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7 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . xac gzt
15 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ciext ly dibelekiqtd - 1 wxt
17 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dglvde oin lr ;lid oe`letp - 2 wxt
20 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . hxetq 3 wxt
22 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . d`etxe rcn - 4 wxt
28 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . mi`wixn` mixirvn xqn - 5 wxt
30 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . minlqende mixvepd zrc - 6 wxt
32 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . zipiqd e`hd zxez - 7 wxt
35 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dbeide micedd - 8 wxt
41 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dibelexhq` 9 wxt
47 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dinikl` 10 wxt
51 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . zenyp ileblib - 11 wxt
54 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ziakek dklyd - 12 wxt
60 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ziyilyd oird - 13 wxt
63 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . l`xyi inkgl dncwd - 14 wxt
74 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dlawd ixacl dncwd - 15 wxt
82 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dxezd ly dtehg dxiwq - 16 wxt
87 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . m"anxd - 17 wxt
89 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . `iapd edil` - 18 wxt
92 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "dnkg ziy`x" - 19 wxt
98 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alqxan ongp iax - 20 wxt
104 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dh`x oexd` x"enc`d - 21 wxt
128 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . beeifd zyecw ceq - 22 wxt
133 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dpiky ielb ceq - 23 wxt
139 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . oewiz ikxc - 24 wxt
140 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . mipird zxiny
145 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . oegvp cr xvia dngln
150 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dwcvd zeevn
163 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . zinvr dfeptid
174 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ytpd zbdpd-dwihpxaiwekiqt
177 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . cinzl oeyirn lnbidl dhiy
180 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dlik` zee`zn xhtidl dhiy
199 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . oewizd jxc jynd
200 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ytpd oewizl zgvpn dgqep
202 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ytpd oeayg
203 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . zixad mbtl mitqep mipewiz
214 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . myd z`xi
218 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . deepr
224 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dlitz
227 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . zxtkn zay zxiny
230 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alqxan ongp iax ly illkd oewizd
232 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . daehl rixkn ycwzdl oevxd
236 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dee`zdn mixhtp dgny ici lr
238 . . . . . . . . . . jildzd z` xvwl dvexy inl oewizd jxc
241 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . xzeia lecbd oewizd - 25 wxt
246 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . l`xyil lfn oi`
274 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dpen` yewia - 26 wxt
283 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dpen`d zevn
285 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . zihxt dgbyda dpen`
285 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . raha `le miqipa dpen`
288 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . d"awda oeghia
292 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dpen` zyikxl mikxc
306 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dpen`l mikef jk
306 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . dpen`a zewtq milwzqn jk
307 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . zeafek zercl daiq idef
308 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . jizepevxe jizepekz z` epyi jiyrn
318 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . l`xyi zle`b - 27 wxt
340 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . zepeye zeaeyze zel`y - 28 wxt
360 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . xac seq
ziying dxecdnl dncwd
cer iz`xw ,xtqa iz`ady miiebd zextq z`y oiivl aiig ip`
xzei `xew ippi` daeyza izxfgy ixg` eiykre ipelig izeida
mixtqa llka `exwl `l xwid `xewd jl mb uilnne miiebd ixtqa
.ycew ixtqa caln mixg`
!dnirp d`ixw
15 ciext ly dibelekiqtd
hxetq - 3 wxt
oipa `ed sebd oaxege ,gexd oaxeg `ed sebd oipa" epizeax mixne`
.sebd dtilwd z` licbz m` .gexle ytpl dtilw `ed sebd ."gexd
mr wx mix`yp zend ixg` .gexdokezd z` jk ici lr oihwz
jl ztq`y zrcd .xkf epnn x`yp `le oeca`l jled sebd .gexd
gvpl jz` x`yiz xy` `id ,zenc` ilr jiig inia dfd mlera
lr mdly ipgexd cvd gezit lr micaer minkg okl .jzen ixg`
cvd z` lilk gipfdl leki dz` .mdly iptebd cvd gezit oeayg
digz m` oaenk dfe ize`ixa wfp mey jl dxwi `le jly iptebd
dicaer axd .`ixa oefne oekp oepina lek`l citwze miixqen miig
mivilnn mb jke meia dry ivgk ly dkild lr uilnd l"vf sqei
oekp yeniyl drvd cer .hxetq lr mivilnn `l mi`texd .mi`tex
lbxzdl xyt` .dlila zery 6-8 wx oeyil sicr :jly zeibxp`a
.dpiyd onfn zvw onf dnk lk mizigtny ici lr zery hrn oeyil
lvpl xyt`zn jk ici lr .dievxd onfd zenk z` mibiyny cr
ipind xvid jk lr sqepe zeliria xzei jnvr z` mbe onfd z` mb
.hwy
o`kn `id dxyi dxaqe .dnc` ila mler jl x`z .lek`l dn epl
ok` e`xap ,xtrde mind ,xie`d ,y`d :zeceqid zrax`y xeaql
.lkd lr aygy mkg `xea ici lr ,mc`d z` ynyl
zeigl ytpl aeh xzei ."eaxe ext mdl xn`ie" ,"cg` xyal eide
la` ,jl d`eypd jzy` mr miqgi miiwl aehe cal xy`n miipya
mzrc o`k cr .reaya mrt :mipencwd epizeax epl exedy mi`pza
dibxp`d lr dxinyn byeny geexd lr ,mi`wixn` mixirv ly
.zeipin zexiarn zewgxzde zipind
melyde miigd zkxa 30
dlecb dldwne xnfgnl hxqd jted f`e laqp izla xac df micli
z` `pey midel-` ik rxf daxd jetyl xeq`" :dxy mixnf ly
ik eze` jetyz l`e jly rxfd lr xeny ,df
jetyl ila ezy` mr miqgi miiwl xabd lkei oday zehiy e`vn
miievx `l miyp`y cgtd llba ,ceqa dxnyp z`fd dxezd .rxf
e`hd ly mixend mipin`n meid la` .zilily jxca da eynzyi
z`vnp zeyep`d .el`d zeceqd z` lkl zelbl onfd ribdy
milekid milibxz ceqa xenyl xq`p oiqay cere ipgex xayna
.mc`ipal zlrez `iadl
dibelexhq` - 9 wxt
zelfnd 12 lkn mfei ikd lfnd `ed dlh lfn .odipinl miceary
.oekp jtdd mbe dnfeid gk z` ca`n erxf jteyy iny o`kn
.zeycg zelgzd ligzdle mefil zekfd yi rxf -zixad ixneyl
yibxn eze`y ipgex 'xe` ybx' seb biydl lw ikd dlh lfn icilil
mipy ixg` lkei erxf xenyiy in lk mvrae ,'xe`-ybx' sebd lra
icilre xe` ybx `id dnfbxe`d .seba xe` ybxl zekfl dxiny ly
zlin .sebd lka xnyp xe`dy mikef dfky ipeviw ybxn mirpnpy
zeipin ly lfn `ed dlh lfny oeeikne "ip`" `id dlh lfn ly cewd
`idy ytpl dkef ely zeipind lr xneyy iny jkn rnzyn
,xtqd jynda l"fg mb enkiq jke ip`d zybxd z` mc`l zpzep
lfn lr hley ehelt akek .ytpa mikef zixad zxiny ici lry
zn `xwp erxf xney `ly ine miznd ly akekd `ede dlhe axwr
oi` ik zn `xwp `ed caere ig `edy elit` ,l"fg eze` mipkn jk
..rxfd-zixad zxiny icilr byend xacd dfy zinipt zeig el
`idy xzk zxitql dlawa jieynd akekd `ed ehelt akek
erxf xneyy iny o`kn `xeal daexw ikde ddeab ikd dxitqd
,`xead mr cegi`d z` ligzdl mvra dkefe `xeal axwzdl dkef
dlh lfn lr hley mb mic`n akek .dlrp ikd mc`d zxhn idefy
mibeqd lkn zenglne zevn`zd ,zelczyd ly akek `ede axwre
gvpl dkef okle ely oe`d lr xney mvra erxf xneyy ine
akek mb xen`k .xzei lczydle un`zdl lbeqn `ede eizenglna
.eplek lr mipixwn mic`n akek mbe ehelt
dinikl` - 10 wxt
,mipy 3000n dlrnl iptl dt igy epax dyna :`nbecl .mc` eze`
dyna didy dfk dnyp wlg lke ,zenyp iwlg dnk xen`k eid
dyn ly leblb `ed jlnd dnly .epax dyn yxyn `xwp ,epax
leblb zeidl leki dz` mb .epax dyn yxyn okl aygp `ede ,epax
eze` ly yxeyn dz`y `xwp dz`e ,xara dt igy wicv dfi` ly
elblbzdy dnypd iwlg lk ecg`zi miznd zigza cizra .wicv
.eileblb lkn zeybx ly zeipebax yibxny cg` mc` zeidl exfgie
ilen eidy mivrd xarl han izhqd f`e ize` drny `l oaenk
.min lr lr mirav silgn htpy enk mirav silgdl eligzd mde
izxxerzde ifitd sebl izxfge izybxzd dti did dfy aexn
jxra mipy ylyk ixg` .rxe`nd lkn ybxzdl jiynn ip`yk
(ziakek dklyd) oiyw'bext lxhq` lr dibelexhq` xtqa iz`xw
dxyr jxra iz`xw .`yepd lr mixtql izpted dfd xtqd jxce
z` xxgyl cvik zeax zewipkh mdae oiyw'bext lxhq` lr mixtq
dn jxra dzid zehiyd zg` .sebl uegn xxerzdl cvike sebd
ytpdy xac xarl z`vle xzeiy dnk sebd z` zetxdl :il `xwy
il `xwy dn jxra dfe .mv dz`y onfa lke` oebk xzeia zwyeg
sebd lk z` ribxd ovng mr aaxern 'wegv-fb'd .dpey`xd mrta
oeikne ,ifitd sebd on ily ytpd ly zelw ilwa d`ivi xyt`e ily
myl d`vi ily ytpd ,mipa`d x`y enk oa`d z` xcql izivxy
.ixnbl izxxerzd mye
mby ziakek dklyd zeyrl ziqgi dlw ic dhiy izgzit ip`
ip` .zeplaq daxde dpen` jl yi m` da ynzydl leki dz`
cere xie`a zegyl e` serl dvex ip`y invr z` izhptid
uegn ip`e mleg ip`y oniq df sr ip` m`y invr z` izhptid
iptl d`ln ditxd sebd z` zetxdl jixv mb .xxrezdl ilre sebl
ziakek dklyd iziyry dipy mrtae gilvd dfd libxzd .dpiyd
zegyl ligzne zi`yndn `veie zi`yna rqep ip`y iznlg
,sebl uegne xr xak ip` m` ,invrl izxn`e izxxerzd f`e xie`a
dlrn oeeikl xie`a zegyl izlgzd .midel-` z` xwal jlp f`
did `ed la` ,eze` segcl iziqip .ilrn yxtp bb izi`x rztle
,miakekd mlera "miwven" mixac xecgl xyt` llk jxca .dyw
z` iz`vne dhnl izlkzqd .cgeina dyw did dfd bbd la`
.ezizgza `vnp ely icigid gztdy lelg lcbn jeza invr
cgt ize` qtz dn meyn .dxfga zcxl il fnex midel-`y izpad
f` iziid .seba izxxerzde izcxi f` ,ize` yipri midel-` ile`y
dklyd iziyry zexg` minrta .dfd dxwnd dxwyk ipelig
iz`xwy itke miyp` my yiy mewnl minrt yely izrbd ziakek
melyde miigd zkxa 58
:aezk ('` xry '` lkid) l`hie miig iax ly miig ur xtqa
oeilr xe` did .mi`xapd e`xape milv`pd elv`py mxh ik rc"
melyde miigd zkxa 64
xie` zpigaa iept mewn mey did `le ,ze`ivnd lk `lnn heyt
,`edd heyt seq oi` xe`d on `lenn did lkd `l` .llge ipwix
cg` xe` did lkd `l` .seq zpiga `le ,y`x zpiga el did `le
dlr xy`ke .seq oi` xe` `xwpd `ede zg` d`eeyda deey .heyt
.milv`pd liv`dle zenlerd `exal (midel-` ly) heytd epevxa
dzid z`f xy` .eiiepke eizenye eizelert zenily xe`l `ivedl
oi` (xe`d z`) envr z` mvnv f` dpde ...zenlerd z`ixa zaiq
xe`d mvnve ynn exe` rvn`a ea xy` zirvn`d dcewpa seq
iept mewn x`yp f`e zirvn`d dcewpd iccv l` wgxzpe `edd
rvn`ay zxne` z`f) zirvn`d dcewpdn ipwix llge xie`e
,jyeg ly llg `xead dyr seq oi` xe`a mi`lnd seq oi`d iagxn
mewn x`yp f` xy` ,l"pd mevnvd xg` dpde ...(xeck zxeva lebr
xak dpd .l"pk ynn seq oi` xe` rvn`a ipwixe iept xie`e llgd
mixevie mi`xapde milv`pd my zeidl elkeiy mewn did
.l`hie miig iax ixac o`k cr "...miyrpde
eznvery lecb xe`a xi`n seq oi` xe`y `aen 'xdfd' xtqae
dfd xe`dy zxne` z`f .minrt 60,075 it ynyd xe`n dwfg
jk lk `ed jexa yecwd .eznver aexn epilr laqp izla `ed
dlbzn dfd xe`dy jl rc .lecb dfk xe` epnn `veiy ,yecw
,ezy` mr beeifd onfae ,gny `edy onfa mc`a zeixrfn zeienka
sivi d"awd cizra .rxfd zkity rbxa xzeia dlecbd dnverae
.eznbeck oi`y i`lir xye` yibxp f`e dfd xe`a d`ixad lk z`
mgxie odl oec` didie odilr jelniy zenyp `exal aiig did
epgp` dxeza miaezkd miiepikdn .micqg mz` dyrie mdilr
lk ,`xep ,xeab ,ciqg ,lecb oebk miax miepik el yie ,`ed in micnl
.aeh ,wicv ,mifxd mkg ,mit`jx` ,`pwl` ,leki
dpy ,ryx ly epic xfb ,l"fg mixne`e ,dfd mlera miyp` mixaery
e` ,efn dxvw xzei daxd dtewzl micxeiy e` ,miwicv .mepdiba
.miler skize micxeiy
sk .rlwd ska yprdl zekixv mepdibl ozcx iptly zenyp yi
yie edae edz ly zenler el` dxenzd zenler mb `xwp rlwd
oi` dnyple xcqi`e d`nehe lreb ly ze`xn el`d zenlera
`idy ze`xndn zlaeqe my ztgxn `id `l` my cwtzl zleki
mipzepy iptl rlwd ska zeax mipy zeyprpy zenyp yi .d`ex
od miaeh miyrne zeevn eyr m` k"g` wxe ,mepdibl qpkidl odl
dxez ecnl `le zeevn eniiw `ly miyp` .ocrobl qpkidl zekef
.ocr obl qpkidl mi`yx mpi`
mileblibe ,rlwd sk ,mepdib ly miyper daxdn xhtidl xyt`
ileblib zeevn meiwe dxez cenile daeyza dxfg ici lr ,miyw
miznd ziigz didz f`e iyiyd sl`d seq cr ekyni zenyp
,mler oe`xcl miryxde ,mixye`n gvp iigl enewi miwicvde
`ai giyn .giyn `al jixv ok iptle .rx mdl didiy eyexity
minya mewn yiy i"yx xiaqne "sebay zenypd lk elki xy`k"
`xwpe ea ze`vnp zenypdy mewn epiidc zenypd xve` myy
zelblebn eidi zenypd lke ixnbl owexzi dfd xve`dy rbxae 'seb'
mc` ipa ly lecb ikd xtqnd didi f`e giyn `eai f` ,dfd mlera
.ux`d xeck lr
dpey`xd deevndy "dxez dpyn" extqa m"anxd xiaqn
oec`e midel-` yiy zrcl epiidc .l-`d zrici `id dxezay
devn lre eniwn l-`d `l` .envrn miiwzn mlerd oi`ye mlerl
ygkzny ine d"awd z`n xky milawn l-`d zrici ly ef
l` 'd xn` dk" :dinxi xtqa aezke miny icia yprp ef dricil
lldzi l`e ezxeaba xeaibd lldzi l`e eznkga mkgd lldzi
ik ize` rceie lkyd lldznd lldzi z`fa m` ik exyra xiyrd
."'d me`p izvtg dl`a ik ux`a dwcve htyne cqg dyer ,'d ip`
zxne` z`f ,midel-`d z`xi `id dlecb ikd diipyd devnd
69 l`xyi inkg ixacl dncwd
'ai 'i mixac xtqa aezky enk .eiyperne epnn cgtl devny
'd z` d`xil m` ik jnrn l`ey jidel-` 'd dn l`xyi dzre"
jidel-` 'd z` cearle eze` dad`le eikxc lka zkll jidel-`
lr mixaqda mi`ln xqend ixtq lk ."jytp lkae jaal lka
ly hegl dleyn d`xid .midel-`d z`xi ly z`fd deevnd
hegde dyer mc`dy miaehd miyrnd md mifexgdy zfexgn
hegd rxwi m`y .cea`l ekli `ly cgi mze` wifgn d`xid `edy
dkeza dwifgny dtewl dleyn d`xid ok enk .mifexgd lk eca`i
'd z`xil aeh .xve`d ca`i xeg da didi e` ,uxtiz m`y xve`
yiprn midel-`y oin`n mc`d m` ik zenyp ilebliba oin`dl
lr dcin cbpk dcin lawle jk lr lblbzdl lelr `edy rceie mwepe
:jlnd cec xn` d`xid lr .rx zeyrln wgxzi `ed eiyrn
ziy`x 'd z`xi":xn` jlnd dnlye "'d z`xi dnkg ziy`x"
mc` ipa yi ."exve` `id 'd z`xi" ,d`xid lr xn`p cere "zrc
yiy mc` ipa yi .midel-` icilr eyprpy jezn d`xil mikefy
dpekp ikd jxcde ,miyprp mdl miaexw e`xy jezn d`xi mdl
jpze xqen ixtq cenl xwirae ,dxezd cenl icilr `id d`xi lawl
'd z`xi wxtae ,"xzeia lecbd oewzd" wxta xeacd agxei df lre
oi`e cigi `ed ,eny jxazi `xeady ,dnly dpen`a oin`n ip` (a
deed ,did ,epidel` ecal `edye mipt meya edenk zecigi
.didie
`le seb epi` ,eny jxazi `xeady ,dnly dpen`a oin`n ip` (b
.llk oeinc mey el oi`e sebd ibiyn edebiyi
aeh lneb ,eny jxazi `xeady ,dnly dpen`a oin`n ip` (`i
.eizeevn ixaerl yiprne eizeevn ixneyl
