RESEARCH INSTITUTE OF VOLYN

WINNIPEG

Ulas Samchuk

Planet of DP's

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Published by Volyn Society

1979

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I LIIIMaJIO crapnx, 6JIH~bKHX aHaHoMHx, a B TOMY i ~. LIacin Ilpara, HK OCb snaaa, 1\IKaBa MaJIlIpKa, CKyJIbTITO~K~ 1 n~erxa Oxcana JIllTypHIICbKa; TIJJaCTonHH, r-po aazrct.xan I nOJIlTllLIHHH ,n:iHq ra 1I0eT MHXaHJIO l3alKaHcbKllH; Ma.~Hp, i 1I0- er i BOHKa i COTHHK MHKo.~a I3HTHHCbKIIH. A poavon, a 'p03MOB .. : Ilpo O.~blKIILIa, npo OJIeHY Teairy, npo KHln, npo PiBHe ... Oxcana ononiaa npo CIliH apeurr 60.~bweBHKa,m B Ilpaal, BOHa aoncisr r.~yxa, r-onopar s npnrayureno, r enep BllKiHqy€ noprper OJIeCH i lKYPHTbClI, iuo KpiM Ta60- POBHX npunials, He Mae nisrxax iHWIlX npH6YTKiB, TO lK TO iH XOTiJIOClI 6 BH,1(aTH we O,1(Hy 36ipKy noeairi. BOHa MaE B)f{e nnnaai I'ycaa" i KHlI)f{a CMaJIb" i xOTiJIa 6 BH,1(aTH KHH)f{xy HOB~~b ,~,MaTe~HHJ<H"l 5IKY BORa rio-raaa me B npa3i j ypanxa a lIKO'j qlITaJIa, 6YBaJIO, MeHi. 'iil XOTi.l0~lI Ha.~I~.caTH nrocs na naip Moe! "Bo.~HHi" - xponixy .n:Y)f{e 1\IKaBOI 11 po,n:HHII, Ii 6aTbKO <jlpaH1\Y3bKoro nOXOJllKeHHlI JI,ITYP i TpbOX 1\iKaBHX 6paTiB, BIIBe3eHIIX i 3HllweHHX COB€TaMH, HK yxpa-

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IHCbKMX uauioaaaicrin, a IX xyrip cnaJilIJIII. AJIe xponixa ue enixa, a enixa He II »caap. BOHa ,~iPIIK Y ncix CBOIX MIICTeursax. ,lJ.o 'roro, ue rparenis. ,lJ.ill BMCOKoro nanpyaceuna.

AJIe ,l\OCMTL. Beprarocs no OljJljJeH6axy, MiH nornr niztXOI(HTb 0 rOI(MHi 12.15. ,lJ.o craanii naa KiJIOMeTpH niunca.

Toro lK ,lI.HlI BeqOpOM - nztova, TIpll6YB 3 AwaljJljJeH- 6ypry. Ilcpezr ainxonosr na cranniro, nte paa Bil(Bi,ll.aB JI5ITYpHHCbKy. Meai ii WKOl(a, XOTiJIOClI 6 qMMCh 1(0nOMOrTM i He 3HalO 'IHM. ,lJ.opiKaJIa Meni aa Mapycro (MOIO nepwy ,lI.PYlKllHY), a 51 He Mir iIi m.or o, 5IK c:IILu, rr05lCHHTH. Lle ,neJIiKaTHa, iHTMMHa cnpasa i He BTaEMHlIqeHHM, II roni 3P03YMiTlI.

A "BJI.OMa", HK "B,UoMa". HeBJIalliTOBaHo, npoxiaaa KiMaara, apxrapox. TIpo mcycs npauro roni H I(YMaTIi.

17 JIHCTorta,ll.a. 3axo,ll.lITh i 3aXOl(lITb JIIOI(H, 6e3KOHeqHi H 6e3KOHeqHi P03MOBH, napcrao 6e3I(iJIJIH, K.1b!3T nenenHOCTi i crpaxy. XBHJIlOlOTh Hac nonii Ta60py n MaHraHMi, COB€TI1 HaMaraJUICb Bnne3TH JIlO,uen canoro, 3qHJIH~'1aCb 6iiixa, 6yJIH paneni i aanm, n6HTi. A.~e "pOl(iHa" 3a3!1aJIa nopa3KY, aixoro He 6yJIO nnaeaeno, conETCbKIIX orpiuepis BIIaecaa caairapn na nourax.

19 ,~lICTOnal(a. ,lJ.OlKlIJIlIClI. )j(HBCMO cepea pyia, CMiTTH, rpioxory, KiMHaTlI nepetiynoayrors I(JISI norperi xanneaspii, HaM nptniner t.crr IX 3aJIHWHTII. AJIe He 3HaEMO KYI(H.

Yqopa 1I MaB y raoopi Bi,ll.qllT i qllMa.mll ycnix. 3HOB TaKlI nireparypa 3 TlIM npHKMeTHHKOM "BeJIHKa", ,lI.OWKY.%na TeMa, nero lKlIBY, II icnoBil(ylO... I HaMaralOCh B UIIX rayxax YMOBax np06HBaTH iH np"3HaHHSI. Eo ue, SlK Ka3aB EaJIb3aK, ra aripos, sxa MOlKe 3p06HTH r e, vro ro He 3MOrJIa 3p06HTH sfipoa HanOJIeOHa.

TIiCJIlI Bil(qHTY, na xuaprnpi Ilerpa i Haranxa Anzrpycenux, aa qaWKOIO xaio, raps-ta i aonra ,lI.IICKYciSl, uio npocrnrHY,1aclI ren aa ninniu. Zlieai OC06H: CMa,%,CTOUbKHH, KocTIOK, Aanpycin. ,lJ.ill.~orll H MOHO.10m: aireparypa, MHCTeU' TBO nsaraai i nl.ra, I'j e~IiHCHuiSl, xyasrypa, Bci MH rOI(HMoch, 1I10 OCHonHa npanana HaWIiX HecnpOMOlKHOCTell y MaWTa- 6ax cniry - name nOJIiTHqHe cranonnine. TIoHeBOJIeHHH napOI( - HillKHH HapOI(. TIoHenOJIeHHSI 3a6HpaE JIlOl(HHi nci aTyTH 6YTH JIIOI(HHOIO. IHTe,~eKT, nOJIlO, ril(HicTb. JIIOI(H!lY npOHMaE napaai-r pa6CTBa, nocrae nauis "BCbO paBHO", sa-

MicTh 06JIHq'lSl - n.~SlMa, aaxicrt, iMeHH - IKc. HiMUi ttaanann ue rpsoua nirepann "OCT".

OTlKe, iuo 'raxe "OCT"?

Casre aan 1.\HM M030JIHMO aauri M03KH.

22 aucrouana. Y'lopa 6y,~0 3HaHe cnHTO MHxaH.~a ...

Toro caxoro, iuo n Vxpaiai "npHW,lI.lKaE na 6iJIOMY KOHi" i npaaocur s nO'laTOK 3HMH. TyT ue iue o.nrra npH'IHHa ,lI.,~1I ypo-mcroro 60rOCJIylKcHHSI. Haw raoip UePKOBHHH HaHBIIuioro '1HHY, TOMY BiH nepCJIa.I\OBaHHH ypO'IHCTHMH 60rocJIYlK6aMII. UCpKBy npanluicao y 6YBWiii l.I\aJIbHi Ka3apMII. Ixonocrac "aJIIOBaJIH .I\BO£ TIeTpiB - XOJIol(nHII i Aaapycis, rreptpexrai MaHCTpi 1.\i£1 WTyKH, OC06JIHBO XOJIO.I\Hllii, .I\JIlI lIKOrO ni3aHTiHCTBO aanroro UCpKOBHoro CTH.~IO - nao n, i ,lI.HXalllllI, '1oro ,1\OKa30M i e Ull casra ratiopona uepxaa. TOlKTO Annpycin, ue cicopure 6aTaJIicT, K03aUTBO-JIII1.\apCTBO, Borys aa 6acbKoMY KOHi, TOMY i Horo CBlITi yrO,1\HIII<1I nara.I\YIOTb cxopure l:iaH.I\y aa raxy y Cyzrrana, ani:« cnm oro Atrronisr 3 naJialOqHM KpiBaBHM cepuesi. EyJIO 6 ,1\06pe, KOJill 6 ui Ta60pOBi iKOHII 36cperJIHCh I(JISI MaH6YTHboro ... Heouinai .I\OKYMeHTH ,1\06H.

Ilepenyxopa rtpaanzm BCCHOWHY - EnHCKon MCTHCJIaB, KiJIbKOX CBlIll\eHHKiB, apxH,l\HSlKOH i xop nizt I(lIpHreHTcTBoM o. IBaHa 3aH1.\1I. Y'lopa 3paHHSI 3HOB raxe lK 60rOCJIYlKeHHlI. I 30BciM necnoninauo, niA 'lac 1.\bOrO, ,l\0 raoopy n'ixano ztaa ,l\lKinH aMepHKaHCbKHX BOSlI<iB, lIKi HWJIII Bi,l\ 6JIbOI<Y ,lI.0 6JIhOKY, 3aXO,l\HJIH .ao ,lI.elIKHX MeWKaHL, n06yBa.~1I y cxnani xapnia. 36eHTelKellllH, 31(IInOBaHHlI. HixTO He naraa, -roro BO' HII WYKaIOTb, ninoro He I<a3aJIII H BOHII. XO,l\HJIH, ,lI.I1BHJIHClI, WYKaJIH ... Ha nonnip'ro 6e3JlIO,l\J(SI, y uepxai cnia xepyaixrCbKOl. TIo ronnni raxor-o JIH1.\e.I\iSlHHlI, BO>rKII BCi.~IICSI .ao CBO' ix ,l\lKiniB i Bi,ll.'ixaJIH. Y raoopi 6araTO P03MOB i aaoranis.

A Be'lOpOM 'ro ro )j( ,l\1l1I, Y BeJIHI<iii saxi, KOHUCPT naa'srri Basapy, Bi,l\QHT BllrO,~OCHB CIIH npe3111(eHTa JIiBI1UbKOrO - MHKo.1a. Cniaas xop OJIeKCaH,l\pa KOJIicHII'IeHKa, BIICTynaJia COJIicTKa Fauna WepeH, nosna 3aJISI ny6JIiKH. Bararo onaecKiB, Ha,l\XHeHHSI, B,l\OBo.~eHHlI.

TOlKTO CbOrOI(Hi no 06i,l\i, MH 3 Tauero HaBi,ll.aJIII Xo.nonHHX. rOBOpHJIII npo AMepHKY, TaHlI nparaaaaa npo KHHry Maprapern MiqeJIh "OpOMHHyJIO 3 BiTPOM", sxy BOHa '1I1Ta·

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JIa IUe n PiBHOMY, npo aMepHKaHCbKY nireparypy aaarani. HaTa.~H XO.~OIl:Ha 1l0eTKa, reriep TpOXH aaraxaa, aze Y ,n:Ba.n:- 1\HTO-TPHIl:1\HTHX poxax - aKTHBHa, 3HaHa cniBp06iTHH1\1I "JIireparypno-Hayxonor o BicTHHKa", OniCJIH "BicTHHKa" .u, .uOH- 1\OBa Y JIbBOBi, lIK TaKOlK xcypnany "MH" Y Bapurani. HaJIe»caaa 1l:0 rpoaa noerec, HK faJIH Masypeaxo, O.1eHa Tenira, Oxcana I'le-renir, 1'061'0 JIHTYPHHcbKa, Il qOJIOniK, npecaanyTHii CHH npecaanyror o 6aTbKa, Flerpo Ilerpoaa-r XO.~OIl:HHH, nOBiJIbHHii, MOB4a3HHH, sa xapaKTepHcTHKOIO nani HaTaJIi, JIillHBHii B MaJIlIpCTBi, aae He JIiHHBHH MHCTe1\b-pH6aJIKa. napa rOIl:HH TaKOI P03MOBH cepe.a HaIlIHX 6YIl:HiB, ue BiTaMiHH ,Il.JIH 3rO.~0Il:HiJIoro nyxa, Haraas HaM ,Il.lIJ<YBaJIa, 06i1\HJIa ,,3aXO)1l:ITH".

Ilr.oro TaKOlK ,n:HH 3YCTpiB CMaJIb-CT01\bKOrO_ - CKalKiTb, naae YJIace, 4H He 6alKaJIH 6 BH rrepeixarn ,Il.0 Illnannapii? - aannran BiH 3ara,Il.KOBHM TOHOM, - 51K CiE MOlKe CTaTHCH? - 31l:HBOBaHe KOHTpnHTaHHlI, - 3Hane, ,. 51 ,Il.YMaIO IUOCb raxe cnp06YBaTH. _. '-Iepe3 '-ICPBOHHH XpeCT, A MOlKe, .. fa? - 51K IUO aiptrre B 4Y1l:0, - nizmoais aa ue 1I.

Illnaauapla? Mic1\e aa 3eMJIi, IUO He 3HaJIO BiiiHH? CKiJIbKH ue pOKiB KOJIH 6YB Y Hac MHp? Haairt, 3a6YJIoclI, lIK raxe BHrJIHll:a€. A IUO 1l:0 MeHe, .. 51 HiKOJIH He lKHB aa MHPY, Haurn, HapO,Il.lKCHHH Y 'lac niHHH. 51 1l0,Il.HKYBaB 1l:06P1l40MY rrporpccopoai aa Horo 1l:06pi nanipn, nin HaJIelKHTb ,Il.0 MOIX zrpyais, MaE 1\eii caHTHMeHT, MOlKJIHBO, Bill: caoro 6aTbKa - xaecraruoro narpispxa P0Il:Y CMaJIb-CT01\bKHX, Crerrana, 3 HKHM "H 3anpH1I3HH.~HCb 6araTO pOKiB TOMY i, He Il:HB.1li'IHCb aa pi3HH1\1O aauroro BiKY, lKH.~H B ,Il.PYlK6i 1l:0 caaoi Horo CMCPTH pOKY 1938-ro, B~lHpaI04H, BiH 3anOBiB MeHi nepcreas 3 reption IX P0Il:Y, IUO 3Ha4HJIO BKJII04eHHlI ii MeHe 1l:0 IX poIl:HHH.

23 JIHCTOnall:a. Y HaIlIoMY (iapaui CO,Il.OMa ii I'ouopa i urxo aa, IUO Y Hac acna ceHCY 1l:0 vninepcan iaanii lIBHIU, a TO 6 MH CTBOPHJIH IUe OIl:HY oi6JIilO. MaEMo necs peKBi3HT. Icxon, ¢apaoHa, '-IepMHO€ Mope, Bpaxys JIHm MoiiceH, lIKHH 6H P03MOBJIHB ai caMHM fOCnOIl:OM Boroxr, 60, 31l:aETbClI, IUO nauri YP04HCTi 60rOCJIYlKeHHH 1l:0 Hr.or o He 1l:0XOll:lITb. MOl Mpil nacara "OCT"-a poaninaror sca i 3HHKaIOTb, "aKO ,Il.HM OT JIHI..J.H orns".

25 ancr onana. Y r aoopi mYMIITb-IlIYMOM .. , Haixaao Be.~LMOlKHoro naHCTBa 30 acix-ycronia ll:iniBCLKoro 1\apCTBa nHIl:IIMO-HeBHIl:HMO, na nOK.~HK .ueplKaBHoro UeHTPY YKpa'iHCLKOI Hapozmoi Pecny6JIiKH, IUO 3HaiiIlIOB corii xicue Y 1\eHTpa.lLHOMY 6JIL01\i 1\bOrO OCeJICHHH, fpOTeCK, a 'HI niCJIaHHH1\TBO? 3aJIelKHO Bi,n: TO,4KH 6a'lCHHlI i TO'lKH orrep rsr. Hailia T04Ka i natne oneprn He paxyer scs 3 YMoBaMH. 3 BHCOTH ii r.~H6HHII icropii, ui TpH JIiTepH YHP, ,Il.e 6 BOHH He 3HaXO,Il.HJIHCb, - rpaHII'IHHH 3HaK naiuoi IlOJIiTII4HOI 1l:0JIi. TYT KiH4aeTbCli PYCE>, TYT nouaaaersca YKpa'iHa. Te, IUO 6y.10 B nicnnx, Y noesii, renep BOHO Y peecrpax nOJIiTH4- HHX MeTpHK nJIHHeTH . .upeBHH, nopocaa MOXOM Pycs, P03- nJIH.~aCb B MocKonii, 3aXJIIIHYJIaCb B Aaii, P034HHHJIaCb B IHrepnanlonaal. H CKaCOBaHO. BOHa BHHIlIJIa 3 nany Bill: Ilerpa Tlepinoro i JIIIIlIe no inepnii, Y ninpooaeaovy BHrJIlI,Il.i, npoiCHYBa.1a ;1.0 IJILI'Ia, IU06 nepeurn B CCCP, p03;1.p06HTHCb na 16 "cYBepcHHHx" pecnyrinix, "Ha BiKII" 3'eAHaHHx '1apaMH rny 3 aaniero, IUO TaKHH rOKyc-nOKYC, 3 HPJIHKOM "caB€TCbKln1:", 3aMHJIliTb CYTb ra 3MiHHTb HaIlHC "TJOpMa napo.aia".

IJJ:e MOlKe AeXTO 3 rioeris, lIK OCb "CaMOTB€plKelmil Maaopoc" M. BOJIOIlIHH, lKHTH iJI103illMH, IUO "C npiCTYIIJI€Hiil i i3CTYllJI€Hii1 BOCTaH€T npaaenaan PYCb", aae 4HM AaJIi B aic, THM 6iJIbIlIe .apon, '-IHM 6iJIbIlIe THX "np€CTynJI€Hiil", TIIM TlIlK4e IX rpixoane KOHTO i ne 6y.~0 cave BOHO, IUO 3MYCHno APCBHiH KHIB, "MaTip roponin PYCbKHX", yp04HCTO il nixonoxao, aa naouti Codiii, npOrOJIOCIITH Vxpaiaci.xy HaponHY Pecny6JIiKY i THM caMHM pllTYBaTH necrt, Pyci.

YHP 3 KH€Ba BHrHaHO ... AJIe nina niei orrepauii ITOpyIlIHJIa 6aJIlIHC HOpMH. IJJ:e sa peBOJII01\il .~106HJIH cninarn: "neTJIlOpa B Bepnaucai, Ileraropa B JIeTH'IeBi ... Ileraropa n ITaJIi'j i TaK, i TaK AaJI€€", .. YHP CTa,1a tPaHTOMOM. BOHa y cairi, BOHa B arnocrpepi, BOHa B AYM1\i, BOHa B nm6HHi H04i. OCb nace CKOPO TpH ;l.eClITHJIiTTH anrtixaxrn, 'ii posrte- 4eHHM 3aJIi30M 3 lKHnoro TiJIa 3eM.~i H HapOAY, 3anOBHHIOTL nero lIMH BiHHH1\b, JIbOAOnlli CH6ipy, a BOHa €. IJJ:OCb 3 MiJIbilOH 11 iCnOBill:HHKiB 3HOBY BHiiIlIJIO Y cnir, a OCb TyT Y 1\bOMy raoopi 11 tP0KYc. Caaocriana, cynepeaaa, coriopaa,

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CbOrOI\Hi Y anx napazra. 3 MaHraHMY rrpll6yJIll BOJIoI\HMHp AOJIeHKO, BaCHJIb Ay6pOBC['KllH, [BaH Kpnnon. Lle xapxiaui. KOCTb TIaHbKiBCbKllii, Bacaas MYI\PHii, POMaH CMaJIbCTOl.\blmii - JI['BOB5IHll. IOJIi5lH Penait Y)l{rOpOl\el.\b. KiJIbKa l\eC5ITKiB 1M rrol\i6HHX... KllIB, JIYl.\bK, l.JepHiBl.\i. AHl\piH JIinHl.\bKllH - rtpeaaaear. 3aJIllllIKll YHAA, OYH, CBY, IX aaBI\~HH5I CTBOPHTH "l\eplKaBHllH nearp", cninsay naarrpopMy I\l5!HH5I.

3aBl\aHH5I TaHTaJIa. IOHa yrcpaiact.xa I10JIiTllKa, ue He JIllure MOCKBa, Bapurana, Ilpara, 5YKapeWT, nc TaKOlK Ko'!y6eii, MaXHO, OCKi.~KO. XTOCb MaB cxasarn, uio HaM l\aHO 6araTo H?eTiB, re~oiB, MYl.,[eHlIJdB, ane He .1I.aHO noairnrda, xynuin, I1Jl\rrpIlEMl.\IB, a TllM CaMlIM, 6JIllCKY'Ia izrca nil\HOBH Tpaayria Pyci Kneaa B rep6i YKpalHll, JIlllIlaETbC5I y nnpi narc'rusnoro BiplIlYBaHH5I H uraaeuoi zmcxycif, 5IKi aerxo nepexo.asr s y BHp aaapxii. Curyanisr, 5IKy He aer-te 360pOTH, niac CHJIY MOCKBll.

MilK iHlIlllMll rOCT5IMll nauroro raoopy, 6a'lY craporo, a qaciB Kaeaa, aHaHoMoro MHCTl.\5I-MaJI5Ipa BacH.~5I BaCllJIbOBWIa Kpnsenct.xor-o, TaKO)l{ 3 MaHraiiMY, 5IKHH, al\aETbCSI, Man 6H 6a)l{aHH5I npnvlcrarncs l\eCb TyT 6iJI5I Hac. AJIe TyT aci KyTllKll aaiiHSlTi. [ HeMa paan.

Be'lOpOM KOHl.\epT xopy KOJIicHH'IeHKa a HarOI\H 3'131\Y nOJIiTHKiB, BllKoHYBaJIllCb anani peni ("faHl\a5l" i T.I\.), aae naxoayuaancs 1\06pe. Bararo nirnue, HilK aapazra I10JIiTHKiB. 5yJIH npncyrui TaKO)l{ JIIOI\H 3 YHPPA.

27 aacronazta. Ille OI\Ha napana. Ha nOMelIlKaHHIO €rrllCxona. Ky.%TYPHO-OCBiTHbO"i cexuii rariopy, [ MeHi TaKH BTllCHyJIH 11 rO.10BCTBO. He I10MOrJIH MOl JIeMellTH. l.JllMaJIO I1pHCYTHix, urapoxa nporpaxa ... Miii 6il\IIHii "OCT".

3arocTHB 1\0 Hac aaur crapaa piBeHC['Kllii zrpyr, l\iJIOnHii, aKTllBHllH KOJIllCb roaona .TIpocalra'' B PiBHOMY i TpOXH I111C['MCHHHK, Heorpir KIl6aJIIOK, rcnep MelIlKaHel.\b raoopy Asrcoypr. BiH TaKOlK He MaB 611 aixoro npOTII - nepeixara CIOI\H 1\0 Hac. Te caae, IUO ii 3 KplI'lenC['KIlM. Baoaxre. 3aHH5ITO. 3peWTOIO, y T360pi Aarcoypr TaKOlK He naiir-ipure. TaM aoccperoxeao riararo JIlOl\eH xyasrypn, noairmca, rpoMal\CbKOI l\ill.%HOCTH.

Brrepnie, 110 6araTbox poxax, MaB HarOI\Y neperannyra KiJIbKa HalIlHX aaoxcencsxnx raser. "CB060I\a" a Hro AlKepai, "HOBIIH llIJI5IX" a Binninery, "P06iTHIIK" 3 TopOHTa. YKpaurcsrca, nepenaxcao aaporiir-rana, exrirpauin see me »oraa, aae Bil\'IYBaETbCll, uio I\IlXae BOHa a OCTaHHix CBOIX yxpaiaCbKHX JIereHiB. BllMaraETbC5I rrOCllJIeHH5I i, anaersca, BOHO CKOPO npnane, Yci ui nanri "l.\eHTplI" CJ<epOBaHi y Ti rrpoCTOpH.

"CB060)l.a" i "HOBHH llIJIflX", crapi Moi anailowi, nicraBaB IX B Ilpasi 1I0CTiI\HO, TaM I\pYKyaaBC5I... "CB060I\a" nepezpyxyaaaa I\Bi '1aCTIIHH MOe! "BOJIllHi" i niay "MapilO", "HOBllii WJI5IX", '1ylO, nanm, 6e3 Moro 1\03BOJIY, nepeaaaan "fOpll rOBOp5lTb". JIHCTYBaBC5I a penaxroposr MllllIyrolO. Hac TaM nav'nraror s, p06JISlTb CTapaHHSI HaM rrowor'rn. l.Jepea Illaaauapiio, niCJIaB 1\0 "CB0601\1I" JIIICTa ... l.J1I He 3MOlKyTb BOHII i MeHi iuocs nopanaru.

I nee raxa ... YBara, yaara' YnOp5lI\KYBaB, XO'l TIIM'Iacoae, nauie rrpaaiuteans, anamuon Micl.\e H ,l\JI5I "OptH". AJIe JIHXO - TaH5I xnopie, y He! aapns y nyci, repuarr, 60JIi, KJIllKaJlll JIiKap5l ...

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Mu B UUX Ta60pax anonaaincu HiHKUfi, 3 I1bOrO npaanJIa, BuIMOK. Bapsaai s-nin miry HKBLI. He,n:06HTKU B nesrpariHuX onarax, neraitno na pyinax aaraaana, CTalOTb THTaHaMu i nporonouryro'rs MYP. XTO BOHU, nio BOHU, 3Bi,n:KU BOHU? 3afiBi nUTaHHH. BOHu E, BOHu XO'lYTb fi BOHu MOlKyTb. A TOMy "BeJIU'Ka alreparypa". 1 aeaa He MOlKY. MaJIi cnpoxoacHOCTi nepeCTaBUTU na BeJIuKi cnpOMOlKHOCTi, He "Hi,n: KUEaa no JIy6eHb", a ain KUEBa no HIO YlOPKY i cyMMa CYMMapyM, nacrs MUCTeUbKufi YKpaiHCbKufi Pyx BeJIuKOrO, nrexcnipiaacsxoro, rerescsxoro noxarxy. 1U06 urocs 3p06uTU, Tpe6a Hanepe,n: Horo YHBuTU.

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BeJIUKa, CKJIa1(Ha, He rariopoaoro nmy, npaus, ii aBTOp MyciB npauioaara y BHri,n:HOMY xariineri, 06JIOlKeHUfi MaTepiHJIaMU na TJIi 6araTol 6i6JIioTeKu 3 BeJIuKOIO KiJIbKiCTIO noope onnaseaoro 'lacy. AJIe, pardon. B TaKuX YMOBax He lKUBYTb THTaHu. B TaKHX YMOBax lKUBYTb uecai, uioneaai,

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6Y,lleHHi KpHTHKH, aireparypoanaaui, nporpecopa OKCcjJOP,llY, KOJIYM6il. Ha pyiaax <l>lOpTy, Y M3JIeHbKiii xixnaromri, HKY rpeoa ,lli.~HTH ai CTapeHhKOIO srarip'ro, ai CTO.~HKOM aa HKOMY, KpiM rrHCaJIbHOI MalllHHKH, MicTHTbCH TaKOlK eJIeKrpn-ma rrJIHTKa, npaurorors TiJIbKH MiTHqHi JIIO.l(o-riraIlTH, HKHX BH 3Haii,lleTe xi6a B I'osrepa ra Bcprixia. BH lK 3HaETe, mo na MicTO <l>lOpT B Basapii, He rax ztaanc, 3-3a OKeaHcsxoi AMepHKH, Ha,llJIeTiJIo KiJIbKa COTeHb "JIiTalOqHX rpopreus" i B MHr OKa 06epHYJIH iioro B PyiHH Tpoi. IloronirsClI, iuo ue He naura saranxa, a MiTOJIoriH EBPOHH 20-ro CTOJIiTTH i BI! 3P03YMiETe, qOMY 60rn BllMaralOTb aia Hac JIiTeparypn BeJII!Koro CTHJIIO ... I nor onnrecr, 3 aBTopOM "CTHJIiB YKpaiHCbKOI aircparypa", uio "MH CBi,llKH i ysacnmor nonartcy HOBoi XBI!JIi aauroro airepa'rypaoro npouecy, - uio ee ae no BI!TBOpeHHH CBOEpi,llHOrO, rJIH60KO YKpaiHCbKOro JIiTepaTYPHorO CTHJIIO. 4H MH 6Y,lleMO ii cainxaxa iioro nepnraa, iioro rpefiena, iioro caironoro TpilOMcjJy, - a ue 6 Y,ll e C BiT 0 B H ii T P i 10 M cjJ - He Bi)WMO. AJIe MH rroBHHHi ncix CBOIX 3YCHJIb ,llOKJIaCTI!, ll\06 ueii npouec ninro He 3aTpHMYBaJIO, uioo MH iiOMY CrrpI!HJIII, aa asoro npanroBaJIH, iiOMY rrpHCBHTHJIII see CBOE JIiTepaTYPHe lKHTTlI".

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KHil: .n:aE .n:OIlOBi.1\b "np06JIeMH yxpaincsxoro peaJIi3MY XX-ro CTopi'FHI". 1 ,ll.aJIi 06rOBopeHH!I npocxyxanoro.

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3a xeproro - CJIOBO aa MHOIO. BHCJIOBJIIOIO ropzucr s, uio B TaKHX 06CTaBHHax P06HMO niao. TOH i HaCTaBJIeHHll B nOWYKax n03HTHBHoro .n:oMiHYE B Hawii1: zmcxycil. nHTaHlIll CIO)!{eTy i CTHJIIO He E nparracaai. KO)!{HHi1: MHCTerrb BH6Hpae cBii1:, BJIaCTHBHi1: .n:JIll m-ore CIO)!{eT i CTHJIb, ane Ba)!{JIHBO, !l\06 aaura aireparypa 6yJIa rJIH60KO-MHCTeL\bKOIO i i.n:eil:HO-WHPOKOIO 3MicTOM. BalKJIHBO, !l\06 naura aireparypa 6paJIa ynacr s y P03B'1l3rri np06JIeMH CBiTY i crrptrsanaaaca no n06Y,ll.OBH cycniar.craa xpaumx, WJIllXOTlIiwHX BHllBiB ,ll.OMa. Hawa aireparypa 6araTO 3p06HJIa .n:JIl! Bi,ll.po.n:lKeHHll caoro napony, ane nepcn aero nre 6araTO .n:e'loro, nio IL\e rperia 6y.n:e 3p06HTH. Ha rrbOMY a'isni Hail:KpaIL\HM BHllBOM HaWHX naxipls € urapicrs. MH pisni sa <jlOPMOIO, ane O.1\HaKOBi B navlpax. TaK. MH He esdrpaara, a aapozt B noxon].

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we O.n:HH JIiTepaTYPHHfi Beqip, na ueH paa ncpcaaaoro namol MOJIO)l.i. AH.n:pifi I'apaceann, MHKoJIa Crenaacnxo, MHxaHJIo CHTHHK, Faana 4epiHb... JIHwe B .n:pyrifi rrOJIOBHHi uiaa cuena HaJIelKHTb 10. Kocaxeni. ApTHCTKa Ipena Jlanpincsxa 3aqHTaJIa cepuo fioro aipuris, a BiH caM noaaa ypHBKH 3 fioro .n:paMH rrpo 130PTHllHCbKoro.

3aJIlI 3HOB nutep'rs BHnOBHeHa. OnJIeCKH 6ywyBaJIH, aacrpia nepeanaaer sca xepea BiHUlI. Ha 3aKiHqeHHlI, xepiaHHK KYJIbTYPHO-OCBiTHboro BiMiJIY T360py, iaaceaep KpacHOHic, BHCJIOBHB nonsxy 3'13.l\OBi, uc 6yJIO .n:JIlI Ta60py BeJIHKC CBlITO, a .n:JIlI nauroi KyJIbTypH iCTOpHqHa nozds. MoiM 3aB.n:aHlIlIM, lIK HOBOBH6paHOMY rOJIoBi, 6yJIO .n:aTH na ue aianoniae, MH .n:llKY€MO ynpani Ta60py, Horo rpouanaacray aa rocrnnaicrs, aa BHIIB aposyxiaax, aa .n:pYlK6y i umplcrs. l.l,e .noxasye, uro MH lie caxi, uio MH pa30M, ino MH CBi.n:OMi caoro aannanna i caoei icropn-moi Micii B xaci i npocropi.

I we o.n:lIa HOTa 6elle: aa nece 'lac usoro 6YPXJIHBoro s'Isny, lie MellW 6YPXJIHBO npaUlOBaJIH raooposi cjloTorpacjlH, axi lie OMHlIyJIH aionaoro naxcaaaiuroro MOMeHTY uiei nonii. Ix iMeHa qOMyCb y narn iii nax'ari He 36eperJIHClI, ane IX .n:iJIO He JIHWellb 36eperJIOClI renep, aae if 3aJIHWHTbClI rraM'lITKOlO .n:JIlI Mafi6YTHboro.

26 rpynna. OTlKe p03'ilK.n:lKaJIHClI MypiBUi B nOHe.n:iJIOK 24-ro. MH 3 KOCTlOKOM BepTaJIHClI .n:o aamoro OcjlcjleH6axy, axe He cavi. 3 HaMH ixazu: Barpaaaa, Illaan, I'apaccaan ... MH 3afiMaJIH B nOT1l3i uine xyne, 6araTo P03MOB, KOMeHTapis, .n:06poro nacrporo. Y raoopi 6araTo HOBHX 3YCTpiqiB i HOBHX cnpaa.

Hacrynnoro .n:HlI, npH6YJIH .n:o nac Wepex, Ilerpon i Kocas si csoeio .n:pylKHHOlO Map'aaoro. Bi.n:6yJIoclI rtepure aaci.n:aHHlI ynpaBH, naKH i naKH rOBopeHHlI i WOHHO B cepe)l.y nauri KOJIerH Bi.n:'!XaJIH.

