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HanpOTHB, rnp)1e )13 TenecHH ocenajH pal)ajy Hel.JHCTe MHCJIH ... HeKe cTpacTH H3 LJ:ywe npena3e y Teno, a LJ:pyre
3HaM )1a Jmje jow Kojy JbYJlCKY cTpacT CB. JoBaH Jlecrn11LIH11K )1e<pl1HHC30 ca OBOnl1KHM MHOlllTBOM pa3HOJ111Kl1X, y
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Httje rop.n:ocT caMo MaHa H rpex aTettcrn H 6oro6opaua, Kao H MHoro6pojHor cBern, qy,n:Ho HeMapHor H paBHo.n:ynrnor npeMa ,n:eJiy concrneHor cnaceH,a. f'op.n:ocT ce
ca He MaH,OM, BepoBaTHO H ca BenoM )KeCTHHOM nojaBJbyje
KO.U y6et)eHHX TeHCTa, Ha pa3He HaqHHe 6oro6oja)KJbHBHX
JbY.UH KojH ce Tpy.n:e .n:a rnqHo HcnyHe CBaey jory upKBeHor
pHTyaJia H npaBmrn. HHje MaJIH 6poj no6o)KHHX xpmnhaHa, HapaBHO H npaBOCJiaBHHX (no60)KHOCT 6H Tpe6aJIO, no
MOMe MHllIJbeH,y, pa3JIHKOBaTH o.n: peJIHfH03HOCTH HeKor
qoBeKa) KOjH cy npeKO Mepe rop.n:H, yBepeHH .n:a cy peBHOCHO HCilyH,aBajynH OHO llITO UpKBa 0,U H,HX Tpa)KH, H3Ha,n:
.n:pyrnx JbY.UH, rpellIHHKa. 3a6opaBJbajyhtt HajeBaHt)eJbcKe
noyKe o BeJIHKoj pa.n:ocrn nacTHpa Ka.n:a je Halllao je.n:Hy
mry6JbeHy OBUY o.n: ,n:eBe,n:eceT .n:eBeT OCTaJIHX y crn.n:y,
HJIH o Benoj pa.n:ocTH aHt)eJia Ka,n:a ce je.n:aH rpellIHMK noKaJe, Hero O MHOllITBY JbY.UM npaBe.n:ttor )KHBOTa, KOHaqtto 0
.UHBHOj pa.n:oCTM 0( 0 )ua KOjH TpqH y cycpeT mry6JbeHOM
H 3a6Jiy,n:eJIOM CHHY KOjM ce noKajao H BpaTMO ,UOMY oua
cBora - OBaKBM rop.n:M xpM11Inatt11 yna.n:ajy y 3aMKY norpellIHor pa3yMeBaH,a T3B. 3acJiyra, Koje Tpe6a, no H,HXOBOM
yBepeH,y, .n:a 6y.n:y .n:oBOJbHe 3a yJia3aK y uapcrno tte6ecKo.
OHM cy csrnqmr OHoj 6e11oj OBUH Koja o.n:rypyje mry6JbeHy
upHy, Kojy je nacrnp tta11Iao M Bparno y mp, HJIM cy CJIMqHH OHOM IlOCJIYllIHOM .n:pyroM CHHY KOjH je M3Bp11IaBao CBe
Hape.n:6e CBOra oua, a OH,n:a MY 3aBH,UJbHBO H rHeBHO npe6auMBao llITO je 6orarn Harpa.n:Mo H,eroBor 6parn KOjH je
110Tp011IMO .n:eo oqeBor MMaH,a Ha 6Jiy.UHMUe H Hepa,n:HMKe.
HeMa Bener H3a30Ba 3a JbY.UCKM YM, JbY.UCKY JIOrHKY
M JbY.UCKy JIY.UOCT, o.n: ,,Jiy.UOCTM" XpMlllnaHCTBa, o.n: J1y.n:e
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npaBe,nHe 11 HenpaBe,nHe, Koj11 ,naje cyHue 11 KHillY je,nH11Ma l1 ,npyrnMa ,,O)lMapa OHOr KOjM je )lOUlaO y jenaHaeCTl1
qac, Kao 11 oHor KOjH je pamrn o,n npBor qaca" ( CB. JoBaH
Jl.pyrnM JbYJJ,JIMa, pal)a y oBaKBHX JbY!lH, noBpeMetto, npaBe Hanane 6eca; oTy,n JI rnqaH 113pa1 na je ,,cp!lMT qoBeK
;106poBOJbHJI na,naBJI 1-1ap". B111Jao caM Kao TICJIXOTeparreyT
l'HeB JI KOJ], OHHX xpmnhaHa y 6paKy KOjH cy O,UOJieBaJIJI
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jaKHM 11cKywett,11Ma noJIJiraMHe npJipo,ne y ce6JI (JI BepoHaTHO y CBJIMa HaMa), ocrnjyh.11 MOHOraMHO BepHH CBOMe
6paqttoM npyry, cMaTpajyhJI oBy cBojy no6eny noce6HoM
BpJIHHOM; OH,Ua, Ka)la cy, Hajqernhe HeCBeCHO, CMaTpaJIJI,
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na 36or HenpecTaHor rajeH,a oBe Bpmrne, ynpKoc npHMaMJbHBHM HCKyllJeH,HMa, HHCY noBOJbHO Harpal)eHH HJIH
IlOXBaJbeHH on 9ora HJIH JbynH, a HajqellJhe HenoBOJbHO
BHCOKO oueH,eHH on concrneHor 6paqHor npyra, yMeJIH cy
na ce, IlOBpeMeHO, )KeCTOKO rneBe, ynpaBO Ha CBojy )KeHy
HJIH My)Ka, cna6ehH y Jby6aBH, cBe no onanaH,a epoTcKoceKcyanHe )KeJbe npeMa napTHepy.
Y HeKHM npyrHM cnyqajeBHMa yqecrnnor HcnoJbaBaH,a rHeBa, Koje caM TaKol)e 3ana)Kao y TOKY cBoje nyroronHllJH,e IlCHXOTepaneyTcKe npaKce, OBaKBH rHeBJbHBH
ropneJbHBUH npecrnjanH cy na jeny, cBe no MplllaBJbeH,a
onacHor TIO 3npaBJbe H )KHBOT, Kao na cy OBHM no6pOB0JbHHM rnanoBaH,eM xTeJIH ce6e na Ka3He; y npyrnM cnyqaje-
.uyronHllJH,Oj xpHlllhaHcKoj npaKCH. Tia, Kao lllTO ce npoTHB cpe6poJby6Jba 6opHMO nape)KJbHBOlllhy, HJIH npoTHB
JaBHCTH MHJIOcpl)eM, TaKO ce npOTHB CTaJIHOr HCKyllJeH,a
ropnoCTH 6opHMO CMepHOlllhy, a npoTHB rneBa KpOTKOwhy H TpneJbHBOlllhy. TiocnylllajMo, Hajnpe, Mynap caBeT
anocrnna TiaBna y TiocnaHHUH EcpecuHMa (5 : 26): ,,rH,eBHTe ce, anH He rpHjellJHTe; cyHue na He 3al)e y rH,eBy BaweMy''. KaKo je oBaj caBeT 6o)KaHcKor anocrnna H Mynap
H 6nar H IlCHXOJIOllJKH naneKOBHn! TiaBJie 3Ha, H3 COIICTBeHOr HCKycrna (BHJJ:H 1 Kop 5 ,,0 KOpHHTCKOM 6nynHHKY
KaKo caM ce o6panoBao Kana caM 3a OBa cBoja neKapcKa 3ana)KaH,a Halllao nornpne Kon xpHlllhaHcKor cBeTHTeJba JoBaHa JlecrnHqHHKa KOjH je y JleCTBHUaMa, jollJ y
11 o.r:mocy npeMa 3JIHMa") na ce CBH noBpeMetto rHeBHMo, aJIH na He 6HCMO rpelllHJIH y rHeBy, He no3B0J1HMO )]a
noqeKaMo cyttqeB 3aJia3aK y rneBy, jep he HaM Hoh 6HTH
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y CBOM oropqeH,y on6HjaJIH najeny, Te cy TaKBHM 6eCMHCJieHHM y3np)KaBaH,eM caMO nonaBaJIH OTpOB Ha OTpOB. A
BHl)ao caM H npyre Jbyne KOjH cy CBojy CpJ.I6y KOpHCTHJIH
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MO (11 oBo yqea,e Tpaje ,UO)l(MBOTHO) o.np11uaa,y o.n concrneHe BOJbe, jep aKo je no Hawoj BOJbH, rneB he ce o6aBe3HO JaBHTM, a ca H,HMe 11 )l(eJba 3a OCBeTOM, CTBapHOM HJIM
Ha6el)eHOM yBpel)11Ba<1y. )lMBHO 11 Ta'-IHO Ka)l(e 3ana.nH11
cpe.na,oBeKOBHM Y'-IHTeJb 11 cBeTMTeJb ToMa KeMmrjcK11:
,,CKpOMaH '-IOBeK je yBeK Be.nap, ,UOK y cpuy OXOJIOr '-IeCTO
BJia.na 3aBMCT 11 rHeB".
H11je MorynHo, .na 3aKJbY'-IMMo M3Jiaraa,e o rop.nocT11
11 o rHeBy, .na ce ocJI060.n11Mo OBMX ,,np11po.nH11x", onaKHX CTpaCTM 6e3 o.np11uaa,a o.n CBoje BOJbe ( caMOBOJbe ),
a TO 3Ha'-!11 6e3 nom1)1(eiha 11 ra)l(ea,a cBora caMoJby6Ji,a 11
cJiaBoJby6Jba. 3a11crn, ,,Kao WTO 3M11ja He MO)l(e .na CByqe
ca ce6e crnpy KOllIYJbHQY aKo ce He npoBy'-!e Kp03 TecHy
pyny, TaKO HM MM He MO)l(eMO o.n6aQHTI1 CTape HaBHKe,
crnpy KOWYJbHUY .nyrue 11 nJiaruT crnpor '-IOBeKa, aKo He
npol)eMO TeCHl1M 11 y3aHHM nyTeM nocTa 11 [10Hl1)1(eH,a",
3aKJbyqyje cBeT11 JoBaH J1ecrn11'-IHl1K cBojy XXVI I1oyKy.
I1peJia311MO ca.na Ha nc11XOJIOWKY I1 IlCHXonaTOJIOillKY aHaJI113y O'-Iajaiha, joru je.nHor o.n ce.naM TeruK11x xp11mhaHcK11x rpexoBa. Qqajaa,e 611x crnB110 Ha Kpaj Hl13a .nyllleBHl1X 3611Baiha y '-IOBeKy Koj11 3ano'-!111-he ca )l(aJioruny
HJI11 TyroM, .na npel)e y .npyrn Te)l(11 cTeneH Tyre, Ha3BaH
YHl1Hl1je ( CTapOCJIOBeHCKl1 113pa3 KOj11 Haj6oJbe 113pa)l(aBa
CMHcao 113BOpHe rp'-!Ke pern, aK11.n11a, a Koj11 3Ha'-!H MaJiaKcaJiocT, KJIOHYJIOCT, JieihocT, Mp30BOJbY .nyxa, cyMopHY pe311rHaQ11jy), a 3aBpwaBa ce, no )l(HBOT .nywe 11 TeJia,
onacH11M oqajaiheM.
Kao illTO CMO 3a rop.noCT, 3aBl1CT 11 rneB peKJill .na cy
CTpaCTl1 cpaCJie ca JbY,UCKOM np11po.noM, Ii .na HeMa '-IOBeKa,
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ITopeKJTO y11eH,a CBeTHX Ornu:a o .n:Be BpcTe )KaJ10CT11, o.n: KOjJIX je npBa KOp11CHa 11 IIOTpe6Ha XpHrnnaHHMa,
Hana3JI ce y II ITocnaHHU:H KopJIHnaHHMa (7 : 10), He.n:oCTl1)KHOr IICl1XOJ10ra anOCTOJ1a ITaBJ1a KOjJI nmne: ,,Jep )KaJIOCT Koja je no Eory .UOHOCH noKajaH>e 3a cnaceH>e, 3a
Koje ce He Kaje; a )KaJ10CT OBOra CBHjeTa .UOHOCH CMpT".
