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by
HAYYIM NAHMAN BIALIK
by I. M. LASK
1939-5700
Copyright, 1939, by
THE JEWISH PUBLICATION SOCIETY OF AMEillc.&
PHILADELPHIA, PENNA.
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HAYYIM NAHMAN BIALIK
AN INTERPRETATION
by I. M. LASK
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with Jews who were Jews. They knew just where they stood
with them. Besides, Jewish assimilationists and socialists,
as far as any existed, were found in rather different spheres;
the former in the large towns of Central Russia, the latter
wherever factories were beginning to spring up.
One of the two most important contemporary Hebrew
novelists, Hayyim Hazaz, has described the coming of a
Jewish revolutionary among forest villagers in his novel
Beyishub she/ Ya'ar (In Forest Homes). The outstanding
thing about this revolutionary was the fact that he com
pletely failed to exert the slightest influence on those woods
men, even though the 1905 Revolution was just behind
them. The woodsmen preferred the normal, simple, pious
Jewish "factor" or supervisor to the young intellectual who
was staying with him and who spoke big words which they
did not understand.
Hazaz is mentioned here because he, like Bialik, also was
born and brought up amid forests, though a generation
later; and he portrays Jews and the conditions uHder which
they live as truly as any historian. What was true of his
childhood was even more true of Bialik's childhood twenty
or thirty years earlier. By the beginning of this century
the outer world had already forced its way through the
aisles and glades of the vast forests of Eastern Europe;
children knew all about the wicked Japanese and their War
with the Tzar, just as in Tel Aviv today the four-and-five
year-olds are informed about the cruel deeds of Hitler.
In Bialik's childhood, the village was a complete universe
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beings have existed. The cry of the widow and orphan have
resounded throughout the world in all ages. But, in this
case, the orphan was Bialik; and an orphan in spirit Bialik
remained all his life.
Most of his poems and much of his prose are attempts
to pass behind and beyond this spirit of orphanhood back
to his enchanted childhood. Yet, like the angel with the
fiery sword that guards the approaches to the Garden of
Eden, his orphanhood stood in his life's path. And, such is
the mysterious power of the poet, his poems, those records
of his attempts to evade the angel, speak for his entire
generation and people, if not for all mankind. What he
describes, happens to us all in one way or another; but
some of us subdue and subj ugate it; others are subjugated
by it, and turn down some detour into one or another form
of madness; while one in myriads, a Bialik or a Freud,
transmutes his experience into something that can benefit
all men. What gives them this mysterious power cannot
be explained ; nor can it be explained away.
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the Hebrew word, turned him at a very early age into the
leading Hebrew poet; that is, they caused general recog
nition, as it were, to be given to Bialik's pre-eminence some
fifteen years or more earlier than would otherwise have been
the case. Bialik became the Jewish poet laureate, with the
responsibilities of a poet laureate, before he was thirty.
It is possible that this early recognition may have influ
enced his poetry adversely. He resented such unsought
responsibility; and he found an outlet for his resentment
in his famous "prophetic" poems. In these he systematically
berates his people for not being what they should be and for
not doing what they should do. Naturally the Hebrew
reader was convinced (and perhaps Bialik himself was as
well) that the rebuked were those who did not follow the
right path of the Jewish national and Zionist revival. Yet
rereading these poems, I have the feeling that the poet
Bialik was really reviling those, and that part of himself,
who and which would not let him continue his own private
conflict. Several poems written during the decade 19()(}-
1910 are ostensibly epitaphs for himself; yet on careful
reading they are clearly intended for his father, "a plain
simple man, weary and weak."
It was his great fear at the time, and to it he devotes a
poem, that he would die leaving one song unsung; it is true
that he practically ceased writing poetry for seventeen years,
yet ere he died he sang that song; and a bitter one i t was.
In 1911 he compared himself to a twig from which the ripe
fruit has fallen, and which lies sleeping against the fence;
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each river and every lake, and the distant isles in his
journey did take. He passed over the Mountains ot
Gloom, took the Deserts of Doom in his stride, setting
wisdom and knowledge like eggs aside, leaving nothing
behind be it large be it small, and grew wiser than
Solomon, Agur and all ; and when he came out and
when he came in, he spoke wisdom of earth and of all
things therein. He was clever by day and clever by
night, knew what is above and below out of sight,
what is before and what is behind ; he could tell white
from black without guessing blind, long-eared asses
from men in masses, Jordan water from porter or port;
in brief a fine lad who knew just what he ought.
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pure. The skies were summer skies, the earth summer earth.
Plant and beast were all of summer; even my coaeval
Feigele, the only playmate I had in the entire village, was
likewise summer through and through.
I can find in it no more than one single winter's day, all
hammered of frost and ice, standing to one side cruel and
menacing as an armed robber. Close by lies a solitary day
of storm, flung in the mire like carrion, rank with malice
and running with sadness. Yet these are no more than
excrescences, refuse. The world in its purity, which spread
from the grass growing on the walls of our tiny house as
far as the greenwood where the eye came to a stop at the
end of our village - that world was full of summer.
