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Period 3
4/24/17
Isn't it funny how people think they know you? They think they know every single thing
about you and your emotions. How it will affect you, and how you'll feel after they say it to you.
The pain of it all is like getting stabbed, and your cut gets deeper and deeper each day by
millimeters. It's the kind of sadness where you have to fake a smile to make everyone around you
think you're okay. It's all just an illusion to them. It's the kind of sadness where you have to pour
your thoughts and tears onto your pillow when you get home, alone, so that no one notices how
you're really feeling inside. The deeper the knife goes, the more it hurts, and it's rare to find
someone who can survive the pain alone. Even if you do, you won't ever be the same. This may
seem a little ridiculous, but today was different. Today was the first day Allison had ever felt this
way.
"Are you awake?" said a familiar husky voice. Alison squinted her eyes and thought for a
second then, she remembered. She had forgotten that Brendan, one of her best friends, had
stayed the night yesterday in an attempt to lighten her up. They watched those gross rom-com
movies and snacked on junk food until they fell asleep Allison hadn't been in the best of moods
lately, and another problem with this besides the fact that Allison didnt want to get up or do
much of anything was that Allison and Brendans moods were directly linked. If Allison felt bad,
so did Brendan.
At that moment, the glittering of rainfall started to drift down from outside the windows,
obtaining a beautiful world, now re-established and alive again. Allison squinted and looked out
the window for a second. She raised her arms up in an attempt to stretch and hit something.
"Oh, sorry Brendan, didnt mean to hit you. Did you notice that its raining outside?" Allison
said, as she slowly got up and walked up to the window and stuck her face up so close to the
windowsill that you would've thought it was glued, if you didn't know any better.
"It's okay." Brendan said, as he got up, rustling his curly dark brown hair, then made his way to
open the door to take a peek out at what it looked like outside.
"Looks beautiful out, Ali! We should go out for a walk!" Brendan said, as he walked outside and
held his arms up, allowing a couple snowflakes and raindrops to lightly fall on his skin.
As Alison walked outside, the first thing that she had thought to do was to dance into the rain.
Alison had always thought that the rain was one of Earths greatest and most calming natural
phenomenon.
Brendan suddenly burst into laughter. The childish wonder she exhibited was entirely too
contagious. Brendan couldn't complain because it was the first time Alison had smiled for a good
couple of days. The Brendan's cell phone had started ringing, interrupting his melodious
laughter.
"One second, it's my mum." Brendan said, with a bit of worry tinting his deep voice. It must have
been pretty important, because Anne, Brendan's mom, was always busy with something, whether
it be shopping, or a business meeting. She rarely had enough time to call. Alison couldn't really
make anything out of the conversation, probably because Brendan was speaking almost as
quietly as the sound the wind made as it whooshed past you. He hung up, after what had seemed
like five minutes, turned to Alison, and gave her a small grin. Alison looked up into Brendan's
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eyes, and saw what his smile wasn't saying. She could tell something else was up, but she wasnt
"Maybe... you got bit by a radioactive spider and you have the ability to shoot spider webs out of
your hands and possibly save the world?!" Alison said, with false excitement.
"No, silly! I just found out that I'm moving in with you! Temporarily, but still!" Brendan said, a
"Really? Wait... what are my parents going to think of this?" Alison said, a bit overwhelmed with
"Well, apparently, Anne called your dad, and asked if I could move in with you, since Anne is
leaving to America for a year or two for a modeling job, and your dad said it was okay!" He said,
as if it were obvious.
"Yes!" Alison had said, with just a bit more enthusiasm than was needed, but she was just as
happy as she sounded. Brendan chuckled, and gave Allison a big grin, showing the dimples on
his cheeks. She smiled back at him, but she knew something was wrong, given the look of worry
she had seen in his eyes when he had gotten off of the phone with Anne. Brendan and Alison sat
there on the bench in the local park, in silence, for what had seemed to be an hour, both lost in
their own thoughts, watching the ducks in the pond float by. Alison was in her own oblivious
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world at the moment. Her anxiety was slowly plaguing every inch of her mind. She could only
think about how life was so fleeting and she could only worry about the people closest to her.
One repetitive thought kept popping into her mind. What if something happened to Brendan, her
father or Annabelle? The answer was simple. She knew that if anything bad ever happened, she
When they arrived at her house, she had already opened the door and let herself in. Brendan
stood at the door, staring at her with questioning eyes. She had been too invested in her own
thoughts and hadn't realized that she didn't think to let Brendan inside.
"Oops! You know, Brendan, you don't really need my permission to come in anymore, okay?