CaBpeMeHHM je3HKOM peKJ1H 611CMO .n:a CBaKa 6onecT Kojy
L(OBeK ce6H .LJ.030Be - a CBaKa 6oJieCT HMa KOpeHa y rop)\OCTH, rneBy H TY3H - H3a30B je 3a t.J:OBeKa. Kao mm je
rop.n:ocT H3a30B CMepHOCTH, a rneB TpneJbHBOCTH, TaKO Je
11 Tyra, TO npe,n:Bopje .n:enpecttje, antt H CttnoaHcKe 6aH>e,
113a30B XpHrnnaHCKOj Be,UpHHH, TOj ca Jby6aBJbY BpxyHCKOj xpttrnnaHCKOj BpJ1HHH, Koja H jecTe Bepa y BaCKpCeH,e
11 Bet.J:HH )KHBOT.
A KaKO je ca OHOM .npyroM BpCTOM )KaJIOCTH 3a Kojy
aIIOCTOJ] ITaBJ1e Ka)Ke .n:a .UOHOCH CMpT t.J:OBeKy? Httje J1H
TO OHa )KaJ10CT Koja 3ay3HMa t.J:OBeKa y t.J:HjeM u:eHTPY HHje
Sor, Hero caMoJby6ttB, ce6tt11aH H rop.n: caM 110BeK?! 0BaKBa )KaJ1ocT, npeMa CBeTHM Ou,ttMa U:pKBe, HOCH o6eJie)Kje Mpa11He anaTttje, 6e3Ha,n:e)l(He ryre, .noBo.nenH .n:o Hepe.na y .n:yxoBHO-MOpaJTHOM )KHBOry. Kao J1eKapH yo11aBaMO
.na je KO.U oBe BpcTe )KanocTH Ben peq o .n:enpecajJI Kao
6onecHoj nojaBH y )KHBOTY 110BeKa, xpmnnaHHHa HJ1H HexpmnnaHHHa. ,z:::i:enpecttBaH 6oJiecHHK, 3attcTa, ry6JI Ha.ny
y 03,UpaBJbeH,e, CBe BM.UH U:pHO, yBpel)eHO ce IIOBJ1at.J:H o.n:
CBeTa, CBeCHO HJIH HecBeCHO onry)KyjynH ra 3a Y3P01IHHKa CBoje 60J1eCTH, ry6H HHTepecoBaH,e 3a 6HJIO Kojy aKTHBHOCT, OCHM oncecHBHOr 6aBJbeH,a co6oM. Httje JiaKO y
OBaKBOM IIOO,UMaKJIOM CTa,D.HjyMy )KaJ10CTH, O.UHOCHO Ben
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coMaTCKOj Me.[lHUHHll, y naTO<:pll3HOJTOfl1jH M03ra KO,[( nenpernje, OTKpHBajyhH l13TOJTOWKe cacTOjKe y KpB11 oco6a
113JTaraHl1X, cnOHT3HO HJTM BeWT3'-IKl1, nyroTpajHOM CTalhy
peKao 611 811KTop <t>paHKn), Kon MHornx Jbyn11, 113 pa3n11'-lttT11x c110JbaWlh11x 11 yHyrnplh11X pa3nora, npernapa ce
y Te,KlhY 3a nocenosalheM (JbYllH 11 crnap11), y HaTKOMneH3aTopHtt MexamnaM tteyponPrnor 11 nc11x0Ttt'!Hor noKa311Balha ce6e ( o6tt'-!HO yen en npo,Knttpajyher, caecHor
HJTH HeCBeCHOr, ocehalha 11HcpepttopHOCT11), WTO, 6p)Ke
ttJTtt c11op11je, HeMttHOBHO sontt 11cupnJbelhy nywe 11 Tena,
q11j11 je Kpaj - rnes 11 )K3JTOCT, oneT Kao 3HaK nospel)eHe
ropnocT11. 3am je onpasnaHo tt3Bol)elhe nopeKna )KaJToCTH Kon y'-lttTeJba UpKBe 113 rHesa, jep rnes )KeJitt ocseTy,
a aKo ce ocseTa He ocrnaptt, pal)a ce )KanocT.
3arnopeH11 Kpyr ( circulus vitiosus) ycnocTaBJba ce,
Ha )KaJIOCT, penaTHBHO 6p30 np11 HafOMHJTaBalhy HaWHX
MaHa ttntt rpexosa Koje He npeno3HajeMo Ha speMe. 3na
BOJba npeMa Jby,[(ttMa Koja ,[(O'-!eKa Hoh, yMecrn na He ca'-!eKa 3ana3aK cyHua, 6p3o ce npernop11 y rnes, a osaj ysehasa 3JTY BOJby. Osaj K06H11 Kpyr Mopao je caM Ha ce611 na
HCKYCH OHaj Y'-IHTeJb UPKBe KOjtt HaM je OCTaBlIO OBaKaB
nparoueH caseT: ,,Crnpaj ce tt3Han csera na '-lttCTttw ce6e
on 3JTe BOJbe npeMa JbYllttMa. Jep roMttnajyhtt 3JTY BOJbY
nper.;ia JbY,[(HMa, fOMHJTaw OTpOB KOjH he Te6e, npe MJTH
l10CJTe, YHHWTlITH Kao '-IOBeKa". Oso, TOJTMKO rryTa y TO
KY nse x11Jbane ronttHa, npaKCOM nornpl)eHo xpttwhaHCKO
11cKycrno, naHac je Hawno H3BaHpenHy nornpny y nc0xo-
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CTaHe ca TBPLIOKOpHHM, CBeCHHM HJIH HeCBeCHHM y6el)eH,eM, .[la My HHKO He MO)Ke ITOMOflH, HH JhYLIH, HH Bor.
IICHXOCOMaTCKe 6oJieCTH -
0.LI MaH,e TeWKHX o6JinKa )KaJIOCTH ca OBaKBHM rroCJie.[IHl..(aMa, Tpe6a CITOMeHyTH .LIOCTa pawttpeHn o6JIHK
Ba3.Lla HecttrypHH y ce6e, HerroBepJhHBH, a OHLla, 3aTo TaKBH H rrpeMa CBojoj y)Koj H WHpoj OKOJIHHH, OBH JhYLIH y
CTpaxy oqeKyjy cyTparuH,ttl..(y, 3aoKyrrJheHn He caMo pe-
MOpaJIHO-LlYXOBHHM ycaBpWaBaiheM.
l13MOpeHn CTpa-
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MO)KJl3, Morm1, y 113BeCHl1M cnyqaJeB11Ma, na 113Je,D,H3'-111MO
ca xp11wnaHCKOM MeTaHojoM, OJl KOje D0'-1111-f,e HOB )Kl1BOT,
y Xp11cry 11 3a Xp11cTa.
.IJ:pyra )]Ba nory6Ha nyrn Koj11Ma ce MO)Ke 3aBpw11T11
oqajal-f>e Koje o6y3Me '-IOBeKa 11 y 1-f>eMy Jlyro Tpaje, jecy
caMoy611CTBO 11 HeKa TewKa, qecTO Hel13Jle'IHBa, nc11xocoMaTCKa 6onecT, Kao CKp11BeHl1 Bl1Jl caMoy611CTBa.
)KanocT Koja ce HeKa,D, 3aBpW11 YHl1Hl1jeM CH3Jl3311 11
OHe aM611U1103He 11 rop,D,e Jhy,D,e Koj11 Bl1Uie xone Hero WTO
Mory, Koj11 ce 11 q)11311'-IKl1 11 DCl1Xl1'-IKl1 TaKO npeMapajy Jl3
113 H,11X 113611ja rHeB 11 6ec 11 Ha 6e3Ha'-lajHe DOBO,D,e, WTO
KOJl, KOHCT11TYU11JOM 11 H3'-111HOM )Kl1BOTa npimpeMJheHl1X
JhyJl11, crnapa ycnOBe 3a Jl0611jal-f>e 11HcpapKTa cpua 111111
M03ra, TaKol)e DCl1XOCOMaTCKl1X 6oneCTl1, HapOY.11TO Ka,D,a
noral)a JhyJle y Mna1)11M 11 cpe,D,I-f>l1M ro,D,11HaMa )Kl1BOTa.
H, Ben no He 3HaM KOjl1 nyT, ropJlOCT je jow je,D,HOM
y3pOK )K3Jl0CTl1, Koja ce yBenaBa CBe JlO oqajal-f>a, KOJl OHl1X
JhYJlH 3a Koje CBeT11 JoBaH necTBH'-IHl1K nttwe: ,,A nocrnj11
11 je,D,Ha Jlpyra Bpcrn oY.ajal-f>a Koja Hae o6y3ttMa OJl rop,D,oCT11 11 Bl1COKOr Ml1WJheH,a O ce6tt, K3Jl OHH Koj11 cy nan11
M11cne ,D,a H11cy 3acny)K11J111 je,D,HO TaKBO noH11)Kel-f>e". KoJlHKO je caMO OBaKBl1X JhYJll1 CByJla OKO Hae 11 y HaUie BpeMe! Kon11KO je caMO OBa H,HXOBa )K3JlOCT, 3611Jha, )K3J10CHO
MHOfO Y.ilaJheHa OJl Xp11WrtaHCKOr DOl1Mal-f>a CKpOMHOCTl1
11 CBeCTH O CBojoj rpeWHOCTH!
3aBpw11neMo oBaj Haw Jlpyrn qnaHaK Ha TeMy ,,CBeT11 JoBaH fleCTBl1'-IHl1K l1 Hawe BpeMe" DOCBerteH JbYJlCKl1M
CTpaCTl1Ma (ropJlOCTH 11 rneBy, )K3JlOCTl1 l1 oqajal-f>y), 113HOWeH,eM noyKe TiacT11pa CBeTor JepMe 113 2. BeKa nocne
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lllTA JE ,L(EilPECMJA?
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Harna rnaBHa 6op6a ce BO.Litt npoTHB .L(eMoHa ryre,
Kojtt n0Mpa11yje cnoco6HocT L1yrne 3a .LIYXOBHO co3ep1-1aH>e
11 yL1aJbaBa je OL\ cBaKe L106poL1eTeJbtt. KaL(a osaj 3JIH .L(eMOH OBJiaL(a LIYIIIOM l1 TIOTTIYHO je TIOMpa'-IH, OL\Bpaha Hae
OL( BaTpeHe MOJIHTBe, LIYIIIeKOpHCHOr l1 HCTpajHor lfHTaH>a
CBeIIITeHHX KH>Hra, 6JrnroCTH tt caocehaH>a ca 6JIH)KH,HM.
OH ynttsa cBaKy spcTy Mp)l{H>e npeMa o6ase3HHM L(eJIHMa
nocnyrnaH>a, 11aK H npeMa caMOM MOHawrny. JlHrnasajyhtt LIYIIIY CBaKor 3L\pasor pacyl)ttBaH>a, pacna6ttBIIIH H>eHy
11CTpajHOCT l1 fIOCTOjaHOCT, '-IHHH je 6e3ocehajHOM l1 napaJIH30BaHOM, CBe3aHOM l1 OKOBaHOM 011ajHH'-IKHM MHCJIHMa.
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concrnenHx CTpacT11. Ka,na ce y3 noMoh H 611aronaT no)l(Hjy, one HCKopene H3 cpua, y6p3o heMo 611T11 crrpeMn11
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oqAJAlhE JE nOCJIE.UIHl,A
HE.LJ.OCTATKA BEPE
PonTaH>e, HeTpneJbJIBOCT, MaJTO.UYIIII-IOCT, a norOTOBO
oqajaH>e cy rpec0 npe.u BoroM. To cy monatJeHe norne.n:0ue 6oroxyJTHor Hesepja.
ceeffiu Hil-batthfje Epjaw1a1-1u1-1oe
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JKAJIOCT no EOrY
H JKAJIOCT O.LJ. OBOrA CBETA
Jep aKO Bae M O)KaJTOCTJIX TIOCJlaHMUOM, He KajeM ce,
UKO ce M Kajax; jep EH.UHM .ua OHa nocJTaHMUa, aKO M 3a
MaJTo, O)KaJTOCTM sac. Ca.ua ce pa.uyjeM, He rnTo ce O)KaJIOCTMCTe, Hero II1TO ce O)KaJIOCTMCTe Ha noKajaH>e; jep ce
())KaJTOCTMCTe no Eory, .ua HM y tJeMy He 6y,n;eTe OUITeneHH o.u Hae. Jep )KaJIOCT Koja je no Eory .UOHOCM TIOKajaH>e
:m cnaceH>e, 1a Koje ce He Kaje; a )KaJTocT osora CBIIjern
){OHOCJI CMpT. jep me, 6aru rn UITO ce BJI no Eory O)KaJIOCTHCTe, KaKBY 6pH)KJbJIB0CT CTBOpH y BaMa, na npas.ua-
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Jby6aBH HeMa CTpaxa, Hero caBprneHa Jby6aB H3roHH CTpax; jep je y cTpaxy MytJett,e, a KO ce 6ojtt, Httje ce
ycaBpllIHO y Jby6aBH.
