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JakeParkhurst DRA180:FLASH 03/19/2013 TheKnifeandtheFruit WhenIfirstcametothemasterclassauditionsforFlash,Iwasskepticalofwhether spending25hoursaweekwouldbeworthmytime.MostdancepiecesIhavebeenpartof involvedadirectorwhochoreographedandtriedtogetthedancerstoconformtotheideainthe director'smind.ButQudusemphasizedhowwewereallartistscreatingthispieceandthatwe allbroughtideastothetablethatwereequallyvalid.Sowhenthedeadlinetocommitarrived,I enrolledbecauseIwouldrarelyfindanotheropportunitytodiscussanddevelopmystylewithan experienceddancerwhilecreatingmyownwork.AsIexpected,Ihadlearnedtechniquesof lettingemotionfinditspurestexpressionandhowtodevelopthatexpressioninanengaging mannerwhilestillkeepingitsintegrityasamanifestationoffeeling.Butastheperformances cametoaclose,Irealizedthatthefeelingsthatinspireapiecearemoresignificantthanthe meansbywhichtheyhavebeenexpressed. ThedarkthemeofFlashallowsfortheconsiderationoftaboosubjectstobediscussed. Asthedancerplayingthepartofthemurderer,IwasaskedrepeatedlyhowIfeltsteppingintothe worldsinisterfeelings.Theresultingdiscussionstaughtmethateveryone,notjustmewhois geneticallypronetoschizophrenia,hasmurderousandotherwisesociallyfrownedupon thoughts,(everyoneIaskedansweredaffirmativelytowhenyoudrive,haveyoueverbeen awarethatyoucoulddriveontothesidewalkandrunpeopleover?).Withoutthisshowasa basisfordiscussion,thosefeelingsandthoughtsthatpeoplecarrywouldlikelynotbe expressed,becauseittakesatremendousamountofcouragetoputyourreputationinjeopardy byadmittingtohavingsocallpervertedthoughts.Butitisonlybydiscussionthatthesefeelings andmentalcuriositiescanbeexaminedandresolved,(Ilearnedthatitisnottheawarenessof

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thechoicetokillthatisbad,butratherthekillingitself).Thereinliesthevalueofnotjustdance, buttheartsingeneral,forwithoutthem,humanitymightlackthemeansofresolvingitsinner conflictsaboutlifeforfearthatthecuriositytoexamineimpliesacuriositytomanifest. Whiletheartsshouldbehighlyregardedfortheirabilitytopromptdifficultdiscussions,it isthediscussionsthemselvesthataresovaluable.Itisthequestioningofournatureandthe puzzlingoverourdesiresthatcontinuesforwardprogresstowardssomesortofunderstanding (althoughIamstillnotsurewhatthatis.)SowhileIvalueFlashforpromptingmetoexaminemy innerdialogues,IvaluemuchmorethequestionsofWhatwoulditbeliketokillsomeone?and WhydoInotwanttokillanyone?Likethemeatofasweetfruit,itistheanswerstoquestions thatnourishmyprogresstoinnertruth,whiletheartsaremerelyknifeforharvestingthesefruits.

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