dfd xe`de zzl oevx ea yie aeh `ed seq oi` xe` ly ite`d
mileki epgp` oi`e c`n deab `ede `xead ly ezenvrn `vei
epipia ,ce`n lecb ipgex wgxn yi ik .ipgexd edaeb aexn ebiydl
epevxe aeh `ed xe`dy ,ite` iepiy eyexit ipgex wgxn .xe`d oial
oial ,zzl dvex oia wgxnde aeh lawl eppevx epgp`e aeh zzl
10 `xead `xa okl .miipgex mibyena ce`n lecb `ed lawl dvex
zxne` z`f xetql oeyln zexitq .zexitq mi`xwpy miipgex milk
10 .c`n zeipgex od zexitqdy zexnl milk 10 xetql xyt`y
zeliawn ode epipial seq oi` xe` oia rvenn zeedn elld zexitqd
z` epl zelbn zexitqd cg` cvn .qptd mr `nbeca `aedy oyrl
od ipy cvn la` .ielb xe`l fepb xe`n eze` zektede xe`d
zeyer od la` .qptd xe`n hrnn oyrdy enk ,ekxrn zehrnn
.epici lr iygene qtzp xzei xe`d z`
seq oi` xe`l daexw ikd `ide xzk mi`xew dpey`xd dxitql
zaygp `ide zexitqd zxyr oian xzeia dpeilrd dxitqd `ide
oial ,seq oi` xe` oia ,lv`pl liv`n oia ,`xapl `xea oia rvenn
ea zewace midel-` zad`l dxeyw z`fd dxitqd .zexitqd xzi
xzk enk ey`x lrn z`vnp `id mc`a .dbydl dpexg` `ide
`idy ,dnkg zxitq z` yi xzk zxitq ixg` .y`xd lr minyy
dxeyw `ide ,dpia zxitq dixg` .mc`d znkgle mipirl dxeyw
dpiae dnkg ,xzk :el` zexitq zyely .mc`d zpiale ,miipf`l
mb ze`xwpy ,sebd zexitq ray ze`a odixg` .y`xa ze`vnp
melyde miigd zkxa 76
ceqi zxitq aiaq fkxzn rxd xvid xwir :zeheyt xzei milinae
xekfl i`ck cer .zixad xa`-diiaxd xa` ly `yepd aiaq xnelk
`l dicrlae miiniptd zenlerl dqipke gztd `id ceqi zxitqy
zenlerl qpkidl jytp dwyg m`y jk .zeinipt mey okziz
wegl rpkidl jilr xzei miizeki`e miinipt miig biydle miiniptd
!jxcd `id zixad zxiny .dfd xtq jiptl `iany
xe`l liawn `ede 'oencw mc`' mler `vnp zeliv` mler lrn
jldna miwicvd eribi oencw mc` mlerl .xzk zxitqle dcigi
lr lecb ikd xkyd z` elawi md mye .zipgexd mzegztzd
mlern miwicvd eqthi oencw mc` mler l` .midel-`a mzpen`
zebxca dilr eyexit dfd qetihde zeliv` mler jxc ,d`ixad
79 dlawd ixacl dncwd
m"anxd - 17 wxt
.70 liba xhtpe 1135 zpya cxtqa clep ,oenin oa dyn iax
l`xyia xawpe mixvnl xar k"g` ,cxtqa eiig aex z` ig
xn`p eilre dxeza lecb didy llba ,lecbd xypd `xwp .dixaha
zxne` z`f .miwqetd lecbl aygp .dynk mw `l dyn cre dynn
bedpl cvike zeevnd z` miiwl cvik l`xyi mrl aizkd m"anxdy
it lr zekld wqt m"anxd .izcd icedid ly miigd ikxc lka
zekld od meik zebedpd zekld daxd .dpynde cenlzd ynegd
,meid cr cnlp 'dxez dpyn' extqe ,m"anxd it lr ewqtpy
m"anxd .dpya dpy icn eze` miiql mnvr lr elaw cag zlidwe
ezrce ,lecb `tex mb did ,dxeza dnevrd eze`iwa lr sqepa
didy lecb ikd zekldd wqet ly mb drc `id o`k z`aend
dpyn' xtqd jezn dgwlp `ide ,lecb `tex ly ezrc mbe l`xyil
:'c wxt zerc zekld rcn wlg 'dxez
,xzeia `vzy lke eipir xe`ne eiige sebd gk `id rxf zaky"
l`" eznkga dnly xn`y `ed ,micae` eiige dlk egke dlk sebd
egke eilr zvtew dpwf dliraa sehyd lk ."jlig miypl oziz
zeabe ey`x xriye eigyne eitn scep rx gixe zedk eipire yyz
eipiy ,dax eilbx xriye epwf xriye zexyep eipir iqixe eipir
mi`texd inkg exn` .eilr mi`a dl`n ueg mia`k daxde zeltep
jixv jkitl .yinyz aexn sl`de zelgn x`ya zn sl`n cg`
`l` lrai `le daeha zeigl dvx m` df xaca xdfidl mc`d
`ly xzeia dywzn (xa`d) `ede xzeia wfge `ixa eteb `vniyk
caek `vnie didyk ea ieyiwde xg` xacl envr giqne ezrcl
jixv df .mg exyae mikynp miviad iheg eli`ke dhnle eipzenn
.m"anxd ixac o`k cr ."lreay el d`etxe leral
lr xzei lawzny yexit m"anxd ixac z` yxtl oekpe
melyde miigd zkxa 88
epy jke :xg` edyin mya `iapd edil` xne` e"h wxtae
jk elit` epnn dvw mc` ly eytpy mcd m` dn :dpyna minkg
mc` ly eytpy zeixre lfb .xky lawn(elke` `le) epnn yxetd
el dkfiy dnke dnk zg` lr ,odn yxetd ozcngne odl dee`zn
ricedy aeyg xac cer .zexecd lk seq cr ,zexec ixecle eizexecle
yinyz oi`e dizy oi` dlik` oi` `ad mleray `ed edil` epl
jkl opekzz `ad mlerl ribdl oipern dz` m` f` .(lbyn) dhin
dpikydn didz eay d`pdd xwire cala ipgex `ed `ad mlerdy
d"awd ly xe`dn dpdpy epiidc ,epkezae epiy`x lr didzy
`id ik ,xzeia daeyg `id z`fd dricide .d"awa zewacdne
dvexy iny aezk 'urei `lt' xtqa .zecren epipt o`l oeeik zpzep
ly beprzd .dfd mlerd zebeprzn rpniy `ad mlera zekfl
'llek' cinlzne .`ad mlerl jxca lecb awrn `ed dhn yinyz
ze`hazdd z` izrny ily ,(micenill xag) `zexag didy
yng liaya `ad mler miciqtn mc` ipa ji` d`xz" :d`ad
."d`pd ly zewc
'ig yi` oa' dpeknd miig sqei iax ly 'dnyl dxez' xtqa
mibeeif yiy azek `ed 'mixyi ceqa' `xwpy xtqd seqay qxhpewa
eidi `ad mlerd zlgzday d`xpke micli zcled mbe `ad mlera
.zixad j`ln edil` lr o`k cr .`l jyndae mibeeif oiicr
melyde miigd zkxa 92
(`iypd dcedi iax `ed iax) :xne` iax :exn` dlk zkqna
,dlhal rxf zaky `ivedl envr mngnd lk-"mil`a mingipd"
wlg dl oi`e dhigyl `l` zctwn dpi` dnda dn ,dndak aeyg
dnly xn` eilre `ad mlerl wlg el oi` `ed s` ,`ad mlerl
ly oznyp ef "dlrnl `id dlerd mc`d ipa gex rcei in" eznkga
dlhal rxf zaky mi`iven oi`e mnvr minngn oi`y miwicv
miryx ly oznyp `id ef ."ux`l dhnl `id zcxeid dndad gexe"
envr mngnd lke .dlhal rxf zaky mi`ivene mnvr minngny
rxie" :xn`py xnen df ixd envr z` dywnd lke dzin aiig
.dlk zkqn oeyl o`k cr .dyr xy` 'd ipira
myd zeize` lka mbt `ed zixaa mbetd oke ea zellkp zecind
mc`ay `ed heytd yexitde dlaw ixac el`) d"edi yxetnd
`ed dfd myd ici lre d"edi myd `edy yxetnd my yi oweznd
wgxzne dfd mya mbet ei`hg ici lr mc`de midel-`l axwzn
"dninyd epl dlri in" mipewizd xtqa eyxity enk .(mydn
mbetd :`vnp d"edi zeaiz iteq dlin zeaiz iy`x ('ai 'l mixac)
myd zeize`ae wicv zcina zelelkd zecind lka mbt zixaa
`idy ,dnly daeyz jxhvi dfle dnew xeriyd lk mbt eli`ke
dyriy jixv ,eixa` lk mbt elit`y ,eiyrn lk lr zetgl die`x
daeyz lk ik xg` ote`a uxezi dzre ,x`apy enk eixa` lk owzl
ielz epi` zixaa `hgd la` .`hg eay xai`a daeyzd jixv
dtiwz daeyz jixv la` dy` `yil enk dcal zixad zaeyza
.jynda xzei jix`p cere epyxity enk eixa` lk mbt el`k
xtq `ed dnkg ziy`x" xtq ik ,llek y`x axn izrny xake)
`ly mbtd z` owzl okae ?epipipra xingn `ed dnae .xingny
oeiqip daxd yi meidy oeeikn .xaran meid lw xzei jetyz
dlw zixad zxiny z` dyer dfd xtqde `yepa xahvdy
xtqa `xwl `ed zeyrl jilry lk .mrt i`n xzei daxd dbydl
xtqn d`ixwa xtqd z` xenbl lczydle micenr dnk mei lka
ulgidl jl exfriy dpen` ihtyn mei lka cibdl mb sicre minrt
jkezn lczydl oaenke .'oewiz ikxc' wxta xaqd `aen .javnn
leki dz` ,dlecb dee`z jl yi m`e dlhal rxf zekityl uw miyl
diizyl dceq zwa` zitk ivg -zitka mei lka ynzydl
melyde miigd zkxa 96
lre (dlaw ixac el` ,oezgz cegi) d`zz dcegi zpiga edfe (jkn
yi la` .(zeceq) oifx zpiga ,dxezay dkld biydl mikef df ici
(oeilr cegi) d`lr `cegi zpiga `ede zayl zayn wx ebeeify in
in mb la` .(zeceq iceq) oifxc oifxe dlaw mb biyn df ici lre
ebeeif didiy ,dlecb dxiny jixv `ed mb .zayl zayn wx ebeeify
mbeeify miphwd oky lkn .zixad ixney llka llkp didie dyecwa
`ly ,xzeia dxizi dxiny mikixv md i`ceeay ,legd inia mb
qg dxezd lr exari `l mipt lk lre melye qg mzixaa enbti
ceak df ici lr ,el` zepiga ipya zixad zxiny ici lre melye
mikefy cr ,l"pd zepiga lkl mikefe zenilya jxazi myd
hxta zee`zd lk zxiaye zrpkd xwir .dwnerl dxezd zepeazl
ici lr `ed xwird .xayl jixvy xwird dfy ,se`ipd zee`z
yicii xaice diqexa xen`k ig ongp iax) ycewd oeyl zenily
jixvy zxne`d dkld yie zixar xaic dxez cnlyke leg ixeaicl
ieaix ici lr epiidc .(dtdn mixacd `ivedl epiidc lewa cenll
s`e .epew oial epia dgiye dlitze dxez mdy miyecw mixeaicd
(yicii) fpky` oeyla epew oial epia xacne giyny it lr
`axc` ik .ycewd oeyl llka ok mb `ed epzpicna ea mixacny
xwird wx .ea mixacny oeyla xacl `weec jixv epew oiae epia
zpiga dfy ,miyecw mixeaica eze` ycwl .oeyld z` xenyiy
mirx mixeaic xacl `ly oeyld z` xenyle .ycewd oeyl zenily
,lirl xkfpk ,xeaicd zyecw ici lre ycewd oeyl z` minbet mdy
md ,ycewd oeyl zenilye zixad oewiz .llekd rxd z` miripkn
mdy ,miyecw mixeaic xacl miaxny dn itk ,dfa df miielz
zixad oewiz itke zixad oewizl mikef ok enk ,ycewd oeyl zpiga
.ycewd oeyl zenlyl mikef
degl dzity ygp zpiga `ed .llekd rxd `edy se`ip ze`z
`ede .zeliqk zy` ,zehy gex ,dxrq gex `idy ,dndef da lihde
zpiga `edy ycewd oeyl `idy ycewd gex z` dztne jled
."uaex z`hg gztl" zpiga dfe dndef da lihne zixad zxiny
xwir ik .zixad mbt ici lr ,epnn wpil uaex dfd z`hgd ygpdy
melyde miigd zkxa 100
xneyd lky ,jl dreci xaky dlrn `ide dxyr ray dlrn
:ziy`xa zyxt 'xdfd' xtqa aezky dn dfe .wicv `xwp ezixa
wlg mdl yi ,zixad zxiny z` mdilr elawy l`xyi df lre
o`kn .miwicv mi`xwp jk zekfay `l` cer `le `ad mlerl
`xwpe ezekfa miiwzn mlerd .ycew zixa xneyd lk ik micnel
zixa mb z`xwpy ,z`fd zixa xnyy sqein ?epl oiipn wicv
mlerl ,miwicv mlek jnre" :aezk jk lre wicv `xwdl dkf .mler
xneyy in lk :aezk '`x`e' zyxtae 'xdfd' c"kr "ux` eyxi
`xwp `l eini lky ,sqei on d`xe `ea .wicv `xwp z`fd zixad
dlciyy xtihet zy` ly dyrna) z`fd zixad xnyy cr wicv
sqei ,wicv `xwp xnyy oeeikne (dpnn gxa `ede dnr akyl eze`
xtqae 'xdf'a zenewn dnka `aen dfe .'xdfd' c"kr wicvd
mizqn xacd oi`y oaenke) wicv `xwp zixa xneydy mipewizd
miwicvl ghaend aehd lkl dkef `ed `l` wicv `xwp `edy dfa
ipt d`ex `l ,`ad mlerl dilr ,ezen ixg` ocr obl dqipk oebk
(cere zenler 310 lr jelnl dkfi ,cala xvw onfl oecp e` ,mepdib
azk oke 'zexe` ivevip'a my yxite xg` `le ezixa xneyd `weece
`l epiidc ,zexiar lr xary it lr s`y l"f ihp`lbd ly eyexita
mc`y zexiara qtzpy ,mlerd bdpnk wx .ytp h`ya melye qg
zxiny liaya .wicv `xwp df lk mr .xery ila eiawra yc
miiw mlerdy zixa xneyy in lk ,xdfd oeyln wiice .cal zixad
`xwidl `ed i`ck ,eilr miiw mlerdy ezlrn lceb liaya ,eilr
mbd miaxy ,yxity eyexit itl mbe ,zixad zxiny liaya wicv
mi`xwp zixad zxiny liaya df lk mr ,mci lr oeiqip ribd `ly
sqei oirk ,zeixr ly oeiqip ecil ribd m`a `weec cigie miwicv
eyxity ,miyxtnd xzi zrc jk oi`e wicv `xwp f` dnecke
itl mbe wicv `xwp ecil oeiqipl ribd `ly mbd zixa xneydy
`xwp ezixa xneye dyecwa eipir xney l`xyi oa m`a ,eyexit
,miwicv `xwidl ekfy zenypd mze` ik rcze .eicil dyrn ribdy
ly zenypd lkn xzei dlrne micgein zelkid ocr oba mdl yi
wicvd sqei ipt lawl mikefe ,ytp zexiqna mbd mi`xie 'd icaer
107 ceqid zxinye dh`x oexd` x"enc`d
dielz dxezd lk xy` ,dnily dpen`l dkef ceqid mbtn 'dl aeyl
mixg` midel-` jl didi `l"e "jidel-` 'd ikp`" zxinya dfa
min"e xac meyn envr ipira ltep epi` dpen`l dkefyke "ipt lr
ewlg ixy` d"awdl elv` yiy "dad`d z` zeakl elkei `l miax
ahid oiadl dkfz m`y ,z`fd dlrnl xaqd ztqeze) .elxebe
f` ,cgia mikled dyecw dpen`e zixad zxiny ok`y oin`dle
'dl daeyza xefgz i`ceeae ceqid oewiz zlgzd z` ziyr xak
`ad mlerae ocr oba zekfl mb lbeqn dz` z`fd dpadd zekfae
`l m` .dfd xtqa ze`aend zelrnd aexae mepdib ipicn xhtdle
mc`d lky .llka yiy dlecb ikd dcind `id dpen`y jl rce .olek
xn` .`edy dn df ,oin`n `edy dn .ely dpen`a llkp elek
(.ely dpen`d lceb itl ,mc`d lceb rawi cizray ,'miig utg'd
ceqe epeyl dfe mipewiza z`aend dpenye miray dlrn
zxiny ici lr byeny zixad mzeg epiidc) mzegd dfa ,dle`bd
c"kr ,"oeleaz melyae e`vz dgnya ik" :xn`p eilry (zixad
dgnya ik ,miwicvd exn`y enk :x"enc`d siqene .mipewizd
ly zeavr lkne zexvd lkn dgny ici lr e`vzy epiidc e`vz
mipey`x xqend ixtqa `aenk .zelitp lkne inybe ipgex
zeavr enk melye qg zixad mebtl `iany xac oi`y ,mipexg`e
qg `xg` `xhq ly mipa ,"mipa iclz avra ik" :fnx exn`e
e`vz dgnya ik" :xn`e dgp`e oebi avr mxewn xy` ,melye
xn`e dnkgd ixtq lka `aenk ceqi `xwp mely ,"oeleaz melyae
mely ici lr ?dgnyd `az okidn la` "e`vz dgnya ik" :zn`a
zebyde zebxcnd lky l"f i"x`d epiax xn`y enk .ceqid dfy
dlecb dgnya dltze dxeza zeevnd ziiyr ici lr lkd dkfy
lrad icinlz miwicvd zbixcn dzid z`fe .'d zceara uw ila
,ekfy dnl ekf dyecw ly dgny ici lr maex xy` ,r"if aeh my
ik .melye qg avra `edy in zixad xney zeidl xyt` i`e
mbt lr aeyl dkfy inl okl .mgek lka eixg` mitcex miipevigd
dxez cenil onfa ,'da genyl dkefy ,dgny eala mipzep ceqid
iptl mireyry eizeevn lkn miyrp f`e zeevnd meiw zrae dltze
113 ceqid zxinye dh`x oexd` x"enc`d
mepdibl cxei `l zixad ze` ea yiy in lky" :epeyl dfe 'jl -jl'
.'xdfd' c"kr .ie`xk zixad xney `ed m`
:x"enc`d yxtne 'xdfd' xtqa `aend dpenye mixyr mbt
mlye [dlind ly aehd oaena] minz `xwp zixad xneyy enk"
epiidc (zeipgexa) dlrnl oia (zeinyba) dhnl oia miccvd lka
d"qye eixa` (248) g"nxae eteba oke eznyp yxey zellk lka
zellk lka mebt dyrp ,zixaa melye qg mbetd ok ,eicib (365)
`ed ik .etebay eznype eteb zellkae lrnn minya .eznyp yxey
.zeinyba dhnl oia zeipgexa dlrnl oia ,miccvd lka mbet
dlaw ixac mi`aen mye 'mipewiz'a `aend ynge miyely mbt
ycew ixtq dnka `aen ik ,x"enc`d mdilr siqene dpadl miyw
zepeiqpd lke mc`l zexvd lk ze`a zixad mbt oeera xy`
azky 'mipewiz'd ixaca fnexn dfe ,eplivi ongxd eilr mixaery
miqgi miiwn e` dlhal rxf jteyy onfa epiidc `edd onfae my
laeqe el carzyn `ede xg` l-` `edy cy eilr hley zeixr mr
miwegxe mixfen mixacd mi`xpy zexnle) miiepr ipin lk epnn
mdl yiy zerx zegex md micy ik .zn` md ,mipekp zeidln
iyrn cegia mleray ryxd iyrn lke mc` ipaa qpkidl zlekid
dfd xacde micy mda eqpkpy miyp` ici lr miyrp qpe`e dlag
(.ghyd ipt lr d`xpy dnn giky xzei
oi`e" :mipewiza `aenk l`xyi llkn `viy raye mirax` mbt
"l`xyi llka `ed
"ia micxende miryetd z` mkn izexae" xn`p eilre)
((mi`iap)
epi`e dxezd znkg zepiirn epnn minzqpy cg`e miray mbt
.lecb ocnl `edy elit` zn`d jxc lr zexedle zn`d ze`xl dkef
dee`bd oeer hxta .zerx zecn lk ea miwacpy mipye miray
ea zxreae d`nehd y` xxern dtiha envr gizxnd ik .qrkde
mi`nhnd ,qrke dxdei zecind izy el` eze` mitcexe ,xzeia
'dl aeyiy cr ,uegane zian eytpe eteb lk ez`neh lr mitiqene
115 ceqid zxinye dh`x oexd` x"enc`d
aeyl eingx aexa epkfi myde gelql daxnd oepg `ed ik .edngxie
eingxa myd .on` dagxde dgny jezn ,mly alae zn`a eiptl
,elkid llkyie dxdna epigcp uawie zxdnpd dxnd zelbn ep`ivei
zpiky zgnya genyl ok mb epgp` dkfpe .on` ceak xne` elek
hwl o`k cr .on` milyexie oeiv zengp epipira ze`xle efer
zxdh' extqa dhd`x oexd` x"enc`d `iady minbtde zelrndn
'ycewd
:xtqa e`aedy itk dxvwa zelrnd lk dpde
.eilr miiw mlerde d`ixad zilkz `ed ezixa xneyd .` dlrn
el` zekfa l`xyia helyl mileki oeyle dne` lk oi` .a dlrn
.mzixa mixneyy
.dlek dxezd lk miiw eli`k .b dlrn
oi`y bper edfy `eal cizrl d"awd z` ze`xl dkef .c dlrn
.edenk
xe` `edy) 'dnyp' `xwpd wlg eaxwa dxyzy dkef .d dlrn
(dxez cnliy i`pza dfe ,eze` oi` mc` ipa aexle c`n ddeab
.epnn yextz `l dpikydy dkef .e dlrn
.xi`n eteb mby dkef .f dlrn
.xeaib `xwp .g dlrn
dfe xe` iyeala xnelk) .eyeala eze` yialn d"awd .h dlrn
(`ad mlerae ocr oba dxwi
.'da wacdl dkef .i dlrn
`xwi dfe] eiae`kne ei`elgz lkn eze` `txn d"awd .`i dlrn
.[cizra
.ezia ipa lk lre eilr zertyd ipin lk jiynn .ai dlrn
.ewifdl leki xac mey oi`e exney d"awd .bi dlrn
.mei lka ea x`tzn d"awd .ci dlrn
.cinz eze` xkef d"awd .eh dlrn
melyde miigd zkxa 116
l"vf ixeck wgvi axd enk ,mini jix`dl dkef .dipy dlrn
xfrl` oe`bd axde mipy 112 ige mipy daxd `l iptl xhtpy
mbt `l mrt s`y xidvde mipy 106 igy l"vf jy on mgpn
.zixaa
mya iax miig axd ly 'daeh oir' xtqa aezk :zixiyr dlrn
mtebn `viy mzixa exnyy miwicvd ekfi cizray miig sqei iax
.aeh gix
oe`bd axd ly 'mixry igzt' xtqa aezk :xyr cg` dlrn