Ilcrperiyro cnOKOIO i He 3HalO, .n:e Horo B311TH. Ha MeHe qeKa€ "OCT", a TyT pyx, cnpana, aacinanas, 4H MOlKHa 6yTH 3 usoro B.n:OBOJIeHHM? Binnoains - Hi! OC06JIHBO 3 MOro rOJIOBCTBa B MYP-i. He TaK CTaJIOClI, lIK ranaaocs. Ilicaa MO€! 6YPXJIHBOi Orticcef B YKpalHi, nicas poanapyaaas i nopa30K ... Bi)l.iHTH 6 TpOXH B6iK, 3HaHTH 6 cnOKiHHiwe Micne i B3>1THClI aa CBOE .n:iJIo. 3a MHOIO 6araTo nepexorroro,

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6araTO ztocaizty, aae 3aMaJIO TBOP'lOI anpasn. KOllme MHCTe1\TBO BHMara€ anpasn, a MO€ OC06JIHBO. nYMKa i CJIOBO ue MaTepiliJI - rJIHHa, KaMiHb, 6apBa, 3BYK. Ue CHHTe3a 3ac06iB. A no roro, ue TPbOXBllMipHHl''r npocrip - umpo-ra, nncora, rJIH6llHa ... nYlKe y5IBHOro, CJIHBe HeBJIOBllMOro cency. Lla Maca KOMlIOlleHTiB BllMara€ BnpaBHOI PYKH i CJIYXnsnoro, uraanxor o, rocrporo YlIBJIeHH5I, nro BHp06JIlI€TbCli urrpaamo, ,n:JIH My3HKH - naasuin, ,n:JIH rrHCbMeHHHKa _ CJIOBa.

3a oCTaHHi POKH 1I 6ys 1\i€1 MOlKJIHBOCTi anpasn no- 36aBJIeHHH. POKH BiHHH, MaH,n:piB, peaaxropcrna He MOrJIH 1\bOMY cnpaarn, a rerrep OCb BHrJIlI,n:a€, ino 1\eH CTaH Ma€ nponoaacyaarncs. Heua CYMHiBY. iuo ue He BHH,n:e aa ztotipo ,n:JIH MOIX TBOP'1HX npoexris.

I Tpe6a CKa3aTH: B opraHi3a1\iHHO-6IOpoKpaTH'miH po- 60Ti 1I 6e3,n:apHicTb. He 06,n:apoBaHllH penpcaenrauiaaaxa rrpHKMeTaMH, 3arrOBiJIbHHH Y BHlIBi piuiens, 3aCOpOMJIllBHH Y BHlIBi BOJIi. MeHi He JIerKO 6y,n:e 3BeCTH zto rapwoaii CKJIa.uHHKH, uio 1\10 opraaiaauiso npeztcrasaaxrrs. A .ao r cro ... MeHi 3.ua€TbC5I ... B Ha1\ioHaJIbHHX acnexrax ... 51 iHWHH. 3a CTHJIeM, ,n:YMKOIO, noacninxoro. Cxpias '1YIOCH ocavirneHHM, ,n:o nennoi MipH, Bi,n:oKpeMJIeHHM ... 3 '-IeMHOCTH rrpa- 3HaIlHM, 3 norperin waHOBaIlHM.

Bin-iynaro, iuo H B 1\bOMY KOH1\epTi 51 ,n:llCOllaIlC. IlponoBi,n:YIO'-IH Ha1\ioHaJIbHHH CTllJIb B llaWOMY rrHCbMeIlCTBi, Wepex narparnrn, B Melli na nccnoniaaaxy. Hanionaar.naa CTHJIb? A6cTpaKTHBHoro. .. YYTTEBoro... POMaHTH'-IHO-i,n:eaJIicTH'Iaoro. B ,n:YMaHHIO H ,n:ii. JJ:JIli Melle ne JIIIW O,n:IIH 6iK Menaai, JJ:PyrHi\ ne - peaxisv, KOHKpeTHicTb, JIoriKa. JlI06JIlI'-Ill no BTOMH Cep1\H Koriaaps- Tapaca, H 6 ae ainaaxomca Ka33TH "ceJIO, ne cepue aiznrouaae" i ,n:JIli rrpoTHCTaBJIeHHH ,,1\epKBH ra naaara, ra nann nyaari", T06TO MicTO. UHBiJIiaauis ,n:JIli MeHe €,n:HicTb, CYMa 3,n:06yTKiB, CHHTe3a HaCTaBJIeHb, He cynocrasaeaj, i He rrpoTHCTaBJIeHh. 3 m-ore npnPO,n:HhO BHTBOPIO€TbCli i C3M CTHJIb BliliBY aauror-o uionennoro i\ 6y,n:eHHoro, a TaKOlK TBOp'lOrO ra 6y,n:YIO'-Ioro.

fOBOPH'-I1i rrpo I'oroxa Y CB01i\ nonoaial npo CTHJIi naWOI JIiTepaTYPII, Wepex JIHWeHb nOCHJIHB MOl MipKYBaHllli. BiH BBalKa€ Horo, lIK naipeur, vxpaincsxoro CTllJIlO B JIiTe-

parypi, I BiH ae rrOMHJIlI€TbCli. fOrOJIb E BHpa3HIIKoM nizr'-IYTTH, ,n:YMaHHlI, anaay yxpalnct.xoi MellTaJIbHOCTH Y 'i'i npapo,n:HiH, paconia nozrorii. JlipHKa, exrouii, Ha,n:MipHicTb Y BIICJIOBi. Caae TOMY i He P03YMilOTh i\oro Y npocropax peaaicTII'-IHOro. Ha aaxo ni EBpOIlH. Haairs O,n:HH POcillHHH, i nasirs noer, B3JIepii\ 5PIOCOB, BHKPHKY€: "KaKoH lKe eTO, nH€Ilp. ETO <jJaHTaCTi'leCKali pexa <jJaHTaCTi'-leCKoi\ 3€MJIi". MOBa rrpo Bi,n:OMHi\ OIlIiC nHirrpa Y rOrOJIH.

He JIHWeHh pixa, nane 5pIOCOB. I JIIOJ\H , .. I IX urrana, i xpyropori BOJIH. I IX <jJiJIoco<jJili. Lle nicns. Taxi Mil e.

Yepe3 HKyCb rrOMIiJIKY, xaa 6y,n:e paCII, HK CKa3a1l0, Moe Bi,n:'-IYTTli lIBHW p03~IIIHa€TbCH 3 Bi,n:'-IYTTliM MOIX COnJIeMeHHIiKiB B JIiTepaTYpi. Wepex i ue BpaXYBaB. fOBOP5l'-l1l, Y CBO€MY zroxaani, rrpo MeHe, BiH BHHKJIlIBO sasaauae: "MawTa6- aicrt, i rJIH6HHHicTb OXOnJIeHHH ,n:iHCHOCTH BIIBO,n:IITb ui TBOpa nosa paMKll JIiTepaTypHoro npouecy csor-ozmlnnrsor o ,1lIlH".,. I rrOliCHIO€: "TaK CTOHJIlI noaa JIiTepaTYPHHM rrpol(eCOM 60-70 pOKiB MHHyJIoro CTOJIiTTH B POciHCbKiH JIiTeparypi raopn JleBa TOJICTOro" ... Inaxure KalKY'-IH, ue He ,,<jJaHTaCTH'IHa pixa <jJaHTaCTH'IHOi 3eMJIi". Ile npoaa. To lK TO "JIiTepaTYPHlIH npouec csoronaiumsoro ,n:H5I" - nocais, Mozce nacaaa np0301O. YKpalHCbKlIH Ha1\ioHa,~bHHH CTHJIb, MH B ,n:HcollaHci. He JIHWeHh 3 WepeXO~1, axe 3 1\iJIHM MYP-oM. I HKpa3 Y CTHJIHX.

AJIe lIK noscnarn 1\iJIe re nacrirpnnae MOE rOJIOBCTBO? Ue TaKTIIKa .. , Basrora ... TIOJIiTHKa ... Moi KOJIerll He MalOTI, Ha ysaai MeHe, lIK MeHe, Ix MeTa inura. Ix aaxonaenIH! no imuiil aiaii, Ilparanyro, lIK KOCTe1\bKii\ i Bapxa HaKIIHyJIIiCb na KHlIlKe'-lKY nlKOHca, HKY BOHII notia-uon: Y nisp036HTiH KHllrapHi BaHM3py. nlKOC, TOPTOH BaJIJ\ep, feMiHryea, JIiTepaTYPHIli\ npouec csoroznt. I npnsnaiocr.: npxexHO raxe 6a'-lIiTH. BipMOBIITIiCb nin raxor o KapHaBaJIY noeaii 6YJIO 6 3JIO'-lHHOM, a aseprarn ynary na raxe, XTO 3 Hac xpawe ue P03YMi€, 6yJIO 6 HHlK'-Ie rinnocrn rrllChMeHlIliKa. Xail mliBe MYF!

30 rpynns. Henovirno, MHrueM, Hi611 reaerparpai CTOBna, nepe.a BiKHOM nor arv, MIiHalOTb PHi i OCb BlKe ,n:pyrllH 3 HIIX ypovncro npononzcy aa MaWHHKOIO i 3aB3S!TO BIiCTyxyro "OCT"-a, ne B3S!TII '-lacy i aacrporo > Ta6ip ue 3aJIi3HII'-I-

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na synanxa, npaiaczoxaro n, Bi,n:'ilK,n:JKaIOTI" MiHl!IOTI,CH 06JIll'1- 'HI. I cnepesaiorsca aa xpaiue Micl.\e B nO'leKaJII,Hi, aa npaBO BOJIo,n:apCTBa, 3aBiAYBaHHH crrpasoro KOHcepB. YnpaBa enncxona HaTpalIJIHE Ha ace 6iJII,lllY i 6iJII,lllY OU03HldlO, aaaplnas LUOCI" HK )!(OBTHeBa, peBOJIIOU;iH.

,[{O Hac aaxonars i saxonarr, ... 3HaHo:>.!i i aeanailoxti. ,[{JIH Bi,n:nO'lHHKY 6aBJIIOCH 3 MaJIeHI,KllM TO,n:I,OM. '[{y)!(e MllJIe AllTl!.

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aaepmna U;IO rpiany ,n:ilO. Icropis napoztia enox HaneBHO saaece Horo .no cnoix aHaJIiB 'lepBOHHMH airepaxa na BH,n:HOMy sricnl, a TOMY H MH, LUO ne rrepeacaan, noanaueni nexarTIO nyxa nr.oro xnoporo npexteni i aaamuauocs y cnacxax CBi,n:KiB ,n:.ITH HaLUa,n:KiB, LUO npHH,'(yTb no Hac. TiJIbKll 6iJIbmicrs 3 Hac, aimd cnizrxa, a JIHlll )!(epTBH, LUO norpamom no I.\I,OrO, HK re ancrs ocenn, aipsane airpasra i saaecene, Ky,n:ll 1M JIlllll 3aMaHYJIOcli.

TOlK TO Ti, LUO ne YCBi,'(OMJIIOIOTb, MalOTI, npaso Ha sln- 3Ha'leHHH OC06JIHBHM opztenox ,,3a BHTpHBaJIicTI,", a no csrepr i, 6YTll nnncaanxa ,n:o OC06JIHBliX rpaMOTOK y aixax rpa,n:YLUliX.

Ilonirpa, lIKllM ui JIIO,n:ll ,n:llXaJIll, 6yJIO nacauexe 030HOM BllHlITKOBOI eKCnJII,03i"i B KOC:>.!Oei 6yTTli i MO)!(Ha cnozdaaraCH, LUO Bi,n: niei ,n:aTli Bi3I,Me nO'laTOK HOB a enoxa ,n:iHHHH ¢i311KH H nyxa BceCBiTHix aacaria, JIIO,n:lllla 3MiHllJIaCl! He JIllureas rtcnxoaoriuao, aae il TiJIeCHO. 13 3eMHoi, BOHa CTaJIa 3eMHo·noBiTpliHOIO ia cnpaaoaanuav ao KOCMi'lllOCTli.

AJIe TliM 'laCOM, aauri Ta60pHHll, 36HpalOTI,CH CBHTKyBaTll rpananiiiay yxpaiacr.xy KyTIO i CBHTO naponaceaas Tore, LUO aanosarxyaaa XPliCTHHHCbKY epy. Xosa BOHO lie aerxo yHBllTli ne CBl!TO - CBlITOM. Harrpmcran, MH 3 Taneio, LUO )!(HBeMO aa CMiTHllKY, HiHK He MOlKeMO BJ\aBaTli CBHTKYIO'lllX, a TO My Mll caai si C0601O, 6e3 xyri H xaaa-rin, Cll,n:llMO B KYTllKy namci nocreai i neperannaevo ¢OTorparpii aauroro nepeaorroro. I I.\bOrO lIaM ,n:OCllTI,.

P03YMiETI,Cl!, B rariopi 6y,n:e sceuouma, ypoxacre, y 6JIHCKy'lHX pnaax, 60rocJIy)!(elllll!, ane cYMHiBalOcI" 'Ill sci 6y,n:yTI, YPO'lHCTO nO'lYBaTHcH. I He ,n:YMalO, LUO no XPllCTllHHCbKll. Cave Tenep rariip noni.reno rJI1l60KOlO MelKelO aopoaore-ri aa cnpasn ,n:aJIeKO He TOTOlKHi 3 i,n:eaJIaMli "JII0611 6.ITlllKHbOro", a60 "npocTli nponana nauii, l!KO i Mll npoutaexo nnnyBaTI.\HM naurau". 3a6y,n:bMo 6JIH)!(lIix, 3a6y,n:bMo npoLUaHHSI. Ha cxaazti OH avepnxancsxi KOHcepBH H uarapxn i iCTHHa B TOMy, XTO MaE U;llM ainarn .

P03YMiETbCH, LUO JIIO,n:HHY COTBopeHO "no otipasy i no,n:06ilO 130)!(OMY", ,n:YlKe cnOKYCJIHBO snaraca y ¢iJIOCO¢CI,Ki MipKYBaHHlI na 1.\10 TeMY, aa TJIi raxax croxermx aacrpoin 'lacy, KOJIli rOJIOBHllM 3aB,n:aHHHM JIIO,n:llllH € 60pOTb6a sa Ii

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4 cinna. OCb nace 'leTBepTliH ,n:eHb aosoro, "MHpHoro" pOKy, a l! ace lie 3HailAY 'lacy Bi,n:MiTliTH ne y MOEMY lIOTaTaaxy, Ham HOBHH pix nO'laBCH crapasnr KJIOHOTaMli. Hac 3 KOCTIOKaMH anceaeno 3 aauroro napunmoro npnxiureaas AO LUe napumaimoro, aauii Ki:>.!HaTli aaopaso ui,n: KaHl.\eJI:Jpiio raoopy. Panyncs i BeCeJIHCl!! ,[{epeB'HHHH 6apa'lOK, naJIeBi crimea, ,n:eCHTb pozrna. Cnztaur i xyeur sees 6apaJ('

3 I.\bOro npnaozty, 1I sanosis BHiHY Ta60poBoMY nauaasCTBy, HaHHcaB zroaroro i ninnoainno p03na'lJIHBOrO JIliCTa ,n:o ernrcxona, acre ne, P03YMiETbClI, ropox 06 cTiHY, a MeHi aaamuaerscs TiJII,Kll Bi,n:OMllil "lKa.ITb no nauroro rponanaacrna" i aacrnpaaue nnranns, HKHH 3JI06HllH ,n:i,n:I,KO, HanyTliB MeHe BJIi3Tll ,n:o I.\bOrO ,,6i3Hecy" i H3p0611Tll cotii CTiJIbKll XaJIenH. A ue 3Ha'lHTb - "i311,n:i BOH i COTBOPli 6JIaro". 3,n:aETbclI, BOHO TaK i craacrsca.

6 cisas. Ilepezr POKO:>.!, 3 HO'li urocroro na CbOMe I.\bOrO MiCHI.\H, MH 3 Taaeio BliKOHaJIH eni-nry nOJ\OpOlK 3 JIIOH,n:e6ypry 6iJIli Bi,n:HH ,n:o l3epJIiHY, sxy He JIerKO 3a6YTll. Bepaia sees B pyinax, npliTpyllleHllH 3JIerKa nopourero i MOTOPOlllHO 6e3pa,n:HHH. I norpanaaa Mll ozrpaay, CnO'laTKY na cniatHHH CBHT-Be'lip, ,n:e 6yJIO 'lliMaJIO aauiax nanarnax rpouanan, a orricaa ni,n: 3JIliBy capes, sxi 3arHaJIH Hac no 6YHKepy, ,n:e Mll ,n:Bi ro,n:llHll npHCJIyxaJIHCH,n:o B1l6yxiB 60M6 aHrJIiilcbKllX .. IllHeJIbMocKiTo". Taxi TO cnorazm.

AJIe ace raxn, ue nxce JIHlll cnorazm, MHHYJIli noart poxa ,n:oBrol BiilHll i MHHyn Toil OCTaHHiil, aroaicrnvaaa, LUO

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rOJIe iCHYBaHHlI. HaHKpall.\e BHXO,ll,HTb 3 usoro TOH Y KOrO ,,06pa3 i noztooie Boace" rapMOHiHHO 3.~HBa€TbClI 3 06pa30M i nozrocleu KO)l(HOI 00)1(01 rnapi, iuo 3aCeJIIO€ 3eMJIIO. Homo hornini lupus est. He BHKJIIO'JalO'lH 3 ror-o H aamor o ratiopy.

11 ci-ras. .uHi 6i)l(aTb i 6i)l(3Tb ... I rope, uio BOHH, OC06.~HBO ,n:JIlI MeHe, rryCTOI..(BiT. Ilepen TH)I(HeM y rariopi sin- 6yJIHClI ,lI,eMOKpaTH'lHi BH60PH Horo npencraanaurna. .uo 3Mary CTaJIO ,lI,Bi napr ii - errncxona MCTHcJIaBa i rrOJIKOBIIHxa Onexcaaapa Illaanpyuixeaaua. ErrHcKorr nep euir 95 ,lI,0 85 ... AJIe aa rrOJIKOBIIHKOM 6yJIa YHPPA i 3p06JIeHO "KOMnpovic". ErrHCKorra, 3 Horo ~epKBOlO, BH3HaHO aa npoaizr ,lI,yXOBHHH, a rrOJIKOBHHKa a,ll,MiHicTpal..(iHHHH. Ilapr ia nepumx otiypeaa, a ue 3Ha'lHTb HOBi TYPHipH. I He BllrJIlI,n:ae, ll.\06 BOHII 6yJIII ,lI,y)l(e JIH~apcbKi.

MH 3 Tauero BeJIHKo.n:YIIlHO BIIKOHYEMO pOJIlO rJIlI,lI,a'liB ... 3 .nyace BHri,ll,HOI noannii. Hac 3 KOCTlOKaMH, B)I(e BTpeT€, nepeceaeao i ace ,lI,0 ripnror-o npmdmenns. KiMHaTKa 3 na 5 MeTpiB, JIe,ll,Be BTHCHYJIII JIi)l(KO, CTOJIHK3 i nauti BaJIi3H, aiKOHl..(e 3 MaTOBoro CKJIa, KOJIH nazrae ,lI,0ll.\, TO rrpOCTO Ha MOIO "Opry". Lle 3YMOBJIlOE uame CTaB,~eHHlI ,lI,0 B1I60piB.

Y KOCTlOKiB, aapas aa CTiHOlO, ute erpexruiure. TOH caMIIH P03Mip, ane )I( y HHX nre H TO,'(bO. Yforo nocriasxy ,rre,l(Be BTIlCHyTO, axe Horo B03HKa BHCTaBJIeHO B KOpH,lI,Op, 11K IIlKOJIlIpa, uro B 'lO:llYCb npoumeraeca. TIaHi'MaTKa Pall, ,n:yace aapazaa i npaxrn-ma, JIe.n:Be nae 3 I..(HM pany i E,lI,IIHe j"j "llI.aCnl", lUO aa HelO POKH "cTaJIiHChI{O·i 3aKaJIKH", )I.e naTaHHlI ,,)I(HJI·nJIoll.\i" 3aB)I(,lI,H 6yJIO 3JI06HO aKyTHIIM, a TO:llY TeXHiKY II BHBlKHTKy noseneuo ,lI,0 BipTY03HOCTi. Pa30M 3 Bi'lHO 3aKJIOrrOTaHHM fpHl..(eM (,,0, xcax!"), BOHH ,lI,OKOHYlOTb ,lI,HBa. TIJIOll.\a, nizmaoma, Ha.n:nJIOIL\a BHKOpHCTOByETbCli ,lI,0 Bi,ll,:IIOBH i 3aJIHIIla€ThCli me rrapa KPOKiB ni.rsnoro, y sxovy, rrpn neaain 3BHHHOCTi, MO)l(Ha uasi n, P03MHHYTHClI. I rperia BiMaTH cnpaeenaaaicri, Toztt.oni, Horo MOpaJIh 3aCJIyroBY€ ninaaa-renna, Horo HaCTpiH 3aBlK,lI,1I 3pa30K onTHMi3MY i JIIIme apinxa HO'laMII, BiH ,lI,03BOJIliE cofii nonarn rrpo ce6e roJIOC.

3 npnaony nsor o M3IIlKaHeBoro npeueneary, II 3JIOlKHB Y Illaanpyurxcaaua, lIK HOBOI BJIa,1(H, rOCTpHH rtporecr, MeHe sanennmorr., iuo ue JIHIIl TH:IIqaCOBO, uio 3HaH,lI,e1 scs

ntocr- xpauroro, aae, rrOJIlII<1I KalKyTh - 06€L\aHI<a nananxa, a rJIyrrEMY panocrs, UeH ratiip rr06Y,ll,OBaHO aa rrpIIHL\HrrOM PO,n:HHHOCTH H I<OPHCHOCTII, - OT~i ,n:YXOBHi, cniaaxn uepI<OBHi, MaJIlIpi iI<OHHi, oricayra xyxoaaa i ,n:JIlI rtpecrnzcy - ypan pecnyriaixn, TaI<HX, nro "rrHIIlyTb TBOPH", TyT He noTpe6Y€TbClI i nOTpanHJIH BOHH CIO,,(II 'lepe3 neaorzsn. Bee 3aHHlITO, KOMITJIeKT nOBHIIH. MOlKHa 6 3po611TII ,lI,ellKi nepeMill.\eHHlI, 6araTo raxax, uro IX 3aHHlITTlIM E JIIIIIl "ITYJIhKa" ra rapn-tiapa aa 'lapKOIO aicxn, ane aa H3IIlIIMH, ,n:06PH:IIH ,n:eMoKpaTII'lHIlMIl aacanaan, ue ix Oc06HcTe npaso i iHIIlIlM no roro aacs. Ha aisrci »cepraa BOHII He HaMipeHi. I 3 ~II:II Mil rO,ll,IIMOCh. E,lI,IIHe, iuo HaM JIHIIla€TbClI - uexarn naroznr, ruoti usoro norioxoror-o cepeztonmna rro MOlKJIIIBOCTi CKOPtue rr036yTIlClI. I'opi cepns!

I He TaK BOHO aace 3JIe, uepes CTiHlI P03MOBJIlI€MO 3 cyci,ll,aMII, B xopazropi npovenana ratiopan, TaHlI aapnr s qaH, II naaaraiocs "CTBOpIlTIl nacrpifl", rrplIHMalO Bi3I1TII.

OCh aaninaa Hac CMaJIb,CTO~bI<IIH, BiH nee onTIlMiCT, MeIIlI<aHHlI ,n:JIli Hac 3HaH,n:eTbCli ... 3aHIIlOB, me 3 Bepniaa 3HaHO~IIIH, 6YBIIlIIH penaxrop rase rn "YKpaIIICbI<IIH BiCHIII<", BoJIO,n:HMHP Mapyasx, 3aHIIlJIa noryr oparn 3eMJIlI'lKa 'laciB TIp arll faJIHHa JIall.\eHI<O, a B nepepnax nepenacyro na MaIIlIIH~i nocaii Barpsnoro 3 HaMipOM 3HaHTH HaCTpiH ,lI,JIli "OCT"-a.

14 ci-ms. Y'lopa CBlITKOBaHO IUe,ll,pHH aexlp, 0 ,lI,eCliTiH ro.aaai nceaouma, 0 ,lI,BaHa,n:L\lITiH noxi MOJIe6eHb. KOlKHY ainnpany €nHCKorr 3aI<iH'lY€ C,lIOBaMH: "He,ll,OnycTII, I'ocnoznr, nOMepTH H3M na 'lY)l(HHi". Heainoxro, xxy peaxuiro BHKJIH'le ne y He6ecHHx incraaniax, ane TyT ui naiui CJIOB3 He 3aBlK,lI,1I nOKpHBalOThClI Bi,n:rrOBi,n:HIIMH ,n:i.1aMII, a TOMy, 3,l1,aETbClI, mo TOH rav:

TIOKHHyB Hac Ha cvix JIlOJ\ll:ll, B aa pyry cycinasr ...

I BClIKHH ,n:eHb nepe,ll, Ha:llH CTH,lI, HaIIl nepezr aaxn.

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CH BalKHO, ,n:a€ 3p03YMim, LI<O BiH B opraaiaauii nepcona rpara, MaE no MeHe, i lKaJIb, i nperencu, LI<O II He BHCTa'laJIbHO aHralKYIOCb B IX cnpanax, MalO'lll na YBa3i IX repni MilK Be i Me. AJIli nOllCHeHHlI in-oro II naranas HOMY npnrony nBOX K03JIiB, HKi 3yCTpiJIHCli na By3bKiH KJIaA~i i He XOTiJIH O,n:HH O,n:HOMY BCTynHTHC5I. "B,n:apHJIHCb JI06a),!H, 3'lenHJIHCb poraxa i nOJIeTiJIH 06HABa y BOAY". - OH, 6y,n:eMO 6HTH, 6y,n:e:\10 6HTH, - nOrp03JIHBO, 3 nOBalKHHM BHrJIlI,n:OM, xasan MiH ricrs, - Y Hac Ka3aJIH - aa ozmoro 6HToro narors ,n:BOX He6HTHX, ra H TO He 6epYTb, - uinnoain na ue lI.

BiH 36HpaE MaTepillJTH ,n:JTlI CTaTTi IIpO OJIeHY Tezriry II OJIblKH'la zto aMepHKaHCbKOI IIpeCH, II nepeztas llOMY .aento - BHIIHCKH, rpororparpii, He 6YAY'lH nepeKOHaHHM, LI<O BOHH LI<OCb 3 roro 3p06JTHTh, a lIK i 3p06JIlITb, TO ue 6y,n:e LI<OCh MiHiliTlOpHe, He sapre 6iJTbllloi ysarn. Ao Me He y HHX CTaBJIeHHlI norposaase, iHKBi3HTopChKe, BOHH otipaxceai i rninaIOThCH BeJThMH. BOHH nepexonani, LI<O II 1I0BHHeH IX cayxarn i nixoro IX He nHTaTH. Y cnoix nyriaixaniax, BOHH crapanao YHHKalOTh Moro npi3BHLI<a... CTpalllaTh... AJIe MeHi He crpaumo. I HaBirh He culnmo, 60 ne cxopure p03na'lJIHBe. IHcpaHTHJIhHe. OJTi,n: aenoapiaoro iHTeJIeKTY.

Flponaryro noesho Barpsaoro, II AlfHaMiKa p036aBJTIO€ MO.rre6Ho-nalJaXHnHi nacrpoi rariopy, Bor nOMara€ THM, lIKi xonyrs casd cofii nOMOITH i raxa noesis MOlKe usoxy cnpnSlTH.

I nOBoJTi nHlIly ..• Beuopava, HO'IaMH, paHKaMH. Tlepea CHOM i Y cni nepeoysaio 3 Mop03aMH aa IX xyr opi, zteci, TaM aan AHinpOM ... Bacrynaior s 3 npocropy nOCTaTi, posropTalOThCSI Ail, nozri'i, AJTlI nOCHJIeHHSI rnopxoi eHepril, norpe- 6ylO ,n:06pOI, MHcTe~hKoi JTeKTypH, a raxoi HeMaE. IlorparmJIH OCb,n:O pyx "BaJTbAlIlHenH" XBHJIhOBOrO, - MaiicTep "AYXMaHHoro" CTHJTIO, SlKHii MOlKe apaacarn i ,n:YMOK, 51Ki MOlKyrb 3anJIi,n:HIOBaTH, - cnpaazti He 6YAeHHe HBHLI<e na TJIi COBETCbKOI 6y,n:eHLI<HHH. KJIiMaT no sxoro BiH norparmn, He 6yB iioro KJIiMaToM i TiJThKH KyJTH i TiJIbKH 3 iioro BJTaCHOrO peBOJThBepa, MOrJIa usouy 3apa,,(HTH.

Y aaurosry 6apa~i TynOTHSI, rpioxir. HaCJTaJIH MaiicTpiB, SlKi MalOTb 3aBnaHHSI 3 usoro KypHHKa 3p06HTH MelllKaHHSI ,n:JISI JTIO,n:eii. 4HCTSlTh, JIaTaIOTh, a OAHH yeas, LI<O 3BeThCH

MHKOJIa JIenexa i LI<O 3afiMaE KpaHHIO KiMHaTY JTiBOrO KpHJIa, 3anOB3HBCli 3,n:HBYBaTII ncix TIIM, LI<O niay CBOIO KOMipKY, reHb ai CTeJTelO, BHMaJTIOBaB aa KpHBaBO-'lepBOHO, nozraa no nsor o LI<e ii 'IepBOHY JIliMIIO'lKY i BHHlIlJIO neKJTO, y HKOMY Toll Xy,n:OlKHHK BHrJIlI,n:aE, lIK MecpicTO Mnproponcsxoro KpOIO •.• KOJTHlIlHiH nOJTTaBCbKHii nOMiLI<HK, lIKOMY nOLI<aCTHJIO npoJTi3TH xpias ByXO rOJIKH cTaJTiHCbKHX BiBiceK~iii, nporrrn nci MHTapCTBa iMnepii Conzterrie, nin AHinpa no KaM'IaTKH i nci iacrannii neicra Bin 4eKa no HKBll, ,n:iHTH azc CIOAH i OCb LI<OCb raxe anranarn. MeHi ue noaooaersca, no aauroi XOJTOnHOI CiPOCTH BHeceHO rapll'lOI 6apBH. I E BiH nJIli MeHe HeBH'lepllaJIbHHM nlKepeJTOM MaTepiHJIiB npo aci ri caTaHi3MH i Miii "OCT" 6YAe iiOMY HaneBHO BAlI'lHl1ii. P03MalllHI1ii CTHJIb, 6apBlia MOBa, xpasaaa KiMHaTa i BHXO)lHTh MaiicTepHH, ne ri KOJIbOPH orHIO i KPOBH, BHJTHBalOTbCH y BHCJIiB )l06H ua cnOMHH HaLI<a)lKaM.

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20 ciuaa. OHlIlY, mnuy i rmuiy. Maumaxa ~OKOTHTb i QOKOTHTb. I'apninep, xapyceas, ,n:enpeciH, nor-ani ai cBiTY sicri, see nepenJTYTaJIOCb, a BOHa ~OKOTHTb.

Ilpo peBOJTIO~ilO .•. Flpo ponaay MOP03iB, Ix, HaA AHinposr, xyrip. Ao YKpalHH 3 nisaoxi 36JIHlKalOTbcli 60JIbllleBHKH, IX TyT He XO'lYTb, IX 60HTbCH, ane aexa CHJIH IX 3ynH:

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I B HacJIi.uKy - rnpaain, nyacna, rOJIO,1\. I reKaToM6H xceprn.

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3M03i H I'p. OJI. aa Hei npaixamr. BOHa MaTHMe B cxaani Y4acHHKiB yace He TiJIbKH eHTy3iHCTiB MYPy, HK !.I~ 6y:~0 B A~acjJcjJeH6yp3i, a H Horo BoporiB,. i caxe aa !.I1H rnaCTaBl rpeoa 6Y,l\e CTBep,l\HTH MYP BC1EIO CHJIOIO Bauroro aBTopHTeTY H C.~OBa. 3HalO, WO ue BaM. HenpHE~!le H THlKtee (XOq renep i ,l\aJIeKO .~erwe, HIM 1Il.Zl: 'lac S iazty), aae nyxaio, WO ue E,l\HHHH pas, KOJIH .Zl:OBe,l\eTI;CH Bac npOCHTH 3pyWHTH 3 MiC!.IH aa HKHXCb ,l\Ba-TpH .Zl:HI,

3 iHWHX HOBHH. 4YB H, WO B IHlc6YP3i Bi.Zl:6YBCH 3'13,l\ ancrpo-yrcpalact.rotx nacsaermaxie. 4H!.Ie npanaa, B HKOMy 06CH3i i 3 HKHMH HacJIil\KaMH BiH BI,l\6¥BCH, H He SHalO. 3 aHrJIiHCbKol 30HH 3ro.~OCHBCH napeurn Ilerpernco. Lle nepuma MypiBe!.lb S THX xpaia,

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fIPHBiT i CBHTKOBi rrpHBiTaHHH BawiH n, ,[lPYMHHi. 4eKaEMO na ainnoaias .Zl:0 15 ci'lHH. Baw, lO. Illepex." JIHCT nHcaHHH MaWHHKOIO i ,l\OnHCKa PYKOIO: "P.S. B.

fIJI. naraaye, WO we O.Zl:Ha .Zl:YlKe BaM.~HB~ crrpana - B 3B'H3KY, oc06JI11B0, 3 Bi.Zl:OMOCTHMH npo BH.BIS zto AMepHKH B "HOE UaHTYH1", - oprauiaauis BHK.~HKIB nHCbMeHHHK1B .Zl:0 AMepHKH. 4H uio 10 Y Ba,~ uiozro !.IbOrO nonoro ? I nsaram, uio 10 Y Bac HOBoro?

OTlKe TaK: BOHH TaM B opraaiaaniania rapsuui, H TYT Y TBOP4iH rapnsni. 51K ue nOE,l\HaTH? 51Ka 3 !.IHX rapaxox naxomniura? 3,l\aETbCH, mo ra i ,l\pyra i MeHi npHH.Zl:eTbCH nO,l\i.~HTHCH. 3aXO.Zl:H lllepexa npOCTO 3BOpyWylOTb i H He MOMY Bi,l\MOMHTH HOMY crrpHHHHH, xoua 6araTO S roro, B nepcrrexrasi MaH6YTHboro, BHHBHTbCH saHBOIO MeTYWHelO. Hanacas HOMY o apaay JIHCTa S MOIMH 3aYBaMeHHHMH na pisai 3anHTH, aae na KOHcjJepeH!.IilO MYP-y ,l\0 Aarcriypry IxaTH Bi,l\MOBJIHIOCH. Ha ,l\HHX npHHWOB 3HOB JIHCT, i TaKHH xce ,l\OBrHH 3 3 ,l\OKJla.Zl:HHM BHHCHeHHHM, qOMY MeHi rpetia TaM 6YTH, uio MeHe see TaKH He nepexonye. Csoroztai OCb JlHCT rperin - psn BHMor, aarnrrin i nOBHa inrhopwauln npo nepe6ir opraniaauii 'lJIeHCTBa MYP-y i BH,l\aBHH'loi crrpann.

