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Aftrnoondlight - Outbound
Story: Outbound
Storylink: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7239880/1/
Category: Twilight
Genre: Romance/Drama
Author: aftrnoondlight
Authorlink: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2771433/
Last updated: 10/31/2012
Words: 47508
Rating: M
Status: Complete
Content: Chapter 1 to 12 of 12 chapters
Source: FanFiction.net
Summary: Two beautiful souls humbly traveling life's lonely path, until fate suddenly shows her hand. Will Edward and
Bella surrender willingly... A tender, romantic tale of love and life in the clouds.
"And I have a new client breakfast. Hey, tell Aunt Mary I've got an incredible studio newly listed on the market just for her.
I'll get her a good deal"
"Never. You already know this Riley. That woman will never leave our townhouse or her tiny shop." We laughed lightly at
my sweet Aunt Mary's stubborn expense. I suddenly noticed Edward moving swiftly behind Victoria. As she pushed our
bill forward, he reached up and over to intercept.
"I've got this." We stilled, surprised. "Hope you enjoyed your meal." The smile was at me, the words at them. Riley
immediately offered his hand to greet and introduce.
" and this is my fiance, Jane. And this beauty" He firmly shook at my shoulders, I sank. " is, Bella." Our eyes met
again, a little longer, a little softer.
Edward pulled my coat from the chair, gripping tight. Slightly confused, I shifted, waiting.
"How long have you owned the place? It's a trophy location," Riley inquired, ever the realtor.
"A while."
"Ohhhh, sexy and mysterious, is he" Jane whispered near my ear. "Well, it was delicious and a great atmosphere.
Right, Bella?" I stared, at him at my cream wool jacket, at him holding my cream wool jacket. Jane's hand at my back
propelled me forward. "You loved it. Right, Bella?"
"What? Yes. God, I'm sorry. Yes, it was good. I mean I ordered my burger medium well, and it was a bit pi" Jane tugged
my hair. "Ow Oh. Okay." He rubbed over his knowing smirk with long, strong fingers.
"I hate that it wasn't perfect for you, Bella. I apologize. How about another one another day sometime soon?"
"She's free right now" Jane teased, grabbing Riley's hand.
Suddenly, we were the only. Victoria's blaze faded through the door behind my friends into the cool darkness.
o~OB~o
"Alright boss, you're good to go back there." Ben rounded the edge of the bar, twisting a knit cap low.
"Thanks." They exchanged a double fist bump. "Don't forget The Coven's playing tomorrow night. You're it, man."
"Shit, I forgot you're out this weekend. No problem, it's cool." Ben reached for my hand, bringing it to his mouth. "Nice to
meet you, Bella."
As the door fell closed, I steadied back on a bar stool. "I'm working this weekend," mumbling to myself pathetic, already
wondering where he'd be.
"Then it's a good thing you have tonight to relax. Can I get you a beer?" He asked softly. I felt warm breath along my
cheek, his arms steadied on either side of me against the bar. His chest grazed the silk along my back. I turned within a
breath, inhaling a heady mix of spice, sweet orange, sex and man. Fuck. A moment to compose, then another, I
wrinkled my nose and bit my lip. "Beer"
"Yeah."
"I don't really like beer."
He scoffed, wide eyed for impact. "You just haven't had the right kind of beer yet." Straightening, arms brushing slowly, he
moved to walk behind the bar. Stopping at the cooler, he pulled several bottles from shelves. When he kicked the door
shut hard with his dark leather boot, I melted. Shit.
"So the secret to beer, Bella, is drinking only the good stuff, and this" He lined the various bottles carefully in front of
me. "is the good stuff."
I sized up the alcohol, watching as he swiftly tugged a silver opener from his back pocket. A quiver raged low and fierce.
"Are you trying to get me drunk, Edward Cullen owner of Breeze, beer aficionado" I trailed, utterly embarrassed.
"Drunk no. But I am determined to find a beer you like before we leave." His hands gripped and popped each lid with
ease. Thoughts wandered, my fingers gently trailed down my throat, while I watched. When I stroked under my chin, I
noticed him looking.
"So are we going left to right?" I joked, hoping to cool the heat between. He cleared his throat, shaking his head
slightly seemingly rattled, possibly turned on.
"First up, a Blue Moon. Honestly, not my favorite beer." Sliding the bottle forward, he leaned, lifting and tilting at the neck. I
grasped a measure below his, eyeing him skeptically.
"That's the worst sales form I've ever heard. Not my favorite." I mocked, teasing as he smirked.
"I said it wasn't my favorite. It's still a good beer and we may like different things Bella." The game played past go. I
rolled the bottle rim tentatively along my bottom lip. "Usually, we serve it in a cool glass with an orange slice but I want
you to experience the full flavor, alone." He guarded my slow sip. "Do you taste the orange? The spice? Don't be afraid of
the after taste. It's a wheat beer." I watched him watching, as his fingers tapped a patterned beat on the bar top.
"I suppose it's okay I'd still order wine, though, sorry." I shrugged, running fingertips along my mouth.
"Alright, we'll carry on then Let me introduce you to one of the best." I smoothed the condensation from the next bottle.
"This is the infamous Flying Dog Doggie Style." Arching a brow to challenge, he continued his spiel. "It's a pale ale so the
hops are much tamer than most a medium body, nice smooth."
The moment the bottle skimmed my lips, his tongue wet his lower lip. His lips sucking A breathless moan escaped.
"Oh, you like that?" Another sexy smirk and I choked, coughing slightly.
"I think I like it better than the last" He reached, bringing it to his own lips, sipping long and slow, then wiping his mouth
with the back of his hand. God help me.
"This last one is my favorite." Moving back and around, he slid in close. "This is a Belgian beer, you'll notice right away it
has a fruity scent. You should taste the raisin, the banana but then at the very end you're hit with spice, very tart."
"My sister, Emily, went to Belgium," I blurted, crossing my legs to quell the quiver.
"Really?"
"She's very well traveled for work. I mean so am I," I giggled slightly at my rambling logic. "But in a different way... I
guess." He held the bottle to my mouth, I closed my eyes to savor his favorite. "What's this one called?" Our hands met
on over the thick glass, fingers lingering together briefly.
"Goose Island Sofie."
We stared through his swallow. "So why this and not the others?" I asked quietly.
He propped, resting his head against his hand. The shine of his large watch illuminated green eyes. He considered,
thought and pause; his face was suddenly so expressive and beautiful.
"The flavor is almost impossible to define right? It's mysterious, overwhelming. So much happening at once." He
trailed a finger near my temple, agonizing and igniting. "It reminds me of a complicated woman who's worth every
moment of trouble." My hand was in his, teasing across knuckles. "So did I accomplish my goal?"
"Your goal?" I whispered, lost in sensation, as fingers dusted across my palm.
"The beer. You'll come have another with me soon?"
"Yes. God, yes." A light chuckle startled. "No. I mean sure. Actually, I should go."
"Wait." Pulling me to stand, he kept a firm grasp. "We'll go together. Let me just get the lights." Dizzy from drink and flirt, I
stumbled behind through the space, darkening with each switch. Late September wind and chill swept as we moved
through the door. I heard the click and turn, shivering as he pulled the key from the tumbler. He paused, our eyes locked
in the faint glow of an iron streetlamp. Suddenly, my back met the rough red brick faade, his long, lean frame trapping,
pressing.
"I can't put you in a cab yet." He hushed, fingers dancing down my neck, thumbing over my mouth. Tilting, holding my
face, forcing a deep stare, I grasped his broad shoulders. His eyes closed as he leaned and sighed. Lips softly grazing,
I dug into his black wool coat, pulling tighter. Whimpering, now wide open searching desire heavy.
When our lips teased again, his tongue ran along my lower lip, eyes fluttering to float. Warm patterns moved over my
cheekbones, I angled, deeper, more sensual. I braced around and behind, tangling through his hair. We dipped, tongues
"Fuck" He breathed, pausing. "You feel amazing it's never been like this" Trailing words, almost too low, but I
swelled, smiling. His grip under my ass shifted as thrusts became erratic. Suddenly, he rotated, around up and again.
I slammed against the dark wood door, moaning and floating. "Right there? Tell me"
I hit the edge and tipped harder, faster than I'd ever known. "Edward oh, god," I screamed gripping his shoulders.
Breathing, open, wet mouth at my ear and below he pumped once then twice, bliss realized as he pressed and
pulsed. Buried at my shoulder, his teeth grazed, knees weakened. I tickled along his lower back to soothe as we calmed.
"You're so goddamn"
"Do you have a bed?" I asked quietly interrupting, he laughed lightly against slick, blushed skin.
"Tired?" Our eyes met, he righted me gently and brushed damp hair back, smirking. "Or do you want more?"
"Yes," I purred unfamiliar and insatiable.
o~OB~o
Makenna. I startled awake, darkness save for the now familiar street glow streaming through long sheers. Lips, warm
and still at my shoulder urged me to stare. He was there. He was serene. He was gorgeous. Inhaling deeply, my center
feeling the rise and fall, the heavy weight of his hand his fingers laced with mine. I silently traced the outline of his
large watch along my bare stomach. Cool cream sheets twisted between and over, the down duvet was gathered at the
end of the oversized bed. Glancing, wincing to take in more, I realized the oversized platform bed was angled off a full
brick wall, facing another scarlet red one to cook and eat. An open loft, modern and sparse, housed a piano, an orange
Viking range, and a perfect man. Yes. No. Yes. Yes oh my god. I forced my legs together and shimmied towards the
low stool near the bed. I found his blackberry, wallet and keys tumbled in a pile. Pressing the phone on, cringing at the
brightness, I turned away. Edward eased heavy and sleeping on his back. His b ack, muscles, shoulders b ehind, over,
under
A blonde haired young boy, about my niece's age, beamed from the screen, holding a certificate in front of Edward who
sat smiling on a piano bench. I pressed fingers to my lips, hushing the sigh. Considering all he could be, I decided it
wasn't my business to know. Nearly four in the morning, a Friday still to deal and work, I needed to slip out and move on.
Fighting the growing temptation to peek at more on the phone, I reached to touch and peek under instead. Dizzy just from
the sight of all he was, I dusted his arm from top to elbow with kisses, barely.
Cold pine hardwood gave my naked self an immediate shiver. My dress draped on the sole black leather chair, my boots
near the door one, then the other, I gathered and quietly closed the small bathroom door. The mirror was anything but
kind the morning after. I knotted new, frustrating layers of mussed hair. Rubbing smudge and ruin under sleepy eyes, I
decided to wash and refresh. Easing open a tall built-in cabinet door in hunt for a towel, I found more. A small red quilted
bag resting against a box of tampons So, so not a comforting discovery. I shut it quickly, furiously shaking my head.
"Please don't be married, oh god. Shit," I mumbled. Glaring at the tainted image in the mirror once more, I forced my
head high, licking my lips then slumped. Fooling no one, I felt defeated, worse.
After pulling on my wrinkled silk and zipping my boots, I slipped out to find my jacket and panties. The cracked bathroom
door gave light to guide. Tip toeing slowly, looking frantic and panicked I couldn't walk the streets of Chicago bare
beneath before dawn. A few small pewter frames on the closed piano top stopped me. The same child from his
blackberry background cuddled into the lap of a beautiful blonde woman. And one more lovely black and white
photograph of another woman, obviously expecting, sitting on a weathered porch swing. Her clothing seemingly dated in
style, his mother perhaps. Such beautiful images, thoughtful, peaceful I looked towards Edward. Igniting, the pull
suddenly overwhelmed, one step then back. A catch, a ridge at my boot, I stumbled, the piano was my only leverage. The
sound filled, consuming the vast space. Shit. I hurried, grabbing my coat, snatching my panties off the floor near the door.
As I dashed down the stairs, yanking them on, foul mouthed until I reached the well where my purse hung on the bike
handle. I paused, my hand trembling flat on the door. One moment of possibility, of maybe once and again left me idle in
the threshold until reality and responsibility carried me through.
o~OB~o
Two blocks back and three down brought me to my townhouse stoop. I took the cobbled steps quickly, fisting my keys to
silence. "Oh, oh shhhh look at you my big sugar watch dog. Thank you, Charlotte I'm fine, sweet girl." Leading my
eight year old Great Dane quietly, swiftly towards my first floor bedroom, I dropped my coat on the couch.
"I see you, Isabella." Shit. My aunt Mary was curled into her favorite tapestry chair near the window. Wrapped in a light
blue crochet blanket, she grinned lazy, suspicious.
"Jesus. You scared me. What are you doing awake?" I moved across the room, smirking. She tugged me into the small
crevice next to her and turned on a low lamp. I avoided.
"You're all rosy" Dragging my chin, her eyes widened. "Where have you been. Oh my god. I know that blush." I
smoothed over my hair, shaking my head in shame, wonder
"Who? Did he walk you home? Where?" She righted, tossing me to the side. Gazing out our large picture window into the
new dawn darkness, Aunt Mary searched.
"He's not there. And be quiet, you're going to wake up Makenna."
"Who's he?" Falling back, she stared anxiously. "Bella, tell me right now."
"I don't know."
"You don't know? Oh my god. Nameless sex? You know about twenty years ago" I immediately covered her mouth.
"He has a name. But he also has a box of tampons in his bathroom cabinet and a little boy's photograph on his piano." I
moved to the floor as Charlotte nuzzled for attention.
"Oh, he plays piano?"
"I guess. It was sort of a focal point in the loft" I gestured, remembering.
"He has a loft? We'll that sounds dreamy"
"It was dreamy like perfect, eclectic simple, sexy."
"So you think you might have been the other woman?" She pulled the blanket tighter for dramatic effect, her voice trailing
to a whisper.
"God, I hope not. I mean I don't think so. You know this isn't exactly my thing. He didn't even ask me what I did for a
living or my last name. So"
"But he plays the piano?"
"Hush. You already have a musician. Keep your old lady paws off mine." She pursed her lips and tossed her peppered
hair in jest. "I mean he's not mine."
"I'm not old, beautiful girl." We stood, she settled an arm comforting and around. "Sixty's the new forty, you know?"
"Yeah? Is that what your thirty year old boyfriend tells you?" I winked, teasing.
"Yes. In bed."
"Oh god stop!" Pushing her off lightly, then pulling her tight again. "But I love you and thank you for waiting up."
"I love you too, darling girl. You deserve this afterglow it's been a while." A sweet, blown kiss and I moved towards my
room, Charlotte trailing at my knees. "Bella Emily called."
I stilled, bracing. "And?"
"And it sounds like she'll be here for Christmas." Her concern mirrored my own.
"Did you tell Makenna?"
"No. I learned that lesson last time."
o~OB~o
"Aunt B Aunt B" A light tapping, a weary haze, I finally woke to paper shuffling near.
"Hmmm" Burrowed in my pastel patterned sheets, my groggy reply and wild morning after hair made my favorite girl
giggle.
"You're so weird and silly, Aunt B. Hey, your skin looks pretty." She poked gently at my cheek. "I want two French braids, a
pastrami sandwich and please can you quiz me on the spelling words?"
"I'm up, I'm ready. Give me hugs first." We squeezed, playfully pulling her into my down, cozy nest. "Are you good?"
"Yep." My niece cuddled close, tracing my fingers, as I scratched over Charlotte's droopy ears.
"Did you have the best dreams?"
Her happiness was the sweetest sound in life, sustaining me. "I don't know. Did you?"
"Yeah" I paused, drifting. "I definitely did."
"Is that why you look sleepy and pretty?"
"Maybe." I shook off possibility, remaining safe in the real and then. Studying plump cheeks, big blue eyes, I furiously
wondered how Emily stayed away for even a day.
"Acorn."
"A.C.O.R.N." Mak spelled easily as I pulled on my sister's worn Notre Dame sweatshirt. "Who were you with last night?"
"What?" That delicious sting spread suddenly. Edward. "Who, where? Oh, Jane and Riley." Cupping her chin, I grinned.
"Bonus word. Ready?" She nodded eagerly.
"I think Jane looks like a princess."
"Ancient." I perched her on a white washed barstool in our kitchen.
"A.N.C.I.E.N.T." I motioned for the hairbrush. Using her left, smaller hand void of two fingers, she held it up while Aunt
Mary appeared still smirking.
"Such happy, gorgeous girls this morning." Sipping coffee, with wide sarcastic eyes, she continued her mocking. "Sleep
well, Bella?" Offering a band, green ribbon, I suggested making herself useful. We busied with two long dark, French
braids, chattering about Friday's at St. Margaret's Catholic Day School.
Holding hands my niece and I made way into a crisp autumn morning. "Aunt Mary has to pick you up. I'm starting my new
flight to New York this afternoon. But I'll be back on Sunday to tuck you in."
"I know, Aunt Mary already ironed your blue work dress. She's taking me to Mr. Tyler's jelly thing tonight."
"Jelly thing?"
"Where he plays his trumpet with the sweaty guys."
"Oh jam session." I was certain her innocence made the sun brighter. "Well, that'll be fun."
"Yeah. She said they have a huge piano that I can try." I gasped dramatically in delight, as Charlotte pulled on her leather
leash.
"You'll love that, it's very loud and loose. You know she used to take me to concerts when I was your age."
"My mom too? Did she go?"
"Yeah she went with us sometimes." I rubbed over her flat, deformed knuckles. "Hey, is that meanie, Jason, still
bugging you in gym class?" We paused at the corner three blocks up.
"No. I told him exactly what you said to." She prepped, squaring her tiny shoulders. "You can hold my hand, but you can't
stare it." She beamed, I winked. Tugging me to hurry, I suddenly realized and froze. Shit.
"Angel, let's walk a new way to school."
from Edward
I tucked, inhaling the lone pillow underneath. Lavender, organic almost refreshing and foreign in my urban life. Selfish
expectations were immediate, hoping the sudden rattle at the door was
"Hey, baby." Gianna grinned and glided. I pulled, covering quickly as she edged towards the bed wearing her standard
black yoga pants and Joffrey Ballet sweatshirt.
"Bella watch out." A tall, male captain shouted jovially. The woman in a tight, dark blue dress righted, spinning
suddenly.
"Excuse me. I'm sorry You" She realized, mouth parted. The dark haired beauty from my bed was again within a
breath, eyes dark and wide, flesh burning
a/n
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Fate is fun to twist and tell... Both Edward and Bella will narrate this love story. Outbound will post every Monday for
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"No, no though as much as I'm there" A rhythm to converse settled easily once Bella busied out of sight. "I live in
Chicago."
"Love it. Clean, progressive, the Cubs You been there long?"
"Born and raised. I went to grad school in New York, though."
"Oh yeah? Where?"
"Columbia. Music composition" I nodded in agreement to his reactively puzzled expression.
"So then what do you"
"Cook and pour," I joked. "I inherited a small bar and restaurant from my mom."
"Not easy work long hours?"
"It's not too bad. Being the boss helps."
"I hear that," he straightened, smoothing over his silk tie. "What takes you back to New York?"
"Family. My sister's not well And my nephew's pretty much my existence these days."
"Sorry to hear that. How old's the boy?"
"Eight going on eighteen," I laughed to lighten.
oOo~OB~oOo
"My turn." The hum and flow of the high altitude silenced her approach. She lingered, barely tapping the rim of a short,
simple wine glass.
"Thanks." I mirrored her genuine smile and attempt. "Are you going to school me on the fine wine of Eclipse Air"
"I can I could, you know." She leaned for privacy, playfully narrowing gorgeous eyes. "I'm pretty damn prolific in the vino
department. You and your beer snob presentation I could totally take you down." She erupted in a self-inflicted blush,
shifting in very high, dark wedge heels. "I still can't believe this," she hushed, wrinkling her nose.
Mock toasting, I sipped deep and swallowed, eyes locked.
Brady Weber brushed eagerly across her back as he returned to his seat. He consciously listened with a taunting
expression. Bella twisted her mouth, adding a curl to flirt, spun and disappeared. "Looks like you beat me to it" He
motioned between Bella's escape and me. Running a hand through my hair, I shrugged and offered a cocky smirk to
mask the truth. I was still vulnerable in her unknowns, her past and present.
Armed with blank sheet music, I mouthed and chewed along a fresh pencil. Determined to prepare new practice pages
for Henry, I sketched and composed, soothing the shock of coincidence. With each pass, I'd quietly breathe her in. She'd
steal, I'd stare lost in the tight view of dark opaque tights accentuating her irresistibly long legs.
