ONCE UPON A TIME...

Hi, my name is Lydia, I am 15 and I am a werewolf. This is my true story based o

n real facts. I changed the names of persons and places to protect my friends' i
dentity.
We're part of nature, actually when you think about it, we're one with the unive
rse. Ask any biology teacher and he or she will tell you that you can find insid
e yourself all the genes from all the animals and all the plants, you'll find lo
ts of elements that are in nature, not only iron, carbon and oxygen. Think about
it. We have all inside us.
So by the end of your lecture of these facts that I assure you that they are rea
l, I'll ask you to draw your conclusion if werewolves are wild creatures or they
are just like you. Or maybe you're one of us but you haven't found it, yet. Rel
ax, I am not trying to scare you, just to open your eyes, that's all. After all,
it's normal to exist, no matter how or where.
I live in a small quiet city in a residential neighbourhood of detached and semi
-detached houses near a peaceful terraced houses neighbourhood. The good part is
that it's quiet, clean and safe, not that safety would be an important matter f
or a werewolf. The bad part is that we have to go to the terraced houses neighbo
urhood to take the school bus.
You know, I always wondered myself how would life be in a block of flats, but wh
ere would be that typical romantic childhood story to be told anymore? Probably
this is why my family didn't agree to move down town. As a matter fact they are
right about it. That complaint took place when I was just a child. Now I like li
ving here. After all, the neighbours are nice, well, most of them, and some of t
hem are quite cool for their age.
First let me introduce my friends to you. My little sister, Amy, is 7 and she lo
oks like a cute doll, a true princess, this is how everybody calls her, the prin
cess. We love to brush her blonde curly hair after she takes her usual bath ever
y night and give her a good night kiss, covering her and her beloved doll that s
he likes to hug when she goes to bed. She is adorable with those pigtails that m
um does after combing her hair. Isn't that lovely?
Our rooms are in the attic with a lovely view of the street and it's big trees.
Her room is quite special, with her bed close to the bow window, the doll's hous
e in the opposite part of the room, a lovely wardrobe full of pink princess like
dresses and so on. The walls are pink and above her bed a unicorn is painted. L
ovely, isn't it? That was my room before she was born but I gave up to that pink
world for Amy soon after she was born, here I am now and I don't miss those at
all.
She has a strong personality, if she wants something she is not the person to cr
y or hope that others will get it for her, she just helps herself. I don't know
if that is such a good idea, but mum doesn't seem to bother listening to my worr
ies about her future. I really care about her and I try to figure out how she'll
be on her own when she'll grow up. Gosh, I got to find some replacement in her
life for those dolls, I got to! Probably a pet? B-day present pet, how does that
sound like?
My best friend, Jane, is 14 and we've been bff since we were little kids. Chris
is my friend, don't get me wrong, though others think so, we're not in love. I m
ean it's not like you know, Lydia and Chris are in the tree, they are K-I-S-S-I-N
-G!.

Mum used to work as a secretary and now she helps people in the neighbourhood. D
ad works in a shop for cars. He loves to fix things, especially for our friends.
My neighbour, Mrs Debbie, is the meanest person I've ever met, even her cat is t
he devil in flesh and blood, thanks God she doesn't have a husband or any kids.
It's like there is a big sign in front of her house saying STAY AWAY! or BEWARE OF
VERY DANGEROUS PERSON! HEREBY YOU HAVE BEEN WORNED. I think that would do it, I h
ope.
Mr Simpson is a nice old person, his granddaughters come from time to time in th
e city during summer and we play together. Mrs Simpson cooks the best biscuits a
nd we love her very much especially for that. Even mum learns from her recipes.
They are the ideal neighbours.
I met Jane before we went to the kindergarten since our parents were good friend
s and we shared a lot, basically we're like little twins. There isn't a thing in
my life that I wouldn't share with her, nothing, except this secret hidden deep
in my blood. It took me a while to share it with her. After all, it's the bigge
st secret that I've ever had and I guess I ever will, the one hidden in my perso
nal diary, that is off limits even for her.
Jane and I did all the things together, in exactly the same way, we both have lo
ng black hair, we both prefer sports shoes and short dresses with lots of colour
s, but not necessarily the pink ones. Usually we love to decorate the Christmas
tree together and to wait with big disappointment for Santa and sleep near the C
hristmas tree until next morning when the presents were still not there. When I
think about it, it's kind of weird that everybody got their presents and none su
cceeded to take a photo of Santa. (Between us, let's not tell the truth, yet, to
the children that read this book, we don't want to spoil their Christmas just b
ecause Santa is faster than any child will ever be, do we?)
Jane is all right, she is the kind of person you would like to talk to, she is s
mart and she likes to take action as fast as possible, unlike me, the lazy Lydia
as sometimes mum calls me. Well, I'm not that lazy, it's just that mum needs an
excuse to motivate me to help her around the house. After all, we don't want to
put our little princess to work, though sometimes it's her cleaning time for he
r room, washing her dresses or helping mum cooking cakes (actually more like eatin
g them, I could say). She can't stay all her life like a little princess served
by everybody, can she? Nobody would ever cross his or her mind to use words like
stupid dresses or stupid dolls, not even behind her back.
it's pretty odd when you stop thinking about the fact that Jane has green eyes,
while my princess and I have blue eyes, isn't it? This is why we started to use
make-up since we were kids, though we didn't know much about it, we had to teach
ourselves how to do it. Of course, our parents were not all right with that, bu
t in time they understood and accepted the idea.
We met Chris at the kindergarten, he's a really nice boy, I mean it! At first he
seemed so strange to us, but since we love sports, soon we discovered that we l
ike to play soccer with him and to have him around, of course, not when it came
to our bff type of secrets or things, but somehow we made a pack, sorry I put it
this way, as a lone werewolf it sounds quite better for me, at least. So among
our girl stuff we discovered new activities once Chris got into our life. Someti
mes he is quite annoying with all those boy stuff, since he doesn't have really
too many friends, he has us and we understood him, so we gave him a chance. Well
, he isn't perfect, but he didn't blow it up. I like his haircut and his short b
rown hair matches with his big black eyes. When I feel the need of sport or just
to discharge myself I can find confidence in him.

When we were kids we were silly

ght to go out while our parents
nches from Mr Simpson's old oak
un! So sad we're grown-up, in a

throwing rocks at each other's windows in the ni

were sleeping. So lucky I am that one of the bra
grows quite close to my window. Well, that was f
kind of way.