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MoiM 3aB,n:aHHlIM E, no MQ)IWHBOCTi MeHIlIe BTlIraTHClI y Ti umaermi KJIOnOTH, HKHX Y sreae ti ,n:o roro E ,n:OCHTb.

26 Ci4HH. Cy60Ta. Be-rip, KencbKHti HaCTpiH ... 3atiWJIH JIIO,n:1l i npOCIlJIH "cKa3aTIl ~OCb" 3 npnaony CBHTa ,n:ep)IWBHOCTH 22 ci-rna, uro MaE Bi,n:6YTIlClI B)Ke aaarpa. HeOX04e, axe norommcs. 3axo,n:lITb i aaxonsrt, ri i imni - 3a61lpaior s sac. MaB 6H ixarn aa xoarpepeaniro MYP-y ,n:o Anrc- 6ypry, aae He Izty, 3a MeHe me KOCTIOK E,n:HHHti, XTO MeHe TyT P03YMiE i aarasnno 6a41lTb Moi HeCnpOMO)l{HOCTi ... HeBTOMHO Bi,n:,n:aHHH nanionaasnia cnpaai ... ]/[OMY IL\OHHO 44 POKIl, axe aci BOHH nanoaaeai 60JIlIMH. CeJIlIHCbKHH CIlH 3 no,n:iJIJI5I, a6COJIbBeHT Knincr.xor-o YHiBepCHTeTY, JIiTepaTypHIlH KpHTHI<, 4JIeH xaprdncsxoro nOJIiTCPPOHTY, B'1I3eHb HKB,U, waxTlIp BOPKYTH i Tenep OCb Haw 6.~H3bKllti cycin i ztpyr. Paaox si CBOEIO eaeprijiaoro ,n:PY)l{IlHOIO PaEIO i aaB)I{,n:1l onTHMicTIl4HHM CIlH04KOM TO,n:bOM.

31 ci4H5I. Y40pa BepHYBclI a Anrcriypry I'pnr-opin OJIeK' cannpoaaa, ceriro KOCTIOK OT)Ke, KOHcpepeHIl,iH MYP-y TaM Bi,n:6YJIac5I i ninxpanaa Ii JIeOlIll,n: l3i.~eIl,b]{llti i nepwy ztonoBi,n:b npo "cBiTor.~H,n:OBi uryxaans'' BllrOJIOCIlB MIlKOJIa llI.1IlM]{eBH4. ,UMIlTpO ,UopOWeH]{O npnairas xonrpepenniro Bi,n: UeH' rpansuoro Ilpencraaaanrna Y]{paiHCb]{O! Esrirpauif.

Ha noo6i,n:Hiti cecil rOJIOBYBaB OCTan fpllIl,ati, a 10. Wepex nouropna CBOIO nononim, npo CTIl.1i B CY4aCHiti yxpainCb]{iti aircparypl na eMirpaIl,ii.

Hacrynaoro ,n:HlI, ua pannia cecii, rO.10BYBaB OJIeCb Ba- 6iH, a OCTan I'pauaa aa-nrras ,n:onoBi,n:b "MaJIa 4H BeJIHKa aireparypa?" ,UaJIi rOBopHB B. Illasn npo BcecBiTHIO MicilO YKpaiHH i raaoeapoueacsxaa penecanc, a me ,n:aJIi - ,n:HC]{Ycia nan zto noainzno llIepexa. BHCTynaJIH JIIO,n:MH.~a KOBaJIeHKO, O. I'panaa. Peaaxrop WTH]{aJIO C]{JIaB npHBiTaHHH Bi,n: opr-aniaanii yxpaincr.xnx nHcbMeHHH]{iB i )I{YPHaJIicTiB Ta60- py MIOHxeH- Kapacrpeaszt,

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AliT&, uro BiH lKlIBIIH i rroTpi6HIIH. IUD TaKDID MaJia 6YTII i piHCHD 6yJIa xompepenuis B Aarcriypai? LIe 6y.,a xoarpepennia MYPy i niairrreaererrra, uio rrapa3l1Ty€ KDJIO JIiTeparypn. Hiuoro PD6poro 3 UiEI KDH<jlpDl!TauiI He MDrJID BllihH. KOMnpDMic He MOlK.~HBHH - maxure H MYP Hi 1\0 '1oro. fIHTaHHHM aenrpaaiaauii ¢el\eHKa MH 3aHMa.~HCH me paBHO, aanoar o rue no alIIa<jl<jleH6YP3bKoro 3'13PY. Toni MH BllpilIIHJIII aanpocarn Horo 6YTII rOIlOBOJO J1iTepaTYPnoro <jlOHI\Y. Ha UJO TeMY rDBOplIJJa 3 EIIM KOBaJIeHKO i, aa II CJIOBaMH, piCTa.,a Hap3BH4aHHO 3HeBalKIIHBY H casrosneaneny aianoaizu; Ha caMiH KOHcjJepeHuil 51 roaopas 3 HHM npHBaTHO i piCTaB TillbKII rpytiocri. Ilpo r e lK, m06 3anpDCIITH ¢epeHKa po MYPy He MOlKe 6YTH H MOBH, 60 ns: lK y asoro XYPDlKHi rnopa, .ae y nsoro r i MllcTeUbKi wYI<aHHH, HKHMH MH BII3Ha4aEMO 411eHCTBO MYPy. Hi, HKuio nycTIITII ¢epeHKa B 4JIeHII MYPy, TO ne 03Ha4a€ TBDpurn MYP na cninxy nacsveanmda B3araJIi, BTpaTIITH BClIKIIH eKc.~1D3I1BHIIH xapaxrep i p03ry611TII npoBiPHIIX JIJOpeH. Mil BlKe MaEMD KOMnpDMim: 3 4an.1eHKDM, 3 5a6i€M, 3 Bapaaoro ... I, npmdposr, 5a6iH npaaycnn Hac rocrpo 4epBoHiTII na 3'13I\i, a me ripwe 6ype, KO.~H UHMH PHHMH BIIHl\e Horo KHHlKKa, uio r enep PPYKyETbCJI B ABlc6YP3i.

OTlKe, KOHcjJpoHTauili B ABlc6YP3i CTaJiaClI, i B aacaiaox nsoro aireparvpnna CBiT P03I<OJIOBCli "Ha TaI< i Hi, na 6ille i 4epBOHe" (He nOlliTII'IHO '1epBOHe, 3BII4aHHO). TyT YlKe Hi'IOrO He Bl\iElII. Iae 'renep npo 're, m06 36eperTH Mllp 3 lIiTepaTYPHHMII opr aaiaanimm H opranava aa MicUlIX, i 1\06pe 6ype, KOIIII MH 1\0MO)KeMOCH usoro. Bee ue aylKe nOKKO n051CHHTH na nHchMi, ue € He TiJIbKH CJIOBa, CI<iJIbKH aaraasna aTMoccjJepa, sxy rpetia Bip4YTH i HKa B AB1C- 6yp3i Bil\4YBaJIaCH I\YlKe. 51 nyxaro, iuo I'p. 011. BaM yce ue nepexaace, ane 6a4y 3 BauIIIx .'HCTiB, utu Ba ace me nin BpalKeHHlIM s'Isny B AlIIa<jlcjJeH6YP3i. Aile ue 30BciM piaai pevi i piani erarra aauroi npaui.

HK MeHi BllpalDTbCli Tenep nami 3aB)<aHHlI. Tlonepuie, CTapauas rriPTpHMaTH MHp i ppYlK6y 3 JIiTepaTypHIIMII opraai- 3auiliMII aa MicUlIX i 3 ra3eTaMII 1'a »cypuaaaaa, If(O BlKe BHXOl\lITb. Floztpyre, alreparypaa plICI<ycili B HalIIOMY "MYPi" i nOTpeT€ H rD.'OBHe - BllpaBHII4a npaua. Mil nDBIIHHi BCJO nponyxuiro aainy ace xpaiue BlIl\aBaTII 3 Map· KDID MYPy. He pe3o.~JOuiHMH H He 3'131\aMH TBOPIITbCH IIi· TepaTypa i aireparypai aBTOpIITeTII. OpraHi3auiHHIIH eran 3aKiH4HBCH. Tenep norpifina J1iTepaTYPHa TBOp4icTb. TDMY MOll npocsca 6Ylla PD I'p. 011. HI< PO pe.aaxropa i renep PD Bac - P03BDIIIITII aa aci penpe3eHTaTIIBHi BllpaHHlI TBD' pia 411eHiB MYPy i nepe.aoacix aa Bawi, CTaBHTII MapKy MYPy.

Cneuiam.no npo MOlD Dc06y. KH6allJOKOBi II 6Y.lI.Y nlztrroaina-rn i I\DCHTb pi3KO. Aile nocxiasxa TaM nOCTaBJIeHD nuTaHHH MallO He TOTDlKHOCTH MeHe i MYPy, TO MOlKIIIIBD BH BBalKaTHMeTe aa pouillbHe, ][106 51 Bil\iHWOB Bi.ll. npani. 51 3PD6JIID ue 3 BeJIIIKDJO OXOTDJO i 6e3 BClII<OrO BHYTpiw· asoro He3a.ll.OBDJIeHHlI, lIKLUO ue rpeca .lI.IIH KOPIICTH cnpaBII. BII 3Ha€Te, II .lI.YMaJO, mo lKapHIIX aM6iuiHHD-Kap'EpHlllil MipKYBaHb y MeHe neva, a MaTepillJlbHO npaux B MYPi He .lI.a€ MeHi Hi40rD. I 51 MOlKY CIIOKiHHO nepeHTII corii na npaUID BIII<lIapaHHH B YHiBepmTeTi HailIOMY, HI{IIH .lI.O pe-ri Bi.ll.HOBIIID€ BlKe (BOI Blllma.n:lI. Hamnni'n, MeHi npo ue 3 yCiEID OI\BepTicTID, Yllace 0IleKciEBH4Y. KDIIH BaM 6Yl\e no-rpioaa MOH .lI.DnOMDra nenojairna, H Ii DXD4e P06I1TIIMY, a .lI.IIl1 IlJOl\eH xaa H lII< '!JIeH Flpanninna BMpy.

3 UbDrD norvrsny II MyWy BiI\3Ha4I1TII, uro Melli 6yll0 Hal\3BH4aHHD npaexno, moBil lIaHOBO HanHCa.1H MDJO CTaTT1O. Lle rroxaaa.ro MeHi, uio BH npa BeiH aaxonnenocri "OCTOM" (HI<OMY 6a)I{a1O HKHaHI<pamOro npocynannn), nee TaI<1I lKHBeTe i 6DIliETe cnpaaaxa MYPy. OTlKe, 51 MDlKY cnpanai CI<a3aTII "HHHi orrryutaeura paria rnoro".

Ha aaxiaueaaaxim-xa ppi6HHUb. Kocau 3 6i.n:1I BlKe BIIH' llIOB, OT)Ke, BM MO}l{eTe "OMY aarracarn. Baute "me urocs" PIlH lKypHaJIY 3BY411Tb I\YlKe 3aMaH,'IIBD, i npOlIIY npo ne He 3a6YBaTH. 51K611 BDHO rrpH6YIIO Pllll I\PyrDrD 4HCIla BlKe, TO ue 6y.~0 6 3HaMeHIITD. OCT3HHE: H1(1!H IIOPll.n:OK BIITpa· 4aHHlI r!,olIIe~. MYPy: 411 TiJIbKII 3 BalIIC!1 camcuii, 411 1I1e 3 caaxuii lII<DI He6Yl\b OC06H. OT, CKa)I{IMO, renep rpeoa 6yJID 6 nepeapyxysarn neuio .n:llll M5 MYPy, aae H He ~a· BalKY10CH caa CXBallHTH u10 BIITpaTy. neliKI rrOl\p06HUI y BllpaBHH4Hx cnpanax BaM nepezracr s I'p. Oa., HKOMY DP' HO'laCHO nmuy B UIIX cnpasax. nD.n:a1O BaM nanacaana B. Iln, npoeicr .'IICTa 1\.0 BDlII<iBCbf(OrO H 5Y'll{a. Ilocanaro BaM TaKOlK ~B.iT rrpo xondiepeauiro, 1I1{ Horo noztano B na- 1II0MY ,,4ac ,1.

6alKa1O BaM Bi.ll. urnporo cepua ncr.oro noriporo, a roo 1l0BHe eHII i planonarn pYlIIeBHol p.~lI "OcT"-a. llI.HPD Baw -10. Ulepex.

P.S. no.n:a1O anpecn By4Ka (Cellegio Rutheno. Roma, Della Sedia) i Boaxiscsxor-o: Mlinchen, .. Oberburgermeister Wunderstr. 22), aile 51 He 3Ha1O, HK IX THTyllyBTTII i TOMY npowy Bac He TillbKII ninrracarn, a H BlIIIcaTH Til' TyJIH i1: ainicaara" ...

fIDrOl\lKYIOCb 3 IOpiEM BOIlDPIIMllpOBlI'IeM CIlHBe ai nciv, JIHIlIeHb MeHi 3,IJ.aETbCH, uio "Hami" Henop03YMiHHH, a THM caMHM pisni Ti posnaaa naprin, oprauiaania, cjJPOHTiB 6a3Y'

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IOTbClI He TaK aa Bi2l:MiHHOCTi nOrJIlI2I:iB cropin, lIK aa 6a}l{aHHIO cnepe-raracs 2I:JllI cynepe-ucn, 60POTHC5I 2I:JlH 60POTb6H, p036HBaTHCH 2I:JlH p036HBam1H. Lle He sacana, ue nacin, I cave ue MeHe 6eHTe}l{HTb. I XOTiJloClI 0 3HaiiTH MO}l{JlHBicTb crrepe'laTHC5I 3 I1HM 602l:ait y l1iit opranisauil, TOMY 51 aa "MHP", aa " 3 fO)1,Y", aa "TIOP03YMiHHH", aa "KOMnpOMic" ... 3HaIQ, LUO ui CJlOBa y Hac He M02l:Hi, sciv HaM 321:a€TbCH, LUO 6Y2l:Y'lH aa 60pOTb6y, aa 6e3KOMnpOMicOBicTb, aa npaBOCHJlbHiCTb aiHit, MH 1\HM caMIIM BlIlIBJllI€MO CHJIY i npIIH1\HnOBicTb. Henpanaa, Ilparcr axa nOKa3YE, LUO ue JlIlIII 6e3CIlJlml, napaaix BOJli, xaoc 2I:YMaHHlI. A B pesyaerari p03Ba.~. Mi}l{yc061l1\5I.

Ilfo MaIO p061lT!l? .uJlH MeHe BeCb TOit MYP 30BCiM 3aitBllit rcnonir. MaIO it TaK 2I:OCHTb p060TH.

AJle nee TaKIl MH B2I:H'IHi IOpilO BO.~02l:IlMllpOBIl'ly, 11(0 BiH TOit MYP MYPY€. I ni2l:TPHMY€. I 60pOHIlTb. B iCTOPH'IHOMy acnercri 1\11 opranisauin MaTHMe OC06JIIIBy aapricrs, a renep ne ace TaKIl sxecs cepenonmue, 2I:e MO}l{Ha TaHl1lOBaTIl aireparypaoro ronaxa, KOMY TiJlbKIl 3aMaHeTbCH i nO'lYBaTHClI, Hi61l B2I:OMa, Hi61l MH B KII€Bi 'Ill Y JlbBOBi pa30M 3 MOBOlO, i2l:eHMII, 6Y2I:Y'IH B rafiopax YHPPA. A TOMY II TaKO}l{ aa MYP. I 6Y2I:Y crynarn B nory 3 TIlMIl, LUO aaxouyr s ai MHOIO 6YTIl.

2 mororo, HOBa 60M6a IOpill BO.~02l:HMHpoBIl'la: ,,¢IOPT, 20. 3. 46.

.uOpOfllit Y.~ace OJleKciEBH'IY! Henasno rrocaan BaM 21:0- KJla2l:HOrO .~HcTa, a renep Y}l{e e noni ¢aKTIl HaCTyny na MYP, i TO 2I:a"~eKO cepiioaniuri, 60 He 330BHi, a BH6HBalOTb KaMiH1\i 3Cepe2l:HHIl, i TO noaaacni KaMiH1\i. Irop BH'I. (KocTe1\bKHit Yc.) rrOBepHYBCH 3 Aarcfiypry, cnOBicTHB, uio TaM OCbMa'lI<a, a60 nanncaa, a60 361lpaETbCH aanacarn .~IlCT 21:0 "Ham oro }l{HTTH", npo cBiit BlIxi21: 3 MYPy. rIpll'-!HHa - Hi61lTO 're, 11\0 MYP npozioaacye rpaannif BArIJlITE. XO'l HOMY npHBce.~I02I:HO aa KOH¢epeH1\ii 3aHB"~eHO, LUO I1bOrO nexa i uio KO}l{HHH '1J1eH MYPy MO}l{e il.OTpIIMYBaTHCII THX norasnia, HKi BiH ynaacae 3a 2I:01\i.%He. Orxce, ue TiJlbKH npnnin, npa-mna B iHllIOMY.

A B'IOpa nani Kocavena npHBe3JIa MeHi .~HCTa Biil. Kocaua. Vioro xoniro H xonlro MO€1 HOMY aizmoaini nonaro. Ti <j:IaKTH, na HKi HaTHI<a€ B JlHCTi Kocau, il.JlH MeHe cnpaani

a6COJIlOTHO HenpaB2I:OnOAi6Hi, i II MO}l{Y npHlIycTHTII TyT TiJlbKH HaKJlellHH1\bKHit BnJlHB .uoBraJlH, y HKoro renep Ko-

cas mOTlI}l{HlI rOCTlOe B Perencriypai. .

Ha BnJlIlB Moro JlIICTa 21:0 Kocasa 51 He ClIOil.IBaIOClI, 60, 3BIl'laHHO, TyT cnpana He B '1H1XOCb iirr par-ax I_IpOTH. Kocaua B MYPi, a B TOMy, 11(0 Horo, Kocava, 3YMIJIH Blil.1I0- nizmo nacrpoirn. ."

Orxce, MyCHMO nnpiunrru, LUO p06IlTII: ... Karr1TYJlIOBaTH II npnnaaarx npatuo, '1H lIP02l:0BlKYBaT'! 1.1, ClIOil.lBalO'IHClI, LUO KOJIH BOHa p03ropHeTbClI, TO 6.~y2l:HI BIB1\1 rro~epHy-:bClI. Plnieaaa B Barnax pyxax, 51 6yB Oil aa .apyran BapIHHT, aae 11K BH crcaacere, TaK i 3pOOIlMO.

rI03a TIlM Hi'loro HOB oro . .uod me He MaIO acsoro Marepiszy 21:0 "MYPy", a TOMY He 3iLaB rue B il.PYK ne~,moro

'1IlCJla. 3 nOIllaHOIO i mllPIlM npHBIToM - 10. Wepex. ,

JlIlCT KOca4a 21:0 IOpiH BO.102I:HMHpOBII4a CY1\iJlbHIlH lIJ1a'l, puaanie, poanav. ".ueHKi KepiBHi MypiB1\i ~ TO ~102I:H, .lIKIlX II BBalKaB HaH6L~bm 06'eKTIlBHIIMII B 01\1H111 Moei npaur, aaMaralOTbCJI nOTa€MHHMH i TpyCJIHBIIMII aTaKaMII 3-3a pory 3AIlCKBa"~i¢iJ<yBaTIl MeHe, JlK nHCbMeHHIlKa" : .. "p03rrO'laJiH OCHOBHimy xasrnaniro npOTH MeHe" ..• "l1e TWbKH aamca y](PIlTOi, TPYCJlHBo-Heriil.Hol axuii npOTII MeHe, sma _BeJlaCb B MYPi Bi21: novarxia Horo iCHYBaHHH" ... "lIoTaitKH II B opraHi30BaHO-ni2l:JIHH cnoci6 CTaBJIlITb nia 3HaK nHTaHHH MOl "KBa· Jli¢iKa1\ii, 5IK nIlCbMeHHIlKa" H TO B 3HOCHHax is JllOl\bMH nosa MYPy" ... ,,51 He na re BCTynHB 21:0 MYPy, LU06 6yTH 06'€KTOM TPYWHBOi if aerinnot nllcbMeHHHKa-rpoMaAlIHHHa irrrpara if HariHKH" ... I T.A·, i T.2I:.

I 21:0 roro aasaa: ".uo rIpaBJliHHH XBa.lbHorO T-Ba MYP y ¢lOpTi (EaB.). OTCIIM npoury npo crcpecaenns MeHe 3 '1HCJla '1.~eHiB npaB.~iHHH MYPy. 3 '1eprH 3allBJl5I1O ~po MOE BHcTynJleHHH 3 q.~eHCTBa 06'€2I:HaHHlI MYP naarazn 3 npn'1HH OC061lCTOrO xapaxrepy. IOpiif Koca-r. MIOHxeH, 13.2.46."

I 2I:OnHCKa Illepexa;

".uo usoro MOlKY 2I:02l:aTH, IL(O JlIICT MeHi l\?pY4eHo I\P¥lKHHOIO Kocana BYOpa i LUO 're, 40MY B3!,TO I{IJIbKa BHpa31B JlHCTa B .~anKH, MeHi 1\i.~KOM lie 3p03yMWO. 5h< LUO ~e 1111- TaTH, TO 3BiI\KH? 4eKalO aa Bauror o JlHCTa. 10. W.

AJle MeHi 3P03YMiJlo i ue nisnci 1\IITaTH, a nnramca MeCbe 2I:e JlH Kocau, 5IKHll He 1\0BipH€ cax cooi i lIKOrO aerxo "B351- TH" KO}l{HOMY a(eHTOBi KO}l{HOi iHTpHrH.

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Ozrnaxe, H nacrpo-om ilOMY, T06TO Kocaxeni, ,n:OCHTb ,n:OBroro ."IReTa, B HKOMY 3a3Hal.J:HB, mo "lrHCT Barn CTHJIi30BaHHH Mailll{e p03na'lJlIIBO. 51 iloro npoxaran YBall{HO, aile nivoro <jJaKTH'IHOrO 3 at-oro He noninancs. XTO, 3 KIIM, aa 11\0 ... 51 III1W npn TOMY nonysran, 11\0 He rapasn all{ TaK MallO noBipHTH, lIK He cBOlM TOBapHwaM, TO 60,n:ail coo! caaoxy. BH TaK Ma.~o aipnre B ce6e, 11\0 Bac MOll{yrb BHBeCTH (i TaK 6e3Ha,n:iilHO) 3 piBHOBarH ,n:BOE-TPOE KHMCb necs BIICJIOBlleHHX cais. BH6a'lTe MeHi, axe raxa nOCTaHOBKa cnpanu auna€TbCH MeHi KpaHHE aenosaxororo'' ... "HixTO, niae Bac, THM 6i,1bllle 3 upaaaiaas MYPy, He ",n:eCKBa.1i<jJiKYBaB, >lK nacsMeHHHKaH, a ne TOMY, 111.0 UiXTO ur.oro 3po6I1TH He MO)Ke. BH nHCbMeHHHK, HKHil ronoparr- cav aa ce6e, a KOJIH XTOCb TaM necs BHCIIOBJ11OE caoi npo Bac ,n:yMKH, TO aa ue opraai- 3aUiH, H]{ oprauiaauis, He MyCHTb HeCTH aiztrrouinaasnocrn. THM 6illbme, 11\0 BH E raxo:« 'llleHOM npaBJIiHHH TiEl opraniaanii i BII raxo:« aecer e ainnonlnaasnicn, sa II rapasnn, HaH- 6illbwe, BII MOll{eTe MaTII npereaciro no riel OC06H, HKa Bac ",n:eCJ.maJIi<jJiKYE", aae nisx no opraniaauii" ... "XO'lY na aa]{1I1O'IeHHH CKa3aTH: ,n:yMalO, naae IOpilO, 11\0 BH CBOIO 3aHBY Bi3bMeTe aasan, rtepenpocare Ham oro ,n:06poro i saxy-reaoro IOpill BOIIO,n:IIMHpOBHqa aa Typ60TY i aa 6y,n:Y'le He 6ynere 3 Ta]{HMII 3a5lBaMH MOPO'lHTH HaM rO.10BY. BOJIilO, 11\06 BH poapaxysaaaci, ai CBOIMII npOTHBHH]{aMII, 51]{ Jlll{eK JlOH,n:OH (B MOp,n:y!), anizc OTe y]{palHCbKe CKllrlleHHH ra oripaacanHH, r a OTi nivni "BHcTynH" . .51 6iJIbille Him nepeKOHaHHH, uio Baw nacryn npanece BaM caMHM 6araTO npnxporuin. He ain Hac, a Bi,n: THX 1I]{pa3, 11\0, MOll{IIHBO, na Bac B TaKoMY naupaaxy Bn.1HBa!OTb. 5y,n:bMO xpauie ,n:06PHMH ,n:PY3HMH, TOBaplImaMH, KOJleraMH. I'apaan? Bac waHylO'IHil, ... "

OTaKe TO H ilOMY HaCTpO'-!IIB. 4H MaTHMe BOHO BnIlHB? 5y,n:eMO Ga'lIITH.

THM '-!aCOM y namcuy rariop! raxox nOBHO HOBIIH.

Y'-!opa, aa 3apH,n:lI{eHHH ynpiacsxoro KepiBHHKa r atiopy r. Crpcainrepa, BHBe3eHO HeBi,n:OMO Ky,n:H enncxona MCTHCllaaa, iloro ursarpa IOpill BiTKoBHUbKoro, 6YBworo KOMeH,n:aHra raoopy BO.~o,n:HMHpa Onyrppinvyrca Ta Horo (ip ara <Pe,n:opa. T06TO uiay 6YBWY Ta60poBY ynpaay, HaCJd,n:KH ,n:OBrHX, HenpHEMHIIX Iarpnr 3 npanony 'IHCeJIbHIIX, HenplIEMHIIX cnpas.

Y HaWOMY MYP-i aaoarar o KJIOnOTY 3 npneony "norllll,n:iB" i rorropy, TyT 3 npaao.ny xepynanna Ta60pOM. HaH6iJIbllle nocrpaacnaaa 3 roro Ta60pOBa ucpxsa. KiHCUb ypOqllCTIIX apXHEpeilcbKIIX GorocJIYll{6, 'lHce.1bHHX MOJIe6HiB, Ha,n:XHeHHHX xepyaixcsrorx, Aile MOll{Ha ztonycxara, 11\0 ue He BnJIHHe na KPYll{JIlIHHH nIlHHeT, cxony i saxony COHU>l i ra cnaa, 11\0 UHM xepye, He 6y,n:e ao Hac B npereacii, 60 I1e BOHa caae TaKHMH Hac CTBopH.~a.

MHHYJIY Hi'l He cnaaoca, ace ,n:YMaB ... OCb ,n:Ba ,n:Hi MaillI{e He npaI11010 naz; "lllepeMeTolO", aile zo 3aKiH'IeHHII Horo He IIHIlIHIIOCb GaraTo.

25 IIIOToro. 3i I1\HpHM lI{aJIeM i CMYTKOM 3ra,n:YBaJIII Mil yxopa pi'lHIII11O CMepTII Moro ,n:06poro KII'iBCbKO;O ztpyra Apxania JlI06'-!eHKa, 11\0 nouep MllllYJIOrO pOKY B Ea,n: K1CClHrep i TaM ace rtoxonamnl, Y I1epKBi aianpaaaeno nanaxuny, Be'IepOM Bi,n:GyJIaCb axaztexia, 51 MaB BCTynHe CJIOBO, I'paropijr KOCTIOK rrpouarae perhepar npo rroxianoro, aprncr 0p0I1eHKO nO,1(aB oztne 3 iloro ononizraas, xop KOJIeCHH'IeHKa BHKOHaB Ki.1bKa nicern, CTiJIbKH 3 HHM nepezcaroro, TaK oararo cnoranis,

4eprOBllil JIIICT Bi,1( 10. lllepexa. Ti cavi KJIOnOTH. Hanacan JIHCTa Crenanoni Bapaaoai B cnpanl 36ipHIII<a 3 npnsony TPH,n:I1HTJIiTHbO'i pi-maui CMepTII Isana opasea. FlpoCHIlli i MeHe 11\0Cb Ty,1(H aarmcarn, ane TeMa <PpaHKO cxaanna, BHMaraE 'lacy, >lKOrO y MeHe TaK MaJIO. I He nO'lYBalOCH noope, HO'laMH Ge3cOHHHI1I1, Ma6YTb nepearcaa, nOTpi6H? ninno-maxy, ci.oroznl necs ,n:eHb oo.~i.~a rOJIOBa, 6YB rapnan ,n:eHb i TOMY H nponis 'lHMaIlO 'lacy na nonirpi, GaBHBCH 3 TO,n:bOM i XO,n:H.~H 3 Taaero no aicy,

3yCTpiBCH 3 B. Jlo.~eHKOM ra B. Jly6pOBCbKHM, 3HaHoMHMH 3 -racln Bai'lMapy. Ix cnpaau - nOJIiTHKa. OOCTiilHi aapazra y npeaanerrra, nasrararor sca 3HaHTH MOll{JIHBicTb KOopaanauii nOJIiTH'IHo"i p060TH 3 iHIlIHMII nOJIiTH'IHHMH cepe,n:OBHl1\aMH, 11\0 na MOIO ,1(yMKy E cnpaaoro 6e3Ha,n:ii'IHolO, 60 nami" nOJIiTHKH He MalOTb ,1(.~H I1bOrO aepna. OpOCTO, B311;'0 He Ty HyTy. OOJIiTHKa 3BO,n:HTbC>I, ,n:o rpn B cainy 6a- 6y. Lle nOBTopIIETbCH H nOBTopIIETbCH 6e3 HKHX 6y,n:b BHrJIH,n:iB '3MiHH.

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npH6YB TaKO)l( 3 aHrJIillcbKOi 30HH, MlH rrpanaaanr 3HaiiOMHii, HeBi.1(MiHHHii cexperap pi3HHX YKpalHcbKHX opraaisa~iii KO •• HWHbOrO Bepainy, Miii WHPHii KOpeCrrOH.1(eHT MHKO-

• na Ce.'eWKO. 3HaEMOCH 3 HHM 3 pOKiB .1(Ba.1(~HTHX. BiH, pa- 30M 3 OJIerOM JIaweHKoM, navarasor-sca 3arrOJIOHHTH MeHe rpiunroro .1(0 axranaiuroi .1(iHJIbHOCTH B opraniaanii yxpainCbKHX nauioaanicrin Me.'bHHKiBCbKoro Bi.1(JIaMY, 3BH'laHHO, B poai CJIYXHHlIoro BHKOHaB~H rrOCTaHOB IX nponony .•. I 6yJIO 6, MO)l(JIHBO, nee ne rapaaa, KOJIH 6 MeHe lie orinaponana neBIIHMH 3aB.1(aIlIlHMH, S1Ki lie 3aB)I(.1(H OTOTO)l(lIlOlOTbCSI 3 "HawolO" rrOJIiTHKOIO, xoro MOl .1(06pi crapi .1(pY3i He XO'lyTb, a60 He MO)l(YTb, P03YMiTH.

28 nrororo. Klnxaer scs .'IOTHii, a 3 HHM (jJopMaJIbHO H 3HMa. 3aBTpa 6epe3eHb i HaTSlK na BeCIlY, ane B .1(iiiCHOCTi ue .1(Ow, ne cair, yxopa, nanpmcnan, nnnano cairy sa niay 3HMy i .1(eHKIIH 'lac BHrJIH,'l;aJIO no 3HMOBOMY, a.re csorozmi 3HOB xaaena, BorKO, XO.'O.1(HO. MyciB HaKIIHYTH na rrJIe'li Tanino ro xpinnsor-o xoacyiuxa, WO Horo .1(iCTa.m BOHa TyT B rariopi, 60 y Hac B 6apaKy .1(OCHTb TaKII XOJIO.1(HO. OrpinaaIIH 3110B WTpaHKY€, sci XO.1(HTb o.1(S1mYTi B renae.

BeJIHKa ceacanin! Y'-lOpa npH6YB .1(0 Hac 3 .1(aJIeKOI, 3aoxeanct.xoi KaHa.1(H o(jJi~iiiHHH npe,1\CTaBHHK opraniaonaaoro YKpa'iHCTBa Til xpaian o. Bacn.n, KYWHip 3 HaMipOM 063HaHOMHTHCb 3 HaWHMH YMOBaMH ra 06rOBopeHHH MOlKJIHBOCTeH nepeceaeuns Hac sa OKeaH. Y npeaanenra JIiBH~bKoro Bi.1(6yJIHCb sapana rrpe,"CTaBHHKiB evlrpaufr, rrpHrOTOBaHO cni.'bHHH rpOMa.1(CbKIIH 06i.1(, a Be'lOpOM, ua -recrs rOCTH KOH~epT 3 MOEIO npHBiTaJIbHOIO MOBOIO, nacryrtcv xopy Ko.,eCHH'leHxa i npOMOBOIO rOCTH.

OTlKe, rr0'lHHalOTbCH rrepwi nporiai KOHTaKTH 3 KOHTHHeTOM zipyroi niaxyrri 3eM.,i aa AT.'HHTHKOM, Ky.1(H, npan,1\ono.1(i6HO, 6Y.1(YTb CKepOBaHi nauri cr onn. I npnexno, mo TaM szce € nesna KL,bKiCTb noceaexuis aauror o rrJIeMeHH i THM caMHM Mil BlKe He 6YAeMO TaM alK HaATO He3HaHHMII. MOH npnnira.n.na npOMOBa xor iaa TaKOlK ne CKa3aTH, iuo ninnoainano TaKOlK HaCTpOEBi uiaol aaiucf rpovaaa.

