quest for acceptance leads to disillusionment

nikhil wants acceptance, does not get it

disillusioned by lack of acceptance, he has already concentrated on his career a
nd given up on amruta's love
kankya wants acceptance, does not get it
disillusioned by lack of acceptance, he kills himself and his quest for acceptan
ce
a narration (awkwardness)
n and a meet
- p and g meet
a tries to justify her actions
- k kidnaps cells
n tells a of cancer, offers support
- k explains his plans
n and a discuss past, what they did
- k threatens to change pesha
n tells a of sudden problems and the futility of their efforts
- pesha is freed, charbikar fights radiation
n confesses of his love, a discusses future
- k narrates his love story and says that his feelings cannot be different than
g's, she confronts by saying their methods are different
a proposes to n, n says that he sought acceptance and gained it only from his pa
tients, he no longer needs love
- radiation arrives, k seeks acceptance, g argues that she does not understand h
im, her world is small; k realises the futiliy of his efforts (how), submits him
self to radiation and saves godu, p and t arrive, they want to destroy k, but g
intervenes and accepts him as one of them
n congratulates a, they part
a narration (acceptance)

<b>poTyaa:<-b>
[peshIkaDe baghat, ghaabarat]
haa Tamyaa, mitra hotaa aamachaa.
<b>kaMkyaa:<-b>
mitra? haM! bhitraM aahe! ashaakarataa nidhaDI ChaatI
[poTyaachyaa poTaavarUn haat phiravato]
aaNi khaMbIr man
[toMdUchyaa paarshvabhaagaavar maarato]
laagataM, tumachyaasaarakhaM. m~alI, TyUmIsaarakhaM!
[vichaar karUn]

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<b>goDU:<-b>
are, kaa mhaNU ho? ek tarI kaaraN de!
<b>kaMkyaa:<-b>
[ekaa reDieshan laa phaTakaa]
kaaraN mI lay bhaarI aahe!
[dusarxyaalaa]
mI DIeneshvaraachaa chamatkaar aahe!
[tisarxyaalaa]
mI jagaachaM bhavitavya aahe!
[tisarxyaalaa]
<b>goDU:<-b>
haM!
<b>kaMkyaa:<-b>
aaNi kaaraN, kaaraN... maajhaM tujhyaavar prem aahe!
[phuphphusaachaM phUl puDhe karato]
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[moThaa saayaran vaajato. tighaaMchI reDieshanachI phauj maarch karat ye
te.
tyaaMnI phlorosaMT kapaDe ghaatalele aahet. goDU ghaabarUn oraDate]
<b>reDiam<-b>:
enimaa phaaUMD.
['enimI, enimI' maagachI doghaM kujabujataat. sainik parat]
enimI phaaUMD. yaTTriyam, iriDiyam, reDiyam, a...TT~ak!
<b>kaMkyaa:<-b>
e pirioDik Tebal, tumachyaa TebalaachI moDUn khaaT karIn.
[puDhe yeto ek paaUl, te maage sarakataat]
goDU, ghaabarU nakaa. yaa pharnicharacI mI hI ashI vaaT laavato!
[yuddha chaalU hotaM. joraat hevI myujik var. paN jevhaa kaMkyaa goDUshI
bolato,
tevhaa itar sagaLe slo moshan madhe abhinay karataat, myujikahI haLU hot
aM]
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<b>kaMkyaa:<-b>
aapalaM prem jar vegaLaM asel tar mag tumhaalaa badalaayalaa havaM. mhaNaje tarI
te ek hoIl. aaNi peshaa... shahaaNaa asel tar tohI evhaanaa badalalaa asel. maa
jhaM navyaa jagaachaM svapna pUrNa hoIl lavakaracha. mag aapaN sagaLe saarakhech
.
<b>goDU:<-b>
paN malaa he vichitra aayuShya nako, aaNi he vichitra premahI...
<b>kaMkyaa:<-b>
vichitra prem?
[kaDavaTapaNe]
tujhaM ThIk aahe. tU n~ormal peshI. tujhI ph~amilI asel. tyaaMnI shikavalaM asel
prem. paN ~abn~ormal, veDaa, vikRut, anaath mhaNUn janmalelyaalaa kuThUn kaLaNa
ar 'prem'? kadhI koNI javaL karIl kaa he baghat baghat, rastyaaMvar phirat phira
t vaaDhalelyaalaa kaay kaLaNaar 'prem'? jyaalaa janmabhar nakosaa mhaNUn vaagava
laM gelaM tyaalaa kasaM kaLaNaar 'prem'?

<b>goDU:<-b>
tumhIc vichaar karaa. kadaachit kharaMch kaLat nasel tumhaalaa. jagaNyaavar prem
asataM kharaMch tar asaa peshIMnaa maarat suTalaa asataa? sTej phor paryaMt poc
halaa asataa? badalalelyaa peshIMnaa hoNaaraa traas maahIt asUnahI na badalaNaar
xyaa peshIMnaa toch traas det suTalaa asataa?
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<b>nikhil:<-b>
"nahI aatI to yaad unakI mahInoM bhar nahI aatI
magar jab yaad aate haiM to aksar yaad aate haiM...
bhulaataa laakh hU~M lekin, baraabar yaad aate haiM...
ilaahI..."
[vaLUn baghato aaNi animiSha najarenaM tyaachyaakaDe paahat
asalelI amRutaa baghUn gappa hoto]
<b>amRutaa:<-b>
hech sagaLaM tujhaM... te gajhal, kavitaa, gaaNI, vinod... sagaLaM aikaayachay r
e malaa...
<b>nikhil:<-b>
progr~am ThevUn naa maajhaa... junyaa mitraaMnaa bolavU... aanaMdalaahI...
<b>amRutaa:<-b>
malaa aikaayachaMy je maajhaM mhaNUn aikalaM hotM te. aikavashIl... malaa ekaTIl
aa?
[amRutaa tyaalaa miThI maarate.
nikhil kaahItarI aaThavalyaasaarakhaM karato
aaNi muddaam tichyaapaasUn dUr hoto]
<b>nikhil:<-b>
aM.. leT mI Traay samathiMg els. thoDaM reDieshanachaM kaa~Mpojhishan badalUn ba
ghato. mebI kaahI... cheMj...

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<b><u>kaMkyaa:<-u><-b>
tumhaalaa badalaayalaa havaM, jar aapalaM kharech itake vegaLe asU tar... prashn
ach miTalaa. mag tarI aapaN saarakhe hoU. aaNi peshaa... shahaaNaa asel tar tohI
evhaanaa badalalaa asel. mhaNaje tohI yeIl tumachyaa sobatIlaa. mag aapaN sagaL
e saarakhech. aapalaM premahI eka.
<b><u>goDU:<-u><-b>
paN malaa he vichitra aayuShya nakoy... aaNi asaM vichitra premahI.
<b><u>kaMkyaa:<-u><-b>
vichitra?
[kaDavaTapaNe]
tumachM ThIk aahe. tumachI ph~amilI asel. tyaaMnI shikavalaM asel tujhaM prem. p
aN ~abn~ormal, veDaa, vikRut, anaath mhaNUn janmalelyaalaa kuThUn kaLaNaar 'tujh
aM prem'? kadhI koNI javaL karIl kaa he baghat baghat, rastyaaMvar phirat phirat
vaaDhalelyaalaa kaay kaLaNaar 'tujhaM prem'? jyaalaa janmabhar nakosaa mhaNUn v
aagavalaM gelaM tyaalaa kasaM kaLaNaar 'tujhaM prem'? maajhaM prem mI svatH shik
aloy, aaNi tehI titakaMch kharaM aahe.