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“ La lluvia, mi alliada”
The rain, my partner
Where I go it accompanies me
the cold water,
limpid
that bathes my skin and face
like a baptism of energy
and an unfinished test.
She has left things to unaccomplished,
imagined lives.
Clothes trapped
on a black hanger,
in the air
waiting for answers
that will never come.
“Rincones”
Corners
“Tejido Roto”
Broken Tissue
I had a light,
A bunch of children laughs
mini soccer courts,
broken bicycles
and scraped knees.
It was a light that would light up
every room in the house,
that made of winters, springs
and cries into laughters and chants.
“Afuera”
Outside
“Miedos”
Fears
“Despojada”
Stripped off
“Extrañando”
Missing
Every year,
birds would make their nest
in the deepest part of “Santa Rita”,
today, they don’t anymore.
Do they miss
the games,
the screams, the chants?
Can birds miss
the games,
the screams, the chants?
“Me Dolieron”
They Hurt Me
Today they hurt me
the games of kids,
the grandparents throwing bread crumbs
to the pigeons,
the couples that steal
kisses from the afternoon,
the faces of the people that
looked at me smiling…
Today they hurt me
the games,
the kisses,
the laughters,
the indifference…
Today the world hurt me.
“La Mascara”
“The Mask”
That mask
of laughter and fake appearances
that I put
on every day,
Is always waiting for me
on the sofa.
With her
I confront peoples faces.
With her
I smile and sing.
And when
I open the door
of mi house
I put it back on the sofa.
And the mirror gives me back
my naked face
with eyes of sadness
and loneliness.
“Sed”
Thirst
A bang of bells
to wake up my soul.
“Versos Perdidos”
Lost Lines
“Incognita”
Mystery
“Ausencias”
Absences
“Lejania”
Distance
“Y Sigue”
And it continues
“Esperanza”
Hope
The electronic threads
going around mi skin.
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“Blanco Y Negro”
White and Black
“Buscando La Luz”
Looking for the light
In those opaque and gentle days
she is there
behind the door,
in the backyard…
She plays with me,
enlightens me and hides
I follow her game,
it’s the light it’s the shade.
It makes me feel safe
that it doesn’t leave me,
that in the dark moments
“she” gives me light.
Last night
they opened my window.
I saw them coming in my room,
I saw them come in black.
I though of a Chinese proverb:
“Everything will pass”.
I squeezed my lips,
there was tears and a cry.
Everything passed,
chants and laughters
returned.
“En el Ocaso”
On the decline
Today I saw a flower die,
the only one that gave warmth
to my pallid and withered
winter yard.
I felt that tiny death penetrate
inside the deepest part of my soul
to break the mirror
where your perfect face
reflected itself.
That face that was the love and the life
but was also the worry and the shout.
That love that was
the good and the bad,
today I saw it go
With that tiny death of that flower
which was the only thing that gave it warmth
to my sad days
in the decline of my existence.
“Lluvias”
Rains
There is rain
that collapses
and soaks you with memories.
There are unforgettable rains
In unique
and unrepeatable moments.
There are rains
that wash you,
Refresh you and renew you.
I have a rain
in the darkness of the night
with many noises
and many lights.
She was embodied
in a spider web
in the deep mazes of my memories.
“Disfraz”
Disguise
“Mi refugio”
My shelter
This poem
is my shelter,
I go through my distances
without times
and my times
without distances.
“Caminando”
Walking
“Olvido”
Forget
“Cansancio”
Tiredness
I saw my dreams
hanging like the clothes
that the sun dries
the breeze rocked them back and forth
and the shine of the moon
would give them light…
Suddenly
a tremendous wind
unhooked them.
I saw them go
in the night
scared and tiered
of so much waiting.
“Memoria”
Memory
The memory
scares me
because in it
are all the past experiences
squished together.
Experiences form the past,
the heaven and the hell,
the light and the shade.
The memory
scares me
Because even though
you are something old
I see you,
I touch you,
and I renew you.
“Fantasma”
Phantom
III
In a permanent search
“Busqueda”
Search
“Reconstruyendo”
Rebuilding
“Despertar”
Wake Up
“Buscando”
Searching
“Puesta En Escena”
Put in Scene
“Ven, Entra”
Come, Enter”
“Milagro”
Miracle
Today
after piling up the years
tons of years,
and having them cornered
in a corner of the room
the miracle was created.