EE3HAnE
.11,YXOBHA CMPT
Ee3Halje! Ttt npe.ucTaBJbarn o)lpttuaH,e o.u cBera, o.uIlaCTH y OKaMeH,eHy HeoceTJbHBOCT je HCTO llITO H
yMpeTH. 11MaTH noMpa4eH yMje HCTO llITO H mry6ttTH BHL(
TeJieCHHX OlJttjy. 0Haj KO je nao y HeoceTJbJIBOCT, JIHllieH
je )KHBOTBOpHe CHJie, L(OK OHaj KO je IlOMpatJeHor yMa, JIJI-
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pu.uaH,e o.u Hane, o)lpttuaH,e o.u He6a, OJlpttuaH,e o.u TB0p1ia CBeTa, TH CH paBHa 6e360)KHOCTI1. Ttt o.uptttJellI .DO)Kttjy
11p0Mttcao H cBeMon tt o.u6auyjew nocTojaH,e CnacttTeJba
H HcKynu.TeJba OHHX KOjH cy y HeBOJbtt. Ky)la TH yljew,
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)J.EMOH YHMHMJA
)leMOH YHHHHja, KOjH ce jolll Ha3HBa nO,IJ.HeBHHM ,IJ.eMOIIOM (Tic. 90, 6), MY'IHHjH je 0./l CBHX .Ilpyrnx. OH M011axa Hana,IJ.a OKO '-!eTBpTora qaca ( oKo ,IJ.eceT H.3jyTpa) H
oKpehe ce oKo !-heroBe .IlYille cBe .IlO ocMora qaca (LI.Ba no
11onHe). TIO'IHH>e TaKO IlITO ra HaBO,IJ.H ,IJ.a ca He3a,IJ.OBOJb- .
l'.TBOM npttMeTH ,IJ.a ce cyHue cnopo Kpehe, HJIH ,IJ.a ce yon11rre He Kpehe, H ,IJ.a ,IJ.aH Tpaje neneceT caTH.. 3aTHM ra no,IJ.ntt'le ,IJ.a qecTo rne.ua Kpm npo3op, HJIH H3Jia3H H3 Kenttje
JIU nocMaTpa cyHue, HJIH na BH./lH KOJIHKO je jolll OCTaJIO
)10 .ueBeT qacoBa H .ua HCTOBpeMeHO norne.ua TaMO-aMO He
011 JIH yrne.uao HeKora O.Il 6paTttje. 3aTHM y MoHaxy no6yl)yje 03JIOjel)eHOCT npeMa MeCTY, Ha'!HHY )KHBOTa H pyKo)lCJbY, nO,IlCTH'lyhtt ocehaH>e .ua HeMa BHille Jby6aBH Mel)y
GpaTHjOM tt .ua HeMa HHKOra KO 6H ra yTelllHO. YKOJIHKO
ra Je HeKO y nocne,IlH>H.X HeKOJIHKO .uaHa yBpe.utto, .ueMOH
ra no.uceha Ha TO, nO.UCTH'lyhtt TaKO H>eroBO He3a,IJ.OBOJbl'.TBO. 3aTHM y H>eMy no6yl)yje )KeJby 3a .upyrnM MeCTHMa,
rne 6H. JiaKille .IlOillaO ,IJ.O OHOr 3a '!HM noTpe6yje, HJIH MY
.
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11anOMH!-he PYKO.IleJbe KOJe cy Mal-he TellIKe H KOpHCHHJe.
nopen Tora, no.uaje .ua ce Eory MO)Ke yro.uttTH Ha cBaKoM
MeCTY H na My ce MO)Ke nOKJia!-haTH Ha CBaKOMe Mecry.
flornM, noBe3yjyhtt TaKO cehaH>e Ha pol)aKe H HeKa,IJ.allllhe
H306HJbe, npopoKyje .uyr )KHBOT ttcnylheH acKeTCKHM
TIO./lBH3HMa, KOpHCTehtt CBa nyKaBCTBa KaKO 6tt HaTepao
MoHaxa na Haj3an HanycTtt Kemrjy H .uornnallII-hH )KHBOT.
3a THM .ueMOHOM He .IlOJia3H 0.IlMaX .upyrn. Mel)yTHM, aKO
ce MOHax tt36optt ca lhttM H no6e.uw ra, nocne TaKBor no.u-
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0 HEH3MEPHOJ TY3H
.[ly)KH neptto.u npeKoMepHe Tyre cpua 3a 4YJTHHM, noMpaqyje H y3HeM11paBa yM. TaKBa Tyra HCTepyje 113 .uywe
1 111cTy MOJIHTBY 11 611arocT, a yHoCH 6011Hy naTH>Y cpua.
I boj norne.uyje HeH3MepHa oKaMeH>eHOCT H HeoceTJbHnoCT, Te .ueMOHH crnra tJecTO 6auajy y 01.JajaH>e otte Koj11
ce o.unyqe .ua BO,[le LIYXOBaH )KHBOT.
C6effiu Cu.11eoH Ho6u Eoloc.Tlo6
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)KAJIOCT no EOrY
TYrA
Ka.na 3JIH .nyx ryre o6y3Me .UYillY, ttcnyH>aBa je HeMHpoM H HenpttjaTHOillti.y, He .nonylllTa qoBeKy .na ce MOJIH ca
HeOnXO.llHOM peBHOillti.y, OMeTa na)l(JbHBO qrnaH>e CBeTora TlHCMa, JIHillaBa ra 6naroCTH 11 IlOillTOBafua 6JIH)l(H,HX H
crnapa o.n6ojHocT npeMa cBaKoj BpcTH pa3roBopa . .D,yllla
HcnyH>eHa ryroM, nocrnje Kao 6e3yMHa H noMaXHHTaJia,
Te He MO)l(e MHpHO .na npHXBan1 HH .no6ap caBeT, HHTH .na
CMHpeHo o.nroBapa Ha nHTaH>a. Tyra nopo6JbaBa qoBeKa
lI HCTOBpeMeHo ra cnpeqaBa .na CXBaTH .na j e y3pOK naTH>e
y H>eMy. Tyra je upB cpua KOjH Harptt3a Maj Ky Koja ra je
pO.UHJia.
ceeffiu Ceparpu.w CapoecKu
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oqAJAI-bE
QqajaH>e! CTpaU1Ha peq, peq Koja 03HaqaBa nponacT
H CBaKojaKy Hecpehy. ( ... ) QqajHHK )l(HBOT oceha Kao Te-
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OBOM CBeTy KOjH je rrperryH MHJIHHa, a KOjH cy HX J1306HJIHO YJIHJie bO)KaHCTBeHa rrpeMyJJ,pOCT, )l06poTa H CBeMoh.
( ... )
CBa ce rrpJipoJJ,a Bece1m, a jeJJ,JIHJI je OH rrocpeJJ, Te
orrwTe paJJ,OCTJI IIOTJIWTeH. YrnJI MY BJirne He '-lyjy YMJIJIHY MY3JIKY Kojy Bepmi '-lyjy. OH HJirJJ,e He Hana3JI BeceJbe,
HJir)le He HaJia3JI yTexy, HJIWTa He MO)Ke JJ,a My O)larna rroTJIWTeHOCT. Kpajl-ba yry'-leHOCT JICIIyH,aBa MY cpue, y H,e
My ce HaCTaHJIO xaoc ( ... )
IIOPEKJIO ,l],EIIPECMJE
Pa3.1muubax. u o.wa.1ogyuiu ce
gyx .110).
llc. 76, 4.
TYrOMOPA
He JI3a3ttBa )leMOH YHJIHJije, Ben ynpaBO YHJIHJije
Clla)KJI JJ,eMOHa JI HaMehe ptjaBe MJICJIJI. To HaM MO)Ke rrol.'Be)J,O'-IJITJI CBeTJI CTaBJie; HJI OH ce HJije rrnawtto HeKaKBOr
/leMoHa, Hero rrpeBeJIJIKe )KaJiocTJI, KaJJ,a je nJicao KopJIHhaHttMa JJ,a HarroKoH orrpocTe rpernHJIKY I-beroB rpex KaKo
Taj He fat 6Jio caBJiaJJ,aH OJJ, rrpeBeJIJIKe )KaJioCTJI (2. Kop.
2, 7).
Antt rrpeTIIOCTaBJIMO, aKO xohew, JJ,a Te JJ,eMOH Harra)lcl, a YHJIHJije je oJJ,arnaTo JI3 rnoje JJ,yrne: KaKBa he rnTeTa
OHTH 0).J, Tora? KaKBO HaM 3JIO, BeJIHKO JIJIJI Mano, MO)Ke
)lCMOH npJI'-IJIHHTJI caM TIO ce6JI? YHHHJije, MetjyTHM, JI
fie3 H,era MO)Ke HaHeTJI BeJIJIKO 3JIO, JI BenJIHa 0).J, OHJIX,
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KOjH cy ce6H HaMaKJIH OM1!Y OKO BpaTa, HJIH ce HO)l(eM 3aKJiaJIH, HJIH ce YTOTIHJIH y peKaMa, HJIH ce Ha HeKH JlpyrH
HatJHH y6HJIH, O)lJIY1!HJia ce 3a TaKBY HaCHJIHY CMpT BOljeHa ymrnttjeM; aKO ce Meljy TaKBHM JbYJlHMa H Haljy H He
KH 6eCOMY1!HHI..\H, lhHXOBa norH6Hja ce He CMe npHmrcaTH
)leMoHy, Hero YTHuajy H cHa3H YHHHHja. KaKo je yonune
Morytrno ':IOBeKy )la He HCKYCH TyroMopy? Morytrno je
YKOJIHKO, O)l6aUHBllJH MHllJJbelhe fOMHJie O HeKoj crnapH,
Tpe6a110 6H )la y cyllJHHM nepHO)lHMa Jlyille noKyllJaMo na carne)laMo )la 1111 je y JlYll1H 6tt110 KaKBor ocenalha cyjeTe HJlH yo6pa)l(eHOCTH ... Y HajBeneM 6pojy c11y11ajeBa, cyllJHH neptto)lje Ka3Ha 36or rHeBa, 11aralha, npKoca,
CJIYJKElbE EJIIIJKlbEM
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BepoBaTHO )la he TaMY L(OHeTJI TpeHyTaK y KojeM Hae o6y3MY ocenafua, y nope.ljelhy ca HenpeKJILlHOM cTpacrneHoM
HE)J:OCTATAK PACY1HIBAlhA
11 )J:OCTOJAHCTBA
aea Eeafpuje
CTpaIIIHO 3JlOynoTpe6JITJI.
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IIOPEKJIO TYrE
On pacejaHHX MHCJIH noJia3H no nocnaHOCTH M ny6oKor, He3aja)KJI,MBOr ctta. TaMa onBJiaqM qoBeKa y rpex, a
PA,UOCT
PanocT Httje rpex. Otta onarnaBa cBaKy 6pttry on KO
je noJia3H zyra, on Koje HeMa HH'-Ier roper jep Otta ca co6oM noHOCH CBe HeraTHBHO.
MeHyJIH, nOTHqy on JIYTalha, pacejaHMX MHCJIH H HeMoryhHOCUI na 06y3naMO qyJia, Tpe6aJIO 6M na Ha CBaKM HaqMH
H36eraBaMO MCKylllelha OBOra CBeTa, na CTpa)l(HMO Han
CBOjMM qyJIMMa M o6y3naBaMO HX HCTO Kao lIITO Y3nHMa
06y3naBaMO KOlha, Te na ce TaKO ynalliaBaMO on 3JIMX neJia.
XpttcToc Kao na je peKao: Hoctto caM KpcT 3a cnacelhe pona JI,yncKor. Kana HeKora )KeJIMM ce6tt na npM3oBeM, npBo ra o6acMnaM )KaJioCTHMa M lheroBo cpue Hajnpe npo6anaM cTpeJiaMa HaTOnJI,eHMM neJieHOM zyre. To
qJ,IHMM na 6tt raj qoBeK 6tto MpTaB 3a eKCTpeMHe 3attoce
H npoJia3Ha 3anoBOJI,CTBa. 3HaqM, HeBOJI,a je H3pa3 MOje
npoBepMJia?
JI,y6aBM.
Ee3 o63Mpa Ha oqajalhe y Koje Hae neMOHM Mory 6aUHTM, OHM Te)Ke na caKpMjy lheroB pa3Jior. OHM Bpe6ajy noronatt TpettyTaK na 6tt tt3a3BaJIM 6oJI M TecKo6y, caMo na He
6MCMO CXBaTMJIH lhHXOB y3pOK, HO na 6MCMO ponTaJIH Ha
TelIIKe OKOJIHOCTH, He CXBarnjynM lhMXOBY npenpeneHOCT.
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He npojaBJbyje eaMo Kao .uyxoBHa pa.uoeT. illTaBttrne, noeTojaHa xpa6poeT, Hen0Kone6JbttB0 o.up)KaBaHa Kpo3 nyre
nepttone TaMe H nani,e, jorn Bttrne eBe,UoLJe o Toj Jby6aBH.