Now, if you don't mind, I'll begin my story. It happened 4 years ago in a cold w
indy night. I remember the snow covering the street, the trees and the yellow la
mps created such a magnificent view. My sister went to bed quite early that even
ing but I couldn't sleep and I felt something or someone was outside, that is qu
ite strange, since nobody goes outside at that late hour, except insane persons,
and we never had the pleasure to have such insane persons around, of course, ex
cept Mrs Debbie, but even for her it was strange quite enough.
The window was closed but I could hear it just like I was outside. I felt such a
terrifying call, like I had to go out, to free myself, I felt like I had to go
outside, to run into the woods, to yell at the moon, it was so spooky, it scared
me, but it felt so natural and good, I couldn't believe it, probably it was one
of those steps that the girls pass through, you know, but it wasn't, there was
no explanation good enough for it. Besides, that is way too wild for a girl and
I bet that if someone has had seen me, that someone would have been more scared
of me than I've felt that night.
I said that it's just a bad dream or that I was a bit tired and trying to sleep
might help. Though I went to bed I was pretty awake all night. Thanks God it was
Saturday night and I didn't have to go to school next morning because nothing c
ould wake me up.
I was pretty scared, what if it would happen again next night? I didn't know wha
t to say to my family, especially to mum, she is the most worried person in the
house for everything that happens. My little princess lives in her dreaming worl
d in her pink room in her lovely dresses. I like them, I really do, but I am too
old for that, I am a grown-up now and besides, I got other pleasures and appeti
tes like soccer, skating or jogging, or all sort of sports, and scary films like
... I think I'd better leave that out.
When we were kids granny told us stories about persons transforming into all sor
t of animals by the power of their mind. I was pretty fascinated by that, while
my princess was... a princess, all she cared about were her cute dolls and her p
ink world. Who could blame her for that?
Often granny used to ask me what animal would I wish to turn into, if I could, a
nd I've never changed my mind. Don't you think that that creepy sound of a wolf
in the night is a bit fascinating? At least for a werewolf these seem so natural
. I've never thought at my granny's warning, of being careful what I wish for, I
've never fully understood it, maybe not even now. Why would a simple silly wish
harm? Right? Maybe the answer is WRONG!!
I must admit that sometimes granny made me feel a bit scared, never though why w
as that, but she did sound like a warning. Well, following her story I've though
to check, what if this is really true? What if I can be anything? Or as she tol
d me once, if I am already something that I am yet to discover? What if?
Returning to that cold night, I felt the cold outside. Next morning I was exhaus
ted and a little cold. Not even I didn't have an answer to what was going on. I
was so afraid. The best person that would understand me might be granny, but she
was in the other corner of the country and I couldn't just give her a call with
my family there and say Hi granny, how are you? I am not so fine, and I think yo
ur warning turned me into a werewolf and I am scared not to get everybody freake
d out, because I already am really scared!, could I?

Well my worries turned to reality next night, not only that I felt everything ou
tside, every mouse, cat, but I even felt the need to go and play with our neighb
our's dog, can you believe that? But not that kind of playing that you know, a d
ifferent kind. And I noticed my veins pumping, turning into red, more like dark
red, my heart beating faster and faster and I felt the smell of every strange th
ing, gross things in the closed garbage bins on the street, those dog pheromones
, everything! And the grossest part is that I loved it!
And I saw that dog barking, trying to get to my window, and I felt the need to s
mell it, to touch it's fur, it's not that I wanted to scratch myself, after all
I just took a shower that night so I had no fleas, probably if I had, I would ha
ve scratched too, think about it, don't humans behave like animals? Scratching?
Trying to clean themselves, put the wounded finger in the mouth? And we judge do
gs. Oh come on! Don't be so negative!
That night I realized all these things and I knew that there is another nature i
nside me, uncommon to normal persons. I saw my eyes' blood vessels dilating, a n
ormal person could hardly notice their turn from blue to red, more like light br
own, unless looking carefully. No, being a werewolf is not about having big inci
sors, looking like a wolf and so on. It's just about a normal person with extra
senses, feeling someone's fear or bad intention, turning extremely violent when
cornered or endangered, a kind of seeing any trace of smell, it's hard to explai
n, regaining the fourth taste that babies are born with but they loose it, the t
aste of meat, willing to try raw meat, it's hard to explain that too, feeling ev
ery vibration as the animals detect earthquakes before they even take place, fee
ling someone's intentions, whether they are good or bad.
It's wonderful most of the time, but sometimes it's annoying. The blood vessels
of my eyes dilate only when I am mad, upset, endangered or when I feel the need
to go out in the cold dark night. There are some side effects, you know, like gr
owing hair, no, not the wolf kind, just hardly noticing, thin short blonde hair
on arms that I love to play with, I am not going to detail to you things like re
moving that lovely soft hair. I'll leave that subject to my bff, Jane.
And once blood vessels dilate, you just feel the heart pumping faster and faster
and that force in your muscles, and actually I am stronger in those moments and
I can slightly jump higher, not to mention that animals get scared of me, most
of them. I guess I can't handle a tiger, can I? I don't know for sure, I have ne
ver tried and I am not willing to.
Once I noticed in the mirror how my veins on my neck and my face were revealing
themselves, but usually all these happen only when I feel a threat or I feel mys
elf endangered. But returning to my second night as a werewolf.
I wanted to see how far this can get and I got outside through the window by tha
t old oak and I found myself outside and instead of a quiet empty street I felt
no shiver from the temperature outside, I could pick up trails of smell like a p
olice dog I guess (don't call me like that! I'm neither a dog, nor a monster, I'
m just a girl, to be clear with that! Else I'll bite you, I mean it!), I could e
ven hear people in the city centre. You know, the blocks of flats aren't quite w
ell soundproof, at least not for a werewolf. And it was the time for a test: Mrs
Debbie's cat! I guess I don't have to describe what happened next, do I? Reveng
e was mine. There's no place to hide, not from me!
I was so excited and still so scared that someone could find out, so up to bed w
ith me! After that exercise I slept like a baby and to my surprise though I woke u
p early I was fresh. At least I made mum happy. But I knew it wasn't over and th
at I had to talk to my grandma right away.
I phoned granny from my room. "Granny? It's Lydia. I'm desperate! do you remembe

