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FABIENNE GUERRRO

TESTIMONY
AND INTERVIEW

TABLE OF CONTENTS

PART ONE..................................................................................................................... 3
Introduction..........................................................................................................................................................................3

PART TWO.................................................................................................................... 1
Testimony: Fabienne Guerrero Avoided Hell..................................................................................................................1

PART THREE............................................................................................................... 25
Interview with Monsignor Ren Laurentin....................................................................................................................25

PART ONE
Int roduct i on

Fabienne Guerrero presented me with her manuscript for a new book. I have been Fabiennes Spiritual Counselor for several years. One day, she asked me to write a few words of introduction with respect to the teachings contained therein. Of course, I was happy to oblige. Fabienne speaks quite freely about her past sinful life, caught in the trappings of New Age, spiritualism and other belief systems. If there is any doubt regarding the existence of Hell, a concept too often denied in our times given the requirement to convert, Fabienne to the contrary recognized her sinful life was leading her straight to Hell. This was not the result of the Lords will, but rather the lies of Satan, the sworn enemy to both the Lord and mankind. She speaks at length about the Divine Mercy of the Lord Jesus and His Love to save her. She speaks with humility encouraging readers to convert according to the teachings of the Gospel and the Catechism of the Catholic Church. She preaches the real word and I certainly want to support her effort in this selfless endeavor, which is in direct opposition with the spirit of the world, something you will come to realize as you progress through her testimony. From the sinner that she was to what she has become, makes her well aware that Jesus saved her to be a great saint. This is how God is glorified against evil, shattering the bondage of sin through His Devine Mercy, thereby obtaining genuine and definitive conversions. Today God wants the multitude of sinners to become a multitude of great saints. It would be unacceptable that our Lord Savior obtain, only a halfhearted victory. Fabienne knows where she was found and emerged from, and that she owes it to the Redeemer who paid dearly to save us all. She cannot be silenced, her commitment to God is total, absolute, even inclusive of martyrdom if necessary. She also gives thanks to the Blessed Virgin Mary and the Two Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Her testimonial is true and her teachings are of the Church without concession or dilution. Let her message be spread far and wide across the world.

Fabienne's Spiritual Counselor

PART TWO
Testimony: Fabienne Guerrero Avoided Hell
Here is the liberating testimony of Fabienne, whose fate is now fixed onto the resounding Divine Mercy Jesus Christs mercy. Her conversion propels her to follow Jesus and her spiritual directors request to go to the four corners of the world to denounce New Age, of which she was a follower, and to lead days of prayer focused on healing of soul and body. SAVED FROM SIN IN 1996 Dear brothers and sisters, since the gentle Jesus asked me to reveal what New Age is, I have been traveling throughout the world bearing witness of my conversion, because God asked me to show His mercy for me, because in my life I have offended Him in many ways. Jesus of Love came to save from sin the poor sinner that I am in 1996. After a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, where I experienced love for the Church and the goodness of the Virgin Mary, Jesus of Love delivered me from New Age teachings and belief in reincarnation. In his infinite mercy, Jesus of Love came to tell me how much He loved me, and He gave me confidence in His infinite mercy, provided that I acknowledge my faults and confess them in a good, private, individual confession. I got to know the Code of Canon Law regarding General Reconciliation. Church Canon Law 961 1 states: Absolution cannot be imparted in a general manner to many penitents at once without previous individual confession unless: 1.1 danger of death is imminent and there is insufficient time for the priest or priests to hear the confessions of the individual penitents; 1.2 there is grave necessity, that is, when in view of the number of penitents, there are not enough confessors available to hear the confessions of individuals properly within a suitable period of time in such a way that the penitents are forced to be deprived for a long while of sacramental grace or holy communion through no fault of their own. Sufficient necessity is not considered to exist when confessors cannot be present due only to the large number of penitents such as can occur on some great feast or pilgrimage. Dear friends, Church Canon Law 962 1 states: For a member of the Christian faithful validly to receive sacramental absolution given to many at one time, it is required not only that the person is properly disposed but also at the same time intends to confess within a suitable period of time each grave sin which at the present time cannot be so confessed.

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I WAS MARKED OUT FOR HELL DUE TO THE IMPIETY IN MY LIFE Then Jesus of Love asked me to listen to His word, and keep His commandments and His Sabbaths. I did not know the Law of God the Lord asked me to defend. So I had to learn again the Ten Commandments of God. I was marked out for hell due to the impiety in my life, but God in His infinite mercy, gave me time to repent; a second chance to secure my eternal salvation. After my conversion, Jesus of Love said to me that I was His greatest pleasure, and the Holy Virgin Mary, our dear Heavenly Mother, informed me that at my death, she would carry me to heaven because she saw the suffering I endured while carrying my cross.

THE DEMONS TORTURED ME Before my conversion, the demons used to torture me because I liked money, worldly pleasures and the pleasures of the flesh. So, I was notified that my soul was at the bottom of the abyss. To save me, Jesus of Love asked me to cling to poverty and stop making Him suffer with my flesh. I decided to proceed with a good examination of conscience. It is true that I was not living the commandments of the Law of God.

HOW THEN COULD HAVE I BEEN SAVED? I was not observing the First Commandment: I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. You shall have no other gods before me. You shall not make for yourself a graven image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them or serve them; for I the LORD your God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate me (Exodus 20:2-5). It is written, You shall worship the Lord your God and him only shall you serve (Matthew 4:10).

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Dear friends, I was worshiping myself physically (beauticians, luxury clothes, luxury vacations...) and I also had many idols in the New Age, behind which the demon lurks. Then Jesus of Love, in his Spirit of Truth, told me: You worship Satan.

UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF DEMONS I used to practice divination, astrology, spiritism, and many New Age techniques, and I was even a member of the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC (the Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis), which is mentioned in the report on sects No. 1687 of June 10, 1999 (report ordered by the French government). After my repentance, Jesus of Love said to me, Do not sell your soul to the devil anymore, do not betray Me anymore, but glorify Me, honor Me and praise Me. Then I started to love prayer of praise which leads us to love God. I was very depressed for years because I had not yet met with a God Who is Love, kindness and compassion as soon as we approach Him with reverence. For years I had no love relationship with the good and gentle Jesus, in silent prayer or adoration. Now, I spend many hours adoring Him in spirit and in truth. God made known to me that He was looking for faithful worshipers. Second Commandment You shall not take the name of the LORD your God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless who takes his name in vain (Exodus 20:7). It was said to people long ago: [] You shall not swear falsely [] But I say to you, Do not swear at all [] (Matthew 5:3334). Dear friends, I am certain that in my youth I took Gods name in vain several times, although that name is sacred. I had to confess it. Third Commandment Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days you shall labor, and do all your work; but the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD your God; in it you shall not do any work [] (Exodus 20:8-10).