)],OBe o6enaH,a foenonH,er na he HaM naTH eBe rnTo Tpa)KHMO. Mel)yTHM, mrnena na MH eTaJTHO 3a6opaBJbaMO Ha
CBojy ny)KHOeT H o6aBe3y npeMa lbeMy.
o. Ceparfm.ll Poy3
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IlOHOBO 3aJJ,o6ttje.
ciTtapaif Ca,wi1co1-1
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rnaBy, Te Bacuen11 YOBeK 3anana y BeoMa TeUIKO 11 ttenpttpontto crnH>e. TaKo focnon UiaJbe npaBentty Ka3HY 36or
HeMapHOCTll npeMa 6nmKH>eM.
ceeiTiu JoeaH KpoHwiTiafficKu
uiy,iwHuja ApceHuja
IIJIOJ],OBH '.>KAJIOCTH
TE'.>KAK '.>KHBOT JE CllACOHOCAH
YBeK ttMaj Ha yMy: AKo je rnoj )KllBOT Te)KaK tt nytt
)KaJIOCTH, ottna Cll Ha npaBOM nyTy. Antt, aKO )KllBlllll y
paCKOlllll, 6oraTCTBY, noqacTHMa 11 TeJieCHllM 3anoBOJbCTBHMa, Ha nyry c11 nponacTtt. 3attcrn, tteMoryhe je 3ano6ttTH CMttpeH YM 6e3 nyroronttUIH>er nonHoUieH>a MHOfllX
)KaJIOCTll ll MyKa.
Mtt He BOJIHMO )KaJIOCTll, ynpKOC TOMe UITO HaM Otte
nottoce KOpHCT, a CTpaUIHO Hae npttBJiaqe paCKOIII 11 3anoBOJbCTBa, KOja Hae nyxoBHO 11 TeJieCHO YHllllITaBajy.
o. ucfioeegHuK H.T/uaH CeeiTioiopaLf
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Hett3Meptta ryra KojoM, MaKap 11 HettaMeptto, npo6anaUI cpue 6Jitt)KH>era he TH ce Bpan1T11. KaKBOM MjepoM
MjepHTe, OHaKBOM he BaM ce MjepttTll (MT. 7,2).
ceeiTiu JoeaH KpomuiTiagcxu
~-/
EOrOOCTABJbEHOCT
Dorne Tora ce qynttMo, 3aUITO Hae je Eor HanycTtto?
KaKo Tona cMo nocTantt npenMeT HenpttjaTeJbcKor mpyrttBaH>a? KaKo TO na cy ttac ttanBnanantt CBH Hapon11 ll
na Hae ttananajy na 6tt ttac tteMJIJiocpnHo onJbaYKan11?
Tpe6antt 6tt ce, MeljyTttM, qyn11Ttt npeo6JIJbY Mttnocplja
m1rnjer. KaKo TO na tta Hae Httje nocnao oraH> ca tte6eca, Kao IIITO ce necttno Kopejy tt OHttMa ca H>ttM? KaKo
To na Hae Httje )KttBe nocnao y an, pacrnopttBUIH 36or
Hae 3eMJbY II OTKpllBlllll 6e3naH 11 npoBaJittjy, Kao UITO
ce necHJIO ,[(aTatty ll ABttpouy II YIITaBOM OHOM CKyny?
KaKo TO na ttac Httje y noTnyttocTtt npenao cBeonUITOj
nor116eJbtt, Kao UITO ce neUiaBano He3tta6o)KaYKHM HaponttMa? Mil CMO, 3attcTa, 6ttJill He3HaTHO Ka)KH>aBaHll
3a HaUie rpexe.
ceeiTiu Tpuiopuje IlaJ1avta
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Om1 Kojtt carpernmne HMnornTo He Tpe6a .na oY.ajaBajy! Jep, He 6MBaMo ocyljeHM 36or MHornrna 3ana, Ben
33TO llITO HeneMo .na ce IlOKajeMO H Il03HaMO Y.y.na XpMCTOBa, K3KO CBe)lOY.M CaMa I1CTHHa O ranttnejUHMa, Y.Mjy
je KpB CTMnaT noMernao ca H>MXOBHM )KpTBaMa, MttcnttTe
nM .na cy, peqe focno.n, TH fanttnejutt 6ttntt rpjernHttjH o.n
CBttjy fanMnejaua, Ka.n cy TaKo nocTpa.nantt? Httcy, Ka)KeM
BaM, Hero aKo ce He IlOKajeTe, CBH heTe TaKO H3rHHYTH.
I1nM OHHX ocaMHaecT llITO Ha H,HX na.ne Kyna y CttJIOaMy
tt no6M MX, MHCnHTe nM .na cy OHM KpMBJbM 6MnM O)l CBMjy
JbY.llM rnTo )KMBe y JepycaJIMMy? HMcy, Ka)KeM BaM, Hero
aKo ce He noKajeTe, CBM heTe TaKO H3rMHYTH (JIK. 13, 2-5).
He BM)lMllI JIM .na 6MBaMO ocyljeHM 36or TOra llITO HeMaMO
noKajaH>a.
ceeffiu MapKo flyciftuJ-baK
BPEME 3A YHIIHIIJE
Eor HMje yHeo yHHHttje y Harny npMpo.ny pa.nM rnra
.na 6MCMO MY ce npe.naBaJIM Hepa3yMHO, HenpaBOBpeMeHO
M y CBMM OKOJIHOCTMMa, HMTM pa.nM Tora .na 6MCMO ce6e
CaMe YHMllITaBaJIH, Hero KaKO 6ttCMO O)l H>era 3a.no6ttjaJIH
HajBeny KOpHCT. A Ha KOjH HaY.HH MO)KeMO CTenH KOpHCT
o.n YHHHttja? YKOJIHKO MY ce 6y.neMo npe.naBanH y npaBo
BpeMe; a BpeMe 3a YHHHHje HHje y OHO BpeMe y KOMe HaM
ce 3JIO HaHOCH, Hero OHO y KOMe 3JIO Y.HHHMO. Mtt CMO
nopeMeTHJIH pe.n H IlOMernaJIH BpeMeHa; Y.HHenH BeJIHKO
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.LI,EMOH HE3A.LI,OBOJbCTBA
Ko H36eraBa OB03eMaJbCKa 33)lOBOJbCTBa CJmqaH je
rnptjaBH, He)loCTynttoj )leMotty zyre. Jep, zyra HaCTyna
OH)la Ka)laje qoBeK JIHIIIeH 33)lOBOJbCTBa, 6HJIO TpettyTHOf
HJIH O'leKHBaHor. 0)l TaKBOf HenpttjaTeJba ce He MO)KeMO
M36aBHTH CBe )lOK CMO np11Be3aHH 33 6HJIO llITa 3eM3JbCKO,
jep Ott CBoje Mpe)Ke 3a no6ytjttBaH,e zyre, IIIHptt Ha OHO 3a
IIITa BH)lH )la CMO HajBHIIIe Be3aHH.
aea Eealpuje
I
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O)lp)KH cenaH,e Ha Eora. y OOTTIYHOCTH TIOMpaqeH HacprnjttMa CTpaCTH, qoBeK ry611 CB3Kl1 o6JIHK H,eMy CBojcTBeHe
nepuemmje. Crnra 11 He MO)Ke )la ce npojaBH ttenpeKHJlHO cenaH,e Ha Eora, jep je Ta cnoco6ttocT yMa onxpBatta CTpaCTHMa. C Jlpyre CTpaHe, Ka,[.(a ce JlyIIIa OCJI060)lH
OBHX CTpaCTH, OH)la qaK HaKO je YM TpettyTHO 3a6opaBHO
Ha o6jeKaT cBoje qe)KH,e, OH ce O,[.(Max Bpana Ha npBo6HTHo )lo6po )leJio cenaH,a Ha Eora.
YM IlOMPAqEH QqAJAlhEM
Kalla je ,[.(yIIIa cMyneHa, Y3HeMHpeHa rH,eBoM HJIH
Jly6oKHM oqajaH,eM, yM, 6e3 o63ttpa Ha TPYll, He MO)Ke )la
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ciuapmJ ]ocu.1,a
HEYMEPEHOCT
M BE3AHOCT 3A OB03EMAJbCKO
3a Hae!
o. Ceparjncv1 Poy3
EO)KMJE IIPMCYCTBO
Y BPEME CTPA/1:AlbA
KaKBY cae MYKY Eor H11je np11npeM110 3a qoaeKa oaora )lo6a! Kao )la IJ:OBeK aeh H11je !lOBOJbHO nponaT110!? Ila,
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CTPA,UAlhA CY CPE,UCTBA
Y PYKAMA EO)KlfJMM
Tiocnyrnaj ! CaM Eor Ka)Ke: II npII30BII Me y .uatt )KaJlOCTJI, II tt36aBIIny Te, II npocnaBIInern Me (Tic. 49, 15).
HeBoJbe ttac yrnpl)yjy y Beptt JI yqe .ua cBeTcKy cnaBy
CMaTpaMO HIIllITaBHOM. 1-IBpcTO Bepyj .ua Hae, 6e3 OO)l<Jijer
.uonyrnTelba, HIIKaKBa naTiba JIJlJI Tyra He Mory noceTJITH, HIITII .unaKa ca rnaBe naCTJI. HaKO CMO CKJlOHJI .ua 3a
CBojy ttecpeny oKpIIBJbyjeMo 3ne ttaMepe IIJIII cna6ocTII
6nII)Kfbera, TO cy, y crnapHOCTII, caMo cpe.ucrna y pyKaMa nO)KIIjHM, cpe.ucrna ttarnera cnacelba. CTora, IIMajMo
cpua 11 MonIIMO ce ttarneM focno.uy, Kojtt crantto 6.u11 Han
HallIJIM cnacelheM H no.upel)yje MY II OHO llITO CMaTpaMO
cpen.OM II OHO llITO CMaTpaMO Hecpen.OM.
ciuapaif MaKapuje OuuiuHcKu
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)],YXOBHA PABHOTE')KA
IlocrnjH nyxoBHH 3aKoH npoMeHe Harner pacnono)Kett,a. Kana Te o6y3Me )KanocT, HeMoj joj ce MHOro rrpenaBaTH. CeTH ce na he rrocne Tyre non.H panocT. A Kana
CH cpenaH, HeMoj nonycTHTH HH na Te TO pacnoJJo)Kett,e
IIOHece, jep he )KaJJOCT CHrypHO IlOHOBO non.H. Kao lllTO ce
nocne cyHua HanBHjy TaMHH o6nauH H nanHe KHrna, TaKo
6HBa H ca HalllOM nyxoBHOM paBHOTe)KOM, a ypaBHOTe)KeH
'lOBeK y CBeMy IlO'lHH,e na BHnH IlpOMHCaO EO)!(Hjy.
fipaeegHu apxuei,ucKofi AeepKuje !JopgaH6U.7CKU
TIOKAJAlbE
Kana ce focnon rroBy'le na 6H HcKyrnao nyrny, OH ce
span.a 'IHM fa npH30BeMo. Mel)yTHM, Kana ce OH nosna-
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m pantt Ka3He, oHna ce He Bpaha 6p3o - CBe noK nywa He
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cxBaTH na Je no11HHHJia rpex, noK He no11He na ce KaJe II
onnaKyJe CBOJe rpexe.
ceeiuu TeorpaH 3mueopHuK
1
HE CMEMO )],OilYCTMTM
CEliM )],A CE PACJIAliMMO
Ka)Kern na Te je 11,enor 06y3ena Typo6Ha HeoceTJbHBOCT II na CH nocrno Kao 6eCJIOBeCaH - 6e3 MHCJIH HJIH
ocehalha. TaKBe pe11H noHeKan nona3e Kao Ka3Ha, HaKOH
lllTO CMO y MHCJIHMa HJIH ocehalhHMa HarHH,aJIH 3Jiy. TioHeKan, naK, oHe nona3e Kao noyKa na 6H Hae Hay11ttne KpoTOCTH II HaBHKJie na on CBOjHX MOtiH HHlllTa He O'leKyjeMO,
Ben na caMo Bora 'IeKaMo. TaKBa HCKYCTBa nonpttBajy noBepelhe y ce6e, jep Kana ce ocno6onHMo Te)KHHe, 3HaMo
onaKne noMoh CTH)Ke, II cxBaTaMo Ha Kora y CBeMy rpe6a
na ce OCJIOHHMO. To je CTaH,e DOTHlllTeHOCTH, aJIH ce OHO
Mopa H3np)KaTH ca MHlllJbY na He 3acJiy)KyjeMO HHlllTa 60
Jbe. He DOCTOjH JieK npOTHB TaKBOr CTalha, a ocno6a1Jatt,e
on Ihera 3aBHCH on BOJbe DO)KHje. CBe rnTo MO)KeMo jecTe
na BanHMO focnony: HeKa 6yne BOJba TBoja! TioMttnyj Me!
TioM03H MH! Ce6H HHKaKO He CMeMO nonycTHTH na pacna6HMO, 6ynyhH na je TO lllTeTHO II pa30pHO.