.zixad zxiny ici lr mipwzzn zenlerd lky xag wifi` wgvi
.zn` xaec `edy oiadl icka dlaw cenll jixv .d`nfeb `l z`f
enk ,eziaa miaeafe miyezi d`xi `ly :xyr mipy dlrn
zinpeyd dy`de yecw yi` didy `iapd ryil` lr `aedy
yecw yi` `edy dzlib `idy dxidvd dziaa eze` dgxi`y
f`n xtqd xagn ip` mbe .epgley lr miaeaf oi`y zekfa
mipy daxd xak dfe .iziaa miyezi oi` zixad xenyl izlgzdy
hrnky cr ,ce`n hrn yi miaeaf .miyezi ici lr izvwrp `ly
.oi`y cibdl xyt`
,`ilihw'b sqei laewnd axdn rnyn :dxyr yely dlrn
yi ok`e .zixad ixney lv` xzei dlecb mixac xekfl zlekidy
dicaer axd .libxd xcbn z`vei dxikf zleki ilra miwicv daxd
.ecnly dn lk hrnk exkf ,`plien oe`bde yhiee`aeiln iaxde sqei
melyde miigd zkxa 122
dnn xzei .ixyt`d aehd lkl dkfz ,jzixa xenyz m`y .zixad
jnvr lr `iaz ,jzixa xenyz `l m`e .oin`dl lbeqn dz`y
gvpd iig z` ciqtze cnyezy zeidl lekie .mixeqie zerxe zexv
`l d"awd .zixad xenye ,ahid z`fd zn`d z` oiaz .jly
iig digze .zixad xenyzy dvex `ed .xdn jk lk jze` cinyi
ly xigndn wlg df zixad xenyly oin`z .xzeia mixye`n gvp
mlyl i`cke ce`n mlzyn xignd .d"awd iptl rpkze gvp iig
.eze`
melyde miigd zkxa 128
l` eptz l`" :aezky enk (oeekzn `ed dnl jynda oiaz dfd
lkzqndy miyecw zyxta eyxty itk "ma mznhpe" "milil`d
ici lr ez`nehe .dlila eze` mi`nhn ,meia da xdxdne dy`a
mbt oeer did dfe sebd ixai` lk da zllekd cei `idy zixa ze`
dyecwd zeipgexn envr xwre rxd xvi eteb lk lr hilydy mc`d
eizegeke mlerd xnga yalzpe ,rxd xvin dheytd ,dpeilrd
,lkd zllekd `id zepfd ztilwy .zetilw x`yn `veike zepfae
lkn xzei zepfa `pwzn `ed jexa yecwdy l"f epizeax exn` jkle
eytpe eixai`e envr xwery iptn :df `ed mrhde zexiar x`y
.zexiar x`yl ok oi`y dn .rxd xvia elek yalzne ,dyecw lkn
,ytpd z` d`nhnd ok mb zllek dxiar `idy dlik`d oiprn ueg
da xn`py ,dl deezyn zepfde etebn wlg d`nehd ziyrpy iptn
"dit dzgne dlk`" :xn`py ,dlik` my ok mb
ipipra ayeg epi`e mlerl ,d"awa waczin mc`d zeidae
miigd xwira waczidl m` ik .dee`zn epi`e cqtpde deedd xnegd
my) dad`d xrya epyxty dad`d ceq `edy ,lkl dignd
mde ,zeevn ixneyl wx mini`zn mdy .mi`ad mixacd miaezk
ceqa ynzydle ,daeyza xefgle xdnl jl i`cky ce`n lecb ceq
dx`dl dkfze ,zeipgexd zelrna jze` uitwi `ed ik .dfd lecbd
zewacd yexc l` qgiznde...:`ed dpde ,ce`n dlecb zipgex
,miwicvd zlrna xn`y xn`na x`azp ,ea ep`y dad`de
mzaygn miwiacn mde ,zeinybdn mzaygn hiytdl mirceiy
mdy `vnz 'ycg xdf ipewz'ae) .miklnd ikln jlna mpevxe
,cegid onf lk ,dy`d mr cegid onfa d-e-d-i mya mixdxdn
(xtqd jynda xaqd `aei .seba yecwd myd z` yibxdl jixve
oiprn xikfdy ziy`xa' zyxta xn`y dna dl` eixac epaeie
lr milbzn zepevxd lke ,oeilrd beeifd zra milbznd zepevxd
ikd jnvr d`xzy epiidc ,zixad xa` `ed wicvd) .wicvd ici
lw ikd f` ik .cegid onfa yecw ikde idel-` ikde dti ikde aeh
xwir mye ,beefnd (wicvd) `edy (.el`d zepevxd lk z` biydl
epi`y lkd oevx eze` f`e:xn`y enk ,oezgzd wicvd zewaczd
131 beeifd zyecw ceq
,gxeh mey ila ,rpen mey ila) dnzqa miptle iptl mqan qtzp
dze`a epeaxa wacznd ly ewlg ixy` f`e ,(.gezt xryd
gnyi" :xne` aezkd eilr .dhnl edixy` ,dlrnl edixy` .dry
ote`k epeaixa waczdl dkefd lk ."jizclei lbze ,jn`e jia`
xefgp eiykre (.dhnl aed` ,dlrnl aed` .zenelerd lk yxei-dfd
zhilt) d`neh icil `eai `le zxrpp ezyw oi` f` i`cee (xn`nl
xvid cva jynp didi `le yecw didi ebeeif f`e mipt meya (rxf
,e`hg mcew oey`xd mc`d didy enk epipr didi `l` ,llk rxd
yxty .(d"awd) epewl dnczn deevnay .deevn meiwl cala didy
`edy enky miyecw zyxtn epwzrdy xn`na melyd eilr i"ayx
mi`kf xn`nd seqa xn`y enk .miyecw didpy epeeiv jk ,yecw
yecw ik" aezky ,ynn ea `l` df xac miniwn `ly l`xyi md
yecw `xwp "'d ip`" epiidc ,beeifd ze`ivny myky :dvxi ,"'d ip`
xwiry iptn eil` dncpy jixv ok ,rxd xvin hyten `edy
qg m`e .jxazi epnn zelv`pd zeipgexd epizenypl rbep dyecwd
eznyp yialn `vnp ,ladd beprzl dfd dyrna aygi melye
.zidel-`d dpeekdn jtdd rxd xvia zipgexd
oi` cxtk qeqk eidz l`" :melyd eilr jlnd cec epxidfd dfle
df beeifd oipr lr df weqt miyecw zyxta xdfa eyxte "oiad
d"awd ikxc mirceie dxeza miwqery miwicvd mi`kf" :epeyl
ok llbae lka miyecw mi`vnpe ,jlnd zyecwa mnvr miycwne
zn` iwicv mlek mdipae ,dlrnln dyecw ly gex mikyen
mitevg mleky miryxl mdl ie` .miyecw mipa ,jlnd ipa mi`xwpe
d`nehd cvn dtevg ytp mdipa miyxei jkitl .mitevg mdiyrne
,`nhidl `a "ma mznhpe mda e`nhz `le" :aezky enke
'dnkg ziy`x' ixace 'xdfd' ixac o`k cr .eze` mi`nhn
eyexity "`gwt `gixe `xng" :l"fg exn` .oii zizyl dnec xacd
mxeb ok` oii hrny reci .ytpd z` migwtn aeh gixe oii zixara
.zxwean zenka oii zezyl mivilnny dl`k yi okl zegwtzdl
mehnihl znxebe zxkyn oii ly dlecb zenky eplekl reci la`
jxe` .o`k ok enk .zegwtzd ly jtidd z` weica dyere miyeg
ly zeaeh ze`vezl `iai milbyn ly zxwean zexicze xwean onf
ly xwean `l onf jxe` e` ddeab zexicz la` .zinipt zegwtzd
miyeg mehnih ,zelvr ,zepp`y :zeilily ze`vezl mexbi milbyn
.cere
miipird zxiny
,zexaeg ,mixtq oebk dee`zd z` xxerny xac lk jnn wgxd
ly mipaxd .llka difielha dtvz l` .dnif mda yiy mipezr
yelbz l` .difielh mipbne difielha diitv mixqe` epxec
miievx `l mixz`l hpxhpi`a
lr lkzqdl xeq`y `ed miizcd lv` zixad zxinyn wlg
.dfd xaca c`n micitwn micxgd miizcde jzy`n ueg ,dy`
xacd xeng dnk cr mixiaqny dfd `yepa mixtq xak e`vi
miyecw didpy epteqy oiane ycwzdl dvexy in .miypa lkzqdl
miwicvdy laiw xake yiy `ltp ikd ybxd `ed dyecw ybxye
eipir z` xenyl aiig .dyecw ybx biydl mdiig lk micaer
mi`nhne wfp minxeby mi`nhe mixeq` mixaca lkzqdl wiqtdle
okl .dlek ytpd lr zerityne all zexeyw mipird .ytpd z`
dnecke mipezire difielh ,miyp lr zelkzqd 'mihxqa ditv
owzl zlbeqn `idy dxez cenll i`ck df mewna .hlgda dxeq`
.`ad mlerl e`iadle zixaa mbty in ly dnypgexytpd z`
.eze` `xwl c`n i`cky cgein wxt ycwed dfd `yepl
141 oewiz ikxc
lkzqdl xeqi`d mvry ,'daeh oir' xtqa iax miig axd azk
mvr `l` .dxiarl letizy yygd meyn wx eppi` miyp lr
aeigd zxhny azk cer .[jk lr miyprpe] dxiar `id zelkzqdd
,ezy` lr wx lkzqi xabdy icka `ed miyp lr lkzqdl `l ly
cere ,mdpia dad`d daxze .ezy`l wx dee`zi `ed jk ici lre
zeripvd zxiny lr cner l`xyi mr ly zeceqid meiwy azk
xeng `ed di`xd mbt .xzeia `yepa xingdl yi okle ,dyecwe
on deevn ef ixd .xeqi`d lceb z` mipian `l miyp`e xzeia
ixg`e mkaal ixg` exezz `le" :miklnd ikln jlnn .dxezd
,sleg han epidc mzq dii`xa mb xingdl yiy ,azk cer ."mkpir
o`k cr .zerepv `l miyp lr cgeina ,zkyenn dhada eppi`y
.iax miig axd ly eixac
:'l`pain wicvd' ,y"`xden ly 'mipir xedh' qxhpewa `aed
ly zexabzdd xwir elld mizira xy` !ipa iaed` rczy jixv
`edy] n"qdy mipird mbt ici lr wx df mc`d lr rxd xvid
`ede [zexiara mc` ipa liykdl eciwtzy .ohyde zend j`ln
zeiipgex wx lkzqiy mewnae ,zexeq` zei`xa mc` ipa liykn
mewna .dlek d`ixad lk miwne deedne dignd ,jxazi ezdel-`
zkqn) exn` epinkge .zexeq` zei`xa mc` ipa liykn `ed df
eipiry dna `l` hley rxd xvid oi`" :('` 'nr d"n sc 'oixcdpq'
zend j`ln `edy ,ohyd z`y ,eixac lr ztqez] ."ze`ex
cgtze ,`xeadn cgtzy epidc .deepre miny z`xi ici lr migvpn
lr .jly zekxad z` ciqtz `le .jly `ad mler z` ciqtz `ly
eipir of mc`dyk :azk cer [.eze` gvpze ohydn xhtz jk ici
efer zpiky z` wlqne ,dpiky ipt lr lkzqdl dkef epi` ,deexrdn
zei`xa lykpy enk ,dpikyd z` wlqny xac cer oi`e...jxazi
.dpiky ilbx wgec `ed df ici lr xy` .miyp lr lkzqny .zexeq`
eli`k xzqa dxiar xaerd lk" :('` f"h 'dbibg' 'qn) l"f mxn`nk
oi` xy` ,envra xicgn mc`yk zn`a ik "dpiky ilbx wgec
lkde ,`vnp eicrla oi`e ,`vnp jxazi `ede ,llk jxazi eicrla
oi`y zngn j` ,`heg did `l if` ,lkd df zedel-`e zedel-` df
melyde miigd zkxa 142
xega hxtae ,mc` meid aygp ,cngpe aed` ,xedhe yecw dnke
lal dxdhae dyecwa eipir xneye dhnl zecxen mipira jledy
.["mkipir ixg`e mkaal ixg`] exezz `l" ly `xepd `hga lyki
df lig xeaba ,ely dilnt lka `ed jexa yecwd ea gazyn dnk
b"w migqt) `xnba `aen .wicvd sqei znbec ,exvi z` yaekd
lka ea gazyn `ed jexa yecwd-`heg epi`e jxka xcd weex(`"r
,zepeiqpd ea miaxy jxka xce dy` `ll iept xega xnelk ,mei
.exvi z` yaekd xeaibk mei lka ea x`tzn d"awd `heg epi`e
zilkza did mrt ly jxk `ld ,xn`e milecbd cg` xi`d xake
miitl` iptl mrt ly jxka dzid zevixt dnk ike oky ,zeripvd
wtq `ll ok m`e ,epini ly jxk d`xp j`id z`f znerle ,dpy
lyn xzei daxd `ed mixbeande mi`eyp ly s` zepeiqpd meidy
mb ,df lr gayl miie`x mrt ly miweexd m`e , mrt ly miweexd
dz`x `l oir"...meid ly miweexd el`e .meid ly miweexde mi`eypd
o`k cr .mxky lceb x`zle xryl oi`y i`ceea "...jzlef midel-`
.iq`bel l`xyi awri lecb axd ixac
melyde miigd zkxa 144
zyxta 'miigd xe`' extqa xhr oa miig iax yecwd axd azk
md eycew mrl 'd deeiv xy` zeevn lk ik reci dpd :'miyecw'
.mzeyrl oevxd l` envr dhie mda cenrl mc`d lekiy zeevn
ezcngn mc` ly eytpy xac `edy zeixrd zyixt zeevn zlef
zlef [azeke axd jiynn la`] .mzeyrl mdilr ezqpe`e
ybxd wgxn (` "mde mc`dn mixac ipy zwgxd zenvrzda
,dy` dzi`x m`e .miyp lr lkzqdl `ly epidc ] oird ze`x
z`fd di`xl ozz l`e ,ixyt`d mcwda di`xd xkf z` dgnz
`ly epidc ] .ayegd zpiga wgxne (a [jytp lr myex zeyrl
ixyt`d mcwda xear ,daygn jl d`a m`e ,dy` lr aeygl
.xhr oa miig yecwd axd ixac o`k cr [ xg` xac lr aeygl
xenyl `ed oze` biydl icka zeyrl jilry lke dyecw zevevip
jxcd efe da zeaezkd zeevnd z` miiwle dxez cenll ,zixad
seq`l l`xyi oal zxg` jxc mey oi`e miwicvd da mifge`y
.ef `l` ,dyecw zevevip
dlil ixw mbe dee`zd zzget jk xzei mixneye mixdfpy lkk
xake xzeia zewegx mizirl dxew `ed dlil dxwn dxew m`e mlrp
.dxinyl rixtn `l
l`xyi zle`by `aen waix iav axd ly 'oewizd uw l`' xtqa
zeiwpa dxeyw zixad zxinyye zixad zxiny zekfa didz
miribn zixad zxiny ici lr ik xzeia mirnyp eixace .dxdhe
.zixad zxinyl miribn zeiwpe dxdh ici lre zeiwpe dxdhl
.daygne xeaic ,dyrn ly illk oeiwpa weqrl daeh dvr o`kn
.'eke ziae micba ,seb oeiwp
ici lry `aen oncixt oexd` axd ly 'leki dz` mb' xtqa
ici lr xnelk .zinipt zexabzd mibiyn zipevig zexabzd
`ede .zyweand d`vezl ribz zixad oewiza weqrl ligzzy
ecnry zeybxd z`e mitgcd z` xiabn dyrn lk" :llk my azek
zkll dvex mc`y jxca" :l"fg exn` ,zexg` milinae "eixeg`n
xegal dxigad zekf z` jl yiy zxne` z`f ."eze` mikilen da
.dpekpd jxcl jly oevxd z` zehdl `ed zeyrl jilry lke aeha
wa`nl qpkidl aiig dz` .gvpl xyt` i` zinipt dngln ila
.rxd xvid z` gvpl dkfzy cr ,wa`na cinzdle inipt
miyecwd milaewna `aen dpd" :'ycwd zxdh' xtqa `aen
zcina mb df ici lr mbet .mbet mc`y zecinde zexiar lkay
zxiny lr mizzyen mdy ,miigd ly zeceqia epiidc) ceqid
ceqi zxitq okle ,zeevnd lk zellk `ed ceqidy iptn .(zixad
zenlerd lkl riayne ritynd `ede ,ekeza zexe`d lk ueaiw `ed
z` lnqn `edy sqei lv` xn`pke (sebd lkle ,zexitqd lkle)
epiidc) "xiaynd `ed 'eke sqeie" (a"n ziy`xa)ceqi zxitq
mi`xi ixtqa aezke milaewnd eazk okle .(rtyd wlgn ceqidy
melyde miigd zkxa 148
.mixai`d lka mbet df ici lry iptn mbtd df owzl dyw xy`
`aen oke .ok mb ceqid zcina egxek lra mbet dxiar lka mbetde
"mixai`d lke zexitqd lke zeevnd lk miielz zixaay mipewiza
jgk lka xxerzd xwid ig` okl .'ycwd zxdh' ixac o`k cr
il yie .c`n zeax zexvn jnvr lvde dfd mbtd cbp wfgzdl
dnk mei lka dfd xtqa `xw :xtqd jxe` lkl rivn ip`y drvd
d`ixwa eiykry dpekpd zrcd ja qpkze xvid letiy cr .mitc
`l ok`y oin`dle oiadl xenbzy rbxae dbiydl dyw dpey`x
mr ,wicvl jetdze rxd xvid z` gvpz f` zixad lr xearl aeh
.dfn rnzynd lk
dlrz lyend gex m`" (ilyn) :xn`p" :l"vf miig utgd xne`
lk] mc` lr lyeny rxd xvid `ed lyend !"gpz l` jnewn ,jilr
lkn j`ihgdl egta zcklp m`e [ea mgldl xxerzd `l mc`d cer
dn lka ecbpk wfgzde xabzd epiid ."gpz l` jnewn" mewn
."eze` miriiqn xdhl `ad" ik ,jze` 'd xefri i`ceeae ,lkezy
149 oewiz ikxc
mi`hg gipi `txn ik" (ilyna aezk) :miig utgd xne` cer
dxi `peyde dnglnd zekxrna cnerd liig yi` enk ,"milecb
zywd jilydl el dlilg ,mc zzey ligzd ,erav`a dkde ug eilr
`l m` ik !dipyd ecia eaie` lr zexil wfgzdl eilr wxe ecin
letiy cr eilr zexil jiynie eilr mgxi `l `peyd `ld ,ok dyri
j`ihgdl xvid cia dlr m` :mc` lka xacd `ed ok !..eiptl cecy
dlawe xard lr zizn` daeyz dyre wfgzd `l` dtxzz l`
.miig utgd c"kr ."cer `ehgl `ly `adl lr
dfd mlerd ibeprz lawnd lk" :'ozp iaxc zea`'a aezk
drca miwifgn miwicvd lke "`ad mlerd ibeprz epnn mirpen
gw .'ozp iaxc zea`' xtqd ixagn ly d`vnd dppi` `ide z`fd
oiae jpia oeayg zeyrl `a dz` xy`k oeayga z`fd dricid z`
.jnvr
mc`l `ay oeik :xn` `liy iax iac" :f"l `nei zkqna aezk
`heg epi` aey ,`hg `le dipye dpey`x mrt ecil dxiar xac
ligzzy rbxdny zxne` z`f ."xenyi eiciqg ilbx" :xn`py
azeke .dyw dlgzdd wxe lw xzei daxd didi jk xg` xnyidl
zexiard on envr xenyiyke" :'daeyzd ceqi' xtqa dpei epiax
!cer `xi `l ,mdn xdfpe ecil e`ay minrt dnke oda libx didy
oixcdpq zkqn inlyexi cenlza aezk jke "ederiiqi minyd on ik
mc` xney" :wgvi ax xa l`eny ax mya dinxi iax :'wlg' wxt
jlide o`kn ,ziyilye dipye dpey`x mrt dxiard on envr z`
!exnyn d"awd
mze` wlq ,z`fd dee`zd ly mixedxde zeaygn jl ze`a m`
jze` eafri dtewz ixg` seqale mrt cere mrt cere mrt cer
f`e dl`k mixedxd jl e`eai dtewz icin wx f`e dl`d mixedxdd
.mze` wlql lw jl didi
jxca dligza mikled mixyid" :(`plien oe`bd) `"xbd xne`
jk xg`y "dxvwe dkex`" `id la` mytp dxvwe xrvae ,dwegc
"dlelq mkxc didz
melyde miigd zkxa 150
dwcvd zeevn
rcz " :dh`dx oexd` axd ly "xedhd ogley" xtqa aezk
oewiz `ed giyn z`ial jenq hxta epizeytp oewiz xwir ik ig`
(zeneva) zeprzdl gk epl oi`y zrk ceqid oewiz xwire ceqid
ceqia mbetd ik .mbtd dfl lecb oewiz dfy dwcv zevn ici lr `ed
xifgdl mxeb dwcv zpizp i"re wicvdn micqgd ewlzqiy mxeb
xn`e "zenn livz dwcv" jlnd dnly xn` .mcewnk micqgd
z` zlvny dwcv dlecb" :edil` iac `pz extqa `iapd edil`
.mc` ly eizepye eini zkx`ny dwcv dlecb .dzind jxcn mc`d
dwcv dlecb .`ad mlerd iigl mc`d z` d`iany dwcv dlecb
dwcv dlecb .epizle`b zenie (giynd) cec oa mei zxdnn `idy
cr "ceakd `qk zgz dpzepe daiyene dnypd z` dlrn `idy
dwcv eyre htyn exny 'd xn` dk ":aezk ediryiae .eixac o`k
oeiv" :mi`iapa aezk cere "zelbdl izwcve `al izreyi daexw ik
mr cqg dyerd lk dlawd it lr "dwcva diaye dctz htyna
zexitq zrayn ddeab ikd dxitqd `idy cqg xe`l dkef zeixad
zexv al rex lr d`xne xzeia drexb dcn `id zepvnwd .oipad
ozzy dwcv ici lr .ef dcinn xhtdl jl i`ck .dpen` xqege oir
dzeaiyge dwcvd oipr lr daxd aezk dxeza .dpen`d jl lcbz
zxinyl aeyg oewiz `id okle zeevnd lk cbpk dlewy `ide
daxd oi` .dlek dxezd lk cbpk dlewy zixad zxiny mbe zixad
,zixad zxiny lkd jqa .dlek dxezd lk cbpk milewyy mixac
151 oewiz ikxc
jxr itl oey`xd mc` oweicl epweic z`e envr milydl zekfl
iprd gnyl dpeekae ald oevxa dwcv ici lre .eytp yxey
(b"i xdfd zncwd) dfl mikef
lra ly dzinn elit` lvip dwcv ici lry dwcv daeyg (`k
,lecb qp jixve dxiga lran lvpdl c`n dyw `edy dxiga
zetxeh zeign oky lke dxiga lran mb milevip dwcv ici lre
('xda' zyxtn ycwd 'xdf' ly ztqez)
d"edi myd zenilya milydl mikef dci lry dwcv daeyg (ak
(b"iw 'izewega' zyxt 'xdf') `ed jexa
d`ex d"awd m`a zeieprxetl dreyi micwny dwcv daeyg (bk
zepeer ici lr melye qg mlerl mitiwz mipic `al jxhviy
dpzn epiidc ,oexec el gley mc`l ade` d"awdyk f` .xecd
ly heg eilr jynp df ici lre micqg zelinb ly devn dfi`
