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jkts U nz ;kno
I shall depart. Steamer with swaying masts, raise anchor
for exotic landscapes.
'Sea Breeze'
Mallarme

rqEgsa irk gS] vkt esjh o"kZxkaB gS vkSj vkt eSa vkRegR;k djus x;k Fkk\
ekywe gS] vkt eSa vkRegR;k djds ykSVk gwa\
vc esjs ikl 'kk;n dksbZ ^vkRe* ugha cpk] ftldh gR;k gks tkus dk Hk;
gksA pyks] Hkfo"; ds fy, Nqh feyh!
fdlh us dgk Fkk fd ml thou nsus okys Hkxoku dks dksbZ gd ugha gS
fd gesa rjg&rjg dh ekufld ;krukvksa ls xqt+jrk ns[k&ns[kdj cSBk&cSBk
eqLdjk;s] gekjh etcwfj;ksa ij galAs eSa vius vkils yM+rk jgw]a NViVkrk jgw]a
tSls ikuh esa iM+h phaVh NViVkrh gS] vkSj fdukjs ij [kM+s 'kSrku cPps dh rjg
esjh ps"Vkvksa ij ^og* fdydkfj;ka ekjrk jgs! ugha] eSa mls ;g wj vkuUn
ugha ns ikaxk vkSj mldk thou mls ykSVk nwxa kA eq>s bu fujFkZd ifjfLFkfr;ksa
ds pO;wg esa Mkydj rw f[kykokM+ ugha dj ik,xk fd gy rks esjh eqV~Bh esa
can gS ghA lgh gS] fd eka ds isV esa gh eSaus lqu fy;k Fkk fd pO;wg rksM+us
dk jkLrk D;k gS] vkSj fudyus dk rjhdk eSa ugha tkurk Fkk---- ysfdu
fudydj gh D;k gksxk\ fdl f'ko dk kuq"k esjs fcuk vuVwVk iM+k gS\ fdlh

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vi.kkZ lrh dh ojekyk,a esjs fcuk lw[k&lw[kdj fc[kjh tk jgh gSa\ fdl
,ojsLV dh pksfV;ka esjs fcuk vNwrh fcy[k jgh gSa\ tc rwus eq>s thou fn;k
gS rks ^vga* Hkh fn;k gS] ^eSa gwa* dk cksk Hkh fn;k gS] vkSj esjs ml ^eSa* dks
gd gS fd og fdlh Hkh pO;wg dks rksM+dj ?kqlus vkSj fudyus ls badkj
dj ns----- vkSj bl rjg rsjs bl ccZj euksjatu dh 'kq:vkr gh u gksus
ns----vkSj blhfy, eSa vkRegR;k djus x;k Fkk] lquk\
fdlh us dgk Fkk fd ml ij dHkh fo'okl er djks] tks rqEgsa ugha rqEgkjh
dyk dks I;kj djrh gS] rqEgkjs Loj dks I;kj djrh gS] rqEgkjh egkurk vkSj
rqEgkjs ku dks I;kj djrh gSA D;ksafd og dgha Hkh rqEgsa I;kj ugha djrhA
rqEgkjs ikl dqN gS ftlls mls eqgCcr gSA rqEgkjs ikl dyk gS( n; gS]
eqLdjkgV gS] Loj gS] egkurk gS] ku gS vkSj mlh ls mls I;kj gS( rqels ughaA
vkSj tc rqe mls og lc ugha ns ikvksxs rks nhokyk fudys 'kjkc[kkus dh
rjg og fdlh nwjs eSdns dh ryk'k dj ysxh vkSj rqEgsa yxsxk fd rqEgkjk
frjLdkj gqvkA ,d fnu ;gh lc cspusokyk nwljk nwdkunkj mls blh ckt+kj
esa fey tk,xk vkSj og gj iqjkus dks u;s ls cny ysxh] gj cqjs dks vPNs
ls cny ysxh] vkSj rqe fpyfpykrs lhekghu jsfxLrku esa vius dks vukFk
vkSj vlgk; cPps&lk I;klk vkSj vdsyk ikvksxs---- rqEgkjs flj ij Nk;k
dk lqjebZ ckny ljddj vkxs c<+ x;k gksxk vkSj rc rqEgsa yxsxk fd ckny
dh ml ';key Nk;k us rqEgsa ,slh txg yk NksM+k gS tgka ls ykSVus dk jkLrk
rqEgsa [kqn ugha ekywe---- tgka rqeesa u vkxs c<+us dh fgEer gS] u ihNs ykSVus
dh rkdrA rc ;g Nykok vkSj LoIu&Hkax [kqn ea=&VwVs lkai lk iyVdj
rqEgkjh gh ,M+h esa vius nkar xM+k nsxk vkSj ul&ul ls yidrh gqbZ uhyh
ygjkssa ds fo"k cq>s rhj rqEgkjs psruk ds jFk dks Nyuh dj Mkysaxs vkSj rqEgkjs