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And he [Christ] said to them, The sabbath was made for man, not man for the sabbath; so the Son of man is lord even of the sabbath (Mark 2:27-28). 4.

Dear friends, on Sunday I was not going to Mass, and I was working that day, although it is a day of complete rest. From the time I experienced the love of God, I have been praising Him, praying to Him, loving Him, evangelizing in several countries, and I have been contemplating the creation He made so beautiful. I enjoy walking in nature in which I find great union with God, in a silence that helps me to unite with Him. Yes, this day belongs to our God of love and infinite tenderness. Fourth Commandment Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land which the LORD your God gives you (Exodus 20:12). The Apostle teaches: Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. Honor your father and mother (this is the first commandment with a promise), that it may be well with you and that you may live long on the earth (Ephesians 6:1-3). Dear friends, in my youth, I never honored my parents, and I never obeyed them. Since Jesus of Love came to fetch me in the depths of my misery, I have been learning to obey my parents a lot, love my family, serve them well and take care of them, since I used to forsake them. Now I am in the perfect peace and joy of having a family blessed by God.

I CREATED YOU WITH MY HANDS JESUS Fifth Commandment You shall not kill (Exodus 20:13). You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill; and whoever kills shall be liable to judgment. But I say to you that every one who is angry with his brother shall be liable to judgment [] (Matthew 5:21-22). I assure you, dear friends, I used to smoke two packs of cigarettes a day, I used to take soft drugs, I used to drink a lot of alcoholic drinks, and I also used to take contraceptive pills; and in my youth I used to get angry very often. I gave my body a lot of poison. Again, confession, which is a true sacrament of healing, helped me to be delivered from all this. Then Jesus of Love said to me: I created you with My hands. Respect your body. After I repented of my sins, I realized that I had spent too much money which went up in smoke; that money could have been used to feed the poor instead.

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One day I even took a friend to a clinic for her to abort her baby. I do not know if you know what happens during an abortion but its awful. The embryo is torn out in pieces.

ABORTION IS MURDER The head, the feet, the arms are torn apart. Abortion is murder. When Jesus and Mary visited me, I cried and I repented, and now I pray every day so that there are no more baby-martyrs, and for the mothers who aborted to repent sincerely. I also pray that the doctors who perform abortions would repent. Sixth Commandment You shall not commit adultery (Exodus 20:14). You have heard that it was said, You shall not commit adultery. But I say to you that every one who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart (Matthew 5:27-28). Dear friends, I lived in adultery and adultery is a mortal sin according to the Catechism of the Catholic Church (1856). What would have been my fate if I had died with such a sin in my soul? Section 1035 of the Catechism says: The teaching of the Church affirms the existence of hell and its eternity. Immediately after death the souls of those who die in a state of mortal sin descend into hell, where they suffer the punishments of hell, eternal fire. The chief punishment of hell is eternal separation from God, in whom alone man can possess the life and happiness for which he was created and for which he longs. Here is my experience. I had a civil wedding with a divorced man who had received the sacrament of marriage 14 years ago; his wife had left him to live with a friend of his. However to have access to confession and communion, we lived as brother and sister, separately.

JESUS SHOWED ME THE DEMONS After our civil wedding, Jesus of Love came and asked me for continence and reparation for my sin. From that moment on, Jesus showed me the demons who surrounded my soul and who wanted to take me with them to hell.

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But Jesus of Love, in His infinite mercy, protected me. Hence I followed Jesus and did what He asked me to do, for Jesus came to save those who were lost. You know that no sin will exhaust the great mercy of the Lord, and the more one draws from it, the more it increases. 6.

ALL CALLED TO BE GREAT SAINTS Then Jesus of Love said to me, I call you to holiness, I call you to love Me. Jesus of Love calls all great sinners to become great saints. His infinite mercy can transform us day after day. So for me, it was the beginning of a great path of liberation, and Jesus of Love promised that He would heal me and He did. Since then, Hes been sending me into the world to show His kindness to all those who return to Him, confess and repent sincerely for all their sins.

YOUR SIN IS REMITTED You know when God forgives sins, after confession they no longer exist. God forgets them. When I went to confession, God said, Your sin is remitted. When I was married civilly, I once wrote to the Vatican to get information about marriage annulment and the answer from Vatican was that I needed a valid and serious cause for that. I acknowledged to God that I had no right to such a nullity since both (the man who was my husband and his ex-wife) had agreed at the time they received the sacrament. So, in all good conscience with God, I abandoned that request. However if I had made this nullity process, I would have had to report to God on the Day of Judgment, because we are all responsible for our own actions. Every act has a consequence in our lives. I personally preferred to show prudence for the salvation of my soul. However, there are cases of nullity which are actually valid and the Church decides for each case. Pope John Paul II pointed out in a 1987 address the excessive number of marriage annulments: It is a ministry of charity towards the ecclesial [Church] community which is preserved from the scandal of seeing the value of Christian marriage being practically destroyed by the exaggerated and almost automatic multiplication of declarations of nullity of marriage in cases of the failure of marriage on the pretext of some immaturity or psychic weakness on the part of the contracting parties. [] only incapacity and not difficulty in giving consent and in realizing a true community of life and love invalidates a marriage, he said.

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After two years living together as brother and sister, I divorced because my civil marriage had no value to God and because I could not receive the sacrament of marriage. 7.

The Catechism of the Catholic Church tells us that Today there are numerous Catholics in many countries who have recourse to civil divorce and contract new civil unions (1650). The Church maintains fidelity to the Word of Jesus Christ: Whoever divorces his wife and marries another, commits adultery against her; and if she divorces her husband and marries another, she commits adultery (Mark 10:11-12). The Church cannot recognize a new union as valid if the first marriage was valid. If divorced persons remarry civilly, they find themselves in a situation that objectively contravenes Gods law. Therefore, they cannot receive Holy Communion as long as this situation persists. For the same reason, they cannot exercise certain ecclesial responsibilities. Reconciliation through the sacrament of Confession can only be granted to those who have repented for having violated the sign of the covenant and of fidelity to Christ and committed themselves to live in complete continence. Dear friends, for a few years I lived with a man. I did not know it was not permitted to live together as man and wife without being sacramentally married. God also warned me that it was forbidden to procreate outside the sacrament of marriage. If children are born while their parents are Catholics since their baptism, and they did not marry in the Catholic Church, it is unfortunately the children who will bear the consequence of disobedience of their parents. But again, the mercy of God is infinite in the sense that we have the opportunity to have Masses celebrated in atonement for our sins, and then we will all answer on the Day of Judgment for our own souls, when we die, for all the sins we committed on earth, and we will see their consequences and the whole movie of our respective lives. When God will send the Warning to all humanity, we will all see the state of our souls and the consequence of all our sins. Everybody will see the offenses his or her sins have caused to God. Dear friends, always hope in Gods mercy: if we have many Masses celebrated for our souls, and if we sincerely repent of our sins because Jesus will not refuse anything to the soul who trusts in Him and who gives Him his misery through a priest. In each Confession, we unnail Jesus of Love from His Cross. Who can understand the greatness of such a sacrament of love? God only wants our deliverance, for He loves us so much. He wants us all in heaven with Him and His Holy Mother Mary.

