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n‡e| Kx R¦vjv! gv wKQzUv Rv‡b, wKš‘ evev Ges `v`v‡`i Zvi g‡bi wfZiUv Kx K‡i Ly‡j
†`Lv‡e? Kx fv‡e eywS‡q ej‡e Zvi nƒ`‡qi Aš—tkxj m‡qi K_v? Zviv ey‡Swb| Zv‡`i
ïay GKUvB K_v, †Zvi `v`vi fvj eÜz, fvj K‡i †`L‡e| ZvB AvR weKv‡j †m ev‡ci
evwo G‡m‡Q| `v`viv mevB GLb `vuwo‡q hvIqvq, evwoi Ae¯’v Avg~j e`‡j wM‡q‡Q|

(`yB)

ciw`b mKv‡j gv Pviygwb Zvi mv‡_ G‡m‡Qb w`jxc`vi †P¤¦v‡i| cª_‡gB †Rvi av°v †Lj|
hy_xi bvg a‡i WvKv nj| †m Ges gv w`jxc`vi mvg‡b †Pqv‡i G‡m emj| wKš‘ h~_x‡K
w`jxc`v wPb‡ZB cvij bv| †m †h AZbyi †evb, †m K_v gv ej‡Z Z‡e w`jxc`v A‡bK
K‡ó Zv‡K g‡b Ki‡Z cvij|
w`jxc`v Kv‡Ri gvbyl, †P¤¦vi fwZ© iywM| ZvB †ewk mgq bó bv-K‡i mivmwi Kv‡Ri
K_vq Gj| Zvi mgm¨vi K_v wRÁvmv Kij, Kx Amyweav?
evwo †_‡K †ei‡bvi Av‡MB †m gv‡K wkwL‡q-cwo‡q wb‡qwQj| Lye `iKvi bv-co‡j
†m wKQz ej‡e bv Ges hveZxq cª‡kœi DËi gv‡KB w`‡Z n‡e| w`jxc`vi cª‡kœ ZvB gv-B
GK GK K‡i ej‡Z ïiy Kij †g‡qi Amyweavi K_v| AwbqwgZ iywaicvZ, Zv †_‡K
i³vjßvi avZ, RvgvB‡qi ¯cvg© KvD›U wi‡cvU©...
GZUv †kvbvi ci w`jxc`v gvÕi Kv‡Q GZw`b a‡i Zv‡`i K‡i hvIqv bvbvb wi‡cvU©
†`L‡Z PvBj|
h~_x PzcPvc e‡m †_‡K w`jxc`v‡K †`LwQj| GK hyM Av‡Mi †mB hyeK AvR cwic~Y©
mdj GK cyil y | †Pnvivi g‡a¨ fvwiw° GKUv fve G‡m‡Q| Z‡e Zv `„wóKUz G‡Kev‡iB
bq, eis m¤£g Av`vq K‡i †bq| `vwo-†Mvud ¯§z_ fv‡e †mf Kiv| Zvi nvév bxjvf-Avfv
gyLgÛ‡ji Pvwiav‡i| K_v ej‡Z ej‡Z wmMv‡iU Uvb‡Q| ïay GB GKUv e¨vcv‡iB h~_xi