r about what you said to me when I was..." and she stopped me and started to tal
k "Oh Lydia, my dear, how nice to hear from you. How is Amy?"
"She's fine but..."
"Oh Lydia, it's all right, don't worry!"
I got so inpatient and angry that I yelled "Will you just listen to me?" I know,
that isn't so nice for a young lady and that everybody in the house could hear
me, but I felt like I was loosing it and after all that happened that night who
cared anymore if I was heard saying that? I had bigger issues. So granny tried t
o settle me down.
"Did you go outside last night?" asked her with a soft voice.
"How did you know I was..." I hate it when she stops me talking!
"Oh dear, I knew that sooner or later you'll do a stupid thing like that. It's a
ll right. Did anybody see you? I hope you were not in your pyjamas, not the one
with dinosaurs, it would be such a pity to ruin it, isn't it? Did you look in th
e mirror? Did you see your veins inflating? It's all right. Do you know how to c
ontrol yourself?"
"This is why I called you. What should I do? What if anybody finds out?"
"Well," said granny, "let's hope this will never happen, else, that would be an
interesting day, isn't it?"
"But how did you know that I'll call you for this?"
"Oh my dear Lydia, I wouldn't expect such a thing from Amy, after all she's the
family's princess, but from you..."
"From me you would expect at anything bad."
"Oh my dear, now don't be so hard on yourself, don't put it like that! You know
I'll always support you, else you wouldn't call me this hour on Monday, would yo
u?"
"Oh granny I miss you so much! Why haven't I listened to your advices?"
"Well my dear, some things are supposed to be, no matter what our wishes and des
ires are. Don't you ever doubt about that! Now since you were thinking about a p
et for your sweet sister, let's see!"
"You knew that I was thinking of that? But how?"
"Oh my dear, why do you ask so many questions when you already know the answers?
From this point forward everything you wish to know is right in front of you, o
r better said inside you, all you have to do is to listen and to focus. Now back
to Amy..."
"So you did pass through this, too? You also feel all these?"
"No my dear, there will be a more powerful force to come for you to control, tha
t won't harm you, unless you won't be careful in what you will do with it! That
is the power I earned! Now back to Amy!"
"So our family is like that, we have powers?"

"So many things I have to teach you my dear, how about spending your holidays wi
th me?"
"That would be fantastic! you would do that for me?"
"Of course my dear. Everybody can have what you have. They just have to wish, th
at's all. You truly wished that, you loved wolves so much that you turned into o
ne, well, more or less. It's in human DNA, each word we say, each wish we have,
modifies us, changes our DNA the way that science will never be capable to notic
e, not to mention comprehend it! Now you got the wolf inside you! We're one with
the nature, every piece of what you see outside is inside you, too, now you hav
e the smell, the hearing, the taste, the strength, not to mention the hair of a
wolf, more or less! Have you seen how animals get scared of you?"
"Like Mrs Debbie's cat?"
"Especially her, did you like chasing it?"
"That little devil? Liked it? I loved it and I'd do it again if I knew it would
give it a heart attack and die from being scared!"
"My dear, calm down! I don't wish you to get a heart attack to yourself, you do
realise that you cannot go outside of your room like that, all your vessels and
your eyes are turned."
"But how did you know that I am..."
"Lying in your bed? Oh my dear, so many wonderful things you are about to discov
er. No, I don't have your wolf powers but I gained powers beyond your imaginatio
n, for now, and I think that you and your friends will do quite well using these
powers, especially Chris, you'll have to wait, give yourself some time, before
telling them, don't be hasty! Now back to your sister, what sweet pet would do w
ith you so that you won't eat?"
"GRANNY!"
"Sorry my dear, I didn't know you don't like jokes! Dog? Not at all, cat? no way
! Maybe a Guinea pig? That sounds fantastic, something you love will do it. Let'
s make something sweet, a... chinchilla. How's that?"
"Great! I'll go to the pet store and..."
"Oh my dear, I don't think that would be such a good idea! so many dogs and cats
around... I am sorry dear but I think you won't be able to enter in a pet shop,
maybe pass by, no more! I guess that I should do it! Maybe we'll learn how to c
ontrol your powers."
"I miss grandpa so much since he died! Don't you feel alone?"
"Oh my dear, don't be so upset, we are both here and we will always be with you,
remember that. Now keep your eyes closed and look towards the door!"
Wow, I cannot describe how shocked I was when I saw granny there while my eyes w
ere closed and saw her coming to me and I felt her touch and I could touch her.
"See? I will always be with you, so is grandpa, that lazy old man!"
"Granny! How can you speak of him like that?"
"Oh my dear, relax, he is here but you're not ready yet to see him. Now be a goo

d girl and relax. You'll have to go to school now!"

And the next minute all I knew was that my eyes were open, granny was gone, the
phone hanged up, I was already dressed for school though I didn't remember to dr
ess myself and mum yelling at me from downstairs: "Lydia! School, you're late!"
and I could hear her thought saying "What is that girl doing upstairs there for
5 minutes talking on the phone?"
5 minutes? 5 minutes you say? I was talking to granny, I got dressed somehow, I
touched her and mum said 5 minutes! I looked at the clock and guess what? She wa
s right. If this isn't weird, than what is? And than I heard granny "Hop, hop, u
p you go! Take care, see you after school! And don't forget to avoid bad persons
, we don't want you to reveal yourself, don't we?"
And I said loudly "No, we don't!". Mum got more and more socked, like "What's go
ing on with my daughter? Until yesterday she seemed fine and this morning..."
Than I heard granny saying in my head "And remember, there are also bad persons
among us that only us can see! So watch out!"
Great! That's what I needed to know before taking of to school.
Here goes nothing: my first school day as a werewolf! I didn't have the chance t
o introduce my school mates properly, so I'll do it now.
There's the geek group contains 3 boys and one girl, all I can understand from w
hat they are saying is the first sentence: "Turn on the computer". From this poi
nt forward I've no idea what they are talking about! But that's just me.
The dorks, spooky group full of piercing all over their bodies, not to mention s
tupid tattoo, are 5 mean girls, wearing black leather jackets, at least they are
not creepy, I think. Their name are Sam, Judith, Olivia, Cathy and the weirdest
one, their undisputed leader, Alice (from a weird world, I guess). Anyway, for
a werewolf I doubt this would be a problem. One bark might do it, not that I'm b
arking at people, not yet. We shall see about that a bit later, I guess.
Don't worry, they are completed by the idiots, a group of stupid boys around the
richest guy in school, his name is Sonny, who cares? Not me! To know them bette
r all you have to do is just look at their idiocy. An useful advice: don't stare
at them, they hate that, and considering that Sonny's father finances the schoo
l, be sure that if there is trouble, you will get detention, not them, so be car
eful and stay out.
Over there is the group of ladies, the princesses of the school. Aren't they lov
ely? And Amy is a proud member of that group. I wonder if she is the leader of t
he group. They started school this year and I intended to look for her. Arabella
(such a wonderful name) has a beautiful blonde curly hair and black eyes, while
Jinger looks pretty with her brown eyes that matches her hair. Jemima is so swe
et and lovely with her round cheeks, well, let's not dethrone Amy so I shall sto
p here with the princesses.
And here are Chris and Jane worried that I was late. I wished so
em "guys you won't believe what just happened last night!" but I
right, I wasn't ready to say it and they were not ready to find
I had to wait for the right moment but sadly it came sooner than
e there are some things meant to be, as granny said.

much to tell th
knew granny was
that out, yet.
I thought, mayb

And it had to be! Why? We were standing by a corner, and suddenly I yelled "Excu
se You!" and everybody looked at me and then someone just came in a rush around
the corner pushing me by mistake towards Chris and Jane. Everybody looked at me

and I gave that weird "sorry for my stupidity" smile.

