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DANNY ERIN
15 POEMS
Its usually on
an endless wet Sunday
when it gores into me
like a bull
that shes gone
forever,
no more
together
and I will never feel
so unbelievably good
again.
Its usually on
an endless wet Sunday
when it gores into me
like a bull
that shes gone,
opens me up
and Im left
flattened and bleeding,
nothing I can do
except lie here
and wait
for the wound
to heal
again.
AMBUSHED AGAIN
Just when
you thought
it was all going
wonderful
hey,
you were actually
walking around
with a smile
on your face
without warning
youre tripped
and fall
into darkness
smile
replaced by
scream,
nightmare
replaces
dream
I woke
to no company
except lonely rain,
passed a
lonely mornin
watchin it fall,
spent a
lonely afternoon
walkin along
lonely rugged coast,
made my
lonely dinner
on my return
to my
lonely house,
drank my
lonely drinks
starin into
my lonely log fire,
took my
lonely drugs
and now
my lonely bed awaits.
SOUL DEBT
Mine is
the mighty English Oak!
Enduring through history
from small acorn seeds.
Ive walked to it
many times
to admire
its grandeur.
Like today
when Ive climbed
halfway up it
and stood
on this sturdy branch.
After that
it was
all
downhill.
SAFE IN THE MASTERS HANDS
No man
no child
no woman
no creature
is safe
in the Masters hands.
Not life
nor love
nor joy
nor dreams
are safe
in the Masters hands.
Only death
and hate
and bleakness
and despair
only these
are safe
in the Masters hands.
ENDURANCE TESTS
Life is just
a waste of breath,
a pointless
pile of crap.
Gods revenge,
that is, karma,
is everything -
itll humiliate you
itll torture you
itll break you
itll have you living
in fear
in pain
in misery
because
it rules you.
Think you have
a free will?
Dont be
a fucking moron.
Youre allowed
to achieve
only what karma
permits you
to achieve.
And it permits
very few of us
to achieve
anything.
Look at your life,
you who are
reading this.
If you died today
youd be forgotten totally
by the world
in a couple of months,
apart from
your family.
And what have
you been
permitted to achieve?
Very little probably,
just like
most of us.
Sure there are
a few
who are allowed
success
but only
a few.
For the rest of us
its endless days
of pointless crap
till He, not you, decides
that your
fucking wonderful life
is over.
Fingers crossed
that its soon.
As Kurt said,
The finest day
I ever had
was when tomorrow
never came.
MISERY
You could
sum up life
in three words -
a fucking nightmare.
If yours
hasnt arrived yet
dont fool yourself
dont get smug
it will.
Take it from me
it will arrive
when youre
least expecting it.
Just when
you think
everythings going
oh so wonderful,
so wonderful
that you could
scream with joy,
your nightmare
will arrive
and then
itll be
screams of pain.
Theres one thing
you can be
sure of
in this life -
sooner or later
your fucking nightmare
will arrive.
OVER THE EDGE
I am
over the edge
of this life,
clinging on grimly
with bruised and bleeding
fingertips.
Far beneath me
in seething blackness,
screams
muffled groans
agony.
I know if I
slide down there,
I dont
come back up.
Ever.
I am
deeply afraid.
Footsteps approach
above me
and halt.
Then
dark laughter.
I glance up
and see
a heavy boot
coming down slowly
towards
my aching
fingertips.
WOKE UP SCREAMING
Woke up
screaming
from night terrors
poured a drink
lit a smoke
with shaking hands
sat there
smoking and drinking
then started remembering
just how bad
things were for me
when awake
started
screaming again
from day terrors.
MOTHER SEA
first steps in
and small waves
break against
your legs
deeper now
out where
the slate grey sea
meets
the slate grey sky
but no fear
as small waves
break around
your face
then under
with eyes open
your first
deep breath in
stings
but there is
no panic
more deep breaths
follow
but there is
no fear
a final breath
then its over
so very quick
no more pain
no more emptiness
no more sorrow