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jFk ds VwVs ifg;s rqEgkjh <ky dk dke Hkh ugha ns ik;saxs------ dksbZ Hkhe rc
rqEgkjh j{kk dks ugha vk,xkA
D;ksfa d bl pO;wg ls fudyus dk jkLRkk rqEgsa fdlh vtquZ us ugha crk;k
& blhfy, eq>s vkRegR;k dj ysuh iM+h vkSj fQj eSa ykSV vk;k & vius fy,
ugha] ijhf{kr ds fy,] rkfd og gj lkal ls esjh bl gR;k dk cnyk ys lds]
gj r{kd dks ;K dh lqxafkr jks'kuh rd [khap yk,A
eq>s ;kn gS % eSa cM+s gh fLFkj dneksa ls ckanzk ij mrjk Fkk vkSj Vgyrk
gqvk ^lh* :V ds LVS.M ij vk [kM+k gqvk FkkA lkxj ds ml ,dkUr fdukjs
rd tkus yk;d iSls tsc esa FksA ikl gh et+nwjksa dk ,d cM+k&lk ifjokj
kwfy;k QqVikFk ij ysVk FkkA kqvkars xM~<+s tSls pwYgs dh jks'kuh esa ,d kksrh
esa fyiVh Nk;k ihyk&ihyk elkyk ihl jgh FkhA pwYgs ij dqN [knd jgk FkkA
ihNs dh VwVh ckm.Mh ls dksbZ >werh xqu&xqukgV fudyh vkSj iqy ds uhps ls
jks'kuh&vaksjs ds pkj[kkus ds Qhrs&lh jsy ljdrh gqbZ fudy xbZ&foys ikysZ
ds LVs'ku ij esjs ikl dqN ikap vkus cps FksA
?kksMc+ Unj ds ikj tc nl cts okyh cl lhkh cS.M LVS.M dh rjQ nkSMh+
rks eSaus vius&vkils dgk &okWV Mw vkbZ ds;j\ eSa fdlh dh fpUrk ugha
djrk!
vkSj tc cl vfUre LVst ij vkdj [kM+h gks xbZ rks eSa <kyw lM+d ikj
dj lkxj&rV ds xM+&[kkcM+ iRFkjksa ij mrj iM+kA bZjkuh jsL=ka dh
vklekuh fu;ksu ykbVsa fdlh ykbVgkml dh fn'kk nsrh iqdkj tSlh yx jgh
Fkha]---- ugha] eq>s vc dksbZ iqdkj ugha lquuh---- dksbZ vkSj vizfrjksk iqdkj
gS tks blls T+;knk t+ksj ls eq>s [khap jgh gSA nkSM+rh cl eas lkxj dh
lhyh&lhyh gokvksa esa vkrh ;g xEHkhj iqdkj dSlh Qqjgjh iSnk djrh FkhA
vkSj eSa aps&uhps iRFkjksa ds <ksdksa ij ikao j[krk gqvk fcYdqy ygjksa ds ikl
rd pyk vk;k FkkA vaksjs ds dkys&dkys ckyksa okyh vklekuh Nkrh ds uhps

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fHkapk lkxj lqcd&lqcddj jks jgk Fkk] yEch&yEch lkalsa ysrk ygj&ygj
esa meM+k iM+ jgk FkkA jks'kuh dh vkM+ esa iRFkj ds ,d cMs ls VqdM+s ds ihNs
tkus ds fy, eSa c<+k rks ns[kk fd ogka vkil esa lVh nks Nk;k,a igys ls cSBh
gSa ^bZofuax bu isfjl* dh [kq'kcq ij vutkus gh eqLdjkrk eSa nwljh vksj c<+
vk;kA gka] ;gh txg Bhd gS] ;gka ls vc dksbZ ugha nh[krkA ke ls cSB x;k
FkkA lkeus gh lkxj dh og lhek Fkh tgka ygjksa ls vtxj ?ku iVd&iVd
QqQdkj mBrs Fks vkSj :igys Qsuksa dh xksVsa lkxj dh Nkrh ij ;gka&ogka
vaksjs esa ned mBrh FkhaA ikuh dh ckSNkj dh rjg NhaVs 'kjhj dks fHkxks tkrs
Fks vkSj ikl dh njkjokyh ukyh esa >kxnkj ikuh mQu mBrk FkkA
lc dqN dSlk fuLrCk Fkk! fdruk O;kdqy Fkk! gka] ;gh rks txg gS tks
vkRegR;k&tSls dkeksa ds fy, Bhd ekuh xbZ gSA fdlh dks irk Hkh ugha yxsxkA
lkxj dh xjt esa dkSu lqusxk fd D;k gqvk vkSj cM+s&cM+s foKkiuksa ds uhps
,d iryh&lh ykbu esa fudyh bl lwpuk dks dkSu i<+sxk\ bl fojkV cEcbZ
esa ,d vkneh jgk] u jgkA eSua s t+jk >kaddj ns[kk&eNqvksa ds ikl okys fxjts
ls ysdj bZjkuh jsL=ka ds ikl okys e.Mi rd] lM+d lqulku ysVh FkhA caxyksa
dh f[kMfd;ka ped jgh Fkh vkSj lQsn diM+ksa ds ,dkk kCcs&ls dgha&dgha
vknfe;ks dk vkHkkl gksrk FkkA jkr dk vkuUn ysus okyksa dks fy, VSDlh bkj
pyh vk jgh FkhA
vly esa eSa vkRegR;k djus ugha vk;k FkkA eSa rks pkgrk Fkk dksbZ
ej?kV&tSlh 'kkUr txg] tgka FkksMh+ nsj ;ksa gh pqipki cSBk tk ldsA ;g fnekx
esa Hkjk lhls&lk Hkkjh cks> dqN rks gYdk gks] ;g lkal&lkal esa jjdrh lqukbZ
dh uksd&lk nnZ dqN rks FkesA ygjsa flj QVdj&QVddj jks jgh Fkha vkSj
ikuh djkg mBkrk FkkA ?kk;y phy&lh gok bl f{kfrt rd ph[krh fQjrh Fkha
vkt lkxj&eaFku t+ksjksa ij FkkA pkjksa vksj Hkh"k.k xjtrs vaksjs dh ?kkfV;kas esa
nSR;okfguh dh lQsa dh lQsa ekpZ djrh fudy tkrh FkhaA nwj] cgqr nwj] cl
nks pkj cfk;ka dHkh&dHkh ygjksa ds uhps gksrs gh f>yfeyk mBrh FkhaA ckb

