I as)ed Pe&ru i$ he is sure &o he!' his
cancer 'a&ien& b% his unor&hodo* wa% o$ &rea&en&. Pe&ru re'!ied+
,8h% no&<- 0hen I as)ed+ ,8ha& 'rinci'!e !ies behind %our wor)
on cancer 'a&ien&s<-
Pe&ru re'!ied+ ,I see) &o $ree % 'a&ien& $ro 'er"erse energies
&ha& cause disharon% and obs&ruc&ions in &he bod%.
,I be!ie"e &ha& %ou can he!' a cancer 'a&ien& wi&h %our e&hods
and &echniGues on!% i$ &he 'a&ien& is read% $or his se!$Ehea!ing and his
consciousness is channe!ed in &he righ& hoeos&a&ic direc&ion. I doub& i$
o&her 'h%sicians a''!%ing s&andard e&hods &o &heir 'a&ien&s wou!d ob&ain
&he sae hea!ing resu!&s9 8ha& abou& &he $ai&h in &he 'a&ien& and how i&
can '!a% a ro!e< 8ha& abou& %our co'assion, s'iri&ua!i&% and hea!ing gi$&
behind &he &echniGues &ha& %ou a''!%< 0here are an% s'iri&ua! a&&ers
&ha& condi&ion &he re!a&ionshi' be&ween %ou and &he 'a&ien& &ha& '!a% a big
ro!e in &he 'rocess o$ hea!ing5 0here is a!so &he in&er$erence o$ &he
conscious and &he unconscious in &he 'rocess o$ hea!ing. 8e us& a!so
&a)e in&o considera&ion &he uniGueness and origina!i&% o$ &he 'a&ien&Ds
indi"idua!i&%.-
Pe&ru was no& rea!!% in&eres&ed wi&h arguen&s. (is on!% concern
was whe&her a cer&ain edica! e&hod or &echniGue or a''roach gi"es
curing resu!&s or no&. E"er%&hing e!se has no i'or&ance &o hi. (e !oo)ed
a& e and said+
,.s a 'h%sician, %ou need $irs& &o he!' &he 'a&ien&, and &hen %ou
can ada'& &he &heor% which can be acce'&ed b% &he huan ind5-
Pe&ru did no& usua!!% !i)e &o s'ea) abou& his hea!ing resu!&s,
because his edica! wor) was e*&ree!% 'ersona!. (e !i)ed 'rac&icing
edicine in si!ence or in an a&os'here o$ 'ra%er. (e &here$ore changed
&he subAec&, and s&ar&ed &a!)ing abou& &he !and and abou& his !i$e as a
$arer. 8e wa!)ed &oge&her in &he s'ring a&os'here o$ his !o"e!% "i!!age.
(e described &he beau&i$u! '!aces around his "i!!age, ca"es, s'rings and
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!a)es. (e wan&ed e &o "isi& wi&h hi &he beau&i$u! na&ure &ha& ins'ires
hi wi&h i&s s'iri&ua! beau&%. .$&er a wa!) o$ abou& &wo hours, Pe&ru
in"i&ed e &o his dis'ensar%. In his c!inic, Pe&ru !is&ened &o % s&ories. I
&o!d hi abou& % edica! ac&i"i&ies in &he 'as& si* %ears, &ha& is, since we
!os& &ouch wi&h each o&her. 1u& he was ore in&eres&ed wi&h &he 'oe& in
e. (e a!wa%s !i)ed e as a 'oe&. M% 'oes were a roan&ic huan
&ouch and a %s&ic ins'ira&ion &o hi. I &o!d % $riend &ha& I had becoe a
si!en& swan in &he ic% !a)e o$ &his wor!d, because 'eo'!e becae dea$ &o
'oe&ic words &ha& hea! &he sou!. 8e us& hea! &heir sic)ness $irs& b%
s'ea)ing &o &he in &he !anguage o$ &heir 'ain and &hen5and &hen5
Pe&ru was in&eres&ed &o see how I wor) on 'a&ien&s. (e ca!!ed
soe o$ his 'a&ien&s and as)ed e &o &rea& &heir di$$icu!& edica! cases. I
was g!ad &o be wa&ched b% % co!!eague, and wan&ed &o !is&en &o his
coen&s on % origina! hea!ing 'rocedure.
(e obser"ed e a&&en&i"e!% whi!e &rea&ing his 'a&ien&s. (e
described % a''roach, sa%ing, &ha& a& &he oen& I e& &he 'a&ien&, a
whi&e !igh& &win)!ed in % e%es and brigh&ened % $ace, a nai"e
e*ci&een& o$ Ao% and en&husias burs& s'on&aneous!% in e and
'ro'&ed e &o 'u& % hands on &he su$$erer. =udden!%, &hrough e, &he
channe! o$ hea!ing was o'ened, % $ace becae ca! and ha''% in a
dance o$ !igh&. .n a&os'here o$ 'eace in &he roo se&&!ed down, and an
unusua! ins'ira&ion 'roceeded wi&h i&s hea!ing wor).
During &he &hree da%s I s'en& wi&h Pe&ru, he ade e "isi&
di$$eren& '!aces in &he oun&ains near his "i!!age. (e &oo) e &o s'rings o$
"o!canic and inera! wa&er rich wi&h a "arie&% o$ inera!s, ranging $ro
bicarbona&e &o su!$ur. (e was e*&ree!% in&eres&ed wi&h &he &hera'eu&ic
e$$ec& o$ di$$eren& )inds o$ wa&er, each ha"ing a di$$eren& e!ec&rica!
charge5
8hen I re&urned &o 1uchares&, Pe&ru acco'anied e. (e wan&ed
&o in&roduce e &o an% dis&inguished 'ersons wi&h who I cou!d
co!!abora&e $or &he good o$ edicine.
In 1uchares&, Pe&ru in&roduced e &o a scien&is& ca!!ed Dui&ru,
who was a Rei)i &hera'is&, an e!ec&ronic engineer, a a&hea&ician and an
einen& &echno!ogica! researcher in &he $ie!d o$ energ% and a bio'h%sicis&.
.nd a!so &o .ure!, a uni"ersi&% 'ro$essor who was a grea& %s&ic and a
researcher in &he cu!&ure o$ >i"i!i7a&ions and a 'hi!oso'her.
. ee&ing was organi7ed be&ween Pe&ru, Dui&ru, .ure! and
%se!$. Pe&ru s'o)e abou& % edica! hea!ing wor) and as)ed wha& cou!d
be &he &heor% o$ hea!ing< Dui&ru &ried &o e*'!ain his Guan&u echanica!
&heor% abou& hea!ing and consciousness and a new bio'h%sica! ode! o$
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&he uni"ersa! !i$e energ%. Dui&ru was 'ro"ing &he conce'& o$ our
uni"ersa! hoeos&asis as a ba!ance o$ energ% be&ween &he indi"idua! and
&he @ni"erse. (e ain&ained &ha& in e"er%&hing &here is an order o$
'ar&ic!es o$ a&&er and o$ an&ia&&er and a $!ow o$ energ%, hence, &he
&echniGue o$ hea!ing consis&s in )ee'ing &hese orders in haron%. Lo"e is
a hea!ing energ% we recei"e $ro &he @ni"erse. 8e a!wa%s need &o )now
how &o channe! !o"e. Dui&ru was e*'!aining &hese conce'&s wi&h a
diagra.
.ure! !is&ened &o Dui&ru and re'!ied+
,Hou are s'ea)ing as i$ &he uni"erse is a achine. In %our ode!
achine, e"er%&hing is nice, haronic and in 'h%sica! order. E"en !o"e $or
%ou is !i)e an e!ec&rica! energ%, i&s wires are channe!s o$ hea!ing in us. :n
&hese ode!s and 'rinci'!es, %our diagra shows &ha& we $unc&ion and
e*is& as a echanica! s%s&e 5 I wou!d !i)e &o as) %ou whe&her, on %our
diagra !o"e has a '!ace, i$ so, &hen &he (o!% 4hos& us& a!so ha"e a
'!ace. =how e on %our diagra &he (o!% 4hos& and &he (ea!ing
En&ro'%.-
,0he (o!% ='iri& is !o"e in a $!u* o$ cosic energ% $or
es&ab!ishing haron%. I showed &ha& in % diagra. I a, howe"er,
describing &he Guan&u echanics o$ hea!ing and no& i&s re!igion,-
answered Dui&ru.
,DonD& be $oo!ish. 4od is no& seni!e &o be considered energ%. (is
s'iri& canno& be described b% diagras or ani'u!a&ed b% us or abused
and e*'!oi&ed b% our se!$ish and "ain &hin)ing,- said .ure!.
Dui&ru reached an i'asse because he did no& ha"e access &o
&he diagra b% which &he >rea&or crea&ed us. Dui&ruDs diagra cou!d be
"a!id on!% $or our odern achines and no& $or huan beings.
I s&ar&ed &o as) an% Gues&ions concerning % hea!ing wor). 0he
on!% 'erson who was read% &o go wi&h e &owards &he un)nown was
.ure!. 8i&h hi I had se"era! successi"e ee&ings searching $or &he &ru&h.
I as)ed .ure!+ ,8hen I !a% % hands on a 'a&ien&, 'ress and
ani'u!a&e 'ain$u! 'oin&s, can i& be &ha& an energ% $!ows $ro e &o &he
'a&ien& and res&ore his ba!ance, bringing hi a $ee!ing o$ we!! being<-
.ure! answered+ ,Hour wor) canno& be e*'!ained in such a
si'!e a&eria!is&ic wa%. (ea!ing is an ins'ira&iona! or s'iri&ua! a&&er.
(ere we can s'ea) abou& &he uncrea&ed energ% &ha& canno& be de$ined b%
Guan&u echanica! &heories. I& coes $ro !i$e, &o nourish !i$e, and $or
!i$e. 0he gi$& o$ hea!ing is gi"en &o us b% an en!igh&enen& 'rocess.-
I as)ed+ ,;ro where does &his gi$& coe<-
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(e answered+ ,I& coes $ro &he hea!erDs in&erior ora! code and
$ro !o"e $ed b% his su$$ering.-
0hen I as)ed+ ,;or wha& 'ur'ose was &he hea!ing gi$& gi"en &o
e<-
.ure! said+ ,(ea!ing is &o ser"e &he 'ur'ose o$ !i$e. Li$e is ore
i'or&an& &han hea!ing. I$ %ou cure &he disease o$ &he 'a&ien& and he
reains unha''%, %ou wou!d ha"e achie"ed no&hing. 0he 'ur'ose o$
hea!ing is &o a)e &he indi"idua! aware o$ his e&erna! !i$e, &o bring &o hi
a good re!a&ionshi' wi&h &he >rea&or and &o res&ore his uni"ersa!
hoeos&asis. 0he ain disease o$ a huan being is &he obs&ruc&ion
be&ween his crea&ed and uncrea&ed energ%, or be&ween his huan
indi"idua!i&% and his !ac) o$ indi"idua!i&%, or in &he counica&ion
be&ween hi and 4od. 8e ge& hea!ed when we a&&ain haron% wi&h &he
>rea&i"e @ni"erse.-
I as)ed+ ,>an wha& %ou are sa%ing be described as a ho!is&ic
edicine<-
.ure! answered+ ,0he ho!is&ic conce'& has no "er&ica!i&%. .
huan being canno& be de$ined in &ers o$ 'h%sica!, eo&iona!, en&a!
and s'iri&ua! &ers. 0he 'h%sician cou!d no& hea! &he 'a&ien& i$ he as&ers
a!! &he )now!edge and &echniGues o$ &rea&en&s and is no& hub!e,
co'assiona&e and se!$!ess. P!a&o s'o)e abou& &he one 4:D and o$ huan
e*is&ence ore &han >hris& did bu& he cou!d no& hea! an%bod%, whereas
>hris& was &he grea&es& (ea!er because he was hub!e, whi!e P!a&o was
arrogan&. . hea!er us& carr% &he cross o$ his 'a&ien&s b% o'ening his hear&
&o recei"e &heir 'ain ins&ead o$ arguing abou& su$$ering on &he ho!is&ic
!adder. :ur schoo!s us& &rain &he 'h%sician &o be, be$ore a!! e!se, a
co'assiona&e ser"an& o$ &he !i$e o$ o&hers, ra&her &han a wise
diagnos&ician and an ar&is& wi&h ec!ec&ic &hera'eu&ic s)i!!s.-
I had an% ee&ings wi&h .ure!, $or I had so an% edica!
Gues&ions &o as) hi concerning &he %s&er% o$ !i$e in our edica!
'rac&ice. .& &he end .ure! becae $ed u' wi&h % obsessi"e Gues&ions.
:ne da%, whi!e I was wa!)ing wi&h hi and Pe&ru in &he s&ree&s o$
1uchares&, he !oo)ed a& bo&h o$ us and said+
,Hour edica! 'rac&ice is disgus&ing i$ i& is based on!% on &rea&ing
&he bod%. Medicine us& concern &he highes& huan "a!ues. 0he edica!
a''roach &o &he su$$ering o$ o&hers us& ai a& awa)ening &he &o &he
eaning behind &heir 'ain and &o o'en &heir conscience &o &he &ru&h o$ our
e*is&ence. Medicine us& hea! &he s%s&es i$ i& is &o he!' &he huan being.
I& us& ser"e &he s'iri& in us, no& on!% &he $!esh. Medicine us& be in coE
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o'era&ion wi&h &he s'iri&ua! "a!ues o$ &he couni&% and &he na&ion i$ i& is
&o hea! &he huan being and &he socie&%.-
.ure! !oo)ed a& us and as)ed us &o wa!) wi&h hi in &he 'ar). 8e
were e*&ree!% &ired o$ such 'ro"oca&i"e discussions. In &he 'ar), we
enAo%ed edi&a&ing on &he beau&% o$ &he &rees and &he $!owers in &he
gardens. 0he !a)e was irroring &he !arge &rees on i&s ca! wa&er. 0he
&wi&&er o$ birds ca!ed our agi&a&ed &hough&s. 8e were dreaing how &o
change &he wor!d $or &he be&&er. 8e were en&husias&ic %oung en obsessed
wi&h righ&eousness. 8e s&rong!% be!ie"ed &ha& we cou!d hea! &he 8or!dDs
corru'&ion. =udden!% .ure! becae aware o$ hise!$ and said+
,8e are &a!)ing &oo uch. 0hin)ing &ha& we cou!d do an%
&hings $or &he sa!"a&ion o$ huani&%, we are using on!% idea!is&ic &hough&s,
'u&&ing &he in so'his&ica&ed &ers, and &his has ade us arrogan&. 8e
us&, $irs& o$ a!!, obser"e our s&u'idi&% and change ourse!"es be$ore we
can change &he wor!d.-
I was irri&a&ed wi&h so uch )now!edge bobarding % ind. I
!oo)ed a& % $riends and said+
,I a &ired o$ our discussion which is bound &o end wi&hou& a
conc!usion and in no&hingness. 0he bes& &hing $or us &o do now is &o be
si!en&, $or &hen we a% be ab!e !is&en &o &he "oice o$ &he @ni"erse and
obser"e a =ign &ha& wou!d re"ea! &o us &he wa%. Le& us go hoe, $or I ha"e
an a''oin&en& wi&h % gir!$riend.-
.s we wa!)ed bac) hoe, we 'assed in a Guie& s&ree& b% an o!d
church, and s&ar&ed &o as) ourse!"es+ ,8ha& shou!d be our essage in !i$e<
Do we need insigh& &o )now wha& is going on wi&hin us<-
=udden!%, we saw an unusua! nun coing &owards us, wa!)ing
wi&h si!en& s&e's and "ibra&ing wi&h &he shadows o$ &he dus). 8e s&ood s&i!!
in our &rac)s wondering who she igh& be. =he cae &o us and said+
,I )now wha& %ou are see)ing, &a)e &his9-
=he ga"e us &wo sa!! 'ieces o$ 'a'er, and disa''eared in a
second be$ore our e%es wi&hou& o"ing $ro her '!ace9
:h % 4od, i& seeed as i$ we had wi&nessed a irac!e9 8e
!oo)ed a& &he 'a'ers and $ound &ha& 'hrases $ro &he 2ew 0es&aen& were
wri&&en on &he, &he $irs& 'hrase was+ ,4o and hea! &he sic).- and &he !as&+
,=ILE2>E.-
I wen& hoe $ee!ing &ha& I a in a a&eria!is&ic uni"erse
co'osed o$ 'ar&ic!es o$ 2o&hingness. M% &hough&s becae weird and %
con$used ind was sa%ing+
,Hou can Augg!e as uch as %ou !i)e wi&h words abou& hea!ing
and edicine6
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,Hou can in"en& and '!a% wi&h di$$eren& eso&eric conce'&s6
,Hou can e*'ress a ra&iona! reason bui!& on $anc%6
,Hou can a)e $an&as% and $a!se &heories $ro rea!i&%6
,Hou can %s&i$% an%&hing and do $ab!es $or gossi'ing6
,. edica! i!!usion or a scien&i$ic de!iriu can be &he resu!& o$ a!!
%our wor)6
,.nd a& &he end %ou ge& udd!ed wi&h &oo uch acadeic
conce'&s,
,.nd $ind &ha& %our &hough&s canno& ca&ch &he wind in a ne&,
,.nd %ou wi!! a&&ain &he &heor% o$ no&hing.
,.nd &ha& rea!i&% on icrosco'ic s!ides can be on!% a "ir&ua!
rea!i&%.
,Do no& b!ae &he be!ie$s &ha& coe $ro &he hear&.
,Li$e soe&ies is bui!& on &he absurd.
,Man% &hings &ra' us and canno& be &ra''ed b% !ogic and reason.
,:$&en a scien&i$ic $oru!a ends in s&u'idi&%,
,.nd a who!e genera&ion wou!d 'a% &he 'rice.
,Do we see &he ga's in our inds<
,:ur ind is no& on!% $i!es o$ echanica!, 'raga&ic &hin)ing, i&
is a!so an in$ora&iona! wor!d wri&&en wi&h &he !anguage o$ uni"ersa! !o"e.
8e us& no& !ii& ourse!"es &o in&e!!ec&ua! business and dr% our hear&s
$ro &he co'assiona&e huan s'iri&.
,Do we ha"e subAec&i"i&% in obser"ing &hings<
,.re we aware o$ rea!i&%, &ha& is bui!& on!% on huan "a!ues<
,>an our in&e!!ec& 'ercei"e or see &he unseen<
,(as our $ee!ing a 'h%sica! e*is&ence<
,Is our consciousness a 'h%sica! a&&er, and i$ so, in wha& $rae
can we de$ine our diensions.
,I as)+ I$ &he $!ower is beau&i$u!, wh% is i&. I need &o )now wha&
beau&% eans in !abora&or% &es&s6 wha& is &he gene or 'ar&ic!es &ha&
condi&ion a $!owerDs beau&% and wha& is &he o!ecu!ar weigh& o$ &he
o!ecu!e ca!!ed beau&%< .nd when I $ai! &o reach an answer, I b!ae 4od
$or no& crea&ing &he $!ower Aus& as I wan& i& and on &he ode! I designed in
% ind. I$ &he hea!ing wor) is beau&i$u!, &hen hurr% u' be$ore &he
i'eria!is&Ds Gues&ions can b!oc) &he channe! o$ hea!ing. Le& an% be
hea!ed wi&h &he na&ura! 'ower o$ beau&% ins&ead o$ was&e &ie in
Gues&ioning.-
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)oin* to En*land
In 1uchares& os& o$ % &ie was s'en& "isi&ing % $riends &he
1ri&ish .bassador and his wi$e. 0he% were $ascina&ed wi&h % edica!
wor). 0he% e"en considered e a s'ecia! 'h%sician wi&h e*&raordinar%
and rare hea!ing abi!i&ies. I reAec&ed &he idea o$ being considered a hea!er. I
wan&ed &o $ind &he coun&r% and &he socie&% &ha& cou!d unders&and %
hea!ing wor) in scien&i$ic &ers. M% ai is &o a)e % edica!
disco"eries )nown &o &he who!e wor!d so &ha& e"er% huan being igh&
bene$i& $ro i&. I needed &o 'resen& % unusua! edica! 'rac&ice wi&h i&s
case s&udies, and &he new &hera'eu&ic &echniGues and a''roaches which I
had disco"ered in Ruania and Lebanon. I )new &ha& I cou!d e*'ress %
hea!ing wor) or % s)i!!s in curing diseases in &he os& acce'&ed
or&hodo* scien&i$ic edica! !anguage, and &ha& I cou!d &each % wor) &o
o&her 'h%sicians. I wan&ed &o $ound a new edica! schoo! &ha& can so!"e
an% o$ huani&%Ds se"ere hea!&h 'rob!es. I &here$ore as)ed &he 1ri&ish
.bassador and his wi$e &o he!' e &o go &o Eng!and and bui!d good
re!a&ions wi&h &he 1ri&ish edica! socie&%, because I $e!& &ha& in &he @ni&ed
#ingdo I igh& $ind unders&anding and su''or& &o % edica!
re"o!u&ion so urgen&!% needed b% huani&%. I e*'!ained % ai &o &he
1ri&ish .bassador and % need &o go &o his coun&r%. (e answered e+
,8e!!, %ou wi!! no& $ind wha& %ou are see)ing, bu& a& an% ra&e, I wi!! bring
%ou an in"i&a&ion $ro a ho!is&ic cen&er near London, where %ou can
e*'ose %our &heor% and a$&er &ha& we wi!! ha"e &o wai& and see wha& coes
ou& o$ i&.-
In :c&ober 1991, I "isi&ed Eng!and $or &he $irs& &ie. I s&a%ed in
;arnha wi&h a $riend o$ &he .bassador whose nae was Pe&er. (e was
a c!erg%an wi&h a good cu!&ura! bac)ground. (e and his wi$e /oan
'ra%ed $or an hour e"er% e"ening $or &he hea!ing o$ an% 'a&ien&s. 0heir
'ra%ers had soe&ies $an&as&ic hea!ing resu!&s. I Aoined &he $or a wee)
in &heir 'ra%er hea!ing sessions. Pe&er, an e*&raordinari!% co'assiona&e
and generous an, no&iced in e a 'ower$u! hea!ing gi$& and so was
in&eres&ed &o su''or& % dedica&ion &o he!' huani&%.
I s&a%ed in Pe&erDs house $or a wee). (is house was bui!& in &he
se"en&een&h cen&ur%. (is garden was e*&ree!% beau&i$u!. 0he ca!
a&os'here o$ &he Eng!ish coun&r%side coo!ed % ner"es a$&er &he se"ere
!i$e o$ an*ie&% caused b% &he war in Lebanon.
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Pe&er in"i&ed e &o church. (e in&roduced e &o his 'arishioners,
'ronouncing % nae in his hoi!% and ca!!ed u'on &he &o 'ra% $or
'eace in Lebanon.
(e a!so in&roduced e &o an% 'eo'!e and was g!ad &o he!' e
b% 'resen&ing e 'a&ien&s. (e be!ie"ed &ha& a essage o$ hea!ing was
coing &hrough e &o Eng!and $ro &he origina! >hris&ian roo&s. (e
be!ie"ed &ha& his >hris&ian $ai&h is subs&an&ia&ed b% % edica! wor). (e
wan&ed e &o hea! his 'arishioners, be!ie"ing &ha& % edica! wor) cou!d
increase &heir $ai&h. =&ar&ed b% Pe&er, &he news o$ a Lebanese doc&or who is
a grea& hea!er, s'read $ro "i!!age &o "i!!age and, wi&hin a wee), reached
London.
:ne da%, whi!e I was "isi&ing a ho!is&ic dis'ensar%, a car s&o''ed
a& &he en&rance and a woan descended and as)ed abou& an os&eo'a&h.
1e!ie"ing &ha& I was &he 'erson she was !oo)ing $or, she in"i&ed e &o go
wi&h her &o &rea& Lad% 1ernade&&e who cou!d no& o"e $ro bed. 0he !ad%
was su$$ering $ro a se"ere !ubago and &he s!i' o$ a !ubar "er&ebra!
disc. I a''!ied on her % s'ecia! &echniGues o$ 'h%sica! &hera'% and a$&er
&en inu&es o$ &rea&en&, I as)ed her &o rise and wa!). =he wa!)ed
abso!u&e!% nora!!%. Lad% 1ernade&&e was aa7ed wi&h &he resu!&s o$ %
na&ura! edica! s)i!! &ha& seeed &o her Gui&e iracu!ous. I !oo)ed a& her
and said+
,Lad% 1ernade&&e, I need %our he!'. I cae &o &his coun&r% &o
'resen& &he edica! 'rocess I in"en&ed &o cure an% diseases &o which
&radi&iona! edicine has no reed%. I wan& &o 'resen& % wor) in &his
coun&r% and &each % s)i!!s &o as an% 'h%sicians and &hera'is&s as
'ossib!e. 0here are an% 'eo'!e here su$$ering $ro &he sae ai!en& %ou
su$$ered and need % &echniGue &o ge& we!!. Man% 'eo'!e in &his coun&r%
consider e a s'iri&ua! hea!er. 1u& I insis& &ha& I a nei&her a 2ew .ge
guru nor a s'ecia! eissar% sen& b% 4od &o guide wes&ern 'eo'!e who
ha"e !os& $ai&h. I a on!% a 'h%sician dedica&ed &o sa"e &he !i$e o$ o&hers. I
a an or&hodo* scien&is&, a 'h%sician 'ro$icien& in wes&ern edicine who
!os& e"er%&hing in &he war in Lebanon bu& won ins&ead &he gi$& &o !o"e %
'a&ien&s5 I a &ired o$ hoarding % s)i!!s, and wou!d !i)e &o re"ea! %
&echniGue &o as an% o$ &he %oung genera&ion as 'ossib!e and re&urn bac)
&o !i"e a si'!e !i$e in % Lebanese "i!!age.-
Lad% 1ernade&&e, a rear)ab!e woan wi&h s&rong
huani&arian 'assions, had 'ower$u! connec&ions in &he ain edica!
ins&i&u&es and &he London cen&ers o$ co'!ien&ar% edicine. =he was
ab!e &o ob&ain $or e in"i&a&ions &o "isi& &hese '!aces.
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I !e$& b% &rain &he beau&i$u! =urre% coun&r%side and wen& &o
London searching $or a '!ace in &his wor!d where &he doors wou!d be
o'ened $or &he coing !igh&.
I was in&roduced &o a ho!is&ic church cen&er, in which &here were
&hree c!inics. 0he $irs& was $or &he a!!o'a&hic genera! 'rac&i&ioner where &he
'a&ien& is &rea&ed $or 'h%sica! disorders, &he second $or &he 's%cho&hera'is&
where &he 'a&ien& is &rea&ed $or eo&iona! and en&a! disorders and &he
&hird $or &he hea!er or &he '!ace where &he 'a&ien& is &rea&ed on a s'iri&ua!
!e"e!5
In &his wa%, &he 'oor 'a&ien& was di"ided aong &he. . 'a&ien&
$riend o$ ine who had cancer "isi&ed &he cen&er. 0he genera! 'rac&i&ioner
$irs& &rea&ed hi on &he 'h%sica! !e"e! wi&h no resu!&. 0hen &he
's%cho&hera'is& a''!ied u'on hi his 's%cho!ogica! i!!usions be!ie"ing
&ha& he was &rea&ing hi on &he en&a! and eo&iona! !e"e!, and when he
had enough o$ &he 'oor 'a&ien&, he surrendered hi &o &he hea!er who
&rea&ed hi on &he s'iri&ua! !e"e! in order &o he!' hi &o die. M% $riend
died a$&er &his ho!is&ic coc)&ai! o$ &rea&en&.
I as)ed &o ee& &he 'h%sicians in &he ho!is&ic cen&er and &o share
wi&h &he % edica! e*'eriences bu& &he% dec!ined, sa%ing &he% had no
$ree &ie &o ee& e, 'robab!% &hin)ing &ha& &he% had no&hing &o discuss
wi&h e. 0he secre&ar% o$ &he ho!is&ic cen&er sen& e ins&ead &o "isi& a
nearb% co'!een&ar% c!inic. I wen& &here and e& &he woan who was
running &he c!inic. =he was a &ough and charing businesswoan, "er%
e*ci&ed &o ee& e. I as)ed her i$ I cou!d ee& &he 'h%sicians in her c!inic.
=he said &ha& &here was no edica! 'rac&i&ioners co!!abora&ing wi&h her. In
her c!inic on!% 2ew .ge &hera'is&s 'rac&iced. 0he !ad%, who was nice and
)ind, $e!& &ha& I was $rus&ra&ed no& &o be ab!e &o e*'ress % &hough&s &o
edica! o'enEinded s'ecia!is&s. =he ca!ed e b% showing e &he
&rea&en& roos in her cen&er. . roo was $u!! o$ co!ored cr%s&a!s $or
shaans, o&her roos $or as&ro!ogica!, 'as& !i$e and 's%chic readings, s&i!!
o&hers $or h%'no&hera'%, re$!e*o!og%, aroo&hera'%, as&ro!og% and
cose&ics. 0he $irs& $!oor was a ar)e& $or se!!ing 's%chic 2ew .ge
boo)s, hea!ing 'er$ues or wa&er, s'ecia! co!ored cr%s&a! s&ones and
nu&ri&iona! 'roduc&s. 0he !ad% was swee& wi&h e. =he and a &ea o$ her
beau&i$u! secre&aries we!coed e and showed e wha& &he% did &o a&&rac&
an% candid 'a&ien&s &o coe &o &he. 0he% had an% nai"e cancer
'a&ien&s who wou!d 'a% an%&hing &o ge& be&&er. 0he% did no& care a& &he
end i$ &he% &a)e one% $ro &he su$$erers wi&hou& 'ro"iding &he wi&h
an% he!'5
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I !e$& &he c!inic searching $or o&her '!aces where I cou!d share &he
'ain o$ o&hers b% sacri$icing %se!$. M% e*'ec&a&ion in coing &o 4rea&
1ri&ain was &o $ind su''or& $or % edica! re"o!u&ion so urgen&!% needed
b% huani&%. 1e!ie"ing &ha& Eng!and, a!wa%s &he wor!d !eader in
edicine, is &he '!ace where os& scien&i$ic re"o!u&ions were s&ar&ed, I
cae here &o 'resen& % edica! disco"eries &o 'h%sicians and uni"ersi&%
edica! scien&is&s. I was e"en wi!!ing &o sus&ain &he &errib!e Eng!ish
c!ia&e 'ro"ided I cou!d con&inue % s&rugg!e $or &ending &o he!'!ess
'a&ien&s and inaugura&ing a new a''roach &o edicine. 1u& I was, ins&ead,
sen& &o &he wrong '!aces where nonE'ro$essiona!s 're&end &he% can
su''!an& 'h%sicians and &ha& &heir wor) is an a!&erna&i"e &o or&hodo*
edicine. Man% o$ &he &oo) ad"an&age o$ &he wea)ness and "u!nerabi!i&%
o$ he!'!ess 'a&ien&s and doina&ed and condi&ioned &he eo&iona!!%,
&hereb% bui!ding an un$air business wi&hou& an% edica! credibi!i&%. 1u&
&hen I ha"e no righ& &o Audge or conden an%one because we soe&ies
need e"en char!a&ans, and in due course, we a% be ab!e &o &urn &he
$raudu!en& in&o "ir&uous. 8ho )nows< .nd soe&ies &he &ru&h, wi&h &ie
a% 'ro"e &o be a !ie. .n%wa%, I !earned &o dea! wi&h &he si&ua&ion wi&h a
essage o$ uncondi&ioned !o"e and wisdo. I& was di$$icu!& $or e, as a
huan being who )nows &he !ii&s o$ his ignorance, &o Audge o&hers.
In London I a& $irs& !i"ed &he $rus&ra&ed !i$e o$ a 'erson !oo)ing
$or an idea!. M% $rus&ra&ions a!wa%s reinded e o$ >har!es Dic)ensD
no"e!s.
:ne da% I &oo) a cab &a*i &o go &o a '!ace in >he!sea, bu& as)ed
&he dri"er &o dro' e in (%de Par) near &he =er'en&ine !a)e because I
didnD& ha"e enough one% &o 'a% $or &he who!e &ri'. .s &he dri"er &urned
&owards e &o recei"e % one%, he winced and cried $ro 'ain. (e was
s&i$$ wi&h !ubago.
I cou!d no& see a 'erson in 'ain and reain indi$$eren&. 8i&h his
!ubago, &he dri"er wou!d no& be ab!e &o dri"e his car an% ore. I cou!d
cure hi in $i"e inu&es b% a''!%ing &rac&ion wi&h % hands &o &he
usc!es o$ his bac). I i'!ored hi &o !e& e he!' hi. (e was sus'icious
a& $irs&, bu& I was ab!e &o con"ince hi &ha& I cou!d hea! hi. I as)ed hi
&o coe down $ro &he &a*i and &o ho!d his hands around a &ree &run) in
order &o a!!ow e &o ani'u!a&e &he usc!es o$ his bac).
0he dri"er obe%ed, and in abou& &hree inu&es I was ab!e &o
s&re&ch &he con&rac&ed usc!es in his bac) and he was cured. (e &hough&
&ha& I had 'er$ored a irac!e.
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,.a7ing9 .a7ing9 8ha& did %ou do &o e9 Hou &ouched e
and I was cured. 2e"er in % !i$e ha"e I seen soe&hing !i)e &ha&. =uch
s'on&aneous hea!ing was done on!% b% /esus >hris&9- 0he dri"er said.
,I ne"er do irac!es,- I answered. ,I a on!% a s)i!$u!
'h%sician.-
0he dri"er e*ained his bac), $or he cou!d no& be!ie"e &ha& a!!
&he 'ain had disa''eared. (e !oo)ed a& e wi&h adira&ion and as)ed+
,8here are %ou $ro<-
,I a $ro Lebanon. (a"e %ou heard o$ Lebanon<-
,E*&raordinar%9 :h %es, Lebanon is a (o!% Land, in which
>hris& did an% o$ his irac!es and hea!ed an% 'a&ien&s !i)e &he
>anani&e woan $ro 0%re. :h % 4od9 I read in one o$ our as&ro!og%
aga7ines &ha& &his %ear >hris& wi!! coe &o Eng!and $ro Lebanon &o
hea! our 1ri&ish Is!and $ro &he nega&i"i&% o$ &he 'as& and wi!! cure 'eo'!e
on &he roads. E*&raordinar%9 Hou are (i9-
,I a no& /esus. I a on!% an abi&ious 'h%sician, a huan
being who is s&rugg!ing hard &o he!' su$$erers because I a one o$ &he,-
said I.
0he dri"er o$ &he cab cou!dnD& !oo) a& e as a si'!e 'erson. (e
wan&ed &o bui!d e in&o a 4uru. Eo&iona!!% issing his rea!i&%, he !i)ed
&o !i"e in a wor!d o$ $anc%. (e becae a $ana&ic be!ie"er in his own
re!igious de!iriu, which he 'roAec&ed u'on e.
0ha& da%, &he &a*i dri"er re$used &o !ea"e e. (e &oo) e &o a!!
&he '!aces I wan&ed &o go in London $ree o$ charge. (e be!ie"ed &ha& he
had /esus >hris& in his cab, and $ro &ie &o &ie he &ouched % c!o&hes
&o &a)e $ro e a hea!ing energ%.
.& !as&, he said+ ,>hris& hea!ed &he 'ossessed and cas& &he
deons. I wou!d !i)e %ou &o coe wi&h e &o % hoe &o b!ess i& and cas&
an e"i! s'iri& $ro % wi$e, because she is haun&ed b% a ghos&.-
I !is&ened &o &he nai"e and su'ers&i&ious dri"er who deser"es 'i&%.
I $e!& &ha& he rea!!% needed he!'. (e was a nice Eng!ishan !os& in a wor!d
o$ i!!usions. 1esides, he was e*&ree!% generous &o e. I $e!& &ha& I shou!d
go wi&h hi &o his hoe and he!' his wi$e, who a% be su$$ering $ro a
de'ression causing her &o be!ie"e &ha& sees ghos&s.
.$&er a !ong da%, I wen& wi&h &he &a*i dri"er &o his hoe. (e !i"ed
in a ground $!a& in nor&h London. .s we en&ered his house, we $ound his
wi$e, an a&&rac&i"e %oung b!ond, !%ing on a so$a. (er e%es were $u!! o$
char. (er husband in&roduced e &o her sa%ing+
,0his an is /esus >hris&. 4od sen& hi $ro Lebanon &o
London. (e did a irac!e on e. (e cured % bac) Aus& b% &ouching e. I
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rea!i7ed &ha& he is &he 2e*& >oing. I brough& hi wi&h e, &o b!ess &he
house, &o dri"e &he ghos& awa% and &o hea! %ou. >oe and )nee! in $ron& o$
hi &o $ree %ou $ro &he ghos& who is suc)ing %our energ%.-
0he woan !aughed and did a sign wi&h her hand and as)ed e
&o si& beside her on &he so$a and &e!! her who I a.
,I a a 'h%sician $ro Lebanon. I cured &he bac) o$ %our
husband in (%de Par). I &rea&ed hi wi&h % s'ecia! s)i!! in 'h%sica!
&hera'%. (e &hough& &ha& I a /esus >hris& and I a unab!e &o change his
ind. (e was e*&ree!% gra&e$u! &o wha& I did $or hi, and in"i&ed e &o
coe wi&h hi &o "isi& %ou.-
,Hou are a 'h%sician and no& >hris&<-
,Hes indeed9-
,0hen, I can &e!! %ou &he &ru&h whi!e % husband is &a)ing a ba&h.
Loo) doc&or in % e%es9 Do %ou see ghos&s<-
,Hour e%es are charing. 0he% wou!d dri"e ghos&s awa%.-
,0hen !is&en &o e care$u!!%. M% husband wor)s a!! da% and in
&he e"ening, a$&er his wor), ins&ead o$ coing hoe, he goes &o &he 'ub
and s'ends his one% drin)ing. E"er% da% a& idEnigh&, he re&urns hoe
drun), wi&h no energ% !e$& in hi &o care $or e as a woan. 1ecause he
abandoned e, I in"i&ed one e"ening % !o"er &o hug e and re!a* %
$rus&ra&ed hear&. 8hen % !o"er was wi&h e in bed, % drun)en husband
re&urned. M% !o"er, u'on hearing his s&e's, ran ou& Guic)!% $ro &he bac)
door. (is shadow, cas& on &he $!oor b% &he oon!igh& was seen b% %
husbandDs drun)en e%es. I 're&ended &ha& I was as!ee'. M% husband wo)e
e u' shou&ing+
,=ara9 =ara9 8a)e u', &here was a ghos& in %our bed, %ou are
haun&ed b% a ghos&.-
,E"er since, % husband &e!!s his $riends &ha& a ghos& "isi&s his
wi$e and s!ee's wi&h her. 4o bac) &o % husband and &rea& hi as a doc&or
and he!' hi &o see his rea!i&%. 0e!! % husband &o be wi&h e in &he
e"enings &o 'ro&ec& his wi$e $ro ghos&s.-
I !aughed a& &he 'ain$u! and $unn% s&or%. 0he woan !oo)ed a&
e and said+
,1e$ore %ou go, gi"e e %our address and 'hone nuber, when I
wi!! see a ghos&, I wi!! ca!! %ou &o coe and hea! e. .re %ou read% &o
such an ad"en&ure<-
,Hes indeed, I a9-
Meetin*s -ith +hysicians and thera+ists
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I& was di$$icu!& $or e &o in&roduce % new edica! a''roach in
Eng!and. 0he acadeic en&a!i&% was rigid, conser"a&i"e and
i'eria!is&ic. He& Eng!and, &hroughou& his&or%, was &he wor!d !eader in
scien&i$ic re"o!u&ions. I did no& $ee! $rus&ra&ed $ro &he es&ab!ishen&s
who cou!d no& unders&and % essage o$ co'assion $or &he genera!
good o$ huani&%. 2obod% in &he wor!d cou!d s&o' e $ro he!'ing
'a&ien&s who were no& su''or&ed. 0he edica! s%s&es us& acce'& new
e&hods in edicine &ha& ha"e 'roduced good resu!&s on incurab!e
'a&ien&s. I$ no&, edicine wi!! s&o' 'rogressing and our edica! s%s&es,
b% no& acce'&ing &he new scien&i$ic disco"eries, !i)e % own, wi!! !oose
&heir credibi!i&%. 8orse s&i!!, &he% wi!! de'ri"e 'a&ien&s $ro a 'ossib!e
cure and $ro sa&is$%ing &heir needs. 0his en&a!i&% wi!! $ina!!% !ead &o &he
co!!a'se o$ our "a!uab!e or&hodo* edica! es&ab!ishen&s. I 'u& a!! %
e$$or& $or &he sa!"a&ion o$ &he edicine I s&udied in schoo! because I $ee!
res'onsib!e &o i&, and ha"e de"e!o'ed and enriched i& wi&h new disco"eries
and new e&hods o$ &rea&en& ore a''ro'ria&e &han 'haraceu&ica!
drugs and surgica! o'era&ions.
.s a 'h%sician I us& be a crea&i"e, 'raga&ic 'erson regarding
"arian& e&hods which end in hea!ing &he 'a&ien&. I ha"e enriched
edicine wi&h &he s'iri& o$ co'assion and a&&en&ion &o huan ha''iness.
;or e &here are no "arious schoo!s o$ edicine+ &here is one edicine
&ha& hea!s. In edicine, &here us& be no di"isions. Medicine is edicine,
i& is no& or&hodo*, ho!is&ic or co'!een&ar%. .!! &he di$$eren& wa%s in
edicine us& uni&e &o ser"e &he 'a&ien& and no& &o dissec& hi according
&o &he coercia! business s%s&es. 0he a&eria!is&ic a!!o'a&hic,
or&hodo*, schoo! o$ edicine us& no& be res&ric&ed on!% &o i&s
echanica!, bio!ogica! and a&heis&ic &hin)ing because &he huan being is
no& on!% a bio!ogica! achine or a series o$ biocheica! reac&ions. =uch
rigid a&eria!is&ic &hin)ing ignores our huan subs&ance. 8ha& abou& our
uniGue indi"idua!i&% and consciousness< 8ha& abou& our eo&ions and
crea&i"e &hin)ing< 8ha& abou& our ='iri&< .!! &hese huan 'ro'er&ies
dis'!a% a ro!e in &he causes o$ disease. :ur a!!o'a&hic reduc&iona! and
a&eria!is&ic &hin)ing us& be o'ened &o &he !arge huan uni"erse. 0he
rigidi&% o$ &he edica! s%s&es in wes&ern edicine ac&s !i)e a achine
&ha& ignored huan co'assion. I& becae soewha& crue! wi&h &he
'a&ien&. 0ha& is wh% an% 'eo'!e 're$er &o be &rea&ed b% agicians,
shaans, or hea!ers who sa&is$% &heir eo&iona! needs. Uuac)s and $a)es
!is&en &o &he 'a&ien&s ore di!igen&!% &han do or&hodo* doc&ors. I a a$raid
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&ha& char!a&an &hera'is&s who ani'u!a&e eo&iona!!% and 's%cho!ogica!!%
&he "u!nerab!e sic) a% assue &he '!ace o$ &he de"o&ed, 'raga&ic
'h%sician.
I a no& Audging an% s%s&e or b!aing an% es&ab!ishen&, bu& I
a concerned wi&h &he huan "a!ues o$ &he edica! sciences. I wan& &he
'rac&ice o$ edicine &o be $u!! o$ war&h and en!igh&ened re!a&ions
be&ween &he 'a&ien& and &he 'h%sician. . new co!!abora&ion is urgen&!%
needed be&ween businessen, 'o!i&icians, $ree &hin)ers, edica! scien&is&s
and 'rac&i&ioners &o ser"e &he 'ub!ic hea!&h on wiser and ore
co'assiona&e bases. In order &o hea! &he 'a&ien& we need $irs& &o hea! our
s%s&es.
:ne da% I recei"ed a &e!e'hone ca!! a& &he ho&e! where I was
s&a%ing. . 's%chia&ris& edica! researcher was in&eres&ed in % edica!
wor). I "isi&ed hi. (e 'resen&ed e wi&h his >.3. (e had an
in&erna&iona! re'u&a&ion, ha"ing 'rac&iced edicine in an% coun&ries. (e
has 'ub!ished hundreds o$ research s&udies abou& hea!ing and e& hea!ers
$ro a!! o"er &he wor!d. 8hen I 'resen&ed % edica! acco'!ishen&s
&o hi, he considered e a "er% 'ower$u! hea!er and &he $irs& doc&or and
hea!er in &his cen&ur%. I as)ed hi+
,Dear co!!eague wha& nae can I gi"e &o % edica! s'ecia!&%<-
<Hou are a hea!er and %our edicine is healing energy
medicine.-
,(ow is &ha&<-
<Hes, $or %ou channe! &hrough %our hands &he energ% &ha& hea!s.
Hou ha"e go!den hands.-
<8ha& )ind o$ energ%<-
<>osic energ%.-
<I$ &he 'eo'!e are &o ca!! e a hea!er, &hen &he% wi!! as) e wi&h
wha& I hea!. I$ I &e!! &he wi&h an energ% channe!ed &hrough e, &hen &he%
wi!! as) e wha& )ind o$ energ%. I a inca'ab!e o$ &e!!ing &he whe&her
% hea!ing energ% is )ine&ic, e!ec&ric, agne&ic or a&oic. =oe, a% no&
!i)e &he &er energ%, $earing &ha& soehow % hea!ing uses se*ua!
energ%.-
,0hen &e!! &he &ha& %ou are using !i$e energ% or bioenerg%.-
,Peo'!e, &his wa%, a% ge& e"en ore con$used because &he% do
no& )now wha& !i$e energ% is and where i& coes $ro.-
<Loo) here, %our wor) is ca!!ed s'iri&ua! hea!ing and %ou are a
s'iri&ua! hea!er.-
,0his is a dangerous &er &o de$ine % wor). 0his de$ini&ion is
$or hea!ers who be!ong &o &he >hurch and hea! b% &he (o!% ='iri&. .n%
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s'iri&ua! hea!ing no& $!owing ou& $ro &he >hurch is considered coing
$ro deons.-
,Hou are a hea!er. Hou ha"e a 4odEsen& gi$&. 4od, or %our high
awareness, &e!!s %ou wha& &o do. Hour in&ui&i"e diagnosis and hea!ing wor)
descend $ro abo"e.-
,I$ I a a hea!er sen& b% 4od, &hen I need a cer&i$ica&e $ro (i
'ro"ing wha& %ou are sa%ing. 8ho gi"es &his cer&i$ica&e< 8ho dares &o
&a)e &he res'onsibi!i&% &o gi"e e such au&hori&%< 0he on!% cer&i$ica&e I
ha"e is &ha& o$ genera! 'rac&i&ioner.-
<Hou do irac!es. Medicine does no irac!es5-
<I do no& in&end &o do irac!es. I a no& a circus agician. I
wan&, &hrough % edica! wor), &o cure 'h%sica! i!!ness and s&ress &ha&
coe $ro nega&i"e re!a&ionshi's. 0he goa! o$ &he hea!ing 'rocess is &o
ins'ire &he indi"idua! &o !o"e !i$e in his neighbor as uch as he !o"es i& in
hise!$. I a de"o&ed, as a 'h%sician, &o ser"e !i$e, &o ser"e &he sic) wi&h
a!! % hear& and ind. M% enro!en& is &o ins'ire o&hers wi&h &rue
ha''iness. M% essage in edicine is &o con&ribu&e &o hea!ing &he bod%
and &he sou! $ro iseries5-
.& &he end, % co!!eague was charing, when he saw % $ire o$
co'assion he was no& in&eres&ed an% ore abou& hea!ing &heories
because he $e!& % war 'resence is energi7ing. (is wi$e was a &hera'is&.
=he $e!& % edica! 'rac&ice us& be done in silence and no& wi&h
unending &heories. =he cae Guie&!% &o e and as)ed e &o cure her
$ro7en shou!der and I did5
I was recoended &o "isi& an% edica! doc&ors who were
o'en &o % essage. :ne o$ &he was Michae!, a !o"eab!e and hones&
Eng!ish gen&!ean and a hub!e and co'assiona&e 'h%sician. (is
'a&ien&s adore hi because, as a genera! 'rac&i&ioner, he is s)i!$u! and $u!!
o$ war $ee!ings &owards o&hers. 8hen I e& hi, he as)ed e &o cure an
ache in his bac) &ha& ne"er res'onded &o or&hodo* edica! &rea&en&, nor
&o 'h%sio&hera'% and an% o$ &he a!&erna&i"e &hera'ies. I did a $ew sessions
o$ % &rea&en& &o hi and he was cured. (e &hen sen& e os& o$ his
'a&ien&s wi&h uscu!arEs)e!e&a! 'rob!es and I he!'ed &he.
I was a!so recoended &o a doc&or ca!!ed /ane. =he in"i&ed e
&o &he hos'i&a! where she wor)s. =he was a surgeon and a!so 'ro$essed &o
be a s'iri&ua! hea!er wi&h s'ecia! abi!i&ies &o hea! o&hers b% 'ra%ing $or
&he and e"en b% sending absen& essages &o hea! $ro a dis&ance. =he
wan&ed &o hea! &he wor!d. 8hen I en&ered her o$$ice, !oo)ing a& e as i$ I
was a 'erson $ro ou&er s'ace, she as)ed e+
,8h% ha"e %ou coe &o 1ri&ain<-
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I re'!ied+ ,I cae $or &he ad"anceen& o$ edicine and &o
co!!abora&e wi&h % co!!eagues in &he @# and 'resen& &o &he % edica!
disco"eries &ha& were success$u! in an% cases wi&h 'a&ien&s considered
incurab!e.-
Dr. /ane was irri&a&ed wi&h % answer, which ga"e her &he
i'ression &ha& I a a bragging orien&a! snob. =he re'!ied angri!%+
,Loo), here in Eng!and %ou us& !is&en &o us. Hou are sen& here
b% 4od &o !earn and &o o"ercoe %our nega&i"i&%. I sha!! send %ou &o a
hea!er who is % grea& s'iri&ua! &eacher and as&er, and he wi!! he!' %ou.
(is nae is Pe&er. (e is origina!!% $ro =ou&h .$rica. (e is % guide and
'u&s e in s'ea)ing con&ac& wi&h % daugh&er who died &en %ears ago.-
I wen& &o ee& &he hea!er Pe&er who is Dr. /aneDs grea& ,as&er-,
$or I was curious &o see how hea!ers !oo). I arri"ed b% &rain &o his "i!!age
in &he =urre% coun&r%side. (e recei"ed e in his )i&chen, si&&ing a& a &ab!e
wi&h his gir!$riend who is a hea!er be!ie"ing in reincarna&ion.
.s I s&e''ed in&o Pe&erDs house, his gir!$riend 'oin&ed a& e wi&h
her $inger and said+
,8e ha"e e& &his an be$ore. 8e were &oge&her in a 'as& !i$e, in
&he is!and o$ .&!an&is in &he %ear 5BB1 1>. Pe&er, do %ou reeber &ha&<-
,Hes, I reeber hi,- said Pe&er, we were a!so &oge&her wi&h
Da"id in /erusa!e. 8e were &here wi&h /esus >hris&.-
0hen, !oo)ing a& e, he added+ ,Hou see, we )now each o&her
since abou& se"en &housand %ears. 8ha& an e*&raordinar% 'as& !i$e we had
&oge&her. Hou are % o!des& $riend, we were &oge&her since &he beginning
o$ &he wor!d.-
I !oo)ed a& &hese &wo hea!ers who c!ai &he% can hea! o&hers, and
&hough& &ha& I was ha"ing an audib!e ha!!ucina&ion.
Pe&er in"i&ed e &o &he !i"ing roo &o si& on an archair and
'er$or on e a session &o hea! e $ro % orien&a! nega&i"i&%.
,=i&, si& down,- he said.
I sa& on &he archair.
<>!ose, c!ose %our e%es.-
I c!osed % e%es.
,8ha& do %ou see, now &ha& %our e%es are c!osed<-
,I see no&hing Pe&er.-
<:'en %our e%es, &hen c!ose &he again and &e!! e wha& do %ou
see<
I did no& answer.
<8ha& do %ou see<- re'ea&ed Pe&er.
I did no& answer.
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Pe&er as)ed e &he sae Gues&ion again and again. .& !as&, I go&
irri&a&ed o$ such a crude ani'u!a&i"e 'rocedure, and, wan&ing &o s&o' hi
wi&hou& being rude, I in"en&ed an answer designed &o sa&is$% hi+
,Pe&er, I see an ange!. .n ange! is wha& I see.-
,:'en %our e%es now and %ou wi!! see &he ange! on &he wa!!.-
I o'ened % e%es and !oo)ed a& Pe&er in &he $ace.
,0his ange! he!'ed >hris& and now is he!'ing e and %ou &o hea!
&he 1ri&ish is!ands and &ha& is wh% I and %ou are here.-
,4o now, go bac) &o %our hoe. I ha"e gi"en %ou &he essage. I
us& !ea"e %ou now and go &o % roo &o ee& % s'iri&ua! guide $ro
4a!a*% .ndra%ra. I a his ediu.-
I !e$& &he house o$ Pe&er $ee!ing di77% and unba!anced9
8ha& e!se is de!iriu<
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An o+eration ro! outer s+ace
Mos& o$ &he 'h%sicians I e& were o'en &o % wor). 0he% were
"er% )ind and wan&ed e &o co!!abora&e wi&h &he and he!' &heir 'a&ien&s.
M% co!!eagues sen& e an% 'a&ien&s wi&h di$$icu!& i!!nesses. I did no&
care how o&hers saw and described % wor). I was doing % du&% and %
'a&ien&s were ge&&ing be&&er.
In London I cae in&o con&ac& wi&h a 2ew 8or!d+ &he %s&ic and
'oe&ic wor!d o$ hea!ers and o$ &he in&ui&i"e ar& o$ di$$eren& &hera'is&s. I
!earned &he !anguage o$ &he hear& $ro an% unor&hodo* &hera'is&s and
added i& &o % edica! 'ara'herna!ia.
M% in&erac&ion wi&h Eng!ish 'eo'!e was unusua! and !o"e!%. .&
$irs&, &he Eng!ish en&a!i&% $ound i& di$$icu!& &o acce'& % new wa%s o$
he!'ing 'a&ien&s. 0o an%, I was an unusua!, aw)ward doc&or coing &o
London $ro &he wi!derness. 8i&h &ie, howe"er, &he Eng!ish socie&% $e!&
% s&rong essage o$ co'assion and I becae hear&i!% we!coe b%
an% Eng!ish 'eo'!e.
:ne da%, as I was si&&ing in a co$$ee res&auran& in >he!sea, a &a!!
an, $inding &he '!ace crowded, cae and sa& a& % &ab!e. =udden!%, I was
ins'ired &o &a!) &o hi.
,=ir, I &hin) we )now each o&her,- I said.
,I a 1arr%, I &hin) we )now each o&her $ro a 'as& !i$e,- he
said, !aughing.
,8ha& are %ou sa%ing, Mr. 1arr%<- I as)ed, aa7ed.
<. ediu &o!d e &ha& I wi!! ee&, in a >he!sea co$$ee
res&auran&, a an $ro Lebanon wi&h who I was in re!a&ion in a 'as& !i$e.
.re %ou $ro Lebanon<- he as)ed.
I was sur'rised and a!ared &o $ind &ha& &his Eng!ishan )nows
so uch abou& e. I su''osed &ha& one o$ % 'a&ien&s us& ha"e &o!d hi
abou& e. 2e"er&he!ess, wha& he was &e!!ing e did no& 'u& e o$$
because 1arr% seeed &o be a 'o!i&e, good hear&ed, co'assiona&e and
generous an in his si*&ies, wi&h a s&rong sense o$ huor. ;ur&herore, he
cae $ro a we!!E)nown Eng!ish $ai!%6 he was rich and s'en& os& o$
his &ie ee&ing unusua! 'eo'!e. I& was c!ear &o e &ha& he !i"ed in his
own roan&ic wor!d o$ $an&as% and wonders.
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<M% nae is R. I a a edica! 'rac&i&ioner and researcher.
P!ease 1arr%, &e!! e how did %ou $ind ou& &ha& I a $ro Lebanon<- I
as)ed, unab!e &o hide % as&onishen&.
Laughing huorous!%, 1arr% said+ ,0he s'iri& cae &hrough a
1ra7i!ian woan in &rance and &o!d e abou& %ou.-
,I do no& unders&and,- I said doub&$u!!%.
,0wen&% %ears ago, I was in 1ra7i! where I e& a c!air"o%an& and
's%chic hea!er who was !i"ing in &he .a7onian Aung!e. (e &o!d e &ha&
in &he beginning o$ 1993, I sha!! ee& %ou in a ca$e res&auran& on #ingDs
Road no& $ar $ro % $!a&. 0oda% is &he 14
&h
o$ /anuar% 1993 and here a I
&a!)ing &o %ou. I did no& be!ie"e, a& &he &ie, wha& &he 1ra7i!ian ediu
was sa%ing, bu& now, i& sees &ha& his "ision was &rue. I& is ob"ious &ha&
&he ='iri& )nows %ou and was we!! in$ored o$ our ee&ing &oda%. IsnD&
&ha& e*&raordinar%<-
I was aused wi&h wha& 1arr% was sa%ing, and enAo%ed !is&ening
&o hi. I was es'ecia!!% curious &o hear ore s&ories $ro hi.
,8h% did %ou go &o 1ra7i! &o ee& &he c!air"o%an& ediu.- I
as)ed.
,I had a 'ara!%&ic co!on and edicine cou!d do no&hing $or e
o&her &han a &e'orar% re!ie$ wi&h co!on irriga&ion. I was ob!iged &o $ind
soebod% who cou!d he!' e and sa"e % !i$e. I heard &ha& &here were
cer&ain 'ersons, ca!!ed hea!ers, who 'osses a hea!ing gi$&. Man% o$ &he
are char!a&ans, bu& $ew are said &o 'er$or irac!es. I was ad"ised b% a
$riend &o go &o 1ra7i! and ee& 's%chic surgeons, s'iri&ua! hea!ers and
edius. 0here are '!en&% o$ &he in La&in .erica.-
I !is&ened &o 1arr% and &hough& a& $irs& &ha& he was cra7%. ;or i$,
since &wen&% %ears he has a 'ara!%&ic co!on, &hen he wou!d sure!% be dead
b% now. 8ha& he is sa%ing is edica!!% i'ossib!e9
<1arr%,- I said, ,I a a 'h%sician, &e!! e how did %ou $ind ou&
&ha& %ou had a 'ara!%&ic co!on<-
<I had a!! &he edica! &es&s. I was a!wa%s '!agued wi&h bad
indiges&ion, abdoina! hea"iness, ba!!ooning and se"ere in&es&ina! co!ic
and cons&i'a&ion. I $e!& "er% &ired and di77% a!! &he &ie. Mos& o$ &he &ie,
% bod% was 'oisoned b% $ood a!absor'&ion. I was going e"er% &wo
da%s &o % doc&or in (ar!e% =&ree& and a!! he cou!d do $or e was co!on
irriga&ion. .$&er a shor& &ie &he irriga&ion becae ine$$ec&i"e.-
1arr%Ds accura&e descri'&ion o$ his s%ndroe )e'& e wondering
how, wi&h such a s%ndroe, cou!d he s&i!! be a!i"e<
<1arr%,- &e!! e, I said, ,when %ou wen& &o 1ra7i! &o so!"e %our
'rob!e, did &he hea!ers &here he!' %ou<-
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<I began b% "isi&ing a c!air"o%an& who &o!d e &ha& I wi!! !i"e a
nora! !i$e in an unusua! wa%, and &ha& I wi!! ee& %ou here.-
,Loo) here, I a a edica! doc&or, so do no& &e!! e such
s&u'idi&%. Hour 'rob!e is in %our ind. Hou need a change in %our
ind9-
,M% ind is good. I a a hoeo'a&h. I$ %ou rea!!% are a doc&or,
%ou us& !is&en &o e care$u!!% and unders&and obAec&i"e!% % 'rob!e.-
<I$ %our ind is a!! righ&, &e!! e wha& %ou did in 1ra7i!.-
<I "isi&ed an% '!aces in 1ra7i!. :ne o$ &he was an o'era&i"e
&hea&re $or 's%chic surger%. 0here, &he% gi"e &he 'a&ien&s &he sae
're'ara&ion gi"en in a hos'i&a!. 0he s&a$$ o$ hea!ers is dressed in whi&e !i)e
surgeons. 0he% ne"er use an% drugs or ins&ruen&s &o o'era&e on 'a&ien&s.
0he% !a% &heir hands on &he 'a&ien& and 'er$or an o'era&ion on hi b%
using s'iri&s.
,I a!so "isi&ed a $aous hea!er. I saw in his sa!on an% woen
wi&h breas& cancer. (e wen& wi&h his hand on &he &uor o$ e"er% breas&,
rubbing &he cancer wi&h his $ingers. =udden!%, I cou!d see &he &uor
disa''earing. (e did &ha& in $ron& o$ e $or abou& &en woen and &he
hea!erDs ani'u!a&i"e $ingers cured &he a!!. I was aa7ed wi&h wha& &he
hea!er was doing. I had ne"er seen soe&hing !i)e &ha& in a!! % !i$e. I
as)ed hi &o &e!! e his secre&. (e said &ha& a $!ow o$ cosic energ%
coes &hrough his $ingers dea&eria!i7ing &he &uor ass.-
1arr% was s'ea)ing wi&h en&husias and 'assion. (e $e!& re!a*ed
wi&h e because I was genuine!% &r%ing &o unders&and his ordea!, a!&hough
i& was c!ear!% be%ond unders&anding. He&, in s'i&e o$ a!! his arguen&s, I
s&i!! cou!d no& &a)e hi serious!%. 1arr%, a we!!Eeduca&ed Eng!ish
gen&!ean who ne"er !ies, was e*&ree!% irri&a&ed wi&h e because I was
!oo)ing a& hi wi&h s)e'&ic e%es.
<8e!!, 1arr%,- I said a& !as&, ,how was %our co!on 'rob!e $ina!!%
so!"ed<-
<In 1ra7i!, I did no& $ind a so!u&ion &o % own 'rob!e. I cae
bac) &o London e*&ree!% &ired and disa''oin&ed. I wen& &o see a &o'
surgeon o$ &he abdoen, bu& he said &ha& a surgica! o'era&ion cou!d no&
so!"e % 'ara!%&ic co!on, and &ha& on!% 4od cou!d. 1u& I did no& be!ie"e in
4od and a!! &he re!igious brainwash. .!! &he doors o$ ho'e becae c!osed
&o e. ;ina!!%, I was ad"ised &o "isi& a hea!er in &he @#. I shrugged &he
idea because, $irs&!%, &he grea&es& hea!ers o$ &he wor!d, who are in 1ra7i!,
cou!d do no&hing $or e, and second!%, I had reached a 'oin& o$
des'era&ion o$ $inding an% &rea&en& $or % case. 1u& a& &he end, I was
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con"inced, as a !as& resor&, &o "isi& &he Eng!ish hea!er, who ha''ened &o be
a woan. (er nae is 8end% =co&& and !i"es in &he London coun&r%side.
,8hen I "isi&ed Mrs. =co&&, I $ound &ha& she was an i!!i&era&e,
$unn% woan who is a!wa%s !aughing. =he hea!s &he 'a&ien& b% !a%ing one
hand on hi, whi!e wi&h &he o&her she ho!ds a cigare&&e. @'on e*aining
% case, she &o!d e &ha& &he s'iri& o$ an ancien& doc&or $ro s'ace ca!!ed
Se7een% wi!! coe &hrough her and wi!! he!' e. =he wen& in a &rance.
=udden!% her "oice changed and becae hoarse. . anDs "oice s'o)e
&hrough her. (e &o!d e wha& drugs I was &a)ing and wha& doc&or was
&rea&ing e, and wha& were &he resu!&s o$ % !abora&or% &es&s. I was
s&u'e$ied &o hear &hese Gues&ions since Mrs. =co&& ne"er broached &his
subAec&. 0he Doc&or in s'iri&, Mr. Se7een%, s'o)e &o e using Mrs. =co&&
as a ediu, sa%ing+ /To you 0r% 1arry we will do an operation "rom
outer space and it will be the "irst medical e2periment done on earth% 3e,
as a cosmic medical team, will change the physiology o" your body and its
chemistry and you will be all right% 3e will channel our healing energy
through 0rs% .cott, who, in turn, will trans"er it to you and you will be
cured%4
,Mrs. =co&& 'er$ored se"era! hea!ing sessions u'on e direc&ed
her s'iri&ua! guide IDr. Se7een%D and a$&er se"era! sessions, I becae
be&&er. I cou!d ea& we!!. .!! &he abdoina! dis&ension, &iredness and $a&igue
disa''eared. M% b!ood &es& becae nora!. I becae energe&ic and
hea!&h%. I $e!& co$or&ab!e. 1u& one &hing was no& so!"ed in a!! &hese
&wen&% %ears+ no s&oo!s coe ou& o$ e. I Aus& go &o &he &oi!e& &o urina&e. I
wonder wha& ha''ens &o &he so!id residua!s &ha& % bod% canno&
e"acua&e9-
I !aughed a& wha& 1arr% was &e!!ing e. I &hough& &ha&, e"en i$
1arr%Ds s&or% had occurred in rea!i&%, % du&% was no& &o be!ie"e i&,
because I ne"er acce'& &hings &ha& ha''en be%ond &he unders&anding o$ &he
huan ind. 1u& % curiosi&% as a 'h%sician 'ro'&ed e &o Gues&ion &he
unusua! hea!ing 'henoenon. I as)ed+
,1arr%, i$ &he s'iri& o$ &he e*&ra&erres&ria! doc&or has cured %ou b%
changing &he 'h%sio!og% o$ %our s%s&es so &ha& now %ou are s&i!! a!i"e
wi&hou& ha"ing s&oo!s, &hen wh% did &he s'iri& no& &e!! %ou 'h%sica!!% wha&
he did< 8ha& is &he new 'h%sio!ogica! &hing, which is going now wi&hin
%ou<-
,0he s'iri& cae one da% &hrough Mrs. =co&&, whi!e she was
doing &he session and said+ /1arry, do not try to understand what is going
on within you% * per"ormed a change in your systems5 the residuals o"
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your digested "ood will be trans"ormed in your intestines to energy and
you will ha!e no stools anymore%4 -
,>an I ee& %our s'iri&ua! hea!er, Mrs. =co&&<
,Hes, %ou can ee& her, she !i"es in &he coun&r%side b% &he sea.
=he is a "er% nice o!d !ad% in her eigh&ies, wi&h a sense o$ huor &ha&
a)es %ou !augh a!! &he &ie. =he is a si'!e woan, e*&ree!%
co'assiona&e, se!$!ess and $u!! o$ $ai&h. =he cured e wi&hou& &a)ing
$ro e one%.-
,(as she cured o&her 'a&ien&s<-
,Hes, she cured a we!! )nown (ar!e% =&ree& doc&or, who is &he
consu!&an& o$ bo&h &he Uueen and &he Uueen Mo&her. 0he doc&or was
ebedded in hos'i&a! wi&h a se"ere edica! case. (is co!!eagues cou!d no&
he!' hi. 0he or&hodo* edicine $ai!ed &o )now wha& was &he a&&er wi&h
hi and his case did no& res'ond &o an% &rea&en&. I brough& Mrs. =co&& &o
hi in &he hos'i&a!. 0he doc&ors !e$& her &o &rea& &he doc&orE'a&ien&
according &o her ins'ira&ion. Mrs. =co&& cae near hi, ho!ding her
cigare&&e in one hand, whi!e her o&her hand was o"er &he doc&orDs bod%.
.$&er a session o$ a Guar&er o$ an hour, &he (ar!e% =&ree& doc&or was cured.
(e rose $ro his bed and wa!)ed as i$ b% a irac!e. (is co!!eagues in &he
hos'i&a! were aa7ed wi&h wha& Mrs. =co&& had done. . &ea o$ &he
hos'i&a! 'h%sicians ca!!ed her &o e*'!ain &o &he wha& was &he diagnosis
o$ &heir co!!eague. 0he i!!i&era&e hea!er Mrs. =co&& answered &he+ I0he
disease o$ &he doc&or was a issing $ac&or in &he s'ine.D-
I becae di77% wi&h 1arr%Ds s&ories, which 'u& e in &ouch wi&h
an unusua! wor!d. I wan&ed &o )now 1arr% be&&er and &o e*aine and
"eri$% i$ wha& he was sa%ing was &rue. 1arr% and I !e$& &he ca$e res&auran&
and wen& &o his $!a&. I saw, in his roo a wooden ins&ruen& wi&h sa!!
b!ue, %e!!ow and red !a's. 1eside i& &here was a 'endu!u $or
h%'no&i7ing and a hoeo'a&hic anua!. I as)ed 1arr% wha& did he do wi&h
his si'!e wooden ins&ruen&. (e answered e+
,I do radionics. I hea! 'a&ien&s $ro a dis&ance. I ha"e he!'ed
an% 'a&ien&s $ro serious diseases b% hea!ing &he in &heir absence
using &he &echniGue o$ radionics. I ha"e he!'ed a!! % !i$e 'eo'!e $ree o$
charge. I e"en gracious!% o$$er os& o$ % 'a&ien&s &he hoeo'a&hic
edicines needed.-
,1arr%, %ou be!ie"e in 4od<-
<2o, I be!ie"e in wha& is good &o huani&%.-
1arr% and I becae "er% good $riends and, during &he &wo %ears
I s&a%ed in Eng!and, I ade so!id in"es&iga&ions &o "eri$% i$ a!! &he s&ories
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he &o!d e were &rue. Hes, was &he resu!&, and 1arr% is an hones& and
&ru&h$u! an.