MaIO aanponremra na Bi.1('lIlT .1(0 Fepcdieasny aa FeccenWHHi, ne TO MH sneprue 3YCTpL.HCH 3 YHPP-olO MHHYJIOrO JIiTa. Taxo:s aanpourenua Bi.1( I. Barpanoro AO cniBp06iTHH~-

TBa B raaeri "YKpalHcbKi BiCTi", uio nouaaa BHXO.1(HTH B HoBOMY YJIbMi. P060TH npH6YBaE H rrpH6YBaE, a TyT aincyaacs MOH "Opra", MyciB Bi.1(.1(aTH 11 .1(0 MaHcTepHi i OCb CH.1(lKy, HK 6e3 pyx, 30BeiM P03Y'lHBCH nacarn nepou .

Y'lopa TaKOlK noaepnyancs Ha3a,1\ ,1\0 raoopy nci uauri apeurrosaal, HId, sa BHHHHTKOM enncxona, 6Y.1(YTb i .1(aJIi TYT lKHTH. Ix, a OC06.'IIBO Ilansxiacsxoro, r-apno BiTa.'H, aci B.1(Oaoaeni, WO nee TaK .1(06pe cKiH'lmIOCH, niaxoro 06BHHYBa'leHHH, axepaxaaui P03YMiIOTb, WO ue •• IIW iarpnra COBETCbKOi arearypa. HKiH rerrep nocnnarorr, He nipa rn aa CJIOBO.

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5 6epe3HH. 3a BiKHOM .1(Ow, 6araTo .1(OwiB, C.'IIBe KO)l(HOI aoni .'.'E, aae BecHY 'lyTH. OC06JIHBO B aici, ,1\e H ysopa MaB MOlK.'HBicTb rr06YTH rrapy rO.1(HH. Ilouyaarocs BTOMJIeHHM i Mywy Bi.1(n0'lI1BaTH ... MHHyJIy Hi'l 3HOB He cnaaoca, sees 'lac 'lOMYCb KBH"HB TO.1(bO, 51 Cep.1(HBCSI, ane He na TO.1(H, a na THX, mo Hac CIO.1(H .1(aJIH. PaHO 3 nepecepaa, 3HOB nanncan KOMeH,,,aHTOBi r ocrpor o JIHCra i 06iL\HJIH B)I(e aaarpa Hac xy.1(HCb nepeceaarn ... n06a'lHMO, n06a'lHMO.

MaWHHKa 3HOB na MOEMY CTOJIi, 6araTo npauscsaa, KiHnato aapeurri "IOHicTb lllepeMeTH"... npH6YB AO raoopy Icaax Masena, BII.1(aTHHH rrOJIiTH'lHHH .1(iH'l, caoro 'lacy MiHicTP nnyrpiuniix cnpaa YHP, .,eKTOp YKpalHCbKOI I'ocno napCbKOI AKa.1(eMi'i B Ilonsripaaax B Yexo-C.'OBa'l'lHHi, aBTOp "fiOJIbIlleBH3M i OKYIIa~iH YKpalHI1", "ni.uCTaBH nauroi noaiTHKH", "YKpalHa B orni i 6ypi peao.nonil". Mil 3 HHM 3HaHOMi we 3 Ilparn, npHEMHa aycrpix, 6araTo p03MOB.'H.'H, nepeBa)l(HO nOJIiTHKa, aae TaKOlK i .rireparypa i cnpann MYP-y. Vloro napTiHHHii TOBapHw (BOHH € 3HaHi .1(iSl'li HawOI CO~iSlJI-AeMOKpaTil) ¢eAeHKO, nOAaE 3aSlBY .1(0 MYP-y i, aaa€TbCH, ino i Maaena He MaB 6H nixoro nporn, 6yTH Horo 'lJIeHOM. TOlKTO MH TpHMa€MOCb 3aCa.1(H JIHWeHb •• ireparypnoro 'lJIeHCTBa, a TyT BlKe BTpY'la€TbCH no.,iTHKa... Yoro MH He MaEMO navipy TopKaTHCSI.

lllaHJlPYWKeBH'l, T06TO KOMeH.1(aHT raoopy, cxapaorn-ca, uro aa asoro 3HOB .1(OHOC, Hi6H BiH rrepexoBy€ B rariopi BO€HHHX 3JI0'lHH~iB. Arearypa He cnnrs,

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6 6epe3HlI. Y'lopa tIep'liJI 3-3a Jill Mamuy BHpiK na necs CBiT BHpa3HY, lIK 3aBlK,Zl,H CHJIbHY i aor'isny MOBY, aKl(eHTOBaHY na renepiunre nOJIiTH'lHe nOJIOlKCHHlI, B lIKOMY COBETcr.ica nO.~iTHKa aar apriamrraa BiJIbHHX uaponis ninorpae POJIIO nepuropxany i phuarony, He paxyrcxacs 3 HillKHMH xapTillMH, nporccrotnenaxa Y CaH opanuicxo. Bin tIopHoro 1.(0 OiBHi'IHOrO MOpll, MilK BiJIbHHM 3aXOl.(OM i HeBiJIbHHM CXOI.(OM uauroro KOHTHHeHTY, aana •• a aanisna KypTHHa. Lle 3BYsazo, lIK YBara-YBara! 4H Ma€MO uc P03YMiTH, lIK M06i.~iaauiro 1.(0 HOBol BiliHH? 51K He raps-rot TO 60l.(ali XO.~OI.(HOl? A 'IH Ti.~bKH, 51K rOJIOC sonuouioro B nycrnai?

8 oepesns. 3 Ta60PY MailHl(-KaCTeJIb npniiuraa nicrxa, uro TaM nopaaao nOTOBK.'H COBETCbKHX orpiuepia, xxi ariryBa.'H aa "POl.(iHY". Taxe lK TpanH.~ocb i 3 IX Bil.(noPY'IHHKOM 1.(.~1I racopy Y Bicoaneni. OpOMOBa 4ep'Ii..a niaaaaa sinsara, P03MOBH npo "HOBY BiilHY" nearanarors, COBETiB aeva noTpe6H 601lTHClI, BOHH p036HTi, r ocnonapcsxo 6e3paI.(Hi ... A.~e Ta60pllHH l(bOMY He aiparr., Cnonmaiorr.cs HOB oro naTHCKY "POl.(iHH" i HOBHX crpaxia,

CbOrOI.(Hi MH 3 Taaero I.(Bi'Ii n06YBa.'H B MiCTi. OcpcpeH- 6ax 1.(0CHTb 3PyliHoBaHHH, aae naaraai ue rapne MiCTO. 51 aiztainaa oxy •• icra i auepiue Ha6YB OKy.~51pH 1.( •• 1I 'IHTaHHlI, lIK TaKOlK MiHlI.'H 6iCKBiTH i KaBY na l(H6y •• 1O H KHC.~y KanYCTY. Hami KOHcepBIIi xapxi He oarari BiTaMiHaMH, y Taai XHTaIOTben 3y6H. Xaii lKHBe l(H6y.~1I H KHc •• a xanycra:

I TaKOlK snepure Bil.(Bil.(aJIH KiHO. Crapa, anepnxauci.xa KapTHHa B aHrJIilicbKili MOBi, He oararo 3 roro 3P03YMiJIH, ane nee TaKH me 51KaCb l(H6y.'1I li KHCJIa KanYCTa 1.(.~1I 3MiHH 6YAHiB.

3aKiH'IHB penaxuito "IOHoCTi Lllepeaera", ane 1.(0 "OcT"-a nee me He rOTOBHli. JJ:pi6Hi cnpana, I.(enpecill, 'lac 1.(0 'lacy "CTpax i rperrer" ...

9 6epe3HlI. Birma, aae Ti.UKH nepaia. COBETH B arpecii, Ix npeca li pazrio 6'IOTb rpaaory, B rroairpi TpicKOTHSI 3ByKiB. JJ:0 roro nonasrsca rapuarna crpinsnaua, aMepHKaHl(i 36i.UllIylOTb KOHTHHreHTH BilicbKa, crriumo 6Yl.(YlOTb HOBi .~eTOBHma. A.~e npe3HI.(eHT TpYMaH 3Be CTa •• ina JJ:lKOB-OM i Hal.(iETbCSI, uio MHp nepexoace. Bpaacenns, mo iuocs naapiBaE, axacs KpH3a, •• inueas ro.ai CKa3aTH axa. 3 MOCKBH tIep-

'IiJIli 3ByTb rir.aepianev, Aiiaettronepa cpalllHcToM... rali, raH! IIeaace? O! Kpauie He pazrirn nepensacno.

1 oepeaas. Haiu 3 Tanero 06'€I.(HaHHII npOTeCT y WaHI.(pYlllKeBH'Ia 3 npnao.ay xeurxauas. Otiiuaae ,,3aBTpa" He CnOBHHJIOCb. 51 3.~OJl(HB 3aSlBY ua nacsai, uio He 6paTHMy HillKOI Y'IaCTH B Ta60poBoMY lKHTTi, nOKH He l.(icTaHeMO MOJK•• anoro npaxiuieaas. reHepa.UHHH urrpaax.

3paHHlI ainnonia na I.(Ba JIHCTIl llIepexy. He pazoxy po- 6HTH "OC06JIHBO"i KBeCTii" 3 nncrynin OCbMa4.KH, a nonaroI.(HTH uc nHTaHHlI "npHHariI.(HO". Ha iHcpopMal(ilO llIepexa, mo raaera ,,4ac" y <!JlOpTi HaMipllE'TbCli nporo.rocnrn JIiT-KOHxypc 3 aar oponavn - TPbOX, I.(BOX i 0l.(H01 THClI'Ii MapOK, 3 THM, m06 MYP npHliHSlB B r oxy 6."IH3bKY Y'IaCTb, MOll I.(YMxa raxa: "HaM He06xil.(HO aa-rpmrar a crpory Ii KOHceKBeHTHY nosarpynoay nOJIiTllKY. ,,4ac" E' opraaov onniei nOJIiTH'IHoi i eKCKJII03HBH01 rpyna, KOHKYPC cpiHaHCOBO 3aMaJIllli, sartiaHO npOrOJIOllleHHH, 3aMaJIO 'lacy I.(JIli Horo pea •• iaauii. 51 BBalKalO, uro nepura npejrin nOBHHHa BHHOCHTH He MeHllIe 15,000 MapoK ... 3 l(HX MipKYBaHb yXHJISlIO l.(yMKy npo KOHKYPC KaTerOp"'IHO" '" ,,51K mo Kocav piutyrre Bil.(MOBHTbCli nin MYP-y, 1.(0 npaBJIiHHlI npcseaexo Barpnno ro" .,. "llIaliHicTH nivoro HaM He 3p06JIlITb, CTaTTli JJ:epJl(aBHHa He MaE' B cooi aixor-o nerieanennor-o ... Baaraai "rocTpHx TOHiB" nOKH uio He CJIil.( BJI(HBaTH, a xpauie aaamnara IX 1.( •• 1I cxpaaaiumx norpeo. MYCHMO P03YMiTH, uio Mll TiJIbKH uto na.rarozoxyE'MO cKpHnKH, m06 rparn i 6yJIO 6 He rapaaa KOJIH 6 npn nepuiovy nopyci CMH'IKa CTpyHH no rpicxa •• H. TaK rOBopHB 3apaTycTpa" •..

OpH6y •• 0 'IHMa •• O npel.(cT3BHHKiB "JJ:epJl(aBHOrO uerrrpy" i B TOMY Mili npaar ea s i 3eMJIlIK H. KH6a •• IOK, 'renep 3aB311- THli n060pHllK llIepexa, Ma6YTb, 3 npH'IHH, mo lioro He 3anpoureao 1.(0 MYP-y. Myllly 3 HHM rOBopHTH. llIepex TyT He npn 'lOMy. Lle cnpana KBa."IicpiKal(iliHOi xosricii i 1.(0 ael rpe- 6a aneprarncs.

y npesnaeara J1iBHl(bKOrO ncaaacni HapaI.(H... Bee ra cnpasa sceyxpaiacsxoro nOJIiTH'IHOrO npencraaaanrna.

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CJIi,1\KH. Tenep Kocax Y3HB CBOIO 3aSIBY Ha3a,1\, i nee Ha'le6TO B nopanxy, 50lOCH Ti.%KH, uio npa TaKili CHCTeMi MYP MOlKe nepeTBopHTHCH B TOBapHCTBO B3a€MHo'i az opauii" .•• "A,1\peca OCbMa'lKH - <PlOcceH (Banapin), Ta6ip YHPPA, YKp. A6TaliJl1OHr. A.~e MeHi 3Il:a€TbCH, W:0 r!HCaTH HOMY - aapeana pi'l, 60 lKa,1\Hi JIOri4Hi ,n:OKaSH na m.oro He BnJIHBaIOTb.

Y OCTaHHbOMY miCTi, lllepex nnure: ,,06H,n:Ba nHTaHHH (KOHKYpCY i OCbMa'lKH) no MO€MY, 13H P03B'H3aJIH npannasBO. BHna,1\oK 3 OCbMa'lKOIO cnpaani aacayroaye Ti.~bKH na nptrnarizme BHCBiTJICHHH. OCbMa'l4HHili uoneninni BixTO He na,n:ae cepsosnoro 3Ha'leBB5!. A oc06Jl11B0 noripe 3 KOHKYPCOM" ... BiH Ui.~KOM rO,1\HTbCH 3 MoelO ,llyMKOIO, i rr05!CHIO€, 5!K ne CTaJIOCH, uio ne nHTaHHH BHPHHY.~O B TaKili CPOPMi. Crro'laTKY MaJIOCb na ynaai, W:0 KOHKYPC MaE 6YTH nporoaoureHHII l1,IlYE, ane SrOIl:OM ue nepernopaxoca Y KOHKYpC raseTH "LJac", uio € opranojr o,n:Hi€i 3 HaWHX noalravanx rpyn, TOlK TO MH BBalKa€MO ce6e oprauiaauisro noaazt rpynonoro i HeSaJIelKHOIO. AMiHb.

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21 6epe3H5!. Oli, He aerxo, ,n;YlKe He aerxo, lKHTH B ra- 60pi ... MyqH.~HCb, MY'lHJlIICb MH B TOMY KYPHHKY i csor-onHi - 6au! .•• Ilpmhuoa npHKa3, W:O ,n:o nouezti nxa, ,1\Ba,l(U5!Tb rpersoro, Haw raoip Ma€ 6YTH JIiKBi.llOBaHHIi, 60 CIOIl:H npnane BilicbKO. Xa, xa! 3Ha'lHTh, rraKyli MaHaTKH i B nyrs .nopory. He 3HaeMO me, KY.llH noeeayrs, aae nci naxyror sca .•. B Cy60TY H aeni.no rr04HYTb Hac BHB03HTH.

TaKI1M 'lHHOM BHpiwYIOTbClI crapi naini JIeMeHTH 3 npaMiw:eHHlIM TYT, a n0'lHYTbC5! HOBi zecs inae. 51 3pe3HrHOBaHHII. Bee O,n;HO KYIl:H nOBe3YTb. npaUIOBaTH i TaK roni ... Ci.orozmi aranyeri-ca OC06.~HBHIi Mili 21-HII 6epesHlI 1942 pOKY B PiBHOMy. To.ai MeHC apeWTOBaHO HiMUllMH 3 ,llylKe HeBHpa3HI1MH nepcnexrnaava na Mali6YTH€. MaJIO-MaJIO He

15 6epesHlI. Llixaso, nixaao. 3aHocHTbClI na HOBY ninHOHbKY. Y Ilepcii COBETI1 xapurcpyior s no rpanaui, Type-tunlIH, y TpYMaHa B 5i.~OMY }.l,oMi aapa.aa Ha'laJIbHHKiB 1I1Ta6iB, LJep'li.~ npnaerin ,1\0 HIO 110pKY, 1I0JIbCbKHII reaepan Annepc, ,n:o J10H,n:OHY.

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18 6epe3HH. Iloxpauiaaa n orona, a.re ae uoxpaura.ra nauri YMOBH. Hac Hi6H X0'lYTb nepeuecrn 1l:0 xpauioro npnaiw:eHH5!, a.ne SlKOCb 50r He Il:a€ 1M crropy. Lle BlKe TpHBa€ OCb TpH MicHUi. MOl HepBH xanpyaceni no Bi,n:MOBH.

Ileperaanyaa 3 Fpnropiev Onexcaaaposauex ape.aaroBaHY "lOllicTb", Bill MaE 6YTlI II BH,n;aBHH'lHM penaxropov. BH,n:aBaTH Mae HOB03aCIlOBalle BHll:aBIIHUTBO POMaHa Ilana,n:iH'lYKa "npOMeTeli" B YJIbMi. Tnip MaE na coot 03HaKIf 'lacy, lIHcaHIfH aa xozty, aa KOJIiHi, 6e3 norpionoro nanpyaceana i 6e3 cnparosasoro rsopsoro nacrporo, uto Horo B Mo'ix yMOnax, HeMOlK.~HBO oCHrHYTIf. A.~e xaH 6y,n:e, 1II< zroxyvenr .u;o- 6H. Iliaa MOH TBOP'licTb, uc ,n:oKYMeHT ,n:06H. Lle YHiKa.%Ha caryauia B icropii TBop'l0ro CJIOBa i TaK II rpeoa P03YMiTH.

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2 KBiTH5I. OOHe.1\iJIOK, .1\pyrnfi AeHb BeJIIIKO.l\ll5l. Ha npnqy.1\ rapna norozia. yqopa Hiq i .1\eHb npOBeJIH B HOBOMY YJIbMi, HOqYBaJIH i p03rOBJI5IJIHC5I y 3eMJIllKiB 3 MII304a aa Bo.~I1- Hi, OJIeKcaH.1\pa fi Hanii AaHH.~eHKiB. bcaai-t cnoranis, AaHIIJIeHKO 6YB pafiOHOBHM Ha4aJIbHHKOM MH3043, aae 3rO.1\OM aisrni fiorD apeIIlTYBaJIII i MH 3 naai HaTa.1iEIO HaMaraJIHCb fioro pllT}'BaTII. I Bp5lTYBaJII1.

006YBaJIII TaKOjf( y l3iJIel.\bKHx, Y OMeJIlIHOBII4a·OaBJIellKa, Y oparin BOCK06ifiHHKiB. Cxpist, rOCT~JIHC5I, a y Bo,:K06ifiHIIKiB, iJIII cnparoxuir; 2I1I1porOpO,llCb[(HII 60p11.\ 1 CTIlBaJIH "XMeJI5I". BOHlI aBTeHTI14Hi noaranui, a IX MaMa npexpacna rOCrrO.1\HH5I, 5IKO'i He 3MOrJIII 3AOJIaTII uaatrr. Ta60plI.

3Bi.1\Ki.%Cb nOllBIIBClI TaKOlK tiarp5lHI1fi i Mil 3a6paJIH fio- 1'0 .1\0 namor o raoopy, 60 na aenip MaJIH sauponrenna .1\0 KYHHl.\b. Flani MapyclI 6YJIa nzce B.1\OMa, He 06ifiIIlJIOCb 6e3 rOCTIIHH, TaK 11.\0 no HaIIlO! xeaii, a:>K rro ABOX .1\H5IX, A06peJIll rea rro ninnoui.

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I 24 xairna. "YKpa'iHcbKi alcri' no-raaaxrn- BI1XOAHTll, penaxropn KI1PllJIO Aal.\bKO i MllxafiJIo BOCK06ifiHIIK. Meae 3a-

aHfUjf(OBaHO, 5IK jf(yplraJIicTa nepenoaaus, OTlKe rnnuy "Kpll3a qH ynanox", - .1\0 rrp06JICM 3JI060.1\eHHO! rrOJIiTI1Kll Eaporru, 5IKa aa MOI~H .1\ccpeHil.\iIlMI1, nepezcanas He TaK KPIl3Y, 51[( yrra.1\OK Mopam. Ile, Hi6H, .1\YlKe CTepeOTl1l11Ie, alK AO 6aHaJIbHOCTH, rOBOpeHlI5I, ane MeHi 3.1\aETbC5I, 11.\0 1.\51 reaa Oc06JIIIBO axryam.na i BOHa BllMaraE 6iJIbWe ysarn, aiac lfi npnniJIlIlOTb. 0POCTO TOMY, 11.\0 lKl1TTlI 1I.\0.1\eHHe CKepOBYE Ha!IlY ynary na pe-ri .1\pi6Hi, 6Y.1\CHHi, He paxyrounci, 3 TllM, 11.\0 ztiETbClI nosa naxa,

. Fpnropiii OJIeKCaH.1\pOBHq rroixan 3HOB .1\0 ¢paHKcpYPTY, 1II.1\03plBalO, 11.\0 Horo 3aaHfUjf(OBaHO .1\0 KYMoBcTBa ua XPHCTI1HH lIKOICb HOBOI rrOJIiTllqHOI nap-ril, npasnononicao JIiaausxoro K!IlTaJITY, B 5IKiH 6H MOlKlIa srypryaarn CKllTaJIbII.\I1HY si CXi.1\Hix TepcHiB HawOI 6aTbKiBII.\I1HI1. 3HalOqll MOE Bi.1\HoweHH5I .1\0 no.~iTl1qHI1X cpopMal.\iH eMirpaHTIl\llHI1, BiH He .1\YlKe .1\WllTbClI ai MHOlO CBoiMI1 .1\YMKaMH B I.\bOMY Hanp5lMKY, aae 3 .1\e5lKI1X Horo HaT5IKiB MOlKJII1BO .1\OrMaTI1C5I, 11.\0 nenua rpyna JIlO.1\eH 3 OTOqeHHlI Barpaaor o, nJI5IHYE CTBOPllTH nOJIiTllqHY qiopvauiro, 5IKa 6 sarroaaaaa rrpOraJII1HY TaK snaaoro CXi)].HlIl.\bKOrO cexr opa exdrpanii, 5IKa He MOlKe BJII1TI1ClI .1\0 BlKC icnyrounx nOJIiTll'lHI1X cpopMal.\ifi aaxinuanr.xor-o Tllny 5IK 0611.1\Ba Bi.1\JIaMI1 O~'H. MOjf(JII1BO ue MaE 5IKeCb anrrpaa.1\aHHII, YKpalHcbKI1H cxin i YKpalHcbKllfi saxin ncaxoaorivHO nee iue Orient contra Occident i 1M rozti 3MicTI1TllC5I B o.1\Hifi reaicrpepl, aJIC lK sace icHYE rrOJIiTWlHe 3'E.1\HaHH5I cxizrHlIKiB 3 'raxor-o rrepeKOHJII1BOrO Cepe.1\OBHII.\a, 5IK M. BETyxiB, B. AOJIeHKO, B. Ay6pOBCbKIIH, axe MHHYJIOrO POKY nOCTaJIO y B~HMapi ni)]. Ha3BOlO Oprnnlaoaaaa Fpoaancsiden, 3 OpiEHranisro aa .1\epjf(aBHlIl.\bKi rpanauii YHP 3 nparxarnvinor nizrXO.1\OM .1\0 cnpas COl.\i5lJIbHI1X i peaJIiCTWlHHM )].0 cnpaa sa- 1.\1OHaJIbHl1x.

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12 L(epBH5I. nOBepHy.~HCH 3 Y.~hMY. Harne JIboH3e i nama KiMHaTa 6.~hOKy "l3e" 88, ue Il\OCh, HK He60 i 3eMJI5I, 51K Il\0 BipHTH, Il\0 He60 - paa, a 3e'1JIH - rreKJIO 3 L(HM 51 He I\YlKe KOHTeHTHHH. l3yJIH B 060x rariopax - Crapor o H HOB oro YJIhMy. B HOBOMY Y.~bMi 3aB3HTIOIl\a npanauaua MilK "cxiAHHKaMH" M ,,3axiI\HHKaMH", HK ue i CJIil\ rOPAoMY K03a~bKOMy naesreni 3 Moro KYP5lL(OlO rrOJIiTHKOIO. "naHl\epiB~i" Hi6H AiCTaJIH npaxas "JIiKBiAyBaTH napriro Barpanoro", a 6arpHuiani He 6yJIH 6 6arpHHiB~i, Il\06 3 ~HM rrOrOAHJIHCH. Mano HaM 6aHAepiBIl.i - MeJIbHHKiBIl.i ... MaEMO K06eJIHKH KOHrpa KO.~OMHH. 51 TBepAO 6YB i E, HeBTpaJIbHHH, ane He 360KY. )"(PYKYIOCh rrOKHIl\O Y K06e.~HKiBIl.iB, TOMY, Il\0 BOHH cJIa6- uri i XOL(eTbCH rriATpHMaTH, XOL(a rppaacoaoria IX npoainaaaa Barpnnoro, rnny couiaaicrin KHEBa 17-ro POKY, xeni He iMnoaye, aae He 6ilIhllle iMrrOHYE TeHAeHIl.iH KOJIOMH1, Il\0 aaraztye Il\OCb, HK "Bcix A' OAHOI 51MH" 3 .TIaprin sene'' THL(HHH, - MaHillKa.~hCTBO uamor o 6pYl\HOrO 'lacy, 6aMI\YlKe 3 HKOro 60Ky Hom BHCJIOB.~IOIOTh. AJIe Il\0 cxaxceur JIIOAHM, lIKi AHBJI5IThC5I, aae He 6aL(aTh, cnyxaiors, ane He L(YIOTh. Xi6a "rrpOCTH 'iM, 60 He 3Ha1OTh, Il\0 p06.~51Tb". 3aJIHWa€ThCH »ca- 60-MHlllO-,lIpaKiBKa aa BHIAIIHe HH~e.

BiMaB "BiCT5IM" asc TpH crarri. JIHCT BiA Yxpaincuxof CTYAeHTChKOI fpOMaAH B EpJI5IHreHi, rriAl!HCaHHH 3. BHHHHIl.hKHM ... "MH npocaao Bac BiA'IHTaTH, L(H pamne BHrOJIOCHTH nononizn, rrpo nartpanai cYL(aCHOI yxp, JIiTepaTYPH, rrpo Baur HOBHM, BeJIHKHH pOMaH "OCT" ra rrpo 3aBAaHH5I MYPy ... " OTaKe. KOJIH ue 3p061HH? "Pe'leHeIl.h Bauroro MOlKJIHBOrO, aae neanoro npaiazry, npocaao rrOAaTH ua anpec ... " 3Bil\KH BOHH 3HalOTh rrpo "OCT", 51KHM Y MeHe na CTOJIi JIHWeHb na TpeTHHy rOTOBHH? Tpe6a KOJIHCh aioparncs.

XMapHO, XOJIOAHOBaTO, ane JIboH3e - "ceJIO, ne cepue BiArrOL(HHe". nOIOClI, Il\0 60rH 3a3ApOCHi i ue He nporpanae AOBro.

13 L(epBHH. )"(a.'Ii CJIbOTa, Aa.~i Api6HHH AOIl\, AaJIi xoJIOI\HyBaTo. fOJIOBa 3aCJIhOL(eHa, ane l!HWY "OcT"-a. nOL(aB nre nsopa. OAHHaAIl.HTa rOI\HHa. Ilpamnoa rrorar - aaupsMOK Y.~hM. HeAaBHo BiAiHWOB AO usoro CepriH MHKOJIaSBHL(. BiH Mae CBOI K.~orrOTH i TO L(HMaJIi.

Y xene na CTo.'Ii 6iJIi KBiTH, sa BiKHOM MOKpa aepaana ncnnana IX rreJIIOCTKaMH.

14 L(epBH5I. TaHH noixaaa AO YJIhMY, II nmny "OcT"-a, B rrepepaax L(HTalO "Von Rurik his Stalin" MO.~JIepa. BaacaaH!! BHCJIOBHTH BHWicTh repMaHcbKol paca ra Ii Brr.~HB na diopMyBaUHlI icropii Pocii. npOL(HTaB TaKOlK pOMaH "Der Schuldtrager" Me€pa. He MaIO .!I06poI 6eJIeTpHCTHKH.

3apa3 51 cav, Tans npnlnc, Ma6YTh, aasrpa, Il.iKaBO, uro TaM y CBiTOBiH noxirnui, TO lK saarpa rrpOI\OBlKeHIm MHPOBoi KOH<jlepeH~i1 L(OTHPbOX B napHlKi. 4H l\iHAe AO 51KorOCh MHpy? OHKeJIh CeM niaani l3aTbKo aapo.aia?

17 'lepBHlI. nHWeTLC5I H rnnuer sca "OCT". Cava paAicTb.

Ha BepaHAY Bil\L(HUeHe mnpoxe, airpazcne BiKHO, KiMHaTa YPHzoxena B CTapoBHHHOMY HiMeIl.hKoMY, 6aBepchKoMY CTH.~i 3 pi3b6JIeHHMH Me6JIHMH i l\epeB'51HHM 06walIhOBaHHlIM ... 4HCTe nosirpa, OL(i He 6aL(aTh 6pY,llHHX KOPH.!IOpiB Ka3apMH, nyxa He L(YIOTh IX 6py.!IHOrO ranacy.

YL(opallluiH, HeAiJIhHHH AeHh npoeean POI\HUHO, oriinaJIH pa30'1 y BeJIHKiH Il\aJILHi, rro oriini TaHS! BiJlrrOL(HBa.~a, TOlK TO 51 XOAHB rro CaAOL(KY 3aHUlITHH AyMaMH. ("XOAHJIa 1I rro Ca.!lOL(KY, rro 3eJIeHY 6apBiHOL(KY"). Onicns rrHJIH TaKY "MOKKa", 51Ka saripaaa MeHi COU ~iJIOI HOqi. ("COH JIiTHhOI noui"). )"(Oll(, xuapa - XMapH i .!IOIl\, na XBHJIHHKY COH~e, a TaM 3HOBY XMapH i AOll(. I air ep. yqopa rrizr aexip noxaaaJIOCb L(epBOHe conne i MH 3 Tanero rrpOMWJIHClI rrO.1eM, Ae BHClma€ThC!! rnueuana i ~BiTYTh MaKH i, 3AaBaJIOCh, Il\0 na aanrpa BHrrOrO.!lHThClI. nO'1HJIHJIHCb. PaHO .!IOIl\, sapaa nirep, a TaM, Ma6YTb, 3HOB .!IOIl\. 36HpalOCh CK04HTH AO YJIhMY·

18 4epBHH. Y 06i,ll rrOBepHYBClI 3 Y.1hMY, xyrra JIHCTiB i B TOMY sln M. II1JIHMKeBH4a 3 MIOHxeHY, Bil\ I. Kepnnusxoro 3 Kapacrpeasny, Bi.!l E. Ilacrepaaxa 3 <I>paHK<jlypTY· Ha-

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rMYIOTb MeHi, IUO 10 MYP i IUO H HOrO rOJIOBa. "KOlKHOMy rpany CBOH npan i npasa, KOlKHMil iaier CBOH yM roaoaa", TIaCTepHaK noni.n:OMJIHE, IUO B CKOPOMY xaci MOlKHa 6y.n:e BMCMJIaTM pYKonMCM no 3CA. DYB Y penaxuii, B 'leprOBOMY 'lMCJIi "Bineil" alK TpM MOl crarri. lUOCb necaxoaare, !I npoTecTYBaB, cxapxca-rsca, IUO inure 1M He ninxomrn, axe lK He 6y.n:y H 3aHonHHTM 1M uizy raaery, CKa3aB, IUO ai CTaTTHMM xinem, - nMlllY "OCT".

20 xepaaa. Baosra, TpOXM xpaura noro.aa. He nauiy, lJM" raio HKMH pociilCbKMil pOMaH. Y'lopa micas, aae B'HJIO. Bararo sraayio, 6araTo zrysraro. THCHYTbCH il THCHYTb" CH .n:YMKH, Hi6M TiH BiilHi He xiaeus, IUO BOHa MaE npo.aoaacyBaTHCh, IUO BOHa BlKe rtpoaoeacyert.ca Y HOBOMY, iHWOMY BHrJI!I,n;i. TIpoTMJIelKHOCTi carry 3aHa,l\TO rJIH60Ki. IlparazyETbCH CPOTO 3 xonrpepcuuii B Ilournaxi - E:-JIi, TpYMa~, CTaJIiH. ETJIi Y 3BM'lailHOMY KOCTIOMi, 3BH'lailHIH xpasartu, 3 JIaHUlOlKKOM rO,l\HHHHKa B xmueni KaMi3e.%KH, TpYMaH Y KOCTIOMi a JIH ,l\eH,l\i 3 MeTeJIHKonolO KpanaTKOIO i B.~OlKKOIO Y nepxniit JIiBiH xnureuui, TOlK TO CTa,~iH Y 6iJIOMY MYH,l\ypi, 30JIOTi ryzranxa WHPOKi naroaa ai 301I0TOlO snlanoro H 30" JIOTHM Mapwa.~bCbKHM 3HaKOM i WTaHH 3 'lepBOHHMH JIHMna" caMH. ETJIi i TpYMaH ,l\HB.~!ITbC!I na asoro i seceao cepnexHO CMiIOTbCH, TO }]{ TO CTa.~iH ,l\HBHTbC!I nepen ce6e, sa ycrax nin BYCOM i IUilIHHax Ma.~eHbKHX o'leil 3aTHCHeHO XHTPY, iPOHi'lHY nocuiurxy, HKa xaace: - CMiHTHMeTbC!I Toil, XTO cMhITHMeTbOI OCTaHHiH •.. ET JIi panyerr-cs, IUO OCb"OCb 36y" .n:eTbCH iMnepiI, TpYMaH 36YBCII ¢iJIiniHiB, CTaJIiH 3,l\06YB AJIeY-fH, Caxania, Espony ao raM6ypra i ue IUe JIHW no-raTOK. " KOWTOM THX, IUO cMilOTbC!I. ° tempera, 0 mores!

23 xepaas. Hezrina, f10'lMHalO HOBHil 3WHTOK HOTaTHHKa.

Y MeHe na MallHfHi "OCT", IHKO.T[11 nopasaiocs JUfCaTl1, niacinato ,l\0 MawHHH, ane He il.n:e. Lli ztni He ,l\alOTb uacrpoio. Moaomao, Ki'laeTbCH MiH ce30H, nOMi'la€TbCII BH'lepnaHHII, ane TOH ,l\OIU i Toil XOJIO,l\ ... Ilepczry-ropa 6YJIH 3HOB B YJIb" Mi i TaM HO'lYBaJIH. He MOlKHa 3HailTH xicua. BiHHa? He BiH" Ha? Lllo ,l\aJIi? Bepnevocs Im3M? .. A 'lH He BepHeMOCb HiKOIIH?