CBeTH 011,H TaKBO crnlhe onttcyjy Kao xnal)elhe HJIH
cyBOCT, II CMaTpajy ra Hem6e)KHHM 3a CBaKora KO ce TpynH na )KlIBH y CKJiany ca DO)KHjOM BOJbOM, jep 6e3 TOra
y6p30 nocrnjeMO npcKH.
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KPOTOCT
lllrn je TO rnTO he Hajnpe 3anp)KaTH 6naronaT y ny
lllH? KpOTOCT. IlJTa je TO lllTO je Hajnpe onroHH? fopnoCT,
BHCOKO MHWJbelhe o ce60, y3nalhe y ce6e. EnaronaT Hae
HanyrnTa 'IHM oceTH 3JIH 3anax yHyTparnlhe ropnocTH.
ceeiuu TeorpaH 3aiueopHuK
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HE IlJIAillJI CE liOP.liE
Kana 3arraJJ,HeMo y HeBOJbY, oqajaH>e 1111H 6e3Ha)le)KHOCT, Tpe6a110 6H na LIHHHMO OHO llITO je H .[laBH)l '-!11HHO: )],a H311HBaMO CBoja cpua Eory H )la HeBOJbY CBojy
npeJJ, Il>HM Ka3yjeMO (De. 141, 3). TaKO ce HCITOBeL(aMO
Eory, KojH MO)Ke npeMy)lpo CBe JJ,a ype)ltt: )la HaM 011aKllia
HeBOJbY, aKO HaMje TO Ha KOpHCT, 11 catiyBa Hae OJ], pa30pHe
11 rrory6He ryre.
CA oqAJAlbEM CE liOPJI
CBEJ(QqAHCTBOM IlJICMA rOCilOJ(lbEr
llecTo ce nelliaBa )la carnHa 11yKaBo onllITH ca To6oM
y cpuy l1 Ka)Ke: ,,CeTH ce 311a Koje CH ITOLIHHHO . .[lyllla TH
ce 11crryHH 6e3aKOH,eM, o6opHllie Te MHOfH CTpallIHH rpeCH." He )lorrycT11 MY )la Te o6MaHe OBHM peY:ttMa H 6auH y
oqajaH>e, no)l rrorpellIHHM mroBopoM na je y rrHrnH>y rro-
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cnace rnojy nyrny? YK0JI11Ko oBa q11tt,eH11ua, Kao 11 I-beroBo OBannohett,e, caMo noroprnaBa TBojy ocyny, oHna
ce noKaj. OH he np11M11T11 rnoje noKajatt,e, Kao rnTo je
np11M110 11 noKajatt,e 6nynHora c11Ha (JIK. 15, 20) 11 6nynH11ue (JIK. 7, 37-50). Mel)yT11M, aKO He MO)Kelll na ce
noKaJern, Te rpern11rn 113 HaB11Ke, qaK 11 oHna Kana TO
He )KeJil1Ill, noKa)K11 uap11Hl1KOBY KpOTOCT (JIK. 18, 13 ).
To je noBOJbHO na oc11rypa rnoje cnacett,e. Jep, oHaj KO
rpern11, 11 He Kaje ce, an11 He oqajaBa, caM11M Tl1M ce6e
cMaTpa Haj6enH11j11M 11 Hene ce np3HYTH na ocyn11 611no
Kora. ITpe he ce n11B11T11 M11nocpl)y .DO)K11jeM 11 6naronap11T11 cBoMe )lo6pornopy, a MO)Ke np11M11T11 11 MHore
npyre 6narocnoBe. 1-laK 11aKo je rnKaB qoBeK, 36or CBOJ11X rpexoBa, noTq11tt,eH neMoHy, OH 11naK, 113 CTpaxa
.DO)K11jer, Hehe nocnyrnaTH Henp11jaTeJba, Koj11 he noKyrnaT11 na ra 6au11 y oqajatt,e. 36or Tora OH 11Ma ynena y
Bprnett,y 6oroyronHor nena. TaKaB qoBeKje 6naronapaH,
TpneJb11B, 11Ma CTpaxa Eo)K11jera, He cyn11, na MY ce He
he H11 cyn11T11. CBe cy TO 3HaqajHe BpJI11He. 0 11CTOMe
roBop11 11 CBeTl1 J OBaH 3JiaTOYCT11, Kana roBop11 0 any.
OH cMaTpa na HaM jean qaK on Bene Kop11cT11 Hero Uapcrno He6ecKo, jep ce MHor11, 113 cTpaxa on ana, ynocTojaBajy Uapcrna He6eCKor. An Hae 11cnytt,aBa cTpaxoM,
Uapcrno Hae 3aKp11Jbyje Jby6aBJbY, a y o6a cnyqaja Hae
cnacaBa Xp11crnBa 6naronaT.
AKO OHl1 Ha Koje cy HaepHyJia MHOra nyrneBHa 11 TeJieCHa cTpanaH,a, npeTpne no Kpaja, He npenajy ee HeMapHOeT11 11 oqajaH,y, enac11he ce.
ceeiilu Ileiuap J{awacKUH
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WHH, )],a oqeKyjeMo? HenpHjaTeJb Hae, aBaj, qecTo noBpet}yje rneBoM 11 noHH)l(ett,eM, a H cpQe qecTo 611Ba o6y3eTO
TelllKHM oqajaH,eM! HenpeKH)],HO ce MOpaMO OKpeTaTH
6ory 11 cBaKor TpeHyTKa 6HTH ca I-bHM, )],a Hae He 6H o6y3eJIH rpex H HenpHjaTeJbcKa Tyra. Tiope1l TOra, nocToje H
yHHH11je. l1naK, nparo MM je illTo caM nonycTHo na Te HananHe nyx Tyre. Yq11HHX TO 3a rnoje no6po. Moj QHJb H11je
)],a Te YHHWTHM, Ben )],a Te cnaceM, jep CH TH Moj CHH."
ceeffiu Joea11 KapCtaiTtcKu
XBAJIHMO CE Y HEBOJbAMA,
3HAJYnH .IJ:A HEBOJbA rPA):(H TPilJbElbE
OnpaBnaBllJH ce, )],aKJie, BepoM, HMaMo MHp y 6ory
Kpo3 focno)],a Harner l1cyca Xp11crn, Kpo3 Kojera 11 np11cryn11cMo BepoM y OBY 6Jiaro)],aT y Kojoj CTOjHMO, 11 XBaJIHMO ce Ha)],aH,eM CJiaBe DO)l(aje. I1 He caMO TO, Hero ce H
XBaJIHMO y HeBOJbaMa, 3HajynH )],a HeBOJba rpa)],H TPTIJbeH,e. A Tprni,ett,e HCKYCTBO, a HCKYCTBO Ha1ly; a Ha)],a He
nocTHt}yje, jep ce Jby6aB bO)l(Hja mJI11Jia y cpQa Hawa LJ:yXOM CBeTHM KOjH je )],aT HaMa.
cee1Ttu nae,1e
qaK cy H CBeTHTeJbH b0)1(11jl1 TIOHeKa)], 6HBaJI11 onxpBaHH )],eMOHCKHM oqajaH,eM H TyroM. illTa TeK, MH rpe-
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6op6e:
)],0-
CKPYIIIEHO CPIJ,E
Ma.
6aBH pyKo)],eJbeM, qHTatt,eM, pa3MHIIIJbaj o CBOMe .IlYXOBHOM CTatt,y, 0 Be'-IHOM cnacett,y, HT)],. AKO Te caBrra)],a Tyra,
mal)H H3 co6e H, IIIernjyhH, pa3MHIIIJbaj o Xp11cry, Y3.IlHrHH yM Eory 11 MOITH ce. TaKo heTe ryra HanycTHTH.
ynpaBo Ttt, jep ce HHCH noTpy.IlHO )],a npoHal)eIII rreK npoTttB H,HX. I1ocTojH caMO je.uaH rreK H caMO y H,eMy qoBeK
MO)Ke npoHahH Henocpe.utty yTexy cBojoj .UYIIIH. C11ryptto
Ce IlHTalll KOjH je TO JieK. J1a, JieK je CKpyIIIeHO cpue. oe3
tt,era HHKO He MO)Ke YHHIIITHTH npenpeKy 3Jia, Beh caMO
BH)],eTH KaKO OHO TpHjyM<pyje Ha)], H,HM.
)],apyje peBHOCT, jep 6e3 H:>era HHIIITa He MO)KeMO Y'-IHHHTH. AKO ce np11,1],p)KaBaIII OBHX ynyTCTaBa, Bepyj MH, Marro
TPIIJbElbE
Koje pa3apa .uyIIIy. 0Ho yqH .IlYIIIY )],a Tpe6a .ua ce yTeIIItt,
,1],aH,ttMa.
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CEnAJbE HA EOrA
AKo ce '-IOBeK cTanHo cena Eora, OH he ce pa)loBaTn.
Ty. OH XO)lH MopeM lI y6p30 he ce yKa3aTH 6mny qaMua 11 noMon.11 BaM. OH yseK noMa)Ke oHe Koj11 My ornope
csoja cp11a 11 Tpy)le ce )la H3Bprnasajy fberose 3anoBeCTH.
AKo noHeKa)l O)lro)lH Csoj )lOna3aK, TO je 113 pa3nora rnTo
BpeMe 3a TO jorn HHje )lornno. Y qernpTH qac Hon.y, y qac
npe)lo)lpel)eH, OH he )lon.11. 3am, He ry6enn Ha)ly, crnnHo
My Y3)lH)KH pyKe H Mon11 fa )la )lol)e 11 yMnp11 Bane rnora
)KHBOTa.
rocrro.LJ, JE TY
L(pare cecTpe, KpOTKO IlO)lHOCHTe CBa yHyTparnl-ba
11 cnoJbarnl-ha 11cKyrnel-ba, HMajyn.11 Ha YMY )la je focno)l
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HE IlPEilYIIITAJ CE oqAJAl:bY
AnocTOJI Jyna, mnajHMK, 6ewe ManonywaH H HettcKycaH y 6op6M, Te ra je ttenpMjaTeJb, BttneBwtt H>eroB
oqaj, ttanao M ttaroBoptto .ua ce o6ectt. HacynpoT H>eMy,
anOCTOJI flernp, Heo6opttBa CTeHa, 6ynyntt HCKyCaH 60pau, Httje oqajaBao, HHTHje 6tto o6ecxpa6peH, Kanaje nao
y rpex. OH je npontto ropKe cy3e tt3 TOnnora cpua, Te je
ttenpttjaTeJb, BttneBwtt cy3e H H>eroBe orH>ette 04H, no6erao rnaBoM 6e3 o63Mpa, 6onHo UBMJienM. TaKo Hae, npara
6pano, yqM cBeTM AttTMox na ce He npenywrnMo oqaja-
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TYrY IlO)J.HOCHTH
CA CBAKOM EJIAfO)J.APHOlllliY
non HaBaJioM ryre He rnenajMo ca caMonpeKopeBatt,eM Ha Harny paCJia6JbeHOCT H HenoBOJbHY oceTJbHBOCT,
Ben c Mynpornhy 6JiaronapHO npHXBaTHMO H nonHOCHMO
Tyry. I1 3anaMTH: Hae y11eTHHY He OTITepehyje 6peMe oBe
HJIH OHe ryre, Benje Haeprnj )KaJIOCTH CBojcTBeH caMO HeCMHpeHOM cprw 3arn Hajnpe Te)KH BaCTIOCTaBJbaH,y YHYTparntt,ef MHpa.
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CAMPTHHqAc
l1eKyrnett,e y caMpTHOM qacy, KOjHM HenpHjaTeJb noKyrnaBa na Hae KOHaqHo nopa311, jeCTe CTpax KOjH ee jaBJba on eehatt,a Ha MHOra Harna earpernett,a. 0Baj CTpax ce
He MO)Ke m6ehH, Ben eaMO y6Jia)KHTl1 BepoM y HCKYTIJbeH,e HarnHx rpexoBa, Koje je yqHHHO CnacHTeJb CBojoM
cMphy Ha Kpcry. Mel)yTHM, HenpHjaTeJb 3aKJiatt,a OBY Be
py H pacn11pyje eTpax 36or rpexoBa, KaKo 6H oHeMoryhHo
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KOHAqHA EOPEA
EBo je yTexa 3a Te6e, Tajc11ja. OH11 Koj11 cejy ca cy3aMa, Ka)la )lolje BpeMe, )l(H>ehe ca pa)lOlllny. KaKo qecTO
focnO)l lllaJbe yTexy OHHMa KOjH My Bepyjy. YBeK HMaj Ha
YMY )la cy OO)lBH311 11 )1(8JIOCTH y CJiaBy H,eroBy OHO HajY3BHllleHHje !