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A LOVING GOD God said: The LORD, the LORD, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in mercy and faithfulness, keeping merciful love for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, but who will by no means clear the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children and the childrens children, to the third and the fourth generation (Exodus 34:6-7). By the grace of United Hearts, the evil effects of a curse can be neutralized. How often children experience inexplicable disorders; psychic and physical crises, sleep disorders! Seldom, a relationship is made between consequences of sins committed by previous generations and the troubles affecting their descendants. However, some could witness in their own family to the salutary effects brought about by offering prayers over such hereditary evils or pains. Here is this beautiful prayer: PRAYER TO THE UNITED HEARTS OF JESUS AND MARY Eternal Father, with confidence I offer You the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the victorious and bloody wounds of Jesus and the tears of Mary, our Mother in Heaven. Lord, Your will be done! Then, to receive blessings, we must often consecrate ourselves to the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary in the following way (if possible every day) (and live in a state of grace): In the Name of the Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen. Eternal Father, You have received the highest glory from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Your Divine Son became man, and in union with His Mother, He perfectly fulfilled Your will in a spirit of loving atonement. We offer You this praise again that You bless us and heal us by these Sacred Hearts, and also that You send us the Holy Spirit Who will renew the face of the earth. Divine Redeemer, we recognize that You are the Son of the Eternal Father, the only Mediator between God and man. According to the Will of the Eternal Father, You associated Your Holy Mother to Your mission as Mediatrix and as Coredemptrix. In a spirit of great confidence we consecrate ourselves (our families, our communities...) to the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, to take advantage of Your promise and achieve unity in charity.

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We commit ourselves to live in the spirit of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, and to help ensure that the requests contained in the prayer You have taught us will be fulfilled. 9.

Wherever our influence may be exercised, we will strive to honor the Name of God, establish the Kingdom of God among us and do everything according to Your Divine Will. Thus God will bless the land and the daily bread for all. You will forgive us our sins and incline our hearts to peace. Mercifully, You will preserve us from more faults and, finally, You will deliver us from all evil. Once we have the joy to see that through the intercession of Mary, You have helped us, as You performed Your first miracle at Cana at Her request and in union with the Will of the Father, then the whole earth will join the Church to pray the greeting of the angel: Hail Mary... Driven by an absolute trust, lets seal an alliance with the greatest power of Love without ever breaking it. Lord, guide us every day of our life with Your Holy Spirit until we stand at the door of the heavenly homeland. Amen. Dear friends, the grace associated with the veneration of the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary breaks the laws of nature and other hereditary predispositions. So let us trust God.

THE PRECIOUS BLOOD SHED ON THE CROSS Some priests are beginning to accept to celebrating Masses for the healing of the family tree. God the Father forgives our sins through the Precious Blood shed by Jesus on the Cross. If Jesus repaired all our sins, we too must accept to repair ours on earth. If we do not accept to repair them on earth, for the sake of the tender and gentle Jesus Who suffered so much on the Cross to save us, we will spend some time in the flames of love in purgatory, and God has allowed me see the flames of purgatory which are terrible: a raging fire, but a fire of infinite Love in which souls are cleansed before they see God face-to-face. Their greatest suffering is to be separated from God. They cannot do anything for their own deliverance, but we can -- all for them. This is why heaven is asking us to have many Masses celebrated for them to enter into paradise as quickly as possible. You can also tap into the treasury of the Church for all the indulgences and offer the graces obtained for them. What is an indulgence? An indulgence is a remission before God of the temporal punishment due to sins whose guilt has already been forgiven, which the faithful Christian who is duly disposed gains under certain prescribed conditions through the action of the Church which, as the minister

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all of the temporal punishment due to sin. The faithful can gain indulgences for themselves or apply them to the dead (Catechism of the Catholic Church, 1471). We can also pray the Rosary. The holy souls in purgatory, who are very dear to God as we all are on earth, ask that prayer for their deliverance and in return they pray a lot for us and they intercede with Jesus of Love for us. Then we receive a lot of grace in our lives, thanks to the prayers they address to God for us. Personally, I offer every day the Stations of the Cross for them, and I remember that one day Jesus of Love asked me to continue this work of mercy. Seventh Commandment You shall not steal (Exodus 20:15). [] You shall not steal [] (Matthew 19:18). The seventh commandment forbids unjustly taking or keeping the goods of ones neighbor and wronging him in any way with respect to his goods. It commands justice and charity in the care of earthly goods and the fruits of mens labor. For the sake of the common good, it requires respect for the universal destination of goods and respect for the right to private property. Christian life strives to order this worlds goods to God and to fraternal charity (Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2401) Only Jesus of Love healed me during my adolescence from the desire to appropriate a lot of things that were not mine. Eighth Commandment You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor (Exodus 20:16). Again you have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not swear falsely, but shall perform to the Lord what you have sworn (Matthew 5:33). The eighth commandment forbids misrepresenting the truth in our relations with others. This moral prescription flows from the vocation of the holy people to bear witness to their God who is the truth and wills the truth. Offenses against the truth express by word or deed a refusal to commit oneself to moral uprightness: they are fundamental infidelities to God and, in this sense, they undermine the foundations of the covenant (Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2464). I admit I could not keep the promises I made to God; that is to say, to live chastity after my conversion.

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because solitude weighs on me. However, if I do not respect my promise, I will never come to heaven because God said He hated infidelity. One day the Blessed Virgin Mary came and gently reminded me that I had to observe what I promised to God. Ninth Commandment You shall not covet your neighbors house; you shall not covet your neighbors wife, or his manservant, or his maidservant, or his ox, or his donkey, or anything that is your neighbors (Exodus 20:17). But I say to you that every one who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart (Matthew 5:28). I can tell you that I envied properties and other possessions. In fact, before I met Jesus of Love, I lived only for money and not for love. Now I live with love for the salvation of souls and I go to the whole world to evangelize for the sake of my tender Jesus of Love. Tenth Commandment Neither shall you covet your neighbors wife; and you shall not desire your neighbors house, his field, or his manservant, or his maidservant, his ox, or his donkey, or anything that is your neighbors (Deuteronomy 5:21). For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also (Matthew 6:21). The tenth commandment unfolds and completes the ninth, which is concerned with concupiscence of the flesh. It forbids coveting the goods of another, as the root of theft, robbery, and fraud, which the seventh commandment forbids. Lust of the eyes leads to the violence and injustice forbidden by the fifth commandment (Cf. 1 John 2:16; Micah 2:2). Avarice, like fornication, originates in the idolatry prohibited by the first three prescriptions of the Law (Cf. Wisdom 14:12). The tenth commandment concerns the intentions of the heart; with the ninth, it summarizes all the precepts of the Law (Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2534). Several times before my conversion I looked at and wanted anothers husband, but Jesus taught me to repent, to look down and flee from men. However, beforehand I fell with many men. That is why my soul was imprisoned in the Beast. Jesus showed it to me in a vision in 1997, just before Christmas, and He asked me for penance. I know I will have to give God an account of many things because God made it known to me, but God also expects me to give Him a lot of love.