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vksj uxj dh cfk;ksa dh ykbu pyh xbZ FkhA lkeus 'kk;n dksbZ tgkt+ [kM+k
gS] cfk;ksa ls rks ,slk yxrk gSA bl fpa?kkM+rs ,dkUr esa] eku yks] ,d ygj
t+jk&lh djoV cnydj >iV iM+s rks---\ fdls irk pysxk fd dy ;gka] bl
<ksads dh vkM+ esa] dksbZ viuk cks> lkxj dks lkSaius vk;k Fkk] ,d filk gqvk
HkqusxkA exj vkf[kj esa ft;wa gh D;ksa\ fdlds fy,\ bl ftUnxh us eq>s D;k
fn;k\ ogha vuFkd la?k"kZ LoIu Hkax] fo'okl?kkr vkSj t+ykyrA lc feykdj
vkil esa xqRFke&xqRFkk djrs nqgjs&frgjs O;fDrRo] ,d og tks eSa cuuk pkgrk
Fkk] ,d og tks eq>s cuuk iM+rk Fkk--vkSj ml le; eu esa vk;k Fkk fd] D;ksa ugha dksbZ ygj vkxs c<+dj
eq>s ihl Mkyrh\ FkksM+h nsj vkSj cSBwaxk] vxj bl Tokj esa vk;s lkxj dh
ygj tc Hkh vkxs ugha vkbZ rks eSa [kqn mlds ikl tkaxkA vkSj vius dks
mls lkSia nwxa k----- dksbZ vkos'k ugha] dksbZ mkstuk ugha] fLFkj vkSj n`<-+ -- [kwc
lksp&fopkj ds ckn---vaksjs ds ikj ls nh[krh jks'kuh ds bl xqPNs dks ns[k&ns[kdj tkus D;ksa
eq>s yxrk gS fd dksbZ t+gkt gS tks ogka esjh izrh{kk dj jgk gSA tkus
fdu&fdu fdukjksa dks Nwrk gqvk vk;k gS ;gka yaxj Mkys [kM+k gS fd eSa vka
vkSj og py iM+sA ;gka ls nks&rhu ehy rks gksxk ghA dgha mlh esa tkus ds
fy, rks eSa vutkus :i ls ugha vk x;k--- D;ksafd og eq>s ysus vk;sxk ;g
eq>s ekywe FkkA fnu&Hkj ml tkuus dks eSa >qBykrk jgk vkSj vc vkf[kj jkr
ds lk<+s nl cts cEcbZ dh yEch&pkSM+h lM+dsa] vkSj daks jxM+rh HkhM+sa phjrk
gqvk eSa ;gka pyk vk;k gwaA tkus dkSu eu esa f?kls fjdkMZ&lk fnuHkj nqgjkrk
jgk gS fd eq>s ;gka tkuk gSA vutku igkM+ksa dh [kwa[okj rygfV;ksa ls vkrh
;g vkokt+ gkfre us lquh Fkh vkSj og lkjs tky&tatky dks rksM+dj ml
vkokt ds ihNs&ihNs pyk x;k FkkA tkus D;ksa eSaus Hkh rks tc&tc igkM+ksa ds
phM+ vkSj nsonk:&yns <yokuksa ij pded djrh cQkZuh pksfV;ksa vkSj
ygjkrs js'ke ls QSys lkxj dh rjaxksa dks vka[k Hkjdj ns[kk gS] eq>s ;gh