On this tapestry, all of it blue of firmament and green
of grass, are now woven the sights of my world in those
early days, sights placid and tenuous as wisps of clear
curling mist, half riddle-me-ree and half dream ; yet there
is naught so bright and vivid as they, nothing so real as
their reality. Those were sights for my soul to drink,
elemental forms vouchsafed me from Heaven, alms and
charity of God granted by reason of my tender years and
helplessness, my lips that were dumb and my brimming
heart. Gentle I was, tiny and lonely. I did not yet know
how to ask questions or call things by their name, and there
was nobody at hand to open my mouth or rouse me. None
took me by the hand, none bore me in mind. I wandered
solitary around my nest as might an orphan fledgling. My
father and mother let me be; no eye yearned over me.
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a thing is with a dream ! All the same, and come what may,
I shall relate it. The dream was a thing real and true,
almost something that actually happened. So it has about
it nothing weird or confusing, nothing out of the ordinary.
And to me the proper place for it seems to be here.
In my dream a long, sandy track stretches ahead of me,
crowded with long files of persons returning from a fair.
I am among them. How I come to be among them I do not
know, but I am in the midst of a noisy company and go their
way almost without noticing it. There is a confused hub
bub and yelling all around. Carts, wagons, empty or laden
with wares or with passengers, drivers, horse-leaders and
grooms, horsemen and men afoot, man and beast in a con
fused multitude, weary and heavy, drag themselves through
clouds of dust and rising sand. Walking is as hard as split
ting the sea. Legs and wheels sink halfway in the slipping
sand. There is dust, there is heat; there is no strength.
Weary, wayworn, sticky with sweat, everybody angry and
feeling distasteful to himself, all of them shout and yell
and lash their beasts in rage. The fair, it would seem, can
not have been much of a success. Not one has achieved
the moiety of all he had hoped for. So they vent their
spleen on their unhappy beasts of burden.
The worse the track, the more impatient the people grow
and the greater becomes the noise and confusion. Nobody
pays any more attention to his neighbor. Each one urges
the other forward; all of them together delay one another.
"Hi ! Hi !" they yell. "You there ! Out of the way and let
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me pass !" "Keep to your place, you son of a dog !" And
never a one of them would shift or budge or change his
mind. Each man goes on because the rest are going on ;
and stops because they all stop. They are indeed no more
than a herd, a driven flock; and I also belong to this herd,
this flock. I straggle along amid them, without any idea
what I am doing there. I am weary. Oh, my head, my head !
If this goes on I shall faint; all the same I keep on going
forward. I keep on walking in spite of myself, as though
I have no idea what I am doing.
So I walk; I drag myself along. Suddenly I see the green
banks of a stream ahead of me. I open my eyes wide. Upon
your souls, those really are the banks of a stream that runs
fresh and cheerful. Lofty trees, set close together, run to
the right of the entire track, like a green wall alongside,
and separate those on the track from some wondrous other
world beyond. My spirit is restored by the very sight.
I wonder how it can have come about that I never noticed
it before. Here are the trees; here they have been from the
beginning. Yet even now it seems that nobody except me
has noticed them. My very soul goes out with yearning
for the trees beside the stream; yet without withdrawing
my attention from them, I continue to follow in the track
of the walking files of men, walking, ever walking.
Yonder, on the other side of the trees, lies some other,
some bright and restful world. I know of it. Nobody apart
from me knows of it. And I continue straggling along behind
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most resembled this were the alephs, all arms swinging and
legs striding, and the gimels with their boot moving off to the
left, particularly when they had the kubbutz vowel beneath
them, its three dots like a ladder. These were real soldiers,
armed head to foot. The alephs had their knapsacks on
their backs and strode along somewhat bowed under their
burden, proceeding to manoeuvres, while the gimels stood
foot out, all ready for the march. My eyes began to search
the sides and flanks of the hornbook.
"Whom are you looking for ?" asked the assistant.
"For the drummer," said I, my eyes searching.
The assistant dropped the pointer, took me by my chin,
raised my head slightly and stared at me with animal-like
eyes. Suddenly he roused and said, "Get down !"
Two syllables, no more. And at once another child took
my place and I went down vexed and went off into a corner
so as not to know what the assistant wanted. All day long
I daydreamed about armies and soldiers. Next day, when
I went up again, the assistant showed me the form of an
aleph and asked me:
"Can you see the yoke and pair of pails ?"
"That's true, upon my soul ; a yoke and pair of pails !"
"Well, that's an aleph," testified the assistant.
"Well, that's an aleph," I repeated after him.
"What's this?" the assistant asked again.
"A yoke and pair of pails," I replied, highly delighted
that the Holy and Blest One had sent me such fine utensils.
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"No. Say aleph !" repeated the assistant, and went on,
"Remember: aleph, aleph."
"Aleph, aleph . • . "
And the minute I went down the aleph flew away and
was replaced by Marusya, the gentile girl who drew water.
She never budged all day long. I saw her just as she was,
with her bare shanks, her thick plaits, and the yoke and
pails on her shoulders. And there was the well with the
trough at its side, and the ducks in the pool nearby, and the
garden of Reb Alter Kuku.
"What's this ?" the assistant asked me next day, showing
me the aleph.
"Oh, Marusya," quoth I, happy to find her.
The assistant threw down the point and spread out his
fingers; but immediately changed his mind, took me by the
chin and repeated :
"Gentile! Aleph, aleph . . . "
"Aleph, aleph, aleph . . . "
The other letters also had their various aspects for me;
they looked like beasts of burden and wild animals and
birds and fish and utensils, or simply like weird creatures,
the like of which I had not yet seen in this world. The shin
was a sort of horned snake with three heads. The lamed
was clearly nothing but a stork stretching out its neck and
standing on one leg, similar to the one that dwelt in the
tree-top behind our house. The gimel was a jack-boot, like
the one shown on the tins of shoe-polish, where a little devil
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over again. What was it they saw in me? And why were
they laughing ?