Today I threw them up to the wind,
I knew how to look at you for the first time,
today I was your lover.
“Revivir”
Relive
“Aquel Dia”
That one-day
“Luna Rota”
Broken Moon
“Quisiera”
I Would Like To
I would like to be
an imitating animal,
to be able to change my formation and my color
to be at your side.
I would like to return
to my gentle and usual lethargy
that I used to be in
because the fear
is eating my soul.
“Lucha”
Struggle
“Insomnio”
Insomnia
“Tu Presencia”
You Presence
“Mutacion”
Mutation
“El Recuerdo”
The memory
“Solitaria”
Solitaire
“Atrapada”
Trapped
“Palabras Presas”
Captured Words
“Hidratando tiempos”
Hydrating times
A vaporous morning
pushes the savage loneliness
of my times.
The rain moisturizes my dry skin
and hydrates it without stopping
to continue the search
of a place where
life always falls
with echoes of nests.
and in my solar fragment
I find that resonant abyss
that wakes up in chants
my sleeping seed.
“Extraño Universo”
Strange universe
“Eres”
You are
A surprise.
A dream.
A poison.
A God.
An invention of my mind.
A lie.
You are, just a man.
“El Puzzle”
The puzzle
“Tu color”
Your color
“Al Pasar”
Going by
I will stop
at your mouth
and I will graze your skin
by coincidence
and I will go by without stopping.
“Linea Quebrada”
Broken Line
“Resureccion”
Resurrection
Mi verse wants
to conquer the world
and be owner of it.
But in that desire
being owner of every thing
drag with him too
stinking rust of the black face
of the moon.
“Escape”
Escape
“Vestidura”
Clothing
“Violetas”
Violets
On the table
today I found
a bouquet of violets.
Suddenly I saw
in the mirror of the dinning room
a girl
gorgeous and in love,
so young, so fresh.
Do you remember that bouquet of violets?
Your eyes were
the light
in that moment.
Today you returned to me,
they were the same
that brought a rebirth
with hope
color violet.
“Nuestro leguaje”
Our language
My verse dies
before being born
and its voice barely whispers
in a low voice
like to the ear
of a butterfly.
Nobody will remember
its music
because its notes
flied away in a field of light
when it was barely morning.
It was that paper
in white
that one that barely touched
the skin of water,
and the deep flow
swallowed it
so that it never
saw the light..
They were just
words,
words to the wind,
words of the night,
fiery words…,
words that never were,
whit sheets of paper,
history without history.
But I know that my verse
remained
flying in the wind,
in one part of the world
where you hear orchestras of trills
and all the greens
conjugate themselves.
They will just be
a memory in the air,
a whisper to the ear,
but only you and me know
that it died
that night.
“Naufragio Onirico”
Shipwreck Oneiric
“Hombre Solitario”
Solitaire man
A solitaire man
went by the yard of my dreams
thief of illusions.
He was going by with his pockets full,
the crumbs of love
were escaping
from the poor women
that loved him.
How sad!
The day will come
when his pockets will be empty.
And by the yards without flowers
a solitaire man
will cry.
“Fingiendo”
Faking
“Huelo a ti”
I smell like you
October
has your smell
it invades the area
of my room,
It penetrates
through pores of my skin
and makes your presence
be felt.
Its only in October
and the year is long
to come and say,
today it smells like you!
“La carcel”
The Jail
“Asombro”
Amazement
“La Galeria”
The Gallery
“Viviras en mi”
You will live in me
“La Invitacion”
The invitation
“Apocaliptico”
Apocalyptic
And if this were the last afternoon that I see?
I would let free
my unstoppable passions
to live them with you.
“Decisiones”
Decisions
Today I wished
to tear up the roots of the Earth.
I’m there without spirit,
its just
to stretch your hand,
they are the decisions
they are the fears.
I know that the sun is
on the other side,
I smoothly touch the fabric,
I hold in tight,
And I sit there
watching how the rain drops
flooding the roads
To stop me from going by
and always tell me
that there is something not done.