11 TaKO Jil1lllH 3acJiy)l(eHor BeHua. MHore je ryra YHHlllTHna. Ey)lH jaKa 11 My)l(ecrneHa. EopH ce npoTHB cnneTKH
Henp11jaTeJba H HHKa)l ce HeMoj npe)laTH. KpoTKO H TpneJbHBO noHeCH 11 OBaj KpCT. l1Maj Ha YMY )la TH je OH
)l8T KaKO 611 Te yqHHHO KpOTKOM 11 rocno)l he TH OOMOO.H.
Ha jyTpeH>y je npoq11rnHo JeBaHljeJbe o jaBJbaH>y focno)la Map11j11 MamaJIHHH. Ka)la je 3aBpllleHo ca q11rnH>eM, 6ahyII1Ka ce OKpeHyo 11 peKao MH:
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EOJI CPQA
Eon cpuaje crnfhe Koje oMoryhaBa .n:yxoBHo y1pacrnfhe M npojaBy oO)KHje cttne. HcueJbefha H CJIM'lHa qy.Lla ce
.[(elllaBajy O'lajHHM tt 6oJIHHM CpUHMa, Koja ce jolll Ha.[(ajy
y noMoh oO)KMjy. TaKo je TO Ka.LI Eor .[(ena.
o. Ceparjn1,11 Poy3
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M.CKYilM.TEJb
HeMa MyKe Moje, HM 6onecTH Moje, HH CMpTH Moje,
Koje '10BeKOJby6HBl1 rocno.[( HHje CBeMHJIOCTHBO y1eo Ha
ce6e. TaKo HCTO H rnoje. To CH Mopao oceTHTH.
0. JyciUUH flouoeun
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IIPEBA3Il'ftH YHHHIIJE
flpeCTaHH )].a npeTTIOCTaBJbarn! floqHH )].a pa3MHIIIJbaIII !
czuapaz1 HeKiuapuje OuiuuHcKu
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uzy.iwm!fa Apce11uja
cxu.11011axu1-va ApgaJ1uo11a
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CM.JIA TPIIJbElbA
Tpn111111cTpn11 cse! CsaKy Tyry, csaKo 6peMe, yspe,ny, KJTesery, a Hajs111.Ue ce nnallln oqajalha. To je HajTe)KH
rpex.
TiocTOje ,nsa nyrn. Je,naH je nyT caMonpeKopesalha
11 KpoTOcrn. LJ:pyrn, caMoonpas,nalha 11 )KaJiocrn. Tips11 je
HCTHHCKH nyT ,nyxoBHe )KaJIOCTH J,j noKajalha, KOjH BO)lH
cnacelhy n KpoTOcrn. LJ:pyrn je nyT rop,nocrn 11 caMoonpas,nasalha. y TOM cnyqajy TH HHKO He MO)Ke IlOMOllll HM Moje MOJIHTBe, HH aH~eJIH He6ecKH - seh caMO MHJIOCT
focno,nlha. A, 11 ,na TO HHje focno,na pa,n11, so,n11no 6n y
nponacT!
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HeCTaHY, qaMOTHH>a, oqajaH>e H CJJHqHe CTpaCTH o6y3HMajy H,eroBo cpQe. I1 TaKO TO 611Ba: CMeH>yjy ce TaKBH nep11on11, H To cBe pan11 Harnera cnaceH,a.
TioTpe6Ho je ycaBpllIHTH ce y KpOTOCTH. HeMoryne je XO)lHTH CTa30M JlYXOBHOr )KHBOTa He pa3JIHKyjyn.11
HCKyrneH,a, jep HM rocnon He rnaJbe qoBeKy IIcKyrneH,a
Koja npeBa3IIJJa3e H>eroBe MOD.II. Hajnpe Tpe6a na ce ,,no-
ra.
ceeffiu Bap1-1aea U3 le1Ticu.i1a1-1cKol CKuiiia y MocKeu
Y BpeMe )KaJIOCTII 11 oqajaH>a HeonXO)lHO je HMaTH CTpnJbeH,e II xpa6po cpQe, jep Kana IIrnqe3He cBaKa Hana na he
611TH 6oJbe, Ta)la CTII)Ke He6ecKa IlOMOri.
y TOM TpeHyTKY je
IIYT CAMOO.JJ;PMIJ,AlhA
BepoBaTHo Te MyqII OO)lMYKJJH nyx ryre, KOjM Te je
TBOjOM BOJbOM HeKaKO np11ByKao. AKO npe_cTaHern )la caM
ce6e ycMepaBarn, II HaCToj11ru na cBe q11HIIW ca 6narocnoBOM bO)KHjHM, OH)la new Ca THM 6JJarDCJl0B0M )lOCTHD.H
nyrneBHH Mttp 11 y)KttBaTtt ,llpyre nnonoBe CBeTOra )],y
HEilOKOJIEEJbMBA XPAEPOCT
xa. AKO ce y noTnyHOCTH onpeKHern CBoje BOJbe, HHKa)la Hen.em oceTHTH TernKy TaMy oqajaH,a. Y TOM rnyqajy
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Qqaja&e MyqH CBaKora. Otto pa3apa neKoBHTe nnoL\OBe Tpe3BeHOYMJha, qaK H y Haj.[(yXOBHHjHM JhYJWMa.
Mel)yTHM, oqajalhe He HaJia3H MeCTa y je.[(HOCTaBHOM HCKyweHHKy. 36or qera 6tt oqajaBao ottaj KOjH ce, Y3L\ajyhtt
ce y Eora, OL(peKao ce6e? Jep HenpttjaTeJhy HeCTMe MaqeBa Ha Kpajy (Ile. 9, 6).
IIPOMJICAO EO)KJIJA
Hajnpe, qe.[(O, MM He 3HaMO L(OMOCTpoj bO)KHjH H
Tpe6a .na My npenycTHMO .[(a ynpaBJha Hal\-rn. To cMo H y
OBOj npHIIHUH L\Y)KHH yqHHHTH. Jep, aKo xohew .[(a JhYL\CKHM IlOMHCJIHMa (TO jecT Ha OCHOBY 3eMaJhCKe y3poqHoCTH) cym1w o oHoMe wTo ce nernaBa, a He npe .[(a npe6aUHW CBojy 6pttry Ha Eora, 6p3o hew ce 3aMopHTH. Ka.[(a
Ha Te6e HaHJia3e cynpOTHe nOMHCJIH Koje Te CTeWihaBajy,
Tpe6a .na 30Bern Ka Eory: focno.[(e, KaKo xohern H KaKo
3Harn, ycTpoj oBy crnap. Jep, MHoro TOra npoMHcao Eo)KHja qJIHH cynpOTHO OHOMe IllTO MHCJIHMO HJIH qeMy ce
Ha.[(aMo, Te ce crnapH KOjHMa ce Ha.[(aMo y HCKycrny no-
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o. JyctTtU/1 Iloi1oe11n
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jaH,eM. CBen1 JoBaH JlecrnwrnttK nmue n.a ce jen.aH ttcKYCHH acKeTa npOTHB OBHX 3aMKH 6optto opy)KjeM caMora
HenpttjaTeJba. Kan.a 6tt ra n.oBeJJH n.o 0 1-rnjaH,a, OH 6tt peKao ce6H H CBOjHM HenpttjaTeJbHMa: ,,KaKO TO n.a CH Me )].0
He)].aBHO XBaJJHO H y MeHH IIO)].CTHUaO ropn.ocT?" TaKO ce
on.6paHHO O)]. OBe 3J1e CIIJleTKe. AKO 6tt HenpttjaTeJb npoMeHHO TaKTHKY, na noqeo n.a XBaJIH IIO)].BH)KHHKa, CTBapajynH anon.Ho mo ropn.ocTH H cyjeTe, crnpau 6tt rnn.a on.roBapao: ,,KaKO TO n.a CH Me He)].aBHO .IlOBeO .IlO oqajaH,a? To
je caMo no ce6tt npoTHBpeqHo." TaKo ce oBaj acKern, y3
IIOMOll BO)KHjy, o.u6paHHO 0)]. OBHX 3aMKH opy)KjeM caMOra
HenpttjaTeJba, KOpHCTellH ray npaBO BpeMe.
CiTiapmJ A.11epocuje OCnTittHCKU
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KA3HA
MaJ10BjepHH, 3arnTO nocyMH,a (MT. 14, 31) y cttny Bo)Kttjy, yMecrn )].a, Bepyjyntt y H,y, cno3Haw cBojy 6ecnoMonHOcT? JoHa, MOJJenH ce Bory, He tt3ry6tt Ha)].y HH Ha .L\HY
Mopa, tt TO y yTpo6H MOpCKOr qy)].OBHilITa. A TH, MaJlO.IlyIlIHHUe, H nope.u .L\YXOBHe KyneJbtt - CBeTe JlttTyprnje 11 60-
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rocny)KeI-ba - 11 )Kl1BOTa ca 0D,a6pa1-111M 1-1eBecTaMa Xp11cToB11M, 6Jbyjew 6ecpaM1-10 oqajal-be, 1-1eBepy, cyMl-hY 11 ocrnne
rpo31-1e rpexe. Pornal-beM ry611w t.JaK 11 CBoj yM. Ka)Kew D,a
c11 113ry611na 1-1aD,y D,a new ce 11cnpaBnT11, UITO je 6ecMncneHo! To je Kao D,a Ka)Kew D,a neUI ce y6Hrn, jep He MO)Kew
D,a ce r10npaB11w! MefjyTl1M, OHO WTa MO)Keill D,a ypaD,11UI
jecTe D,a ce noKajew! 3aUITO D,a OMeTaMO 01-1e KOjH cy ce
nonpamm11, TO jecT, 01-1e caBpweHe! no M11nocT11 Eo)K11joj,
npH6pojaneMo ce crnD,y cnaceHHX (TO jecT, n0Kaja1-1nx).
noce61-10 CH ropD,a KaD, Ka)Kew: ,,Crnp11j11 Me cMaTpajy 1-1eBa)KHOM. CBe Me cecTpe cMaTpajy HeBa)KHOM!" A,
36or qera 611 Te nowTOBane? HH 36or qera! ,UpyrnM pe'-111Ma, nocTaH11 KpOTKa 11 cnac11nem ce!
CiTtapai/ AHmTto.wje Mw!Ju OuiTtw1cKu
EBXAPJ1CTJ1JCKO YTBPnElbE
JJ:oroD,11no ce D,a je.zwora D,a1-1a 1-1ncaM cny)K110 60)KaHcrne1-1y EsxapHcT11jy 11 o.uje.n1-10M caM y ce6H oceT110
.ua cal\! .nyxoBJ-10 MpTaB. OceTHO CaM o.ncycrno M11JIOCTl1
no)K11je 11 Hanpe.ll,oBal-be rpexoBHHX cHna, Te caM Mopao
.ua noBeneM Ben11Ky 6op6y npoTHB CBe BenHx 1-1acprnja
rpexa.
Cne.ll,ener .na1-1a, EBxapHCTHja H npH'-Iemne CBeTHM
Taj1-1aMa cy 061-10BHJll1 Moje 6Hne 11 11M30 caM ocenaj
na caM ce npe1-1yo 113 c1-1a. CnaBa .Eory! AKO 1-1e 6y.ll,em
jeo Teno XpHcToBo H rmo KpB l-beroBy, 1-1enew 11MaT11
)KHBOTa y ce611. l1cTHHHTa je cBaKa peq focno.na 11 Eora
Mora.
ceeiuu Joecm KpoHtuiTtaiTtcKu
3A MJ1PAH )KJ1BOT
qyBAlbE O,[I, ,[l,YXA oqAJAlbA
Epano Moja, '-IBpCTO CTOjTe y npaBocnaBHOj BepH XpHCTOBOj ! llyBajTe 1-1epaceja1-10CT yMa; HMajTe '111CTOTY .nywe
11 Tena; KJJOHHTe ce 3n11x )KeJba; yKpac11Te ce CKpyme1-10M
My.npowny; He 3a6opaBJbajTe 1-1a rocTOJby6Jbe; 1-111Ka.ua 1-1e
1136eraBajTe 3aje.n1-111'-!Ke o6poKe 3a Tpne3oM; 6e)K11Te OL\
JbYL\CKe cnaBe; He Tpa)KHTe np11BpeMe1-1y noqacT; Hl1 y qe
MY ce 1-1e cynpoTCTaBJbajTe cBoMe 1-1a.npefje1-10M; HenpeK11.nHO ce Be)K6ajTe y Bpn111-1aMa; 6e)K11Te OL\ anKoxoJJa Kao o.n
OTpoBa; CBaKor qaca ce Tpe3BeHO MOJ111Te Eory. AKO 6yneTe
)Kl1Ben11 no OBl1M caBeTHMa, 01-1.ll,a ne BaM focnoD, 1-1aw Heye
Xp11cTOc .napoBaTH Bet.J1-1e 6JJarornoBe 11 Uapcrno He6ecKo.
ceeiTtu 17ajcuje Y-L7ll'-1Kll
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MopaUI ce qewne KpcT11T11, jep Te TO t.JyBa nonyT KaTaHUa Ha BpaT11Ma. CnacaBajTe ce 11 6pa1-111Te c11noM llac1-1ora H )I{11Bornop1-1ora KpcTa.