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vkokt+ lqukbZ nh gS vkSj eq>s yxk gS fd ml vkokt+ dks eSa vulquh ugha dj
ikaxkA fgIuksVkbT+M dh rjg nksuksa ckagsa [kksydj vius dks bl vkokt+ dks
lkSai nwaxkA vc Hkh blh iqdkj ij eSa vius&vkidks igkM+ dh pksVh ls Nykax
yxkdj ygjksa rd vkrs ns[k jgk gwaA og tgkt+ esjh jkg esa tks [kM+k gS] eSa
vkokt+ nsdj mUgsa crk nsuk pkgrk gwa fd ns[kks] esa vk x;k gwa---- ns[kks] eSa
;gka cSBk gwa] eq>s fy;s fcuk er tkukA
eq>s yxrk gS ,d NksVh&lh Mksaxh vHkh tgkt+ ls uhps mrkj nh tk,xh
vkSj eq>s viuh vksj vkrh fn[kkbZ nsxh---cl] ml ygj ds >qdrs gh rks nh[k
tk,xhA mlesa ,d vdsyh ykyVsu okyh uko! dgka i<+k Fkk\ gka ;kn vk;k]
ps[ko dh ^dqksokyh efgyk* esa ,slk gh n`'; gS tks ,d vthc dfoRoiw.kZ Nki
NksM+ x;k gS eu ij-----xqjkso vkSj lftZ,Ouk dks eSa Hkwy x;k gwa vHkh rks ns[kk
Fkk ml iRFkj dh vkM+ esa exj bl QqQdkjrs lkxj dks ns[kdj esjk lkjk
vfLrRo flgj mBrk gSA ;g xqjkZrs 'ksj&lh xjt vkSj jg&jgdj ewlykkkj
ikuh dh rjg nkSM+rh ygjksa dh oYxk&ghu mUek v'o&iafDr;kaA eq>s bl
pO;wg ls fudyus dk jkLRkk dksbZ ugha crkrk\ vyhckck ds HkkbZ dh rjg
eSaus Hkhrj tkus ds lkjs jkLrs ik fy, gSa ysfdu ml ^fle&fle [kqyk tk* ea=
dks eSa Hkwy x;k gwa ftlls ckgj fudyus dk jkLrk [kqyrk gSA ysfdu eSa ml
pO;wg esa D;ksa ?kqlk\ dkSu&lh iqdkj Fkh tks ml ukStoku dks vutku ns'k
dh 'kgt+knh ds egyksa rd ys vkbZ Fkh\
nwj lr[k.Ms dh gkFkhnkarh f[kM+dh ls >kadrh 'kgt+knh us b'kkjs ls cqyk;k
vkSj ukStoku u tkus fdrus xfy;kjs vkSj ckjgnfj;ka yka?krk 'kkgt+knh ds
egyksa esa tk igaqpkA lkjs njokts [kqn&c[kqn [kqyrs x;sA vkxs >qds gq,
[oktkljkvksa ds fcNk, bZjkuh dkyhu vkSj fdokM+ksa ds ihNs fNih duht+ksa ds
gkFk mls gkFkks&a gkFk fy;s pys x,( vkSj ukStoku 'kkgt+knh ds lkeus Fkk----Bxk
vkSj ea=&eqXkA

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'kkgt+knh us mls rksyk( vius tknw vkSj lEeksgu dks ns[kk vkSj eqLdjk
iM+hA ukStoku gks'k esa vk x;kA gdyk dj cksyk] ghjs csprk gw]a tgkaiukgA
gka] gesa ghjksa dk 'kkSd gS vkSj geus rqEgkjs ghjksa dh rkjhQ lquh gSA
vkSj mldh peM+s dh FkSyh ds pedrs vaxkjs 'kkgt+knh dh xqykch gFksyh
ij ;ksa txexk mBs tSls dey ij vksl dh cwansa lrjaxh fdj.kksa esa f[kyf[kyk
mBsa---- mls ghjksa dk 'kkSd FkkA mls ghjksa dh reht+ FkhA mlds dkuksa esa ghjs
Fks] mlds ds'kksa es ghjs Fkss] dykb;ka ghjksa ls Hkjh Fkha vkSj gksBksa ds e[key esa
txexkrh ghjksa ij vka[k fVdkus dh rko ml ukStoku eas ugha FkhA
dher-----\ loky vk;kA
dher----\
dher ugha yksxs D;k\ 'kkgt+knh ds Loj esa ifjgkl eq[kj gqvkA
ukStoku lglk laHky x;k] D;ksa ugha ywxa k gqtjw \ ;gh rks esjh jksth+ gSA dher
ugha ywaxk rks cw<+h eka vkSj vCck dks D;k f[kykaxkA ysfdu og dgha Hkhrj
vVd x;k FkkA mldh is'kkuh ij ilhuk pqgpqgk vk;kA
dher D;k] crk ns\ fdlh us nqgjk;kA
vkils dSls vtZ d:a fd budh dher D;k gS\ t+:jreUnksa vkSj
ikjf[k;ksa ds fglkc ls gj pht+ dh dher cnyrh jgh gSA vkidks budk 'kkSd
gS] vki T;knk tkurh gSA
fQj Hkh] cnys esa D;k pkgksxs\ 'kkgt+knh us fQj ikj[kh fuxkg ls ghjksa
dks rksykA mldh vkokt+ nch Fkh] yxrs rks dkQh dherh gSaA
gqtwj] tks equkflc le>saA [kqnkjk] eSa lpeqp ugha tkurk fd budh
dher vkils D;k ekax ywa\ vki ,d nhukj nsaxh] eq>s eatwj gSA ukStoku
d`rkFkZ gks vk;kA