cv l`nye cqgd cv `ed oini cv dlawd it lr) oini cvn cqg
f`e .mc` ly ey`x lr meyxe dxey cqg ly hegd dfe (oicd
df mi`exyk ,mlerd aegl melye qg mipennd milagnd lk
'xdf') .mcin levip `ede mc`d dfn migxea cqg ly hegd
(c"w '`xwie'
dlrnl dwcvd zexxerzdl minxeb dci lry dwcv daeyg (ck
`qk cr dler dwcv zevny yecwd 'xdf'a yxite dhnle
dakxnd ly ixwir lbx `edy epia` awri mewna ceakd
cr zenlerd lk xewnn ax rty jynpe ,dpeilrd dyecwd
zeax zekxae zeyecw rty ekynp myne awri ly enewn
edfe dhnle dlrnl mexn ilig lke mexn `av lr zexi`ne
ici lr dyery epiidc ."zr lka dwcv dyer" (e"w milidz)
zyxt yecwd 'xdf') zr mi`xwpd mexn `av lkl ezwcv
.(b"pw '`vie'
lkl dlrnln jynp iprl oefn ozepd zekfay dwcv daeyg (dk
.oefnl ie`x epi`y inl mbd ,ezekfa mipefip mleky elek mlerd
.('`vie' zyxt yecwd 'xdf')
155 oewiz ikxc
('uwn' zyxt 'xdf') mely `xwp dwcv ici lry dwcv daeyg (ek
iferna wifgi e`" aezkd lr ('diryi hewli') l"fg zyxc recik
oial d"awd oia mely dyer dwcv ozepdy "el dyri mely
ozepy ine ,eqpxtn epi` dnl lekiak myd mr hhewzny iprd
ici lre ,iprd oiae d"awd oia mely dyer eze` digne dwcv el
.el ixy`e mely eny `xwpy dkef df
'xdf') "cre mlerl ezwcv" miiw dwcv ozepdy dwcv daeyg (gk
miiwn mc`y zeevnny l"f i"x`d epiaxn reci ik ('ybie' 'xt
deevnd ly dniyxn .meid lk egvn lr (myex) eniyx x`yp
dfe .deevn ly eniyxd df rlap k"g`e zay cr reayd lk e`
dn (`"k dheq) l"fx exn`y 'eke da wqery onfa deevn llka
ezwcv" edfe mlerl zlhazn dpi` dwcv ly eniyxd ok oi`y
.(a"iw milidz) "crl zcner
xky lawn oenn uawl gxehy dwcv i`abdy dwcv daeyg (hk
lidan dfe wicv `xwpe dkefy `l` cer `le mipzepd lk cbpk
('ybie' 'xt 'xdf') .dwcv uawnd zekfl leki dn oeirxd
eipale el miig mxeby arxe wgec zrya oky lke dwcv daeyg (l
lkn mcra obdl ok mb eipal zekfd el x`ypy epiidc ,eixg`
('ybie' 'xdf') ..rx
melyde miigd zkxa 156
ozepe mlera dkxa siqen dwcv ozepdy dwcv zevn daeyg (el
zeklne ceqil zekxa wixedl l`nyne oinin gke dgny
.('xda' 'xdf') dyecwd
dpen`a waczdl dkef dwcv ozepdy dwcv zevn daeyg (fl
dn dyer dyecwd dpikyde dpen`d ipa on `xwpe dnily
(e"gxdn zedbde 'xda' 'xt yecwd 'xdf') .mixfeb mdy
`l` ,gk el siqen miigd ury cal `ly dwcv zevn daeyg (gl
ecra mivilnn `xg` `xhqd zeliig dndy zeend ury mb
,cqg) zeyecwd zexitq dyye mlera meiwe miig el mitiqene
lk z` secdl eiptl zekled (ceqi ,ced ,gvp ,zx`tz ,dxeab
'jzelrda' 'xdf') .l`xyi iptl ceakd ippr ekldy enk eiaie`
(my n"gde`
miiw xwire dfd mlera mdizexit lke`y dwcv zevn daeyg (hl
azk yecwd 'xdf'ae (mixac el` `ziixa jezn) `ad mlerl el
mii`lir miigl dkef k"g`e dfd mlera zexit zvw wx lke`y
eze` qipkne eznyp lawn ceqidy myn rnyne .dlrnl
dwcv ici lr xyt` ceqia mbty mbd .oeilr c`n mewnl
'xdf') .zenypd lk ly xeaird ceq myy ceqid zcina llkidl
(miyxtnae 'jzelrda' ycewd
xdpd eze` ziiwydl dkef dzekfay dwcv zevn daeyg (n
hrnzp (zixad mbt xwira) zepeer ici lr ik .yaie axgy
rty jyend oeilrd xdpe ,zenlerd lkne dpikydn rtyd
ozepde ycwnd zia oaxeg xg` hxta .eizerty ehrnzp lkl
.yaie axgy dfd xdpd ziiwydl mxeb gny al jezn dwcv
xe` cizrl mdilr gxfi 'd i`xil mby dwcv zevn daeyg (`n
dgxfe" ('b ik`ln) aezky (miyer mdy dwcvd zekfa) dwcvd
('glya' ycewd 'xdf') "ditpka dwcv yny iny i`xi mkl
`aenk ,dpikyd ipt zlawk migxe` zqpkde dwcv daeyg (an
oexd` `aie" :l`rnyi iax dpy" (`"d d"t oiaexir) inlyexia
midel`d iptl dyn ozeg mr mgl lek`l l`xyi ipwf lke
melyde miigd zkxa 158
ipt lawndy o`kn `l` ?elk` midel`d iptl ike (g"i 'zeny')
.dpiky ipt lawn eli`k exiag
migxe`d z` lawn mc`y jxcky dwcv zevn daeyg (bn
milawny ,ynn dcn cbpk dcn el minlyn dkk ,dgnya
('xdfd ipewiz') dgnya mik`lne zenypd `ad mlera eznyp
.dgnya dwcv iyerl d`xepe dlecb dghad dfe
dwcv my lr e`xwp ocr ob ixry elit`y dwcv zevn daeyg (cn
'xt ycg 'xdf') "wcv ixry il egzt" (g"iw milidz) :aezky
('gp'
iac `pz'a `aenk dwcvd liaya wx dzid zea`d zlrn (dn
ekf dn iptn mipey`xd epizea` :epeyl dfe (`"t `hef) 'edil`
mnvr z` ebdpy iptn ?`ad mlerle cec oa zenile dfd mlerl
`l epa dnlye cec ,oexd` ,dyn ,awrie wgvi ,mdxa` .dwcva
.'eke dwcva `l` egazyp
lr cner mlerd ,eiykr cr mlerd `xapy meiny dwcv dlecb (en
(my) .dwcvd
(my) .mc` ly eizepye eini zkx`ny dwcv dlecb (fn
(my) .`ad mlerd iigl mc`d z` d`ian `idy dwcv dlecb (gn
(my) .(dxezd zeevn meiwl) dxezl dzeeyy dwcv dlecb (hn
hxt da yi ok m` (my) .dl dzeey dxezdy dwcv dlecb (p
.dil` zeeydl dkxvp dxezdy dxezd on dlecb `idy
zgz dpzepe daiyene dnypd z` dlrn `idy dwcv dlecb (`p
(my) .ceakd `qk
.mlerd zeixa lk lr hley dwcv zevn zekfay dwcv daeyg (ap
yiy oeik ,epnn micgtzne mirf zeixa lke xri zeig lke (my)
cr mc`a zhley dig lk oi` ik ,eilr stegd yecwd mlv el
zay) l"fx xn`nk dndak el dncpe mlvd epnn xqedy
.midel-` mlv yeala yalzn dwcv ici lre (`"pw
159 oewiz ikxc
xxerzn dwcv zekfae ,aeh `xwp dwcv zekfay dwcv daeyg (bp
zx`tzd da drityn dpikydy `ede ,l`xyi zqpkl aeh
`xwpy ceqid ici lr (rtyd `vnp day zixkifd dxitqd)
('xda' 'xt 'xdf') .aeh
drx ly mizr 14-d wizndl dkef dci lry dwcv daeyg (cp
daehl 14 mizr 28 yi ik reci xy` (zldw xtqa miritend)
lke mc` lke `xap lk lv` jiiy dfe .melye qg drxl 14-e
epiidc llka od drx ly mizr 14-d exxerzpyke .mlerd
jixv f` (ezixa mbetd) yi`d df lr hxta ode ,mlerd zellkl
ly mizr 14-d mb miktdn dwcv ici lre .c`n milecb mingx
.yi`d df zehxtn ode mlerd zellkn od ,daehl drx
my dyere ocr oba ezwcv rxef d"awdy dwcv zevn daeyg (dp
oli` gnev dfne dnc`a oirxb mirxefy enk zexit cinz
"dwcvl mkl erxf" ('i ryed) :aezky zexit cer mirxef oli`ne
'iq 'miciqg xtq') .hrnk devn mey lr xn`p `l dfe .'eke
(`"ky
dwcv zevn ici lr eytp owzl dkefy dwcv zevn daeyg (ep
."ippekz dwcva" (c"p diryi) :aezky
dakn dxiar oi`y enk dwcv dakn dxiar oi` la` devn dakn
m` la` ,g"txd on zelrdl eznyp cxz dwcv ozep m` ik .dxez
`ly xyt` ,zexg` zeevn lk ea didiy s` ,dwcv ea didi `l
oia) my `ed s` x`yie (zetilwd ea) efg`zi `l` g"txd on dlri
ezwcv" (dwcv zpizp ly) ef dcn ea yiy inl la` ,(zetilwd
"ceaka mexz epxw" okle (xenfnd jynd ,milidz) "crl zcner
s` `l` dlrnl dlrzy cal `l ik (xenfnd jynd ,milidz)
i"x`d c"kr 'eke ceaka epiide g"txd on dnr dlrz
:aezky ezltzn mibxhwn lk dgecy dwcv zevn daeyg (bq
did xfril` iax okle ,"jipt dfg` wcva ip`e" (f"i milidz)
meid miax mibdep jke) ('i a"a) lltzne xfege iprl dhext ozep
dltzd mcew dwcv ozepyke (dwcvl sqk dlitz lk iptl zzl
oke zexb`a '`ipz' xtqa oiire) dlitz ixry el migzet
dkf" :iel iax mya dcedi iax ('` wxt 'zldw dax yxcn'a
xne` yxcnd .ea dprpe lltzd ,deevn epenn dyre mc`
"eizwcv ia dzpre" ('l 'ziy`xa')
ilra ,dnkg ilra mipal dliaya mikefy dwcv zevn daeyg (cq
`aene .epl extq epizeaxe epizea` xy`k dcb` ilrae xyer
eclep xecd ilecbe mler iwicv aex hrnky miyecwd mixtqa
inr dnke .mdizea` eyry micqg zelinbe dwcv zekfa
recike .mlerd lk z` exe`iy mipal dwcv liaya ekf zevx`d
dfd mlerl eznyp dcxi yecwd aeh my lrad epiax mby
miyecw mig` ipy mze` oke .micqg lenbl daxdy eia` zekfa
oi` miyecwe milecb daxd cere ,r"if `yif iaxe jlnil` epiax
.xeriy
zceara cinz ycg zeidl dkef dci lry dwcv zevn daeyg (dq
ly zxb`d oiire "epiig jzwcva" (h"iw milidz) :aezky 'd
.l"f '`ipz'd
el`k aygp dliaya zepeifa lawnyk ik dwcv zevn daeyg (eq
dwcv ivawne i`abd lr xn`p dfe .'d yeciw lr bxdp
melyde miigd zkxa 162
zinvr dfeptid
epnn cg` lky mb recie oevxd ipta cnerd xac oi` ik reci
ze`ivna dfig` el oi` dfd htynd dnk cr zelbl mnezyd
melyde miigd zkxa 164
.ztxva lrty ixhqe` `tex ,xnqn oehp` upxt i"r ,18-d d`na
miakekd on hltpd d`xp izla ihpbn lfep yiy oin`d xnqn
mxef dfd lfepd m`e mc` ipa ly ize`ixad mavn lr rityne
lfepd znixf oewize .zelgnl mxeb `ed ofe`n `l ote`a mc`a
eiletiha gilvd xnqn .dlegd seb seytiye mihpbn i"r dyrp
`txn zekeyg zelgn `tixe elykp mixg` mi`texy mewna ce`n
ixg`e ,fixtl ztxv jln xyryyd i`el i"r onfede ixletetl jtde
z` xewgl gk ieti jlnd wiprd ,eiletiha gilvd my mby
x`iz xnqny itk ihpbn lfep lk oi`y elib mixwegd .drtezd
xnqn jxry miipgletd miqwhd zrtyd llba e`txp milegde
d`xp .miqwhd onfa mpeinc z` elirtdy llbae ietixd onfa
mdl ozp zr dze`ae iheptid avnl eqpkp xnqn ly milegdy
d`yd .ietixd zk`ln z` eyry zeiheptid ze`yd xnqn
avna didyd onfa lawn rcen zzdy genl drvd dyexit
z` ahid xkef ip`" e` "dxdna selgi y`x a`kd" oebk iheptid
"xzeie xzei meil mein jrcz dlik`d zee`z" e` "cnlpd xnegd
zyxetn dpynn giked ixiy edil` axd .ditl lret rcenzzde
xzei lxebd lr mirityn xne` mc`y mixacy ,'oikxr' zkqna
.miyrnn
.ytpd zbdpd-dwihpxaiwekiqt
hipxaw enk dbdpd eyexit dwihpxaiwe ytp eyexit ekiqt
dfeptid meik .'ytpd -zbdpd' cgiae epevxk dpitqd z` bidpnd
zbdpda mb miwqer dfeptidae cgia eaaxrzd ytpd zbdpde
milcadd la` .dfeptida mb miwqer ,ytpd zbdpdae ytpd
mihtyn zxin`e ytpd zrbxda miwqer dfeptiday md mixwird
.xwira oeinca miynzyn ,ytpd zbdpday cera .ala miiheptid
z` minyexy ici lr zexrd onfa miyrnd lr zxwean dhilyae
.mze` mipincn jk xg`e zeyrl mivexy zeilirtd
miexy oeincde oevxdyk" xn` iztxv belekiqt ew liv`
liv` "gvpi cinz oeincd .df z` df mixzeq epidc ,inipt wa`na
ly onfd jxe` z` xvwl epl xfery xzeia aeyg xac epl dlib ew
oial xtqa d`ixwn d`vezk xvepy ycgd oevxd oia wa`nd
.lirt oiicry oeincd
wqer jnvr z` oiincl wiqtdl `ed zeyrl jilry lk
cr aeye aeye aey el` zepeinc wlql jilre zipin zelirta
.enlriy
f`e ,aehd xvid zaehl mezx e` `edy `id ezpekz oeincd
epa zelble zeira xeztl epl xfere dpn`p epze` ynyn `ed
,mler ilecb ea miynzyny xiykn `ed mvrae ,zepexyk
`ed f`e rxd xvid ly egily `edy e` ,mipn`e ,miprcn ,mi`ivnn
,llk reawl xyt` .lbyind zee`z `yepa cgeina `ehgl epl mxeb
jiled mpeinicy jezn eyry dn z` eyr mlera miryetd lky
.jiledy o`l mze`
zbdpda miynzyn ytpd lr wfg lret oeincdy ef drici mr
175 oewiz ikxc
bdep did .epnfa xecd lecb didy in .l"vf sqei dicaer axd
in .oicxn xi`n l`xyi axd mb .envra xerble ,envr l` xacl
bdep did .epnfa xecd lecb did `ed mby .'miig utgd' `xwpy
!ulnen .envra xerble envr l` xacle ytpd oeayg zeyrl
yiy zxne` z`f) dlik` zee`z lra lkl gihan xtqd xagn
minrt yng mei lka dfd wxta dt `xwi m`y (mixzi mipney eilr
cg` wlg .jxev oi` zay i`vene zay meia ,'d cr '` .reaya
dfx x`yie dfxi .jynda z`aend dlitzd z` lltzi mbe ,meia
itk ,ce`n mlzyn `ed la` .mipy dnk gwel dfd jildzd .cinzl
dfi`a dt `xwl jl `vi `l idylk daiqn m` elit`e .dt `aeny
dxbiy ly oiprk ,aeye aey dt `xwe xefg .mini dnk elit` e` ,mei
dxwiy dn .zinei mei axr zgex` e` zinei mei oilitz zgpd enk
.dlrz k"g`e cxz k"g`e dlrz k"g`e lwyna cxz dz`y `ed
jiynz ,dfd onfd lka .dlrz `l xzeie cxzy cr minrt dnk jk
.mdiig lk ze`yd cibdl mikixvy el`k yi .dfd wxta dt `xwl
ick dlecb zexidf jixv ,edzti exvie eibeprz xg` jynil jixvy
"ezleei`a dpey liqk e`w l` ay alk"k didie exeql xefgi `ly
oe`bd .dizye dlik` zngn mxeql exfgy dnkl rx`y enk
eit oqxa m` ik mitebiqe zeiprza `l envr xqil jixvy :`plien
cvn d`a arx ly ala dybxddy xekf .daeyzd edfe eizee`zae
zegcle xabzdl gilvz m`e ,izn` arx dppi`e rxd xvid
dee`zde rxd xvid z` jk ici lr zinz diizyd e` dlik`d
ziy`x' ."mixzein diizye dlik` dgcze wt`zz dz`" .selgz
dtilwd zrpkdl lecb xzeid `ed dlik` oipra hxta :'dnkg
dfd mlerd ibeprz lk :'dnkg ziy`x' .`ad mlerae dfd mlera
ytpl xecgl dyecwd z` zenqegd od zetilwd) zetilwdn ekynp
lr drx dybxd zexyn ode d`nehd l` mc`d zexywnd ode
`l` dfd mlera mibprzn mpi`y miwicvd zeteb :'xdfd' .(mc`d
d`nehd gex ,mipnfe mibge zezay zecerqe devn ly mibeprzn
sicr .melk elyn ebprzd `l ixdy ,mdilr helyl leki epi` `idd
dgce zxabzn dee`zdy yibxn dz`y rbxa d"awl lltzdl
dyrz dkke zewc dnk cera jk xg`e dee`zd z` zewc dnka
lk`z epiidc ,deevn zecerqa dlik`d z` ddyz .xabzzy cr
dlik`d zee`z" .zegt lek`l dkfz jk ici lre ,ahid qrlze h`l
xyt`d lkk dlik`a hrnz dz`e ohwze jrcze ylgze zgtz
jynpy in lk llka `ed oke :'dpen`de cegid ixry' ."dfxze xzei
,jxazi egek `ed lkdy mbd ,dfd mlerd zee`z zeipevig xg`
mdiyrn ici lr dlbp `ly ic `le ezpeeke epevx jetid `ed la`
ongp iax .jxazi egekl micbpn dnd daxc` `l` ,jxazi egek
.mizten eci lr dyer d"awd dlik`d zee`z xayny in :alqxan
aiig dz`" ."dee`za mglidl ixyt` un`n lk dyrz dz`"
jl dxen dxezd ."rxd xvid-dee`zd z` gvpl icka zvw leaql
mb dfe diizye dlik` zee`zn xhtdle diizye dlik`a hrnl
xhtdl zeciqg `l df .m`zda lrtz f` `ed jexa yecwd oevx
it lr mepdiba yprz lykz m`e ,daeg ef ,diizye dlik` zee`zn
it lr xawd heaigae 'dnkg ziy`x' it lr xepic xdpa ,`"xbd
191 oewiz ikxc
.ytpd oeayg
zeyrl `ed oekpe ce`n aeh bdpny epl exed miyecwd epizeax
.miizry cr dwck zgwl leki ytpd oeayg .mei lka ytpd oeayg
ytpd oeayg dyer did oic`xn xi`n l`xyi iax ,miig utgd
dne .miizy dwc lr uilnn xlin xecbia` axd .miizry jxra
,xary meid lk z` miwxeqe miayei ?ytpd oeayga miyer
.z`fk dxwi `l xzeiy jnvrl mixirne ,oewiz yxec dn mi`vene
zxinyl ytpd oeayg z` yicwz jiig ly dfd alyay i`ck
203 oewiz ikxc
,jiiga mcwzn xzei alyl xi`yz jay minbtd xzi z`e zixad
.zixad mbt z` owzzy ixg`
dwixq jexr zixad xney `l oiicr dz`y ,jiiga df alya
xeywd lka mebt did dn jnvrl riceze xary meid lk ly
e` ,dy` lr zelkzqd e` ,xa`a dribp ef m` .zixad zxinyl
:jnvr lr cewt heyte ,jnvrl xirz jk xg` .se`ip ly daygn
dnif zeaygn dgc" ."dy` lr lkzqz l`" ."xzei xa`a rbz l`"
daxd zixad mbt z` xbnz efd jxca ."miiaeig mixac lr aeyge
.zexv daxd jnvrl jeqgze xdn xzei
dne mc`d xn`i `nye "ze`ex eipiry dna `l` hley rxd
gka m`d iweqir lbxl aegxa jled ip`yk m`d !?jka
mbt icil ribdl ip` lelr oeekzna `ly d`ay izelkzqd
lr exn` xake !jkn izrc giqn ip` okn xg`l ixd ?zixad
"dxiar icil `eal eteq miypa dtevd lk" :egihade l"fg z`f
.mipbedn mpi`y mipa el eidi dy` ly dawra lkzqnd lke
ze`xn d`exe aegxa jled m`y zrcl mc`d lr jkitl
hlni `l ezelkzqd ici lr ik dghaa zrcl eilr ,mixeq`
aehe" mixneb dyrnd ilke cneg alde d`ex oird ik df oeern
lkn zxnype" dncwda epazk xake "ytp jldn mipir d`xn
xedxdd dpde dlila ixw icil `eaie meia xdxdi `ly "rx xac
?dlila xdxdi ji` ok m` meia d`x `ly ine di`x ici lr `a
ik miiw epi`e znl aygp eay rxd xvidy xen`l "znk aeyg
dee`zl dvivg oi`" :minkg exn` df lre mipira xvid xwir
."oird znivrk
aiaqy e` mi`ev milk eidi ezhin aiaq m` dpexg` daiq `ide (ai
zegztn eilr eidiy e` miqpkn e` milrp eidi eizey`xnl
ozep edixd ,eizey`xnn dlrnl yiakr ixew eidiy e` ,lfxa
.dlhal rxf icil `ae eilr xabzdl `xg` `xhql mewn
myd z`xi
lk dzi`e zixad zxinyl xzeia jxvp xac `id miny z`xi
ycwen okl xenyl iekiq oi` dicrlae zixad xenyl leki icedi
:`yepl wxt
'd z` d`xil m` ik jnrn l`ey 'd dn dzre" :dxeza aezk
"..`xiz jidel` 'd z`" :aezk cere ('ai 'i mixac) "...jidel`
lecb d"r epax dyn ici lr exn`p el` mixace ('k 'i mixac)
ly eitn el xn`p l`xyil epax dyn xn`y dn lke mi`iapd
yexit "exve` `id 'd z`xi" :xn` `iapd ediryi .midel-`
oetvd aehd lkl dkfp mirx miyrn dyrp `le cgtpy jezny
mbe ."dnkg ziy`x 'd z`xi" :milidza azk jlnd cece .miwicvl
"zrc ziy`x 'd z`xi" :siqed cere jk azk dnly
dpey`xd deevndy 'dxez dpyn' extqa azk manxd
lre gibyne ievn del-` my yiy rcpy `id da aiig icedidy
dipyd deevnde d"awd z`n xky icedid lawn z`fd deevnd
`xeadn cgtl epiidc d`xid zevn `id miiwl icedid lry
`ay xac `ed cgt .cgt oial d`xi oia lcad yi .eiyperne
cg`e weya ekldy micedi ipy lr xteqn .mi`hegy dfn d`vezk