“Ese Dia”
That Day
Like drop and drop
in my pentagram
is my language
silent from that day.
One day sometimes
is the only thing we remember.
Memories that come
like a fresh oasis
in summer times
like the sweet and juicy taste
of ripe grapes.
That day
that doesn’t take shape in the yesterday
because it’s still living
in the present,
around the corner,
in the drawer of the table of light,
in the whisper to the ear
of two lovers
in a small plaza from the hood.
That day
that made the miracle
to protect me from the rust of the world,
that gave me a short cut
to beat death.
Is there some one in the world
that hasn’t lived that day?
What shame! Is to die in life.
The power of the forgotten
can take everything
except that day
without a name and without time.
“Imposible”
Impossible
Like a sea
that doesn’t open
to make way.
“Soy Palabra”
I’m word
“Despedida”
Farewell
When I step
for the last time on this land
just one body will leave,
with a mouth without laughters,
eyes without shine,
naked thoughts
and in their tight hands
there will be verses without words.
Here they will stay
my laughs and my dreams
the shine of the my eyes,
my thoughts dressed up
and all my verses
with words.
“Andando”
Strolling
My verses stroll
in search of that word
to calm the loneliness
of my nights
and make all the chants
return to my nest.
“Irse”
Leaving
Leaving is to begin
a painful flight.
They will be the air of my land,
they will be the broken suns and moons,
the river from the coast,
they will be…
The ones that will cry
Silently in my departure.
And I wont have tears,
silently
I will begin my trip.
and will swarm forever
an injured soul
of nostalgias.
“Cuando me valla”
“When I leave”
It was November
when all the fields turned green again
and you could hear all the chants
of all the birds together.
The world was empty,
I was returning from a long voyage.
It was November
and I returned to that place
of light and color
to stay there fore ever.
I don’t know if my dream
resembles the one of the King of Babylonia,
the one of Jacob
or to the one of doctor Walter Franklin Prince,
dreams turned into reality.
I only know
but I saw from another dimension
my body dressed up in a white gauze
shaken by the wind
walking towards that place
where all the greens exist
beneath a fine and persistent rain
and there I decided to stay for ever.
INDEX
Drizzling
I have gone around the world
hugging too many stars
When looking behind
on my route
I saw it filled with lights.
At sundown
the sun
hid slowly
in the violet and pinkish
of the horizon.
I began to soak myself
smoothly
with a fine and unceasing rain
“ Aliada”
Partner
Wherever I go it accompanies me
the cold water,
limpid
that bathes my skin and face
like a baptism
Memories trapped
on a black hanger,
in the air
waiting for answers
that will never come.
“Rincones”
Corners
“Melancolia”
Melancholy
I had a light,
A bunch of children laughs
mini soccer fields,
broken bicycles
and scraped knees.
It was a light that would light up
every room in the house,
that made springs out of winters
and cries into laughter and chants.
“Afuera”
Outside
Today I sat at the plaza
and saw a thousand mothers
walking their kids.
Now that everything turns
we are going to sing for a bit,
The kids are in their crib
and there are still mothers
knitting yarn.
I watch them weave their dreams
and I tell myself, what a pity!
if in between these turns
we must leave the chants
The rotation of the Earth seems so slow!
But between each turn
the kids will be very tall.
Now that every thing turns
we are going to sing a bit
because in this plaza the fruits
are too sweet,
and there, inside the house
They have turned
too bitter.
“Miedos”
Fears
“Despojada”
Stripped off
“Extrañando”
Missing
Every year,
birds would make their nest
in the “Santa Rita” vine in the backyard ,
today, they don’t anymore.
Do they miss
the games,
the screams, the chants?
Can birds miss
the games,
the screams, the chants?
“Me Dolieron”
They Hurt Me
“La Mascara”
“The Mask”
That mask
of laughter and fake appearances
that I put
on every day,
always waiting for me
on the sofa.
With her
I confront peoples faces.
With her
I smile and sing.
And when
I open the door
of mi house
I put it back on the sofa.
And the mirror gives me back
my naked face
with eyes of sadness
and loneliness.
“Sed”
Thirst
A bang of bells
to wake up my soul.