Guess what? the next question was, from Chris of course, "Are you all right? You
are acting a bit weird today!".
What I was supposed to say? I wasn't going to yell "Hey everybody I am a werewol
f and I can read your minds!". Granny appeared in front of me with her smile and
I gave her that rolling eyes and "Please! Spear me!". Next moment Chris, believ
ing it was meant for him, said with a cold heart "Fine, have it your way!".
I don't get it, one minute I was one simple ignored girl, next minute I was the
queen of the weirdest persons in the school. Oh, oh, that could mean only one th
ing: trouble in paradise! So, what's next? I'll tell you what, biology class wit
h those stupid books with stupid photos about animals and that crazy teacher, th
at's what!
Bell ringing, class, getting bored, what else? So here I go, in my seat next to
Jane in front of unbearable Chris, next to the closed window, reading each other
's thoughts and intentions, listening to what was in the school yard.
"I'm so bored!" I said to myself. "How about getting myself a detention? At leas
t I could have some fun, since I feel everybody's gazing at me!" But there was n
o plan, I had no thought in my mind. So I thought, that I should listen to Sonny
's brain. Bad idea! I doubt there is any trace of useful brain in his head, no o
ffence.
Better seek for some worries from a teacher ready for action. Now that's more li
ke it, so who shall be the victim? Our principal, Mrs Millie Oliver, or the biol
ogy class, Mr Lewis Jonathan?
I got it: I started to hit the teacher in the head with spitballs and yelled "Ta
ke cover!". And granny showed up from nowhere: "Spitballs? Seriously? I thought
you're a grown up now. I am very disappointed in you!".
Chris and Jane were looking at me and they were petrified. There was no need for
the question "Who did that?" but the sentence "Young lady you got detention! Yo
u're in serious trouble now!".
Like I wasn't already in big trouble. Now I had plenty time just for me and for
granny to talk in private, more or less. As about time, half an hour with granny
in just 5 minutes, I realized the true meaning of what Einstein meant by "time
is relative", at least from my point of view.
That day Chris, Jane and I had different plans but it had to wait for it was pri
ority number one, my first day of detention. When the class was over Olivia wave
d at me with a smile saying "Way to go Lydia! That was awesome!". Was that suppo
sed to make me feel flattered or to get upset?
Next thing I remember were Chris and Jane killing me with questions. I told them
"I can explain, but... I can't! Not yet.". I am not laughing at my bff with jok
es like "if I tell you, I'll have to kill you".
Remember about the blood pressure I told you when I feel cornered? Well I begun
to turn: my eyes turned brown, the veins on my neck became a bit more visible, I
felt like I didn't have enough air. I had to tell them.
"All right, I can't turn back, I'll tell you after detention, all right? Swear y
ou won't tell anyone?"
"We swear!" answered Chris and Jane with proud. And Jane continued: "Cross my he

art and hope to die!".

"All right" I said, "we'll meet after school, I mean detention". All of us were
so excited and I was lucky I had detention to gain time to reflect on how and wh
at shall I tell them. Lucky me granny will be there for me, I thought.
Meanwhile we had geography class and there was a photo of the triumphal arch in
Paris. That moment I felt a strange feeling, a strange taste, it was like I knew
how it's there at this very moment. That would be a good question for granny.
So here I was, in detention class. I took a seat by the window whistling, put do
wn my bag and just started to look around. Of course I wasn't alone, beside our
English teacher there were the elite: Sam, Olivia, and Harvey, one of Sonny's gr
oup. They seemed to be so proud to have me around, in detention, like a warm wel
come. Whatever, not interested!
So here granny appeared again, first thing she said was: "Let's put them to sile
nce!" And with a gesture everything stopped. "Wow! That... is awesome! how did y
ou do it?"
"Oh dear, all in good time! curiosity killed the cat. Now where were we? Spit in
the head? Seriously? I was expecting at more maturity from you."
She started to walk around me and continued. "Do you realize that any action has
it's consequences in future? You should know this better than anybody else."
"Yes granny," I said ashamed looking down, "I just couldn't bear it!"
"And you had to do it!? The deed is done. Instead of preparing your friends for
letting them know, now you have to do it now. If it wasn't for this, I wouldn't
interfere with what you did."
I was looking towards the door and the other inside that room and granny told me
not to worry.
"So what am I? a werewolf? Will I turn when it will be full moon?"
"Oh my dear, too many films! No, of course you are not, it will be your decision
if you want to tell this to your friends or not."
"Then what am I?"
"Sweetheart, remember when I told you to be careful what you chose? You could ch
ose to be a mermaid and you were capable to control your breath."
"Yes but my body slightly changes, why?"
"Your body is just a body, it is controlled by your mind, your will, every time
you make a wish, the universe around changes. Every time you say a word the body
changes, it adjusts to handle your desires like the one you have right now. You
know, today I had to do some cleaning in the house, instead I have to watch my
favourite granddaughter doing stupid things. Very disappointed in you I am!"
"I know, sorry!"
"Oh dear, it's not your fault, I should of prepared you sooner but I was afraid
you will get scared."
And I said "Then teach me, now that I did stupid things. Please!" with that smil
e on my face.