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My days in Chelsea
8ha&e"er a% be his condi&ions in !i$e, a huan being us&
a!wa%s ha"e soe&hing &o gi"e in order &o con&ribu&e &o &he ha''iness o$
o&hers. I enAo%ed &he coso'o!i&an !i$e in London. In Aoined socie&ies
where %ou can easi!% organi7e %our &hough&s $or crea&i"i&%. I was enAo%ing
% &ie b% a)ing $riends o$ di$$eren& na&iona!i&ies, cu!&ures and
re!igions. =uch an a&os'here brough& e grea& new !i$e e*'eriences.
In London, % $riend 1arr% who rea!i7ed &ha& &here was in e a
'ower$u! gi$& o$ hea!ing, in&roduced e &o e*c!usi"e Eng!ish socie&ies.
:ne da% we were &oge&her in a res&auran& in >he!sea anaged b% a
woan. 8hi!e 1arr% and I were ha"ing dinner, &he woan cae u' &o us.
I no&iced &ha& she was !i'ing and cou!d hard!% wa!). I whis'ered &o
1arr% sa%ing+
,Loo), I can he!' &his woan Aus& b% &ouching her hi' in &he
'!ace which is ca!ci$ied and b% 'ressing a !i&&!e on her coa*E$eur Aoin&
and she wi!! be ab!e &o wa!) 'ro'er!%.-
1arr%, e*&ree!% in&eres&ed wi&h wha& I said, wan&ed &o see i$
cou!d rea!!% cure her as I said. (e wen& &o &he woan and as)ed her &o
coe near e &o ha"e her hi' &rea&ed. 0he woan did so. I ani'u!a&ed
her Aoin& gen&!% wi&h % $ingers. .$&er &wo inu&es, I as)ed her &o wa!).
=he s&ar&ed &o wa!) Guic)!% in &he res&auran& wi&hou& dragging her !eg and
wi&hou& !i'ing.
=udden!%, she cried wi&h Ao%+
,:h % 4od, % hi' has becoe nora!5-
.!! &he 'eo'!e in &he res&auran&, who saw wha& ha''ened, cou!d
no& be!ie"e &heir e%es. 0he% cou!d no& unders&and wha& I did $or &he
res&auran& anager. 0o &he, i& was !i)e a irac!e.
0he woan addressed &he cus&oers in &he res&auran&, sa%ing+
,Loo)9 ;an&as&ic, $an&as&ic9 I a cured now9 I can wa!). I was
schedu!ed &o go ne*& wee) &o &he or&ho'edic surgeon and undergo a
surgica! o'era&ion o$ hi' re'!aceen&. Loo), now I a a!! righ&9-
0he who!e a&os'here in &he res&auran& becae e*ci&ed and
curious. Man% 'eo'!e !e$& &heir &ab!es and cae &o e &o &ouch &he in
order &o hea! &he $ro "arious 'rob!es. =oe had ar&hri&is, a $ro7en
ar, )nee 'rob!es, bac) 'ain e&c. Mos& o$ &he were cured
s'on&aneous!%. 0he who!e res&auran& was &rans$ored in&o a c!inic o$
grou' hea!ing &ha& !oo)ed ore !i)e a edica! circus. =)e'&ic 'eo'!e in
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&he res&auran& cae &o as) e di$$eren& Gues&ions. . sus'icious and serious
conser"a&i"e Eng!ish gen&!ean as)ed e, wha& )ind o$ doc&or I a, a
agician or a s'iri&ua! one<
I answered+ ,I a a c!own doc&or+ ;un and ac&ing recondi&ion &he
'a&ien& and he is cured.-
In &he >he!sea res&auran&, a$&er % s'on&aneous hea!ing o$ &he
woan, &he who!e a&os'here becae chao&ic. 1arr% and I cou!d no& ge&
rid o$ &he 'eo'!e who were curious &o ee& e. 1arr% !oo)ed a& e and
said+
,M% goodness9 I ha"e ne"er seen soe&hing !i)e &ha& in a!! %
!i$e9-
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In a Chelsea church hall
0he news o$ % iracu!ous hea!ing o$ &he woan in &he >he!sea
res&auran& s'read Guic)!%. Peo'!e s&ar&ed &o as) Gues&ions abou& e and
sough& &o ee& e in #ings Road or in adAoining ca$es and 'ubs. I&
becae di$$icu!& $or e &o counica&e wi&h so an% 'eo'!e. 1arr%
&hough& &o organi7e ee&ings $or e wi&h &he.
I ren&ed a ha!! in one o$ &he churches o$ >he!sea and in"i&ed
whoe"er wan&ed &o see e &o ee& e &here. More &han a hundred 'ersons
cae. I de!i"ered a s'eech &o &he 'eo'!e and hea!ed scores $ro di$$eren&
disorders.
. %oung an cae u' &o e on a whee!chair. (is $ace was Ao%$u!
and his e%es were $u!! o$ $ai&h. I as)ed hi how he had his s'ine inAur%<
(e re'!ied+
,I was a 1ri&ish 'ara&roo'er o$$icer in &he ;a!)!and war. .s I
!anded wi&h % 'arachu&e on &he is!and, I inAured % s'ine.-
,8ha& do %ou $ee!<- I as)ed.
,I a!wa%s $ee! good, $or ins&ead o$ becoing a war hero, I ha"e
becoe a hero o$ !i$e. (a''% wi&h % si&ua&ion, I go e"er%where and
s'ea) &o &he 'eo'!e, &eaching &he how &o be 'osi&i"e. M% !i$e on a
whee!chair s&reng&hened % s'iri&. :u& o$ % hui!i&%, I becae
'ower$u!. I edi&a&ed in&ense!% &i!! I reached $ai&h. M% 'ersona!
e*'eriences and 'osi&i"e &hin)ing ins'ired an% 'eo'!e no& &o ge&
$rus&ra&ed b% &heir 'rob!es and &o 'ercei"e !i$e $ro di$$eren& ang!es.-
. dea$ %oung woan, a&&rac&ed &o % energ% as a an, cae &o
e in &he ha!! and as)ed e &o 'u& % hand on her nec) and ears. I
&ouched her ears and she $e!& good. I hugged her and she $e!& be&&er. 0hen,
she s&ar&ed &o cr% sa%ing &ha& soe&hing has ha''ened &o her. (er ears
were o'ened and sudden!% she heard. 0ears $!ooded her chee)s. =he
!oo)ed s&range!% a& &he 'eo'!e around and said+
,8h% do %ou s'ea) !oud!%.-
0hen a woan ca!!ed =usan cae &o e. ;or $i$&% %ears she had a
congeni&a! ca&arac& in bo&h her e%es. =he had $our o'era&ions bu& s&i!! she
cou!d no& see we!!. I !aid % war hands on =usanDs e%es, whi!e &he
'eo'!e in &he ha!!, inc!uding soe 'h%sicians, were wa&ching. .$&er a
session o$ one inu&e o$ war hea!ing &o =usanDs e%es, I as)ed her &o see
i$ she was ge&&ing be&&er.
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=usanDs e%es iedia&e!% becae be&&er. (er e%esigh& was no&
b!urred an%ore. =he $e!& en!igh&ened in her sou! and in her e%es. =he
s&ar&ed &o see ore and ore &he !igh& o$ &he wor!d. 0he 'eo'!e in &he
hea!ing ha!! s&ar&ed &o as) e di$$eren& Gues&ions. ,Is =usanDs congeni&a!
ca&arac& a )ara< :r an energe&ic b!oc)age< >ou!d she be hea!ed in such a
si'!e wa% and wi!! her 'rob!e no& re&urn< . co!!eague who was an
o'h&ha!o!ogis& no&iced &he 'rogress in =usanDs e%es. (e as)ed e in
$ron& o$ a!! &he assis&ance+
,8h% is =usan now hea!ed whereas $or $i$&% %ears nobod% cou!d
do an%&hing $or her<- I re'!ied wi&h a "oice as i$ ca!!ing $ro &he
wi!derness+
,=usan was des&ined &o be b!ind since her bir&h. 1u& now &he
&ie has coe $or her e%es &o o'en and &o see 4od.-
0here was a big si!ence in &he ha!!. Lo"e and %s&ic $ear were
seen on &he $aces o$ &he 'eo'!e.
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The s+iritual croo2s
.$&er &he hea!ing sessions cae &o an end, I wen& wi&h 1arr% &o a
nearb% ca$e. 1arr% was &e!!ing e s&ories o$ his s'iri&ua! e*'eriences. (e
said &ha& in >he!sea he had e& wi&h an% hea!ers and gurus $ro
di$$eren& coun&ries in &he wor!d. :ne o$ &he was an Indian s'iri&ua!
!eader and &eacher. (e was a &a!! 'erson wi&h a big whi&e beard. (e was
dressed in a whi&e robe, wa!)ed in &he >he!sea #ingDs Road, ca!!ing+
,.''%, a''%, 'eace, 'eace.- Man% 'eo'!e $o!!owed hi, e*'ec&ing &he
Indian 4uru &o gi"e &he ha''iness.
I as)ed+ ,Did &he Indian guru gi"e his $o!!owers ha''iness<-
1arr% answered+ <(e &oo) &heir one% and brainwashed &he.
(e 'roised &he% wou!d reach &he highes& s&a&e o$ b!iss, 6ir!ana, i$ &he%
$o!!ow his &echniGue o$ edi&a&ion. (e 'u& &he &o si& s&i!!, c!ose &heir e%es
and &o &hin) o$ no&hing, &i!! &he% $ee! &ha& &he% are $!%ing.-
,I& a% be &ha& &hese edi&a&ions do good b% re!a*ing $ro
nega&i"e s&ress,- I said.
,Hou )now &ha& when &he indi"idua! condi&ions his ind b% using
in con&inui&% di$$eren& &echniGues o$ edi&a&ion or "isua!i7a&ion or se!$E
h%'nosis or se!$Esugges&ion, his brain secre&es subs&ances !i)e endor'hine
or sero&onin which are na&ura! secre&ions o$ or'hine or heroine b% &he
bod%. 1% &his wa% an% ge& addic&ed &o &heir own na&ura! drugs and
becoe en&a!!% sic) and corru'&ed $ro rea!i&%. Di$$eren& sec&s or
grou's, in order &o doina&e 'eo'!e or &o ser"e cer&ain in&eres&s, use &hese
e&hods and wa%s o$ 's%cho!ogica! condi&iona! re$!e*es. 1arr% !e& e"er%
one $ind his own wa% and be!ie$ in !i$e. I )now o$ an% 'eo'!e who used
di$$eren& &echniGues o$ edi&a&ion &ha& did &he good. ;or e*a'!e, I ha"e
'a&ien&s who were sic) wi&h an*ie&%, 's%choo&or agi&a&ion and uscu!ar
s'as and &ension in &heir bod%. 0he% had &reendous s&ress, which
soe&ies increased &heir !e"e! o$ b!ood sugar and 'ressure. I &o!d &he &o
edi&a&e. 0he edi&a&ion did &he good. >er&ain 'a&ien&s wi&h h%'er s&ress
did Sen edi&a&ion or >hris&ian edi&a&ion and &he resu!&s were "er%
good. .!so, I warned % 'a&ien&s no& &o be condi&ioned b% di$$eren& be!ie$s
and becoe addic&ed &o edi&a&ions. I encouraged &he &o $ind &heir own
wa% o$ re!a*a&ion and &he bes& wa% &o dea! wi&h &heir own s&ress.-
,I )now wha& %ou ean,- said 1arr%. ,1u& in our socie&ies &here
are c!e"er croo)s who ani'u!a&e si'!e, credu!ous 'eo'!e eo&iona!!%.
0he% condi&ion &heir inds wi&h be!ie$ i!!usions and brainwash &he.
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0he% !ead &he &o nega&i"e sec&s, cu!&s and 'ar&ies. 0hese $a!se !eaders
nourish &he ego o$ &heir $o!!owers b% &ranGui!i7ing &heir an*ie&ies and
$rus&ra&ions. 0he% wea)en &he b% en$eeb!ing &heir 's%cho!ogica! de$ense
echanis agains& &heir rea!i&% ins&ead o$ s&reng&hening i& &o $ace &heir
&ru&h. 0he% b!ind &he b% charing and agica! e&hods. 0he% !ead &he
&o be!ie"e in unrea! &hings and addic& &he &o a wor!d o$ $anc%. 0he%
abuse and e*'!oi& &he $or cer&ain 'owers. 0he% !ead &he &o s'iri&ua!
dea&h5-
<P!ease,- I said, ,I donD& wan& &o hear an% ore. I a no&
in&eres&ed &o e*'!ore &he wor!d o$ se!$ishness. I !oo) &o &he wor!d o$ !o"e.
1% % edica! wor), I !earned &o !o"e % 'a&ien& as %se!$. 0he 'eo'!e
%ou described as croo)s and &heir $o!!owers are b!ind in need o$ !o"e. I&
a% be &ha& &he% ne"er recei"ed co'assion and !o"e $ro an%bod% and
&ha& is wh% &he% are insecure and wan& &o 'ro"e &hese!"es in one wa% or
&he o&her. Man% !eaders see) a 'osi&ion o$ !eadershi' in order &o
co'ensa&e $or &he !o"e denied &o &he b% ca'&i"a&ing &he a&&en&ion o$
&heir $o!!owers. 0heir $o!!owers, a!so wan&ing &he sae &hing, !oo) &o &he
!eader as a 'a&erna! $igure who raises s%'a&h%. :nce we unders&and &he
reason behind re!a&ionshi's, we can 'ercei"e &hings wise!%, wi&hou&
Audging or condening an%bod%. I gi"e !o"e &o &he 'erson see)ing i&,
because I be!ie"e &ha& he su$$ers $ro insecuri&% and !ac) o$
counica&ion wi&h o&hers.-
1arr%, $ed u' wi&h % 'osi&i"is, ended &he discussion gen&!%,
in a 'o!i&e Eng!ish wa%, sa%ing+ ,Hou are righ&9 =o aw$u!!% righ&9 8ha&
%ou are sa%ing is wonder$u!9 Hou !oo) !i)e an ancien& sage.-