Thus recovering
my forgotten shape
my essences and lost perfumes,
the real objective of my existence.
“Desintegracion”
Disintegration
Flying around me
the sounds of my favorite musical piece.
“Versos Perdidos”
Lost Lines
“Incognita”
Mystery
“Ausencias”
Absences
“Lejania”
Distance
“Y Sigue”
And it continues ...
“Esperanza”
Hope
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“Blanco Y Negro”
White and Black
“Buscando La Luz”
Looking for the light
“En el Ocaso”
On the decline
“Lluvias”
Rains
There is rain
that collapses
and soaks you with memories.
There are unforgettable rains
in unique
and unrepeatable moments.
There are rains
that wash you away,
Refresh you and renew you.
I have a rain
in the darkness of the night
with many noises
and many lights.
She was embodied
in a spider web
in the deep mazes of my memories.
“Disfraz”
Disguise
“Mi refugio”
My shelter
This poem
is my shelter,
I go walk through my distances
without times
and my times
without distances.
“Caminando”
Walking
“Enredada”
Tangled up
“Olvido”
Forget
“Victoria”
Victory
“Cansancio”
Tiredness
I saw my dreams
hanging like the clothes
that the sun dries
the breeze rocked them back and forth
and the shine of the moon
would give them light…
Suddenly
a tremendous wind
unhooked them.
I saw watched them go
in the night
scared and tiered tired
of so much waiting.
“Memoria”
Memory
The memory
scares me
because in it
are all the past experiences
are squished together.
Experiences form the past,
the heaven and the hell,
the light and the shade.
The memory
scares me
Because even though
you are something old
I see you,
I touch you,
and I renew you.
“Fantasma”
Phantom
“Mis Manos”
My hands
III
In a permanent search
“Busqueda”
Search
“Reconstruyendo”
Rebuilding
“Llueve palabras”
Rain words
“Despertar”
Awakening
As always in my surroundings
the same things, always near me:
the absences,
the routines
and the loneliness.
I search and search between the gray
and pale of my environment,
the sweet break up
and the vital power of movement.
I’m trapped in the feverish search of light
to make my skin shine
and feel the ease of having
all the colors on my forehead.
Thus finding in a pentagram
the notes that give the exact sound
in the key point of my interior,
making it possible for a green wind
to blow off the nudity of my body
and open up all the pores of my skin
to a soft, sweet and magical awakening.
“Buscando”
Searching
“Puesta En Escena”
Setting
“Ven, Entra”
Come on in
“Milagro”
Miracle
Today
after piling up the years
tons of years,
and having them cornered
in a corner of the room
the miracle was created.
Today I threw them up to the wind,
I learned how to look at you knew how to look at you
for the first time,
today I was your lover.
“Revivir”
Relive
“Aquel Dia”
That one-day
“Luna Rota”
Broken Moon
“Quisiera”
I Would Like To
I would like to be
an imitating animal,
to be able to change my shape and color
to be at your side.
I would like to return
to my peaceful gentle and usual lethargy
I used to be in,
because fear
is eating my soul.
“Lucha”
Struggle
“Insomnio”
Insomnia
“Mutacion”
Mutation
“El Recuerdo”
Memories
“Solitaria”
Solitaire
“Atrapada”
Trapped
“Palabras Presas”
Captured Words
“Hidratando tiempos”
Hydrating times
A vaporous morning
pushes the savage loneliness
of my times.
The rain moisturizes my dry skin
and hydrates it without stopping
to continue the search
of a place where
life always falls
with echoes of nests.
and in my fragmented ground solar fragment
I find that resonant abyss
that wakes up in chants
my sleeping seed.
“Extraño Universo”
Strange universe
“Eres”
You are
A surprise.
A dream.
A poison.
A God.
An invention of my mind.
A lie.
You are, just a man.
“El Puzzle”
The puzzle
“Tu color”
Your color
“Al Pasar”
Going by
I will stop
at your mouth
and I will graze your skin
by coincidence,
I will go by without stopping.
“Linea Quebrada”
Broken Line
“Resureccion”
Resurrection
If only sacred you are
when your strengths are renewed
to face everything.
In the partial balance equilibrium
of the line(?)thread on the abyss
it doubts, the step forward.