And granny said while rolling eyes "All right, let's start! The universe is not
as people know, as you already found out. For instance in that photo from Paris.
.."
I stopped her suddenly "But how did you...".
"Know? Are you listening to me? I told you that I have to stay with you instead
cleaning up. And I know what you felt. That very simple taste, that smell, that
feeling, it showed you like you were there and touched it and smelled it, right?
"
"Yes!" I said with excitement!
"As I can be here, for one second you were there, just for a moment, universe is
not as you imagined it is, everything is relative, we see it so because this is
how we want to see it."
"So if I wish I can levitate or even pick up a chair just by looking at it?"
"Now hold on young lady! There are rules that must be obeyed by everybody!"
I was so amazed that I had to ask "Even by you?". Maybe this seems stupid to you
now but I don't think you wish to be in my place at that very moment.
"Especially by me! You see, altering something will make you responsible for eve
rything that will happen and the repair will be done on the expense of your ener
gy, lack of energy might produce for instance illness and people don't know why
they get sick. Everybody should be careful of their actions. You see, you can be
in other place in the same time, you just had your first experience, so you can
say that you just have been abroad."
"So what now? I didn't pick any souvenir."
"My dear you are the souvenir! The souvenir of the universe, of any place, we al
l are a souvenir that forms everything you can see around. What you can't see ye
t, but you can feel, is like a web where we all have to be placed. It is up to u
s to decide where and when. As about when, there is no when. Nobody is mortal, t
hough they don't realize that, yet. Your grandpa is here with us and he sends yo
u best regards and he knows you do so, he already knew because there is no time.
"
"But this, the fact that it happened to me last night and that now I am in deten
tion?"
"Oh dear, you just don't get it. Time is in our head. We invented time to unders
tand things we cannot understand. Hear, thoughts, smell and so on are accessed t
hrough different dimensions, yes my dear, there are plenty dimensions, for insta
nce what we call heaven is just another place where we are before we are born an
d after we die but there isn't an order, we are here and there, in the present a
nd in the past in the same time. People have to open their mind to see and take
control of that, but again, be careful what you chose or do, for it will be made
at your expense of energy and we wouldn't want that, would we?"
"So getting born is like going in this part of universe and by dying we return t
here?"
"Not quite but you got the picture, everything exists in the same moment, it's a
ll about space. The human body cannot survive the high energies in another dimen
sions, so we have to leave it here. Don't worry, there we have another body wait

ing for us. That is a body of splendour, a body of pure energy and light. We thi
nk we are here and then after a while we are there, but we are both here and the
re, we cannot see what is there so we thought that time has to exist and that is
how time was invented."
She looked at my face and understood that I was more confused than when I came,
so she tried to rephrase it for me.
"Look, it is hard to explain how it comes that a pot is a clay there in the same
time here and then after it's broken elsewhere, all in the same time. Think abo
ut the atoms, just about the atoms, do they vanish in time?"
"No."
"Do they change colour in time?"
"No."
"Do they change their place in time?"
"Yes, I guess."
"This is what I will have to teach to later, but for now you understand what you
are dealing with and that is enough. You changed your body, you are wolf like n
ow and you need to control it else you'll be in serious trouble. Just to know, n
ext time you'll get detention I won't even talk to you in case it will be your f
ault again. So time exists here in this dimension for us to understand what is h
appening around."
"So then you're... not a werewolf?"
"Oh my dear, of course not. Everybody can have access to the knowledge, all you
have to do is to listen, but not with your ears, with your third eye, the eye ev
erybody talks about but no one understands what it is. You accessed it when you
learned to listen to other people's thoughts, when you went to Paris, you learne
d that time is just an excuse, you don't realize it, but you already know it and
you just started to store information. I will be next to you these days because
you are dangerously closing to a crash."
"Crash?"
"Oh dear, gaining so much information in such a short time especially when you d
on't understand it and you are not prepared properly may destroy you. Don't worr
y, I am here with you."
"Granny! You scare me!"
"Relax my dear! Everything will be taken care of and soon you'll see how wonderf
ul this universe can be."
"If you say so... What about Chris and Jane?"
"Not to worry, just explain them you have your developed senses that they can ga
in too, with practice in time. Oh yes, I almost forgot, time, this is one of the
laws we are not allowed to play with, but, anything for you my dear. All right,
let me put this part with time and you in a way you can understand: imagine eve
rything is a puzzle, each piece has it's own place, yes?"
"Yes!" I said with excitement.

"We try to place each piece and find it's place, but sometimes you find that har
der and we try it in plenty places, the fact that I try to place it here or ther
e is what it shouldn't happen, it's just our play before settling the puzzle. Li
ke the pot, once is in the clay, then on your table, then in the garbage bin and
so on until it will find it's final place, each piece of it, maybe it wasn't me
ant to be in one piece, or in that shape, that will be arranged in time, but in
fact everything is in one place only, we are playing with them at our cost and w
e paied the ultimate price: we cannot see things as they are in reality."
"Then what about me? About my wolf's powers?"
"Ah, that! You found some pieces that suit together perfectly, they are a match,
but they are wolf pieces, you wanted them, you included them inside yourself bu
t not all fit into you, so no, no changing during full moon, no thirst for blood
or violence, I hope, and so on."
"But my eyes, my veins..."
"That my dear is what your body did to handle those wolf pieces that you found.
Actually the big puzzle is also inside us, a small replica of what is outside, j
ust that we cannot notice that. You will have to live with it, to hide it you wi
ll have to learn to control yourself. You will have to take deep slow breaths an
d think of something that will calm you down."
"That's it?"
"Not quite my dear, you have been able to do and see all these just because you
have a pure heart and soul."
"Yes, right!"
"One day looking back you'll understand better. Also some with very dark soul an
d no heart can see this, everything around is just information, pure energy that
has attached electrons, protons, photons, atoms to it so it looks to us as soli
d objects but they are not once you will see the world as it is, you already beg
un, since you can hear, can feel fear, emotions, thoughts, you discovered the in
formation that holds that matter or body but you don't understand it well enough
. An object you care about very much gains more and more energy, that is why you
feel so sad when it is broken, all that energy and link is broken and some of t
hat energy came from you. Modifying an object else but normally will disturb tha
t energy, that energy will disturb your energy and that may lead for instance to
health problems as your body will see it, or to health and so on. The persons w
ith a dark soul are using their potential to alter everything around, including
persons, they are very dangerous, they are entities to be scared about, but ther
e are ways to fight against that. They will be finally consumed by their own ene
rgy because of all the alterations they had made. You see, in universe matter wo
uld not exist with antimatter. Antimatter would say matter is dangerous, look fr
om the other side of the mirror and see how you are seen. There is no bad and go
od, there is just what you are doing, what you wish, words you say, if dark forc
es are not acting they will coexist in peace with you. Same you if you will not
act against nature. But now it's time for me to go."
And with a gesture she just vanished and the teacher said: "look at the time, ho
w fast it passes! All right,you're free to go, and Lydia!"
I turned surprised towards him as I was preparing to stand up and get my bag and
asked "Yes?".
"I'll keep an eye on you! So watch out!"

