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my country is
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abroad
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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I
hoax country
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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The Scavengers -
Waiting Our Turn
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
gone abroad amma birago
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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be longing
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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alien and indigo, tucked in halfway house sparse room and board,
upgrade of heart break hotel barn in florida country orange grove,
oranges spit-shine crawling in heaps on plantation burial grounds
en route deluxe grocery stores from manhattan to santa monica;
see here halfway house man now assistant manager and finally,
woes of 'marry my daughter give me' to stiff corporate cuff at rest
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
gone abroad amma birago
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
gone abroad amma birago
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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driven places
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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travel and see
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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be free
be grateful for what a place has taught you, or you could never leave there, wake up every
day and stuck.
be grateful for what the priest with the knife to you and the desire to cause your heart and
your neck to bleed into your throat and into the pit of your stomach. be grateful for what
this priest has taught you or you would never rise up and walk away from this high-end
and big-spender altar and place, …
be grateful for what time has thought you… the jail it put you in, the exile and the sacrifice.
time and its tide, how it never waited for you, how time left you and took with it your heart
and mind away, time like a thief in the night, in the middle of the night and time in broad
day light … how time left you wallowing with grief and your heart still broken, unable to
walk, and time upping and leaving never telling you why …
be grateful for what your mother’s birth canals have thought you, their expulsing you out
into this bright and garish and unmerciful light, this place the belly of the beast, what it all
has thought you, or you will never live to learn, or you will die again before you are born
again and never get to see the light of day.
be grateful, it is the only balm of gilead we got left out here.
be grateful here on this earth.
be grateful so you be free to go where you please,
to heaven here on earth
or away from here
and whenever you please.
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
gone abroad amma birago
miracle mile
dawntime
on miracle mile. through broad glass windows, Page | 20
the city streaming by. rapid buses on miracle
mile, three rapids back to back and thinking
overland train undercover heart of the city vein
near pacific ocean at world’s end ...
world without end.
nighttime
on miracle mile multicultural and psychedelic
the city streaming by. rapid buses on miracle
mile, knife sunk into the hub of the city thinking
someone broke the heart of the city and a river
zigzags through at world’s end ...
world without end.
daytime
on miracle mile. through broad glass windows,
the city streaming by. rapid buses on miracle
mile, three rapids back to back and thinking
of vistas of sidewalks of beautiful people
tired of waiting, without agents, flock
into the city, behind the scenes on movie sets
on miracle mile at world’s end ...
world without end.
at dusk
on wilshire on miracle mile
the city foreign transmogrified …
homely in essence and serengeti;
here come the giraffe,
there go the zebra,
here bambi
and there okapi
minus agents
unleashed on miracle mile,
pacifica city at worlds end.
world without end.
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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heart of darkness
embodied;
it is the only way for it to grow
out of you, and you out of it,
both free.
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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homecoming -
- turtle packs on their backs like passion houses
- two push carts towards mirage sunrise prizes
- towards each other like ships in the night
as broad daylight equip unwashed silences.
window shopping -
- turtle packs of worldly goods on push carts
- two stand transfixed at the mirage car wash
- its power rainmaker of water and sudsy soap -
thrilling hygiene enshrined in gas chamber.
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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IV
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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harmattan country
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning
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leimert park
leimert park is village square. it comes alive on Sundays and Saturdays at
noon till well into the night, the translucent and neon orange of the street
lights glowing in the implacable dark, leimert park like tropical African village
square comes alive and will be left to its own devices.
I once walked from Baldwin Hills to Leimert park on a Sunday afternoon. I
would never feel lost in the world, I thought. Wherever I am the drums my
compass, the landscape and the sweet handclaps and voices showay and quilt
codes.
leimert park village square come alive. I will never feel lost in the world.
…. Spend long enough at war, and you cannot fit in anywhere else.
It finally kills you. It is not a new story. It starts out like love, but it is death.
Chris Hedges - War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning