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I really don't know from where to start lights on or off?... TV OFF OR ON?... Fr
om where?
there are so much stories playing in my mind... so much scenarios and so many ot
her things are happening in my mind.... right now... right at this right moment.
..
And the impacts which have happen to me... they also have an role in my mind...
(EACH THING HAS A ROLE IN MY MIND)
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
no shouting...
over and over
no shouting...
over and over
no shouting...
over and over
no shouting...
over and over
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
no shouting...
over and over
no shouting...
over and over
no shouting...
over and over
no shouting...
over and over
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
I say "Stop"...
really over and
.....................
They want more likely I to become the fucking monster... they want I to end up i
n jail... probably a person so far who is going to go in jail not a with
low IQ on 100%... but with a very high IQ... - I can say that... right!?... RIGH
T!? (:)D:D :D)...
....................
OVer and over and over... I just want to point soo many facts so to can easy boo
st my ego... I don't know really
will this work... which you reading now .... free me... make me again a freeman.
.. FREE WILL...will this work cage somebody else?... Will somebody else become a
victim of my mind?.. my mind like that!... my fucking mind likes that!
...
"Friday"
- Tomorrow is friday... and the shouting hasn't end... that's a little bit like
a drama... "YES"... I have read a lot of books
and I have spend a lot of time.... on trying to ignore what's around me... Using
games as masks... using cyber space as a mask... using
social media... But so far nothing helps.... NOTHINGGGGGGGGGG.... NOTHINGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGGGG FUCKING HELPS... home is a fucking hell.
"Neighbors"
So far from here I am going to say it... no need this or that chapter to be a lo
ng... or too long... most cases people just fucking ignore what I write. It can
be saw and now
I can see and your ignorance... and you fucking do it... You try to doubt in tha
t.... but you do it... you fucking do it... you reject it.... but you are still
doing it...
IF you are saying that you are not doing it...!?
(WOw...wow... you start to believe at your lies... which you tell to the other p
eople around you...)
Replies?
- THey did took you a long time to reply... WORK!?
- JUST A FUCKING EXCUSE... what if there isn't such... I know that you are a lia
r and you are very good one.
- Had some stuff around my family... family business... REALLY!?
- YOu HAVE FUCKING LOWER MY IQ... HAVEN'T YA?... YOU THINK THAT i AM NAIVE AND S
TUPID AND DUMB... BUT AIN'T FUCKING SO... YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG THAT'S THE TRUTH
.
- No time...
- WHAT IN THE FUCKING WORLD IS THAT TYPE REASON?
....
I know and others... long time... others like not giving a shit... not showing a
ny type of care... saying lie after a lie... and lie and lie and lie and lie...
and lie... and lie
You saying that you are "Supportive"!?... What type of support is your ignorance
... and silence?...
Neighbors, have never stopped to judge me... have never stopped looking at me...
haven't stopped talking about me... haven't stopped making me as somebody who i
s "0".
"Curse"
The fucking Americans and even and others countries but mainly American people..
. they fucking don't stop swearing... so far I am ain't American... but I am beh
aving as such... am I?
...
But science says people which curse more often they are more honest.
"Change"
I can be that and even I can grow this problems into more bigger and more bigger
... but won't this ruin you?
I am kind of ready to change... but this isn't the same and for you... I have sp
end time and so far I am against the positivity... what's so fucking cool for th
at thing?
...
Be Positive
Think Positive
Think about money... and they come...
....
That's shit and I ain't gonna hit anymore such type of rubbish (HIT - VIEW)... a
nd it's very funny (Not like "hahahahha"... but something strange and odd)
"Addiction"
I am fucking addicted to so much things... I WANT TO REFRESH AGAIN AND AGAIN AND
AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AN
D AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN
AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGA
IN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGA
IN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN
the page until I get answer... it's very stressful... but I do it because I don'
t have anything else to do...
(People are getting crazier and mad... my mother = biatch... is out... and a sea
rching fucking cock... this sound like some kind of paradox.)
(War...war...war... so many people sacrafice their lifes for what... WHAT...WHAT
?... FOR YOu FUCKING IGNORANT PERSON!?... you do this on purpose didn't ya...
you want from an explanation and in the same time to get it like magic?... To ig
nore my messages... there and there... at that site and that site... and in the
same time to know "WHY"... more likely
"Why"... did I done that?... - So far it's a good question... very good... but h
ow can I give you information in case when I have you just as a friend in two pl
aces on SOcial media and on fucking sure... on 100%... I don't know you for real
.
.....
There isn't doubt I have spend a lot of time on my computer... that's the new p
lace which I live... I travel and explore... I have left my friends... I have le
ft a lot of stuff behind... why?... I can't deal with this people... so many pro
blems... over and over and over and over ...AND OVER AND OVER AND CONFLICTS... W
HICH GO SO DEEPER AND ONE MOMENT YOU FUCKING
ASK YOURSELF... HOW DID WE MET?... WHAT'S THE REASON TO BE STILL HERE?... WHY AM
i STILL HERE?
SO MANY QUESTIONS... AND ONLY CONFLICTS.....
"New WOrld"
The new world you won't fucking like it... It's not a happy story... it's not an
"Happy End"... neither that... neither and that... what is it?... It's one very
very sad truth... I am ready for it... I am not very an emotional person... sin
ce I started
following some codes... Watching horror... watching how do people get hurt... wa
tching how do people die... watching how people get scared...
... watching films at anytime from category horror... Even... to watch how do I
get hurt... to repeat it in my mind over and over and over... to start seeing th
e image... feeling some kind of guilt... having a feeling which can't be explain
ed... I have made a big progress that's for sure. I have went in life status ver
y down... probably '0"... but I am an very social akward person.
But we both of us we... know that... pornography fucks with people's mind... tho
ughts start come out... from each you get more pervert and more and more... and
you want to do stuff which ain't fucking good... so far you are fucking out of y
our mind... But your mind likes it... it sees the picture and it think's it's so
mebody else doing this... it thinks that you ain't alone... but that's the lie..
. Who do you see!?
...
Some kind of imaginary friend or even some kind magic you wait somebody to knock
on your door like
But this won't happen like that... even if you live in cyber space one moment th
e person who you thought it really liked you will... just go little by little...
piece by piece by using silence as advantage against you to ignore you + to go d
istant and more and more and more and more...
We have already saw family problems... there are so much films which show this a
s first... actors so much get into the role that it goes like it's real... very.
.. very real... When you lose attention you start seeking some... you start beco
mming a biatch... you start behaving as person who get selfish by each day more
and more and more... you feel depressed... you think that there isn't reason to
live (IF YOU ASK ME... GO... GO... don't stop die... if you want it... go and su
icide...)....
I know you... I know you very well... no need to continue my sentences... but as
first you are fucking ignorant... very emotional and even don't know what to do
... my internet is kind of slow so the end has came out on it's own legs.