Professional Documents
Culture Documents
By Cindy Rae
top of the furniture than sitting on it. How did you always
know that, always keep up with it?"
Mary dipped her head a little, still smiling at him. "Oh, I
don't know. It just comes from knowing all of you, I
guess. You were always afraid of being left out, more
than anything else. Ellen was afraid of being stared at, of
attracting attention, while Lisa couldn't get enough of it.
Devin was afraid he'd be here all his life, and miss his
chance. Laura, well. Laura was afraid that because she
couldn't hear, she'd stumble and fall, embarrass herself.
Everyone has fears, Vincent."
"Do you have any?" he asked.
She didnt pause so much as a songbeat before she
answered him.
"That any of my children will be unhappy. Alone. That
because they can't ... dance, they'll miss some sort of
chance, Vincent."
She said it without hesitation, and so surely, he knew she
was telling him the absolute truth. Mary had one fear.
And it wasn't for herself.
The music box wound down, and this time, she did insist
he put on the coat. It was as she thought. The top of the
sleeve would have to be let out, as well.
"I'll try to find the time to alter it, but it might be good for
you to have a backup plan, just in case. Perhaps your
brown vest? Can't have you bursting at the seams, when
you lift the beam off that door," Mary told him, a loving
look on her face. He'd cost her some sleep, but she was
"It's all right that I was just Mary to all of you. That was
enough. I promise it was, and I never felt the lack."
She pressed the soft, sky blue fabric to her eyes, blotting
the tracks of tears. Mary was not one given to crying. As
a midwife, she understood what pain was, and was
accustomed to dealing with her own, as she helped
others deal with theirs.
"You always carried a handkerchief, he marveled. For
every child's tear, or scraped knee, or runny nose. I
swear, you must have a pile of these." He took it from
her and helped her dab her eyes, as she smiled up at
him, both of them trying to get their emotions under
some sort of control. She took it back from him and
dabbed his face, as well, and they both laughed a little at
the gesture.
"Well. You try raising a hundred children and more, and
see how many handkerchiefs you have to carry over the
years," she said, pretending to scold. He eyed the
pattern she'd embroidered on it. Tiny vines and leaves.
A petite red rose at each of the four corners. Lace,
around the edges.
"This is lovely. You always take something plain and
make it beautiful, Mary."
Not always. Sometimes it wasn't possible. Mitch wasn't
possible. Some few others. The day she'd buried her
son, his shroud had been plain. She couldn't bear to
touch it, in her grief.
"Not all the time," she replied softly, and he knew she
was thinking of past sorrows.
"The night you found Catherine, you could have taken her
back up to the road, put her where a car might find her.
Carried her to one of the paths near where one of the
policemen patrol. Even carried her straight to a hospital,
or to a building where she'd be found."
"There was no time... she was--"
"Bleeding. I know." Mary did know. Mary had helped him
and Jacob with Catherine, the night Vincent had brought
her down. Mary had dressed her in the warm tunnel
gown she'd worn, among other things.
"But the thing is, you didn't take her there. You brought
her here. You brought her to us. You offered to share
your home with her, Vincent. On the first night you met
her. So of course it's only fitting, that you should bring
her here to offer her that, forever."
The needle went in and out. Sewing a little piece of his
and Catherines history, with her skill. Vincent suddenly
had the idea that this little scrap of satin and lace just
might be more than that.
"Mary. This handkerchief. May I offer it to Catherine?
To... carry? On our wedding day?"
Mary smiled softly.
"Why, of course. If you like, it can be her 'something
blue or something borrowed. Or if you like, she can
keep it, and it can be 'something old.'"
Vincent's eyes grew warm. Something old. A bit like the
woman who had decorated it. Something very old, by the
time his daughter perhaps carried it, on her own wedding
day. Or his son.
But when you removed it from the box, the other letters
became apparent as the silk dropped open.
It said, "Mother."
---fin---