Teasing, warm and wet from ankle to knee, she opened and smoothed lightly over her own soft thighs. "Your legs are
impossib le" Please, fuck, don't b e a dancer.
"Thank you," she mused and sighed, lashes resting closed. "I played b asketb all... All girl's Catholic school. My mom
wanted me to take b allet, all my friends did" God no. "But I could reb ound like no one's b usiness " Lips tempting,
edging eager, meeting roaming hands... "I still can, actually... I mean my lay up isn't as good as it used to b e, b ut" I
tasted each fingertip, slow and satisfied, lost in her ramb le. She quieted, exhaling. The light moment morphed past
intimate. I shifted, flexing over, guiding our hands ab ove. Stroking into her heat, she arched to take... again.
As we taxied to the destined gate, Bella primped effortless, thumbing lightly over a cinched belt, while others glossed
and fluffed. Spying my guilty gawking, her eyes rolled to tease. I allowed Mr. Weber to depart ahead. Bella grinned a
friendly farewell with bright eyes and a habitual giggle. I intentionally loitered. She finally deplaned, crew in tow. Easily the
center of conversation, she bubbled and chatted. Hanging back slightly, naturally, we silently moved together. Focused
ahead, pacing through a busy terminal, I guided her to slow and still. "I missed you this morning." Quiet, easy I offered
a beginning.
"Oh," She mouthed, searching. "I didn't know what I found" Confused and more, I reached to calm and remind.
Dusting over and down her smooth cheek, a light pattern with my thumb, her breath caught, lips parted. "Edward"
"I know"
"What do you know?" She challenged, flirtatious.
I took in the periphery, a bevy of oblivious travelers rushed and passed. Decidedly present, I grazed from shoulder to
wrist. Making slow circles in her palm, I twisted the loose, jade ring. "I know last night was"
"Incredible." Her whisper overwhelmed. "It was incredib le. But" She gripped, fisting and tugging my black jacket. "I"
Blowing through pursed, perfect lips, she suddenly turned, pulled. Migrating towards and through enormous glass
sliding doors, we arrived once more, wide open in a cool autumn evening.
"Can I at least get your number? Make you breakfast sometime."
"Make? Oh jesus, you're" She mumbled, anxiously tucking dark waves behind her ear.
Forcing over horns, engines and chaos, we edged closer. I laid my blackberry in her trembling hand. We stared. She
typed blindly, digging her heel into the filthy pavement. Absorbed, lost in her quiet beauty and lavender, it was a perfectly
imperfect moment
"When do you fly back?"
"Sunday afternoon."
"You're kidding. This is just nuts and fucking amazing and."
I unzipped, shuffled through my satchel. "Here. Flight 426. You'll be there?"
"Yeah I'll be there" A buzz distracted, digging frantically in her large leather tote, she mumbled, cursing. "Hello
Hello? Who is this?" Overtly, immediately frustrated, she cringed, straining to hear. "Emily Em? I can't hear you
wait" Bella stepped away and over, dragging her case with her. Reality reeled, crashing me into the immediate. My
family was waiting, needing. I blew a deep, disappointed exhale, squared and summoned a taxi.
The driver slammed the trunk, opened the rear door. I paused, watching a wave, an apologetic shrug. She squinted,
shouting into her phone as I fell onto old and torn black vinyl, reciting my sister's Brooklyn address.
oOo~OB~oOo
"Mom's sleeping, so we can't play yet," Henry whispered, tucked into my side on the low, modern, red sofa. He held,
pulled my fingers, always connected.
"Tell me about your new teacher." He climbed, propped on boney bruised knees, resting his thin arm around my
shoulder.
"She's super tall and pretty."
"Pretty?" I mussed thick blonde curls, tickling, he doubled giggling. "Shhh"
"Yeah, like Dad says about Mom." A hush, sadness, a sudden heavy, palpable mood settled. My nephew's old soul made
for brutal honesty, always. His mother's cancer had stolen his innocence in its wicked wake. I remembered, I related.
Henry turned my face with a small hand at my chin. "Uncle Edward Mom's mad because she doesn't have anymore
hair."
"My god. Why so serious in here?" Rosalie's shaking voice startled. Emmett cradled and carried her, I reached. She
gripped my hand as he set down her frail frame. Her long, blue sweater, black leggings hung noticeably looser.
Squeezing my jaw, scratching over stubble, she studied, suspicious. "You look smug or something How was your
week?"
"Fine."
"So, same old did Gianna bring the key back yet?" She leaned into her husband, resting against his chest, lacing
fingers. I rolled my eyes wide, melodramatic.
"Uh oh." She teased. The three stared, waiting for deeper explanation. "She did and this is not a conversation for a
brilliant eight year old." I suddenly hoisted Henry over my shoulder. "Let's play some funky music" I sang foolish,
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"And fast"
"You don't like my voice?" I edged, b raver, feeling his sexy smirk.
"I do It's very good to hear it right now, actually. What does your weekend look like?"
"Well tomorrow I'm venturing to the West Village."
"For"
"My aunt has sent me on a mission to find these very, very rare spectacular glass b eads, she's a dressmaker. And there
will also b e a lot of racy cab le viewing"
"Yeah? Well that sounds interesting and a little desperate," he teased.
"Hey now Soft porn in a hotel room alone is pretty much my idea of perfect b liss. We don't have a television at home."
"We" Curious, he caught and quizzed.
"I live with my aunt and niece. My aunt is a b it"
"How old is your niece?"
"She's ten and amazing."
"I b et."
"The b oy in the photo on your piano"
"My nephew, he's here. That's who I'm visiting and my sister." Distant talk, noise suddenly interrupted the flow. "Bella,
hey I'm sorry, I should prob ab ly go. My b rother-in-law just walked in."
"Of course, yeah."
"So, see you Sunday"
"Sunday. Good night, Edward."
Mary spun, mumbling. "It's Father Peter. Shit."
"Mary Swan. I didn't see you in Mass all summer." Mak and I stifled a giggle, winking at her due torture.
"Now, now, Father you know it's my high season. I mean not high but busy busy with weddings and dresses and
fairy tale bullsh... I'm in a church every weekend." Lashes fluttered and wide smile satisfied temporary guilt.
"Well, we're expecting a large turn out for the Fall Bazaar next month. We need your fabrics and your name."
"I can hardly wait."
"I'll see you at the meeting and at Mass." Father Peter laid a gentle hand on Mak's shoulder and hurried on.
"Oh Swans Swan ladiesWait there" The familiar shrill sent shivers.
"Oh for the love of goddess see, this is why you walk her to school" Mary eyed sternly over leopard styled bifocals.
"Jessica Stanley coming up on your right. And those are not her breasts. Good grief."
"She's had those since '09. Be nice," I whispered, warning. "Hi, Jessica. You look excited."
"What? Oh yes." Her manner left Mary gripping, leaning. "Hi, Mak, you're so precious. Just the cutest child. She looks just
like Emily, doesn't she or maybe her father I suppose a little? So tragic. My goodness." Mak tugged, ready, impatient. I
lowered, squeezing sweetness.
"Hey you. Listen to me, this afternoon's the math tutor, remember?" Bluest eyes fell, wandered. "Hey pout puss." I forced
her stare, framing my favorite face. "I know it's not the most fun, but your mommy's a sticky sue about math and we need
to keep at it, okay?" She nodded, solemn. "I'll bring a treat, chocolate something?"
"Strawberry something." I pinched her freckled nose, shaking my head.
fingers lifted beneath my chin, his warm mouth grazed, testing. A deliberate, quiet moment we breathed against.
Cautious, soft pecks to begin, to settle into the new.
His forehead against mine, he dusted thumbs along my jaw. Nodding and motioning towards the back of the space, he
turned us lacing fingers and pulling. I noticed stacked chairs and the dark bar as we rushed through to the kitchen. "Just
got a fresh fruit delivery this morning. Here taste" I pressed against the stainless workspace behind me as he offered
a blackberry, eyes locked, lips parted. My tongue caught the tips of his fingers as he placed the fruit in my mouth. The
juices exploded on my tongue, around his fingers. Eyes closed, savoring, I hummed.
A rough throat clearing startled me present.
"We use these in a house vinaigrette for the spinach salad usually with the lemon thyme chicken" He grinned. "One
of my mom's recipes."
"Oh yum Sounds delicious." You're delicious and sweaty and
He winked, casually moving around the massive area, collecting. I barely caught a tossed butcher wrapped package
before he was pushing a glass carafe of milk in my loaded arms.
"Come, we can take the back stairs. Does quiche sound good? It's one of my b reakfast specialties. I make it for all the
ladies." Smirking, wicked, knowing and sexy. Following close up the narrow way and into the loft, my orange suede ballet
flat connected with his perfectly perfect ass. "Joking... joking."
"I'm not super hungry, I usually just have coffee with a little milk. Skim milk. He stalked, staring. "I like my coffee with
skim milk" Trailing nonsense, his strong hand held my jaw, steadying. His mouth suddenly covered mine with intent. I
wrapped trembling fingers around the heavy watch, down his wrist. Tongues tasted, slowly sliding. Slight, barely tugging,
his teeth grazed my bottom lip.
"I'm going to take a quick shower." He held, I quivered. "You're good?"
"So good."
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He dusted the block surface with flour, lifted the rolling pin. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I watched near, his knuckles tense, muscled
arms rocking. "So how was New York?" Concentrating, he exhaled deep.
"It was okay." An unfamiliar expression, I noted his audible exhale. Dropping the smooth crust into a dark glazed pie
pan, taking my hand in his, he stepped behind, surrounding me. "Pinch. Like this." He molded, using my fingers to
model. I continued anxious, eager. He pressed tightly behind, breathed close and stepped away. I peeked as he cracked
eggs blind and quick, his muscled forearms flexing with each split. "So your aunt Mary sounds unique."
"Yeah. You could say that. She's pretty dynamic and wonderful."
"You mentioned she's a seamstress? Dressmaker? Kind of a lost art isn't it" Oh jesus, this man
"She owns a dress shop it's next to attached to our townhouse. She does mostly wedding dresses, bridesmaids
She's really talented, kind of a legend I mean in those circles."
"Good for her. So satisfying excelling at something, finding your passion"
"What's your passion Good beer? Fresh vinaigrette?" I'm an idiot.
"The restaurant was my mother's conception, not mine. For me music. Always music."
"Piano or "
"The piano. My nephew, he plays. How about your niece?"
"No. She's She was born missing some fingers on one hand and but she really wants to play. She"
"Kids need music. It feeds everything... mind, heart, soul. You should start her in lessons. Don't let that stop her. She'll
learn to compensate." He slid the pie pan from me, inspecting and smirking satisfied "Not bad." Shutting off the Viking
range with a lean and twist, he suddenly weighted me at the granite counter. "Beautiful."
Blushing, heat spreading I boldly pushed my cardigan down and away. Fingers traced the thin straps of my camisole.
His eyes traveled from my breasts and back to a waiting, parted mouth. We stared, lost in the heavy measure between.
Arms braced on either side, I skimmed to his shoulders. Feathering through hair at the nape of his neck, I pulled his
mouth to mine, honest ready.
Sucking and nipping along his lower lip, I shifted angling desperate to align our bodies. "Goddamn, Bella..." He groaned,
hardness apparent. Digging fingers at my waist, forcing closer, I tangled my leg with his. Fevered work on buttons and
more, to free and open, skin on skin, we savored and slowed. "This isn't exactly what I meant when I invited you for
breakfast..." Soothing, breathing at my ear, he whispered truth. "But I want it. I want you... "
Heady gazing, breathless we stood bare above. I hooked a finger into his unbuttoned jeans and boxers, tugging him
close. Making a path from hip to abdomen, I pushed lower with each pass. Arms braced, tensed on the dark shelf
behind me as I finally freed him. He watched as my fingers wound softly, stroking up then down and again. Cradling my
cheek, his thumb tugged my lip free. I tasted as his rough skin brushed across.
Hovering, heated his tongue slid along mine, pausing and gentle. Pressing hips set the rhythm of my stroking below.
He grazed down my chest, finding my breast, my nipple. I tipped my head, a gasp and moan. A rattle shook from the
modern open shelf suspended high.
"Shit." I mumbled, mortified. Reactively rubbing my head, he steadied the stacked dishes.
"You okay?" I nodded. Warm, wet lips smoothed down my throat, licking and tasting as I renewed my goal, low and firm.
His fingers dipped into my jeans, pushing denim and cotton to my thighs. Yes, god yes. Teasing a path back up to my
pussy, he matched my pace, slick and circling. "Fuck" He gripped my waist tight, pressing me against, on the cold
stone slab counter. I reached to steady, knocking a large red bowl to the floor, shattering. "Oh god. God I'll pay for that
I'm so sorry." Hiding in trembling hands, I cringed. "I'll take you to Crate and Barrel. I promise."
"Doesn't matter." He slid off my flats, dropping my jeans beside them. Without warning he began a sweet assault on my
taut nipple swirling, sucking drawing deeper into his hot mouth. My hands found his still damp strands, tugging him
closer as my head fell back. Again, I reached behind to quiet the stack. Sensuous motion ceased, I groaned, panting.
"Don't stop don't stop."
"Bella I don't want to hurt you."
"No no, no hurting, just fucking please" Forcing forward, needing friction to quell the ache, I begged, frustrated.
Tangling our fingers, he pulled me down. Tilting my head with a slight tug of my hair, he ran his nose along my jaw.
"Edward..."
"Be sure..." He breathed, smoothing parted lips down my neck.
"Fuck me..." In a fluid, burning moment he gripped and spun. The chill and surface of the granite punished my breasts
and lower. Pressure from a splayed hand stilled, I knew and braced.
"You're amazing like this." Not a measure between, he ran lips and heat down and over as I arched my back into his
warm lips. Trembling, fingers slid and clawed for leverage as his mouth worked lower. Oh god... His palms ran smooth
at the inside of my thighs, urging them wider. One hand over mine, laced easy, we melted. Another gripped my hip tight,
his thumb dusting tender.
Seeking, desperate I swiveled, pushed back.
"Bella Look at me." Over and angled, we met present in a familiar rush. He held his cock at the base stroking slow,
sliding through wetness from behind. "Tell me how"
Lost in lust, exposed, bathed in day's truest light, I shivered, breathless. "HardI want it hard." Gaze taunting, pushing
slow, the most delicious torture... Steady, feeding the ache, he filled and fucked me from behind. Never leaving my heat,
he quickly found a pounding rhythm, holding and deeper.
My cheek, nipples rubbed along the hard surface, I dizzied from the raw mix.
"Is that good, baby" Bab y Fingers dug at my shoulder, my hip, his thrusts rough, sensation intense. I worked down to
my own swollen flesh to force the edge. Forehead rolling along the cold surface, my screams stifled. "That's it..." Words,
touch the satisfying push and pull overwhelmed.
"Yes Edward... fuck, it's good..."
I fell, floating endless as he pulsed. Groaning grateful, he collapsed over, heavy and spent. Slowing hearts and sated
sighs wrapped and reaching, he turned my face, lips dusted my temple, whispering. "You..."
"Hmmm..."
"Marry me?"
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I woke twisted and tucked, a cocoon of down and cozy bliss. A weighted, welcomed sensation of unfamiliar confidence
warmed through me.
"Because I don't know how long What the fuck kind of question is that? Do you want b us fare or a plane ticket" I
righted in Edward's oversized platform bed. Wide open, stunning light left a struggle to focus. He stood at the large, open
window, denim only, between sheers swept in the crisp September breeze. "This is the last time I'm offering You b etter
b e sob er or I won't let you in No, that's not a threat. I won't period... She needs peace. Yes, I'll b e in touch" I noticed
an angry white knuckled grip on the wood molding as he finished the call. Quiet approach, dragging and wrapped in the
duvet, I hesitantly touched his naked back.
"Everything okay?" Mood altered immediate, he turned into a strong embrace.
"Sleepy head."
"Thanks for the nap and the stuff before the nap" He laughed lightly into my hair.
"Come taste" Pulling to the leather couch, I slid to the floor in my cloud of comfort. He sat close but above. Offering a
forkful of eggs, crust and fresh ham heaven, he watched.
"We did good," I winked, mouth full. He took the next bite, then another. I rested my head against his knee, taking in the
loft space that felt new, different, once armed with his truth. An enormous painted canvas hanging on the bricked wall
intrigued, I pointed, visually tracing blues and greens, curves. "That's gorgeous."
"It's by an artist friend of my sister's... in Brooklyn."
"How'd your sister end up in New York?" He paused.
"New dance company And to teach ballet after my nephew was born."
"She's a ballet dancer? So romantic" He scoffed slightly. "So what time does your mom come in to work?" Long,
smooth strokes pushed mussed waves away from my face, soothing, gentle fingers at my skin.
"She's gone, actually about six years now." I propped my chin on his knee, silent apology in my expression. He stared,
calm, smiling. "It's okay."
Details, dark moments, and life's hightest highs... Patience to know, a conscious effort or safely skim the surface of
sheer want... The weight of what seemed, left me locked in between, protective. A blatent, bizarre feeling of together and
alone. "I should probably go."
"No, don't... Not yet." He settled on the patterned silk rug next to me, pulling me to straddle. Easily opening the duvet,
allowing it to fall back and away, he wet his lips as eyes roamed heavy and hypnotic. "You have a beautiful body."
"So do you..." I trailed over and across, then pinched his nose to lighten.
"Sorry things got a little rough."
"I like it rough I mean I like it all with you Oh god. Okay..." Rolling eyes, head shaking, we laughed.
"What else do you like? Hmmm" Light fingertips tickled behind my knee. Concentration grew difficult, I rocked ever so
slightly at our center. He leaned, bare chests flush, buried at my neck. His tongue tasting the tender spot behind my ear,
whispering. "What about that..." I hummed to answer. He traveled a wet path, savoring, pausing at my breasts, across
and around my nipple. Eyes locked. "I know you love this I have a broken bowl to prove it."
"Oh shit I'm seriously sorry. Please tell me how much" Two fingers covered my parted mouth to hush. I playfully
sucked them in, wrinkling my nose, biting. The other hand tightened around my naked thigh, firm and tempting, his
thumb circling patterns over heated skin. He dragged the two fingers slow, a purposeful path down over lips, my chin,
chest, my stomach I arched hoping. "Do you like it when I touch you like this" My head fell forward, nodding, begging,
"You look content. Your eyes" She pointed. "Did you sleep with her again? Or cook for her?"
"None of your business Both."
"I miss sex" I mirrored a faint smirk. Her words and voice were fragile. "Is she still amazing and perfect Bella?"
"More so"
"Really?" Her smile widened. "I'm happy for you. I wish I could see her meet her. I need a visual."
"You want to?" She nodded. "Okay. Maybe soon."
"Is she here? In New York on the flight, again?"
"No. She's sick with the flu."
"I wish I had the flu Just the flu." My heart set into a free fall.
"What's going on today? Talk to me" Eyes glassy, roaming... I steadied on the floor even closer.
"I hurt. Ache. All over. My heart hurts "
"Rose" I rested my palm against her forehead.
"Henry got in trouble at school this week Emmett had to go down and pick him up."
"Shit I don't know why you have him in that elite bullshit school anyway. He doesn't need intensive training he's
already past most"
"It's important to me." She pinched dry lips together. "It's not the school, anyway. You know that."
"I'll talk to him. I'm sure he's just realizing" I regretted, she drifted.
"Hey, I brought you something." I salvaged desperately laying down the familiar pale blue bag.
"Allistar's... Is it still on the corner near Mom's old place?"
"Yeah. I walk past every couple of weeks to be sure her pots are still there and the flowers are alive."
"She loved those pots."
"What the hell are those?" Running her fingers over the silk scarf from the bag, she cringed, laughing lightly.
"Wild turkeys." I scoffed, sarcastic. "Aren't they cool?"
"Wild turkeys? What in the hell?" She grinned, eyes locked, silently grateful, for the scarf and undoubtedly the levity. "Well
the colors are pretty sort of autumnal. It's better than these ugly turbans the nurse brought. Oh hey, what'd you think?"
"Seemed fine. If you're okay with her."
"She's very nice, actually. Patient. She's cute through, right? I love her hair."
"Enough with the hair."
