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Krishna is present in the love that remains, and the person, the ostensible object of
love, fades except as a prop for the feeling.
I would be afraid to try to recommence a relation, if you somehow changed your
thinking about me. In my mind I have distilled the purest moments of our love and
packaged them into a supreme state worthy of meditation, which frankly gives me
feelings of ecstasy. My faith is that such a thing could be reproduced or enhanced,
just like the gopis believed that Krishna could be brought back to Vrindavan, but
Time is not so kind. That is just being realistic.
So, just like the Sahajiya principle of engaging desire without succumbing to it, I
absorb myself in my hankering for your love and the memory of your love, but
without attaching myself to any expectation. Our human flaws, our incapacity for
change, made it impossible. So this is really how Sahajiyaism works. It reveals the
essence of love as well as its impossibility anywhere but in the mind, with any
person other than God.