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Memoir Article - Transition
Memoir Article - Transition
A week before the casting votes, some of my relatives had dropped off their
children in Dare, one of the tallest hills near the city. I was not qualified yet
for voting, so I roamed around the voting booths to witness to its flow.
Immediately after this very historic and momentous opportunity for people to
vote for freedom and independence, my uncle and I raced to the Balide
Church, beside Colégio de Sao Jose. I cannot bear to recall the restlessness
and fear of everyone in the refugee camps.
Wiranto and Adamiral Blair turned a blind eye to or even enabled the
horrendous human rights violations committed by the TNI in East Timor.
Following the vote, Indonesian security forces and their militia laid waste to
the territory, capping nearly two and half decades of brutal occupation with
the destruction of 75% of the buildings and infrastructure. Timor-Leste's
Commission for Reception, Truth and Reconciliation (CAVR) estimates up to
184,000, a third of the population was killed as a result of the occupation.
After staying for a week at Colégio de São Jose with some other students and
Fr. Eduard C. Rato Dopo, S.J. (the present principal), I carried a small bag
with my clothes and escaped to Dare. In Dare everyday and night I
witnessed to the free firing zone. I thought it was a holocaust happening in
East Timor, the youngest country of Asia, and it tells me more about
rapacious western power, its propaganda and true aims, than even current
colonial adventures.
The long awaited day for freedom had finally arrived. It was heartbreaking to
see the city totally destroyed. It was difficult to find basic needs such as soap
or sandals, soap powder, Colgate or public transportation for couple weeks in
the city. I was overwhelmed with pride. I agreed that despite the loss, it was
great to know that we were finally free. Then, the house of my relatives in
capital was burned down and completely destroyed. In order to pursue my
dream, I approached and requested for a scholarship from Fr. Joseph Ageng
Marwata, S.J. I was accepted and with some other students of Colégio São
Jose who had similar experiences to me, and we moved and stayed together
in a room which was offered by the school.
Billions of dollars from benefactors, donors and the Petroleum fund from oil
and gas fields have been wasted and effective mechanisms to achieve
justice have not been implemented. The money has been spent in paying for
the salary of foreign security forces, foreign consultants, overseas
procurement, imported supplies and overseas administrations.
But, the people of East Timor are left to languish. The income of an ordinary
Timorese is less than U$2.00 a day. Poverty has increased; roads are in
disrepair; there is little access to clean water or health services; and so on.
The vastness and complexity of the task has become very apparent now. If
this situation continues, funds will soon be exhausted, and in ten years time
my countrymen will be starving.
Then, where will the future of coming generations of this country be? When
will the perpetrators of crimes against humanity be brought to justice and
held accountable? How can we hope for any justice if the leaders of our
country are continuously sharing one table for heavy meals?