Below Beneath the tide, mixes itself,
it waits for you to fall
and the enormous mouth of a reptile
opens and closes.
The soaped clouds from above,
make thousands of bubbles,
waiting for you.
And you are standing on the thin shaking line
making a pact with death,
stretching your hand
towards its pale hand
creating you.
You touch it gently for one moment
and feel a cold shiver
traveling down your body.
And shaking but strong
Lifting up one foot,
you walk and stroll.
Mi verse wants
to conquer the world
and own it all.
But in that desire
of being the owner of every thing
it drags down with him,
the stinking rust of the black face
of the moon, too.
“Escape”
Escape
Today the day falls on me
and the rain purifies
the sweet desire to escape
of the unstoppable hours
of the time that runs
towards death.
“Presa”
Trapped
“Vestidura”
Clothing
On the table
today I found
a bouquet of violets.
Suddenly I saw
in the mirror of the dinning room
a girl
gorgeous and in love,
so young, so fresh.
Do you remember that bouquet of violets?
Your eyes were
the light
in that moment.
Today you returned to me,
they were the same
that brought a rebirth
with hope
color violet.
“Nuestro leguaje”
Our language
My verse dies
before being born
and its voice barely whispers
in a low voice
like to the ear
of a butterfly.
Nobody will remember
its music
because its notes
flied away in a field of light
when it was barely morning.
It was that paper
in white
that one that barely touched
the skin of water,
and the deep flow
swallowed it
so that it never
saw the light..
They were just
words,
words to the wind,
words of the night,
fiery words…,
words that never were,
whit sheets of paper,
history without history.
But I know that my verse
remained
flying in the wind,
in one part of the world
where you hear orchestras of trills
and all the greens
conjugate themselves.
They will just be
a memory in the air,
a whisper to the ear,
but only you and me know
that it died
that night.
“Naufragio Onirico”
Shipwreck Oneiric
“Hombre Solitario”
Solitaire man
A solitaire man
went by the yard of my dreams
thief of illusions.
He was going by with his pockets full,
the crumbs of love
were escaping
from the poor women
that loved him.
How sad!
The day will come
when his pockets will be empty.
And by the yards without flowers
a solitaire man
will cry.
“Fingiendo”
Faking
“Huelo a ti”
I smell like you
October
has your smell
it invades the area
of my room,
It penetrates
through pores of my skin
and makes your presence
be felt.
Its only in October
and the year is long
to come and say,
today it smells like you!
“La carcel”
The Jail
“Asombro”
Amazement
As I opened the lock
of the door of my amazements
there is,
a rose to bloom
a sealed letter just delivered,
and an awakened image
at the wrong time
of my life.
“La Galeria”
The Gallery
“Viviras en mi”
You will live in me
“La Invitacion”
The invitation
“Apocaliptico”
Apocalyptic
“Decisiones”
Decisions
Today I wished
to tear up the roots of the Earth.
I’m there without spirit,
its just
to stretch your hand,
they are the decisions
they are the fears.
I know that the sun is
on the other side,
I smoothly touch the fabric,
I hold in tight,
And I sit there
watching how the rain drops
flooding the roads
To stop me from going by
and always tell me
that there is something not done.
“Ese Dia”
That Day
“Imposible”
Impossible
Like a sea
that doesn’t open
to make way.
“Soy Palabra”
I’m word
“Despedida”
Farewell
When I step
for the last time on this land
just one body will leave,
with a mouth without laughters,
eyes without shine,
naked thoughts
and in their tight hands
there will be verses without words.
Here they will stay
my laughs and my dreams
the shine of the my eyes,
my thoughts dressed up
and all my verses
with words.
“Andando”
Strolling
My verses stroll
in search of that word
to calm the loneliness
of my nights
and make all the chants
return to my nest.
“Irse”
Leaving
Leaving is to begin
a painful flight.
They will be the air of my land,
they will be the broken suns and moons,
the river from the coast,
they will be…
The ones that will cry
Silently in my departure.
And I wont have tears,
silently
I will begin my trip.
and will swarm forever
an injured soul
of nostalgias.