"Okay..." he replied, with no emotion or set tone of voice whatsoever. Alison sighed, yet again.
"Brendan, why are you acting so weird?" She asked, softly. He looked up into her eyes. He knew
he had to tell her, she could see right through the poison that was his lies.
"Brendan, it's okay if you don't want to live with me. I get it, you miss your mom" Allison said,
hesitantly. Brendan looked up, with sorrow and tears crawling down his face, and gave her a
pained look.
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"No, Allison, oh my gosh, no it has nothing to do with you. I mean I will miss my mom but thats
not why Ive been acting weird." he said, cautiously. Alison nodded. Brendan took a deep breath,
"I lied about Anne going on a year-long vacation. What really happened was that my dad. . . well,
he, died. I needed an excuse to clear my mind, and to get away from home for a bit. Same as my
mom, really." He said, sadly. I looked into his eyes for further explanation, and so he obliged.
"I came home one day after I was with you, and I needed to talk to him about something
important. Once I got into his office, all I saw was his lifeless body, lying on the floor, and blood
pooling at every angle. The first thing I had managed to say was: 'Dad, this isn't funny, please
don't joke around like this.' And when he didn't answer, I knew it wasn't a joke. He really was
gone." Brendan looked at Allison one more time before breaking down, choking on his own
tears.
"Brendan, I'm so sorry. Is there anything I can do to help you feel better?" Allison said,
sympathetically, which she later realized that giving sympathy is always a mistake.
"I don't need your sympathy, Allison!" he yelled, a tone of sadness tinting his voice.
Allison was taken aback by his sudden mood change, but she understood. She went through the
same exact thing when her mother had died. Anger. Denial. Shock. Depression. She would have
thought that Brendan would have taken it a bit easier, but then again, the world is, after all, a
cruel place. Brendan's dad was his idol, and there wasn't anything that was going to change that.
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The next day, Allison woke up to the shrill scream of her phone, banging its way through her
temples. She had woken up with a headache that had followed her to her sleep. She buried her
head back into her covers. She didn't want to talk to anyone at the moment. She was determined
to hide away from Brendan as long as she possibly could, not because he was especially hard to
live with or that he was frustrating, but because Brendan's grief reminded her too much of when
she was told that her mother had died. She closed her eyes and took the chance to shut out the
world for a couple more hours. Alison woke up to the sound of the birds chirping happily, and
thought, it's going to be a great day! Just then, she remembered that someone had called earlier
this morning... and she walked over to her end table and grabbed the phone. Looking at the
voicemail, Allison saw Annabelle's name pop up. She checked what time the voicemail was sent.
Allison listened to the voicemail as Annabelle said the words that Alison was least expecting, and
the words she would have never wanted to hear. Annabelle had a very tragic past... her parents
were as welcome in Annabelle's house as a skunk would be at a lawn party. Annabelle's parents
had abused her since she was a child... she said she didn't remember the first time it had started
but she sure did remember the last. Annabelle's parents had nearly killed her... shoving her in
front of cars in busy highways, purposefully starving her, physically abusing her when they felt
that she was not what they needed her to be. Allison was Annabelles rock. Her one and only
person that Annabelle completely trusted. Allison pressed play to listen to the voicemail.
"Alli, my parents came back yesterday. They said they were moving in with me. I don't want
them to! They've already beat me one more time than the last. I cant handle it anymore, Alli.
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I'm sorry. I'm at my favorite place. I hope you can forgive me." Alison could hear Annabelle's
Alison would have never imagined that Annabelle would ever think to do such a thing, and to
ever think that she might have been partial reason that her own best friend took her own life, it
was pure torture. She knew that Anna had it bad, but never once thought that Anna had ever
gotten to the point where she had to even think of taking her own life away just to take the pain
away. Anna was strong, staying lively and happy, all of the eighteen years she'd been alive...but
she was one of the most cheerful people that Allison had ever known. Allison would have been
late to go to the park (Anna's favourite place) to find Anna, but she needed to know that her best
friend was okay, or even if her best friend was okay. Alison refused to believe that Annabelle had
really made the decision to take her own life. She probably meant she wanted to find somewhere
else to live or something. That had to be it. She tried to call Annabelles number, but her call
went straight to voicemail. Maybe her phone died. She called Brendan's name once, not
believing what Annabelle had sounded out for her on the telephone. Alison needed to show
Brendan what the voicemail that Anna had sent, said, and badly.
When Brendan had finally shown up, all Allison did was shove the phone that had repeated those
dreadful words that no one had ever wanted to hear into Brendan's hand.