ecgt" aezky jezn il oipne dz` `heg ipyd el xn` .cgt mdn
dyexit d`xi .cgtl dnn el oi` `heg `ly in ."mi`hg oeiva
:epipipirae .midel-` i"r ypriy drici jezn `hgd iptly cgtd
`ed okle mit`epe dlhal rxf iktey `pey 'd ik dfd xtqa aezk
df z` oiane cgtny ine mixeng ikd miypera jk lr yiprn mb
.'d z` `xil aeyg jk lk okl se`ple rxf jetyl wygd el `vi
zeevn meiw dxez cenla icedid ly dglvdd lk ik eraw l"fg
da ielz lkdy czi `ide miny z`xia dxeyw zeipgexa dilre
:azk d"r jlnd cec oke minler inlerl mc`l zcner dcal `ide
:azk d"r jlnd dnly oke "crl zcner dxedh 'd z`xi"
"eiptln e`xiy dyr midel-`de"
215 oewiz ikxc
ikd diipyd zaygp `ide c`n ddeab dlrn `id d`xid zlrn
manxd ote` lka .dilr dler 'd zad` wx mc`d zecina daeyg
l"fge l`d zrici ixg` zeaiyga dipy didz d`xid zevn ik raw
olekn dywd `id ik meiwl dpexg` didz 'd zad` zevn ik eraw
xzei d"awd z` micaer l`xyi ipay mb zpad df z` zpad m`e
ad`i l`xyi mre dpzyi df cizra la` .dad`n xy`n d`xin
,oekp df oi` ik l`xyia 'd iade` llka oi`y aeygz `lye .'d z`
cizrae ,d"awd l` dlecb dad`l oiicr dkf `l xeavd aexy `l`
.d"awd z` aed`l jxc z`aen xtqd jynda .efk dad` didz ok
."miny z`xin ueg miny icia lkd" l"fg i"r xn`p d`xid lr
ly eicia md mc`d lr mixaery zerxe`nd lk zxne` z`f
xi`yde mc`d ipal ozp d`xid z` la` .mdilr hley `ede d"awd
z`xiy lk" zea` zkqna l"fg exn`e ,`l e` epnn cgtl gzt mdl
e`hg z`xi oi`y lke zniiwzn eznkg ,eznkgl zncew e`hg
oi` m`" :my xn`p cere."zniiwzn eznkg oi` ,eznkgl zncew
didy jlnd dnly ."dnkg oi` d`xi oi` m` d`xi oi` dnkg
seq" :mzg zldw xtq z`e d`xid lr daxd azk mc`a mkgd
lk df ik .xeny eizeevn z`e `xi midel`d z` rnyp ,lkd xac
melyde miigd zkxa 216
`id 'd z`xi dy` iteid lade ogd xwy" azk ilyn xtqae "mc`d
."lldzz
zlrn dlecb dnk e`xe e`a ipa" :aezk zecnd zelrn xtqa
z`xi liaya `l` `xap `l elek mlerd lk ixdy miny z`xi
didi `ed midel-`d dyri xy` lk ik izrci" :xn`py oiprk miny
e`xiy dyr midel-`de" ."rexbl oi` epnne siqedl oi` eilr mlerl
mipeilrdy d`xid `id dlecb" :l"fg exn`e (zldw) "eiptln
midel-`de xn`py d`xid liaya `l` e`xap `l mipezgzde
z`xi `l` enlera d"awl el oi`" :l"fg exn`e "eiptln e`xiy dyr
`id 'd z`xi od mc`l xn`ie" :aei` xtqa xn`py cala miny
e`xeal cearl ick `l` mc`d `xap `le "dpia rxn xeqe dnkg
cbpk lewy miny z`xi ea yiy in lk" :l"fg exn`e eiptn `xile
lewy yi`d df ik xnelk "mc`d lk df ik" xn`py elek mlerd lk
.'zecind zelrn' xtqd ixac o`k cr ."mc` ipa lk cbpk
deepr lr
.deepr icil d`ian miny z`xie miny z`xi icil d`ian deepr
icil d`ian zixad zxinye zixad zxiny icil d`ian deepr
zrpkdae zeltiya bdpzdl dyexit deepr ?deepr idne .deepr
lr ze`bzdl `l epiidc .dee`b mey ila ,oi`k jnvr aeygle ytpd
xzei rcei dz`y aeygz `ly epiidc .midel-` lr `le mc` ipa
jqg xak deeprd zcn z` ea yiy in .jl aeh dn midel-`n
zegxe`' xtqa .zeax zerxn eytp aiyde zeax zexv envrl
deevn dyer zcakipd z`f dlrn l` ribdy in :aezk 'miwicv
dyrne 'd zcear yxy deeprd ik ezepzeepr lceb itl xky lawne
dyrnn xzei zeci sl` `ed jexa 'd iptl lawzn deepr ly ohw
ik `ed jexa 'd iptl lawzn epi` dee`b ly dyrn .dee`b ly lecb
ixac o`k cr "al dab lk 'd zarez" :xn`py eytp zarez `ed
og mdl yie mc` lk ici lr milawzn mieeprd .'miwicv zegxe`'
mdl yiy oeike ."og ozi mieeprle" :jlnd dnly azky enk epipira
oiadl dyw mipeligl .zelawzn mdizelitz mler `xea lv` og
qgy in la` dee`b cere cerl mit`ey miipeligd ik ,deepr epl dnl
xehtl dvexe `ad mlerd iigae gvpd iiga zekfl dvexe eytp lr
xegal el i`ck 'd lr aed` zeidl dvex mbe mepdib ipicn envr
lkez dzxfrae zeaehd zecind lkl yxy `idy deeprd zcina
d"awd oi`k envr miyny in .dyecwd cvn dnyp gex ytp biydl
zelawzn eizelitze dlecbae ceaka dkefe elcbne ennexn
e` eipr dz` m` jnvr wecal jpevxa m` .zeievx ely zeevnde
z` xy`n xzei jnvr z` aiygn dz` m` jnvr z` l`y ,`l
dz`y dee`b jl yiy oniq ziaeig daeyzd m` .jil` miaexwd
on cg` el`yy `aen miwicv zegxe` xtqa .dpnn xhtdl jixv
mc` lky iptn aiyde ?jxec ipal oec` zeidl zikf dna miciqgd
izxn` ipnn xzei mkg did m` .ipnn aeh xzei eizwfgd izi`xy
219 oewiz ikxc
ohw did m`e eznkg aex iptn ipnn xzei midel-` `xi `ed mb
did m`e izepeern mihren eizepeer izxn` ipnn dnkga ipnn
itl iailn xzei midel-`l aeh eal izxn` miniae dnkga ipenk
m`e `ed dyry zexiard rcei ipi`e iziyry zexiard rcei ip`y
el`ne ipnn xzei zewcv dyer `edy izxn` ipnn xiyr did
zegxe`' c"kr .mdiptl rpkp iziide mc` ipa cakn iziid minrh
dyn did zeyep`d ly dixehqida lecb ikd yi`d dpd 'miwicv
dxezde miixyt` mixry 50 jezn dpia ixry 49l dkfy epax
ik "dnc`d ipt lr xy` mc` lkn epr dyn yi`de" :eilr dcirn
dnka zxkip deeprd .melk envrn dyere envr jinpn did
eiprd .deepr ea oi`e ozee`b `edy recia oqrk mc`d m` .mipte`
iefiad z` lawne wzey dz` jze` mifany drya m` .qrek eppi`
mewnae jze` fibxd edyin m` e` ozeepr dz`y oniq df dltyda
.eipr dz`y oniq df jgexa zhlye eitlk zeplaeq z`xd fbxzdl
dpada miny zxifb z` jnvr lr zlaiwe dgtyna oeq` dxw m`
zxiny `yepa wqery 'mely izixa' qxhpewa .eipr dz`y oniq df
'dlebq llka mpide dxtkl milirend mixac' zxzekd zgz zixad
(mc` lkl lgene gleq xnelk) eizecin lr xiarnd lk" :aezk
inl "ryt lr xare oeer `yep" xn`py .eiryt lk lr el mixiarn
miyp`d mze`n didi ok lre ,ryt lr xaery inl ?oeer `yep
mztxg mirney ,mialer mpi`e mialrpd" :l"fg exn` mdilry
aezkd mdilr ,mixeqia mignye dad`n miyer ,miaiyn mpi`e
zxdh xtqa azke ."ezxeaba ynyd z`vk eiade`e" :xne`
zg` mrte zepealr zliaqn mitebiqa lecb jl oi`y ycewd
itl` dnkl deey dwizyd ixd ,eze` mifane ea mirbetyk wzeyy
eid eli`y l"f i"x`d df lr azke .xg` dyery zeneve mitebiq
sxgiy mc` yebtl weya mitcex eid oiprd zaeh lceb mircei
mi`vnp mde miig yi mieeprl .'mely izixa' qxhpewd c"kr "mze`
mipzee`b yi .dee`bl dgny oia aaxrl oi`e dgnya onfd aex
znerl ,miqreke mifbxzn md mixg` mipnfa la` migny mb mdy
mi`pwn `ly dcin `id deeprd .aivi ote`a migny mieeprd z`f
melyde miigd zkxa 220
xwiry 'ilbxl xp' xtqa ,iq`bel awri l`xyi lecbd axd azk
xevw `id deeprd .eixac o`k cr dee`bn mi`a dpen`a zewtqd
lr cearl jpevxa m`y jk zeaehd zecind xzi lk oewizl jxc
ilra epizeax ik ,icedik ea aiig dz`y xac ,jly zecind oewiz
z` owzl dpey`xe y`xa jilr .zecind owzl epze` eeiv xqend
zeikep`n d`a dee`bd .dee`bd zcinn xhtdle deeprd zcin
zcn zgtz jk dlecb xzei zrc yekxzy lkk zrc xqegne
lr .dyecwd dxezd l` zeliaen mikxcd lk .deeprl ribze jzee`b
dkfz dci lr .deeprl dkfz dci lr ,dyecw ly zrcl dkfz dci
`ed dxez cenl .zixad oewizl dkfz dci lr .zecind lk owzl
icedidy dlecb ikd deevnd ok enke icedil yiy lecb ikd oewizd
lre .dz` ine midel-` `ed in zrcl cnlz dkezn dilr deevn
.'xzeia lecbd oewizd' wxta xzei jk
dlitz
jetyl oevxde lbyn zee`z lr xabzdl mikef dlitz ici lr
on `ed dlitzd oipr :'d jxc xtqa l"gnxd azk .dlhal rxf
milawn mi`xapd zeidly ,dpeilrd dnkgd dxciqy mixcqd
eywaie el eaxwzie eil` md exxerziy jixv ,jxazi epnn rty
,exxerzi `l m`e ,rty mdil` jyni jk el mzexxerzd itke ,eipt
.l"gnxd ixac o`k cr .mdl jyni `l
leki dlitz ici lr (` :'zecnd xtq'a alqxan ongp iax azk
un`nd lk (b .dxvl dlitz mc` micwi mlerl (a .lfnd z` zepyl
lkn dhnl `edy ,dfd mlera epiidc) dhnl(dlitza) envr
in (c dlrnln (eilr bxhwl) epihqdl mileki mixv oi` ,(zenlerd
ipira og `yep df ici lr ,jxazi myd iptl opgzdl egex dlery
dlecb (e .lltzz ohw od lecb od ,mixac lk lr (d .jxazi myd
ywan `ed jexa yecwd (f zepaxewd one miaeh miyrnn dlitz
ongp iax ixac o`k cr .eiptl lltziy (dvexy epiidc) mc`d z`
cia fer dhn `id dlitzd" :xn` fal` oae`x axd .alqxan
lbeqn `ed ,dpy miraya biydl leki eppi` mc`dy dn .mc`d
.eixac o`k cr ."dlitz ici lr biydl
,mpig zad` jze` ade`y minya `a` jl yi xwi `xew
eil` dptd .eil` lltzzy dvexe jl xefrl dvexe jzlitzl aiywn
didz l` .zixad mbt z` owzl minyn dxfrl dkfze jzywa z`
`ed ,jl xefri `l `edy jl d`xpy zexnl .jly `xead mr fbexa
jlnd ciec azk .mely ezi` zeyrl onfd ribd .jl xefri ok
eyxite ."mc` ipal zelef mexk" :'h weqt a"i xenfn milidza
mc` ipae mler ly enexa micner mixac :eixac z` epizeax
enexa zcnery dlitz idefe .milef mze` miaiygne mda milflfn
lkez dci lr ik .dlitza lflfz l` .da milflfn mc` ipae mler ly
.zixad xenyle jly lxebd z` zepyl
zyely caln .dlitz ici lr mb d"awl miaxwzn miwicvd aex
225 oewiz ikxc
,d"w ,'v ,f"r ,h"p ,a"n ,`"n ,a"l ,f"h :md mixenfnd zxyr
ok iptl ievxe dkityd ly mei eze`a `xwl yi mze` .o"w ,f"lw
ievxe .mze` xnel jk xg` wxe ixyt`d mcwda deewna leahl
jk xg`e d`ixwl micgeind milidz ixtqa daezky dlitzd xnel
.mixenfnd z` jk xg` wxe my miritend milidzn miweqtd z`
xak .dglvdl dlebq `ed ik .mei lka illkd oewizd mixne`y yi
exn`y miyp`l eyrpy miqp ixetq mi`aen eay ,rny wqic `vi
.mei lka illkd oewizd
.'dpibp ipin' z`veda 'illkd oewizd' zxaegdn mihewil)
.ztva oic zia a` ,l"vf xld l`eny iax oe`bd wicvd axd
mixenfn dxyrd xne`dy eizeaxn ecia dlaw yiy xnel libx did
miiqe xn` eli`k minya aygp .alqxan ongp iax dliby elld
.milidz xtq lk z` `exwl dlebq efy recie] .milidzd xtq lk z`
on jepri d`ixwd xg` ywazy mixac daxd ok dyrz m`y
('d wxt 'l`eny ini' xtq) [minyd
my lrad ckp-l"vf `ilw`qn qgpit jexa iax yecwd axd
ongp iax dliby milidz iwxt dxyrd z` l`xyi `p xn`i:aeh
lkn elvpie daehl mail zel`yn lka oeryeei ghae ...alqxan
('dnkgl ze`xtxt') .l`xyi llk jeza wtq ila dxv
:"urei-`lt"d ckp -l"vf et`t xfril` iax wicvd oe`bd
cgt el oi` ,alqxan ongp iax dliby mixenfn dxyrd el` xne`d
('xfril` wync') .epeer owzp xenbd i`ceea ik ,oeerd lr
i'b`lt miig iax axd epxen iwel`d laewnd lecbd oe`bd
ongp iax hwily mixenfnd xnel ixwd mbt oewizl :l"wevf
mixkfpd mixenfn zxyr xne`de .ce`n lecb oewiz `ede...alqxan
zxin` ici lr owzp i`cea ik ,`xepd mbtdn cer cgtl el oi`
(`"n oniq 'miig zxhr' ,a"i wxt seq 'miige d`etx') .l"pd milidz
did xnhrqn x"enc`d l"vf miealhiih l`ei iax yecwd oe`bd
mipicd lk eilrn wiznn el` mixenfn dxyrd xne`y in:xne`
('wicv ly egay') miywd
229 oewiz ikxc
?iptn xzqdl elkez ji` mz`e xe`e jyg iziyre ze`eagnd iawp
epeax iptl `heg mc` xy`k d`xe `ea" xdfa my jyndae
xdhn mc` xy`ke ielba oic ea dyer d"awd zeqkzdl jiynne
meia) "'d s` mei"a d`xi `ly eze` xizqdl ywan d"awd envr
.(oicd
lk ,ef drca fge` `ed wx `le dh`x oexd` x"enc`d zrcl
zxagn deevn lk ik zixad mbtl oewz `id dyer icedidy deevn
xwirae eizepeer llba wzip epnny eyxey l` dxfga icedid z`
icedid ly dpen`d lceb lr dcirn deevn lk .zixad mbt lr
ilra ,miizn`d miwicvdy jl rc .minya ce`n lecb iepiy dyere
lky mipian md ik ax lly mi`venk zeevnd xg` mitcex dpen`d
micgtzn mb mde .gvpl xkya mze` dkfz miyer mdy deevn
.ifitd sebd ly zeend ixg` miny iypern
jyen `ed dfd mlera `nhpy ine" :xacna zyxt xdfa `aen
oia execne .dl mi`nhn epnn z`vei eznyp xy`ke `nh gex eilr
envr jiynn mc`y enk .mlerd iwifn md dl`e .mi`nhd mze`
oze`e .`edd mlera jynzp `ed jke execn `ed jk ,dfd mlera
in d`xe `ea .mepdibl eze` miqipkne el mi`nhn mi`nhd zegex
`edd mlera execn .`nhi `ly dfd mlera eteb xneye ycwzny
xdfd c"kr .mipeilrd miyecw mze` oia
"dxeza lecb llk edf" :`aiwr iax xn` "jenk jrxl zad`e"
biyze drx dee`bn xhtdl dkfz z`fd deevnd meiw ici lry rce
.deepr
mc` lky zxne` z`f .zlefd lr jay aehd ybxd z` jlyd
ea mb `vnp jay aehd lk eli`k ybxd rbna enr `a dz`y
lkez df ici lre ja yiy dnn xe` xzei ea yiy oiinc `axc`e
.zlefd z` aed`l
exen itn rnyy 'ycwd zxdha' dh`x oexd` xenc`d azk
el jtye z`f mc`l dyrp oewizd zevn`zd ici lr minrtly"
gxea dheyde oeziw dyrp oewiz zeize`n .eipt lr (mewnew) oeziw
izrcie .df ici lr xzei mebt` m` aeyl il dnl ayegy oewizd on
dcearne dyecwn df ici lr eltpe egcp zeytp daxde daxd ik
e`ay cr mnvr ipira eltpe ,c`n df oiipra xvid mdilr xabzda
c"kr.(eplivi ongxd) "l"gx dyecwdn df ici lr egcpe ye`il
zzd minrtly dfeptid lr wxta izxkfd xake 'ycwd zxdh'
dz` xy`k dlgzday sel` jixvy i`xt qeq enk bdpzn rcen
jilr xy` lk .jtidd `weec dyere rxtzn `ed eze` sl`l `a
f` zwqtd m`e .wiqtz l`e xvia mglidl jiyndl `ed zeyrl
cr ,cere cer dfd xtqa `xw .oegvip cr aey jynde gk seq`
.oegvip
mc`d z` d"awd dqpn o`k ,zepeiqipd mler `ed dfd mlerd
exky rawp ,zepeiqipa mc`d zcinr itle ,dpen`d zepeiqipa
`xea ze`ivna dpen`d `ed oey`xd oeiqipde .minya ecnrne
,'dn d`xin d`vezk `ay zixad zxiny `yepa jk xg`e mlerl
.zixad xenyl okle midel`n cgtl jixvy oin`dl jixv mc`dy
eicgt :mbxiz i"yxe "ebexyi eicgt icib" :weqt `aen aei` xtqa
.zixad zxinya dligzn d`xidy zxne` z`f .eivia eyexit
javn oial lke` dz`y milk`nd oia wecd xyw yiy rc
oia dcxtde mixyk milk`n zlik` lr citwn `l dz` m` .iytpd
d`neha jytp z` `nhn dz`y jl ghaen .alge xya ilk`n
235 oewiz ikxc
:zeipgexd gezita lecb llk jl dpd .miqthn o`l zrcl i`ck la`
qthl lw xzei jl didi jk dfd mlerd ly ze`pddn rpnzy lkk
ik deab xzeil se`yl jixv cinz .zedeab zeipgex zebxcl ribdle
,dxhn mr `xap dfd mlerd .dfd mlera miigl mrh yi jk wx
`a `edy el`n zedeab xzei zeipgex zebxc biyie s`yi mc`dy
.dfd mlerl mzi`
`ed jexa yecwl zeaxwzdl jly miigd z` yicwdl jl i`ck
daeh xzei dxhn dfd mlera oi` ik jly ipgexd cvd geztle
ilan mc`d ly ipgexd cvd z` gztl xyt` i` .z`fn dlrpe
zeiwp `ed midel`l daxiwl oey`xd crvd .midel`l xywzdl
hrnke diaxd xa` epiidc ceqid zxitql xeywd lka dxdhe
.c`n aeyg `ed mby dxez cenl liawna
mixfeg daxd ."ax jl dyr" zea` zkqna miinrt aezk
mr exywzd `ly llba wx dl`ya exfge mzpen`n eltp daeyza
zegeka zeevnde dxezd mr ccenzdl elkei mdy epin`de ax
jze` eqpiy ax jl zeyrl zb`c `l m`y jl ghaen .mnvr
renyl zkll ce`n i`ck .mipeyne mipey zepeiqip ipin lka minyn
lke izklid `yep lka dkxcde dvr ywal mbe mipax itn mixery
`le daeyza xfeg lkl daeg xcba `id "ax jl dyr" .`idy dira
.icedi lkl `l` daeyza mixfegl wx
zixad mbt z` owzl leki `l dz`y jnvr z` dnxz l`
oi`y liawna jnvr z` dnxz l`e dfd oewizl wewf `l dz`ye
z`fd dee`zd lr xabzdl gilviy inl mighaen gvp iig .gvp iig
z`fd dee`zd z` xbnl leki cg` lk .zexg` zepzn daxd cere
.dee`zdn xhtizy cr cere cer ea `xw .dfd xtqd zxfra
lk hrnk zcner eilry l`xyi zca aeyg yxey `id 'd z`xi
jidel-` 'd dn l`xyi dzre" :ynega aezky enk l`xyi zpen`
dad`le eikxca zkll jidel-` 'd z` d`xil m` ik jnrn l`ey
d`xi ici lr ."jytp lkae jaal lka jidel-` 'd z` cearle eze`
.dxez cenll uegpy dpwqnl miribn
lecb xkya wicvd dkfi `ad mlerae xe` dxezl mi`xew l"fg
xe` zeienka `hazi xkyde dfd mlera cnly dxez cenl lr
.gnye xye`n yibxi jkn d`vezke wicvd ly dnypa eyalziy
zeipgex zexitq xyr yiy milaewnd ixacl dncwd wxta epcnl
zeliawnd zexitq xyr yi mc`a mbe `xead xe` yalzn mday
zxitql zkieyn rxfd zxinyy xaqed xake mleray zexitql
dxitqa `vnp dxezd cenil dpd .dhnln diipyd dxitqd ,ceqi
`idy zx`tz zxitqa `vnp `ed ik ceqi zxitqn ddeab xzei
lbeqn dxez cenly jk m` lawzn .dhnln ziyingd dxitqd
xe`de zixad zxinyn deab xzei mewnl cneld z` `iadl
zxinyn lawzny xe`dn lecb xzei dcnell dxezd d`iany
zixad
melyde miigd zkxa 250
'x zpeek oi`y eil`n oaene eixac o`k cr ('c b"l mixac)
xyt` i` mze`y ,miinipt miigl dl` miipevig miigl jlnil`
.dxezd ici lr `l` zxg` jxc meya biydl
axri" `l` lwiy wx `le dxez ler eilr lwie ,dlrnln mirinyn
wfgziy dn lke .mitev ztepe yacn (dxezd) `id dwezn ik ."mkl
.dxezd zewizn zybxde dxezl ezkynd lcbz dpeirae dxeza
ipipra ep` mi`exy enke dxezd lnra xrvd eilr dywi `le