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I WAS SENTENCED TO THE PUNISHMENT OF HELL BY THE FATHER OF LIES: SATAN Dear brothers and sisters, for all these reasons, my soul was at the bottom of the abyss and I was sentenced to the punishments of hell, in the sense that for several years, I followed the Father of Lies, Satan. I was also punished because of some dishonest actions that I made several times. So I was bound by the devil in chains of hatred. The Archangel Michael helped me to become very little for my God of Love Who loves only the love of His little creatures created in His infinite tenderness. The demons I saw before my conversion, and who surrounded me, all had horrible heads with a lot of evil in their eyes and great cruelty. I had left the alliance with God by disobeying His law of love and purity and of sharing with the poor. The demons work on souls who practice New Age, yoga, reiki and transcendental meditation; and if the chakras are open, they enter the body. It is necessary, then, to consecrate oneself to the Immaculate Heart, quit these techniques and confess them and see a priest to cut those diabolical ties, and fast a lot.

THE HOLY FEAR OF GOD When we freely leave the law of God, we can no longer be protected by Him. We are delivered into the hands of fallen angels because we chose with our free will to embrace evil, but when we sincerely repent of our sins to the Trinity of Love, God in His infinite mercy releases us during confession. Demons are only afraid of one thing: that we may go to confession and pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet; and when we meet a priest to confess our sins to God, fallen angels have no more power over our souls. At the time of the confession, Jesus of Love washes us in His Precious Blood and takes us into His Heart for us to rest in Him.

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A LAW OF LOVE AND RESPECT I had to repair my sins with great suffering and abnegation toward my brothers and sisters I encounter in my lectures, and some of them often carry a heavy cross and are in distress. Therefore I console them with the Holy Spirit with a prayer of healing that soothes. Suffering has sanctified my soul and I learned to love suffering. After my repentance in Medjugorje, I cried a lot because of my past life in nightclubs and bad movies and I liked watching pornographic films, which is now my horror. I understand that with all these sins my soul was at the bottom of the abyss. But confession and repentance saved me, and I can really say that now I have perfect contrition for my sins. Because of my selfishness and the first half of this life spent forgetting the poor who needed my help and my compassion, I asked God to have mercy on me, have pity on the great misery I am, and teach me to live in His law of love, respect and purity.

OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST: YOU HAVE MY MERCY When I confessed my sins and left New Age and adultery, Jesus said: I am the Son of God. My name is Yeshua. You have My mercy. God saw my efforts to repent and return to Him, and in His infinite goodness He told me how much He loved me, how dear I was to Him; and He asked me to meditate on His passion, and in doing so I understood all the love He had for me and for every creature.

I CAN GIVE HIM MY LIFE IN THANKSGIVING Jesus, during his sorrowful passion, was beaten 6,666 times on His body (Jesus told Saints Elizabeth of Hungary, Matilda, and Gertrude this) to repair all our sins although He was innocent; therefore I can offer him my life as thanksgiving. If I had not testified to the great mercy that God had for my soul, I hardly would have received mercy on the Day of Judgment for my soul. However, if I did it with complete freedom of heart, it is only by love for the tender and gentle Jesus Who suffered so much to see sinners away from His Divine Heart.

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God asked me to meditate on His passion, and in so doing I realized all the love of God the Son, the Word Incarnate, and I fell in love with Jesus and the Eternal Father. Jesus of Love forgives everything as soon as we confess it; He forgets everything provided we start over on a path of truth with Him.

LOVE, MERCY AND JUSTICE Mercy is Gods greatest attribute. That is why God told me that after this life, purgatory was His mercy and hell His justice. God explained to me that the souls who are in hell condemned themselves to hell. The souls have decided by themselves to go in that place of eternal fire. Dear friends, there are souls who prefer to stay in sin; that is to say they refuse to repent even at deaths door. They refuse to repent, even at the last second of their lives, for their past existence in the pleasure of the flesh, the pleasures of life and worldly pleasures instead of doing penance and praying a lot. If only souls could understand that God is the best Father, a father full of affection. Thats what I understood when I came back to Him. Jesus wants our love, and personally He asked me to give Him a lot of love. Jesus has a great Heart that needs our love. He begs our love and at the hour of our death, He begs us to accept His mercy, but some souls refuse out of sheer pride. If only they knew the love and goodness of God, they would throw themselves into His burning Hearts ocean of love and into His arms of mercy. Jesus of Love invited me several times to do penance and regret sincerely all my sins. Once I repented, God asked me to relieve Him because so many souls are far from Him. God suffers a lot and I learned to console His Heart afflicted by the sins of the world.

THE HOLY WOUNDS OF JESUS SAVE Jesus has also indicated to me that His holy wounds would save me and He asked me to offer Him my life. I was still attached to possessions although Jesus asked me to cling to poverty, and three years ago, although I had no money for it, I wanted to buy a nice house because I still had a taste for luxury, which does not lead to paradise. Then Jesus of Love made me realize how hypocritical I was. My conscience could not find peace because I was far from the truth of the Gospel: Sell everything and follow Me.

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the Gospel and to remember those who are in physical distress. Jesus then encouraged me to share.

WAKE UP YOUR BROTHERS JESUS At the beginning of my conversion, Jesus of Love powerfully attracted me to Him in the tabernacle and I could not leave Him. He asked me not to resist because I had a lot of resistance. I went to church every afternoon to console the Heart of Jesus of Love and I started doing the Stations of the Cross every day, although I was very tired. God told me He saw my tiredness. Then He Himself increased my strength and I quickly recovered and I was up and about, and He even restored my health so that I can serve Him in the world. Then He asked me to awaken the faith of my brothers.

INTERVENTION OF THE VIRGIN MARY Then the Virgin Mary gave me many graces for my conversion and she has never stopped doing so because I needed them a lot, being very rebellious in nature. So I accepted these graces and I started going to Mass every day, reading the Bible, studying the Catechism, confessing my sins, fasting three times a week, reciting the Rosary for Jesus had promised to me that the Rosary would save me. After I dedicated myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I received the Scapular of Our Lady of Mount Caramel. The Blessed Virgin protected me many times through this sacramental. Another important aspect of wearing this scapular is the Sabbatine Privilege, for those who (1) wear the Brown Scapular day and night, (2) observe chastity according to our state of life, and (3) pray daily the Office of the Blessed Virgin, or, with the permission of a priest, the Rosary. (Through the Sabbatine Privilege, if you die in the state of grace, you will be released from the flames of purgatory on the first Saturday after death and go to heaven.) Eleven years ago, I returned to the Catholic Church and I can tell you that since I started following Jesus, I have much more joy than when I lived the life of the world. It is more blessed to give to our brothers and sisters whom we love, than to receive. To save my soul, Jesus Love asked me to flee the world that is to say, to escape all the pleasures we offer the world because if I continued to follow the world, I could never have

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entered the kingdom of heaven. I made the free choice of God, the Holy Trinity, and I rejected Mammon.