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The secret o a -orld a!ous healer

In Eng!and, os& o$ % 'a&ien&s ca!!ed e a s'iri&ua! hea!er.
Man% 'h%sicians a!so described % wor) as hea!ing, considering &ha& I
ha"e a di"ine gi$& &ha& cures diseases. I wan&ed &o carr% ou& e*&ensi"e
research in &his $ie!d and &o ee& an% hea!ers in order &o e*aine &heir
wor) wi&h scien&i$ic obAec&i"i&%, because % a''roach &o &he 'a&ien& and
% &rea&en& is based on &he uni"ersa! ra&iona! &hin)ing o$ odern
science.
8hen I was in Ruania, &he wi$e o$ &he 1ri&ish .bassador
he!'ed e enorous!% in % edica! research. =he ga"e e boo)s &o
read abou& ho!is&ic edicine and &he biogra'hies o$ hea!ers. :ne o$ &he
boo)s, wri&&en b% an .erican wri&er, was abou& P, a $abu!ous >hris&ian
hea!er who did irac!es. (e was described as ca'ab!e o$ curing cancer, o$
dea&eria!i7ing his bod% in order &o &ra"e! in s'ace and a&eria!i7ing i&
again. (ea!er P e& wi&h Mar&ians and in"i&ed &he &o his dinner.
:ne da% (ea!er P was brough& $ro his coun&r% &o gi"e a seron
in a London church. . big audience cae &o !is&en &o hi. (ea!er P s&ood
on &he 'u!'i& and $aced &he 'eo'!e !i)e a genera! $acing his &roo's and
ordered &he &o s&and u' and &o reci&e &he 7ur Father% (e &hen as)ed
&he audience+
,(ow an% o$ %ou saw &he ange!s<-
Man% becae e*ci&ed, &he% raised &heir hands and answered wi&h
en&husias5
,I9 I9 I saw &he ange!s5-
(e &hen s'o)e in a Augg!ing inco'rehensib!e and sense!ess
!anguage. .& &he end, a!! &he audience a''!auded hi wi&h en&husias
wi&hou& unders&anding a word o$ wha& (ea!er P had said. 0he% &hough&
&ha& his 'hi!oso'h% was so $ar be%ond &heir co'rehension, &ha& &he%
cou!dnD& co'rehend i&, and &ha& his seron us& be rear)ab!e i$ on!%
because &he boo) wri&&en abou& hi was a bes& se!!er. I as)ed a $riend o$
ine who was 'resen& i$ he unders&ood an%&hing. (e re'!ied+
,I cae no& &o unders&and wha& &he grea& hea!er was sa%ing bu& &o
$ee! and enAo% his energ%.-
I was in"i&ed &he ne*& da% b% % $riend 1arr% and a
's%cho&hera'is& &o ee& (ea!er P a& &he (ar!ingen c!ub, in a sa!! 'ar) on
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&he ban) o$ &he 0haes. 8e wa!)ed be&ween o!d c%'ress &rees and rows o$
roses. 8hen we reached a co7% corner, a discussion s&ar&ed be&ween us.
,=ir,- I said, ,do %ou, a >hris&ian hea!er, be!ie"e &ha& %ou hea! b%
&he (o!% ='iri&.-
,Hes,- he answered, ,I do, and I )now e"er%&hing abou& >hris&
e"en be%ond wha& is wri&&en in &he 4os'e!s. .re %ou a >hris&ian so &ha& I
can be $ran) wi&h %ou<-
,Hes, I a a >hris&ian and % >hris&iani&% 'ro'&s e &o ser"e
'eo'!e, &o &a)e &heir 'ain and &o carr% &heir burden, inc!uding &hose who
ha&e >hris&. 1u& how can %ou be sure &ha& %ou )now ore abou& >hris&
&han wha& &he 4os'e!s sa%<-
,I )now e"er% de&ai! abou& &he =on o$ 4od. I ha"e a!! his secre&s
because I a &he incarna&ion o$ =&. /ohn. In % 'as& !i$e I was &he LordDs
os& be!o"ed disci'!e. I was near hi when he was cruci$ied.-
,(ow can %ou be =&. /ohn &he Disci'!e, since in &he boo) wri&&en
abou& %ou, %ou s'ea) o$ %ourse!$, and abou& how %ou dea&eria!i7e %our
bod% and $!% a!! o"er &he wor!d and how %ou 'er$ored an%
e*&raordinar% irac!es, whereas =&. /ohn was "er% circus'ec& abou&
hise!$. (e s'o)e on!% abou& >hris& and his grea& essage o$ Lo"e and
&he sa!"a&ion o$ huani&%. 8hereas %ou show %ourse!$ as a su'eran<-
,I did no& s'ea) abou& %se!$. .n .erican wri&er wro&e &he
boo) &o which %ou are re$erring. I& &e!!s !ies and $a!se s&ories in order &o
se!! &he boo). (e in"en&ed abou& e unrea! $ic&ions.-
,8h% did %ou ne"er 'ro&es& agains& &he $a!sehood wri&&en abou&
%ou, and 'oin& ou& &he &ru&h< 1% %our si!ence, %ou are direc&!% or indirec&!%
chea&ing nai"e 'eo'!e and inci&ing &he &o coe and ee& %ou, and I a%
be one o$ &he.-
,0he .ericans wro&e abou& e &he boo). 0he% were bad,- he
answered angri!%.
,1!ae %ourse!$ and no& &he o&hers. I do no& !i)e %our nega&i"e
'o!i&ica! s!ogans.-
,0he .ericans were wic)ed wi&h e.-
,0he wic)edness is &he nega&i"i&% &ha& %our boo) can i'!an& in
&he inds o$ i&s readers. In i&, %ou a''ear as a agician and a su'erna&ura!
an. 0he hea!ing e'isodes, which %ou &o!d &o &he .erican wri&er, were
dei$%ing %ou. I$ %ou are a &rue hea!er, %our hea!ing wor) us& no& a''ear
as agic. I& us& a''ear as $rui&s o$ !o"e &o en!igh&en o&hers on &he wa% o$
uni"ersa! huan "a!ues. I$ %ou are a rea! >hris&ian &hen go and con$ess
%our &ru&h &o &he 'eo'!e who are %our $o!!owers because &he% are decei"ed
b% %our boo). 4o and )nee! in $ron& o$ &he and a'o!ogi7e. Do wha& =&.
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.ugus&ine did. >on"ince &he 'eo'!e &ha& %ou are no& an i'or&an& 'erson.
Do no& !e& o&hers ge& addic&ed &o %our $a!se iage. Dedica&e %ourse!$ &o
i'ar& &o o&hers &he good &ha& is in %ou, wi&hou& e*'ec&ing an%&hing $or
%ourse!$, no& e"en words o$ a''recia&ion5-
,DonD& &e!! e wha& &o do. I a a grea& >hris&ian (ea!er. Hou
us& &a)e in considera&ion &ha& I was in % 'as& !i$e &he Disci'!e =&. /ohn.
Hou us& ca! down and be!ie"e in e and in % 0eacher wi&h who I
!i"ed in &he (o!% Land &wo i!!ennius ago.-
,M% dear $riend, donD& be ebarrassed i$, wi&h a!! % !o"e, I a
&r%ing &o c!ari$% &hings. Hou need $irs& &o hea! %ourse!$. Hou are no& =&.
/ohn. Hou are !i)e e+ a s&u'id 'erson. Hou and I ne"er hea! an%bod%.
>hris&, when (e cured a 'a&ien&, used &o sa%+ IHour $ai&h hea!ed %ou.D
Lis&en &o e+ Hou are no& =&. /ohn, do no& !ie &o %ourse!$ and &o o&hers. =&.
/ohn was hub!e, whereas %ou are arrogan& and &ha& is wh% %ou b!ae &he
.ericans and no& %ourse!$.-
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3elie.e and belies
Aliens, healin* ener*y

:ne da%, soeone ca!!ed e a& hoe on &he &e!e'hone. . 'erson
wan&ed &o consu!& e abou& his daugh&er.
,(e!!o9- he said, ,Dr. Daoud, are %ou a hea!er<-
,Man% 'eo'!e ca!! e a hea!er9-
,Do %ou co!!abora&e wi&h &he .!iens<-
,8ha& do %ou ean, I donD& unders&and9-
,Did %ou deri"e %our hea!ing energ% $ro &he .!iens<-
,Ma% be. 1u& &e!! e sir, wha& is %our re!a&ionshi' wi&h &he
.!iens<-
,I a a "er% good $riend o$ &he .!iens. I ee& &he e"er% da%. I
&a!) &o &he. I a!wa%s hear &heir "oices in % ears. 0he% a!wa%s guard
e.-
,(ow can I he!' %ou<
,I wan& &o send %ou % daugh&er who is a schi7o'hrenic. I$ %our
hea!ing coes $ro &he a!iens, &hen %ou can hea! her.-
,=orr%, sir, I a no& a hea!er, I a a edica! doc&or, a genera!
'rac&i&ioner.-
3elie.e in the bed6

. 'a&ien& $riend o$ ine had a s!i' disc. 0he neurosurgeon
wan&ed &o o'era&e u'on hi. (e re$used &he surgica! &rea&en& and &urned
&o e &o hea! hi. I as)ed hi &o res& iobi!i7ed on a sui&ab!% hard bed
he had and on which I s!e'& $or &wo wee)s. (e did wha& I as)ed. (e res&ed
on i& &he $our&een da%s I had recoended as his &rea&en&. 1% &he &en&h
da% he was cured because an% &ies bed res& can so!"e bac) 'rob!es.
0he 'a&ien& &hough& &ha& i& was % hea!ing energ%, which soa)ed
in &he a&&ress when I s!e'& on i&, &ha& hea!ed hi. (e s&ubborn!% re$used
&o acce'& an% o&her e*'!ana&ion.

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3elie.e in absent healin*

. woan rang u' $ro .erica reGues&ing e &o send her a !ong
dis&ance &rea&en& $or her o&her who had 'ain in her bod% and cou!d no&
wa!). =he &o!d e on &he &e!e'hone &ha& a!! her o&herDs edica! &es&s
were nora!. I unders&ood $ro her descri'&ion &ha& &his was a case o$ a
)ind o$ de'ression. I ca!ed her down and &o!d her &o &rain her o&her &o
wa!) b% gi"ing her con$idence, and &o ring e bac) in a wee) &o &e!! e
abou& &he e"o!u&ion o$ her case.
. $ew da%s !a&er, &he .erican woan rang u' &o &e!! e &ha& her
o&her is wa!)ing. =he $ir!% be!ie"ed &ha& I sen& her an absen&ee hea!ing
&rea&en&. =he wan&ed &o gi"e e &he nuber o$ her .erican E*'ress
credi& card in order &o charge % $ees. 1u& I re$used her o$$er5
My Myth
.no&her woan who was cured in % c!inic o$ a hear& 'rob!e
and igraine, cae one da% &o % c!inic &o 'a% e $or &he edica! "isi&
she said I did her &he nigh& be$ore. I was sur'rised a& wha& she was doing
and &e!!ing e. I &hough& &ha& she was cra7%. .& &he end, I )new &ha& !as&
nigh& she s!e'& wi&h 'ain in her !egs and saw e in her drea assaging
her !egs. =he wo)e u' in &he orning and her !egs were cured. =he
&hough& &ha& I had "isi&ed her in &he nigh& and $e!& gui!&% $or no& 'a%ing e
% edica! $ees.

My +atient is !y !edical teacher
. nine&%E&wo %ear o!d woan o$ &he 4ree) aris&ocrac% cae &o
"isi& e in &he (a!e c!inic. =he wan&ed e &o s&raigh&en her bowed bac).
@'on e*aining her, I obser"ed &ha& her case was nora! $or her age. I
&o!d her &he &ru&h. 1u& she insis&ed on % gi"ing her energ% $ro % bod%.
I !aughed a& her su'er$icia! be!ie$ and said+
,I canno& &rea& %our bac) because I ha"e no &rea&en& $or such a
case.-
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=he insis&ed again and encouraged e &o &r% soe sessions on
her. =he o$$ered &o 'a% e a !o& o$ one%. 1u& I did no& agree. I did no&
wan& &o &a)e ad"an&age o$ her.
0he woan answered+ ,I cae &o %ou no& &o e*'ec& he!' $ro
%ou, bu& &o do % du&% &owards %se!$. I wish &o gi"e % !i$e, which is a
gi$& $ro 4od, &he bes& 'ossib!e &rea&en&. Do wha& I a as)ing and !ea"e
&he res& &o 4od. Do no& worr% &oo uch, doc&or, $or I had an ins'ira&ion &o
coe &o %ou. I wi!! be gra&e$u! e"en i$ %our &hera'% wi!! no& s&raigh&en %
bac). I wan& a& &he end &o show % 4od &ha& I ne"er abandoned ho'e.-
0he words o$ &he woan showed a s&rong $ai&h &ha& can hea! her
e"en when edicine is unab!e &o do so. 0here$ore, I becae ins'ired and
con$iden& and wi!!ing &o carr% % &rea&en& $or her $ree o$ charge.
I &rea&ed &he o!d woan wi&h se"era! sessions o$ 'h%sica! &hera'%.
In a 'eriod o$ a on&h her bac) becae s&raigh& and she becae $u!! o$
energ%. .& her !as& "isi& &o e she &han)ed e and said+
,0han) %ou, wi&h %our he!', I a no& a$raid o$ d%ing an%ore.-
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1ealin* the !ind
Mr. S., ai!ing wi&h a chronic !ubago, cae &o e wa!)ing on
cru&ches. (is bac) was ben& $or &he 'as& si* on&hs &o &he righ& and
$orward. (e cou!d no& s&raigh&en u'. I& was di$$icu!& $or hi &o s&and u'
when he was si&&ing or !%ing down. (e had "isi&ed an% edica! cen&ers
un&i! he unders&ood &ha& or&hodo* &radi&iona! &rea&en&s cou!d no& he!'
hi. @'on e*aining hi, I $ound &ha& &here was a con&rac&ion in &he
usc!es o$ &he !ower bac) on &he righ& "er&ebra! side ore &han on &he !e$&.
I s&re&ched &he con&rac&ed usc!es and re!a*ed &he in a session
o$ 'h%sica! &hera'%, &hereb% re!easing &he uscu!ar 'ressure &ha& was
&ra''ing &he $our&h and $i$&h !ubar "er&ebra&es. 0he 'a&ien& was cured. (e
cou!d wa!) s&raigh& and wi&hou& using cru&ches. I &o!d hi &o re&urn a$&er a
wee) $or ano&her session o$ % origina! &rea&en&.
0he an cae &o % c!inic &he ne*& &ie. I e*ained his bac)
and a!! his bod%. (e was co'!e&e!% cured. .!! &he 'eo'!e around hi
rea!i7ed his i'ro"een&. I as)ed hi how he $e!&. (e re'!ied+
,I a &he sae.-
,(ow can %ou be &he sae< Loo), %our bac) is s&raigh& and %ou
wa!) now wi&hou& cru&ches. .!! &he 'eo'!e around %ou see &ha& %ou are
cured. (ow coe %ou do no& $ee! &ha& %ou are uch be&&er<-
(e answered a'a&he&ica!!%+ ,I a &he sae, I a no& a& a!! be&&er.
I a &he sae9-
,P!ease &e!! e wha& is s&i!! anno%ing %ou.-
,I a s&i!!5no& good.-
,Do %ou s&i!! $ee! an% 'ain<-
,M% 'ain is worse.-
,8here is %our 'ain<-
,.!! o"er % bod%...-
I& was e*&ree!% di$$icu!& &o con"ince Mr. S. &ha& he was be&&er. I
!oo)ed dee'!% in his e%es and $ound no si!e in &he. (e !oo)ed as i$ he
was wearing b!ac) g!asses and seeing e"er%&hing around hi b!ac). 8ha&
good is i& &o cure &he bac) or &he !eg o$ soebod% i$ &he 'erson reains
su!)% and cou!d no& $ind ha''iness< Is &he huan being on!% a bac) or a
!eg< Is his su$$ering Aus& a 'h%sica! disorder< 1e$ore % &rea&en&, Mr. S.
be!ie"ed &ha& a!! his $rus&ra&ions in !i$e were caused b% his bac) 'rob!e.
(e was re!easing his inner &ension b% 'roAec&ing his 'rob!es on his
'h%sica! de$ora&ion. (is Lubago was Aus& a as). 1ehind &he
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disco'a&h% was &he 'a&ien&+ Mr. S. 8hen I ade hi s&and s&raigh& on his
!egs wi&hou& cru&ches, I ade hi $ee! &ha& he had !os& &he s%'a&h% and
&he a&&en&ion o$ e"er%one. 0here was no ore reason &o 're&end &ha& he is
wea) and hence cou!d re!% on his hea!&h $or an e*cuse no& &o do wha& he
did no& !i)e &o do. 0ha& is wh%, I was con"inced, &ha& he 're$erred &o
reain sic). 8hen &he bac) 'rob!e o$ Mr. S. was cured, his as) was
&a)en awa% and he had no chance &o con"ince o&hers or hise!$ &ha& he is
no& we!!. 2o 'i&% an%ore $or Mr. S. (e had now &o $ace his own rea!i&%
and &o $ree hise!$ $ro a!! his chi!dish an*ie&ies.
I &ried a!! di$$eren& e&hods and &echniGues o$ &rea&en& on Mr.
S. bu& a!! &he a"enues, which cou!d !ead e &o change his ind, were
c!osed. I rea!i7ed a& &he end &ha& &he bac) o$ Mr. S. was cured bu&, as a
'a&ien&, he was no& a& a!! hea!ed. (is 'ain now is no ore in his bac) bu&
in his sou!. I& is his sou! &ha& needs &o be hea!ed. (e us& o'en his hear& &o
4od and &han) (i $or e"er%&hing. Hes&erda% he was !i'ing, bu& &oda%
he is gro'ing in &he dar)ness. :ne da% he igh& ca&ch &he &hread o$ !igh&.

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The absurd !edical researcher
Dr. 0., a $aous edica! researcher, was obsessed wi&h &he need
&o disco"er &he secre& behind % hea!ing wor). 1eing sic) wi&h chronic
$a&igue and ha"ing a 's%chosoa&ic disorder, he wan&ed &o e*'erience %
hea!ing s)i!!s on hise!$, be$ore s&ar&ing his research on % hea!ing
'henoena. (e "isi&ed e in % c!inic and wan&ed e &o e*'!ain &o hi
in&ui&i"e!% abou& his i!!ness wi&hou& &e!!ing e an%&hing abou& his disorder
or !e&&ing e e*aine hi. (e wan&ed &o see i$ I had &he gi$& o$ an
in&ui&i"e diagnosis. 1eing % co!!eague, I res'ec&ed his a''roach &o e.
(e s&ood si!en& $acing e and I obser"ed on his $ace an% signs o$ his
edica! disorder and was ab!e &o conc!ude wha& was &he disease o$ Dr. 0.
and &o describe his s%ndroe congruen& wi&h his 's%cho!ogica! 'a&&erns.
Dr. 0. was aa7ed o$ how I )new wha& was &he a&&er wi&h hi.
E*&ree!% curious, he as)ed e+
<(ow did %ou diagnose so accura&e!% % 'rob!e. I did no& &e!!
%ou an%&hing abou& e, &hen who &o!d %ou abou& e. 8ho is %our
4uide<-
,M% edica! e*'eriences and s&udies, are % guide. I ha"e
cer&ain ru!es on which I base %se!$ soe&ies when i& is necessar% &o
reach urgen&!% and in&ui&i"e!% a diagnosis.- I answered.
,2o, 'u&&ing &he c!ear diagnoses wi&hou& re!%ing on &he
&echno!og% o$ &he radio!ogica! and !abora&or% e*'!ora&ions is a a&&er o$
gi$&. 3er% $ew 'eo'!e ha"e %our abi!i&ies. I can he!' %ou &o )now $ro
where %our gi$& coes.-
,0here is no need &o &e!! e. .!! I need $ro %ou is &o !e& e cure
%our chronic $a&igue s%ndroe.- I answered.
<@n!ess I )now where %our gi$& coes $ro, I wi!! no& acce'&
%our &rea&en&. I a a ra&iona! 'erson. I do &hings on a c!ear basis.-
<.n% wa%, whene"er %ou are con"inced o$ % gi$& and are read%
&o recei"e % 'h%sica! &hera'%, '!ease ca!! e9-
Dr 0. wen& &o an i!!i&era&e woan who was a ediu. =he
channe!s &he s'iri& o$ a >hinese Dr. ca!!ed 0shan. In a session wi&h &he
ediu he as)ed &he s'iri& 0shan abou& his edica! case. (is a''roach &o
&he s'iri& o$ &he Doc&or was &he sae as his a''roach &o e, and &he
answer o$ 0shan &o his edica! case was &he sae as ine. :n &he o&her
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hand, in co'arison &o 0shanDs a''roach, % in&ui&i"e e*'!ana&ion &o his
diagnosis was ore de&ai!ed.
0he absurd Doc&or did his own s&udies abou& 0shan and $ound in
&he 'as& cen&uries &ha& &he >hinese Dr. had a as&er ca!!ed 1an. 0here$ore,
he reached &he conc!usion &ha& I a a ediu $or &he s'iri&ua! as&er 1an,
and &ha& % in&ui&i"e gi$& coes $ro 1an. 1ecause Dr. 0. be!ie"ed &ha& I
a no& conscious o$ % s'iri&ua! guide, he cae &o % c!inic &o con"ince
e abou& his disco"er% abou& % gi$& and &o brainwash e and &o se'ara&e
e $ro % or&hodo* wor!d o$ edicine $or soe un)nown reason.
,>o!!eague, now I can acce'& %our &rea&en& $or e, because I
)now %our s'iri&ua! as&er. Hour hea!ing gi$& coes $ro 1an.-
,M% as&er is no& $ro dead >hina. M% as&er is Lo"e &ha&
coes $ro % hear&, and &he su$$erers )now &ha& $ro % deeds. M%
as&er educa&ed e &o be a hub!e and $ai&h$u! ser"an& &o o&hers. (e
&augh& e how &o !o"e % 'a&ien& as %se!$. I$ %our as&er is 1an, go &o
hi and !ea"e e in 'eace9-