GKUz A¯^w¯— nwPQj| w`jxc`v wK †mUv eyS‡Z cvij? `vwg wmMv‡iUUvq †Rv‡i `yÕUvb w`‡q,
ÔG·wKDR gxÕ e‡j emvi wifj&wfs †Pqv‡i wcQ‡b Ny‡i wM‡q Wv÷we‡b cªvq A‡a©KUv
wmMv‡iU †d‡j w`j| Zvi ci gv‡qi e¨vM †_‡K evi-nIqv wi‡cvU©M‡y jv GK GK K‡i nv‡Z
wb‡q †PvL eyjv‡Z jvMj|
h~_xi gb gyû‡Z© fvj n‡q †Mj| wmMv‡i‡Ui †Q‡o hvIqv M‡Üi mv‡_ w`jxc`vi
e¨enƒZ †KvbI nvév cyil y vjx-myevm Zvi NªvY wmwÂZ K‡i †Zv‡j| Av‡e‡k e‡m _vK‡Z-
_vK‡Z fv‡e, Zv‡K KLb †`L‡e w`jxc`v? KLb WvK‡e c`©v-†Niv cv‡ki IB †QvÆ NiwUi
†fZi? iywMi wf‡o-Vvmv cªKvk¨ w`ev‡jv‡Ki GB cwi‡ek †_‡K m‡i wM‡q GKv‡š— wKQz ¶Y
KvUv‡bvi Rb¨ Zvi gb D`Mªxe n‡q _v‡K|
gv‡qi nv‡Z me wi‡cvU© †diZ w`‡q Wv³vwi-c¨v‡W Lm-Lm K‡i wjL‡Z ïiy Kij
w`jxc`v| Zvi gv‡b Kx Zv‡K †`Lv †kl n‡q †Mj? GKUz c‡iB cieZ©x iywMi WvK co‡e?
j¾vi gv_v †L‡q †m ejj, Avwg wKQz ej‡Z gv‡b †`Lv‡Z PvB? D‡V `vuwo‡q c`©v †Niv
N‡ii w`‡K AvOyj Zz‡j ejj, ILv‡b hve?
w`jxc`v c¨vW †_‡K gyL Zz‡j Zvi w`‡K LvwbKUv AevK `„wó‡Z †P‡q †_‡K ejj,
wVK Av‡Q, P‡jv|
w`jxc`v †XvKvi Av‡MB †m D‡V e‡m c‡o‡Q DuPz Wv³vwi-†e‡W| w`jxc`v Zvi cv‡k
G‡m `vuovj| e¨m, Zvi ey‡Ki †fZi †K †hb Avevi †mB cyi‡bv Q‡›` nvZzwo VzK‡Z ïiy
Kij| wbtk¦vm Mig n‡q DVj|
- Kx ej‡e ejwQ‡j? w`jxc`vi K_vi Dˇi †m Kx ej‡e wKQz Ly‡u R cvq bv|
- bv gv‡b, GLv‡b e¨v_v K‡i, iv‡Î Nyg Avm‡Z Pvq bv..Avwg Kx ï‡q coe? e‡j w`jxc`v
wKQz ejvi Av‡MB ï‡q c‡o j¾vq †PvL eÜ Kij| evg nvZ `yB †Pv‡Li Ici †g‡j a‡i
Avovj K‡i w`jxc`vi cªwZ jyKv‡bv wb‡Ri `„wó‡K| ci‡bi cwiwnZ kvwo †eW †_‡K

