Die and pain

My whole life is a lie

It is best if i die
No one understands what i feel
They never felt pains that never healed
There is no place i belong
I will always be alone
My life is so pathetic
Now i want to end this tragic
Without thing the risk
I have cut my wrist
With a very sharp blade
So all of my pains would fade
My blood is pouring like the rain
Feeling nothing but pain
My whole body is dying slowly
But surely and purely
As i die on the floor
I have opened the hells door

The liar
Why did have to lie to us
Because of the you have lost our trust
why you have to do this
You could have told us the truth at least
Because of you one person got blamed
So you wont get framed
For your stupid acts
You have to stab us in our backs
We tried to protect you
Because we thought, it was true

But all of those crying

Not knowing that youre just lying
If we only knew the truth
We wouldnt pulled the wrong root
If only you count one to ten
None of this would happen