<Lady= I a! not your *i*olo>
Lad% E. a 're&&% %oung Lad%, as)ed e &o "isi& her in her hoe.
=he su$$ered $ro chronic $a&igue, insonia and se"ere uscu!ar 'ain.
=he had "isi&ed an% edica! cen&ers a!! o"er &he wor!d. In a!! her
edica! &es&s no signs o$ an% 'a&ho!og% had been iden&i$ied. Ph%sicians
cou!d no& diagnose her i!!ness. I e*ained her and rea!i7ed &ha& her
subAec&i"e su$$ering was based on a 's%cho!ogica! disorder. 8ha& cou!d i&
be< I us& de"e!o' a good c!inica! re!a&ionshi' wi&h !ad% E. in order &o
unders&and $u!!% her 'rob!e.
Lad% E. was e*&ree!% a&&rac&ed &o % energ% $ro &he $irs&
ee&ing. I discussed wi&h her di$$eren& subAec&s and arri"ed a& a c!ear
conce'& concerning her. =he was ore &han a 'rincess. . "er% rich woan
brough& u' in a high socie&%. =he was an e*ce!!en& ar&is&ic and in&e!!ec&ua!
'ersona!i&% wi&h a &reendous co'assion. (er !i$e was $u!! o$ !u*ur% and
'ros'eri&%. =he had e"er%&hing+ &he os& co$or&ab!e condi&ions a huan
being cou!d ha"e, &hen wh% does she su$$er< :n &he o&her hand, her
ac&i"i&ies were wonder$u!, she gi"es a !o& o$ one% &o he!' &he 'oor, she is
a eber o$ an% chari&ab!e organi7a&ions and !ec&ures on subAec&s o$
huani&% in di$$eren& socie&% circ!es. ;u!! o$ char and beau&%, she was a
"er% !o"eab!e !ad% and a bri!!ian& eber o$ &he couni&%. In ore
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de&ai!s, her 'ri"a&e !i$e was s'ecia!, she was an e*&ree!% sensua! woan
and had '!en&% o$ handsoe !o"ers. 0hen, ha"ing a!! &his, wh% did !ad% E.
su$$er< 8ha& sor& o$ inside 'rob!e cou!d be causing her 'ain<
Lad% E. we!coed % edica! a''roach &o her wi&h grea&
war&h. =he guided e b% her )indness and &rus& &o en&er dee'!% in&o &he
wor!d o$ her sou!. =he $ascina&ed e b% her grea& generosi&% and sinceri&%.
.n*ious a!! &he &ie &o gi"e o&hers, she becae so addic&ed &o her
co'assiona&e dai!% ac&i"i&ies &ha& she !os& herse!$ in her own iage o$ &he
wor!d. =he )new how &o gi"e ore &han how &o recei"e6 how &o $ace &he
di$$icu!&ies o$ her e*&erior uni"erse, bu& no& how &o $ace her inner
di$$icu!&ies. I& seeed &o e &ha& 'rincess E. was on &he wa% &o gaining &he
wor!d and !oosing herse!$. 0ha& is wh%, as !ong as she was in &he ids& o$
her '!easurab!e ac&i"i&ies during &he da%, she $e!& u'!i$&ed and eu'horic.
1u& when she s!e'& in bed and had no&hing &o do, she was unab!e &o ca!
her an*ie&%, re!a* and con$ron& herse!$ and was 're% &o insonia and 'ain.
(er condi&ion was sii!ar &o &ha& o$ drug addic&s. .!wa%s, she need
&ranGui!i7ers &o ca! her an*ie&ies in order &o a"oid $acing rea!i&%,
o&herwise, she ge&s h%s&erica!.
Lad% E. was o"er&a)en wi&h her e*&erior wor!d and issed an
in&ia&e re!a&ionshi' wi&h herse!$. =he was e*&ree!% indu!ged and
absorbed in her socia! '!easurab!e ac&i"i&ies.
M% &rea&en& &o Lad% E. was orien&ed &o ba!ance her energ% b%
!ibera&ing herse!$ $ro her addic&i"e anners and a de&erina&ion &o $ind
&he beau&% o$ !i$e wi&hin herse!$. =he us& rea!i7e &ha&, in her s&a&e o$
!one!iness, 4od is o"erwhe!ing her wi&h &reendous co'assion. 0hen
on!% wi!! a!! her soa&ic and 's%chic agi&a&ion be cured and her need &o
ha"e a!wa%s soe&hing &o ho!d on &o wi!! be re'!aced b% ;ai&h.
I did se"era! hea!ing sessions on &he !ad%. =he $e!& e*&raordinari!%
we!! when I !aid % hand on her bod%. M% &rea&en&, 'osi&i"e!% ac&ing on
her eo&ions, 'ro"ided her wi&h grea& sensua! '!easure. 2e"er ind9 I
&oo) in considera&ion her huan $ee!ings9 I was )nee!ing be$ore her bod%
as in 'ra%er. 0hrough e was channe!ed a uni"ersa! !o"e energ% &ha& hea!s
and de&aches e $ro &he eo&iona! and sensua! wor!d. I $e!& &ha& %
'a&ien& wi!! gradua!!% ge& in good re!a&ion wi&h 4od, and &ha& her huan
na&ure wi!! be in haron% wi&h &he di"ine. 1u& !ad% EDs hea!ing 'rocess
was no& occurring in such an eas% wa%.
Lad% E. saw e as a !i$esa"er. =he saw in e her ar&is&ic,
in&e!!ec&ua!, roan&ic and sensua! wor!d. 0o her, I was an ero&ic god
ins&ead o$ a 4odEsen& hea!er. I cou!d no& b!ae her and e"en !ess be
in"o!"ed eo&iona!!% in her eso&eric $ee!ings. 1ecause she did no& $ind
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ha''iness in a!! her socia! ac&i"i&ies and re!a&ionshi's, she &hough& &ha&
&ha& a!one wou!d bring her ha''iness. In e, she saw a rich and
co'assiona&e uni"erse &ha& was new &o her. .& $irs&, she $e!! in dee' !o"e
wi&h % hea!ing energ% and go& addic&ed &o i&. =he &hough& &ha& she was in
!o"e wi&h e. I& was nora! &ha& &he hea!ing o"ed in her an eo&iona!
!o"e and i& was nora! $or e &o be wise and se!$!ess in order &o direc& her
!o"e &owards 4od, no& e. >ou!d &his be done b% % sessions< Perha's,
bu& on!% b% gi"ing her wha& she needs and no& wha& she wan&s9 I had &o
ins'ire and de&erine her &o be en!igh&ened in order &o be ab!e &o
cha!!enge her 'rob!es and disco"er @ni"ersa! >o'assion. I us& he!'
&he nice !ad% &o $ind a eaning $or her !i$e be%ond her dai!% condi&ioning.
Lad% E. $e!& uch be&&er a$&er $our sessions o$ % &hera'%. .&
$irs& she be!ie"ed &ha& I hea!ed her bu& she had no con$idence &ha& she can
hea! herse!$ a$&er % &rea&en& course was $inished. =he had &he $ear o$
being abandoned, o$ her 'ain re&urning and no& $inding e again. .!wa%s,
she wan&ed % 'resence &o be wi&h her, o&herwise, she was a$raid &o go on
b% herse!$ wi&hou& % aid. 0ha& is wh% she becae a&&ached or addic&ed &o
e. I was !i)e as a 'air o$ cru&ches &o her. (er $ear and !ac) o$ $ai&h were
'roAec&ed on e and &urned in&o a sen&ien&a! !o"e in order &o )ee' %
hea!ing energ% cons&an&!% a& hand. =he re$used &o ge& conscious o$ her
inside s&reng&h. .& &he end, I &ried &o con"ince her &ha& she was cured and
&ha& I shou!d !ea"e her, bu& she re$used, sa%ing+
,4od has sen& %ou &o e. I need %ou a!wa%s b% % side &o &rea&
e. I wi!! gi"e %ou e"er%&hing, bu& do no& !ea"e e. Hou brough&
ha''iness &o % hear& and I ne"er wan& &o iss %ou9 8ha& wi!! I becoe
in %our absence<-
,Hou are a!! righ& now. M% edica! e*aina&ion shows e &ha&
%ou are co'!e&e!% cured and %ou con$ired i& b% &e!!ing e &ha& %ou are
no ore in 'ain. M% ro!e is $inished and %ou are $i& as a newborn bab%. I
did % bes& $or %ou. E*cuse e, i$ I wi!! no& "isi& %ou an%ore because I
wi!! be bus% &o he!' o&her 'a&ien&s who need e.-
0ears $!owed down her chee)s and wi&h a cho)ed "oice she
re'!ied+
,DonD& !ea"e e '!ease, I s&i!! ha"e 'ain a& nigh& when I a in
bed, because I $ee! !one!% and %ou are no& beside e &o a''!% %our war
hands on % bod% &o re!ie"e &he 'ain. 8hen I Aus& see %ou or hear %our
"oice I ge& we!!, bu& whene"er %ou are awa%, I a sic) again.-
,Lad%, % &rea&en& has gi"en %ou a!! &he energ% %our bod%
needs and enough s&reng&h &o o"ercoe a!! %our disorders. 1e$ore, %ou
had an% 'rob!es and I was &he reed%, bu& now %ou are cured and I
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ha"e becoe &he 'rob!e because %ou go& addic&ed &o &he reed%. Dear
E., wa)e u' and donD& 'u& %ourse!$ in &he 'osi&ion o$ &he wea). Hou donD&
need o&hers &o gi"e %ou s%'a&h% or !o"e. Hou are a s&rong woan. Hou
ha"e e"er%&hing. =&and u' on %our $ee& and cas& o$$ %our $ee!ings o$
de'endence and neediness. 0oda% I a here, &oorrow I wi!! no& be in
1ri&ain an%ore and %ou wi!! no& $ind e. Hou wi!! $ind direc&!% 4od and
(e wi!! hea! %our 'ain and gi"e %ou 'ure Lo"e.-
=he s&ared a& e wi&h dis&urbed and $rus&ra&ed e%es, reAec&ing &he
rea!i&% &ha& I was &e!!ing her. =he sighed dee'!% and as)ed+
,8h% wi!! %ou !ea"e Eng!and< 8ha& wi!! %our 'a&ien&s do
wi&hou& %ou< 0he% wi!! $ee! deAec&ed9 Hour uniGue edica! s)i!!s are
e*&ree!% needed in &his coun&r% because nobod% can do wha& %ou are
doing9-
,0he decision is no& ine. I wan&ed &o reain in Eng!and in
order &o he!', $ree o$ charge, so an% 'eo'!e !i)e %ou. (undreds o$
Eng!ish ci&i7ens were % 'a&ien&s, aong &he were cabine& inis&ers,
!ords, ebers o$ 'ar!iaen&, 'rinces, cour& Audges, 'ro$essors, doc&ors,
wri&ers, Aourna!is&s... .!! o$ &he wan&ed e &o reain in &his coun&r%,
because I cured &he $ro di$$eren& chronic edica! 'rob!es when &he
or&hodo* and a!&erna&i"e &rea&en&s $ai!ed &o he!' &he. M% 'a&ien&s wro&e
!e&&ers &o &he (oe :$$ice and &o &he De'ar&en& o$ E'!o%en& as)ing
&he &o gi"e e a wor) 'eri& and &o a!!ow e &o s&a% in Eng!and
because &he% $ound &ha& nobod% has % uniGue edica! s)i!!s. 0he re'!%
o$ &he (oe :$$ice was &ha& I wi!! be a!!owed &o reain in &he @# on!% i$
I cou!d in"es& &he su o$ 2BB,BBB 'ounds, o&herwise I wi!! be !iab!e &o
de'or&a&ion. I do no& ha"e &ha& uch one%. I be!ie"e &he (oe :$$ice
ru!e is Gui&e Aus&i$ied, and &he &ie &o re&urn &o % coun&r%, Lebanon, has
coe. Man% 'oor 'eo'!e &here a!so are in urgen& need o$ % hea!ing
edica! 'rac&ice.-
,:h no, donD& be s&u'id, %ou shou!d no& !ea"e us and go &o
Lebanon. Hou be!ong here. 0here are so an% here who !o"e %ou. 8e wi!!
no& !e& %ou !ea"e us. :ur !i$e de'ends on %ou,- &he Lad% answered e.
=he s&ood si!en& $or a $ew seconds, &hen she said+
,8ai& $or a oen&.-
=he wen& &o her bedroo, !ea"ing e a!one wi&h a cu' o$ &ea. I
was &hin)ing, wh% was I &e!!ing &he !ad% % s&or% wi&h &he (oe :$$ice<
8ha& had she &o do wi&h a!! &ha&< 2e"er ind, I wan&ed &o show her &ha&
&he &ie had coe &o hea! herse!$ b% herse!$ and no& &o de'end on e
an%ore. .nd as &he% sa% in % coun&r%, the wind does not always blow
as the sailors wish% .& an% ra&e, I us& do e"er%&hing 'ossib!e &o a)e
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Lad% E. &a)e e ou& o$ her head and o$ her hear& and &o $ind herse!$. M%
&e!!ing her % s&or% abou& !ea"ing Eng!and a% we!! do Aus& &ha&.
Lad% E. cae bac) $ro her roo. (er $ace was beaing wi&h a
big si!e. (er wa!) was $u!! o$ char and Ao%. =he cae u' &o e, and
'resen&ed e a cheGue sa%ing+
,0his is $or %ou &o reain !ega!!% in Eng!and wi&h us. 0a)e i&9
0his is % 'resen& &o %ou $or hea!ing e. I a $or %ou and %ou are $or %
coun&r% and $or &he wor!d.-
I he!d &he cheGue and read wha& was wri&&en on i&. I& was a
cheGue $or 2BB,BBB 'ounds in % nae. . &e'&ing "oice was &e!!ing e+
,;an&as&ic9 0a)e i&9 Do i&9 Hou wi!! be a rich and ha''% an.-
=udden!%, a s&or o$ anger 'assed o"er e de"as&a&ing a!! %
egoDs ido!s o$ wor!d!% '!easures and &he hea!ing Energ% &urned e &o a
cra7% 'erson. I &oo) &he chec), &ore i& &o 'ieces, &hrew i& in &he !ad%Ds $ace
and shou&ed+
,Lad%, I a no& %our gigo!o9 0a)e bac) %our one%9 Hou
canno& bu% e-.
Lad% E. was $urious wi&h e. 2obod% be$ore reAec&ed her
generosi&% and sashed so rude!% her 'ride. .!! her adora&ion &o e
&urned in&o an e*'!osion o$ anger. .nd a% be $or &he $irs& &ie in her !i$e
anger o"erwhe!ed her. =he screaed h%s&erica!!% and shou&ed a& e
)ic)ing e ou& o$ her hoe and ou& o$ her hear&.
,:u&9 4o awa%9 Lea"e e a!one9 I a hea!ed9 I do no& need
%ou an%ore $or I ha"e 4od9-
I ran ou& o$ her house, no& )nowing wh% I was ad a& her. 1u&
I $e!& a grea& conso!a&ion in % hear& and a grea& wea!&h wor&h ore &han
i!!ions o$ 'ounds $e!! down u'on e $ro hea"en, o"erwhe!ing e
wi&h a wonder$u! b!iss.
. $ew wee)s !a&er, be$ore !ea"ing de$ini&i"e!% Eng!and, I e&
Lad% E. acciden&a!!% in &he s&ree&. =he !oo)ed e*&ree!% we!!. =he cae
u', !oo)ing a& e as i$ I were a rea! sain&. =he a'o!ogi7ed &o e sa%ing+
,I canno& e*'ress in words how %ou hea!ed and changed %
!i$e. 0he shoc) &ha& %ou did &o e was 4odEsen&9 I& o'ened % e%es, and
sudden!% I $ound &ha& I had nobod% near e &o ho!d &o, e*ce'& 4od. .!!
% $ears and an*ie&ies were swe'& awa%. 0he @ni"erse becae o'ened &o
e. 2ow, I ha"e no ore 'ain in % bod% and no ore insonia. I a a
ha''% woan. I ne"er $ee! a!one an%ore9 0han) 4:D, and &han)
%ou5-
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The *irl -as seducin* !eB
I was once in"i&ed b% a 'ries& &o do a 'ub!ic s'iri&ua! hea!ing
grou' session in a London church. I usua!!% acce'& an% in"i&a&ion &ha& can
be he!'$u! &o 'eo'!e and I donD& ind an%bod% seeing e in &he $or &ha&
he !i)es on condi&ion &ha& his a''roach cou!d be good $or hi and $or
huani&%.
.nd so I wen& &o &he church &o carr% ou& &he hea!ing grou'
session. . %oung &eenage gir! cae u' &o e. I was as)ed &o !a% % hands
on her whi!e &he 'ries& was 'ra%ing. I c!osed % e%es and did as I was
&o!d, &a)ing in&o considera&ion &ha& edica! researchers in Eng!and be!ie"e
&ha& &he ere !a%ing o$ % hands on &he 'a&ien& is su$$icien& &o cure hi,
and I res'ec& &heir be!ie$. In &he ids& o$ &he %oung gir!Ds session, 'eo'!e
s&ar&ed &o sigh, %awn and cr% de!irious!%, &hin)ing &ha& &he (o!% ='iri& had
coe u'on &he. =udden!%, &he %oung gir! becae eo&iona!!% h%s&erica!6
she gras'ed % hand and "io!en&!% &ore % shir& and a&&ac)ed e se*ua!!%,
)issing % bod% and cried+
,I wan& %ou now9 Le& us ha"e se*9-
I was e*&ree!% ebarrassed, scared and no& )nowing wha& &o
do. M% hear& ga!!o'ed. M% s&oach had a cra' o$ disgus&. M% brea&h
s&ood s&i!!. M% head was $i!!ed wi&h a!ar and con$usion. I !oo)ed a& &he
'ries& and &he 'eo'!e around $or sa!"a&ion. 0he% were a''!auding wi&h Ao%
&o &he a&os'here o$ % seduc&ion, sa%ing+
,1ra"o9 1ra"o9 4o on gir!, good $or %ou. Do5-
I &urned &o &he 'ries& $urious!% and said+
,In &he nae o$ >hris& and $or 4odDs sa)e s&o' i&. =&o' a!! %our
s&u'idi&%, we are in church.-
0hen I ran in &he ha!! &hrough &he assis&ance who were a!! in
$ren7% &o $ind &he e*i& door. I s!i''ed and % head hi& &he a!&ar. I $e!! on
% )nees and, brea&h!ess, I saw >hris& running ou& and awa% $ro &he
church be$ore I $ain&ed. 0he 'ries& cae a$&er e and !i$&ed e $ro &he
ground and said+
,8ha& is &he a&&er wi&h %ou. Hou did an e*ce!!en& hea!ing
wor) and wha& i$ &he gir! as)ed %ou in church &o do se* wi&h her< 0his is
nora! $or us because she is a huan being. 8ha& is wrong wi&h &ha&<
2o&hing9 I be!ie"e &ha& &he on!% &hing wrong is &ha& %ou coe $ro an
eas&ern narrowEinded cu!&ure.-
, ;a&her, &he gir! was seducing e9-
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,2o, she is innocen&. Lis&en, %ou did $or her a wonder$u! &hing.
=he was a !esbian, and %our &rea&en& ga"e her a hea!ing shoc). (er
eo&iona! bod% was o'ened. (er na&ure was hea!ed. ;or &he $irs& &ie in
her !i$e she was a&&rac&ed se*ua!!% &o a a!e. =he 'roAec&ed iracu!ous!%
&ha& on %ou. 1ra"o9 1ra"o5
The -o!an I ra+ed

I was ca!!ed one da% &o &rea& &he bac) o$ a woan who is a
$aous )ara 's%cho&hera'is& who &rea&s &he 'as& !i"es o$ her 'a&ien&s.
=he c!ais &o be ab!e &o &e!! &he s&or% o$ e"er% 'ersonDs s'iri& incarna&ion.
=he does sessions &e!!ing who %ou were hundreds o$ %ears ago and where
%ou !i"ed. =he be!ie"es &ha& i$ %our s'iri& had a &raua in one o$ i&s 'as&
!i"es, &hen &he e$$ec& o$ &he &raua cou!d reain in %our subconsciousness
and %ou need &o go &o her $or &rea&en&.
I "isi&ed &he in&ui&i"e 's%cho&hera'is& in her hoe &o &rea& her
bac). 8hen I en&ered her hoe, I no&iced &ha& she had a !o& o$ Eng!ish
a''rehension. 8hen I e*'ressed $ree!% % co'assion and said &ha& I
ho'ed &o be ab!e &o cure her wi&h % s'ecia! s)i!!s o$ 'h%sica! &hera'%, she
go& scared. I becae en&husias&ic &o he!' her. I wan&ed &o !a% % hands on
&he 'ain$u! areas o$ her bod%. =he was 'hobic &o an% an &ouching her,
being educa&ed &o re'ress her eo&ions as a we!!Ebeha"ed Eng!ish 'erson
shou!d do. 2o& e"en her 'aren&s &ouched her in her chi!dhood &o e*'ress
&heir a$$ec&ion. =he on!% )new one anDs &ouch $or se*ua! re!a&ions and
&his was her e*Ehusband.
I &ried &o !a% % hands on her in order &o 'er$or % 'h%sica!
&hera'%. =he Au'ed u' angri!% wi&h a 'hobic re$usa! &o a!!ow e &o &ouch
her, &e!!ing e no& &o in"ade her and no& &o &ouch 7ones o$ her bod% which
are reser"ed &o her husband. =he &hrew on e a!! her 'as& $ears and
screaed+
,DonD& &ouch e and go awa%, %ou are &he 'erson who ra'ed e
in a 'as& !i$e when I was a 'rincess in 1ab%!on.-
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An a++roach to cancer
. $i$&%E%ear o!d woan had breas& cancer wi&h '!eura! and bone
e&as&asis. Doc&ors in &he (os'i&a! &o!d her &ha& she had on!% &wo ore
on&hs &o !i"e, &ha& is, un&i! >hris&as. (earing &ha& I cou!d 'er$or
irac!es, she ho'ed I cou!d hea! her. I "isi&ed her in her hoe in =&. /ohnDs
8ood. =he was a wise !ad% wi&h a dee' and %s&ic cu!&ure.
I as)ed &he !ad% wha& was her 'rob!e<
,M% 'rob!e is cancer and &he doc&ors sa% &ha& ID!! !i"e &i!!
>hris&as,- she answered.
,.re %our doc&ors 'ro'he&s< Do &he% )now wha& is in &he ind o$
4od< .re %ou sure &ha& on >hris&as o$ &his %ear %ou wi!! die<-
,Hes, since &he consu!&an& who is &he head o$ &he de'ar&en& o$
onco!og% con$ired &heir diagnosis.-
,I$ %ou are going &o die so soon, &hen '!ease &e!! e wha& wi!!
%ou !ose<-
,I sha!! !ose seeing % chi!dren.-
,DonD& worr%, %our chi!dren wi!! be ha''% a$&er %ou 'ass awa%
because %ou !ea"e &he a heri&age and &he% wi!! $ee! $ree &o use i& as &he%
see $i&.-
,I donD& )now &hen, wha& I wi!! !ose.-
,Hou see, %ou donD& )now9 0his eans &ha& %ou are no& going &o
!ose %ourse!$, because, dee' inside, %ou ha"e &he $ee!ing o$ %our e&erna!
e*is&ence. 1u& righ& now %ou are condi&ioned wi&h $ear and an*ie&% o$
!osing %ourse!$. 8hen %ou die, %our $ear o$ d%ing wou!d ha"e been
use!ess and wi!! disa''ear and %our an*ie&ies wou!d ha"e been &o no
a"ai!.-
,I donD& unders&and wha& %ou are sa%ing, doc&or. 0e!! e c!ear!%
when I die wha& do %ou &hin) I wi!! !ose<-
,Hou wi!! !ose %our $ears and an*ie&ies9 0hen wh% wai& &o !ose
&he when %ou are a& %our !as& brea&h. Lose &he now and a%be %ou
wi!! no& die. (ea! %our sou! now $ro &he nega&i"e eo&ions &ha& coe
na&ura!!%, and &hen a%be %ou wi!! acce'& dea&h na&ura!!% as a 1ig =!ee'.
4i"e 'eace &o %our ind and &ranGui!!i&% &o %our hear& $ro a!! &his
wor!d!% agi&a&ion. .nd &hen, a%be dea&h wi!! no& be needed a& >hris&as
&o hea! %our s'iri& $ro &he nega&i"i&% o$ %our huan na&ure. ;ee! &ha& !i$e
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has crea&ed %ou no& &o !ose %ou. EnAo% %our !i$e &i!! >hris&as as wou!d a
newborn chi!d, and in &he coing %ear we wi!! see wha& wou!d ha''en9-
0he woan wi&h cancer had con"inced herse!$ &ha& she was
d%ing and was unconscious!% crea&ing $or herse!$ a wish $or dea&h. .$&er
our con"ersa&ion, her ind becae uncondi&ioned, her eo&ions 'eace$u!
and $ree, and her &hough&s 'osi&i"e. E"en&ua!!%, she underwen& a
re"o!u&ion and hea!ed herse!$ and did no& die on >hris&as. .nd e"er since
she ce!ebra&ed >hris&as as a da% o$ rebir&h.
M M M

/ohn Pa'wor&h, a 'ries& in =&. /ohns church, a $aous 'o!i&ica!
wri&er and Aourna!is&, wro&e abou& % edica! hea!ing &he $o!!owing
&es&ionia! a$&er I he!'ed his wi$e who was d%ing o$ >ancer+

0: 8(:M I0 M.H >:2>ER2+

0he abo"e naed cae &o &his coun&r% a$&er su$$ering a gri
'ersona! &raged% in his na&i"e Lebanon in which i!i&ar% ac&ion des&ro%ed
bo&h his $ai!% and his hoe. Des'i&e &his !oss his inna&e 'ersona!
Gua!i&ies enab!ed hi "er% Guic)!% &o es&ab!ish here a high re'u&a&ion as a
doc&or 'ossessing Gui&e uniGue hea!ing s)i!!s. I was ab!e &o see &his a& $irs&
hand since % wi$e was his 'a&ien& $or soe on&hs and res'onded wi&h
'osi&i"e resu!&s where o&her doc&ors using ore or&hodo* e&hods were
unab!e &o succeed. 0hese s)i!!s deri"e as uch $ro his edica! &raining
as $ro &he s'iri& o$ gen&!eness, co'assion and unders&anding he brings
&o bear in his wor).
In &he &wo %ears I ha"e )nown hi I ha"e !earned o$ nuerous
e*a'!es o$ his hea!ing 'owers and o$ &he re!ie$ he has brough& &o &hose
who su$$er. I ha"e no hesi&a&ions a& a!!, and $ee! grea&!% 'ri"i!eged, in
recoending hi as a 'h%sician o$ e*ce'&iona! in&egri&% and de"o&ion,
and i& is % arden& and wide!% shared wish &ha& he a% be a!!owed &o
con&inue &o 'rac&ice aong us $or an% %ears &o coe.
/.2@.RH F
0(
1995
/:(2 P.P8:R0(
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The healer o cancer -as an Indian co-B
. %oung Indian !ad% who had cancer in her !e$& breas& cae &o
see e in London. =he re$used &o ha"e a as&ec&o% and a si!icon breas&
'ros&hesis. =he wan&ed &o ha"e an a!&erna&i"e &rea&en&. 0a)ing in
considera&ion her case and &he gene&ic basis o$ &he neo'!as, I ad"ised her
o$ &he necessi&% o$ ha"ing $irs& a surgica! o'era&ion, radio&hera'% and
cheo&hera'% and &hen a$&er &ha&, I a% be ab!e he!' her. 1u& &he woan
re$used &he onco!ogica! a''roaches because she had a 'hobia o$ &he
hos'i&a! &rea&en& &o cancer 'a&ien&s &ha& !ac)s co'assion. I &ried &o
su''or& &he woan 's%cho!ogica!!% and &o s&reng&hen her s'iri& and &o
con"ince her a& &he sae &ie &ha& 'ara!!e! &o wha& I was doing &o her, she
us& $o!!ow &he edica! or&hodo* &rea&en&s. .$&er a $ew ee&ings wi&h
her, she go& $rus&ra&ed, !e$& London and wen& &o India.
2ine on&hs !a&er, she rang e u' $ro London. =he wan&ed &o
ee& e and &e!! e her !a&es& news and because she a''recia&ed &he
co'assion and res'ec& I had $or her, she cae bac) &o see e. =he
en&ered % $!a& wi&h a $ir and con$iden& s&e'. =he !oo)ed !i)e a 'rincess
o$ &he :ne 0housand and :ne 2igh&s, $u!! o$ Ao% and beau&%. .!! &he
char had re&urned &o her bod%, ca!ing her ind and o"ing her hear&.
I !oo)ed a& her beau&i$u! and g!owing Indian $ace. 0he !igh& o$
ha''iness and 'eace was dancing in her e%es. 0hri!!ed on seeing her so
we!!, I e*c!aied+
,8ha& a wonder$u! sur'rise &o see %ou !oo)ing so we!!9-
,I a cured o$ cancer. I a hea!ed. I a again a ha''% woan9-
she said.
=he showed e her breas&. I 'a!'a&ed i& and $ound no sign o$
cancer9 0he &uor had disa''eared na&ura!!% because she had no surgica!
cica&rices. 1u& how was &ha&<
,E*&raordinar%, % dear, &e!! e how did %ou anage &ha&<-
,I wen& &o India &o a ho!% and sacred '!ace. 0here I e& a cow, a
ho!% cow or, i$ %ou wish, a &hera'eu&ic cow and i& cae &o e and !ic)ed
% &uor. 0he second da% &he &uor disa''eared and &he edica! &es&s
con$ired &ha&.-
I &hough&+ ,.re &here an% an&icancer cheica!s in &he sa!i"a o$ a
cow or was &he cow ruina&ing a cer&ain '!an& ha"ing a curing e$$ec& on
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cancer be$ore i& !ic)ed &he breas& o$ &he Indian %oung !ad%< .& an% ra&e,
&he hea!ing 'rocess cou!d no& be &ha& eas% and s'on&aneous.-
E*&ree!% ha''% $or &he %oung woan and ar"e!ing a& her
$ai&h, I !oo)ed a& her and said+
,>ongra&u!a&ions9 4ood $or %ou, %ou deser"e &o be in 'er$ec&
hea!&h. I a''recia&e %our grea& $ai&h9-
=he re'!ied+ ,Doc&or, %ou &oo us& ha"e a cow in %our c!inic, and
%ou wi!! see &ha& wi&h &he cowDs he!', %ou wi!! be ab!e &o cure cancer9-
.s a edica! researcher I canno& acce'& &he Indian !ad%Ds s&or% in
such an i'era&i"e wa%. ;ai&h 'ro"ed i&s e$$ec& in hea!ing cancer, bu& $ai&h
is no& a 'a!'ab!e a&&er and e"er%bod% sees i& in his own wa%. =oe&ies
a 'osi&i"e shi$& in &he 'a&ien&Ds consciousness is re!a&i"e &o a s'on&aneous
reission $ro his cancer. I& a% be &ha& in &he case o$ &he Indian woan
&he cancer ce!!s coi&&ed suicide a$&er recei"ing an order $ro &heir
dea&h genes. 1u& wh% did &his ass suicide ha''en &o &he Indian !ad% Aus&
when &he cow !ic)ed her a!ignan& &uor in her !e$& breas&< 8as &he cow
a 's%cho!ogica! su''or& $or her and renewed her ho'e in !i$e. I& a% be
&ha& her hea!ing 'rocess had no re!a&ion wi&h &he cow. I a inc!ined &o
&hin) &ha& her bod% reAec&ed &he cancer ce!!s b% &he echanis o$ a
nega&i"e $eedbac) &ha& inhibi&ed &he ac&ion o$ &he &uorDs growing gene.
Pu77!ed, I a s&i!! &r%ing &o $a&ho &he scien&i$ic echanis
behind &he hea!ing o$ &he Indian !ad% in order &o he!' % breas& cancer
'a&ien&s. I wi!! do % bes& &o $ind &he scien&i$ic e*'!ana&ion bu& i$ I $ai!, do
no& b!ae e i$, one da%, %ou en&er % c!inic &o $ind a cow &here5
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My research about cancer
0wo onco!ogis&s who were % co!!eagues in &he edica! schoo!,
Gues&ioned e &o &e!! &he how I hea!ed &heir 'a&ien& o$ cancer. I was
sur'rised a& &heir Gues&ions because I did no& cure an% 'a&ien& o$ cancer.
0he% &o!d e &he s&or% o$ a woan ca!!ed Mariana+
,Las& on&h, Mariana cae &o &he hos'i&a! $or a genera! chec)
u'. 8e did a scanner $or her abdoen. 0he resu!& was &ha& she had a
&uor &he si7e o$ an egg in her s&oach. 8e carried a bio's% $or &he
grow&h and &he diagnosis was a e!anoa. 8e a''oin&ed a s&oach
o'era&ion $or her and &ha& was !as& wee).
,Mariana was adi&&ed in &he hos'i&a! $or &he o'era&ion. .nd
be$ore a''!%ing an% surger% on her, we did ano&her scanner $or her
s&oach in order &o see how &he &uor was 'rogressing. 8e were
e*&ree!% as&onished &o $ind &ha& &he cancerous &uor which was in her
s&oach was no& &here an%ore. I& was gone, &o&a!!% "anished. I& is
incredib!e, $or 4odDs sa)e, &e!! us wha& has ha''ened &o Mariana< 8ha&
hea!ing irac!e has ha''ened &o her and how such s'on&aneous curing
cou!d ha''en<
,8e Gues&ioned Mariana, e*&ree!% curious &o see how she was
cured o$ cancer. Mariana re'!ied &ha& she e& %ou in a >!uAean ca$O ca!!ed
>roco and she as)ed %ou abou& her 'ain in her s&oach and righ&
shou!der. Hou 'u& %our hands on her 'ain and %ou said &o her &ha& her 'ain
coes $ro her uscu!ar s&i$$ness. 0hen %ou 'roised her &ha& she wi!!
be a!! righ& and %ou &o!d her &o be s&rong wi&hin herse!$ and &o be 'osi&i"e
wi&h her !i$e.-
,8ho is Mariana< I ne"er had a 'a&ien& ca!!ed Mariana and I
ha"e no& &rea&ed an% woan wi&h cancer9- I said.
,0he woan is a 'easan& $ro &he "i!!age o$ >oshbuc. =he is in
her $i$&ies. =he as)ed %ou Aus& wha& was &he cause o$ her 'ain because she
did no& )now &ha& she had cancer.-
,I do no& reeber an% woan in >rocoDs ca$O who as)ed e
abou& her 'ain. 0en da%s ago, I was &here wi&h % $riends, soewha&
eu'horic a$&er a hea"% drin)ing o$ "od)a and &a!)ed &o an% 'eo'!e and
she a% ha"e been one o$ &he. 1u& I do no& reeber ee&ing a 'easan&
!ad%. I &hin) &ha& &he !ad% is 'roAec&ing her hea!ing 'rocess on e. Ma%be
% iage a$&er a good drin) o$ "od)a ins'ired her how &o hea! herse!$.-
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,Do no& be $unn%, we are searching $or &ru&h. 0he !ad% was
cured o$ cancer. 8e do no& )now how. 1e!ie"e us co!!eague9 8e wi!! show
%ou bo&h scanner iages and %ou wi!! see &ha& a s'on&aneous reission
has ha''ened &o Mariana. Did %ou be!ie"e &ha& Mariana shi$&ed her
consciousness &owards a 'osi&i"e !i$e and &hus was cured o$ cancer.-
,I do no& )now9 .n% wa%, !e& us 'a% a "isi& &o Mariana in her
hoe &o s&ud% %our 's%cho!ogica! 'oin& o$ "iew in hea!ing cancer
'a&ien&s.-
,.!! righ&, !e& us do &ha&.- :ne o$ % co!!eagues re'!ied. (e
was an onco!ogis& and a edica! researcher in &he 'rocesses o$ cancer
na&ura! hea!ing.
M% co!!eague and I &ra"e!ed b% &rain $or &wo hours $ro >!uAE
na'oca &o &he "i!!age o$ >oshbuc. 8e wan&ed &o "isi& Mariana and &o s&ud%
e"er%&hing abou& her !i$e, wha& she ea&s, how she $ee!s and &hin)s and how
she carries her dai!% !i$e ac&i"i&ies e&c. 8e were e*&ree!% curious and
obsessed &o $ind wha& was &he secre& behind MarianaDs hea!ing 'rocess.
8e arri"ed &o MarianaDs house in &he a$&ernoon. .s we s&e''ed
in &he house %ard we heard a !o"e!% and e*&ree!% co'assiona&e
woanDs "oice coing $ro &he garden behind &he house. 0he "oice was
so war, i& &hri!!ed us eo&iona!!%. I& 'ene&ra&ed our hear&s and o"ed
&ears o$ Ao% in our e%es. I& seeed &o us &ha& co'assiona&e "oice was
coing $ro &he generous uni"erse o$ hea!ing. 8e heard &he "oice singing
&his song+
Hou are % !ad% who ser"es e
8hen I a hungr% %ou $eed e
8hen I a a!one %ou &a)e % sorrow awa%
8i&hou& %ou I can no& !i"e
Hou wa)e e a& dawn on &he &wi&&er o$ birds
8hen 3enus is sa%ing &o &he nigh& goodb%e
.nd &he $!owers and &rees are %awning
8i&h Ao% $or &he sun!igh&
.nd when &he roses si!e wi&h dro's o$ dew
Hou wa)e u' $ro &he dar)ness o$ s!ee'
0o go &oge&her &o &he !i!% "a!!e% and dais% hi!!
0o shed our !o"e on &he bree7% eadows.
Hou are % !o"e!% !ad%
8ho nourishes e $ro her bod%
8i&h &he whi&eness o$ !i$e
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Hour hea!ing 'ure i!)
0he reed% o$ % sou!.
8a)e e u' a!wa%s and coe wi&h e u' &o &he hi!!
0o &he green !i$e.
Hou are % !ad%, %ou are &he green o$ % !i$e,
>oe % be!o"ed &o gra7e &oge&her &he grass
0o s'end our da%s wi&h !o"e in &he $ie!ds.
8e are &he $irs& o$ &he da% who we!coe &he sun.
8e are &he !as& o$ &he da% who sa% goodb%e &o &he sun.
8e are &he !o"ers o$ !i$e.
:h % !ad%, I !o"e %ou9
;or who was &his !ad% singing in such war and hea!ing
words. I !onged a!! % !i$e &o ha"e soebod% singing &o e $ro &he hear&
such a wonder$u! song. I $e!& so energi7ed b% &he !ad%Ds song.
I said+ ,>o!!eague, !e& us go &o &he garden behind &he house and
see wha& is going on and as) abou& Mariana.-
8e wen& &o &he garden and were sur'rised &o see &ha& i& was
Mariana who was singing cheer$u!!% in such a !o"e!% and co'assiona&e
"oice. =he was wi&h her cow and a!! her beau&i$u! words were addressed &o
her cow. =he was dee'!% in !o"e wi&h her !ad% who nourishes her wi&h
i!).
Mariana we!coed us cheer$u!!% wi&h a &reendous !o"e energ%
&ha& can raise &he dead $ro &he gra"e. 8e becae !i)e swee& chi!dren
o"erwhe!ed b% her war&h. =he in"i&ed us inside her house where we
discussed wi&h her di$$eren& subAec&s in order &o $ind how she o"ercae
her cancer 'rob!e and $ound &ha& she was an e*&ree!% 'osi&i"e !ad%
wi&h an in$ini&e easure o$ co'assion. =he was so grea&!% ca'ab!e o$
!o"e as &o be a!wa%s !i"ing in a wor!d o$ !o"e.
In &he &rain, on our wa% bac) &o >!uA I as)ed % co!!eague+
,.nd now, a$&er our "isi& &o Mariana, did %ou $ind wha& cured her
o$ >ancer<-
,I& is "er% s&range, I do no& )now. I was bewi!dered b% her
enorous "i&a!i&% and 'osi&i"is &owards !i$e.-
,.nd %ou, wha& ha"e %ou &o sa%<- he as)ed e.
,0he woan who is ca'ab!e &o !o"e her cow wi&h such an in&ensi&%
is a!so ca'ab!e &o !o"e !i$e &i!! &he energ% o$ !o"e hea!s her. Dear co!!eague
&oorrow she wi!! coe &o %our c!inic and sa% &ha& &he cow has cured her
and no& e.-
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The healer o cancer -as not !e
.n o!d woan was su$$ering $ro cancer and nobod% &o!d
her &he &ru&h abou& her i!!ness. =he was 're'ared $or an o'era&ion &o
reo"e her &uor. Doc&ors and her re!a&i"es did no& &e!! an%bod% abou&
her case $or $ear &ha& i$ she wi!! )now &he &ru&h, she igh& bra)e down.
1e$ore going &o &he surgica! o'era&ion, she cae &o % c!inic &o &rea& her
bac) 'ain wi&h % 'h%sica! &hera'%. .& &he oen& she en&ered % c!inic,
I was a&&rac&ed b% her energ%, and was $ascina&ed b% her s'iri&ua! a''roach
&owards % &rea&en&. (er $ace was $u!! o$ !igh& wi&h war and innocen&
'ious !oo)s. (er si!es were si!en& and co'assiona&e. =he was !oo)ing
a& e beaing wi&h gra&i&ude and in&erior 'eace. .s soon as she s&ar&ed &o
describe her 'ain, I $e!& &ha& &here was no need &o &e!! e an%&hing abou&
her edica! 'rob!e because I &hough& &ha& wha&e"er can her i!!ness be, i&
cou!d be cured easi!% b% e. I was con"inced &ha& a s'iri&ua! and !o"e!%
woan !i)e her is no& in need &o be Audged or reduced &o &he !ii&a&ions o$
&he or&hodo* edicine. In&ui&i"e!% I $e!& &ha& &here was a !i&&!e 'ain in her
bac) and nec). I Aus& did a $i"e inu&e assage &o her usc!es and &o!d
her &ha& she was hea!ed and &here was no need $or her &o coe and "isi&
e again because her edica! diagnosis seeed &o e Aus& a !i&&!e &ension
in her bac) usc!es caused b% 'h%sica! &iredness. I did no& !is&en &o &he o!d
woan nor did I e*aine her. I $e!& &ha& she did no& ha"e a rea! edica!
'rob!e and I Aus& I &ouched her usc!es as a 's%cho!ogica! su''or&. 0he
woanDs husband, who )new a!! abou& her case, bu& was no& wi!!ing &o &e!!
an%bod%, e"en e, abou& her cancer 'rob!e, !oo)ed a& e wi&h s)e'&ica!
e%es, con"inced &ha& I was no& a serious 'h%sician bu& an ignoran& and a
char!a&an. 1u& I did no& &a)e his "iew in considera&ion because his wi$e,
&he o!d woan, was "er% ha''% wi&h % s'on&aneous, si'!e, naV"e and
uncondi&ioned a''roach &o her.
. on&h !a&er, &he o!d woan cae bac) &o % c!inic and I was
&o!d abou& her rea! edica! s&or%. 1u& &he os& aa7ing &hing was &ha&,
a$&er her "isi& &o % c!inic, she wen& &o &he hos'i&a! &o ha"e &he o'era&ion
&o reo"e &he cancerous &uor $ro her bod% and no &uor was de&ec&ed
an%ore. (ow< 8ho )nows< .nd a!! &he 'eo'!e who )new her case
&hough& &ha& I cured her. 0he% condi&ioned &heir ind in such a wa% &ha&,
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ins&ead o$ &heir 're"ious s)e'&icis concerning e and &heir be!ie$ &ha& I
was a Guac), &he% now 'roAec&ed e &o a '!ace beside 4od.
I& was $unn% how 'eo'!e 'ercei"e &hings. 8hen &he% were &e!!ing
&he woanDs hea!ing s&or% $ro cancer, I was e*&ree!% aused because I
)new how ignoran& % edica! a''roach &o &he woan was and how &he%
innocen&!% bragged abou& % s)i!!. I& was aa7ing how an% be!ie"ed
&ha& I had ac&ua!!% cured &he woan $ro cancer and wi!! no& adi& &ha&
% edica!!% s&u'id a''roach &o &he woan was no& wha& cured her.
8hen &he% &a!)ed abou& e, I &ru!% $e!& &ha& &he% were con$using e wi&h
=oebod% E!se9 @n$or&una&e!%, &he% cou!d no& con&e'!a&e &he hea!ing
'ower o$ &he @nseen. I& was % bad !uc) &ha& &heir shor&Esigh&ed ind
$ound e acciden&a!!% in &heir wa%. 2e"er ind, I wi!! de&ach %se!$ $ro
a!! &his corru'&ed and narrow inded &hin)ing &ha& bui!ds iages $or
huan beings. I& is enough &ha& &he s'iri&ua! o!d woan was hea!ed o$
cancer.