"I bet Bella has beautiful hair hmmm?" She needled for fun. "Here help me" I stood immediately, a chance to help,
anything. Gently wrapping, tying, her hands weak and trembling around mine. "How does it look?"
"Wild."
"Wild turkeys they're strong and fierce, right?"
"You're thinking of wild boars. Pigs."
"Shut up. You're weird. So weird does your Bella know how weird you are?" Light and love sliced through present pain.
"You make me laugh" I shrugged, crossed my arms, bracing for the inevitable.
"I talked to Dad."
"Okay."
"Okay" I prompted.
"Is he still living with Siobhan?"
"Apparently yes. But he claims they're having issues."
"When is he not having issues with someone?" She stroked over the new silk around her head. "Is he still working?"
"Yes. Still at the sports store. He mentioned being promoted to floor manager or something ah fuckI don't know. I
was such an asshole on the phone."
"You earned that right don't worry about it." We paused, memories, forever hurting and discontent. I reached, rolled her
hand in mine.
"He wants to come. To come see you. But it's totally up to you... Your decision."
"I do. I want him to. I need to say good bye." The swell, I reactively wrapped and embraced.
"I'm sorry so fucking sorry" Tears, words against my shoulder
"Edward, I didn't mean to compare you two the other day" Hushing, sight dimmed by my own emotion. "You're nothing
like him I swear. I'm sorry."
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"Do the back ones again, that's not long enough." I reached for the green toothbrush, he jerked.
"I did. I'm tired." He whined, I warned.
"Henry" A weak and weary attempt, rinsing, grinning wide, acting uncharacteristically pint size obnoxious, he hurried
towards his bedroom. Leaving my boots on the beige berber carpet, I crawled in next to him. Quiet, thought and wonder,
another shift in the pull of the nightmare. My nephew, obviously struggling down a new path. A fair glow from a spaceship
lamp barely lit the small, silent space.
"Dad says you have a new lady."
"He did, huh?" Henry quickly copied my comfort, hands behind our heads along the twin maple headboard.
"Is she pretty?"
"Very."
"Like a movie star?"
"Prettier."
"Is she tall?"
"No."
"Shorter than my mom?"
"A little."
"What's her name?"
"Bella."
"Do you like her a lot?"
"Definitely a lot."
"Did you tell her?"
"Sort of. I should tell her for real, shouldn't I?"
"Yeah."
"Yeah" Moments passed, he kicked, pushing the blue striped quilt down and away. His feet dug under my legs,
connecting.
"You want to go somewhere tomorrow? Just you and me?" I desperately needed to spoil, to smile.
"Really?"
"Sure. We'll blow this place, get some pizza?"
"Spaghetti."
"Spaghetti. Then the zoo?"
"A show?"
"A show you want to go see a show? We can do that. We have to practice in the morning though, rehearsal's on
Sunday afternoon."
"That music is hard, Uncle Edward. I can't"
"The Tcherepnin piece You've already mastered it. That's crazy talk. What's the matter, bud?"
"Mom won't be there."
"We'll see."
"Don't say that." His tiny temper surged. "Don't say that. 'Cause she won't."
"HeyHey" I wrapped around to calm, steadying the back of his head, he fought against, rising hasty and angry on his
knees.
"I hate her." His eyes narrowed, cathartic words pierced, tested. "I hate her." Face reddened, he seemed emboldened
with each syllable. I waited. "I hate her."
"That's enough. Take it back." Low, direct words forced tears to spill. "Take it back, Henry and you better mean itRight
now."
"No." I pulled, he fell, sobbing. "She's going to die forever." Rocking gently, I held tight. Whispering, smoothing over his
shaking head.
"She doesn't want to. She wants to stay here and love you. But her head hurts and her stomach hurts and her legs
hurt she's tired, Henry." Peace came slowly, he grabbed and pulled the hair on my arm, eyes closed. "Your mom is
so tired." No field guide or rules or script, I rambled and searched and loved.
With Henry cradled limp in my arms, I paced down the hall. A flicker, lights and motion poured from the master bedroom.
Toeing the door open further, I stilled and absorbed. Emmett held Rose close, his cheek rested over the new silk scarf. A
gentle movement of his hand across her back to soothe. Her fingers caught silent tears. The sounds and melody
familiar from her past.
Emmett nodded as I approached, my sister was entranced, watching herself dance, accomplished alive. Offering their
sleeping son, they naturally nestled him between. Rose's hand reached slightly for mine as I turned to leave. I squeezed,
screaming within, helpless and crippled by the beast that took my mother, and now Fucking hell.
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I lined four chilled bottles of Smithwicks on the teak patio table. A few neighboring backyard spotlights mingled with the
stars and moon. The late evening waged crisp, I slid my black jacket over and on. Exhaling, seeking moments of private
peace in images, thoughts of dark wanting eyes, naturally glossed lips, soft fingertips dusting over my chest My phone
tumbled back and forth between my palms. The urge to feel her, surprisingly heavy, fueled several deep, slow sips.
Just checking on you
Hi. Still here b urning up. How was your flight?
Miserab le. Service sucked. Turb ulence. No b eautiful face or ass to stare at
I'm sorry. I think Rachel's very attractive though
I didn't see a Rachel. Only a Paul
Oh. I think Paul has a very nice ass. But you made it. How's your family?
They're okay
How are you?
Missing you
Really? I like that
Me too
She gave relief, less darkness, warmth to soothe the worst. My phone suddenly vibrated, a call. Her.
"Hey."
"I miss you too." Her voice hoarse, scratchy perfect still. "Is that strange I mean two weeks But I do I miss you."
"Not strange. It's good Definitely good."
"You okay? You seem different. I mean I don't really have much to compare, but I don't know "
"I'm okay, now hearing you."
"Are you coming back Sunday?"
"Yes. My nephew has a rehearsal then I'll rush to catch the flight."
"Piano?"
"Yeah, he has a small fall concert at school next weekend."
"So you'll be going back next weekend too I bet you're proud of him."
"I am and yes I will. And I hope my favorite flight attendant tends to me." That giggle fuck. "You should rest your
voice and that hot body of yours." I ran a rough hand over my face, through my hair. Jesus I sound like a horny teenager.
"It's definitely hot right now. About 101 degrees."
"Go sleep, get well. I want to see you this week Before Friday"
"I'd like that."
"Good night."
"Night." I laid my phone next to the bottle opener. Smirking, feeling far more centered.
"Was that her?" Emmett startled.
"Yeah" I shoved a full, dark bottle his way.
"Nothing like those first weeks, huh?" He swallowed, shaking his head. Surely numb, he sat, stretched in short sleeves.
"It's like fuck you world I've got this girl" He pointed his bottle towards me. "Your sister, she did that to me.
Goddamn. I almost lost my scholarship waiting outside that fucking studio."
"You were whipped into Sunday."
"She was really something." I left him lost, patient while he remembered. I took in the small courtyard, making out the
lines and angles of Henry's tall tree house in the corner. When I glanced back, Emmett was broken, struggling. His face,
gasps buried in large, trembling hands. I reached, hand to shoulder, quietly present. "She watches those fucking videos
every goddamn night. I don't know I'm just" Firmly wiping his face, he breathed, clearing his throat, composing. "She
"He did. Look." Mary held, twisting one high. "But I'm going to open this wine to start. So, so lovely. Mmmm."
"There's chicken and dumpling soup there too. It's from brunch, but I thought maybe Bella might"
"Oh, how wonderfu and thoughtful. I'll tell you this is the most ill she's ever been. I'd say probably since she was about
twelve in Guatemala."
"Guatemala?"
"Long story." She poured, sniffed, tasted, poured more. Handing me a large hand painted water goblet full of wine, she
led us single file towards the front room.
"I can take your jacket." Mak's small, polite voice was close behind.
"Thanks."
Mary was already settled, Indian style into an enormous eggplant colored sofa, patting the cushion near. An abundance
tapestry pillows tipped and spilled as I sat, breathed, readied. Mak perched on the other side of me and the dog, stood
directly between my parted legs. Okay. "So who's this?"
"Charlotte. She's Aunt B's dog. Do you smoke, Edward?"
"What? No. Oh no."
"No, of course he doesn't smoke, darling girl. Look at his skin." I heated, the dog leaped without pause into my lap. Holy
shit. "I bet your mother has good skin doesn't she? I'm in to the natural, organic masks myself... pumpkin pulp, a little
honey... "
"Uhm" I angled, avoiding the large, white, menacing snout attempting to nuzzle and lick. "Yes, she had good skin.
She's gone now."
"Is she dead?" Mak stared, honest.
"Yes." I firmly forced the dog's neck down to rest, avoiding my glass.
"My dad's dead too."
"I'm sorry" I teetered, overwhelmed. Mary blew her a kiss to buffer. I scanned the room, noting vintage style, heavy
antique armoires and tables mixed with contemporary artwork.
"Now Edward, I understand you have people in New York."
"Yes, my sister, her husband, Emmett and my nephew, Henry."
"And that's where you came from tonight, yes?" Exhaling, I processed and raced to maintain the energy of her questions.
"I ran by the loft, then came here, yes "
"Well that's quite intentional and I love it. A capable, thoughtful man with a purpose. That's exactly what Isabella needs.
She's had her share of wayward souls. Like stray animals, you know. Always depending on her to bail them out of this
and that... and one needed actual b ail. But that's a story for another day. Remind me later. But I swear... Her heart well,
I'm sure you know already it's just huge, and gives and gives and sometimes breaks and breaks..."
"But I liked Dr. Liam. He was smart and nice to her and bought her a fancy ring" Dr. Liam...
"Makenna, baby girl, not right now"
"Sorry." I winked to ease her blush.
"So let's get this other bit situated. She also tells me you're a musician."
"Yes Yeah piano and I compose write music also."
"Do you have a piano at your house?" Mak asked quiet, but eager.
"I do actually. Do you play?" I tested, hoping to segue.
"No. I want to. Mr. Tyler lets me play sometimes at their band practice and stuff."
"Who's Mr. Tyler?" Mary lunged quickly over the dog, across my lap, holding jeweled fingers over Mak's ears.
"He's my lover." She mouthed, nodding. I nodded too, with wider eyes, stifling a chuckle through a cough. She leaned
back, tightening her robe tie, squaring. "Tyler Crowley have you heard of him?" She shook long hair over her shoulders
and sipped, thumbing over the bright flower gem necklace around her neck.
"Tyler Crowley, the jazz musician?"
"The Tyler Crowley" She beamed wicked. "He's about your age, wouldn't you say?"
"I guess he is. Close maybe. Yeah, I've followed him for years around Chicago. He's amazing. And he's got a great group
of talent he plays with"
"Well the good news is I'm not coughing that gross crap up anymore and my nose isn't running green or yellow "
Bella mumbled, suddenly moving through the tight space, oblivious to my presence. She stumbled towards the kitchen
shouting. "And I'm starving, finally so that's good too"
We burst. I shifted as the weight of the fucking horse on my lap crippled me. Mak held her hands over her mouth to stifle
adorable giggling, allowing me to study her physical challenge closer.
Bella returned, long pink striped pajamas, hair a dark tangled tower perfection, spoon at her lips, bowl in hand. "This
smells amazing. When did you get soup"
"No gorgeous one, he b rought soup." Her glance, her gasp The spoon hit the dark wood floor, soup spilled from the
edge.
"Edward!"
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Melting, I pinned her against the bedroom door, hands over head. "I'm sick and gross. And fuck you feel good."
Smiling, breathing along heated, honeyed skin, I skimmed down her neck, light lips taunting. "And you're here and you
brought soup How was your flight?"
"Horrible it was horrible. Fuck, I missed you"
"Yeah, tell me" She teased and twisted, reactively swiveling towards.
"So fucking much" Peppering truth with wet, open mouth kisses at her throat, and lower buttons fell open.
"I have germs"
"No more fever I won't kiss your mouth" I worked lower, an irresistible decent. The lavender Like a goddamn
aphrodisiac. Caressing, rolling one pink, taut nipple, I licked, swirling and sucking the other... the sweetest fucking skin.
"Edward " Hands released, slipping, tugging through my hair. Warmth, open and exposed, I tasted, dipping my tongue
in her navel. Steady hands pushed, pale pink pajama pants down and further, my cock hard, denim tight. Light knocking
halted my sensous path.
"Aunt B Charlotte wants in" I stilled, she winced. My forehead fell against her bare stomach.
"And you kids should finish this bottle of wine. Well, maybe not you sweetheart, if you've had your flu meds already
tonight" Mary. Pressing, savoring, lips against her stomach once, then again, I rose slow along her body, gripping, a
strong palm under her jaw. We stared, guiding her hand over my painful erection. She offered a wide eyed warning and
cracked the door just enough to grab the bottle and let Charlotte in.
"I like that"
"You do, huh?" I hoisted, she wrapped. "You like torturing me...with that perfect pussy..." Dirty whispers, I tossed her onto
the high poster bed.
"Oh... don't you dare do that..." She faked fainting, giggled and watched as I pulled off my black v-neck sweater.
"I'm glad you're feeling better. And are you aware of how large your dog is?"
"Awww... someone needs to love her. She's just a sweet, sugar girl in furry dog clothes." I settled in close, still hard and
craving all she was. "I'm so surprised you're here and holy shit, you've met Aunt Mary."
"She's a riot. Tyler Crowley?"
"They're lovers"
"Yeah, I got that. But seriously?"
"Oh, yeah. Seriously. Do you know him?"
"Of him. I mean he's crazy talented. We should go see him jam sometime."
"We should."
"And you're right. Mak is amazing."
"I know. I love her so much." I swigged and swallowed from the bottle, watching her cozy under a soft, thick purple
patterned duvet.
"What happened to her dad? She mentioned he was gone"
"Jake He was murdered, when Mak was about two months old. Emily met him in med school. They volunteered at this
free inner city clinic, mostly pediatric stuff like once a month. One day... middle of the afternoon, they were leaving to come
home, locking up and they were robbed Jake he was so good with people, the absolute nicest guy. Em said he was
really calm, trying to talk to these thugs. I mean... Em was terrified, and she said he was talking to them about God and
the church and all this... But they shot him right in front of her."
"Oh jesus, Bella. That's awful."
"I know. It was a nightmare... horrific. Emily's never dealt with it. Emotionally. She just completely shut down. We were
really scared. She applied for this traveling medical group, packed up, and made this big, grand, self indulgent speech
about saving the world then left. And it's been just back and forth ever since She's been all over the world for Mak's
whole life. Em loves her... in her own way. But Mak... she just hangs on Emily's every word and breath. She's supposed to
be home at Christmas. I don't know... We're ridiculous and dysfunctional... "
"Every family has some level of dysfunction. What you're doing... what you and Mary do for her seems incredible. She
needs you. And she needs music. I can teach her Her hand, the fingers a non-issue. I'd love to help"
"You're being sweet again" I smirked, tucking strands of her hair back and away. "It's just She gets... I mean,
understandably... she gets attatched very easily."
"So do I... "
"I want to kiss you " She hushed, edging closer, I ran fingers along her waist, dipping slightly. Thumbing lower, gentle
patterns, soothing we settled, silent and thoughtful, her family, a step forward a little more. "You're always touching
there"
"Your birthmark. I love it." An obscure, jagged, unique shape and shade on the curve of her hip, I noticed it the first night in
the moonlight.
"I hate it."
"No way. I'm still deciding what it is" Shifting flat on her stomach, she shivered as my lips moved over the darker skin.
"It's a blob. It's nothing. My dad told me it was good thing I had it though so they could identify me at the morgue."
"What?"
"He has a sick, macabre sense of humor. Trust me It was a subtle, loving warning before I went out with my friends in
high school." I weighted against her back, testing, teasing slightly, denim restricting. Tickling warmth beneath and behind
her ear, I tugged lightly with teeth and fell to face.
"Where is he now?"
"South America with my mom, teaching. They're actually retired. But they're volunteering with a mission group. A different
"I want to learn the piano. But" I lowered, balancing, we watched the canine chaos, avoiding glances through the
sensitive words.
"You know, there was this guy, a pianist, way back a really long time ago. He lost his left arm in the war. But he wouldn't
give up playing. So he composed a whole bunch of music just for one hand. To play with only one hand
"Really?"
"I know. It's pretty cool. I can get some lesson books like that if you want. If you'd like to try sometime."
"What is this who's here in my garden making the scene more beautiful? My god, and you're even better in the
morning. How is it that possible " Kisses landed again on either side as she shoved a steaming stoneware mug in
my hand.
"Good morning, Mary."
"Aunt Mary. Aunt Mary. You've slept over, we're bonded. It's all good."
"Hi." Bella glowed absolute easy in her natural, quiet beauty. She leaned in the back entry of the glass sunroom, pink
pajamas a misbuttoned mess in obvious haste and haze. I stalked, slow and smirking. "Still here" She breathed as I
feathered mussed strands off her forehead, kissing gentle.
"Of course." Soft lips, telling and ready
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"I have a little guy flying solo back there. Poor thing, sounds like he's caught in a long distance family mess or something
tough and confusing so I'm going to" A confident voice over and above interrupted.
"Excuse me I need to get into my seat." Beauty, long and blonde loomed in tight and short charcoal silk. "2D" I
spun, squaring shoulders.
"Are you sure, here, let's see" I grabbed the top of her boarding pass, cold blue eyes narrowed and studied. "Could
be 2A"
"No, it's 2D. Excuse me, thanks." Edward stood as she hoisted a red, glossy bag to her chest. Hands offering, grasping
as he took it to help.
"Traffic jam" Brady Weber joked, nudging from behind.
"Hi, Mr. Weber. Come on through" I moved without a second take, as jovial introductions were made across the second
row in my wake. Whatever. Kate Edward, Edward Kate Brady Web er Kate
I peeked, pouted through the rattle and thrust of take off. Tending the rear rows, I avoided the undoubted giggling and
unabashed flirting ahead. Yet, ever the one passenger who required the liquor only stored in the front galley, forced me
face to face. Sleeves slipping along and against, gesturing enhanced excitable conversation Edward's long, lean legs
in tight denim sat parted, dark leather boot rested heavy in the aisle. His hand splayed wide over his thigh, waiting. He
reached, tugged quickly around my wrist as I passed. Smiling wide to mask pathetic envy, I added a little bit extra in my
sway, only to entice Mr. Weber's attention.
"Missed ya last weekend"
"She had the flu." Edward spoke firm towards Brady with a confident grin. Oh. I like this. I shouldn't, b ut fuck it I do. A
lot.
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Cursing my thick waves in the small hotel bath, I twisted strands and pieces, partially pinning back with antiqued gold
filigree. The knock at the door fueled my tremble. Hiding my bare top, I cracked the weighted door slightly.
"You're not dressed." His surprise and delight evident. Lips met, once, twice, then slowed.
"Are we late? We'll be late shit, I'm sorry." I bounced from his arms towards the mirrored closet, he snapped and
pulled. I fell into his lap on the starched aqua bedspread.
"There's plenty of time." Eyes locked, his warm hand cupped my breast, thumbing over sensitive skin. "I just don't want
you opening the door like this"
I nibbled and tugged his bottom lip, smiling against. Hands gripped, running strong up the back of my neck. "Stop.
Wait don't mess up my hair." I dashed, he caught, with a quick, light slap on my ass. We played easy and hot
"I think we better calm you down"
"I'm good, just fine... I think. Look, okay, which one?" I held up dresses and choices, molding them across, spinning and
such. He pretended to consider, wetting his lips, adjusting and palming over his thin khaki dress pants.
"That one."
"Really? How come this one?" I smoothed over patterned silk of pale greens, blues, a vivid design of large flowers and
nature. "It's very busy"
"It's alive" He mumbled, leaning forward, elbows to knees. I mussed the ties and lace trim, shifting my view.
"I don't know. I think Aunt Mary got this fabric in a bargain bin or something. But I do like the way it drapes I belt it
usually, so it blouses like this and I'll wear my leather boots, nothing too fancy and the billowy sleeves are kind of
romantic and you look so gorgeous" I reached, kissing his forehead as he pulled a darker v-neck sweater overhead.
"Are we eating with your family first?"
"No, just us. Could take us about thirty minutes to get over there by cab. There's a cafe near the school I like."
"Is he excited?" I asked capping mascara, grabbing a bottle of lotion.
"He's excited about meeting you. Not the piece for some reason."
"Maybe he just doesn't like it. Does he have to like every thing he plays? He's entitled right?"