Berele brought back a bit of pitch on a splinter, and put
it down on the table in front of the teacher.
"Come down !" ordered the teacher.
Down I came.
"Come here to me • . • "
I took one tiny step towards him.
"Closer . . .
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"Cut off the thumb !" his comrade got it out ahead of him.
The cleverer children burst out laughing, and the teacher
also grinned. The stutterer felt ashamed. There was silence
once agam.
"Well ?" asked the teacher, lowering his eyelids.
"Tie a rag round it," carefully ventured one child.
"Give him a beating," decided another.
"Nay !" the teacher shook his head. "You don't know.
When a child sucks his thumb, this is what you do to him."
And he began showing the children, slowly and without
haste, adding deed to word, exactly how this matter is
attended to :
"First take pitch . . . "
And he took pitch.
"And spread it on the thumb " . . •
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him out of my sight or I'll kill him !" And at the moment
it would really seem as though I, Shmulik, had done father
some grievous wrong at one time or another, something that
could not be atoned for, as though, God forbid, I had made
his life a burden, or had tried to ensnare his soul, the Merciful
One deliver us. Lord of the Universe, when did I do him
any harm ? And what was the harm that I did him ?
So I began to avoid father, and tried to evade his presence.
When he was in the dining room I would be in the parlor;
when he was in the parlor I would be in the kitchen. There
I would find a place in one of the corners, sit all alone and
do what I most desired . . .
At that time I was very anxious to succeed in a certain
trifle. I wanted to milk the wall. I had heard from my
companions at the heder that there were wonder-workers
in the world who could do just that thing, and do it success
fully. I at once fixed my eyes on one of the walls in our
house. The lower half of this wall was damp and mildewed
and exuded a sort of green sweat. It had long attracted m y
attention. O n rainy days I would sit facing it for hours
on end, gazing at the queer shapes which the moisture
scrawled upon i t. In the green stains I saw whatever the
eye might desire: mountains and valleys, fields and forests,
castles and palaces. Such a wall, I told myself, must have
been expressly created for milking; and I no longer spent
my spare time anywhere else.
I used to examine i t from every quarter, seeking the spot
most suitable for milking. I sought and at length found.
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In the lower part of the wall, near the corner, I saw a swollen
place that looked like a nipple. That was obviously the
right spot. The only thing necessary was to make a little
hole and stick in a tube, and milk would promptly gush
forth like an overflowing fountain. In order to hold all this
plenty without a single drop running to waste, I prepared
in advance, prior to the actual milking, all kinds of recept
acles: a neckless flask, the lower half of a broken bottle,
a cracked pot used for melting pitch, part of a Rabbi Meir
Ba'al ha-Ness collecting-box, in which money had once
been collected for the Jews of the four Holy Cities of the
Holy Land, a tin can leaking and rusty, a seamed funnel
with the bottom end stopped up, a dirty skull-cap, a hard
ened, solitary shoe that had no fellow; and such similar
odds and ends and broken articles found lying on the
rubbish-heap, in the attic or under the bed. I even remem
bered a cork. And why a cork ? In order to cork up the
nipple, that is, the hole in the wall, between one milking and
the next. Surrounded by my containers and armed with
a nail and the pestle of the mortar, I sat me down on the
ground and began boring. Bang went the pestle, and the
nail sank in. My heart leapt; just another moment, just
another second, and out of the hole would gush a white,
warmish stream, hisss . . And just at this point, when I
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the windows turn blind and the house is filled with dread,
the humped wall opposite would turn reddish yellow and
begin to seethe and dance. It was a sign that the mouth of
the stove was burning, alive. At once I would be within
the recess, at the stove-mouth. I would sit with crossed
legs on whatever was left of the pile of wood lying there; I
would grip my kneecaps between my palms, bend my head
and gaze. The logs within were hard, wet and cold. Most
of them were thorny and spiny, covered with hard snow and
shaggy with bark that trembled like wispy ends of a beard.
The little flame from the dry chips under the logs and
blocks would still be weak and faint, and my heart would
tremble as long as the fire wavered and flickered, fearing
that it might go out, God forbid, before it took hold of the
logs. My eyes would watch every lick and dart of the
golden tongue, and in my heart I would urge it on and on.
"Up, up, over that chunk," I would address the flame in
my heart. "From the side, take it from the side, climb up,
up, up with you and over the back. That's it, that's what
you should do, take him by the beard, by the beard . . ."
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"Here you are, loksh ; take that, loksh !" Luckily for me the
teacher's wife came dashing out of the kitchen, kitchen-fork
in hand, to help me; otherwise I would have had to be
carried out on a stretcher.
After this I lay sick for about a fortnight, during which
time I kept on murmuring, "Loksh, tobacco, vayismahmeah,
salamander . . . " When I rose again, I regarded myself as
something of an aristocrat. Under no circumstances would
I agree to return to the heder of Reb Gershon (that being
the name of my teacher for the term in question) .