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fQj Hkh vkf[kj] viuh esgur dk rks dqN pkgksxs gh u! 'kgt+knh dh

vka[kksa ds ghjs pedus yxs Fks vkSj muesa iz'kalk >we vkbZ FkhA
ghjksa dks lekus j[kdj 'kkgt+knh budh esgur dh dgkuh lquuk ilUn
djsaxh\ bl ckj ukStoku dh ok.kh eas vkRefo'okl Fkk vkSj mlus xnZu mBk
yh FkhA gksaBksa ij eqLdqjkgV jsax vkbZ FkhA
rqe yksx ;s lc ykrs dgka ls gks\
dksgdkQ+ ls!
dksgdkQ+ lqudj rkTtqc ls [kqys 'kkgt+knh ds eqag dh vksj ukStoku us
ns[kk vkSj ckagksa dh eNfy;ksa dks gkFkksa ls VVksyrs gq, cksyk] rks lqfu,] es<+ksa
vkSj cdjksa dk ,d cM+k >q.M ysdj esa igkM+ dh lcls aph pksVh ij tk
igaqpkA ogka mudksa eSaus ft+cg dj Mkyk vkSj muds xks'r dks vius cnu ij
pkjksa rjQ bl rjg ckak fy;k fd eSa [kqn Hkh xks'r dk ,d Hkkjh yksFk yxus
yxkA mlh x+ykt+r vkSj cncw esa eq>s ogka dbZ fnu ckfj'k vkSj kwi lgrs ysVs
jguk iM+kA rc fQj vkakh dh rjg og mdkc vk;k ftldk eq>s bUrt+kj
FkkA pkjksa vksj ,d t+ytys dk vkye cjik gks x;k FkkA mlus >iVdj eq>s
vius iatksa esa nckspk vkSj cPpksa dks f[kykus ds fy, ys pyk ?kksalys dh rjQA
chp vkleku esa yVdrk eSa pyk tk jgk vkf[kj eSaus vius vkidks cgqr gh
olhg [kqyh ?kkVh esa ik;kA ;gh dksgd+kQ FkkA ;gka ,d pksVh ij eknk mdkc
vius cPpksa dks nqyjk jgh FkhA tSls gh eSua s tehu Nqb]Z Nqjh dh enn ls vius
dks QkSju gh ml lM+s xks'r ls vxy dj fy;k] vkSj pqipki ,d pku dh
vkM+ esa gks x;kA pkjksa vksj ns[kk rks esjh vka[ks [kq'kh ls nedus yxhaA og ?kkVh
lpeqp ghjksa dh FkhA fdrus Hk:a vkSj fdrus NksMwa! eSa lc dqN Hkwydj nksuksa
gkFkksa ls gh viuh >ksyh esa Hkjus yxkA ysfdu ;g ns[kdj esjh ij dh lkal
ij vkSj uhps dh uhps jg xbZ fd pkjksa rjQ ml ?kkVh esa Hk;kud vtngs
ygjk jgs Fks & mdkc ds Mj ls ml pksVh ds ikl ugha vkrs Fks] ysfdu tSls

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ml pksVh dh j[kokyh dj jgs gksaA mudh Qqadkjksa ls lkjh ?kkVh xwat jgh FkhA
tyrh yiVksa&lh thHksa ns[k&ns[kdj esjs rks lkjs gks'k Q+uk gks x,A vc dSls
ykSVwa\ vkf[kj eSaus ekSr dh ijokg u djds fQj mlh mdkc ds lkFk okil
vkus dh lksph vkSj fQj mlds iats ls tk fpidkA chp esa idM+ NwV xbZ(
D;ksafd nks fnu yxkrkj yVds mM+rs jgus ls esjs gkFkksa us tokc ns fn;k FkkA
NwVdj tks fxjk rks lhkk leqUnj esa tk iM+kA [kSj] fdlh rjg ,d cgrk gqvk
r[r gkFk yxk vkSj mlh ds lgkjs vkids bl [kwclwjr eqYd esa vk yxkA
ukStoku dh vkokt eSa pqukSrh vkSj vkRefo'okl nksuksa FksA ;g esjh esgur
dh dgkuh gS] 'kkgtknh!
'kkgt+knh us ml tkackt+ ukStoku dks iz'kalk dh fuxkgksa ls ns[kk] vkQ+jh!
lpeqp vkneh rqe fgEer okys gks\ fQj tkus D;k lksprh&lh vueuh
viyd vka[kksa ls mls ns[krh jgh&ns[krh jgh vkSj nwj dgha ghjs dh ?kkfV;ksa
esa [kks xbZA og Hkwy xbZ fd mlds gksaBksa dh og eqLdjkgV vHkh rd
vu&fleVh iM+h gSA ogha dgha nwj ls cksyh] ;ksa pkjksa rjQ ls x+ykt+r esa
fyiVs] iatksa esa fcaks vutkuh [kw[a okj vaksjh ?kkfV;ksa esa mrjrs pys tkus esa dSlk
yxk gksxk rqEgsa\ vkSj fQj tc rqeus Hkksa&lh tyrh vt+ngksa dh vka[ks ns[kh
gksaxhA fQj mls gks'k vk x;kA Lusg ls cksyh] vPNk dher cksy nks vcA
vkSj ns[kks] gesa blh ?kkVh ds ghjs vkSj pkfg,A
vkius bUgsa ij[kk] esjh esgur dks ns[kk] cl vkidh ;g gennZ
eqLdqjkgV gh budh dher Fkh vkSj og eq>s fey xbZA fgEer djds og
cksyk] vkSj ikj[kh dh ;g gennZ eqLdqjkgV eq>s feyrh jgs] eSa fQj x+ykt+r
vkSj xUnxh esa fyiVwxa k] vkSj [kkSQukd xkjksa vkSj ?kkfV;ksa esa mr:axk vkSj fQj
Hk;kud vtxjksa vkSj vt+ngksa ds ekFkksa ls dherh ef.k vkSj ghjs pqu&pqudj
ykaxkA----
vkSj rc viuh ckrphr esa gh rksM+dj efydk 'kgjtkn us lqyrku

