{]mIrX\mb Hcp tXm´°mc≥

C. lcn-Ip-am¿

{]`p tXm´°mct\mSp ]d™p:

Rm≥ \nßsf Fs‚ tXm´°mc\m°nbn´v GXm≠p c≠psIm√ambn. tXm´w
Gev]n®pX∂t∏mƒ AXp shdpsamtc°¿ Xcnip\neambncps∂∂p Rm≥ kΩXn°p∂p.
AXpsIm≠p Xs∂bmWp Rm\Xp \nßsf Gev]n®pX∂Xpw. AhnsS Fs‚ ]pXnb
amfnIbpsS Hu≤XyØn\ptbmPyamb HcpZym\w D≠m°Wsa∂mbncp∂p Rm≥ ]d™Xv.
AXn\v F{X ]Ww thWsa¶nepw sNehnSm≥ Rm≥ Xømdpambncp∂p. \nßtfmSp
In´mhpt∂StØmfw F√mØcw ]qs®SnIfpsSbpw hnØpIƒ s\gv k dnbn¬ \n∂p
hmßnt°mfm≥ Rm≥ ]d™ncp∂nt√? AXp t]mse Bhiyap≈ hfßfpw hmßm≥
Gev]n®ncp∂nt√?
Fs‚ a\ nep≠mbncp∂ tXm´Øn¬ tdmkm∏q°fpw kqcymIm¥nIfpw
{]mIrX\mb Hcp ]mcnPmXhpamWp≈Xv. Fs‚ Hm¿Ω icnbmsW¶n¬ Rm≥ \nßtfmSp ]d™ncp∂Xv
tXm´sØ I≈nIfmbn `mKn®p ssaem©ns®SnIƒsIm≠v Htc DbcØn¬ aXnen´v Hmtcm
tXm´°mc≥ I≈nbnepw HmtcmXcw ]qs®SnIƒ XSßfmbn hf¿Øm\mbncp∂p.
C. lcn-Ip-am¿ C∂se sshIpt∂camWv Rm≥ BZyambn tXm´Øn¬ Cdßn t\m°nbXv. BZysa√mw
1 Fs‚ amfnIbpsS a´p∏mhnencp∂p t\m°nbX√msX tXm´Øn\p≈nte°p IS∂ncp∂n√.
a´p∏mhnencp∂p t\m°ptºmgmIs´, tXm´Øn¬ \ndsb ]®∏pap≠mbncp∂p. Ahsb√mw
]qs®SnIfmbncn°psa∂p Rm≥ \ymbambpw Duln®p. Ah sam´nSphm\pw ]q°phm\pw
Rm≥ ImØncp∂p. ]t£, ]®∏v EXp°fpsS am‰Øn\\pkcn®v \ndw amdn ]gp°pIbpw
IcnbneIfmIpIbpw, agbv°ptijw ]®∏v ho≠pw {]Xy£s∏SpIbpw sNbvXp. ho≠pw
Rm≥ BitbmsS ImØncp∂X√msX Hscm‰ ]qhpw hncn™n√.
Znhkhpw cmhnse DZbØn\papºpXs∂ \n߃ ssIt°m´pambn tXm´ØnseØn
]Wn XpSßp∂Xp Rm≥ ImWmdp≠v. hfw hmßm≥ Rm≥ X∂ ]Ww sIm≠p \n߃
kXyk‘ambn hfw hmßn tXm´Øn¬ CSp∂Xp Rm≥ I≠n´p≠v . AXpt]mse,
hnØpIƒ°mbn Xcp∂ ]WwsIm≠p \n߃ hnØpIƒ hmßn ]mIp∂Xpw Rm≥
ImWp∂p≠v. \n߃ kXyk‘\msW∂p ImWp∂Xn¬ F\n°p kt¥mjwXs∂. ]t£,
F\n°v kt¥mjap≠m°mØ Imcyw tXm´Øns‚ InS∏mWv.