Where then did I wish to go ? To the heder of Reb Meir
down in the little valley, beyond the suburb. And why
just there ? I did not know. Once I passed through that
valley and it remained in my mind. I had seen sand there,
a gleaming pool of water, and any amount of green stuff,
a whole sea of plants. Amid the plants rose an old ruin
covered with creepers and grasses. My companions talked
about this valley a great deal, and told all sorts of wonder
ful things about it and the ruin.
At night, so they said, it was exceedingly dangerous to
go down into that valley because of the dead and the
demons. Why, the tale went that Yehiel, the ragman,
had once gone down to the ruin with his sack in search of
rags and the like. and there had found the old Reb Kehath
who had murdered his wife and died a year before, sitting
on an overturned barrel in a corner, ridding his underwear
of vermin. The tale and the peril attracted me greatly,
and now that a suitable opportunity had come my way,
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before our teacher the verses of the Psalms : "Happy the man
that hath not walked in the counsel of the wicked . . . but
his delight is in the Torah of the Lord and in his Torah
doth he meditate day and night. And he shall be like a
tree planted by streams of water . . . ;" or else it might be :
"The Lord is my shepherd ; I shall not want. He maketh
me to lie down in green pastures; He leadeth me beside the
sti� waters. He restoreth my soul . . . Yea, though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no
evil . . . " It became unnecessary to translate the words;
translation was almost a defect. The words poured out
and out from the heart, their meaning being part of them.
The gate of understanding opened of its own accord : "As
a tree planted" obviously could only mean the tree in
whose shadow we were sitting; "by streams of water"
could only mean the pool of water down in the valley.
"The valley of the shadow" must be the ruin where the
evil spirits were to be found, and which our teacher would
never let us approach. "Thou preparest a table before me"
could be none other than the table at which we were sitting
and engaging in the Lord's own Torah. "In the presence
of all mine enemies ;" who could those enemies be if not the
young urchins, the young shepherds, may their names be
blotted out, whom we saw at times with crooks and wallets
on top of the hill, showing us "pigs' ears" from the distance
and mocking us with their "Geer, geer, geer . " Why,
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dering round the outskirts of the suburb for hours and hours
on end, studying every plant and cranny and refuse heap
with my eyes and hands, yet finding nothing more than · a
broken piece of crockery o r a horn that has rolled away
from a dead cow; yet he, lucky chap, went out to graze the
asses of his father Zibe'on, and what does he do right away
but discover the Yemim !
What sort of things were these Yemim ? I swear I don't
know ! My teacher explained to me that they were mules,
a queer sort of creature which is neither horse nor ass, but
a mixture of them both. From this I assumed that the
Yem must be constructed in two parts. Horse from head
to navel, and ass from navel to tail-tip. Then there was
another possibility: the whole length of the right side was
horse, while the left side was ass. The possibilities were
equal and I could not make up my mind. And the Yem
could not have been other than close kindred to the family
of the Ahashtaranites, sons of the Ramachites, who were,
as is known, the proud possessors of eight legs, four of
which they used for running and four for resting . . . Any
way, 'Anah's was a worthy find, seeing that Holy Writ
reports it, which is more than happens to everybody.
With regard to 'Og, King of the Bashan, he was one of
the children of the Rephaim, one of the last left •over.
During the Flood, Noah the Righteous had pity on him
and gave him a place on top of the Ark, and handed
out his food to him every day through the little window.
So 'Og sat on the deck, his forehead always catching the
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And here was a little bridge and the stream under it.
The water was dull and bubbled and silently wept in the
grief and mysterious longings of the twilight. Blind Ochrim,
who sits here on a stone all day long with his knapsack,
begging for alms in his hoarse, cracked voice, has also
disappeared. Desolation and grief. The sprite . . .
I close my eyes tight in a sudden spate of fear, and with
choking throat I run, run home.
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of it from every side; from the broad track, with all its
sand, which reached out to it from the forest and cleft i t
in twain ; from the solitary ox-cart which a t times crawled
along that track every now and then, its wheels half buried
in the sand; from the peasant with his broad linen breeches,
rubber boots and fur cap, who followed the cart with
his pipe between his teeth ; and from the lazy "giddap,
giddap" which seemed to come out of his mouth without
his interference, for the benefit of the horned oxen as they
slowly trod ahead; from the silent woods and fields; from
the lofty golden corn which waved in the fields nearby to
the quiet breeze of the day; and from the chirping and
humming which continued without pause among the grasses
until it dulled all the senses and set the eyelids drooping on
their own ; from the low, withered wooden crosses which
stood on the graves in the gentiles' cemetery, peeping in
silent grief across and beyond the fence; from the sandy
plain which spread like the endless desert from behind that
cemetery.
The people of the suburb likewise had no kinship with
either Zuzim or Zamzumim. They were the lesser ones of
earth. Poorish, quiet folk of humble spirit and hands. They
sought nothing great and did not follow things too wonder
ful for them. They trafficked in the smaller coins, and their
wares were odds and ends and remnants. In the summer,
they had an important source of income - the making of
tar and pitch, that dumb, fluid substance which drips
silently from one vessel to another without making any
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across the field between the barley. Then she turned aside
again and came to the narrow place in the tiny alley
between Yanka's orchard and deaf Matthew's cucumber
field. There was a fence of canes and boards on one side
and a fence of woven osiers on the other. There is no
choice, Reb Balaam ; you are caught in a trap. Descend,
if your honor please, from the ass, take hold of her tail
and drag her backward. You cannot turn either right or
left . . .