I was so relaxed I was free at last and got away with it so easy from granny, so
I said just a "Yes, sir!" as a thank you.
When I got out Chris and Jane were waiting with excitement. I didn't know how to
phrase it, but... here I go!
"Hi guys, well, you see, it's a bit odd, but since Saturday night I can feel mor
e than I thought I could."
And I started to tell them what I passed through and that's how Chris and Jane f
ound out I am a werewolf. Of course I didn't mention about granny, about paralle
l worlds, time and so on, but I did mention about Paris, exaggerating, of course
. Hey, at least let me have my moment! I doubt granny would be against it, after
all, they were my bff and I was the one to decide how I'm going to tell my stor
y, she was there just to help me.
I guess I disappointed you, no blood, not biting, no turning, I guess you watche
d to much TV.
BEYOND IMAGINATION
And now it was Chris' and Jane's turn to find out how to feel what was around. T
hat Saturday as an excuse for going out to play with snow we gathered somewhere
private and I tried to teach them how to see the world around but with no succes
s, as Granny said, it will take a while to find themselves but it will happen.
If you haven't met me yet, I'll tell you my definition: trouble! Next Monday we
were about to have a biology test. As Mr Jonathan handled us the papers stopped
by my side and told me "I am watching you!" and that idiot Sonny couldn't help h
imself yelling "Lydia's in trouble!".
Mr Jonathan's answer was sharp and short: "Young man you got yourself 30 minute
of detention".
"But what did I do?" ask Sonny so intrigued.
"One more word and I'll make it one hour!"
Maybe granny made Mr Jonathan act like that. So the test begun. I cannot say Chr
is was good at biology, actually he was quite terrible and his marks speak for h
imself.
So, there was the test, I didn't study a bit, there was Dorothy in the corner of
the room, the leader of the biology class' geeks, and here I was with my mind r
eader powers.
The test started, as Dorothy completed her test I did mine, of course, A+ was go
od as mine.
So here was Chris a bit disappointed after the test in the hall, why am I not su
rprised? And as he saw me he soon realized what happened in there and started: "
You cheated!"
"No I didn't!"
"Oh yes you did!"
"Look, just because I can read my mind it doesn't mean that..."
"That is still cheating!"

"And who's going to stop me? My bff?"

"Don't worry, I'm going to tell the teacher. Happy now?"
"NO! Why are you such a jerk?"
Actually I wish I said "I didn't mean that, sorry!", but there was no second cha
nce.
And he turned and left saying more to himself "GIRLS!" hitting Jane by fault wit
hout excusing himself. Jane gave me that asking gaze and I said "BOYS!".
Jane asked "What was that all about?".
I was so angry and tried to relax with deep slow breaths saying "Leave him, he's
such a jerk!".
"So, how did you do your test?"
"I don't know, ask Dorothy, I wrote her answers."
"You didn't! What if he catches you?"
"What, reading her mind from the other corner of the class?"
"Fine, have it your way, don't say I didn't say I told you so!". So strange this
phrase is. Couldn't she rephrase it?
Later that day I tried to calm down Chris. "Let me make up to you."
"How?"
"We'll try all 3 to communicate with no words." I can tell you that was a long d
ay, trying after school to focus on that and hardly I succeeded to transmit the
thoughts. At least they could copy from me, in future. So I turned to Chris and
asked him as a revenge: "Is this cheating? Now that it comes to you, too?"
His sweet smile was the perfect answer. But I was getting an A+ and he... I doub
t he would get a D- though I prayed for him. So I told them "Well guys, let's ge
t back home, it's freezing out here."
That night was awesome for us. We tried to practice that communication from dist
ance. It was a bit hard, by next day they succeeded to read my mind, too. I help
ed them a bit.
"Today is the big test!" I told them through their minds. "I wish you all try to
read others and Chris, don't you ever pick on me like that in the future!" Jane
was on my side.
So from now on we were the weird silent group that understood just by looking at
each other and anticipating what others are about to do.
We were in the cafeteria and I told them through thought "What if I tell you I c
an tell people what to do? Watch this!"
"No way!" they both thought in the same time.
And as I was watching Sonny, I told him to pick on Olivia as she passed by, whic
h he did. I don't have to tell you what was left and how many hours of detention

they got.
Of course, granny came by and started again "Food fight? Again? Oh my dear is th
is how I taught you to behave?"
As I said "Sorry granny!" Jane
ad, too. Then granny turned to
Lydia I told you they were not
had to show up yourself! Shame
d.

and Chris understood the situation and they got s

them and told them "You two are serious trouble!
ready for this but did you listen to me? No! You
on you, shame on you all" and then she disappeare

Well they started to ask me questions about her appearing, they never saw a pers
on appearing from distance and disappear just like that, it was something new to
them. I had to explain to them this, too. In fact she was there all the time, s
he chose when we could see her and when not, so it looks like she comes and goes
.
"Look guys, don't get me wrong, all you need to know is that persons can be in d
ifferent places just like that."
"Teleportation?" asked Chris fascinated by that.
"Shut up you idiot!" said Jane.
"No guys, you don't understand, granny comes to me when I need her, she is not h
ere with her body, but with her energy, universe is different, you can access in
formation, as granny told me, see? Listening to their thoughts, that is the ener
gy, for instance, and his body listening to his stupid thoughts is attached to i
t. You can detach from the body and be elsewhere, anywhere. Actually granny said
that we are in the same time in more places for time doesn't exist. Look guys,
I cannot tell you everything, but this is it, she will come here each time you d
o stupid things, bugging me for you! So try to behave from now on! Understood?"
"Understood!" thought both Jane and Chris in the same time. We fit so well toget
her, I don't know how that is possible. If one gets in trouble, all gets in trou
ble, if one does a stupid thing, the others have to do a stupid thing, too. Pret
ty interesting, right?
My problem was that I had to keep them under control now that they started doing
silly things. It's like kindergarten there for me. I had to listen to granny, b
ut no, I had to be Lydia, the impatient girl! And now I had to pay for this.
At least mum and dad didn't know anything about it. That's exactly what was miss
ing.
We decided to be more careful in future and to consider our actions together. Bu
t good deeds are to be done, also.
That night someone destroyed school property in the gym room. Next morning we we
re announced by the Mrs Oliver that there will be no party anymore until the gui
lty one will be denounced.
So I gathered my pack, yes, I was no longer a lone wolf, I had a pack of 3 membe
rs and we were ready for action.
I said "All right guys, this is our moment, let's prove who we really are! Scan
deeply for any trace of intention and thought. Remember, we're one, so share any
thing you find at any moment. Is it clear?".
Chris started again: "Don't be such a bossy!". These boys, will they ever grow u