Y'lopa, I,l\Y'IH 3 Y.~bMY, na craauiro npacys BeJIH'Ie3HHH, cauirapaaa nOTHr 3 HanpHMKOM cxin ..• TIpHrMYIOTbCH raxi

nornrn 3 39"ro pOKY inuroi MapKH. 3a,~i3HHUH aecr- 'lac B PY" ci, aasraad TaHKiB, rapaar, BiHCbKa. A:vrepMKaHCLKi B~rOHH, aaepnxaacsxe 3Hap!IMH, aMepHKaHCbKl JIIO,l\H. Hacrpin TpM" sora, B rronirpi BeJIHKHH 3HaK 3aIlHTY.

A.~e MH B'lOpa, Ui.~KOM BHna.n:KOBO, HaBiTb TpOXH notiaBHJIHCb. f10HBMBCII O,l\MH 3HailoMMil MailcTep axopniony, 3iH" WIIHCH MOJIO,l\i i BHilwOB +aneus. XBHJIHHKa poasara. CBHTKY" BaHHH MHPY. MHHYJIO lK n'!ITb poxin ni,l\ rro rarxy I'iracpoC'raaiucsxoi BiilHH. Ti nni OC06IIHBO Bpi3a.1HCb B THMKy, 6a" rar o nizneceana, 6araTo cnomsaaocs i raxe rocrpe poasapOBaHHH.

24 xepaaa. Hocraa sria, 60JIIO'la ryra, cpaHTaCTH'lHi MpH. lJorocb '1eKaeMO. 3,l\aeTbCH, IUO MH nepen 6ypelO, IUOCb Mae CTaTHCH, Hac KY,l\HCb nOKJIH'lYTb. 1 aixoro nexra. 1 peaxuis poanany. Heazce 3 HaMH xiaeus? DyJIO TpOXH 06Ha,l\ii 3 AMe" pHKH ra i ue 3aTHXII0. AJIe lK IUO AMepHKa? Lle JIHW BTe'la Bi,l\ ce6e ...

.nHCT Bi,l\ EBreHa MaJIaHIOKa . .IJ:aBHo, IUe Bi,l\ .nbBoBa 1943 POKY, 3 HMM He 6a'lHIIHCb, JIMCTYBa.~HC!I KOJIH MM 6YJIH B .n1O" nenoypry COPOK '1eTBepTOrO poxy. Y m.oro TaKOlK HepBH. OCb iloro HOTa:

".IJ:opomil .IJ:PYlKe! He npaixas, II MaB nepepsy B riMHa" aii (BiH BHKJIa,l\a€ MaTemTHKY B Ta60poBiH rixnaaii B PereHc6YP3i. Y. C.) i MyciB Bi,l\nO'lHTH B nici - .n:ylKe KOpOT" KO. A renep y MeHe nOBHO aaenepsosaus i Typ60T, 60, aaaer sca, Mae npH6YTH pozrana ... AJIe He 3HalO B !IKHil cnoci6. 1 Toil "cnoci6" :vreHe Hail6iJIbWe rpaae (y MeHe 3JIe 3 cepuea).

MaIO .ao Bac npoxanns: nonoaare ,l\II!I MeHe ,,3anpoweH" HH" 3"3a oxeaay. 3 P0,l\HHOIO (DorYMiJIa i TIJIaTOH, 11 JIiI). UHM MeHe .n:YlKe 3060B'lIlKeTe. Taxoxc, nirairre MHJIoro n. Iropa (nin Mae TaKOlK 3B'II3KH 3 enncxonosr TeO,l\0pOBH" 'leM), uaranairre iiOMY npo MeHe i pO.n:MHY.

HepBH - BlKe na rpannui. .IJ:eIUo npaUIOB.aB, TaK IUO Bi,l\nO'lHHOK MYCHTb 6YTH. Hinoro He nHWY TIlBTOpa pOKY - He MOlKy. OTlKe cycnixscrso (noacaasca DOlKe), K,?~M BOHO B reopii icHYE, MYCMTb MeHl pas B lKHTTl npHHTH 3 noui-ono. KOJIH 6 BH Mor.~H 3aCKO'lHTH KOJIH"6Y,l\b, TO He saoynsre nouryxarn MeH~. (riMHa~iH).: .. TY,l\M i nmnirs. Biraare ,l\pylKMHy n. Oaera 1 norrpocrrs 11 BH6a'leHl1H, IUO He nacas. Mil1HO CTHCKalO PYKy, E. MalIaHIOK."

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I KOJIH ,ll.HBHTHCh aa cnpany B II cjJaKTH'IHoMY craai, nopnrynxy neua. POciH lIPOJIOMHJIa rparn caoei KJIiTKH, 3 caTaf{Ch]{OJO BHPBOJO' BOHa KHHYJIaCb na 311eHaBH.lIlKeHY CBOJO KOHKypeHTHY Espony ... A.~e ue He 3Ha'lHTh, iuo Hiaex-rana, 3 II ciMAeCflT '1H aicixnecnr MiJIbHOHaMII HaCeJIeHHH Ha3aB)I{I\II noro.aaruca ai CBOIMH rparasnr, uio BOHa 3a6YAe CBOI 1I0- XOAH, mo rrepecraae paxyaarn caoi xcepraa, mo spexer sca csoro HaCTaBJIeHI-HI "Ha cxizt", l.UO Bi.lI.MOBHTbCH myxara TaM nparon npocr opy, HiKOJIll uscro ne CTaHeThCH, ilK AOBro TaM na CXOl\i, MilK Pocisro 'ra HiMe'l'lIlHOJO, 6YAe iCHYBaTIl "rrOpO)KHS" nOlriTI14He Micu.e, 5IKlll.O Ta "SeMJIfI Hi4H5I" He

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BiHHH aa YKpaiHY BeJIHClI npOTlIrOM croairs, BiHHH, iuo B MHHYJIOMY cTocyBaJIHClI JIHWeHb roro npocropy, csoronni nocrlnno i TpHBaJIO 3arpOlKYIOTb CIIOKiH He TiJIbKH yxpaiaCbKHX CeJIlIH a-nia JIbBoBa '1H XapKOBa, ane H avepaxauCbKHX ce.mn s-nin HIO P!OPKY '1H CaH <t>paHuicKO. YKpaiHcsxa IIp06.~eMa nepecrara 6YTH np06,'IeMOIO Pocii ra Yxpa- 11m, - Ilerpa BeJIHKOrO i Maaerm. Ta np06JIeMa BHpOCJIa .l\0 P03MipiB, KOJIH Hew nOBHHHi uiKaBHTHCb JIIO.l\H uiaoro CBiTY, SlK ino BOHH He XO'lYTb onHHHTHCb B TaKOMY lK CTaHOnauii aa CTO pOKiB, B SlKOMY onHlm.~HCSI B Haw 'lac. 50 riei np06.'IeMH He nouracrrrn, BHpiwHTH, ani 3ac06aMH Flerpa BeJIHKOrO, ani 3ac06aMH Flrnepa. Lle np06JIeMa lKHTTSI H He)KIITT5I BeJIHKoro uapo.ay, SIKfn1: HiKOJIH, nin HiHKHM BHrJIHw .l\OM, He .l\aCTb eerie BJIOlKHTH B tjJOPMY.~y CCCP, '1H CPOPMYJIy "PaHxcKoMicapiSlTY", 3aJIHIlJalO'IHCb na JIacKY HKB)J, '1H I'eurrano, 5IK aapoa lKHBHH, MOJIO.l\HH, nOBHHH CH.~H, nOBHHH nepexoaaaas B CBOIO npanay, ueH aapozt HiKOJIH, aa HillKHX YMOB He speuersca r-oro, uio )(aHO HOMY npHp0.l\OIO. Hanir s, KO.~H 6 ue naxn i naxa 3BO.l\H.~OCb )(0 3ac06iB pimennn ra- 30BHX xaxep '1H 1I!" BiHHHUi.

€.l\HHHM pe-renasr, KOHKpeTHHM i JIIO.l\CbKO-BHnpaB)(aHHM piweHHllM E pinrenna, uio Horo nepenoaxae ATJIlIHTiHCbKa Xapria Haponin 06'E.l\HalmX Hanin, )J,eplKaBHa aeaaaeacaicn, scix napoais na 3eMJIi. TIoBHa i 6e30rJIlI.l\Ha aizmoainansalcrs aa )(OJIIO H He.l\OJIIO xoaororo uapo.ay B Horo npapo.aHHX xeacax, CniBlKHTTlI i cniBp06iTHHUTBO uapoaia O.l\ImKOBO BiJIbHHX i O.l\HaKOBO ynpHBiJibOBaIlHX... MH yxpaiuni, 6e3 sacrepexcenna aa TaKe piurenna. I 3ra)(YIO'IH .l\eHb 22-ro nepaHlI 1941 POKY, UHM XO'leMO CKa3aTH, iuo npaxapa usoro tjJaTaJIbHOrO )(HSI ne nepecraae nepecninyaara cYMJIiHHll CBiTY TaK )(OBrO, nOKH CJIOBa ATJIlIlITiHCbKOi Xaprfi 3 nanepy He nepejinyrt, B KOHKpeTHIIH '1I1H. Toni TaKOlK 3HIIKHe nOHSlTTSI ,,3eMJIll Hi'lIl51" i TIIM caMIIM ainnanyn, acnipauii THX, ino xepea III1X, npornroa xoacnoro rroxoaians, BTlIraETbClI CBiT )(0 nee HOBHX i HOBHX xaracrporp",

Taxe ocs, BII6a'lTe, .l\03BOJIIIJIH Mil corii anpexru, I na.npyxyaara. Illxo.na, mo usoro He 3MOlKYTb '1YTH B 06'EAHaHHX Hauiax, aae ue )(OKYMeHT )(06H. P!oro npovararor s THCSI'Ii JIIO)(eH Bl'rrnaHHlI i xiasxa arenrie HKB)J" lIKlIM noPY'IeHO CJIi.l\KYBaTII aa HaMH i sxi sanauryrs ue no csoix ".l\iJI" Y BiML'Ii ,,6YPlKyaaHoro nauionaaiawy" MOCKOBCbKIIX urratixsaprnp.

25 '1epBHlI. Ia.l\HJIII 3 Cepriex MIIKOJIaEBlI'IeM, na ueH paa aBTOM, no Y.~b:vry. Y ratiopi pyx, BciJIlIKi ncpeaipxn, /I1O.l\H XBII/IIOIOTbC51. JIeoHH.l\ JIHMaH, Bi.l\ iMeHlI MaJiaHIOKa, nOBi.l\OM/IllE, ruo Toil 3611paETbC51 Bi.l\Bi.l\aTH MeHe 30 xepaaa, Iu06 ,,06roBopllTIl )(eHKi aireparypnl cnpann", 3HalO, uio caae i\oro Typ6YE. MYP. P!OMY B TOMY urocs He rrO.l\06aETbCSI, He P03YMilO, iuo caxe i ilOMY XOTiJIOClI 6 Bi.l\MOBIlTIl ~IeHe nin Y'IaCTlI B TOMy. Mll crapi, AaBHi zipyai, waHYIO Horo 1I1{ rocTPY i\ BIlpa3HY ixaaaiayaasnicrs, aae He sipro B Horo "noJIiTIl'lHi" MaHeBplI. Llixano .l\oBi.l\aTIICb, iuo BiH MaE renep "Ha MHCJIi" .

P03MOB.~HB 3 KOCTIOKOM, BepeTeH'IeHKOM. Hixoro HOBOro, aisoro oC06.~IlBOro.

26 '1epBHH. 3aBTpa pano, 0 ro.aani 4.30, a611palOcb B nopory no EpJIlIHreHY i naai. MaIO naxip 3YCTpiTIICb B EPJIllHreai ai cTY.l\eHTaMH, Y <t>lOpTi Bi.l\Bi.l\anr llIepexa, a o nicas no MIOHxeHY na 3'ls.l\ JIirll YKpa'iHcbKlIX TIO/IiTlI'IHIlX B'513HiB, Bi.l\ HI{IIX MaIO aanpouienaa,

Cepria MlIKo.~aEBIl'l i nasi Mapyca nlzt'Ixaaa )(0 Y/IbMY, TaM MaE 6YTII nepeaipxa JIIO.l\ei\, ino npamoiorr, Y HIlX aa rcaMiHOJIOMHi.

27 '1epBHSI. He TaK CTaJIOCSI, lIK ranaaoca, noiazrxy no EpJIlIHreHY na .l\eHb ainaoaceno, cniumxo no Y/IbMY, 60 zricraan BicTI{Y, nio Haw Ta6ip MalOTb KY)(HCb rrepeB0311TlI. OTlKe, xinem, namoro JIboH3e. YeKaEMO na O)(HHa.l\U51TOrO)(HHHHi\ rrOT51r ...

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.n;eHTaMH, rOBOpHJIH rrpo nanri JIiTepaTYPHi cnpaan, HOqYBaB Y Bannaut.soro, Y <l>lOpTi lllepexa He 3aCTaB ynoxa, He MaB TaKOlK maCTSI aycrpiui 3 KOCTeUhKHM B Hropendepai, a B MIOHxeHi-PaMepC.l\oprjli, na Bi.l\OMiil <l>lOpixwy,~e 53, noriyBaB na 3'13.n;i rrOJIiTHqHHX B'1I3HiB, CKJIaB npHBiTaHHlI Bi.n;

MYPy i BHCJIyxaB qHMaJIO .l\onoBi.n;eil, P03MOB, .n;HCKyciil _

J nepen ysopa nOBepHYBclI nasan .n;o JIhoH3e.

yqopa 3HOB n06yBaB y ratiopi. T..JYTKH npo nepeian ninTBep.l\lKYIOThClI, me He Bi.n;OMO Ky.n;H i KO.~H, ane naKYBaTH MaHaTTlI npHii.n;eThClI . .uiCTaB 3HOB JIHCTa Bi.n; Faaztaxa 3 AMepHKH. TaM sa MeHe craparor scn i n06aqHMO, iuo 3 roro BHil.ae. TIOKl1mO - 'leKaTH na BHKJIHK 3 KOHCy.~lITy 3CA.

Bararo BciJIlIKOrO JIHcTYBaImll, sa 'lac uauroro YJIhMY, 6i.~1I nin COTHi JIHCTiB, na md 3aBlK.n;H nanae ainnonias.

3i6paJIHClI nani PaH 3 TO.n;hOM i MH 3 Tanero na .uYHail xynarncs. "THXO, THXO .uYImil noxy nece, a me THXWe .n;iBKa KOCY xeure'', Y HawOMY npocropi, .uYHaii He TaKHii alK THXHH, .ll.OCllTh IIIBllAKa reuin, aae BO.1I.a xacra i nanirr, cans, '-IH xpaure 3eJIeHKaBa. TIPH€MHO nponean 'lac, a BeqOpOM MH 3 Tanero aizr'ixaxa .l\0 JIhoH3e.

loch y aamia ,,6ayepH-uiMMep" namy i nainy ... JIHCTH. Cnexa, Cnozdsaexocs no 06i.l\i 6ypi. Binnyaaio 3HOB aecnoxiit, 'lac Bi.n; 'lacy MeHe HaBi,llY€ .l\enpeciH. CBiT CTa€ qOPHHM, nee .n;OBKPYfH 6eHTelKlITb . .uo roro me it sinnosinsa aexrypa. CTapHH, me 3 TIpa3bKHX -racia, zrpyr MllxaitJIo nalKaHCbKHH, nplICJIaB CBOIO KIniry crrorania npo KOHueHTpaUiitHHit raoip Caxcearansen "M03a'iKa B'1I3HHqHIIX xsanpia", .n;e BiH caoro 'lacy nepeoyaan i .n;e aarnnyn Miit npexpacnaa n06paTHM Oaer OJIblKHq. )KOpCTOKi pesrinicuenuii nepecai.l\YIOTb Hac ne 6 MH He 6yJIH i ue nine 3 HaMH no KiHUil naworo lKIITTlI.

OCb, nanpaxaazt, qY€MO CIIJIbHi BH6YXH. l.I,e p06iTHHKII KYHHUi payrs KaMiHb, aae ri 3ByKH TaK rocrpo aaranyrorr, MHHy.~i POKH lKHTTiI namor o. AJIe 'lac it.n;e HeBMOJIIIMO nnepezt i nOBoJIi sarapae CJIi,ll1l sa HaMH. Ti.~bKH He 60JIi.

3 JIHnHH. lll.o BOHH Be3YTb? ByriJIJIH qH TaHKH? 3 aaworo 6Y.l\HHI{y '-IyTII rYPKiT noraria, uio qaCTO, 6e3 3ynHHKH, npobsnxcaior s .n;OJIHHOJO. Be3YTb nepeaazcao na cxia ByriJIJIH, ane nxopa, aanpmoran, nporpnaia Ty,llH lK .n;oBlKeJIe3HHii no-

THr, nasarrraacenait TaHKaMII. MH CH,lIiJIH B l.n;aJIbHi npn Beuepi, y HaWOMY TOBapHcTBi 6YB O.n;HH eCTOHeUb i ue HBHme 6yJIO TeMOID HaWHX p03MOB. Heazce TaM urocs 6POITbCH? ECTOHUHM, ilK i HaM, .l\ylKe XOTiJIOCiI 6 ,lIeHKHX 3MiH noaiTHKII cxo.ay, BOHH BTpaTH,~H 6iJIbWe, HilK MH. BOHII MaJIII Ma.~eHbKy, aae noope ynopnaxosany, caaocriany ,lIeplKaBy, HKy POciHHII 6pYTaJIbHO sin HHX 0.n;i6paJIII i 06epHyJIII ii B PyIHY. Taxa Maca IX .~IO.l\eH BHl1WJIa B eMirpauilO i He MeHura Maca nimaa B CH6ip . .uJIH napony IX poaaipy, ne rparisua xaracrporpa, AJIe na xompepennii ,,'IOTHPbOX" B TIaPHlKi usoro HaneBHO He 6aqaTb.

Be'lOpOM naaizraaa KYHIIUb o.nna noascsxa napa, BiH axopztionicr, BOHa cniaaxxa. Ha nepanai .n;OBrHit 'lac 6yJIO 'IyTH My311Ky, TpOXH cniay i uanirt, ranens,

A O,llHOqaCHO - aexrypa "B'H3HH'IHHX xnanpia", ,,3 zcyp- 6010 pazricrr, orinanaci," - .n;eKJIHMyBaJIH MH aa xacia IOHaqHX, JIHWeHb Tenep MH nepeaiuaa ain JIiPHKII OJIeCH ao rpariror Illetccnipa.

4HTaJO TaKOlK "Amerikanische Rundschau" npo KOHTpO.~1O ar ovonoi stipci i np06JIeMy BeJIHKHX BHCOT JIeTYHcTBa •

.upymit .n;eHb B)l.OMa, na Micui. l.I,e pizxo TpanJIH€TbCiI_ .uYWHO. Hanncas TiJIbKH cepiro JIIICTiB i ue BCH MOH .n;iHJIbnicrs, .u'~H 6iJIbWOrO HeMa uacrporo. Caoepinaa BTOMa 3 aaXIIJIOM no JIiHIIBCTBa H 6e3.n;iJIJIlI. AJIe Bi.n;nOqHTH TaKOlK peKOMeH.n;Y€TbCH. "KOJIH 6 TaM CTaJIOCiI, m06 MH MOrJIH CBO- 6i.n;HO BepHYTHciI .n;O.n;OMY" - mozrenaa MOJIHTBa acix HaWHX aasdpin, HKa, Ma6YTb, He )l.OXO.n;HTb Boacoro ayxa .

4 JIHnHiI_ TiJIbKH uio MH 3 Taaeto BepHy.~HCH 3 JIicy, 3eJIeHO, cnisco, 3aXOn,~eHO. MH qaCTO TaM 6YBa€MO, yxopa, aanpaxaaa, npOHWJIHCiI JIiCOM, nOJIeM, TpaBaMH, nureaaUHMH, 36HpaJIH )l.HKHH arpecr, Ma.~mnl, CYInlUi. Bararo COHUH, 6araTO nOBiTpH.

Ct.oronai aecs )l.eHb yzto xa i aecs .n;eHb rocri. Ilin Be'lip naui Mapycs BHIXaJIa no MIOHxeHY. MH sanrpa, )l.YlKe HeOXO'-Ie, 36Hpa€MOCb .no YJIbMY. Cnexa, MicTO, PYIInI, xa- 3apMH, .~IO.n;H 3 IX Typ60TaMH. Harne JIboH3e, ue xypopr, ue Boaca JIaCKa, ue •.. BH6a'lTe. 51 TpOXH 3aXOnJIIOIOCb.

6 JIHnHiI. Bee TaKII B'IOpa )1.0 YJIbMY I3.n;1I.~1I i n06YBaJIII B 060x raoopax. B HOBOMY YJIbMi oanaepiaui n0611JIII nOJI-

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aeuraxa, rOBOpHJIH rrpo aauri JIiTepaTYPHi cnpasn, HO'lYBaB Y BHHHH~bKOrO, Y <pIQPTi lllepexa He 3aCTaB YIl:OMa, He Man TaKOlK W.aCT!! sycrpixl 3 KOCTe~bKHM B Hropeaoepai, a B MIQHxeHi-PaMepCll:opcjJi, na BiIl:OMii1: <PlQpixwYJIe 53, nooyBaB aa 3'i31l:i rrOJIiTll'lHHX B'!!3HiB, CKJIaB npnsiraxas Bill:

MYPy i BHCJIyxan 'lHMa.~o 1l:0rrOBill:ei1:, P03MOB, Il:HCKycii1: ... I rrepen yxopa noaepayacn nasan 1l:0 J1boH3e.

Y'lopa 3HOB rr06YBaB y rariopi. LJYTKH rrpo nepeisn nlnTBepll:lKYIQTbC!!, ure He Bill:OMO KYIl:H i KOJIH, aae rraKYBaTH MaHaTTJI rrpHi1:ll:eTbCJI. ,z:UCTaB 3HOB JIHCTa Bill: I'aiiztaxa 3 AMepnxa. TaM sa MeHe CTapalQTbCJI i rr06a'lHMO, W.O 3 roro BHi1:ne. OOKHW.O - -rexara aa BHK.~HK 3 KOHCYJI!!TY 3CA.

Bararo ncixaxoro aacryaanns, aa 'lac naruoro YJIbMY, 6iJI!! nis COTHi JIHCTiB, na nxi 3anlKIl:H .aaaas ainrronizn,

3i6paJIHCJI nani Pall 3 TOll:bOM i MH 3 Tanero aa JIYHai1: xynarnca. "THXO, THXO JIYHai1: BOIl:Y aece, a w.e rnxrue ll:iBrm KOCY 'lewe". Y HawOMY npocropi, JIYHai1: He TaKHi1: aac THXHH, )l,OCHTb IlIBH,ZI,Ka TeLJiH, aae BO,Q,a LJHCTa i HaBiTb CHHH~ 'lH xpaiue seaenxana. OPllEMHO rrpOBeJIH 'lac, a Be'lOpOM MH 3 Tanero Bill:'"ixaJIH )1.0 JIboH3e.

I OCb Y uauria ,,6ayepH-~iMMep" naury i naury ... JIIICTil. Cnexa, CrrO)l.iBaEMOCb rro otiiai 6ypi. Binnyaaro 3rrOB uecrroxifi, 'lac Bi)l. 'lacy MeHe HaBiIl:Y€ )l.errpeciJl. CBiT crae 'lOprrHM, ace .aosxpyra 6errTelKHTb. JIo Toro ure i1: nizmoainaa aexrypa. CTapHi1:, me 3 Opa3bKHX -racla, )l.pyr MHXaHJIO naJKarrCbKllH, rrpHCJIaB CBOIQ KHHry cnorazdn rrpo KOH~eHTpa~ii1:rrHH r afiip Caxcenraaseu "M03alKa B'!!3HH'lHHX xnaztpia", .ae Birr caoro 'lacy nepeoysaa i ze 3arHHYB Mii1: npexpacnnji rr06paTHM Oner OJIblKH'l. )!{OpCTOKi pexlaicucauil ncpecni)l.YIQTb rrac ae 6 MH He 6yJIH i ue nine 3 rraMH no rdrr~!! naworo lKHTTJI.

OCb, aanpnxaazt, 'ly€MO CHJIbrri BH6YXH. Lle p06iTHHKH Kynnui payrs KaMiHb, aae Ti 3ByKH TaK rocrpo naranyrorr, MHHYJIi POKH lKHTTlI uauroro, AJIe 'lac i1:ile llenMOJIHMO nnepea i nosoai 3aTHpa€ CJIi)l.H sa llaMH. TiJIbKH He 60JIi.

3 JIHrrHlI. Il.lo nona Be3YTb? ByriJIJIlI '1H TaHKH? 3 aaworo 6Yl(HHKY 'lyTH rypxir noraris, W.O 'laCTO, 6e3 3yrrHHKH, npoiacaacaior s )l.OJIHIlOIQ. Be3YTb nepenaxoro na cxia ayrizaa, ane axopa, aanpnxaan, nporpaxis TYilH lK .ll.OBlKeJIe3HHi1: rio-

rsr, llanaHTalKellllii TaHKaMH. MH CHl(iJIH B 1ll:aJIbHi npa Bencpi, y nanroxy TOBapHcTBi 6yB OilHH eCTOHe~b i ue aamne 6yJIO TeMOID naunrx p03MOB. Henace TaM W.0Cb 6POlTbC!!? ECTOH~!!M, JlK i HaM, )l.YlKe XOTiJIOCJI 6 ll:ellKHX 3Mill noaiTHKH CXOIl:Y. BOIlH BTpaTHJIH 6iJIbWe, niac MH. BOHH Ma.~H MaJIeHbKY, axe )l.06pe ynopaaxoaany, caaocrinuy zrepacaay, axy pociaan 6pYTaJIbHO nin IlHX o)l.i6paJIH i 06epHYJIH Ii B pyiny, Taxa Maca IX JIlQilei1: BHi1:WJIa B eMirpa~ilQ i He MeHwa Maca niunra B Cariip. JIJIlI napony ix poavlpy, ne rpari-ma xaracrporpa, A.~e na xompepeunli ,,'lOTHPbOX" B IlaPHlKi usoro naneano He 6a'laTb.

Be'lOpOM aasinaaa KYHH~b OIl:Ha noascsxa napa, BiH axopznomcr, BOHa cninasxa. Ha sepanni 1l:0BmH 'lac 6yJIO xyra My3HKy, TpOXH cnisy i aaairr, ranens,

A OIl:HO'laCHO - nexrypa "B'Jl3HH'IHHX xnanpis". ,,3 lKyp- 601Q paaicn, 06H!!JIaCb" - )l.eKJIlIMYBaJIH MH sa xacie IQHa'lHX, JIHWeHb rertep MH nepeanrm Bill: JIiPHf{H O.~ecJI no rpariKH Illexcnipa.

LJHTalQ TaKOlK "Amerikanische Rundschau" rrpo KOHTpOJIIQ aTOMOBOI 36po"i i npooaexy BeJIHKHX BHCOT JIeTYHCTBa.

JIpymii )l.eHb Bll:oMa, Hll Mic~i. Lle pizrxo rpanaserscn, JIYWHO. lIanncan TiJIbKH cepiro JIHCTiB i ue BC!! MOJI ll:i!!JIbnicrr., JI.~JI 6iJIbWOrO aeva HaCTpOIQ. Caospinaa BTOMa 3 aaXHJIOM no JIirrHBCTBa ii 6e3)1.i.1JIlI. AJIe ainrro-mra TaKOlK peKOMerrAYeTbClI. "KOJIH 6 TaM craJIOCJI, w.06 MH MOrJIH CBO- 6ill:HO nepnyraca )l.O)l.OMY" - uroaenaa MOJIHTBa acix HaWHX aavipis, nxa, Ma6YTb, rre 1l:0XO)l.HTb Boacoro nyxa.

4 JIHrrH!!. TiJIbKH iuo MH 3 Tanero BepHYJIHCJI 3 JIicy. 3e.~eHO, CBilKO, 3aXorrJIeHO. MH 'laCTO TaM 6YBa€MO, ysopa, aanpaxaan, rrpOiiWJIHClI JIiCOM, noaex, rpasava, nnrena~lIMH, 36HpaJIH Il:HKHii arpecr, Ma.~HHH, CYHH~i. Bararo COH~lI, 6araTO nosirps.

Csorozmi BeCb )l.errb YIl:OMa i aecs ll:eHb rocri. OJ)l. Be'lip nani Mapycs naixaza )1.0 MIQHxeHY. MH sasrpa, Il:YlKe HeOXO'le, 36Hpa€MOCb )1.0 Y.~bMy. Cnexa, MicTO, pyiaa, Ka- 3apMH, JIIQIl:H 3 IX Typ60TaMH. Hawe JIboH3e, lie xypopr, lie EOlKa aacxa, ue ... BH6a'lTe. 51 TpOXH 3aXOrrJIIQIQCb.

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nYJIH y POMaHa Bacecr.xoro, lIKHH xemxae 3 PO.1(HHOIO Y rrOJIbCbKOMY raoopl. LIOMY? Illyxas 6e3rre'lHiworo MicUSl nepe.a BHB030M "Ha PO.1(iHY" i norpanas B xancny. 51Kpa3 ueil Ta6ip 3p06HB nocranoay .1(06POBiJIbHO BepHYTHCSI .1(0 OOJIb11\i. nlKecbKHil B naniui, OPOCHTb MeHe rrOMOITH ilOMY npanacarnca .1(0 nanroro ratiopy, ane Haw BlKe ,,3aKpHTHH" i aixo ro 6iJIbWe He rrpHHMae. nlKeCbKHH nauaraer scs rrepeIXaTH .1(0 MIOHxeHY i BCTYlllITH na YHiBepCHTeT YHPPA, 11\06 MaTH npaao 3aJIHWHTHCH B Hivev-nnri. BiH 3aBlK.1(H xarpye i 3aBlK.1(H Mae 3 usoro JIHWeHb npnxpouri,

/Iicraa xyny JIHCTiB i nanacas xyny .~HCTiB. XMapHO. LIHraio rO.~.~SlH.1(CbKy aBTopKY Yo van Ammers-Keuller "Tanz urn die Guillotine", (f:>paHUY3bKa PCBOJIIOLliSl. 51 ca». Tans 3 rr. MapycelO rrOIXaJIH aa IIKyCb ec-rOHCbKY seuipxy, CepriH MHKo.~aEBH'l aecs B YJIbMi .. _ MaB npaixara MaJiaHIOK, 1I cncuiaasno .~HWHBCSI 3a.1(.~SI nsor o BI(OMa, aae BiH He npaIxaa.

3aHSlTHH .1(YMaMH. MHHYJIi pOKH, noxarox BlBHH. Bee 3ral(YIO, nee sraztyro. I MY'lHTb TSllKKa .1(errpeciH. TaHH ue 6a'lHTb i CJIi.1(Kye aa MOIM aacrpoesr, Y MeHe CHJIbHO p03BHHyTe rro'lYTTSI iHCTHHKTY. 3rialO, 11\0 nauri CrrO.1(iBaHHSI He 6Yl(YTb cnpaaxcneni, 11\0 Hac nexae .~HweHb aincryn zraai i ue nia'IyTTSI MY'lHTb. I XO'leTbCSI CrrOl(iBaTIICH nporn cnoninaus,

10 JIlIrrHSI. Be-ropox, nepezt .1(OlI\eM ... COHue 3aXO.1(HTb secezo, a.~e 3 ninnivnoro aaxony aacrynae 3 rplOKOTOM MaJIbOBHII'Ia, JIiTHH, xapaxrepna xxapa 3 BeJIIIKIIM, 6iJIIIM <jJPOHTOM_ Ilpexpacnaa 06'EKT .1(.~H MaJISlpa.

Byn JIeoHII.1( JIHMaH MOJIOl(lIil, LliKaBIIH, TaJiaHOBIITIIH noer, HKlIil naure TaKOlK nposy "OoBicTb rrpo Xapxis", BiH lKlIBe B Pereuccypsl 3 MaJiaHIOKOM, rncoro BiH anopye i BIIKOHye sci Horo rrplIMxlI. Ma.~aHIOK Be.lI1KOrO pOCTy, JIIIMaH MaJIOrO, Ma.~aHIOK rrorpetiye 6araTO lCTII, JIIIMaH He 6araTO, Ma.~aHIOK arpecassnn, JIHMaH CKPOMHIIH. AJIe BOHII Hep03- .1(iJIbHi. MailCTep i 'leJIH.1(HIIK.

Ma.mHIOK MaB cav npaixara, He npaixas, a nicaaa JIIIMaHa. Bizrasncsxc, He MOlKe Bi.1(BalKHTHCb B .ncporv, BiH He roaopar s rro-HiMeUbKH... Kaace, 11\0 Mae .1(0 MeHe axics cnpasa, aae .1(YMalO, 11\0 LIe npocro 6alKaHHlI rr06YTH 3 KHMOCh, 11\0 MOlKe HOMY rrOMorTII MOpaJlbHO. 110ro MY'laTb raKOlK ztenpecii, ue nepexin na iauri MOpaJIbHi BHCOTII, ue noBi.~bHa 3MiHa rpyrrry 6YTTSI.

MH 3 Tanero svaraewoce rro HaWOMY. Byaaejso B mer, BrrHBaeMOCb rrpHpO.1(OIO, supasaaexo <jJi3HKY, otiropaexo na COHLli. Lle 60pOTb6a 3 HeBH.1(HMOIO CH.l01O nenpecii, MH MOJIO.1(i i CHJIbHi, i Hac .1(BOe ... Ma.~aHIOK crapumn i BiH caa,

12 JIHrrHSI. Y'lopa 6yB B raoopi, 13i\HJIH 3 Cepriex MIIKOJIaeBH'IeM iloro .z:(KB, He MaB npa cooi OC06HCTHX i\OKYMeHTiB i, HK na 3JIO, rro nopoai Hac aynaaaaa HiMeLlbKa noainia. Terrep 6araTo piamrx nepesipox, rro ztoporax Maca .1(HKol rry6JIiKH i ue Tpe6a MaTH ua YBa3i. AJIe see 6yJIO rapaaa. CeprifI MHKOJIaeBH'l MaB nanepa B nopxaxy, a 1I sanpaanaa ce6e nocnimcoro KJII06y rrHcbMeHHHKiB 11\e ai JIbBoBa, axa 6yJIa y ,l\BOX MOBax. XaH xox pas Me Hi ra nocainxa npnronnJIacSI.