Everybody knows the end of the affair. After the wicked
fellow had gone to so much trouble and his evil stratagem
had not been successful, he went and proclaimed a fair !
a great fair like the one there was last year during one of
the gentile festivals in their cemetery square round the
image. All the Midianites and the Katsaps (Great Russians)
of the villages and settlements near and far met and came
to this fair, bringing with them on their wagons the daugh
ters of Midian, plump red-cheeked wenches, veiled and
adorned with all kinds of fringes and kerchiefs, wearing
colored garbs and fabrics and heavy necklaces of coral and
glass beads, necklets round their throats with copper bangles
and glass nose-rings, and ear-rings to adorn their ears.
Decked in all this finery, the daughters of Midian wandered
round the fair to the booths and stands of the Jewish
peddlers and merchants of those desert days drinking kvass
and cracking sun-flower seeds between their teeth, and in
general behaving with excessive shamelessness.
To begin with, the Children of Israel paid no attention.
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various types, and tubes and stings and awls and pincers
and all other kinds of very very fine thin weapons of destruc
tion ; and they would set to work at once, conducting their
"experiments" on the tiny unfortunate creatures which fell
into their hands. Within a few moments a little coach of
great beauty, made of folded paper, would start out har
nessed to a pair of crickets, with a whole band of flies and
wasps and butterflies sitting in respectable pairs inside or
dancing all round it in little groups outside. The insects
had every kind of color and appearance; they were gold,
blue, red, and spotted. Some were fixed to their seats or to
one another by fine sharp thorns thrust through their insides
and backs, all of them with quivering bodies and thinnest
of legs, praying in awe as they fluttered between life and
death, their buzzing cleaving the very heavens. But Nahum
and Todi, our two natural historians, were not at all per
turbed; with philosophic calm they went on devoting them
selves to what they were doing.
Hershele, a pot-bellied boy who was as round as a barrel,
sat amid the tall grasses and secretly set a certain butterfly,
known as "Dead Man's Skull," on a tiny copper coin. He
hoped and fully believed that if he came early next day he
would find two coins under it. Netka the thief had whis
pered this secret to him at a price of two buttons and a
slice of apple, and immediately he received his pay, Netka
had cleared off behind the ruin to catch Spanish flies.
One group of pupils was busy picking and stringing
"pearls" among the grass. Those were fine rounded flattish
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grains, like tiniest dried figs. Yet another group was busy
planting and weeding or building bridges and sailing ships
across "Miriam's Well," which was a stream down below
in the valley.
At first I also took part in the business of one or another
of these groups, but in a little while, and without knowing
how it happened, I would be outside. Without any atten
tion being paid to me, like a weak link in a chain, I would
fall out from among the players and nobody would notice
my absence. I would lie like some lost, forgotten utensil in
the grass, the blossoms and leaves hiding me, nobody seeing
or knowing where I was. And that was just what I wanted.
I needed neither them nor their noise. Seeing but unseen,
I would lie there alone, concealed in the bosom of the
world, left entirely to myself and my dreams, gazing, listen
ing and remaining silent.
Here comes a crawling ant climbing up a grass stem,
falling and climbing all over again. This tiny creature was
wandering through a shady thicket that had no way out.
And here was the Horse of Moses our Master (the lady
bird: the Palestine children call them Cows of Moses our
Master). It stuck to the back of my hand like a half-pea,
round, red with black spots, hard, smooth and gleaming,
as though i t were wearing a furbished cuirass. By its
appearance it ought to be fixed as part of a signet ring.
Suddenly the cuirass splits in the middle, thin flanks gleam,
and the mite is gone ! The red fellow has flown off! His
God be with him and let him fly away in peace. I shall
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and sweet . .Now I float and melt into the tiny pure
•
I go to Feigele . • •
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fire; and fire consumes fire. Red fire, white fire and green
fire. Horsemen of fire and horses of fire are flying about,
and burning lions chase in pursuit of them. And behold
the dread and glorious God descending in fire . . .
My heart perished in dread of God. I hide my face and
flee . . .
The humming continues louder than ever; once again I
see:
. . . Noon in the dry heat of summer. The light is too
strong to bear. Day cannot contain its brightness. Alone
I sit in the middle of the trail that is covered with burning
sand; my eyes turn to the forest. I can see one shoulder,
the sharp edge of one angle pointing towards the village;
but I cannot see all of it. I sit facing it and wait. Even
as yesterday and the day before it whispers to me its dark
riddle from afar, but I am small and ignorant and cannot
understand. There is nobody round about. There is dry
heat and silence, the smell of dry dust. The stones of the
field scorch in the sun ; the fences bake like an oven. Trees
and bushes are too weary to weave the threads of their
shadows beneath them.
There is no help, nothing can be done. Fields and drouth
smitten plots pant with the last of their moisture and seem
to smoke and quiver. Stray dogs with questioning eyes, and
tails between their legs, drag past like shadows, their bellies
swollen, their tongues hanging out. Shade, Shade ! Where
is there a little shade ! They come to one of the paths,
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name, who had been living in the village for several years,
and had permission to do so. His house stood on a hill at
one end of the village. Ours was below. And these two
Jewish houses, standing slightly apart from the rest of the
village, different in height as were the shapes of their roofs
and their windows, looked like a tiny independent quarter.
It did not take long for a narrow strip to he trodden out
all the way up the hillside, a little path running through the
grass like the parting on a head of hair, and there the two
courtyards were, linked together by a permanent bond.