THE FREE CHOICE OF HEAVEN OR HELL When I chose Paradise, I acted for the sake of the Lord in all freedom of heart. Of course, I have crosses to carry, like all faithful Christians, but Jesus of Love said to me He is the Way, the Truth and the Life. When I am in paradise, the crosses I offered to God on earth will become rains of grace and renewed joy for my whole eternity in which I will praise the infinite mercy of God Who is Love. After my divorce, I entered a religious order for a year and a half to complete my faith. The Catechism (846) tells us: Hence they could not be saved who, knowing that the Catholic Church was founded as necessary by God through Christ, would refuse either to enter it or to remain in it (Lumen Gentium 14; cf. Mark 16:16; John 3:5). Although I was away from the Catholic Church for many years, the Baptism that I received at my birth made me a member of the Church who gave me grace: By Baptism all sins are forgiven, original sin and all personal sins, as well as all punishment for sin (Catechism, 1263). You know, today so many souls are ungrateful to God Who gave us through His Church all the sacraments. The sacraments of Christian initiation are the sacrament of Baptism, the sacrament of Confirmation, the sacrament of the Eucharist. After these we find the sacraments of healing such as the sacrament of Penance and the sacrament of the Anointing of the Sick.

ANOINTING OF THE SICK UP TO SEVEN TIMES Personally, I received the Anointing of the Sick seven times after a guru opened my chakras. I was dying several times because of these techniques I had experienced in spiritism. God told me He did not agree with these techniques. I got over it because I am consecrated to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, and I was told I had escaped the tortures of hell for eternity with the guru who taught me to practice spiritism.

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THE GRACE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT There are also sacraments at the service of the Body of Christ like the sacrament of Holy Orders and the sacrament of Matrimony (which is indissoluble). It should be understood that the sacraments give us the grace of the Holy Spirit. They help us to become saints. Funeral Rites are another liturgical celebration. The sacramentals of the Church must also be mentioned; while not sacraments, they can be very powerful. Personally, when the Lord calls me back to Him, I wish to be buried and not cremated, although the Church does not forbid it, because God will one day raise up my body. Burying the dead is a corporal work of mercy. You know that the dead attend their funerals. So imagine the pain of those who see their bodies burning during cremation.

SOME STUDIES IN THE NEW AGE Dear friends, 15 years ago, I studied some New Age authors, who are false prophets because they do not announce Jesus Christ as God. Currently, there are many false teachers. St. Peter told us about this: But false prophets also arose among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you, who will secretly bring in destructive heresies, even denying the Master who bought them, bringing upon themselves swift destruction. And many will follow their licentiousness, and because of them the way of truth will be reviled. And in their greed they will exploit you with false words; from of old their condemnation has not been idle, and their destruction has not been asleep (2 Peter 2:1-3). New Age mentions some of them that I studied a few years ago: Alice Bailey - Helena Petrovna Blavatsky - Allan Kardec - Chrishnamurti - Sai Baba - Maitreya (the so-called Christ) - Eliphas Levi - Leadbetter - Papus - Rene Guenon - Paracelsus - Nostradamus - Carl Jung S. Freud Edgar Cayce - Marilyn Ferguson - Lobsang Rampa - Carlos Castaneda ... and many others. Unfortunately, all these authors never made known to me a loving God, a Father-God, a triune God, a God full of sweetness, mercy, tenderness and compassion. I was poisoned by Satans venom set in my heart through many of those writings, and I can tell you that only the Precious Blood of Jesus saved me from this infernal poison.

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YOU ARE IMMERSED IN MY BLOOD JESUS Jesus of Love comforted me, saying, You are immersed in My Blood. So for His sake and for the sake of the Blessed Virgin Mary who has suffered because of my sins at the foot of the Cross, I ripped and burned all the books that were devoted to New Age, spiritism, fortune-telling, numerology, astrology, the occult, and horoscopes. I did not want anyone to retrieve them because I was accountable to God if someone were to read them. St. Michael the Archangel has greatly contributed to my deliverance, but he said he did not like pride. So I had to walk in humility. One day I came across a book entitled Can You be Released from Evil Spirits? (published by Editions Archistratge) by Monsignor Tournyol du Clos. In it he writes: If youve been in contact with the occult, esotericism, spiritualism [spiritism], astrology, witchcraft, magic, hypnosis, reiki, yoga, transcendental meditation, new age and all kinds of sects or with Prana Therapists, or so-called healers, magnetizers who cure by laying on of hands, or magnetic passes, dowsing, pendulum; or, if you have visited clairvoyants such as magicians, soothsayers, marabouts or gurus, fortune-tellers who read the cards, palmists who read the lines of the hand or necromancers who consult the spirits of the dead: know that you were in contact with individuals who work with the devil and you have given Satan a certain power over you. If you yourselves have sought to know the future, even for fun in tarot cards or horoscopes, if you wore good luck charms such as talismans, amulets, zodiac signs, and if you did directly or through somebody occult preparations, if you have spoken or repeated formulas or secret words like mantras for example, at last if you spent time in places poisoned by witchcraft, vice or depravity; all the more so if you yourself made a pact with Satan, make magic, called on the dead, casted spells or curses, uttered blasphemy, you first need to try to realize that you have deeply offended our Father in Heaven. Monsignor Tournyol Du Clos invites us to a thorough confession and ask God to forgive these diversions and sins which God sees as an abomination even if these events happened a long time ago, and even if at that time we were not aware of offending Him. Dear friends, the Word of God in Deuteronomy says: There shall not be found among you any one who burns his son or his daughter as an offering, any one who practices divination, a soothsayer, or an augur, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a medium, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to the LORD; and because of these abominable practices the LORD your God is driving them out before you. You shall be blameless before the LORD your God (18:10-13).

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THE CHAPLET OF THE HOLY ANGELS AND THE ACT OF LOVE As tender Jesus loves each one of us being little, I made myself very little and I implored the great Saint Michael to be liberated. Every day, I recite the Chaplet of the Holy Angels both for my protection and deliverance from evil remaining in me; and I also thank him for delivering me from spiritual pride instilled in me as result of these false doctrines. I also recite the prayer: Jesus, Mary, I love You, save souls because every time this work of charity is recited with the heart, a soul is saved. Since I returned wholeheartedly to God and the Church, I was informed by God that I was marked by the seal of God that I received at the Escorial, a place recognized by the Cardinal of Madrid for all works of mercy. I would particularly like to give thanks to the Most Holy Trinity and the Blessed Virgin Mary, forever virgin, who, despite my profound distress, marked me on the forehead with a particular seal the seal of God so that the enemy shall remain powerless to seize my soul.