p?
And to my surprise Jane took his side saying "He is right Lydia, but now let's f
ocus on what is important." and she was right, I am bossy sometimes, whether I l
ike it or not.
So I ended with "You know the drill, happy hunting everybody!". I love to say th
at, it's the best part that we like and we can do as a team, at least so I think
.
Each one of us started to "read" around while I was smelling and searching for s
tuff. And just as we suspected, one of Sonny's friends and few more idiots wante
d to have fun. We gathered together and decided to investigate and find out more
, before denouncing him.
After gaining all the details we went straight to our Principal's office. I don'
t need to describe that "how did you find out?" look on her face, do I?
We were proud we did a good thing, next thing we knew was that we were called ra
ts. I don't get it. We saved the party. I thought that doing a good thing is a g
ood thing, right?
Jane thought first: "So what are we going to do now?".
I gave the usual answer: "I'm going to call granny". That day gave us a big head
ache. By the evening granny came and took care of it.
"Oh my dear, tomorrow morning just smile all of you and imagine nothing had happ
ened and that you are fine."
"Easy for you to say."
"Just relax now, tell your friends this very instant and go to sleep and see tom
orrow morning what will happen."
And you know what? She was right. Later she told me that I am what I want to be.
When you think about it, I can be a werewolf but I cannot force others how to b
ehave, how about that?
See? It's not hard to have a pack and it's not hard to get a teamwork. Later tha
t week we proved how powerful we're. It was time for gym class.
We have chosen to be on the same basketball team, we knew their intentions, thei
r moves, we could talk through thoughts, so none knew our next move but we knew
everything around. Isn't that awesome?
Imagine the look on their faces, not to mention that before that we were terribl
e at basketball. Imagine how amazed everybody was and how proud we felt that day
.
SECRETS ARE NOT SO SECRET ANYMORE
I couldn't let mum know all these, but one night granny was in my room and Amy j
ust came in without knocking, strange, because she always knocks. Granny calmed
me down "Relax dear, I called her in. Now she is ready to know about this. She c
an see and feel me as well".
As she entered the room she cried "Granny!" but she calmed her "Now now, calm do
wn dear, we don't want to wake up everybody else. This will be a secret just bet
ween us. Can you keep a secret?"

"Yes!" answered our little princess. You could see a twinkle in her big beautifu
l eyes.
"See Lydia, I told you there is nothing to worry about. Now my little princess,
remember when you were little and came to me?"
I gave a boring "Here we go again!" but granny gave me a look that I'll never fo
rget. "You had your time, now it's her time, so cut it out before you upset me.
You are both important to me and lately because of your trouble making friends y
ou ignored her. Don't you think she deserves a little more respect from you?"
"Yes, I guess, sorry! I'll look after her in future."
"Good!" said granny with a big smile on her face. "That is what I want to hear f
rom both of you. You are sisters and family is more important than friends, don'
t you ever forget that. And that goes for both of you."
My little princess and I gave in the same time a boring "Yes granny!", followed
by that sad look.
"Now it's bed time for both! Tomorrow night we'll talk a little bit more. Sweet
dreams my dear, now little princess let's leave Lydia to sleep and let's take y
ou to bed and give you a little kiss but not before we kiss Lydia for good night
."
Next morning was an interesting and unique one. As you probably noticed already
, the telephone between me Chris, Jane, granny and our little princess is obsole
te Chris and Jane called me to come quickly in the bus station for there was an
accident: Sonny was hit while crossing the street on a red light.
I didn't care a bit about Sonny but granny got angry and sent me straight away
there and what expected me was everything but pleasant to see. Sonny seemed with
out breath and granny told me "Go on, you can do it!".
"Do what?"
"Go touch his chest and bring him back, he isn't gone, yet."
"What?"
"Just touch his chest and imagine him alive."
So I did, listening to my granny and the next moment all I remember is that I s
aw a big flash from his chest, my fingers were burning and everybody shocked tha
t he was fine, well, almost, if being hit by a car can be called fine.
Jane and Chris saw that flash that others couldn't see and Chris asked me "Wow!
That was awesome! What did you do? How?"
My answer came straight away: "I don't know, ask granny!" and as I said that, g
ranny came by and told me that I have a gift, that is what attracted on me the p
ower on transforming in a wolf and so on, and even the fact that Chris and Jane
can see her and we can talk like this is thanks to my powerful gift that I need
to learn to control before I'll get hurt or hurt somebody.
Then Jane turned towards Sonny and told him "Thank Lydia! Go on!".
Sonny was shocked. "What should I thank her for?"

"Because... go on! She won't byte you!".

Chris having a big smile on his face said "I wouldn't bet on that!".
I guess there is no need to describe Jane's reaction to Chris'. Sonny was quite
shaken and very confused so he gave a "Freaks!", he stood up and went to school
. Before paramedics were there everything was over.
It didn't sound right to me, she told me that everybody can do this, feel, thin
k, read thoughts and so on. But soon granny calmed me down saying "Oh dear, you
have so many to learn! You are more developed than the others, even then your si
ster. You are the one that opened the gates for them, you can do that for everyb
ody, but not anybody can do all you don't know yet that you can do. Yes, you can
control your wolf powers but it is more about IF you really want to control the
m, to give them away or not and I don't think you are willing to do that. Chris
and Jane can see and hear, that's all. Your force, your night vision, sense of s
mell and so on are reserved to you only. So ask yourself if you want to be among
the others and dislike what you have or if you wish to be more spiritual and ap
preciate all you got. That is a decision you will have to take on your own. I to
ld you to be careful what you chose to do in your life. But you never listened t
o me and you never will."
"And you knew all these all the time?"
"Yes!"
"And you didn't tell me? Why?"
"Because you were not ready, now it is your time. Chris, Jane, you are at the e
nd of the line, you reached your highest level. You cannot follow further. You c
annot travel as I do, the only reason you can go to Lydia is because she can giv
e you that power. Without her none of these would happen to you. And one more th
ing, Sonny saw the flash that others didn't. You better find out something good
enough to come clean."
Of course Chris and Jane were as shocked, as disappointed, I don't blame them.
So what now? I'll hunt in the night whoever comes in my way and run in the woods
instead of bed time? As granny said, that is up to me, but she was right, I did
n't want to give up to all these.
Soon granny taught us about becoming invisible to others at our own will. Yes,
that is possible, as long as you have a superior energy level compared to them,
as I did and my little princess was close behind me but not close enough to beco
me the monster I am each night and every time I am cornered.
So this is almost all I can say about me Chris and Jane. Now we'll move towards
my little princess and me. The good part was that we knew every time when we we
re in trouble and helped each other. The bad part was that there was no secrets
between us so be sure that she knows what you're thinking about right now, while
you're reading this diary.
That was the longest winter in our life, waiting for the next summer to go to g
ranny. Our parents were a bit curious since we always loved to go to the seaside
, and this year we wanted to spend a hole summer with our granny.
So time passed by, I cannot tell you how many times I retreat in the bathroom b
ecause I didn't want to show off with my veins like that from emotions, and how
many times I just ran out just to calm down.
After a while even my little princess came out with me in the night because nei