C∂se sshIpt∂cw Fs‚ £abpsS Ahkm\hpw I≠t∏mƒ Rm≥
_m¬°Wnbn¬ \n∂ndßn. ap‰sØ aW¬ Fs‚ ImeSnIƒ thZ\n∏n®psh¶nepw AXp
kmcam°msX Rm≥ \S∂p. ImcWw, Rm≥ A{Xb[nIw A£a\pw D¬°WvTnX\p
ambncp∂p.
tXm´ØnseØnbt∏mƒ I≠sX¥msWt∂m? ]dbp∂Xnt\°mƒt`Zw \nßsf
sIm≠pt]mbn ImWn°emWv. ]t£ C\nbpw AXn\pth≠n aW¬ Nhn´n ImeSnIƒ
thZ\n∏n°m≥ hø. t]mcmØXn\v \n߃°dnbmØsXm∂pa√t√m tXm´Ønep≈Xv!
Rm≥ I≠sX¥msWt∂m? shdpw IfIƒ am{Xw! cm£k∑msct∏mse \nh¿∂p
\nev°p∂ I≈ns®SnIƒ! sXm´m¬ \m‰w ]pds∏Sphn°p∂ A∏s®SnIƒ!
FhnsS Fs‚ tdmkms®SnIƒ? Fs‚ kz]v\ßfnse kqcyIm¥nIƒ? FhnsS Fs‚
k‘yIfn¬ izkn°m\pt±in® ]mcnPmXw? FhnsS Rm≥ Bhiys∏´ tXm´w?
Rm≥ \ncmi\mbncn°p∂p. Rm\n\n GXm\pw h¿jßtf Pohn®ncn°q. AXn\nSbn¬
Fs‚ kz]v \ w bmYm¿∞yam°Wsa∂p≈XpsIm≠v Rm≥ thsdmcp tXm´°mcs\
\nban°m≥ Xo¿®s∏SpØnbncn°bmWv. \n߃°p t]mImw.
a´p∏mhn\paosX Acns®Ønb hc≠ Im‰v GXm\pw IcnbneItf¥n {]Xnat]mse
\n»–\mbn \nev°p∂ tXm´°mcs‚ ASpsØØn. tXm´°mc≥ A\ßnbn√. Abmƒ°v
A\ßm\p≈ i‡n \„s∏´ncp∂p. {]`p tXm´°mct\mSp XpS¿∂p ]d™p.
F\n°p \nßfpsS I„∏mSpIƒ Adnbpw. Cu tPmen \„s∏´m¬ \nßfpsS
sI´nbhfpw aq∂p Ip´nIfpw ]´nWnbmhpsa∂v F\n°dnbmw. ImcWw, Ign™ GXm\pw
amkßfmbn \n߃ tPmensNbvXpsIm≠ncp∂ \mep hoSpIfn¬ \nßfpsS tkh\w
Bhiyans√∂p ]d™v \nßsf ]ncn®phn´Xp Rm\dnbp∂p. AhnsSsb√mw \n߃
]cmPbambncp∂p. Ahsc√mw Ft∂°mƒ apºp \nßfpsS ]cmPbw {Kln®ncp∂p. \nßfpsS
sI´nbhtfbpw Ip´nItfbpw]‰n F\n°\pIºbp≠v . ]t£, Fs‚ Xm¬]cyßsf
\ne\n¿Øns°m≠p \nßsf C\nbpw ChnsS \n¿Øm≥ Ignbn√.
tXm´°mc≥ \n›e\mbn, \n»–\mbn \n∂p. Abmƒ kzbw a\ nem°nbn´n√mØ,
{]mIrX\mb Hcp tXm´°mc\mbncp∂p. tami°mc\mb ]cmPbs∏´ Hcp tXm´°mc≥.
{]`phpw a´p∏mhn¬ \n∂p. C{Xbpw ]dbphm\p≈ A≤zm\w At±lsØ kw_‘n®nS
tØmfw hfsc £oWn∏n°p∂Xmbncp∂p. At±lØns‚ ImepIƒ°p \oßphm\p≈ i‡n
\„s∏´ncp∂p.