THE MICROCHIP IS THE MARK OF THE BEAST Dear friends, Satan is now unleashed to take all souls; he does so using ploys stemming out of spiritual pride and his ultimate plan is to mark each soul with his mark: either on the forehead or the hand. God in His infinite mercy has asked me to speak about this Mark of the Beast that may be called Microchip. For that, He just showed me His Word in Revelation: Also it causes all, both small and great, both rich and poor, both free and slave, to be marked on the right hand or the forehead, so that no one can buy or sell unless he has the mark, that is, the name of the beast or the number of its name. This calls for wisdom: let him who has understanding reckon the number of the beast, for it is a human number, its number is six hundred and sixty-six (13:16-18). God also showed me His Word later in that book: And another angel, a third, followed them, saying with a loud voice, If any one worships the beast and its image, and receives a mark on his forehead or on his hand, he also shall drink the wine of Gods wrath, poured unmixed into the cup of his anger, and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels and in the presence of the Lamb (Revelation 14:9-10). Dear friends, the Microchip is the mark of the beast. Anyone accepting it voluntarily will be cut off from God and the Kingdom of Heaven forever.

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God invites us to have courage, faith and hope in His help and infinite power to protect us for three-and-a-half years representing the reign of the Antichrist. God will send His angels to protect His people who refuse the mark of the beast. God will provide for all their needs. So, be quite confident about this guarantee from the Lord. God warned me sternly not to fear talking about the Microchip. Therefore I warn in season and out of season as long as we are in the time of the great mercy of God. However, dear friends, know that those who want to be marked with the seal of God by the angels must observe the Ten Commandments of God, purity, charity, poverty, sharing and obedience to the Church. (Revelation 7:3: [] Do not harm the earth or the sea or the trees, till we have sealed the servants of our God upon their foreheads.)

EUCHARIST: OBEDIENCE TO THE CHURCH Dear friends, to be obedient to the Church because the good Jesus asked me to surrender everything I wanted to know what the Congregation for Divine Worship and the Discipline of the Sacraments, which teaches us, for example, certain matters to be observed or to be avoided regarding the Most Holy Eucharist. I therefore studied the Instruction Redemptionis Sacramentum. Let me quote the most significant sections: [92.] Although each of the faithful always has the right to receive Holy Communion on the tongue, at his choice, if any communicant should wish to receive the Sacrament in the hand, in areas where the Bishops Conference with the recognitio of the Apostolic See has given permission, the sacred host is to be administered to him or her. However, special care should be taken to ensure that the host is consumed by the communicant in the presence of the minister, so that no one goes away carrying the Eucharistic species in his hand. If there is a risk of profanation, then Holy Communion should not be given in the hand to the faithful. [93.] The Communion-plate for the Communion of the faithful should be retained, so as to avoid the danger of the sacred host or some fragment of it falling. [94.] It is not licit for the faithful to take . . . by themselves . . . and, still less, to hand . . . from one to another the sacred host or the sacred chalice. Moreover, in this regard, the abuse is to be set aside whereby spouses administer Holy Communion to each other at a Nuptial Mass. [104.] The communicant must not be permitted to intinct the host himself in the chalice, nor to receive the intincted host in the hand. As for the host to be used for the intinction, it should be 21.

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made of valid matter, also consecrated; it is altogether forbidden to use non-consecrated bread or other matter. [157.] If there is usually present a sufficient number of sacred ministers for the distribution of Holy Communion, extraordinary ministers of Holy Communion may not be appointed. Indeed, in such circumstances, those who may have already been appointed to this ministry should not exercise it. The practice of those Priests is reprobated who, even though present at the celebration, abstain from distributing Communion and hand this function over to laypersons. [158.] Indeed, the extraordinary minister of Holy Communion may administer Communion only when the Priest and Deacon are lacking, when the Priest is prevented by weakness or advanced age or some other genuine reason, or when the number of faithful coming to Communion is so great that the very celebration of Mass would be unduly prolonged. This, however, is to be understood in such a way that a brief prolongation, considering the circumstances and culture of the place, is not at all a sufficient reason.

COMMUNION / CONFESSION The Holy Spirit has gradually taught me how to receive Communion properly as well as how to confess thoroughly. Before my conversion, I was not aware that the Church requires that we be humble and manifest this with a genuflection, or to bow before receiving the Holy Eucharist. So in respect for the Lord and in a spirit of submission to the Church, I do it out of love for God, Divine Majesty. Dear friends, before communion, I had to learn how to confess the capital sins (pride, avarice, lust, envy, gluttony, anger, and sloth) of which I was guilty. These sins, if they are not confessed, lead us all into the deeper abyss.

GOD WANTS TO SAVE HOMOSEXUALS In my youth I had many homosexual friends. God, Who loves them madly, wants to save them all. To be saved, however, they need to observe chastity. God wants us to be pure and God wants us to know that hell is full of impurities and indescribable suffering for the souls who did not want to repent of their pleasures while on earth. Eternal tortures await those who refuse to repent up to the last second. The Word of God is very clear: Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived; neither the immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, [] (1 Corinthians 6:9 ff.). 22. - 21 -

NEW AGE The Church warns us that: Advertising connected with New Age covers a wide range of practices as acupuncture, biofeedback, chiropractic, kinesiology, homeopathy, iridology, massage and various kinds of bodywork (such as orgonomy, Feldenkrais, reflexology, Rolfing, polarity massage, therapeutic touch etc.), meditation and visualisation, nutritional therapies, psychic healing, various kinds of herbal medicine, healing by crystals, metals, music or colours, reincarnation therapies and, finally, twelve-step programmes and self-help groups (Source: Vatican document, Jesus Christ, the Bearer of the Water of Life: A Christian reflection on the New Age, section 2.2). Dear friends, if I had received Communion without confessing the sins mentioned above, I would have brought condemnation on myself and for each Communion I would have kept going down deeper and deeper into the abyss. St. Paul asked us to discern the Body of Christ: Let a man examine himself, and so eat of the bread and drink of the cup. For any one who eats and drinks without discerning the body eats and drinks judgment upon himself. That is why many of you are weak and ill, and some have died (1 Corinthians 11:28-30). Personally, I pray to God, in my great misery, for Him to grant me the grace of conversion every day, and prior to going to a priest to confess my sins, I ask the Holy Spirit to show me all my sins.