My healin* -or2 in the i!a*ination o
?oe Lin2 and his -ie Mary Lutyens
/oe Lin), a /ewish we!! )nown Eng!ish wri&er and a
businessan wi&h &he honorab!e &i&!e o$ &he 1ri&ish E'ire K:.1.EL,
arried Mar% Lu&%ens. Mar% Lu&%ens is a $aous con&e'orar% Eng!ish
no"e!is& and wri&er o$ boo)s abou& &he ce!ebra&ed s'iri&ua! &eacher
,>hris&ian Ma&&e-. (er $ai!% descends $ro >rowe!! and Lord 1%ron.
(er $a&her was &he $aous archi&ec& who bui!& 2ew De!hi and her sis&er
E!i7abe&h was a renowned Eng!ish usician.
/oe Lin) had cancer in his se"en&ies, a e!anoa o$ re&ina which
b!inded one o$ his e%es. I e& hi when he was in his nine&ies and was a
gues& $or &wo %ears in his London house.
.& age o$ nine&% one, /oe had a grow&h which obs&ruc&ed his bi!e
duc& and caused hi a se"ere ic&er echanic. .n endosco'% was done $or
his bi!e duc& and he was sen& hoe. (is bod% becae wea) and s!i and
&he 'h%sicians &o!d his $ai!% &ha& in &he coing &wo wee)s he wou!d die.
(earing &he news, I wen& &o /oeDs bedroo and $ound hi !%ing in bed,
wea), de'ressed and 'a!e, and surrounded b% &he woen ebers o$ his
$ai!%. 0he% were 'roAec&ing a!! &heir eo&ions on 'oor /oe in con&inuous
!aen&a&ions &hereb% de'ressing and wea)ening hi e"en ore. 8hen I
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saw &he $einine eo&iona! energ% de'ressing /oe and &a)ing $ro hi
his con$idence and cha!!enge o$ !i$e, I b!ew u', sa%ing+
,Ladies wha& are %ou doing here< .re %ou bur%ing /oe b% %our
s&u'id an*ie&ies whi!e he is s&i!! a!i"e< Lea"e hi in 'eace and go and cr%
on %ourse!$. /oe wi!! soon recu'era&e. I wi!! cure hi and he wi!! go bac)
&o his nora! dai!% ac&i"i&ies. P!ease go wi&h %our worries and $ind a wa!!
&o wai! and cr% a!! %ou wan&. /oe has as uch 'a&ience, $ai&h and !o"e o$
!i$e as &he Pro'he& /ob.-
. si!ence $e!! u'on /oeDs bedroo and 'eace re&urned &o /oe and his
wi$e Mar%. I go& ins'ired how &o &rea& /oe wi&h "i&ains and bioEenerg%. I
carried a session o$ hea!ing u'on hi &ha& en!igh&ened a!! &he househo!d
wi&h a 'ower$u! s'iri& o$ (o'e. /oe was cured and he !i"ed we!! $or &hree
ore %ears. (e wro&e &he $o!!owing &es&ionia! abou& % edica! wor)+
8a!ing heard se!eral accounts o" the bene"icial e""ects o" his
treatment in di""ering circumstances, * consulted him a"ter an endoscopy
procedure in the bile duct% * was su""ering "rom e2treme weakness and
swelling o" the legs which my doctor was unable to alle!iate, nor did he
hold out much prospect o" impro!ement% r% aoud used a combination o"
physical medicine and healing which had dramatic and lasting e""ects "or
which * am deeply grate"ul to him%
* ha!e more recently witnessed his treatment o" my wi"e4s right
shoulder with e9ual success%
There can be no doubt, to my mind, that r aoud has great
e2perience and rare, i" not uni9ue, power to help su""erers "rom !arious
ailments where orthodo2 medicine "ails% r aoud has a great deal to
o""er "or humanity% 8e is a man o" high character and moti!ation%
/. 4. LI2#=

Mar% Lu&%ens KMrs. /. 4. LI2#L described % hea!ing e$$ec&s on
her

: * was le"t with no sense o" security and my ner!ous condition
a""ected my sleep% * was then recommended to consult r% aoud and
a"ter one treatment my con"idence was completely restored and so it
remains%
3hat he did "or me was ama(ing and * should be de!astated i" he
was not a!ailable to help me%
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Mar% Lu&%ens

.$&er /oe en&ered bac) again &he door o$ !i$e ins&ead o$ crossing
&he ga&e o$ dea&h, I was e*&ree!% in&eres&ed &o )now wha& is his a&&i&ude
&owards !i$e+
,8ha& is &he os& beau&i$u! decade %ou $e!& in %our !i$e<- I as)ed
/oe.
,I& was be&ween age eigh&% and nine&%,- he re'!ied.
,(ow is &ha&, )nowing &ha& %ou becae o!d and %our !i$e was
&hrea&ened wi&h cancer and %ou had a!read% !os& "ision in one e%e.-
,2e"er ind, I had no $ear o$ dea&h because I a!wa%s !i"ed wi&hin
%se!$ &he end!ess e*is&ence o$ &he huan uni"erse. 0his diension cou!d
no& be described wi&h words or !ii&ed in &ie. E"er% 'eriod o$ % !i$e
has i&s beau&%. In % eigh&ies I becae !i)e a newborn chi!d wi&h wisdo.
M% !i$e becae a na&ura! edi&a&ion. I becae $ree o$ a!! &he wor!d!%
addic&i"e condi&ioning. I was ore crea&i"e &han be$ore because &he
c!ia* o$ crea&i"i&% is &o $ind %ourse!$ in &ru&h. In % eigh&ies %
iagina&ion becae a rea! wor!d we!! be%ond % $eeb!e bod%.-
I !oo)ed around e and saw Mar% Lu&%ens si!ing wi&h &he
roan&ic !o"e and innocence o$ &he !o"ers in one o$ her no"e!s. I as)ed
her+
,Mar%, wha& do %ou &hin) abou& /oeDs 'osi&i"e a&&i&ude<-
,:h %es, /oe was a!wa%s $unn%, he !i"es in &oo uch iagina&ion
bu& on &he o&her hand he is a "er% 'rac&ica! an, wi&h his $ee& $ir!% on
&he ground. I a!so enAo% % own iagina&ion. I$ a an isses his
iagina&ion, he wi!! see hise!$ on!% as a hea' o$ $!esh and becoes !i)e
a $rus&ra&ed ania!. S"e&!ana =&a!in &he daugh&er o$ &he Russian dic&a&or
&o!d e when she esca'ed $ro &he &%rann% o$ her $a&her and cae &o !i"e
in London+ II ran awa% $ro % crue! $a&her, I wou!d no& !i)e e"en his
iagina&ion &o see e an%ore,D 8hen /oe and I e&, we were as
roan&ic as we are now because we !o"ed each o&her in a wor!d $u!! o$
iagina&ion. .nd &oorrow when we !ea"e &his wor!d we ho'e &ha& we
wi!! reain soehow in &he iagina&ion o$ our chi!dren.-

The -o!an -ith a breast lu!+


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. woan "isi&ed e &o &rea& a !u' in one o$ her breas&s. =he
was an*ious abou& her edica! case because one o$ &he 'h%sicians &o!d her
&ha& she igh& ha"e cancer. (e as)ed her &o do a bio's% $or her !u' and
&o 're'are herse!$ $or a surgica! o'era&ion Ka as&ec&o%L.
I e*ained &he woanDs breas& and &o!d her &ha& I cou!d easi!%
so!"e her case. I did a hea!ing assage $or &he !u' and in one session o$
&wen&% inu&es her breas& was cured. 0he woan was e*ci&ed wi&h %
uniGue edica! s)i!!s. 0hin)ing &ha& I cou!d he!' an% 'eo'!e in Eng!and,
she in&roduced e and % hea!ing s)i!!s &o an% 'eo'!e in &he Eng!ish
socie&%. Man% were cabine& inis&ers, !ords, cour& Audges e&c. =he
in&roduced e es'ecia!!% &o an e*&raordinar% $ai!% ca!!ed (a&"an%.


The -o!an -ith breast cancer

0he (a&"an%s we!coed e in &heir big hoe in cen&ra!
London. 0he% saw wha& good hea!ing wor) I can do $or &he 'eo'!e. 0he%
o'ened &heir big house $or an% 'a&ien&s $ro di$$eren& coun&ries,
dedica&ing &hese!"es &o he!'ing &he 'oor and hea!ing &he su$$erers, &he%
in"i&ed e as we!! as an% 'oor 'a&ien&s $ro di$$eren& coun&ries &o s&a%
gracious!% in &heir hoe in order &o he!' &he wi&h % hea!ing gi$&50he
='iri& o$ hea!ing &hrough e becae ore e$$ec&i"e wi&h &he su''or& o$
&he (a&"an% co'assion.
. %oung woan wi&h breas& cancer ca!!ed 0ina was in"i&ed $ro
4reece &o s&a% wi&h her daugh&er in &he (a&"an% hea!ing hoe in order &o
be &rea&ed. =he was soewha& in her &erina! s&a&e o$ i!!ness5 0wo %ears
ago, her husband died o$ cancer. 0his woan was e*&raordinar%. =he was
e*&ree!% wise and co'assiona&e wi&h a grea& genuine s'iri&ua!i&%. =he
wished in her chi!dhood &o de"o&e herse!$ &o he!'ing o&hers. 8hen her
husband died o$ cancer she reso!"ed &o s'end her !i$e in &he go!go&ha o$
hea!ing &he wor!d and de"e!o'ed cancer. =he saw in her disease a cross
she has &o carr% in order &o bring an% su$$erers &o 4od. (er cross was
hea"%. During % hea!ing wor) on 0ina which !as&ed $or ore &han $i"e
%ears, we de"e!o'ed a grea& $riendshi' and I !earn& a !o& abou& &he dee'
eanings o$ !i$e. =he was $u!! o$ gra&i&ude &o e. 8hen we e& in .&hens
$or &he !as& &ie, she said+
,I a gra&e$u! &o 4od $or ha"ing cancer. I a gra&e$u! $or a!! &he
&rea&en& %ou ha"e gi"en e. M% i!!ness was grea&, i& ins'ired e &o see)
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a wa% &o be cured and de&erined e &o go &o London &o ee& %ou, %
4uardian .nge!. >ancer &o!d e how &o hea! % sou! and &o !o"e !i$e
be%ond % e'heera! bod%. M% i!!ness &augh& &o surrender and so &o $ee!
ha''% and e&erna!. I now bid %ou goodb%e, $or &his is &he !as& &ie we
ee& on &his ear&h. M% &ie wi!! soon be u' and I wi!! ha"e &o !ea"e. 0he
.nge! is wai&ing $or e5-

The 1ealer o cancer -as an An*el
=he e& e and was in a &errib!e s&a&e. =he had a cancer o$ &he
breas& and was &owards a &erina! s&a&e o$ e&as&asis. =he chose e &o
he!' her agains& % wi!!. =he $e!& &ha& I was a hea!er sen& &o her $ro 4od.
In &he beginning she as)ed e &o he!' her and I re$used. I said &o her+
,Lad%, I do no& &rea& cancer 'a&ien&s. I a no& 4od9-
,I $ee! &ha& %ou are sen& &o e $ro 4od no& &o hea! % bod% bu& &o
en!igh&en % hear& wi&h e&erna! 'eace.-
,Lad%, I canno& because I a a si'!e 'h%sician and in &his huan
wor!d I see no 'eace9-
,Hes, %ou are a huan being de"o&ed &o share wi&h o&hers &heir
'ain. I see !igh& in %our e%es. P!ease, !e& %our !igh& coe &o e. P!ease, do
no& hide i& because &he !igh& is no& %ours. I& is gi"en &o %ou $ro abo"e in
order &o shine on o&hers. >oe near &o e, I &hirs& $or %our hea!ing !igh&. I
had enough dar)ness &hroughou& % !i$e.-
I cae c!ose &o her as she was !%ing in bed. I $e!& &ha& she wi!!
soon die and &ha& &here was no&hing I cou!d do &o 're"en& &ha&. I !aid %
hands on her wea) and s!i bod% and % hear& san) wi&h 'ain and 'ra%ed
si!en&!% in &ears $or her hea!ing. I !e$& her roo $ee!ing &ha& her cancer had
a!read% s'read &o e and I wen& in&o s'iri&ua! so!i&ude, $as&ing and 'ra%ing
$or her. .nd, &he ne*& nigh& a& dawn, I drea& &ha& &he !ad% had died. I
wo)e u' $ro s!ee' wi&h ho& &ears on % 'i!!ow and I wen& &o &he hos'i&a!
where she was. I en&ered her roo and I did no& $ind &he !ad%. M% hear&
Au'ed u' because &he !ad% cou!d no& o"e $ro her bed. :h, % 4od i&
is &rue &he !o"e!% !ad% died9 I wan&ed &o cr% and !aen& on her, bu&, being
her 'h%sician I a% no&, $or i& is no& 'eri&&ed &o shed &ears o"er %our
'a&ien&s. I rushed downs&airs &o &he hos'i&a!Ds or&uar% and $e!! down
$ain&ing be&ween &he cor'ses. .n in&erior "oice shou&ed &o e+ ,8a)e u',
%ou are a doc&or, i$ soebod% wi!! see %ou in such a sen&ien&a! si&ua&ion,
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he wi!! Audge %ou &ha& %ou are eo&iona!!% in"o!"ed wi&h %our 'a&ien&.- I
raised %se!$ $ro &he $!oor and !oo)ed around6 &he bod% o$ &he !ad% was
no& &here. I wen& u's&airs &o her roo. In &he corridor, % e%es no&iced her
'assing b%, wearing a whi&e robe. Is she coe bac) &o !i$e or is &his a
ghos&< M% hear& s&ar&ed &o ga!!o' and I rushed &o her roo. I $ound her
si&&ing a& &he edge o$ &he bed. .re %ou s&i!! a!i"e, are %ou a!! righ&< .& $irs&,
she did no& answer. I !oo)ed a& her $ace and $ound i& ros% !i)e &ha& o$ a
hea!&h% &eenager. (er e%es were brigh&. (er si!e was brigh&. (er bod%
did no& !oo) $!abb% and wea) an%ore. =he was !oo)ing $an&as&ic9 :h %
4od, is &his &he sae !ad% who was sic)< Hes, and she is bac) &o her
nora! hea!&h9 =he si!ed a& e wi&h gra&i&ude and said+
,Do no& worr% abou& e an%ore9 I a cured o$ cancer. 8i&h
%our he!' 4od has hea!ed e. Loo) a& e, e*aine e, I a cured9
,E*&raordinar%, wonder$u!, %ou !oo) "er% we!!9 Hou are we!!. I&
is &rue &ha& %ou are hea!ed9 :( MH L:RD 4L:RI;IED 1E 0(H
2.ME9-
8i&h &ears o$ Ao% &he !ad% danced abou& b!iss$u!!% in &he roo
and &o!d e &he s&or% o$ &he hea!ing irac!e+
,Hes&erda%, a$&er %ou !e$& e, I $e!& 'eace in % hear& and was
no ore a$raid o$ d%ing. .& $our oDc!oc) in &he orning, I $e!& &ha& I cou!d
no& brea&h and &ha& % !as& hour had coe. I !oo)ed around $or he!', bu&
nobod% was near. I was a!one. E"en &he nigh& nurses were s!ee'ing. I cried
$or 4od &o he!' e, I cried and cried un&i! % ho& &ears $!owed !i)e b!ood
on % chee)s. .& &he !as& oen&, whi!e I was d%ing, I surrendered
%se!$. =udden!%, an ange! shining brigh&!% en&ered % roo. I s&re&ched
%se!$ wi&h a!! % wre&chedness &o ca&ch hi. .s soon as &he .nge!Ds
!igh& $e!! on e, I $e!& &ha& dea&h was 'ar&ing and heard a di"ine "oice
sa%ing+
,I .M (ERE, 8I0( H:@, 4: 1.># 0: H:@R 2:RM.L
LI;E .2D .0 H:@R 1IR0(D.H 2EP0 HE.R, I 8ILL >:ME 1.>#
;:R H:@ .2D I23I0E H:@ 0: >:ME 8I0( ME .= . 4@E=0 0:
H:@R E0ER2.L (:ME.-
,I wo)e u' $ro % c!inica! dea&h and $ound %se!$ a
newborn. I a now a "er% ha''% woan. I $e!! in dee' !o"e wi&h %
.nge!. M% !o"e &o hi canno& be described in words. I iss 'ro$ound!%
% hea"en!% !o"er. I regre&, no& going wi&h hi. 1u& now, I sha!! wai&
i'a&ien&!% a %ear &i!! % 2e*& Mee&ing. I &hin) &ha& 4od wan&ed e ore
&o be his ser"an& !i)e %ou and an% o&hers. I wi!! &e!! o&hers % s&or% in
order &o ins'ire &he o$ &he unending beau&% o$ &heir !i"es. Man% wi!!
&hin) I ha"e a re!igious de!iriu, o&hers wi!! &hin) I a e*'ressing a dea&h
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wish in a %s&ic wa%. 1u& I )now how uch I !ong &o ee& % di"ine
Lo"er ne*& %ear.-
0he !ad% was cured $ro her cancer. (er !i$e had changed, $or a
%ear she !i"ed be&ween an% o$ us as an ange! in $!esh. =he ins'ired an%
wi&h her $ai&h and co'assion. .nd one da% a& her bir&hda%, ha"ing
in"i&ed her $riends &o a 'ar&%, she said+
,0oorrow, %ou wi!! as) abou& e and %ou wi!! no& $ind e
again wi&h %ou. Hou wi!! iss e. I wi!! be in o&her 8or!d wi&h % .nge!
!i"ing in e&erna! !o"e and ha''iness. M% .nge! is wai&ing $or e in &he
orning a& $our oDc!oc). 1e ha''% $or e. I wi!! be in % e&erna! hoe &o
!i"e $ore"er and &o &e!! % (ea"en!% ;a&her abou& %our good deeds.-
8e did no& unders&and wha& &he !ad% was sa%ing. 8e &hough&
&ha& she was drun) wi&h eu'horia due &o &oo uch cha'agne. 8e
!aughed sa%ing &o her how !o"e!% and si'a&ico she is.
0he second da% we issed our grea& !ad%. 8e wen& &o her roo
and $ound her !%ing in a 1ig =!ee' wi&h a serene si!e on her $ace !i)e a
bride dreaing in hea"en.
.& $irs& I we'& &ha& I issed her bu& &hen I reebered &ha& she
wen& wi&h her e"er!as&ing di"ine Aourne% wi&h her ho!% !o"er 0he (ea!ing
.nge! o$ our huan na&ure. 8ha&e"er was &he si&ua&ion I issed %
$riend. I saw %se!$ in her si&ua&ion and addressed her &his 'oe+
=i!encing =ereni&%
0o e %ou send
. cr%s&a!!ine 'uri&%
8a"es wi&hou& end
8a$&ing on % a!&ar
. 're!ude &o dea&h
. si!ence o$ $ore"er
In cosos and ear&h.
In 'eace I surrender
M%se!$ in %our c!a%
8hen % &ie is under
0he erc% o$ &ha& da%.

8hen % be!! wi!! ring
In si!ence and $righ&
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I wi!! becoe a wing
In &he =erene Ligh&.
E5orcis! to cancer
;rus&ra&ed and agi&a&ed b% &he crue! 'a&ho!og% o$ cancer, I !i"ed &he
e&as&asis &raged% o$ soe o$ % $riends so in&ia&e!% &ha& I $e!& &heir
cancer disease growing in e. ;inding &ha& &he a''roach o$ edicine
canno& e*'ress % $ee!ings, % $rus&ra&ed hear& wan&ed &o s'ea) &o &he
cancerous ce!! &ha& has becoe a 'ar& o$ e, ho'ing i& can !is&en &o %
huan 'ain. I edi&a&ed on % s&a&e sa%ing+

0e!! e '!ease, I wan& %ou &o &e!!
Me, '!ease, % dear a!ign ce!!
8ha& is %our s&ress and wha& he!!
=&irred %our order in cra7% rebe!<
Is i& a b!ind $ac&or o$ a u&agen
:r a &in% unseen diabo!ic siren
0ha& seduced %our gene&ic code
In such acabre chao&ic ode<
8h% $rene&ic, cra7%, %ou becae,
Me&as&asis in"ader, dea&h $!ae<
#i!!ing sadis&ic neighboring ce!!s
1urning % !i$e in 'ain$u! he!!s9

.re %ou $ro % nega&i"e ind
>rea&ed 'h%sio!ogica!!% b!ind<
.re %ou a "irus coing $ro he!!
;ro 'aradise a$&er &he De"i! $e!!<
P!ease, wi&h %se!$ counica&e,
=&o' i& and '!ease do no& du'!ica&e9
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In %our '!ace, in 'eace '!ease s&a%
."oiding e e&as&asisD $a&a! wa%9
.re %ou $or e % dear cancer ce!!
Ringing soehow $or % !i$e a be!!<
0o unders&and wha& dee'!% %ou sa%
.bou& %se!$ in &he !igh& o$ % da%<
I 'roise %ou wi&h $ai&h and no $ear
In dee' !o"e I wi!! $ace %ou % dear
0o hea! %se!$ b% changing % ind
;acing 4od and no& an%ore b!ind.
;ro (i ID!! recei"e hea!ing cure
.gain ID!! be we!! and becoe 'ure9
The !ouse that 2illed the cat
/ac), a 45 %ear o!d an, cae &o e $or &rea&en&. (e was
wa!)ing wi&h grea& di$$icu!&%, su''or&ing hise!$ on a 'air o$ cru&ches in
order &o ain&ain his ba!ance. (e 'roduced a!! his edica! $i!es. 2o
signi$ican& 'a&ho!og% was no&iced in &he agne&ic resonance iage o$ his
brain and s'ine. I e*ained hi and obser"ed a wea)ness in &he usc!es
o$ bo&h !egs and ore so in &he righ& one. I no&iced a diinu&ion in &he
re$!e*es o$ &he !ower !ibs and a c!ear unba!anced wa!). (is !ocoo&i"e
s%s&e was no& $unc&ioning 'ro'er!%. (is s%'&os and signs showed a
s%ndroe o$ u!&i'!e sc!erosis KM=L.
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I s&ar&ed &o &rea& /ac) a''!%ing a!! % &echniGues o$ anua!
'h%sica! &hera'%, ranging $ro assage, 'ressure 'unc&ure, un&o energe&ic
ani'u!a&ions. I wan&ed &o s&iu!a&e &he $!ow o$ !i$e energ% in &he usc!es
and ner"es o$ his !egs. .$&er e"er% &en inu&es o$ &rea&en&, I as)ed /ac)
&o wa!) in order &o see i$ he is res'onding 'osi&i"e!% &o % &hera'%. I was
using a!! % energ% and co'assion in order &o ins'ire /ac) &o be
con$iden& in hise!$ and &o wa!) wi&hou& aid. 1u& /ac) was a di$$icu!&
'a&ien&. (is hear& was no& o'en &o recei"e an% hea!ing energ%. (e was
hesi&an& &o &r% wa!)ing wi&hou& cru&ches. (is de$ense echanis was+ ,I
a &he sae, I a no& be&&er, I need a!wa%s &o ho!d on &o soe&hing,
o&herwise I wi!! $a!!.- I as)ed /ac) &o coe $or o&her sessions o$ &rea&en&
wi&h a 'osi&i"e a&&i&ude &owards hise!$ i$ he wan&s e &o he!' hi.
.$&er &hree &hera'eu&ic sessions /ac) s&i!! $e!& &ha& he had no
i'ro"een&. (e $ir!% be!ie"ed &ha& his case is incurab!e. I e*ained
his usc!es, &he% were uch be&&er &han be$ore. I !oo)ed dee'!% in&o
/ac)Ds e%es and % in&ui&ion &o!d e &ha& a dee' de'ression is
unconscious!% c!osing his hear& &o (o'e. I& seeed &o e &ha& in /ac)Ds
consciousness &here was an obs&ruc&ion in &he channe!s be&ween hi and
his >rea&or. (e was angr% agains& 4od because he cou!d no& wa!) we!!
and enAo% &he '!easures o$ !i$e. I& a% be he &ha& he has no& reached &he
!e"e! o$ ;ai&h &ha& hea!s. :n &he o&her hand, /ac) was socia!!% a "er% good
'erson6 a $rus&ra&ed, bu& a nice an. 0hroughou& his !i$e he had re'ressed
his eo&ions, a"oiding causing anno%ance &o an%bod%. 1u& he had no&
enough con$idence in hise!$ &o a!!ow his as) &o $a!! and &o reAec& his
$ear and !e& Li$e &a)e i&s course5
.$&er $our &hera'eu&ic sessions &o /ac) I rea!i7ed &ha& %
&rea&en& had no e$$ec&, bu& his su$$ering con&inued &o cha!!enge e. I
wan&ed so uch &o co$or& hi. During a &rea&en& session, a s&rong $ire
$!ared in % hear& and a& &he &o' o$ % "oice I %e!!ed a& hi+
,Hou are a 'o!i&e and nice an /ac), bu& %ou are inca'ab!e o$
e*'ressing %our $ee!ings and e*&eriori7ing %our eo&ions. Hou are a good
an who is de"as&a&ed inside.-
,8ha& are %ou sa%ing< I, ruined inside< (ow is &ha&<-
,Hou are a$raid &o $ace &he wi!derness or &he e'&iness inside %ou
in order &o recei"e ;ai&h.-
,E*'!ain %ourse!$ in c!earer &ers.-
,Long ago, an !i"ed $ree in &he wi!derness. 2a&ure cured hi o$
a!! his diseases. (is !i$e was na&ura!, wi!d and 'ure and wi&hou& h%'ocris%.
.s a!wa%s, an was no& sa&is$ied wi&h his !i$e. Ins&ead o$ ci"i!i7ing his
na&ure on &he sca!es o$ di"ini&%, he crea&ed a $a!se ci"i!i7a&ion bui!& on!% on
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&he conce'&s o$ 'ros'eri&%. (e bui!& a a&eria!is&ic s%s&e and condi&ioned
hise!$ on i&. >onseGuen&!%, he Aai!ed hise!$ in a odern 7oo $u!! o$
!u*uries and co$or& &o which he go& addic&ed, and his !i$e becae
ar&i$icia!. Due &o &ha& he becae a a&eria!is&ic being and !os& his s'iri&ua!
beau&%. @nhea!&h% achiner% and &he 'h%sica! s%s&es he in"en&ed
doina&ed hi.
,0he s&ress o$ corru'&ion in his na&ure crea&ed diseases,
es'ecia!!% in &hose who !os& &heir s'iri&ua! roo&s and becae unab!e &o !o"e
&heir neighbors.
,2owada%s, $ro &he bars o$ &he 'rison o$ our odern s%s&es,
we cra"e $or &he 'ure wi!derness in which we were be$ore. 8e wan& &o
re&rie"e wha& we !os&, bu& we re$use &o go bac) &o our s'rings, because we
wi!! !ose &he a&eria!is&ic '!easures b% which we are condi&ioned and &o
which we are addic&ed. =oe&ies we 're$er &o ha"e &he disease ra&her
&han !ose our addic&ion &o &he wor!d!% &hings in which we &ra''ed
ourse!"es.-
,8h% are %ou haering % ind wi&h %our 'hi!oso'h% o$
'rii&i"is< 8ha& has % disease &o do wi&h &ha&<
,/ac), donD& be a$raid o$ &he wi!derness. :ne da% %ou wi!! wa)e
in &he orning and a!! &his Aai! o$ $inancia! ar)e&s, ban) s%s&es and &he
a&eria!is&ic ido!s o$ &his wor!d wi!! co!!a'se. Man wi!! wa)e u' in a bare
na&ure and wha& wi!! he do i$ he is dead inside and sur"i"ing Aus& b%
worshi''ing his one%Egod< 8hen a!! &he currenc% is gone, he igh& we!!
&hrow hise!$ $ro &he ba!con% and $a!! dead a!ongside &he a&eria!
s%s&es. IsnD& &ha& wha& %ou are /ac)<-
/ac) did no& answer, and I con&inued &o 'ro"o)e hi.
,/ac) i$ %ou are in &he wi!derness wha& %ou wi!! see<-
,Doc&or, wh% %ou are as)ing e such absurd Gues&ions abou& &he
deser&, during &he session o$ &rea&en&< 8h% ins&ead, donD& %ou as) e
abou& % edica! case<-
,P!ease !is&en &o e /ac)9 In &he deser&, %ou do no& ee& &he
char o$ a beau&i$u! and sensua! woan. Hou donD& ha"e &he abundance o$
$ood and !u*uries. Hou see &here on!% &he e'&iness o$ &he wor!d
surrounding %ou. /ac), in &he wi!derness or &he deser&, %ou are in
e'&iness, &hen &o who wi!! %ou a''ea! in order &o sur"i"e<
,I donD& )now. I ne"er !i"ed in a deser&. I$ I e"er wi!! be s&randed
in a deser&, I wi!! ca!! u'on 4od &o he!' e.-
,4ood, /ac), when e"er%&hing around %ou is e'&% and
eaning!ess &hen %ou wi!! $ind a eaning wi&hin %ou in order &o sur"i"e.
In &he deser& &here is no 'ros'eri&%, no s%s&es o$ '!easure, no socia!
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ac&i"i&ies e&c. .& $irs&, %ou $ee! hui!ia&ed, because %ou canno& do &he
ac&i"i&ies and enAo% &he '!easures &o which %ou are addic&ed. 0hen %our
on!% choice $or sur"i"ing is &o nourish %ourse!$ on!% wi&h &he energ% o$
%our s'iri& &i!! %ou $ind uncondi&ioned ha''iness wi&hin %ou.
,/ac), %our sic)ness has hui!ia&ed %ou. Hou canno& wa!)
'ro'er!%, %ou canno& enAo% %our ac&i"i&ies and '!easures !i)e be$ore, hence
%ou are in a deser& wi&hin %ourse!$. :'en %our hear& and $ace %ourse!$, and
&e!! e /ac) i$ %ou are rea!!% ha''% inside<-
,=incere!%, I a no&9-
,0hen be ha''% because %ou us& be ha''%. Lo"e !i$e e"en i$
%ou are $rus&ra&ed wi&h %our M=. Lo"e !i$e be%ond %our 'rob!es and !i$e
wi!! !o"e %ou e"en be%ond a!! condi&ions.-
,(ow can I do wha& %ou are sa%ing, b% !o"e<-
,Lo"e is uncondi&ioned. Loo) a& &he !o"e o$ a o&her &o her
chi!d, how she o$$ers herse!$ co'!e&e!% &o &a)e care o$ hi. 0he ore &he
chi!d &oren&s her, &he ore she is a&&ached &o hi. /ac), %ou us& &hin)
on &his sae 'rinci'!e. I$ %ou $ee! &ha& !i$e is un$air &o %ou, !o"e i& in s'i&e
o$ a!! i&s shor&coings. Lo"e %our own !i$e and &he !i"es o$ o&hers. 0a)e
care o$ %our !i$e and i& wi!! &a)e care o$ %ou because %ou are &he os&
i'or&an& 'ar& o$ i&5 Do wha& I a sa%ing, wi&hou& worr%ing abou& %our
'ossessions and 'osi&ion, and I a sure &ha& hea!ing or uni"ersa!
co'assion wi!! cure %ou o$ a!! %our disorders.-
/ac) did no& !i)e wha& I was sa%ing. I canno& b!ae hi, $or he
grew u' in .erica and Eng!and in a "er% rich $ai!% o$ di'!oa&s. (e is
an in&e!!ec&ua! 'erson, educa&ed on s&ric& and io"ab!e !ines. (e was
&augh& &o con&ro! his eo&ions and no& &o e*'ress his $ee!ings as a s'ecia!
'erson is su''osed &o do. (is 'ersona!i&% becae 'assi"e because his
'aren&s !e$& hi a!! &he one% and !u*ur% he cou!d ho'e $or. (e was no&
ob!iged &o s&rugg!e $or his !i"e!ihood. (e !i"ed his !i$e e*&ree!%
condi&ioned b% &he London aris&ocra&ic e&iGue&&e. (e &as&ed so an%
'!easures, &ha& he becae $ed u' wi&h e"er%&hing. (e !os& a!! e*ci&een&
and 'assion $or crea&ing or doing soe&hing. (e becae unab!e &o be in
&ouch wi&h his dee' $ee!ings.
I& seeed &o e &ha& /ac) was re'ressing in his hear& a !o& o$
grie$, anger and $ear o$ !osing his as). 0he $!ae o$ his s'iri& is in
danger o$ e*&inc&ion. .!! &hese condi&ions ha"e 'erha's crea&ed in hi an
unconscious de'ression, and i& is &he ain cause o$ his i!!ness.
,/ac),- I said, ,can %ou he!' e< P!ease o'en %our hear& and &e!!
e wha& is &he cause o$ %our $rus&ra&ions<-
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,I !i"e a "er% good !i$e, bu& on!% &he M= is &he 'rob!e. I $ee!
&ha& &oorrow wi!! be b!ac) $or e. 3er% soon I wi!! be on a whee! chair.-
,Hou are no& a "ic&i o$ M=, and &he u!&i'!e sc!erosis is no& a
ons&er. 0he disease is Aus& a as) under which %ou hide an unconscious
$ear, an*ie&% and re'ressed anger. Hou are e*&ree!% condi&ioned b% a
a&eria!is&ic and &echno!ogica! wor!d &ha& has brough& &o an)ind a grea&
s&ress. 0he deocra&ic s%s&e bui!& on!% on &he $inancia! ar)e& basis,
ha"ing !os& i&s "er&ica!i&% has brough& a nega&i"e s&ress &o e"er% indi"idua!.
I& has obs&ruc&ed &he channe!s be&ween an and &he uni"erse, be&ween one
indi"idua! and &he o&her and be&ween our ind, our hear& and our bod%.-
/ac) e*'ec&ed &ha& % hands, u'on &ouching hi wou!d hea! hi,
as i$ b% agic, and he s'on&aneous!% wou!d be ab!e &o wa!). 1u& hea!ing
ne"er wor)s &his wa%, and !i$e is no& a circus o$ agicians. 0he $ac& is &ha&
hea!ing can ha''en on!% when our consciousness ge&s o'ened &o &he
uniGue 0ru&h in our !i$e.
/ac) s&ared a& e and said+
,I cae &o %ou &o &rea& % wea) !egs and no& &o gi"e e a !ec&ure
&o &he e$$ec& &ha& % 'rob!e is caused b% &he a&eria!is&ic 'o!i&ica!
s%s&es.-
,I canno& &rea& %our !eg se'ara&e!% $ro %our ind. Hou need &o
be hea!ed as an indi"idua!, bu& a!so as a 'ar& o$ %our couni&% and o$ &he
@ni"erse. I wan& &o $ind, &hrough curing %our 'rob!e, &he ha''iness and
!igh& in %our own e*is&ence and in &he e*is&ence o$ o&hers. 8a)e u' /ac)
and be $ree and &a)e $u!! ad"an&age o$ %our righ& &o !i$e. 1e $ree as be$i&s a
huan being crea&ed on &he ode! o$ 4od9-
/ac) !oo)ed a& e wi&h a s&range !oo) and said+
,Hou are no& a rea! doc&or. Hou are no& a hea!er. Hou are a
'rii&i"e an obsessed agains& ci"i!i7a&ion. Hou &a!) !i)e a 'ries&. 8ha&
%ou are sa%ing is nonsense. 1e care$u!, i$ %ou are a edica! doc&or &hen do
no& go be%ond &he !ii&s o$ %our 'ro$ession and % bod%. >an %ou &rea&
% !eg or no&< I& is s&u'id &o c!ai &ha& I a !i'ing because o$ &he
corru'&ion o$ &he 'o!i&ica! and econoica! s%s&es9-
,Dear /ac), !is&en &o e, I a no& Audging an%bod% or an%
s%s&e. I a nei&her condening %ou nor showing %ou s%'a&h%. Hou are
no& gui!&%. Hou are an hones& and innocen& an. 8e !i"e as &he wor!d
educa&ed us, bu& inside us &here is a dar)ness &ha& coes $ro &his wor!d
and i& can be &he cause o$ an% diseases. :ur du&% &owards !i$e is &o ge&
rid o$ &his nega&i"i&%, and b% &he 'ower o$ !o"e, &o hea! ourse!"es. 1% &his
wa% we becoe hea!&h% indi"idua!s ca'ab!e o$ crea&ing a hea!&h%
couni&% and a hea!&h% wor!d counica&i"e s%s&e5-
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/ac) becae si!en& and s&ar&ed &o !is&en &o e. =oe&hing is
o'ening u' in hi. (e is ge&&ing ins'ired. . &win)!e o$ !igh& s&ar&ed &o
a''ear in his e%es. I hugged hi and &hen s&ar&ed &o &ouch a!! his bod%
wi&h % hands whi!e he was !%ing on &he os&eo'a&hic &ab!e in % c!inic.
8i&h a!! % burning co'assion, I !oo)ed a& hi as a he!'!ess huan
being and as a chi!d, a$raid o$ !osing his as). I &hough&+ I$ /ac)Ds !egs are
cured, wou!d he be ab!e &o wa!) wi&hou& cru&ches< 8ou!d he !ibera&e
hise!$ o$ &he $ear in his unconscious ind< 8i!! he regain his se!$E
con$idence in order &o ge& his na&ura! ba!ance in wa!)ing<
I $e!& &ha& a hea!ing 'rocess was going &o ha''en &o /ac). 8hi!e I
was doing his session o$ 'h%sica! &hera'%, he si!ed and as)ed e &o &e!!
hi ore s&ories &ha& cou!d be he!'$u! &o hi.
,I wi!! &e!! %ou, &he s&or% o$ &he ca& who becae i!! wi&h u!&i'!e
sc!erosis because o$ &he condi&ions o$ our odern 'ros'eri&%.-
,Hou are $unn%. I a read% &o !is&en. 1u& donD& $orge& &o assage
% &oe, &o 'u& %our war hands on % bac) and &o gi"e e soe o$ %our
hea!ing energ% whi!e %ou are &a!)ing.-
,:)a%, I wi!! do &ha&9 :nce u'on a &ie &here was a ca& &ha& grew
u' in !u*ur% and 'ros'erous condi&ions wi&h a rich, aris&ocra&ic Parisian
$ai!%.-
,Is i& a 1rigi&&e 1ardo& ca&<-
,2o. I& is a odern wor!d ca& &rained &o be nice, beau&i$u!, 'o!i&e
and gen&!e. I& was condi&ioned and disci'!ined !i)e a charing and
a&&rac&i"e eber o$ &he $ai!%. 0he ca& !earned how &o re'ress i&s
eo&ions, &o wash i&se!$ in &he ba&h and &o go &o &he &oi!e&. I& was beau&i$u!
!i)e a &ab!eau. 1u& i& was de'ressed because i&s na&ure becae corru'&ed
and 'er"erse. I& go& $a& and her wa!)ing was s!ow as &ha& o$ an M= 'a&ien&.
0he ca& had ser"an&s &o bring &o i& i&s $ood. I& did no& need &o hun& $or i&s
$ood. .& &he end i& !os& i&s na&ura! ins&inc&s and dri"es. I& becae an
ar&i$icia! being e*&ree!% &ae and condi&ioned b% our educa&iona!
s%s&es.
,:ne da% a wi!d ouse cae $ro &he garden and en&ered &he
!i"ing roo where i& e& &he ca&. 0he ca&, ha"ing !os& i&s na&ure, $orgo&
how &o hun& and )i!! &he ouse. I& becae 'eace$u!, a'a&he&ic and seni!e.
I& &rea&ed &he ouse in a $unn% wa% Aus& '!a%ing so$&!% wi&h i&. .& &he end,
&he ouse bi& &he ca& and ran awa%. 0he $e!ine was 'oisoned wi&h a &e&anus
in$ec&ion and died a& &he "e&erinar% hos'i&a!.-
,Poor ca&5 Poor ca&5- cried /ac).
,Poor us, i$ we becoe ca&s in our odern s%s&es9- said I.
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;ina!!%, /ac) becae &ired and angr% a& % s&ories. .$&er !is&ening
&o e $or ore &han an hour, he was $ed u'. ;ro &he beginning, he
wan&ed e &o &rea& his case in si!ence, and no& &o bobard his ind wi&h
% %arns !i)e a $ana&ic guru. /ac) Au'ed u' $ro under % hand, $ier%
wi&h anger $or &he $irs& &ie in his !i$e, and wa!)ed awa% $ro &he roo.
In his rage, he $orgo& &o 'ic) u' his cru&ches. (e wen& ou&side
shou&ing+
,I do no& need %our he!' an%ore, I a no& sic).-
I $o!!owed hi $u!! o$ sa&is$ac&ion because a!! his re'ressed anger
and &ension cae ou& $or &he $irs& &ie in his !i$e and de&erined hi &o
wa!) wi&hou& cru&ches.
,0han) %ou /ac),- I said. ,I a ha''% &ha& %ou do no& need e
an%ore. P!ease &a)e %our s&ic)s wi&h %ou $or I ha"e no need $or &he9-
,:h9 ;an&as&ic, aa7ing, I a cured, I a wa!)ing wi&hou& an%
he!'. 8ha& has ha''ened<- as)ed /ac).
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My +olitical +ro4ections
0i "isi&ed e in % c!inic. (is 'rob!e was h%'er&ension and
i!d diabe&es caused b% s&ress. I& sees &ha& he has a!wa%s been under
se"ere s&ress. (e was an o$$icer in &he 1ri&ish ar%. (e cae &o e &o hea!
hi $ro his hea!&h disorders. 1u& how< (e a% be, I &hough&, under an
eo&iona! s&ress &ha& is causing &hese hea!&h 'rob!es. .s a a&&er o$ $ac&,
an an*ie&%, a su''ressed anger, can cause an in"o!un&ar% s'as &o &he
ne&&ed uscu!ar ar&eries and bring abou& a d%s$unc&ion o$ &he neuroE
endocrine s%s&e.
>onseGuen&!%, I need &o a)e 0i $ee! a& 'eace in his sou! and &o
regard a&&ers in &heir 'ro'er diension. 0his eans &ha& I us& $irs& re!a*
his &ense usc!es in order &o ha"e his bod% re!a*ed, &hereb% reducing his
b!ood 'ressure and &he s&ress in his ind. I$ &his hea!ing &echniGue $ai!s, I
us& re"er& &o disco"er &he origin o$ 0iDs s&ress as $ar bac) as chi!dhood
and see i$ I can reo"e his 's%cho!ogica! &ension.
I carried ou& &hree sessions o$ hea!ing and uscu!ar re!a*a&ion on
0i, e*aining &he b!ood 'ressure be$ore and a$&er an hour o$ 'h%sica!
&rea&en&. I no&iced &ha&, a& &he end o$ e"er% session, &he b!ood 'ressure
wen& down b% $or&% i!!ie&ers (g. 1u& &he ne*& da% i& was high again.
0his ade e rea!i7e &ha& a 'h%sica! &rea&en& was no& enough $or 0i
and &ha& his b!ood 'ressure was no& on!% due &o a soa&ic disorder.
I becae sure &ha& a 's%cho!ogica! s&ress was behind a!! &he
s%'&os. 1u& cou!d I de&ec& i&< I had &o unders&and how 0i was raised,
wha& di$$icu!&ies he encoun&ered in his !i$e and wha& were his 'resen&
'rob!es.
I !i)ed 0i. (e was a good Eng!ish gen&!ean, "er% correc& and
!o"ab!e. 8e becae good $riends. (e cae &o &rus& e $u!!% and adired
% edica! wor) on hi. I succeeded in ob&aining a good counica&ion
wi&h 0i &ha& was bound &o be he!'$u! in his hea!ing 'rocess.
,Hou s&rong!% con&ro! %our eo&ions and re'ress %our $ee!ings. Is
&his inheren& &o %our educa&ion<-
,Hes o$ course,- said 0i. ,8hen I was a chi!d I was educa&ed in
our boarding 'ub!ic bo%sD schoo!s, how &o be Eng!ish. I was a!!owed &o
see % 'aren&s on!% once a %ear. I was no& &o be hugged or )issed b% %
$a&her or o&her, nor was I 'eri&&ed &o cr% or &o show % eo&ions and
e*'ress % $ee!ings. I was condi&ioned a!wa%s &o be Eng!ish, i'!%ing
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&ha& I a a s'ecia! 'erson and hence us& !oo) a!wa%s ore ci"i!i7ed and
su'erior &o o&hers. 0his 3ic&orian age educa&ion was designed &o disci'!ine
and &rain e"er% 'erson $ro chi!dhood &o be read% &o en&er &he .r% or
&he .dinis&ra&ion o$ &he >o!onies. =uch a &ough schoo!ing was needed &o
're'are &he Eng!ish gen&r% &o go"ern &he 1ri&ish E'ire.
,0he woan, on &he o&her hand, was educa&ed &o $ee! ore
eo&iona!!% $ree &han &he an, &o adinis&er &he hoe and &o &a)e her
'!ace in &he Eng!ish couni&% es'ecia!!% when her husband goes &o war
or &o go"ern &he co!onies.-
,0i %ou !i"ed in Eng!and under &hese condi&ions and was an
o$$icer in .$rica, bu& &e!! e how was %our !i$e o"erseas<-
,I was % own boss in &he b!ac) con&inen&. 2obod% cou!d
o"erru!e e. I had wha& I desired because % 'osi&ion ga"e e a $ree
hand &o choose % wa% o$ !i$e. I $e!& good in our co!onies. M% !i$e was a
hundred &ies be&&er o"erseas &han here where % wi$e wou!d ru!e e.
Man% o$ % co!!eagues in &he 1ri&ish ar% $e!& &he sae.-
,8hen %ou !e$& &he ar% and re&urned hoe &o !i"e wi&h %our
$ai!%, how was %our si&ua&ion a& hoe<-
,I& was aw$u!9 @nab!e &o counica&e wi&h % wi$e, I di"orced
her. 2ow I !i"e wi&h % on!% son. (e is a good s&uden& in :*$ord, bu& I
canno& counica&e wi&h hi because he is schi7o'hrenic. (e is %
ene%. Las& nigh& he wan&ed &o )i!! e.-
,I unders&and $ro %ou &ha& %our ain 'rob!e is &he
su''ression o$ %our eo&ions since chi!dhood and &he !ac) o$
counica&ion in %our $ai!%.-
,P!ease doc&or, donD& &r% 's%cho&hera'% or 's%choana!%sis on e.
I )now a!! &ha& %ou are going &o &e!! e. M% 'as& !i$e has no re!a&ion wi&h
% h%'er&ension and diabe&es. Lis&en &o e and I wi!! &e!! %ou ore abou&
%se!$9
,Man% s'ecia!is&s &ried &o &rea& % case on &he basis o$ s&ress.
0he% &hough& &ha& % i'eria!is&ic educa&ion was &he cause. I hea!ed
%se!$ b% edi&a&ion, ha"ing $un and no& &a)ing &hings &oo serious!%. I
cae &o acce'& &hings in % !i$e as &he% are, and &o 'ercei"e %se!$ as a
si'!e huan being and no& as an Eng!ish coander. I s&ar&ed &o !i"e &he
'resen& and no& &o worr% abou& &oorrow. I becae se!$Econ$iden&. I
educa&ed %se!$ &o air % $ee!ings and &o e*'ress % &hough&s in &he
in&iac% o$ % being. I crea&ed $or %se!$ an% hobbies, es'ecia!!%
re!a*an& s'or&s !i)e swiing, '!a%ing &ennis and s)iing. I $o!!owed a
Medi&erranean !igh& regie o$ $ood and a ca! s&%!e o$ !i$e. I had a big
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shi$& in % consciousness bu& % b!ood 'ressure reained high and &he
diabe&es reained uncured.-
,DonD& %ou &hin) &ha& &he s&ress 'roduced b% an uncondi&ioned
re$!e* in %our subconscious and in %our "ege&a&i"e, neuro!ogica!
endocrine s%s&e is &he cause o$ %our i!!ness< 0his re$!e* is a nega&i"e
$eedbac) due &o &he 's%cho!ogica! insecuri&%, &raining and rigid
i'eria!is&ic &hin)ing in which %ou grew<-
,2o, I donD& be!ie"e so, because s&ress is a genera! &er &ha&
"aries $ro one indi"idua! &o ano&her. :n &he con&rar%, % !i$e in &he
1ri&ish co!onies he!'ed e b% re!easing a !o& o$ % eo&iona! &ension and
$rus&ra&ions.-
,;or sure, %ou $e!& good in ru!ing o&her coun&ries, because %ou
were 're'ared $or &ha&. 8ha& %ou were no& a!!owed &o ha"e in Eng!and
was gi"en %ou in &he coun&ries under %our occu'a&ion. 1u& when %ou
re&urned hoe &o !i"e wi&h %our $ai!% and $ound &ha& %ou canno& order
abou& %our son and %our wi$e in order &o sa&is$% %our doina&ing &hough&s,
%ou becae $rus&ra&ed b% disco"ering &ha& %ou cou!d no& doina&e %our
$ai!% !i)e %ou doina&ed &he nai"e .$rican 'eo'!e. =uch !ac) o$
counica&ion wi&h %our $ai!% was e*&ree!% s&ress$u!, and &ha& is wh%
i& ended in a di"orce wi&h %our wi$e and %our sonDs an&agonis. Loo) 0i
I do no& b!ae %ou $or a!! &ha&. Indeed, &his is now a big 'rob!e in &he
aAori&% o$ Eng!ish $ai!ies. 8hen &he 3ic&orian i'eria!is&ic en&a!i&%
!os& i&s co!onies, i& re&urned bac) &o Eng!and, de&erined &o e*ercise &ha&
ro!e in &he Eng!ish socie&%. =oe 'aren&s con&inued &o educa&e &heir
chi!dren in &he o!d i'eria!is&ic wa%. Mos& o$ &he %oung genera&ion in &his
coun&r% ha&es &heir 'aren&sD doina&ing wa%s. 0he% rebe! agains& &heir
$a&hers. 0he% re$use &he &radi&iona! educa&iona! e&hods o$ &heir socie&%.
Man% con$ron& &he conser"a&i"e i'eria! en&a!i&% wi&h aggression and
are considered schi7o'hrenic.
,0he 'resen& Eng!ish en&a!i&% us& be changed in order &o
counica&e co'assiona&e!% wi&h &he coing genera&ion, o&herwise &he
ci"i!i7a&ion o$ 4rea& 1ri&ain wou!d e"en&ua!!% co!!a'se.-
,I )now wha& %ou ean. .nd in $ac&, &he i'eria! &hin)ing has
"anished $ro Eng!ish inds and i&s roo&s ha"e gone $ro our socie&%. 1e
wise, doc&or, and do no& &hrow %our edica! 'roAec&ions on o&her na&ions
in order &o $eed %our unusua! edica! &heories.-
,I a no& &hrowing an%&hing nor ad"ancing an% 'o!i&ica!
a$$ira&ion agains& an% s%s&e or na&ion. .!! &ha& in&eres&s e in &his
discussion is &o e*'ress % burning !o"e $or &he sa!"a&ion o$ &he huan
being and his ci"i!i7a&ion. I$ we do no& Aoin &oge&her in order &o hea! our
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na&ions &hen we wi!! no& be ab!e &o hea! ourse!"es. Hou are righ& &o sa% &ha&
&he co!onia! i'eria!is has gone, bu& &he E'ire o$ $inancia! ar)e&s
&ha& are e"en ore dead!% &o &he huan sou! and i'eri! huan "a!ues
has re'!aced i&. 0he hori7on is now co"ered wi&h a'oca!%'&ic c!ouds o$ &he
diabo!ic e'ire o$ one%. I& wi!! crea&e wars, "io!ence and &erroris, no&
on!% be&ween coun&ries and &he "arious Ma$ia grou's, bu& a!so under
e"er% roo$. 0i, be!ie"e e, in &he coing &en %ears s&ress diseases
caused b% &he s%s&es we Aus& en&ioned wi!! be co!!ec&i"e!% $e!& b% os&
o$ &he wor!dDs 'o'u!a&ion. 0here wi!! be abundance in a!ignancies,
"iruses, $a&a! bio!ogica! wea'ons in"en&ed b% an)ind agains& an)ind,
and a sudden dea&h s%ndroe. In &he coing %ears, who wi!! resis& &o &his
g!oba! s&ress &i!! &he end< Perha's nobod% or on!% 'eo'!e whose deeds and
su$$ering wi!! bring &he nearer &o 4od, b% $reeing &he $ro &he
a&eria!is&ic nega&i"e e$$ec& o$ &he wor!dDs corru'&ion and b% reorien&ing
&heir re!a&ions &owards a s%s&e o$ !o"e5-
,Do no& e*aggera&e &he si&ua&ion &o i'ress o&hers wi&h %our
ideas. Do no& be !i)e soe on &oda%Ds edia &ha& concen&ra&e on!% on
nega&i"e news in order &o 'ro"o)e scanda!s ins&ead o$ !oo)ing &o &he
'osi&i"e sides in &he indi"idua!s and &he couni&% in order &o crea&e
co'assion and en!igh&ening. I be!ie"e &ha& e"er%&hing in &he wor!d &ends
&owards &he genera! good. I &hin) &ha& &oda%, wi&h &he 'rogress o$
&echno!og% and eans o$ counica&ion, we ha"e becoe ore aware o$
our '!ane& and couni&% &han e"er be$ore.-
,.& an% ra&e, 0i, I enAo%ed discussing di$$eren& subAec&s on a
wor!d!% sca!e wi&h %ou. I see &he huan being as a g!oba! and uni"ersa!
e*is&ence and no& as a bio!ogica! s%s&e se'ara&e $ro his en"ironen&.
(ea!ing &he indi"idua! is &he ga&ewa% &o hea!ing huani&% and "iceE
"ersa.-
,2e"er&he!ess, % hea!&h 'rob!es ha"e no&hing &o do wi&h
s&ress. .nd % !i$e in &he 1ri&ish co!onies has no&hing &o do wi&h %
diabe&es and h%'er&ension. 0he di"orce wi&h % wi$e did no& a$$ec& e a&
a!!, nor a I res'onsib!e $or &he schi7o'hrenic beha"ior o$ % son. I was
aware o$ &he need &o counica&e wi&h % son. I did no& beha"e wi&h hi
as a ru!er or an ar% o$$icer, and was no& au&hori&arian and &ough wi&h
hi. I ne"er &ried &o $orce u'on hi an%&hing or &o doina&e hi in an%
wa%. Ma%be % sonDs 'rob!e &augh& e how &o !o"e hi as a good
$riend and no& as an au&hori&arian $a&her.
,0here$ore, '!ease doc&or, I !is&ened &o a!! %our ho!is&ic s'eech
abou& % case. Hour socia! edica! &hin)ing does no& a''!% &o e.
1ecause be$ore I e& %ou, I anaged % s&ress as wou!d a co'!e&e!%
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o'enEinded 'erson and a& &he end % edica! case reained &he sae as
be$ore. >onseGuen&!%, I wan& %ou, Daoud, &o 'er$or $ro now on %our
sessions b% !a%ing %our hands on % bod% wi&hou& &a!)ing a& a!! during &he
&rea&en&. 1ecause %ou can he!' on!% wi&h a''!%ing %our hea!ing gi$& or
energ% which coes &hrough %our war hands &ha& a!one can cure %
diseases.-
I did as 0i as)ed e. .nd a$&er &hree sessions o$ % hea!ing
hands done wi&h si!ence, he was cured o$ diabe&es and h%'er&ension. (e
$e!& 'eace and ha''iness and was $u!! o$ !o"e. (e becae an e*&ree!%
co'assiona&e an. :ne da% he e& wi&h his son and was ab!e &o
counica&e wi&h hi and show hi !o"e. 0i hugged hi, and his son
was cured o$ schi7o'hrenia.
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The +rodi*al