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gvwU‡Z jywU‡q c‡o fv‡e, m‡i hve? kix‡ii †Kvb w`‡K KZLvwb j¾v †X‡K ie, KZUzKz
Kwi D‡b¥vPb, †evSv fvi kix‡ii GB we‡gvPb?
w`jxc`v wKQz ¶Y `vuwo‡q †_‡K Zvi Mv‡q nvZ ivL‡ZB gyû‡Z© kZ kZ XvK-†Xvj
†e‡R D‡V kix‡i †KvYvq †KvYvq| w`jxc`vi nvZ Zvi kix‡i †Ljv Ki‡Q| Av‡e‡k hy_xi
`yÕ‡PvL cy‡ivcywi ey‡R Av‡m| w`jxc`vi nv‡Z wb‡R‡K mu‡c †`q|
kix‡i Ab¨ GK KwVb e¯‘i Nl©‡Y Zvi †gvnvweóZv †f‡O hvq| fzj, fzj, fzj! †PK-
Avc KiwQj w`jxc`v| †m Rb¨ Zvi nv‡Z aiv †÷w_m&‡¯‹v‡ci avZe †mÝi Nmv gviwQj
Zvi †c‡Ui G-cvk I-cvk| `„wó wQj kix‡ii wfZ‡i bvbvb A‡½i ÎywU †LvuRv D`vmxb GK
Wv³v‡ii| Avi †m †f‡e‡Q wKbv.....nvq! GB wbj©¾ gyL Gevi †m †Kv_vq jyKvq? Ggwb
K‡i †g‡j aiv kixi, †h nv‡Zi ¯c‡k© n‡q‡Q Aaxi, Zv ‡Zv g‡bi nw`m †c‡q bq|
kix‡ii Mfx‡i AviI †h kixi, Zvi-B †`vlÎywU †LuvRvq gMœ n‡q iq|
aoco K‡i †m D‡V e‡m kvwo wVKVvK K‡i Rwo‡q †bq Mv‡q| w`jxc`v‡K ïavq,
Avwg evB‡i hvB?
w`jxc`v ejj, nu¨v, †h‡Z cv‡iv| Ges Zv ej‡ZB †m evB‡i G‡m gv‡qi Kv‡Q e‡m
c‡o|
w`jxc`v †ewi‡q G‡m gvÕi mv‡_ K_v ej‡Z ïiy K‡i| Zvi Kv‡b †m me wKQzB
XzKwQj bv| j¾vq gyL Zz‡j ZvKv‡ZI cviwQj bv| ïayB g‡b nwPQj KLb †ewi‡q hv‡e
GLvb †_‡K|
†P¤¦vi †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m wiKkvq DVj| h~_x †KvbI K_v ejwQj bv| PzcPvc e‡m
wQj| GK hyM Av‡M Zv‡`i e‡q‡mi Ges Pvu`wb iv‡Zi GK Av‡jv-Avuavwi gvqvwe cwi‡e‡ki
mv‡_ Wv³vwi †P¤¦v‡i Mv`v-Mv`v †ivM-RR©wiZ iywMi wf‡o-Vvmv cªKvk¨ w`ev‡jv‡Ki †h
Avmgvb-Rwgb dvivK, Zv Zvi Av‡M †evSv DwPZ wQj| Zv n‡j nƒ`‡qi mvgvb¨-mÂq
LyB‡q G fv‡e wbt¯^ n‡q †h‡Z nZ bv|
Pviygwb Zv‡K PzcPvc Ab¨gb¯‹ n‡q e‡m _vK‡Z †`‡L e¨vcviUv g‡b nq wKQzUv AvuP
Ki‡Z cv‡ib| h~_x‡K ïavb, Kx nj, Ggb _g †g‡i AvwQm?
h~_x ejj, bv, wKQz bv, GgwbB|
Pviygwb GK nv‡Z h~_x‡K Rwo‡q a‡i axi j‡q e‡jb, c`åg‡b †ewi‡q Mwi‡ei
gw›`‡i †KvbI w`b GK ivRv hw` Av‡m, Mwie †m K_v mviv Rxeb g‡b iv‡L, wKš‘ ivRvi
wK g‡b _v‡K?
K_vUv ï‡b Pg‡K D‡V h~_x SwUwZ Ny‡i ZvKvq gv‡qi gy‡Li cv‡b| †mLv‡b †`‡L
Zvi me wKQz ey‡S †djvi Avfvm G‡Kev‡i ¯có| gv‡qi ey‡K gyL jywK‡q †m j¾v Xv‡K|
GKUz c‡iB †÷kb-evRvi †Q‡o wiKkv Mªv‡gi iv¯—vq cª‡ek K‡i| iv¯—vi `yÕcvk-
†Rvov Nb meyR avb‡¶Z w`M‡š— DavI| AvKzj evZvm †XD †L‡j hv‡PQ avb‡¶‡Zi Dci
w`‡q|
Pviygwb nVvrB Abyfe Ki‡jb, dzwu d‡q Pvcv Kvbœvq Zvi Kvu‡ai wb‡Pi kvwo wm³ n‡q
DV‡Q| ay‡q hvq †K¬`, M−vwb, cyiv‡bv Af¨vm| g‡bi AvwObv †f‡O, wehy³ Aa¨vm|

(Aa¨vm = Illusion)

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