SATANS TECHNIQUES In my various conferences around the world, I meet many people whom have been in contact with yoga and/or reiki, either as adepts or casual practitioners. Jesus wants them to be aware that these techniques do not come from Him but from Satan, the enemy who has power over them. God wishes to free them from such spells if only they agreed to come to confession. Keep in mind that confession is an act of love offered to God. At the moment we enter the confessional, God opens His arms widely to welcome us into His Heart. The priest literally acts in the Person of Christ, and He is active within the soul cleansing it in His Precious Blood. We must prepare ourselves for eternity through prayer, poverty, penance and many acts of charity. When the day comes that we must stand before God for admission into paradise, our hands need to be full of acts of mercy (all kinds of prayers for the dying, for sinners, for 23.

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ourselves, for the holy souls in purgatory; sharing with the poor; visiting the sick; visiting prisoners, and so on). What is sure is that in the particular judgment of my soul, I will have to render account to God for all my thoughts, my actions, my words. Hence, one has to willingly agree to be purified while on earth to avoid at all costs the fire of love in purgatory: I tried to transform all my thoughts, my actions and my words into pure love. That is, my dear readers, the testimony of a great misery returned wholeheartedly to the Lord because God did not hesitate to mount on the Cross and to suffer for me, to save me and to save you personally. Greater love has no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends (John 15:13). Eternity will not suffice to thank God for His great patience toward me and for my conversion, and to praise Him for His boundless mercy. Dear friends, I asked for the grace of littleness to become Love, the Love of the prodigal son who loves his Heavenly Father to extremes. And now, what about you? Are you ready, dear friends, to offer your life without fear of martyrdom, for the sole Glory of the Father, out of pure love? Fabienne

ACT OF CONSECRATION TO THE IMMACULE HEART OF MARY


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My dear child, give Me your nothing, Give everything to me, I love you. I am your Mother and I want to lead you on the road to Paradise. Consecrate your thoughts, your actions, your days to Me; I will take you in My arms and console you. Promise Me you will always think of Me when reciting My Holy Rosary. Do not forget Me, I love you so much.

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PART THREE
Interview with Monsignor Ren Laurentin

From the Rosicrucians to Christianity

Monsignor Ren Laurentin interviews Fabienne Guerrero (for Chrtiens Magazines April 2011 issue). Fabienne Guerrero was born on April 14, 1964. Medium size, brown hair, blue eyes; she is dressed modestly. She keeps the precision she cultivated while working as an executive secretary and her contrasted course is particularly remarkable. RL: You returned to Christ from sects with a beautiful clarity. Tell us about it. FG: I spent my youth in drugs, alcohol, night clubs, and sins of the flesh. I listened to bad music; watched bad movies; practiced spiritism, astrology, numerology, divination; studied New Age; and had contact with a guru who opened two chakras: my third eye chakra and my heart chakra. RL: You also spent time with Rosicrucians. What is this? FG: This is an esoteric movement. I was a member of the Haroeris Chapter in Marseille from April 1995 to March 1997. RL: What was it about? FG: For the first initiation, I walked into the room with a special approach. I cannot give more details so as not to get into trouble. RL: Did you have a Christian education? FG: Yes. I was baptized on May 3, 1964. I followed the usual path: Catechism, First Holy Communion, profession of faith.

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RL: When did you start to get in touch with the Rosicrucians? FG: In July 1993 until I left in March 1997. At the end of 1996, I made a first pilgrimage to Medjugorje. RL: How did you break loose from the Rosicrucians? FG: I started to recite the Rosary and consecrated myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary. On August 9, 1998, during a Mass, I made a covenant with Mary, Immaculate Queen of the Universe, at Bois-le-Roi [a town located in Upper Normandy, in Northern France]. Following the advice given by Heaven, I had Masses celebrated (several Gregorian Masses) for my soul in order to find peace. I received many sacraments, including the Anointing of the Sick many times although I was not really physically sick. Father P. Remels (Belgium) prayed to cut ties to the esoteric movement I spent time in. Every morning I prayed the Stations of the Cross, followed by Lauds (Morning Prayer) and Mass in my parish in Beziers (a town located in the southeast of France). RL: What does your Mass bring you every morning? FG: When I see the Lord at the Elevation I knee down and I ask Him to burn my heart in the fire of His Heart. I always kneel when I receive the Holy Communion on the tongue. Mass gives me the strength to give myself and follow Him. RL: You have understood that unity of will with God, i.e. the union of love (same thing) is essential. FG: Yes, what matters to me is the profound intimacy, day after day with Jesus, in His peace and His joy. RL: Yes, a will that enables to identify with His life! FG: Yes. RL: When did your deviance begin? In your childhood? FG: When I was 15, I started doing divination, astrology and numerological divination. RL: What is numerological divination? FG: Numerological divination is a set of beliefs based on assigning properties or significance to numbers. It is the study of a theme of life; it is established from the date of birth within the influence of the astral conjuncture. RL: What was the outcome? FG: I went through three different stages of which I searched for logic.

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RL: And New Age? FG: New Age is a spiritual movement that does not come from God. While in this movement, I never heard of Jesus Christ as being the Son of God. I learned about the existence of the Divine the Divine being the highest expression of cosmic consciousness, the highest vibration (energy). It manifests itself through motion or emanation in cosmic and inner energies. It coincides with the world and with man. The individual may say God is in me, I am my creator. In a word, all is one, everything is energy, everything is God. The New Age Christ I learned to know is a simple spirit manifested in the Buddha and Jesus of Nazareth. I was not able to have a direct relation with God as I was a mere wave of the cosmic ocean. My salvation consisted in having an experimental knowledge of my own so-called divine nature. I had to achieve my own self-realization through inner illumination (enlightenment), rebirths, self-control, and possibly acquisition of powers while connecting myself to the divine energy for the purification and harmony of myself, with others and with the universe. I was self-sufficient; I was not in need of revelation or redemption, nor any outside help. According to the law of karma, I had to fix my mistakes on my own through new lives. Gnosis was my faith (i.e., a secret knowledge reserved for insiders) and I never prayed. I did not even believe in sin. RL: New Age is well known; it captures all facets of our culture. It makes a brilliant synthesis of it albeit inconsistent and thus seduces its followers, leaving them frustrated. As for chakras, they are senses unknown in the Western world and identified by Indians [from India]. There are seven main chakras: from the root chakra to the crown chakra located at the crown of the head. This opened the door to all influences. Hence your unrestrained lifestyle. FG: The opening of my chakras turned me away from faith and opened the way to all kinds of experiences that left me destroyed. RL: This guru wanted you to open beyond ordinary perceptions. FG: For a year I attended spiritism sessions. One day he suggested me to proceed to a major cleansing. As I believed in reincarnation, I thought he would help me and free myself from my karma, i.e., constraints and servitudes coming from my past lives. He placed his hand on my heart chakra and my third eye chakra at the same time and made an invocation prayer in a language I did not understand. During the next spiritism session, my kundalini rose. I was very scared because I felt a great power which went from my root chakra to my crown chakra, and raised me up. RL: Did you also experience levitation as it sometimes happens? FG: Not at all. It is through the top of my head that I was pulled upwards, without reaching any goal or object. RL: What made you change? FG: At the end of 1996, I made a first pilgrimage to Medjugorje.