"Sure. But he's challenging more than usual It's just" He trailed, pushing his hand through his already tousled hair.
I watched his reflection in the modern, square framed mirror as he rubbed a sharp, shaven jaw. Squeezing, sprinkling
lavender lotion over my hip and lower, gliding hands caressed. A heady stare and focus rolled over the curve and taunt of
my lace covered ass.
"I see you"
"You're teasing me."
"Not trying to Well, maybe a little." A twist and curl of my mouth, wild eyes and arched brows left him melting behind
me. A shiver set as the cool sensation of the lotion smoothed over my heated thigh. He mimicked my movements,
palming over the soft, damp flesh, lacing fingers. Dusting the cream scalloped edge of all I wore, he guided our path
along, then beneath.
I tipped, rolling my head along his chest, lost in his seductive scent of cloves, spice and cedar. Warm breath and soft lips
trailed along my bare shoulder. "Bella" His whisper over my skin, ignited. "Do you know what I want to do to you"
Knees weakened, his arm across my middle tightened. Our fingers slowly found my center. His cock rubbing hard
behind me, we slowly touched a pattern, circling. One hand steadying my hip, fingers slid down and through, up and
around before releasing my hand and slipping inside me. I reactively swiveled, pressing to pull him deeper. "Does that
feel good, baby?"
"Fuck, Edward please, more tell me."
His hand brushed from my hip to my breast, fingers rolled and tightened, our gaze never parted in the mirror. He
controlled my body against his, whispering and burning. "I want to feel you come against my tongue" I shuddered,
shivering and dizzy. "Hmmm you like that, don't you" He drew his fingers from my pussy and spun me in his arms. I
fisted his shirt to steady, he cradled as I fell to the bed. Kneeling, he pulled damp lace down, along my legs and off.
I trailed tenderly across my own chest, caressing as he unbuttoned his white dress shirt, tossing it on the corner chair.
The sweetest anticipation hands gripped, opened my legs wider. Our lips dusted, tongues grazed as we shared a
breath. The cold metal of his watch scraped along the inside of my thigh as I arched, urging more. Soft, wet lips slid
languid and hot over my chin, down my neck to my throat.
"More I want more" Blowing back and along the wet trail, he dipped in and around my navel, stilling then lower.
Stroking, licking firm up and down, he sucked and tasted. I rotated, helplessly grinding closer, as his fingers pumped
and slid. Tangling, digging rough through his hair, I desperately fought to balance the intense rhythm of his tongue and
fingers. Moaning breathless, I tipped and burned, savoring as he slowed the fever. Staring up and between my legs, he
smiled satisfied. Smoothing and tracing the swells of my breasts, I sighed. "Did you get what you wanted?"
Kneeling, he pulled his leather belt tight and released, thumbing open the button of his pants and unzipped. "Almost" I
appreciated all that he was, as pants and boxers dropped to the floor. Crawling over, his heavy, hard cock at my thigh, lips
captured, tongues plunged and tangled. Lost in his skin against mine, legs wound tighter, closer.
The sensation of him sliding through my swollen center left me pulling and pinching for the next. "So warm, baby wet
Fuck." A gentle, teasing thrust forward, left me groaning frustrated as he smirked.
"Stop it." I pushed, weighting him over easy, he knew and welcomed. Quickly straddling, fingers laced, I pinned him
under. "No. More. Teasing. I want it " Positioning his erection between my legs, I slid and sank.
"You're fucking incredible" We paced a heated rise and fall, eyes locked, want shared, jokes over. Digging fingers,
leverage beneath as he grasped and guided my hip with one hand, palming my breasts, tugging my nipples with the
other.
"God, that's good so fucking good." Sudden and delicious pressure below his fingers pressed perfect and quick.
Lifting and dropping, harder... faster, helplessly reeling...
"You're so beautiful fucking me " I tipped my head, gasping, blinded nearing the edge. He worked me over his cock
again and there "Bella b ab y" He groaned, throbbing. I collapsed to his chest, pleasure pulsing.
Lazy, sweet kisses, down his neck, along his jaw, I peeked through tangles and waves. Fingertips danced up my spine
as we breathed down from the high. "You messed up my hair." I accused, he scoffed we laughed.
"You like it wild"
"My hair or our sex?"
"Sex ours."
"You really are in a possessive mood I like it."
"Do you...
"Yes, and I was feeling ridiculously possessive over you yesterday sitting next to that woman."
"You were Well I hope I fucked the insecurity right out of you"
"Hey!" I hushed with fingers over his mouth. "I'm not insecure. A tiny bit jealous maybe" He dramatically gnashed teeth
as a pulled my hand away.
"Don't be jealous, ever. Did you not hear anything I said to you last weekend?"
"Hmmm... I vaguely remember something about being lovers... or maybe more... I was under the influence of over the
counter drugs and surprise visitors. You could refresh my memory." Lips met, lingering slow, reassuring. "Mmmm... So
now did you get everything you wanted?"
"Well" He buried me beneath. "There is... one more thing" I tried to stifle incessant giggling. He tickled down my
sides and again, relentless. I pulled a pillow over my face, as I shook bare and spent from the blissed torture. Suddenly
swirling wet and warm around my tender nipple, he sucked it gently into his whispering mouth. "Marry me"
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The menu blurred. I fussed over the cream lace that peeked from the deep neck of my dress. Shit. Shit. Shit. The shame
and humiliation some Midwestern hussy It's a fucking school recital. My b reasts are spilling out Christ. I dug my
heel over Edward's dress shoe under the table. He laced and tapped our fingertips on the small tiled table, smiling as
the waitress waited.
"Two spinach pies and a pitcher of sangria." He ordered confident. Sipping slow on water and lemon, he rolled and
pushed up sleeves from his shirt and sweater. "You okay?"
"Me? Yeah. I'm fine. I guess still a little nervous. Are you sure this is appropriate?"
"You look perfect. Beautiful."
Pinching fine hairs on his arm and down to hold hands again, I took in the pale blue painted wainscoating, the open,
exposed kitchen and oddly eclectic, coastal theme of the quaint caf. "Okay. So tell me everything. You've told me all the
genius, amazing things about Henry. Tell me about Rose and Emmett. Emmett first You said he owns an Irish pub? I
love that" He smirked, angling, resting chin in palm.
"What?"
"You love what? The Irish?" Oh. I see. Someone spilled Liam.
"Who? Aunt Mary or Mak? Hmmm" I settled back crossing my arms, he continued to stare, smirking. "And for the
record, Liam's mother is German." I challenged, twisting my mouth.
"I took a guess about the Irish. But, since we're on the subject"
"No we're not I don't want to be on that subject. Not today, not right now okay? Please... It's old and in the past and
not worthy of sangria and spinach " Eyes narrowed, he nodded.
"Okay. But soon" He poured chilled sangria into two tall cobalt glasses.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be I just"
"It's fine. You can tell me about German-Irish doctors and the fancy rings they give whenever you're ready. As long as I
don't need to make an appointment with said doctor"
"Edward, please He wouldn't see you anyway, he's a pediatrician." I teased, pulling his hand to my mouth, kissing over
his knuckles. "So Emmett is a b usiness owner and they've been married for"
"Almost fourteen years. Their anniversary is Thanksgiving weekend" He trailed, wiping his mouth, shrugging.
"What's wrong? Something's wrong Are they okay? Having problems? God that poor little boy on the plane yesterday
and all his divorce talk See Edward Cullen, that's why you shouldn't go around proposing to random women"
"She's sick."
"Who's sick? What" His expression wore serious, unfamiliar. I anxiously bunched the silk in my lap.
"My sister has cancer. Terminal cancer."
"No, Edward" I leaped, rushing around the table to hold. Kissing his temple and cheek, his forehead, I fell into the chair
next to him. "I'm so sorry God, no. She's young and dancing and loves and her little boy " He tucked immediate,
natural into my shoulder, my hair and held on to soft comfort. Seeking private solace in the wide open proved his
vulnerability. "That's why you come every week "
I cradled his cheek, he leaned, lost. "There's hospice now, and that's that. We're just... waiting. And she's supposed to
have this time, more energy I don't know. It's not there. Henry's confused. Emmett's Emmett, struggling." I listened,
he told. The when, the trials, the hope, the lows The same and different from his mother... faith raw and fading. Our
hands stacked warm, resting over his thigh, bites taken, not tasted I fought to feel in the reality he lived.
"I'm here"
"I know. Don't leave"
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Edward weaved me through gathering groups along a wide, beige brick hall. Dark ornate, fluted woodwork framed doors
and windows. Tall, vaulted ceilings allowed barely enough breath and life. The mood was heavy in the competitive, overtly
confident atmosphere. "Why does everyone look so angry?" I whispered close as he slowed near a second story view.
"Because they're all assholes. Ignore them. Look at me instead."
I winked as his hands dusted down my arms. "But seriously, it's a children's recital And I thought these schools were
like colorful with huge murals and costumes and kids dancing and singing in the halls"
"You watch too much television. Not this one." His disappointment obvious, sighing and scanning, he handed me a
small glass of generic white wine.
"We don't have a television, remember? I'm talking common sense and kids. So they serve alcohol so they can tolerate
each other?" A light smirk morphed into a deeper smile, then parted lips brushed my forehead.
"You must be Bella If not, Bella's going to be really mad." Emmett boomed, grinning with a large extended hand. Truth
so recent and fragile, the very moment he touched my hand, my lip quivered, and eyes burned damp. I reached,
embracing tight instead. He stilled, surprised.
"I'm sorry" I stumbled back, straightening my dress, breathing. "It's so good to meet you. If there's anything I can do I
mean with for your family, any of you please tell me I" Edward wrapped around my shoulder, kissing my hair,
whispering.
"It's okay"
"No, I mean I just want you to know "
"Thanks. I appreciate that. And thanks for keeping this guy busy. He gets strange and needy when he's bored."
"Oh needy does he? I can see that." I teased, we laughed, brief, but settling.
"Alright let me go check on the maestro. You two behave. Don't tell too many lies" Edward stepped backwards, pointing
finger guns to lighten. I lunged, pulling and lightly meeting lips. Intimacy and comfort blended, I felt an overwhelming
surge to love whole and absolute. Spinning and blushing towards Emmett, he offered his arm, elbow bent.
"Should we find a seat?"
"Oh perfect, okay. Yes, lets." He led us into the dimmed auditorium. In theatrical tone, a wide stage was flanked heavily
with gold trimmed burgundy velvet. Standard metal seats were masked, padded and lush. We bonded in silence,
watching parents and the like navigating the social maze of introductions and seating hierarchies. I peeked at his
handsome face. Brave and tall, he sat peaceful, knowing. I visually traced the fine wale of his dark green corduroy blazer
and up to the slight, sun and smile wrinkles near his kind eyes. Permanent lines and ways made from staring happy
or proud at a beautiful wife, his little boy
"Did you guys have a good afternoon? Did he feed you?" Friendly questions whispered over tuning violins.
"Yeah, oh yeah we had a good day. And we just got a bite to eat on our way" He nodded, smiling. I wondered about
his days no choices, the suffocating dread of knowing the end. I breathed shallow to quell the emotional build in my
chest, desperate to be more for them. "Did you grow up in Chicago too?"
"Yep. Wicker Park. How about you?"
"I did too. You're kidding. What high school?"
"St. Xavier."
"Oh my god I went to St. Margaret's, Xavier's sister school. Such a small, crazy world."
"I'm sure I've got you beat by some years though. The year I graduated, your St. Margaret's won the girl's state basketball
championship."
"I remember. I mean I was pretty young. But my senior year, we made it back and got our asses kicked up and down the
court." A throat cleared, annoyed in front. We acknowledged with a grin and a wink.
"What position did you play?"
"Small forward but I did break a free throw record that year. I mean a school record, not a state record."
"Not bad, Bella. Do you and Edward ever shoot hoops?"
"No. Should we? Should I challenge him? He's so damn tall, he'd probably embarrass me" Emmett chuckled, running
a steady hand over his chest.
"You wouldn't be the one embarrassed"
"Oh well then, this is something we need to do for sure. I like this knowledge. Thank you. Because he's basically
perfect at everything all things everything." If even a moment of escape, a hearty, innocent laugh at Edward's
expense lessened the pain and reality, I hoped.
One by one, children played complicated music. Each varied in style and skill, but all graceful, impressive. I noticed
Edward standing in the wing just beyond the curtain. Henry, I assumed by Edward's squaring and tensing, paced on
stage, focused almost frowning. The tempo of the Bagatelle was perfectly placed to the several videos and clips
Makenna and I watched during the week.
Edward, his beautiful, intense eyes narrowed in concentration. His tender dedication and ever presence to those he
loved was rare magic in the haste of life. What I knew, I already adored and wanted but what I saw, experienced
watching him watch Henry was more than I expected. The close, the good and end near perfect, Henry hurried straight to
his mentor, hugging tight. Kisses over head, proud gesturing and strong hands guided him away.
Chatter, slightly more joyful filled the hall. Emmett and I found a small space of fresh air to wait. Edward steered Henry
playfully by his shoulders. "Great job, bud." Emmett swung him high, I cowered, patient and processing.
"No mistakes." Henry stared, smiling. I mocked a small wave and lowered.
"Can I have your autograph, sir?" He scoffed, arching tiny blonde eyebrows, shaking his head. "I'm Bella, your Uncle
Edward's friend."
"You mean girlfriend?"
"Yeah. Well that's totally his call."
"He already said you're prettier than a movie star and that he likes you a lot."
"Oh did he? Well I like him a whole lot too and almost as much as I like your music. You're amazing and very talented."
"Thank you. Are you being for real? You want my autograph?" I fumbled, digging in my leather bag for the recital program.
"Yes. Oh my god, do you mind? I'd be honored." Handing him the pen and program, Edward moved behind, brushing my
lower back. "Here sign this, please."
"Cool. This is my first autograph. My handwriting isn't like great or anything." Taking each letter serious, he was bathed in
extreme cute and wonder. Edward's hand worked up, wrapping the back of my neck, angling closer.
"Thank you." An honest whisper, gratitude and more dusted my temple.
"Here you go, ma'am" Henry played his part, easy and excited. "Are you coming to our house to meet my mom? She
made Leah give her a bath today 'cause you were coming."
"Who's Leah?"
"Her nurse." Oh god. My knees hit the polished floor, I pulled Henry tight, desperate to squeeze out all the hurt, fear.
"Bella Bella, I can't breathe."
"Oh oh sorry. Right. Okay then, we need to go see your beautiful mom." I righted, straightened. "Let's go, boys"
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The pale peach of the wrapped scarf seamlessly blended with the flesh of her forehead. She released my hand only
after several moments of staring and studying. The bedroom appeared a tragic contradiction of once modern chic, now
drowning in medical necessities. Her deep blue eyes were clouded, straining to focus. But her smile, her peace in being
surrounded was close to sunshine. "You're gorgeous." She glanced between us. "She's gorgeous Are you sure you're
with my brother?"
"You have quite a dynamic... wonderful family, Rose. Henry was amazing today."
"I know he was I can just imagine. Edward's a master at teaching. Seriously gifted. He puts the expensive day school
to shame. I'm hoping they'll sell the video soon like they did last year."
"Sell? Oh crap. I taped it on my phone. I mean I figured you'd want to see it you should see it."
"You did?" Edward laughed, wide eyed proud.
"Sure. I didn't realize it would be bootleg contraband. That school's a bit stuffy, I mean it's lovely and I'm sure very "
Rose trembled through a light laugh, nodding.
"I guess it is, sort of " She agreed, Edward scoffed.
"Now when I suggest it's elitist, you fight me, but Bella says so" He winked, narrowing for drama.
"Mom, why do you have all those colors?" We glanced at the bottles of polish lined on her bedside table. Rose held her
hand over her cheek, slightly embarrassed.
"Oh, I was hoping I'd have enough energy to paint my toes before everyone got here. But" She barely wiggled beneath
the quilt.
"I can paint them if you want," I offered.
"God no. No, you don't need to do that. My feet and toes are so wretched, twisted tortured for decades in pointe shoes."
I rolled a deep wine color in my hands.
"No, no seriously, once you've cleaned a stranger's vomit off airplane upholstery, feet don't bother you at all" I insisted.
"How 'bout you do one foot and you do the other?" I nudged Henry. "I'll run down and get my phone so you can watch the
concert during the pedicure..."
"Edward, you wanna come down to the pub and have a beer while I close up?" Emmett urged.
"Oh good idea. I want to hear Bella's side of all your latest stories without you hovering."
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"Looking for something?" Edward's deep, groggy voice startled, I spun from his duffle bag.
"Shit. You scared me" I hushed, tugging his t-shirt over my lace. Morning light and truth filtered through cream sheers
and blinds. I crawled up the spare bed, pushing away the bold patterned duvet. "I was looking for a sweater. I want to go
get you guys some breakfast." I leaned over his chest, knotting my hair low and loose. "And cover up yesterday's
dress."
"Only if I can take it off you later"
"The sweater or the dress?"
"Both."
"Of course."
"Thank you for staying last night. I haven't seen her that animated in months."
"Edward" I whispered, sighing over his taut stomach.
"Yeah?"
"I'm heartbroken"
"Me too"
"God. I just want her to be well and love her man and ride bikes and cook and dance. It's all so fucking unfair..." We
drifted.
Nuzzling, lips lingered, I twisted fingertips through the trail of hair and below. Staring up at his easy, sleepy perfection, I
sighed, overwhelmed heart and soul desperate with want. Tenderly framing my face, he communicated a quiet calm,
an understanding to soothe the sadness. I dusted parted lips over and lower as his breathing increased. No talk, just
touch
His tip glistening before I tasted. I moved up and down his erection, licking and testing before taking him completely in
my mouth. He cradled gently as I sucked harder. Stroking firm, pausing to swirl before he guided my pace, fingers
tangled through my hair. His quivering was quick, a rush and gasp as he came and I took.
oOo*OB*oOo
Tapping the thick bakery glass, indecisive, removed, I annoyed the line gathering. "Can I have all the chocolate
croissants?"
"All?"
"Yes." I pulled the neck of Edward's sweater near my nose and mouth, inhaling, reveling in the secure warmth, scent.
"Thank you." I waved and fell into a small iron chair near the front window. I traced the names of treats and warm drinks
painted, lined with black. Thoughts and words, Edward's, mine... time was still, the tone redefined. More, he'd shared...
no longer only accidental lovers, I would trust myself, us. My phone was heavy and tempting in my palm. I checked the
time and did the math, dialing, biting short nails. I stared out at the early Sunday streets, loving and grateful for what was
life in that moment.
"Emily Hi. It's me. I know you're b usy prob ab ly in the field out and b usy I just wanted to say Hi. Makenna's
fine. No worries. Did really well on her last chapter test. Oh and well I'm she's starting piano next week. I got a really
good deal on private lessons. She's super excited. And Aunt Mary's fine. She wants to start the upstairs b athroom
renovation shit, b ut I think I can hold her off at least 'til after the holidays We're excited that you'll b e there. So
Just call, when if you get a chance. I just wanted to talk. A little Okay then, that's it Love you
a/n
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Sometimes chocolate croissants make things better, sometimes big sisters do... We love hearing from you. Your
"It's really yours." Bella cradled Mak's face, standing behind, she craned to see. "Can we call my mom and tell her?"
"Tomorrow" Mak turned, rushing a step and two then spun back for one more hug. "What are you doing? You're just too
muchBuying girl's expensive gifts is dangerous business, you know..." Tossing the mask off completely, I held her face,
thumbs stroking under her jaw. She fisted my black shirt along the sides to balance.
"Did you see her face? I remember my first..." Lips lingered, she sighed sweet against mine. "Besides that keyboard
from your attic is just not okay."
"Snob."
I scoffed, pulled tight. Breathing her in, peppered kisses fell down behind her ear. She shivered, I throbbed. "Edward
my man" Tyler interrupted shaking hands smooth and firm. A friendly kiss on Bella's cheek was greeting and thanks as
she offered an amber glass. Unwinding a dark cashmere scarf, he buried his tweed page boy under his arm and
shoved the spoon around the saute. "How's your sister?"
"More energy for sure this week. Nothing like the suffering hell from last week." I massaged Bella's neck, shoulders as
she melted. "We're hoping with Henry here, she can rest, have time with my brother in law"
"Yeah, absolutely well I'm praying for that peace, man. I hate this pain you guys have right now"
"It's been a long fucking road." Bella turned in my arms, gentle hands feathered over my chest.