There was one Hebrew teacher for the children of both
families, and both lived the same way. Each housewife
knew what was cooking in the other's pots. They were
always sending one another samples of their skill in cooking
and in baking. They were always borrowing pots and
pans, baker's shovels or sieves from one another. They
would ask one another's advice about bundles of vegetables,
clutches of eggs, or a pair of chickens. During the winter
nights or the long summer days either might drop in to
the other's house or veranda for a chat, to shell peas, to
make preserves, or else to pluck poultry or knit stockings
in company.
They had not been neighbors long before the bond
between the two families was strengthened. The neighbors
became in-laws. Father had lots of male and female children.
His oldest son Samuel had already turned twenty, and was
"privileged" as far as army service was concerned; that is
he was exempt. Zelig on the other hand had lots of female
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his beard and cut away half his kapote, while the driver
Styopi was all but weeping with grief, and when he unhar
nessed the solitary horse and led it into the stable began
cursing it, gnashed his teeth at it, hit it over the mouth
with his fist and let his rage run riot over it. What was
missing, to be sure, was made good again ; father exchanged
his solitary horse, which was an excellent one, for two poor
ones, which hurt and shamed Styopi. But quiet and security
did not return as a result.
As father did not know what was going to happen to him,
he withdrew entirely from the tar-making business, and
the building stopped halfway. Father used to say that the
courses of bricks, now they stood forsaken in the copse
among the trees for swine to root among and calves to
shelter in, used to come to him in dreams night by night
and weep.
Meanwhile things became even worse for the Jews in the
villages round about. At first, notice was given before they
were expelled; afterwards they were expelled without any
notice being given. No presents or bribery helped. House
holds which had been established by the toil of years were
uprooted within a few hours by a sudden order. Along the
sandy tracks leading from the villages to the small towns
you would see peasant carts crawling along any day carry
ing the goods and chattels of the expelled Jews. And next
day when they returned home the same peasants would
laugh and mock at the woe of the remaining Jews, who had
not yet been touched by the arm of the Law. Some black
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the village should be put ahead till the day before the pro
hibition came into force. But many claimed that his
promises had no value and that he was a known swindler.
Nevertheless father paid him something in advance. Who
could say ? Maybe . . .
On the strength of that "maybe" the go-between milked
father for about three months, yet the business never got
beyond the "maybe" stage. Every week it turned out that
there were fresh contacts which needed satisfying, and
father's hands grew tired of counting out the necessary
satisfaction. The go-between at last announced that it was
impossible to cancel the order; it had already been drawn
up and signed, and was now lying in such and such a file.
What could be done, then ? Only one thing. It could be
delayed, which would cost so much and so much. Father
handed over so much and so much, and the delay was
brought about. But before very long he was again informed
that after all the delays the order had nonetheless shifted
again, and delay was once more called for. Father again
laid out as much as was required, and once more delayed
things. And so it happened again. The go-between remained
on the watch and delayed with both hands; but the paper
shifted. It crawled very slowly, wriggle by wriggle when
nobody was looking, like a thief, but it moved; and every
setback or retreat it might be forced to undergo cost father
much money and, even more, led to a loss of self-respect
and spiritual suffering that was unparallelled, wasting his
time in registries, delays in the form of telling him to come
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III
The guest rested a while and then went on.
Now that was the Eve of a Passover which fell out on a
Sabbath, and all the details are still engraved on my memory.
From the early morning the sun never stopped shining.
The houses of the two in-laws, the one at the bottom of the
hill and the one on top, were gleaming and laughing at one
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About half an hour after the leaven had been burnt the
cart moved at last, with me in it. Now I knew that I was
on the move, and in another couple of hours I would, God
willing, see my brother as well as his trumpet.
As the cart turned into the track that led to the station,
the girls working in the kitchen garden seemed to chase us
and catch up with us. I turned my head back towards our
little corner. The two white houses, upper and lower, stood
with their blue sashes about them and gazed after me, as
much as to warn us that we were not to hang about or
dawdle on the way. It was Passover Eve !
Though the track from the village to the station had been
somewhat obliterated by the night's rain and had muddy
and miry stretches, it was not so dreadful, and the horses
trotted along steadily as usual. From the village to the
station was a two-hour ride by cart, and the same back.
Unless something delayed us, we could therefore expect to
be back about two and a half or three hours before evening;
at the time, that is, when the whole house would be ready
for the Passover. I pictured to myself how very happy
they would all be when the cart came back with Samuel.
Everybody in both houses would come out to greet him,
the bride among them.
The hor�es trotted along with jingling bells between the
ploughed fields. A gentle breeze caressed my face, and I
was very pleased with myself indeed. The charm of Pass
over Eve seemed to rest upon the whole world. Between
the little clouds in the sky there opened wide spaces, new
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all its might, and a fine stirring march burst out across
the fields.
Styopi swished his whip, and the horses lifted their limbs
and made away with the distance. The bells round their
two necks seemed to be startled for a moment at the sound
of the march, and their song became confused; but they
promptly recovered and went back to their regular, cheerful
ringing, announcing with fresh vigor: Samuel's come,
Samuel's coming. The trees along the roadsides danced
ahead and broadened the road for us as we came. The
pools gleamed up cheerfully at us. Everything was announc
ing that Samuel's come, Samuel's coming !