P, a war criina!, had igraine. (e was &he !eader o$ a i!i&ar%
grou' when his coun&r% was $!oundering in ci"i! war. (e heard abou& e
and as)ed e &o "isi& hi in order &o cure his se"ere headache.
I e*ained his case and $ound i& "er% di$$icu!& &o counica&e
wi&h hi. (e was e*&ree!% &ense. (is shou!der and nec) usc!es were in
se"ere s'as. (e cou!d no& re!a* in order &o a!!ow % &hera'% &o wor) on
hi. (e was no& hub!e and had no &rus& in &he 'ower o$ hea!ing. (ow
&hen cou!d I he!' hi< I &hough& &ha& 4od a% wan& &o hui!ia&e hi in
order &o ha"e his s'iri& hea!ed $ro crue!&%. (is a&&ac)s o$ 'ain were
e*&ree!% se"ere. E"er% wee) he had &hree da%s o$ agon%. (e had &o
c!ose hise!$ in a dar) roo and no& see an%bod% &i!! his igraine crisis
!e$& hi. (is case was rebe! &o an% &rea&en&.
P was % os& di$$icu!& 'a&ien&. I had &o $ace his nega&i"e
sadis&ic en&a!i&% wi&h a!! % edica! s)i!! in order &o cas& &he deons
$ro his ind and do awa% wi&h &heir nega&i"e s&ress, and &herea$&er
encourage hi &o see) &he $orgi"eness o$ 4od, be$ore he cou!d re!a* and
% &hera'% cou!d wor). M% edica! a''roach &o a war criina! was "er%
de&erining+ I had &o be his hea!ing en&or and a)e hi see &he huan
side in his !i$e. I had &o con$ron& hi wi&h &he sword o$ !o"e and wai& $or
resu!&s5 .ddressing hi wi&h con$idence, I said+
,Do no& )i!! %ourse!$, !ea"e &he war and i&s he!!6 i&s s&ress wi!!
de"as&a&e %ou. 4o and !i"e wi&h %our $ai!% in 'eace, o&herwise %our !i$e
wi!! be in danger. 0hrea&s are a&&ac)ing %ou $ro e"er% side, crea&ing in
%ou a &reendous an*ie&% &ha& 'ro"o)es %our igraine.-
0he waronger e& % words wi&h $ear and res'ec&, because no
one be$ore e a''roached hi wi&h such a !anguage o$ co'assion and
au&hori&%. (e was a &%ran& and 'eo'!e were a$raid &o e*'ose &o hi his
huan rea!i&% $ran)!%. Peo'!e $o!!owed hi ou& o$ $ear and his &erroris&
na&ure doina&ed his en&ourage.
I &ried hard &o he!' hi during &he &ie he was in"o!"ed in &he
"io!ence o$ his coun&r%Ds ci"i! war, bu& $ai!ed &o change an%&hing. (e was
no& read% $or hea!ing. Perha's &he 'ain$u! a&&ac)s o$ igraine were
necessar% &o 'ara!%7e his &hough&s and &o cu& hi down &o si7e and
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're"en& hi $ro ore e"i! doings. I sen& hi % essage wi&hou&
heeding his reac&ion and !e$& his coun&r% and cae &o London.
;our %ears, !a&er, I acciden&a!!% e& wi&h P. in one o$ &he s&ree&s
o$ a Euro'ean ca'i&a!, where he was !i"ing as a 'o!i&ica! re$ugee. 8hen he
saw e, he we'& h%s&erica!!% as he &o!d e his sad s&or%. (e !os&
e"er%&hing+ his hoe was burn&, his wi$e and %oung daugh&er were
urdered and he iracu!ous!% esca'ed wi&h his !i$e. (is $ee!ing o$ gui!&
ruined hi. (e !oo)ed a wre&ched, iserab!e, he!'!ess and !one!% an. (e
had becoe a nobod%, wandering in &he s&ree&s o$ a $oreign ci&%, scared o$
his shadow and $ee!ing in his hear& &he $ire o$ he!!. (e s&ood be$ore e,
cr%ing !i)e a 'ossessed an whose e"i! doings wi!! no& !ea"e hi. (e
wan&ed sa!"a&ion. (is igraine was s&i!! whi''ing his brain e"er% da%. (e
wan&ed 4odDs $orgi"eness, bu& does 4od in our da%s $orgi"e e"i!
'o!i&icians< I do no& )now9
(e )ne!& be$ore e as a beggar. (e wan&ed e &o !ead hi and
re!ie"e his 'ain. I &ried &o esca'e $ro hi and no& &o sha)e his hand
s&ained wi&h &he b!ood o$ innocen&s. I did no& wan& &o hear ore o$ his
dangerous &hough&s. 1u&, he con$essed !i)e a co'!e&e!% ruined chi!d
cr%ing+
,I a &he 'erson who shou!d ha"e been )i!!ed, no& % innocen&
%oung daugh&er and wi$e. P!ease )i!! e doc&or or &a)e % 'ain awa%. I
was e*'!oi&ed, abused and b!ac)ai!ed b% e"i! 'owers. 0he% dragged e
in % coun&r%Ds dir&% ci"i! war. 0he% used e. I was a &o&a!!% ignoran& and
s&u'id an.-
,Do no& e*'ec& an% he!' $ro e. I canno& Audge or ad"ise %ou
an%ore. .!! &ha& I can do is &r% again &o hea! %ou $ro %our igraine b%
'u&&ing % hands on %ou and 'ra% our Lord &o show %ou erc%.-
In a session o$ dee' si!ence and 'ra%er, I !aid % hea!ing hands
on P. (is igraine was gone. I $e!& &ha& &he &ie o$ his hea!ing had coe.
0he war criina! was hea!ed, bu& who wi!! hea! &he wor!d $ro war and
crie< >ou!d our odern $inancia! s%s&e do &ha& b% di"er&ing &heir
in"es&en&s &owards 'eace and !igh&<
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The Mis4ud*e!ent

. =hei)h, ru!er o$ a cer&ain sa!! s&a&e was a!wa%s $ee!ing
e*haus&ed and &ense. (e had insonia. (e had no energ% and $ound i&
e*&ree!% di$$icu!& &o concen&ra&e on his wor) and &o show care or !o"e &o
an%one. (e becae ebarrassed &owards o&hers and e"en &owards
hise!$. (e unconscious!% 'roAec&ed his &ense beha"ior on his 'o!i&ica!
concerns, and his regie su$$ered.
I was as)ed &o go and he!' &he =hei)h b% re!ie"ing soe o$ his
&ension. Man% 'eo'!e ad"ised e no& &o go. 1u& I did and "isi&ed hi in
his grand 'a!ace. .& $irs& he reAec&ed % he!' bu& soon becae !i)e a chi!d
see)ing his $a&herDs he!'.
I e*ained his case and diagnosed a s&rong s'as o$ usc!es on
&he u''er cer"ica! region o$ his nec). 0he s&i$$ usc!es were hindering &he
b!ood circu!a&ion &owards &he brain. 0he ence'ha!on was no& recei"ing
$ro &he b!ood a!! &he "i&a! energ% i& needed. 0his s%ndroe is a )ind o$
energe&ic obs&ruc&ion &ha& crea&es a s&a&e o$ de'ression, ner"ous agi&a&ion,
u!&i'!e $a&igue and s&a&es o$ an*ie&%. (is case was a s&ress s%ndroe in
which &he 'erson $ee!s drained o$ energ%. (ow &hen, &his being &he case,
cou!d &he =hei)h gi"e his 'eo'!e &he a&&en&ion reGuired o$ hi<
I obser"ed, on &he o&her hand, &ha& &he =hei)h was a "er% nice
an wi&h a na&ura!!% good s'iri&. ;or &wo %ears, he was a generous and
energe&ic ru!er. 1u& now his 'eo'!e ha"e &urned awa% $ro hi. (e
becae ore c!osed wi&hin hise!$.
I no&iced &ha& &he =hei)hDs 'rob!e was a co'!e&e!% $unc&iona!,
'h%sica! and energe&ic disorder. (e had a soa&ic and 's%cho!ogica!
'rob!e de&erined b% s&ress. I re!a*ed &he usc!es o$ his nec) and
s&iu!a&ed &he $!ow o$ b!ood and energ% &o his head. (e $e!& !igh& in his
bod% and no& !a7% an%ore. (e becae $u!! o$ "i&a!i&% and s&reng&h and,
wha& is ore, he cou!d s!ee'.
1% 'h%sica! &hera'% &he =hei)h recu'era&ed &he energ% needed b%
his 'eo'!e. (e becae ore ab!e &o counica&e wi&h o&hers, ore
crea&i"e and 'osi&i"e. (is s&a&e o$ we!$are re$!ec&ed 'osi&i"e!% on his
go"ernen&.
.nd I $ound &ha&, re!a*ing a s&i$$ usc!e in &he bod% cou!d
soe&ies hea! a =&a&e.
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1ealin* by the Word
. woan wi&h igraine cae &o e and said+ ,I do no& wan& %ou
&o &ouch e wi&h %our hands. I Aus& wan& %ou &o &e!! e wha& I us& do in
order &o be hea!ed.-
@'on obser"ing &he woan, I $e!& &ha& she is a !o"e!% 'erson who
gi"es e"er%&hing &o o&hers and no&hing &o herse!$. =he was no& se!$ish a&
a!!. =he was in her unconscious &he "ic&i o$ doing good deeds. =he &a)es
&he anno%ance o$ o&hers and )ee's i& in her hear&. =he did no& e*'ress
herse!$ a"oiding &o dis&urb an%bod%.
I o'ened % hear& and said &o &he woan+
Lo"e %our neighbor as %ourse!$
1u& no& ore &han %ourse!$.
0rea& hi as %ou &rea& %our sou!
Hour !o"e &owards o&hers is no&
1ui!& on ruining %our !i$e.
Lo"e !i$e in &he sae wa%
In %ou as in %our bro&her.
8ha& is %our eaning i$ %ou
Lose %ourse!$ and win &he wor!d.
Hou re'ress %ourse!$ in order &o '!ease o&hers
8ho are se!$ish, who !o"e on!% &hese!"es
.nd in &his wa% %ou nourish &heir greediness
.nd de&erine &he &o be ore sic)
:$ &heir egois&ic an*ie&ies.
Do no& &hrow %our Aewe!s &o &he dogs
2or %our &reasures &o &he 'igs.
4i"e !igh& and no& bread
0o &hose who are 'ossessed
1% &heir ania! ins&inc&s
.nd in &his wa% %ou re"ea! &heir own iser%
.nd bring &he bac) &o 4od
;or &his is &he on!% wa% &o !o"e.
I$ &he% re$use &he gi$& o$ !igh&
0hen !ea"e &he in 'eace
.nd c!ean %our $ee& $ro &heir dus&
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1e$ore i& wi!! crea&e $or %ou
. nega&i"e s&ress in %our inside
.nd cause %ou igraines.

>!ean %ourse!$ wi&h !igh&
.nd $ree %ourse!$ $ro a!! re'ression
.nd con$ess in order
0o $orgi"e %ourse!$ and &o be $orgi"en.
0a)e &he ha&e and &he b!ae
;ro &he de'&h o$ %our hear&
.nd do no& be&ra% %ourse!$.
2obod% in &his wor!d is %our ene%
.& &he end %ou are &he ene%
Hou are &he ene% o$ %ourse!$
Lo"e %our ene% wi&h &he $ire
.nd whi&eness o$ Ligh&
.nd e"en i$ %ou !oose %our e'ire.
Lo"e $or &he sa)e o$ !o"e
In order &o !i"e and $!ow in Lo"e
.nd &o ha"e inner 'eace and &o re!a*
;ro an% s'as and &ension
0ha& can cons&ric& &he ar&eries o$ %our brain
.nd cause $or %ou headache and igraine.
Lo"e %our ene% in order
0o s!ee' 'eace$u!!% a& nigh&.

Do no& be a$raid o$ &his wor!d
0o condi&ion %our sou! and i'rison
I& in Aai!s o$ $ear and ignorance
.nd &o '!ease &he b!ind condi&ionings
:$ our odern 1ab%!onian da%s.
Do no& su$$oca&e &he &ru&h wi&h
;rus&ra&ions inside %our hear&
@n&i! %our head e*'!odes in 'ain.
;ree %ourse!$ $ro wor!d!% $ear
.nd sa% &he &ru&h !oud!% and
Loud!% $ro &he &o' o$ &he roo$s.
Do no& hide &he !igh& &ha&
(ea!s b% &a)ing &he as) awa%.
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0he !igh& is &he &ru&h
=hine i& wi&h !o"e &i!! %ou
.re no& re'ressed an%ore
8i&h &he nega&i"i&% o$ %our wor!d
.nd %our hear& wi!! be o'ened
.nd %ou wi!! be hea!ed
.nd &he ange!s or ins'ira&ions
;ro &he di"ine wi!! coe &o %ou
.nd $i!! %our e'&iness
8i&h &he rea! ha''iness
.nd %ou wi!! be hea!ed
;or $ore"er $ro an% disease.
0hese words o"ed &he woan wi&h igraine dee'!% and ga"e
her $or a oen& ano&her )ind o$ headache crisis which was !i)e a hea!ing
crisis. In a $ew inu&es &he deon o$ &he use!ess $rus&ra&ed wor!d!%
condi&ioning was $!oundering under &he e$$ec& o$ % words and !ea"ing
her $ree. =oe&hing had shi$&ed in her, &ears o$ en!igh&enen& ran down
her chee)s and a!! &he s&rain &ha& was 'ressuring her hear& was re!eased.
(er inside &ension sudden!% disa''eared and !i$e s&ar&ed &o "ibra&e in her
wi&h &he $reedo o$ her sou!. 0he "ascu!ar s%s&e o$ her brain and her
ind was hea!ed o$ s'as and re!ie"ed o$ &he e$$ec& o$ &he 'er"erse
energ% which coes $ro &he nega&i"i&% o$ our wor!d or &he nega&i"e
s&ress.
Lad% %ou are hea!ed, &he sins in %ou are $orgi"en. In o&her words
$orge& a!! &he nega&i"i&% o$ &he 'as& and do no& !oo) bac)wards and reain
awa)e &o &he new coing (ea!ing Ligh&. Do no& re&urn &o %our sins or &o
%our 'as& condi&ioning, o&herwise %ou wi!! $a!! in a s&a&e worse &han
be$ore. .nd ins&ead o$ being &oren&ed b% &he deon o$ %our 'as&
nega&i"e s&ress, %ou wi!! becoe 'ossessed wi&h ug!ier deons &ha& wi!!
s&i$!e %ou wi&h $ear and !ac) o$ $ai&h, $orcing %ou &o reAec& unconscious!%
&he hea!ing Ligh& o$ 4od and cage %ou in a he!! o$ disease and 'ain. 2ow
%ou are $reed o$ &he Aai! o$ %our dar) sou! and are re&urned &o &he !igh& o$
!i$e as a chi!d. 4o and $as& or $ree %ourse!$ $ro a!! %our wor!d!%
addic&ions, ranging $ro &he condi&ioning '!easures &o &he &ranGui!i7ers o$
our an*ie&ies and igraines, a$&er &ha& %ou can $ace %ourse!$ and $ind %our
in&erior 'eace. 0hen 'ra% in order &o recei"e &he @ni"ersa! energ% o$
>o'assion and (aron%.
. an heard &ha& % 8ords had a hea!ing e$$ec& on &he woan.
(e su$$ered $ro diabe&es, h%'er&ension, angina 'ec&ora!s caused b%
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s'as in &he coronar% ar&eries and an irri&ab!e co!on. (e was a
businessan !os& in his an% $inancia! a$$airs. (e was a!wa%s &ense and
his ner"ous agi&a&ion and worries osci!!a&ed wi&h &he dai!% si&ua&ions o$ &he
$inancia! ar)e&. (e was a!wa%s a!er& and &ense in order &o sei7e e"er%
o''or&uni&% &o gain ore one%. (is ind and $ee!ings were e*&ree!%
charged wi&h his a&eria!is&ic aniac obsession o$ ega!oania. :n &he
o&her hand, he was a generous 'erson who gi"es subs&an&ia! a&eria!
dona&ions &o di$$eren& chari&ies. Moreo"er, in his chi!dhood he was "er%
'oor and becae sudden!% rich. (e en&ered b% chance in &he gae o$
business and his s%s&es o$ $inance becae a doina&ing s&ress on his !i$e
a$$ec&ing nega&i"e!% his hea!&h. (e was a 'erson who en&ered &he
>a'i&a!is&ic arena o$ &he wor!d and cou!d no& re&rac& hise!$ an% ore.
Ins&inc&i"e!%, he &hough& &ha& one% wou!d bring hi ha''iness and hea!
hi $ro &he $ear o$ &oorrow.
0he businessan cae &o e $rus&ra&ed and ruined wi&hin
hise!$ because a!! his e*'ec&a&ions, bui!& on wor!d!% 'ossessions had
becoe a rea! sic)ness. (e !onged &o be we!! and ha''%. (e was read% &o
gi"e u' a!! his wea!&h in order &o recu'era&e his hea!&h. (e !oo)ed a& e as
a $righ&ened chi!d and said+
,0e!! wha& &o do &o be ha''%, and cure %se!$ $ro nega&i"e
s&ress and &o reco"er % hea!&h.-
I $e!& &he businessanDs dee' 'ain. I saw his wea)ness and his
!one!iness. Man%, ou& o$ Aea!ous%, isunders&ood hi. (e was Audged as a
greed% and a se!$ish oron. I 'ercei"ed an enorous 'ain$u! an*ie&% in
his 'oor, wre&ched sou!. 8i&h &reendous co'assion, $ree o$ charge, I
&rea&ed his case wi&h a essage. ;ocusing dee'!% on his e%es, I said+
8hen %ou wa)e u' e"er% orning,
4o &o %our window and !oo) ou&side,
>a! %ourse!$ and si!ence %our wor!d!% &hough&s.
=&a% s&i!! and !oo) a& a!!
0he @ni"erse and see %ourse!$,
(ow &in% %ou are.

0a)e a dee' brea&h o$ 4ra&i&ude.
0han) 4od $or e"er%&hing.
0han) hi &ha& %our s&i!! brea&hing !i$e.
;ree %our hear& $ro a!! &he worries and 'ra% wi&h a!! %our hear&.
Pra% wi&h words o$ =i!ence.
Medi&a&e Ao%$u!!% and see how %ou wi!!,
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=urrender e"er%&hing %ou ha"e
E"en %ourse!$ &o Li$e.
Percei"e %ourse!$ b% !i"ing
0he oen& o$ !osing e"er%&hing.
EnAo% &his oen& in co'!e&e ha''iness.
Hou wi!! be a 'erson $ree o$ &he iserab!e burden
:$ a!! %our wor!d!% 'ossessions.
>!aor wi&h a!! %our hear&,
I gi"e u' e"er%&hing in order
0o enrich % sou! wi&h &he Lo"e o$ 4od
0o nourish (is 'resence in e"er% hear& and e"er%where.
=a% &o %our Lord , ;orgi"e e and !e&
,Hour wi!! &o be done.-
Loo) edi&a&i"e!% $ro %our window and see
(ow &he $!owers in &he $ie!ds and &rees
/o%$u!!% dress wi&h &he os&
1eau&i$u! garen&s %ou ha"e e"er seen
1ecause &he% ne"er &hin) how &o dress
.nd ne"er ha"e one% !i)e %ou
0o bu% ar&i$icia! c!o&hes d%ed wi&h cheica!s.
1e !i)e &hese &rees, worr% no& abou& one%
In order &o dress &he c!o&h o$ !i$e
.nd ge& %our e&erna! e!egance.
Loo) again do %ou see,
(ow &he birds dance
/o%$u!!% in &he s)%.
0he% ne"er worr% abou& &heir $ood.
.!! &he !and $eeds &he on &he &ab!e o$ 4od
8i&h an abundan& and uncondi&ioned generosi&%.
Li"e $ree in gra&i&ude !i)e &hese birds
;eed wi&h &he >o'assion o$
:ur ;a&her in hea"en.
1ecause &oorrow, when %ou are as!ee',
.!! o$ a sudden %our one%Egod wi!! co!!a'se.
I&s ido! wi!! $or $ore"er be crushed down
.nd %ou wi!! wa)e u' in a Deser&.
.!! %our wor!d!% wea!&h and one%
8i!! be use!ess and i& cou!d no& bu%
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;or %ou an%&hing, no& e"en c!o&hes or $ood.
=&ar& $ro now wi&h %our en!igh&ened $ree wi!!
.nd in"es& %our one%
In &reasures o$ !o"e in e"er% hear&.
0his &he on!% wa% %our richness
8i!! gi"e %ou ha''iness
.nd sur"i"e &he da%s o$ &he coing
.'oca!%'se o$ &he $inancia! >a'i&a!is&ic 0e'!e
8hen &he De"i! o$ nowada%s wi!! be ca'&ured
.nd whi''ed in huan insides &ha&
1ecae ca"es o$ &hie"es 'oisoning
0he hoe o$ 4od in e"er% sou!.
0oorrow &he =ain&s wi!! !ead &his wor!d.
>hoose %ourse!$ wi&h %our wise $ree wi!!
0o be !i)e &he bird and &ree $ed b% 4od.
(urr% u' be$ore &he one% wi!! brainwash %ou
0hin)ing &ha& i& wi!! bu% $or %ou e"er%&hing
E"en ha''iness and &he hea!ing o$ %our 'ain
.nd in &his wa% i& addic&s %ou &o i&s ido!
.nd %ou becoe unconscious!% worshi''er
:$ a sa&anic Dead 'ower &ha& ani'u!a&es %ou,
.nd %ou becoe i&s ser"an&
. an o$ $!esh bu& dead inside.
(urr% u' and $ree %ourse!$
:$ such dea&h brough& $ro
Hour conce'& o$ &he a&eria!is&ic wor!d.
(urr% u' be$ore %ou wa)e one da% in &he orning
.nd $ind &he addic&i"e $inancia! ar)e&
(as crashed and &he one% ido! has $a!!en down
;ro &he $a!se high i!!usions on &o' o$ na&ions.
0hen, i&s a&&rac&i"e and addic&i"e s'iri&
8i!! drag %ou down wi&h i&
.nd %ou wi!! &hrow %ourse!$ a$&er i& $ro &he window
1ecause &he $inance De"i! has 'ossessed %ou.
4i"e u' wi&h !o"e a!! &ha& %ou ha"e
.nd a!! &ha& is gi"en &o %ou.
De"o&e a!! %our wea!&h and &a!en&s
0o nourish &he ='iri& o$ &he Lord in e"er% hear&
0o a)e &he di"ine seeds grow in e"er% sou!.
4od is hungr%, is &hir&% and is su$$ering
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8i&h us and in us in our huan 'ain.
(e!' (i wi&h a!! &ha& %ou ha"e,
;ee! how 0he ;a&her is cr%ing in &he wounds
:$ us, his dear chi!dren on Ear&h.
=&reng&hen hi in %ourse!$ and e"er% se!$.