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"Henry this is Tyler Crowley. Remember we listened to some of his jazz and trumpet last weekend" Tyler reactively
kicked and crouched lower.
"I hear you're quite the piano man" He stared, seemingly star struck. "You wanna mess a bit on the new one with me?"
"Really?"
"Betcha could teach me a thing or three" Tyler winked, meeting Henry knuckle for knuckle. Mary forced Tyler up and
away.
"First we eat"
The fire bowl on the patio roared gold, bright. Faint light strings of plastic pumpkins lined the stained oak fence around
the courtyard. Tales and teases filled the cool dark air, Bella curled in my lap, bowl of risotto in hand. "There's hope for
that one. Look how well he takes instructions from a girl." I smirked at the rim of my wine glass, tightening my palm
around her thigh. She scraped and tasted. "I cannot handle with the deliciousity of this maybe I should marry you."
Mumbling, lost on the hot tease that she was... Offering the last bite, her fingertips grazed the corner of my mouth, then to
her own, licking and sucking. Even in tending, she was unintentionally sensual. Fuck, this woman will b e the certain
death of me. "I mean look at their adorableness... He's so happy. Like squinty eye, candy hearts happy. Would it be
selfish to fly him over once a month?"
"Come here," I whispered, using her low ponytail to playfully pull flush against. My parted mouth warmed her temple as
we watched Mak and Henry twist roasting sticks over the flames. Henry undoubtedly in awe of the abundance of
content... His mind and soul full of the best and the worst.
"Costumes Who's ready for costumes" Mary sang, quickly popping her hands in some inner epiphany.
"Oh, jesus. These poor children. Brace yourself, baby," Bella whispered, gripping my knee.
"We need more Halloween We're trying to celebrate here with one box of pathetic, old masks, my storeroom is full of
fun and fright. What's your poison sweet boy?" Henry stared horrified my direction. "I've got two options for you, precious
one God this is exciting. I've been toying with William and Kate or Elvis and Priscilla. Wait here! Come on Edward"
She gestured wild, blowing kisses towards Tyler. He caught and returned dramatically as she disappeared through the
swinging gate.
Her voice, ease and cheer faded the moment she rounded the store room corner. The festive anticipation of our hunt and
task evaporated in one uncomfortable moment. "Oh, okay well yes, that's what it looks like." She shuffled closer. I
staggered back, visually tracing the letters of her name and date of her event. Scribbled on an informal rectangular tag,
jute tangled with strings looped through the zipper. "You wanna see it"
"Well thank you." She sarcastically smoothed up the frightening hair do. "Mary's shop is pretty much costumes-r-us.
'Course this one was her actual wedding dress."
"Seriously? When did this happen?"
"In '66... Oh yes, yes to Uncle Waylon. You don't want to go there with her though" Brows arched, nose wrinkled, she
shook. "The story, the telling requires mucho alcohol. Trust me."
Ben zipped his jacket, kissed Bella's hand again. "Alright, crazy kids Jess and I have a Halloween party to partake in.
You're off to New York tomorrow?"
"Yeah. Flying Henry home. You're set for open?"
"No problem." He saluted, heading though the front door, killing the last of the main restaurant lights.
"Okay, come, come you have to see the pictures of the pint sized proper Will and Kate" The glow from her phone barely
lit the darkened bar area and space.
"Are they passed out now?" I wondered, moving to stand between her legs, taking the phone.
"Yep. Exhausted, with the best type of belly aches." She cringed. "I was kind of a sucker with the candy intake. Please
don't be pissed." I smirked, flipping through the photos of tricks and treats. "You know how hard it is for me to say no"
Her hands carassed, gripped my ass.
"What in the hell Is Mary supposed to be"
"Andy Warhol. She was totally offended that the kids didn't know who the hell that was Giving Henry grief about what he
was learning in his arts school. Poor little guy." We laughed, she stood, pulling me closer. "Hey you know what you
need here in your fine establishment, Mr. Cullen?"
"What's that?" My tongue wet a trail down her neck as we held.
"A dance floor."
"You wanna dance? I like this mood you're in" My thumb stroked a suggestive pattern in her palm, eyes locked. "We
can dance" I tucked her tight, humming the last song played. Her fingers drifted a slow trail up my arm, tracing
muscles over my white dress shirt, wrapping around the heavy metal of my watch. She angled, resting her head against
my chest.
"Don't eat my fancy hair." More laughs, easy and perfect shook as we swayed. I reveled, treasuring the feel of just holding
her crazy, unique and alive self. I whispered things that mattered and naughty things I needed mingling truth with the
tune and beat I worked. Life unfolded, moments rapid and unsure, mine Rose's. But in the swift, hateful current of
sickness and all else There was Bella, us...
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After the click and turn of the loft lock behind me, I noted the faint sound of the shower running. I toed my leather boots off
and near the door, tossed my black jacket over the couch. Licking lips, my fingers worked quickly over my buttons. Quietly
edging open the bathroom door, I visually traced her silhouette behind the rippled glass. Her neck, the graceful arch
tipping back under the heat and spray Her back, the gentle curve and dip she peeked over her shoulder, silently
acknowledging, fingertips pressing Dark denim, boxers piled over my shirt as she opened the door. I stepped behind,
pressing and melting, my erection heavy between us. "Need help washing all that shit from you hair?" I smiled over,
tasting creamy, slick skin over her shoulder, palms sweeping down her arms.
"I think it's clean now" She reached, grasping the back of my neck, tugging the hair at my nape, pulling and wanting.
"Edward" She purred.
"What is it, baby tell me what you need" Fingers slid, caressing her breasts, nipples. She moaned, rotating her ass
against my cock. Smoothing down over her stomach and lower, I urged her legs wider. Stroking slow through her wet
pussy, panting loud, pace fast.
"You... I need you" She begged and bent, as I laced our fingers, turning her into the cool glass.
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"I see you drinking a beer" I joked, shifting to watch as she rolled the edge of the dark bottle. Offering a sip, she
crawled up my low platform bed, stretching bare, sated. Dark lashes rested, I leaned to kiss swollen lips, sucking her
top between mine. Savoring the tease as I connected droplets down measures of damp flesh, nestling deeper into the
pillows. "Baby"
"Yeah?" I drank, easing back, an arm behind my head.
"Who's stuff was that in the bathroom closet you never told me." She stared up, chin over folded hands, curious, but
serene. I pushed soaked, tangled hair off her forehead, grinning.
"Does it matter?"
"Sure. I want to know about all your lovers Tell me names, dates" We mirrored smirks, narrowed eyes. "Then tell me
how much more beautiful I am and how much better I suck your" I hushed, a rough thumb against her sassy mouth,
laughing.
"The first time I saw your naked ass, I forgot everything all of them Just like that." I snapped, pinching her nose.
"Bullshit."
"Well, what about you? Mary and I had quite the conversation in her shop the other night." Bella quickly righted, climbing
to straddle. Forcing my stare, hands strong, she scraped nails over stubble.
"I'm sorry"
"Stop it. You've done nothing wrong" I kissed soft to reassure. "I do feel sorry for him, though. That's my worst
nightmare"
"What is?"
"You running out on our wedding," I sipped slow to punctuate and test. She grinded sweet, taunting heat against my
cock, arched brow, biting her lip.
"You gotta ask me first" I reactively tossed hard, burying her beneath.
"You" I spanked and squeezed playfully under the duvet. "Tell me who you've loved"
"What? Why?"
"'Cause I want to know" We calmed, I settled between her legs.
"I loved my first how's that?"
"Yeah? Tell me more"
"Isaac Walsh. Oh god." She palmed her forehead, giggling. "He was a college senior sort of mentored our church
youth group."
"That sounds scandalous. How old were you?"
"To young to realize it was scandalous We had a lot of sex I was just yeah, not good" She traced lips, down my
nose. "How about yours?"
"Beth Crowley." I kissed fingertips, nibbling to her knuckles. My erection hard along the inside, top of her thigh. "Do not
ever say her name around Rose."
"Ohhhh really why? Scandalous?"
"A little. She was older too Taught me a lot" Straightening my arms, I held over, we stared knowing, reacting as my
hips pressed, cock slid.
"Did you get hurt?"
"No." I lowered, her soft curves cradled. My mouth pressed tender, deepening. Tongues gentle, exploring, she rotated for
friction at the middle. I pulled back slightly, taking in her naturally blushed cheeks, heaving chest. Wet lips dragged along
her jaw, to her ear, sucking and kissing. She watched, breathing quick as I dusted across her collarbone, over her
breasts, around her nipples. Licking and swirling around each, I tugged gently with my teeth, her lashes fluttered, moans
increased.
"God you feel good" Her gaze burned again as I tasted lower, nipping along her hip, she reactively arched, as I neared
her center. Our eyes met as my tongue slid from bottom to top. Her foot dug into my shoulder, opening herself further.
She twisted the cream pillowcase as I sucked and swirled and back again, owning every cry, every sensitive inch. "Oh
fuck" Her taste and moan made my cock throb harder, I pressed lower, deeper, two fingers pumping, my tongue
stroking with every pass. Her thighs quivered and locked, fingers tugging through my hair as she arched and fell. "God
yes"
I glided back up her trembling body, roughly cupping her breasts, running the curve of her neck, controlling to soothe the
high. Mouth parted, gasping as I pressed my cock heavy and strong at her heat. I laced our fingers tight while I filled and
stretched. A steady pace, deep and more as her leg tightened around my waist. Her hips met mine with every thrust, I
captured her mouth, breath blending. Slowing barely as the warmth spread, we stared. I moved gently over and back,
lips brushing, emotion raw, hightened and absolute. Desperate to hold steady, I surrendered, vulnerable, honest. "I love
you"
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"Oh. No I'm here, I'm waiting" I thumbed the wool edge around my neck, gesturing towards the room. Edward
peeked out and around, smiling immediate.
"She's with us." He confirmed moving to hold. A soft kiss savored, he studied protectively. Pushing escaped waves,
tangles back to blend, his hands framed firm at my jaw. "You okay?"
"Yeah. Yeah I'm fine. God" I breathed him in, tall on my toes. We dusted lips, his top between mine. "I missed you."
He smiled, thumbs brushing my cheeks. My fingers traced the edge of his dark green collar. "Are you okay? How is she?
Where's Henry?"
"He's in there. She's resting, in and out. Heavier morphine... But the infection's gone." He pulled back, slipped the heavy
bag off my shoulder. "She's slowing down"
"Oh" I searched, he nodded, tumbling the leather strap in his palm.
"Where's your suitcase?"
"Gone. In the trunk of the taxi that just drove off into the night. I was so flustered. I talked to Emily then jumped out and
I'm an idiot." He smirked against my cheek, a gentle kiss.
"We'll buy you some clothes How was the flight?"
"Row two was sad and lonely, for sure."
"Mr. Weber didn't keep you company?"
"No." I shook, pursing lips. "And neither did your blonde girlfriend with the shiny red luggage."
"Oh, is she a regular now too? Well that's good to know" He winked. I traced his brow, then down his nose, squeezing
the end to punish and tease.
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"Bella" She made no attempt to reach, to touch.
"Hi hi, there" I whispered. We stared alone in a careful, new moment. "Do you want me to get Emmett?" She drifted,
concentrating. "He took Henry to get some sugar some candy, something sweet... I can go... " Her mouth curled
slightly.
"Henry" She mumbled. I slid the simple oak rocking chair closer, gingerly taking her hand. A tender pocket of time
passed despite the measured menace of beeping, signals. "I'm cold I think." I tugged lightly on the pale, plain cotton
weaved cover. "Bella" I leaned near. "I don't want to die here." Her gaze pushed past my shoulder towards the dark
window.
"No. No, Rose. You won't." Fingers trembling, covering my mouth, I breathed through impossible tears.
"I want to go home."
"Okay that's okay. Let me get someone We'll get you home."
"Bella" I stilled, fighting wild, unfamiliar emotion. She licked parched lips, eyes closed, minding her strained speech. "If
you and Edward have a baby a girla baby girl promise meyou won't name her Rose." Oh god. "After me
Edward would do that She'll be better than me at every thing she'll be amazing."
"Rose We're not having a baby. And you know damn well, no one could be more amazing. Named Rose or not " I
smiled wide, my palm swept over damp, stinging cheeks.
Her mouth tightened, eyes darting. "He wants one" I gasped and giggled reactive through a cathartic rush. "He
would be so good to you."
"I know I know" I trailed, caressing her hand left of veins, bones, regretting my patronizing tone.
"Mom had" She breathed, paused. "Stitch embroider"
"Embroidered?"
"A quote on a pillow for Henry about angles and men babies link angels and men." She drifted. "I'm
dizzy... I think..."
"Everything okay?" Edward's voice settled perfectly brave. Grounded, centered, his knowing calm flowed and filled. I
stood to make room, thumbing the navy blue sash of my wrinkled, worn uniform. "Henry wants you to come downstairs."
He offered a short lidded coffee cup.
"Dad?" The mood suddenly morphed, I crossed the door's threshold. Edward leaned down, a tender kiss and touch over
Rose's forehead.
"Not yet " He whispered.
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Hours waned. Scenarios were simple snapshots on a loop filling my head and heart with dread as I held a sleeping little
boy. I read generic posters and counted petals painted in a framed still life. The bleak and bare aesthetic left a soul to its
misery. Comforting was complicated. I sat weary wondering, imagining my sister near the dying... and holding Jake in
horror... whispering her favorite words the rote, memorized scripture that choked my childhood. I knew somehow said
with the slightest grace, compassion... the unconditional words were perfect.
I shifted, pulling Edward's black jacket higher over Henry's shoulder, the borrowed blanket covering the rest slipped to
the floor. A man lowered suddenly near to help. "You must be Bella?" I stared at the tragically aged handsome face.
"Hi yes. Mr. Cullen?"
"Yes." His smile similar, gentle, deep. "I suppose we shouldn't use this off the floor." He sighed, tossing the blanket in a
far away chair. He shook from his own coat, tucking it tight around Henry's small, thin legs. Staggering to settle across
from my bench, his hands rubbed furiously through his hair.
"Have you been upstairs?"
"Yeah for a while now. The doctor just left. She's sleeping." Obvious in life challenge, his clothing was off season, ill
fitting. His gentle demeanor, though, seemed honest and ever present in the wake of hard times. "Emmett tells me
you're a flight attendant from Chicago" I nodded, smiling. "Sounds like my son's pretty serious about you according
to Emmett, of course Edward doesn't talk much to me."
"Mr. Cullen I"
"Rose was a stubborn child very driven. Esme and I we could barely keep up with all of her lessons... recitals." He
leaned forward knees to elbows, eyes locked on the grey speckled terrazzo floor. "Edward would follow her
everywhere. Everywhere. Rose would have him play music the piano, so she could dance. I bought the first piano for
his eighth birthday maybe ninth. It was old. Used. But totally refurbished. Tuned well... I got a great deal. And damn if
the speed, the tempo was off even barely she'd let him know." He chuckled, a release, tipping his head. "My
beautiful, beautiful stubborn girl"
"Mr. Cullen, I'm so sorry"
"Do you pray... Bella?" His voice and blue eyed stare faint, distant. I breathed deep, exhaling and searching for immediate
words, excuses.
"I can... could. Sometimes. My faith is always more complicated than it should be, I guess." I rolled, rested my head
against the sterile, mint green painted concrete, twisting Henry's short blonde curls around trembling fingers. Carlisle's
gaze swept the quiet, empty space, falling soft and pure on his grandson. Reactively, I cradled the sleeping child's
reddened cheek as it rested in my lap. "Do you need... I mean do you want to... pray, Mr. Cullen?" A pause, a bridge and
bond through the slow motion moment... "We can. I will..." I opened my palm, fingers stretched towards his. He stifled an
emotional gasp in his fist, then suddenly squeezed my hand to balance.
"What the hell's this?" An angry echo vibrated the emerging peace.
"Edward" I hushed a gentle warning.
"We're going to pray now?" He spat, Carlisle stood, shifting within a breath of his son. "Huh, Dad?"
"Edward, stop" I whispered firm. Carlisle visibly exhaled. Edward quickly gathered Henry from me, holding tight, a
protective splayed hand over his limp head, neck.
"I'm going to do what I need to do, son. I'm here for my daughter for all of you."
"Get your bag, Bella." I startled, stood frustrated and more. "Then we'll go."
"Do you" I turned towards Carlisle. "Do you need a place to stay?" I gestured, smoothing my hair, anxious knowing
Edward seethed behind. He softened, shook.
"I'm staying here. Thanks though, Bella."
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I rinsed wasted sips from one too many beer bottles, bare toes tingling, curled over the chilled kitchen floor tiles.
Listening, desperate to chain a melody from his random notes, my chest tightened with each sound. I paused in the
living room entry, tugging pink wool leg warmers down and over my heels. His profile, a thoughtful pout, one hand
supported a weary head, the other worked the keys lost and soft.
"Hey, you" Barely shifting, he held his playing hand towards me, breathing deep, still. Few steps towards, slower by the
last, I matched his fingertips with mine. Wrapping immediate and strong, his forehead pressed smooth at my middle.
His sigh, a struggle, spent and through, emotion had finally won. I tangled fingers in hair, hushing to soothe. "Henry's still
sleeping hard. Let's go to bed"
He slid hands down, skimming the edge of his plaid shirt I wore, over the swell of my ass. Eyes met, staring intense as
he caressed cool flesh, smirking silent when he ran the top of the cable knit barely covering my thighs.
"I have no pants," I teased, eye rolling my ridiculous misfortune. "I found these in the hall closet upstairs. I was
looking for this pillow Rose was..." Suddenly he forced, pulling me rough to straddle. Startled, gasping, I framed his face
to calm. "Edward" He brushed up my sides, around my back, hands flexing to close the fall of the piano behind. Then
smoothing along my shoulders and down, easily opening buttons, he dusted my chest. I weighted back to ease the
pressure of my bare center rubbing over his denim, grasping his loose, open shirt to steady. "Baby, you've had a lot to
drink." I nodded towards the near empty wine bottle on the floor. Flaring to breathe, avoiding, he cupped my breasts,
beginning a sweet assault on one nipple tongue wet and swirling, teeth tugging.
"Unbuckle my belt" His mouth still sucking hot and rushed. I lifted, tried and failed to slow the pace, he controlled ever
so slight.
"Hey. Hey. Baby, let's go upstairs." His touch, frenzied, pushing the long shirt over and open, down to my hips, sleeves
caught at my elbows. "What? What is it tell me" He stared, squinting to kill the salty burn. I thumbed lightly over his
closing eyes, damp lashes.
"I need you" His palm firm at the back of my neck, tipping my head, he nipped, whispering along my jaw. "Please,
Bella"
I reactively tugged his belt, unbuttoned, unzipped. He braced tight around, just above my knees as I pushed jeans and
boxers open, down to free. Our lips brushed barely, I gently stroked his cock. Fingers spread wide, strong over the top of
my thighs, high and knowing, his thumbs swept, passing to tease my wet pussy.
Kneeling, trembling on the cushioned bench, I held his cock warm and hard in my hand. I sank, we gasped, moaning
through the connection. Wrapping, cradling him to my chest, he stilled. "Okay" I breathed. "Baby okay..." He tucked,
gripped my ass, guiding my hips through a rapid rise and fall an unfamiliar urgency. He buried, breathing heavy into
my hair, solace found, his need fed. Comfort in my body, in us, closer with every thrust, surrounding and loving passion
was our start, our constant.
A buckle and buttons punished sensitive skin, as his pace quickened, I tortured my lip between teeth to balance the pain,
sensation. Focused on a faint moon glow and reflection over his shoulder, I swiveled and moved at his will. His beat
raced, mouth parted panting as he burned. I breathed sweet forever words in his ear, as he pulsed inside me.
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"What are you doing?" I giggled, as he dove under the spare bed duvet.
"Loving you." Invisible, muffled, he answered along the inside of my thigh.
"Stop it. Come up here. It's late." I pinched, gripping shoulders.
"I'm busy."
"Henry. Talk nice," Emmett warned leaning across the marble counter.
"Ask him why his dish so pretentious?" I hushed towards his tiny ear. "I mean we all have a dish. But..." Edward snapped
a red paisley towel across my ass.
