Table of Contents

Ch 1: The Beginnings
Ch 2: A mans truth
Ch 3:The horror of death
Ch 4:The rebirth
Ch 5:Over My Dead body
Ch 6: The Happening
Ch 7:The pit of loneliness
Ch 8 : Lost one
Ch 9 :Killer
Ch 10: obsession
Ch 11:Hope is a dreadful thing
Ch 12: sweet dreams are made of these
Ch 13: you cant even comprehend
Ch 14: My tiny little secret
Ch 15: the following
Ch 16: Well then
Ch 17: The lie
Ch 18: Theyre back
Ch 19: The way of the court
Ch 20:why hello there
Ch 21: it is everywhere
Ch 22:there is no more escape
Ch 23: Hope you like to stay
Ch 24: The redemption of a soul
Ch 25: African or European.
Ch 26: your mother was a hamster,
Ch 27: Underground
Ch 28: a bad mushroom at the wrong time
Ch 29: Inconceivable
Ch 30: insane
Ch 31: The court .

Chapter 1
The beginnings
As he walked down and through the hallway like walking through the
shadows of sins and tragedies. so far in his body, it wouldnt be found.
Then he was screaming so I made a deafening blow to his ears and whole
head infrastructure. He was no longer in misery or here at all, at least one
of us is out of our misery. it felt like walking with the shadows of the sins
and tragedies of anyone he has ever known or loved. All of the sudden he
noticed a melancholy feeling drooping over him shrouding him from reality.
When he let the feeling start to settle in, he began to start hearing voice or
was it just his imagination talking to him as he was digging himself into a
deep chasm of his own mistakes and sins. When the voices started to
dissipate heard a loud police style knock on the door.
The police were here because of what he have done in his recent
past and far past. Oh, yeah you dont know the things that have happened
do you? So he thought they were here for him over and over again. Well,
to say the least, it isnt very pretty, it is more of a disturbing past. Then he
heard the knock again and this time they were getting anxious. Ah, this is
better I got rid of the other guy so I can narrate my own story. Yes, you
can call me a psycho all you want.Where to start where to start. Ah, I
know how about the very beginning. When I was about six, my friend and I
were playing around in the lake,( My friend was bigger than me at the time)
I thought he would be strong enough to swim underwater for a little bit with
me on his back, but I thought wrong, very wrong. So he Drowned and he
still has not been found to this day, that happened 6 years ago. After that,
not too many events unfolded until I was 10. On my 10th birthday, I
thought something happened that would change my life. I was in bed and I
heard a scream from my mother. My Father was drunk and he was
Attacking my mother. Or so I thought so. Once I fell asleep I entered a
trance. When I awoke my father( Who was hung over) and I went
downstairs and to our surprise, my mother woke up after only being

knocked out. My father didnt remember anything that happened since he

being drunk didnt do well with hangovers.
That is when I knew that something was wrong. When I turned to my father
he fell over for no reason. No matter how much older I get that moment will
stick with me. The next big event occurred when I was 18. I attacked and
terrorized 6 teens and went on a spree of a kind. Also, my Name is John
Lore. Now back to Reality, I went to the door and opened it slowly grasping
something in my hand behind my back, shaking steadily, and breathing
heavily.
When the police to my surprise werent looking for me, I had a look of
surprise on my face which I think he could clearly see. He was looking for
a good friend of mine. He is convicted for everything I was convicted for. In
a sarcastic tone of voice, I said he isnt here and invited the police officer in
for a drink, well his last drink because this would be the last person he ever
saw.
After I made him a cup of tea I asked if there was anything else that he
needed. I as always had my sarcastic tone when talking to him. When he
asked why I used that tone I jabbed something hard into the wall.