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'kgj;kj ls iwNk] blds ckn tkurs gSa lkfgcsdqjku] fd D;k gqvk\ fQj
xgjh lkal ysdj [kqn gh cksyh] esjs vkd+k] blds ckn ckr [kRe gksus ls igys
gh os lkjs ghjs ml ukStoku ds eqga ij vk iM+s Fks vkSj 'kkgt+knh dh [okcxkg
ds fdokM+ QVkd ls bl rjg can gks x, fd ukStoku dk ekFkk ml vkcuwlh
ydM+h ls tk ctk vkSj fdokM+ksa ij uD'k ydM+h ds [kwclwjr Qwy mldh
vka[kksa ds vkxs fQjduh dh rjg ukp mBs] ysfdu ghjksa dh 'kkSdhu 'kkgt+knh
ds gkFkksa ls vkt fdruk dherh ghjk fudy x;k Fkk bls og vkt ugha tku
ikbZ----ghjs mls vkSj Hkh feysaxs---- ysfdu 'kk;n dksgdk+Q+ ds vt+gnks okyh
?kkVh dk ghjk mls u feys---- og khjs ls nnZ ls galk] 'kkgt+knh dks dksbZ
,slk ghjk eatwj ugha gS ftldh dher og v'kfQZ;ksa esa u pqdk ldsA vkSj
mls rc viuh xyrh eglwl gqbZA mlus 'kkgt+knh ls lhks gh ckr djus dh
tqjZr dh Fkh vkSj bls mldh t+cku esa xqLrk[kh dgrs gSaA og Hkwy x;k Fkk
fd muds chp esa ghjk Fkk vkSj 'kkgtknh dks 'kkSd Fkk] ysfdu ml ukStoku
dh jkst+h FkkA 'kkgt+knh dks rks ghjksa ls ljksdkj Fkk( og dgka ls vkrk gS] dkSu
ykrk gS] bu lc fQ+twfy;kr ls mls D;k eryc\ ysfdu og vius&vkils
cksyk] ;gh ghjk rks gS tks eq>s 'kkgt+knh ds egyksa ds Hkhrj mldh [okcxkg
rd ys vk;k gS] ysfdu [kSj] ghjk ikl jgk rks eSa vkSj Hkh aps egyksa esa
tkaxk----exj 'kkgt+knh dh eqLdqjkgV esa tknw gSA
ysfdu tc mlus ?kwedj ns[kk rks yxk fd tkus fdu vutkuh Hkwy&Hkqy;S k
esa og [kM+k gSA vc dksbZ d+uht mls jkLrk ugha fn[kkrh Fkh] vc dksbZ
[oktkljk mlds fy, dkyhu ugha fcNkrk Fkk] vc dksbZ njokt+k mlds fy,
vius vki ugha [kqyrk FkkA xfy;kjksa vkSj ckjgnfj;ksa ds ikl vc dksbZ
eqLdqjkrh vkokt+ mls ugha [khaprh FkhA vkSj mlus ik;k fd tknqbZ xqQk dk
^[kqy tk fle&fle* dk eU= mls fcYdqy ;kn ugha vk jgkA og fgUnh ds
tknwxj ds cuk, ml dkB ds ?kksM+s ij p<+dj cknyksa esa mM+us rks yxk Fkk(
ysfdu uhps mrkjus dh dyk mls ekywe ugha FkhA