ixde ,xrvd z` zlhan zlrezd zriciy miinyb mipipira mlerd
"dpikyd eifn mipdpy" edfe dxezd zebyda `ed igvpd xkyd
ly zg` dry dti" ik (`ad mlerl eribiy miwicvl ghaeny)
zcina ielz xacd j` ."dfd mlerd iig lkn `ad mlera gex zxew
cr ik .zepevxd ielne xnegd ipipr zticx zripne ald zxdh
zpyn ixac o`k cr .ef dybxdl llk jiiy epi` ,ixneg epidy dnk
.oexd` 'x
l`" :aezk oiihypiel l`wfgi i"r azkpy "l`wfgi xe`" xtqae
xkyd lk ixdy zipgexd epzceara dribide dgxihdn yeygl epl
.zigvpd dglvdl dkfp dxearay dgxihd aex itl ielze oenh
ziy`xa wx `vnp iyewde gxehd lky :zrcl epilr xzeiae
gxeha llk yegp `le dceard epl axri k"g` la` dceard
lawp ok mb dceard ziy`xa dgxih epl ozep d"awde .dribid
lk l"fg exn` okle .gxehe dribia dzid dceard lk eli`k xky
dceard aiygdl ick jxazi myd icqgn `ede zeyw zelgzdd
el` mixac lre ."dribia ziyrp eli`k dlw xak `idyk mb k"g`
ozligz miryx ,deely oteqe mixeqi mzligz miwicv" :l"fg exn`
."mixeqi mteqe deely
'l`wfgi xe`' c"kr
yecw ik eidz miyecw" :('miyecw' zyxt) 'xdfd' xtqa aezk
ixaca `l` mlerl mc` xdhp `l d`xe `ea xn` `iig 'xe "'d ip`
zniiw `idy itl .d`neh milawn mpi` dxez ixac jkitl .dxez
:(ilyna) aezky .dxeza z`vnp d`etx .mi`nhd oze` xdhl
"jizenvrl iewy jxyl idz ze`tx"
dxedh 'd z`xi" :milidza aezky dxeza z`vnp dxdhe
l`e `idd dxdha cinz zcnery ?crl zcner edn "crl zcner
253 xzeia lecbd oewizd
ip` yecw ik" :aezky dyecw z`xwp dxezde ..mlerl dpnn xeqz
my `id dxezdy epiidc) oeilrd yecwd my `idy dxezd ef "'d
:aezky .ycwzp jk xg`e xdhp da wqerd lk ok lre .(d"edi
enk .i`ce eidz .eidz `l` aezk `l eid miyecw ."eidz miyecw"
:eixg` aezke "yecw iebe mipdk zklnn il eidz mz`e" :aezky
lk lr dlerd dyecw `id dxezd zyecwy epcnle ."mixacd dl`"
dler (dlawl dpeekd) dpeilrd zxzqpd dnkgd zyecwe dyecw
"miyecw mziide mzycwzde" :aezky edf iqei 'x xn` .lkd lr
:aezky edf .dlrnln eze` miycwn dhnln envr ycwnd mc`
.xdfd ixac o`k cr "'d ip` yecw ik eidz miyecw"
miwicv 'd ikxc mixyi ik" :xn`e gzt dcedi iax "dllwe dkxa
eikxce mixyi mlek d"awd ikxc lk ."ma elyki miryete ma ekli
lre .miniiw md dn lr migibyn oi`e mircei oi` mlerd ipae .zn`
miwqere d"awd ly eikxc mircei mdy itl .ma ekli miwicv ok
dhep epi`e dikxca jlede rcei `ed dxeza wqery in lky ,dxeza
miwqer oi`y miryxd md el` .ma elyki miryete l`nyle oinil
mikxc dfi`l mircei oi`e d"awd ikxca milkzqn oi`e dxeza
md ,dxeza miwqer oi`e lkzqdl mircei oi`y iptne mikled
lk d`xe `ea .`ad mlerae dfd mlera mikxcd oze`a milykp
oze`a dlrz eznyp dfd mlern `vei xy`k .dxeza wqerd mc`
dxezd ly mileryne mikxcd oze`e dxezd ly mileryine mikxc
mda ekli dfd mlera dxezd ikxc mirceid mze`e md mireci
dxeza miwqer oi` m`e .dfd mlerdn e`vi xy`k `edd mlera
e`vi xy`k dxezd ly milerynde mikxcd mircei oi`e dfd mlera
milykpe milerynde mikxcd oze`a zkll erci `l dfd mlern
eze` exxerie dxezd ikxc md oi`y mixg` mikxca ekli f`e mda
jakya " :aezk dn dxeza wqery ine .mda yprie mipic dnka
jxnyiz dxezd xawa jakya "jgiyz `id zeviwde jilr xnyz
zegexd xxeri d"awd xy`k ,zeviwde .`edd mlerd ly oicd on
lr aeh uiln didz `id .jgiyz `id f` mizn zeigdl zenypde
md el`e ,ie`xk dxeza ewqry mitebd mze` enewiy liaya .sebd
:aezky enk .mler iigl (miznd ziigza) dpey`xa enewi xy`
"mler oe`xcl dl`e mler iigl dl` eviwi xtr znc` ipyin miaxe"
.dxezd `idy mler iiga ewqry itl mler iigl el`e (a"i l`ipc)
oibz dxezde miiwzi sebd eze` dxeza ewqry mze` lk d`xe `eae
.eilr
daeyzd ipta cner mlera xac oi`y epcnl owfd `aii 'x xn`
ecbpl oncfp daeyza xfeg m`e .i`ceea d"awd lawn mlek z`e
owzzn lkd mewn lkn mbty dn mbty it lr s`e .miigd jxc
255 xzeia lecbd oewizd
gwit my did "mindefn minzk `l` el` oi` ixd" mdilr dnz `ed
xn`e mda hiad eipir lrn mitwynd z` lhp ,eil` ybipy cg`
minzkend jitwyna d`ex jpd ik mindefn minzk lkdy i`ce"
"mindefne
cvik la` "dl` `xa in e`xe mkipir mexn e`y" xne` aezkd
ep` mivex m` .mindefn minzk wx epipir cbpl xy`k ze`xl lkep
aikxdl epilr ,d`ixad jezn `xead z` ze`xl minzae zn`a
xn`y edf ."dl` `xa in" ze`xl lkep f`e dxez ly mitwyn
la` .'d zad`l ribdl xyt` d`ixad lr dhad jezny m"anxd
dkf epizi`x didz f` e`e da zebdle dxeza opeazdl epilr mcew
jzxezn ze`ltp dhia`e ipr lb,:aezkd xn`y edf .dxexae
xnel dvx "jzxezn" `l` jzxeza xn` `l (g"i h"iw milidz)
mipird eidi f` dxezd ly zeiwpd miitwynd jxc hiap m`y
ikcxn iax oe`bd ixac o`k cr .d`ixad ze`ltp z` ze`xl zeielb
.iwqpnxbet
znkg m`" :aezk xn`e xfrl` iax gzt :'xdfd' xtqa aezk
mze`l iee d`xe `ea ('g 'h ilyn) ."`yz jcal zvle jl znkg
md xy`ke dxez xaca migibyn oi`e mircei oi`y mler iryx
dxez ixac mdipira dncp ,dpad mdl oi` ik ori ,da migibyn
mdy iptn lkde zlrez mda oi`y miwix mixac mlek eli`k
mipiptn `id dxwi ,da aezk xace xac lke mixwie mipeilr mipipir
mi`ex xy`k ,al ineh` miliqkd mze` lke ,da eeyi `l mivtg lke
ixacy mixne` mdy `l` ,mipian oi`y mdl ic `l ,dxez ixac
raziyk mdl iee .zlrez mda oi`y md minebt mipipr dxez
dn .mpeaixa micxend ypera myiprie dxezd oealr mdn d"awd
.`ed mkn ,wix `ed m`e "mkn `ed wx xac `l ik" dxeza aezk
lkn zexwi zeilbxne zeaeh mipa` lkn d`ln dlek dxezd ixdy
`edy exn`i ji`e "da eeyi `l mivtg lke" aezky enk mlerd aeh
mkgi xy`ky "jl znkg znkg m`" xn` jlnd dnlye wix xac
siqedl zlekia oi` dxeza ixdy ,`id ely zlrez dxeza mc`d
257 xzeia lecbd oewizd
did epilr e`a el` lk "epz`a z`f lk" :xn`e `a` iax gzt
`l .jepgky `le epilr e`a dlrnly mipicd lk `l` xnel jixv
dxez ixac gkyny in lky cenll yi o`kn .jzxez ixac epgky
dxezd lk ixdy .d"awdl gkey eli`k da rbiizdl dvex epi`e
ze` dfa xwyl oi`y jzixaa epxwy `le .`id d"awd ly eny
mya xwyn eli`k ea xwyny in lky .ea myxpy yecwd zixad
dxen eixg`ly `xwnde .mc`a ea myxp jlnd myy itl .jlnd
aezky enk ."epidel` my epgky m`" :aezky .eiptly `xwnd lr
.d"awd ly eny `idy dxezd `id efe ."jepgky `le" :mcew
"jzixaa epxwiy `le" :mcew aezky enk ."xf l`l epitk yextpe"
xwyne xg` zeyxl eici yxety ?o`k xwyd df dn .cg` oipr lkde
in lky .zixa xhepd yi`d dfa zxywp dxezd jkle .zixad dfa
dfa xwyny ine .dlek dxezd xhep eli`k ,zixad df xhepy
melyde miigd zkxa 262
el xhpy liaya sqei d`xe `ea ..dxezd lka xwyn eli`k zixad
mlera ceakle dfd mlera ceakl dkf ea xwyl dvx `le dfd zixal
zecr" :aezky eilr ezpiky dxyn d"awdy `l` cer `le `ad
.`ad mlera zekxale dfd mlerd ly zekxal dkfe "eny sqedia
.'xdfd'n `a` iax ixac o`k cr
ici lr zepeer lr mixtkn l`xyi mr eid ycwnd zia onfa
dxez cenil ik l"fg e`vn .ycwnd zial zepaxew mi`ian eidy
z`hgd zxez z`f" weqtdn .xzeia miywd mi`hgl daeyzd `ed
wqerd lky l"fg ecnl (f"l 'f `xwie) "z`hgle dgpnl dlerl
`l dgpn oaxew `l dler oaxew `l aixwdl jixv epi` dxeza
.my` oaxew `le z`hg oaxew
mbtd xwir lk" :ekxcl z`f yxtn oi'feleen miig iax oe`bd
.mipeilrd zenlera ,mc`d ly oeilrd eyxya epid ,`hgdn xvepd
,my mirxd eineyix z` owzl mi`a daeyzd mr oaxewd eli`e
la` .epeera lwlwe zeeiry hxt eze`a wx owzl milbeqn mzeida
xewnn deab dxewne zeevnd lkn dlecb dzyecw xy` dxezd
dgeka dpnid zertyene da zeielz onvr od s`e zeevnd x`y
,dad`n daeyzd xwir lk ef s` ef `le .olek zepeerd lk lr xtkl
ote`a dxezd wqr ici lr wx `l` dpi` zizn`d daeyzd `idy
.ie`xd
lr `id dler ,oeilr xzei xewnn dzeida dxezdy meyn z`f
mc`d mxby zeqixdd lk z` zepale minbtd lk owzl ,dplek
heyt jkl .lkd lr dx`de dyecw ly rty rityne ,ei`hga
`le dgpn `le dler `l jixv epi` dxeza wqerd lky" `eti`
xtqd jezn oi'fleen miig iax oe`bd ixac o`k cr "my` `le z`hg
"miigd ytp"
:`ad xn`nd riten "opax ogleyn" xtqae
`id dxwi" dyecwd dxezd zlrn lr xn`p zeixed zkqna
df oipr dn ,denz xacde "miptle iptl qpkpy lecb odkn mipiptn
?lecb odkn `weec dxezd z` aiygdl e`x recne .df lv`
263 xzeia lecbd oewizd
dlrnln dzid ef dxfb la` .cny ly xec did `ld l`yz m`e
.daygna dzlr jke ('d yecw lr ebxdpy) eixage `aiwr iax oebk
,i`ceea `ed jke ,eilr helyl leki epi`y zeend j`lnn zexig
,dxezd `idy ,miigd ura waczin did oey`xd mc` m` ixdy
z` d"awd ozp xy`k jkitle ,mlerd lkle el dzin mxeb did `l
l` :x`azp dfe zegeld lr zexg ?da aezk dn ,l`xyil dxezd
z` l"fg eyxit jk) zeend j`lnn zexig ,zexig `l` zexg `xwz
melyde miigd zkxa 264
mlerd oi`e dfd mlera cenrl mileki oi` ,dfd mler oeinck yeala
l"fg exn`) mze` d`xay dxezd jk mik`lna m`e mze` laeq
dligzay zxne` z`f ,mlerd z` `xae dxeza d"awd lkzqd
mi`zn didiy mlerd z` `xa k"g`e dxezd z` mler `xea azk
dnk zg` lr dliaya miniiwzne zenlerd lk d`xae (dxezl
ly miyeald el`a dyalzipy ilel mlerd dfl dcxiy oeiky dnke
dxezd ixetiq el` ok lre .dlaql leki mlerd did `l ,mlerd df
ynn dxezd md miyeald dl`y ayegy in .md dxezd iyeal
liayae .`ad mlerl wlg el didi `le egex gtiz xg` oipr mpi`e
yeald zgzy dn ."jzxezn ze`ltp dhia`e ipir lb" cec xn` df
mze`e .lkl d`xpd xac `ed yeald ik d`xe `ea .dxezd ly
xzei milkzqn oi` dti mdl d`xpd yeala mc` mi`exyk miheyd
`id sebd zeaiyg la` .mc`d seb `ed yeald dfy miayege
mi`xwpy dxezd zeevn mde seb dl yi ,dxezd df oeinck .dnypd
.dfd mler ly mixetiq mdy miyeala yalzp sebd df .dxez iteb
ixetiq `edy yeald dfa `l` milkzqn oi` mleray miheyd
eze` zgz `edy dna milkzqn oi`e ,xzei mircei oi`e dxezd
oi` ipiq xda ecnry oze` ,oeilrd jln icar minkgd .yeald
.ynn dxezd `ide ,lkd xwir `idy dnypa `l` milkzqn
`ea .dxezd znyp ly dnypda lkzqdl micizr `eal cizrle
.dnypl dnype dnype sebe yeal yi ,dlrnl `ed jky d`xe
lawny sebd df l`xyi zqpke .yeald md el` m`ave minyd
.ynn dxezd `idy l`xyi zx`tz ef epxn`y dnype dnypdl
ie` .dfa df fg`p lkde yecwd oencwd `ed df dnypl dnype
mde mlerd ixetiq `l` dpi` dxezdy mixne`y miryxd mze`l
milkzqny miwicvd md mi`kf .xzei `le dfd yeala wx milkzqn
.'xdfd' xtq ixac o`k cr .ie`xk dxezda
epiidc dxezd znyp z` yxtl ligzd 'xdfd' xtqy rc
z` cenll liayae dxezd iyeall zgzn `vnp dn yxtl ligzd
ly zeny dpd dlaw zvw cenll ok iptl aeh ie`xk 'xdfd' xtq
"xzqpd zxez xtq" (` :dlawd znkga miligznl mixtq dyely
melyde miigd zkxa 266
`idy dy`d enk" :l"vf xag wifii` wgvi iax oe`bd xiaqne
lk draha dlkqe liig zy` dppi` j` d`xn ztie x`ez zti
ztphne ie`xk zhywzn dpi`y ,dlv` xcdl epi` day itei
ebfna aeh `edy in `ed ok enk .xrekn xac lkae dty`a dnvr
zecind lk .dxeza wqer epi` la` 'd `xi mbe zeaeh zecin lrae
j`id llk rcei epi`y ,zenilyle zx`tzl el mpi` eay zeaehd
i` dfe lwynae dcina lkd zeyrle exvei zcearl mda ynzydl
dxyi jxca zkll eze` dkixcn `idy dxezd ici lr m` ik xyt`
epicia xeqnd dxezd ikxc it lr ,xyeide wcvd ipf`na lkd qltle
oeifae oealr dl mxeb `ed dxeza wqer epi`y iny `vnpe
zcin oebk ,ze`p epi`y dna day zeaehd zecina ynzyny
lr bdpzn epi`y iny dfl dnecke miryxa mewpl d`xap qrkd
s`ay mfpd enk .eizecin lwlwn `ed daxc` dxezd ikxc it
iax oe`bd ixac o`k cr "dty`a eklklne etphn `edy xifgd
.xag wifii` wgvi
rxn mc`d ly eite` z` jetdl dlebq yi dxezly l"fg exn`
lr xiaqn "ahenl exifgn dxezay xe`nd" :mdly milinae aehl
:"miigd ytp" extqa oi'feleen miig iax oe`bd jk
ytx daxda zgype ytxp minrtly s` ,raepd oiirnd enk"
cr .hrnhrn jlede xabzne rweae raep `ed df lk mr hihe
wqerd ok f`nk hytzie ixnbl dlbzie xabzi minid zeaxay
minevr mi`hge zepera dligz jlklzp m` s` ,dnyl dxeza
ici lr df lk mr ,dlilge qg ,rxd zelevn hihe ytxa c`n rahpe
aehde ahenl exifgi day xe`nd i`ceey gehae eail oekp `di df
gxkda seqaly cr .hrnhrn eay rxd lr jlede jlede xabzn
dgxte ez`nehn ycwzn `ede ixnbl eleka hytzie aehd xabzi
oi'feleen miig iax oe`bd ixac o`k cr ."eleka dxdh
"edil`n azkn" extqa l"vf xlqc edil` iax oe`bd azek
:('b jxk)
ici lr d`a dbixcn xg` dbixcn zinipt dpen`a zelrzd
269 xzeia lecbd oewizd
il` ,'d me`p ,l`xyi aeyz m`" .(d"k milidz) "mricedl ezixae
'd dide 'da ghai xy` xabd jexa" .('` 'c edinxi) "aeyz
c"i ryed) "jiwel` 'd cr l`xyi daey" .('f f"i edinxi) "eghan
.(g"i 'e mixac) "jl ahii ornl 'd ipira aehde xyid ziyre" .('a
oi`" :l"fg (b"i 'i mixac) "cearz eze`e `xiz jiwel` 'd z`"
z`xi dnkg ziy`x" ."eiptn e`xiy liaya `l` `xap dfd mlerd
mz` mipa" (a"v milidz) "'dl zecedl aeh" .(`"iw milidz) "'d
"ux`d lka mihheyn dnd 'd ipir" .('` c"i mixac) "mkiwel` 'dl
ot jl xnyd" .('g 'b ilyn) "jail lka 'd l` gha" .('i 'c dixkf)
z` d`x 'd hiad minyn" .(`"i 'g mixac) "jiwel` 'd z` gkyz
e"h zeny) "cre mlerl jelni 'd" .(b"i b"l milidz) "mc` ipa lk
.(zay ly zixgy zlitz) "minler igl ceakde xzkd" (g"i
icedi" .(zay ly zixgy zlitz) "minler igl dlynnde dkelnd"
,miznd ziigze giyn z`ial oekd" ."cinz jze` d`ex 'd !xwi
icedi" ."daeyza mixfegl ,ocr obl dqipk zeyx" ."daeyza xefg
aehd lk xewn d"awd" ."eil` xefg ,jze` ade` minyay `a` !xwi
!xwi icedi" ."xge`n didi ot ,xgn cibz l` xwi icedi" ."zekxade
iwel`a xgea l`xyi mr" "aeh lka dkfz d"awa dpen` zekfa
.uitdl i`cky miweqtl ze`nbec o`k cr ."l`xyi
zegekae ,milil`a epin`de dxf dcear icaer mc` ipa eid mrt
dcearl silgzd `ed sqkd meid .xye`d z` mdl e`iaiy rahd
`ed sqkd .sqk ixg` dvx zeyep`d milil`l cebql mewna .dxf
lk .`ad mlerd ly mrhd z` yi dxezl .dfd mlerd ly mrhd
midel-`l rpkidl jixv aeh my zeigle `ad mlerl ribdl dvexd
.`ad mlerl ed`iazy dxezd z` cenlle
ipnf `ed dfd mlerd ?`ad mlerl dfd mlerd oia lcadd dne
melyde miigd zkxa 280
lr gvp iig fafaie jli in .igvp `ed `ad mlerd .dpy miray wx
.diewl ely dpen`dy in wx ?rbx ly miig
mye ipgex `ed `ad mlerd .xekr ifit seba miig dfd mlera
`ad mlerd .zipgex dpigan jeyg dfd mlerd .ipgex seba digp
eifn mipdpe my`x lr mdizexhre miayei miwicv" .xe` `ln
yperd `ad mlera mepdibl zcxl xyt` dfd mlerdn "dpikyd
`al cizrl .rxd xvi yi dfd mlera .dyead yper `ed lecb ikd
iax .mlera rxd xvi xzei didi `le rxd xvid z` hgey d"awd
ipta xecfextl dnec dfd mlerd" :(zea` zkqna) xne` awri
`ed "oilwxhl qpkzy icka xecfexta jnvr owzd ,`ad mlerd
dfd mlera miaeh miyrne daeyza zg` dry dti" :xne` did
`ad mlera gex zxew ly zg` dry dtie `ad mlerd iig lkn
."dfd mlerd ig lkn
lkd lawny ohw cli enk did` f`" :mc`d xn`i m` dne
jxhv`y ila zzl leki mb `ed .zzl daxd yi d"awl ixd ,mpiga
dninyd dlr epax dynyky yxcna xteqn okae .jk lr lenrl
xyt` .mpig zpzn ly xve` d"awd el d`xd dxez ozn onfa
.melk mdl ribn `ly dl`l ozpi mpig zpzn ly xve`y aeygl
laewnd xiaqn la` .dxez ecnl `le zeevn eniiw `ly dl`l
zenypl `weec ozpi df xve`y bly` ield dcedi axd lecbd
sqepay .mixg`n xzei dfd mlera egxhe elnry cgeina zelecb
sewrl xyt` i`y jk .mpig zpznn epdi mb mdl ribny xkyd lr
.dxezd z`
d"awl gex zgp zeyrl yiy ycewd ixtq epze` micnln meik
miyer d"awl gex zgpd z` .gex zgp epl d"awd dyri dxenzae
283 dpen` yewia
axwzdl mikef gex zgpd ici lr .zeevnd meiwe dxez cenl ici lr
.mixye`n gvp iiga mbe dad`n daeyza mikefe d"awl
dpen`d zevn
,mipik ,rcxtv zkn oebk lezide wegy jxca `l` miyper mzq `l
brll eide c`n mixvnd efazd dknd mvr caln oda 'eke oigy
el`d zerxe`ndn 'l`xyi zpen`' c"kr "mdi`ex lk ipira qlwe
mr ea`y xacna k"g` l`xyi mrl exwy zerxe`nd on mbe
a`ey meik icedi .d"awdn cgtl jixvy zexecd lkl dpen` l`xyi
.jpze xqen ixtqa ceniln mbe ze`ivnd on mb d`xi
d"awa oegha
lr azek d"awa oegha icil d`ian zihxt dgbyda dpen`d
dpen`d" :epeyl dfe 'l`xyi zpen`' extqa iq`bel l`xyi axd jk
i` .miyxtzn mpi`y mirx ipy md oeghade zihxt dgbyda
epax ixacke ,zihxt dgbyda dpen` ila oeghal ribdl xyt`
'd ciae ,miny icia lkd ik eaal rciy `id oeghad zeevn" :dpei