8a)e u' in &he orning o$ !igh&
=hining $ro &he =un o$ Di"ine Lo"e.
;ree $ro a!! &he iseries o$ &he 'as&
8a)e u' and gi"e u' e"er%&hing in (o!% =urrender
.nd %ou wi!! ge& e"er%&hing $ree, no& $ro &his wor!d
1u& $ro hea"en and &he >o'assion o$ @ni"erse.
8a)e u' in &he orning o$ 4od
.s a newborn in %our in&erior wor!d o$ wi&hin,
Pious 8or!d o$ innocence, si'!ici&%, hub!eness
0ha& "ibra&e wi&h &he !igh& o$ !o"e and se!$!essness.
1e a ser"an& "er% rich in his hear& $ore"er
.nd )ing o$ %ourse!$ in &he #ingdo o$ E&erni&%
0ha& is $!ooded and o"erwhe!ed wi&h e"er!as&ing Lo"e.

0he 'a&ien& wi&h diabe&es, h%'er&ension and hear& 'rob!es
be!ie"ed in wha& I said. (e was re!a*ed in hise!$ and his $ear o$
&oorrow was gone. (e $e!& &ha& he us& no& an*ious!% worr% abou& &he
or&a! $inancia! &reasures and '!easures o$ &his wor!d. (e s&ar&ed &o !oo) &o
his !i$e di$$eren&!%, $ee!ing &ha& 4od is &a)ing care o$ hi. (e s&ar&ed &o
!i"e his !i$e si'!% and wi&h co'assion !i)e a =u$i and &o he!' wi&h his
one% an% who are in need. 8hen he $reed hise!$ o$ his wor!d!% $ears,
an*ie&ies and worries and becae in &ouch wi&h &he de'&h o$ his sou!, he
'ercei"ed &ha& &he erc% o$ 4od is a!wa%s !oo)ing a$&er hi. (e $e!& 'eace
in his hear& and a!! his &ension and s&ress was hea!ed. (e becae 'eace$u!
in hise!$ and a!! his diseases were cured and ha''iness $!u&&ered in his
hear&.
1ealin* is not +rostitution
Miss M., 3F %ears o!d was an an*ious gir! wi&h a &reendous
an*ie&% abou& herse!$ and her $u&ure. =he !i"ed e*&ree!% insecure and
re$used &o $ace her inside insecuri&% and &o unders&and &he essage behind
a!! her an*ie&ies. =he wan&ed &o &ranGui!i7e, wi&h wor!d!% '!easures, her
in&erior $rus&ra&ions ins&ead o$ $acing &he and $ind 'eace wi&hin. =he
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bui!& $or herse!$ an unrea! wor!d and $orced herse!$ &o be!ie"e in i&. (er
insecuri&% dro"e her &o run $ro her own rea!i&% in an eo&iona! direc&ion
inco'a&ib!e wi&h &he 0ru&h. =he e& a an who was insecure !i)e her.
@naware, &he% &ranGui!i7ed &heir an*ie&ies wi&h addic&i"e se*ua! '!easures
wi&hou& an% s'iri&ua! counica&ion or a re!a&ionshi' &ha& cou!d go
be%ond 'h%sica! diensions. 0he% !ied &o &hese!"es and be!ie"ed &ha&
&he% !o"ed each o&her. E"er%one saw his insecuri&% in his 'ar&ner
'roAec&ing on hise!$ $ear, !ac) o$ con$idence and a de!iriu o$ Aea!ous%.
0heir eo&iona! re!a&ions be!onged &o &he e'heera! se*ua! wor!d &ha&
was s&i$!ing &heir s'iri& and indirec&!% increasing &heir insecuri&%. E"er%one
becae addic&ed &o &he o&her. 0he echanis o$ &heir re!a&ionshi's
becae eo&iona!, ani'u!a&i"e, doinan&, obsessi"e and 'ossessi"e
's%cho!ogica! de$enses. :n &he o&her hand &he b!ind was guiding &he b!ind
un&i! &he% $e!! in &he 'i&. 0heir re!a&ionshi' co!!a'sed, ending in an
eo&iona! &raged%. E"er%one wo)e u' in his de'ressing se!$ deser& seeing
hisWher e'&iness and ha"ing no o&her wa% &han &o $ace hisWher rea!i&% and
$inding how &o hea! hisWher own insecuri&%. Miss M. had a ner"ous
brea)down $ee!ing &ha& a!! &he diseases in &he wor!d were ea&ing her bod%.
=he was brough& &o % c!inic wi&h a se"ere de'ression and $ee!ing &errib!e
'ain in a!! her bod%.
,8ha& is &he a&&er wi&h %ou, Miss M.<- I as)ed.
,8ha& is &he a&&er wi&h e< .!! % bod% is in 'ain and I a
d%ing. I canno& brea&he and % hear& wi!! soon s&o'. I $ee! soe&hing in
% nec) s&rangu!a&ing e. I canno& s!ee'. .!! % bod% is nub and I
canno& wa!). IDd ra&her die &han !i"e in such he!!,- she re'!ied.
I e*ained her case care$u!!%. .!! &he s%'&os were subAec&i"e
and 'ar& o$ her eo&iona!Eh%s&erica! draa. =he was ani'u!a&ing herse!$
&o a &raged% o$ sic)ness in order &o ge& s%'a&h% $ro o&hers in order &o
&ranGui!i7e her se!$Einsecuri&% or &o &ra' e, as a 'h%sician, in her
eo&iona! '!a% &o o&i"a&e herse!$ b% being sic). =he wan&ed an%&hing &o
$ree herse!$ $ro &he addic&ion &o her !o"erDs !o"e a)ing b% subs&i&u&ing
&o i& a )ind o$ co'!een&ar% edica! &rea&en&, !i)e &he !a%ing o$ %
hands on her or assaging her bod%, because she was co'!e&e!% "ain,
reAec&ing &o rea!i7e her wre&chedness. I go& ins'ired u'on seeing &he de'&hs
o$ MDs sou! and, showing no coisera&ion &o her, and wi&h a hea!ing
"oice cr%ing $ro &he wi!derness o$ surgica! co'assion &ha& can cas&
deons and ido!s ou& o$ &he ind, I shou&ed a& her sa%ing+
,Hou ha"e no sic)ness in %our bod%, &he sic)ness is in %our ind
and is abusing %our hear&. Do no& decei"e %ourse!$ b% 're&ending
conscious!% or unconscious!% &ha& %ou are in agon% because %our bod% is
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in"aded wi&h i!!ness. Hou ha"e no disease in %our bod%. Hour agon% s&es
$ro &he $ac& &ha& a!! %our !i$e %ou re$used &o $ace %our inner insecuri&%
and %ou wan& e now &o &ranGui!i7e %ou wi&h % &hera'% or % 'resence.
Lis&en &o e and do no& be ca'ricious and eo&iona!!% greed%. Do no& !ie
&o %ourse!$, acce'& %our &ru&h, e"en i$ &he &ru&h wi!! cruci$% %ou, because
on!% b% &his wa% wi!! %ou hea! and $ree %ourse!$ $ro %our eo&iona! he!!
and recei"e grace$u!!% $ro &he 0ru&h 'eace and ha''iness in %our hear&.
,Lad% M. !oo) &o %our si&ua&ion wi&h a genuine s'iri& o$
$orgi"eness wi&hou& b!aing an%bod%. >oe, % swee& and !o"e!% !ad%
and &e!! e wha& &raged% has ha''ened in %our !i$e. I rea!!% wan& &o he!'
%ou, I a burning &o &a)e awa% %our su$$ering. :'en %our hear& % dear
and con$ess. 0e!! e '!ease wha& hur& %ou in %our !i$e< 8h% are %ou, such
a %oung and beau&i$u! !ad% ruining herse!$<-
In &he beginning she &ried &o a"oid &e!!ing e abou& her eo&iona!
'rob!es. =he de$ended herse!$ b% sa%ing+
,I do no& ha"e an% 's%cho!ogica! 'rob!e. M% 'rob!e is Aus&
'ain in % bod%. .nd %ou )now how &o assage % bod% and hea! %
'ain.-
,Loo) % dear &here is a &reendous su$$ering in %our hear&.
Ma% be %ou ga"e &oo uch o$ %ourse!$ &o o&hers, and o&hers did no&
a''recia&e %ou. I read a draa&ic !o"e s&or% in %our hear&. 0e!! i& &o e and
&a)e ou& a!! &he &ension $ro %our sou! and &hrow i& on e, because I a
sincere!% sen& &o hea! %our wounds and bring %ou ha''iness. I do no& wan&
a beau&i$u! woan !i)e %ou &o su$$er, o'en %our hear& and &e!! e
e"er%&hing and a$&er &ha& I wi!! do $or %ou wha& %ou wan&9-
=he o"ed nearer &o e and I $e!& a s'ar) o$ !us& &win)!ing in her
e%es and a)ing her bod% shi"er. I $e!& &ha& she was !oo)ing &o ge&
s%'a&h% and sensua! '!easure $ro % &hera'%. =he said+
,I$ %ou !o"e e so, I wi!! &rus& %ou and &e!! %ou % s&or%. .nd
a$&er &ha& I need %ou &o assage % bod% and he!' e bring bac) %
bo%$riend.-
,0e!! e wha& ha''ened &o %ou and a$&er &ha& we sha!! see.-
I $e!& &ha& she was 'roAec&ing on e her sensua! and 'h%sica!
char ou& o$ her eo&iona! insecuri&% and need. 8i&h a grea& co'assion
and de&achen& I becae !i)e a hea!ing 'ries& !is&ening &o her con$ession.
=he said+
,I wi!! &e!! %ou &he &ru&h. I a a de"as&a&ed 'erson. I a
de'ressed because % hear& is bro)en. M% !o"er, &he on!% 'ar&ner I had in
% !i$e, has !e$& e a$&er ruining % !i$e. I ga"e hi e"er%&hing bu& he
was se!$ish. I surrendered &o hi wi&h '!easure % "irgini&% and as)ed
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hi a$&er &ha& &o arr% e and he re$used. 8h% did he do &ha& wi&h e,
&a)ing ad"an&age o$ % innocence< (e 'ro$i&ed o$ % sen&ien&s, ra'ing
e wi&h % consen& $or his se*ua! '!easures and &hen becae an egois& as
os& en are. (is !o"e &o e was h%'ocri&ica!. (e was an e*&ree!%
good, war and nice 'erson a& &he beginning. 1u& when he go& his se*ua!
'!easure $ro e, he becae a dir&% 'erson, ood% and irres'onsib!e. I
wan& hi &o be $or e on!%. I wan&ed &o arr% hi a& a!! cos& and he
re$used. I a no& a 'ros&i&u&e, I did se* wi&h hi &o ob&ain hi $or %se!$.
(e is s&u'id and does no& rea!i7e wha& a good wi$e I can be $or hi. I a
&he on!% woan in &his wor!d who can con&ro! his !i$e, bringing ou& his
goodness. 8i&hou& e he was and wi!! a!wa%s be a !os& 'erson. (e a!so
chea&ed % 'aren&s. 0he% we!coed hi as a eber o$ &he $ai!%,
because he was es&eeed in socie&% and because he he!'ed an% ebers
o$ &he $ai!% and re!a&i"es wi&h an enorous uncondi&ioned generosi&%.
(e has gi"en us !o&s o$ 'resen&s and one%. 8e were decei"ed b% his
char and his generosi&%. 1u& when % 'aren&s rea!i7ed &ha& he wi!! no&
arr% e, &he% )ic)ed hi ou& o$ our hoe.-
,Did he 'roise &ha& he wi!! arr% %ou<-
,(e said &ha& he !o"ed e and I ga"e %se!$ se*ua!!% &o hi.
0his eans &ha& he shou!d arr% e. :&herwise, wh% acce'& such an
in&ia&e re!a&ionshi'< I$ % !o"e b!inded e, wh% &hen did he re$use &o
arr% e, a$&er we had se*ua! re!a&ions. I a no& a 'ros&i&u&e, he us& 'a%
&he 'rice o$ his ac&ion and e"en i$ i& wi!! cos& hi a!! his !i$e. (e ra'ed %
digni&%. I wi!! do $or hi b!ac) agic and des&ro% his !i$e i$ he wi!! no&
arr% e.-
,Does he ha"e good socia! condi&ions and $inancia! 'ossibi!i&ies
&ha& enab!e hi &o arr% %ou<
,;or sure he is ab!e &o arr% e. (e is a wea!&h% 'erson and an
einen&, we!! educa&ed 'erson. (e is no& !i)e e, wi&hou& one%. ;or &his
reason, I was a&&rac&ed and chared b% hi because he is ab!e &o arr%
e. I )now hi since &en %ears. .& &ha& &ie he !o"ed e bu& he was no&
wea!&h% and I was care$u! and c!e"er enough &o a"oid an% re!a&ion wi&h
hi because o$ &ha&. 8hen he becae rich and a we!! seen 'erson in
socie&%, % 'aren&s $e!& secure abou& his "isi&s &o our house and &he% !o"ed
hi. 0he% e"en o$&en in"i&ed hi as a s'ecia! gues&. . bedroo was
arranged $or hi &o s&a% an% nigh& he wished in our hoe and because %
'aren&s &rus&ed hi i& was na&ura! &ha& I us& do $or &he gues& wha& '!eases
hi. .n% &ie e"en a& idnigh&, when I $e!& &ha& he was !one!% and
$rus&ra&ed, I in"i&ed hi &o % hoe and s&a%ed a!! nigh& &o &ranGui!i7e his
$rus&ra&ion wi&h % war bod% wi&hou& !is&ening or caring &o wha& he was
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s'ea)ing. .& &he end he was a an and wha& does a an wan& $ro a
woan9< (e was a cu!&ured 'erson and I we!! )now &ha& % du&% as a
woan is no& &o unders&and cu!&ure. M% du&% in !i$e is &o )now how &o
'!ease % an, bu& en are se!$ish9
,Loo) doc&or, %ou are a !o"e!% 'erson. Hou en&ered % hear&. I
a in %our hands. Do wi&h e wha& %ou wan& and '!ease re!ie"e e o$ %
'ain.-
,Do %ou &hin) &ha& %ou a!so was wrong in %our beha"ior &owards
hi< Hou are b!aing %our bo%$riend, is &here is an% b!ae on %ourse!$<-
,I did no&hing wrong wi&h hi. I$ I !o"ed hi is &his a is&a)e< I
was innocen& and 'ure. (e abused e. I a 'roud o$ %se!$ because a!!
who I e& in % !i$e a''recia&ed e as a 'er$ec& woan. I ade no
is&a)es. Ma%be % on!% is&a)e is &ha& I &rus&ed % bo% $riend and
a!!owed hi &o abuse % $einini&%.-
,.s I unders&and, in &he beginning, %our bo% $riend he!'ed %ou
and %our $ai!% wi&h an% &hings wi&hou& as)ing %ou or ani'u!a&ing %ou
&o ha"e wi&h hi se* b% 'roising %ou arriage. 0his eans &ha& he
!o"ed %ou as a huan being wi&hou& an% se!$ish in&eres&. .nd sudden!%,
%ou o$$ered %ourse!$ se*ua!!% &o hi when !us& wea)ened hi and &hough&
&ha& %ou had de$ini&e!% won hi. Hou consider %ourse!$ a "ic&i and %our
bo%$riend gui!&% $or &he se*ua! re!a&ion and as)ed hi &o arr% %ou bu& his
answer was nega&i"e. 8h% ha"e %ou $orced &he si&ua&ion !i)e an obsessi"e
and insecure 'erson wi&h &reendous $ear $or &he $u&ure, ins&ead o$
!ea"ing %our !o"e re!a&ions &o $!ow na&ura!!% and 'eace$u!!% in haron%
&owards a $u!! s'iri&ua! counica&ion< 0he ac& o$ arriage &ha& binds a
an and a woan $ore"er coes $ro 4od, no& $ro se*ua! '!easures and
wor!d!% se!$ish in&eres&s. In order &o ob&ain hea!&h% arriages, we us&
hea! and c!ean &he hear&s o$ &he 'ar&ners un&i! &he% becoe o'en &o a
di"ine re!a&ionshi'. Marriage is no& an ac& o$ addic&ion be&ween a an and
a woan, nor an eo&iona! es&ab!ishen& &o ensure our '!easures and
a&eria!is&ic needs. Marriage is bui!& on a s'iri&ua! counica&ion &ha&
!in)s &he cou'!e wi&h 4od &hrough &he highes& in&ia&e re!a&ionshi' o$
uncondi&ioned !o"e, en!igh&enen& and a $u!! res'onsibi!i&% &owards our
'resen& and $u&ure. 0here$ore, 'ossessi"e Aea!ous%, eo&iona! doina&ion
and ani'u!a&ions, !ac) o$ &rus& and se!$Econ$idence, condi&ioning,
addic&i"e and 'ossessi"e beha"iors, s'iri& o$ neediness, greediness and
!ac) o$ sacri$ice, arrogance and "ani&%, en&a! rigidi&% and ca'rice,
egocen&ric and se!$ish co'ar&en&s, 's%cho!ogica! insecuri&%, $ear and
de$ense echaniss e&c., are a!! disorders &ha& can 'oison an% re!a&ionshi'
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and obs&ruc& &he channe!s o$ !o"e in huan re!a&ionshi's. .n% ac& is
s&i!!born i$ &here is no Lo"e because i& has no ;lan !ital $ro 4od.
,Miss M., %our !i$e is no& an eo&iona! gae &ha& be!ongs &o %ou,
bu& a res'onsibi!i&% and a 'ain$u! hea!ing 'rocess &ha& &rains %ou &owards
ha''iness. P!ease, !is&en &o e and $orgi"e %ourse!$ b% adi&&ing &ha& %our
!o"e e*'erience is a hea!ing 'rocess $or %ou and no& a subAec&i"e
eo&iona! ac& o$ ha&e, condening and Audging o&hers because a&&ers did
no& wor) as %ou '!anned. 4e& ou& o$ %our $ear o$ &oorrow and $ree
%ourse!$ $ro %our inner insecuri&%. ;ace %ourse!$ and acce'& wi&h
hui!i&% &ha& %ou are a chi!d be$ore 4od &he 4rea& ;a&her. Hour de'ression
is no& a de'ression bu& a s&a&e o$ des'ondenc% caused b% !osing %our
!o"erDs se*ua! and 's%cho!ogica! a&&rac&ion. .cce'& %our 'resen& s&a&e and
be ha''% wi&h i& because i& is a hea!ing 'rocess &o $ace %our insecuri&% &ha&
%ou canno& &ranGui!i7e b% eo&iona! !o"e. 4od can now show his !o"e &o
%ou because no ore unhea!&h% re!a&ionshi's obs&ruc& (is co'assion
&owards %ou. :"er!oo) &he 'as& and a!! %our wor!d!% dreas and
'!easurab!e obsessions and go in a grea& $as& &ha& wi!! a)e %ou acce'&
%our $rus&ra&ion and 'ra% $or hea!ing and $orgi"eness. 0hen %ou wi!!
recei"e &he rea! Lo"e &ha& se&s 'eace and ha''iness in %our hear&. Hou
canno& $ind !o"e &hrough %our re!a&ionshi' wi&h an%bod% un!ess %ou wash
%our wor!d!% inside insecuri&% wi&h &he Di"ine Ligh&5-
,8ha& %ou are sa%ing, doc&or, is no& &rue. I be!ie"e in 4od. I did
no& do an% is&a)es wi&h an%bod% and I a 'er$ec& wi&hin %se!$. 8h%
are %ou accusing e wi&h a!! &his wrongdoing< I &hin) &ha& %ou are wi&h
%our 's%cho!ogica! de$ense echanis 'roAec&ing a!! %our eo&iona! s&u$$
on e. Doc&or, I did no& coe &o %ou &o recei"e !ec&ures and ad"ises. I a
en&a!!%, eo&iona!!% and 's%cho!ogica!!% 'er$ec&. I &o!d %ou % !o"e
s&or% because I !i)ed %ou as a $riend. 1u& % s&or% obsessed %ou, and
reinded %ou o$ &he 'rob!es o$ an% woen %ou )now. Do no& worr%
abou& e, i& is I who need &o worr% abou& %ou. .!! &ha& I need $ro %ou is
&o assage % na)ed bod% wi&h %our hands and a!! % uscu!ar and
eo&iona! 'ain wi!! disa''ear. Do &ha& $or e '!ease, I wi!! o$$er %se!$ &o
%ou and wi!! be a!! righ& and %ou wi!! $ee! '!easure u'on &ouching %
bod%. .re %ou no& &ired o$ s'ea)ing<-
I s&ood $or a whi!e si!en& no& )nowing wha& &o do and how &o 'roceed
wi&h % hea!ing &hera'% &o Miss M. Meanwhi!e, she &oo) o$$ her c!o&hes
and cae &o e drun)en wi&h her sensua! char. =he hugged e
eo&iona!!%, gras'ed % hands and dragged e &o &he os&eo'a&hic
assage &ab!e in % c!inic, and said+
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,P!ease coe &o e, %ou are a doc&or o$ !o"e. >oe and &ouch %
bod% wi&h %our hea!ing hands and 'er$or %our &hera'eu&ic !o"e on e. I
need %ou.-
=he s&re&ched ou& on &he &rea&en& &ab!e and &ried h%s&erica!!% &o
bring e &o !ie on her. =eeing &ha& she was adaan& in re$using &o !is&en &o
% hea!ing essage, I $reed %se!$ $ro her c!u&ch and $ro her se*ua!
&ra'. I rea!i7ed &ha& a!! she wan&ed was &o abuse e and &ra'!e %
edica! 'rinci'!es b% &urning e &o a "i!e gigo!o. =he wan&ed e &o
subs&i&u&e $or her bo%$riend as a &ranGui!i7er $or her se!$ish insecuri&%.
@nder &he 're&ense o$ &rea&ing her, she was abusing e and % huan
"a!ues b% &ra''ing e in&o a disas&rous corner &ha& wou!d )i!! %
s'iri&ua!i&%. .nd she was conscious o$ &ha&9 I was s&rugg!ing wi&h a!! %
'ower &o hea! her, ease her su$$ering and !i$& her &owards &he !igh& o$ 4odDs
erc%, bu& she was ben& on dragging e down as an ania! &o sa&is$% &he
"ani&% o$ her ins&inc&s. I drew awa% $ro her, re$using &o &ouch her. =he
$e!& &ha& I was reAec&ing her o"er&ure, )nowing &ha& she was ani'u!a&ing
% hea!ing co'assion &o $eed her se*ua! desires and &o do wi&h e as
she did wi&h her bo%$riend. =he cried wi&h ani'u!a&i"e &ears o$
s%'a&h%+
,P!ease he!' e, I a %our 'a&ien&. Do no& be crue! wi&h e, I a
a huan being. >oe near e and hug % bod% and war e, I a co!d.
>oe and !o"e e, %our !o"e wi!! &a)e &he he!! $ro % hear&.-
,M. wa)e u' $ro %our se*ua! h%s&eria and 'u& on %our c!o&hes
'!ease. I a a 'h%sician wi&h &he hea!ing 'ower gi"en e b% % Lord
/esus >hris&. .n insecure nega&i"e energ% or a greed% deoniac s'iri& is
'ossessing and doina&ing %ou unconscious!%, and b% using %ou i& is
&r%ing &o ani'u!a&e e &o nourish i&se!$. 0ha& is wh% %ou $ee! &ired,
de'ressed, wea) and wi&h 'ain a!! o"er %our bod% as i$ a s'iri&ua! 'arasi&e
is suc)ing %our energ% and ens!a"ing %ou in order &o suc) &he energ% o$
o&hers. I wi!! no& a!!ow % energ% &o nourish &he nega&i"i&% or %our
deons. 8a)e u' and 'ra% 4od &o he!' %ou and &o gi"e %ou $ai&h b%
cas&ing awa% a!! %our 'rocess o$ insecuri&%. I !o"e %ou because 4od !o"es
%ou and wan& %ou &o be a ha''% woan on &he righ& &rac) o$ !i$e. I !o"e
%ou and wish &o hea! a!! %our su$$erings and &o bring 'eace &o %our hear&.-
=he s&ared a& e wi&h !us&% and ironic e%es and said+
,8h% are %ou co'!ica&ing a&&ers in order &o he!' e. Hou
can he!' e b% gi"ing e a session o$ %our &rea&en&. I )now wha& is
good $or e. I$ %ou rea!!% !o"e e, coe and a)e !o"e &o e on %our
&rea&en& &ab!e. 0his wha& I wan& $ro %ou and se* wi&h %ou wi!! hea! a!!
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% &roub!es. 8ha& wi!! %ou !ose b% doing !o"e &o e< I a a 're&&% %oung
woan, coe &o % hear&, I wan& &he war&h o$ %our bod%9-
I saw &ha& an e"i! s'iri& was s'ea)ing in her. =he !oo)ed in her
na)edness !i)e a siren. I $e!& as i$ a dagger s&abbed e in &he hear&. I $e!& a
$ire burning e and shou&ed, rebu)ing her, her deons and a!! &he deons
o$ &he wor!d who were &r%ing &o seduce % 'ure sou!+
,In &he nae o$ /esus >hris&, I cas& awa% %our diabo!ic
nega&i"i&%. :h % Lord he!' and $ree her $ro &he &oren& &ha& is abusing
her.-
I $e!! on % )nees e*haus&ed and si!en&. .nd sudden!% a!! her
bod% s&ar&ed &o sha)e. I saw &he usc!es o$ her abdoen cra' and
soehow swe!! !i)e a &uor. (er hear& ga!!o'ed. =he $e!& soebod% was
cho)ing her. (er $ace was in swea&. . big $righ& a''eared in her e%es. =he
dressed Guic)!% her c!o&hes and rushed ou& $ro % c!inic as i$ her
deons were urging her &o run awa%. =he screaed !i)e a wi!d sow wi&h
ou&rage+ ,Hou are cra7%. Hou are sadis&ic.- .nd she wen& awa% $ro %
c!inic.
Miss M. wen& hoe $urious wi&h e and &o!d her 'aren&s and
cer&ain re!a&i"es o$ ine, &ha& in % c!inic, I abused her during %
&rea&en& and assau!&ed her se*ua!!%. (er 'aren&s be!ie"ed her !ie and
cae &o 'unish e $or % isbeha"iors wi&h &heir innocen& gir!.
2e"er ind I wi!! $as& and 'ra% ore and ore $or her hea!ing.
A call ro! the -ilderness