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RL: What exactly changed in you at that time? FG: In Medjugorje, I regained the taste for sacraments, the taste I lost when I was 15; I started to like prayer again, especially the Rosary. RL: A sure, general clearing-up RL: Did this open you to Christ? FG: Yes. RL: Did you recognize that it came from the Holy Spirit? He does not appear but like spotlights which are in our back during performances; He illuminates the scene: Jesus and His message. FG: I immediately recognized the action of the Holy Spirit. RL: The Holy Spirit teaches us not only with words and speech, but it gives us His light so that we perceive Christ and His action in us. FG: I accepted Christianity, all of it; and I became actively involved in the missionary apostolate. I wrote five booklets about my conversion. They received the Imprimatur on 1 December 2009 and 4 of them were published by Tqui [a French Publisher]: I Quit the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC (Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis) Astrology or Trust in God? God Released Me from Belief in Reincarnation Merciful Jesus Released Me from Spiritism Merciful Jesus Released Me from Clairvoyance I also created a Web site: http://fabienne.guerrero.free.fr/ RL: How many people visit your site each month? FG: I removed the counter some time ago already. Currently, a few dozen people per month from all French-speaking countries contact me by email. I also distribute CDs on the Holy Spirit; apparitions of the Virgin Mary; the dangers of New Age, yoga, reiki, transcendental meditation, spiritism; and teaching CDs made by good priests (Father milien Tardif, Father Daniel Ange, Father Nicolas Buttet, Father Roger Paulin, etc.); a CD on prayer and worship; CDs on the different sacraments, the Bible, inner healing, on evangelism, on lives of saints... RL: What about the Rosicrucians have they disappeared from your life? FG: I was a member of the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC, from July 1993 till March 1997, and I went as far as the 7th degree of the Temple. RL: How many degrees are there?

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FG: Twelve, I think. After I came back from Medjugorje, I wrote to the imperator of the Order and told him about my decision to leave. He asked why and I answered: To return to the Catholic Church. RL: Were your chakras still open? FG: Yes. RL: Who closed them? Because it is not only a door open to Christianity... FG: A priest I cannot remember his name; he prayed for them to be closed and everything came back to normal. RL: You are lucky that everything went so quickly, and finally so smoothly and well. FG: Yes, thanks to the sacraments I have been receiving every day; many people have been facing difficulties and can die when the kundalini rises. RL: Can you please explain what the kundalini is? FG: This is a powerful energy which resides in the sacrum bone. It rises along the spine and passes through each chakra until it reaches the crown chakra. RL: Did it help you have a greater receptivity to Christianity? FG: Not directly. I started studying the Bible, the lives of saints, Vatican II, the Catechism of the Catholic Church and I saw that it was good. RL: Did it bring you closer to God? FG: Yes. I spent my afternoons in a church in Marseille [a city located in the South of France], where I prayed the Stations of the Cross, and spent time with Jesus, and then I heard a voice. It came out of the tabernacle and Jesus told me: I am your only Lord. RL: Did you hear it or did you perceive it internally, intellectually as we say? FG: I heard it as you speak. RL: Oh yes. You heard a voice? FG: Yes; a voice coming out of the tabernacle. A male voice, very strong. It resonated within me. It happened at other times. RL: If the Holy Spirit does not speak, Jesus Who became man can speak to us in human words.

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FG: Jesus also said, My Holy Wounds will save you, because He would take me into His holy wounds to save me. RL: His wounds, His sufferings and death did He share them with you? FG: No. Not yet. I thought that I needed a spiritual director. RL: And did you find him? FG: Yes. My first spiritual director, a Dominican priest, discerned that God spoke to me. Is this normal Monsignor? RL: Yes, absolutely. You were lucky to find a clear-sighted father. FG: I explained to him that I had a boyfriend and we were living together in a marital relationship since 1994. After I came back from Medjugorje, we civilly married on September 6, 1997, but we could not marry in the Church because he already married in the Church and had divorced his wife. RL: And his wife was still alive? FG: Yes, she had left him for another man. After my marriage, one night, Jesus came into my room and visited me, and asked me to obey, to sleep in separate room; then He said: I demand Reparation. Your sin has offended Me. I want your body and soul. My spiritual director confirmed that I had to live out the virtue of chastity, and God asked me to witness His mercy. Back home, we lived like brother and sister. RL: But did he agree with you to live this new situation? FG: It was very difficult. But since God demanded to live out the virtue of continence, I obeyed. Finally, on December 14, 2000, I divorced him to follow Christ in the world because He told me: I want you to serve me in the world. After I left our home, I studied the Catholic Faith, and in early 2003 I created a network of Pilgrim Icons of Merciful Jesus in obedience to a Pallottine priest, Father Eugene, with whom I still work. He is my director for Divine Mercy. I make these Pilgrim Icons; then families take them to their home, and host them for nine days, the time needed for a novena. There are currently Pilgrim Icons in various countries and places such as FRANCE GUADELOUPE - MARTINIQUE - LES DES SAINTES - LA DESIRADE - BELGIUM SWITZERLAND - LUXEMBOURG - PORTUGAL - THE NETHERLANDS - AFRICA ITALY. Some people, once they hosted the icon, can no longer live without it. They fall more in love with Jesus. They pray the Chaplet of The Divine Mercy. RL: Are they many? FG: This is a large network. RL: An international network.

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FG: Yes, led by Father Eugene. RL Is there any prayer group? FG: Not with this network, but I started in mid-January 2011 a network of prayers for the unborn. RL: Do you have an occupation? FG: Yes; Bilingual Executive Secretary. I stopped after a pilgrimage to Medjugorje and devoted myself entirely to the ministry. RL: You are only 46-years-old, and youre not near retirement age; what do you do for a living? FG: My sister (married, two children) lends me an apartment and my parents feed me. I refused the money offered by my publishers (Tqui, Parvis, Rassemblement Son Image...) RL: Do you buy your clothes? FG: I beg, for Jesus said, Cling to poverty. Do not be afraid to beg; I still have a small association that allows me to sell some books and other items. RL: You are overstrained. FG: Yes, sometimes I do not know where to turn. RL: Do you live like a prophet? FG: No. The Virgin Mary told me: You shall have no messages (like the prophets), but remain faithful to my Son. She only speaks about me. RL: You have a special grace: renunciation, light and clarity. Stay faithful to them. Its not so easy to persevere. [Monsignor Ren Laurentin, a French priest, is possibly the worlds greatest authority on private revelation. He has doctoral degrees in Theology and Mariology, and he was a peritus (Latin for expert) at the Second Vatican Council. He has taught, written, lectured, and appeared in the media extensively throughout his priesthood, which began in 1946.]

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