Chapter 2
A mans truth
Although I have done many disturbing actions to other humans. I am trying
to redeem my soul. My good friend John mustve told you about me. My
name is Rufus, Well apparently John didnt
tell you much about me that is just fine and dandy. Well, I might be
considered a Horrible person because of what I did .I was drunk and in
grief. No one will listen to me they all think I am making up an excuse for
what they think happened to my wife. When I was younger I would sit
down and watch Doctor Who all day.I also live in London, but I am in
America for the oncoming 48 hours then I head back to London for my
court hearing.
When I arrive in London I am treated with much respect although back
in America my nickname is Hannibal Lecter . Cause of what I have Done
from their perspectives.
In London they believe me even when Americans would have just put me in
prison. I was sentenced to 35 days in solitary at the psych ward after I
would be put on probation for 3 weeks. And then I am gonna be a free man
well until I go to my second court hearing which is in Washington D.C. so I
could be allowed to enter the country besides for this. Also well to hell with
my past, you just dont want to run into me when I am in a well rage.

Chapter 3
The horror of death
I find death a terrifying thing,

Chapter 4
The rebirth
I once thought that life wasnt just a sack of desolation swallowing all of us.
The day that I changed my point of view was about a month ago. It was the
day that my whole life and family was wronged and undone in so many
ways.

Chapter 5
Over my dead body

Chapter 6
The happenings
Two weeks had passed and it happened again. Another murderer on
the loose after killing another family and doing horrific things to their
corpses. This time the family who was killed have so very well trained
fighters in their family who do not live in their house but are just related. As
we see one of our cousins to the daughter her name is Cassie Cage , her
father is a famous man named Johnny Cage he may have anger issues but
he can control them usually unless he is in a state of depression so far that
he has gone in and out of because of his wife who divorced him and then
they did get remarried but he sometimes cant remember this fact. Next in
the family is Johnnys wife Sonya Blade she had her last name changed for
some reason. She is known for her military life and some other things that I
shall not name, for her privacy. Their other daughter's names are kylena ,
Kyleigh, and kristen. They also have 3 sons their names are Samuel,
Kaden , and Clayton. This family had its ups and its downs but they always
tried to find the silver lining. Three weeks passed after the murder and no
one can find the attacker except for his victims. Oh and dont let me forget
his little helpers the twins. They look like two helpless little girls.
This may sound like a horror movie or book but it isnt it is real life! And
this man was actually the man which the main character from the shining is
based on and his name is Henry. He is known around the global
community and is wanted by almost everyone in the world and is known to
be that if he is caught he will be either shot on sight or put to the death
penalty. Although his victims sometimes live he still hasnt been either
ratted on or caught. Okay enough about The murderer they call HIM. The
little girls who help him think he doesnt hurt anybody without a purpose or
on purpose usually so they dont know any better. Or he tells them they
know him but the girls were beaten at their old house so they think that
what he does in not anything wrong. Okay, enough about the murderer and

his accomplices time for what is happening in the Cage and Blade
household.
The cage household is in a calm situation right now except for their son
Kaden when he walks home from his school which in a way was helpful but
it made him very vulnerable. One day while he was walking home from
school he kept on seeing this man following him he was hiding his face, but
the man was clearly hiding a knife or another type of tool. Kaden started to
walk faster so he thought he could get away from the man who Kaden
suspected was the murderer. Kaden was eventually caught by the man
and was tortured and eventually killed. This is to be continued tonight on
Channel 39 news.

Chapter 7
Well You're finally back, I thought you had enough of me and you
were sick of my intolerable stories. Now I know you're thinking that when I
say that my mind and that I have changed that I must be lying. Well, I have
changed but not necessarily in a good way. I am either completely insane
or I am just high all the time, Probably both, though. I imagine that I am still
with my Family and Friends seeing as in I am so very deprived of human
contact. My life is now isolation from society and confinement of my
feelings.This isnt under some kind of arrest or doctors orders I did this to
myself after the things that me,myself and I have committed caught up with
me real fast. I just couldnt deal another day thinking that if I was out that
something would happen and it would all happen again and I just couldnt
handle the fact that life was never going to be normal for me, ever.

