NEVER FOUND

Prologue

PRESENT DAY

SITTING IDOL IN MY PG IN GUWAHATI TRYING TO RECIPROCATE MY SELF FROM THE

MISTAKES DONE IN MY LIFE.

IS LOVING SOMEONE IS THE MOST VICIOUS THING IN THE WORLD??

WHY ITS HEART SOO MUCH??

WHY I ALWAYS KEPT ALONE AND BROKEN ALL THE TIME??

DID I HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG??

AND NOW EVERYBODY LAUGHS AT ME I MEAN MY SOUL MY MIND MY CONCIOUSNESS

THAT HOW DUMB I AM REALLY

IS LOVING SOMEONE UNCONDITIONALLY IS MY FAULT??

STANDING WITH HER IN HER BAD TIME WAS MY MISTAKE??

AND WHAT I GOT FROM HER A STRAIGHT FORWARD REJECTION AFTER SHOWING ME A
DREAM OF BEING MINE……

WAS THAT MY FAULT??

OR ITS HURT BECAUSE IN MIY BAD TIME SHE LEFT ME BROKEN ONCE AGAIN……

DID HER PROMICES WERE LIE????

OFCOURCE NOT HEN WHAT IS THE REGION SHE HAS REJECTED ME??

OR SOMEONE IN HER LIFE HAS COME AND SHE IS HIDDING IT????

WITHIN ALL THIS DEBATE BETWEEN MY MIND AND MY HEART I AM KEEP ON CHECKING
WHATSAAP MESSAGES FROM
HER…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
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HI, MY NAME IS ASHUTOSH TIWARI 24YEARS OLD I AM A COMMON UNDER GRADUATE BOY
WORKING IN A MULTINATIONAL COMPANY AS A TERITORY MANNEGER OF NORTH EAST.

YES I M TOO YOUNG FOR THIS POST BUT I HAVE WORKED HARD AND ITS TAKE 4 LONG YEAR
TO GET INTO THIS POSSITION.

4 YEARS BACK……………….
2013
GETTING READY FOR MY COLLEGE IN EARLY MORNING AND GIVING SLANGS TO AKASH…….

AKASH MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND A FRIEND ONLY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSE U CAN SAY
WE WERE TOGETHER FROM CLASS 2, NOT ONLY HE , ME AVINASH MY CLOSEST ONE AND
AKASH FROM CLASS 2 TO THE END OF GRADUATION WE WERE TOGETHER.

BUT DUE TO MY FAMILY PROBLEM I WOULD HAVE TO JOIN A JOB AS A DELIVERY BOY IN THE
PRESENT COMPANY I AM…

AVINASH CALLED : HELLO WERE ARE YOU??

ME : COMING YAAR ITS REALLY HEADACHE TO WAKE UP SO EARLY IN THE MORNING AND
GO FOR THE COLLEGE.

AVINASH : SALE CHUTIYA AKASH KO JITNA GALI DO KAM HAI

ME : OKAY WAIT M COMING………

AKASH WAS THE ONE WHO FILLED MY FORMS IN COLLEGE SO THAT WE COULD BE
TOGETHER FOR THE REST OF THE YEARS……

WE USE TO GO COLLEGE TOGETHER HAVE FUN AND THEY RETURN TO HOME AND I M BACK
TO MY WORK………

THREE YEARS PASSED……………………

2016
IN HIND MOTOR STATION AT 9:30 PM
FINDING HER ONCE AGAIN U ARE TOTALLY MAD GUY : AKASH SAID

ABEY TU NAAM BATA NA KHALI : ME

SUMAN HAI NAAM BE BUT SUR NAME PATA NAHI : AKASH SAID

TU SALA ITNE DIN SE KHOJ RAHA HAI USHKO CHAIN NAHI HAI TEREKO???? AVINASH SAID

BHAI CHAIN KAHEY KESHEY HOGA AND STILL TRYING TO SEARCH HER ON FACEBOOK….

BUT NO RESULTS….. AND I TOOK A LEAVE FROM THEIR WITH AVINASH……

TU BHUL KUYN NAHI JATA SAB KUCH?????

NEXT DAY
MY MOTHER WAS SHOUTING AT ME FOR GETTING LATE FOR THE WORK……

ITS REALLY AWSOME FEELING TO HEAR A SCOLDING FROM MOM AT THE MORNING AND
HUG HER FOR TWO MINUTES AND SHE JUST GOT MELTED WITH THAT HUG………

CHECKED MY PHONE ITS 9:30 AM…….

