Change makes me uncomfortable. No matter what everyone says.

No matter
what I tell myself. Change good or bad, no matter how inevitable makes me
cringe like someone digging their nails on a chalkboard makes anyone
cringe.
And when I face these changes I react in ways I may later regret. I know what
I am doing wrong. But that's the way I handle things.
And this is because of this simple little fact. When things will change I will
look for constants in my life I can hold onto, only to realize time and again
that there are no constants. We are all just variables.
Everything....everyone....all variables.