Y rariopi Hi'!oro OC06JIHBOrO, cnpasa nepeiany see 11\e HeBHpa3Ha i ,l\eXTO .1(YMae, 11\0 MOlKe ue 6yJIa JIHW sxacs xaxxa, Bexoposr BepHYJIHClI 1(0 JIboH3e.

Bxce rri3Hiil aeuip, rranae ,l\01I\. Hanmx lKiHOK nee 11\e nejrae, .1(YMalO, 11\0 BOHH nopnnno 3MOKHyTb.

7 JIHrrHH. Byaaro n, I(Hi, Bi.1( SlKHX uexaeur -iorocs Ha.1(3BH'IailHOrO i TaKHM .1(HeM, na MOIO I(YMKY, MaB 6YTH CbOrOI(HiwHiH. He.1(iJiH. Hisoro He CTaJIOCH. UiJIY Hi'l i UiJIHH l(eHb .1(011\. MII 1(0BrO CrraJIH, rriCJIH lJIII, 11\OCb rpaaa, nixoro uixaaoro, Hi B.1(OMa, Hi B npapo.ai, Hi B UiJIOMY CBiTi. n060.~IOE nanirr, rOJIOBa, aiaxoro aacrporo nncarn, ani naair s 'lWraTH. TaHIl 3 nanl Mapyceto 11\OCb p06JIlITb Y KYXHi, TaHlI rrpHHOCHTb IllMaTOK MOpKBH. - XO'l MOpJ(BII? - .z:(06pe. 51 BeCb 'lac

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Csoronai ,n:y}!{e npHKMeTHe CBSITO Ilerpa it Flanna.

13 JIHnHH. Cy60Ta. Izresro zro YJIbMY ••• 5lcHO, COHSllllHO ••. t.flclTaB CTaTTIO "reTe npo HiMe'l'lUHY" ••• P03MOBH 3 <l>pi,n:piXOM BiJIbreJIbMOM PiMepOM.

(Flianiiue). OT}!{e, 6yJIH B YJIbMi. 3aCTa.'IH TaM 6araTbOX HaUIllX ,n:pY3iB - Illepex, nOJITaBa, ni,n:railHMil, MaHllJIO, KocTIOK, BepeTeH'IeHKO, HMT'IeHKO. 5I MaB ai c06OJO MOfO "UailclKOHa" i Hap06HB tjJOT03HiMOK. Ilin neuip MM 36HpaJIHCH no.l\OMY, aae BHillllJIO inaxure. OJIeKCa i Ha,n:SI BepeTeH'IeHKH piIIIUJIM oxpeCTMTM CBOIO MaJIeHbKY .l\O'lKY i nOnpOCHJIll sa KYMy TaHIO, a sa KYMa Illepexa, TOMY it BMilIIlJIO CBHTO. CnottaTKY ai CBlHl\eHHllKOM uepeaoais xpeutenas TyT }!{e B.l\OMa 30 BciMa aTpH6YTaMH npaBOCJIaBHOrO otipazty, Ha,n:aJIH ,n:iB'IHHi iM'H Mapaaa, a onicns B TOBapllcTBi sa CTOJIOM npa rocraai. ByJIO HaBiTb BeCMO, He 06iiilJlJIOCII 6es HaIJlO] nicai "B,n:oBM .•• " I ue npocraruyaocs no niansol ao-n.

14 JIHnHH. He,n:iJIH. HO'lYBaJIH B Ta60pi i np06YJIH TaM nis ,n:Hl[, 0 ,n:BaHa,n:l\IITiil roznrni, norarosr, noixana .ao JIbOH- 3e. BYJIO ztyumo, a no 06i,n:i 3JIHBa a rpOMaMH. Y,n:OMa sacraJill TOBapHcTBo, .ao KYHHl\b npaixas imKeHep JIe6e.l\€B 3 npy}!{MHOIO. nllJIH KaBY i 6araTo P03MOBJlSlJIll. JIe6e,Q€BM HOBi esrirpaara i BOHll p03nOBi.l\aJIH npo ix }!{MTTH sa 60JIbllleB1l3- My. - A! CMaTpiTE! JIE6€,n:EBa aocir xpecrix! - npnranyBaJIa Bona renep, HK ill BHTllraJIH s-nin onary JIaHl\IQ}!{OK xpeCTIIKa i nOKa3YBa.~1I nepezt ny6J1iKOIO, SlK crpaunma corpus delicti. npOKypOPOM 6yJla KOMCOMOJIKa. JI 10 ,n: II Hi He JIefKO nplIBeCTH ui HBHma no neBHO] JIOriKII, aae ue B HHX TaITbCH TOit tjJaTyM, uro aYMOBJIIOE 6YTTH O.l\HaKOBO, SlK Tied JIe6e.n:EBoi 3 xpeCTIIKOM TaK i KOMCOMOJIKH 3 cepnosr i MOJIOTOM. JIHIIIeHb He Jletiezteaa, a KOMCOMOJIKa 6Y.l\e ainnOBi.l\aJIbHOIO sa ue ua cyni Maii6yTHboro. 60 BOHa TYT "Ka3YC 6eJIi", a JIe6e,n:€Ba JIlIllleHb ii »ceprea. Oaaaxoso, aK Y cnpaal xpecrnxa, TaK i B cnpani ceprta i MOJIOTa.

3 HoHCjJepeHlIii MYPy B 6al\po~Ti 1946 P~ npH axoni onepa Bamepa, pa30M B 6iJIOPYCbHHMH rocrRMH. 8m JliB8, cnepeny; 61JI. HPHTHK AHTOH A)l.aMOBill, 6i.rr. noer CH,p,ypa, 61J1. noereca Hammo Ape£Hma, Y. CaM~Y'" aa HUM TaHH CaM~yK, r. J{OCTIOH, 10_ Illepex, B. 6apKa, Oxcaaa ConoBiil, O. Boponail, 10. )lHBHH~, sa HliM 6in. noer MacED CHjllibOB. 3niB3 6inQ HOnOH" J100HHJl J1HMaH, I. MaHHno, JIp ClIaBYTHIJ. Cnpaoa nln ImnOHOIO: 1. M"",cypeHHo,

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L Earp.HUII, Tau. i Ynac CaM'IYKH, O. BepeTeHlJeHHO, .ll. HHTqeHHo. Ha .. nepelJ,i: MaID TO)lbO I{OcnoK i rWlo

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T. i Y. CaM'fYK.

17 JIHrrHH. HiKOJIH He Bi,llqYBaB TaK rocrpo Teqii 'lacy, HK renep. MOlK,1HBO TOMY, uto ne WrrHJIb Moro 6yrrll na 1\ili nanner i, BO,llOP03,lli,1 BiKY JIIO,llHHH. Ilaranns, MHp 'IH BiliHa, ueaincrynne rmranus ... IIJ:O,lleHHe li uror onanne i nizt lioro 3HaKOM BKJIa,llaIOTbCll, npnxozm n, i sinxozum. aauii )1.Hi i nawi uazrii, Hallie 3 Taaero lKHTTll rrpOXO)1.HTb :IIi)K Ta60POM i ce,10M ... I B 1\bOMY name Ma,ijeHbKe, THMqaCOBe iuacrn, We p03pll)1.lKYE i Bi)1.TlllKYE rrrrap MicIJ.ll, oCOGJIHBO 'raxor o, ax raoip, nc KOlKHHii )1.eHb Typ60TH. B HOBOewy YJIhewi 3HOB MaE Gym rrepenipxa ociG sa CTaTYCOM Jum. JIIO)1.H XBHJIIOIOTbCll npn HalieweHwoMY )1.0THKY TaKO! BicTKH. fl036YTHCll roro CTaTYcy, 3Ha'IHTb rr03GYTHCll i ror o MaJIeHbKOro npana aa lKHTTll, uio lioro IJ.HM JIIO)1.llM npasaaao CHJIhHHMH cair a usor o. Y raoopi Aarcriypr raxa nepeaipxa Bi)1.6y.~aCll, nesua KiJIhKiCTb JIIO)1.e>i ni)1. usoro rrOCTpa)K)1.aJIa, aae raoip 3pOGHB nporn usoro ewaHi¢eCTa1\ilO i "BHqHll(eHHX" noaepnyaa Ha- 3a)1. aa JIOHO ,li;im.

Aile ne xourryaaao GaraTo nepais, eaeprii, cepns, WiJIHii THlK)1.eHb raoip uryaia, llK 36ypeHHli pili 6)1.lKiil. Been.~a)1.HO ry.raaa arerrrypa CODETiB, K.1>1M1\>lJIH 3yGH BODKiB i B01 riea, aae !X lKepTBH BH)1.ep)KaJIH HaTHCK i nepevor.ra. TYT )1.iE ace TaKH He CCCP, a 3CA. MhK 1\H:IIH xircpaau iCHYE BeJIHKa pi3HH1\H 3MicTY. Haw raoip noxaiuo J]l!Wa€TbCll B crrOKOIO, rr06a'IHMO, uro 6Y)1.e ,llaJIi.

19 JIHrrHH. 30BciM nisno, ysopa BeqOpoew, MH nosepnyJIHCll aBTOM )1.0 aatuoro JIboH3e. Y ratiopi II MaD Di)l.'lIIT aa TeMY "flp06i1eMa cHHTe3H". Ilouan qOTHpHCTa cayxanis i 6arare rrOD36Yil.lKeHHll.

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TQ)K TO 3 aaurav raoopov ace ute aaranns. Jl.(oro nepeisn see me - 3HaK J1IiTaHHH.

25 JIHnHll. CTpiMrO,ijOB TiKaE ue ,llHBHe ,1iTO, nurenaua nace )1.0CrriBaE B'IOpa i csoronai rapnnl )1.Hi, MH n)1.o:lla, T06- TO na cezi. 4HTalO llKoroCb CMopo,lliHa "KpaCHall xar opra" _ BeJIbMH nPHKMeTHa reva enoxn HaWOl. MH ryt- 3HaEMO npo Ty "KaTopry", 6i.ijbWe HilK BOHH TaM y ce6e, 60 np.o aci crnopeno U.i,1Y 6i6JIioTeKY JIiTepaTYPH, na ncix MOBax CBITy. "

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xaniran, Eo HiMel.\bKi MapKIi aisoro renep He napr i, a roIIOBHe, W:0 aa HIIX ainoro HeMa xyrnrra. Haair s TlDKKO 3Haihli nartepy )l.JIH nacanns, axe sa nnrapxa i KaBY, MQ)KHa nicraTlI B CeJIHH CBbKi npOP:yKTlI, a inxoaa i AeHKi peni 3 OAHrie •.. TOMY, W:0 H He xypio, Mll MaSMO xoacaoro TlIlKlIH KiJIbKa na40K uarapo«, HKi MIl 06epTaEMO aa xapaosi npoAYKTlI, HK AOAaTOK AO roro, W:0 zticraewo B rariopi. Ha BlIrparn B MapKax, H AicTalO BlICTap4aJIbHO 3 peziaxnii "YKpaiHCbKlIX BiCTeH". MaTepiHJIbHO rasera novyaas ce6e He HaHripwe. I'ipure CTOITb cnpasa 3 nanepoa, ane i 3 l.\lIM AalOTb cotii pany. OiAMa3aBwIi TpOXlI narapxaa» H xaaoro, AeHKi (j>iPMlI ace ure MQ)KYTb AOCTaBlITlI BaM see, uro nOTpi6HO.

26 JIHnHH. IUe OP:HH 6e3nHCJIiAHHH, 3aHBHH, JIiHHBHH )l.eHb. PaHO TYMaH i poca, 06il.\HS 6YTII rapH411H AeHb. f'lAy ao aicy, ze H AYlKe A06pe ce6e n04YBalO. Y40pa 3Be40pa 6yJIH TaM 3 Tanero, 3611paJIIi MaJIIiHlI, .~106YBaJIIiCH cnOKOEM, cnocreplraaa xepaoaoro c.1HMaKa, HK BiH CMaKOBHTO 06'IAaB CHPoIlKKY· MH 3aJIHWlIJIlI Horo npn Horo se-repi, a KOJIlI CbOrOAHi p ano H npnmuos aa re Micl.\e, CJIlIMaKa BlKe He 6YJIO, a 3 ClIPO'i:lI{KlI 3aJIlIWlIBCH TiJIbKIi WMaTOK xopimm. 51 3aJIlIWlIB 6yJIO HOMY CYHlIl.\1O na 3aKYCKY, ane BiH He npaaana MOSI JIaCKIi i CyHlIl.\H 3aJIlIWlI.~aCb HeTopKHYTOIO. Lisor o JIiTa 6araro nouns, TO My ace cabxe H 3eJIeHe.

28 JIlInHH. Be40piE. UiJIlIH AeHb, BiA yvopaumsoro nepennenopa, naaae AOW:. IHKOJIlI npOCTO JIIiJIO 3 BiTPOM i rpoMaMIi. 3apa3 p03nOrOAliJIOCb - npllSMHlIH, JIiTHiH, nOA0W:OBIiH HaCTpiH.

Byn y rariopi, 6a'lHBCH 3 rpllropiSM OJIeKCaHAPOBlI'leM, nin npouaras MeHi CBOIO nepenxoay AO 36ipKii noeaia Barpsnoro. Y ratiopi aiuoro aoaoro, y cairi TaKOlK 3aTlIIIIIIIH. 3HOB 6yJIlI 3 Taaero n aiel, 3raAYBaJIIi aaunrx CniJIbHIiX 3HaHOMlI)e, AlIBHO, W:0 3 HlIX TaK MaJIO 3aJIlIIIIlIJIOCH lKliBlIMlI, 6iJIH Hac TYT JIlIIIIeHb Bapaapoea i E)KecbKi.

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]:(iCTaJIlI BiA rrporpecopa raHAaKa ai CaH-naBJIIO B MiHHeCOTi, 'lOTlIPIi na'lKH Xap'-lOBHX npOAYKTiB - xaaa, xaxao, narapxa, cxaaem, Mii 6ara'-li. TaHH HaMOBJIHS Me He JIlIIIIIITlICH B rafiopi, BOHa nepeacasae, W:O Mli )KHBeMO 3 JIaCKlI 'IylKlIX JIIOP:eH i ne II rypoye. MeHi AYlKe He XO'leThCH spiKaTReR nauioi KiMHaTM i "Harnoro" aicy, aae ,lI.JIH 1i cnOKOIO H rOTOB aa ni )KepTBH. Iloronopavo sasrpa 3 KylIlIl.\HMH aa l.\10 TeMY, xona H He 3HalO, HK ue i '1l1M uc snnpannara. BoHII aanesao 6YAyrb l.\lIM nenpaeaao spaxceni. Hawa y HlIX npacyraicrr, nanae 1M 6araTo CBilKOCTll nO'lYTTiB i He6YAeH-

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IU06 ue P03BiHTH, naai MapYCH 6yJIa aecs 'lac AY)Ke AO Hac YBa)KHa, Mii nci MaJIH 'lYAOBHH 06iA - CMa)KeHHH ncrpyr ai 3eJIeHHM ropourxox i MOJIOAOIO KapTOnJIelO, rrllJIH '1YAOBY KaBY i BeCeJIO rOMOHiJIlI. no 06iAi, H 3p06HB KiJIhKa 3HiMOK MaJIOI'O nYMIi. I XO'leThCH nirn AO JIicy... ljllTaIO ]:()KeKa JIolIAoHa "MaJIa rocrrOAHIIH Be.ll1KOI'O 6YAlIHKY", uro H B)Ke 'lHTaB KOJIHCh AaBHiIIIe, a renep nonroproro. JIoHAoH 6YB i e AJIH MeHe npexpacaoro aexryporo. Flpyacaicr s, HCHicTh, P03- Max i AYMKa.

3 ceprras. ]:(oBro p03rJIHAaB ¢OT03HIi:vIKI! 3 MlIHYJIlIX POKiB. OC06JIlIBO npaxae 3HlIMKa HaWOI rpianl - MaJIaHIOK,

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4MPCbKlIfi i 11 3 Bapuiaaa Y rpaaui 1941 poxy. CKiJIbKII ypo€HIIX HaAifi, qiaarasia, cnonisaas. I'ocrpa npOTIIJIelKHicTb TOro, LUO MIl nepexcaaaexo rcnep Y l\bOMY qYAOBOMY JIboH3e. AJIe, 11K TOJ(i, TaK i renep aaure HaCTaB.~eHHl1 MIIJIbHe. TaK Ca:l1O, 51K TOAi He 6YJIO peaJIbHIIX npannn AO 3aXOnJIeHHl1, TaK i r enep nexa IX AO p03qapOBaHHl1. Hatna cnpasa 3aJIMIllHJIaCb He3MiHHOIO. Ilporpaaa He :VIM, a peurra CBiTY. EBPOna, Hi"e'l'UIHa, TIo.1bLUa, 4eXOCJIOBaqqMHa, 6aJITificbKi HaPOAI1, AHrJIil1, <l>paHl\il1... I uasirt, A"epIlKa... I nanirt, CCCP. Y l\ifi BifiIii aexa nepexoacuia. Lle JIMm apyurenns neBHMX iCTOPM'lHHX, CTa6iJIi30BaHllx <PYHKl\ifi 3 neBHMX iCTOPM'IHllX "iCl\b Y nenesni crparocqiepaunl npocr opa. BeJIMKY Bparaniro nnrnano 3 K.1106y iMnepifi i 3arIMCaHO AO ApyropHAHMX .aepacan, 06'€AHaHHfi BiA 5aJII{aHY AO JIll Marnuy I'poc .l.l.ofiqec Pafix nociueno na KanYCTY i aaperasonano J(O 60'1- KM xnaiueaaa, POci€1O 3 j) canarasm fi MaTOM nnnxaao aa <POPYM Ilapaaca, a Bee paaov ue BanMJIOH, zte 6YAY€TbCH CTOMOBHa nezca cnaciaas HapOAiB BO rpani HIO YlOPKY, aae LUO CTaHeTbCl1, KOJIM necs, CKalKeMO, B rJIH611HaX ,,'lopnoro KOHTllHeHTY" rrOl1BIITbCH HOBlIfi 4iHri3 XaH, aa HIO YlOPK anaJ(e rrapa aTOMOBIIX 60M6, a na naomi MaB30JIeIO JIeHiHa CTaHe KOHTpa-JIeHiH 3 rpypiero CI16ipCbKMX xaropr, BiHHHl\bKHX Ta KaTHHCbKMX 11M? "TIo Esponi 6POJ(IITb Mapa - Mapa KOMYHi3MY" - TaK no-iaaaer sca CKpMlKaJIb OAHi€1 aipn, sxa 3pyfiHYBaJIa ixnepiro POMaHOBIIX i BCTaHOBM,1a ixrrrepuo .l.l.)KYraiuaiai, a renep ra Mapa 6POAMTb He .1MIlleHb no Enportl, a no l\i.10"Y CB!T! ! XTO MOlKe CKa3aTH, Ae 3HafiAe BOHa inIllHX POMaHoBHx i 'IHM cKiH'lHTbCl1 II cniaozt na 4epBOHill n.10LUi MOCKBH?

AJIe TIIM qaCOM MM TYT. Lle nauia TOqKa 6YTTH i TOqKa 6aqeHHl1, MM saeaipeai i cepnari, i aaura MOBa BiAA3epKaJIIO€ TiJIbKH aaure J\y"aHHl1, AO l1KOrO MH nixoro He 3060B'113y€MO.

I csoronnl nynona norozra, 11 Mir OAl1l'HYTM CBifi YJII06- JIeHlIfi 6iJIlIfi OAHr i uine AOrrOJIYAHH neperiyrn B aici. Ha rroJIl1X, He J(HB.~l1qHCb na CBl1TO, TpYAl1TbCl1 TPYAOJII0611Bi nisrensxi JIIOI\M, AJIH HKMX 3raCJIlI nci nazrii na 51KeCb CDl1TO. TaKHll He36arHYTlIH ertiaon icropii Enporm, LUO rrpo nsoro nanirt, crpaurao J\yMaTH.

Csoronni TaKOlK MM rOCTIIJIM Y Hac nauiax APy3iB OJIeKCM i Hazrii Bepereanemda. P03YMi€TbCl1, LUO rOBOpllJIOClI rrepeBaJKHO npo noeairo.

6 ceprms. Y'lopa "H zricraan nOBiAO"JIeHHlI 3 A"epHKH, nro AJIlI Hac uepes MilKHapOAHHH nonoaoroaan KOMiTeT, ancaani arpineairn i TaKQ)K rpoiui aa nepeian AO 3CA. TIoBiAOMJll1€ Hac npo ne naur He3HaHMH .apyr rrporpccop raHAaK 3 MiHHeCOTM, a aaunor "crrOH30pOM" A06pOAi€M-nopyqIlTeJIeM e TaKOlK He3HaHHH naur APyr <papMep 3 MiHHeCOTII AHTiH KllPllJIIOK, AO axoro "H, npnixaama TYAM, MOlKeMO aaixara, 11K AOJ(OMY. 51Ka 'ryAoBa BiCTb! Heaxce BOHa cnpaamrrscn aa J(iJIi? 5YAeMO 6aqHTli.

TIiA BpalKeHHlIM niei aicrtor, MH 3 Tanero niiuaa na .l.l.yHaH (MM 6yJIH B rariopl), nicaa 06iAaJIlI y DlKeCbKMX 3 KpeMl1Hl\lI, a Be'lepl1.1H y BapBapOBHX 3 Pianoro. One noaepayJIHClI na ce.ro, CKOPO nepuia rOAIIHa noni, aa craauii B YJlbMi CTORB neJIHqe3HHH BiilcbKOBlill nOTRr.

8 cepnns. Hixoro aosoro, nanacas .1HIlleHb rrepeztaoey J(O 36ipHlIKa npo Apxazua JI106qeHKa. IJ(Y AO YJIbMY. Y'lopa sees J(eHb npOBe.1H 3 Tanero BAOMa y JIboH3e.

9 cepnan, TIoHeAi,1QK. 3HOB YJIbM .•. MHHYJIol Cy60TH TyT TaKOlK, XOAH.~ll 3 KOCTIOKaMM na .l.l.YHail. .l.l.iCTaD i qllTaB lKypHaJIbqHK - opran HOBOYTBopeHOI YKpalHcbKol PeBOJIIOl\ifiHo-.l.l.eMoKpaTllqHOI Ilapr ii nepenaacao HaWMX "CXiAHRKiB" nin npononou Moro Apyra Barpnnoro, "Hawa 60poTb6a". 4HTaB i cepzraecn. .lJ.ylKe naxae CiMHaAl\lITb-BiciMHaAl\lITIIM pOKaMII xacie BHHHHqeHKa. "CIIJIII nporpecy", "peDOJIIOl\il1 qH pecraspauia", "peBOJIIOl\iilHO-p06iTHlIqllfi pyx", "iHTepHal\iOHaJIbHIIH xaniraaisu''. TpicKOTHR nenorpitinax <ppa3 D HenOTpi6HOMY Micl\i, 3 HenOTpi6HOIO MeTOIO. Mywy aarracara aizmoalas.

14 ceprms. Oue BepHYJIHClI anopa 3 YJIbMy il BiAnOqHBa€MO. CBRTKYBaJIH TaM AeHb HapOAlKeHHl1 Moro xpeurenaxa TOAR, 6yJIH lUepex, Beperen-renxa, HHT'leHKM, Earpsni, CTenaneaxa, aa BllfiHlITKOM lUepexa, set 3 ApYlKMHa"H. Fapno rOCTHJIHCR, rapno MliHaB 'lac, II 6araTO J(HCKYTYBaB 3 EarpsHHM 3 npaao.ay IX "Haw a 60poTb6a". EAHHe B l\bOMY npa€MHe, uio EarpHHIIH He cepAIITbCl1, J(apMa ino R He lKaJIYDaB

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A renep OCb seer, ,n;eHb yztoxa B JIboH3e, nacas CTaTTlO y niztnoaim, "Hamifi 60pOTb6i" - "HeBiJIbHHKH <jlpa3H". 3 MOTTOM Illesuenxa "HeCJIH, HeCJIH 3 uyxcoro nOJIlI i B YxpaIHy npHHeCJIH BeJIHKHX CJIiB, BeJIHKY cazy".

"LfHTa€MO crpaurni CJIOBa: "CHJIH nporpecy, "peBOJIIOuill 4H pecr anpauin", "peBOJIlOuifiHO-p06iTHH4Hfi pyx", "iHTepHauiOHaJIbHlffi KaniTaJIi3M". Y O,lI.Hifi MaJIeHbKifi CTaTTi P. D. 1946, repneausnn i HeBH6arJIlfBHfi 4HTa4 3HaH,lI.e cTL1bKH crpaumax rppas, rrOBHHX peBo,1lOuiHHOI TpicKOTHi, uio san.nouraaum oni, MOlKHa ,lI.ylKe rrmICTH'lHO Y5IBHTH cofii 1917 pix 30 sciaa fioro npeHalBHHMH couiS!JIicTH'lHHMH axcecyapaxa.

5yJIO 6 yce rapaan, Heva norpeoa JIIO,lI.lIM, W:O MHJIyIOTbClI aHTHKBapHHMH 06'€KTaMH, nepeurxozoxara lKHTH i riWHTHCb lKHTTlIM aa IX Bno,lI.0601O, O,lI.HaK, W:O Ma€MO p06HTH, KO.~H r i BH.~HHlIJIi, BHBiTpeHi C,10Ba i racaa, 5IKi B ,lI.ificHOCTi TaK rpari-iuo 3aBalKH,1H aa repeaax ,lI.oJIi nauroro Hew:aCHOI'O napoay, 60, He i\HB."UI'lHCb na ui,1Y B60ricTb IX Mopa,1bHoro 3MicTY, npaaecaa 3 c06010 i KO,1eKTHBi3M, i 3HHw:eHHlI rpa,lI.HUifi, i 1933 pix, i 6e3Kolle4Hi xeprn aa ncia, W:O nOTpe6y€ JIIO,lI.HHa, i aapeurri MaKa6pH'lHY nenauacrs MilK JIIO,lI.bMH HaCJIi,lI.KOM lIKO! i € us naiua Mi.1bHoHHa exirpauia, He ,lI.HB,111- 'IHCb aa ue see, r i ,lI.llBHi C,10Ba, nepexonaauracs y rreBHHX M03Kax, BHJIa311Tb i TyT Mi)K HaMH B raoopax aa BHrHaHHlO i TO He ,lI..111 nero Imuoro, lIK 3 HaMipOM uie 6iJIbWe sarporoBaTH i TaK rycro 3aTpO€HY arxrocrpepy HaWHX B3a€MHH ... " - TaK ra CTaTTlI nO'lHHa,1aClI, a 3HOB TaK OCb xinxaaacs: ,,1 naaraai, BH nanenno, KO.~H 6Yi\eTe MaTH WMaTOK 3,lI.OpOBOro rayaay, 3a6Y,lI.eTe nci ri ,lI.HKi CJIOBa, lIKHMH JIerKOBalKHO 3aCMi'lY€Te nanty )KaJIlOri,lI.HY ,lI.ificHicTb. 50 CTOCyETbClI ne He Ti.-r:[bKM nac "peBo~"'IJOII.iHIIHX", a TaKQ}K imuax "KOHTppeBOJ1JOuift:HHX" i nanirt, TaKMX, lIJ,O 3aX04YTb JIOMaTH 3 BaMM ClIMCH aa "peaKu.i:Eo", ,U,OKa3yro4H, IT~O He BM, a BOHM MaIOTb pauiio. IUe ripwe, KO.~H r i JIIO,lI.ll, 036polBWHCb KyCHlIMH Ka6.1iB, saxonyr s ,lI.OKa3YBaTH na BaWHX naeuax cnoi "nepeKOHaHHlI .•. " TO,lI.i nxce 6Y,lI.e e<jleKT nOBHHH, 60 "BH3BOJIbHa 60poTb6a", nepexozom, 3 BaWHX 6,1HCKY'lHX reopia ,lI.0 6JIHCxynoi npaKTHKH, ane, na lKam" B paxusx sauroro ratiopy.

JJ:YMalO, W:0 BaM 3 TaKHMH ,,6paTHiMH reaaeaniaxa" He 6yne JIerKO CTaTH B O,lI.Hy JIaBY nporn cnparoxnsoro aauroro nopora, lIKHM e B uefi MOMeHT, ani aMepHKaHcbKHfi xaniraJIi3M, ani pelKHM <ppaHKa, a BH cavi noope aaaere XTO.

"Be.~HKHx CJIiB - Be.1HKa CHJIa i 6iJIbW ainoro'', 3Ha€MO i 6e3 aaasax CJIiB, W:O MH TyT i XTO MH TyT, B40pa i aanrpa i liKe nauie "i,lI.eoJIori'lHe" xpeno, Bci MH Oi\HaKOBO BHrHaHi, O,lI.HaKOBO nOHeBOJIeHi. HillKHX TyT "KaniTa,1icTiB" (uoro ,lI.y»ce uixonyexo), a, na npeseaasan lKaJIb, casri npoaerapi, W:O MalOTb xi6a r opriy i re, W:O B roprii. I 6e3 saanax CJIiB, sci MH p03YMieMo, W:O Ha:ll norpitiuo TiJIbKH i TiJIbKH, cnpanlKHbO~ BeJIIiK01, Bce06iHMalO40i cOJIi,lI.apHOCTIf O,lI.HaKOBO B reopii, TaK i npaxrnni, Bee MH TBOPHMO TiJIbKII TO,lI.i nxycs CIIJIY, KOJIH BOHa 6Y,lI.e socepenacena B 40MyCb O,lI.HOMY npOTH '10rOCb O,lI.HOro. AJIe KOJIII, 3a,lI.JIJI lIKHXOCb Ta:ll 6e3rJIY3,lI.HX re opia, MH 3aBa,1H:IIO ce6e naprisvn, TO ne 6Y,lI.e coainapmcrs JIe6ei\lI, uiynaxa i paxa, W:O B3S!JIHCb 6yJIH BHTlIraTH B03a 3 60JIOTa.

Mozcere, KOJIH BaM ne cnpWIHHlI€ OCo6JIHBY opraaisay panicrr, i lKHTTbOBY xoucnaicrs, 3afiMaTIIClI B,lI.OMa TaKHMH MY,lI.pow:aMH. MmKeTe ,lI.iJIHTIICb na cxin, aa saxin, MOlKeTe aanirt, npn naronl Bi,lI.rpH3aTH aa ue cotii HOCH (6e3 aoca JIIOAHHa MOlKe 6YTH nee uie nOTpi6HOIO), aae 6Y,lI.bTe rOT OBi APYMHbO i ozmoztyurao, 3 O,lI.HOJO ,lI.YMKOJO i O,lI.HIfM cepnev, CTaTH AO crrinsnoi JIaBII TaM, Ky,lI.1I nac nOKJIH4e 6aTbKiBW:Hna,

I Bee lK peurra - <jlpa3a. Bee peurra - 3aiiBHfi 6aJIlICT".

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5yJIM 3 TaHe10 n .rlci, 4MTaB HOBOII05ln"~eHy HiMeI\bKY raaery "Neue Zeitung". Flonanae nosoai oaomarn nona Hixreusxa npeca 3 )l:y)!{e neneanmr BH5IBOM HaCTpoIB. CTiJIbKM poxin MaplllepYBaJIOCH nizt rrenny xoxanay i spaa "BiJIbHl1ii KpOK". Hesynane. MO)!{Ha CTpaTliTH KpOK naarani,

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51 nacas JIIiCTa .no UeHTpaJIbHOrO Ope,n:cTaBHIIQTBa YKpalncsxoi Eairpauii y cnpaai MaTepillJIbHOI nononorn ,n:JIlI MYPy i S rrpaaony m.oro nlcraa .~IICTa sin nporpecopa 'uMIITpa ,UopoweHKa, lI.(0 E ro.~OBOIO KYJIbTYPHO-OcBiTHboro sia,n:i.~y QiEI YCTaHOBII:

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Ha l\bOMY, P03YMiETbCH, He xineus, a Ti,lbKII nonaTOK ... MOl ocrepexcenns nepcn 6ypeIO B CK,lHHl\i BOAH, sa.1IIWIIJIIICH airnopoaarri. "Hawa 60poTb6a" poar oprana xpnJIa. Y rariopi Asrcoypr, nOHBIIJIaCH iue O)J.Ha "JIiBa" rasera, He KOH4e TOTOlKHa 3 "Y-BicnIMll", "Hawa MeTa", peztarosaaa CTaplIM MOIM, me 3 npa3hKIIX nacia, 3Hai1:oMHM, aa nOJIiTH'lHIIMII nepeKOHaHHHMII, COuiH.1-)J.eMOKpaTOM, n KOTOBIIQeM. ~, TaKOlK napris, aa 'lOJIi a HaWHM Bi){OMHM nOJIiTII4HIIM ){iH4eM, iCTOpm{OM i nporpecoposr Orranacov ¢e)J.eHKoM, npoHBIIJIa aace )l.eHKY TaKOlK ,,60pOTb6y" (1U06 ue 6y.la 3a napTiH 6e3 60pOTb611?), na -repeni XOQ 61I nauroro MYPy, aa i1:oro npyroxy aiopasal B Aarcoypsi, na 1U0 rocrpo pearyBaB 10. Wepex i naairt, norpozcyaaa, a npneozty usoro, aa.1IIWIITII cave naure 06'e.nHaHHH.