Chapter 8
Lost one
This is the story of the lost one whom nobody knows the true identity
of. Lost one is truthfully the epitome of every kid or person who just feels
lost on the inside because they hide their true self. this all ALWAYS leads to
the real loss of someone that at least one person knows and feels close to.
They always say that they understand but they don't when someone has
feelings of being alone in every situation feels like no one cares for them or
about them. That is my situation right now. I am the one that they call Lost
One because I have been lost for 7 years as far as they know. The truth is I
have been hiding in plain sight and I am just truthfully lost inside my soul.
They shall not find me now nor ever, I died a long time ago to the world.
I never really did matter to anyone as far as they think or can even
imagine but the truth is that I lost everything that I held dear to me and a
quite young age. I was four when my dad died right in front of me in a
hospital bed. At the age of seven, my mom had ended up leaving me alone
thinking that I could make it to an orphanage and then when she realized
what she had done was she came back but didnt make it back to me. The
day that I went into hiding was three days after my 14th birthday. I loved it
until my friend got kidnapped and never came back she was a nice girl,
unlike her sister. Her sister was more of a bully to me than she was a friend
but we got along on some things. Her sister did try and help me cope with
what had happened it just didnt really work that well for me.
As the first two days passed she would come and help me with homework
and chores and just hang out and be a great friend then on the third day
she came and never wanted to leave so when I ran away and hid she came
with she was about a week older than,me so as we got older we ended up
liking each other more, She is still hiding with me but it is her turn to go out
and get supplies until we get jobs which I start mine tomorrow and me and
her may now be together. we already changed our names so that we can
buy a house or apartment without our parents knowing since her parents

never really cared for her, but mine were gone, mine died 3 weeks after we
left life has been hard not seeing our old friends and it has also had some
real fun times like we do kinda own an apartment but it isnt the best or the
worst. We ended up buying a tv and a few game consoles to pass our time
when we were home and such. She is an amazing cook and well I kinda
suck at everything but mac and cheese and ramen. My real name is
edward. Her name well her name is sabrina. We do fit well together,it is
actually really weird cause as kids we kinda hated each other.

Chapter 9
Killer
There is only one life, Dont waste it otherwise you shall regret your
decisions when you grow old. I have so many regrets that I just have
nowhere to start because I myself was an accident. I should not have even

done what I did in my past which was all the wrong things as an innocent
child I promised to never do, But I guess that all changed when my parents
Conceived me as a reject, a misfit, or a how do you say it oh yeah psycho,
a freak who has no friends that treat him right. Well, I guess they were right
since I was always so quiet and shy to other kids in school, I never made
any friends are what my parents thought but they were wrong I had plenty
of friends. We just never hung out with my parents because they scared me
and so did their judgment until the day I got my first victim *cough* girlfriend
I mean she had all of my walls and then crushed it like a bug on her
shoulder. She was with me for about 8 months before she flipped out and I
lost my temper and things just went downhill from there it went from happy
joy to us at each others neck at all times we had to get some time to
ourselves and during that time I ended up finding out that my brain thought
the only way to fix this was to either kill her or find something else or
someone else. I lost control of my actions one night and ended up
strangling her almost till she was dead and then I regained control and
stopped and helped her grasp her breath again. This uncontrollable act
didnt happen again for a year we fixed our problems and then it happened
again but this time I could only see what I was doing I had no control what
so ever. By the time I had regained control the deed was done and I fell to
my knees and cried out WHY ME? WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME.
It has been awhile since I had visited her grave, So today I went and just
sat there and cried while holding the flowers that I was going to put on her
grave. When I did put them down it had become eerie and creepy covered
in oozing fog like the ectoplasm of all the ghosts. I had been grieving her
death since the day it happened, but I know she would want me to move on
she was the only one that could control my issues but then they turned into
the demons that took over my everyday life and made it hard to get through
to myself and others, they made everyday tasks worse than jumping off a
cliff with fear or anxiety. The way of the owls is the only way for me to go
unless I end it all now but why should I end it all now when the court of owls
is awaiting a response from me and apparently a few people from other
countries.As far as I know they have done much worse than me as in like

on purpose. The crimes that I have committed are not punishable by death
or life in prison but life in a mental hospital. I know that if it all comes down
to it they might as well just put me down right here like a dog.
It has been about a month since the last time I talked to you old friend. How
do you deal with my insanity? My mind ranting all the time? The constant
bickering of my depression and my sanity yelling at one another? Well if
you can deal with me then you have some problems to I guess but This is
well my story, for now, my final.

Chapter 10
Obsession