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Not long ago I was asked to meet with two dozen of our nation’s
brightest and best emerging church leaders through a wonderful
organization led by Bob Buford called The Leadership Network.
The men who gathered were all around forty years old with con-
gregations of more than three thousand members. Larry Osborne
of North Coast Church and I were the supposed white-haired
veterans from whom these young leaders could extract wisdom.
(I hope they didn’t pay much for this conference!) Nevertheless,
we interacted and shared what we could.
On the second day, conference organizers asked these young
leaders a question that caught many of them (myself included)
off guard.
What do you fear the most?
Life Navigators
Overwhelmed
Inside Erosion
Save me, O God,
for the floodwaters are up to my neck.
Deeper and deeper I sink into the mire;
I can’t find a foothold.
I am in deep water,
and the floods overwhelm me.
(Psalm 69:1–2 nlt)
Curbside Breakdown
Coming to Grips
What I would go through over the “How few there are who
have courage enough
following three years was a season of to own their faults, or
epic proportions. As Charles Dickens resolution enough to
wrote in A Tale of Two Cities, “It was the mend them.”
best of times; it was the worst of times.” Benjamin Franklin
Worst, because I would suffer setbacks,
struggles, depression, and imbalance.
Although I managed to hold it all together during this time, I
knew I would pay a high price for maintaining such a pace.
Yet it would be the best of times too.
I would learn more about myself than at any other time in
my life. The habits I developed early on—my self-disciplines,
control toward the shore. The sheer velocity of the wave beneath
my canoe left me wondering whether I had really made the best
choice, but it was too late to reconsider. Streaking landward down
the face of this watery mountain, I noticed other surfers straddling
their boards, observing me go by with intense curiosity. No one
attempted to join me in my new adventure.
That was not a good sign.
The wave continued to build until I was perpendicular to
the blue ocean that was receding farther and farther beneath me.
That was right before I noticed the bed of coral. The last thing
I remember thinking before the lights went out was, “How do I
get off this wave?”
When I finally came up for air, the leash that tethered me to
my canoe had been ripped off my leg. I had apparently survived
the crash, but my carbon fiber canoe was torn wide open with
subsequent waves scraping it along the reef toward shore. Even
after several repairs, it has never been the same. (I recently sold
it for far less than what I paid for it.)
Reflections