“Cuando me valla”
“When I leave”
I know that one day
I will leave from here
and my plants will cry,
my dog will howl
and all the things
will miss my steps,
my perfume,
mi laugh and screams.
And me far away
I will begin to sow
my barefoot thoughts,
between other sceneries and other plants
I will be a different color graft
and of other music.
How sad! I will just be the memory,
a shadow
of someone that was.
It was November
when all the fields turned green again
and you could hear all the chants
of all the birds together.
The world was empty,
I was returning from a long voyage.
It was November
and I returned to that place
of light and color
to stay there fore ever.
I don’t know if my dream
resembles the one of the King of Babylonia,
the one of Jacob
or to the one of doctor Walter Franklin Prince,
dreams turned into reality.
I only know
but I saw from another dimension
my body dressed up in a white gauze
shaken by the wind
walking towards that place
where all the greens exist
beneath a fine and persistent rain
and there I decided to stay for ever.
INDEX
Partner
Wherever I go it accompanies me
the cold water,
limpid
that bathes my skin and face
like a baptism
Memories trapped
on a black hanger,
in the air
waiting for answers
that will never come.
Corners
“Melancolia”
Melancholy
“Tejido Roto”
Torn Fabric
I had a light,
A bunch of children laughs
mini soccer fields,
broken bicycles
and scraped knees.
It was a light that would light up
every room in the house,
that made springs out of winters
and cries into laughter and chants.
“Afuera”
Outside
“Miedos”
Fears
I don’t set the table on with time
anymore.
The melted salts scare me,
the empty chairs,
the missing plates
and in between so much
the sadness freezes
inside the rooms.
“Despojada”
Stripped off
Every year,
birds would make their nest
in the “Santa Rita” vine in the backyard ,
today, they don’t anymore.
Do they miss
the games,
the screams, the chants?
Can birds miss
the games,
the screams, the chants?
“Me Dolieron”
They Hurt Me
That mask
of laughter and fake appearances
that I put
on every day,
always waiting for me
on the sofa.
With her
I confront peoples faces.
With her
I smile and sing.
And when
I open the door
of mi house
I put it back on the sofa.
And the mirror gives me back
my naked face
with eyes of sadness
and loneliness.
“Sed”
Thirst
A bang of bells
to wake up my soul.
Thus recovering
my forgotten shape
my essences and lost perfumes,
the real objective of my existence.
“Desintegracion”
Disintegration
Flying around me
the sounds of my favorite musical piece.
They have no tone
they are suspended in the air.
They are gently escaping
through the infinite space
of a curtain raised by the wind.
“Versos Perdidos”
Lost Lines
“Incognita”
Mystery
“Ausencias”
Absences
“Lejania”
Distance
“Y Sigue”
And it continues ...
And the same water continues tu run
inventing rivers and streams.
“Esperanza”
Hope
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“Blanco Y Negro”
White and Black
“Buscando La Luz”
Searching for the light
Last night
they opened my window.
I saw them coming in my room,
I saw them come in black.
I though of a Chinese proverb:
“Everything will pass”.
I squeezed my lips,
there was tears and a cry.
Everything passed,
chants and laughters
returned.
“En el Ocaso”
On the decline
“Lluvias”
Rains
There is rain
that collapses
and soaks you with memories.
There are unforgettable rains
in unique
and unrepeatable moments.
There are rains
that wash you away,
Refresh you and renew you.
I have a rain
in the darkness of the night
with many noises
and many lights.
She was embodied
in a spider web
in the deep mazes of my memories.
“Disfraz”
Disguise
This poem
is my shelter,
I walk through my distances
without times
and my times
without distances.
“Caminando”
Walking
Between concerts
of voices from the past
and the taste of sour laughs,
walking through paths
filled with bags of memories,
suddenly
I feel the need to create an Easter
of new feelings.
“Enredada”
Tangled up
Today I’m tangled up
in strings of silence
like sticky spider webs
that are hard to get off.
I try that
my gray, soundless
serenade
fills up your pentagram
with colors and rhythms,
to be filled
with new music
that will open the curtain
of the scenario of my life
to a new dawn.
“Olvido”
Forgetfulness
“Victoria”
Victory
This unstoppable drinking
of loneliness.