ther she couldn't sleep and granny didn't blame us for that. We were so anxious
to understand how can atoms be in the same time in 2 different places and how we
do exist in more than one universe, how atoms attach to different entities of e
nergy and how we could create good or bad entities of energy, and after all, how
comes that there is no good and bad, only what we chose to do or chose not. And
after all we held the key to the mysteries of the universe. Can you imagine kno
wing all about planets, galaxies, humans, plants, energies behind all these and
so on, it was so great.
And here came the day before going to granny. We wished so much to be there in
that night, that we realized that we were at granny already with our bodies. We
couldn't believe it. We were in the living-room behind granny and she turned and
we saw her with a couple of blankets in her hands.
She said "Oh, thank goodness you are here, give me a hand with these, will you?
" She saw us looking at her than to each other and when she saw we were confused
, she told us "Oh, come on, you are here in flesh and bones because you wanted i
t so much, as I taught you about how entities are created. Your will is all that
controls nature around. Actually even aliens control those UFOs by the power of
the mind and they chose if we see them or not. Don't just stand there, come on!
help me!"
What were we to do? We helped her. Than she turned to us and said: "There! All
set! Now it's time for you to go back, you don't want your parents to see you ar
e missing. Oh, when you'll be there they will enter in your rooms to check on yo
u. Don't worry I took care for you to turn back few minutes before so they won't
notice. Now go!"
The next moment all I knew was mum knocking and entering in my room asking me i
f everything is all right. "Look at the time, how late it is! Lights off!" mum s
aid.
I looked at the clock and asked my little princess what was the clock and she s
aid we were there at granny for only 5 minutes. We looked at each other through
the wall as if it wasn't there, she shrugged her shoulders and went to sleep.
Next day we were fighting for the front seat. After all, the view is better the
re. We were singing with exciting while dad looked at us with a big smile and mu
m waving us sending her bests to granny. Trust me, granny already hugged her, ev
en if she couldn't feel it, but it doesn't matter. The excitement was too high w
hen we got to our "training camp", as we used to call it.
Everything was in place, for we placed it the night before. It was the best sum
mer ever! Granny taught us a lot. Ready to find out the mysteries of the univers
e? Here it comes.
Our existence took place pretty much as in the bible in the genesis section. Th
e Creator, as granny called Him, created higher entities that were meant to look
after us, the kids of the universe, if I am allowed to say it this way.
We're just entities of pure energy, nothing more, nothing less, and we were sen
t here on this wonderful planet that we call Earth, the place where we can attac
h atoms to us and play with them. Everything around us was created especially fo
r us: earth, air, water, plants, animals, fishes and most important, humans. We
could take anything at all, anything. But human greed took place over us and we
have been eclipsed by it and now there is our chance to escape, to realize that
we should pick only one thing and admire it's beauty, not looking for the ugline
ss and search for something more beautiful than that.
In the past maybe you wanted to be a ruler or a conqueror and decided to be Cae

sar or Napoleon, then maybe you didn't like it anymore and wished to be a musici
an, like Mozart and so on and now you're who you're.
The big question is what or who will you desire to be next, instead feeling all
the happiness you can get in this moment, not yesterday, not tomorrow? Think ab
out it. You could live this moment for ever, or, let yourself trapped in the tim
e loop searching for something different in later lives that you might never fin
d.
The material, the atoms, everything that is in the past, same is in the future,
their shape is changed by greed, but this very moment cannot be taken, it can o
nly be enjoyed or disregarded, but you'll never get it back, that is a certainty
and this is the time loop invented by us to experience as much as we can.
But the material around us doesn't matter, it's just a playground. we're the be
auty, we're the universe, not the human body that comes and goes, well, that too
in this world, each of us was created as a replica of the universe, each object
, each atom contains in it the essence of the universe.
When we pray, we call for help from our protectors, the higher entities. Our hi
ghest sin is that we forgot who we really are and where we came from and this is
the reason why all we can see are these atoms, nothing more.
Yes, there are other planets like this and other civilisations like ourselves a
nd if we find something or someone special, like I found Lydia, we can keep it,
even take it with us, to a level that humans call immortality.
This is what we were sent here for, to pick something that we love the most and
keep it forever. Lydia may not know all these yet, but I do, and I have become
one with her and even if she seems to you that she will pass away some day, no,
she is not!
You are the one that come and go. You are passing by a point in space and time
that is a reference, exactly as year 0 is for the history. It didn't come, it di
dn't pass, it was there it will always be, we're the ones that are moving furthe
r from it.
So, I like so much Lydia's passions that I have decided to give her EVERYTHING
she wanted and wished for, like those wolf desires, because she is simple and an
ything but selfish. And the most important gift I gave her is MYSELF and her gra
nny knows and appreciates me for that.
And now Lydia agreed to write this for me, as much as I wish to let you know, n
othing more, and granny told her not to get scared of this end of her diary. It'
s the price she had to pay for what I did for her. You didn't expect at this end
, did you? Actually I don't know if Lydia or I wrote this diary, but a certitude
is that we're one and the same.
So now Lydia is one with the universe, for each of us are a small copy of the u
niverse, we're like a gate to the infinite of time and space. This granny will n
ever explain to Lydia because when the time comes I'll tell her more than her gr
anny will ever know. This is my moment of existence and this is what we have bee
n sent here for.
I could chose anything I want, a wolf, a fish or even a pot, but I like Lydia s
o much that I became her and everything she wanted to be.
So, I am closing my diary with a question: do werewolves exist? And if so, am I
one of them? How about you?