I had &o !ea"e London $or a on&h. I &hough& o$ going &o
Ruania, because an inner "oice was &e!!ing e &o "isi& >!uA. I $e!& &he
need &o be again in &he !o"e!% 0rans%!"anian ci&% in which I s&udied
edicine $or se"en %ears. In >!uA I grew u' as a 'h%sician and as a 'oe&.
0here, I was nourished wi&h a dee' cu!&ure and a grea& s'iri&ua!i&%5
I arri"ed in >!uA a& >hris&as. I "isi&ed &he gra"e o$ % grea&
$riend Pe&ran be$ore I wandered in &he s&ree&s "isi&ing &he ca$es and
res&auran&s where I had a os& ins'ira&iona! boheian !i$e. In &he s&ree& I
e& wi&h % o!d $riend 1adica. (e was a 'hi!oso'her and an einen&
'ro$essor o$ cu!&ure.
1adica was "er% e*ci&ed &o ee& e a$&er ore &hen &en %ears.
8e had '!en&% o$ ideas &o share. 1adica and a edica! doc&or $riend
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in"i&ed e &o &he Pas&eur and 3ic&or 1abes edica! ins&i&u&e &o do a reci&a!
o$ % edica! 'oes &o &he doc&ors. (e said+
,Man% 'h%sicians here are in need o$ %ou &o war &heir hear&s.
0he% soe&ies need &o !is&en wi&h ar&is&ic ears &o 'ain e*'ressed in
"erse.-
I wen& $or % 'oe&ic ee&ing wi&h % >!uAean $riends. Man%
'eo'!e were wai&ing in &he ha!!. 0he a&os'here was s&range. I $e!& !i"ing
ou& o$ 0ie and ='ace. I wished &o address &he a&&endance wi&h
co'assiona&e "erses, bu& % 'oe&ic &ongue was sudden!% 'ara!%7ed. I
cou!d no& reci&e 'oe&r%. M% ind was b!an). 0he roo was si!en& and I
s&ood s&i!!, wondering wha& was going on9 I !oo)ed around e &o ca&ch &he
Muse who be&ra%ed e in &his cri&ica! oen&, and % hand $e!! on &he
ears o$ a &we!"eE%earEo!d gir!. 8ha& was going on< 8ha& did she wan&< I
!oo)ed a& her and she 'oin&ed wi&h a $inger &o her ears. (er s'eech was
si!ence. =he was born dea$ and dub. Is she as)ing &o e &o hea! her< He&
nobod% )new in &his roo &ha& I cou!d cure cer&ain diseases wi&h &he &ouch
o$ % hands9 0he audience had in"i&ed e &o reci&e 'oe&r%. 0he% )new e
as a 'oe& bu& no& as a hea!er. 1u& % ind was ho'e!ess!% b!an) &o 'oe&r%.
0he 'oe&ic channe! was c!osed. I as)ed &he a&&endance wha& did &he%
e*'ec& $ro e< 2o answer9 0here was si!ence in &he roo as in a
onas&er%. E"er%one was dub$ounded9
. curren& o$ energ% 'assed &hrough e, Guie&ing e. .!! %
senses $e!! down, and % ind was ca'&ured b% &he b!ac) ho!e o$ &he
%s&erious in$ini&e. M% hands were s&ro)ing &he %oung gir!Ds ear.
=udden!%, a$&er a $ew seconds, an e*'!osion o$ !igh& shoo) &he roo. 0he
dub %oung gir! =P:#E9 =he bro)e &he si!ence $or &he $irs& &ie in her
!i$e. (er "oice arri"ed &o her now, i& cae $ro &he wi!derness o$ &he
uni"erse and "ibra&ed &he who!e roo wi&h %s&ic $righ& and &ears o$ !igh&
and Ao%. .ura heard and s'o)e.
.n o!d !ad% in her eigh&ies cae and sa& on a chair beside e.
(er !e$& e%e was b!ind due &o b!eeding and se"ere in$ec&ion. Pus and b!ood
were c!ear!% seen on her degenera&ed cornea. 0he o!d woan !oo)ed a&
e wi&h a s'iri& o$ arrogance, sus'icion and need. I $e!& aw$u!. I did no&
!i)e her. I $e!& &ha& &his sor& o$ 'erson cou!d no& be hea!ed because, $irs&!%,
her 'rob!e was edica!!% i'ossib!e &o be cured and, second!%, her
charac&er was c!osed wi&h nega&i"i&% and cou!d no& recei"e an% hea!ing
energ%. I !oo)ed in &he roo, a& &he an% doc&ors who were 'resen&. =oe
o$ &he were % &eachers in &he edica! schoo!. I wan&ed &o e*'!ain
scien&i$ica!!% &o % co!!eagues wha& was going on. I said+
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,Loo)9 (ere is a edica! case, which I canno& he!', because &he
e%e has been a!read% daaged b% an in$ec&ion and has becoe an
abscess.-
0he doc&ors in &he roo a''recia&ed % scien&i$ic a''roach. I
&ried &o con"ince &he o!d woan &ha& I cou!d no& he!' her and as)ed her &o
!ea"e. 1u& she was i'o!i&e and 're&ended &ha& she did no& hear wha& I
said. =he insis&ed on e &o 'u& % hands a !i&&!e abo"e her daaged e%e.
:ne o$ &he doc&ors in &he roo sugges&ed &o 'u& % hand on &he
o!d woanDs e%e i$ on!% as a 'o!i&e 's%cho!ogica! su''or&. 0hen she
wou!d rea!i7e &ha& I cou!d no& he!' her and wou!d !ea"e e in 'eace.
I did as % co!!eague sugges&ed and a$&er a $ew inu&es I &oo)
% hand awa%. =udden!% &he woan cried+
,:h % 4od6 I a seeing9 Ligh& has en&ered % e%e9 (er cr% o$
erc% shoo) &he who!e bui!ding o$ &he ins&i&u&e o$ edicine and co!!a'sed
% ra&iona! edica! ind. @'on e*aining &he o!d woanDs !e$& e%e, I
obser"ed &ha& her cornea and iris had becoe c!ear and resued &heir
na&ura! co!or. 2ei&her s'o&s o$ b!ood nor signs o$ 'us cou!d be seen. I was
e*&ree!% $righ&ened o$ &his un)nown 'henoenon. M% edica!
condi&ioned ind was 'ushing e &o run awa% and den% &he &ru&h, bu& I
was &ra''ed and 'ara!%7ed in % '!ace b% such a hea!ing irac!e.
=udden!%, I $e!& %se!$ hi& b% &he con$!ic& o$ &he o''osi&es. I $e!! down on
&he $!oor, on % )nees under &he chair o$ &he o!d !ad% and raised u' %
hands as)ing $or he!' and cried+
,0han) %ou9 0han) %ou9 Hour 'resence here has brough& &o e
4od9 0han) %ou9 Hou hea!ed e $ro s)e'&icis.-
.nd $ro s)e'&icis I was hea!ed5
0he 'eo'!e in &he roo saw e !i)e a )nigh& $a!!en down $ro
his horse, hi& b% &he sword o$ !igh&, and % iage becae un$a&hoab!e.
In &he roo, Gues&ions rose u' abou& e+
,8i&h who is he s'ea)ing< Is he s'ea)ing wi&h 4od< Is he
ad< I& sees he does no& be!ie"e in hise!$9 8ho hea!ed &he woan<-
0he answer &o a!! &hese Gues&ions was si!ence. In &his charged
a&os'here, a beggar en&ered &hrough &he door, carr%ing his bod% on &wo
cru&ches. 0he sound o$ his s&e's bro)e &he dub h%'no&ic a&os'here. (e
se!!ed $ro ou&side &he $ire o$ hea!ing, or a% be i& was an inner "oice
&ha& 'ro'&ed hi &o coe in. (e s&re&ched his hands &owards e and
ins&ead o$ as)ing $or one%, he as)ed $or hea!ing his !egs 'ara!%7ed wi&h
'o!io. (e wan&ed e &o cure his !egs &o be ab!e &o wor). (e was &ired o$
begging a$&er so an% %ears. 0his cri''!ed an &hrew hise!$ be$ore e
i'!oring e &o he!' hi. =oe 'eo'!e around e were whis'ering+
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,8ho &o!d &his %oung g%'s% &o coe here<-
I &hough& &ha& I cou!d no& he!' his 'o!io case. =udden!%, an
o"erwhe!ing ins'ira&ion cae &o e. I 'u& % hands 'ressing &he wea)
usc!es o$ &he beggarDs !ibs. I $e!& &ha& he had a $ai&h s&ronger &han ine
and o$ a!! &hose 'resen& in &he roo were wa&ching &his hea!ing 'rocess.
(e 'ercei"ed hise!$ a cured 'erson. 8hen he $e!& soehow be&&er, he
s&re&ched hise!$ wi&h &he con$idence o$ his 'ie&%. (e s&ood u' and
wa!)ed, dragging his !egs, and !e$& &he roo wi&h &ears &win)!ing in his
e%es, !ea"ing us &he cru&ches9
. neuro!ogis& who once &augh& e edicine was wa&ching e.
(e cou!d no& be!ie"e wha& I was doing. (e was sus'icious o$ &he
i'ro"een& o$ &he beggarDs case. Li'ing, he cae u' and s&ood $acing
e. I reebered hi when he was &raining e in &he neuro!ogica!
hos'i&a!. (e !oo)ed a& e wi&h $unn% au&hori&% and said+
,>o!!eague, %ou do irac!es. Hou cured &he g%'s% beggar. ;or
sure, %ou can he!' e wi&h % hei'!egia9 8e are good $riends, and %ou
were a $an&as&ic s&uden& o$ ine.-
I e*ained his case, he had wea) usc!es in &he righ& ar and
!eg &ha& are &he signs and s%'&os !e$& b% a s&ro)e. I $e!& his case was
eas% $or e, since I had &rea&ed wi&h % 'h%sica! &hera'% an% cases o$
hei'!egia wi&h !arge easures o$ success. I go& e*ci&ed &o he!' %
edica! &eacher. I wan&ed hi &o e*'erience % hea!ing abi!i&ies on
hise!$. I wan&ed &o show hi how bri!!ian& I was9 I !oo)ed a& &he
neuro!ogis& and I re'!ied+
,>o!!eague, I can sure!% he!' %ou. I wi!! sur'rise %ou. 1e!ie"e
e, in a $ew inu&es %ou wi!! $ee! an i'ro"een&. 0o begin wi&h, &he
s'as in %our righ& !ibs wi!! go b% % 'h%sica! &hera'% &echniGues o$
rehabi!i&a&ion and &hen, %our e*&ensors and $!e*ors wi!! iedia&e!%
becoe energi7ed b% % anua! ani'u!a&ion.-
,>o!!eague, wha& %ou are sa%ing is co'!e&e!% !ogica! and
sounds $unc&iona!!% scien&i$ic. 0his is % !eg and &his is % hand, cure
&he. I a wai&ing &o see % good s&uden& a& wor)5-
8i&h 'ride I s&ar&ed &o &rea& &he doc&or wi&h % s)i!$u! hands. M%
edica! 'ro$essor and 'a&ien& was o'en &o % hea!ing edica! wor)
because we unders&and each o&hersD edica! !anguage. I &ried hard &o
i'ro"e his usc!es. 1u& a& &he end o$ &he session and in $ron& o$ a!! &hose
'resen& in &he ha!!, I $ai!ed &o he!' hi and becae disa''oin&ed. I wan&ed
&o 'ro"e % s)i!! on % edica! as&er, bu& a!! % 'ride as a doc&or and
% edica! drea were bro)en. In $ron& o$ % 'ro$essor I $ai!ed in %
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e*aina&ion bu& in $ron& o$ &he beggar I succeeded. =uch a hea!ing resu!&
is un$air, bu& wh%<
8hen % neuro!ogis& &eacher $ound &ha& I cou!d no& he!' hi, he
cri&ici7ed ironica!!% wha& I was doing sa%ing &ha&, wi&h % new e&hod o$
&hera'%, I was s'oi!ing &he edicine he &augh& e a& schoo!. (e !e$& &he
roo angri!%, $o!!owed b% an% o$ % co!!eagues. . "er% $ew 'h%sicians
reained beside e. I go& $rus&ra&ed wi&h wha& ha''ened, and becae $ed
u' wi&h % need &o 'ro"e &o %se!$ and &o o&hers how bri!!ian& a 'h%sician
I a. I cae &o dis!i)e &ouching bodies and wor)ing wi&h $!esh and &o
rea!i7e &ha& % wor) on &he or&a! bio!ogica! bodies o$ % 'a&ien&s is no&
such a big dea! $or huani&%. 0he Gues&ion &ha& occu'ied % ind was
whe&her bio!ogica! edicine cou!d 'roduce a schoo! o$ &hough& &ha& can
ci"i!i7e &he coing genera&ions and ins'ire a re"o!u&ion &ha& can !i$&
huani&% &o &he highes& s'iri&ua! diensions< :r is edicine Aus& a
disgus&ing bod%wor), in 'riori&% $or who 'a%s ore<
I o'ened % hear& $or !o"e &o burn e ore and 'ra%ed i& cou!d
war &he co!d s'iri&s o$ &his wor!d. =udden!%, I obser"ed &ha& nobod%
$ro &he audience was coing &o e an% ore, &o &rea& his bio!ogica!
disease. 0he roo becae $u!! o$ co'assion. (ea!ing s&ar&ed &o wor) on
ano&her diension+ i& began &o &rea& &he wounds o$ &he hear&s and reo"e
&he dar)ness $ro &he inds. M% "oice s&ar&ed &o change. I $e!& %se!$
si&&ing soewhere near &he corner o$ &he cosos, in &he shadow o$ &he
in$ini&e. I saw % s'iri& !i"ing in 'as& i!!ennius. 0he 'ar& o$ &he wor!dDs
ci"i!i7a&ion bui!& on !o"e shaded e un&i! I $e!! in a &rance, and a "oice,
here&o un)nown, cae &hrough &o e, and said &o &he Ruanian audience+
,I cae $ro Lebanon, $ro &he !and &ha& ga"e !igh& &o &he wor!d,
$ro &he !and o$ >hris&, $ro &he ca"es &ha& were &he heri&age o$ hos&s o$
sain&s, $ro &he s'ar) o$ !o"e which I 'ra% wi!! ne"er be swa!!owed u' b%
&he dar) wor!d o$ greed and ha&e. I a carr%ing &his &orch as a gi$& o$
hea!ing, no& &o cure bodies, bu& &o s'ea) wi&h a !anguage ca'ab!e o$
condi&ioning &he bod% and 're'aring i& $or &he hea!ing 'rocess. (ea! %our
sou!s9 Le& %our good crea&i"e s'iri& shine wi&h !o"e &owards &he 8or!d9
Lis&en &o &he di"ine cr% o$ %our hear& and do no& a!!ow i& &o be si!enced b%
&he Maon o$ &his wor!d. ;ree %ourse!$ wi&h &he !igh& &ha& coes on!%
$ro abo"e and no& $ro hereunder9 Ligh& guides %ou &o &he "as&ness o$
&he cosos and &o nowhere e!se. 0he s%s&es o$ &he 8or!d need %ou,
c!ean %our hear&s and enrich &he wi&h good deeds $or &he $u&ure9 Lis&en
&o &he 'ain5-
=udden!%, a %s&ic de!iriu $i!!ed &he inds o$ &he a&&endance
who, $or hours and hours were wa&ching % hea!ing wor) and !is&ening &o
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e. 0he% s&ar&ed &o !oo) a& e as a second >hris&. I $e!& s&rong!% &his
nega&i"i&%. I was aa7ed how s&u'id $ancies can soe&ies doina&e
huan inds.
.ngri!%, I be!!owed+
,I a no& >hris& nor a I a sain&, an a'os&!e or a disci'!e. I a a
iserab!e and he!'!ess huan being !i)e %ou. 2obod% $orced e &o coe
&o %ou here. I& Aus& ha''ened and I enAo%ed i&. :ur ee&ing here is $un and
an o''or&uni&% &o ee& % be!o"ed $riends in >!uA. Le& us Aus& enAo% being
&oge&her5-
Man% 'eo'!e were en&ering and !ea"ing, s'reading in &he ci&% o$
>!uA ruors abou& &he cri''!ed who wa!)ed, &he b!ind who saw and &he
dub who s'o)e. ;or &en da%s &he hea!ing was going on. Man% >!uAean
'eo'!e becae so e*ci&ed b% wha& was going on &ha& &he% s'en& an%
s!ee'!ess nigh&s. 0he >!uA &e!e"ision cae and $i!ed a!! &he hea!ing
e"en&s. .ong &he audiences were di$$eren& 'eo'!e, ranging $ro
'o!i&icians, &o 'ro$essors, 'h%sicians, 'ries&s, s&uden&s, e&c. E"er%one was
ins'ired b% wha& was ha''ening5
2ow, &he audi&ors began &o be!ie"e &ha& I a >hris&. I go& ad
wi&h &he 's%cho!ogica! 'roAec&ions on 'eo'!e &ha& crea&e gurus or !eaders
&o !ead &he uncondi&iona!!%. I wan&ed &o hea! &his 'ar&icu!ar side o$ &he
huan ind &ha& ge&s Guic)!% condi&ioned and addic&ed &o eccen&ric
&hings. I wan&ed &o 'ro'& &he indi"idua! &o go"ern hise!$ res'onsib!%
ra&her &han be ens!a"ed b% an idea or an iage. I wan&ed our &hough&s &o
be rea!is&ic and our inds &o reain $ree and a"ai!ab!e $or &he ins'ira&ion
o$ !o"e &ha& braces our crea&i"i&%.
I wan&ed o&hers &o !oo) a& e as a wea), ordinar% 'erson no
di$$eren& $ro &he. I de&ached %se!$ co'!e&e!% $ro &he eo&ions o$
an% o$ &he 'eo'!e around e and, wi&h a co'assiona&e "oice,
condened &heir nega&i"i&%, inci&ing &he &o wa)e u'. I reAec&ed
"eheen&!% &he 'ossibi!i&% o$ being considered su'erior &o an%bod%.
0wo %oung, charing gir!s were o"ed eo&iona!!% b% %
words. 0he% wan&ed &o coe and hug e in order &o recei"e soe o$ %
hea!ing energ%. I shou&ed a& &he sa%ing+
,I warn %ou do no& coe near &o e &hin)ing &ha& I a a sain&.
Do no& &rus& e and &hrow %ourse!"es in % !a'. I a a huan being and
% obscene na&ure can easi!% burs& ou&.-
8ha&e"er I said &o &he 'eo'!e surrounding e did no& 're"en&
&he $ro !oo)ing &o e as a su'erior being. I us& scra&ch &his iage
$ro &heir heads a& a!! cos&s and direc& &he &o !o"e % essage o$
hea!ing and carr% i&s !igh& and no& &o !o"e e as a 'erson.
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I $ound on &he &ab!e be$ore e, se"era! bo&&!es o$ "od)a. I s&ar&ed
&o drin) as $as& as I cou!d and &o beha"e !i)e a drun)en Ruanian 'easan&.
8hen &he a!coho! s&ar&ed &o in$!uence % s'eech, I $e!! down on &he $!oor
o"er a 'erson si&&ing near e who had a ca!ci$ied $oo&.
M% hand wi&h a!! &he 'ressure o$ % bod% hi& his ca!ci$ied $oo&.
(e Au'ed u' $urious wi&h 'ain. I &hough& &ha& I had bro)en his $oo&.
=udden!%, he wa!)ed nora!!% and &he ca!ci$ica&ion cr%s&a!s o$ his Aoin&
were bro)en.
M% $a!! on hi cured his !eg. .a7ing how such &hings cou!d
ha''en9 (is ca!ci$ied $oo& sa"ed e in such a si&ua&ion9 0he 'eo'!e who
were in &he roo re$used &o be!ie"e &ha& % $a!! was $or&ui&ous. 0he%
'oured e ore "od)a, &hin)ing &ha& i& wi!! add &o % hea!ing energ%.
0en da%s !a&er, I dec!ined &he in"i&a&ion $or ano&her ga&hering a&
&he >!uA Ins&i&u&e. . doc&or $riend o$ ine ca!!ed e &o "isi& wi&h hi his
o&her a& &he hos'i&a! who was su$$ering $ro rheua&ic ar&hri&is and
cou!d no& wa!). .s I en&ered &he hos'i&a!Ds !obb% o$ rheua&ic diseases, I
$ound i& $u!! o$ 'a&ien&s. .$&er &rea&ing &he doc&orDs o&her $or &en inu&es,
she rose u' and iedia&e!% wa!)ed. 0he 'a&ien&s 'resen&, who had &he
sae 'rob!e, be!ie"ed &ha& I had cer&ain abi!i&ies &ha& cou!d cure &he.
0he% i'!ored e &o hea! &he sa%ing+
,4od has sen& %ou &o us, '!ease 'u& %our hands on us.-
I did so, and &here was !i)e an ear&hGua)e o$ hea!ing. Pa&ien&s
were cured in no &ie. 0he% !e$& &heir beds and wan&ed &o !ea"e &he
hos'i&a!. I $e!& &ha&, in abou& &wo hours I cou!d cure a!! &he hos'i&a!Ds
'a&ien&s and nobod% wi!! reain &here. I rea!i7ed &ha& i$ I do &ha&, &he
hos'i&a! wi!! be c!osed and i&s s%s&e wi!! $a!! down. .nd &his was &he !as&
&hing I wan&ed because i$ a edica! s%s&e co!!a'ses, &here is no&hing &o
&a)e i&s '!ace. Indeed, we need our 'resen& edica! es&ab!ishen&s bu& we
a!so we need &o endow &he wi&h &he !igh& o$ ins'ira&ion and co'assion.
I wen& &o &he direc&or o$ &he hos'i&a! who was once % 'ro$essor.
(e a!so was su$$ering $ro ar&hri&is. I wan&ed &o cure his Aoin& disorders
and &e!! hi &ha& his 'a&ien&s wan&ed e &o he!' &he, bu& &ha& I wi!! do so
on!% in co!!abora&ion wi&h hi. (e was scared and no& o'enEinded. I did
no& b!ae hi9 I wished &ha& one da% &hings wou!d ha''en &o hi as &he%
ha''ened &o e and he wou!d becoe, !i)e e, a ser"an& dedica&ed &o &he
hea!ing o$ o&hers5
0wo wee)s !a&er, I ran awa% $ro >!uA &o 1uchares& &hen &o
London. I was running awa% $ro crowds o$ 'eo'!e who wan&ed e &o do
irac!es $or &he. >!air"o%an&s or $a!se 'ro'he&s ha"e 'erha's chea&ed
&he. :r 'erha's &heir $rus&ra&ions co'e!!ed &he &o see in e
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soebod% s'ecia!. I ne"er wished &o 'ose as /esus >hris&, nor &o be
cruci$ied b% &he es&ab!ishen&s o$ our da%s. I a a si'!e huan being,
who wishes &o !o"e &he 8or!d, e*'ec&ing no&hing in re&urn9
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1ealin* o the syste!s
My !edical *lobal .ision
My !eetin*s in the uni.ersity
My !essa*e to the +hysicians
3ac2 to our s+rin*
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My !edical *lobal .ision
I re&urned bac) $ro Ruania &o London a$&er I $ound &ha&, a& &he end, we
need &o hea! our wor!d s%s&es be$ore we can hea! &he indi"idua!, and &he indi"idua!Ds
ind us& be hea!ed be$ore &he good s%s&es can $unc&ion and ser"e huani&%.
8ha& good is i& $or e &o cure a !i'ing !eg< I& is na&ura! &ha& a!! o$ us wi!!
!i' on our wa% &owards our !as& (oe o$ si!ence.
8e need $irs& &o cure a !ae ind whose &hough&s cou!d hinder &he ac&ion o$
&he coing s%s&es o$ our g!oba! couni&ies and na&ions. =ic) &hough&s can crea&e a
nega&i"e s&ress in e"er% huan being and "arious diseases and can a$$ec& our ru!es and
disci'!ines b% 'oisoning &he s%s&es o$ counica&ion and huan re!a&ionshi's.
In % career as a 'h%sician I a ob!iged &o &rea& &he causes o$ diseases
and &o be res'onsib!e $or &he hea!&h o$ &he indi"idua! and o$ &he couni&%. M% du&% is
&o send a hea!ing essage o$ !o"e and awareness &hrough &he channe!s o$ &he =%s&es
and &o awa)en &hose who unconscious!% cou!d cri''!e &he coing genera&ion.

P P P
My Meetin*s at the /ni.ersity
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I e& wi&h a scien&is& $ro India whose nae was Dr. ;a&ii. (e
was searching $or &he &ru&h o$ our !i$e in &he acadeies. :rigina!!%, he was
a barris&er and a wri&er. (e &rans!a&ed &he #oran &o Eng!ish. 1u& &hen he
s&udied 'h%sics and a&hea&ics a& &he London @ni"ersi&%. (e becae a
grea& scho!ar+ a doc&or in e!ec&roEd%naics $ro #ingDs co!!ege and an
einen& c%berne&ic.
Dr. ;a&ii reached &he conc!usion &ha& science canno& ebod%
&he who!e &ru&h. :ur ra&iona! &hin)ing canno& $a&ho &he abso!u&e. :ur
ind us& be ore o'en in order &o recei"e &he )now!edge o$ co'assion
$ro &he @ni"erse. Dr. ;a&ii brough& a new conce'& &o science. (e was
searching &he science o$ &he hear& and o$ s'iri&ua! "a!ues. (e was a grea&
=u$i $ree &hin)er.
Dr. ;a&ii a''recia&ed e as a %s&ic &hin)er, heir o$ &he s&rong
s'iri&ua! roo&s o$ &he Eas&, ca'ab!e o$ carr%ing &he essence o$ &his
)now!edge &o &he cu!&ure o$ 8es&ern socie&ies. (e o'ened &o e &he
acadeic circ!es in &he London @ni"ersi&% in order &o a!!ow %
co'assion &o 'ene&ra&e i&s arid s%s&es. (e 'resen&ed e as a an sen&
$or &he sa!"a&ion o$ &he wes&ern ci"i!i7a&ion wi&h % en!igh&ened s'iri&.
Dr. ;a&ii was a hub!e, si'!e, co'assiona&e and wise
'erson. (e 'a&ien&!% !is&ened &o e and was in&eres&ed wi&h % hea!ing
wor). (e agreed wi&h e &ha& &he ac&ua! acadeic &eaching and &raining
needed an o"erhau!. I e*'ressed % &hough&s in &hese words+
,I a a$raid &ha& one da% &he acadeic educa&iona! s%s&es wi!!
co!!a'se. I& a% be &ha& in &he ne*& cen&ur% &he ins&i&u&es wi!! !ose &heir
ca'aci&% o$ counica&ion wi&h our rea!i&%. 0he educa&iona! s%s&es us&
no& be rigid and 'raga&ica!!% condi&ioned wi&h disregard &o co'assion.
0he% us& ser"e &he needs o$ &he couni&% $or ins'ira&iona! and
en!igh&ened )now!edge. 0here is a& 'resen& a !o& o$ arrogance in &he
acadeic educa&iona! s%s&es, and &heir a&&i&udes neg!ec& &he huanis&ic
needs o$ &he coing genera&ions. 0he% gradua&e &heir s&uden&s an%how
wi&h an i'eria!is&ic, echanica!, condi&iona!, Audgen&a!, 'raga&ic,
di"isiona! and a&heis&ic s'iri&.
,0he uni"ersi&% us& o'en i&s doors &o hear&E$e!& )now!edge and
s'iri&ua! "a!ues. 0he uni"ersi&% us& re$!ec& &he !i$e 'rocess o$ our huan
uni"erse and assue i&s res'onsibi!i&%. I& us& &rain i&s cadres on
co'assion and high ora!i&%, on socia! res'onsibi!i&% and co!!ec&i"e
awareness, on !is&ening &o &he 'ain o$ &he indi"idua! and o$ &he g!oba!
couni&% and, $ina!!%, on ser"ing our huan "a!ues $or &he genera!
we!$are.
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,0he educa&iona! s%s&e us& su''or& and encourage &he
crea&i"i&% in e"er% eber o$ our socie&%. I& us& bo!s&er &he gi$&s and
s)i!!s o$ an% indi"idua! and direc& a!! his ca'aci&ies $or &he good o$
huani&%.
,8e us& a!! dea! wise!% and be care$u! &ha& our 'recious s%s&es
wi!! no& be de$!ec&ed $ro &he cu!&ura! and s'iri&ua! roo&s o$ Ligh& and
Lo"e. :ur s%s&es us& ser"e our huan &ru&h in order &o enrich our
hear&s wi&h 'eace on &he doors&e' o$ ci"i!i7a&ion. 0he educa&iona! s%s&e
us& be crea&i"e and $ree &o i'ar& !igh& &o e"er%bod% and ne"er be
hoarded b% an% doina&ing grou' o$ se!$ish in&eres&s.
,=&uden&s us& no& be &rea&ed as achines. 0he% shou!d no& be
craed wi&h in$ora&ion !i)e a robo& or !i)e soe bureaucra&s who dea!
wi&h dr% in$ora&ion &ha& ignore &he s'iri&ua! side o$ our huan ac&ua!i&%.
Educa&iona! s%s&es us& use )now!edge and e"er% accuu!a&ed da&a &o
ins'ire an &o be a crea&i"e and wise ser"an& o$ &he couni&%.-
Dr. ;a&ii !i)ed % ideas and a''recia&ed % essage o$
Lo"e wi&hou& Audgeen& and cri&icis. (e was !oo)ing $or &he science o$
wisdo and haron% &ha&, a!one, can sa"e an and our '!ane& $ro
des&ruc&ion. (e agreed wi&h e &ha& &he edica! educa&iona! s%s&es us&
&each &he 'h%sician &o hea! hise!$ b% !is&ening &o his ora! code in order
&o be ab!e &o de"o&e hise!$ &o his 'a&ien&s5
Dr ;a&ii wan&ed e &o gi"e a !ec&ure &o &he uni"ersi&% 'ro$essors
and scien&is&s. (e &o!d e no& &o be in&iida&ed &here bu& &o sa% wha& I
&hin), because &here is a grea& need o$ % huan crea&i"e $ire &here.
.nd so one da% I was in"i&ed &o London @ni"ersi&% #ingDs
>o!!ege, &o !ec&ure abou& consciousness. I said+
,>onsciousness is no& a bio!ogica! 7one in &he brain or a neura!
biocheica! Guan&u reac&ion. >onsciousness cou!d no& be bio!ogica!!%
unders&ood as a subAec&i"e $ee!ing o$ &he ind or as seeing &he unseen. In
order &o de$ine >onsciousness our wa% o$ &hin)ing us& be changed
because consciousness is a uni"ersa! diension. In a&hea&ica! &ers,
consciousness be!ongs &o &he nuber in$ini&e and % ind be!ongs &o
nuber one. :ne cou!d no& de$ine &he in$ini&e bu& i& is inc!uded in &he se&
o$ &he In$ini&e.
,8e a!! &end &o &hin) &ha& consciousness is a 'ar& o$ our bio!ogica!
s%s&e. I& is no&, because we are no&, as $ar as in$ora&ion is concerned,
an iso!a&ed s%s&e o$ &he @ni"erse. 0he s%s&e o$ e"er% indi"idua! is
condi&ioned &o recei"e in$ora&ion $ro &he @ni"erse in &he $or o$ sub&!e
energ%, uncrea&ed energ%, !i$e energ% or >o'assion. 0his in$ora&ion is
channe!ed &o us as bio!ogica! recei"ers. I& 'asses &hrough our eo&iona!
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bod% and ins'ires our ind. 0hereu'on, our 'erce'&ions ob&ain &he
$unc&ion o$ awareness. 0he in$ora&ion we recei"e $ro &he uni"erse is
re$!ec&ed in us in a s&ric&!% indi"idua! $or ca!!ed se!$Econsciousness.
,(ea!ing is &he echanis o$ reo"ing &he obs&ruc&ions in &he
indi"idua!Ds channe!s o$ uni"ersa! in$ora&ion. 8hen a 'erson is se!$ish or
"ain, &hen his awareness 'ercei"es on!% hise!$. (e c!oses hise!$ &o &he
in$ora&ion o$ &he @ni"erse. (e obs&ruc&s in$ora&i"e!% his channe! $ro
recei"ing uni"ersa! co'assion. (e cou!d be in "er% s&ress$u! condi&ions
&ha& crea&e $or hi diseases in 's%cho!ogica!, en&a!, socia! or 'h%sica!
$ors. 0here$ore diseases are, a& &he origin, obs&ruc&ions in channe!s o$
counica&ion. 0his echanis cou!d a!so be no&iced as a disharon% in
ourse!"es or in our re!a&ions &o o&hers.

#o!e your neighbor as yoursel",
Then you will be in harmony with the uni!erse,
And healed o" any negati!e stress:

In &he !ec&ure roo o$ &he uni"ersi&%, an% 'ro$essors and
scien&is&s who were a&&ending % !ec&ure, were no& used &o % unusua!
conce'&s. Man% becae irri&a&ed wi&h % rear)s6 % co'assiona&e
essage hub!ed o&hers. .n einen& 'ro$essor and scho!ar wi&h an
in&erna&iona! re'u&a&ion cae &o % !ec&ure in order &o $ind ins'ira&ion
$ro % ideas abou& consciousness, since he was see)ing &o in"en&
consciousness in a achine. (is 'raga&ic &hin)ing was e*&ree!%
disa''oin&ed and dis&urbed a$&er % !ec&ure. (e addressed e sa%ing+
,Pro$essor, %ou are s'ea)ing nonsense.-
,I$ nonsense hea!s. I a wi&h nonsense,- I answered.
,Hou )now no&hing abou& consciousness9- he added.
,I& is &rue &ha& a& &he end o$ % grea& !aborious researches, I wi!!
coe &o &he conc!usion &ha& I )now no&hing. 0hen, I wi!! acce'& &o be in
2o&hingness.-
0here was a big si!ence in &he ha!! and an o"erwhe!ing wa"e o$
uni"ersa! co'assion $e!! u'on us wi&h a !o"e!% co!!abora&i"e
counica&ion and &he res& was si!ence.

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My !essa*e to the +hysicians
Dear co!!eague,

Lis&en &o &he 'ain9 8e are &he chi!dren o$ 'ain and carr% &he 'ain
o$ o&hers. 1e &he ser"an& o$ &ru&h and &he wi&ness o$ Ligh&. 1e
co'assiona&e wi&h a!! &hose who &hrow &heir 'ain on %ou5 :'en %our
hear& and &a)e Ao%$u!!% &he $rus&ra&ions o$ o&hers. :n!% &hus wi!! %ou be
ab!e &o hea! huan wounds.
Lis&en &o %our inner awareness, &o %our ora! code. =&and u'
$ir!% a& &he ace o$ huan "a!ues and e*'ress $ree!% %our edica!
co'assion and se!$!essness.
1e ser"an&s $or &he curing o$ &he sic) and no& o$$ice wor)ers6 be
carriers o$ &he &orch o$ hea!ing and &he cross o$ 'a&ien&s. Hou are no&
edica! bureaucra&s who use on!% s&ric& )now!edge o$ ana&o% and
'h%sio!og%. Hou are no& &he robo&s o$ cer&ain reduc&iona! s%s&es o$
a&heis&ic and !ii&ed sciences. Hou are gi$&ed 'eo'!e, and ar&is&s o$ !i$e &ha&
su$$er wi&h e"er% 'a&ien&. .!!ow &he Pain o$ o&hers &o $rus&ra&e and "ibra&e
%our sou!, &uning %ou &o an ins'ira&iona! and "i&a! energ% o$ !o"e &ha&
hea!s5
1e ho!% in %our a''roach &o %our 'a&ien&s. Ligh& wi&h %our !o"e
&he wic) o$ &he !a' o$ edica! sciences. 4uide &he sic) &o his hoe in
4od and carr% his burden on &he wa%. =hine on %our 'a&ien&s wi&h
co'assion. 1e wi&h &he an en!igh&ened and "i&a! being. Ins'ire &he
wi&h &he grea& eanings o$ !i$e &ha& cou!d be behind an% su$$ering.
DonD& &rea& &he 'a&ien& as a bio!ogica! achine. 0he huan being
is a crea&i"e !i$e s%s&e, crea&ed on &he ode! o$ 4od. Man canno& be
de$ined in boo)s o$ edicine, nor unders&ood b% 's%cho!ogica!
iagina&ions, or easured b% &he !ii&a&ions o$ Guan&u echanics. Man
is no& on!% Guan&u energ%6 he is a!so a s'iri&ua! energ%. (is disease is no&
on!% a bio!ogica! condi&ion bu& a!so a s'iri&ua! condi&ion.
In order &o &rea& a disease, %ou us& hea! a!! &he 'redicaen&s o$
&he 'a&ien&. Hou us& co'rehend &he de'&hs o$ &he 'a&ien& wi&h grea&
wisdo. 1% !o"e, %ou can en&er &he indi"idua!Ds hear& and his $ie!d o$
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consciousness. Hou can see his wor!d and reo"e &he &horns $ro i&. I
canno& 'ercei"e %ou on!% wi&h bio!ogica! a&eria!is&ic &hin)ing. 8ha&
abou& %our uniGue huan indi"idua!i&% "ibra&ing wi&h eo&ions and
$ee!ings, co!ored and crea&i"e &hin)ing6 wha& abou& %our ar& o$ socia!
counica&ion and re!a&ionshi's, and &he uniGue and %s&erious
consciousness o$ %ourse!$< .!! &hese diensions are &he orbi& o$ e"er%
'erson and are re!a&i"e &o his disease5
(ow can I diagnose a 'a&ien&Ds su$$ering b% e*aining on!% his
ania! 'ar& and ignoring his huan essence< 0he edica! &raining s%s&e
&ha& &rea&s &he huan being as a achine, dissec&ed in $unc&iona! s%s&es
or on &he ode! o$ !abora&or% ania!s, is nega&i"e. =uch an arrogan&
s%s&e o$ edica! 'rac&ice is echanica!, reduc&iona!, ani'u!a&i"e,
ana!%&ica!, Audgen&a! and condening. I& 'oisons &he con&ac& and
co!!abora&ion be&ween &he 'h%sician and &he 'a&ien&. I& &rans$ors edica!
ins&i&u&ions in&o &ribuna!s and e*ecu&ioners. 0his i'eria!is&ic, 'raga&ic,
a&eria!is&ic and a&heis&ic edicine is crue! and isses &he s'iri& o$ !i$e. I&
can )i!! &he sou! o$ &he indi"idua! in order &o &rea& his bod%. I& ignores &he
uniGueness o$ our !i$e and o$ our huan indi"idua!i&%.
Medicine us& be a essage o$ co'assion and en!igh&ening
aied a& hea!ing &he sic) and a& crea&ing in&ia&e re!a&ions be&ween hi
and 4od. Medicine us& co!!abora&e wi&h &he indi"idua! on &he highes&
huan diensions. Medicine us& ins'ire us wi&h &he eaning o$ !i$e in
order &o &ranscend our 'ain. I& us& ser"e !i$e, a a&&er ore i'or&an&
&han &rea&ing &he bod%.
Dear co!!eague, do no& Aeo'ardi7e &he s'iri&ua! essage o$
edicine. 1e aware o$ &he !i$e o$ o&hers, as %ou are aware o$ %our own
!i$e. Lo"e &heir !i"es, as %ou !o"e %our own. Li$e is $ar su'erior &o our
'ersons and ore i'or&an& &han our hea!ing and 'h%sica! a'&i&udes.
0here$ore, !is&en &o %our hear& and !e& i& &e!! %ou wha& !i$e e*'ec&s $ro
%our re!a&ionshi' wi&h %our 'a&ien&. Lis&en &o %our inner "oice, &o %our
ora! code, when %ou assue &he res'onsibi!i&% o$ &he !i$e o$ o&hers in &he
course o$ %our edica! 'rac&ice.
1e god!% in our wor!d o$ edica! science, a se!$!ess ser"an& o$
0ru&h and wi&ness o$ !i$e. Mos& ebers o$ our couni&% are sic) and in
need o$ &he hea!ing 'osi&i"e energ% &ha& 'h%sicians can 'rocure &he.
>!ean %our hear& $ro a!! our wor!dDs addic&i"e nega&i"e condi&ionings
and o$$er %ourse!"es as a reed% &o o&hers. Hou are &he reed%, burn in
&he su$$ering o$ e"er% su$$erer, c!ib &o his 4o!go&ha &i!! %ou reach his
resurrec&ion.
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3ac2 to our :+rin*
I e& wi&h a grou' o$ Aourna!is&s, usicians, ar&is&s, businessen
and 'o!i&icians in one o$ LondonDs cu!&ura! sa!ons. 0he% as)ed e &o s'ea)
&o &he abou& how &o a"oid diseases caused b% s&ress nega&i"i&%.
I &o!d &he+
,.!! o$ %ou were born gi$&ed in di$$eren& $ie!ds. Hou were gi"en
b% 4od &he $acu!&% &o ser"e huani&% and &o be &rue &o %ourse!"es. 4i"e
gracious!% and $ree!% wha& %ou were gi"en gracious!% and $ree!%. =er"e
ou& o$ !o"e, no& ou& o$ necessi&%. Re$!ec& in %our 'ro$ession &he s)i!$u!
crea&i"i&% and co'assion o$ %our >rea&or. Hou were born wi&h an aoun&
o$ Guan&u energ%. 0he .rchi&ec& o$ &he @ni"erse crea&ed %ou &o be
channe!s o$ &he abundan& $!ow o$ &he energ% o$ uni"ersa! Lo"e. I$ %ou do
no& con$or %our ac&i"i&% &o &he s%s&es o$ %our >rea&or and o$ (is 8i!!,
%our !i$e wi!! be in danger and %ou wi!! be in disharon% or in dis&ress.
Hour uni"ersa! hoeos&asis wi!! be ou& o$ order and %ou wi!! be sic).
,8e are a!! in need o$ hea!ing. 8e us& a!wa%s o'en our hear&s
&o &he Ligh& o$ &he >rea&or in order &o en!igh&en &he couni&% wi&h
crea&i"i&% and good deeds. :ur hea!&h% e*is&ence de'ends u'on )ee'ing
ourse!"es wi&hin &he uni"ersa! haron% based on &he re!a&ionshi' o$
co'assiona&e counica&ion be&ween a!! crea&ures and &heir >rea&or.
:ur ro!e in !i$e is &o ins'ire e"er% indi"idua! wi&h ha''iness b% Aoining
hi wi&h &he :rigina! ='ring o$ >rea&ion. .& a!! cos&, we us& be a!wa%s
dis'osed no& &o surrender &o our s&ress$u! wor!d!% 'osi&ions and
'ossessions &ha& a% $or an obs&ac!e in &he 'a&h o$ our sa!"a&ion.
,Lis&en hub!% and wi&h gra&i&ude &o %our inner "oice. Do no&
Aeo'ardi7e %our 4odEgi"enEgi$&, nor be&ra% %ourse!$. 1e a!wa%s &he
in&ia&e $riend o$ %our s'iri& in order &o recei"e $ro i& &he conso!a&ion
and &he s&reng&h &ha& e!iina&e &he wor!d!% ani'u!a&i"e and abusi"e
condi&ions which a% i'eri! %our re!a&ionshi' wi&h o&hers. I$ %ou are
hones& wi&h %ourse!$, &hen %ou are in haron% wi&h %our e*is&ence6 and i$
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%ou are in haron% wi&h %our huan counica&ion s%s&es, %ou wi!!
no& be an*ious abou& who %ou are, and how %ou wi!! $are &oorrow. .nd
&hen, &he ac&ua! e'ire o$ nega&i"e g!oba! s&ress wi!! no& be ab!e &o drag
%ou in i&s curren&s awa% $ro &he hea"en!% $ee!ings o$ %our hear&.
=uroun& a!! %our wor!d!% '!easures and addic&ions which can condi&ion
%ou and ani'u!a&e %our $ears and an*ie&% b% s&ress$u! and unrea! 'owers
&ha& 'roduce no ha''iness and !is&en, !is&en+

Lis&en &o &he beau&%
.nd &o &he di"ine usic
0ha& sings e&erni&%
8i&hin %ou6
Lis&en dee'!%
In &he si!ence o$ %our
>o&&age o$ 'o"er&%
.nd !igh& a cand!e
8i&h &he $ire o$ %our hear&6
Loo) ou&side %our door
.& &he dar) s&or6
I& has a!read% !e$& %ou.

0he co!d )ing o$ go!d
8i!! brea) his
Diaond sword6
0a)e o$$ his crown
.nd 'u& i& down
.& &he door o$ %our hu&
.nd 'eace$u!!% en&er
Hour se!$!ess wor!d
0o sing wi&h %ou a song di"ine
.nd draw &he 'oison
;ro &he wine.
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Man% were in"i&ed &o &he session o$ hea!ing and I was one o$
&he. Man% were wounded wi&h huan su$$erings and I was one o$ &he.
I was e*&ree!% coi&&ed &o &he Eng!ish 'eo'!e who hear&i!% we!coed
% co'assiona&e s'iri&. I $e!& &ha& an% 'eo'!e in Eng!and be!ie"ed
&hese!"es ca'ab!e &o hea! &heir 'a&ien&s be&&er &han I cou!d. I wished &he
grea& success, because a!! &ha& I did was no& hea!ing6 i& was Aus& &a)ing &o
% hear& &he 'ain o$ an% and carr%ing &he cross o$ % 'a&ien&s.
Eng!and ins'ired % edica! 'rac&ice and &urned i& &o a s'iri&ua!
goa!. I was gra&e$u! $or e"er%bod% who abandoned e in &he wi!derness so
&ha& I cou!d $ind 4od.
M M M
In Ma% 1995, . "oice o$ % o&her!and, Lebanon, ca!!ed e &o
re&urn hoe. 0he "oice was cho)ed wi&h 'ain a$&er eigh&een %ears o$ war.
I !is&ened dee'!% &o &he ca!!ing o$ % coun&r% and sudden!%, I heard again
&he s&e's o$ >hris& wa!)ing on (is !and. M% des&in% b!ew a wind o$ Ao%
and carried e $ro London bac) &o % hoe!and.
I re&urned &o % "i!!age &o enAo% i&s 'eace and &o $ee! again &he
"igor o$ % chi!dhood under &he o!i"e and cedar &rees. I re&urned &o %
!and in 'ursui& o$ % his&orica! s'iri&ua! roo&s.
.s soon as I reached % "i!!age #a$arhe!da, I $o!!owed &he s&e's
o$ % ances&ra! $a&hers. I c!ibed &he oun&ain 'a&hs &o &he ca"es o$ our
sain&s. I sa& &here $or hours edi&a&ing in si!ence and sending absen&
hea!ing essages &o % 'a&ien&s sca&&ered a!! o"er &he wor!d.
In % o&her!and, an% 'eo'!e were wai&ing $or % re&urn &o
see e. 0he% cou!d no& $orge& % hea!ing deeds which sa"ed &heir !i"es.
>rowds o$ 'eo'!e cae &o ee& e in % hoe, on &he roads, in church,
in odd '!aces5 ;ai&h was wri&&en on &heir $aces and 'ie&% in &heir hear&s.
8i&h hub!eness and !o"e, &he% 'ra%ed 4od &o bring e bac) &o Lebanon.
0he% $e!& &ha& I was $or &he &he rea! 'h%sician who shared &heir 'ain wi&h
&he.
I was as)ed &o hea! a &we!"eE%earEo!d bo% su$$ering $ro a
,idio'a&hic &hroboc%&o'en%-, a 'o&en&ia!!% $a&a! b!ood disease causing
in&erna! b!eeding. 0he bo%Ds $a&her had heard abou& e as , a doc&or o$
irac!es-.
0his case $righ&ened e. I 're$er &o wor) wi&h soe&hing
'a!'ab!e. I can wor) on a $ro7en shou!der and )now a$&er $i"e inu&es i$
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&he 'erson is be&&er. I &o!d hi &ha& I cou!d no& he!' his son and as)ed hi
&o !ea"e.
0he an re'!ied+ ,4od has sen& e &o %ou.-
I )new &ha& I cou!d no& esca'e. I wor)ed on &he bo% $or &wo da%s
and &hen ga"e hi a b!ood &es& &o con"ince his $a&her &ha& i& was no good. I
was as&onished, &he b!ood ce!!s were be&&er. I &ried hard &o e*'!ain
ra&iona!!% how % wor) he!'ed &he bo% bu& I $ound no !ogica! scien&i$ic
e*'!ana&ion. La&er, I !earned &ha& &he bo% was s'ending os& o$ his &ie
'ra%ing and as)ing 4od &o be cured. I &hough& &hen o$ in&roducing 'ra%er
&o % edica! 'rac&ice.
:ne da% in % c!inic I !a% % hands on &he bo% and 'ra%ed $or
his hea!ing wi&h a!! &he co'assion o$ % hear&. I was sur'rised a$&er &he
session &ha& &he b!ood ce!!s i'ro"ed.
.& &he end cae &he &ie $or e &o hea! %se!$. .$&er a hard !ong
Aourne% on &he 4o!go&ha o$ edicine, I reached &he uni"erse o$ 'ra%ers. I
was wounded wi&h e"er% wound &o hea! &he wounds. 0he burden o$ &he
su$$ering o$ o&hers, &he cross o$ % 'a&ien&s weighed hea"i!% on e. M%
hear& was hea"% $ro burning a!one in a wor!d o$ ice. I ga"e u'
e"er%&hing &o he!' o&hers.
2ow % essage is $inished.
I a bac) in % hoe!and &o $ee! si'!e as a chi!d, &o res& under
&he shadow o$ a cedar &ree $ore"er and &o hea! % huan wounds wi&h
'ra%er5

In &he wor!d I ha"e no she!&er
.nd no&hing &o !ose
:$&en !oo)ing $or &he be&&er
Li$e &ha& I choose.
:n a bed o$ &horns I s!ee'
Dreaing o$ a 'ure uni"erse
Pages o$ &ie wi!! )ee'
Me a !igh& and an e&erna! "erse
In !one!iness &o si!ence I &e!!
.bou& % in$ini&e !o"e
@n&i! &he b!essing o$ &he be!!
Rings e si!en& .bo"e5
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