"That's it. If I see either one of you eating my ciabatta, chestnut stuffing" He gestured a throat choke, Henry leaped
laughing. I held a wine glass to his gorgeous tempting mouth as he wiped his hands.
"Relax" I winked, Emmett toasted with his own. Laughter, pure and light settled in a delicate idea of acceptance.
"And what's your dish, baby?" Edward teased. "Did you at least slice your canned cranberries?" I scoffed, dramatically
smoothing over the waist of my auburn -colored wrapped silk.
"Whatever" Another playful slap on my ass sent me swift towards a ringing door bell. I reminded to tuck away the wine
bottles, as Henry slid, slippery in socks and joy in front of me.
"Grandpa." Carlisle stood on time with a tiny bouquet of butter yellow market flowers wrapped in paper. I adjusted the
wide shoulder dip of my dress and took his hand tight to guide. Quiet, courageous greetings found their place. Edward
and I dished plates for all and led the path up stairs.
The new permanent hospice nurse, met us at the bedroom door with a gracious, knowing smile, a silent finger to her
lips. We settled on the floor, the bed balancing legs crossed, Indian style and the like to eat, be near, together
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always gone for that" She shrugged, twisting her mouth blindly behind closed eyes, lost in thought and process. "And
he's brilliant Of course how many people can do micro surgery in a monsoon" She stifled a yawn from an
incessantly noisy, albeit gorgeous mouth. I grazed her dark, damp silk. "I mean I don't know that for sure but his hands
were nice and he could probably do that If he had to in a mmmm, god, that's " Closer, I breathed warm
behind her ear, while my thumb teased tight circles over her clit.
"Bella baby, I know this was a lot to take in tonight" A dark stare found mine, mouth parted. "And I mean this in the
nicest way possible" Nodding, panting and pace increasing as I pressed, she rocked. "Will you shut up about your
sister's fianc please so I can fuck you well and good." I smirked, brow arched. Surrendering, her fingers
twisting the pillow near.
"Yes yes, fuck me good, Edward," she moaned, as I slipped under the lace, silk. Two stroking inside, warm and wet
as I worked her body. "God, I love when you touch me" Wrapping my free hand around her neck, I brought her lips to
mine. Hips swiveling against the pressure of my hand creating a heated rhythm. I dipped to taste, swirling my tongue
around her nipple, then captured gently between my lips. "I'm oh god" I forced, trapping her leg beneath my thigh,
spreading further, breathing against her honeyed skin as she came.
Calming, smiling satisfied, touching over my boxers everywhere but I warned with narrowed eyes, still lingering,
fingertips avoiding, tempting. I playfully tugged her nipple with gnashing teeth until she pushed down the fabric with her
feet, toes, giggling. Her hand smoothed slow, thumbing the wetness at my tip, rubbing over and down. I suddenly shifted
to my knees, dragging her up my thighs with purpose.
"Oh"
"Yeah" Grip tight at her hips, I slid her over my cock. New to us, deeper each thrust She made a wet trail along
porcelain skin, fingers to swollen lips, down tugging her necklace and lower to where we joined. As I moved in and back,
she brushed tender with each pass. "Jesus baby, it's so fucking good" We stared, knowing at the edge as I pulsed.
"Bella"
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"I have a present for you." Wrinkled nose, grinning wide, she scratched a path up my back. I gently cupped her face,
sucking her bottom lip between mine, nibbling to release.
"You do?" Fuck. She nodded, scooting to run bare across the loft, lit only by strung tree lights.
"Shit it's so cold. Ahhhh. Do you heat this place ever?" She squealed, digging in her leather bag. I rested hands
behind head, sated, obnoxious, adjusting my cock beneath cream sheets.
"Yeah, I just did"
"Oh god" She rolled beautiful eyes, nuzzled close again, offering a small, simple black box. Quickly straddling, breasts,
nipples grazing my chest, she stacked a hand over mine, pointing. "Wait. Don't get too excited though it's just a small,
baby something" She cringed, chewing a fingertip. "I kinda sorta got it at the airport gift shop." Her words
whispered swift and silly. She tore into the box herself, eager, then dangled a dark leather braided and knotted bracelet. "I
thought it was sexy I don't know" She let it glide down her own delicate wrist, holding, twisting to see in the faint
dotted Christmas glow.
"I love it" I pulled it from her, hooking it just below my heavy watch. "A lot Thank you." A soft kiss, another she rotated
to tempt, then fell, sighing. I tucked and covered measures of naked perfection, feathering up her arm, chilled skin rising
beneath. "What's going on in that busy head of yours? Still thinking about tonight? Alecthe fianc Emily?"
"I guess and I do of course I want her to be happy, Edward. I hope you know that's not why I'm all" She gestured
wild. "I just I mean every girl deserves to be loved intensely and well, and have a man with a big, hard, hot" She
reached, squeezed, laughing through a still present buzz. I gripped over, guiding to stroke.
"You and your" I trailed and shook, smirking. She rolled, propping on her elbows, thumbing a hanging stone around
her neck.
"Did you see the way he looked at her very sweet all dazed and amazed I'm pretty sure you used to look at me like
that." Irresistible, I moved to hover, stare. Our intimacy brought the best moments.
"Used to?" I brushed her forehead with parted lips, and again. "Like three months ago? You're ridiculous, Bella Swan."
She opened, I melted between, grinding barely. "And if you'll let me I'll stare at you like that forever" I pushed
slowly forward, her heat surrounding. "Hmmm what do ya say? Sound good?" I teased quiet, grazing cheeks with
warm breath. We stilled, connected. She traced my lips, down my jaw, then framed my face, tender.
"Tonight was fun are you okay, though?" She centered me in the then, loving, knowing always. I pulled back, stroked
in and again.
"I'm good with you"
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"Hey, Edward"
"Emily I didn't realize you were still here." I smiled, continued to rinse arugula at the sink. "I thought you went with
everyone to the children's mass." She stood, squared, confident, tapping the pantry door, dressed in casual black knit.
Her face scrubbed softer than the night before. Her structure still strong, sharper then Bella's.
"I was taking a nap. I've been battling some nasty headaches lately."
"Are you hungry? I brought some pear chutney You can put it on toast... or..." She twisted her mouth, moving close.
"Dinner's going to be a while when they get back"
"Do you feed Bella like this all the time?" She asked perching on a stool near the counter. "I don't know how she stays so
tiny." Because I work it off her in b ed, thank you
"I like to cook and feed her...and Mary, Mak "
"Well, this Christmas Eve meal is very nice of you. You're flying out tomorrow, right? How is she?" The mood, the moment
past, I didn't want to talk the talk with her or any other. More knowledge of final stages and truth only drown the emotion I
needed, wanted to hold on to.
"She squeaks." I laughed lightly, Emily stared, pulling her long hair into a taut ponytail. "That's what my nephew says. She
squeaks."
"Breathing shallow gasps I can see how he gets that. Cute. So how are they holding up?" I rolled fresh dough as
she moved to lean close, picking, nibbling at the small piles of vegetables and such.
"Good actually. My brother in law has been really calm this week."
"Do you think they'll stay in New York after she's gone?" She hopped onto the counter, with every question she closed
the space between.
"For a while But I think Emmett will bring Henry here for good, eventually. You know he and Mak had a lot of fun over
Halloween." I smiled, she sighed. Her hand cupped my shoulder, I reactively tensed.
"Edward, listen Alec and I are taking Makenna." She paused, shaking her head. "We're leaving the mission, we're
going to travel and just be We plan to settle somewhere on the west coast with my daughter."
"I'm assuming you haven't told Bella..."
"No. Just Mary."
"Yeah wow. It sounds like a great experience for her you guys" I crossed my arms, rested against the sink behind,
some distance. "I think it's brave. It's right" I nodded slow to agree. "Kids belong with their parents. My dad he left,
gave up he lost so much time with us. And Henry without Rose. No child should be without their mother "
Singing, unabandoned happy bounced through the side door. Damp snow boots stomped out on a rectangular rug,
greetings and tastes from my food prep busied the space. "Kisses." Bella assaulted my mouth with sweet, chilled lips.
"Oh, god. That smells good. Is that your garlic, chicken pizza?"
"Maybe," I answered with wide eyes, sneaking a caress over my favorite ass. Bella ran fingers, stretching along the
inside of her tight, black turtleneck dress. "How was church?"
"Fun. We sang. Well, Tyler sang, we pretended. What's so serious in here..." She glanced at Emily, whispering to Alec.
Her sister forced a patronizing smirk, breathed deep.
"Alec and I are taking Mak with us to Seattle."
"Oh shit... " Mary mumbled, taming her hair, tossing her glasses. "Okay, I'm ready..."
Bella handed me a glass of wine, sipping deep first. "Oh fun. For how long? During summer break?" Oblivious, she
turned, rubbing over my chest. "We should pin dates down... we're thinking about taking Mak and Henry to D.C. this
summer... Wait, when are you due back in the field?" Alec gripped Emily's shoulders, bracing.
"We're not going back. We've left the mission. We're leaving for the west coast in February, Bella."
"You can't do that. She has school." Bella tensed, I dusted my mouth over her hair from behind. Her fingers tugged at the
new leather cord at my wrist, to balance.
"I've already talked to Father Peter... and her teacher. We're driving across the country and... I'm going to homeschool her."
Silence heavy and absolute, Makenna stared at her mother, Tyler's hand gentle on her head.
"How b ohemian of you, Emily. That's quaint and so... so fucking cool. Is this the latest reinvention of Emily Swan... Jesus
Christ." They eased closer. The hate, seething was unfamiliar, a delicate line in life and love had been crossed.
"No Bella, this is real life. You should try it... you're all grown up now, by the way." Almost, but not quite touching in the
center of the room, Bella visibly exhaled.
"Last I checked, I grew up real quick, rocking your baby to sleep every night, taking her to therapy so she could use both
hands while you were out spreading your god given gift all over the fucking world..." Mary leaped between, trembling
finger pointed towards Bella.
"That's enough... who the hell are we here... We're better than this mess." She paused, releasing. "Stop this, darling girl.
You knew this was coming... one day." Bella swallowed, eyes narrowed.
"Did you know about this? You did..."
"Edward agrees too... supports us..." Fuck. Emily gestured my way. Bella stared, eyes glistening. I ran my hands down,
shoulder to elbow to soothe, she jerked.
"So all of you just talk and know and decide... all of this without me?" She spun, cheeks red, damp. "That little girl is my
whole heart, Emily. You can't just take her back because you want to... because now you're ready."
"She's not yours, B. I'm her mother."
"Then..." Bella gasped, wide eyed. "Where the fuck have you been for the past ten years..." She screamed, shook and in
the quickest, most frightening moment Emily's hand found Bella's face.
"Mommy!" Mak cried. I grabbed her around and up, rushing out.
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Holiday lights and melting snow framed our reflection in the sun room glass. Tall and small, we sat, staring into the dark
night, anger swelled inside then silenced. "Aunt B will hate me if I go..." Mak whispered.
"No, she'll never hate you. She couldn't. She loves you more than anything. That's why she's so upset. You understand
that, right?" She nodded. Her head gently rested against me. I noticed Bella's reflection.
"Makenna, go get ready for bed, please." She immediately stood to leave, pausing.
"I love you, Aunt B. I'm sorry my mom hit you." Bella shuddered, lowering, holding tight.
"I'm sorry too, angel. Oh my god..." Their hug, hands lingered. Bella turned to follow.
"Baby..." I caught her elbow, she spun, spiteful.
"Don't. No. You don't get to do this." She stormed, I chased.
"Hey..."
"Why are you doing this, Edward? You come in here telling everyone what and how things should be? Why? Before you...
that..." She motioned towards the stairs. "That was my life... Not every parent deserves to be... It's not always natural.
Mine weren't. Mary raised me, she gave me the best... she's the best. I don't even know my mom anymore..."
"Bella, be fair. She's here, she wants this. She's sincerely trying. And Alec seems ready... It's her child. She finally wants
to do the right thing. How can you not encourage that?" She threw her hands up, defeated, done.
"You've known her for two days..."
"Yeah... I seem to recall a similar argument." Tears began again, fingertips worked rough to hide. "I told your sister how I
felt. I meant it. This is black and white for me..."
White knuckled, weighted and leaning at the fluted front door molding, I stared. Bella's cream wool coat tucked under my
arm, her toes in the darkest tights poked against the sole edge of my leather boot. Defeated, past tired, the red warmth
and evidence of the worst night glowed still from her cheek. "You're not coming home with me... are you?" An audible
sigh, fist at her mouth when she met my eyes finally the answer was clear.
"How could you..."
"I'm sorry." I dropped her coat on the antique black walnut bench she sat on. "I didn't do it to hurt you..."
"I'm just..." She was speechless... her conflict raw, our moment new. She plucked decorative cloves from a holiday
orange with force, fingertips flicking towards me.
"Bella... " Jaw tight, I breathed deep. "My flight is early tomorrow. Baby, I don't want to leave you like this..." Makenna
suddenly peeked around the corner from the kitchen, swollen lids from the hour and scene. I motioned, nodded. She
hurried, pink nightgown dusting the wood floor.
"Goodbye, Edward." She squeezed as I lowered. "Will I see you before I leave?" Mak whispered, worried. Bella clicked a
sarcastic tongue, thumbs rubbing damp lashes.
"I hope so..."
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"How long did you work on that" Edging even closer, I sipped deep.
"The entire flight The flight that you were supposed to be on, the flight that you weren't on"
"I left last night."
"Edward" I pouted, sad and sorry. He gently pounded and moved around the long bar, falling into the stool beside me.
"How are you how's Mak?" His palms brushed my knees, helplessly igniting.
"Edward, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I yelled and screamed and raged and if I could turn back the clock and react again" He
thumbed over my lips to hush.
"You don't owe anyone an apology stop."
"But I hurt you and you left and I let you."
"Last night wasn't about us, Bella. And you were ambushed. For that I'm sorry But the rest, it's just it's life. It's
where we stand. No wrong or right. Where we come from, what we know. I wouldn't change that. You're hurting and I
understand I hate it" He tugged me off the stool between his legs. Framing my face, I wrapped my hands around his
wrists, tucking a finger between the leather cord and cold metal watch. Composed, slow his mouth met mine. Dusting
new, fuller and grateful, he smirked against "Doggie style you're a mess." We laughed light, content. "I love my crazy,
beautiful mess"
"Yours" I breathed.
"Mine." Lacing fingers, he led me to lock doors and into Emmett's back office. He lowered near the safe, while I skimmed
the wall of built-in shelves. I traced an image of him cradling a infant Henry next to Rose. I buried briefly the suffering
ache that waited at the townhouse. I turned, watching Edward stack log journals, zipping a grey deposit bag the
expanse of bare skin where his charcoal t-shirt slipped from the waist of his jeans. I caught lips between punishing teeth
taking in the muscles of his thighs as he knelt, his broad shoulders flexing as he secured the steel door, spun the lock
dial. Ready to touch, to connect and heal find our new normal.
He righted, turning, his look equally deep and wanting. My hand searched behind for the door handle, the tiny lock, as he
closed the heady space between. He pressed, angled against, hands sliding along and down my body, pulling me tight
at the low dip of my back. He thumbed over my cheeks, hands under my jaw, tilting, mouth capturing mine, we tasted. I
twisted the edge of his shirt to balance as heat spread, tongues slid. I wrapped around, pulling closer, melting, as he
tangled through my hair, smoothing over my temples.
I pulled my mouth from his, tugging lips slightly to taunt. "Don't you ever leave me again."
"Don't let me" He growled. I pushed, palms flat over his chest until he fell back, easy onto a worn, dark green leather
sofa. Narrowed eyes, pursed lips, I stood over, unwinding my pink scarf. He widened legs, adjusted between, running a
rough hand through his hair. Working to tease, a piece at a time, until finally boots kicked off, jeans and lace gone, I
straddled, he gasped. "Fuck" Rubbing patterns gentle at my hips, his eyes trailed down and over. Bare, brave and
needing, I rocked over his growing length.
"Merry Christmas" I joked, he scoffed, blowing an exhale.
"You're fucking incredible." His eyes closed, I outlined the arch of his brows, down his nose, sweeping over his lips. He
bit playful, tongue swirling my fingertip. I giggled, he grinned, our stare again, knowing. I slid under his long sleeved tshirt reveling the feel of his taut abdomen, pushing up and off. A tender touch danced up my spine, shivering, I rushed a
kiss to warm. deeper, hungrier by the pass, mood shifting. "Last night was the longest night of my life" He admitted,
holding me steady.
"Me too." Our lips brushed soft, breath shared. "I'm here now I love you" Urgent, eager, I unbuttoned, opened and
freed. He stroked his cock once, again, holding at the base, and at my hip, he guided, I sank. Moaning through the
connection, nails dug at his shoulders. He licked, swirled around my nipple as I moved over, finding our rhythm. Strong
hips lifted, swiveled with every roll of mine. Movements, pace perfected he pressed against, below, balancing with wet,
hot, patient kisses along my jaw. "Good It's so good" He circled tighter, I pulled rough, his mouth to mine, tongues
dipping, gasping until I tipped, quivering, overwhelmed.
"That's it, baby" He whispered, tucked, inhaling behind my ear, peppering tender pecks to soothe. Slowly forcing me
over, quicker lift and drop, wrapped in each other, he pulsed furiously inside me, groaning through his high.
Still joined, I nuzzled into his neck, shoulder, mirroring hands, fingers out in front. Centered, grateful, touch light we
calmed in comfortable quiet. "Have you ever had your heart broken?" I wondered, he sighed.
"Once."
"Tell me And don't say last night"
"Were you trying to break my heart last night?"
"Shut up." I pinched, pulled hair below. "Tell me"
"I lived with someone here in New York during grad school. A cellist."
"Sounds romantic" I straightened, jealous and more.
"Not really. She was difficult. We were pretty explosive sometimes too much idealistic dreaming..."
"Well, it's a good thing I'm not a creative type" I mused, he rolled wavy strands between fingers, smirking.
"You're good at other things" I winked, nodding, nibbling the end of his nose.
"Did she leave you?"
"Yes. She was a leaver" He smiled, teased. "No it was just, a very strange, intense time in my head I think."
"I like your head " I dusted parted lips at his temple. "I'm not a dreamer..."
"No, you're as real as it gets..." I held close. "That's why, Makenna's going to be fine... no matter where she is. You've
grounded her... you've grounded me." I brushed along, a small rise, fall, thankful, a sweet tempo found again.
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"The rab b it-hole went straight on like a tunnel for some way, and then dipped suddenly down, so suddenly that Alice had
not a moment to think ab out stopping herself b efore she found herself falling down a very deep well," I read near Henry's
ear. Pausing enough to kiss over his blonde curls, desperate to distract. Beautiful ballet, sounds and images filtered
from the television, filling the crowded master bedroom. Rose's doctor, Edward and Emmett huddled serious at the door
for several weighted, sad moments. I tucked the quilt higher over Henry and continued reading.
"Bella, no. Put Henry to bed." Emmett's unfamiliar, demanding tone startled. His eyes darted wild, red. I righted, closed
the book, quickly pulled Henry with me.
"Of course, okay " Henry's hand in mine, I paused beside Rose. "Henry," I breathed, struggling. "Kiss your mom, baby."
He stared, shaking silent. Edward kneeled near, holding his sister's hand towards Henry to touch.
"Henry" He turned into Edward's arms, trembling.
"I'm scared," he cried, Edward nodded, whispering.
"I know" He hushed, swaying gentle. Emmett held his hand over Henry's head, then lifted to carry him out of the room.
Henry peeked over his dad's broad shoulder, motioning a tiny wave. I leaned, kissing Rose's thin fleshed, boned cheek,
then Edward's, lingering to love.
Time and night passed in a blur, a blend of wake and restlessness, curled protectively around Henry. Edward moved
silent through the darkness in an unknown hour, slipping in bed behind. Wonder, then truth left me still and caught as he
exhaled into my hair and rested his arm over both of us. Barely damp, his cheek brushed mine, as I tightened and laced
my hand in his, knowing
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Poem by Virna Sheard and of course Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
The next is the last. One more good bye and a whole bunch of fluff and bliss.
"I love our sex." I pushed, pressed my erection at her center. "But you need to go out there and deal. Go say good bye"
She sighed, releasing, shoulders sagging. Her gaze trailed over and through the chilled glass behind the bed.