e` axa riyedl xevrn 'dl oi`e ,lfnd silgdle mirahd zepyl
xvai `le leki lkd d"awd ik .`eal daexw dxv ik mbe ,hrna
ik zn`a rcie dkiyge dxv lka jxazi 'da ghaie ,dne`n epnn
ezreyil deewi ok lre oir sxdk ezreyie dxv lkn riyedl ax `ed
iplhwi od" :xn`py oiprk ,mc`d x`eev lr zgpen axgd m` mb
dxvy zra mb zr lka yext "zr lka ea egha" :xn`pe "lgi` el
icr 'da egha" :xn`pe dpnn lvpidl jxc mc`d rci `le daexw
mlere dfd mlerd xvei jxazi `ed ik "minlerd xev 'd dia ik cr
i`y ixd .leki lk `ed ik .ea egha okle ,jxazi ecia lkde ,`ad
epid .miny icia lkd ik eaal rciy ila oeghal ribdl xyt`
lka "'da gehal" :y"`xdl 'miig zegxe`' oeylke zihxt dgbyd
cegid jaala miiwz dfae ,zihxtd ezgbyda oin`dle jaal
iqbel l`xyi axd c"kre y"`xd c"kr "mlyd
ribi" :xn`p eitk rbin dpdpae eixy` xn`p miny `xiay .miny
mlerl jl aehe dfd mlera jixy` jl aehe jixy` lk`z ik jitk
."`ad
`aedy itk dwcv zpizp ici lr `id dpen` yekxl jxc cer
mc`dy zn`a aeh dyrn lk dyrnle oewz ikxc wxta xak
epia` mdxa` rci dfd ceqd z` .dpen`d zlcbdl mxeb dyer
did mbe mlerl dpen`d z` cixedy df `ede ,mipin`nd lecb didy
migxe` qipkn dide ,zeixad lk mr cqg ziyr lr care lecb ciqg
dwfgd dpen`d z` l`xyi mra riahd `ede ,edenk oi`n lecb
.mipin`n ipa mipin`n mi`xwp epgp` ezekfae mler `xeaa
gny zeidl xnelk dgny ici lr `id dpen` yekxl jxc cer
ongp iaxy dn recie .daehl lkd xac ly eteqy oin`dle cinz
xtqa aezke "cinz dgnya zeidl dlecb deevn" :xn` alqxan
lk mr megll dvr oi`e" :dh`x oexd` xenc`d ly 'mipen` xney'
xzeie xzei xabzdl ,mc`d xg` zetcexd zeaygnde zeripnd
dyxeyy dgnya eal wfgn mc`d m` la` ,xrvae avra mc`yk
oin`ny "ja iqeg lk egnyie" :aezky enk oeghiad zcinn jynp
dzr `edy wx jxazi ezedel` ielb ma oenh zeripnd el` lkay
`ed jexa mydy dnly dpen`a z`f oin`n m`e ,dqekne oenh
295 dpen` yewia
weqrz eay meia onf dfi` cgil `id xwid `xewd jl ily drvd
leqig `ed wxtd lr zeidl jixvy oey`x xace ,dpen`d wefga
mkqdl jzy` mr ribdl ieyp dz` m`e se`ipe dlhal rxf zkity
wx k"g`e dzper onfa dcpn diwp `idyk wx miqgi meiw oipra
'dgtynd zxdh'e 'jexr ogley' xtq yi .zay lila ,reayl zg`
lr jk .oekpd onfa miqgi meiwe xefgnl xywa bedpl cvik xidany
zipgex dginv ly jlnd jxc lr dlrz zipind dee`zd leqig ici
dpen`a zewqrzdl zycwdy dfd onfae .mler `xeal zeaxwzde
e` (dwihpxaiwekiqt) ytpd zbdpd e` dfeptida weqrl leki dz`
itk .dpen`d z` zewfgny ze`yd cibdl e` ytp oeayg zeyrl
mzpen` wefiga ewqr l`xyia mipencw .oewizd jxc wxta `aedy
.dpen`d z` wfgl gk mda yiy mihtyn lewa dxin` zxfra
mcwzdle ite`d z` jnvrl owzl leki dz` dfd mqwd zxfra
`eai zixad xenyl ligzzy ixg`e .zeipgexd zebixcna zelrle
zeaxwzd `ede oekpd oeekl azpzy i`ck eze`y ,lecb gk jl
mitheg miizn`d miwicvdy rce .jytp oewize mler `xeal
dnk zeyrl dxhna zeevnd ixg` mivx mdy zxne` z`f .zeevn
z` cg` mikxan mb okle ,zenka mbe zeki`a mb ,zeevn xzeiy
zeevn minyn lawl dkfzy epiidc "zeevnl dkfzy" ipyd
x"enc`d jk lr azek .`ad mlerl jytp z` dkfz dfae ,zeyrl
e` dphw deevn lkl fa idz l` ,iaed` ig` okl" :dh`x oexd`
xwi didi jl oncfpy aeh dyrne deevn ly oipr xac lke .dlecb
dxez lkezy dn lk onfe onf lka sehgze .jipira aiage aeyge
ik jipira lecb geeix `di didiy dn didi .aeh dyrne dlitze
`gxe`e ililw i`ceef" :(f"q zeaezk) (zinx`a) l"f epizeax exn`
jxcl dcive oefnde dwegx jxcd xnelk l"f i"yx yxite "`zwigx
mieqn mewn dfi`l jlil dvex mc` lynl ik mixacd yexite .hren
ik .mipy dfi` e` yceg e` reay e` mei jldn `ed jxcd dfy rcei
jxcd ok oi`y dn .leab el yi mc` iige uwe leab el yi mlerd df
l"fg eyxc ik ocr obd cr jliy xnel ,leab el oi` `ad mlerd ly
dgepn mdl oi` (dxez icnel epiidc) minkg micinlz (c"q zekxa)
melyde miigd zkxa 298
."lig l` lign ekli" :aezky enk ,`ad mlera `le dfd mlera `l
on ddeabd dbxcl dbixcn zelrl mrt lka dkixv dnypd ik
miaeh miyrn ,miycg miyeal dkixv ddeabd dbxc lkae zncewd
oi` jxc dfe ,dnypl ipgexd oefne dyecw daygn dlitze dxeze
:aezky epinia dxdna `eal cizrl didi dkke .uwe leab el
zelbzd `di mrt lka ."oeiva midel` l` d`xi" (c"t milidz)
mlerd `edy zay axra lnre gxh `ly ine ,xzeie xzeia zedel`
`die .(`ad mlerd `edy) zay eleky meil zaya lk`i dn ,dfd
`l ik" ,dyea -oeifia mgln zepdile ,dnilke dyeaa ayil gxken
m`e .zenypde miwicvd lk cbp mipt zyeaa didie eke oeia` lcgi
epniyi `ed ongxd) ewlg ixy`e el ixy` ,miaeh miyrna dkf
(giynd) oepi z`ia cr mipye mini jxe`a minzae zn`a eicarn
.dh`x oexd` x"enc`d ixac o`k cr (on` epinia dxdna
ixd ,exvi zvr xg` jynp ezeidae ,dyecwa didiy erah mc`d ik
jixv okle ...mixeqid wexn ici lr epnn dpdpy dn el aiig `ed
weqta `zlikna eyxc oke .mda hrai `le dad`n mixeqid lawl
`l" :xne` `aiwr iax :epeyl df "izi` eyrz `l" (ynega `aend)
mibdep mixg`y jxck (d"awa) ia ebdpz `ly "izi` eyrz
...mdidel-` z` micakn md odilr d`a daehdyk .mdidel-`a
m` la` ...mdidel-` z` millwn md odilr d`a zeprxetyke
epz mixeqid mkilr `ia` m`e d`ced epz daeh mkilr iz`ad
yelyy ,mixeqi oiaiag" :xne` i`gei xa oerny iax ...d`ced
dxez :od el`e mixeqia `l` epzip `le l`xyil d"awd ozp zepzn
xqene dnkg zrcl" :xn`py ?oipn dxez .`ad mlere l`xyi ux`e
(c"v milidz) :aezke (mixeqi oeyln xqen) "dpia ixn` oiadl
l`xyi ux` ."epcnlz jzxezne d"i epxqiz xy` xabd ixy`
jidel-` 'd ik" :xne`e "jxqin jidel-` 'd" :xnel cenlz ?oipn
ilyn) :xnel cenlz ?oipn `ad mlerd ."daehd ux`d l` j`ian
c"kr "xqen zegkez miig jxce "xe` dxeze deevn xp ik (b"k 'e
"q`nz l` ipa 'd xqen" (`"i 'b) :ilyna aezk cere dnkg ziy`x'
xtqa aezk cere (a"i 'b ilyn) "gikei 'd ad`i xy` z` ik" ?dnle
'd epa z` yi` xqii xy`k ik jaal mr zrcie" :('d 'g mixac
eikxca zkll jidel-` 'd zeevn z` zxnye .jxqin jidel-`
dfd mlera yprdl sicr ik epze` micnln epizeax ."eze` d`xile
ik .mepdibl zcxl jk xg`e zenl xy`n aeg lkn zewpzdle
midel-` z` `pyz l` okl .mepdib mewna md dfd mlera mixeqid
,zixad xeny ,`pey dz` m` mbe jzaehl df lk z` dyer `ed ik
gkd z` yi dxezl .`epyl wiqtz f`e dxez cnle daeyza xefg
rce ,`xeal dad` mc`l xifgdle midel-`l d`pyd z` `ivedl
,mixedd llek mc` lkn xzei jil` aexw ikd zeidl xen` `xeady
dcear ixg` miribn jkl la` .jicli lleke jzy` ,miaeh mixag
.zeevn meiwe dxez cenle zecind oewiz lr dlecb
xtkl liaya mevl mivilnn daeyza dxfgde xqend ixtq lk
ylg eply xecdy mixne` dfd xecd ly mipaxd la` zepeer lr
melyde miigd zkxa 300
.el migzet `nhl `ad eze` miriqn xdhl `ad l"fg exn`
,zn` xacl wicv envr mc` dyer :'edil` iac `pz'a aezke
dyer .zn` xacne miwicv jxca enr bdpzny j`ln el mixqen
jxca enr bdpzny j`ln el mixqen xwyle ygkl ryx envr mc`
mixqen lkd leaql ciqg envr mc` dyer .xwyne ygkne miryx
`pz' c"kr .lkd z` laeqe miciqg jxca enr bdpznd j`ln el
ciqg mr" :l`xyi jln cec ici lr milidza aezk .edil` iac
"lztzz ywir mre xxazz xap mr mnzz minz xab mr cqgzz
xn`pe ely d`xn enk mc`d mr bdep d"awdy `id dpeekde
z` weica dyer lvdy enk ,jpini ci lr jliv 'd :cer milidza
ote` eze`a aibn d"awd mb jk dyer mc`dy drepz dze`
ly zernynd z` oiazy rbxa ."dcin cbpk dcin" lret mc`dy
zeeevnd z` miiwle daeyza xefgl lw xzei jl didi f` dfd xacd
mewl lbxzzy ixg` .dyw dlgzdd wxy oiadl jl i`cke .wyga
zixad xenyz m` f`e dyw jl didi `l xzei zixgy zlitzl
f`e dxezde zeevnd z` aefrl dvxz `l xzei dxez cnlze
dz`y dricid jezn jala oekyz zgp lye deely ly dybxd
301 dpen` yewia
ocr obl dqipka jze` dkfzy jxc .dpnn dpekp oi`y jxca jled
.`ad mlerde
.mixeqi daxde zexv daxd jnn jeqgze
zexxerzd z`xwp zg`d .daeyza xefgl mikxc izy yi
mc`d z` xifgdl d"awd cvn zexxerzd `id efe dlrnln
d"awd ,ef jxca xfeg mc`dy dtewz ixg` llk jxca .daeyza
miiwle eilbx lr cenrl lbeqn `ed m` wecal icka eze` afer
mb yi .'lh' z`xwp d"awd cvn zexxerzd .ezpen` geka zeevn
daeyza xefgl mc`d cvn zexxerzd `ide ,dhnln zexxerzd
o`kn" :xdfa aezk z`fd zexxerzdd lr .'myb' z`xwp `ide
:`ed jky d`xe `ea .eze` miriqn xdhidl xxerznd lky epcnl
xn`ie" cin "orpk dvx` zkll" (epia` mdxa` lr) aezky oeiky
`l dpey`xa xxerzd `l (mdxa`) `edy cre "jl jl mxa` l` 'd
minyn daebzdy l"fg enkiq mb jke o`kn epcnl ."jl jl" xn`p
dxfg z`xwl crv dyer mc`d m`e .mc`d ly dyrn xg` d`a
dxfra mc`d z`xwl `eal d"awd xxerzn minyay eiyxey l`
.dievxe zlaqp daeyzd z` el dyere zinybe zipgex
z`fk zexxerzd ik dhnln mc`d zexxerzda dvex d"awd
.d"awa weacle ahenl xefgl oevxe dpen` mc`l yi ok`y dcirn
ly zexxerzd mr cgia dhn ly zexxerzd xagl ievxe xyt`
ilan ,daeyza xefgl jl xefriy d"awl dlitz ici lr dlrn
z`fk dlitz .ycgd avnl zelbzqdd ly miiywd on leaqzy
dgpn ,zixgy ,meik zebedpd zelitzae oewizd jxc wxta `vnz
.ziaxre
ip`y ilr eghae zeevna mkici ehyt" :d"awd xn` ."jxky zzl
"mkxky mlyn
mz` mkl df dn .xen`l il` 'd xac idie :aezk 'l`wfgi' xtqa
xqea elk`i zea` xn`l l`xyi znc` lr dfd lynd z` milyen
cer mkl didi m` midel-` 'd me`p ip` ig .dpidwz mipad ipiye
ytpke a`d ytpk dpd il zeytpd lk od .l`xyia dfd lynd lyn
dyre wicv didi ik yi`e .zenz `id z`hegd ytpd dpd il oad
zia ilelb l` `yp `l eipire lk` `l mixdd l` .dwcve htyn
`l yi`e .axwi `l dcp dy` l`e `nh `l edrx zy` z`e l`xyi
dqki mexire ozi arxl engl lfbi `l dlfb aiyi aeg ezlag dpei
zn` htyn .eci aiyi leern gwi `l ziaxze ozi `l jypa .cba
zn` zeyrl xny ihtyne jldi izewega .yi`l yi` oia dyri
mc jtey uixt oa cilede .midel-` 'd me`p digi dig `ed wicv
mixdd l` mb ik dyr `l dl` lk z` `ede .dl`n cg`n z` dyre
aiyi `l lag lfb zelfb dped oeia`e ipr .`nh edrx zy` z`e lk`
ige gwl ziaxze ozp jypa .dyr darez ,eipir `yp milelbd l`e
.didi ea einc znei zen dyr dl`d zearezd lk z` digi `l
dyri `le `xie dyr xy` eia` z`hg lk z` `xie oa ciled dpde
z` l`xyi zia ilelb l` `yp `l eipire lk` `l mixdd lr .odk
lfb `l dlfbe lag `l lag dped `l yi`e .`nih `l edrx zy`
`l ziaxze jyp eci aiyd iprn .cba dqk mexre ozp arxl engl
.digi dig eia` oeera zeni `l `ed jld izewega dyr ihtyn gwl
dpde einr jeza dyr aeh `l xy`e g` lfb lfb wyr wyr ik eia`
htyn oade a`d oeera oad `yp `l recn mzxn`e .epeera zn
ytpd .digi dig mze` dyrie xny izeweg lk z` dyr dwcve
.oad oeera `yi `l a`e a`d oeera `yi `l oa .zenz `id z`hegd
aeyi ik ryxde .didz eilr ryx zryxe didz eilr wicvd zwcv
dwcve htyn dyre izeweg lk z` xnye dyr xy` ez`hg lkn
xy` ezwcva el exkfi `l dyr xy` eiryt lk .zeni `l digi dig
eaeya `eld .midel-` 'd me`p ryx zen utg` utgd .digi dyr
303 dpen` yewia
xy` zearezd lkk leer dyre ezwcvn wicvd aeyae .dige ekxcn
elrna dpxkfz `l dyr xy` ezwcv lk ige dyri ryxd dyr
'd jxc okzi `l mzxn`e .zeni ma `hg xy` ez`hgae lrn xy`
aeya .epkzi `l mkikxc `ld okzi `l ikxcd l`xyi zia `p erny
.zeni dyr xy` eleera mdilr zne leer dyre ezwcvn wicv
z` `ed dwcve htyn yrie dyr xy` ezeryxn ryx aeyae
.zeni `l digi eig dyr xy` eiryt lkn aeyie d`xie .digi eytp
?l`xyi zia epkzi `l ikxcd .'d jxc okzi `l l`xyi zia exn`e
l`xyi zia mkz` hty` eikxck yi` okl .okzi `l mkikxc `ld
mkl didi `le mkiryt lkn eaiyde eaey .midel-` 'd me`p
ma mzryt xy` mkiryt lk z` mkilrn ekilyd .oeer leyknl
`l ik .l`xyi zia ezenz dnle dycg gexe ycg al mkl eyre
l`wfgi c"kr .eige eaiyde midel-` 'd me`p znd zena utg`
.'d z`n laiwy itk `iapd
aeyl skiz `id dfl dvrdy" :'ycwd zxdh' extqa dh`x oexd`
.c"kr ."zerxde zexvd lk yxey dfy zixad mbt lr daeyza
z`xi lr dcirn `id ik dpen`d dligzn zixad zxinyn
dlcb dzxfray dxez cenl zegt `l aeyg jk xg` .miny
.igvpd ,izn`d aeha dpen`d
dpen`l mikef jk
?dpen`l mikef cvik" :zxzekd zgz 'mler iig' xtqa `aen
dxeza weqrl `ed mixwird xwir la` :l"vf xltihqd oxn azek
lvpiy cinz df lr lltzdle dpeeka dlitze miny myl dyecwd
zenilya ycewd zxez zeevn meiwa oke zerx zeaygn lkn
eplivi ongxd .ytpd z` mi`nhnd mi`hgn ce`n xdfidl hxta
one ald z` minhnhne mi`nhnd mixeq` milk`n mdne ...xzeia
onfd jynay eilr xi`z dizeevn meiwe dxezd zyecw xe`e .lfbd
`ede ,miyecwd mixtqa eazky enke ..etelgi lilk mixedxd lk
!xtqn oi` minrt daxd dqepne weca
ce`n ytpd z` xdhn zizn`d deeprd zcina wacd mb
"x`aziy enk mirx mixedxd ipin lkn ezlivne
meid jeevn ikp` xy` z`fd deevnd ik" :'l`wfgi xe`a' azk
x`ia o"anxd (`"i 'l mixac) .`id dwegx `le jnn `id z`ltp `l
.mc` ipan dqekn dpi`y daeyzd zeevn lr exn`p el` miweqty
epl dgwie dninyd epl dlri in xen`l `id minya `l"
jaalae jita c`n xacd jil` aexw ik .dpyrpe dze` eprinyie
jaalae jita" :mc`dn yxcp df wxe jxcd `id daexw ."ezeyrl
zeaeg'a izi`x oke :miixbeqa l`wfgi xe`' siqede) "ezeyrl
x`an oke ,daeyzd zeevn lr el` miweqt oiady eteqa zeaald
('xe`nd zxepn' xtqa
lern rpnidl zep`ez `veny lvra dnly xn` mixac dray
lvr xn`" (b"i e"k) 'ilyn'a `aenk (zeevnd zcear) dceare dxez
:dper !xira jax ,cenll jl lvrl mixne`" ...jxca (dix`) lgy
."elv` cenll jl ,jziaa jax ixd" :el exn` ."`xi ip`e jxca ix`"
"zglva eci lvr onh" :seqale ."zeaegxd oia ix`" :dper
dyny yxcnd xne`e .eit jezl lke`d sk ozl elit` lvrzny
daexw wx `l daeyzdy dnlyn xzei lvrd cbp oreh epax
jaalae jita" :xak `l` eit jeza skd ozil wx jixve zglvl
.xzei `le jit jezn xacd `ved ."ezeyrl
dceard ixaca lecb ceqi micnl ep`vnp" :l`wfgi xe`' jiynn
z` `ved .ce`n `ed lw zeyrl ywazp xy` lky daeyzde
313 dpen` yewia
jixv `l (lewa cnl ,dxez cnel dz`y onfa) ,jit jezn mixacd
d`xze ,xacl lgzde jit gzt heyt `l` zexg` zebyd `le ax
'd edxfri aey lvrzi `le xaciy lkk ik .zilkzl ribdl dkfz ik
(minyn dxfr) `inyc `zriq el epzie xzei dlw dceard `dze
.dceara ligzdl ,mc`d zcear lk ef ik ,zn`l eribd cr
xecdn wlg elit` e` xecd zellk owzl i`ceea okl .melye qg dfl
d"awd wx ,edab mifx` daebk didi m` elit` mlera mc` oi`
mcew daeyza mxifgdl l`xyil gihady ,envrae eceaka
...dle`bd
:mixac ipy el`a ezxeabe egk un`nd :rcz iaiag ig` okl
jlnd lkidn zeidl dkfi ,ceqi oewze zxinyae dnily dpen`a
l`xyin d"awd yxec `l" :epeyl dfe yecwd 'xdf'a `aenk giynd
."ycew zixad exnyiy `l`
ixd eizenvr lr oeerdy rbxe rbx lkay rcei `ed ixd xnelk
meid xcq lr eipipr mr jled ji` ok m`e ,eilr jxazi 'd svw
zklyd dfa d`xn ixd ,jxazi 'd svw jkyl al ozep `le elbxdk
d`exd jxazi 'dn dxenb zenlrzde eeb ixg` jxazi 'd ceak
ik !oeerd mvrn xzei dxzi dtveg xak z`fe eiyrn lka hiane
dn mle` ,exvi edtwzy zekf skl epecl yi oeerd mvr lry xen`k
mr epetvne envr znlyde daeyza xeg` lr zekf skl epecl yi
.l`xyi daey' c"kr !?daeyza eilr aeyl ilal epeer
mpga ddyn `le eilrn `ynd jilyn xak qpkpy oey`x crva
oi`e eytp lr cak `yn md zepeerdy mc`d rci ok ,etzk lr
zekxa `xnb) exn` df mrhne .envr lr d`nehd gex zedydl
eixg` xdxdz l` dlila xar xary mkg cinlz zi`x m`" ('h
.'miig utg' c"kr "oyiy mcew daeyz dyr i`ceey ,meia
.xaic 'd ik ux`d lk lrn xiqi enr ztxge mipt lk lrn drnc
epieeiw 'd df epriyeie el epieeiw df epidel-` dpd `edd meia xn`e
.ezreyia dgnype dlibp el
xir dcedi ux`a dfd xiyd xyei `edd meia" (c` e"k diryi)
xney wicv ieb `aie mixry egzit .lge zeneg ziyi dreyi epl fr
."minler xev 'd dia ik cr icr 'da egha mipen`
`ed ceq eze` ly hytde ceqd it lr yexit yi `ad weqtl
:c`n dlecb didz dpen`de mlera zen didi `l cizray
didi dngd xe`e dngd xe`k dpald xe` dide" (e"k 'l diryi)
ugne enr xay z` 'd yag meia minid zray xe`k miizray
"`txi ezkn
:l`xyi zle`ba dpen`d z` wfgl mi`a mi`ad miweqtd
gxtze daxr lbze dive xacn meyeyi" (i` d"l diryi)
dl ozip oepald ceak opxe zlib s` lbze gxtz gext .zlvagk
mici ewfg .epidel` xcd 'd ceak e`xi dnd oexyde lnxkd xcd