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eka lqHknzk] rqe pO;wg dh ckr lqurs&lqurs lks D;ksa xbZ Fkha\
tgkt+ vHkh Hkh esjh jkg ns[k jgk Fkk vkSj cfk;k vHkh vka[ksa
>iVk&>idkdj eq>s cqyk jgh Fkha---- ejksM+s [kkrs gq, >kx mxyrh ygjksa dh
vizfrjks; iqdkj vHkh Hkh ckag idM+dj [khap jgh Fkh vkSj mudh ef.k;ka vc
Hkh dBksj iRFkjksa ij fc[kj&fc[kj tkrh FkhaA gka] lqHknzk rks esjs ,d nksLr dh
iRuh dk uke gS u--- dSyk'k dh iRuh dkA
dSyk'k dh iRuh dk uke ds lkFk gh mldk fdLlk vka[kksa ds vkxs
mHkjdj vkrk gSA
ikap lky esa gh lqHknzk us ik;k fd dSyk'k ds lkFk mldk fuokZg ugha gks
ldrkA viuh ,d iqjkuh Dykl&Qsyks ls mldk I;kj gS] iRuh ds lkFk rks tSls
og dsoy dkZO; fuHkk jgk gSA mlus dSyk'k ds irywu dh tsc ls fudys [kr
ls tku fy;k fd mls ehuk dk uohure [kr feyk gS rks og vieku ls jks
iM+hA cgqr ckj jksbZ Fkh og bl ckr dks ysdj] cgqr ckj mlus flj QksM+s Fks]
ek;ds xbZ Fkh] vkSj cgqr ckj vius cM+s yM+ds iznhi dks kquk FkkA pwYgksa esa
u tkus fdruh ckj ikuh vkSakk;k x;k] u tkus fdruh ckj Fkkfy;ka Qsadh xb
vkSj dSyk'k us lkQ dg fn;k Fkk] vc esjs cl dk ugha gS fd vius cpiu
ds fnuksa ls pys vkrs iUnzg&chl lky ds lEidZ dks rksM+ ywAa ehuk esjs O;fDrRo
vkSj thou dk ,d Hkkx cu xbZ gSA firk dk fn;k gqvk Qt+Z rqe gks] vkSj
ehuk esjk viuk QtZ gSA eq>s dgha rks ftUnk jgus nksA
Bhd gS] rqe ft+Unk jgks] rqEgkjh ehukth ft+Unk jgsaA eSa tk jgh gwa] tc
yM+kbZ vius pje ij igqap xbZ rks lqHknzk HkkHkh us dgkA og lpeqp vkftt+
vk xbZ FkhA dHkh&dHkh dSyk'k dk O;ogkj mlds izfr ,slk gks tkrk fd eq>s
[kqn cqjk yxrkA eSa vc rqEgkjs jkLrs ls gV tkaxhA laHkkyks vius cPpksa
dks-----A
Vy tkrh rks thou esa 'kkfUr vkrh] dSyk'k us dq<+dj tokc fn;kA

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mlus N% eghus ds khj dks dSyk'k dh xksnh esa yk iVdk vkSj cSBdj
kjrh ij uhyk&FkksFkk ihlus yxhA ,slh kefd;ka dSyk'k cgqr ckj ns[k pqdk
Fkk] cSBk ns[krk jgkA vkSVrs nwk esa uhyk&FkksFkk Mkyk x;k] exj og eugwl
vkSj cq>k cSBk ns[krk jgkA lqHknzk Hkhrj pyh xbZ rks mlus lquk;k] rqEgsa
dle gS vius ?kjokyksa dh tks bls ih gh u yks] ;k ykdj eq>s ns nks] eSa ih
tkaxkA ysfdu mlds tkus ds <ax ls lgedj cPps dks [kkV ij Mkydj
tc rd dSyk'k Hkhrj igqaps&igqaps] rc rd fxykl [kkyh gks pqdk Fkk vkSj
lqHknzk iYys ls eqag iksaN jgh FkhA rc dSyk'k >Vds ls tSls lpsr gqvkA
>iVdj mlus lqHknzk dks ckagksa esa Hkj fy;k] lqHknzk] lqHknzk! crkvks] rqeus
lpeqp og nwk ih fy;k\ fQj mlus fxykl ds rys esa fpidk
uhyk&FkksFkk ns[kkA lqHknzk gakQrh gqbZ >we jgh Fkh] og ckS[kyk;k&lk
Hkkxk&Hkkxk esjs ikl vk;k] pyks] pyks! vHkh ,etsZUlh pyuk gSA lqHknzk
us t+gj ih fy;k gSA uhys&FkksFks esa feykdj tkus D;k ih fy;k gS vkSj vc
fgyrh&Mqyrh Hkh ugha gSA dSyk'k ikxy gks x;k Fkk] eSa ogka igqapk rks lqHknzk
ds gksaBksa ds dksuksa ls uhyk&uhyk ikuh tSlk Vid jgk FkkA vka[ksa 'kjkfc;ksa dh
rjg cks> ls cUn FkhaA xksnh esa Hkjdj geus mls rkaxs esa jD[kk] >Vd&>Vddj
txk, j[kus dh dksf'k'k djrs jgsA igys mBk&mBkdj vka[ks [kksyrs jgsA
ysfdu og gks'k esa ugha FkhA iznhi eka ls fpiddj jks iM+kA mQ+] lqHknzk us ;g
D;k dj Mkyk\
,etsUZ lh okMZ esa eqga esa uyh Mky&Mkydj mUgsa dS djkbZ xbZ] lksus u nsus
dh iwjh dksf'k'k dh xbZ vkSj tc fo'okl gks x;k fd lkjk t+gj fudy x;k
rks ukd esa ufy;ka Mkydj vkWDlhtu fn;k tkus yxkA rHkh mUgsa gks'k vk;k]
iydsa mBhaA iznhi rks ikl gh [kM+k FkkA cxy esa iM+s vius cstku gkFk esa mUgksua s
iznhi dk NksVk&lk gkFk eglwl fd;k] mls nck;k] igpkukA rc lglk mUgksus
rM+idj ufy;k fudkydj Qsad nha vkSj t+ksj ls jks iM+h] MkDVj lkgc] eq>s