,UeMOJ-1 ce.n11 Ha JJeBOM, a A1-1fjeo '-lyBap Ha .ll,eCHOM
paMeHy. CBaKH '-IOBeK HMa CBOje Kl-bHre - y je.n1-1y ce 3an11cyjy rpeC11, a y .npyry .ll,o6pa .neJJa.
AKO 1-1ac HeKO no.ncTaKHe )],a n0Bpe.n11MO HJJH O)KaJJOCTHMO crnpe, 60J1ec1-1e HJJH cyMaUie.nUie, 1-1e oqajasajMo,
Beh, HacynpoT TOMe, noM03HMO HM. DOJJeCHHMa MopaMO
noMOD.11 CBHM c1-1araMa 11 onpoCTl1TH HM UITa ro.n 01-111 peKJ111 11J111 ypaD,HJIH.
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CBaK11 )lOM 611 Tpe6aJ10 )la 11Ma je)lHy co6y KOja je,
nonyT KaneJJe, OKpeHyTa Ha 11CTOK. y H>y 611 Tpe6aJ10 CTaBl1Tl1 je)laH CTO - OJJTap 00)Kl1jl1 3a MOJ111TBY, ca Kojer He
611 Tpe6aJ10 Hl1 jeCTl1 Hl1 Ill1T11.
XPAEPO CE EOPlf
Y BpeMe ttcKyweH>a He Hanywrnj cBojy KeJJnjy, H3MHWJbajyhn pa3He H3fOBOpe, Ben Ce)lH H TpnH. Xpa6po ce
cyoY:aBaj ca CBHM npOTHBHHUHMa, oco6HTO ca )leMOHOM
YHHHHJa, KOJH Je 3aHCTa HaJTe)KH O)l CBHX, aJJH KOJH, HaJBHWe O)l CBHX, )lywy Y:HHH HCKYCHOM. YKOJ1HKO H36erHew
CBEOIUIITE QqAJAJ-bE
MoJ111Te ce, )leuo Moja! H11je ocrnJJo jow MHoro BpeMeHa. Haw )Kl1BOT Bl1Cl1 0 KOHUy. Elmo je MyY:eH11Ka 11 jow
a6a E6aipuje
CEnAJ-bE HA CMPT
Haw cBern H HajnCKyrnnjn YY:HTeJb je HMao 06111.J:aj
)la Ka)Ke: MOHax Tpe6a )la ce O)lHOCH npeMa CBojoj nywn
Kao na he cyTpa yMpeTH, a npeMa TeJJy Kao )la he jow rollHHaMa )KHBeTH. Jep, KaKO je peKao, npBO, cnpeY:aBa YHH-
a6a E6aipuje
a6a E6alpuje
EY)],lf HEilOKOJIEE.JblfB
AKo Te ttana)lHe JlYX oY:ajaH>a, He Hanywrnj CBojy
KeJJnjy H HeMoj 6nT11 o6ecxpa6peH. Jep, Kao WTO ce cpe6po oY:11wnaBa y orH>y, TaKo he H rnoje cpue 3acnjarn aKo
OCTaHeW HenoKOJ1e6JbHB.
a6a E6aipuje
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Me oBora CBeTa. Harpa.ll,e 11 BeHu11 ce )],ajy caMo npoBepeHHMa, a He OHl1Ma KOjHMa HHje CTaJIO )],0 Eora H KOjH
JieH,cTByjy H .ll,peMajy. 3am, Ka)KH ce611: ,,nor Me 3a11crn
HcKyurnBa" H cJia6Htte ce Moje HcnyttHille nopyraMa (De.
37, 8); To he 6Hrn 3.ll,paBn,e nynKy rnojeMy 11 3an,eBaH,e
KOCTHMa TBOjHM (CTpHq, 3, 8). Y CTBapH, BeJIHKH JleKap
je nope)], Hae. Ott je y,eo Hallle cJia6ocTH, 11cueJI110 Hae 11
jolll yBeK Hae 11cueJ1,yje CBojHM pattaMa (He. 53, 5). Ott
je nope)], Hae H noKylllaBa )],a Hae cnace. B11.ll,11Te ca)],a )],a
caM ja, ja caM, H )],a HeMa Bora OCHM Mette. Ja y611jaM H
O)KHBJI,yjeM, paHl1M 11 11cujen,yjeM, 11 HeMa Hl1KOra KO 6H
m6aBHO H3 Moje pyKe. (5. Mojc. 32, 39) Mo)Ke JIH )Ketta
1a6opaB11rn nopo.ll, cBoj )],ace He CM11Jiyje Ha qe)],o yTpo6e
cBoje? A )],a 611 ra 11 3a6opaBHJia, ja Hehy 3a6opaB11rn Te
6e. (He. 49, 15)
KaKo Te caMo OH tte)KHO MHJiyje, nocehyje Ka)], ra
Ja6opaBHill, pa3roBapa ca To6oM, xpattH Te My.ll,polllhy,
Ka)],a TH, nonyT MJia)],or Jia6y.ll,a, 113BHjelll CBoj BpaTHh 11
3aBan11Ill My. TaKo Te Ott qHHH tte6oqe)KH,11BHM, npy)Ka
T11 yTexy 11 xpatt11 Te cTpaxoM rocno)],H,HM. TaKo rocno)],
onllITH ca HaMa.
C6etuu JoeaH Kapz7aiTicKu
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MapHoj Ha111rnen HeBa>1rnoj pe1111, 11 TaKo, no nem1Ma, 3HalhY HJJH C03epualhy, He 3aOCTaHeW 3a npeBHl1M CBeT11TeJbHMa, a;rn B11nnw na TH HenpnjaTeJh TO oTe)KaBa, cejyn.11
ceMe Hel\rnpHocrn y rnojoj nywH H cnpe11aBajytrn Te na
nocernew CBerncT, pacna6J1,yjynH Te y6amrnalheM noM11cn11, n Kana cxBaT11w na TH je HeMoryne cnacnT11 ce 11
11cnyH11TH CBe bO)Kl1je 3anoBeCTl1 y BpeBl1 OBOra )Kl1B0Ta,
rana centt y HeK11 KYTaK, n0Byu11 ce y ce6e 11 ca6ep11 MHcn11. 3aTHM, 11cnpaBHO nocaBeTyj cBojy nywy, roB0pet111:
3awTO CH )KaJlOCHa, nywo :'vIOja, H 3allITO Me CMynyjern?
Y3naj ce y focnona, jep ny ce 11cn0Benarn I-heMy- CnaceIhY m1Ua Mora H Eory MOMe (CTc. 42, 5). Ko he ce onpaBL(aTH LJ,en11Ma 3aKoHa? 1.1,ap 11 npopoK jorn Ka)Ke: jep ce Hehe
onpaBnarn npen To6oM HHKO )KHB (De. 142, 2). An11, BepoM ce y3naM y focnona .ua ne Me, no 6ecKpajHoj M11nocT11 CBojoj, cnac11T11. 3aTo, CKJlOHH Mil ceca nyra, caraHo!
CnaBHM rocnona 11 Eora Mora 11 on MJ1aLJ,ocT11 cBoje cny)KHM I-heMy, Koj11 Me, no 0611Jby MHnocpt)a CBora, MO)Ke
cnac11T11. l1n11 on MeHe 11 HeKa Te Eor, Koj11 Me crnoptt no
nywHocT11 11 011ajalha, nnaw11 na craHe Ha CBoje yo6wiajeHo MeCTO MOJlHTBe, Te ce onaje JlelhOCTH, 11Jll1 TIOHeKan
11CKYCH Hacpraj Hap0411TO 6ecpaMH11X TIOMHCJlH O TBopuy. TaKo, 3Hajyh11 y3poK TaKBOr cralha, no)Kypn Ha cBoje
yo6n11ajeHo Mecrn MOJ111TBe, 11 nanajyh.n npen CBe6narHM EoroM, 3aBan.n My CBl1M cpueM CBoj.nM, 11, ca cy1aMa
noKajalha, Mon11 ra na TH onaKrna oBo 6peMe o4ajalha 11
3Jll1X nOMHCJlH. YKOJ111KO HaCT3Bl1W na Ban11w 11 HenpeKHnHo Kyuarn Ha Bpara M11nocT11 bo)K11je, y6p3o hew ra
ce 11 ocno6on11T11.
MCYCOBA MOJIMTBA
Onarnaj Henp.njaTeJbe I1cyc0B11M I1MeHoM,jep, Hl1 Ha
He6y Hl1 Ha 3eMJbH, HeMa MOhH.njer opy)Kja npOTHB lhl1X.
ceeiuu JoeaH Jlecffie1t'-IHUK
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YK0J111Ko ynanHeMo y HeBoJby, ymrn.nje 11 6e3Hane)KHOCT, onHOCHO y 6e3113Jla3He KpajHOCTl1 113 Koj.nx HaM
je HeMoryhe 113Byh11 ce, Tpe6a 4HHl1Tl1 rnTo 11 uap )]:aB11n
-113J1HTH MOJJHTBY n cpue Eory 11 HeBoJby npen I-h11M o6jaBl1Tl1 (De. 141, 2). Jep, MH ce 11CTIOBenaMO Eory Kao 0HoMe, Koj11 npeMynpo CBe ypet)yje, 11 aKo je TO noTpe6Ho,
MO)Ke osiaKrnaT11 Haw HeM11p 11 ocno6on11T11 Hae on rnTeTHl1X 11 pa30pHHX TeWKOha.
ceezTtu Hcuxuje, iipe3ewTtep Jepycnw.11cK11
109
Y oqajaH,y caM noTe3ao H 3a csojHM, yseK HanyH,eHHM, IlHlIITOJbeM, )KeJienH .[{a ce6tt O):(Y3MeM )KHBOT. AJIH,
HeK11 mac y cpuy MH je peKao: ,,He O'-:lajaBaj, Ben ce y3.uaj
y MHJIOCT .DO)I{Hjy. Eor je lIITe.uap H MHOr0MHJIOCTHB npeMa OHHMa KOjH ce Kajy. .ll.o IlOCJbe,I(H,er TpeHyTKa OBora
)KHBOTa, He CMeMo na OtJajaBaMo."
HapaBHo, 6tto je TO mac Mor AttljeJia '-:lyBapa. EaUHO caM n11ruT0Jb H, ycryKHYBWH, nomenao Ha Pacnene
Haruera CnacttTeJba. Cy3e, nonyT 6yjttue, noTeKollle HH3
o6pa3e. Dao CaM HH'-:IHUe 11 pttnao CBe ,[(OK HHCaM y TOM
noJio)KaJy tt 3acnao.
Dpo6yntto caM ce. nHJIO je jyTpo. 0Ko Mette HHje 6tt
JIO HH'-:lera. Cse je 6HJIO Ha CBOMe MecTy, a y Mojoj nylllH
TaKolje MHp. ,,0, focnone," TIOMHCJIHO CaM, ,,BeJIHKa je
MHJIOCT TBoja!" CJieneher natta, npHMHo caM CBeTe Taj He
H IlOTTIYHO ce CMHpHO.
Cz1.11eoH JaHoecKu (KacHz!je jepocxu.woHax Cepiuje)
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Kana Henp11jaTeJb y6au11 ot.Jajatt,e y rnoje cpue, no6yl)yjytrn y YMY cenatt,e Ha npornne rpexe, Koje He no-
,[\O
cuiapaz/
MaKapuje
Oih11w1cKu
HeBOJbe 11 6orot.Je)KH,3, Ott ne npe np11Ten11 y TIOMOn, OTKp11Tl1 ce 11 CTOK333Tl1 nyT 1136aBJbeH,a.
o. Ceparpu.w Poy3
HA)].A 11 KPOTOCT
JieKOBl1Ma.