My memories
slide nude behind the window,
and in the square of the ceiling of my room
there are two eyes that watch me
laughing,
enjoying the victory.
“Cansancio”
Tiredness
I saw my dreams
hanging like clothes
the sun dries,
the breeze rocked them back and forth
and the shine of the moon
would give them light…
Suddenly
a tremendous wind
unhooked them.
I watched them go
in the night
scared and tired
of so much waiting.
“Memoria”
Memories
The memories
scares me
they intersect and pile up
all my past experiences.
Experiences form the past,
heaven and hell,
the light and the shade.
The memories
scares me
Because even though
you are something old
I see you,
I touch you,
and I renew you.
“Fantasma”
Phantom
III
In a permanent search
“Busqueda”
Search
“Reconstruyendo”
Rebuilding
“Despertar”
Awakening
As always in my surroundings
the same things, always near me:
the absences,
the routines
and the loneliness.
I search and search between the gray
and pale of my environment,
the sweet break up
and the vital power of movement.
I’m trapped in the feverish search of light
to make my skin shine
and feel the ease of having
all the colors on my forehead.
Thus finding in a pentagram
the notes that give the exact sound
in the key point of my interior,
making it possible for a green wind
to blow off the nudity of my body
and open up all the pores of my skin
to a soft, sweet and magical awakening.
“Buscando”
Searching
“Puesta En Escena”
Setting
From the stage of life
I saw a silhouette
in the plateau of the world.
I saw that woman
waiting to see
another show,
comedy, drama ?
On stage only
a plant with flowers
that slowly
died
their petals fall one by one.
I saw her get up and leave,
I knew she was in search
of reconstructing the rose
and the complete structure
of its figure.
She searched for another setting,
I knew it because that woman
was me.
“Ven, Entra”
Come, enter
“Milagro”
Miracle
Today
after piling up the years
tons of years,
and having them cornered
in the room
the miracle was created.
Today I threw them up to the wind,
I knew how to look at you for the first time,
today I was your lover.
“Revivir”
Revive
“Aquel Dia”
That one-day
There was one day in my almanac
that was
neither Monday nor Tuesday,
maybe it was a night
without hours or times
Without a past,
present
or future.
Just one day,
invisible in times and spaces
but it stayed alive
in the touch of skin,
in a placid tremor,
one day
I don’t know when.
“Luna Rota”
Broken Moon
“Quisiera”
I Would Like To
I would like to be
an imitating animal,
to be able to change my shape and color
to be at your side.
I would like to return
to my peaceful and usual lethargy
I used to be in,
because fear
is eating my soul.
“Lucha”
Struggle
“Insomnio”
Insomnia
“Tu Presencia”
Your Presence
“Mutacion”
Mutation
“El Recuerdo”
Memories
“Solitaria”
Solitaire
“Atrapada”
Trapped
“Palabras Presas”
Captured Words
I felt your eyes on me
and I was able to read in them
many words.
I saw them hide rapidly
the moment
that you avoided my eyes.
Why don’t you let them come out?
Why do you keep them locked up?
“Hidratando tiempos”
Hydrating times
A vaporous morning
pushes the savage loneliness
of my times.
The rain moisturizes my dry skin
and hydrates it without stopping
to continue the search
of a place where
life always falls
with echoes of nests.
and in my fragmented ground
I find that resonant abyss
that wakes up in chants
my sleeping seed.
“Extraño Universo”
Strange universe
Yesterday I wove with sunbeams,
today the weft got darker
with night fogs.
But I’m still weaving dreams
making of my poetry
sometimes laughs and sometimes tears.
In this strange universe
we think we know,
every moment is a surprise.
Sometimes around deserts
barefoot
thirsty for water
to calm our anxiety,
refreshing our skin
to carry again
our cross.
“Eres”
You are ...
A surprise.
A dream.
A poison.
A God.
An invention of my mind.
A lie.
You are, just a man.
“El Puzzle”
The puzzle
“Tu color”
Your color
“Al Pasar”
Going by
I will stop
at your mouth
and I will graze your skin
by coincidence,
I will go by without stopping.
“Linea Quebrada”
Broken Line
My verse wants
to conquer the world
and own it all.
