Im so lost

Why is my heart in such a condition/

The dreams have faded
Thoughts are confused
The flowers have withered
But their colors still prevail in my memory
All the sand-castles were washed away by the waves
My path was so enlightened yesterday
My path was filled with flowers
Who do I say it to?
Theres no one to listen to
Why did I choose pain?
Why have I lost dreams?
But my pain is still alive
The flowers have withered
But their colors still prevail in my memory
All the sand-castles were washed away by the waves
My heart is sad
No ones close or far
Its not the same anymore
The days and nights dont feel the same
The past seems like a dream
My heart is restless
The flowers have withered
But their colors still prevail in my memory