PREPAIRED MY SELF FOR OFFICE AND GET MY BAG AND STARTED RUNNING FOR CATCHING
MY SCHEDULED WORK…..

ON STATION WAITING FOR THE TRAIN CHECKED MY FB NO MESSAGES NO NOTIFICATIONS

BUT GOT ONE FRIEND REQUEST BUT NETWORK REALLY SUCKS….

AFTER LONG TRY ITS FINALLY OPENED OH MY GOD ITS HER REQUEST WITH EXITMENT I
JUMPED OFF MY HEART STARTED POUNDING AND MY BREATH WERE BECOMING HEAVY IN
EXITMENT I FORGET TO ACCEPT HER REQUEST AND MY DESTINATION STATION CAME….

I RAN FOR CATCHING BUS NOW TOWARDS MY OFFICE IN THE MEAN TIME I CHECKED ONCE
AGAIN AND ACCEPTED HER REQUEST AND WITHIN NO TIME I SEND HER MESSAGE ……..
ME: HII…..

AFTER A LONG PAUSE I COULDN’T STOP MYSELF AND AGAIN TEXTED HER DID U REMEMBER
ME????

SHE REPLIED: YES THAT’S WHY I SEND YOU REQUEST…..

ME: THAT’S GOOD

SHE : HMMM

NOW WHAT TO SAY TO HER???

SO WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW I TEXTED….

SHE : NOTHING MUCH U SAY??

I QUICKLY INFORMED AVINASH REGARDING THIS

HE : ABEY CHECK KARLENA KAHI WOH AKASH TO NAHI??

MY MIND STRUCKS AND I STARTED INVESTIGATION AND WITHIN NO TIME I ASKED FOR HER
WHATSAAP NUMBER…

SHE: 78*********** TEXT ME AT EVENING

I TOLD EVERYTHING TO AVINASH HE SAID OKAY THEN WAIT FOR THE EVENING….

TIME WAS NOT PASSING TODAY ITS BECOMING A NEVER ENDING DAY FOR MYLIFE

UNFORTUNATELLY EVENING CAME AND I TEXTED HER ON WHATSAAP AT 5:30 PM, YES IT
WAS NOT AN PROPER EVENING THOUGH I JUST CAN’T WAIT FOR MYSELF TO TALK TO HER
ITS LIKE MY LIFE HAS CHANGED AND EACH AND EVERY HAPPINESS STRUCKS MY DOOR AT
ONE CHANCE……

WE DIDN’T TAKE A LONG TIME AND DECIDED TO MEET NEXT DAY…..

WE MET AT EVENING AND TAKEN AN EVENING WALK AND JUST KEEPING MY EYES STRUCKS
ON HER FACE BUT STILL I TRIED TO HIDE MY FELINGS…..

AFTER BEING WITH HER I DIDN’T KEPT MYSELF ASIDE AND TEXTED HER

ME : HIII…… ITS REALLY FEEL GOOD TO BE WITH YOU….

SHE : SAME HERE……

SHE : SHOULD I TELL YOU ONETHING?

ME : YES OFCOURSE…
SHE : I LOVE YOU PLEASE DON’T TAKE IT OTHER WISE

ME : SHOULD’NT WE TAKE MORE TIME TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER???

INSIDE I M SCOLDING MYSELF WHAT A DUMP I AM REALLY…

SHE: DEKHO U DON’T KNOW WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU THAT’S WHY I M SAYING THIS FIRST…

IN NO TIME I ACCEPTED HER PROPOSAL AND WE WERE IN RELATIONSHIP I TOLD HER

EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSLEF BUT GIRLS THEY REALLY A GOOD SECREAT KEEPER…

PRESENT DAY……

IN BIHAR AT MY SISTERS HOUSE JUST CHILLING AT OUTSKIRT OF THE HOUSE WITH MY

SIBBLINGS AND AFTER TAKING MY DINNER PREPAIRED FOR SLEEP TOMMOROW MORNING
IS A BIG DAY FOR ME BECAUSE A BIG CONSINGMENT I GOING TO COME IN THE HAND AND
JUST WAITING FOR THE MOMENT AND EXPECTING FOR A GOOD SLEEP FOR THE GOOD DAY
STARTING……………………………………………..

NEXT DAY

PRESENTATIONS WERE GOING ON AND I REPRESENTED ON BEHALF OF MY COMPANY. MY

SENIOURS WERE APPRICIATING ME AND WERE TRYING TO GET THE WORK DONE SOON SO
THAT WE COULD GO HOME EARLY AS POSSIBLE.