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I nro Horo p06I1TII, aanpaxaazr, 3 Anrcriyproa> IJ,e ra- 6ip, ,l\e rO,lOBCTBYE i I\apCTByE 3 JIaCI<1I OY·H6, CaM naur C.lIaBHIIH Kopll4>eH TeaTpaJIbHOrO MIICTeL\TBa BOJIO,l\lIMIIP BaasausKIIH, a Horo KOMeH,I\aHTOM to He MeHllIe C.lIaBHIIH nOJII<OBHlIK YHP Oaexcanztep 4epKaceHKo. Mil MaJIII aarony He paa nepeKOHaTlIClI, uio, ani l{opll4>efi, ani 1I0.1KOBHIII< B TOMY raoopi OCTaTO'lHOro CJIOBa He MalOTb i IUO BOHII JIlIllI C.lIYXHlIHO BlIKOHYIOTb BOJIIO "nOCJIaBWOrO MlI", B .l(aHOMY aarrazmy, lIKOroes q~l:eHa, 5II<orOCb "rrOJIiT6IOpa", HKllll MO)l{e )KHTIl TyT HenOMiTHo, He 3aHMaTII uiaxoro cranonanta, aae lIKIIH ace Mas 6a'lIlTII, ace qYTII, see 3HaTII, ace piuram i HI<OMY roni nepeuara - iaaxme, ue 6y,I\e "Hawe }!{lITTH".

Taxi nOpH,I\l{lI He iMnOHYIOTb Melli nine, a B ratiopax nor-oris. IJ,e Api6He BII,I\aHHH ClICTeMII ynpaBJIiHHH ,,6aTbKa napoztia", uro CIIAIITb B KpeMJIi, aae BOHO raxe E i 3 HIIM rpe- 6a HaM TaK casro paxyaarnca, lIK i 3 ",I\eMOKpaTilO" "Hawol 60POTb611" Barpaaoro, a60 3 xarapon Moro uraynxa. HaHxpauie 6 "Bi,l\iHTII non i COTBOPllTll 6JIaro" ra CTaTIl ,,6.lIa}!{eHHIIM MY}!{OM, ruo He H,I\e aa COBiT He'leCTlIBlIX", aae 3 zrpyroro 60KY "JIIO,I\lIrra TBopeHHH COL\iHJIbHe" i MyClITb, HK xaxce fOrOJIb, JIi3TII B KO}!{HY l{aJIIO}!{Y, a611 Ti.lIbKIl ,,36epeITII CBOE AOCTOjHCTBO ... "

BiA Moro ,l\OCTojHcTBa BIIMaralOTb aKuij... ITpoTeCTYBaTII nporn noseaimor manoanoro xoparpea nauioi cuena Baaaansxor-o. J..I.06pe. Flnury HOMY OCb TaI<e nocaaaie ,1\0 aBrc6YPL\iB: ,,18.9.46. Bflan I'oxosa Tatiopoaoi Pa!(11 - ABrC- 6ypr. B. OJIaBal.\bI<IIH, B Anrcriypai, BWaHoBHllH ITaHe rOJIOBO! J..I.o T1paB.liHHH rrauroi opr aaiaauii nllcbMeHHIlKiB, HK TaI{Q}!{ AO MeHe OC0611CTO, Bn.lIIlIlY,lll .lIIICTIl 3 HaCBiTJIeHHHM noAiH, iuo BiA6Y.lIIICH Y Bamovy rariopi, y 3B'H3KY 3 raaeroro "Harne )!UITT5I".

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1) satiopona npozaacy '1aconllcy "Hallie }!{IITTH" B r a- 60pi BaJIbrafiM Ta iHWIIX,

2) aaoopona npoziazcy -raconacy "Yl{pajHcbKi BiCTi" B ra- 60pi 30MMe-Ka3eprre (Aarcoypr) ra imnnx;

3) npOT1I3al{OHHe, 60 cynepexne ,i\eMOKpaTII'IHOMY BllpOKOBi ykpaiucsnor« cyzty i nponosnnii I..l,ITYE - saxonaeans peaaxuii 4aconllCY "Hawe }!{IlTTH" nO.lIil1iEIO r atiopy 30MMeKa3epHe (Asrcriypr), aa HaKa30M rusrrcumsoi Ta60POBOj ynpaBII.

OCKiJIbKIl CTaTYc Cniaxa ITllcbMeHHllKiB MYP BlIrOJIOllIyE npnauan CB060!(1I CJIOBa, BBa}!{aEMO aa KOHqe norpioae, llI06 Ynpaea CniJIKII T1l1CbMeHHIlKiB MYP, a60 lIe!(B03Ha'lHO BIIHBIl.la CBOE CTaB,leHHH .l(0 3a3Ha'leHIIX Bllllle nonia, a60 }!{ ner-anHO CK,lIlKaJIa TepMiHOBY KOH4>epeHl1ilO (nJIeHYM) 'I.lIeHiB MYPy !(.lH YXBaJIeHHH Bi!(nOBi!(HIIX piuiens.

Heaimcrannicn, TIIX piurens E TIIM 6i,lbWOIO sepea 're, uro He3anepe4HlIH 4>aKT aI<TllBIIOi yuacrn B aasuaxenax BIIrnc npOTII3al{OHHIIX i iMMopa,lbHllx !(iHX TH}!{KO l{OMnpoMiTYE novccnor-o q.lella MYPy n. B. Bnaeausxor-o. YJIbM, 15.9.1946".

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He ue zticraro TaKY OCb, MUCTb nane, pe30.1101(ilO:

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Y Bac, Ma6yTb, BIIHHKae nHTaHH5I - '-lOMY CTiJlbKII )J{OBLIi BII.1J151B H na CTopiHKIJ cnor-o JlHCTa? WIlPO BaM i aiztnoninaio, no nepuie: 3 BHCOTli He see BH!l.HO, a60, 51K i BH!l.HO, TO ace BII!l.aeTbCH Api6HIIM i ne3Ha'-!HHM. MeHi BlIII3y Bilk HO A06pe i B rrarypansanx poavipax. JJ:YMalO, W:0 aa ue aa MeHe He cepnnrecs. 51lK He uryuiyxarocs lI03a KYJlicaMH, a rOBOplO npOCTO roaoai oprauiaauii, XOLI MOlKe B LIOMYCb i nOMHJlHIOCb, 60 .'lIO!l.HHa 3aB)J{!l.1I MOlKe 1I0MHJlIITHCb. YBalKalO ce6e He n036aBJleHIIM npana 3a611paTH rO,10C Y L\ili cnpaai He TiJIbKH 3 orvrs.ny aa narni nesvhmo !l.06pi B3aEMIIHII i ztaane 3HaHOMCTBO, a li TOMY, W:0 HiKOMY He MOlKHa Bi!l.MOBIITII npasa 60JliTH ziyurero sa aauri aaram.ni aenoMaraHH>I, OC06JIIIBO KOJIH Te npaao aacain-rcae 'IeCHOIO npanero AOBrHX zir. A OT .apyre. 36J1HlKaEThcH 3'13!l. MYPy. He MOlKe BiH MeHe He uiKaBIITII. Bipio, W:0 Toli csoronnuuHili KOHrJlOMepaT aaarpa aaccpe cyuiasniuiax opraaiaanlnHHX cpOPM ra ainorpas CBOIO POJlIO, XOLI i He aci y ue aipars. Ilpo 're, w:06 6yTH sanpoutenaa ira 3'13,ll., 51, posyMi€TbC5I, He Mpi5lB, XO'l i 6aLIHB aanpoureuns B pyxax raKIIX oci6, W:OAO HKIIX a6co.11OTHO He 3HalO, W:0 IX MOrJlO 6 uiKaBIITH aa TOMY 3'13!l.i. TOMY 51 3BepHYBcH zto O,ll.HOrO 3 'I.iIeHiB MYFy, 60 LIIITaB 51, W:O MOlKHa np ocarn npo salIpOWeHH5I. AJle li TIIM cnoccriosr 3anpOmeHH5I He aicraa, Ilpaxpicr s, HKy MeHi ue cnpaearo, 3aCTaBHJla MeHe aarmcaTII nnx KiJlbKa CJliB. He raisaarccs na MeHe aa L\bOrO .'!HCTa, 6YBaHTe 3!l.OPOBi ra cepzteuno npaairaare Bi!l. MeHe Baury BW Flani. Hcorpir KII6a.iIIOK" ...

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D06YBaJIII B orrepi, axa CTOllJIa renep rrYCTKOIO, ane 36eperaacs niJIOIO, Ae HaM rrOKa3aJIII nci II rrpIIKMeTHOCTi, 11[0 npuranaao 6araTO 3 lKlITTll roro CBOEpiAHoro npeztcraaaaxa MIIcTeu.bKoro CBiTY, sxor o aaazcarcr s HaHBIIpa3HillilIM pesHIIKOM repvaacsxoro BIICJIOBY B My3lIni, Plnapna Baraepa.

DiCJIll onepn, MIl MaHApYBaJIII BYJIIIllelO, ne lKlIB Toii lKpenb rpaana - BpalKalO'-IIIH nanau MaCIIBHOI rr06yAoBII nizt penecaac 3 BIICOKIIM nopraaea, nan llKIIM namrcaao WAHNFRIED, rro criaax axoro BIIBCll rr,11O~, a 6iJIll CXO.n:iB pOC.'l1I xymt po.noneaapony i CTOllB BeJIIIKIIH, 3 6iJIOIO 6yJIb601O, aixrap. A.'le HaH6i.'lbIllOIO .n:IIBOBlIlKelO nisi 6y.n:oBII 6yJIO -re, uro KOJIII Ii <PPOHT BIIrJlll.n:aB 30BCiM aenopyurennsr 6e3 HaiiMeHIIIoro HaTllKY na 6y.n:b-llKi nouncozuscaaa, TOlK TO II 3aAHll rrOJIOBIIHa 6y.'la uiJIKOBIITO ainipnana 3PIlBOM 60M6I1 i poscnnana na xyny rpyais, aiaxpaaaroua uiae HyTpO 6YJ(0- BII, Hi6I1 Bi.n:KPIlTY aaaiay, He XOTiJIOCll BipIlTII, uto ~OCb raxe Mor.'lO CTaTIICll, ane sa BillHY, Mil Mor,11I He paa cnocre-

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Y HeAiJIIO apanns ncuaaa p03'ilK.n:lKaTIICll, Taira noixaJIa 3 KOCTIOKOM AOAOMY, TOlK TO MeHe norarnys KOCTenbKIIii AO Pereacoypry aa rtoriauernrs 3 Ma,1aHIOKOM, llKIIii aecs 'lac aanpouryaas xrene .n:o ce6e, aae II He Mir BII6paTII anrinnoro .n:.'lll usoro xacy, Onaaxe, i rerrep Mil He MaJIII ~aCTH. MIl 3 KOCTellbKIIM zionro IllyKaJIII iioro Dreimohrenstrasse 7 (TpbOXMYPIIHiB) i KOJIII i1 napeurri 3HaiiIll,1II, BlIllBIIJIOCb, iuo ii 06IIBaTe.'l1l HeMa BJ(OMa i iuo BiH BIIIxaB alK na aHr,1iil.cbKy 30Hy. P03qapOBaHHll Be,1IIKe... B nepeaoxysaa B YKpaIHCbKOMY raoopi I'anrrodicp-Sbtmonr, y MOIX ,il.06pIlx, nie 3 xaCiB Flparn, npyais Karepnna i Crerrana Macenxis i na APymH Aenb saixas AO MIOHxeHY, TaM 3p06I1B 3yrrIlHKY, aarnuoa na 3HaMeHHY JJ.axayepIllTpacce 9, snamuoa TaM nasi JlIO,il.MIIJIY KOBaJleHKO i 06rOBoplIB 3 nero cnpasy rponroaoi ztorauii l.l,nYE .n:JIll aamcro MYPy, 3YCTpiBCll uie 3 KiJIbKOMa suaaoMIIMII i nin Beqip PYllilIB zrani, nepea Anrcoypr i YJIbM no uauior o WTYTTIapTY, ~06 nisno snoui rrpIl6YTH AO KopHTaJIIO, .n:e na MeHe '1eKaJIa xyna HOBIIX JIIICTiB i TIIM caMIIM HOBIIX KJIOIIOTiB.

16 lKOBTHll. BKa pauls 3arrlIcYBaTII KOlKHIIH AeHb, KOJIII 6paKYE 'lacy, a .n:o Toro aci narui AHi ozmaxoai. Coaue cxoAIITb i COHne 3axoAIITb, JIIIIlleHb paa BOHO 3 XMapaMII, iHIllIIH paa 6e3 XMap. Te caxe, rrpIl6JIII3HO, i 3 HaMil. JJ.errpecill My'-IIITb .n:aJIi. 06AYMYlO "OcT"-a, a nmny "COHne 3 saxony" i JIIICTII. By.'llI Y Hac YPllAOBU.i 3 YHPPI1, Ma6YTb, y crtpaai naunrx avepaxaacsxax 3aTiH, ~06 rr06a'lIlTII Hac, XTO Mil i uio Mil ... BYB TaKOlK Ki.'lbKa AHiB lOpiii BOJIO.n:I1MIIPOBII'I, a MIIHyJIoi neniai (csor-o.aai cepena), 6Y,1II na xpecruaax y I'axi i MIIKOJIII Crenaaeaxia, llKi lKIIByTb 3 6aTbKaMII I'ani MaJIIOTaMIi na .npyroay 6011i BYJIIIlli i oXpeCTIIJIII 1M CIIHa lOpill, npa '10MY Tarrs 6yaa KYMOIO. ByJIO '-IIIMa.'lO HaIllHX zrpyais, 1.'lIl, rrllJIII, cniaaaa.

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5YB YTOM.'IeHHil, BHMaraJlOCb npoxlaxa, MH XOJ(IIJlH 3 Taaero )10 aicy, rapaa, 30JlOTa ocins, y Hac ira CTOJli aeaa-resHHil 6yKeT qepBOHOro )1y60Boro ,1HCTy, aae HOqaMH BlKe 6epyr s npavoposxa.

,UoBiJ(aJlHCb, iuo "YKpalHcbKi BiCTi" B YJlbMi )1iCTaJlH JIiueH3iJO aa CEOE BIIJ(aHHSI, aae, 3J(aETbCSI, MalOTb 3 UIIM K,10- nir "YKpalHcbKe CJIOBO" y PereHc6YP3i i "YKpalHcbKa rpn- 6yHa" B MJOHxeHi.

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Lli no'i3)1KH BH6HJIH MeHe 3 TBOpqOrO HaCTpoJO, )10 ror-o B nOTSl3i H )1iCTaB rpnny .•• XO)1IIMO na npoxiztxa, nor ona noxparnaaa, aa J(HSI CBiTHTb COHue, HOqaMH npHMOp03r<H, aacrpia - npazna i Bi)1JIHB. TaHSI He MOlKe J(aTH pana si CBOIMH HepBaMH, TOMY SI sanpononyaaa iil raky OCb aasay: ,,51, TaTHHa <t>eJ(opiBHa CaMqYK, ypoaaceua 40pHa, 06iuSlJO ypOqlICTO CBoeMY XOPOWOMY qOJIOBiKOBi Y,laCY CaMqYKY, uio aa Hail6,lHlKqe Mail6YTHE, He 6Y)1Y 6iJlbWe nnaxara rro cepen-aouax i He 6YJ(Y BHraJ(YBaTH see HOBHX i HOBHX KapKOJIOMnHX npanipox TiJlbKH )1JISI r oro, ll.\06 BHCJlOBHTH MOJO xdaosy HeJ(OCKOHa.licTb.

Byny HaTOMicTb JJ:YlKe cnoxianoro i rrOp5lJ(HOIO TOBapHWKOJO i cnaTHMY monoui, MOB BeJ(MeJ(HK Y caoiii 3HMOBiil 6epJI03i.

Ha anax J(OTpHMaHHSI UiEI 06iuSlHKH - CKJlaJ(aJO nplICSIry i cKpinJl1010 II CBOIM rOHopOBHM niJ(nIICOM. CpOK MOEI 06iuSlHKH TpHBaTHMe, ll.\oHailMeHwe, 60J(ail J(O Pi3J(Ba. TaT5Iaa CaMqYK - PYKOJO BJiaCHOIO (ninnac). Koparaas, 2.XI.46".

4 ,lHCTonaJ(a. I'apna norozta, aae aerapaaa aacrpin. He MOlKy nacarn. MoSl HelKHTb p03rYJlSlJlaCSI, ynopa nece J(eHb, na rrpaxaa Tani, clIJ(iB YJ(oMa i ,,6yuiM TO" xaopia, aae CbOrOJ(Hi TpOXH BHilwOB npoarnca, TOlK TO aasrpa )1YMaJO ixarn J(O Illryrrrapry.

7 JlIICTonaJ(a. 13J(H,lH 3 TaHeJO J(O llITYTTrapTY, nooyaaJIH B KiHO na !jJi,%Mi OapaMOHTY ,,30,lOTi sopora", nixor-o OC06JIHBOrO, TeMaTHKa 6ml3bKa nauroi, SlK TO He JIerKO )1icTaTlICH J(eSlKHM JIJOJ(SlM J(O AMepHKH.

yqopa B naurin oce.ri nonno TPHBOrH, npuixa.ra nani 3 YHPPI1 i noxaaa BepXoBO,il.HTH ra 3aBO,il.HTH nopanxn. MilK HaMH oararc Hep06iB, ane HKi aanncani, SlK TSllKKO rrpauroroui, i zticraro'n, aizmoniani xapuoni npnai.nr ... CbOrO,Zl.Hi SI 3HOB

2 JIHCTona)1a. Cy60Ta. Be-tip, I3)1HB )10 llITYTTrapTY, )1e MaB, aa Illi.rnepmrpacce 5, KiMHaTa 22 rr06aqHTHCb 3 ypanHHueJO International Rescue and Relief Committee, Mic EH rYJI)1 y cnpanl nauroi AMepIIKH, aae Ii He 3aCTaB y,Zl.OMa.

yqopa BepHYBCSI 3 <t>paHK!jJYPTY ,il.0 raxoro cavoro KOMiTeTY, .ac xeae n03HailoMHB CMaJlb-CTOUbKHil 3 YPSl,il.HHUeJO Mic KailTeJlb. fOBOPIIB 3 Ti€JO Mic KailTeJIb, BOHa rrOCTaBIIJIaCb ,il.0 HaWOI CIIpaBII )1YlKe ,Zl.o6pe i 06iuSlJIa 3p06IITII HaM orriHiJO ...

HoqYBaB Y nepeceaencsxouy raoopi 3axceHraY3eH, ne KOMeH,il.aHTOM € crapan Haw 3HailoMHil 3 O!jJ!jJeH6axy, rrOJIKOBHHK Illannpynrxeaau. fOBOPIIB 3 CMaJIb-CTOL\bKHM Ta 10. PeBaEM. BOHH, 3,Zl.aETbCSI, sace ne.aazcxo nia BII13,Zl.y ...

MHHYJloro THlKHSI MH 6Y,lH Y KOHCYJISlTi i Ci-An-Ci, Y KOHCYJlSlTi BIIMaralOTb )10Ka3iB, uio Hac BHBe3eHO 3 ,il.OMY iraCH,lbHO, a B Ci-An-Ci He BHMaraJOTb aixoro, ,11IWeHb B3S1JIH aauri nepconaali ... MeHi USI cnpaaa He JlylKe nO,il.06aETbCSI,

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A 11\0 TaM B 1I0JIiTll1\i? Hiuo ro nixasoro. B HIO Y!0PKY (06'e,n:HaHi Hauii) cxysni i aaaai P03MOBII, sxi He MaTIIMYTb npasrasuoro SHaqeHHlI. KOMYHiSMY c.~OBaMIl He aauoamu, BiH BIlMarae xpnaanoi KOHcjJpOIITa1\ii. nOKlIl1\O ,n:eMOKpaTllqHIIH CEiT ninorpiaae ce6e naziiero, 11\0 TOH 36aHKpYTye caa Bi,n: ce6e. Ka3aJIa Hacrs, lIK ynacr scs.

17 ancronana. Heni.rs. Ilepcn TlIlKHCM, rpa ,n:Hi roCTIlB y nac Ma.~aHIOK, BiH npnixaa 3 illCBe.~hOBIIM, lIKIIH rerrep npnIIl1caHIIH TaKOlK .ao uauroi oceai. fOBOPIlJIII .ao xpnnora, - aireparypa, MYP, )].OIl1\OB, Koca-i ... He ,n:IIBJIlIqIlCb aa iioro (MaJIaIlIOKa) "BllrreqiTb Moe iM'lI aaizrrn", BiH naai JIIIiuaerscs qJIellOM MYPy. 51 navaraacs HOMY ,n:OKasaTII, 11\0 HeM a npa-iaa .ao nanixa -repea oznroro "rrJIeMiHIIIIKa BeJIIIKO! noereca", srcoro Bill cav oxpecaroe "rHII.~olO xpearyporo" ...

OCeJIH nin SHaKOM XBIIJIIOBaHlIlI. Ilpaixana xoxricia nepeBipKII, XTO 3 Hac aaaesennn HaCII.~bHO, a XTO rtpnixan ,n:06poBi.~bHO. Ti, 11\0 rrpll6YJIII ,n:06POBiJlbHO, lie MalOTb npana na nonoaory YHPPI1. He 3HalO, '111M ne crdn-mrscs. Hac 3 Tanero aaneceao .ao py6pIIKil BIlBeseHIIX CIIJlOIO, xoxa ue He alzmoniaae ,n:iHCHOCTi B IX posYMiHHIO. Mil BIIIXaJIII He rro CBOjH BOJIi, ane TaKOlK He 6yJIH aaaeaeni CII.~OIO na p060Ty B Hlve=mai. Mae rrpHHTH ure o.nna nepesipxa nauror-o CTaTYCY )].im. J11O,n:1I XBIIJlIOIOTbClI.

Haura cnpaaa 3 AMepllKOIO aaraoxaa, -roro 1I He ,n:YlKe nepeacaaaio. )].eCb B rJIII611Hi Moro eCTBa ran-sea 6alKallll1l He nOKII,n:aTIl Eaponn asaraai, xoua ue nepeuar s 3ara.~bHiii Tell,n:eH1\ii nauroro icxo.ay, Illo Mil p0611JlII 6 Y 1\iii nepeaaceaeniii, p03rpOMJIeHiH Eaporti 3 II MaKa6pieIO ineoaoriuaax synapens? E:,n:lll1e Mic1\e ,n:Jlll Hac na 3eMJli - Asiepaxa. KpaIlia, sxa cave 3 TaKIIX eaeaeurm, lIK Mil, TBOPllTb CBOIO lKIITTeBY cjJ0PMYJIY.

TIIM qaCOM naury "COH1\e a saxony" i rrepwy jl qaCTIIHY, aaaer sca, CKiHqIlB.

20 JIIICTorra,n:a. I'apaafi, rro BecHlIHoMY COHlIWHIIH ,n:eHb, 1I B,n:OMa can, TaHlI noixaaa no ¢paHKcjJYPTY ,n:o csoei npnsreasxa Oasm OaKJIaHOBOi, 3 lIKOIO BOHa npamoaana aa KIIiBCbKiii Kino-Cryzdi. 51 rr060lOBaBClI nycxara ii caay B nopo-

ry, ane ue MOlKJIIIBO cnpnsrave aaarinnemuo Ii aacrpoio. Moe CaMOrrOqYTTlI TaKOlK nin aepox, MyqaTb ocrpaxa, 3,n:aer scs, IUO ,n:OBKPYril caxi He6e3rreKII, 11\0 nepexona-rs B ncnX03 ... ili06 p03pa,n:IITIICb, noixaa no Illryrrrap ry zro xina ... Hi-ioro c sorozuri He n acan, xpiv .~IICTa no OCbMaqKII, sin lIKOrO BqOpa nicras raxe nocnaaie:

"Be.~bMllwaHOBHllii Ilane Y.~ace! Bnfia-rre, IUO ii noct He 3HalO Bac rro 6aTbKoBi. Cnpaani, BII MeHe s,n:IIByBa.~1I CBOIM ,n:PYlKllhO-3I1qJlIIBIlM TOHOM cnoro .~IICTa, 60 1I He cno.aiaaaClI aa TaKllii azc Ha,n:TO ,n:06pllii ainryx, BiH MeHi iue pas aaaopyumn 06piH MOe! ,n:aJlIIHII, 11\0 Melli anaaaaocs, yace (nexirxe CJlOBO) MO€j nyuri. 3aJli3HIIM oopysea 6aH,n:YlKnOCTl:I i HeBO~"'Ii, HKa e BHC~"'IiB CTaBJICHHH roro oToLIeHHSI, 11\0 Melle BTlIrJlO no cc6e Hel1\aCmIBilM annazxox.

4epes asoro 1I 60pcaIOclI rroMilK Ta60paMII, uryxaio-m He3aJlelKHOCTil caor o ,n:YXOBHoro eCTBa. 1 TBOpliTIl 1I HC 6y,n:y, ,n:OKH lie snocyny Horo ... P03Kiw TBOpqOCTIl TL~bKIl TaM rrpoaaaaerscs, lIK .nyx ypiBHOBalKeHIIH i ,n:e JlIO,n:1I utaHYIOTb iioro SHaqeHHlI ...

51 lK P03YMiIO 060B'1I3KH MIlCTUlI nepen 30BHiwHiM CBiTOM, 1I p03yMiIO caMOCTiHHeCTHicTb ,n:yxa, cnoanenuoro 30BHiwHix apaacuu, 11\0 rtpocs'rscs y rapuoninay Ka3KY nin BrrJlIIBOM (ne-rirxe CJlOBO) .~orIlKIl ror o ynoBHoBalKCHHlI, IUO nae OTOqeHHlI iWlI iH,n:IIBi,n:ya.~bHOCTIl 3 IIaXHJlOM ,n:o caMOTH. KOJlII BOHa 3'lIBJlllETbClI, roni Ma€MO HaHBIIIUY nepcnYMOBY ,n:o TBOpqOrO l1\aCTlI - P03Kiw cnorasztaaas ... Llsoro 1I aapas lie MaIO i TaKIiM xy,n:OlKHIlKOM, lIKIlM MeHe Bor rrYCT~B MilK .~IO,n:II, BII,n:HO Melli lK Cy,n:IIJlOClI ... Byny nacarn TIJlbKIl rrpo nepxaaearuy KPll3Y csoro ziyxa, 11\0 nepexonnri, sa xareropiio piaaoaara y lIaPCTBO crpaacnanHlI ...

ATe, 11\0 BII MeHe HaSBa.~1I rr06paTIlMOM, 1I rri,n:iHMaIO no r axoro MicUlI B Moiii ,n:ywi i rrOCIIJlaIO BaM cnoe noripaTIIMCTBO na noai 6010 sa name MllcTeUTBo ... AJIC B lIiH crpepi He MOlKe 6YTII TaKIiX CJliB, lIK "Baw KaT" i He MOlKe. 6YTII Toro SMiCTY, lUO BII BIiSHaqllJlII UIIMII CJlOBaMII ... Xoq611 nanirr, i 6C3 IX. TyT cnpaaa scni: naure rr.~eMlI, ri rniazta PO,n:IIHHi, S lIKIIX Mil Blliiw.~11 MYCHTb noaaauyaarn aauiy ,n:yMKy i nauri nopaaaaas ...

Cepne-mo ,n:lIKylO, - zriao HCHOrO CTaBJleHHH nexait 6y.ue ,n:eBisOM nenpaxasuoro aprncra lKlITTlI cepcn caoix .~IO,n:eii. POKY 1946, JlIICTorra,n: 17. T. Oct.aanxa" ...

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Y IllIIPOKOMY CBiTi a.~5lpMII ... KOMYHicTII B uacryrri. Y <!>paHui"i Tepee OCb-OCb MOlKe crarn ro.~OBOIO yp5l,TJ,Y. B AMepani IllTpailKII iuaxrspla, MOJIOTOB, B 06'€,TJ,lIaflIlX Hauisx, BeJIIIKO,TJ,YIllHO BIIMara€, uioti aaxiznri aaisnrn 3Bi.~bHIIJIII neaHi xpamn 3axO.1l.Y, aJIC QC HC CTOCY€TbCll rri,TJ,COB€TCbKOi 30HII ... P03YMi€TbCll. !.lJ;0 aaure - naure, ruo lK saure, ne me ,TJ,IICxycis,

22 JIll CTOrra,TJ,a. nil caa i iue nncaa. )licTaB JIIICTII Bi,TJ, Ma.ramoxa, Ilerpona i inumx xo.rer. MaJIalllOK raaroae:

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28 rpy.ana, Cy60Ta. Florenai.ro ... 3axO,1l.IWH i 3aXO,1l.H· JIH JIIO,1I.H. 3aHllIoB i IBaH MHXaJIb'lYK, HKHH 3aJIHllIHB MeHi enol aanacxa. 3aJIi3Ha JIIO,1I.HHa. Te, IUO BiH onoainas npo caoi "TIOP-IlO.lIJi" MOrJIO B6HTH C.1l0IIa, a nin JIHllIHBCH i )J.liBJIlI'IHCb aa nsor o - BH,1I.aETbCH cnpanni 3a.~i3!lIlM. JlHllIe!lb, naair s Ha30BHi, BH,1I.HO HepBH. KYPHTb UllrapKy aa UHrapKOIO 3 rroranoi MaxopKH i raaernoro nanepy. "JI:[OMy TaK csiaxye" ... Onosinaa npo )l{H,1I.iB •.. CnO'laTKY - CBOIX CJIi,1l.'1HX, sxi Ca,1l.HJIIl iloro "Ha CTYJI" i BH6HBa.~H 3y611, a OniCJIH npo THX, HKi 1939 pOKY BTeKJIH 3 Iloasmi ,11.0 CCCP, ,1I.e ix o apaay aanpaBHJIH 1(0 p060'lHX Ta60piB B Catiipi. - EI(HHe, aa lUO XaBJIIO CTaJIiHa, - Ka3aB MHXaJIb'lYK ... Illo Bill i IX Tyl(H nOCaI(IIB. 50 ue 6yJIH BOHH, lUO TOH "paH" HaM cnopynnJIll ••.

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Haaararocs noaepny'ra TBOPC!IIH HaCTpiH ...

23 ciqH!I. I'apna 311Ma. 51Kocb TaK CTaJIOC!I, lIIO y Hac naair s ren.ro B xari. Ilncan JIliCTa .IJ:. AHApieBCbKOMY .1\0 13plOceJIIO. yqopa .1\iCTaB BicTKY, lIIO B JJb€lKi BHHllI.1a nepura qacrmra "BOJIHHi" rro cjJpaHuy3bKlI, a H ninor o He 3HalO. Cnpaaa 3 UliM rrepeKJIa.1\OM THrHeTbcH .n:OBllIC. Mil! rroniHHIIH KopecrrOH,'(CHT B pi3HlIX cnpaaax MHKo.1a CeJICllIKO, mrcas MeHi me ,'(0 Y.1bMY, lIIO TaM 6epYTbCH nepexaanaru MOIO .,BO.111Hb" i lIIO 3a}!MaeTbClI UIIM AH,'(pi€BCbKlIii, HKlII! norpeoye .n:.n51 UbOro MOlX rrOBHOBJIaCTeH. 51 BHC.UB raxi rrOBHOBJIaCTi AlI,'(piEBCbKOMY, aae )liCTaB aiz; Ceaeunca 3HOB .111CTa 3 .n:OMaraHH!lMli TaKIIX rrOBHOBJIaCTefl. 3HaqHTh, AH,'\pieBChKHii Moro JIliCTa He zricras. Tozti !I BlICJIaB me pas rrOBnOB.1aCTi i no xaci ztiCTaB Bi.1\ Ccacuixa rroBi.l\OMJIeHH!I, lIIO AH,'(pieBCbKIIH zricraa

0611.n:Bi MOl noanoaaacri. Ceacmxo TaKO)!{ mnue 1I10 nci MOl .1I1CTli .1\0 asoro Bi.1\KpHBaIOTbC!I Bii'!CbKOBOIO neasypoio ...

LUo.1\o Tiel uensypn, ue 1I0pMaJIbHe !lBHlIIC. Iloaoanna JIlICTiB .ao Mene, pi3HlIX .11O.l\eH, Bi.n:KPHTi UCH3YpOIO. AJIe MeHe OCh znaye, lIIO BlKC BIIHw.1a "Bo.nllHb" cjJpaHUY3bKOlO MOBOlO i MeHe HixTO rrpo ue He iarpopxye, 40MY ue TaK? LUo lie Mae 3HaqllTH? Y uiH cnpani !I i nmuy JIliCTa AH,'(pieBCbKOMy i notiany, HKa 6Y.l\e nianoaim., Mywy 3HaTII, XTO ue BHziua, 3 qHl10rO Bi.1\OMa i qOMY MeHe rrpo lie He noninouaeHO . " AHi He BIICJIaHO 60,1ail aBTopcbKIIX npIIMipHIIKiB ... THM qaCOM, nee lie Bllr.1!1.n:ae HKOCb .n:HBHO i naairi, niaoapiJIO.

24 ciqH!I. MOP03, ncxip, y Hac TCnJIO. Y MeHe 36iJIblllllJIOCb npaui. "YKpalHcbKi aicri" B HOBOMY YJIbMi noxaaa BH.aaaarn aircparypaaii ,'(O)laTOK "JJiTepaTypHHli 30WlIT", lIIO lioro MH npHliH!lJIH, HK oprarr MYPy i ,'(opyqll.111 MeHi lioro peztaxropcrao. Hanacas OCb nepenoamno "Bi,'( Hac" i rreper.1HHYB xareplaa .1\0 2-ro lioro xncaa, Bi,'( nxoro noxanaETbC!I MypiBcbKe aoao.aapcrao. ,,06'e)lHaHHH nncr.vcnnnxta MYP neperiapae ueli aireparypnna 301ll1lT. 3 rrepmoro CJIOBa 3a3HaqaEMO: croivo OCTOPOHb nia noalra-max rpyrr, napria i oprauiaaniji. P0611MO ue CBi.1\OMO 3 rrOqYTTHM aianoai.l\a.1bHOCTII aa 'raxe HKpa3 HaCTaBJIeHHH B Halllili npaui, Mo)!{eMO i 6Y.l\eMO CJIylKlITli E,'(HOCTi xnay, ClIHTe3H MlIc.1eHHH, opraaiaauii rr04YTT!I. JJIO)lHHa, ii TBOpqHli reHiH, ii cnlao aa BO.n!l - lie 're nepure, lIIO rnoparune naur KaHOH ... .IJ:JI!I Hac rrllChMeHHlIKiB ucvae yxpaincsxor-o aapony nonlncnoro aa rpynn . .IJ:JIH Hac nexae ,'(06pllx (rpynoao) i He .1\06pllx . .IJ:.1H Hac E O.1\HH napo.n, O,'(lIH lioro ztyx, O,'(HO lioro nOKJIHKaHH!I . .IJ:.1!1 Hac aci Bli .aopcri. MaJIi i BeJIHKi. Pozosenl na cxozri i P0.1\lKCHi na saxoni. Ilpaai i JIiBi ... Hanrnv CBHTliM i HeBi.1\K.1a.1\HlIM 060B'513'KOM 6YJIO, e i 3aBlK)lH 6Y.1\e B03BeJIlIqllTH i yTBep)lHTII naur napo.a lKliBliM C.10BOM Y PO)lHHi iannrx napo.aia usoro CBiTy ... Haura aireparypa aa oCTaHHi .aecaTlI.1iTT!I nOHeCJIa HeHMOBipHi lKepTBII. Ilponopnirmo aireparypa rrOHeCJIa Hali6iJIbllli zcepma B nopiaaanni 3 iHllIHMH rpaxaua aapo.ay namoro ... 3a qBepTh aixy BOpO)!{a nerraBHCTb aaopaaa HaM COTHi raopsnx O)lHHlIUh... HHlIIeHH!I rpnnae .1\aJIi. He 3HaEMo, !lK .1\OBro BOHO nporpuaae, axe !lK

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Lle xsinr-cccmria THX )1,yMOK, nio HaC r enep Typ6yIOTb 3 OrJIHAY aa TOH cran, B HKOMY MH nepefiysassro. Haure ra- 60pOBe rrapriHHHUTBO AOBeAeHe )1,0 a6CYPAY, 3MYWY€ Hac BH6HpaTH ueJ1: "Ha.n;rrapTii1HHH" tIM "rr03arrapTiMHHH:" nanpav i MeHi XO'leTbCH 3HaHTH TaKHH BHCJIiB, HKHH 6H 3Mir nporucraBHTHCb naprijuunni.