But in that desire
of being the owner of every thing
it drags down with him,
the stinking rust of the black face
of the moon, too.
“Escape”
Escape
“Presa”
Trapped
“Vestidura”
Clothing
When love
crystal-clear and pure
new born sings
It dresses up as poetry.
When it takes off its clothing
it just looks naked,
deformed and without poetry.
“Violetas”
Violets
On the table
today I found
a bouquet of violets.
Suddenly I saw
in the dinning room mirror
a girl
gorgeous and in love,
so young, so fresh.
Do you remember that bouquet of violets?
If your eyes were
the light
in that moment.
Today you returned to me,
they were the same
that brought a rebirth
with a hopeful
violet color.
“Nuestro lenguaje”
Our language
My verses die
before being born
and their voices barely whisper
in a low voice,
as to the ear
of a butterfly.
Nobody will remember
their music
because their notes
flew away in a field of light
when it was barely morning.
It was that paper
in white
that one that barely touched
the skin of water,
and the deep flow
swallowed it in
so that it never
saw the light.
They were just
words,
words to the wind,
words of the night,
fleeting words…,
words that never were,
white sheets of paper,
history without history.
But I know that my verses
remained
flying in the wind,
in one part of the world
where you hear orchestras of trills
conjugating all the greens.
They will just be
a memory in the air,
a whisper to the ear,
but only you and me know
that it died
that night.
“Naufragio Onirico”
Oneiric Shipwreck
2
The birds flew away in flocks
leaving us in loneliness.
The gallop of a white horse
that run and run
by the sea shore
made us tremble.
That white horse
tore to pieces our desire to love
and in the place where
your body was
there was just foam
from the waves of the sea.
“Hombre Solitario”
Solitaire man
“Fingiendo”
Faking
“Huelo a ti”
I smell like you
October
has your smell
it invades the area
of my room,
It penetrates
through the pores of my skin
and makes your presence
be felt.
It’s only in October
and the year is long
to say again,
today it smells like you!
“La carcel”
The Jail
“Asombro”
Amazement
“La Galeria”
The Gallery
“Viviras en mi”
You will live in me
“Apocaliptico”
Apocalyptic
“Decisiones”
Decisions
Today I wished
to tear up the veils of the Earth.
I’m there without spirit,
it’s just
stretching your hand,
they are the decisions,
they are the fears.
I know the sun is
on the other side,
I smoothly touch the fabric,
I hold in tight,
And I sit there
watching how the rain falls
flooding the roads
preventing me from going by,
always telling me
there is something to be done.
“Ese Dia”
That Day
“Imposible”
Impossible
Like a sea
that doesn’t open
to make way.
But you are still
the golden apple,
the water,
and an open path.
“Soy Palabra”
I’m a word
“Despedida”
Farewell
When I step
for the last time on this land
just the body will be leaving,
with a mouth without laughter,
eyes without shine,
naked thoughts
and in their tightened hands
there will be verses without words.
Here they will stay
my laughs and my dreams
the shine of my eyes,
my thoughts dressed up
and all my verses
with words.
“Andando”
Pacing
My verses pace
in search of the word
that would ease the loneliness
of my nights
and make all the chants
return to my nest.
“Irse”
Leaving
Leaving is beginning,
a painful flight.
It will be the air of my land,
they will be the broken suns and moons,
the river from the coast,
they will be…
the ones that will cry
silently in my departure.
I will not have tears,
silently,
I will begin my trip.
And an injured soul
of nostalgias
will swarm forever.
.
“Cuando me vaya”
“When I leave”
It was November
when all the fields turned green again
and you could hear the chants
of all the birds together.
The world was empty,
I was returning from a long voyage.
It was November
and I returned to that place
of light and color
to stay there, forever.
I don’t know if my dream
resembles the one of the King of Babylonia,
the one of Jacob
or the one of doctor Walter Franklin Prince,
dreams turned into reality.
I only know
that I saw from another dimension
my body dressed up in a white gauze
shaken by the wind,
walking towards that place
where all the greens exist
under a fine and persistent rain
and there I decided to stay for ever.
INDEX
- Pacing
- Leaving
- When I leave
- Dreams and prophecies/ I stayed in a dream.