"She's always been here. I could get to her if she needed me, you know. I mean I could hear her upstairs. I could check
on her always under this roof." Buttoning again, she breathed and settled. "This roof Mary's roof not mine anymore
I'm homeless so she and Tyler can be naked and free"
"Shut up," I chuckled, punching her chin. "You're in rare form this morning. You're not homeless. You're my roommate
now." Hovering, lips lingered over, soft touches traced my nose, jaw.
"Your live-in lover" A smile, light laugh through our kiss.
"And" I brushed up her thighs and between. "Tonight, we're gonna be naked in the loft."
"Don't forget Charlotte" She pointed, I gnashed playful, then calmly kissed fingertips.
"How could I forget her? She weighs more than I do"
"Give me something to focus on." I rocked, winking, she twisted her mouth wanting more.
"Okay... how about Jane's wedding this summer. And a visit from Henry..."
"Is their car packed?"
"Yes"
"I need a car we need a car" She rambled, finally moving from the bed, progress.
"You want a car? I'll buy us a car"
"I'll drive you around town. I'll be your chauffer and your lover... I may be lost in the kitchen, but I'm great in bed and
behind the wheel" She grinned wide, squaring, smoothing her hair high.
"I'm sure you are." Wide eyes and a slap on my favorite ass earned me a tight, teasing grip over my cock. "Hey now"
"Edward" Suddenly still, I knew. Buried against my chest, forehead pressed, rolling we paused near the bedroom door.
I gently stroked up, down her back to soothe and ready.
"She's going to be fine"
"I believe you."
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A simply strung piano melody bridged and filled the last of the weighted moments. Mak and I, our most mastered duet,
played for Mary, Tyler and all. One high, one low, as her smaller hand and fingers tapped in time against her knee. Bella
stood behind, braiding long dark hair. "Aunt B, that's gross." Bella's snicker and sniff was the levity only she could share.
She tickled the ends of Mak's hair over her damp eyes, nose.
"Slow the middle just a little bit. Start again?" I hoped, feeling Emily's approach. Moving flush against Bella from behind,
Emily wrapped tight, arms across her chest. Surprise, a gasp peaked barely over the quiet music.
"I suck at matters of the heart, B. You know that. And I own it" I breathed anxious, eavesdropping on the rushed,
important words. "I'm sorry I hurt you" Bella's emotion won, fierce, wet and overwhelmed. She tucked her face into her
sister's arms, elbows resting under her chin. "Thank you for keeping her safe and making her smile for so long." Bella
shook, Emily squeezed. "I'm a selfish bitch. sometimes but you got the good tits call it even?" Bella scoffed
through furious tears, turning to stare. Two intense, connected souls mirrored wits in silence.
"But you suck at French braiding. And on Tuesdays she likes Princess Leah knots remember those and I use the
thin ribbons I packed them in her back pack," Bella whispered, trembling. Emily smiled, slow to spread.
"B, I taught you how to French braid."
"So. So, what if you're sick? What if she really wants that and you can't or you're at the hospital working or in surgery or in
traffic and" Bella spun towards Alec. He stood wide eyed, bracing in his turn of the tirade. "You. Can you French braid?"
He shook his head, chuckling. Mak and I watched stifling smiles, laughs. "You need to know. Come here."
hers. Cocky, curled smile, she rolled the ball down her arm, palming it in my face.
"Let's go, smart ass" I teased. August heat and shine punished, the small patch of corner pavement the most brutal in
the afternoon. Bella moved quick, dribbling a left handed lay up. Fuck. Her short white shorts distracted, as sweat
dripped and blurred my sight.
"Wait wait" Bella forced a circled swagger, narrowed eyes, pursed lips. "I think I figured out your problem Ha." She
pointed, tongue sweeping her bottom lip. She spun the ball with her right, over her left. "Huh, lefty"
"Yeah, whatever bring it," I smirked, tucking my mouth in a damp collar.
"As good as you usually work those hands, baby what a pity" She winked.
"Keep it up, babe, you'll be sorry later"
"Ohhhhh." They mocked wide-eyed in unison.
"Bella, you should have seen the point guards dancing around his sorry ass in high school."
"This is the best. It's golden. I mean you have no idea the joy and satisfaction I'm experiencing right now" Her lefthanded shots and torture drove on. I fought my best fight, pinching her ass, tugging her ponytail as often as allowed, but
only to fail.
Leaping on my back, kisses pecked hard against a wet cheek, she giggled free. "Come on, lefty no pouting there
has to be something I'm better at. Christ, baby. You're practically perfect otherwise." I walked, swinging violent, trying to
throw her off in jest.
"Alright, alright, enough fun and games," Mary gestured wild, kissing over Henry's blonde curls. "We've got wedding biznass to deal with. I'm so glad that priss pot found someone as pretty as her to marry" She pulled a crumpled list from
her beaded apron pocket, a pencil from her peppered hair. "You boys load up the van. The flowers lined up in the kitchen
go in last. Garment bags in the shop entry go in first. Bella you come with me. I need one more check on the gown.
You're backside's a little fuller than Jane's but I can guestimate"
"What? No way I'm sweaty and gross. You can't put me in her dress." Mary waved, spinning quick.
"Nah it's fine she got the family and friends discount, whole damn affair's outside anyway. She'll be glistening,
sparkling sweat herself, don't worry. Zip it, kiss your man and follow me."
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"Oh boy Someone's in trouble" She winked, I stalked. Mouth parted, I ran a rough hand through damp hair. Fucking
b eautiful. "Aunt Mary you better get me out of this thing. He looks like he's going to eat me!" She peeked over purple
dotted glasses, long pins balanced between her lips.
"You're such a romantic, old soul, Edward," she mumbled, teasing. I fell flush against the mirrored wall behind, blowing
a steady exhale. "What is that look something between puppy dog cute and smug sexy?"
"It's smug alright like I'm the luckiest son of a bitch in Chicago." Bella gasped, pouting, overtly dramatic.
"Only Chicago?" A pin pricked to punish, she jumped. "Oww" Mary gathered, tossing tools into a white basket. "Don't
move. I'll be right back." As she rushed to disappear, I moved, melted against. We stared, flirting, eyes heavy in the full
length mirror ahead. My hands grazed gently down her exposed throat as she angled. I peppered kisses along, summer
sun kissed bare shoulders.
"This is fucking torture, Bella," I whispered over honeyed, smooth skin.
"Yeah? Tell me" Her hand worked up, tugging through the ends of my hair.
"I'm about to bend you over that chair and show you instead" I breathed.
"Mmmm my god we're so horny it's comical." She giggled, I groaned. "I'm in my best friend's wedding dress you're
so dirty." I bit her earlobe lightly.
"Yeah, I know" Rubbing over and down the smooth white middle, I continued to dust kisses over her cheek. "How will
yours look?"
"My what?"
"Wedding dress."
"Baby" She shook, I sighed.
"Okay, I'll stop." We stared in the reflection ahead.
"I don't want you stop. Ever I just "
"Hey, hey back off Hands McGhee. We've got to get shaking," Mary shouted, I staggered back, palms out in defense.
"I hung your suit by the bed." Bella smiled, blowing a kiss, I winked ducking out, heart pounding.
oOo*OB*oOo
"Whoa, babe slow down," I struggled in a reception party haze of excitement and noise to avoid, chairs, heels,
suspicious stares. Bella tugged playful, fingers laced, peeking over a glowing shoulder every few steps and stumbles.
"Where are we going, do I need more wine?"
"Shhhh very funny." We paused at a heavy, engraved mahogany door on the first floor of the Coven Estate. She slowly
turned an oval, pewter handle and slid forward into the softly lit room. "Lock it is there a lock?" I turned, securing our
privacy. "Oh this looks like a library or something, hmmm?" We scanned and anxiously assessed the space. The
moonlight through a high fixed stained glass window blended barely with a small desk lamp, lighting the dark
furnishings and full wall shelves.
My dark silk tie slid through her hands, a lead to follow her backing into a mosaic of books and frames. I smirked
knowing, fingertips dancing along her collarbone. "What's going on in that gorgeous head of yours?"
"I just can't wait until we get home And Emmett and Henry will be there and your suit is killing me, it just hangs
so god and your eyes with this tie and these pants" Voice quivering, body trembling, she pushed my jacket off. Her
hands smoothed up her thighs, pale yellow chiffon gliding up and along.
"You're beautiful" I breathed, pressing forward, my erection evident between.
"I look like Big Bird."
"You fucking do not," I laughed, nipping gently at her plump, glossed lower lip. She pulled, grip strong my neck, we
melted. My mouth brushed down her throat, up and again, tracing a wet path to her ear. Fingers worked quick to unbutton
one too many on my white dress shirt. She worked my belt open, my pants, freeing my cock, touch warm, thumbing over
the tip. "Bella goddamn"
My head fell, nestled, as I pushed the dress hem up further. "Fuck me Baby, I want it" She begged, I groaned.
Dragging my nose along her jaw as she tipped her head. Nipping soft to heat, down and along her chin, I teased over
her pussy. She reactively forced towards and against, as I moved damp fabric to the side. "Oh god god, yes." She
lifted, wrapping a leg around my waist, spreading, panting. The beat and pound of live music beyond the door drowned
moans and pleading. I straightened, grasping my cock, stroked inside her warmth. She fisted, twisting my shirt in her
shaking hands as we stilled, adjusting.
"How" Foreheads met, I licked my lips. "Tell me how"
"You know" She rotated, grinding to show and begin.
"I love you," I whispered at her wanting mouth, pulling back to set a hard, fast rhythm. Tangled legs below, hands above, I
thrust, we burned. Dark, painted lashes fluttered, then widened as she gasped and reached.
"Edward I love you I'm there" I felt her tighten, surrender. Covering her mouth rough with mine, swallowing the
sweetest sounds. Tongues plunging desperate, I pumped once, twice, harder by the next until euphoric heat spread,
exploding.
Wrapping, holding close, our breathing, hearts slowed. I splayed my hand under, along her jaw, thumbing her sparkling
pink cheek. Urging her mouth back to mine, tongues tasted, slid easy as our bodies melted again to relax, sated. "I think
you should fix your hair, before we head out" She reached, feeling through, panicked, giggling.
"You fix it" She spun, gripping the bookshelves for leverage, slipping back into tall heels. I adjusted, fastened loose
curls, shiny flowered pins. She rubbed her ass against, teasing, impatient. "Edward" She purred.
"Bella" I warned, yet opened the first gold pearl button at her back, stroking my hardening length once and again
Irresistible "Oh fuck Mmmm"
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I watched her dance, swinging ease, jazz and drinks flowed. Still high on a secret release, we were blissed in the
present, ours and others we loved. Time and life finally in a forward motion. I settled, whipped and dizzy at a rousing table
of young wedding revelers. I sipped my chilled bottled beer in the thick heat of the late summer night under American
oaks dressed in lanterns and lights. Tyler, innate rhythm and groove, spun Bella around and across. Our eyes met brief
on every turn and corner. The kids offered cards decked for magic tricks and fun. Suckered into foolish hijinx smarter than
my own, as I sipped and calmed.
"Hey, you" Bella shouted, arms lazy over Tyler's dark suit jacket. I stilled, surprised, lips wet over my amber bottle top.
We matched smirks, sexier than the other. "Marry me" She mouthed, winking. I played, taunting, a hand over my heart
in fake attack, then toasted her with my beer like our first.
My best swagger led me to cut in, claim my love as the music slowed. "You shouldn't tease about something like that,
you know"
"Maybe I'm not. I'm not teasing this time, anymore" A twirl, fingers locked as she swayed silly. "Screw all this We'll get
in the car, drive south or north to Wisconsin or Michigan. I don't care. Let's just do it. Next weekend or now I'm
ready. Let's be all legal and such. Let's do it." She tugged my loose tie to lower. Our mouths grazed within a breath. "Marry
me, Edward"
"Yes."
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"You can't say stupid. It's not nice," Lily eagerly reminded, holding the door for the rest. Mak pinched her cheek as she
passed. "Daddy, what time will Mommy be completely home. She needs to see my new dance shoes."
"Soon, baby. But we need to take Charlotte for a quick walk and start dinner." Charlotte greeted sloppy, her favorite small
people arrived, reciprocating their love. "Henry was invited to the intensive summer study with the symphony. I'm pretty
sure it runs all day." I followed Mak straight to the girls new bedroom in the corner. Every action had intent, purpose. She
was deep in the self centered space of life as it should be. Cora toddled barely, clinging to my leg, one foot curled over
my track shoe.
"This is totally cool. Oh man Was this Aunt B's idea?"
"No, mine. She wanted to do just do a small door in the kitchen. But I thought the girls could go wild with this." She
picked up two pieces of chalk from a small pink basket on the dark wood floor, handing one to the baby. "So tell me
more about Quil." She shrugged, scribbling.
"He's alright. I mean it's not like anything super serious. We study and hang out and stuff. His mom's kind of a weirdo.
He gets bummed out about that a lot. But we have that in common, I guess."
"Everything okay there?" I fell to sit, pulling the wet chalk from the corner of Cora's mouth.
"What? My mom?" More shrugging, she blew dark hair from blue eyes and continued her work. Mak's appearance grew
so similar to her father, disposition so honest, true like Bella. "I don't see her too much. She and Alec work like all the
time. But she's not breathing down my neck in my business either. I'm making straight A's. So it's cool."
"Sounds like you guys will stay in Portland since they opened the clinic."
"Yeah. I mean I like Portland. I miss Chicago and you guys, though. Aunt Mary told me I could come every summer. I
probably will. I don't know. Maybe I'll come back for college. I could be your part time nanny " Cora pointed, blending
bubbles, sounds and tugging my ears, t-shirt. "And finished" I read the words, parts of a prayer, flowers and hearts
weaved and stretched.
"Daddy Daddy" The sudden cries, screaming caused the baby to shudder and tumble in my lap. I rushed, passing
her to Mak as horror vibrated through the loft. Autumn was curled, heaving near the leather sofa.
"What happened?" I demanded, cradling as she trembled.
"It was bad, Daddy. Just bad"
"Lily. Stop the dramatics, tell me what happened." The closer I held Autumn, the louder she cried.
"She was riding Charlotte and then she tried to ride her like the pretty ladies on our video do with horses. On top. Like
with their feet." Of course.
"Mak, here" I passed my phone. Search for Dr. Liam O'Brien."
"Awwwww. Autumn you can't be like so wild holy crap. Uncle E, Aunt B's gonna totally kill you."
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I heard her heels skipping brick steps by twos. Then the keys, then the shoving, twisting, finally when the banging
started, I braced. Mary glided past, gesturing me to still. She casually opened the door with Cora tucked sleeping across
her chest. "Hello, darling girl." Bella stumbled in, thrashing, panting. She shook disgusted, frustrated at Mary's casual
tone, reaching for the baby. Mary stepped back, waving her finger then to hush. Bella brushed close, squeezing them
both, cooing crazy and sweet over the back of warmest bald baby. She spotted me in the rocking chair as she kissed and
loved. An audible gasp barely stifled by a trembling hand as she dropped bags and such hurrying towards. I tightened
around our deeply dreaming little girl.
"Oh my god. Edward she's so oh my god this is just awful." My gentle motion and tilt halted immediate by her arms,
legs. Trying to wrap and crawl into the chair with us. "Look at this tiny cast oh my god. Is she in pain? Why is the cast
black?"
"Will you stop?" Mary rasped hovering. "She's fine. So brave. She chose black. But that's an issue for another day..." Bella
narrowed her eyes, motioning her away.
"She is not fine. She's been to the emergency room, x-rays, broken bones all over the loft That's terrifying trauma
without her mommy. You stop!" Mary rolled her eyes, swaying slightly, as Cora shifted. I settled back into the oddly
comforting abyss of rote Swan hysterics.
"Well, you may not have been there, but Dr. O'Brien was." Mary was relentless. Bella righted, smirking.
"Oh really?" She taunted, arms crossed. "You called Liam, did you?" Raised brows, I shrugged.
"Well he is the best. And the girls absolutely adore him." I tugged the dark blue tie at her waist hard to lower.
"Kiss me and please shut up." I caught her satisfied snicker with a hungry mouth. A soft kiss to quiet, then another to
remind. "Calm now?"
"Mmmm yes. But I love your envy eyes. They make me hot." Mary pulled and pushed, forcing her up again.
"What?"
"Look at me." Bella stared, hands in defense. Mary scoffed, mouth gaping.
"You're pregnant." She whispered heightened and true. "For the love of You are pregnant again."
"You're seriously losing it what are you talking about?"
"See I told you before you left." I squared, dusting Autumn's hair, breathing deep, satisfied.
"She looks exhausted." Mary nodded towards me and back. "You do, you look like exhausted."
"That's it. I'm through with both of you. Where's Tyler. I need to go sit out back and have a drink with him maybe even
smoke a cigar." We burst. "What? Don't laugh at me. I'm not pregnant! I've been in Switzerland!"
"He's playing a late gig at the Joynt. And Lily's sleeping upstairs with Mak. You need to sit down and gestate."
"I want to go home. Edward" She spun in high heels, flustered.
"Can't you two stop having sex for a week. My god I just can't with you So now you're a practicing Catholic?" Mary smiled
crooked, sly, Bella collapsed. Hiding behind a tapestry sofa pillow, laughing cathartic and raw, my favorite.
"Listen, you two go home. Leave these beautiful creatures here for the night." We sat surprised, grateful and more. I
winked, Bella sighed. "I mean it. Go."
"Did Lily do her prayers though?" She anxiously collected her purse, fumbling.
"Yes."
"Will you whisper the blessings to Autumn and the baby?"
"Of course." Mary pinched Bella's chin, caressing her cheek. "You make wonderful babies, you know that" She turned,
kissing her palm.
"Maybe I should just nurse Cora for a little bit." I slid hands around from behind.
"She's been weaned for a month. Let's go while we can."
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Stalking into the bathroom, slipping her sky blue robe slowly off, Bella inhaled. "What is that smell? Yuck. Makes me
dizzy." I smirked, settling back.
"Princess bubble gum blast or some stupid shit I mean not stupid and not shit. Lily will tell and I'll go to hell..." I
mumbled.
"Oh god" We laughed. "You know she's just like her..." Bella winked, I knew. "Look at my pretty, fancy, schmancy tub,"
she squealed, clapping silly, rushing over chilled modern tile. Stepping in, creamy porcelain skin teasing over, I
smoothed up from ankle to thigh and down again. "Baby" She sank, warm water sloshing as her back rested slick
against my chest.
"Here." I offered a tall glass goblet of milk.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I forced her to sip once. "Edward... "
"Yes, you are." Gently squeezing my knees around hers, she dragged her nails up and over my legs.
"You're seriously ridiculous. Why are you so sure?" I wrapped, she released. I brushed her damp temple, cheek with
parted lips.
"Because I know your body very well."
"Mmmm... Show me" She purred. My hands skimmed warm, wet, thumbs pressed along tense shoulders. Aware of
every bare measure as she tipped and angled, lips grazing my stubbled jaw.
I caressed over, between swollen swells, her peaks tightening from the attention as her soft thighs fell open. "How's
that?"
"It's good more" Her ass pressed, swiveled against my hardening length. Palms worked lower. Rising slightly she
balanced pale painted toes along the tub's curved edge. Our fingers laced, pushing, we teased, pressed and rubbed,
hips lifting with every motion until I slipped two inside. "Oh god" She turned, soaked strands tangled between, she
gasped against my neck. I continued to stroke in, out, hers pressed close, circling. She tightened, her quiver soothed,
and worked as I held strong with my other arm.
"You like that tell me, baby" I groaned, feeling her clench and pulse around my fingers. I captured her mouth and
moans. Tongues tasted, teased and licked playful smiles as she floated. She brought my hand to her lips, kissing
sweet at the inside of my wrist, gently nipping my thumb.
"Jesus. I needed that."
"Yes. You did." She sipped the milk, then swallowed fast, I nodded, grinning. Feet teetered, stacked over mine, she
shifted low, savoring the warmth and comfort... alone and blissed.
"Our wild, sweet girl broke her arm today."
"I know." I ran a weary hand through my wet hair. "I'm sorry." She reached behind, pinching my nose, then dragging to
kiss.
"It's not your fault, baby. God. This is too much. You're working, I'm away working. They're growing and crazy and
gorgeous. Holy shit. It's just too much."