P03YMilO 3Ha'leHHH naprin i TY POJIIO, HKY sinorparors BOHH B rrOJIiTH'IHOMY mHTTi AepmaBH, aae He P03YMilO HalllHX naprifr 3 IX He HalllllM 3MicrOM, a OC06JIHBO He P03YMilO "HalllHx" naprin B ratiopax, .ae rpeca EAHOCTi Ail H KOHuearpanii MaKciMYM aycnas AJIH ninrpuaaaaa nipa H .nyxa B name MiciHHe npaanaxerma B cairi ... Hac npnaaaxcuo aa BHfHaHHH, aa poarropouremra, na 3IlHll\eHHH. '-IOMY Ma6MO 1\10 aopoacy axuno KOMYCb YJIerlllYBaTlI?

25 ci-ma, Mop03 3JIariAHiB, aae XO,10A TpHBaE. HeAi.~H.

Bees AeHb YAoMa, rpoxn nncas ApaMY "JI1060B i HeHaBHcTb". MeHe KOPTHTb nanncara IUOCb A.1H r earpy •.. 3apa3 H cax, TaHH niuraa AO cycinis. P03AYMYIO rrpo piani cnpana i B TOMy rrpo Ty cjJpaHUY3bKY "BOJIlIHb". He Momy 3P03YMiTlI, '10- My BOHH MeHi Ii He npmumo rs.

3aXOAHB J'pnropin OJIeKCaHApOBWI i npnaic aicrxy, IUO AO YJIbMY rrpliWAmaE ai CBOIM TeaTpOM riPHHK. BapTO Horo nooauam.

27 ciqHH. Ozrepxcaa JIHCTa BiA BOJIOAliMlipa TliMOllleHKa 3 l3epJIiHY. Ile OAliH 3 6paTiB THMoweHKiB, HKHH mliBe B AMepnui, a Tenep rrpaulO€ B Bepaiai B eKOHOMi'lHOMY BiMiJIi aMepHKaHCbKOI BiHChKOBOI B.~aAli A.1H HiMe'l'lllHH. 110MY nucan MiH HeBTOMHlIH nporpecop raHAaK, 'Ill He Mir 611 BiH IUOCb nOMorTH Y cnpaai Moro rrepCI3AY AO 3CA. TnvomenKO rror-onacyerecs 3p06HTli ace, IUO 6YAe Mom,1HBe B Horo ClIJIi i npocar s nOAaTH HOMY iatpopsrauiro rrpo CTaH MOEI cnpann. Ilmue, IUO HOMY rrOIUaCTlI.10 novorra Horo 6paTOai Ceprieai, HKlIH Bme € rencp B Kaaitpopnii. 51 6YB A06pc 3HaHOMHH JIlIWeHb 3 OJIerOM THMonreHKOM, CliHOM Ceprin,

HKHli BqllBCfI na noairexuini B Flpaai ... Harnrcaa JIliCTa AO l3epJIiHY i xexarnxy airmonini. Flotiaxy, IUO 3 roro BliHAe.

Mop03 TpHMaETbCH, csoro aai 20° ... Tpoxn nlicaB - 1I11CTli i ApaMy. "YKpaiHcbKa TpH6YHa" npanccaa 6i,1hlllY CTaTTIO npo MOIO TBOP'licTb 10. WCBqYKa (APYfllH nceanoniu Illeaeasona). PaHO TaHfI 13AlIJia AO nixapai B JIeoH6ep3i na anaaia KpOBIl.

61l BOHO ne 6YIIO, MIl 6YIIIl, MH E i MIl 6YAeMO... CXHllfIEMO B nonraai rOJIOBli nepczt acepraaxa, aecesro IX iMeHa B CBOIX cepuax, qYEMOCfI MiuHlIMlI, BipIlMO i BipHTH 6YAeMol"

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4 IIIOToro. '-lac 6imllTb KapKo.10MHO ... I 6yJIO 6 rapasa, KOIIH 6 MOrTII HK C.~iA npaI\IOBaTH. Ihnuy ApaMy, nicraio .111CTlI, 30 ncix 60KiB xerre nyxaicrs, a 51 JIHW AYMalO: orpasaTHCH qH MOBqaTH? 3a 6paKOM 'lacy B1I61lpalO re npyre. WeBeJibOB Y "TpIl6YHi" nOMicTHB AOClITb uixaay CTaTTIO npo MOl "TPYAH" ... BiH E MaHCTep uiei WTYKH. 110ro aHa.~i3I1 TBOpqOCTli 3aBmAli 6I1HCKyqi.

'-IIITalO Kpe-iaepa npo Baraepa, Hapeurri MaIO A06py JIeKTYpy·

6 JIIOToro. MyqycH 3 ApaMOIO... OX, i He lIerKIIH ne acanp, a AIIH MeHe CIIHBe HenOCIl,1bHHH. '-IIITaB i qIlTaB KpeuMepa "PiwapA Baraep", Baracp He TiJIbKlI My3I1Ka, KOMno- 3HTOP, apTHCT, aile H cjJiJIococjJ ... I iaeoaor. npHEMHO craepAliTlI, nto BiH wYKaB AJIH caor o HapOAY cenc Horo cnlroras- 11,y ... He/1,ypHO uauioaaa-couiaaiaa aaaxcae Horo raopxicn, no 11,yxy uauionansnoro.

naAa€ cnir. nHWY JIHCTH. 3a 6paKoM 'lacy, .111WeHb TpOXli nponuroscs. He cayxaio BicTCH i ne xnraio raser, 3pewTOIO, 11,JIfI Hac Y CBiTi ai-rorn uouoro.

OCb KiJIbKa YPHBKiB 3 JIHCTiB Barnepa, 11,yme 6JIH3bKHX MeHi aa 3MicTOM i HaCTpOEM: (ncpeioranaro 3 niweiu.xor-o) "CTaHeTbCH ne i 51 MYWy 3HOBY aancpeuyaarn .lJ.iHCHiCTb, - fI MYWy 3HOBY nOpHHyTH ua XBH.1fIX MHCTeUbKOI cjJaHTa3i"i, IU06H B YHBHOMY cairi 3HaHTH 3aCnOKO€HHH j 3MOrTH nOMOrTH MOIH cnai yHBH. 51 HeMomy, HK TOH cotiaxa mHTH, He Momy aa COJIOMi Ba.~HTHcH, a60 3a,1HBaTlICfI CHIlYXOIO; MOfl ClI.1bHO BpamJIHBa, 11,eJIiKaTHa, HaA3BHqaHHO ma)1,06a, aae HCcaMOBHTO 11,iTKJIHBa i uiacna YHBHicTb, nOBHHHa nO'lYBaTH CC- 6e 'IlIMOCb ni11,Xlli6.1eHa, flKIUO Miii AYX xo-re ueH KpHBaBo-

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THlKKliil, HeiCHYIO'mil cnir nepenecrn B ,lliilCHicTb" (,ll0 .nicTa, 15.I.l854) .

,,51 nisoro imuoro He lKa,I\alO Bi,ll CBiTY, HK TiJIbKIi cnoKOIO ,I\JIH MOEi npaui, HKa O,llHOrO paay 6Y,lle liOMY aaaexcaTIi" (no cecrpn KJIIIPIl, 20.8.1858).

,,51 3HalO, mo H TaK ztonro lKHTIiMy, nOKIi lMOrTlilMY TBO· PIiTH: TOMY H He Typ6YIOCb, HK nosro TBOPIO" (,I\O M. Be- 3e,llOHK, 1.7.1859).

,,51 MOlKY CBiTOBi CKa3aTIi ace MeHwe i MeHwe. Toil, II\O MeHe P03YMiTIi X04e, TOMY H CKa3aB )],OCIlTh" (no JIIO,llBIl. xa II, 25.6.1865).

,,51K 4Y.~OBO! KOpOJIh BHMara€ HaCTHpJIIiBO - n04YTIi Flapuatpaxn" (si II\o)],eHHIlKa, 26.9.1865).

,,51 CTOIO B o,I\Hiil cipiii nycrnni: HixTO He 36arne MeHe; MHori )l,IlBYIOTbCH; Y 6iJIhWOCTi HCHaBIi)l,HTb MeHC" (no JIIO,n:. BHKa II, 14.10.1868).

11 JIIOToro. npllilMaEMo BiTaMiHH Lle i fie, CMOK4eMO piaai IJ,YKOPKIi, lKYElMO ryvy, O)l,HaK nama JIIO)l,ChKa He)l,OCKO' HaJIicTh He MOlKe 6YTil neperiopena. TaHH OCh BlKe ,llpymil MicflIJ,h ninxaopa, a fI 'lac Bi)l, 'lacy, aizrryaaro cBili WJIYHOK zocars rocrpo, Toli caMliil xanocnmt W.1YHOK, II\O BlilMyqliB MeHe B poxax 1940·41, II\OCh 3 )l,eCHTh lMiCIIIJ,is, nOKIl He anJIiKysaJIO Horo BO.~IiHCbKe caao, noxinopa il caaoroa, Haute HeS)l,OBOJIeHHH nepexo.anrt, SHaw opraaiaw i nOWKO,I\lKYE ri 4H iinui oprann. Y Tani IJ,C HCpBIl, Y Me He lIWYHOK.

LJ:icTaB JIHCTa si,ll LJ:MIlTpa AH)(pi€BChKOro 3 OpIOCCeJIIO.

Lle .n.pyrHIi JIHCT si.n. m.oro B TiM caMiil crrpaai - nepcxaan "BOJIHHi" aa cjJpaHIJ,Y3hKy MOSy. B rrepnrovy .nrcri BiH lIIiWC,

"II\O OJl,HO 6e,1hrilichKe SIi)(aSHIll.\TsO 3a,'l,YMaJIO BIi)],aTIl ceo piio CXi)(Hbo·esponelichKlix aaropis: rpyanncsxax, nipaenCbKHX, YKpaiHCbKHX, rrOJIbCbKHX, JIOTHCLKHX, JIHTOBCb}{HX. Me He 3anHTaHO na noxarxy POKY, xoro 61l II nopanna. 51 axaaan na Bac i Bauiv "BO.~HHh". CKOPO no TOMY H snrxaa na rpn Micmd .ao JIOll,llOHY. 3a Toil 'lac xnnr-y )(aHO nepexaanaru O)(HOMY yKpaiHIJ,CBi. no nouopori ,110 Oc.%· ril MeHe rrpoxano 3B'H3aTJICH 3 Ba~lIi i YMOBHTHCb rrpo BIi· ,n:aHHH. To saripaao HaM Ki.%Ka MicHIJ,iB.

3a Toli 'lac 3ra)(aHHil yxpaiaeut, MapHHYBaB KHHry Ki,1h. xa TlllKHiB i rrepeaoacns JIIlIIIe nO CT. KIIHra cniaaanacs i xeue nonpoureuo, II\06H 51 noaia Toli rrepcxaan no nyTTH.

OTlKe H cis i SJIKiHqliB rrepexaan. Ko.1H, no onepacaamo Baworo ynoBHoBalKeHHII, iuortpas.aa B cjJ0pMi HeocjJiIJ,iliHili, fI cran rOBopHTIl npo ronopap, TO pe.aaxrop MeHi cxasaa, II\O IJ,iJIa isinpeaa E PIi3HKOM, 6a He 3HaTH, HK xaarn ninyrr, A TOMY inuri aaropu Si,n:MOBHJIHCL Bi)( ronopapy ... LJ:onepsa KOJIJI ,n:iil.n.e .~O )],pyroro BHllallHH, TO)],i MOlKHa roo BOpHT!1 npo nxics ,lIeCHTb aiacorxis. Y ainnoains aa IJ,e, H He CKa3aB Hi TaK, Hi Hi, He MalOqll npana ani aatiopomrrn SIl,n:aHHII i ne ,n:aTII cnoro aro.ay. Ilonpaani, 51 cax He 3HalO, II\O ,n:yMae BII)(aBHHIJ,TBO, anrrycxaiovn ry tcnnry, KO.1H 6 BH aaxor+zm npOTeCTYBaTH. LJ:YMalO, Il\O KO.~11 xanra nine, TO,I\i zerve 6y,n:e II\OCb .n.06HTHCh.

Mywy CKa3aTH, II\O KHHra no·cjJpaHIJ,Y3hKOMY BHXO· .n.HTh ,lIYlKe rapno. Pe aaxrop 3aXBaJIIO€ Ii i .~yMaE, Il\O BO· na M3THMe ycnix. Biasure ror o, BiH acaavc, uio BOHa He 6Y,lle nepuroio, 60 Mll 3 aero cni3HIIJIlicH. 3 roro SIiXO,llHTh, Il\O 3 TIiX cexnt 'Ill BOChMIi auropis, S1Ki BlKe fOTOBi (nna rpY3HHChKi, o.ana BipMeHCbKliil, O)(IIH y"pa'jllchKIlIi, 0,n:1l11 no.1hChKHIi i O.n.IIH .10THChKHH) Bawa 6Y,lle 'Iii HC nanxparna, llaH6i.~hW IlpIlBa6.110104a. 51 cax, rrepex.ranaroun ii, MaB BCJIHKY rtpneuaicrt, i HaHOBO nepeaom npnr o.nn i xcani :ra panocri Boao asxa. Ko.1H nanpaany BOHa MaTHMe ycrnx, roni 51 ciaaro sa npyry KHlifY" ...

Y oCTaHHboMY JIHCTi, AH,'l,piEBCbKIlIi nOBTOpll€ i xaace, nto xunra .n.aBHO nepexoacena i anaaa )(0 .apyxy II\e B lKOB· THi MicHIJ,i ... "II\oHaliMeHwe, Mili 3HaHo:-.mH aaneaaae, uio xtmra ,n:PYKY€ThCH i BHH)(e O.~HOIO 3 ncpumx B nepenriaqeHili cepii pOMaHiB". ,,51 no rcnep He 6YB B KOHTaKTi 3 BH,n:aBHIIIJ,TBOM, 6a nanlri, ai CTIl.~icTOM" ... Ilnure, II\O BII· ,'l,aHHSl KHHf renep croirs sa HlI3bKOMY noaeul, BH)l,aBHIlIJ,' TBa 6aHKpOTYlOTb i CKOPOqYIOTb CBOIO npauio.

"UiKaBHTb MCHe Baw HOBHH rnip. XO'lY nipnrn, II\O BiH Bi.n.i6'€ npaBIIJIhHO i eKcnpeCIIBHO rparivne IlO.~Q)KeHHSl aaUlIiX JIIO)l,eH nizr HiMIJ,HMIl" ... "Hiqoro He nnmere npo Bawi I1CpCnCKTIiBII BHi3,I\y aa Mope. Lle MeHe He .~HBy€, 60 anaro cotii cnpany, Il\O TO piu He .nerxa i MOlK.~HBOCTi BH' i3,n:y, 3,l1aETbCSl, 3aMicTh 36L1hWYBaTHCh, cxopme 3MeHWY' IOThCH. A B TiM H MOlKY nOMII.1SlTIiCSl. I..jH He IIp06YBa.~1i BH BHCJI.1aTIl Bauri KHllfll )(0 KaHa)(H )(.1H nepcnnaaana. 51 B HaCTynHoMY JIIICTi samrraro, qH He XOTi.~1i 6H TaM MaTH "BO.1JHHb" i HaKO~1H Bn l'i II~e He BHCJIa.1JH TYllH, MO)l{JIHBO, II\O Sl re 3p06JIIO, 3 npaB)l,HBOIO nouraaoro no Bac, LJ:M. AH' JI.pi€BCbKHfr" ...

OTlKe rapao, npexpacao, a.1C MeHi nepenanann 3 Beasrii, uto xnara nxce Bllliw.~a i naurn, "pOTeCTYBa.1I1, II\O B no-

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Bi)]'OMlleHHSlX npo ue 3a3HaqeHO 11, SlK nepexaan 3 noascsxo! MOBil. 51 nucaa rrpo uc AH)]'piEBCbKOMY i qOMY BiH nicoro MeHi na ue He nianoaia? Micrepia.

Ilnme MeHi TaKOlK nan Ilerpo Crerpypaa-ncr 3 Flapuaca, iuo TaM Y O)],HOMY BIIJ(aBHI1l\TBi MaE BI1HTH rro cjJpaHl\y3bKII "MapiSl". ,UoKlIaJ(Hiwi Bi)]'OMOCTi rrpo uc )]'iCTaHY niauinre .•.

Y40pa 'i3)],HB J(O Il1TYTTfapTY i MaR rr06aqeHHSl 3 TaKHM naHOM rep6iKOM, uio MeHi pexovenaynaaa lioro nanl rYIIJ(, 5lI<HH MOlKe Ili6H Me Hi uiocs nOMOrTI1. BiH ne RHr.~,,)],aB na )],ylKe rrpHEMHY ocoriy, nncayxaa MOIO curyaniro, aile 51 He rreBHI1H, '111 aaxose BiH mocs B l\iH crrpani 3p0611TI1. I He .aylKe MeHi XOqeTbCSI 3 HIIM 3YCTpiqaTI1Cb aaaraai. Ti .~ro)l,1I 3 YHPPH He J(YlKe annarorsca ri)]'HHMH J(OBip'SI H ro.10BHe, ino MeHi cxplas BBl1lKaroTbcSI COBETCbKi areHTI1, J(1I51 SlKHX YHPPA BHMpiSlHe cepenonaure.

,UiCTaB TaKOlK III1CTa Bi)], Teonopa Mausxona 3 Apoasceny 6illSl Kacearo, 51KIIH TaKOlK npaiuoe B YHPPI i mcoro peKOMeHJ(yBaB MeHi M. Cezeurxo, SlK Ha)]'iHHoro nocepenunxa 3 .nI1CTYBaHHSlM )],0 3CA. TOMY rerrep III1CTII faH)]'aKa rrpnXO)],51Tb J(O MeHe sepea asoro ...

A.~c OCb BiH MeHi mmre:

"Baworo l\iHHOrO III1CTa 3 rrpaB)]'I1BOIO rrO)l,SlKOIO o aepxcaa. Ilpmcpo MeHi ztyace, ino saauraa nOMI1.~Ka, ra rrOCT cjJaKTYM aixoro He B)],iEW. Il1YKaB Sl aa THM III1CTOM Bi)]' rr. faH)l,aKa J(.1Sl Bac, ra aa lKa.% HC saaauroa, 60 3HH!ltIlB. BI1 He miBaHTCCb rrpowy na MeHe, 60 HeMa )],HSl, !lt06 Sl He )]'iCTaB KO.10 10 .1I1CTiB ra rraKYHKiB .lUIS! nepCCI1JIKI1 y nci CTOpOITI1 caira. To My TO rake H Tpan,~51€TbC51.

Ilpouiy, namrmlr-s n, faHJ(aKoBi, nexan narrnure BaM.

JIIICTa )],0 ur.oro Bill, Bac pane ncpeuimo, aae npowy noCniWI1THCb, 60 )l,OBrO B Apo.n.cenl nace He 6y)l,y, TaK S!K YHPPA nepeHOCI1ThCS! )]'0 Ilapmxa B naziii na Baiue aacxaBe nI1CbMO, OCTaIOCb 3 npaB)l,I1BOI{) notnanoro, BaIII, (ninrrnc HeqiTKHll).

OTlKe, MOl III1CTI1 qaCTO 3HIIKaIOTb ... To 6y,~0 11,0 AHnpieacsxor-o, rcrrep OCb BiJ( fall)]'aKa. BH6aqTe, He MOlKY no- 3'6YTI1CSl ni.1\03piIlHS!, IlIO ne He BHrra.1\KOB0, He TaK nasao, nan Mal\bKiB npocnn MeHe nOJ(aTH llOMY iarpopxaui! npo CTaH namol rrpecn, SlKi norpioai MOMY J(JISI SlKI1XOCb TaM nazcJII1BI1X cnpan, XTO 3HaE, nro TaM B TiM YHPPI ldETbCSl ...

Il.lo TaM KIIWIITb Bi,1\ aci.rmcoro po.ay WIlHrYHiB, B l\bOMY Sl He CYMHiBaIOCSI, TOlK TO BCSI MOSI cnpasa BH13.1\y npOXO)],I1Tb nepes ri KaHaJIH, SlK TaKOJK i cnpaaa nepexnany "BOIIIIHi" TaM )],06pe Bi.1\OMa.

A TyT OCb 3HOB qyEMO, nro TaK 3BaHa yxpaiact.xa zteaeranis B 06'E)],HaHl1x Hal\i51X, )],OMara€TbCfI, !lt06 Hac ycix Bi)]'npaBIIIIH aaaa.a aa "P0.1\iHY" i BiMa1l11 nanaw pocisurav na nOlKepTSI ... Xo-ra aMepIIKaHchKHH npencrannnx BiMCbKOBOI xosricil 06'E)],HaHHx Hal\iH MKHepHi, 3a51BHB, IlIO Hac aixoro, npOTII HawOI BO.1i, nasaa He nOBepHYTb. l3y)]'cMO nipl1TII MKHepHi.

OTlKe, nOKH!ltO Mil lKI1BCMO, Xlli6 YHpiBCbKIIH, inaxnre KalKyqH, aMepI1KaHCbKHH, lKyEMO i HaMaraEMOCb B)]'aBaTI1 HenepeMOlKHIIX.

'-!llTalO ,1\alli npo Baraepa, na l\eH paa cnOMHHI1 lioro CHna 3ircjJpiJ(a.

18 IIIOToro. Llsoro J(H51, 1942 POKY, SI aerepnemmo qeKaB B PiBHOMY npaisny Tani 3 KI1EBa. I BOHa npuixaaa. Lle 6Yllo )],IISl MeHe BeJIHKe CBSITO. I OCb MIIHyllO 3 roro 'lacy n'srrt, )],HBOBHlKHHX pOKiB, MI1 3p0611.111 uepea JIbBiB, Kpaxis, Biaens, Bepaia, BaHMap, <l>panKcjJYPT, YllhM .1\HBOBHlKHY MaH.1\piBKY aac CIO)],11 )(0 Il1TYTTrapTY, npojnuaa aamy rryrr- nin rpanov 60M6, YTiKaHHSl nia HiMl\iB, POciS!H, apeurria i napeurri Onl1Hl1l1l1CSl nizt ortixoio AMepHKI1. <l>eHoMeHa.1bHHM pOMaH, cjJeHOMeHallbHOl )(0611, I SlKHH Horo xineur, - Til »ce, Tocno,1\11 neci .•.

Y Hac rOCTIOE ,UOKiSl fYMelIlla, rrHChMeHHHl\Sl 3 -racia coBETCbKI1X, qJIeHKHIlSl JIiTepaTypHoro 06'E)l,HaHHSI "DJIyr", y Hac TYT uie MallO 3HaHa, aile anropxa Ki.~bKOX HOBHX, me He BI1- )l,aHHX 'raopia, 3 51KHX OC06.~HBO MeHe nixaaun. pYKonHC ii eni-nroro TBOPY, 'rnny MOEI "I30J1HHi", B I<i.7IbKOX nacrmrax ",UiTl1 qYMal\hKOrO W,1SlXY". ,UylKe 611113bKa MeHi aa nporpeciEIO, aac nanexa aa B)l,aqoIO, uixana, caoepinna, ocaxorneua JIIO)l,HHa, nOBHa ropeul i HeB)l,OBOJIeHHSI, xoro 1fi He 6epeMO aa 3JIe i lKalli€MO, Il\0 He MOlKeMO nowor-nr ifi y fi 60poTb6i sa lKI1TTSI.

13.1\1I,~H 3 HeIO Bi,lJ,Bi,,(aTH BepeTCHqeHKiB, uio lKl1ByTb Y ceai Boasrpuraroreal, .nc lKHBe TaKOlK aaura noripa npnare.nxa Hara.iis MaH.1\HqeBCbKa. fOCTIIJIHCfI, 6araTO rOBopIIIIH,

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P06HMO crapauna, IU06 D:ol<ilO fYMellHY npHMicTI1TH Y nanria oceai, aae YHPPA He ti,l(e HaM na PYKY.

21 aiororo. Y'lopa, B TOBapl1CTBi Haii6JIHlKLIHX, npuraziaJIH COpOK ,l(Pyrl1ti pix xoro HapO)1,)I{eHHR. Byaa D:oKill fYMeHna, PaR i I'pnropiji KOCTIOKI1, Mapia i JbmTpo I iHTLIeIIKH. I3Y,1H TaKO)l{ TOl\bO i tioro 01\Ho.1iTKa Faas HHTLIeHKo. Haairt, cniaaan. D:oKill MaE npHEMHHti, Ten.'HH rO,10C i 3HaE LIHMaJIO 3analIlIIHX nicens, TO,1hO 6YB I\Y)I{C MeTYllI,1HBHH, I'ana KpHK,1HBa i 060E aa ncpe6iti aauar-a.mcst )leKJlllMYBaTlI pisni nipuii.

CbOrOI\Hi D:oKill Bil\'IXaJIa ... Hannopi norerraino, spanH5l nonCpel\JII1BO nnaa MOKPI1H cair,

26 ,1IOToro. 3a HaMI1 no.aopoac 1\0 YJIbMY, 3 lll<OI MH nxopa nOBepHYJII1Cll. 13,l(HJlI1 pa30M 3 Tanero, 5I MaB JIOMaTH "J1iTepaTypllHil 30WIlT". Flanaa cnir. B Y.1bMi, B TOBapHCTBi rrani Karpi KaH,l(H60BOI i Birmnn.rcoi, XO,l(HJlH 1\0 xina, 6aClH,11l oararo 3HaiioMIlX, 3aXOI\H.1H 1\0 Bi.reusxnx, 6araTO roBOpH.1H, aa p03MOBaMH CKOPO MHHaB xac, HOLIYBaJIIl, II Y Barpaanx, Tana Y I Iar aaii t a Oaexcanapa D:3IIHJIeHKiB. KoJill aepraancs, necs 'lac rta.aaa cair. TaHll 6yJIa 3 nonopoad B,l(OBOJIeHa.

27 mororo. Nocturno temporo. Ti.1bKH 11\0 Cl<iHLIIlB 3BOpymxany 6iorpacjJilO Mouapra B tioro ,1HCTax. D:IlBHO ,l(yMaTI1, nro Mouapra nOXOBaHO Y 0,1Hiil cni.'bHiil Mom.,i 6e3- I\OMHHX i HixTO He 311a€ rertep, nc 3HaXO)1,5lTbCll Horo TJliHHi peWTI<If.

Di3HO. Taus HarJIIfTb MeHe .no nOCTCJli. Bararo I\YMaB npo MOlK,1IlBIfH B1f13,l( 1\0 AMepIfKH. Crpauiao nOI\YMaTH, uio HaM npllH)1,eThCll Ha3aB1I<)lH nOKIlHYTH Enpony. 3HOB THCHe zrenpecin, nlnxnx nnraanin na xpaniy Maii6YTHicTb.

Wirklich ist jedes Kind gewissermassen ein Genie, und jedes Genie ein Kind. A. Schopenhauer. "Die Welt als Wille und Vorstellung".

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1 6epe3Hll. Birep, cnir, XOJIO)l, TO)l{ TO MIlHYJIOrO poxy usoro I\Hll y BatiMapi, ,l(e Mil roni nepetiysaau, 6y.,0 30BciM BeCHHHO.

Tana JIClKllTb y nocreai i LIYETbCH He 30BciM ,l(oope. Hixoro He p06.11O, JIIlW 'lHTalO Kinainra, YLIopa nanncaa 60- )l.aii CTaTTIQ )1..'151 "BicTeii" na TeMY WeB4cHKa.

Hi-ro ro HOB oro. Haairt, He 6Y,10 rrourrn. XO,1HB 3 TO,l(HKOM aa npoxiaxy i 3 npHEMHicTIO ncpC'IIfTYBaB CBOE "COIIl\e 3 3aXOJI.Y".

3 6epe3Hll. Pano necnozriaaaa Bi3IfTa no oceai COBETcsxoro MaHopa-eHKaBe,l(e. DIlTaB, qH HC XOLIeMO "Ha po.aiHY". B xaaueaapii nooanaa rroprper DeT.'lOpH, 5lImti, o-reBH,l(HO, ,l(aB HOMY 0,1pa3Y aizrnoainr., 3arTllTaB, qH TYT nci npnXH.'bHIlI<H DeT,1IOpH i ,TJ.iCTaB aeanxe TaK.

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8 6epe3Hll. Be-rip, 0 fOI\HHi 3-iM 3 noaynaa, nOBcpHYBcs 3 Perencriypry. Dp06YB B )lop03i n'm-s ,TJ.HiB. CBRTKYBaJlH 50-,1irTH 6. Ma.13HIOKa. Ixnpeay nponeaa cTY,TJ.i5l ,TJ.paMIl VI. I'ipnnxa, II MaB acrynne C.10BO. Barar o peunrauia, 6araTO ny6JliKH, 6araTO onania. BeqOpOM, y BY'KqOMY KOJli npannarTR. l3y,'lH Fipns« 3 )lPY)l{HHOIO, 130pHC AHl\piEBCbKHH, KocTel\bKHti, J1aBpiHeHKO, KOCTlOK, KiJIhKOX apTIlCTiB cryzn), MaJlaHIOK, MeHi 3,l(aBa.10Ch, He 6YB UiJlKOBIlTO B,TJ.OBo.1eHIlH. BiH CrrO,TJ.iBaBCll 6i.1hllloro i BiH 3aC.1yrOBY€ 6i.1bllloro. B usony nOBHIIIIa 6yJIa B3.HTH Y4aCTb i naura IIOol1iTH4Ha nepxiaxa, B KO)l{HOMY pasi 3 YHP. TIlM 6iabwe, nio II IX npOCIlB ...

Hacrynnoro ,lI.Hll MH 6y,m na iacucaiaauii "faH,l(aMaKiB" CTY,ll.i€1O Fipaarca, rOCTHB y MOIX npaasxax 3HaHOMHX TaTRHIl i Ilerpa DPIlXO,ll.bKiB, a B rr'smrmno pauo auixaa )1,0 MIOHxeHY.

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JIHcTiBKa Bi,n: CMa,%,CTDUbKDrD (4.3.47): ",[(DpDmil IlaHe Y,~ace i CJIaBHa Y,1aCHXD! 3HCHaUbKa 6yx - i izty! Ill.D6H neaazioarc Bac 3YCTpi<JaTH. Lliayio pyxy MHJIiii Ilaai, a BaM, ,n:DPDfHii Tlaue YJIace, aa npDlI(aHHH lI(HpD pyKy CTHCKalO. BaM lI(HpD Bi,n:,n:aHHii, P. C-C". OTlKC nau PDMaH - 6yx i HeMa. Ill.aCJIHBa nyr s-nopora!

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12 6epeaH5I. ODBHD TpHBDlKHHX '1yTDK a npnnony uryxy MDCKBH aa TCMY HaWDrD BTiKau.TBa. PBYTb i Me'lYTb. He .aaesro MH 1M cnDKDIO naarn, B pDJIi ,[(iOi. A .~IO)1,H XBHJIIOIOTbC5I, 60. nee we He aipsrn, B YHPPY.

BY,~H MH B xoacyaari. ,[(aJIi lKaJJ:alOTb ,ZIDKasiB 3 Ilparn, lI(D MH O-Keii, lIKHX H He MDlKy 1M zrarn. THMDrneHKDBa npoTeKu.i51 He MaE CHJIH. ,[(YMalO, lI(D a usoro Mc.~eBa He 6Y,ZIe MYKH.

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A nepen xicnuen BiH nre rmcan MeHi raxe:

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51 aMyrneHllii a B T 0. MaT H 'I H 0. npnnamrra B CHI< i CTDCYHI<H a MYPDM. I npoury ne rrplliiHHTH )1,0. Bi,Zl,DMa Baruoro, lIK rDJlDBH uiei opraniaauii.

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Llinyro Bac i pyxxy Baruoi '[(pylKHHIl, D6iiiMalO OD,ZI,D,1HKiB. He 3a6Y)1,bTe npo "KapTD'IKIl", lI(D Mil ua HHX aHHJlHC5I. Barn, E. MaJiaHIOK."

Lle MaJiaHIOK. He ,n:YMaIO nnca'rn iiDMy o.npaay. Myrny rrD,n:YMaTH.

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18 6epe3Hll. yqopa, nepcn xerueproro ro,n:I1HOIO rro 06i,n:i, rrOBepHYBCH 3 YJIhMY, I4-ro paao KBarrl1BCH TYIlI1 na aacinaana npaaainua MYPy, ITa nxe rrp1l6Y,10 JlIIWCHb H ra llIepex i iue ,n:BOX KO,1cr.

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