J1CTl1HCKl1 xp11rnnaHl1H je C33)l3H
0)1
Bepe 11 Jby6aBl1
HE rYEH HA)].Y
npnMep, anocTOJI JyL1a J-13,[(ajHHK je 6no L(ecj)eTHCTa. 6yL1yh11 HeHCKycaH y LIYXOBHOj 6op60, )KeCTOKH Hanan He-
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TIPOMMCAO EOJKMJM
I1oce6Ho ce noMOJIHMO rocnony Kana Hae 3anece neMOHCKa ryra, cTpanaH,e, 6onecT MJIH Hecpena. 3aBanttMo
My ca cy3aMa, 6e3 MKaKBe Y3HeMttpeHOCTH H 6pttre, Ka
KO 6ttcMo ce H3BYKJIM H3 Henane, jep HeMa ryre Koja ce He
HanBttja Ha)l Hae 6e3 I1pOMMCJia OO)I(Mjer. 3aBOJIMMO YCKH li
cTpananHM nyT cnaceH,a, jep Hae OH yBonn y UapcTBo He6ecKo. CTOra, He tt36eraBajMo onacHOCTH, Hecpene, HeBoJhe
li ryre, Ben My)I(eCTBeHO MCTpilHMO CBe UITO je TY)I(HO, TeUIKO li HenpttjaTHO, noK He CTMrne OO)I(aHCKa IlOMOfl. I1onBlf)I(HHKY li CBeTMTeJhy OO)I(HjeM je CBojcTBeHo na OCTaHe
CMJiaH y CBaKoj )I(aJIOCTM, onHOCHO na CBoje cpue IlOJIO)I(lf Ha
1IBpcTO me, a He na 6yne HenocTOjaH Kao necaK. 0Baj )I(lfBOT, Kojtt ce oKpene nonyT TO<JKa, je npttBpeMeH H 3a H,era
He Ba)I(e HeKa noce6Ha npaBttJia. I1oHeKan ce npen, <JOBeKoM
yKa)I(y CBeTJia 6ynynHOCT li IlO<JaCTH, aJIM He npttMaj MX K
cpuy. I1oHeKan Hae Ihyntt nporaH,ajy, aJIH He ryryj HM rnna.
I1oHeKan )I(aJIOCTH li CTPaCTli nonme on neMOHa - He ryryj
HM rnna. CBe HaM ce TO nernaBa pa.lltt Harnera cnacett,a. I1open TOra, TaKBO CTaH,e npecrnje Kan OH HttcnornaJhe CBojy
6naronaT, Koja Tpe6a na Hae yKoptt H noMttJiyje. CnaBa Ttt
oo)I(e! Cana H yBeK My BeKoBe BeKoBa. AMMH.
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ceemu /Jujagox
(/)01TtU'IKU
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0, PA,UOCHA CBET.JIOCTl1!
Kana cMo ca focno.uoM, lI focno.u je ca HaMa. M cBe
IlOCTaJe CBeTnOCT.
ceeffiu TeorjJaH 3aiueopHuK (+ 1894)
3AliOPABJbAlbE liOrA
3anoBeljeHo HaM je .ua tt3Ha.U cBera .up)KttMo yHttBep1anHy 1anoBecT .ua ce cehaMo Eora: Hero ce onoMttH,lI
focno.ua Eora CBojera (CToH3. 8, 18). Hae yHttlllTaBa 3a6opaBJbaH,e Ha Eora, Koje n0Mpa1.Jyje ocrnne 1anoBeCT1I lI
o.uBpaha Hae o.u cBaKor .uo6pa.
rYlilITAK li.JIArO,UATll
Enaro.uaT 1a.uofo1jajy JbY.UlI KojH cy ce po.uttnll ,UyxoM
lI Kojtt .uenajy .L(yxoM. MeljyTttM, .uernaBa ce .ua OHH 3aTpy TO
6o)KaHCKO ceMe, 6nno 16or BnacTttTMX na.uoBa ttnH nx, naK,
Eor Hanyuna 36or H,HXOBe 1aje.uHnue ca HenpHjaTeJbeM
cKpttBeHttM y H,HMa. .L(o ry6ttTKa 6naro.uaTH .uona3tt 16or
Hacprnja CTpacrn (aKO HeKO Hana3M 3a.[{OBOJbCTBO y H,MMa),
Te ce 6naro.uaT, Kp03 y1.J1IH,eHe rpexe, o.uMax ry6H. CTpacTOJb y6HBa tt rpexoJby6HBa .uyrna j e npaBo CTaHlIWTe CTPacrn,
aKO He tt .ueMOHa, KaKO y OBOMe, TaKO lI 6y.uyheM Beey.
ceeiiiu I'pufopuje CuHauffi
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ceeiuu llae;1e
GJIArO,n:APHOCT II oqHlllnElbE
CenI ce, qe,ZJ,o, OHOra KOjHje peKao ,ZJ,a HaM Kp03 MHOre HeBOJbe BaJba ynH y Uapcrno nO)KHje (.Li:an. 12, 22). OH
HHje O,ZJ,pe,ZJ,HO - Kp03 TaKBe H TaKBe HeBOJbe, Hero je Heo,ZJ,pel)eHO peKao: Kp03 MHOre HeBOJbe. J1 TaKO, TpnH OHO
lUTO ,ZJ,OJia3H ca 6Jiaro,ZJ,apHOlllllY, ca pa3yMOM, Kao HelUTO
CJiaTKO YKOJIHKO HMalU rpexe, a aKO HX HeMarn - Kao HelUTO rnTO Te oqHrnnaBa O,ZJ, cTpacTH HJIH nocpe,ZJ,yje 3a Te6e
Uapcrno He6ecKo.
aeea Ifopoiuej
o,ZJ, CBojHx HaqHHa pyKoBol)ett,a, noyqaBatt,a H HcnpaBJbatt,a. Mel)yTHM, TO MO)Ke 6HTH H HeKa Bpcra Ka3He. l!eCTO je
pa3JIOr TOMe HeKH BH,l],JbHBH rpex, aJIH 6y,ZJ,ynH ,ZJ,a TO HHje
cJiyqaj KO,ZJ, Te6e, pa3Jior Tpe6a Tpa)KHTH y yHyTparntt,HM
ocen.aH,HMa H CKJIOHOCTHMa. Mo)Ke 6HTH ,ZJ,a HMalU BHCOKO
MHlUJbeH,e O ce6H, HJIH, naK, MHCJIHlll ,ZJ,a HHCH Kao OCTaJIH? Mo)K,ZJ,a HMarn Ha YMY ,ZJ,a caMa Kopaqarn nyTeM cnacett,a H ,ZJ,a ce caMo BJiaCTHTHM cHaraMa ycnHern Ha tte6o?
llpe,vtygpoclTiu 3, 4-5
HEIIOBEPElbE Y GOrA
3AIIITO CE .Li:YIIIA XJIA.Li:H?
ny,ZJ,H HapoqHTo o6a3pHB Ka,ZJ, ce ,ZJ,yrna oxJia,ZJ,H, jep je
TO ropKO H onaCHO CTaH,e. focno,ZJ, ra KOpHCTH Kao je,ZJ,HO
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OCEn.AlbE CAMOJbYEJbA
Tipencnnrnj ce .ua MO)K,Ua y Te6n He BJia.ua ocenaH,e caMOJby6Jba, HJIH cynpOTHO TOMe, MO)K,U3 HHCH ycneo
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123
3A)lOBOJbElbE CTPACTH
YMPTBJb YJE )lYillY
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Harne cpue ce oxna,nJI aKO ce Y3HeMIIpH, aKo ce np11Jby611 y1 HernTo .upyro, a He y3 Eora, aKo ce MHoro 6p11He, JbYTH 11 OKpHBJbyje HeKora (Ka,na CMO He3a,UOBOJbHH 11
y,noBOJbaBaMo Teny, BaJbajyh11 ce y 1130611Jby 11 rpexoBHHM
MHCJIHMa). EopHMO ce npOTHB Tora, 11 OXJia,UHeJIOCT he ce
HeCTaTH.
ceeffiu TeorjJaH 3aiiteopHUK
125
AKO CE HE TPY)JJIMO,
EOr HEn.E cAqYBATII HAillY PA,UOCT
Y u:eJIOM TBOM IIHCMY ce npojaBJbyje paL10CHO CTaH,e rnoje nyrne. Panyjem ce MHJIOCTH focno)J,H,Oj, Kojy
TH OH yKa3yje H HCTOBpeMeHO ce IIJiallIHllI. llHHH ce na
CH OIIHTOM II03HaO na 1.fOBeK MOpa na CJIY)l(H rocnony ca
cTpaxoM, 11 panyje ce fheMy c TpeneTOM (De. 2, 11 ). Heryj cTpax 11 panocT 11 Hepa3L1B0jH0 Hx LIP)l(H, na3en.11 na
panocT He npepacTe y HeMapHOCT, HHTH na cTpax yrac11
panocT. Cnenyjyn.11 TOMe, nornryj :Gora, Kao HajMHJIOCTHBHjer Ou:a, Koj11 Hae rnena Jby6aBJbY, an11 Koj11 je HCTOBpeMeHo H HeonpocTHBO CTpor.
Dp11ponHo je To rnTo ocenarn HeKy BpcTy cTpaxa,
ycnen KOJer Te CBa panocT MO)l(e IIOHOBO HanycTHTH.
36or TOra cTpaxa, nocrnjern y3HeM11peH, noKyrnaBajyn.11
na H3Ha})ern Hal.fHH na onp)l(HllI panocT. 01.J:eKyjern na new
y TOMe caM ycneTH? 36or caMO jenHe TaKBe IIOMHCJIH, CBe
llITO CH CTeKao MO)Ke TH ce IIOHOBO OLly3eTH. Yt.JHHH CBe
rnTo je y rnojoj MOnH na ca1.J:yBarn panocT, anH cyrnTHHCKH cBe npenycTH focnony. HcTHHa je na aKo ce caM He
IIOTPYLIHllI, HM Eor TO Hene Yl.fHHHTH yMeCTO Te6e. Mel)yTHM, YKOJIHKO Hany IIOJIO)KHllI caMO Ha BJiaCTHTe Hanope
H 6op6e, Eor he ce noByn.11, BHLleBrnH na fheroBy noMon
CMaTparn cyBHllIHOM, Te new ce cyol.fHTH ca HCTHM TellIKOllaMa Kao H Ha caMOM IIOl.feTKy. EopH ce LIO caMora
Kpaja, npHMOpaBaj ce6e KOJIHKO fOLI MO)l(ellI, aJIH HCTOBpeMeHO Bepyj na je crnapHa 6p11ra y pyKaMa CaMora focnona. He cMern onycrnn1 on nenaH,a, Tpyna 11 HaL(aH,a y
AKo ce, naK, 3a)J,p)l(Hll1 Ha YMHWJbeHHM npeTnocTaBKaMa, OL1Max he ycneL(HTH cen.aH,a Ha npeTXOL1Ha nena, 6op6y,
IIOL(BHre, a 3aTHM new IIOl.feTH na aHaJIH3Hparn y KojeM OLI
THX CTaH,a cy ce nojaBHJIH panocT 11 no6pocrnH,e, a y Koj11-
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Ma cy Te Hanycnurn, 11 y Koj11Ma cy ce o,D,p)l(ana 11 yqBpcTHna. Ilocne rnra hern ,D,OHeTH o)],Jlyey na yBeK nenarn Ha HeKH
noce6aH Ha<:IHH. TaKo hern 3arracT11 y YMHrnJbeHo caM03a,D,oB0JbCTBO, Bepyjytrn na TH ce HarrocneTey OTKpHJia rnjHa nyXOBHOr y3paCTaH,a M )],a je OHO y TBOjHM pyKaMa. Mel)yTIIM,
y BpeMe MOJIHTBe he rn ITOCTaTH jacHa o6MaHa TaKBOr MarnTaH,a, jep he MOJIHTBa 611TH rrpa3Ha, ttcrrpeKtt,D,aHa 11 Hehe
TH )],OHeTII HHKaKBY yTexy. Je,D,HHY yTexy hern npOHaJia3HTH
y cehaH,y Ha rrpel)arnlhe, a He Ha canarnH,e, crnlhe. H rnna
611 TPe6ano na ny6oKo y3naxHern 11 ocyn11rn ce6e. Mel)ymM,
YKOJIHKO nyrna He MO)l(e TO ,D,a y"IIIHII, OH)],a he TO HaorraKO
pacrrOJIO)l(eH,e )],a IlOTPaje II MHJIOCT he ce ITOHOBO noByhtt.
TaKBa Bpcrn MarnrnpeH,a rroKa3yje )],ace nyrna orreT ocJIOHHna Ha COITCTBeHe Harrope, a He Ha MIIJIOCT DO)l(ttjy. MHJIOCT
je yBeK MIIJIOCT, He3aBHCHa 0)], CBaKor )],eJiaH,a, a OHaj KO je
Merna ca concrneHIIM npencrnBaMa, MO)l(e je 611TH n11rneH.
To )],o6po 3arraMTH. YnpaBo HaM rroBJia<:IeH,e 6naro)],aTH, Koje
ce, no IlpoMHCJIH oO)l(Hjoj, nernaBa pa)],H Harner 11crrpaBJbeH,a, HajB11rne ITOMa)l(e )],a Hay"IHMO OBY cnaCOHOCHY JieKu11jy.
l.JHM ce y Te611 ynaJIH OBaj OraH,, MHCJIH he ce YMHpttTII, yHyTparnH,e pacrroJio)l(eH,e he ce norrpaBHTH, rrojaBa no6p11x M JIOrnHX nyrneBHHX ITOKpern he ITOCTaTH jorn
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