AhcpsS Xebv°papIfneqsS kqcys‚ tLmjbm{X IS∂pt]mbn. shbnen¬ {]`p
hmSn. tXm´°mc≥ hmSn. `qanbnep≈ kIe PohPmeßfpw hmSn. ]ns∂ Im‰n¬ hmSnb
A∏s®SnIfpsS K‘w Acn®ph∂t∏mƒ tXm´°mc≥ DW¿∂p. Abmƒ CfIn. Abmƒ
 Xncn™p\S∂p. hmSnb A∏s®SnIfpsS K‘w h∂ncp∂Xv AbmfpsS tXm´Øn¬
\n∂mbncp∂p. Hcp \mbsbt∏mse aWw ]nSn®v Abmƒ \S∂p tXm´ØnseØn.
Abmƒ ]m]`mctØmsS tXm´Ønte°p IS∂p. cmhnse apX¬ \\hn√msX
DWßn°nS°p∂ tXm´w. Fs¥mc{IaamWp Xm≥ ImWn®Xv? Abmƒ hm’yeytØmsS
sNSnIsf t\m°n. £oWn®p hmSnb A∏s®SnIfpsS Ipg™pXqßnb XeIƒ
ssIbnseSpØp. a°sf, C{XthKw hmSnbmtem? AXn\SpØpXs∂ Hcmgv N apºp
kqcyIm¥n∏q hnØp ]mInb XSØn¬ Xg®phfcp∂ BtcymKyap≈ ]p√pIƒ Abmƒ
IuXpI]q¿∆w t\m°n. ]ns∂ I≈ns®SnIƒ. Ah tXm´Øn\IØpw then°cpInepw
AN©ecmbn \nesIm≠p. sh≈an√mbva Ah¿°v Hcp hnjahpw D≠m°p∂n√.
tXm´°mc≥ sXm´nsbSpØv InW‰pIcbnte°p \S∂p. sh≈w ap°n tXm´Øn¬
\\XpSßn. NqSp≈ aÆn¬ sh≈w hoWt∏mƒ amZIamb aWw s]mßn. kmh[m\Øn¬
A∏s®SnIƒ Xebpb¿Øn, Nncn®v, Im‰nemSn hmk\ ]pdØphn´p.
Abmƒ Nncn®p. Abmƒ Np‰pw ad∂p. kzbw ad∂p. tXm´Ønse ImS∑mcmb a°sf
Abmƒ ]pW¿∂p. Ahsc DΩsh®p.
]ns∂ kqcy≥ AkvXan°m≥ Xømdmbt∏mƒ B tXm´°mc≥ ho≠pw ]cnkc
{]mIrX\mb Hcp t_m[ap≈h\mbn Np‰pw t\m°n. amfnIbpsS a´p∏mhn¬ {]`p A\°an√msX \nev°p∂p.
tXm´°mc≥ kqcy{]Imiw ]n∂n¬\n∂p hcp∂Xn\m¬ At±lØns‚ apJw hy‡a√. tXm´°mc≥ sR´n.
Abmƒ Hm¿Ωn®p. AbmfpsS BÀmZw ]d∂p. ZpxJhpwt]dn Abmƒ tXm´Øn∂p ]pdØp
C. lcn-Ip-am¿ IS∂v, amfnIbpsSt\¿°p \S∂p. amfnIbpsS Hu∂Xyw \ng¬hncn® ap‰Øv Abmƒ \n∂p;
2 Xebpb¿Øn t\m°n. {]`phns‚ apJw At∏mgpw kv]„a√. XeIp\n®psIm≠p tXm´°mc≥
]d™p.
{]t`m! AhnSp∂v Fs‚ IpSpw_sØ∏‰n ]d™Xp icnbmWv. Fs‚ sI´nbhfpw
a°fpw Ct∏mƒØs∂ ]IpXn∏´nWnbmWv. AhnSp∂p Xcp∂ iºfhpw In´nbns√¶n¬ Ah¿
apgp∏´nWnbpamIpw. kmcan√. Ah¿ Aßs\ hfcp∂Xn¬ F\n°p hnjaan√. ]t£, Cu
tXm´w hn´pt]mIp∂Xn¬ F\n°p k¶Sap≠v. Aßv F\n°p iºfw X∂ns√¶nepw th≠n√,
Rm≥ Cu tXm´Øn¬ ]Wn sNbvtXms´?
Abmƒ kzbw a\ nem°nbn´n√mØ {]mIrX\mb Hcp tXm´°mc\mbncp∂p.

amXr-`qan BgvN-∏-Xn∏v ˛ am¿®v 1972