While the cart was dashing full speed ahead, the trap
suddenly appeared with the two officials within it, coming
the opposite way, the same trap we had passed earlier on
our way to the station. This double meeting struck me as
a bad sign, as something suspicious. The trumpet trembled
in Samuel's hand and its radiance suddenly seemed to have
dimmed, and Samuel hurriedly lowered it and covered it
over with his coat. The cart and trap passed one another
at top speed, and in both of them the passengers, as though
governed by a common impulse, turned their heads round
and looked back at one another for several minutes most
suspiciously.
Meanwhile our cart rumbled briefly and dully across a
little bridge that spanned a brook, and entered the village
boundaries, where it had been arranged that folk should
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red belt, standing to one side, his stick in his hand and his
brass badge on his chest. What was he doing there at such
a time? And why was none of our family to be seen ?
Within a moment, as soon as the cart stopped at the gate
of the courtyard and we saw the faces of the people close
at hand, we understod everything. We understood every
thing, without a single word being said.
IV
The guest lowered his voice slightly and added:
The reason was very cruel, too cruel to have been imag
ined by a boy so small as I was. It had all come so suddenly.
Who would have imagined that by the time my brother
and I returned home from the station, we would not find
anything or anyone there?
Who could have believed that during the four or five
hours we spent on the journey, people would come to father's
house and load up the furniture and the folk on the wagons
and tell them to get out and away, anywhere they liked.
And when, of all times ? In the middle of that particular
day !
How many months the order had crawled and crept along
slowly like a silent snake; and now, in the one single moment
when it was not even thought of, out it suddenly darted
from its hiding-place, and bit. And how sharply and
venomously!
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angel had thrust out his head. In my eyes the two flames
were two gold points marking a colon, the end of a period,
in the lower reaches of the firmament. Thus far i t was
weekday; from this point forward it was Sabbath and
festival. The gloom and grief which had affected us all sud
denly became softened, as it were, and somehow sanctified.
I t seemed as though the peasants also sensed this, and when
they and their beasts began trudging along again, their
tramping through the twilit, gloomy woodland seemed more
careful and quiet than previously, while their "haya, haya"
to their weary animals was softer and gentler, as though
the sorrow of the moment shed its mood over them and
suddenly subdued their hearts and voices.
Once she had lit the candles mother did not wish to
mount the wagon again, but walked afoot at the wayside.
Father and Samuel walked silently along on either side of
her. On father's advice the children in the wagons came
over to our cart, and Styopi was ordered to hurry us to the
neighboring town ahead of the wagons. The wagons were
soon left behind, with the tiny figures beside them, and
the wood.
I turned my eyes once again towards the hillock in the
wood. For a brief moment the two flames continued to
twinkle towards me, then vanished at once. "They have
gone out !" I said starting, and I felt grieved for the poor
wood which had been blinded once again and had returned
to its darkness. The Mercy Gate that had been opened for
a brief while was closed once more. The good angel had
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II
Reb Lippe had finished all preliminaries of the early
morning, as described above, and was just about to con
centrate on the prayers proper, when suddenly his door
creaked, and a pillar of vapor, bearing a gentile in i ts midst,
entered the house.
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passed there and then from hand to hand ; from the hand
of the peasant to that of the rabbi, pardon the proximity.
The second was a sack of huge potatoes and beside it,
trussed, a protesting goose, well fattened. The servant-girl
had removed this luscious brace from the sleigh, and they
lay in the kitchen.
The third was even plainer and simpler. It was a fine,
warm, broad, fur overcoat with felt overshoes which Reb
Getzi had sent him at the hands of that gentile, and which
came from the winter store of garments of Reb Getzi's own
worthy and honorable self, in order that the rabbi, long life
to him, might wrap himself up well and keep properly warm.
These three plain interpretations promptly cleared the
eyes, as they say, of the rabbi, and his luminous intellect
immediately compassed the entire affair.
"Tut tut, what's to be done," he sighed. "Doubtless
this is the will of the Holy and Blest One ; the Covenant of
Circumcision, an injunction of that magnitude ! . . . But
all the same it's advisable to take counsel with the rebbetzin."
Reb Lippe entered the next room where the rebbetzin was,
did whatever he had to do, stayed as long as he needed to
stay, and came out clad in a white shirt and his Sabbath
zhupitza (long coat), all ready to take the road. In the
first room he now put on, over the zhupitza, the overcoat
that had been sent him, tugged the yellow overshoes on
to his feet above his black boots, covered the skullcap on
his head with his round furskin Sabbath shtreimel, girded
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his loins with the red belt of Ivan the emissary; and so,
magnificently arrayed in these garments with their com
mingling of sacred and profane, Reb Lippe stopped and
kissed the mezuzah on the doorpost. Then he departed
from the house.
The wintersleigh which stood in front of the house was
roomy and well bedded with hay and straw. Reb Lippe
climbed in and settled himself comfortably, as though he
were quite at home. The gentile covered the rabbi's feet
with straw and chaff and also got in. He whistled once,
and the sleigh slid off across the snow.
III
The road was good and smooth and the mare was
lively. Verily a contraction of the road, as described in
legend . . .
Within an hour, and before day dawned, the rabbi had
reached the village and the house of the celebrants.