"It's Annabelle. She seemed off when she called... I should have done something when she
Later on, the police department called and they said, "Do you know a girl named Annabelle
Tilley? Do you know anything about her whereabouts?" Alison told them the whole story, and let
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them listen to the voicemail since they needed all the information they could get about Annabelle
in order to find her. The police said that they would call Allison and Brendan when they get more
information as to where Annabelle was, and if she was still alive and okay. Allison had a feeling
in her gut that Annabelle was no longer alive, but she also knew that even if Annabelle wasn't
"Allison, you should go to sleep. It's been a hard day for the both of us." Brendan said,
cautiously. Anyone could tell, that at that moment, Allison was ready to drift into an endless
slumber, unless Annabelle came back into her life. Allison had already missed Annabelle dearly,
and wasn't handling the current situation very easily. All she could do, was hope they found
Anna, safe and sound, and most importantly... alive. Allison had started to drift off, closing her
Annabelle's conscience had followed Allison into her slumber, haunting her dreams, though they
did not seem like dreams, they seemed real, and they were reminding her of how she could have
done something to help Annabelle, and Annabelle's happy times and smiles of the past had all
seemed fake now, as Allison's mind tortured her with old images and memories of her missing
friend, and how selfish Allison had been, not even getting up to check her missed messages on
her phone that morning. All she could do was scream and cry. She couldn't do anything now.
Allison had felt really guilty the next morning. She had felt so bad that she had blamed
Annabelle's missing status on herself, because she hadn't done anything to help.
Allison woke up to Brendan shaking her shoulders, yelling at her to wake up.
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"You screamed, and I heard you calling out Annabelle's name, so I tried waking you up."
"I...saw...Anna...belle...it-t seemed s-o-o real, Brendan." Alison said, stuttering on her words,
forcefully trying to hold back the tears that seemed to be crawling to the surface of her eyes.
"Shh...it was just a dream, Allison! It's okay now...it'll all be okay." Brendan said, soothingly. He
"It wasn't a dream! I saw her! It really was her!" Allison said, with frustration in her voice.
"Alison, please calm down. It was just a dream, nothing to worry about! We'll find her, I know
it!" He said, reassuringly. Somehow, deep down, Allison still didn't believe him, but that part of
her that did want to believe that they could find Anna, had won Allison's mind over, and she said,
"Do you really think so?" And to anyone, that would sound naive, and maybe because it was, but
The phone rang early the next morning, and Allison had raced to get the call. She would never
pass away a phone call like she did with Annabelle ever again, just in case it was something
important. She answered the phone, eagerly, and it was the police yet again.
"Did you find any more information on Annabelle Tilley yet?" Allison said, hopeful.
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"Actually...that's what we had called to talk about. Something...happened to Anna." One of the
"What is it?!" Allison had said, anxiously waiting for what they had to say about her missing
friend.
"She...passed away."
"What? How?" Allison demanded, looking for an exact answer as to how her friend had died, but
"We couldn't find her body. . . we only had one witness, who said they saw her swimming in the
Right then, Allison hung up the phone, and screamed in pain. Pain of losing a friend...she cried a
river, with ragged currents flowing down her cheeks onto the wilted collar of her shirt. Alison
cried for hours and hours, she cried until she didn't have any tears left. And all she knew, was that
she should have helped Anna, in some way; in any way. Alison felt as if she had committed a
crime, not helping your own friend get out of committing suicide. And in Allison's world . . . it
was a crime, and a horrible one at that. Alison felt as if she could never forgive herself for this,
and Allison finally fully understood Annabelle's agony. Allison's grief was so much greater than
Brendan's had ever been. Alison didn't think she deserved to live, it wasn't at all Annabelle's
cause of suicide. Annabelle had felt that she needed to leave this world to take away the pain, but
Allison, she felt as if she was the offender and Annabelle was the victim.
"Annabelle...is...dead..." Allison said, through her pained voice, and she felt as though she could
not say a word anymore. She ran out of the house and into the pouring rain.
Allison thought for what seemed like hours, and after reasoning with herself, she had decided to
go back to her house. She wasn't as miserable as she was before, when she had found out that
Anna had died...she felt stronger. Somehow, Allison knew that she could get through this tough
time in her life, and she knew she would end up okay, even when it felt like her world was
crumbling down right in front of her. She would still always have the memory of Annabelle, and
she would always have that feeling of guilt whenever she thought of her, but at least she still had
She ran back to her house, ran into the front door, and yelled, "Brendan!"
Brendan came running down the stairs, and hugged Allison really tightly.
"I thought I lost you too, Allison! You scared me, I felt so alone!" Brendan said, sadly.
"I'm sorry for leaving you. . . I seem to have a horrible habit of leaving when people need me the