"We're okay."
"No. I want to quit. I miss you guys so fucking much I can't take it anymore. I can't concentrate. I'm walking around
thinking about matching socks, and if Cora ate and napped, and if you remembered to brush their hair."
"That hair cannot be brushed, Bella. It's impossible. And Cora's is well... nonexsistent." We laughed light, ever present
and overwhelmed.
"Bless that baby. She can't help it... " I grazed, sucking, tickling over her summer sun freckled shoulders.
"Then do it. Quit. Stay home and take care of us"
"Really?"
"Really." She shifted to stare. "I'll teach one class a semester... the loft is paid for. We'll be fine. I miss your body too much
anyway." Foreheads pressed, humming content, we sighed humbled and knowing in our fortune. "And... I have good
news Emmett asked Heidi out."
"Oh my god." Feet splashed, kicking. "I'm so fucking excited. I told him... If he just waited until Henry was out of her class
and he took the coaching job at the other school That is good news... the b est news."
"It is. It seriously is. He sounded really solid."
"So romantic. I want to go out on a date. We never really went out on a date you know that? I mean you just ripped my
dress off and I was yours." She snapped slick fingers, I nibbled her soapy knuckles.
"I'll take you out on a date."
"Like I mean put on something pretty, figure out that curling iron thing Makenna gave me go have a fancy dinner,
bottle of wine"
"No wine" I breathed against, smirking. She turned rough, straddling suddenly.
"Edward. What if I am? Holy fuck." Her hands worked tender over and down my desperate cock. I rolled my head, eyes
closed, reveling in the softest touch.
"Then we'll have four. Four." I teased, holding fingers to show, shrugging.
"Edward"
"What, baby" I guided, one hand spayed at her hip, one along her jaw. She fell, lifted slow, down and again. Motion and
pace, making love... hands slipping along the slick white tub. Slowing, lips dragged and lingered, gaze never parting.
"I think I am too," she breathed, smiling. "I want to be... I love having your babies."
"I fucking love you"
"Yeah?" Whispers morphed into the widest grins.
"Yeah."
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closer to see, gripping my wrist and cold thick metal. "What time is it? Do we have time? Everyone's waiting. The girls are
probably ripping down pretty things. Petals off flowers. Oh god. I don't know."
"Shhhh." I tasted, smoothing lower, tipping her slightly into the chilled dark cushion.
"Edward."
"Yeah"
"You smell like garlic. Oh my god lots of garlic, garlic, more garlic" A playful cringe, left me teasing harder.
"Garlic bbq lamb." I slowly opened her mint green robe. "Garlic mushroom tart." I skimmed over and down bare arms,
fingertips, twisting our platinum band. "Steamed mussels with sake and garlic." I teased up between her full breasts,
feathering tender nipples, gently teasing taut. "Garlic and parsley stuffed shrimp."
"Okay. Okay no more. Stop. Please stop. You have to stop," she squealed, I tucked tighter. My fingers teasing lower,
closer.
"Stop what " I whispered over her creamy bare shoulder, dusting wet lips down her throat. Our breathing shallowed,
reactively restless. Wet warmth between her thighs, my thumb slipped over sensitive skin. "This? You want me to stop
this?" Searching, moaning our lips met, tongues urged as I played her like she loved.
Easing her leg back over mine, I slid my cock between and through. "No, no, no don't you stop there" She gasped as
I entered, pushing slow. "Yes." We lost ourselves inside out. A rhythm grew more desperate by the thrust. Time alone,
savored, knowing. She clawed, nails digging at slick leather as our pace quickened. I spread her wider, as she reached
down gently grazing where we met.
"Fuck." I angled, faster, harder, both edging the end. "Fucking touch me, baby You know what that does to me."
"Mmmm" She whimpered, then louder as she came. I pressed once, twice, deeper burying into her damp hair, neck.
"Bella." We breathed, blissed, slowing moments exposed in our vaulted, quiet loft. I settled, falling back opposite to take
her in. Smug, hazy smiles on a cool March afternoon.
"That was random and amazing." Toes dug into my naked thigh, I faked a bite and nibble.
"What is this?" I wide eyed the neon yellow glitter paint.
"Sunshine and sparkles. I think. Fuck, I don't know. It's all I could find. Lily has wonderful taste, you know." We mirrored
proud, ridiculous smiles as I smoothed up, tracing her knee.
"Its possible I did send a bit of something you do like over to Mary's. Sans garlic."
"You did?" She suddenly crawled, arched brow, vixen but silly. "Like what?" Squeezing into my lap, small, soft kisses
warmed my neck, ear.
"Tater tot casserole your current obsession." Rounding the baby belly, I held.
"You're so good to me. I should marry you. And have your four million children." Tugging my lip with teasing teeth, we
laughed, collapsing closer.
"We'll have our own basketball team soon."
"See. Exactly. Our own all girls basketball team."
"Babe. I've already called this one. Mary and I know," I scoffed, she stroked.
"We only make girls, Edward. End of story." The land line blasted through our peace and nonsense. Bella reached, I
pulled.
"Don't," I warned.
Aunt B where are you guys? Aunt Mary thought you'd b e here already... Cora just puked on Lily's dress. She's crying. Of
course. And my mom just called from the Congo. So yeah. Where are you guys?
"Shit. Poor Mak. Poor Cora. And Lily oh boy! Ahhhhhh! We need to go, don't we?" She stood, a parting bare glance. As
she leaned to kiss and motivate, I teased tender, trying to prolong. Raking through my hair, she balanced, my forehead at
her middle. "Don't you dare start again, Edward." I circled lower. "I mean it, I swear fuck" She tipped her head back,
tightening her grip for balance. "Nope. We have to go. Dammit. God, poor Cora. She might be getting the flu, Edward.
Okay. Come on!" I grabbed her ass as she hurried her escape. "Come help me. I need help. There's wraps and ties and
a lot happening with this Mary Swan maternity original bridal party business. And Emily called. Christ."
Copious dark green shine, shoes tossed and kicked and worn again, we readied. Bella ran slow down my matching silk
tie after knotting, she stared. "Are you good?"
"Sure. Why?" I dusted reassurance over her blushed cheek.
"Because you're you and you love your sister and I know you miss her. And today is new."
"It's not new. He's ready. It's not about me or Rose." I laced our fingers, pulling slight towards the door, sated but
missing our brood.
"Emmett's happy. Heidi loves him. She loves Henry."
"I know." She stilled, staring. "Baby. I'm fine." More reassurance, lips against her forehead. "You feel warm."
"I'm fine. Good. Super fine and good, actually. It's just my husband gets me hot and wet" A whisper trailed,
mumbling to herself, she switched switches, filled a ballerina tote bag. "I really think I'm hornier when I'm pregnant."
"It's not going to be two weeks."
"Shut up." She was dragging then, pulling me and my anxious estimation towards the stairs. Love and loud coos to an
aging Charlotte led us out. "This baby is so lazy. I swear it. She's heard the crazy chaos in this life and is going to hang
back as long as she can."
"Forty-eight hours. Mark it. Know it. He'll be here," I baited, nodding. "Our toughest point guard yet."
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I trailed, following slower, mellow and content in the nearing change. She rambled ahead about wanting salami and
olives and old school oyster crackers, swaying towards the energy of the occasion, ultimately carrying her dress shoes
in each hand. The sun was low, the air cooler than it should have been, I tugged her back. "Hey" A light stumble, easy
against, our lips brushed.
"See you're not okay. Talk to me. What is it, baby?" We stilled in the street, Mary's shop and home barely up and right.
"I'm full. I don't know." She studied, my favorite smile curling.
"It's all that fucking garlic. Garlic mussels, garlic shrimp, blah, blah gross." Nodding, eyes narrowed, we burst. "You
taste constantly when you cook. I know you do. I've seen you. Tiny tastes here. There." She breathed sharp, her hands
suddenly slipped to hold, rub her belly, I noticed, knew and ignored.
"You're insane." Lips soothed, from mouths, to nose, to forehead again. Paused, I held her tighter, smoothing down her
back. "I love you."
"You do?" She peeked, winking. Pinching my ass, forcing me forward, she teased relentless.
"What is this hair?" Mary shouted as we laughed, climbing and gripping scrolled rod iron, tipping almost drunk on us.
"Hush, you." Bella breezed by, quick peppered kisses on both of her cheeks. "Someone was bothering me after my
shower and I ran out of time." She twisted loose, windy hairs back into the two braided knots at the base of her neck.
"Let me fix you. Oh god just everything. The dress is well it was a perfect design three days ago. My god with these
boobs of yours right now." Mary pawed, tugging fabric and mumbling. "Look at me, let me see your face. Darling girl,
we're in like a twenty four hour zone. Yep indeed."
"You're both crazy. Full of crazy, crazy talk. I need Cora."
"She's got a fever, Bella. You stay away Then you with all your handsomeness. Come here." I moved in, embracing,
Mary hugging harder. "Are you okay today?" She whispered close as Bella tore off.
"I'm fine. You two should be worried about the bride and groom, not me. Really."
"Speaking of the groom" she waved her hands wild, collapsing dramatic against the dark wood of the vestibule. "He's
quiet. Too quiet. I mean he should be reflective, but he's been here all day, up in that guest bedroom." I tightened,
wondering. She trailed, straightening the layers of dark glass beads at her neck. "I worry. I worry about his heart. It's a lot.
But she's lovely. Isn't she lovely?" A horrific crash, glass and noise sliced through. Autumn. Had to b e. Mary leaped,
gesturing hysteria. "Jesus and all of it! I'm too old for this shit! There better not be blood! I still have things to do!"
I edged open the guest room door. Emmett righted, standing to greet me without words. He perched again at the end of
the bed, I fell opposite into the chair near the stained glass window, shrugging out of my suit jacket. "She'd like her, I
think." I nodded, allowing the quiet, necessary vent. "They're different. Way different. But yeah."
"She'd roll her eyes at you right now, you know, man?"
He grinned, focusing away and out. "I know." He gripped through, over his low, hung head. "I miss that attitude. It kept me
honest"
"Yeah, she kept us straight, for sure."
"Remember our wedding. Rose was Shit. That was a wild day."
"It was fucking freezing is what it was." We laughed, each in our own space.
"She had this theme. You know? She wanted this whole winter thing going on I don't know. She looked perfect
though," he stilled, twisting his mouth, fighting damp eyes. "I miss her."
"Emmett, this is a good day. Heidi's a great woman. You've had a solid year to know. And Henry he's thriving."
"Well, this looks like serious business." Bella walked in carefully, a sleeping, burning Cora in pink flowered footed
pajamas splayed across her chest, straddling the swell. The genuine comfort in her face and charm effortlessly easing
the truth. Kissing the top of Emmett's head, she wrapped a tight arm around. "We love you, you know. And we love her
too. You deserve this." Emmett kissed Bella's hand, gracious, then a cheek, Cora's too and flashed me a brave, knowing
smirk. "Do you want me to help with your tie?"
He sighed, thoughtful. "I think I'll have her do it."
"Absolutely. Of course." We filed out, settled and ready. Bella hung back shifting Cora to me. "I need to sit down. Just like
a few seconds. I don't know maybe more. Oh and Autumn won't take off her jeans, by the way. She's wearing jeans to this
wedding. I don't care. Who cares right?" Suddenly she offered a finger over my mouth to hush, though it was her diatribe.
She pointed to a huddle of teen whispers and sharing, we froze to eavesdrop. Mak and Henry were leaned back, hiding
chill in the small angled stair landing eve. Earbuds and faint tunes hung between them, an oft lifeline.
"Have you told them?"
"No. Not really. I want them to just know. Like, just ask me." Bella weakened against me, causing Cora to rustle. "Dude,
they're like so ridiculously b usy though. And where am I supposed to sleep? And the twins are so b ossy. Oh my god,
Autumn acts just like Aunt B, it's kinda hilarious."
"Am I bossy? I am not."Bella cringed, still holding underneath her stomach.
"What ab out here? You know Aunt Mary would totally take you in." Bella gasped, shaking shocked.
"Take her in? Edward. She's not an orphan. No. No. No."
"I love Aunt Mary."
"She's crazy cool."
"But B's like I mean she's like more my mom than my mom. That's stupid. Right? Ugh."
"Totally stupid," Henry smirked.
Bella smacked my chest. "He gets that teasing from you, she scolded. "It's not stupid, baby girl. Oh god, I knew it. We
knew it, Edward."
"Does Heidi feel like a mom yet?"
"No b ut she's okay. I don't really need another mom. I have had mine. My dad's lightened up though. I mean they do
their thing. I've got my music." Bella spun, wiping tears. "I can't take this. Edward, please."
"Baby, you don't have to ask. Stop it."
"Tummy," Cora cried, surprising, Mary appeared from the phantom spirit of space grabbing her, darting further down the
hall, screaming instructions of space heaters, globe lights, and plum colored lanterns in her wake.
"And we need to hurry, the sky is changing right this damn minute and it's the perfect shade of pinkish something and it'd
be fabulous in photos"
We gathered. No chairs, just near and around Emmett and Heidi and Henry. Balanced, loving, open and honest, we were
part of what they bridged. Bribed to behave, Autumn kept her limbs still, Lily mirrored Heidi, and pajama clad, blanket
wrapped Cora snored sick to round out our real Bella shifted closer, obviously uncomfortable, tugging and situating
her cashmere wrap. And suddenly in a seamless chain of laughable chaos, Emmett kissed his bride, Bella wide eyed
winced, and Mary gasped.
"Did your water just break. Your water just broke. Her water just broke!" Mary's volume and hysteria increased. Bella
shushed and I won.
"I'm fine. Carry on. Wait! You guys oh my god I'm so sorry. I think I need to hurry." We raced through teak tables of full food,
guests and confusion, Mary followed, shouting.
"Party on gorgeous friends! It's number four. Shouldn't take too long. Tyler, grab the whiskey and some cake on your way!"
oOo~OB~oOo
from Bella, now
"Do you hear that?" Whispering, his palm dusts my cheek. We stare, white down cozy and facing. I wrinkle my nose, still
and flirting. Hands drift slow, over my side, under my worn, milk and baby stained t-shirt. Tickles lend goosebumps, we
smile.
I press closer, his body begging under cover, toes warring for warmth on a fresh September morning. I mouth and
wonder, "What?" Silent pause, straining to note action, the kids, the construction and renovation.
He slips lower, my belly and back up, teasing my sensitive breasts. His tongue slides below my ear, his breath warm.
"Nothing." Finally naughty, blissed possibility echos between us. Arched, knowing brows mirror, we untangle bare legs
as I roll into him, lips pressed against his collarbone, I taste. His touch, urgent hands rough and capable drift down my
naked back to my ass pulling me tighter.
"We better take advantage of this, don't you think?" Husky, low he offers the best proposition. I smile against his throat as
a soft chuckle escapes him. We're ever grateful for the random moments of peace in our wondrous house full of crazy.
Spontaneous sex and connection ground and preserve the sane soul.
He gently pushes me back, I fall ready and revved into the pillows behind. Gaze locked, he lifts onto an elbow, then finds
the way back to the skin under my t-shirt. Closing eyes, I get lost in the soft touch of his lips against the corner of my
mouth, once and twice then capturing fully. He strokes lower as we deepen. I pull at his nape, needing more, closer,
fingers too at his waist, more desperate. Indescribable heat flowing as he touches and takes.
"Baby, go lock the door," I groan, then giggle light. "Hurry!" Darting narrowed eyes, he grumps pushing off the bed.
I sit up, quickly pulling my shirt over to toss. Hips lifting, I pull my panties down and throw them his way. "Cute." He shuts,
soft click and turn. He leans against the door, straightening to play as I lie bare waiting. My fingers tenderly tease over my
own swells, nipples tightening, peak.
Heavy eyes drift as I softly caress over and down my body. His breath quickens, eyes skim lower, his tongue slides over
the swell of his lip. He pushes his boxer briefs over tanned, toned legs, makes his way to me.
Settling on knees between my legs, he begins at my calves sliding skin against skin, long, rough fingers, tickle behind
and continue their path to my thighs, tightening his grip. I arch as his thumbs graze my pussy, more intense deliberate
with each pass.
My eyes spring suddenly, I buck against the heat of his breath over my aroused flesh. "Edward" His tongue glides over,
his hold harder at my waist while he explores, tasting, sucking gently, and then his tongue glides over my slit before he
sucks gently at my clit. I twist our cotton sheets for leverage as he works up, circling my belly button, my favorite rough
morning stubble and wet kisses move toward my breasts, the weight of his cock rests at my leg. I shift desperate,
wanting, ready, he tortures. As his tongue swirls one nipple, he teases the other, I bury into the morning mess on his
head. He laughs light watching me struggle, eyes fluttering. "Fuck. You're killing me."
"Shhhh baby, you're so beautiful. I'm just enjoying."
I tilt my hips, begging to be filled. He tugs my lip with teeth to quiet and quell, we find a sweeter rhythm, he strokes my
inner thigh, opening me further. He rotates, a subtle tease, he forces his tongue as he slides his cock in. Moans caught
through a deeper kiss, he stills. Braced above me, he slowly lowers his forehead to mine, pulling back and catching my
stare.
I trace his taut jaw as he regains control. "I know, baby, I know." I skate over muscles, down his back, to his waist, he
guides my leg over his hip, falling deeper. I smooth down his flexing arms caging and warm, he pushes in, slow,
sensation full. Racing hearts, rising need I moan, wanting more. "God, that feels so good please, Edward."
Self control stripped, his want to savor loses battle as I wrap my other leg around. I meet each deep thrust, digging
fingers further with intent. Our mouths brush, hover heavy, panting.
"Shit, you feel amazing I don't want it to fucking end"
His ragged admission, his cock filling me, dragging perfect over my clit, the heat builds. Fucking exquisite, I'm beyond
and passed lost. I'm falling, fast, hard, the sweetest sensations flowing through. He pumps, his own need now, rougher,
drawing me present from pleasure. He stiffens, rolling through a groan. "Goddamn, Bella."
He lowers, rolling us to our sides, he wraps strong, as we slow. Eyes widening, radiating bliss, pure goodness. "Hi."
Nuzzling, dragging down his nose.
"Did I wear you out?" He smirks, ego stroked. I pinch his ass, mocking silly. He hums to tease and appreciate, my lips
softly meet his.
"I'm a mother of four. Technically five. Including a teenager. You cannot wear me out." He scoffs, forcing my hand around
and down his waning erection.
"I think I can. I know I can."
"I love this. But Jack needs"
"Yes, I know about Jack's needs. He's got you wrapped around his fat baby fingers." He slips into yesterday's jeans and
disappears. I float, waiting for my tiniest sugar. Collective fleeting noise fills the space. Morning life coming to, I renew,
breathing deep, appreciating all, surprise squeals, dog barks, piano pounds Mine. Ours.
Edward tucks baby Jack, a protective cradle hold, outward to see. Wide, new blue eyes shift from his daddy to running
water to clanging pans to big sisters who know lyrics to songs they shouldn't. "So your first quiche, little man." I rest
against the only preserved brick wall in our ever changing space, watching, loving. Edward moves easy, natural holding
him against his warmth and strength, reaching the stove, the fridge, ingredients there, here. "I tried this with your mom
once." A goofy grin and silly eyes I stifled to stay hidden. "The entire point of a quiche is the crust. If you screw that up"
Lily interrupts with babydoll issues and Autumn thinks there's toxic dust in her chocolate milk. Edward deals, barely
blinking, pausing only to blow raspberries over Jack's baby belly. It's hypnotic, this scene. Mine. Ours. Happy. Dirty. Living
loud. "So, see Jack, the ladies like when a man can cook And a good quiche, will seal the deal. Okay, we start with
flouring our surface"
We stared through his swallow. "So why this and not the others?" I asked quietly.
He propped, resting his head against his hand. The shine of his large watch illuminated green eyes. He considered,
thought and pause; his face was suddenly so expressive and b eautiful.
"The flavor is almost impossib le to define right? It's mysterious, overwhelming. So much happening at once." He
trailed a finger near my temple, agonizing and igniting. "It reminds me of a complicated woman who's worth every
moment of troub le." My hand was in his, teasing across knuckles. "So did I accomplish my goal?"
"Your goal?" I whispered, lost in sensation, as fingers dusted across my palm.
"The b eer. You'll come have another with me soon?"
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