The guests had already assembled. After drinking some
thing warm they stood up and prayed with the quorum of
ten according to all requirements of the law. It turned out
that a certain butcher, who had happened to come to the
village to buy calves, had a pleasant voice and acted as the
Emissary of the Congregation. His Hebrew, to be sure,
was a trifle out of sorts. He could not quite make up his
mind whether he wanted the winds to blow and rain to fall
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ing once more with redoubled fervor, "oh, oh, oh, how to
manage to make a li-v-i-ing !"
And Reb Lippe, who was gentle and soft-hearted by
nature, could not bear to watch the sorrow of the master
of the house, and did him the last true kindness of drinking
another little drop with him, and another little drop, and
another little . . .
Meanwhile the day, the Short Friday of all days, began
to decline. Reb Lippe, who had himself grown slightly
fuddled, roused himself once and again, and tried to rise
on his shaky feet in front of the table. "Ah, ah, ah," he
complained, shaking his head, spreading out his hands and
stammering. "It's Sabbath Eve ! The short day . . . " But
Reb Getzi would have none of this and would not listen;
Reb Getzi grabbed both his hands and would not let go.
Meanwhile Ivan the coachman was sitting at ease in the
kitchen, likewise doing his heart good with feasting. He
felt particularly pleased that they had inducted the little
one into the faith, and in his joy he tossed glass after glass
down his throat: one, once and again, twice and again,
thrice and again, and again and again . . .
In the middle of this the clock struck three. Reb Lippe
started up from his seat in great haste, but his legs were not
in any such hurry. After he had risen and put on his two
overcoats and more, namely his bearskin and sheepskin,
had buckled on his red leather belt and had thrust his legs
into those two barrels, namely the heavy overshoes, his
legs refused to pay the slightest attention to him. Instead
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"Hee, hee, hee !" laughed all the guests in turn. "The
rabbi !"
At length, with the aid of Him who giveth the weary
strength, and a little extra aid from the guests, the bulging,
bulky body began to move, and the two fine creatures,
namely the rabbi, Reb Lippe long life to him, and Ivan the
coachman his companion, pardon the proximity, departed
from the house in an auspicious and favorable hour; and
aiding one another and leaning each on the other's shoulder,
they climbed into the winter sleigh in perfect order.
So once again our rabbi sat at ease in the sleigh, his body
wrapped up and his legs covered. And once again Ivan sat
on the driver's seat. One long and cheerful whistle and the
mare lifted up her legs . . .
And here we reach the main part of the story.
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cry; he could not. The whole of his being cowered and con
gealed in the dread thought of that single word, Sabbath !
Yet, when at length the power of speech returned to him,
a roar, like to a lion's, burst from his throat:
"Ivan, Ai Vai !"
Within this roar, which burst from the depths of his
heart and which comprised the only three words of the
language of the gentiles that were known unto our rabbi,
there could be found all this : a bitter outcry and a beseech
ing for mercy, the fear of God and an acceptance of the
evil decree, remorse and complaint, and all sorts of other
feelings that words are too poor to express . . .
Meanwhile Ivan stood cursing and attending to the over
turned sleigh and tangled reins. From time to time he
kicked at the belly of his mare, reproaching her with the
transgressions of her equine forefathers and foremothers
for a thousand generations back. When his repairs were
completed, he invited the "Rabbin" to seat himself again.
Reb Lippe raised his eyes to the night; whence was his aid
to come ? But aid there was none.
For a moment he thought that he would not budge hence.
Here in the field let him stay, and here in the field let him
celebrate the Sabbath. Let him be slain rather than trans
gress ! Were there then so few tales of pious men and men.
of righteous deeds who had hallowed the seventh day in
forests and deserts ? Why, for example, there was the tale
of Ariel the lion-angel ! Hadn't the Holy and Blest One
sent yonder pious one a lion in the desert to guard him until
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"Nay indeed and nay agai n !" Reb Lippe decided the
question once for all in very fear of death as he clambered
back into the sleigh. "In all full truth, according to the
deepest intention of the law, I am in no way called upon
to sacrifice my life for this thing. Rather the reverse !
Travel on the Sabbath is not prohibited in the Five Books
of the Torah; it is one of "their" later supplements. Refrain
ing from labor - and, as to that . . . "
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VII
Now when our rabbi woke up, all his pains and aches
woke up with him. "Oh, oh, oh ! My whole head is sick
and my bones feel as though they had been torn apart !"
He raised half his body with great difficulty and opened
his eyes. What was this? Where was he ? At the bath
house ? No, in an inn. And where was the Sabbath ? There
was no sign or memory of the Sabbath ! Peasants, a week
day crowd. And a samovar was boiling just over there.
"In that case," came a dreadful thought that set all the
rabbi's bones trembling and made his purple face even
more purple, "in that case I went on sleeping all through
the Sabbath and the night of the departure of the Sabbath
as well. Here on the bench, in the presence of Feivka and
in sight of the gentiles, I lay and slept through a full twenty-
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But just at the moment Reb Lippe was not asking many
questions or cogitating deeply. Whatever he was doing
seemed to be done automatically, without his knowledge
or attention. There was one sole and solitary thing for
which his soul ceaselessly prayed : "Lord of the Universe,
bring about a miracle and turn the road into a vast length
and distance of thousands upon thousands of leagues. Let
years and decades pass and jubilees be gone, and meanwhile
let me journey and journey and journey . . . If I am not
worthy of a miracle, then I pray Thee take my soul, Lord
of the Universe, I am willing to forego everything
but take my soul . . . "
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