dpd e`xiz l` ewfg al ixdnpl exni` .evn` zelyek mikxae zetx
f` .mkiryeie `eai `ed midel-` lenb `eai mwp mkidel-`
gqit li`k blci f` .dpgztz miyxg ipf`e mixeer ipir dpgwtz
axyd dide .daxra milgpe min xacna erwap ik mli` oeyl oexze
e`nebe dpwl xivg dvaix mipz depa min ireanl oe`nive mb`l
oeyy my`x lr mler zgnye dpixa oeiv e`ae oeaeyi 'd iiecte
."dgp`e oebi eqpe dgnye
zerxd lk lr epl glqi d"awdy `iapd ricen mi`ad miweqta
xkefy mce xyak `ly ,epiryt z` xzei epl xekfi `le epiyry
:zlefd i`hg
iprnl jiryt dgen `ed ikp` ikp`" (d"k b"n diryi)
"xekf` `l jize`hge
daey jize`hg oprke jiryt ark izign" (a"k c"n diryi)
."jizl`b ik il`
321 l`xyi zle`b
evexi jil` jerci `l iebe `xwz rcz `l ieb od .mine`l devne cibp
."jx`t ik l`xyi yecwle jidel-` 'd ornl
.mipn`pd cec icqg idef ceqid zxinyy milaewnd exn`)
(.el`d micqga dkef ezixa xneyy in xnelk
exfgiy dl`l wx la` ,eniiwzi eixacy d"awdn dghad
:daeyza
.aexw ezeida ed`xw e`vnda 'd eyxc" (b"i e d"p diryi)
l`e edngxie 'd l` ayie eizeaygn oe` yi`e ekxc ryx afri
`le mkizeaygn izeaygn `l ik .gelql daxi ik epidel-`
mkikxcn ikxc edab ok ux`n miny edab ik .'d m`p ikxc mkikxc
minyd on blyde mybd cxi xy`k ik .mkizeaygnn izeaygne
rxf ozpe dginvde dcilede ux`d l` deexd m` ik aeyi `l dnye
mwix il` aeyi `l itn `vi xy` ixac didi ok .lek`l mgle rxfl
dgnya ik .eizgly xy` gilvde izvtg xy` z` dyr m` ik
ivr lke dpx mkiptl egvti zerabde mixdd oeleaz melyae e`vz
qcd dlri ctxqd zgz yexa dlri uevrpd zgz .sk e`gni dcyd
."zxki `l mler ze`l myl 'dl dide
ik dwcv eyre htyn exny 'd xn` dk" (a` e"p diryi)
oae z`f dyri yep` ixy` .zelbdl izwcve `eal izeryi daexw
."rx lk zeyrn eci xneye ellgn zay xney da wifgi mc`
:miryxd itlk mipeekn mpi` dle`bd lr d`eapd ixac lk
"miryxl idel-` xn` mely oi`" (`"k f"p diryi)
xe`) :xzeia xwi xe`a epze` `lniy d"awd z`n dghad
(seq oi`dn `ay xe` `ed zegvgv
jytp zegvgva riayde cinz 'd jgpe" (`"i g"p diryi)
."einin eafki `l xy` min `venke deex obk ziide uilgi jizenvre
:l`biy zay xneyy inl dghad
meia jvtg zeyr jlbx zayn aiyz m`" (c"ib"i g"p diryi)
jikxc zeyrn ezcaike caekn 'd yecwl bpr zayl z`xwe iycw
323 l`xyi zle`b
mz`hgle mpeerl glq` ik 'd me`p mlecb cre mphwnl ize` erci
."cer xkf` `l
xy` zevx`d lkn mvawn ippd" (a"nf"l a"l dinxi)
dfd mewnd l` mizayde lecb svwae izngae it`a my mizgcd
izzpe .midel-`l mdl did` ip`e mrl il eide .ghal mizayde
mdipale mdl aehl minid lk ize` d`xil cg` jxce cg` al mdl
iaihidl mdixg`n aey` `l xy` mler zixa mdl izxke .mdixg`
mdilr izyye .ilrn xeq izlal maala oz` iz`xi z`e mze`
ik .iytp lkae ial lka zn`a z`fd ux`a mizrhpe mze` aihdl
dlecbd drxd lk z` dfd mrd l` iz`ad xy`k 'd xn` dk
xaec ikp` xy` daehd lk z` mdilr `ian ikp` ok z`fd
."mdilr
:daeyza exfgiy dl`l glqi d"awdy dghad
oeer z` yweai 'd me`p `idd zrae mdd minia" (k p dinxi)
xy`l glq` ik dpi`vnz `le dcedi z`hg z`e eppi`e l`xyi
.dinxi xtq o`k cr "xi`y`
:illk ote`a dle`bd zghad
izvaiwe midel-` ipc-` xn` dk xen` okl" (f"i `"i l`wfgi)
mda mzvetp xy` zevx`d on mkz` iztq`e minrd on mkz`
divewy lk z` exiqde dny e`ae .l`xyi znc` z` mkl izzpe
oz` dycg gexe cg` al mdl izzpe .dpnn dizearez lk z`e
ornl .xya al mdl izzpe mxyan oa`d al izexiqde mkaxwa
ip`e mrl il eide mze` eyre exnyi ihtyn z`e ekli izewega
"midel-`l mdl did`
:dnilyd dle`bd iptl didiy oicd mei lr d`eap
cia `l m` midel-` ipc-` me`p ip` ig" (c"n b"l k l`wfgi)
mkz` iz`vede .mkilr jeln` dkety dngae diehp rexfae dwfg
dwfg cia ma mzvetp xy` zevx`d on mkz` izvaiwe minrd on
minrd xacn l` mkz` iz`ade .dkety dngae diehp rexfae
melyde miigd zkxa 326
mei dwevne dxv mei `edd meid dxar mei .xeab my gxev xn 'd
drexze xtey mei .ltxre opr mei dlt`e jyeg mei d`eyne d`ey
eklde mc`l izexvde .zedeabd zepita lre zexevad mixrd lr
mtqk mb .millbk mnegle xtrk mnc jteye e`hg 'dl ik mixeeirk
lk lk`z ez`pw y`ae 'd zxar meia mlivdl lkei `l madf mb
."ux`d iayei lk z` dyri dldap j` dlk ik ux`d
ihtyn ik crl inew meil 'd me`p il ekg okl" (hg b diptv)
ik it` oexg lk inrf mdilr jtyl zeklnn ivawl miieb seq`l
dxexa dty minr l` jetd` f` ik .ux`d lk lk`z iz`piw y`a
."cg` mky ecarl 'd mya mlek `xwl
:miiebd lk lrn mnexn didi l`xyi mr ik dghad
ik mkz` ivaw zrae mkz` `ia` `idd zra" (k b diptv)
mkizeay z` iaeya ux`d inr lka dldzle myl mkz` oz`
diptv xtq o`k cr ."'d xn` mkipirl
:l`xyil aeh didi ik dghad
ux`de dixt ozz otbd melyd rxf ik" (b"k a"i g dixkf)
dfd mrd zix`y z` izlgpde mlh epzi minyde dleai z` ozz
ziae dcedi zia miieba dllw mziid xy`k dide .dl` lk z`
.mkici dpwfgz e`xiz l` .dkxa mziide mkz` riye` ok l`xyi
mkizea` sivwda mkl rxdl iznnf xy`k ze`av 'd xn` dk ik
dl`d minia iznnf izay ok .izngip `le ze`av 'd xn` ize`
xy` mixacd dl` .e`xiz l` dcedi zia z`e milyexi z` aihidl
ehty mely htyne zn` edrx z` yi` zn` exac eyrz
xwy zreaye mkaala eaygz l` edrx zrx z` yi`e .mkixrya
'd xac idie .'d me`p iz`py xy` dl` lk z` ik ead`z l`
(fenza f"i mev) iriaxd mev ze`av 'd xn` dk .xn`l il` ze`av
'ba dilcb mev) iriayd meve (a`a dryz mev) iyingd meve
oeyyl dcedi zial didi (zaha i mev) ixiyrd meve (ixyz
'd xn` dk .ead` melyde zn`de miaeh micrenle dgnyle
zg` iayei eklde .zeax mixr iayeie minr e`ai xy` cr ze`av
melyde miigd zkxa 330
ze`av 'd z` ywale 'd ipt z` zelgl jeld dklp xen`l zg` l`
ze`av 'd z` ywal minevr miebe miax minr e`ae .ip` mb dkl`
dndd minia ze`av 'd xn` dk .'d ipt z` zelgle milyexia
icedi yi` spka ewifgde miiebd zepeyl lkn miyp` dxyr ewifgi
.mknr midel-` eprny ik mknr dklp xn`l
mi`xew epgp` dzry mdn cg`e miyexit dnk yi `ad weqtl
cizra la` ipc-` enewna mixne`e d-e-d-i yxetnd my z`
epin`i mlerd lk cizray sqep yexite ez`ixwk myd z` cibp
:'da
'd didi `edd meia ux`d lk lr jlnl 'd dide" (h c"i dixkf)
dixkf xtq o`k cr ."cg` enye cg`
:cizra ecxyi 'd i`xi wxy dghad
'd aywie edrx l` yi` 'd i`xi exacp f`" (c"kf"h b ik`ln)
xn` il eide .eny iayegle 'd i`xil eiptl oexkf xtq azkie rnyie
lngi xy`k mdilr izlnge dlebq dyer ip` xy` meil ze`av 'd
caer oia ryxl wicv oia mzi`xe mzaye .eze` caerd epa lr yi`
lk eide xepzk xrea `a meid dpd ik .ecar `l xy`l midel-`
ze`av 'd xn` `ad meid mze` hdle yw dryx dyer lke mixf
dwcv yny iny i`xi mkl dgxfe .spre yxy mdl afri `l xy`
ik miryx mzeqre .waxn ilbrk mzyte mz`vie ditpka `txne
.ze`av 'd xn` dyer ip` xy` meia mkilbx zetk zgz xt` eidi
l`xyi lk lr axega eze` izieev xy` icar dyn zxez exkf
`ea iptl `iapd dil` z` mkl gley ikp` dpd .mihtyne miweg
mipa ale mipa lr zea` al aiyde .(oicd mei) `xepde lecbd 'd mei
ik`ln xtq o`k cr ."mxg ux`d z` izikde `ea` ot mzea` lr
o`k ik mdly ze`eapd xzi z` jpza `xwe mi`iap ixac o`k cre
.mdly ze`eapd on hwl wx iz`ad
ditivd .zekld wqet `edy (ohw zeevn xtq) w"nqd zrcl
lk zrcle zeevn (613) b"ixzn dxezd on devn `id dle`bl
z` mil`ey oeilrd mlerae .dlaw ixacn deevn `id miwqetd
331 l`xyi zle`b
il` `a ."qgpit ly leblib ip` mb" :il xn` `edy dn dfe odkd
wicv il` `a .oiw ly g` lad ly leblb `edy ciec yxeyn wicv
yxeyn wicv il` `a .epia` awri ly leblb `edy ciec yxeyn
`ed mby zxne` z`f .jlnd ciec ly leblb `edy sqei oa giyn
mqxtl ipnn ywia jlnd ciec yxeyn sqep wicv .ciec yxeyn
ciec mby eazky milecb mipax dxyr iz`vn xak .giynd ciecy
miig iax ,'xdfd' xtq :mde ,epax dyn mbe giyn didi jlnd
axd ,'yacn wezn' xagn yixt l`ipc axd ,l"gnxd ,l`hie
ield xraec mely axd ,l`pain wicvd y"xden ,oiihypbxen
yhieaeiln iaxd ,xag wifii` wgvi axd ,itven oeiv oa axd .`tlee
.giynd ciecy dcen `ed elit`y
dyng yiy 'ei`xil 'd ceq' xtqa bxeafpib wgvi axd azk
dyng yie .dcigie ,dig ,dnyp ,gex ,ytp :mde dnyp iwlg
jlnd ciec :el`d dnypd iwlg dyng cbpk l`xyi ly mibidpn
edil` .zillkd ytpd `ede zeytpd ly bidpnd `ede ,ytp cbpk
.zillkd gexd `ede zegexd ly bidpnd `ede gex cbpk `iapd
dnypd `ede zenypd ly bidpnd `ede dnyp cbpk epax dyn
digd `ede ,zeig ly bidpnd `ede dig cbpk oey`xd mc` .zillkd
`ede ,zecigid ly bidpnd `ede dcigi cbpk giynd jlnd .zillkd
aezkl izxnby ixg` il` e`a el`d yngd lk .zillkd dcigid
aeyg dfd xtqd jk ick cr .dfd xtqd ly dpey`x dxecdn z`
miaeyg ikd miwicvd ly xewaa ize` dkif d"awdy minya
zxinye .ce`n cr jipira aeyg zeidl jixv dfd xtqd .mlera
daeyg zeidle ,onfd lk zercena jlv` zeidl dkixv zixad
.xg` xac lkn xzei jipira
il d`xd d"awdy zxne` z`f .miinyn miielibl izikf mb
ohw cli ly seba miznd ziigza mw ize` il d`xd `ed .zepeifg
ly mipy ixg` .digzl minw mixg` micli daxd izi`e minze aeh
ziigza digzl mewpy 'xdfd' xtqa iz`xw i`eap oeifg eze`
d"awdy dlecb dgny izgnye ,yely ipa micli ly seba miznd
lr xenyl ce`n jixvy dpwqn izwqd f`n .izn` oeifg il d`xd
dnk xkfen ynega .ce`n zeninz aiygn d"awd .zeninzd
oey`xd mc`d ziiyxta dpey`x mrt .zeninzd `yep minrt
mrt .jk lya ocr obn wleqe ezeninz z` cai`e zrcd urn lk`y
mrt ."eizexeca did minz wicv yi` gp":'gp' zyxta dipy
:epia` mdxa`n ywan d"awd .epia` mdxa` ziiyxta ziyily
eidy ycewd oex` ziiyxta zxg` mrt ."minz dide iptl jldzd"
zewepiz zenca miphw mik`ln mdy ,miaexk ly milqt eilr
dyn l` xacl d"awd xga miaexkd ipy oian `weecy ,mininz
minz" :xn`p my 'mixac' xtqa z`aen ztqep diiyxt .epax
xevd" :'mixac'a xn`p envr d"awd lr .jidel` 'd mr didz
mb jixv ,minz zeidl lr sqepa ."htyn eikxc lk ik elrt minz
335 l`xyi zle`b
lr xfg `ed ."elvpiz izeevn lewa ernyz m`" :xn` `ede izrny
la` .`iap zeidl izywazid `l ip` .minrt dnk dfd htynd
oeyla `le "elvpiz..ernyz m`" :miax oeyla xn` `edy llba
mqxtl invrl daeg d`ex ip` ."lvpiz...rnyz m`" cigi
,xbvn dpei axd xaryl l`xyil iy`xd axl izrced xak.xacd
.dfd rxe`nd lr
aeh xzei yibxn `edy il geece xenyl zeqpl lgd `ed `yepa
xera mirvt el yiy il xn` `ed onf ixg` la` .xney `edyk
mivilnn mibelekiqty rny `edye dxinydn d`vezk y`x a`ke
ziqdy df `ed rxd xvidy xac ly eteqa ipta dced `ed .ope`l
dxinydn d`vezk md y`x a`kde mirvtdy oin`dl eze`
inkg lke ciext zrc znerl zaygp dppi` mibelekiqtd zrcye
zeaygn uevl zeleki xwid `xewd jl mb .l`xyi ipaxe miiebd
mbt z` owzl xenbzy cr xtqa `exwl uilnn ip` okl .zenec
mb `l` seba miinik mixneg wx `l `ed rxd xviy rc .ceqid
rce mc`a zeilily zeaygn xicgdl eciwtzy ohy j`ln
zetixg lka ea mglidl jixv okle izn` mkg `ed dfd j`lndy
`xead z`n zepeiqip md dfd mlera miigd lky xekfe jzaygn
.izn` mgel zeidl jilrye
zrcd ura `hgy ixg` wxe rxf jty `l `ed zrcd urn lk`
jk .'mileblibd xtq'a aezky itk ,dlhal rxf jetyl ligzd `ed
xzei mc`dy lkk .mc`d oewiz oial zixad zxiny oia xyw yiy
ewiqti cizrae .ohwe jled rxf jetyl ely oevxd jk owezn
.gvpl rxf jetyl miyp`d
dfa znlzyn dzid ,dze` zlret dzid eli`e .sebd jekif `idy
zenlyd zlert ixdy ,dnvr dlertd zedn cvn lecb zenily
dze`pd dlertd `id z`fy cere ,ezlef milyne aihin zeid `id
dn lretyk mlzyn `xap lke .dxvep jkly ,dwege drah itl dl
`ly onf lk zenilyn xqge ,lrtiy eny jxazi `xead el wwgy
.edlrti
icn rxf zetih il mi`veie dpy xak zixad xney ip` :dl`y
?zeyrl dn .dnif zeaygn aeyg`y ila .mrt
dn `evnle ,mei lka ytpd oeayg zeyrl jixv dz` :daeyz
e`/e ,dfeptid ici lr ,dirad oewiz lr cearle oiicr ja lwlewn ikd
lr zxneye dkxa wifgn ilk `id ytpd .dlitze 'ytpd zbdpd'
zecind cer lk .`xead iwegl m`zda zbdpzn ytpd m` .rxfd
dgixa didzy yyg oiicr yi .dee`b oiicr jl yie zelwlewn jly
.xqend ixtqa deepr lr `xw .illk ote`a deepr lr cear .rxf ly
ybxd z`lrd mb .xztiz dirade .zecind oewiz lr ceare
ueek mb .dirad z` lqgz abd jxc y`xd xarl xa`a xahvnd
.lirez ,rxf z`vl cnery yibxny rbxa ,miky`de xa`d ixixy
355 zeaeyze zel`y
zekfa l`xyi mrl exw miqip daxd .miizn` miqip llegle zereyi
.izcd xeaivd zeaky lka bdpnd hytzd .milidz ixenfn z`ixw
milidz ixenfn mei lka `xwl ,mr iheyt cr milecb miwicvn
ywal jk xg`e milidz ixtqa xceqnd itk meid eze`l mikiiyd
cer yi .ywale cinzdl yi wx .epri i`ceea zeywadn wlg .zeywa
d`xi ,oeghae dpen` iweqt daxd ea yiy .milidz xtql zelrn
ea mixicgne mly ala xefgl daeyza xfegl mixfery ,dad`e
xne`d lk (` :'zecedl aeh' xtqa aezk iz`vn .zizn` dpen`
`qik zgz zeidl dkefe dxezd lk miiw eli`k ,mei lka milidz
mikix`n ,mx lewa dta m`ivene mei lka milidz `xewd (a .ceakd
zeiprxet ipin lk dgec milidz zxin`a libxd(b .eizepye eini el
(c .exec ipa lke ezgtynn ,ezia ipane eilrn mirx mirbt dnke
lk ezgtyne ezia ipa lk lre eilr lblbn ,milidz zxin`a libxd
cer yi !ulnen .micqge mingxe zeglvd ,zeaeh zekxa ,rty ipin
!ycewd ixtqa `xw ,d"awl miaxwnd mixac
xac seq
iz`ad lkd jqa .invra d`bzn ippi`e c`n aeyg dfd xtqd
miizn` minkg md la` ,dfd aeygd `yepa mixg` ly mzrc z`
z` jled" :jlnd dnly xn`e mzrc z` lawl c`n jl i`cke
miliig ,zexbazdd liba mixrp miwewf dfd xtql ."mkgi minkg
izaa epkez z` cnll jixv .ea d`ixwdn egieexi dy`e xab lke
mi`yep yi .zixad zxiny lr epicli ecnli cizray d`xpke xtq
,zenyp ileblib ,ziakek dklyd oebk xtqa dfig`l milw `l
dpen` yiy oin`n ip` la` .cere dlaw ,gvpd iiga dpen`d
yiy cera la` eplekl yiy c`n deab xac `id dpen` .l`xyia
dl`k epipia yi .mideabe milecb mixqn helwl milbeqny dl`k
zzl miticrne cala miyegd zyng mr x`yidl miywrzny
ipgex ikd xacd `id dpen` .oekp `l dne oekp dn hilgdl sebl
leki ip` dlaw ly "zetih" dnk zcnly oeeikn .mc`a yiy
dpen` ly dxitqd dlawd it lr .zexitqd xyrl jze` zeptdl
zxyrn xzeia dkenpd dxitqd `idy zekln zxitq `id
zxitq `id dpen` ly dxitqd il didy melg it lr .zexitqd
oia dxizq oi` .zexitqd zxyr oian ddeab ikd dxitqd ,xzk
zccnp dpen`y oeeikn .dpen` mi`xew dnl ielz .zercd izy
361 xac seq
xac mey dyer `le oin`n mc`d m`y ,miyrna xac ly eteqa
miyrnd ly dxitqdy ixd .oin`n eppi`y mvra el aygp ,`yepa
zxitq `id miyrnd ly dxitqde dpen`d ly dxitql zaygp
lawny ilkk dpen`l qgizp m` la` .dpezgz ikd `idy zekln
zezin` .miyegd zynga helwl dywy zelecb zezin` ekezl
cere ,zinipt divi`ehpi`ae wxe cala oeibdd dvwa zeqtzpy
ikd dxitqdy ixd d"awa zewacd `id dpen`d xwir dfl sqep
.xzk zxitq `idy ddeab ikd dxitqd `id dpen`l dni`zn
d"awa dpen`y ixd ddeab ikd dxitqd `id xzk zxitqy oeeikn
xzei epaei mixacdy liayae zrce dpia dnkg lrn dpen` `id
dxenb dricia dcearl jled mc` :ze`ivndn dnbec `ia` aeh
i`ceea xky el mipzep oi`y d`xi `ed m`e ,jk lr xky lawi `edy
la` .zrcdn dhnl ly dyrn edf .dceard mewn z` aefri `edy
`l oiicre dpy 3400n dlrnl xak d"awd z` caer l`xyi mr
`id miizcd l`xyi mr zcear .`ad mlerd ly edvw z` mi`ex
dpen`a wx zfg`py dcear `id `l` .zrcd on dlrnl dcear
miaehd miyrnde zeevnd lk lr xky mrt mlyi d"awdy
zekln xzk `ed xzk lky milaewnd mixne` ote` lka .epiyry
zn` xaic izi`xy melgd mbe dxizq mey o`k oi` zn`ay jk
mby xtqa aezk iz`vn melg eze` z` iznlgy ixg` mipye
izy zeidl zekixv mc`l .dpen` ly dxitq zaygp xzk zxitq
zelecbe zedeab zezin` hlewy ilk zeidl cg` cvn dpen`d ibeq
cvne d"awa zewacl se`yle ytgl mbe ely divi`ehpi`d zxfra
y`x" mixne`y enk .ezpen` it lr lrete iyrn zeidl eilr ipy
dpen`d `id yiy ddeab ikd dpen`d ."dnc`d lr milbxe minya
oial mler `xea ze`ivna dpen` oia lcad yi .mler `xeaa
inkg ici lr miyxetne dxeza miaezky eixacl ,ea dpen`d
.ycewd ixtqa l`xyi
ipa daxd cere minlqen cx`iline mixvep cx`ilin meik yi
.mlerl `xea ze`ivna mipin`ny idylk zca mifge` mpi`y mc`
dpen`d mr .mlerd z` mzqitz jxc z` dpyn z`f dpen`
melyde miigd zkxa 362