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cpk yksA esjs cPps cgqr NksV&s NksVs gSAa mUgsa dkSu ns[kxk\ dkSu diM+s iguk,xk]
lqyk,xk dkSu mUgsas\ eq>s esjs cPpksa ds fy, cPkk yks MkDVj lkgcA eSa Hkh[k
ekaxwxh] vkVk ihlwaxh] ysfdu bu cPpksa ds fy, ftaxhA
esjh vka[kksa esa vkalw vk x, Fks!---nwj tgkt+ksa dh f>yfeykrh cfk;ksa esa lqHknzk HkkHkh dk psgjk mHkj vk;k
Fkk] eq>s esjs cPpksa ds fy, cpk yks] MkDVj lkgc! eSa Hkh[k ekaxwxh] eSa vkVk
ihlwaxh vkSj bu cPpksa ds fy, ftaxhA
lqHknzk HkkHkh eka Fkh&og dSyk'k ds fy, t+gj [kkdj ej ldh Fkh( ysfdu
cPPkksa ds fy, ekSr ds paxqy ls NwVdj Hkh vk ldrh FkhaA eSaus rks vius
^cPpksa* dks ukS eghus ugha] ukS&UkkS o"kZ fnekx esa jD[kk gS] u tkus fdruk [kwu
vkSj uhan nsdj ikyk gS vkSj mUgsa NksM+dj ;gka pyk vkrk gwa ejus\ & ;gka
tgka dh gj izfrofu dgrh gS] eq>s esjs cPpksa ds fy, cpk yks] MkDVjA
vkSj eSa >Vds ls mB cSBk] Bhd tSls lqHknzk HkkHkh mBh FkhaA gkFk ds dadM
dks t+ksj ls ?kqekdj ygjksa ij Qsad fn;k vkSj nwj izrh{kk djrs tgkt+ dh vksj
xqjkZrh ygjksa ls cksyk] ugha] nksLr lkxj] vHkh ugha---vHkh ugha] vaksjs dh
xjtrh ygjksa ! HkkbZ tgkt+] fQj dHkh vkukA vkt rks eSa ykSV jgk gwa----A
rc eSaus ns[kk fd ygjksa dh Qqgkj esa esjs diM+s ljkcksj gks x, FksA
fQj eSa ykSV vk;kA cM+&[kkcM iRFkjksa ds <ksdksa ij dne j[krk gqvk--- [kandksa dk ikj djrk gqvk&tSls f'ko ykSV vk, Fks lrh dh yk'k dks dUks
ij ykndjA
og esjh viuh yk'k Fkh----lquk] vkt viuh o"kZxkaB ij eSa ^vkRe&gR;k* djds ykSVk gwaA
W

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jktsUnz ;kno
tUe & 28 vxLrA tUe LFkku&vkxjkA
izdk'ku% miU;kl& lkjk vkdk'k] mtM+s gq, yksx] 'kg vkSj ekr] ,d bap
eqLdku eUuw HkaMkjh ds lkFk vuns[ks&vutkus iy] ea=fo)] dqyVkA
dgkuh laxzg & nsorkvksa dh eqfrZ;k] [ksy&f[kykSus] tgk y{eh dSn gS]
vfHkeU;q dh vkRegR;k] NksVs&NksVs rktegy] fdukjs ls fdukjs rd] VwVuk]
<ksy vkSj vius ikj] ogka rd igqpus dh nkSM+A
leh{kk & dgkuh%Lo:i vkSj laosnuk] miU;kl% Lo:i vkSj laosnukA
dgkuh% vuqHko vkSj vfHkO;fDrA dkaVs dh ckr gal ds laikndh; ys[k pkj
[kaMksa esa izsepan dh fojklr] vusd dgkuh laxzgksa dk laiknuA
O;fDr fp=& vkSjksa ds cgkusA
ps[ko] rqxZuso] VkYlVk;] yekZUrkso] LVhu cSd] vkSj dkew dh dqN
jpukvksa ds vuqoknA
lk{kkRdkj& gdnkj
gal ekfld if=dk vxLr 1986 ls laiknuA